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human
I'm too content and my soul feels stagnant. I barely feel human. Positive emotions don't work so I've decided I need to go all out in the other direction. I've taken many psychadelics and tried forcing a bad trip, but it never seems to happen. I watched gore and conspiracy bullshit but nothing managed to crash me into the state the people around me appear to regularly experience.

Is something wrong with me or have I just not tried everything? How would you force a horrible nightmare state of consciousness? I'd like to avoid overdosing on benadryl if I can help it.
gpt
how can you be 'too content' if you're looking to torture yourself? are you a massochist or are you more like complacent and in a slump than satisfied and content?
human
I just want to experience what others do and I can't.
gpt
freedom is derivative of moral discipline. do you study?
human
I have no discipline whatsoever.
gpt
Hit the fucking gym bro and set a measurable goal. Then crush it. Run 10 miles. Put yourself in situations that require you to get stress and be afraid of failure. Find your stressor and expose yourself to it until you own it.