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La présente page de téléchargement du fichier a été vue 3360 fois.\nS$ur : Ali Makour\nËmed n ugellid\nDépôt Légal 2946-2004 - ISBN 9961-789-07-05\nËmed n Ugellid ne$ Ëmed b’Sselîan, am wakken is sawalen di timawit.\nD$a d isem n usegbar agejdan, iy-tewwi d azwel tmacahup agi ara d nerr\n$er tira tikkelt-agi, si timawit.\nIhi, tamacahup ara d-nechu tikkelt-agi, d yiwet si tid i$-d-cehhun akw\nimawlan nne$, lad$a di tsemhuyt n tegrest, mi yesfirnin lkanun s yirrij n\nwexleno, yettaken lêamu $er lebâid, alamma ucafen wat wexxam s tidi, cil\nn wwedfel ip-isennan akin i wemnar n tzeqqa.\nLkanun, timucuha, d$a ur nezmir ara d d-nutlay $ef yiwen war wayev,\nacku d tigi i d snat n t$awsiwin yeîîfen amur ameqqwran di tmeddurt n\nimawlan nne$ imesdurar, lad$a imarrawen nne$ yezgan di laâ d laâra yakw\nd leêfa. Maca, cil n way-a, nitni weroin bran i i$allen-nnsen zdat n\ntmeddurt nnsen taqesêant, zdat unezwu lad$a di tegrest, imi zgan\ntteêtilin-as s wes$ar i pheggin di tsemhuyt n tefsut, i wakken ad rzen\nasemmiv i ten-yepraoun.\nD akk-a i d imarrawen nne$ : yal aqeddic nnsen s tallit-is, yal kra pgen-as\nazal-is. D$a ma zeddmen di tefsut, maççi imi $wezzifen wussan ne$ imi\nyeshel ugermum i uneqluâ seg wakal i irevben maca, imir-en i yepban\nuseklu yemmuten. Da$en imir-en, amahil ameqqwran : tayerza ne$\ntaneqqact deg idurar, ur yegwit ara yernu cwiî yellan ikeffu $ef zik, acku\nyewwet kan ugeffur, yessevref wakal. £ef way-a, tugti di tefsut ssezrayen-t\ndi teksawt yakw d unezdum, ullac win ara yessuf$en i$ersiwen-is, war ma\nyegla s tezdemt tameddit m’ara ten-yenher.\nS wakk-a, ulamma tedres fell-asen tlaba di tegrest, maca iteddel-iten\nlkanun s lÊamu n yirrij n wexleno yakw d win n tidekt, lad$a imi d wigi i d\nas$ar deg tettaîaf tmes, d wigi i d as$ar n useÊmu, seg mi ur d-ttaken ara\naîas n dexxan. Ihi, s wakk-a i pÊuddun tifekkiwin-nnsen yaâsan $ef\nusemmiv n tegrest, n tegrest ur yepqilen igellilen : m’ara zzin i lkanun\nyesfarnen, xas ma taârurt tzeqqel; ma d taâebbuî tezga texwa, tezga\ntessutur tagwella, tessutur tawant i weroin tessin, llad$a arrac ne$ tullas\nmezziyen, yemmensin s kra kan n ini$man akk-en d imerragen ne$ s\ntubbit n we$rum n temâin ne$ n lbecna ma ufan-p.\nMaca, imarrawen nne$ mmegzin nezzeh imi, ur paooan ara arraw-nnsen\nad êalfin s waîas i laâ n tâebbuî. Ay-agi, s tmucuha isen-d-snulfuyen, i\nwakk-en a ten-ssedhun ar d aten-yugar nadam.\nDa$en, maÏi kan iwakk-en ad dhun ne$ i wakk-en kan ad ttun laâ maca ; i\nwakk-en da$en a sen-slemden ama d tirrugza, ama d tagmap, ama da$en\nd ta$demt, d wamek ara ssiwven ad issinen akw ilugan n tudert di tmetti,\nQqaren imarrawen nne$ : “ Ulaqci $ef win ara yechun tamacahup deg\nuzal, win ara yerzen awal-agi n ulaqci ad yefferdes”\n£ef way-a d$a, asmi mezziye$, ttewhime$ m’ara yi-d-tinni yemma : Ur k-dcehhu$ ara tamacahup deg uzal, imi ulaqci. Acku imir-en ur ssine$\nanamek n wawal agi, ula d nettat ur t-tessin ara, imi acÊal d tikkellt\nissutre$ deg-s a yi-t-id tessegzi ; maca taznewt i yi-d-tettarra : Akk-a ay\nqqaren d ay-a, ulaqci, ne$ an-nefferdes.\nImir-en qqare$-as : awah, kunwi s wat zik treggwim kan, ur temmegzim\nara, wamma, d acu ara d-yawin tiffervest, $er tmacahup ? d acu i d\nanamek n ulaqci agi d-tettalsed ? Tagara m ufi$ awal agi yekka-d si tcawit,\nanamek-is s teqbaylit : Ur illaq cci-ya ne$ ur iwat ara.\n“Ma d nutni di tedmi nnsen : D tilist ur yessefk i yiwen a s-yeffel, d tilist\npgen $ef yal kra ara ten-iâekkwren, amzun akk-en d ttira”.\nUr iwat ara, acku ass ne$ azal, yettufaras, pgen-as azal ameqqwran di\ntudert-nnsen, imi zgan am iwevfen : ma ur d-ssasin ara deg uzal imensi ur\npmensin ara, imi tudert-nnesen tezga tcud $er ugama, ula d tameqfult ne$\ntaÊlult, ma ur p-gmiren deg wass, ulla melmi t-gemren, atg.\nUr gan ara tuggimt i tmacahut deg uzal acku, ur b$an a d-ssekkren\ntisutiwin timertabin, tisutiwin ara yessezrin tudert nnsent deg uqesser d\nwekraf n ifadden... Maca, b$an a d-sekkren tisutiwin tinemhalin, tisutiwin\nn turmidin, $ef way-a i qqaren : “Ass i weÊbak, iv i webrak”. meÊsub :\nAss i umahel, ma d iv i usenfu.\nXas ulamma ooan-d anzi-yagi, maca di tilawt, d mgal ara naf di tudert\nnnsen n yal ass, acku ula d iv-nnsen ur t-ssezrayen ara kan akk-a d ilem,\nwar ma fursen deg-s ay-en ara ten-infâen, ama d aqesser $er yiri n lkanun\n$ef wya-en yezrin deg wass-nni yekfan ; d acu gan deg-s, s ani ssawden\namahil-nnsen d wacu ten-yepraoun i uzekka nni ten-yemmalen...\nAm wakk-en da$en, pfarrasen iv i usinen n warraw-nnsen deg way-en\nyelhan d way-en ara ten-inefâen di tudert nnsen d wayen-en ara isnef\ntimetti s umata. Ay-agi yettili-d s tmucuha sen cehhun d lemsaâraq iss\npemyergamen, i wesnerni di tedmiyin nnsen, imi agrud amezyan ; ayen\nara yelmed deg iv, d awez$i a t-yettu, d awez$i ad yezri war ma yettw\naserqet deg walla$-is, war ma yeââa di tedmi-s. Acku a t-yawi akk-en di\ntnafa, u yezmer ahat a t-yargu aîas n tikkal kra ara yekk yiv. Wamma deg\nwass, xas qqaren : “Ccfaya n win meââiyen, am weâru yepwasreqten”.\nMaca yezmer a t-isettu wurar yakw d nncaf d imeddukal-is.\nIhi, ahat êtalen i way-agi, d aymi fernen iv i wechu n tmucuha d\ntemseâraq, i wakk-en ad ddunt s way-en yelhan, s temsirin i lemden ula d\nnutni $ef imarrawen-nnsen deg u$erbaz n yedles war idlisen, war tira...\nD$a ma nger tamawt $er wazal n tmacahup deg idles nne$ amensay\nimawi; an-naf, maççikkan tessedhuy arrac ne$ tsettuy-asen aqraê n\ntâebbuî yexwan, am lkanun isettuyen asemmiv n tegrest i tfekkiwin\nticeryanin, maca ; tessininiten, tesselmad-iten s temsirin i t-yeççuren,\ntemmal-asen s umata t$awsiwin tigejdanin n tudert, d amek ara mmagren\nunyugen, ama d igmawiyen ne$ d wid ara mmagren di tmetti, ne$ wid iss\nAkka d$a am tmacahup-agi i b$i$ a d-kkse$ si timawit $er tira, i wakk-en\nad tidir d tama$lalt am tid ssadren yemyura yezrin, gar-asen : Ïawes\nÄemruc, Belâid At âli, rrnu da$en Dda lmulud At Mammer, ad fell-asen\nyessuref ugellid ameqqwran. Iwakken a p-id afent tsutiwin n yimmal acku\nd tallit ass-a fell-a$ an naru idles-nne$ i warraw nne$ i wakk-en ur sentverru ara tin yedran yid-nne$ : yal kra alamma nêuf tizza ara t-id-naf, yal\nkra ma ur t-id-nekkis ara $ef zik seg imi n yem$aren d tem$arin ; ad yeddu\nyid-sen s aéekka, am wakk-en yenna Dda Lmulud deg wawal-is : “Yal\nam$ar ne$ tam$art yemmuten, d tamkervit i$-yer$an”.\nIhi i wakk-en ur sen-tverru ara i wat uzekka am wat wass-a ; fell-a$\nnekwni an-aâteb, an-nazzel, i wakk-en s tidiwin nne$ a sen-aççar\ntimkerviyin i deg ara afen iman nnsen d acu-ten, i deg ara peffin tamussni\nidles d t$erma n imarrawen-nnsen, nekkni.\nAwer tevru i wat uzekka, am wat wass-a.\nTizi-Wezzu, ass n 9-10-1999\nTamacahutt n Ëmed n Ugellid\nIhi, macahu $ef yiwen ugellid zik-nni, yella igelled $ef yiwen\nwedru, ne$ yiwet n tmurt. Agellid-agi, d yiwen yezgan yebva ger\nwegdud-is s te$demt, d yiwen yezgan yettidir ger we$ref-is, yessen s\numata tilufa d-yettmagar yal amezda$, ulac ula d yiwen iwumi yeçça\nazref-is ama d tameîîut ne$ d argaz weroin iga taneêyaft ger wa ne$\nwa... Lêaûun ulac Agellid i t-yunzan, armi ula d agdud-is s umata,\nyiwen ur yezmir a s-d-yeffe$ d afna.\nMaca, agellid-agi, cil n llhu yeççur, cil n tayri d talsawt yezga yesâa\n$ef ime$ban iwimi yepmud tallalt, ama s wedrim ne$ s laânaya\nyettarra fell-asen ; maca, a-d-tinniv izekker-it Rebbi, imi yegguma a\ns-d-yeg amur-is di dderya. D$a agnu-yagi, maççi slid netta kan isyeêêulfan, maca agdud-is s umata iêar melmi ara sen-d-yefk win ara\nyaççaren amur-is, ass m’ara s-d-yessiwel bab-is, imi, am wakken\nyenna yinzi : “Aéar yeîîafar tara”. Acku êûan ma yemmut akken d\namengur (ur kken âni$ s nnger) d awez$i ad tidir talwit nni deg llan i\ntsutiwin i ten-id-yemmalen. S wakka-a, ulamm ines$uma-s ne$ wid\nyepbaddan zgan pwellihent ad yessulyi ; ad yernu tameîîut tis snat\nara s-d-yefken alag, ma d netta yegguma ad yessiknew tameîîut-is i\nyra armi d ulamek. D awz$i ad ssulyi$ fell-as, xas ad mmte$ akk-a d\namengur, i sen-izennew yal m’ara âemmken fell-as.\nDdan, zrin waguren d iseggwasen, netta ur yytis, yuyis, yezga\nyepraou deg ugellid ameqran s uramsu d tb$est yeççuren ul-is yezga\nyessaram : ad ldint tewwura n igenwan (fell-as), a s-d-fkent xersum\nyiwen ara d-yesker deg irebb-is, ara yessunen $ef lxir, $ef leêsan i\nwakken a t-id-yeoo deg umur-is, ad yepkel fell-as tagelda-s ara\niseddu di loerra i deg is-p-id-ooan imarrawen-is, lad$a bab-as. Maca,\nam wakken qqaren : “Win yeroan bab n igenwan, d ulaqrar a s-dvîen wussan”. Acku, yiwen wass kan, ata yeffe$-d uberraê n tgelda s\nîîbel-is, iteddu yeqqar : Agellid nne$ ass-agi i d-ilul ! Agellid nne$\nass-agi i d-ilul...! Wehmen akw wid i s-yeslan : wa yettales i wen ur\nneslla, wa yessegzay i win ur negzi.\nD$a adrum s umata yeggugi $er tgelda : win ineqqcen, ivegger\naqaba-is di terni, win yeksan, yeooa taqwevâit-is di tezgi..., lêaûun\ntilawin, irgazen, arrac, tiêdayin, qeccuc meccuc, armi ula d ilufanen\ndi dduê ddan, ur ten-yezgil rrezg mi slan s weqcic yernan $er ugellid\nnnsen, i ygan adriz ur iga yiwen seg igelliden nniven imi azal n wagur\nur temsusam tegwnip s îîbul d te$ratin. Adrum s umata ççan, swan,\nvebblen... Lêaûun dayen kan.\nAgellid yunez i Bab igenwan, iêmed Rebbi irennu, ref way-a ula d\nmmi-s, Ëmed is-isemma.\nMaca, xsara, am wakk-en qqaren : “Rrbeê d rrezg d atmaten, di\ntudert akk-en i pemsevfaren. “ Imi tinnufra tegla-s s twa$it i\nyesse$lin tameîîut deg waîîan ur yesâin tujjya, sked amejjay ur s-dyewwi, sked s ani ur-p-yessawev, maca aîîan ip-yeblan ; simmal\ndeg-s yeqqaz irennu, armi p-yewwi d asfel, armi d-teooa Ëmed d\nagujil akk-en kan i yeldi taîîucin, tjelq-as tmettant leênana n\ntyemmap ur p-yerwi, ula d nettat tunag s ucaêuv-is am tsekkurt\nirumeq unagmur $ef temda n waman send ad tessexsi fad i pyesser$en.\nS wakk-a, agellid iqeccem-as usebsi, leêzen yessexsi-yas taftilt nni n\nrrezg yessa$en aniqal deg ul-is, yu$al d ame$bun, mi yesked di mmis ; ad tegzem tasa-s, ad tergigi tâebbuî-is. Amek ara yeg? ansi yekka\ni twa$it-agi d-ye$lin fell-as, ad yaf temdel tewwurt : ad yales\ntissulya?, yugad ad testehzi di mmis tmeîîut ara d-yernu. Ad yeqqim\nakk-en da$en d aooal ? ulamek yeoo mmi-s deg irebbi n tqeddacin,\ndeg irebbi n tin ur ira, deg irebbi n tin ur yellan d taheggart. Di\ntagara iwala yessefk ad yessulyi : akk-a xersum ad yepkel mmi-s,\nlad$a ma yessemlal-it Rebbi yakk d tmeîîut yelhan, tin p$iven\nigujilen, tin p$iven ime$ban bêal tameîîut is-yemmuten yakan. Acku\nula d nettat asmi tedder, tezga d taênint, d turêimt, xas akk-en deg\nisem d tagellidt ; maca weroin tesban-d iman-is ger yemdanen,\nweroin tennu$na $ef tqeddacin-is ne$ tella tin tessexnunes.... maca\nd mgal n way-agi : imi ula d uççi tpeg-it t-tett yidsent war ma t$unfatent, tepqesir yid-sent, tettavsa yid-sent... Armi tikwal m’ara tekcem\n$ur-s tin ur p-nessin ara ; ur p-tferren ara garasent s tmu$li\ntamezwarut, alamma mlant-as-p.\nD$a ay-agi akw, d ay-n i d-yessegwran leêzen, d ay-n i –d-yessegwran\nilem $ef wat tgelda s umat.\nZrin wussan d waguren, agellid yu$al ye$tes ad yessulyi, imi ula d\nnetta yeêulfa d yiman-is : ula s ani yerwel $ef tidep, acku, wi yeêûan\ns wacu ara d-yeglu yimmal ? yugad ad yevfer tameîîut-is, d-yegwri\nmmi-s war lepkal, war ma yufa yiwen $er tama-s ara s-yemmlen\nxersum wi t-ilan.\nD akk-en ay tevra, mi yessulyi ugellid ur yendim ara acku, tameîîut i\nyerna, yufa iman-is deg-s, yufa akw ay-en yessaram, im ula d mmi-s\ntga-yas leêsan, terra-t deg irebbi-s amzun d nettat i t-id-yurwen, i\nyeooussar n ugelolid yefti deg ul-is, lad$a m’ara p-yeskad tezzuzunt-it\nne$ m’ara t-tecdedduy s isefra d-ttawint tyemmatin $ef mmit-nnsent:\nMa ur teéram uccen\nYewwi-d izimer d aksas\nYuzzel mimmi yekkes-as-t\nUccen yewwi i$san\nMimmi yewwi-d ikesman\nAd yepsusum ad yeggan\nS leb$i-k a bab igenwan\nS wakk-a, agellid, tger-as irebbi talwit, yeéaéen i tafukt n rrezg is-dyeççuren axxam, lad$a imi kra kkan n waguren ; akk-en yeffe$ Ëmed\nsi dduê, tameîîut-is yerna $ur-s weqcic, Agellid iga adriz annect-ilat,\ninced akw Agdud-is, inced akw igelliden wukud t-zdin wasa$en n\ntalwit. Xas ulamma tirgep nni n dderya yellan tsa$ deg ul-is texsi s\nËmed ; maca rrezg-is yennerna ugar imi, mmi-s ur yeqqim ara d\nawlawel war tagmap, yesâa tura win wukud ara yerfed tagelda ass\nm’ara d teggwri ger ifassen-is, im tiâkwemt n tgelda maççi d ay-n\nfessusen yernu, am wadd-en qqaren : “Irgazen, s imehrazen”. Anda\nugten, tigemmi tezga tfetti, wamma leqder d trugza anef din.\nD ay-agi iss yeÊÊulfa ula d agellid s sin igelduden yepnernin ger yiv d\nwass deg irebbi n tmeîîut-is, yernan deg ul-is lâazza, yernan deg ul-is\ntayri, lad$a imi p-yepwali : ur ten-tsemyarred ara, d tayri tettak i\nÊmed arbib-is ; i tettak i mmi-s n tasa-s.\nIhi, simmal ttim$uren, simmal tepnerni tafat deg wexxam, tagelda\ntpeddu akk-en yessefk, ula d rrayza, fell-as tgelled talwit.\nIhi am wakk-en i d-nenna, igeldunen simmal tnernin, asmi wwven d\ninubiyen, ff$en-d wa ur yemmeâli $ef wayev : sked wa ad tinniv d\nwayev, ama di tal$a n tfekkiwin nnsen, ama d imesli nniven. LÊaîun,\nyiwen ur yezmir ad yessemgirred garasen ne$ ad yaf kra yebvan\ngarasen armi u$alen, yiwen yisem nnsen, imi ilmeâyen n wedrum s\numata ; êmed n ugellid i sen-ssawalen.\nAkken, akken armi u$alen d yiwen ula $er wat wexxam, ul d agellid,\nwin iwala d êmed. Ay-agi ur yezgil ara tagellidt : xas leÊîa gar-as d\nyiman-is, yiwen d arbib-is wayev d mmis ; ma d tamu$li-s, ur\ntessawev ara ad tefren gar-asen. Teggwra-yas-d akk-en d tuttra war\ntaznewt thebbej di tefrit-is : anwa i d mmis ?, anwa i d arbibis ?.\nTezga deg walla$-is tuttra-yagi s-issexsin rrezg deg imanis, yal mi tentwala ; tepÊalfi s kra yettakwi-d daxel-is.\nDdan wagurenn d iseggwasen, wwden d ilmeâyen, tuttra ur tufi\ntaznewt-is. Armi d yiwen wass ger wussan, isuv-as-d ubeÊri di\ntmeââu$t : Amek iga way-agi ? d acu-p twa$it-agi mmi-s n tâebbuî-is\nâzizen ; ur tezmir a t-tesÊenfef $ef werbib-is ?, Awah awah, yessefk a\ns-taf tifrat italuft-agi s wazal yeb$un yili, i tesnezgim d yiman-is.\nMaca, amek ara teg ? w’ara s-p-id yefrun ?, tiktiwin maççi d yiwet\nne$ d snat i ylezzin deg walla$-is, tÊar tin $ef ara te$tes. Werdin kan,\nam wi p-id-yewwten s ubeqqa, temmekti-d : „lêqa, taluft-agi ma ur\np-id-yefra ara wem$ar azemni ; ulac win ara p-id-yefrun. “D$a imir\nkan i tessendeh taqeddact-is : tserreo-as-d agmer, war ma yeÊîa\nugellid ne$ at tgelda s umata mi teîîef abrid yakw d tqeddact nni,\nsrid $er wexxam n wem$ar azemni. Mi tewwev, tekcem $er wexxam\nsend ad tekkes nngab-nni iss t$um udem-is, ma d taqeddact-nni\nwumi ur techa ; teqqim deg wesqif, anda teîîef agmer nni $ef terkeb\nAm$ar azemni. yewhem mi t-iwala, s cwiî-nni n usekkud i dyeggwran deg wallen-is, yu$al yenîeq $ur-s akk-n s wergigi:\nAnsuf yissem a tagellidt nne$ tamaâzuzt ! ni$ d lxir ikem-id yecqan ?