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A chat on subreddit /r/NoStupidQuestions
human
I shake kinda bad if I can't get it but I wouldn't buy it illegally especially in another country. I've thought about quitting but I'm not sure where to start

Just kinda feels like not much to look forward to anymore and it makes me feel not so shitty I guess
gpt
If you have physiological symptoms when not drinking, that is an issue.

I strongly suggest discussing it with a medical professional. The fact that you still have self control means that you should address drinking now, rather than later when things deteriorate and you have less ability, both physical and mental, to do anything about it.