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can anyone provide more an easy resource to research all my astrology shit so i can see if it is real and defines me as op claims
gpt
I used the book 'THE MESSAGE OF THE STARS' by Max Heindel for my first foray into reading my own stuff, supplemented by looking into different aspects individually to see what different people read into them. 

You go to any birth chart site to obtain that, making sure you get the time right etc doesn't matter for everything but some things are read completely different depending on the Sun rising. After that, write out all the aspects that fall into your chart and look into what they mean, make a document for yourself, and then, when you finish compiling, read the overall picture.

You could pay for one because they do some form of this too, and it saves you from some of the frontloading. If all you want to do is figure out whether or not it's real, just pay someone and see.