life ilussion lost hopepower feeds soul us within reach desolation loneliness powerlessness lacking dissociation dissatisfaction posseses body times might feel bad darkness void us fallen even deeper pit bodies husked horns death rejection abuse lies hate sometimes breakers always why cant make someone care why darkness chose me am worth anything life bring us pain made clear hope distant dream locked behind doors key amount sacrifice amount mourning amount forgiveness predisposition suffering help find it brokens resolve thin foundation reality many us escape it others stand laugh pain destiny favored you ones loved most pangs reality crush heart mind would one one future would luxury would spec hope suffering would be lies hate disappointment tears punishment void noore laughing pain frowning upon me death fresh death pure death greets never abandons death lie feel life steals cheats lies corrupts tortures pain life less life peace