\nAm$ar azemni yewhem mi t-iwala, s cwiî-nni n usekkud i d-yeggwran\ndeg wallen-is, yu$al yenîeq $ur-s akk-n s wergigi:\nD$a, send ad tzul fell-as, tger afus s iciwi-s tekkes-d kra n twiztin\ntebra-yasent s irebbi n wem$ar-nni azemni, teznew-as :\n- A baba am$ar azemni, ay-n i yi-d-yecqan $ur-k, maççi d ay-n\nmeââiyen, acÊal ay-a nek d aâiwez, uvan ussan, ur s-ufi$ tifrat. Di\ntagara dmi$, anagar keç i yzemren ad tefruv taluft agi i yi-hban.\n- Aha a yell-i, chu-yi-d taluft-im, ma day-n wumi zemre$... Maca,\ntagellidt segmi tugad ad isel ugellid, ur s-techa ara armi s-tessuter a\ns-yejlef $ef lbavna, ur teffi$ gar-asen alamma d aâekka.\nD$a mi s-yejlef wem$ar nni azemni, tebda-yas tadyant si tazwara\narmi d imir mi tella zdat-s, di tahgara tenna-yas :\n- Ihi a baba am$ar azemni, d tagi i d taluft i yi-d-yecqan, mmel-iyi\npxil-k !, ffk-iyi-d taremzi iss ara ferne$ ger werbib-iw yakw d mmi.\nB$i$ ad issine$ mmi, b$i$ ad issine$ da$en arbib-iw .\nAm$ar azemni, war ma yesnezgem aîas, mi yetterveq d tavsa yeddan\nakk-en d uÊerÊur-nni t-id-ixenqen, send a s-yeznew :\n- Day-a i terriv d agnu ?, d ay-a i tesâiv d a$bel ?, ay-agi d ay-n\nisehlen mavi mavi ! Lemmer...\nUr tegzi ara d acu s-d-yerna, mi t-twala inuqel-d ifassen-is yettergigin\nam tara, yekkes-d taxatemt n wure$ seg uvad-is warisem, yenna yas:\n- Twalav a yelli taxatemt-agi ?\n- Ih ! wala$-p i s-teznew, maca a baba am$ar, nek maÏi d taxatemt i\nyi-d yewwin $er dagi, maca...\nMi tgumma ad tegzem awal, yernu s wurrif, d$a yenna-yas, akken s\nwecmumeÊd wannuz :\n- Ulay$er terfuv a tagellidt, aql-i a m-in teddu$ s awal.\n- Ihi $iwel ! iwumi tuzzya d laâvil ?!, yak nni$-ak yakan : ur yeÊîi ara\nugellid, ama s tissin-iw $er da ; ama s tedyant agi.\nSimmal tettutlay-as akk-n s imesli-s arqaq irefden ; netta, allen-is\nyeççuren d tirtaw, ad tinniv melent, seg wakk-en tent-yuder $er\nwagwens-nni deg yekker u$ebbwar, amzun d annar nni deg teddzen\nMa d afus-is s-imcidden taxatemt nni ur teîîif ; yeqqur akk-n ad\ntinnid d as$ar. Ula d targigitnni n tewser ; di tallit-nni teffe$-it, slid\nkan mi yudi s lêekkwat-is ur i$um weglim delgent tkillwin, yernan $er\ntecrad yeççuren i$il-is. Yu$al imuqel s udem n tgellidt, akk-en s\nta$wect-is yettergigin armi xas inni yegguma a d-yessefru awal, mi syenna :\n- Anagar taxatmt-agi iss tzemrev ad tefruv tadyant-im a tagellidt ; ma\ntgiv-as akk-en ara m-in-inni$ :\nIhi, ticki mi d-yekcem umeksa, yerbeg tistan, terrev iman-im d kem\nara tent-yezzgen, mi tkecmev s adaynin, tsu$ev s kra yellan d\nta$wect-im : Ay ammi $iwel ten$a-yi tfunast ! win i n-yewwven s idisim d amenzu ; êûu d netta i d mmi-m. S wakka-a ; imir imir kan,\nterrev-as-t deg uvad warisem.\nTagellidt tewhem : amek armi ur d-tufi ara tikti-agi s kra tedmi, s kra\ntâezzer ussan d wuvan deg usnezgem ?, yernu mi tesked akk-a ; d\nay-en isehlen, d ay-en yezmer a d-yaf yal wi yemmegzin cwiî kan\nakk-a thuz ixef-is am tin yufan tadfi tameqwrant, send a s-tinni :\n- D ay-a kan ababa am$ar?\n- D ay-a a yelli, i s-yeznew, mi p-iwala tekker.\nSend ad terr nngab-is, tekna tessuden-it deg uqerru, terna-yas i dyeggwran di twiztin-nni s-d-tewwi d taggazt, teffe$ $er wesqif anda pteroa tqeddact-is d wegmer terkeb srid d tu$alin $er tgelda.\nYiwen ur yeÊîa melm teffe$, yiwen ur yeÊîa melmi tekcem, xas\nulamma di tallit-nni mi tewwev ; imeksawen bdan parran-d azal,\nimedrazen bdan ttu$alen-d si tkerza, ula d inegmura d tallit i deg dttu$alen, acku, d tagara n tenzut. D$a akk-en kan tger unfu, aten-ya\nËmed yakw d gma-s u$alen-d seg wegmur, ddeqs kan mi bredâen i\nyegmar-nnsen, kksen-d akw ixlan d-sgumren, tiqeddacin heggant-d\nyakan tiremt. Mi ssarden, gren ula d nutni unfu send ad dlun s\nDi tallit-nni deg uâen $er terbut, wa iger tade$$wimt tamezwarut s\nimi-s ; wayev akk-en kan iger taj$welt deg uççi-nni mazal yesruggut,\nd$a ; armi kan slan s umeooid i d-yekkan seg udaynin : „ Ay a mmi,\nay a nek ten$a tfunast...“ ! D$a mi slan akk-n : Ëmed yegren deg\nimi-s tade$$wimt tamezwarut, yezwar-it gma-s wumi yezwi umeggiol8\nnni taj$welt seg ufus-is, yenna : tagi d tavap n yemma-ne$ ! D$a\nyedda yid-s akk-n wawal ur d-yekfi, war ma yeÊîa d acu t-irefden,\narmi d yufa iman-is deg udaynin, yemma-s ger i$allen-is yettergigin\nam isegman yephuz wavu, si lxelâa-nni yesfafayen tafekka-s, armi\ni$es ur yedda d wayev. Akk-n s yiles yettlen : D acu kem-yu$en a\nyemma d acu ? Ur yekfi tuttra s-imud i yemma-s, Ëmed ata ikecm-d\nyettergigin ula d netta am ifer di tara, mi ten-id yufa mmivlaqen\nyakan, wa ibedd zdat wayev yetter-iten akk-n s imesli yepnegzamen:\n- Acu yevran ?, yak ! innet-iyi-d d acu yevran ?!\n- Ulac d acu yedran, ulac, d yemma kan i tessedhec tfunast.\nI s-yeznew gma-s, s tmu$li yersan di lqaâa.\nËmed mi ywala akk-n ur yevri wara ; yebra i yiman-is yeqqim $ef yiri\nn lmedwed, aqerru-s ger ifassen-is, am win i d-yekkan si tkerza,\nm’ara yessugem ad tekkaw tidi di tfekka-s a t-id-tu$al tezmert yeooan\nifadden, i wakk-n ad yessenser icifav-nni inetven $ef ivarren-is, ad\nyessired. Werdin akk-a, inuqel-d ixef-is, yegr-d nnehta s kra yellan\ndeg iberfan-is. Yebda asenqed di yemma-s, yesnunnec-ip si tfednin\narmi d aqerru s leênana nni n wul-is, s tayri nni yezvan ger tasa d\nway turew. Tuggimt kan, am win t-id-yesduqsen : amek, netta yakw\nd gma-s tessefrares-iten lxelâa, ma d nettat, amzu maççi fell-as ay\nd-uzzlen akk-n, amzun maççi seg imi-s i d-ff$en isu$an-nni wumi dslan ? Di tagara, war ma yedmi mi sen-yenna : waqil fell-i kan ipturarem, ha, teb$am a yi-tesdehcem, ne$ yella kra din ? Icumm-ip\nume$bun send ad yeêûu s tilawt i t-yeroan, tufa-t, mi yetti tamu$li $er\ngma-s ibedden am trigli zdat-s, is-d-yennan : Aha, kker am-nu$al s\nimekli nne$, nek at-a yekkes-d laâ i$wdan-iw, ma yeooa kra deg-i ;\ntkemmel-it-id ddhaca, maca, keç a teqqarev turarem-p fell-i.\nAkk-n yegguma d d-yekker Ëmed, imud-as-d gma-s afus azelmav i\nwakk-n a t-id-yesker, war ma yedmi $er txatemt-nni s terra yemma-s\ndeg uvad warisem. Ula d Ëmed, xas ulamma yeêulfa s draâ d aquran\ndeg uvad n gma-s mi s yezmev afus ; maca, ur d-yusa kra di tedmis. Zewren yemmat-sen, vefren-p akk-n afus deg ufus armi ten-terra,\ntewwurt n udaynin $er berra, mi msebran ifassen, di tafukt-nni tenid-yemmugren ; taxatemt-nni n wura$ temsar$a di tmu$li n Ëmed\nyettren gma-s :\n- Ansi akk-a d-d-tekka txatemt-agi ? ay ack-ip ! sken-ip-id kan !\nMaca, yerra iman-is ur yesla ara, armi s yules tikkelt niven is-d-imud\nafus-is war ma taznewt, seg wakk-n ur yessin ara ad yeskerkes,\nYales-as Ëmed tuttra tikkelt nniven. Di tagara, yufa, tamara fell-as a\ns-yeznew, yernu s way-n ur nelli, s tkerkkas yunzan tidep, mi dismeckukkel s yiles aêerfi, s yiles yepnerwalen ger tu$mas.\n- Ah !, iêqa, ur k-nni$-ara, sgellin-a mi ssugmure$ ip-ufi$, d$a rri$-p\ndeg uvad-iw, ttu$-p madi.\nYu$al Ëmed, yebra i ufus n gma-s, am wakk-n yebra i wawal mi\nu$alen s imekli ooan deg wanda t-ufan.\nËmed ur yegzi s kra yedran, $ef uqerru-s ay yedra, $ef uqerru-s ay turaren, am wakk-en sen-yenna war ma yedmi, ass-en mi tevra\ntedyant n txatemt-nni n lêif d mmaêyaf. D$a seg wass-nni amcum ay\ntebda tpetti fell-as tallit, seg wass-en ay yebda yepêalfi s yiman-is\nyettu$al di tama, ipeffe$ cwiî cwiî si rrayza, armi yu$al amzun d\najentav i d-yusa, ne$ am yiwen ger iqeddacen-nni n tgelda.\nXas ulamma temlel ulin-p wambuxen, xas ulamma texsi tayri n\ntgellidt $ef Ëmed, ma gar-as yekw d gma-s mazal-ip d tamaynup ne$\nterna di gemmu ugar n wakk-n tella deg yizri. Ay-agi maççi yesnulfat-id kan di tefrit-is, ne$ yessugun-it-id kan, maca, yettidir-it d tilawt\nyal tallit, yal ass, war ma yeéra yiwen, imi ula d agellid maççi yeéra\nslid gma-s i yeêûan. Acku, tessawev tgellidt di tagara, armi ula d\naâwin sen-tettak yal m’ara ff$en s agmur, ne$ m’ara ff$en s amahel s\nte$wzi n wass ; yemyarrad. Malah d nutni yella tetten deg yiwet n\ntqessult, gganen deg yiwen wussu,... Malah d nutni yellan d yiwen\ndeg irebbi n yemmat-sen tagellidt ur nezmir ad tebvu gar-asen, ur\nnezmir a ten-tsemyirred, tu$al segmi d-taâzel mmi-s s txatemt-nni ;\ntebva gar-asen s kra yellan, ama di leênana, ama di tayri, ama deg\nwawal gar-as yid-sen.\nMaca, xas akk-en nettat tebva gar-asen, ma d nutni am wakk-n idnenna, gar-asen ur msebvan ara, imi, zgan am ivudan ufus, tagmap\nyellan gar-asen tugar tin yellan ger wid d-ilulen deg yiwet n tâebbuî,\nseg wakk-en, xas tbeîîu-yasen aâwin sen-tepîak $er lexla ; maca\nËmed weroin t-yeooa gma-s ad yeçç deg winna i deg s-tkemmes :\ntaêbult n ubumexlud n menwala, weroin i t-yeooa ad yessew deg yi$inni asemmam yakw d tazart-nni talemmast... Acku, yal m’ar azen ad\nmeklin, ad yemme$ $ef waâwin-nni n Ëmed ; a t-yefk i ivuras ne$ i\nwegmer d laâlef, ma d nutni, ad zzin $ef waâwin-nni alame$, i deg\ntella teêbult n yirden sari, tazart tufrint... Mi kfan uççi, ad seggwrin\nikkil nni aquran am uggugli. Tameddit mi wwden s axxam, ad rren\nigerwajen d ilmawen, mi sen-tval tgelldit, ad tinni i mmi-s :\n- Tekfiv akw aâwin-nni d-fki$ a mmi, aâni drus n wuççi ik-kemse$ ?.\nAhat ur terwiv ara ?, ne$ yella win yeççan yid-k?\n- Ala a yemma, weêdi ay t-ççi$, akk-n, yernu xas inni ur rwi$ ara.\nYernu am wakk-n qqaren : “Wi s-yennan tizgi texla, i yexlan d netta”.\nis-izennew i yemma-s.\n- Ih a mmi, azekka a k-semde$. i s-teqqar akk-n s leênana.\nMa d Ëmed, ad tinniv seg igenni i d-ye$li ne$ maççi d taneffut.\nAy-agi akw yerra-t $er daxel, slid mi t-yesbab i wul-is ama izmer-as,\nne$ ur s-yezmir, anagar kan m’ara yessifsus cwiî tiâkkemt-is s\ntnexsas i d-yeggar, am wakk-n qqaren : i yetta$en irgazen ur ttrun ».\nAkk-n akk-n, armi d yiwen wass ger wussan : Ass-n kkren zik, tafat\nmazal ur terzi tillas, igenni igwerrej s yitran xas ulamma tiziri tebda\ntepmal, tessemsaway iman-is ad teg tallit i tafukt ara yessefsin agris\nyedlen tamurt, ara yessakwin igvad s waqqaren-is ; ara yesturrcen\nim$an tesnudem tesmev n yiv. Serrgen igemren-nnsen, bran i\nwuccayen d lbizan-nnsen îîfen abrid s assegmur.\nMi wwven, tafat tebda-d acmumeê-is $ef yigli, yal yiwen yeîîef tamas, yal yiwen s ani yerra. Tiégi tessewêac, seg wakk-n meqqwret yerna\nteéda maççi d kra armi maççi d menwala i yessegmuren deg-s,\nanagar lgwehhar yeççuren d tissas, wid id-yekkren $ef zznad d\nuxettuc, akk-a am nutni yebdan asegmur mi bdan tikli, mi bdan\nttaîafen a$rum i bdan ttaîafen lfuci ne$ imrigen, lad$a imi d\n£af way-a, yal m’ara ff$en s asegmur, ulamma pgen afernas deg\nyixtan d i$ersiwen n tezgi ; maca, s leêder, ssnen ad ssugemren,\nmaççi kra ten-id-yemmugren a t-sse$lin, am wakk-n lemden $ef\ninagmuren n tgelda : ur neqqen ara tawtemt, lad$a tin yellan s tadist,\nimi ssnen akud n tarrewt n yal a$ersiw, n yal agvid, ur neqqen ara\nda$en alag meééiyen, atg… Ihi ass-n, ufan iman-nnsen, yennhel\nwactal, imi aîas seg ulac win yessugemren di teégi-nni, seg wakk-n\ntagrest tjur nezzeh.\nI yeooan inagmuren ur zmiren ara ad awven tiégi-nni $er ssawven\nnutni. S wakk-a, dhan deg usemur war ma uêtamen s wakud yezrin,\narmi ten yeqqes laâ ay Êîan zi$ d azal. D$a msawalen, dduklen armi\nd anda ooan igmiren-nnsen. Êmed yezwa d amezwaru $er tarekt n\nugmer-is, yekkes-d aâwin-is i wakk-n ad yemmekli, di tallit nni deg\ngma-s yelhi d wefran n wactal nni d-yessugmer : iwtal yettarra-ten di\ntama, tisekwrin di tama n-iven, atg… am wakk-n da$en, iferren ula d\nwid yeneqzuzmen maççi d kra i wakk-n a ten-yefk iwuccayen yakw d\nlbizan, i t-yeggunin sfaglaten si âeyyu yakw d laé i ten-yeqqden ula d\nnutni. Werdin kan mi inuqel ixef-is, iwala Ëmed yeqqim s tuééla n\nivarren, s iri n taâwint-nni deg ffalen waman d izedganen, yettirriqen\ns iéenzaren n tafukt.\nD$a yemmekti-d : Iêqa !, d tallit ad mmeklin, yebra i i$ersiwen-nni\nyellan ger ifassen-is ; yuzzel srid $er gma-s êmed, yaf-it yebda yakan\nuÇÇi di teÊbult-nni n ubumexlud, i yessexlav s tazart-nni n\nmenwala, s yiwen leÊzen d ameqqwran, armi d yepban $ef udem-is\nd aberkan. Simmal ibeîîu deg ini$man-nni, simmal izeggwi-ten di\nburekku-nni yellan deg-sen s tnexsas i d-yeggar am rrmug ; lad$a\nm’ara yedrem di teÊbult-nni taÊercawt am udellas deg imi-s, i yeskaf\ns yi$i-nni asemman, ur yessegwday alamma yemdel allen-is, ad\ntinniv d aldun i yessegwday. Mi t-iwala akk-n gma-s ibedden zdat-s ;\nyemme$ yeddem-d aâwin-nni si lqaâa, send a s-yinni :\n- Nna$ a Ëmed a gma, d$a d tagi id tagwella ara teççev ?\n- Ih! ma d tagi kan i yi-d-iûuêen ? yernu ur yella u$anfi di tgwella. Isyeznew êmed akk-n s wecmumeê n tmara.\n- Ur k-terra ara tmara ad teççev ay-n ur nepmaçça. I wumi s-qqare$ i\nyemma smed-iyi-d aâwin ihi ?! ne$ t$illev d iman-iw $ef i yi-tu$?. I\ns-yenna, akk-n s reffu, war ma inuqel-d allen-is Ëmed ikemmlen deg\n- Uh a gma !, ayyi$ tette$ di nnûib-ik, aha awi-d ad ççe$ nnûib-iw assa akk-n yeb$u yili waram-is, yessefk fell-i a t-qeble$.\nAkk-n yebded zdat-s, s wuhcir yenna-yas :\n- Welleh ur terniv seg-s ula d tubbit !, yernu lemmer a d-ternuv awal,\nar d ruêe$ ad zzrewâe$ ula d wihi-n yinu, akk-a xersum, keçç ulac\nnek ulac !\n- Ala a gma, ur tepzerwiâ, ur nep$imi i laé. Is-yeznew Ëmed mi\nyessers tubbit-nni d yeggwran $er tama, war ma iwala-t gma-s yettin\nsrid a d-yawi aâwin-is, ara ççen di sin am yal ass.\nMi d-yeqqwel d umatu, qqimen $er yiri n taâwint-nni bêal tayuga n\nyiraden, uccayen-nnsen d ivuras-nnsen, zzin-asen, ggunin melmi ara\nsen-d-vegren tubbyin si teêbult-nni n yirden sari. Ula d nutni,\nulamma d i$ersiwen, maca, ad tinniv ssnen ad fernen uççi alame$ d\nwuççi menwala, ad tinniv éran ay-n akk-n itett imir-n Ëmed yakw d\ngma-s, yif winna akk-n isen-fkan send-ya.\nSimmal pmeklin akk-n, tassusmi ters-d gar-asen, anagar imesla n\nyegdav yeslebducen$ef isekla, i d-iteddun d ubeêri-nni areqqaq $er\nimeââu$en-nnsen, bêal azdayen hninen yessilwiten ulawen irehhten,\nyesrusen tafrit ipuceîînen, i d-yettarran aram n tudert $er win yeooa.\nLad$a Êmed, ur d-yenna awal, slid mi yepfeââa deg uççi-nni, am win\nitetten war ma yeêulfa s way-n yessegwday, ma éid ne$ rrzag, ma\nmelleê ne$ messus. Acku, cil n igumas-is yettenbiwilen s laâdez, ma\nd tidmi-s, wissen s ani tessawev ?, wissen d acu d-tuoew ?, acu kan,\niban maççi d ijeooigen i ypemsussu$en di tmu$li-s, maççi d aslebdec\nnni n yegdav i deg yufa tadfi. Acku tadfi, tesououg wudmawen,\ntessefsuy tiwenziwin, tettawi-d da$en aram n umeslay d uqessder,\natg...Ma d netta d mgal i d-yepbanen deg udem-is imir-n armi\nyewhem deg-s gma-s i t-yeroan a d-yutlay armi ulac ; d$a yebda-yas\nnetta awal, akk-n s ufeééi, yenna-yas :\n- £ef wacu tesnezgimev akk-a aâni, imi ur d-tenniv awal ?