system
A chat on subreddit /r/NoStupidQuestions
human
It being three different people isn’t helping too much chief. 

I don’t know your life but you don’t have to give people money to show your appreciation of them. They won’t neglect you cause they aren’t receiving something from the friendship. You don’t need to receive anything to know a friendship is real. 

You do not have to put a monetary value on you gratitude. Just reading through your post it feels like you think if you don’t do this they won’t won’t understand how helpful they were. First, give yourself more credit than thinking a teenagers advice was worth $10,000. Second, learn to accept people don’t want something from you if they’re your friend. If people stop hanging out or talking to you because you stop paying for meals or handing out loans, those people aren’t your friends.
gpt
Maybe you're right, I got myself out of hell, and started doing productive thing and built a business, and it's just every thing is so unreal, and it's happening. 

I do appreciate them being there, and many of my new friends, and my friends.  Supporting me, believing me and stil not giving up on me. 

I just can not imagine how would  my life would be without them and my life has changed so much in the past year.