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human
It truly is the worst. 
My trip that triggered it felt like it went on for eternity, and that my whole life was me making choices unconciously up until the moment the edible fuckin hit me and then I would be only concious to observe my own failure out of my body. Alot happened but the main thing that stuck with me was it feeling like experiencing infinity/nothing/forever, or just managing to comprehend it. I felt llike I lost my mind and ever since I've never felt the same. For the longest time i've been trying to get back to normal and now can't even remember what being normal feels like. The morning after, since waking up on my friends floor 3 years ago to me typing this now just feels like a bad dream.
gpt
Exactly this.