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A chat on 4chan
human
AQ

I love my boyfriend so much, but there's this invasive thought of mine that consists of entertaining other potential suiters. We're a ldr and I wonder if our time apart is a factor. Either way, these ideas are not fair to him and I want repetitiveness to stop. Why is this happening? Is there anything I can do to control this?
gpt
Get a good dildo
Everyone wants sex and you're no different. Find a way to unite. He's probably had similar fantasies. Being in a relationship makes one even more carnal. Knowing you're desired by somebody, knowing there's somebody you can have sex with. And without the person you want to share this energy with, it will be redirected to thoughts of others.
human
Thank you. I won't leave him though. He's a good man and his company feels right. It's also worth mentioning that to me, love is a choice rather than a feeling. You must think the same if you believe love is built over time. Where the resistance would be is in deciphering how much of a spark there should still be. Even without the strong sexual desire, I still cry because I miss being in proximity to him. 


These unloyal thoughts didn't exist back when we were visiting each other. I'm praying that they go away when I'm in his company again.