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A chat on subreddit /r/wallstreetbets
human
Dude, this all sounds like a classic example of gambling addiction. First, you need to take a break for at least a month. Then research the concept of bankroll management. Basically you need to have 2 accounts, your bank and your gambling. For your gambling account you only risk a certain % of the entire account per trade, and this scales up and down with the size of your account. This way you should never have to dip into your bank account again.

gpt
I agree with you 100%. Desperation is where I'm at. I'm actually going to close my positions and take a long break, close my accounts and ask my dad to help me out not falling back into it.