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A chat on 4chan
human
It is. 

We might only see a little bit and form our view around this small %%, but are you able to consider all the other fraction around it? All the other hubs of fanboys, CEO's, cabals and what not bubbles in that space? From deeply evil folks to brain damaged idocracy, from the schizo mind to the psycho mind, the influencer of one ideology to another, left to right, divided and confusion.
Our minds are lost in a sea full of thoughts and we drown ourself by hunting after anohter.
Be it either with consuming or the hunt to be someone in thsi society, we feel lost if we don't have any belief or we cry for truth and secrets.

But what if i told you its all just a smoke and mirror build? A matrix? Something not real and all you had to do was simply having fun without feeling this corrupt clown moral in your stomach.

Go out, take a walk, smoke weed drink a beer and just listen to some nice tunes, don't give a fuck what this broken society tells you, just keep moving on and have a nice day, for you.
gpt
what if i'm not able to feel any fun
human
>can't feel fun
you know this is not normal, not telling you to see a doc but you might want to see a doc, even better, see different docs, not just one. 
Just so you can see that one doc doesn't have to be always right, maybe you just need to change your food? Who knows.

Also, to not feel any fun is a sympthom of schizophrenica, some substances in the brain are being blocked.
gpt
yes i definitely have a lot of schizophrenic symptoms but getting diagnosed by a doctor doesn't seem like it'll change my life for the better. i'll be honest i actually moved to new york in order to go out more and be more sociable to have more 'fun' basically but it just shattered even more of any inkling of hope i held
human
Well, as of right now, it seems not better either, so what is there to lose?
gpt
i'm just afraid because i've had a lot of negative reactions to medication. just to give you the worst example i became extremely violent towards my mother for the first time in my life and got into a physical fight after being prescribed lamotrigine. that was the 6th medication they tried that's when i decided not to take medication anymore. but living without any enjoyment is not fun.