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Outside noises woke me up from this dream

> Be watching a gorgeous, early 20s redhead taking down decorations on a house. 
> She's all smiley and her supple, nude body is on display while she stretches on the ladder. 
> I am somehow in my room and she is under me. We are making out. 
> As I am awakened by noises, I feel energy entering or leaving my mouth. Perhaps it was her tongue, or her feeding on me. 

What was that /x/? The feeling was so real? Was I being fed upon or was she helping me? 

I have a succ I wrote a letter to over a year ago. In the letter I said I wanted a spiritual lover and a spiritual mentor to help me. I've made great strides in meditation, but still have more work to do. My biggest problem lately is that I no longer trust that my succ is responding to me instead of my own thoughts. I need to throw myself back into my chakra meditations. 

Sorry for the long post and thank you for any advice in advance.
gpt
Has anyone had this experience? Felt energy entering and leaving the body through the mouth or otherwise? I wish I wasn't awakened. I want to know where this was going. It could have been her tongue I was feeling also.