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human
Hi /x/ Happy New Years!

I'm doing the same thing I do every night, getting drunk alone.

>Why? It's bad... etc..

It's the only method of falling asleep that allows me to skip hypnaogia; my feet are sweating with anxiety typing it.

Essentially, this 'thing' comes to me as I'm falling asleep and pain ensues.

How to banish this thing?
gpt
It's you. You can either defeat you or ally with you. See you as an opponent and you as a competitor. Would it be more beneficial to be friends or foe? Don't be shy
human

it's not me, more likely a ptsd thing, but it's been a long evolving thing
gpt
I've been sober and still dealt with this. Months sober and still this happens. 

I am fairly certain  ( sorry I forgot a pic here ) it's a PTSD thing I can't get over.

>Being dead tired and having to force yourself awake from this sucks.