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human
Feels like the only people who can help me now are the 'enemies' who put me here.
They understand my current situation the best out of anyone and I'm afraid I've pissed them off beyond repair.
gpt
>pissed them off 
maybe that's why you see them as 'enemies'
what have 'you' done?
human
I've basically fought anyone I thought was messing with me here, which was almost everyone at one point or another.
And the only way you can fight here is with words, usually very mean ones, that lead to hurt feelings and then me getting banned which made me even angrier which led to more mean words... a vicious cycle of abuse.
I've done this in real life as well which lost me my job and all my friends and now I stand to lose my family because of it.
The people here know me better than anyone and probably don't even realize it.
gpt
are you saying you lost friends because of the words can be mean? 
either you talk shit or you lost nothing
human
I'm unnecessarily abrasive at times, probably due to being overly defensive, and it's definitely pushed friends away.
After a while I just stopped trying to even keep in touch with most people because I just assume they don't want to be around that kind of person.
I lash out at people here all the time because I feel like they target me, troll me, etc.
Most anons here are probably not actually doing that but it's hard for me to stop myself from getting irrationally angry about it all the time.
gpt
>irrationally angry about it all the time.
take a break man, really, just let people know what is that 'offended' you, let them know you realised your mistake, and move on
> i tell them when i'm 'stupid'