system
A chat on 4chan
human
>ey man we've all got our vices
true, true
gpt
Ihroun:
I had a mask installed on me.  The mask of gratitude.  I was to be grateful for anyone ever showing sexual interest in me.  Sex was to be everything, the highest pleasure.  I was to be grateful, and I said so.

None of the watchful protectors could see past the mask of gratitude to do any of the watchful protective things.  So I had older lover after older lover…  Mel, you know.  He complained about his ex-wife, he talked about getting cryo-frozen when he died, and I loved him.

It's not like I never complained.  I spoke of my constant feelings of inadequacy - did that confuse the watchful protectors?  Did they think I was grateful that anyone would be sexually interested in an inadequate person like me?  What a powerful mask the mask of gratitude is, that it disabled all the watchful protectors.

I spoke of more than feeling inadequate.  I spoke of freezing up, which should have been recognized as speech of panic attacks.  Who the fuck finds panic attacks so sexy that the mask of gratitude confuses them into thinking the panicker loves sex?  How many victims do the watchful protectors have, thinking those who panic are asking for it.

I know well that I am helpless, but still I share the story of what happened to me.

Groomers take note: teach your victims gratitude.  More than anything else, if your victims are grateful they will be the ones at fault.