system
A chat on 4chan
human
I am more fearful that I will not accomplish everything I have set out to do in this lifetime. The idea of death as it applies to myself isn't scary to me, but the idea of those I love dying before I do genuinely scares me. I often think about how my fragile schizophrenic brain will react once those closest to me have gone on to the vast either of the cosmos. More likely than not I will have to go into suicide watch for an extended period, but I doubt I will ever leave that state of wanting to die once they are gone
gpt
Including your parents dying of old age?