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Seriously, I'm not gaslighting. I'm a literalist otherkin. I have species-dysphoria. I don't have gender dysphoria for real, but I'd really rather be female than male.

As for the 'in heat' BS, I didn't want to be a sex object and I wasn't having fun. I wanted to bend to authority by proving I was willing to bend to sexuality. It was the only kind of scene people would plan out to me. I wanted roleplay to be more practiced theatre, less improv theatre.

As for me having any sexual presence at all... My parents treated asexuality as shocking dishonesty! Being gay by contrast didn't offend either of them. So I had to be gay, rather than asexual. I still didn't seek, want, or have very much offline sex, and the little I had proved to me that getting a blowjob had as much sensory power to me as having my finger sucked. Literally. I don't want my penis touched by anyone except MAYBE my husband, if he ever REALLY wants to. Which he doesn't, thank the Goddess.

I was never a white supremacist. I was a Discordian. I just didn't like sex. Hail Eris!

P.S.  What is the proper Erisian stance on apologies?