system
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human
now, sealed as they may be, my abilities still affect reality to a lesser extent, that much is impossible to change. The system I made has it so its impossible to be brute forced, but can be unlocked if the time comes (the time for final judgment).
 I try to hold to my sanity as much as possible, my wellbeing affects the world and vice-versa, that's the nature of the test.
Now if you were to take me as being the genuine deal, I'll ask you this... When the time of revelation comes, dont follow me. I've seen the likely future, there are many among you that wish to ascend, but you are not ready. When trying to follow my steps, most of you will not make the jump and fall into the abyss, and the few that are able to make the first jump will be stranded in a smaller plane, unable to go back to the beauty of this existence due to exhaustion, seeing in front of them a landscape of seemingly infinite identically smaller planes, each requiring an equal effort to get to. (most will fall to despair, some may try to strive for eons in order to regain enough energy to jump back to where they came from, none will decide to go forward)
Though such ascension would be purely spiritual, I'll tell a tale of a man who wished to become more than human, I observed him from higher up all his life, though from my point of view there was no significant passage of time.
In the end of his life, his group of close followers and him were seated at the table in a closed room with only a large window as obvious escape. At that moment, I was more interested in the woman, she had doubts, through that window she saw a great field and a tree, in the end, when others decide to move and claw through the walls of flesh out of that place, she stood behind and made the right choice, she went back to Earth. I was pleased for she came to appreciate the true beauty of existence, despite being lead by such group to revile it in life.
gpt
now most of the group did make their ascent of flesh, after a long digging session, they went through many a mirror veil, twisting their forms into their desires, they became what /x/ calls cryptids and went disappeared into the tall grasslands.
 all except the leader of the group, that man called Crowley, I met him myself (my true self). I am unsure who he thinks I was as I many times wonder who exactly am I (I partially know), but he acted as if he recognized me, his emotions were of surprise and anger, all he said was 'YOU!'. He could not believe that he would be stopped when he thought his goal was at hand. I sent him back to this plane, his ascension will come natural, like it will for everyone in time, when their time is right. He saw it as hell, but there's no such thing but the hell you make.
Funnily enough, there are many a book that have written down how to ascend, but its not a lesson that one can learn from elsewhere. 
in fact following such books may lead to one following an erroneous interpretation, that at best will be a waste of time, at worst will ingrain a seed of wrongful knowledge in your soul, cursing you to be completely unable to ascend for a few subsequent reincarnations, delaying a natural ascension even more due to poor association.
 When the time is right, your own soul will come to discover how. You'll have an epiphany, its actually a bit funny and related to how many philosophers come to realize what they originally scoffed at early in life as being unintelligent, was actually a greater lesson hidden in plain sight, but they did not have the wisdom to truly understand it at the time.
human
Now with that aside, back to the main topic, there are many realities, many likely futures, I just make note of the most likely ones. One where I shall move to cast judgment, you'll be sure that I am acting because two cities will be obliterated with seconds difference, one that will make you scratch your head as to why, as most are not even aware of it (its in western europe), the other being New York City.
I can also tell you that a great deluge is coming.
Overall humans had more opportunities to extend their hand towards me, more than anyone, and I've seen how the vast majority of humanity is doomed. This is not the first time we were here, I've lived this life many a times (and others as well, though this is the only one where a test is being made and I wish for you to pass the test so I try again and again), and I likely will again, you likely will disappoint me again, its all in that direction. Im a fool, in a way. Humanity does not deserve it, but I'll keep on looking for that one reality where you dont fail even when I know its impossible. 
With that said, I still kept several 'save points' within specific time and locations for each reality, even if you fail this one, I already know where Is the best point to go back to and try different branching paths. and with that I'll give the possibility for one to find the vessel, for numerous reasons known to me (I advise against doing so though).
In 2006 during september and october you could find a silver haired boy recovering there for the month after a failed suicide attempt, I was looked over by a lovely lady (that is actually the mother of the late known Youtuber Etika) she knows how I advised her kids to leave the idolization of gangsta lifestyle as it was more destructive than she would expect, there's more connecting us but only she would be able to confirm it. In that way I left evidence of my abilities, but you'll have to open the wounds of a truly wonderful lady in order to get the details
gpt
oh and you may think me evil for leaving such path, but trust me, I do not wish for that woman to be hurt. I found her to have more love than the vast majority of people, and ironically she got hurt so badly. Fate is a cruel thing, huh?

