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human
A year and a half ago I tried projecting, I almost did it, but my body had an allergic reaction and I broke out in hives because of it. It was like something/someone was stopping me from doing it.
Last night I worked up the confidence to try again, (What helped the confidence is that I get Benadryl if I end up failing, and breaking out in hives) I was able to have my body fall asleep while keeping myself awake. I was unable to project. My mind then wondered in and out of sleep, and my mind ended up sleeping less than half the night. My mind feels more well rested than usual. There was no dreams that I could recall. No allergic reaction.
Any advice?
gpt
I'm this anon

This time I kept my eyes still and I think it worked. The only problem is that once I AP'd I saw whatever this 'wall of eyes' thing is and immediately went back inside my body. So I projected for about 3 seconds total.
Can someone tell me how I should feel about the 'wall of eyes'? Here is a shitty but pretty accurate photoshop of what it looked like.
human
Oh cool, a new thread.
After seeing the wall of eyes a few days ago

I have been unable to progress towards APing. I have not had any dreams, nor have I been able to do the 'body asleep mind awake' trick.
Is this some kind of road block? If so, how do I get around it?
gpt
Are you afraid of what you saw? It's possible you're unconsciously blocking projecting/dreaming due to fear or something of that kind.
Have you tried meditating on the experience?
human
Yeah, it was pretty scary the way that the first thing that I saw was this creature. Every night since then I have hoped to not see the wall of eyes until at least I get my bearings on my surroundings. I will try meditating, thanks.