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human
>25
>f
>desperate, lost, confused
>lucid
>not vision
>not sleep paralysis
>ego
>A
I only remember the latter half of the dream. I was on a busy train station but I jumper off the platform and ran across several rail tracks for some reason that I don't remember, and got to the other side, which was basically a forest on a hill. I realized that I am dreaming and went into the forest, where I could see flying orbs. I could talk to those orbs by holding them with my palms but most of them were scared of me or looked disgusting (like an eyeball or some more complex body horror thing). I thought I could ask them for something, and holding one I said 'please help me I am so lonely', but it was just a scared little creature too.

The next day I found a pic very similar to what I saw 

Thank you!
gpt
You had the chance to change your life through a new opportunity, but right in the moment, you decide to give it up.

More opportunites will be left out, since it would take too much time till they arrive.

After that, you have no other options to face trouble that is coming for you. 

Right when you in this situation, there will be people who are facing the same issues as you.

Yet, even that you want to care for their issues as well, they don´t want to be helped. They fear that you are not a trustworthy person that would actually help. 

You want to be helped in this as well, but you can´t know if they are trustworthy.

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All in all, you didn´t take the chance for a new life. Since that, you have to face the coming trouble. People don´t know if they can trust you and you won´t know if you can trust them with your issues.