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i posted this in another thread a few days ago but i want this threads' thoughts on it.

first i want to say i don't usually use /x/ bcos i think a lot of u are batshit crazy but i enjoyed this thread so i thought id give back to it. this is 1000% true and i just want to see everyone's thoughts on it because i don't understand it myself

>be me
>probably like 7 or 8 years old
>in bed trying to go to sleep
>i have this really weird feeling as i fall asleep. it almost feels as though im entering third person, or my brain and senses are moving around while im actually laying still. it's hard to explain
>i get out of bed, not knowing im still dreaming
>i walk down the hallway to the lounge to see my parents for whatever reason (i did this a lot when i was young)
>my parents aren't there and i saw their bedroom was empty when i walked past. i get worried knowing they aren't home, this isn't normal. the lounge is the same as i last saw it except the lights are off, and the tv is still on
>my parents are not on the couch; instead swallowing the couch is this small void probably 2 metres by 1 metre
>i hear some sort of weird music i can't recall
>all of a sudden i have flashbacks of different places i am familiar with. my school at the time, the middle of my town, etc 
>slowly the weird music fades away and so does my vision in the dream.
>i don't understand this part fully so i can't really explain it well.
>im still unconscious but it doesn't feel like im dreaming because it doesn't feel like im a being at all. everything is a dark void but i can still picture some white dots flying around in this void. for some reason it's terrifying watching these dots fly around, it's like i want them to fly in a specific pattern for some reason? but they're not and i feel terrified and my body feels in pain every time i see them fly out of control. i can't recall what pattern they were meant to be flying in but anyway, that's the best i can describe it 

1/?l
gpt
>i wake up properly from the dream now, i am completely wet from sweat and i run to the bathroom and vomit, extremely nauseous and dizzy
>barely able to stand up
>my mother wakes up and comes to check on me and i just explain that i must have eaten something bad or something
>after like 10 minutes i calm down and go to bed
>fall asleep pretty fast because i feel absolutely exhausted 
>fast forward a couple of months
>the same dream happens again, a few things to note however
>when falling asleep i feel the exact same feeling as last time and i recalled this at the time
>when i walked down to find my parents, i heard the weird music again and thought to myself 'wait i remember this music'
>there were far less flashbacks to locations from my past
>after i wake up the same shit happens. vomiting, extreme nausea, and feeling completely exhausted 
>fast forward to now
>i have had at least 20 instances of this dream occuring spaced out over the years. while 2 happened in that year i described, they are getting less common, last time i had one was last year

2/probably 3
human
>over the years i have kinda become more aware of these dreams and have taken note of differences between them and my thoughts on them. here they are
>the fake waking up and walking to the lounge to find my parents gone has stopped happening now, although every time it did happen, i always had the thought in the dream that i remember the music that was playing, however after waking up, i can't even remember a single part of the song
>over time the dream has been reduced to just the part in the void with the flying dots.
>on multiple occasions, i have felt myself slipping into this dream, but then been too scared to sleep. i then lose this feeling and don't have the dream.
>on one occasion, i have vomited a decent amount of blood, and on two other occasions i have had a severe nose bleed after waking up
>on one occasion, i caught myself just as i was about to fall asleep. i opened my eyes and saw some sort of white light bleeding in from my windows, and flying through the room, out the door, like some sort of cloud being sucked out the room. however this may have just been sleep paralysis or something 
>the third person feeling has just gotten way more common, it feels like an out of body experience or something 
>all in all my thoughts on this dream are hard to father but i genuinely feel as though im slipping into another dimension i can't understand or something, but i don't really believe that much in the paranormal even though i love reading stories like the ones in this thread. the void with the dots flying around is just inexplicable and makes no sense to me yet these dreams exhausts me. i feel kinda paranoid posting about it for some reason

thanks for reading my story ik it wasn't as climactic as some of the other ones in this thread are but this is completely genuine and ill come back to this thread in like 12 hours probably to see if anyone has any questions or interesting thoughts or possible explanations or something.