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human
this has nothing to do with delusion. deluding yourself is knowing that you are acting out a lie, reinforcing the 'reality' behind the facade.
you think you have great faith?
surrender. surrender yourself to faith in the fulfillment of your wish. KNOW it is done. 
>losing faith
then you never had it in the first place
gpt
maybe you're right on the first part, i dont know.
i realized about a year ago that reality was ultimately shaped by nothing but beliefs, so few months ago i decided to go along with it and select out whatever beliefs would not make me a genetic dead end and believe in them, true or not.
i call this 'deluding myself', and afaik it works pretty good.
it almost feels great to know that i willingfully bow down to whatever i may choose to believe.
>then you never had it in the first place
fuck you for this one, i actually take pride into having a Faith of iron into Christ.
lately due to reading Neville i see Christ as my desire.
so by bowing down to Christ id consider it bowing down to my desire being fulfilled too.
human
You submit yourself to Christ, meaning you yourself are a low being looking up to Christ. The point of Neville is to understand YOU are God, not a subject to the will of God, your craetive imagination IS God.
You cannot both believe you are a lowly human groveling to a messiah and a creative force at the same time.
gpt
I don't believe Neville is correct though. I'm paraphrasing now, but I believe Jesus said that through faith people could perform miracles like He did. The problem is that humanity's faith has diminished so severely that most people will never believe themselves capable of anything close to a miracle. To me, LoA is about rekindling ones faith to the point of doing what would seem impossible.
human
Stop spreading bad info.
gpt
I'm not though.