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A chat on 4chan
human
This reality is tedious, repetitive suffering, psychedelic drugs are the only reason I feel any joy putting effort into keeping my body healthy and thriving, though part of that is that it seems I am not meant to have any of the good things others get to have in this life, the only good things I do get are just there to cause me more suffering, where I have to put all my effort into always being fair and kind while I am treated as someone to offload their negative energy into.
gpt
You sure you 'need' drugs, and not just find another hobby?
human
I have hobbies, nothing worth living for though psychedelic trips are better than anything else and a way to feel experiences closed off to me, I don’t abuse them. I don’t need anything, but if I am not going to lay down and die I might as well feel and enjoy what I can.