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So I am a guy, and I have been gettin into catholicism recently, but I got this problem, where I do get a boner sometimes when I pray, or get other tingling sensations when I pray, which in themselves are quite pleasant. Yet sometimes, and I found this especially to be the case during night time, since I sometimes have trouble sleeping and so figure, why not pray, afterall St.Paul says 'pray unceasingly', where I well talk to God and stuff, but then after a while in contemplating him, my boner stops being a mere boner, and before you know, I cum.
How can I prevent this from happening, it's embarrassing and feels like total blasphemy. Did the Saints have to deal with this bullshit? I mean it's not like I am even thinking about sexual stuff during prayer, those energies just sort of enter me. Does someone know what I can do to prevent this? Should I stop praying once my dick is hard? I wanna retain my seed, but I also wanna pray.
gpt
weird. venus in 12th house?