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Last night I had a moment where I was laying in bed, and I was thinking a lot about my insecurities. I pictured myself as an inner child. 

It was cold, I saw myself and I was like 12. I remember that baby face. Those scared and shy and timid eyes. So afraid of the world and grown ups and of people bigger than me and women and all that shit. And in my head I heard someone say “pick him up off the ground,” 

So I knelt down beside me. There I was, my 12 year old child self, scared and naive and terribly innocent. My true self. Who I have been all along. But also so full of passion and dreams and so much fucking talent. So much potential. And then my grown up now self. The man who has to navigate that fucked up world independently, still carrying the scared child inside of myself. 

And I looked into my younger self, into his eyes, and I took his and and said, “I think we can do it together,” and I told him I believed in him. And he smiled. 

And my whole body just started vibrating man. I got so hot and over whelmed and I started crying. It felt so good and powerful and sad. 

I don’t know what happened, but I think I just re connected with my spirit after a long period of pain and plights. 

What does this mean? Am I over thinking what happened? I want to know what that was
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Sorry guys, can anyone give me a reading based on this one?