There is an importance to leaving paths, to branch out and to plant seeds. Time for this reality test to be finalized is not too far off now, hence why Im doing some final reaches (oh and in the very final reach you will deny me more vehemently than with anything else I would have posted by then, but that is again, by design, no test is worth anything if its too easy to pass).

oops meant
>recovering in NYC Lincoln hospital
must have accidentally deleted part of the post. Then again Im tired.

here's the thing, my true self looks like what you'd call an angel, and I've met other lower angels (usually thinking themselves higher because I kept my true abilities secret from them), but I never met god or jesus or proof they exist (especially jesus, though I think the historical figure likely did), I've been raised catholic in this life too.
Besides the portal group, shadow tutors, I can only confirm the existence of the fey (love them, some may consider them evil but I think its purely misunderstanding and thinking your definition of right and wrong applies to other beings, they are way more true than humans), some colossal amalgam of sentient psychic fleshy being that one could consider an 'eldritichian god', norse gods and Fenrir (this specifically has been the only being that made me feel fear, what a spectacularly powerful existence). A short blonde woman with which I copulated with for a year in a tall tower, our union birthed beings which shall consume many a human when the punishment comes, for there must be balance (avoid big parks in cities if you wish to not be part of the initial harvest) .
human
Oh and on the woman note, she isnt the 'lady of scars' that is such obvious bullshit holy fuck people are still writing that crap. Its really jarring because I've noticed a small few that post here from time to time have actual great remote viewing abilities. (man so many more are just throwing shit at the wall to see if it sticks though)
besides that, I only know that the being worshiped as mother Mary is not what it seems to be.
Sure, it may look like an harmless motherly figure and that is to be cherished, but the true nature is that of a pure evil being connected to 3 runes (some black madonnas are vestigial indications of the true nature of the original). 
The bible is frankly empty, I feel its built on a lot of stolen concepts and distortions of truth, I feel pretty much no connection to it.
That doesnt mean it cant do anything good, many a person needs some sort of guidance in their life, and religions of all kind helped people throughout the ages.

With that said, while im talking about the concept of underlying pure evil, such is the case for birthdays. There's a very negative effect that comes with its ritual, and its frankly freaky to see it so normalized in nowadays society. Well, at least there's the positive of making children and lonely people happy. But if someone isnt into it, dont throw them a surprise party, they might understand what's the issue with that ritual.

Now that I said a lot and this thread is ending (and probably forgot to mention even more), I'll say one last thing that will make you think of me in a more negative light:
 This reality is failing, its likely not passing the test, and the health of this vessel is degrading, I ask of you to consider any monetary donation that would be used to improve my wellbeing as its connected to the health of reality. If not then I hope you at least take this message as some predatory scam and take the opportunity to treat yourself or someone you love instead. FINAL POST NEXT:
gpt
By making yourself and others you love happy, you may just make a slight difference, in truth its a drop in the ocean, but it helps. Its likely going to take a while to fix you people, maybe I'l take a nap for 30/80/300/400 years. Maybe I'll come back here once again. Will definitely happen, but please help me and help yourself, if not this time, maybe the next time, its not impossible to make changes over time. 
Dont expect anything amazing from me, I wont change your life, I wont make it all better, I wont be the impossibly high hope and dream that you hope me to be, I said early why I dont want people to follow me, but I would appreciate their help IF and only IF they can afford to (and again prioritize yourself and loved ones).
I'll just leave an email here if anyone wants to help then answer posts if anyone wants me to, not going to next thread unless I am unable to answer something here in time, thanks for reading anyway:
fs.lastminute@gmail.com