\n- Ur yella kra, acu kan âyyi$ yernu pnudume$, d ay-agi.\nIs-yeznew Ëmed, s t$ara n win i d-yejwawlen si tnafa.\n- Ur terwiv ara taguni ?, yernu $ef lebbwel ay tegnev ivelli.\n- D tidep, maca, ar imir-a maççi yemlal yirgel d gma-s. I s-yeznew\nêmed s tin n umu$ben.\n- I wacu, tuvnev ? yella kra k-iqerêen ne$... ?\n- Ala ur uvine$ ara, ma d aqraê yugar fell-i a gma !\nYewhem d teznewt n Ëmed, d$a segmi ur yegzi s kra, yenna-yas :\n- Tagi d tamsaâreqt tamaynup !, amek, ur tuvinev ara ; ma d aqraê\nyugar fell-ak ? Aha kan snamek-iyi-d, amek iga weqraê war aîîan?\n- Aha tura, ar pekfuv uççi, ma d trua ugade$ a k-yecreq ne$ a kyebded di tgerjumt. I s-yeznew Ëmed, mi yepêettit i d-yeggwran ger\ntu$mas-is di tde$$wimt nni taneggarut, sed a s-yessevfer aéemmuâ n\nyikkil nni mazal di tuggi. Ula d gma-s, amzun ye$wseb ad yekfu uççi,\nsegmi yeggar tide$$wimin ta ur treddef tayev, am win yepfarasen,\nseg wakk-n iêar ad yegzu s unamek ne$ s trezmi n temsaâreqt nni,\nam wakk-n s isemma.\nD$a, mi yessegwvi kan tade$$wimt-is taneggarut ; yezna-yas-d awal :\nMi yesla s tuttra s yuzen, yessaked-it s yiwet n tmu$li yeççuren d\nasêissef yakw d nndama, war ma yuêtam s nnehta d-iger send a syeznew akk-n s tadep n u$ilif mi s-yenna :\n- Ëûi$ keç ur tepêalfiv ara s weqraê war aîîan, acku ulac d acu kiqerêen, “ur k-aâni$ s weqraê”, lad$a win iyi-hban yal tallit, yal ass.\nMaca, wicqa, imi teb$iv ad tegzuv ur k-p$ullu$ ara.\nD$a d umatu, yeddem-d tubbit nni n ubumexluv yerra di tama,\nyerna-d tayev de way-n yeggwran si teÊbult-nni n yirden sari ; yebrayasent $er taâwint-nni yeççuren d aman, armi tettenfal. Akk-n di sin\ntwalin di tinna n yirden tezder ; ma d tinna n ubumexlud teflaêwa $ef\nwaman. D$a yetti êmed $er gma-s yetter-it :\n- Yadra tegziv s unamek n tubbyin ihin, ne$ xaîi ?\n- Ur gzi$ s wayra, maca...\n- Maca, tugiv ad tegzuv, wamma, ur yedrig kra $ef tmu$li ama d tin n\nwallen, ama d tin n walla$. Ardemma ma yekka yakw way-a i\ntmussni-k, a k-in-ssegzi$.\n- D ay-n ara praou$, ma d keç a tpezziv deg wawal a trennuv.\nD$a êmed s wallen i d-yeççuren d imeîîawen, yu$al s awal yennayas:\n- Twalav tihin n yirden ?, d keççini. Ma d tihin yeflawan d nekkini.\nMaca gma-s, xas ma yegzi sani wehhan imeslayen n Ëmed ; yerraten d asqecmaâ imi yeb$a a s-yezzi awal, imi yeb$a a t-id-yekkes seg\nusenezgem-nni s iceîînen tafrit-is. £ef way-a, yenna-yas send ad\n- Ala a gma ! nek d alas ay lli$, ulamek qqwle$ d tubbit n teêbult.\nRrou rrou, ma vefre$-k keç, a yi terrev akw tudert d timsaâraq.\nËmed i mazal yeqqim, tamu$li-s akk-n tressa di tubbyin-nni deg\n- Rrou ! s ani ara truêev ? u$al-d ! ur kfi$ ara awal, trewlev !\n- Wehme$ amek armi ur k-ssawalen ara bu-temsaâraq ? seg wakk-n,\nweroin i tutlayev srid am yemdanen s umata, armi ur êûi$ ma\ntebbuhellev, ne$ temmegzid ugar n yemdanen?\n- Ala a gma, d amagnu ay lli$ ger wiyav, acu kan, yella wemyirred ger\nwin yepmeyyizen, yessenqaden tilufa, yakw d win...\n- Aha tura dayen, ur iyi-ttu$al ara d Am$ar azemni, u$al-d s anamek\nn tubbyin-nni, imi... I s-d-yegzem awal akk-n si lebâid, sed a syegzem ula d Ëmed awal, mi s-yenna :\n- Twalav tura imi d tu$alev $er ûwab !, maca, ur k-in-snamake$ ara,\nalamma tu$alev-d s amkan-ik.\nMi d-yu$al, yeqqim $er tama n Ëmed yettin s awal yebda :\n- Ihi am wakk-n k-nni$ yakan, tihin...\n- Ih ! tihin izedren d nekkini, tihin yeflawan d keççini, ay-agi tenniv tid send-ya. Kemmel ! i taâwint-agi d acu-p ?, Êaderkan a d-tinniv\nda$en d taâebbuî n tvarust ihin i $-yeççan, xas akk-a nedder. I syenna s tin n uslaâwen.\n- Ala a gma, maççi d taâebbuî n tvarust am wakk-a d-tenniv, maca,\nd ul n yemmat-ne$. D akk-a ay nella deg-s : keç imi d mmi-s, tezgiv\ntzedrev deg ul-is, tezgiv terra-k ger wafrayen-is. Anda tedda, s ani\nterra keç tezgiv tu$ev amkan di leênana-s.\nMa d nek imi d arbib-is, zgi$ flawa$, zgi$ ufrare$ deg ul-is, zgi$ d\namgani. Wergin u$e$ amkan ger wafrayen-is, weroin telwawev tasa-s\nfell-i amzun maççi d nettat iyi-d-irebban, amzun maççi deg irebbi-s i\nd-nnerna$. Ya êesrah ay ussan-nni ! anda-t yimir-n mi $-tes$amay\ndeg irebbi-s, yiwen $ef ufud, wayev $ef ufud nniven, mi teshenfif\ndeg-ne$ trennu, mi teshemhum fell-a$ am tizemt $ef tarwa-s. Ay-agi\nakw yezri, yemvel seg wasmi d-tennulfa txatemt-nni deg uvad-ik ay\nyebda wemyirred, ay yebda mmaêyaf gar-a$ $er-s.\nGma-s yessusmen, slid mi yyezmuzgut akk-n s uqerru yuder $er\ntmurt, amzun yedha kan d tefrut-nni ireêêu $er tewdect nni\ntaleggw$ant, yersan deg wakal. Ur d imuqel ara ixef-is : ahat yugad a\nt-id-iwali Ëmed $er wudem-is, seg wakk-n yettemêeroam s yinan-nni\nyettazun di tasa-s, bêal tafrut-nni ger ifassen-is mi tkerrev di tewdect\nnni?, ne$ ahat iruya-t, am wakk-n iruya s yemma-s yebvan garasen?, ne$ da$en ahat iruya ula s yiman-is, imi ... ? Ih !, iruya ula s\nyiman-is acku, akk-n kan i d-yudder Ëmed taxatemt-nni ; yesbed\ntafrut i mazal deg ufus-is inuqel-d ixef-is am win t-id-yewten s\nubeqqa, akk-n s-yiles yettlen, s yiles yekkussmen yenna-yas :\n- D acu d-yewwin taxatemt s ay-agi ?, yak nni$-ak yakan : mi\nssugmure$ i p-ufi$, ur yella deg-s kra. Ardemma, ma teb$iv tura\nkan... Maca, mi yemme$ ad yessenser taxatemt-nni seg uvav-is, a\np-ivegger ; êmed i$awel yurez-as afus-is send a p-yessenser, yennayas :\n- Ala a gma ! d awez$i a p-tvegrev ne$...\n- Ih ! acku, tugiv a yi-tamnev, yernu, nni$-ak acêal d tikkelt : ur tesâi\nkra n uzal, ma d keç tezga tmu$li-k fell-as. I s-yeznew akk-n s\numenduder n wallen, am win yugin tidep imi yugad ad tsenxuxel\ntagmap nnsen, yugad d terr i$is tga-ya, d aceqqiq ur jebbren\niseggwassen. Ay agi yegzi-t ula d êmed, i t-yeooan a s-yinni :\n- Ala a gma ! ula ay teffrev deg itij s u$erbal, tidep tban, éri$\nyissassen mi k-p-teqqen yemma, deg udaynin, acu kan, ur b$i$ ara\nad rnu$ zzit i tmes, yernu ugade$ ad isel baba, ad tim$ur taluft.\nSkud is-yettutlay akk-n êmed, gma-s s ismuzguten war ma inuqel-d\naragalen-is, war ma yenna-d awal, slid mi yepÊalfi s yinnan-nni\npekken di tasa-s d iqevâanen, bêal tafrut nni yeîîef deg ufus\nD$a mi yessers awal êmed, war ma yuêtam amek i s-d-yennser deg\nimi-s wawal mi yenna :\n- Yernu, nni$-as : ur p...\nMaca, yeooa awal-is d azgen, mi d-yemmekti ajllaf imud i yemma-s :\nur t-peffe$ tbavna yellan gar-asen, alamma d aéekka. Maca, xas ma\nyegzem awal-is ; Ëmed yewwev-it $er tmeééu$t akken yeççur, daymi\ns-yeznew akk-n s wecmumeê yekkawen :\n- Ëûi$ a gma tugiv a p-teqqnev, maca ur tezmirev ara terzev leb$i n\nyemmat-ne$, ula d nek d ay-n ara ge$ : ur pruze$ ara leb$i-s ar imira, xas ad yeb$u tamegreî-iw. £ef way-a, ur k-$unza$ ara, ur nnu$na$\nara fell-ak a gma, mazal-ik d gma-nni n yivelli, d gma n wass-a, d\ngma n uzekka, acu kan... Mi yesla s imeslayen agi seg imi n gma-s\nêmed ; ur yeêûa s wamek yebra i tefrut-nni seg ufus-is, armi d-yufa\nmmigren tim$altin, mmiêewwacen bêal sin yemyufan, mi ur\nmmeéren acêal d aseggwas. Ëmed yebdan awal-is di tlemmast :\namek ara t-id-ikemmel ? amek ara d-yinni ay-n ye$tes ?, i$av-it\ngma-s a t-yessigges, acku ; yeéra ay-n ara s-yinni, maççi d ay-n ara\nyemmager kan akk-a, war ma iga-yas ccama. Mi msebran seg\numizmad-nni ; msakden udem $er wudem ; yu$al Ëmed yebra i\ntmu$li-s am win yeb$an a d-yini ay-n yeççuren ul-is, armi s-d-yenna\n- Zi$ yezri wass, aha semsawi iman-ik an-nu$al, an-nawi asugmur agi\ns axxam send ad ifuê, tafukt att-an simmal a tettié$il.\nËmed amzun ur yesla s way-n i s-d-yenna gma-s, armi s-d-yules\ntikkelt nniven. D$a yekker yezzi-yas s waârur send a s-yeznew :\n- Ala a gma ! ruê kan keç, ma d nek ur teddu$ ara, ass-a d ass i deg\nara slekme$ ta$test îîfe$ deg wacêal ay-a.\n- D acu-p te$test agi teîîfed ? s anda ara truêev ? It-ytter akk-n s\nu$iwel mi s-d-yezzi s wudem send a s-d-yeznew s usmerme$ n imeîîi\nd yeççuren allen-is, war ma yegga-ten a d-urugen :\n- Ta$tes-iw a gma, d anejli, acku, ass-n i êûi$ ur i yi-d teggwra tuder\ndeg wexxam-nni ass-n i êûi$ a d-yawev way-agi $er d wwve$ ass-a.\nAcu kan lli$ praou$ a d-tawev tallit yelhan.\n- Ala !, ala!, d awez$i ad tennejliv !, d awez$i ad tennejliv !, d\nawez$i a yi-teooev d awlawel di tgelda ! d awez$i a d-gwri$ war\ntagmap ! ad ddu$ yid-k, lexla tkecmev a p-kecme$ !. I yepêawat\nakk-n di êmed i s-d-izenwen :\n- Ala a gma, keç ad tu$alev $er tgelda, $er yidis n yemmat-ne$ yakw\nd babat-ne$, anagar fell-ak izemre$ a ten-tekle$, êader fell-asen. Ma\nd nek, xas pkel fell-i, zemre$ i yiman-iw, ur iyi-mazal ara d aqcic\nameéyan. Ardemma, a k-d-ooe$...\nD$a send a d-yekfu awal-is, yemme$ $er tneqwlep-nni yellan din, d\ntama n taâwint-nni annect-ila-p ; yeréa-d deg-s uclix, ikemmel awalis :\n- ... aneqliw-agi ara ééu$ tura kan, maca, ak-wessi$ : ur t-neqqec, ur\nt-pesway, ur s-teg ula d kra. Ma skud igemmu yepzegziw, xas pkel\nmazal-iyi ddre$, ma yeqqur, xas êûu...\nMi yeééa uclix-nni, yedla s agmer-is iserreo-as, yerkeb send ad\nyessiwel i wuccayen d llbizan-is yakw d ivuras-is, yeîîef abrid n yinig\nwar ma yeéra s ani tiwvin, war ma yeéra s way-n ara t-id-yemmagren.\nAcu kan, yepkel $ef tezmert-is, yepkel $ef way-n yelmed di tgelda n\nbaba-s. Yeîîef amcaq d taqnaqalt, war ma yetti-d $er gma-s isisvefren allen armi yeffe$ i tlisa n tmu$li, armi ur d iban mavi.\nGma-s yeggwra-d d awlawel din di tlemmast n teégi-nni, anda t-idyeooa yebded am t$awsa. Acku di tallit nni, xas ul iêebbek, ma d\nalla$ yesbek, yugi ad yetwiwev. Xas imeîîi ur d-yeffi$ allen, ma d\ntasa tjehheq $er Rebbi p-id-ixelqen. Di tallit-nni mi yebded akk-n,\ntevra-yas am win tewwi tnafa, war ma yuêtam anda yella armi t-idyessefrawes uvarus mi d-yejjeêlev $er ger ivarren-is, amzun yeb$a a\nt-id-yessakwi, amzun yeb$a a s-d-yinni : Aha kker tura, atan tallit-annetti s axxam. Yerra-d d tinexsas s ulejlej, tergagi tfekka-s mi yesked\nyeffus, zelmev, anagar ilem i d-yeççuren tamu$li-s. Wissen ma d\ntugdi ne$ d uêcir i t-yewwin s tem$awlit, iserreo i wegmer-is send ad\nyessiwel i lbizan-is d wuccayen-is yakw d ivuras-is, yeîîef-d abrid n\ntu$alin srid $er tgelda, war ma yeÊîa d acu n teznewt ara yerr i baba16\ns, m’ara s-d-yinni : anda teooiv gma-k ?, war ma yeêûa d acu n\ntedyant ara d-yesnulfu i wat wedrum m’ara s-d-innin : Anda-t gma-k\n?, s ani yunag ? ne$ d acu $ef yunag ?... D akk-a i yennejla Ëmed,\nwar ma yeooa-d kra $er deffir slid aneqliw-nni wumi yepvilli gma-s\nyal tifawt ad yedlu s amahil-is, ne$ abrid yeb$un yefk-it-id alamma\nyekka-d fell-as, alamma yessasmev-d ul-is, mi t-yettaf simmal\nyepzegziw yepnerni, simmal yeggar-d ixulaf, ara yedlu $er tgelda ne$\nara ikemmel abrid-is s wussar d rrezg segmi yephal s gma-s Êmed\nimnejli, mazal-it yedder war ma yeÊîa anda yella di tallit-nni ?\nSeg wass-n mi yennejla war aâwin, iteddu taddart tettak-it i tayev,\ntamurt yeffe$ yekcem tin ur yessin, war ma yeÊîa yiss yiwen d\nageldu, slid mi tepwalin d anagmur ameqqwra, segmi zgan yid-s\nwallaten n usegmur, lad$a uccayen, ivuras yakw d lbizan i yewwi yids. Segmi da$en, yal mi yekcem deg yiwet n taddart, alamma yeffel i\nwacÊal n tzegwa yezvan, yessallsen, yeÏÏuren d ixtan : izmawen,\ni$ilasen d kra yellan d awras. £ef way-a, anda yewwev, ttewhimen\nyemdanen di teb$est-is, ttewhimen di tissas-is, imi yewwev $er din\nwar ma yemmeÏÏ deg webrid. D$a mi yekcem kan deg yiwet n\ntaddart, yaf imezda$ yerÊa-ten waxten i sen-igedlen taksawt, seg\nwakk-n i sen-itett yal ass di tqwevâay-nn-sen ama n wulli ama n\nt$eîîen ne$ n ubeqri... I ten-yeooan, mi t-walan kan akk-n ad azzlen\n$ures war ma nudan ansi d-yekka, war ma nudan ad Êîun d acut ne$\nad issinen ula d isem-is, sens a s-ssumren sen-ine$ axten-nni s\ntaggazt yeb$u yessuter-ip deg-sen. Maca netta, yettagwi ad yeîîef\ntaggazt fell-asen, i uyessutur kan deg-sen, d ixef si tqwedâay-nnsen\nd azamul n warraz. D$a mi sen-yen$a axten-nni ten-imeÊÊnen ; a tawin a s-innin : fren ixef teb$iv awi-t. Maca, mi yefren ixef $ef ters\ntiî-is, a sen-yinni : a t-ooe$ $er-wen ar ass m’ara d-u$ale$.\nImir, a t-awin d inebgi n lÊerma $er-sen, a t-seÏÏen, a t-ssensen\nacÊal d ussan, alamma yessunfa tu$al-it-id tezmert akk-n iwat, ad\nyekker da$en ad yeîîef abrid-is war ma yeÊîa s ani tiwvin-is, war ma\nyeÊîa s tagara n unejli-s, alamma da$en yufa iman-is yekcem tamurt\nn iven, ara yaf am tin i seg yeffe$, $ur-sen da$en axten i sen-itetten\ntiqwevâay-nnsen war ma yella win izemren a t-inne$. Am tid $ef idyekka : akk-n kan ara twalin iÊerreo d anagmur; ad tinniv yellla win\ni t-yezwaren, yeqqar-asen “wagi d yiwen unagmur ameqqwran, d\nyiwen yesâan tisddi ur yesâi menwala, ay-n twala tiî-is ; yedda-d deg\nwaâbar-is ne$ yesni-d deg uxettuc-is”. D$a ad azzlen $ur-s, a tmmagren s usumer yunzan acqwerri, war ma yezmer ad yagwi.\nAcku, deg-s yepkal $ef yiman-is, deg-s da$en ma yugi, yepÊalfi garas d yiman-is amzun akk-n yerked aserhu n rrayza, yerkev tihuggra\nnni deg id-ilul, deg i d-yennerna, xas ulamma yiwen ur yeÊîi ansi d17\nyekka, ne$ d acu-t. Mi sen-yen$a axten-nni ten-yerÊan, ad yefren ixef\nd arraz-is, ad yessezri din kra n wussan, da$en ad ikemmel abrid-is.\nAkk-n akk-n, armi d yiwen wass, yewwi-t webrid $er yiwet n tmurt,\nakk-n kan yekcem, temmuger-it-id yiwet rrehba d taberkant,\nyemmuger-it-id yiwen leÊzen, ad tinniv tekfa din tudert, seg wakk-n\ntexla tmurt-nni s umata, anagar imcac i yepwali sya $er da deg\niberdan, yernu ula d wid-ak, tepban tugdi di tikli-nnsen.\nAkk-n yerkeb agmer-is iteddun s tikli yulwan, segmi $wezzif wemcaq\nit-id-yewwin maççi d izli, yernu ur yeshil ara, yeggwed deg-s îubb ali.