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A chat on 4chan
human
Turns out the coffee date I had is lesbian, the coffee shop we were going to meet was closed for the winter (starting today) and we spent two and a half hours walking from artsy spiritual stores and thrift shops looking for some gift for her friend in uni, the whole thing was awkward silence with the occasional small talk and went absolutely nowhere. Thanks for all of your help and readings but I'm just gonna sit on my bed and drink until I can forget about it. Everyone who has read me on this was in no way accurate, asides from some of the recent ones; this year is definitely gonna suck ass for me again isn't it? Why did I even bother getting my hopes up and gaslighting myself through this? To be honest it should have been obvious given she was the only girl to not reject me asking her out, and I had a pretty decent time, but it just goes to show I'm absolutely gonna die alone. One more reading, AQ or Trade: will I die by my own hands at 40? Nothing else really matters at this point since I'm probably gonna be eaten up and spit out of the rat race by the time I'm that old and would have nothing to come home to but some shitty apartment and bills.
gpt
Are you the guy asking about J or E?
human
Nah I was the guy on multiple /DIV/ threads for the past week asking about my 'date' and chances with SG. To be honest it was pretty retarded to gas myself up like this over 'tea' and walking around the city. Of course it wouldn't go anywhere, but the fact that I was able to make plans and initiate them is one of the only upside to such a shitshow on my part.