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Hello people around.

I've got an interesting concept today about 'Tulpas', or auto-influenced schizophrenia about generating imaginary people.

I have the feelings that it may be furthermore than just Tibetan Philosophy. What if the whole argument that we saw in Fight Club's deals, are the real situation of an adult human getting to its capability to understand the reality of the world around us.

I've seen how I can sadly control each human around myself, no matters who. Depending on the programmation to each situation I will be living.

It's about the free will I think I am living in, I see it each day of my life. Opening this website among some other ones. 

Craving for the last bit of human communication; in my case, I've decided to get away from each single living being. I could see how the foundation of people I knew as family became my slavers. My sister, brother, 'Father and Mother'. 
This happened since my life has been the complete point were you can realize that everybody around you is doing you wrong. Even, I accepted it no more than a few years ago. But what I've got the end up thinking, it's that they 4 are not even my real family. They are just the residual image that they can use to make me feel constant pain.

I will make this an extra dot about my families attributes: 'Mutual family shaming, familiar abuse, psychological, physical, and emotional abuse.' This very last part when it meant about myself, my sister has never been treated alike, nor to my brother.

But, I won't deny that this people are always yelling to a 1 year old kid. Whatever he does is wrong, they hardly even know how to do actions by themselves. 

I say this because they are not so old as you may think, I come from a Latinamerican Family in Costa Rica that had a kid at the age of 16. 

Do not get me wrong, I am not just throwing my feelings as If I was taking you all as analysts. I want you to help my better understand all the dots that I have gather.

Pt.1
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Sorry for some broken words, I've been trying just to write down and correct everything. Eventhough, it's the keyboard or as I think their capabilities against myself. 

Just imagine the case scenario were I am slave of what they taught it was a country named 'Costa Rica'.