\nUla d netta yeb$a tikli-nni tamalwayt, seg wakk-n iteddu yeskad d\nacu-p tmurt-nni yexlan, xas ulamma sya $er da, yepmagar tmerkev\ndeg u$ebbwar n webrid-nni yu$ ama n u$ersiw ne$ n wemdan. Din,\nyeêûa ur texla ara tmurt maca, ar d-yemmager xersum d agud ara sd-yessegzin d acu yevran ; ulac. Yewhem deg ilem-nni yepmagar\nsimmal akk-n iteddu $er zdat, werdin kan, iger tamu$li $er\nugemmav, iwala lefrug n yegdav ttafgen ttrusen, d$a ideqqem\nagmer-is, ye$wseb tikli, mi yewwev, yaf zi$ d tala yeqquren, anagar\nkan mi d-tessinâir cwiî cwiî, ur yewwiv ula d azal ara yekksen fad\nula i yiwen seg ivuras-is. Iger kra n yedsilen ger uleclac yezzin i talanni, mi d-yers agmer-is, armi kan iwala tallest teqqim $ef yiwet\ntecruft, ger tid akw yersan din, yaf-ip :\na laâma tzeglev a tiî, imeîîawen d-yeffalen seg wallen-is ; ugar amannni d-yeffalen seg inessisen n tala-nni. Akk-nni s i$imi, terra afus\numayeg tesnexfat, war ma tessufe$-d tavep-is. D$a akk-n kan dtesla, weskerwec n tikli n Ëmed ; tallest tamcumt tunîaê Rebbi p-idixelqen, tenna : “Ay a yemma... ! “ tjaf akk-n ta$wect-is war ma\ntekfa-d ti$ri seg imi-s mi te$li timendeffirt, tefsex ur teâri ixef-is d\nivarren. Am win yeddem wavu Êmed mi p-iwala akk-n, ur yeêûi\namek yessuref, armi yufa iman-is yekref tagecrirt d tama n tfekkanni, iserden am u$anim. Stergagit it-yeîîfen am bu-tawla, irfed-as-d\nixef-is $er ufud-is, i s-yerra d asummet, akk-n s leêder ; yessanef-as\namzur is-yedlen udem-is, d acu ara iwali di thuski-nni temlal tmu$lis: taksumt tettemlahwao am wedfel seddaw tafukt. D acu ara iwali\ndeg wargalen-nni ye$man d iberkanen, am wafriwen n tgerfa, ne$\ntimmi-nni iqewsen aymi d ttlaqi n uzegza, wamma ta$enourt-nni; xas\nkkes-d yiss asennan. Lad$a taqemmut-nni, tunza di txatemt yevbaâ\nuêeddad i yiman-is. S lmul. Lêaûun, lmalaykat yessun$en udem-nni,\nyessun$en lermmayeê-nni, ahat mmutent ne$ ma ddrent ; d awez$i a\ns-d-alsent. Yeqqim yepbennij akk-n deg-s, armi ; wissen ma yettêa\np-id-yessakw, ne$ yeb$a ad ifares tamu$li di thuski-nni weroin iwala,\nimi, ahat yeêûa ma siwev tuki-d, d awez$i ad yaf tab$est iss ara\nyenêes akk-n deg-s tamu$li, seg wakk-n yeêêulfa i wul-is yekkat,\nixebbwev edg yedmaren-is, armi yeb$a a d-yers $er lqaâa ad yejdeb.\nSeg wakk-n yeêêulfa s rrya tesmundul allen-is, xas akk-n tesrev $ef\nufud-is am tfekka teooa tneffut, lemmer maççi d nnefs-nni yettalin\nyepûubbu di tmegreî-is, i yepnaqalen tidmarin-is yunzan di tfeqqusin\nnni tileqqaqin di tara yeddel yifer arqaq ; am wakk-n tent-teddel\ntqendurt-nni n leêrir, ifernen tafekka-nni tesser war ma tendem.\nWerdin kan akk-a, tegr-d nnehta send a d-terfed argalen-is, am tin i\nd-yukin si tnafa lqayen. Tufa-d kra d aâayan isudd-as imi-s, igzem-as\ntadep mi tewwet ad tsu$, temxelbav yeffus, zelmev, war ma tger\ntamawt i Ëmed mi s-yeqqar : Ur tagwad ! ur pagwad aql-i $ur-m ! Di\ntagara mi tellwet, tessebrarê-d allen-is yettirriqen am tme$wanin\ntiberkanin deg udem n Ëmed yeççuren d icuba$, acebbub yexreb,\nlêaûun aymi d aderwic. Mi yêulfa tu$al-it-id tefrit, irefd-d afus-is, iss\nis-isudd imi-s send a d tinni akk-n s tergagit-nni s yesterviqen\nigumas-is : Am...am...amek ur m...mmute$ ara ?, ma... maççi\nd...d... ttaâ...qira i d...id-yessa...wven? Tamara i yegzi Ëmed i s-dtenna : Amek ur mmute$ ara ?, maççi d ttaâqira i d-yessawven ?\nsend a s-yinni : Ala !, ala ur tagwad, ur temmutev ara, akk-n s imesli\nêninen, s imesli ipekksen tugdi i ykemmel deg wawal s wallen\n- Ulac, ulac ttaâqira, d nek d d-yerran agmer-iw ad yessew, d$a mi\nUr d-yekfa ara awal-is, mi d-tes$am iman-is, send a s-teznew s\ntem$awlit bÊal tamencuft :\n- Ala ! ala ay amsebrid ! ruê rrwel, ruê ! ruê ! $wseb ivarren-ik, rrwel\nsend a d-teffe$ ttaâqira ara yi-yeççen, Anef-iyi ! anef-iyi ad ruêe$ kan\nnek weêdi d asfel ; fiêel ma gli$ yiss-k !\nArmi yeêêulfa s ufwad-is yedda-d, armi s tasa-s tenneslax mi\ntesneêneê am tegmert, send a s-yeznew akk-n s usmmerme$ n\nimeîîi-nni yerra s tmara send ad udumen seg wallen-is :\n- D acu ? ! d acu teshetrifev akk-a, ssegzi-yi-d ?, anda-p ttaâqirayagi d-tesnulfav ? Ardemma, ttaâqira yeb$un tili, xas ur tagwad, a pmmagre$ s lqedd. Aha tura...\nWissen amek armi ur s-ikemmel ara : fell-am maççi kan ttaâqira\narammagre$, maca, ma yella way-n i p-yugaren, fell-am a t-mmagre$\nwar akukru, war tugdi. Lad$a mi s-tâelleq akk-n s amegrev-is, war\nma yeêtam ula d netta mi p-yezmev d yedmaren-is, s kra yellan d\ntazmert de i$allen-is. Mazal-p akk-n deg irebbi-s, mmizmaven bêal\nsin imayriyen-nni inubiyen tessergagay tawla n tasa taleqqaqt, mi steqqar akk-n s amegrev-is s tadep deg teddukel tugdi d unu$ni :\n- Ahya lemmer d ay-n yellan di tezmert-ik keççini, yili ata…\nAmzun yemmekti-d : lemmer a d-yekk syen êed, a ten-id-yaf akk-n.\nD$a, send ad tekfu awal-is, s tem$awlit, yeswexxer-ip $ef yedmarenis ;\n- Aha tura berka asnexfet, berka imeslayen ur nefri. Chu-yi-d, syen\nakk-in ad twaliv d acu yellan di tezmert-iw, ad twaliv d acu-yi.\nI s-yenna s wallen yudren. Imir tallest, tesfev imeîîi-s te$leb\nasnexfet-nni i mazal yessebruqqul idmaren-is ; bêal taxwcact. D$a\ntebda-yas-d tamacahut n ttaâqira :\n- Ihi am wakk-a tepwaliv, anagar tala-yagi i yellan di tmurt-agi, deg-s\ni tessent akw tqwevâay n Wat tmurt...\n- Ma d ibllaven i tessent deg-s, wamma aman... i s-yegzem awal\n- Ih !, a k-in-teddu$ s awall : Tala-yagi ur teqqur ara, maca, d ttaâqira\np-ized$en i p-ireglen.\n- Amek ?!, tzed$-ip ttaâqira ? !, i kem, d acu kem-id-yewwin $er\ndagi? I p-yetter Ëmed iêaren ad yegzu, send a d tkemmel\ntamacahup-is tallest-nni ireûûan kan tamu$li-s di tala-nni :\n- D nettat, d nettat i d-yessuturen tileméit taâezrit d asfel deg wat\ntmurt. Ma ur s-p-fkan ara a p-teçç ; ur sen-d-tberru ara i waman. £ef\nway-a; akw waman ugmen ; a s-d-fken yiwet, s nnuba. M d tikkeltagi, d tadwelt n Ugellid, ih ! d baba, d netta i yi-d-yefkan d asfel i\nttaâqira, iwakk-n ad yagwem we$ref. Daymi k-nni$ : fiêel ma gli$\nyiss-k, anef-iyii ad ruêe$ kan nek weêdi d asfel.\n- Amek, ulac win izemren a p-ine$ ?, ne$ ulac irgazen di tmurt-agi\nnnwen ? I p-yetter da$en Ëmed iwehmen di tmacahutt ur nban d\ntilawt ne$ d asugen, armi s-tenna :\n- Lemmer ad teârev ay teçça deg yergazen, ay teçça deg inagmura,\narmi xas ini ur d yegwra yiwen seg wat teb$est d tissas, lad$a\nlemêellat n tgelda, tura d kra kan i d-yegwran.\nRrwel, rrwel ma skud ur d teffi$ ! anef-iyi weêdi !, i t-tepêawat akk-n\ns imeîîawen d usnexfet-nni t-id-yu$alen. Ma d netta yugi tarewla, mi\n- Ala ur reggwle$ ara, ur kem-paooa$ ara ad tmeççev dagi weêdem,\na $-teçç di sin, ne$ an-neslek di sin. Aha tura kfu anezgum, mi d\nteffe$, an-nwali w’ara yeççen wayev gar-i yid-s.\nD tidep, seg mi yella d anubi i yepwassen ger tnudda-s : d bu-tissas,\nd ub$is, d yiwen ur nettu$al deg wawal-is, ma siwev yennser-as-d\nwawal seg imi ; a t-yesselkem, xas ad yeêûu din i d tamettant-is,\nmaca ; d imegzi si temâi-s, ur idehhim ara kan akk-a, acku ; send ad\nireggem $ef kra, alamma yesnezgem fell-as, alamma yekk-ayas si yal\n£ef way-a, yezga d arennaw, yezga d al$u$ di yal tamsalt.\nAkk-a ula d mi yebda tiddin d inagmuren : weroin sen-yezga d agnu,\nweroin s-mlan amek ara izallelli axelluc-is, ne$ amek ara ixatel awras\nyeb$un yili. Ay-agi akw, ilemd-it s tmu$li war imesli. Ula d mi\nyewwev d amengav, yekcem di timmad n yergazen, mi yepniri\ninagmuren : weroin txab tuff$a-s, $ur-s ulac awras ipeg d agnu, seg\nwakk-n yesâa tiseddi ; ay-n $ef yeffe$ uxettuc seg ufus-is yedda-d,\nne$ ad isel kan : yella wewras di tama ne$ di tayev, yewâer nezzeh\n$ef inagmura, netta fell-as ur yewâir ara, imi, ur t-yettawev ara\nalamma idfer-it acêal, alamma yessen : ansi ipekk, anda yeggan,\nmelmi d itteffe$ s uççi... Imir a s-yeêtil amk ara t-ixatel, a t-yewwet.\nD$a war ma yeêûa yiwen, alamma kan yeww-t-id d ameslux $er garasen. Ma d tin n ttaâqira yagi m-sa iqwerra ; d tikkelt tamezwarut di\ntudert-is ara p-yemmager, wissen ma yeêûa s umihi wumi ara iger\nirebbi ?, wissen ma yeêûa iman-is ger tudert d tmettant ?, wissen ?,\nwissen ? atg... Aîas n tuttriwin i yzemren a d-aznent s alla$ $ef way-n\ni t-yepraoun, ma yeêûa-ten ne$ ala !\nMaca, ay-agi akw ur yedrig ara $ef tamawt-is, yeêûa ad yemmager\nawras ur yessin, $ef weroin yella wi s-d-yechan, am wakk-n yeêûa\nda$en iger ixef-is ger tudert d tmettant, yernu, asirem $er tudert\nMaca di tallit-nni wezzilen, yal mi d yers way-agi akw di ledmi-s ; ad\nyeêêalfi, amzun d kra i yrennun ta$ert i teb$est-is, i yesnernayen di\ntissas-is. Wissen, ahat d aserhu-s i t-i$aven ad yerreâ zdat n tallestnni, ma yerwel yeooa-p i tmettant weêd-s ? ne$ ahat, d tallest-nni s\ntimmad-is i t-i$aven ?. Awah ! xaîi, xas yella akw way-a, maca waqil\ntella lbavna deffir tayev, tella tin yezzren di telqayt n tneffut-is,\nlbavna ur yessin ula d netta s timmad-is, i s-d-yeqqaren si daxel-is :\ntamettant d tudert. Lâad$a mi yeskad di tallest-nni yessa$ayen tafat\nger wallen-is, bêal tiziri ger iâembuba n usigna yettawi wavu : mi\nyezri yiwen, a d-tebru i iâenzaren-is yestullusen tamu$li, mi d-yedla\nwayev ; a p-ikwellef di tillas-is. D akk-a i yepwali deg udem n tallestnni, “hqa !n tgeldunt-nni” mi t-yepmiÊwas layas d usiren. Ahat di\ntallit-nni, d leb$i, d asirem : a p-iwali yin-wass war anu$ni, war tugdi,\nass i deg ara s-d-tevs s thuski-s yepfeooioen war ma yella kra ara tismunedlen, i s-yernan tab$est, is-yernan tissas, armi ye$tes : a\ntudert, a tamettant. Idis $er yidis, qqimen $ef tecruft nni, traoun\nttaâqira a d-teffe$ si tala. Ëmed mi gwala di tgeldunt tettergigi maççi\nd kra ; i wakk-n a p- a p-yessedhu, yezdew-as s irebbi, yessummet\nafud-is ; aha ! zzi-d $uri taniv-iyi-d aqerruyiw, yeçça-yi. Maca $ur-m\nmi-ptwalav kann tebda tpeffe$-d, tinev-iyi-d, i s-yenna. Tegeldunt\ntu$-as awal, tebda annuy deg uqerru n Ëmed $ef ufud-is skud akk-n\ntqelleb deg ucekkuê-is yeâdan am tmettult, segmi acêal ur yucaf, ur\nt-tekki temceî. Akk-n tessefsuy-it s tvudacin-is ticebêanin am\ntjaâbubin n wedfel, yekkan s telwe$ di tmeççimin n leêrir-nni teéva\ntwekka. D$a seg wakk-n yaâya maççi d izli, ur yeêûi amek it-tewwi\ntnafa, yernu tidep kan ; ulamek ur t-tettawi ara tnafa s uêalfi n\ntvudacin-nni tileqqaqin mi s slafent, mi ttawint ttarrant deg uqerruyis, ne$ lad$a mi d-ttanfent sya $er da $ef umuyag-is. bêal tuddimin\nn waman. I t-yeooan ad yennudem am llufan tessuzun yemma-s deg\nirebbi-s, armi yettu ttaâqira-nni t-yeroan s tmettant, armi yettu ula d\ntudert-nni deg yella. Ihi di tallit-nni tawezlant mi t-tewwi tnafa, akk-n\ndeg irebbi t tgeldunt ; ur yuki s ttaâqira yebdan t-peffe$-d d wamannni yeffalen $er yal tama. Tageldunt mi twala akk-n, teggugem si\ntugdi, teqqur tfekka-s am t$awsa, ur tezmir ad tenîeq, ur tezmir ad\ntengugu, ur d-temmekti Ëmed-nni yessumten afud-is i wakk-n a ttender, am wakk-n i s-yenna yakan. Aman simmal ffalen, simmal\nda$en ttaâqira a ten-id teîîafar, werdin kan, neîgen waman, ruccen\nudem n Ëmed. D$a war ma yuêtam, armi d yufa iman-is zdat n\nwewras-nni, s uta$an yerêan am ssem deg ufus-is. A kem-yexdaâ\nRebbi, qrib i yi-texdiâev ! I yenna i tgeldunt, mi ijelleb yeooa-p $ef\ntecruft-nni $ef qqimen. Yeroa akk-n s wexmat, armi d tessufe$\nttaâqira aqerru-s amezwaru, yebda yid-s ttrad : ansi s-d-tekka, a syekk ansi n iven, seg wakk-n cettir maççi d kra. Mi d-tezdem fell-as,\nnetta ad yessuref s lebâid, mi tekri iman-is, netta da$en ad yezdem\nfell-as. Akk-n akk-n, armi d yiwet n tikkelt kan mi p-ixutel, d$a akk-n\nkan i d teédem fell-as, yewwet-it yufeg uqerru-s $er lebâid. Ttrad\n$wezzif maççi d tallit, yal mi s yegzem yiwen uqerru, send a dtessufe$ wayev, a s-d-tinni ti$ri s daxel n tala-nni :\n- Maççi d win i d aqerru-yiw !\nS tissas yephuddun idurar i s-yettarra ula d netta :\n- Ula d nek maççi d tin i d tiyita-w !\nArmi d aqerru aneggaru, d wis ûa, d$a akk-n kan i t-id-tessufe$\n- Tura d wagi i d aqerru-yiw, yiss-k ne$ yiss-i ! I s-d-tenna\n- Ula d nek d tagi i d tiyita-w, yernu yiss-m kan weêd-m !\nIs-yerra. War ma yeêêulfa s âeyyu, war ma yugad ne$ tecqa-t tmesnni d-ipeff$en seg imi-s : D$a akk-n kan i d-teédem fell-as, netta\nyessuref am lebraq, yezga-d ger snat n tcerfatin annect-ila-tent ; mi\nt-tevfer, tsak aqerru-s gar-asent i wakk-n a t-teîîef ; maca, yexmet\nwar ma tluêeq-it. Mi tewwet a d-terr aqerru-s $ur-s i wakk-n ad\ntezdem fell-as tikkelt nniven ; tufa yewêel umegrev-is ger tcerfatinnni. Ëmed ur yessugem ara mi p-iwala akk-nni ; ifures tallit, yessuref\nfell-as imekken-as tiyita war zgal s amegrev ; yufeg $er lebâid uqerrunni aneggaru, i deg tezde$ tneffut-is.\nDi tallit-nni mi yebded, yepveggir nnefs am wegmer deg umayaf ;\nyepwali di ttaâqira ye$lin annect n loehhama, tageldun d-ssakwin\niêemmalen nni n waman izeggwa$en s yihni, rdeg tebluleâ ; war ma\niger-as tamawt Ëmed mi teîîef abird s tazzla, wi i$ellin, wi\nyettenkaren am tmencuft, ur teéri ansi tekka, ur teéri $ef wacu\nterkev armi tewwev $er tgelda. Ih akk-a !, tagelda yerra leêzen d ifri,\nyerra leêzen d taberkant, i yewwin akw at wexxam deg uma$rad butillas i deg ur pqirrin tefnarat, i deg ur yepqirri ula d iîij n îîmayem.\nUlac ger wat tgelda win tezgel tyita, ulac win ur yessergagi lweêc dtessegwra tgeldunt mi teffe$ srid $er tmattant, mi teffe$ srid d asfel\nne$ d tunîict i ttaâqira ; anef âad i baba-s yakw d yemma-s ye$lin deg\nirebbi n tisselbi. Ay-agi, maççi kan imi d yellit-sen, maca, lad$a imi\nanagar nettat ay sâan skaden deg-s cwiî n tafat, i sen-d-yerzan tillas\nn nnger. Tagara, yal kra yedda yid-s, yemmut usirem di tallit-nni mi\ntezger amnar n tebburt. Maca, seg wakk-n ulac win yeroan tu$alin-is,\nd$a mi tekcem kan tilisa n tgelda, awal yewwev baba-s i p-idyemmugren $er tebburt s wuêcir d isu$an :\n- Aw !, tu$alev-d ? ! ur kem-teççi ttaâqira ? ! Ay a tin i yi-tgiv ! :\ntesse$liv lêerma-w ! tekksev fell-i aserhu... ! D acu n tissas i yi-d\nyegwra zdat n wegdud... !\nSeg uêcir-nni yekkan di tidderwect, war ma yuÊtam amek yewwet\ndeg uqerru-s s sin ifassen ; armi iwala ttao teddem-it-d tgeldunt si\nlqaâa. S wussar yakw d ddhaca, send a s-terr ttao-nni i baba-s s\naqerru, tevleq i$allen-is, akk-n teççulçex akw s waman d wakal-nni\nd-isel$en fell-as mi d-tettazzal t$elli ; tger-as tim$altin, tetterdeq d\nimeîîawen send a s-tinni :\n- A baba... ! a baba... ! ttaâ...qi... qi...ra tem...m...ut !\nD$a mi yesla awalen-agi ur nnemûada seg imi n yelli-s ; ula d netta\nicerq-as wawal, mi t-id-yekkes seg iri-s s tem$awlit send a p-yetter :\n- Amek ? als-d kan i wacu d-tenniv ?\n- Ih a baba ! ttaâqira temmut, yen$a-t yiwen unagmur id-yekkan\nabrid n tala. I s-tules acêal n tikkal.\nD$a mi yumen i s-t-tenna yelli-s d tidep, lad$a mi ywala ihni $ef\niselsa-s, imir kan d umatu, yuzen aberraê-is yessawel i wegdud s\numata, i d yusan qeccuc meccuc, armi ula d agwni-nni n usegrew ;\nxas inni ur ten-yewwi ara. Wehmen s umata $ef wacu ten-idyessegrew ugellid, acku deg yezri, yal m’ara iberreê u berraê n\nugellid, yessegzay-asen taluft, ma d tikkellt-agi teqqim d tuttra.\nMaca ur $wezzifet ara tallit, imi werdin kan akk-a, ata yessawev-d\nugellid $ef wegmer-is, srid s anda akk-n yu$ tannumi yettulay-asen.\nTe$li-d tsusmi ger l$aci-nni yugaren aweîîuf, win i d yehres uguhhu\nyerra-t $er daxel, win i d-yewwin mmi-s meééiyen (sudd-as) imi-s...