My Letter to Love Lost

Dear Love Lost,





Vulnerability gets no respect…



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My Truth





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“Ignorance is Bliss”

      Why is the world the way it is?  The answer to that is Satan works through the global elite to bring as many souls with him down to hell. I do not want to sugar coat the spiritual battle that takes place everyday. Wars, diseases,terrorist attacks among other things are planned to implement new policies and restrictions for the masses to follow to turn all that we know into a police state. Call me a conspiracy theorist if you’d like but the facts are present online if people would only look.

      I was researching the illuminati and freemasonry some years ago but I have started again to refresh my knowledge on why certain things happen the way that they do. The illuminati consists of Royal Bloodlines which are working towards their goal of controlling everything. Click here for the link to the “Illuminati News”, one of the many websites I visit to get more knowledge about these societies.

     Here are a couple of videos about the music industry that I have watched if you’re looking to put the pieces together to the puzzle about how that system is set up. 

        I went to the barbershop to get a cut and had more questions because I heard one of the other barbers speaking on this a few weeks prior. It renewed my interest. I wanted to pick my particular barbers brain a little bit:

Me: What do you know about the illuminati?

Barber: Not much…

Random Patron: They run everything, sports, media, music…you name it. Devil worshippers they are…

Barber: They do a bunch of secret rituals…homosexual things they don’t speak of. If people knew about it, they wouldn’t support any of these industries.

I noticed my barber spoke  up when he saw that this other person in the shop made some comments. The question I then asked in my head….why do people know this stuff and say nothing? 

I researched his homosexual statements and found this video below:

    This stuff can make your head hurt when you’re used to living in a dream world….I get it. Just try and be open minded when reading and do your own research. Just don’t believe what the world/media says to you. This awakening was making me paranoid at one point that’s why I stopped researching the first time. I would go outside looking at the world like I was walking through the Matrix. It makes me think of this scene where Morpheus speaks on why most of this knowledge isn’t widespread for more to see.

The Matrix is actually filled with a lot of symbolism as to how the world is just like how it is presented in the movie but that’s another story.

It got to the point where I was like ” ignorance is bliss.” I was missing the life I had before I found out the truth. Now a few years later, I’m happy that my eyes were opened. I’m awake and I can work my way around what the system wants from me as a black male. I can keep my spirit cleansed of the demonic spirits that run the entertainment industry. I do not monetarily support these people any longer.  I still listen to music and watch football but I download most of it. I’m not giving my money to them to push forward the agenda of making the average person a slave. I just know to pray to GOD and not get myself hypnotized by what the industry flashes in front of me. I no longer idolize any of these artists/players. They won’t lead me into hell with them. I’ll write more specific blogs on the entertainment industry as I learn more. Thanks for reading.

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Heart Growing Cold…

As the days go by and I see myself spending more time alone, I’ve come to the realization that people have thrown me to the wayside like a piece of trash multiple moments in my life. How can it be so easy to walk away from me and not look back? I’ve come across some very interesting personalities. I’ll never forget some that have stumbled onto my path…it’s just some that leave an impression on your heart…the memories that never fade…at least that don’t in my mind. For others, those times appear simply trash, nothing worth holding dearly. Walking away for me is the hardest because I always believe something is worth salvaging. When will my heart grow cold?

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