one give answerfor get better keep repeating like eventually hold meaning even though words completely hollow ive finally stopped asking ive stopped asking lot things regurgitate pain continuously getting harder swallow back down i am done im done reaching people stifle words done trying show people care constantly slip minds done struggles diminished theres always someone worse you how statement help put anything perspective needing grateful worse lot people would okay comfortable thinking people worse me empathize them well done struggling day day even basic human interactions even family ive known whole life done keeping strong facade navigating bullshit done told im cared ultimately always end alone hurt done trying done never progressing fucking done going therapy trying get medications pushed me done mental physical pain constantly done watching people love life patience worn me done so tired done think im going bother write redflag notes words seem hold meaning think want twist want see it finally know method use know it pretty good idea when people claim see coming even though feels like ive waving around giant lit sign screaming anyone fucking notice me im already invisible might well make concrete wish inner peace hope end better me cant live life anymore