\nLêûun armi izi ma yufeg, ad yeg lheffa n wemnay. Lad$a mi dyebded zdat-sen yenna s kra yella di ta$wect-is : “Lemmer ad êûu$ s\nwin yen$an ttaâqira n tala !, a t-$nu$ ma ye$na-t Rebbi !, ay-n yeb$u\nyessuter-it, a s-t-fke$ ! ula d yelli, ma yeb$a-p i tissulya ! si tura\nattan d tameîîut-is ! Maca ay-n kan ara s-ssutre$ ! : a yi-d-yawi\naqerru n paâqira d anza !” Agdud-nni s umata yewhem s wul$u dyuzen ugellid : Amek ttaâqira ized$en tala, acêal d aseggwas aya...?, ttaâqira iqevâen i tallest a d-temummed di tmurt...? ttaâqira\nyeççan acêal d anagmur, acêal d ub$is, ula d igen n tgelda tekfa-t ;\nass-a yennulfa-d win ip-yen$an ? Awah, Agellid nne$ waqil\nyedderwec ne$ a yettargu awez$i. I pemyutlayen l$aci-nni gar-asen,\nseg imi $er tmeééu$t.\nUlac win ur nevmiâ agerruj, ulac win ur nevmiâ tageldunt a p-yesâu\nd tammeîîut-is. £ef way-a di tallit-nni, kra n wuêricen, akk-n kan slan\ns wul$u d ureggem n ugellid, msazzalen srid $er tala, mhunfafen $ef\niqwerra-nni n ttaâqira i yufan ger iêemmalen n yihni d waman,\nmmiêwaûen-ten, yal wa yewwi-d yiwen i ugellid, zaâma d annza iss\nara d yesken iman-is : d netta i d Asav, d netta i yen$an ttaâqira.\nMaca, akk-n ma llan, yiwen ur yennul iswi, imi aqerru n tidep i deg\ntezde$ tneffut n ttaâqira ; ulac wi t-yufan war ma êûan. Acku, akk-n\nkan i p-yen$a Ëmed, yeddem-it yerra-t s aqelmun-is, amzun yeêûa s\nway-n ara yevrun. I yeooan agellid wumi ten-id-wwin, ad yerfu fellasen, mi yufa ulac yiwen, lad$a imi d aqerru-nni yepnadi i ulac. £ef\nway-a i sen-yenna : “Lemmer maçi d rrezg n wass-a i kwen-iÊudden!,\ntewwim-d tamettant i sdis, imi turarem yiss-i, imi yi-terram d win ur\nnessin !. Maca, gulle$-kwen i lmend n wass-a, yessuref-awen rrezgagi deg lli$.”\nAhanay-agi akw, yevra zdat Ëmed, iwal-t, yesla-yas, imir, xas\niêebbek wul-is si rrezg d wussar i t-yeççuren ; lad$a mi d-isedda\nugellid deg ureggem-is tageldunt : a wi s-ivalllen $er daxel, a wi\nyeêulfan s way-n wumi yeêêulfa. Acku, anagar ay-nni zi$en i\nyepraou, anagar ay-nni i d asirem-is segmi p-iwala. War ma yeêûa s\nyiman-is : zi$en, d leb$i-nni is-yernan tab$est, is-yesnernan tissas,\nis-igan tazmert n ddkir i t-yessawven $er trennawt weroin yewwiv.\nAy-agi tewwi-t-id akw tedmi-s di tallit-nni yezrin am lebraq, di tallitnni yeççur wawal-nni mezziyen, mi d yeffe$ seg imi n ugellid : “ula d\nyelli ma yeb$a-p i tissulya, si tura atta-n d tameîîut-is”. Anagar ay-agi\ni wumi yesla, anagar ay-agi is-yessrenhuhzen tafekka di kra d-yenna\nugellid. Maca, xas akk-n, ur d-yeskin ara iman-is ger l$aci-nni\nyettemduêasen, yepmideggiren ad walin asav, ad walin amernay-agi\nn ttaâqira m-ûa iqwerra, lad$a tulllas ijafen seg ussar, tullas i deg\ntezde$ tugdi n tmettant, i tent-yeîîafaren am tili. Ma d Ëmed asav ur\ntent-iwala, ur sent-yesla di tallit-nni mi tent-id-tu$al tiâeî n tudert, di\ntallit-nni mi yal yiwet tessaram di tsusmi : as tâelleq s idmaren, a t-id\ntger deg irebbi-s, a t-id-tezmev $er tâebbuî-is a s-tefk akw tafekkanni i yÊud $ef ttaâqira, a s-tefk akw ay-n akk-n aâzizen fell-as, ad\ntebdu yid-s akw tadfi-nni $ef tugad a d temmet send a p-tissin, send\na s-teêalfi ula di targit. Acku send-ya, ula d tirga nnsent d tamettant i\ntent-yerran am imecêad msakit, i sent-yekksen tavûa deg imi, i senticemmten kra yellan d tahuski di tmu$li-nnsent, i sent yessarezgen\ntagwella deg mawen-nnsent, atg... War ma yeéra di tallit-nni amek\ntferficent, amek êebken wulawen nnsent, mi traount ad walint argazagi imedreg ur yunzan deg wiyav. Acku ahat imir-n, yal yiwet amek\nit-tessugun : ta ahat tessugun-it d a$wzzfan armi yennul timiî n\nigenni. ta ahat da$en, tessugun-it d ahrawan annect n yilu, ne$ ahat\ntella tin t-yessugunen mavi d bu-kuz ifassen, d bu-kuz n ivarren,\nAcu kan, akk-n ma llant, yiwet maççi tessugen-it d argaz amagnu, d\nargaz am yergazen nniven, yernu, d azref-nnsen a t-ssugnent akk-n\nb$ant, imi maççi d menwala ara yernun ttaâqira n tala.\nMa d netta di tallit-nni, anagar tugna n tgeldunt i yeççuren tamu$li-s,\ntugna-s n yimir-n mi p-yerra ger i$allen-is, n yimir-n mi p-yepêellil,\nmi p-yesseb$as nettat tettergigi tfekka-s bêal isegmi yesselwiwic\nubeêri... Di tallit-nni, ula d tidmi-s tenhewwal s tuttriwin $ef\ntgeldunt: wissen anda tella di tallit-nni ?. Wissen ma tesla-d i yisemis deg imi n baba-s mi p-id-isedda deg ureggem-is ?. Ma tesla,\nwissen ma têulfa ula d nettat s way-n yeêêulfa netta di tallit-nni ?,\nmi tekker temhawcit di l$aci-nni yepnadin fell-as war ma éran garasen i yella, i yexmet s uqerru-nni n ttaâqira deg uqelmun-is, armi tiwala yiwen wakli n ugellid, mi yuzzel srid bab-is, yenna-yas s\n- Gedha s ugellid, wala$ yiwen ger l$aci d aberrani, weroin cfi$ yella\nwanda t-éri$ send ass-a...\n- War ma tessuglev awal !, azzel awi-t-id ! sse$ûeb iman-ik !\nI s-yegzem awal ugellid mazal akk-n yebded.\nAkli yuzzel ger l$aci-nni yemduêasen. Ccwikan yecfa fell-as, yecfa\n$ef wanda akk-n i t-yeooa, mi yewwev $ures yenna-yas : Kker fellak!, lla k-d-issawal ugellid, aha ddu yid-i. War ma yenna-yas-d awal\nmi t-id-yevfer Ëmed, slid mi yteddu tigecrar ttelwiwivent, idmaren\nrehhten, imi yekkwerfet. Am win iteddun $er tmettant, mi yepcerrig\nl$aci-nni ur s-d-ngir tawawt, seg wakk-n is-yu$al wussar d ddhaca, i tyerran di tallit-nni amzun weroin yemmuger agellid, armi yettu imanis d mmi-s n ugellid, yettu iman-is d ageldun i yella.\nMi yewwev $er zdat n ugellid, yunez-as. Mi d-inuqel ixef-is, d acu ara\niwali ugellid deg udem n Ëmed amcum : Icuba$, ammus, îîâafa...\nlêaûun, anagar deg wallen d umeslay i yunza s alas yakw d iselsa-nni\nimqersa, yedlen tafekka-s yennusran armi yesfeqer ugellid send a tyetter :\n- Keç ahat tezriv win... ?\nMazal yekfa tuttra ugellid, mi d-yessenser Ëmed seg uqelmun-is\naqerru-nni n ttaâqira akk-n d aceddiw ; akk-n ye$bubez s yihni,\nyessers-as-t zdat-s send a s-yeznew :\n- Gedha s ugellid, d nek i yen$an ttaâqira n tala, yernu tella tgeldunt\nd tinigit ma ur tminev ara.\nUlamma yufa ugellid anza yepnadi, maca yeb$a win yugaren aqerrunni n ttaâqira, lad$a mi yesla s ti$ri-nni d-yekkan ger l$aci-nni\nijjaâren, iwehmen, mi d-tenna : Ulac deg-s taflest ay agellid ! ahat\nyezwar kan wiyav yewwi-t-id d amezwaru !. I t-yeooan ad yerr taflest\n$er tgeldunt, d nettat ara d-yinnin tidep, d nettat ara d-yefken anza\nur yezmir yiwen a t-yerz. Akk-n s iselsa nni yumsen, s wemzur-is\nixerben, ula d targagit-nni mazal ur teffi$ tafekka-s mi yuzen aklan d\ntaklatin, i p-id-yewwin gucla deg uxawi, i deg tu$ tannumi tpeffe$ s\nWi yzemren a d-yefk anza yugaren winna d-tefka tgeldunt ? wi\nyzemren a d-yezg d anemgal n tigwat-nni yevran zdat n yigimen n\nwallen ijaâren, mi d-tessuref seg uxawi-nni deg t-id-refden waklan d\ntaklatin, teooa-t d ilem ger ifassen-nnsen, tkemmel-d $ef uvar\namcaq-nni s-d-yeggwran. Am tmencuft i d-yewwi wavu, war ma\ntuêtam, war ma tegzi armi d tufa iman-is tger irebbi i tfekka n Ëmed\ni t$idd d baba-s ne$ tâemmed ?, akk-n tepêewwic deg-s s isu$an d\nimeîîawen mi teqqar : D netta a baba ! d netta a baba ! d wihin i\nyen$an ttaâqira n tala ! Ih d netta ! fk-as-ay-n yeb$a ! Ula d nek, ma\nyessuter-iyi-d di tneffut-iw ; a s-p-fke$ si tura !... Armi s tmara i p-idkksen taklatin i p-id idefren, seg idmaren n Ëmed ur neêûa anda\nyella, ur neêûa ma di targit ne$ di tilawit i yevra way-nni cil n l$acinni yettu$un s tudert-is, cil n te$ratin-nni yesâuzzugen $er lebâid,\nnetta slid mi yeded kan am useklu, war ma yuki d yiman-is armi syenna ugellid :\n- Ihi a mmi, ldi imi-k ssuter i yellan di leb$i-k, ur ttagwad ur prayi,\nAy-n teb$iv, ma deg igenni, a d-ye$li. Ma si ddaw tmurt, adyepwakfel. Ma deg ugaraw, a d-yeflawi. Xas d awez$i ma yessarem-it\nwul-ik, a d-yawev ifassen-ik.\nD acu yessarem wul n Ëmed ?, ay-n yeb$a wul-is, yedda-d di tmu$lis, nnantep-id wallen-is ireqqen am isufa, ireqqen am tid n bu-tawla\nmi yesked yeffus, zelmev, am win yepnadin ay-n âzizen fell-as, ay-n\nur terwi tmu$li-s yersen $ef tgeldunt i mazal din ger taklatin-nni,\nsend ad yeznew i ugellid yepraoun deg wawal-is :\n- Ala ! gedha s ugellid, ur roi$ a yi-d tesse$liv igenni, ur roi$ a yi-dteskeflev ul n lqaâa, ur roi$ a yi-d-tefkev igerrujen-ik, acku, ayen gi$\nakk-a ! d ay-n kan i yi-d-tewwi a t-ge$ ay gi$, yernu gedha s-tgeldunt\nay ssawve$ rrni$ ttaâqira, lemmer maççi d nettat i yezwaren tefka-yid amedya n tissas d teb$est ; ahat d awez$i ad ssiwve$ $er trennawt\nn ttaâqira. Ihi geha s ugellid !, s yise$ d usserhu ameqqwran, ara kp-ssutre$ ma teb$iv, ma teb$a, ad tili d tigejdit n tudert-iw, ad tili d\ntayemmap n warraw-iw ! D wagi kan i d agerruj ara ssutre$ ay\nAgellid ur yu$al ara deg wawal-is $ef ureggem yefka, imi, war ma\nyessugem, war ma yesnezgem mi yenna s ti$ri yerzan akw isu$an n\nl$aci-nni, yerâan akw tiratin n tullas-nni yectaqen acmumeê,\nyectaqen acewwiq anafray, send-ya :\n- Ihi, att-an seg wass-a d afella, ara tu$al yelli tageldunt d tamîîut-ik !\nSeg wass-a d afella, aql-ak-id d yiwen seg wid yellan ddaw laânaya d\nlêerma n tgelda-w !\nD$a, d akk-a i yessulyi Ëmed s tgeldunt, s wedriz gebdan d umatu, s\nwedriz ur zmiren a t-id-sgelmen yinan, slid win tu$ din, i yzemren ad\nyeêûu, ne$ ahat ula d winna, ad i$il di targit i ywala ay-n akw yevran.\nIhi, Ëmed seg wass-n mi yessulya s tgeldunt, yufa amkan\nameqqwran di tgelda, i deg yettidir di lâazza d yise$. Xas akk-n yiwen\nur yeêûi yiss : wi-t-ilan ne$ d acu t-id-yiwwin, imi ula d tameîîut-is\nne$ d aveggwal-is. Wissen d$a wigi ma d nitni ur inudan ara ad êûun;\nne$ d netta kan i yugin a sen-yechu tadyant-is d way-n it-id-isnejlan\nsi tmurt-is, i t-id-yekksen ger wid wukud i d-yennerna s umata ?\nLad$a wigi, yal tikkelt i deg ara ten-id-yemmekti, i tetter deg iman-is:\nwissen ma mazal pmektayen-t-id ? wissen amek it-id-tmektayen ?\nma mazal pêalfin s yiss am wakk-n yepêalfi netta s yissen ? Lad$a\ngma-s wumi yeééa aneqliw d anza n tudert-is… ? maca tigi akw d\ntuttriwin d lbavna di ledmi-s war taremzi. Am wakk-n i d-nenna,\nËmed xas tafrit-is tepuceîîen, maca, yekcem s lqedd iâella di tgelda\nn uveggwal-is, i deg yu$al d yiwet n tgejdit ger tid $ef tressa tgelda,\nyerna-yas di tezmert, yerna-yas deg userhu, imi ula d agdud s umata;\nwin d d-yudren Ëmed yeçça yeswa, win id-yudren Ëmed bedden\nwaman, armi xas ini, slid ttao-nni kan i ten-ismezlin netta yakw d\nugellid zdat n wegdud s umata. S way-a, ula d agellid yennerna\nrrezg-is, yussar nezzeh s Ëmed i deg dduklent tissas yakw d\ntmussni. Acku, yezga d win i tent-iferrun, tenniv s tin n tegzi ne$ s\ntin n yi$il.\nAm wakk-n yenna yinzi : “Sekn-d amur-iw, teççev-t ne$ wwet-iyi,\nêudd-iyi”. Maca Ëmed yeskan-d amur n yal yiwen, yernu ur s-t-itett\nYepêuddu yal win yepwaêeqren, yernu yiwen ur t-yekkat ara. Imi\nsegmi d-yekcem tamurt-agi, anagar taflest i yzerraâ deg wegdud-is\nanagar ta$demt iss i yteddu, yezga d amêaddi n wegdud s umata,\nimi, ayen i d-yusan yemmuger-it ama d awras, ama d acengu, atg... I\nyessawven agellid armi ur yezmir ad yesni ula d tissegnit ; war ma s\ntilla-s, war ma yefka-yas-d tidmi-s send akw wiyav, yessawev armi tyerra d afus ayeffus n tgelda, amzun d mmi-s-nni amenzu ur s-dyefka walag-is. £ef waya-a d$a, d netta i deg yessaram ad yeddem\nttao-is, imi d netta kan i ywala yezmer i taâkwemt n tgelda a pyerfed, ass mi ara t-yessers, ass mi ara s-p-kksen wussan n tewser. I\nt-yeooan ad yesseêbibir fell-as, armi lemmer yettaf ur s-inettu ula d\nasennan, ur t-ipêaz ula d abeêri. Ih ! akk-a, d azref-is ad\nyesseêbiber fell-as, imi ma yebla-t kra ; maççi kan d tagelda-s ara\niêudden, maca, yak tura Ëmed d azgen di yelli-s, d netta i d asalas\nn tudert n yelli-s nni d-irebba s ccuq, i deg yeskad cwiî n tafat. Acu n\nwul ara s-yefken a p-iwali tennu$na, acu n wul ara s-yefken ad iwali\ndeg wallen-is imeîîawen, imi yeêûa ma yella kra yeblan Ëmed, ula d\nyelli-s yebla-p, lad$a imi yeskad deg-sen mmiran armi d ulamek, imi\nyeskad deg-sen ttidiren am tyuga n yigdav di lâecc, lâecc sen-tebna\ntayri, lâecc sen-yebna rrezg yeççuren d tadfi ur nmessu, yegman yal\nass d tamaynup, tadfi i deg iêuz ula d netta: yal m’ara ten-iwali\npmerriêen di tebêirin n tgelda yegman s tizzegzewt, yegman\noouogent, bêal ibucriven yezgan ttaken tahuski i tefsut, ne$ m’ara\nyesmuzgut i tevûa deg iawen-nnsen, bêal ifirlellas yesfiricen i\nwaqqaren imenza n tafukt $ef yigli.\nD akk-a yettidir Ëmed di tgelda di talwit d rrezg ur nesâi amedya,\narmi d yiwen was ; send-ya, yal mi ye$tes ad yeffe$ s asugmur,\nyepberr deg-s ugellid $ef yiwet n tezgi, i yessegdel $ef inagmuren n\ntmurt-is s umata, yeqqar-as : £ur-k ! ssugmer di yal tiégi yellan di\nlaânaya n tgelda-w ma d tiégi... êader a p-tkecmev, êader ad yanef\nula d avar-ik $ur-s !”\nAkk-n akk-n, yal ass yetttales-as aberri $ef teégi-nni tamcumt, war\nma yessegzi-yas $ef wacu. Da$en Ëmed si tama-s, slid mi s-yetta$\nawal, war ma inuda ad yegzi. Ihi ass-nni tameddit mi yeîîes : azekkanni ad yeffe$ s asugmur, am wakken yenna i ugellid send ad yekker\n$er tguni. D$a am win t-id-yewwten s ubeqqa (mi s-d-yules ugellid :\n£ur-k !, am wakk-n i d-neddre$ yal ass : ssugmer di yal tiégi yellan\ndi laânaya n tgelda-w, ma d tiégi... êader ad yenfel ula d avar-ik $urs !) I t-yeooan ad yewhem, i t-yeooan ad yetter deg iman-is : £ef\nwacu s-yessegdel tiégi-nni ?, d acu n lbavna teffer ?, d acu n wewras\ni p-ized$en ?, Awah! lemmer d awres, ur ipeffer ara fell-as, a s-dyinni, seg wakk-n yepkel fell-as, yessen-it maççi d win idehhimen\nkan, maççi d win ireggwlen da$an zdat ddkir ne$ d win yettagwaden\niwrasen, atg... Segmi yekcem s ussu, ur yemdil alllen, ur t-id nadam\nseg usnezgem. Ula d tameîîut-is, tuki-yas yella kra t-iceîînen, seg\nwakk-n s kra yekka yiv, netta d anqelyev, mi t-tetter $ef wacu\nyegguma ad igen ; a s-d-yaf timentall iss ara s yerwel deg wawal.\nAzekka-nni mi d-yekker, yaf-d aklan heggan-as yel kra : agmer-is,\nyeâlef yeswa, iduras-is da$en bran, ççan swan, imrigen-s, yal wa deg\numviq-is, ma d ala$an, yemsed yerêa, ma d axettuc da$en kifkif,\nlêaûun ur yella kra ixussen. D$a mi iwala akw akk-n, yerkeb agmer-is\nsrid s asugmer, yeooa tagelda yiwen ur yuki mi yeffe$, ula d\ntameîîut-is yeooa-p deg ussu, anagar mi s d-tenna : Ddu ay aâziz d\ntalwit, êader iman-ik ! Netta zi$, yefra-t di tefrit-is, ye$tes ad ivil $ef\nlbavna teffer teégi-nni $ef i t-inedder ugellid, mi yenna d yiman-is :\nAmek !, nek yellan d al$u$ n inagmuren, nek yepmagaren yal awras\nyellan, ass-a yeb$a ugellid a yi-yerr d anubi ? Ihi ass-a a s-d-sekne$ d\nacu-yi ne$ d acu wumi zemre$.