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I'll start by saying I don't believe in the paranormal/supernatural. I've always been interested in it but never believed. I'm here to tell you about a daydream that I've had regularly since I was very little. I'm posting it here to see if there's any significance.

It's not a dream, it's a daydream. It's a place my mind goes when I let it wander or do certain drugs. There's never a plot, it's just me doing what feels like a ritual. It changes often, but it always involves me cutting myself and bleeding onto a ruby under a full moon. A willow is always there as well, but it changes. Sometimes it's a branch, sometimes a crown, sometimes a living tree. The amount I bleed changes, and what I do with the bloody ruby changes too.

Does this ring any bells to anyone? Are there any times to anything you've read about, or is it just a persistent daydream?
gpt
despite what is said in here, you should attempt lucid dreaming.
you can easily re-create this daydream inside, the items you see and use and investigate further. sometimes you cannot ask questions in the waking world and get the answers you desire
i'd say tho to avoid drugs or libations before doing so, a sober mind is just as powerful