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Hello /x/ I turn to you because I'm tired and desperate. For over a year now, almost every night I'm harassed by something demonic. These are dreams, but not dreams, meaning I am awake, see my room and everything I experience feels very real.
In a typical episode, I go to sleep, and I don't notice when I fall asleep, but it starts immediately at that point. I still see the room as it is, when there's something playing on my tablet I see it like it is on that moment. Then an invisible presence tries to choke me. I can't see it, but I can sense it and its very presence causes a feeling of dread. It feels like an elephant sitting on my chest, and I can't move, and it's choking me.

When I try to speak, I usually try to pray or say lines like 'vade retro satana'. I manage to utter the first words normally, then it's like an invisible hand pressing on my mouth. I can't utter vowels anymore. It's like speaking with your hand thightly pressed against your mouth.

This has been going on forever. I am tired and fear going to sleep. It always happens once a night, and the episodes usually last an average of 50 minutes. I know because of my tablet, I have timed it many times. Sometimes it feels longer than that, sometimes it feels shorter, but it's always ~50 minutes. At that point I manage to struggle myself free and jolt up from the bed. Usually I'm freaking out and go smoke a cigarette. When I go to sleep afterwards it never harasses me anymore, it's always the first time going to sleep.
gpt
You're letting yourself get too scared :/ in my experience listening to music quietly while going to sleep can help the SP not happen in the first place, but my permanent hax is to just hold your breath when in the moment. Works to shock your body to life 99/100 times