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human
i have taken it along with smoking slavia numerous times. in my opinion salvia was scarier. It is in fact a female archon temptress and stays with me till this day on some occasions.

I was obseesed with the Teachings on Don Jaun and Carlos castenada and took root of Datura. the first thing i can say is the onset feels like death and probably is very close to dying. My heart began to race and my throat became numb. at this point i began to pray to just get me through. vision tunneled and faded to black. I was lying in the forest alone and time just seemed to fade in and out to my pulse. which i was hearing. i felt like i had drunk a litre of vodka and felt extremely sick to my stomach. i recall trying to get myself to purge but nothing happened. i was lying on my side and then flipped onto my back as i had thought i was about to die. i recall being really sad that i had been so foolish. i saw my parents and loved ones and was overwhelemed with grief that i was on my way out. the tress were breathing in and out and the branches seemed to be reaching out to lift me up. i began to cry and felt extreme guilt and shame for the things i had done. At this point it was dark i could only see black. i heard whispers of 3 or four female voices. i all sounded like rubbish,but it felt soothing. i knew i was crying because its the only thing tangible i could feel. i also heard tons of rustling all around me. like the earth,leaves,roots,and debris were alive and trying to calm me down. whatthem felt like a whole day and night i finally puked. the vomit literally looked like a rainbow. i thought i had puked organs and blood etc. i rolled onto my back again. i then finally saw the black shadow . it was a female shape but exteremly tall and thin. At first i felt comforted,but then felt super scared all over again. this went on and on for a very pong time
gpt
sounds lit bro i wanna try it if castenada's descriptions r actually accurate
human
post was to long. so ill pick it up. Yes the books depictions are accurate. it is a very tough journey. It was like being scolded by a parent for all your wrong doings. Then comforted a bit by the earth, and then again when you feel comfort scolded again for good measure by the female. what i left out is after all the agony and what was sunset/night/midnite/to early morning is when i started hearing drums. when i closed my eyes they would get louder and the shadow danced around like a flame. It was all eyes closed visuals because i felt very sick and dizzy with my eyes open. Also i was very very tired of crying and worn out by how much liquid had fallen from my eyes. i just remember saying over and iver that i was truly sorry. i felt real repent. I would like to think i am a good person,but like anyone flawed and a person who sins. The early morning hours i just recall the sunrise looking like a Monet painting. i felt really dumb and naive at that point as well. I lost contact with the shadow at this point but just remember my inner voice saying that love and humility is the true strength of a person. And it could have been alot worse,but i guess i passed a test of some sort. never saw a wolf,but it is my spirt animal and 6 years later a iwas backpacking in yellowstone far off in the woods and a wolf followed my buddy and i for quite a while and then when we set up camp it started howling as soon as the sun went down. i def felt a connection and recalled all my DMT expereieneces,lsd,salvia,datura etc.