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human
This is where i then meet or become god/monad/idk? I see this oscillating pillar of 4d shapes and color. This pillar was the totally of everything, including me. Also to be noted, there was this warmth to this place that was bliss, it felt safe like being in your mothers arms as a baby.
I remember that i was experiencing everything( its hard to explain what i mean by everything but i mean it as literal as possible). I remember everything was oscillating. I was Fluctuating between knowing everything and knowing nothing, while at the same time going from being at peace with being this eternal thing and being in absolute terror of it.
I remember thinking this is what the after life is and that this is all there is to “it”
I was at this place/being this thing till time itself ended and then it went black and i was born. Like was birthed.

Theres a second part to this experience but ive gone on for awhile so ill hold off.
Yeah i just want to know what this all means sorry for the long post.
gpt
Nothing and everything are no different in terms of potentiality
Now start meditating and do it without drugs
human
i understand what you are saying but i dont understand what i experienced.
what was this presence i encountered?
what was the oscillation between ultimate peace and ultimate terror?
did i go through death?
is everything pointless and just a an expression of the universe?
is this what is achieved by ascending?