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human
>asked to meditate on emptiness and break attachments
>i'm already dead and hollow inside and profoundly disconnected and i can meditate for hours without feeling distraction to no avail 

i just want to feel connected anons, meditation doesn't make me feel anything except brief and cheap warmth. i'm starting to think my inability to bear fruit from my efforts is like some sort of karmic punishment. to yearn for something always out of reach. it is a very sad and lonely emptiness, not one of connection and joy. my desires are supposed to lead me to nibbana (by seeing where craving emerges) but i have no cravings. i am anhedonic and utterly lost.
gpt
>dead and hollow inside and profoundly disconnected 
there was something wrong with how you meditate, the emptiness coming from meditation should make you feel liberate and bliss