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human
After I saw how painfully my father died (who was both an atheist and a sinner) I feel I can no longer trust Him. My mom raised me a Christian but right now I fear that YHWH will hurt her too.
I am literally afraid of the being I used to pray to every night. I am afraid for my mother, for my gf, for my friends & acquaintances and even for the pigeons I feed in the park.
Praying to Jesus doesn't calm me in anyway. The Church treats Them as the same being.
I don't want me or my loved ones to end up as my father who died choking in his sleep.
gpt
Why do you think pain is always bad, unnecessary, or unhelpful?
human
OP here
your question is fucking retarded
if you saw what I saw you wouldn't be asking it