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> as a male I can't dress up or a feminine haircut or do makeup without invoking disgust from others
This is just false. there are people that dislike that, and some people that love it. Even women like it. Justin Bieber was very feminine and popular. Many of the younger heartthrobs have feminine elements. Even going full trap can lead to success. It just takes a lot of effort
>nor can I do it without feeling gross about my own body
That's in your control, because those are YOUR feelings. Try crossdressing as a joke and see if you like it. Pretend you lost a bet

You want to feel good in your own body
>I'm not fat but I could be in better shape
You already know where to start, go exercise
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>grooming
Kitten that's disgusting and degenerate. But mostly what do you charge for services?