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Look into Secret of the Golden Flower (golden flower meditation). Thomas Cleary translation. It is an old text on internal alchemy, a taoist process of transcending ordinary conscious awareness and developing 'primal consciousness'. It is remarkably like esoteric Christianity in that you kill off the old self and have a kind of rebirth. It is experiential--you do it, not just think about it. The only downside is there is some jargon or terms like 'inner court' that referred to parts of the body or energetic centers. The Cleary translation has some definitions in the back, and there is also a website dedicated to the Golden Flower.
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