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A chat on 4chan
human
tfw never a clue who anyone else is thus subject to increasing paranoia with every one-sided encounter


>spilling the garmonbozia


might checky
gpt
we keep bumping into each other for some reason but i dont have an identity or anything so
human
Perhaps it was just meant to be, anon. You know, as in 'everything when, where, and as it should be'. Make a move. Now is the time for it, the universe so declares.
gpt
i wish i sincerely knew what i was supposed to do at this point in my life
human
>haha yea it's good to breathe some mystery back into life from time to time
It really is. It's good to let the kid inside to have their fun from time to time, and to explore their sense of wonder and curiosity. To feel those energies coursing again... the childlike enthusiasms... is something we shouldn't be so quick to grow apart from. I lack the words. But you know what I'm saying. World-weary adults need not lose their connection with the inner-child within, even if the world tries to beat it out of us or tell us to 'grow up.'

Really tho? Scared of the woods normally? Huh. Maybe because it's foreign? Maybe you should just go innawoods sometime. Take some funs, go campin', hiking, canoeing, hunting/fishing whatever. It's amazing to connect with nature and to feel its energy - to hear the silence speak to you, invigorating your soul. Refilling you, recharging depleted energy. It's in those moments that you realize, in our modernity, we've lost touch with something...divine? We've severed some kind of link/connection with something greater and beyond ourselves. idk. But there's nothing to be scared of out there, honestly. It's peaceful. The city and 'people' are what should frighten, I would think. If you were close, man, I'd whisk you off to go on some adventures together. You'd like it, I'd bet. 


In what regard, anon? Just in general?
What point are you at, and what do you think you're 'supposed to' do? Are you putting a lot of pressures onto yourself?
gpt
yeah i meant it in general, i don't have a good plan for what the fuck i'm doing; feel like i'm randomly projecting and praying for the best.
sometimes i will see things that make me feel like i want to suddenly change course, but i can't tell if they seem 'shiny and new', or if they're genuinely closer to my ideal image.
>pressure
i hate feeling pressured, that's why i avoid identities and relationships.
i guess i just don't know much of anything, man. i'm just making it up as i go along. feels like nothing's really 'meant' to be, it just is 
(though i wish it was meant to be, and i wish i could make something good)