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It’s been 28 years of this and I’m getting tired man. I’ve been seeing what I assume are ghosts my entire life. They’re mostly in churches, graveyards that have a church, houses if someone died in there, even one was in my house after I got a painting from a garage sale. 

When I was like 3 years old in church I always thought it was normal that a black almost 3D-silhouette of a person randomly standing in the aisle since nobody acknowledged it. The first time. I thought it was a person. One time I went with a group, and as we all exited there was one being still there. I told my mom “Wait you forgot one!” and she said nobody was there. There wasn’t a ghost every time (or maybe I didn’t notice.) but I stopped going after my confirmation when I was 12 years old. After over ten years of not seeing them they came back last year. I bought a painting from a garage sale and was trying to clean the dust and yellow tobacco fog from it. All I saw was a quick shadow in the corner of my eye, then an INTENSE... negative feeling...over my shoulder. Maybe the painter died and didn’t want me touching it. Picture someone screaming directly into your ear but there’s no sound. I had to give up and frantically hid it in my garage because I was too scared to throw it out. What a shame because I was halfway done cleaning it. I wanted to paint the wooden frame white and hang it in my room. How do I get rid of being associated with ghosts?? Especially angry ones??
gpt
have you ever.. tried asking god to NOT let you see them?