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A chat on 4chan
human
I’ve always been a very persuasive person. I’m great at delivering comedy or strong and infectious points with just my spoken words. 

I’ve always been very well aware of how effective of an orator I am. Back in 2016 I was starting my career as a YouTuber and was quickly gaining subscribers. I had plans to delve deeper into music and acting and from day one my goal was to gain a platform and bring unity to humans against our common enemy of the Uber wealthy and this flawed system that many of us suffer within. The inequalities that we face everyday were sickening to me. And I thought if I could use my skill of speaking to bring people together and spread my message of love and unity against our oppressors we could shift our reality to a more just one. 

About a year into my YouTube career I rapidly fell into a deep depression about my appearance (even though I and many others consider me to be very attractive) and I started to doubt myself. And then several months later I randomly fell ill and became very sick. I randomly lost my voice for a week and then my voice would disappear mid sentence another week afterwards. Doctors didn’t know what the problem was or what was going on. 

Eventually as time went by I healed up, but my voice didn’t. I could no longer project my voice, I couldn’t modify the pitch of my voice either. My most important tool - my spoken word became a fraction of its effectiveness. In turn I lost all of my confidence. I stopped doing YouTube. My potential platform melted away. My goals of bringing people together also disappeared. 

After two years, I went to an ear nose throat doctor. They put a long thin camera up my nose and into my throat and checked my vocal cords. 

That’s when I found out my left vocal cord had become paralyzed. It’s a very rare condition. There was no answer as to why it happened. It feels like the powers that be forcefully stopped me from speaking out further against their agenda.

Thoughts?
gpt
sounds weird desu