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human
Unironic advice here. Fuck up your sleep schedule massively. Do whatever you can to get sleep paralysis, make sure you sleep laying faced to the ceiling. Often it's personally easier for me if I were to 'force myself to sleep,' as in trying to go to sleep when I'm not even remotely tired. But staying up wild amounts of time also helps. Eventually you'll start getting sleep paralysis, it'll start off as mild discomfort and slowly progress into authentic delusions. During this time period, you can start abstinating. Eventually your sex drive will really build up, so then you start having some really horny encounters during your delusional endeavors while paralyzed in your sleep.
gpt
I've considered trying stuff like this, especially for lucid dreaming. But I am too fucking terrified of sleep paralysis and sleep paralysis demons to ever go through with it.
human
It is genuinely frightening at first. You're in a state where you feel like you have logical thought processes, but in actuality you don't, and you instead are devoured by some instinctive fear that feels completely rationalized to you only until you 'wake up'. But do it enough times and even your instinctive mental process will start to change. Deep down you'll realize yourself that you've got out of it so many times before just fine, it's unlikely this time will be any different. Once you've hit that wall, it'll start to become a sort of comfort. It's an isolated experience that you feel nobody else can understand but you, and that'll bring some sense of intimacy with your sleep paralysis demon. For me, it's beyond a cope for loneliness, it's more like a realization for what I am in life and how I view it, if that makes any sense. It's so esoteric that it's become a highly personal experience for me, and something I look forward to every few nights or so.