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Isn't spirituality, religion, meditation, etc. just a bunch of distracting crap? I like this stuff, myself, but I can't escape the nagging feeling that if I had a good life, I'd lose interest in spiritual matters. 
As it stands, my life is pretty crappy, and I seek comfort in worlds beyond this one, planes beyond the material. I get satisfaction and strength from prayer, meditation, and Christian theology, and in the past I've found comfort in Buddhist teachings, among others. I can't overstate how much this shit has helped me over the years. However, I am now pretty sure it's just a way to distract from poor financial situations. 
If I had a good life (ie. money and status), I would naturally be happy and not have to create happiness synthetically through spiritual work. Obviously, having done this work, I realize there is value in it, but it sure seems like crap compared to what the guys I went to high school with, who actually succeeded, have. 
I'm told I should be more positive about things and not let being broke all the time get to me, and yeah, that would be great, but it's really hard to take spirituality seriously when money is demonstrated time and again to be what matters, and there's no replacement for an actual good life.
gpt
You seem to be in good spirits.

spirit, the habitual manner in which one uses their mind.

Go with the spirit of god.