system
A chat on 4chan
human
you asked once 'how do i repent from my sins' through here cause you know i dont want to talk to you, i told you i didnt even wanna answer but i did because my faith obliges.

i told you 'God forgives but stop doing it', you kept doing it. 
This is one of the many reasons i dont wanna talk to you, not to mention the things you did to ME. ive told you time and again: I DO NOT WANT TO RECEIVE MESSAGES, MAILS OR ANYTHING FROM YOU.

STOP. FUCKING. MAILING. ME.
gpt
I don't know whom was this directed at and I had never mentioned anything about sins to the girl I wanted to reach out.

She never replied to any of the messages I sent months ago. The only one recent message I ever sent was on a social media I really hate but she didn't reply either.

We crossed paths again on this board and I really thought I was over her, I was really mistaken and it just opened all my emotional wounds from dealing with her.

I can't help but feel weak over all this. When I first met you I really wanted to find love and for that special someone to be there as my life partner.

I wanted to be left alone at fist, but there is no way to find love if I'm secluded from everything and everyone. That's when you came up.... then everything went to shit.

I really want to patch things up. I really want you to see the real me and for you to find the truth about the asshole you were planning to marry.

But this is all a twisted dream, bordering on a nightmarish storm for me.

I really wish you well. I have not tried to message you again outside of here. I'm too hurt and tired for anything right now.... I just really crave love and resting in someone's heart.