system
A chat on 4chan
human
I don't think I'm a sociopath, it's just that I didn't really grow up around that many people so other people were always a puzzle to me, like if I don't behave a certain way and meet their expectations they won't like me, but I didn't have the knowledge or experience to do that so rather than having things flow naturally it was always a contrived effort on my part to 'play the role'. Sometimes I would be able to get into a flow state while socializing and those moments were like a divine blessing to me. I think you can see it in pictures of me and Ashley and how much fun we had, but I could never figure out how to maintain that flow state. When my face falls off I become paralyzed with fear of negative judgment and everything just locks up and I freeze. It happened at the hospital and I started crying because things weren't flowing. What I would give to effortlessly slip into a persona and communicate with telepathy, to grease the wheels and never freeze up again, this demon has all but destroyed my life. I don't believe I'm a psychopath but you're free to think what you want,
gpt
Maybe autistic, schizotypal or just general lack of social skills... ?

Either way, take it from a telepath, you don't want to be telepathic.