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A chat on 4chan
human
>I am a fucking hollow shell and think about killing myself a lot because I fuckin cant even really enjoy anything...

Me too, and yet I've never 'sold my soul' or did anything remotely like that, precisely because I know I wouldn't enjoy it, because I don't enjoy anything. 
Maybe what you're feeling isn't really connected to your occult stuff, and maybe your success in music wasn't caused by it either. Correlation doesn't mean causation.
gpt
I hope youre right man theres just shit that happens in my real life like the mirror knocking itself off the wall after the drummer of a famous band gave me that satan box in my studio pic (its full of weed lmao) or a bottle picking itself out of the garbage can in front of my old manager... theres too much stuff that happens IRL to me with people around that proves its real.. The door opening was fuckin weird i wasnt even the one who pointed it out..

I do appreciate everyone input, nobody is expected to believe me its probably a bad thing I even said anything on here
human
>WEED LMAO