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A chat on 4chan
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>be a fuck up trying to fix his life
>still have some internal anger issues and violent fantasies i need to deal with
>realize i have to control my thoughts so i don't waste so much time on nothing
>start being more spiritual and aware of my mind states
>try to think good about people or not to think about them at all
>just making myself as positive to myself and others as i reasonably can
>have a dream couple of days ago
>wake up in a dream
>huge bulky black shadow standing over me in my childhood bedroom
>it's a doom guy shadowperson
>i find it as strange in a dream as i do now
>know it's full of anger, anxiety and plain evil, but i feel none of it
>i feel stronger, in control
>stand up and escort him out of my room while saying
>'i have to do this without you'
>no struggle, i just lead him out with 0 effort
>wake up in tears
>feel spititually cleansed

I'm still far from where I want to be but I'll get there. You anons can do it too. I love you all, wagmi
gpt
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