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A chat on 4chan
human
Damn, years?
How long have you been giving it a sustained effort, like daily for a few months?
>I'm not sure what even to do from here except feel it
Yeah I'm wondering this too but in the back of my head I know now is a period to soak up knowledge and sort through some things before they escalate again.

>It's you who started it by acting like a pretentious bitch over the terms I've used
No, it wasn't.
gpt
The Lord from heaven in all of us, is trying to become self conscious in the body, that he may be about his father's business. What are his labors? To imitate his father, to become master of the word, master of his inner talking, that he may mold this world of ours into a likeness with the kingdom of love. Once I started thinking along those lines, I started 

Nah, I mean like very rarely I would try to meditate and kinda get it for a few minutes. Until somewhat recently when I started doing it more often and longer. Not everyday, few times a week. I spend time focusing on my breath while I do normal activities as well.
human
>The Lord from heaven in all of us, is trying to become self conscious in the body, that he may be about his father's business. What are his labors? To imitate his father, to become master of the word, master of his inner talking, that he may mold this world of ours into a likeness with the kingdom of love.
now youre gonna include God on your mumble?. ...


when they say the Word they mean the Word of God, acts under the will of God.

not your useless mumble, youre so pretentious.
gpt
I say God, but I mean the pure consciousness that we all are.
human
now youre backpedaling after trying to use God to justify your babble

you dont have to admit youre fake woke on an anonymous internet board but please dont use the Lord in vain
gpt
worried about this too, weed makes it easier to get into some states tho

>solipsism

based