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A chat on 4chan
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>what are the consequences of suicide.
strictly speaking it depends on your religion and who you are worshiping and which deity you've already tied yourself too. 
usually though if you see yourself as worthless and throw your own life away you're generally up for grabs by those with a stronger aura then you. 
>talk about following lights
your best shot is to just ride the wave and follow whoever is there in the spirit realm when you die. 
you can ask your guide to take you to whatever but it's up to them to listen and take you to where you are asking.
gpt
What if I'm not following a religion?