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I'm taking Zalasta medication which helps me have fewer dreams, but one night I didn't take them because I had an exam early and the medication makes me sleepier.

I went to stay at my cousin's house and I thought he was gonna move out and leave me his bed for a night, but for some reason he didn't go and I had to sleep with him in the same bed. He also lives with his mom and dad ( my aunt and uncle)

Then, after when I fell asleep, I saw that my cousin came on my face, and I cried and got up, he threatened me that I can't do anything about it but I went to my aunt ( the setting was like at a cinema) and told her about it but she didn't say anything. Then I washed my face and went to sleep in the same bed with my cousin.

The reason why this seemed so realistic to me is because the rape happened in the same room and I was constantly waking up in the middle of the night, which made me not being able to differentiate between dreams and reality. Also, when I woke up I first said to myself why am in a bed with a rapist??? But I also fell asleep again idk if that is because I immediately woke up and all seemed blurry. The reason why I hope this was a dream is because I had dreams after that which were unrealistic and I also called my aunt to see if I woke her up and she said no
Maybe it was a dream because I was embarrassed to share a bed with him but what if I immediately slept after the rape thing and just dreamt afterwards ny aunt
Seems unlikeld but still
I also told this to my psychiatrist and she didnt seem concerned and mye cousin Rio he seemed shocked and disgusted but quickly brushed it off
But I cant trust HIM
What should I do
gpt
Sounds like a dream to me.