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human
It's simple. Embrace christopaganism. Let's explain it in human terms. 
If you want to eat a loaf of bread, you could possibly write to the president about it. He's a very powerful man, he has a lot of money and no law prevents him from sending you bread. Even if he obliges, just for publicity, he won't do it every day, it's simply not his job to do so. In the real world, if you want a loaf of bread, you go to the baker's and buy one. But you can always write to the president on matters of national importance or if you want to complain about the constitution. It's just a question of priorities.
gpt
That’s literally how I think of it honestly... but YHWH makes it very clear in the Bible that he doesn’t want his followers to worship other gods. I’m afraid of invoking his wrath or losing his protection but my mind is still drawn to other deities
human
>Thou shalt have no other gods before me
...so you can have other ones, as long as you consider them less important, not responsible for your creation, etc. And that's said by the Old Testament YHWH! I believe you're not jewish, so you probably worship NT God who's even more lenient.
gpt
'so you can have other ones, as long as you consider them less important'
this sort of loop-hole worship of god is one of the things jesus denounced. the obvious meaning of that commandment is that there is one true god, and not to worship the false one. 

jesus is not more lenient on this matter, where does he rescind this commandment? 

based on these 2 things, I think you are a pagan pretending to be Christian.