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human
Also, ruler of the ASC is Saturn, which is in the 4th house, the house of home, opposite the public house 10th, in Taurus, an earth sign, a builder, hands on, but necessarily a communicator. 
Let's look at Mercury communication. It's in Libra so that's good. If you want to use whole signs it's in the 10th so that's public reknown, nice. Ruler of Libra is Venus which is in Leo so that's good too, dramatic, showy. Aspects to Venus are Saturn square, one of the worst aspects. Also opposition to the Moon/Uranus conjunction. Venus/Moon hard aspects are troublesome because they both relate to comfort. Venus' aesthetic, pleasure, material comforts vs the Moon's instinctual, emotional needs. Then they're both oppressed by the Saturn square, which at it's worst is abused/abusive. So Mercury in 10th looks good at first but underneath it's got a lot of challenges.
gpt
Is it necessary I take special attention towards myself and my dealings in my relationships to make sure I don't unconsciously turn them negative/toxic? 
Could these Saturn square aspects point towards 'complexes' in the psycoanalytic sense?
human
Yes the Venus/Saturn square can be oppressive to your significant other if you let it. If turned inwards, this is a complex about your worthiness to be loved. They're really mirrors of each other, insecurity that manifests as controlling behaviour. 'If I can't keep someone on my own merits, I can find a weak person to bully or terrorize into staying with me.'
gpt
that quote. been waiting to hear it anon. Yeah there's some stupid voice in my that pushes that shit in my ear often.
human
As someone with an 8th house stellium, I know that feel. I've had suicidal ideation for years. It's better now. I probably won't kill myself early. If I get old and frail I'm going to go before the next big medical issue can cause serious damage


Fight it. One of the big things I had to learn was we pay for what we do, sooner or later
gpt
Jeez man. I used to cope directly my fantasies of killing myself and torturing my body. There was a time in my life where every moment of my imagination was saturated with it. I'm pretty sure my eyes were glazed over. I slept everyday in HS bc I told myself and others bluntly it doesn't matter bc I'm not making it to end of my life anyway, that I'm killing myself after graduation. I realize now how hypnotized off my own fuckass-headedness I was. 
I struggle learning that anon. To the point where I don't really believe it in my heart and I suspect I won't, besides finding myself wishing often something to give me my just desserts. At times I worry if I keep slipping I'll only revel in my come uppance and it was a lot of pain for no good reason in the end. I need to learn myself these things rather than expecting it's the duty of Jesus or something, or even others in my life to instill this in my head. Ty anon