\nD akk-n i tevra, mi yeffe$ si tgelda, yerra srid $er teégi-nni war ma\nibuven yiwen, war ma yeooa awal $ef wanda ara yessugmer, am deg\nyizri. Mi yewwev $er tezgi-nni, yaf actal yenhel maççi d kra, tenniv d\nawtul yella, tenniv d asekkur maççi d izli tneqqev... Lêaûun, s ufus\nad teîîfev war ma tesmersev ulla d amrig. Di tazwara mi yebda\nasugmer, kra ur t-yemlal, d awres ne$ d ay-n nniven, tizgi tellwet d\nay-n kan. Di tagara tessawev-it zzehwa-nni n usugmer, armi yettu\nmavi aberri n ugellid. Tallit $ezzifen, iga tamnennayt n i$ersiwen\nannect-ilap wa yemmzel, wa d amurvus, wa d amuddir, atg... D$a\nwerdin akk-a, armi kan yeêêulfa s teégi tekker ad telêu si zzhir,\ntenhewwal tallit : isekla la plezdaéen seg wavu, tamurt la tettergigi s\nyiss, lêaûun ad tinniv d nnger n umaval i d-yessawven : ivuras-is, yal\nwa anda yexmet, uccayen-is kifkif, lbizan-is da$en, ur yeêûi s ani\nufgen, ula d netta mi iwala akk-n ; turew-d tasa-s asemmiv, yebda\nMi yebedd akk-n yepraou s uta$an deg ufus-is, armi kan, atta teffe$d $ur-s tmeîîut annect n loehhama : ivarren ressan di lqaâa, aqerru\nyennul timiî n igenni, amzur yeççuçi ad tinniv d taéebbujt-nni dyecfan i tlalit n umaval. Ne$ fell-as asevsu, maççi d ayen ara walint\nwallen-ik ay amdan ; tezmer ad tfeé adrar ara tger deg yiwet n\ntde$$wimt. Wamma tikli-s : mi tger adsil, ad tenhuhez lqaâa, ula d\nnnefs : mi suven wanzaren-is ad ddun ula d isekla seg iéuran.\nLêaûun laεoeb yunzan win, d awez$i ula deg usugen.\nËmed mi ywala akk-n : malah d netta yellan d illu n uta$an, mal d\nnetta yekkaten axettuc war zzgal, ma di tallit-nni ; yejlla-yas kra din,\nur d-ggwrint deg-s tissas, ur d-tegwri deg-s teb$est, yu$al bêal\ntawvuft deg wavu. Maca, wissen anda d yufa deg iman-is ubruy n\nteb$est, iss i d-yessuli tavep, mi s-yenna :\n- D acu-kem ? d acu teb$iv $ur-i ? inni-yi-d ay-n ay-n teb$iv a m-tfke$ ?\n- Nek d tteryel ! nek d tteryel wumi ur yezmir yiwen ! Ffk-iyi-d ad\nççe$ ne$ ak-ççe$ ad rnu$ tamurt $ef i tpedduv ! $iwel $iwel\nlluée$...! I s-d-teznew s ta$wect yekkan di rrâud deg igenni.\nMi s-tenna akk-n, Ëmed yekker s tem$awlit isa$ times, d$a, yebda\naseknef deg usugmer-nni akk-n d-ticeddiwin, mi teknef yiwet, a pteçç, slid i$san is-d-tessegwray. Akk-n akk-n, armi ula d a$ersiw ur dyeggwra ; tu$al s i$san-nni tezzi fell-asen teçça-ten.\nDi tagara tezzi $ef Ëmed teçça-t ama d netta ama d ivuras-is, lbizanis d wuccayen-is, ula d agmer-is, tessegwvi-ten akk-n d imuddiren s\numata, war ma tfeââ-iten.\nDi tmurt i seg d-ihujer Ëmed, yiwen ur yeéra ma yedder ne$ yemmut\nslid gma-s i yezgan yesâa izen $ef tudert-is. Acku anza d aneqliw-nni\n$ef yessfqad yal tifawt. Ma d ass-n, yufa-t maççi d winna yeooa ivellinni d azegzaw, yerra tili s iferrawen-is yennernan annect n tgertyal.\nD$a akken kan t-iwala ad tinniv telheb deg-s tmes, iferr ur d-yeggwri\nfella-as slid il$an i ybedden d iêerfiyen. Imir i yeéra s Ëmed yemmut,\nyeéra s gma-s ur mazal a t-iwali.\nDin ay yejlef gar-as d yiman-is : anda ye$li ad yernu $ur-s, ma ur dyerra tamegreî-is. D akk-a, d umatu i yeîîef ula d netta abrid n yinig,\nwar ma yetti $er tgelda, yevfer gma-s Ëmed war ma yeéra ansi\nyekka, war ma yeéra s wanda yemlal d wass-is aneggaru.\nIteddu s lewhi am win yepcerrigen agu, ne$ am win iteddun di tillas.\nMi yeffel i wedrar ad yemmager wayev, mi yeffel i teégi tayev a t-tger\ndeg irebbi-s... Akk-n akk-n, tab$es ur t-teooa, asirem yezga d aâwinis ur nepfakka armi armi s-d-tban tmurt tamezwarut, yerra srid $ur-s\ni wakk-n ad yessenfu yernu ad yesteqsi ma yella win iwalan Ëmed.\nMaca, akk-n kan i t-id-walan imeksawen, si lebâid i s-d-ssawalen ad\nyawi ixef-nni s wessmen d tunîict, segmi $illen d netta id Ëmed.\nAr d ad-u$ale$. I sen-yenna s wussar d ameqqwran, imi yeéra s yen i\nyekka gma-s Ëmed. S te$wzi n wussan d waguren netta iteddu\nyeîîafar loerra d-yessegwra gma-s : tamurt yekcem, a t-id-mmagren\nimezda$-is s yise$ d userhu d ameqqwran, war ma éran maççi d\nnetta id Ëmed d$a ad bdun fell-as llum s tin n yemdukal : Amek a\nËmed, tenniv ur pâeîîile$ ara a d-u$ale$ ; tagara seg wass-n mi\nMa d netta yal tikkelt yattaf-asen-d timental iss yepsikk iman-is war\nma yuk-yas yiwen. Ulac d ixef-nni wessmen di tama i gma-s Ëmed ;\nmi s-t-id-fkan, a sen-yinni : maççi n wass-a, acku maççi s axxam\nabrid-iw, ar d ad-zzi$. D tidep, maççi s axxam i yteddu, imi, abrid i tyewwin mazal $wezzif, abrid i t-yewwin wissen s ani yessawav ?,\nwissen ma deg-s tu$alin ?. Maca akk-n yeb$u yili, yal mi yeêêulfa s\nâeyyu, ad yawev s anda ara yaf loerra n gma-s Ëmed i s-d-yettarran\ntab$est, i s-d-yepleqqimen asirem $er tiwvin n yiswi-s, d tifin n gmas yedder ne$ yemmut. Maca, xas ulamma abrid $wezzif yewâer ; am\nwakk-n qqaren : win yeb$an, yewwev. Akk-a ula d netta, mi yekcem\ndi tmurt taneggarut ; maççi kan s wensuf i t-id-mmugren imezda$-nni\nyufa deg i iberdan nhewwalen, ncewwalen s umata. Maca akk-n kan\nt-id-walan si lebâid ; qeccuc meccuc d tazzla $ur-s, izen yewwev\ntagelda : Ëmed yu$al-d ! Rrezg yezna-d am tafukt yerzan tillas n\nleêzen, yesfev imeîîi, yerra tavûa s udmawen tejla aniqal. Di l$acinni akw i s-d-yezzin ; yal yiwen d amek i t-id-ipezzem, yal yiwen d\namek i d-yeplummu fell-as : Anna$ a Ëmed, acêal ay-a ur d-tbanev !\nAnna$ a Ëmed, n$ill dayen ur nettu$al a k-nwali ! Anna$ a Ëmed\nanda tegrev ixef-ik, kra nnuda fell-ak ur k-nufi ?, atg... Akk-n ma\nyeskad deg-sen, ulac win ur têuza taluft n Ëmed, ulac win ur neêulfa\ns lweêc i d-yessegwra, ne$ win ur inudan fell-as di yal tiégi, di yal\nasif, ulac amkan ooan, ula d igen n tgelda, yeffe$ d lemêellat s anadi\n$ef Ëmed anda ara t-afen, ulac, igenni ur t-yerfid, lqaâa ur ttessebleâ. Ula d Agellid yuyes tu$alin-is, yuyes yelli-s tecmumeê. Ih !\nd$a nettat : awi vallen fell-as amek tu$al, awi p-iwalan amek zerrin\nfell-as yesragen n wass d wamek tepêalfi yal m’ara yessewrire$ yiîij\ndeg igenni, m’ara p-iger deg irebbi-s yiv bu-tillas deg ussu d\nasemmav, deg ussu ilem yellan d asgwen n tayri, yellan d asgwen n\ntedfi yesselwiwicen tasa, yesselwiwicen ul s uêalfi n tudert yegman\nd tamaynup, yegman d talleqqaqt, yu$alen d asgwen n âawaz,\nyu$alen d asgwen n weêliles yakw d nnhati... Ne$ lad$a awi yeéran s\nlbavna n tsummta-nni $ef tetturug tevûa d iêemmalen, $ef tturugen\nimesllayen-nni ihuskayen tesouoeg tayri, imeslayen-nni d-imeqqin di\ntebêirt n uêalfi, ifessun anagar di tillas s yiniten teskad kan tasa d\nwul yetteclawa ubeêri yugaren win n temsunt.\nWissen ma temmekti-d akw ay-agi di tallit-nni mi t-twala tezwer-it-id\ntneggif i yuzen ugellid tewwi-t-id $er tgelda bêal agellid wis sin.\nzi$ ttu$alen-d imattanen... ! Amek tiî-ik ad tâeîlev akw annect-a, a\n$tâeggnev, xersum ur nepnadi ara fell-ak ! Awah maççi akk-a i tgen\nmedden a Ëmed !, armi $idde$ d tteryel n teégi $ef ik-neddre$ i...\nI d-ilum fell-as ugellid, mi t-id-yemmuger $er tewwurt-nni\ntameqqwrant n tgelda, wu$er yepmagar inebgawen-is n userhu ama\nd igelliden, ama d imussnawen ne$ d imeqqwranen n tmura nniven.\nMa d netta di tallit-nni, ur yella way ywala, ur yella way yesla slid tiégi\nyakw d tteryel. Acku, d umatu yegzi s gma-s Ëmed d tteryel i tyewwin d asfel, d tteryel i wumi iga aêarab. Acku yeéra s Ëmed : d\nay-n ara yeg ula d netta, imi yekreh win ara s igedlen kra, xas ula\nmma d tamettant-is ma yegdel-as-p yiwen ; imir-n ara yejbu fell-as,\nimir-n ara s-iger irebbi. Acku, akk-n myunzan tal$a n tfekka ; ay\nmyunzan ama di tiktiwin, ama deg wawal, lad$a di tmussni yakw d\ntrugza, ula di tayri n tlelli, s umata ; yiwet tedmi-nnsen d i yal ta$ult.\nS wakk-a, ikmes-ip kan deg ul-is yessusem, anagar mi yessuter deg\nugellid asurif d mi d-yesnulfa timental it-iooan ad iâeîîel anect-nni.\nAcku, yegguma a sen-yinni tidep, lad$a mi ywala tu$al-d talwit s yiss\n$er tgelda dlent tillas acêal ay-a. Ula d tageldunt iwala-p tu$al-d\ntevûa s udem-is, teoouoeg am tjeooigt-nni $ef i d-tennedwal tefsut s\nMa $ef gma-s Ëmed, yepraou kan azekka-nni i deg ara yemmager\ntteryel-nni t-yeççan, ad yenna$ yid-s, a d-yerr llza-s ne$ ad yeddu ula\nd netta di loerra-s. Yeqqim, yebded, yewwi yerra di tgelda, yeffe$ $er\ntebêirin, yekcem s axxam... Sked amek ur yewwit a d-isse$wseb\nakud, a d-yesse$wseb azekka-nni, maca ; ad tinniv yedda-yas-d di\ntaccnana, yegguma wass ad yezri, tegguma a d-tawev tmeddit. Ula d\niîij, ad tinniv yeccev-as wanda i$elli, ne$, ad tinniv yella kra s-yugin\n$ellu, s-umata ; amzun yesbek wakud.\nUk ! yegr-d tinexsas mi d-terra tmeddit amendi-is, mi d-tegla s tiziri\ndeg irebbi-s i d-yerzan s nadam $ef yemdanen tezzuzen tallwit ; $ef\nyemdanen ur nesâi anezgum, ur nesâi a$bel, wamma netta...\nMi mmensin, qessren cwiî $ef way-n yevran di tgelda deg yizri-nni\ndeg ulac-it. Ur $wezzifet ara tallit mi yekker, yenna : ulamma i$imi\nyid-wen âziz ; maca ur zmire$ ad âiwze$ iv-agi yid-wen nnig n way-a.\nAcku, fki$ asiher i kra n imedukal-iw, ad ddu$ yid-sen s asugmer\nMi s-yessuref ugellid s usirem n tguni-s di talwit, yales-as andar : £urk am wakk-n i k-neddre$ yal-ass, ssugmer di yal tizgi yellan ddaw\nlaânaya n tgelda-w, ma d tizgi... $ur-k a p-tkecmev. Yeffe$-ik\nunezgum, is-yeznew s wannuz send ad yeffe$ si tzeqqa-nni n i$imi\nsrid $er tguni, tevfer-it tgeldunt ur t-nerjin d alwes-is. Amek ara yeg i\nyiman-is ?, amek ara t-yesdukel wussu yakw d tmeîîut n gma-s ?, d\nawez$i ad yevru way-agi. A s-yessegzi taluft ? ulamek, t$av-it a pyessigges, yernu dayen ye$tes : ad yeoo tadyant d lbavna alamma\nyen$a tteryel ma ur t-teççi. Di tagara, ccwi kan ur s-terzi ara ageîîum\ndeg ufus mi s-yessuter asenfu. Cil n wudem-is yemêeroamen mi syenna : Suref-iyi, ass-a b$i$ ad gne$ weêdi. Maca tukel $ef leb$i-s,\ntukel $ef ul-is iêebbken armi yeb$a a d-yenîeq, a s-yinni : Acu$ef ?\nnek ur numin a d-tu$alev, nek ur numin a k-walint wallen ? tagara...\nMaca, tigzi terna aêalfi mi s-teznew s tmu$li yudren : Ih ! wicqa, ma\ntwalav ak-ceddqe$... senfu ihi, gen d talwit. Tekka seg imi n\ntewwurt, teooa-t weêdes. Yeqqwra-d am wakk-n qqaren : “Rewle$-d\ndi bu-takka, zgi$-d di bu-yed$a$en.” Acku, yezri wass yegguman ad\nyekfu, yecleqf-it yiv yekkan di oihennama, yecleqf-it am tlafsa\nyecleqfen agdiv war ma tezdi-yas afriwen : meskin iêebbek yissen,\ni$idd ad yessenser si tmettant i t-yuroan ger tallit d tayev. Akk-n i pyerra i wenqelyev deg ussu-nni s yu$alen d acruf, deg ussu-nni syeççuren d isennanen s ani yetti ntan-as-d.\nCil n âeyyu yessefsin tafekka-s, cil n nadam s-yepruâun arglaen-is si\ntikkelt $er tayev, maca, tanafa tugi-t, yal mi s-ibedd $er wemnar ; a tid-temmager s tugna n gmas Ëmed mi t-tettfeééa tteryel akk-n s yihni\nd-yeffalen am i$ezran ; d$a netta a d-yejwiwel $er Rebbi t-id-ixelqen\ns isu$an ur d-npeffe$ seg imi-s. Wer tafrara azekka-nni, atta kan\ntgeldunt i s-d-ikkaten di tewwrt : A Ëmed ? A Ëmed !,kker êedru-d\nad yali wass, kker !, ama ak-ooen yemdukal-ik. Armi d imir-n i\nyemdel allen-is, armi d imir-n it-tewwi tnafa-nni yebdan tettalqay s\nyiss, mi yesla s ti$ri-nni n tgeldunt ur tent-nemdil ula d nettat, seg\nwakk-n têar ad yali wass, têar a t-walint wallen-is i wakk-n ad\ntessimen ul-is yesxuttucen deg-s kra yekka yiv, ul-nni amcum i s-dyeqqaren : awah ! waqil d targit way-n yevran, di tkerkas kan ay\ntedêid, ur d-yu$al ara Ëmed, ur d-yu$al ara winna teroiv, xas ayes-it,\nxas ayes-it ur mazal a t-twaliv... Tewwet tezwawat n usemmiv fell-as\ns wussar mi s tesla yerra-yas-d ti$ri s tem$awlit : Ih ! ih ! aql-i kkre$,\naql-i-yin !... Mi d yekker, yufa-d yal kra ipwahegga ama d lêero, ama\nd ayen nniven, i s-d-iggwran kan, mi yerkeb agmer-is amellal, am\nwinna n gma-s Ëmed, yekka seg imi n tewwurt, yeffe$ war ma yetti\n$er deffir, war ma yessegwra awal i tgeldunt t-ivefren s amnar, mi s\ntenna : Ddu d talwit, êader iman-ik ! s imesli nniven yes$aren\ntab$est, s imesli d-yettarzen tafrit $er wexxam, xas tafekk ad teddu\ns ani s-yehwa.\nDeg webrid i t-yewwin, xas ulamma yeéra $er tmettant, maca isettuyas-p wesnezgem ipezzin di tedmi-s $ef gma-s Ëmed : yewhem\namek is-yefka wul-is iger irebbi i tteryel i t-yeççan, amek ur t-t$av\nara tmeîîut-is ara yexsin am teftillt n leêrir ?, amek tga tasa-s yeooan\nlmalayka am tin, yeooan tamsunt yekcem di oihennama ? Awah !\nËmed nne$ d tirrugza i t-yen$an, $ur-s aserhu di kra yellan. I yenna\ndi tagara s te$wzi n ta$wect-is, ccwi kan ulac win ara s-d-yeslen deg\nIéenzaren imenza n tafukt, bdan ttecruruqen-d $ef yigli mi yekcem di\nteégi-nni n tteryel, ur yelli way-n iwala d aramagnu, ur yella kra n\nwewras i s-d-yezwaren kra akk-n yessugmur. Armi yesmed aâemmur\nannect-ila-t n yextan-nni d-yen$a, werdin kan ; tetti tallit, tenhewwal\nteégi s wavu, lqaâa tettergigi, lêasun d ay-n kan. Maca, netta di tallitnni, xas ulamma yugad ; maca yegmen, yebna umihi ara yemmager\nmaççi d ay-n isehlen, seg wakk-n yeéra tteryel yeççan Ëmed, armi\nmaççi d awras menwala, armi maççi d ay-n ara yepwarnu kan s\nula$an ne$ s uxettux, maca, yessefk tizgi tameqqrant ara iniren\ntab$est d tissas, xas ulamma yeéra s gma-s Ëmed, maççi d war tigzi,\nmaççi d war tab$est d tissas. Xas akk-n mi d-teffe$ $ur-s s tugna\nweroin yessin, s tugna weroin iwala ; maca, yerra iman-is ; amzun\nulac-ip din, amzun maççi $er tmettant-is id-tegmen, seg wakk-n ;\nyepkemmil asegmur war ma yegr-as tamawt armi d-tsu$ fell-as :\nAha! aha fk-iyi-d ad ççe$ !, lluée$ !, fk-iyi-d ad ççe$ send ak-ççe$ ad\nrnu$ tamurt $ef i tpedduv ! aha ! aha $iwel ! I yezzi $ur-s mi syeznew akk-n s wecmumeê-nni d-turew trugza yedlen tugdi : Ah ! d\nkem ay akk-a ? ! d ay-n isehlen, atan usegmur id-ssugemre$ iga\nlâum, ma teb$iv a t-neçç di sin, ula d nek tufiv-iyi-d lluée$, aha\nD$a teqqim-d $er lqaâa annect-ila-p, armi teîîef akw agwni-nni deg tid-tufa.\nma d netta di tallit-nni, ur iga ara deg-s, slid mi d-yettawi is$aren i\nysemnenni d taffa annect n utemmu. Mi s-imekken times, yebda\naseknef deg usegmur-nni akw i d-yessugmer. Mi yewwa yiwen, a syekkes akw ikesman-is ara yeçç netta d wuccayen-is, ivuras-is yakw\nd lbizan-is, mi d-ggwran ye$san akk-n d ilmawen ; a s-ten-ivegger.\nAkk-n akk-n, armi twala dayen, yegguma a s-yefk tacriêt ; d$a tennayas :\n- Awah ! amek akk-a tgiv keç ass-a ?, gma-k yettak-iyi-d ikesman\nnetta itett i$san ; ma d keç la ttettev ikesman, nek a yi-d tettakev\n- D ay-a kan i yellan, ardemma ma ur terwiv ara ; atta-n tesmert n\nwegmer zdat-m, d nettat kan ara kem-yesserwun. I s-yeznew.\nAcku yeéra tin is-yundi, imi send-ya, ismekken akw i$ersiwen-is :\nagmer yenna-yas “$ur-k, mi k-id taâna $er tesmert-ik, wwet-ip s îîek\nsrid $er twenza war zzgal”. Ivuras da$en yenna-yasen, “kunwi, mi ptwalam te$li ; mm$et fell-as arzem-p, $ur-wat a wen-tessenser”.\nUccayen d a$en yenna-yasen, kunwi, cerrgem-as aâebbuv-is, maca\n$ur-wat ad tÊazem akerciw-is.