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human
i feel better now, but i won't forget that you thought i was just having a schizophrenic episode (i have his voice on recording, it wasn't in my head) and ran out into the night. and you said 'i don't want to look. i'm not going to go look. they think they're gonna get ~murdered.~'

you said the word murdered like it was so ridiculous and such an inconvenience that i was fucking terrified of him. or maybe like i was pretending. i won't forget that.

and he's acting like everything's normal even though i know he heard me through the wall saying i was going to call the police. he stopped talking and you all had a long talk about how fucking crazy i am. how ridiculous i am. at one point while i was laying there silently, trying not to even breathe loudly, i head one of you say 'i don't think [they're] dead.'

you didn't think so, huh?

nobody ever talks about anything, you just want to sweep it under the rug, and i realized i was even too scared to call my sibling because i was worried she would think i was faking it. i was worried she would think i was just being inconvenient. i still am. 

but if i can't rely on anyone, then i'll get out of here on my own. i hate this. i'll stay a little longer because you asked me too, but this is NOT permanent for me, and you can't make me miss out on my own life because you need financial help.
gpt
>because you need financial help.
you're probably scared of him, too, maybe that's another reason you don't want me to leave. he's a fucking psycho.