redflag hotlines even want meive got friends family care me ive disowned parents grandparents im gay theyd abuse badly physically mentally emotionally cant handle more brain fucking broken know deal shit im barely s future already limited either minimum wage slave working  hours week  hours pay redflag university  miles away home family were getting funding cut school rent utilities told absolutely warning need find job now that family going come get me ive looking job ive literally applied everywhere shithole little town even follow calls keep getting jerked around long find job start working get evicted apartment ive done everything can ive sold shit a ds games tv computer hard drives toys ive applied and denied government assistance ive begged family nonstop take back none worked top that ive got singular person gives shit me even then were thousand miles apart ive got friends locally family cares more ive got prospects job car bike cant leave heres best part even start job right fucking now im going enough pay rent time late fees keep adding up theres single thing do top that ill stuck rest shitty miserable life able afford pay tuition shit financial support still need repay student loans im taking  credits fall cant take  credits fall unless im working like  hours week cant find job hire all redflag hotlines even want talk me got put hold three just today hung me  minutes wait time each im even worth trouble fucking strangers probably paid kinda shit so fucking see ya im done cant shit more im sick wanted im sorry sir whos going left alone giant disappointment people love anything new me fact really one thing ive consistently good whole life im going go attempt hang belt probably fail that too bye reddit