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A chat on 4chan
human
cannabis and psychedelics are barely comparable (although they are a little). I find cannabis more similar to a small amount of a dissociative. I've actually had far more horrendous experiences with cannabis than psychedelics - but I feel the likelihood of having a bad experience at all is probably higher with psychedelics. I had some degree of trauma from my psychedelic trips due to a lot of stuff they brought up, but several years on looking back they were the only trips that were worth doing. apart from a couple other particularly fun ones the rest was totally forgettable
gpt
Third reason is because i have this demon of a memory that follows me around everywhere and i don't want to return to that state where it pained me endlessly now that it has become a part of me. It has become a double-edged sword, but a sword still. 


I mean wasn't there some retarded bodybuilder who took ayahuasca and he lost his mind and started drinking his own piss? They are surely not for everyone but i feel like they are not for highly eccentric non-retards either, you'll come up with some theory that will make you insane.
human
So? It will be my opus magnum. The one thing that made me insane, big fucking deal. Nothing but a cosmic dust. But i had to do some psychedelics to come to this conclusion and it's not easy. Frens i hade a blast with psychedelics, good trip or the rare bad ones, some times i puke from alcohol. Things can be worse and i am keeping my sanity so far.