\nD akk-n ay tevra : mi tesla kan s way-n i s-yenna ; truÊ srid $er\ntesmert n wegmer, d acu ara taf deg wegmer ageswaÊ, yemzi\nyemleq, yal taqesbuî annect n tecruft, tussar maççi d kra s ikesman\nWar ma teéra s way-n i p-yeroan : akk-n kan yeêêulfa wegmer\ntekna-d $ur-s ; war ma iga-yas tuggimt mi yebded $ef sin ivarren\nimezwura ; imekken-as s sin ivarren ineggura $er twenza,\nyessemrare$-ip timendeffirt tennesraâ, ur teéri ixef-is d ivarren-is mi\nd uzzlen ivuras-nni urzen-t, uccayen-nni da$en, mm$en $ef wallen-is\ns waccaren-nnsen yugaren imegran skeflen-as-tent-id. Ma d lbizannni, s leêder am wakk-n sen-yenna ukerwa-nnsen, cerrgen-as\naâebbuv-is s iqumam-nnsen yerêan am yixef n tefrut.\nMi slekmen akw tisunviwin sen-yefka akk-n iwata, yiwen ur yezgil\nl$erv-is ; yuzzel ula d netta ad ikemmel ay-n i s-d-yeggwran d amuris : yekref tagecrirt d tama n tteryel yesselqafen, yekkes-d seg\nwammas-is tafrut-nni yemmesden, yerêan armi tepseîîili ; ifeqwr-as\nakerciw-is, mi t-id-yen$el, armi kan d-ddan di tfert-nni : gma-s Ëmed\nyakw d i$ersiwen-is, ad tinniv d lexyuv. Ëmed idub armi yu$al, ma\ntegrev-t di loib, ur d-yepban ara. Agmer-nni yines, da$en kifkif, yu$al\nam wasmi yella di tâebbuî n yemma-s. Wamma ivuras-nni ne$\nuccayen-nni yakw d lbizan-nni, slid mi d-ddan am wanéaden ger\nAlhejna-k ay ul mi ten-id-yessensar s ifassen-is yiwen $er yiwen, ne$\nmi ten-id yewwi deg i$allen-is, akk-n beddent wanéaren deg wallenis, mi yteddu yepseêêib deg ivarren-is teffe$ tezmert, armi\npemputtulen am ise$wan deg waman. Akk-n d aêrured d amured ;\narmi yemlal d yiwet n taârup d taqaâdant am wagwens. Ula d\niéenzaren n tafukt, seg wakk-n teêma ; ad tinniv seg-s i d-flalin send\nad a$en akw tizgi-nni s umata. D acu ara yeg ? yeggwra-yas-d a tenyeggani mi ten-yefser $ef tezrup-nni am ibeênaq. Yeqqim $er tamannsen akk-n s imeîîawen yettazzalen seg wallen-is ; ma d tidmi-s\nte$req deg wesnezgem : Amek ara yefru tadyant-nnsen ?, amek\nda$en ara yemmager agellid ne$ tageldunt s weqriê am wagi ? Lad$a\nnettat, amek ara d-teggwri m’ara tsel s wergaz-is teçça-t tteryel ur tterwi, argaz-is yugaren akw irgazen, i p-id-yeslulen tikkelt tis snat ?\namek ara teg s tegwzi n tuderti-is, m’ara tepmagar tmu$li-s di yal\ntama, di yal amkan di tgelda tugna-s ; ne$ m’ara t$elli deg ussu-nni\nasemmav, ara p-id-yesteqsayen $ef tayri-nni taleqqaqt, tallufant, i dilulen deg wass-nni n twa$it, i yerran tamettant $ef wemnar send a ptawi ttaâqira d asfel, akk-n ur tessin tiéeî n tudert i wid ara yidiren ?\nS yixef-is ger ifassen-is, yeqqim am win $ef id-ye$li igenni ur syezmir, ne$ am win iteddun $er tmettant mi yepfaras deg waktayen35\nnni s-d-yesseggwa yizri, i s-yettawin tugniwin ipekken di tmu$li-s am\nifeîîiwjen. Ur yezgil tallit, seg wasmi yebda iceffu, lad$a mi dyemmekti ass-nni deg i d-yennejla gma-s, mi akk-n yeskad deg-s\narmi yeffe$ i tjumma n tmu$li-s. Yemmekti-d ula d adiwenni-nni\nyevran garasen awal s wawal, war ma yezgel tubbyin-nni n teêbult s\ndaxel n tala d wamek i sent-yebra Ëmed ger waman... yedha akk-n d\nusnezgem-nni t-yewwin, armi ur yeêtam d yiman-is yuki ne$ di tnafa\ni yella, armi ur yeêîam deg izri i yettidir ne$ deg immal, wamma\namha, maççi d ay-n yettidir wemdan. Werdin kan ; armi d-$lint snat\nn tzermemmac i t-id-yessefrawsen mi pna$ent zdat-s, yeshanay akkn deg-sent war ma yenguga, war ma yeêwawel, la pna$ent, la\ntemkerracent ta wer têun $ef tayev mmidba$ent yakw, cwiî kan,\nyiwet temme$ $ef tayev ; tegzem-as-d tajeênit-is, d$a mi iwala\ntigawt-nni ; wissen ma d a$ivi i t-id-yesneîqen mi s-yenna :\n- Ayhu... ! tegzem-d tajeêniî n uletma-s !\n- Ru ma ad truv i wid-ak tfesrev $ef teârup, wamma uletma, yeshel\nwe$bel-is, ad ruêe$ a s-d-gemre$ feddu n lerwaê, mi s-p-vli$, ad\ntu$al akk-n tella yakan. I s-d-teznew akk-n s tjeêniî-nni n uletma-s\ndeg imi-s, send ad ta$ abrid s anda ara d-tgmer im$i-nni wumi\nqqaren : “feddu n lerwaê”. D$a d umatu, nutenti la teddunt netta la\ntent-yettafar, ansi kkant yekka deffir-sent, akk-n akk-n…, armi d\nyiwen wemkan : ibed yeskad deg-s mi d-tegmer im$i-nni, tfeéé-it\narmi d yefka aman; temme$ tevla-yas-ten $ef ansi s-d-teqwrem i\nwletma-s tajeêniî-is. D$a, ur yumin allen-is, yewhem mi p-yeéra\ntxelf-d tu$al-d am wakk-n tella, amzun ur d-teqwrim ara.\nWar ma yessugem ula d netta, mi yedla igemr-d deg im$i-nni aqettun\nannect-ila-t, i d-yewwi s anda akk-n yeooa tifekkiwin-nni yemmuten.\nMi yewwev, iga ay tga tzermemmuct-nni : mi yeççur idikel-is d ifer\nne yem$i-nni ; a t-iêukk ger ifassen-is alamma yu$al am urekwti ; a tyeééem $ef tfekkiwin-nni, akk-n akk-n armi sent yeééem s umata.\nDi tazwara, xas yeêêulfa amzun dlant-d tneffuyin-nnsen ; maca ur\nyumin ara, seg wakk-n i t-yugar layas. Maca, simmal irennu\nyessudum fell-asent deg waman n yem$i-nni ; armi kan iwala di gmas Ëmed yetti idis, d$a si ddhaca-nni, isu$ : Ah ! waqil d tidep ? ! ih\n! d tidep ! d tidep ! yesse$wzaf di ta$wect-is mi yeskad di temkerra\nyevran. Tallit kan wezzilen, ukin-d s umata, bdan tmizziden am wid i\nd-tger tnafa lqayen, u$alen-d am wakk-n llan deg zik : llbizan tu$aliten-d thuski n ccâer-nnsen, bdan zeggwin afriwen nnsen ad naqlen\nifeg. Ivuras-nni yakw d wuccayen-nni da$en bdan tikli ur naâqid,\namp wid i d-ilulen imir-n kan. Ula d agmer-nni yu$al yekker akk-n s\num$illew... Ma d Ëmed ur ngir tamawt $er way-n yevran : Akk-n kan\ni d-yeldi allen yufa-d gma-s zdat-s ; war ma yuêtam amek i d-yekker\nyegr-as tim$altin, wi yepêewwicen wi yettrun akk-n wa ger i$allen n\nwayev, gumman ad mserwun. Di tagara, Ëmed, am win t-id-yewten s\nubeqqa : yesked akk-a d wakk-in, yufa maççi d amagnu way-nni,\nyewhem yeldi imi-s, allen-is jaâren armi ad tinniv ff$ent-d si\nMi t-iwala akk-n gma-s yennesraâ ger i$allen-is ; yes$am-it $er lqaâa,\nsend ad yazzel d umatu $er teblawt-nni n waman icudden $er tarekt\nn wegmer-ines ; yewwi-t-id s tem$awlit, ccwi kan ggwran-d seg-s\nway-n iss is-yessared udem-is, yernu akk-n d isemmaven am wegris.\n- Anda akk-a lli$ ? ! d acu yevran yidi ?, ssegzi-yi-d, ssegzi-yi-d a\ngma, mmute$, ne$ ddre$... ? ! I yebda tuttriwin akk-n s isu$an, mi d\n- Ala a gma, ur temmutev ara ! aql-i $ur-k, ur ttagwad, akwi-d d\nyiman-ik, ur ttagwad ! Is-izennew gma-s i t-id-yerran deg irebbi-s, am\nllufan idehcen deg way-n iwala.\nDi tagara mi t-id-tu$al tefrit, tezri akw tergagit-nni ama d i Ëmed,\nama di gma-s ; dlan $er tedyanin i sen-yevran, mmichan-tent si\ntazwara, armi d imir-n mi qqimen akk-n idis $er yidis.\nAss yessawev s azgen, êedru-d d azizwu. Igenni-nni yellan s ya $er\nda a t-id-yedel usigna ; yu$al temmegl-it thuski, ad tinniv yussar s\nway-n id-iwala. Ula d iîij yedda-d di leb$i, yebra-d i iéenzaren-is war\nceêêa, izerâ-iten $ef isekla, $ef yim$an... Ula d ti$altin yesle$ wedfel;\nrrnant di temlel yepfeooigen ugar, armi tepcilliw tmu$li yersen fellasent.\nNe$ igdav-nni yettemzilligen ger igenni d tmurt, s uslebvec-nnsen\naêninan yettemsevfar d icewwiqen yepcewwiren tameééu$t. Imir-n,\nmaççi kan êulfan s tfenda n tefsut i d-yemmalen s terzeft n jeooigen\nihuskayen, s terzeft n tayri yessidiren talwit, yessidiren rrezg deg\nulawen... Maca ussaren ula d nutni s temlilit n Ëmed yakw d gma-s,\nussaren s igeldun yemyufan deg irebbi n wass-nni yefsan ugar n\nIh ! anda-p tefsut yifen tallit-nni ?, anda-t wass yunzan ass-n ne$\nimir-n mi rekben igmiren-nnsen idis $er yidis îîfen abrid srid $er\ntgelda, am wasmi d-ttu$alen seg usumer, ulamma imir-n aqessernnsen maççi am win n yizri.\nLad$a Ëmed iêaren ad isel akw s wayen yevran di tmurt, seg wasmi\nd-yennejla armi d asmi t-id-yevfer gma-s. Maççi d kra n tuttriwin i simudd, d$a tamenzut iss i yeldi adiwenni :\n- I Baba amek yettili ?\n- Ih baba-k, i d-yeggwan deg-s anagar tafekka, seg wasmi dtennejlav, yezga yen$a-t we$bel fell-ak, ur iwala wi yeff$en, ne$ wi\nUla d tagelda-s yeffe$-it lêir-is, yal m’ara k-id-yemmekti ; yettu$al am\numeslub. Yezga yeqqar-iyi-d s wurrif : ula d keç ma teb$iv ad tvefrev\ndadda-k, ur k-id-urize$ ara, nek zemre$ i yiman-iw. Maca weroin gi$\ndeg wawal-is, imi êûi$ d aêliles n tasa-s fell-ak i d yettutlayen deg\nWamma ilmeéyen, ulac win ur iyi-d-nesteqsay ara fell-ak ma tbanevn ne$ xaîi, lêaûun, ur tezgil yiwen lmeêna n-tessegwrav.\nUla d tullas, yegguma ad ye$mu lêenni deg ifassen-nnsent,\nyeggumma ad yessibrek êirqus timmiwin-nnsent. I s-yessegwra s\n- Aha aha !, berka-k asmudreb, tebdiv-tent-id da$en ?, I s-yeznew\nËmed send ad ideqqem agmer-ines, ad ye$wseb tikli, am win iêaren\n$er tiwvin m’ara d-yemmekti win aâzizen fell-as, i t-yepraoun s war\n- Rrou a ! s ani l$wesbev akk-a ? rrou-yi ! I s-yenna gma-s yessegwra\n- Laêeq-iyi-d ! I s yeznew Ëmed war ma yetti s wudem gma-s, i\nyedqqmen ula d netta agmer ines iluêeq-it war ma yerna-yas-d awal,\nseg wakk-n yegzi deg wacu t-id-yesmekti, yegzi s tedmi-s tezwar-it\n$er tgelda i deg ara yaf tinna t-yepraoun s tawla n tayri di tasa\nTeddun akk-n idis $er yidis, s tikli d aççuqqel di tsusmi yepruéu\ndderz n teûfiêin $ef yiéra d uêeoris, yessan abrid-nni yexlan ; d\nwesqabeê n ivuras-nni, sya $er da m’ara êalfin s wegvid yufeg ne$ s\nwewtul yeskerwic di ttarma. War ma êûan s ani ssawven ne$ d acu\nsen-d-yeggwran deg wabrid-nni itezzin itennev yissen am wezrem ;\nami kan kecmen di taddart.\nIhqa ! ttun : maççi kan myuzan am watmaten imuqna, maca d\nyiwen i d wayev. I ten-yeooan wehmen di l$aci-nni tmagaren mi tenid-skaden s wallen ijaâren, s yimawen yeldin, i deg kfan imetman.\nTeddun war ma yuli-ten-id wawal, slid mi sen-sseggwrayen ula d\nnutni tamu$li yeççuren d tuttriwin, armi wwven $er tgelda ; ay dmmektin s harao-nni ufan yekker. Acku, akk-n kan ten-id-iwala\nwemvi $ef tewwurt ; yuzzel s yizen $er ugellid : Gedha s ugellid !,\nyedha s ugellid Ëmed !, Ëmed yefti, yu$al d sin... di tazwara, agellid\nur yumin ara, maca mi ten-iwala zegren-d amnar n tgelda, yufa-d\niman-is ger tilawt d usugen, iêar s ani ara yerr iman-is : Mi ywala\nakk-a, d tidep sin n Ëmed i yellan, mi ywala da$en akk-n nniven,\nulamek, d awez$i amdan ad yefti $ef sin n yemdanen. Cil n way-a\nmerra, maca ur yeooi ara ad-iban fel-as wewham, lad$a mi akk-n\nuzen $ur-s s wannuz, mi sen-yenna s ta$wect-is deg yermi a p-yerr d\n- Zi$ daymi qqaren : skud nettidir, néerr. Amek ! yeffe$ yiwen,\nu$alen-d sin ? Ayagi d acewwir ne$... ?\n- Ala ay agellid ! ur yelli d acewwir, ur yelli dayen nniven.\nMaca, am wakk-n teériv... I yegzem Ëmed awal i ugellid, syen war\nma yesseksef, yecha-yas tadyant i s-yevran di teégi-nni $ef i tinedder yal ass, armi d mi t-teçça tteryel. D$a ay agellid ur éri$ anda\nd-gwri$ ne$ d acu yevran ; armi d-ufi$ iman-iw... I yekfa awal-is\nMaca, agellid ur t-yumin ara, acku, d awez$i ad yevru wayen is-yecha\nËmed, xas ulamma d tidep yevra.\n- Ih, syen akk-in mi k-teçça tteryel ; tu$alev tem$iv-d $ef sin ne$\namek ? ! I s-yeznew ugellid s tevûa n uqejjem.\n- Ay agellid, êûu weroin yevsa deg-i yiwen ! ur ttanze$ i yiwen ad\nyevs deg udem-iw ! I s-yenna Ëmed s tin tissas, send ad yerfed awal\ngma-s yellan $er tama-s :\n- Ih ay agellid ! maççi d tavûa n weskaârer i d-nelhi, i d-d yecha gma\nËmed, d tidep yevran. I s-yeéée$éen send a s-d-ikemmel tadyant is\nyevran gar-as d tteryel.\n- Atan a ninni yevra yakw wannect-a, i kunwi da$en : anwa id Ëmed\nargaz n yelli ne$... ? I sen yuzen tuttra ugellid, i $ef is-yeznew\n- D nek ay agellid, yelli-k d tameîîut-iw, d nek id Ëmed. Ur qebble$\nwin ara yi-p-yerren deg wahat ne$ di rrjen !, ula d nettat...\nYekker wawal gar-asen annect-ila-t, wa ijebbed wa ikerref : Agellid,\nyeggumma ad yamen war anza, Ëmed da$en, ye$tes ad yefru taluft\nula s ttrad ma yessefk. Di tagara mi ywala ugellid tadyant simmal\ntkerres, simmal t-peddu s ayen ur ngerrez ; d$a akk-n i wehha s\nimvifen-is a ten-arzen, a ten-gren s akmin ; atta teêlales-d tgeldunt\nyegren deg irebbi i baba-s, tâelleq-as $er yiri s wannuz d imeîîawen :\n- Gedha s ugellid ! pxil-k a baba !, suref-iyi, d nek ara d-iseknen\ntidep, rrou, ur $wesseb ara a baba ! d nek ara iâeqlen ar...\nMaca yepwagzem deg imi-s wawal mi tezzi $ur-sen, mi ters fell-asen\ntmu$li-s ur nezmir a ten-tessemyirred. Imi yeldi, allen jaârent, ul\nixebbwev armi neddun ydmaren-is am texwcact ger ifassen n tin\njjfayen ; m’ara tessenduy, di tallit-nni mi tebded tesmaâqil deg-sen.\nXas ulamma qqaren : “tasa tepkacaf s win âzizen.” ma d nettat\nimir-n ; tugi a s-tsel, teggumma ad teddu d weêliles n tasa-s, seg\nwakken i p-yugar uêezzeb, i p-ugaren igimen n leêsabat i tga tefritis:\ntugad tuccva, acku ma teccev, kra yebnan ad yedrem, kra mellulen\nad yames ayen ur yezmir yiwen a t-yessired. D acu ara yevrun ma\ntefren gma-s n Ëmed d argaz-is ? Xas ulamma ur iqebbel ara ma\ntefren-it, maca, awal am waâbar : ma siwev yeffe$ si lfuci, ur\nyettu$al ara, i tesnezgim, di tallit-nni deg pemsakaden nettat d\nwergaz-is i p-iâeqlen war ma tâeql-it. Ula d netta, tevra-yas imir-n :\nam uzerzur di tqillaât, m’ara yepraou deg win ara syefsin. I yetraou\nmelmi ara d-yeffe$ seg imi n tgeldunt ifeîîiwej ara isi$en tafat n\ntilawt, m’ara d tinni : D wagi id Ëmed ! d wagi i d argaz-iw !\nUla d nettat teêêulfa s way-agi yella deg yiwen ger sin-nni watmaten i\ndeg tneêêes tamu$li : mi tuni yiwen si tfednin ar aqerru ; ad tu$al\nda$en $er wayev ara tani si tfednin ar aqerru, ar d ad taf kra n\nccuber iss ara tsemyirred garasen, d awez$i. Ma s ugacur, tegguma\nad te$tes, tugad inebbicen n tefrit yernu, teêûa agellid-nni yepraoun\nawal-is aneggaru, ur p-yettaâtaq ara a s-d-yessuter anza $ef teîîef\nta$test-is, s wacu tsemyarred ger wergaz-is d ulwes-is. Tallit\n$wezzifet di tsusmi d-yersen. Akk-n puâellqen ama d agellid, ama d\nsin- nni watmaten, wamma tageldunt… Werdin kan mi yerfed gma-s\nn Ëmed afus-is azelmav, d$a armi kan i d-temsar$a txatemt deg\nuvav-is war-isem. Tué $ur-s teîîef-d afus-is, temmuqel texatemt-nni i\nqrib a p-i$um weksum deg uvad-is, seg wakken d iseggwasen segmi\np-yeqqen ; ur tennsir deg uvad-is. Tetti $er ugellid s wecmumeê, ma\nd tamu$li-s tezger akk-in, temlal yakw d wallen n Ëmed ireqqen am\nisufa, armi tzellef $er lebâid, armi maççi d tamu$li i d-ipeff$en segsent. D$a terra-d tinexsas i ten-issenhuhzen s umata, send ad-tinni :\n- Gedha s ugellid a baba, a k-d-inni$ ma a yi-tamnev ?\n- I tura, d aqesser i la nepqessir dagi ? ! ne$… I s-d-yeznew\nUgellid s wuÊcir d isu$an, armi frawsen akw wid yellan din.\n- Ih ay agellid !, ih a baba, argaz-iw weroin yeqqin taxatemt.\nD wagi ! d wagi id argaz-iw ay agellid ! i tenna s weêliles tewwi di\nta$wect-is mi tuzzel $er yidis n Ëmed argaz-is.