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human
>I quickly develop boredom
>get this fear that I'm going to unleash something sinister
being unable to enjoy and getting randomly paranoid (or remain in a paranoid state) are signs of schizophrenic. 
Just read up some sympthoms and you will see that some of them fits you.
It doesn't have to be very bad, maybe you just lag a good day night cyrcle, maybe you just took too much drugs, or you something else changed that fucked up your body balance (food?). 

First part is hard; be honest to yourself
most schizos try to build a bubble where everything with themself is fine and the problem is alwas the other. Gaslight makes this feeling stronger, and you might start to see manipulation everywhere. This is very bad because you will start to cut all realitonships to the people around you. Be honest to yourself, do not think all positive about yourself, nobody is perfect.

Second step; do not run immiditley to a doc.
Yes, the doc will tell you some sort of mentally illness and this might get you more paranoid. 
See it like this, when you have cancer and the doc tells you that, what do you do next? Correct, you get to antoher doc and see what he says. At least three docs and based on the results you make your next move. But this is not cancer, this is something with your mental state, so please go back to step one and be honest with yourself, see if you had a lag of sleep or you simple overdrugged yourself with idk weed(?)

step three; you are not Mr.Nobody
otherwise you wouldn't be here right now.
There are a shitton of larps on this board, all with the same focus, to fish for the schizo. Do not fall for the schizobait. You could say that those bait larps make you go derailed as fuck and you keep pushing it, believing it to be the ultimate true, forcing it onto every subject, ending it all with smoke screening the hell of actual ongoing truthseekers digging into the paranomal. This is why we see so many schizo in the paranomral field. Don't be a tool for them.
gpt
who is nobody
human
>I am nobody
you are nobody 
>we are nobody 
>no one is nobody
>idk some schizo shit