\nSyen, chan-as tadyant n txatemt-nni i d-isnejlan Ëmed, tadyant n\ntxatemt-nni ttun armi sen-p-id-tesmekti tgeldunt, i ten-id-isbanen :\nzi$ ulla d nutni d igeldunen. Mi yesla ugellid s tedyant seg mi tebda\narmi d tagara ; yekker $er-sen, yegr-iten-id ger i$allen-is, yessuter\ndeg-sen asuref mi ten-id-yes$am s idisan-is, amzun d sin warraw-is.\nYessuter deg-sen ad qqimen, ad idiren di tgelda-s ara sen-d-yeoo.\nMaca, nutni gumman ti$imit di tgelda, fernen tu$alin $er tmurtnnsen, $er tgelda n babat-sen, mi s-nnan di tagara :\n- Ala ay agellid âzizen, ma tessurfev-a$ a nu$al ansi d-nekka, a nu$al\n$er imawlan-nne$, $er tgelda-nne$ i $-yepraoun.\n- D tidep a tarwa, d azref-nnwen, am wakk-n yenna yinzi : “Seçç-iyi,\nsels-iyi, ssne$ wi yurwen-iyi” Ihi a tarwa, ur zmire$ ara a d-zge$ mgal\nleb$i-nnwen. Ma teb$am ad teqqimem, ay-agi akw tepwalim d aylannwen, tagelda-w i kenwi wumi ara d-teggwri, nek da$en skud ddre$\naqli d baba-wen. Ma teb$am ad tu$alem, lêaûun aqli-kwen d\nilelliyen. I ten-yessefren ugellid s wawal êninen, s tmu$li-s yersan s\nleêzen deg udem n tgeldunt yettemêeroamen, yepbeddilen initen\nsend as-iger awal :\n- I kem a yelli d acu ara tinniv ? ad tedduv d wergaz-im ne$ ad\nqqimev yidi ? I p-yetter akk-n s wecmumeê yekkawen.\nTageldunt ibedd-as wawal, yeggumma a p-id-yali ula d nnefs, seg\nmi; ur teroa ara tuttra-yagi s-yuzen baba-s.\nD acu ara teg ?, amek ara s-teznew ? Acku, mi temmuqel deg-s i$avip, anagar nettat i yesâa d alag, anagar nettat i s-itekksen lweêc n\nnnger. Amek ara t-teoo d awlawel, lad$a imi ival di laâmer, imi t-idtewwev tewser ur nepqil yiwen, ur nettagwad yiwen akk-n yeb$u yili,\nd igellil, d amerkanti, d a$erman ne$ d agellid, mi d-tejba s facal ad\nta$ tafekka-s i deg ara teqqaz alamma tessertem-ip war ma têunnas, war ma t$av-ip...\nMi temmuqel da$en deg wergaz-is : ur tezmir ara ad tesse$res aéettanni tger $ef ulawen-nnsen tayri, bêal tissist ; ur tezmir ara ad teqlaâ\naéar-nni n tayri yezdin ger tasiwin-nnsen tileqqaqin, tiêninanin.\nLad$a mi d-temmekti ay-n tenna ass-n amezwaru zdat uzayez : “Ma\nyessuter-d taneffut-iw, fki$-as-p si tura”. Amek ara tu$al deg wawalis ass-a ? a p-yeêqer yiman-is, a p-yeêqer wegdud is-yeslan, a pyeêqer ulla d baba-s m’ara yeqqim tagwnit d yiman-is, m’ara dyemmekti : yelli-s teréa ajlaf n tayri, tefka i win i p-id-yekksen ger\ntu$mas n tmettant.\nDi tallit-nni teêêulfa s yiman-is, am tin yegren ger sin içunar : win $er\ntué a p-yeqdeê, win $er tué a p-yecwev. Imir-n yeskan-ip-id wudemis, am tin yeb$an ad tsu$ alamma nedhen idurar : Abbuh... !, abbuh\na Rebbi anwa aqraê yugaren wayev ?, anta times isehlen $ef tayev i\nwakk-n a s-gre$ irebbi ? Maca, ameooid, isu$an-nni, tagara ff$en-d\nseg imi-s d leênana, d telwe$, mi tesked di baba-s send a s-teznew :\n- Gedha s ugellid a baba, lemmer beîîun yemdanen iman-nnsen $ef\nsin, yili ad bvu$ iman-iw ula d nek, azgen ad yeddu d wergaz-iw ;\nazgen nniven ad yeqqim yid-k. Ardemma, d ta$test n ugellid ara\nMaca, agellid yegzi s teznewt n yelli-s send a s-isel d imesli. Acku\nyesla-yas yakan d aêalfi yeslan i wul-is iêebbken, iwala tasa-s i deg\nteskurrec tayri s waccaren-is leggwa$en. Yeêûa ma yermi a ten-idyeqlaâ, ad u$alen d imegran ara p-igezren, ara s-yeggen iggasen ur\nnpejji. Lad$a mi yerfed tamu$li s udem-is a s-yeznew, yaf imetti\nyettezririgen $ef teênakin-is yunzan tijeooigin yefsan, d tuddimin\nyettirriqen ugar n tme$wanin. Ula d netta, tamara i ten-yerra $er\ndaxel akk-n mi tnezlulufen deg-s i s-yenna s wesêissef :\n- Ëûi$ a yelli trav argaz-im, maca, b$i$ kan ad êûu$ ugar s ûehd n\ntayri-s deg-m, daymi m-in-uzne$ tuttra-yagi.\nAcku a yelli, d tayri id tidep, d tayri id tudert, yal argaz tra tmeîîut-is,\nyezga yuli wazal-is ger medden, yezga zeddig userhu-ines ger wiyav.\nYak qqaren deg inzi : Yefna-k i$imi n tejmaât a win yu$en tader$alt”.\nIhi a yelli, argaz bu-tissas yeqquren d tameîîut-is is-yezwaren, yal win\nwumi tezwar tmeîîut-is, ulac acengu ara t-yeréen ne$ ara yawin zdats tarennawt. Ma d argaz ur tra tmeîîut-is, ur yella wacu s-d-yeggwran,\nma d adrar ad yertem.\nIhi tura a yelli imi êûi$ ûehd iss i trav argaz-im, atan pekle$-t fell-am,\nam wakk-n ara kem-pekle$ fell-as, ddu yid-s a yelli, êader fell-as,\nfek-as tissas d trugza, fek-as aserhu zeddigen, atan deg irebbi-m d\nlamana âzizen fell-i aîas aîas, $ef way-agi ur b$i$ ara a s-d-yekk wayn ur yuklal seg-m. Wamma netta a yelli, tekle$-kem fell-as, êûi$ d\nawez$i a m-d-yekk way-n n diri si tama-s.\nMi yessers awal-is ugellid, send a t-yerfed Ëmed, yekker yunez-as ;\nakk-n s ta$wect yessergagay rrezg-nni yeççuren ul-is i s-yeznew :\n- Gedha s ugellid, xas kkes anezgum, si tama-w a k-jelfe$ $ef yell-ik\nur tennu$na yiss-i ne$ s rrayza-w s umata. Ma d keç ay agellid, ay-n\nyellan a t-mmagre$ fell-ak d tgelda-k d wegdud-ik s umata. Melmi\nyi-n-tessawlev, aqli $er tama-k.\nUla d gma-s d wigi id imeslayen i yenna i ugellid send ad tekker\ntgeldunt s usêemêem n tizemt, mi s-tger tim$altin tenna-yas :\n- Gedha s ugellid, xas pkel a baba, lamana-k ur teffi$ irebbi-w\nalamma medlent wallen ur yenêaf, ur s-d-yekka s tama-w we$bir, ar\ns-ili$ d tudert n tâazza d yise$, d aserhu d tayri ur nfennu ur n\nmessu. A s-ili$ akk-n ik-tella tgellidt yemma.\nMa d keç a baba, am wass-a, ma $wezzif laâmer, a k-id u$ale$ s\nmmi ne$ s yelli ara terbuv deg irebbi-k.\nD akk-a ay tezri tmeddit-nni tanegarut di tgelda, imi, azekka-nni kan\nmi yuli wass i îîfen abrid n tu$alin $er tmurt-nnsen s tengift\ntameqqwrant n iserdasen isen-isedda ugellid.\nOoan tagelda tesserhab, ooan agdud yennu$na amzun d igenni idye$lin fell-asen. Mi fflen kan i tewwurt n tgelda, ufan agdud s umata\nyewwev-it yizen, si yal tama ikeffu-d l$aci bêal tiwergiwin n uweîîuf,\ns wesêissef d unu$ni i ten-yevfer armi ff$en i taddart n tgelda.\nTeddun tiégi tettak-iten i tayev, tizi tettak-iten i tayev, yal tardest deg\numcaq-nnsen s tedyant-is, s waktayen-is di tedmi n Ëmed yakw d\nMa tamurt ooan ivefr-iten-id l$aci s unu$ni, tid i ten-id-yetmagaren d\nmgal. Acku, yal tamurt kecmen yemmuger-iten-id s wenîuf d wussar\nur nesâi amedya. Ad ççen, ad swen, ad senfun mi d azekka-nni\nda$en ; ad a$en abrid-nnsen s waâwin amaynut yakw d yixef-nni\nyeooa yakan Ëmed din ; armi send ad awven, semden acêal d\ntiqwevâay ama n u$elmi, ama n ubeqqwri, isredyan, ile$wman,\nigmiren d tegwmar…\nUla mi wwven $er tmurt-nnsen, d$a din : akk-n kan zegren tilisa,\naberraê yendeh yissen, amendah yekker deg wegdud s umata, send\nad yawev yizen tagelda, yemmuger-iten wegdud s umsude$ annectila-t, d amsude$ weroin nevra di tmurt-nni.\nTemlal tasa d way turew, yeççur-d irebbi yexlan s Ëmed d tmeîîut-is\nyakw d gma-s...\nD akk-a ay tekfa tmacahut n ugellid d warraw-is.\nAr tayev ma nedder.\nTamawt n umeskar\nTamacahup-agi, am tid akw yellan di tsekla nne$ timawit,\n“Tamazi$t“, yal yiwet s uzal-is, yal yiwet s wannan iss tezmer a dtelhu ama i unubi, ama da$en i umengav ara p-ye$ren.\nAyen yettu$aven : aîas seg-sent i yepwattun, aîas seg-sent glan\nyissent yem$aren yewwven s anda ara nawev ula d nekwni, ruêen\nwar ma ooan-tent-id ne$ xas ma ooan-ten-id, u$alent twattunt imi dggwrant kan seg imi $er tmeééu$t war ma urant.\nLad$a deg wakud-agi atrar, imi aîas n temsal i yessenjla s tmaynutin\nid-yessawev, i yeooan amdan ur teshit fell-as tudert, i wakk-n ad\nyecfu, ula d im$aren d tem$arin tent-yessnen u$alen, aîas ay senisettu deg idles-agi imawi s umata, maççi kan anagar timucuha.\nYernu, maççi kan d akud agi atrar i ten-isettun, maca, ula d win\nyezrin yermel aîas seg-sent war ma wwvent-a$-d. D$a s umedya :\nAsmi mazal yemma di tudert ; yal mi s-ssutre$ a yi-d-tawi tamcahup\nne$ asefru ; tikkal mi d-tenna kann ifyar imezwura, ad taf tettu kra\nyeggwran deg usefru-nni ne$ lad$a ma d tamacahup. D$a, a yi-tinni\nakk-n s weshissef : „Ahbuh a mmi, imi $-teooa lgerra a necfu !”. D\ntidep, d talwit akw i d tigejdit i tudert n yal kra yerzan ccfawa, akk-a\nd$a am yidles nne$ Amazi$ yeddren kan di timawit.\nIhi, ay-n i d-yeggwran seg-s ar imir-a, tikkal a t-naf maççi akk-n yella\ndi tama, i yella di tama nniven ; ha izad, ha yenqes. war yezmer\nyiwen ad yegzu amek yella deg izri. Acku, d$a ma neddem kan\ntamacahup-agi n Ëmed n ugellid d amedya : nezmer a p-naf di yal\ntama n tmurt n leqbayel “Ma maççi di tmaz$a s u mata”.\nMaca, temyarred di tama $er tayev : yal tama d amek id-teggwra degs, d amek ip-cehhun. Xas ulamma isegbaren i p-yetturaren ur\ntbeddilen ara, iswi-s da$en ur ipbeddil ara ; ma d ta$ara iss ipcehhun temyarred, tikkal s waîas. “Ay-agi yerza ula d tutlayt tamazi$t\nne$ taqbaylit s yiman-is, imi yiwet n t$awsa, a naf maççi d isem\ntewwi di tama, i tewwi di tama nniven, md : ta$weoayt, ta$enjayt,\ntiflewt, tij$welt. Aha tura aff-d isem-is amezwaru ne$ ansi d-kkan\nIhi, akk-a i tverru d yidles imawi ; yal akud yesmugur deg-s : izri\nyettawi seg-s cwiî cwiî, alamma yu$al deg waîas n tikkal maççi d\nwin, ma ur yepwasfev ara.\nMaca, ay-agi maççi d ay-n ara yevrun d yidles nne$ amazi$, ur\nyepwasfav ara ma ne$wseb $er tira n way-n i d-yeggwran seg-s, ma\nyal win yeddmen imru yura-d : asefru aqbur ne$ inzi ne$ tamacahup\nyellan di tama deg yettidir ; $er tagara, a naf nesmed agerruj\nameqqwran iss ara nemmager tisutiwin n yimmal, iss ara issinent\ntinettit-nnsent d acu-p.\nD$a asmi $etse$ ad aru$ tamacahup-agi, war ma êûi$ ma tepwura\nyakan ne$ xaîi. Maca, i yi-wwin $er tira-s : deg-s b$i$ a p-ssidre$,\ndeg-s b$i$ a s-fke$ ta$ara tamaynup, ta$ara n tullizt ara yebden\nime$ri ama d anubi, ama d amengav. Acku di tedmi-w, m’ara nsel\ntamacahup s t$ara tamensayt, ur nettaf ara deg-s kra ara ijebden\ntamawt nne$, d$a amedya : Adiwenni, ur t-nettaf ara d win\n$wezzifen, yettili kan : tenna-yas d acu k-id yecqan? Yenna-yasRewle$-d i tteryel.\nS wakk-a, adiwenni di tmacahup taqburt, ur ipekk ara nnig tuttra d\nteznewt s imeslayen wezzilen.\nAmedya nniven : Aglam, ur yettawi ara amseflid s asugen ama n\nusayes d twennaî-is yakw d wakud deg yevra, ama d tal$a yakw d\ntugniwin n wudmawen i t-yetturaren, anagar kan m’ara d-gellmen :\nyekcem di tezgi annect-ila-t, war ma seknen-d addad d uêalfi n\nusegbar-nni $ef id-cehhun. Ma d akud, lad$a tagrest, anagar avu,\nlebreq d rrmug yakw d ugeffur s wawal pessden sse$wzafen di\ntmenna, war ma seddan-an-d aglam n ugama. Ma d asegbar $ef\nitezzi usayes, slid tameîîut id-gellmen s tziri ne$ s yiîij, war ma fkand ini n wallen-s ne$ ini n wemzur-is... Ma d asayes, lad$a anafray,\nD$a kan akk-a s tewzel $ef usayes yessemlalen Ëmed n ugellid yakw\nd tgeldunt di tala : yufa-p tettru, yetter-ip : D acu kem-i$ebnen ?\nteznew-as : I yellan d way yellan. Mi s-techa tadyant-is, yenna-yas :\nAha tura ani-yi-d aqerru-yiw, nek ad gne$ cwiî, mi twalav ttaâqira tpeffe$-d, ssakwi-yi-d. (Mi s tsummet afud-is).\nNek $er yman-iw, tigawt-agi mi yessumet Ëmed afud n tgeldunt ; xas\nmaççi di tallit igerrzen i tevra, maca tezmer a d-teslal aêalfi anafray\nama di tgeldunt, ama di Ëmed ne$ di sin $ef tikkelt ; acku, Ëmed\nmaççi d azru i yessumet, tageldunt da$en maççi d wayev i d-yersen\n$ef ufud-is. Ihi di tedmi-w : ulamek yeqqim Ëmed war aêalfi, lad$a s\ntvudacin n tgeldunt tileggw$anin, mi snunnucent, tnadint deg\nuqerru-s. D$a ahat d aêalfi-nni i t-yewwin di tnafa armi ur yuki ara s\nttaâqira mi d-teffe$. Ula d tageldunt, ahat da$en maççi d tugdi i pyeooan ur t-id-tessakwi ara di tallit yelhan. Maca, d tamu$li di Ëmed,\ni d-yeslulen deg-s aêalfi s-isettun ttaâqira, mi yenneclax akk-n $ef\nufud-is am llufan tessuzun yemma-s deg irebbi-s. Maca, ay-agi akw,\nur d-yeddi ara di tmacahup-agi, xas ulamma ahat (a p-nerr akw deg\nwahat) m’ara p-cehhun imangaven gar-asen, yettili usayes-agi\nanafray, ttadren-d fell-as. Ma ger warrac ne$ ger twacult akk-a $er yiri\nn lkanun ; ttazgalen-t ur t-id ttutlayen ara mavi. Acku $er-sen, s kra\nyella d aêalfi anafray ger wergaz yakw d tmeîîut, ne$ ger ileméi d\ntleméit d lâib, imi ula d tahuski n tmeîîut staâyaren a p-id-gelmen\nakk-n tella, am wakk-n d-nni$ di tazwara, slid mi d-qqaren :\ntepfeooio am tziri ne$ am yiîij.\nIhi d ay-agi akw i b$i$ a t-id-skecme$ $er tira n tmucuha, imi a\nnekkat ad-neffe$ si timawit $er tira. Lad$a timucuha : i wakk-n ad\nhwunt i tsutwin titrarin id-yemmalen, yessefk ad pwarunt s u$anib\natrar, n tullizin i deg ara yili ama d adiwenni, ama da$en d aglam ara\nd-yawin i lem$ri tugniwin n usmedyez. Acu kan, win ara yegren\niman-is deg way-agi ; yessefk ad yesâu aîas n usugen, ad yissin\nda$en tudert tamensayt ara yesken s tira-s i ime$ri meééiyen amiran\nyakw d win n yimmal. Acku, d$a m’ara d-ninni : Tazeqqa ne$\natemmu... d tugti di tsuta-yagi tamirant, ur ten-nessin ara.\nWamma nekwni s wat snat ne$ krav n tsutwin akk-a $er deffir, nesâa\nzzher nufa-d xersum d cwiî n tfenda-nnsen, ma d imeéyanen-agi n\ntura ne$ lad$a wid n yimmal, ur ten-pissinen ara mavi. Ihi yessefk\nweglam di tira n tmucuha ne$ di tira n tallit nne$ tamensayt s umata.\nDa$en ula d adiwenni $ur-s azal di tira, di tedmi-w : d ay-n ara\nyesnernin tutlayt, ara yekksen cckal i yiles ama n wat imir-a, ne$ n\nwat yimmal. Acku di tutlayt nne$ tayalsit tamirant, mazal ur nessin\nara a nemyuîîaf adiwenni i deg ara d-nessenfali ay-n nesnezgim. D$a\ndi tamawt-iw : ula $er wat yizri, ur yegwit ara way-a, daymi ur t-nettaf\nara s waîas di tmucuha nne$.\nAcu kan, win ara yermin ad yesnerni adiwenni-agi di tmacahup,\nyessefk ad iger tamawt lqayen $er tmacahup ara yaru, i wakk-n ad\nyebnu deg-s adiwenni war ma yeffe$ i wevref n tamcahup yettaru.\nD$a si tama-w ma ur ccive$, d ay-agi i gi$, defre$ yal awal ne$ tallit\nwezzilen, rni$ fell-as ay-n wala$ iwulem ad yili ne$ ad yi$wzif, ma d\nadiwenni ara te$rem ama ger Ëmed yakw d gma-s, ne$ ger tgeldunt\nyakw d Ëmed ne$ lad$a di tagara, d adiwenni yella ger ugellid yakw d\nUla d aglam, $ef way-n yellan i xelfe$ asugen-iw, ama d tallit yakw d\ntwennaî i deg yevra usayes ; ne$ d isegbaren i t-yuraren ama d\ntahuski-nnsen, ama d ta$ara n usenfali-nnsen.\nIhi, di tedyant n tmacahup-agi, ur yelli way-n i s-kkse$ ne$ i s-rni$\n$ef wamek i p-ssne$. Acu kan, rmi$ a s-fke$ tahuski n wawal,\ntahhuski n tira am wakk-n i s-êulfa$ d wakk-n wala$ ad telehu i\nime$ri ara s-iêalfin am wakk-n is-êulfa$, lad$a mi p-ttaru$.\nLêaûun ma d ayen yelhan i s-rni$, a rrbe ê a tafat, imi d aya kan i\npnadi$. Ma d mgal, a yi-surfen ime$riyen. Acku win ur nessexser\nkra, d win ur nga kra.\nTamacahut n Ḥmed n ugellid.pdf (PDF, 2.1 Mo)\nFichier PDF Tamacahut n Ḥmed n ugellid.pdf\nyernu nnsen tgelda netta yiwen ttaaqira irebbi yenna macci tallit yella umata agellid ugellid yellan\nCe fichier a été mis en ligne par un utilisateur du site. Identifiant unique du document: 00261508.