Let me first start off with this,
I am a hetero male, "why is this important?" you might be thinking; well for many reasons.
And you will see as the story begins to develop, and then it will start making a lot of sense.
But for now, I'll leave you hanging in the dark, wading in the water.

Let's begin by introducing some characters, actually just a character.
The main character; the protagonist; the story teller.
We'll call him X.
Yes, I know, most main characters are displayed as males, and normally Caucasian.
However, I want you to picture X as a brown Native American, just so you get an idea.
Bald, around 5'8, average figure (mildly slim), looks like he runs from time to time.
Got a picture of him in your head?


"Hey do you wanna go get high X?" - Unknown

*I wonder what he means* "Sure!" - X


"Okay, hold here, inhale here, light here, got it X?" - Unknown

"Alright, I got it Andy" - X


"Are you feeling it?" - Andy

"Dude the sun is incredibly sunny today!" - X


That was the first day X encountered the divine tree.
But the story doesn't end there, follow along, I promise there will be more description and imagery.

X was one of those people who you could say was different among his many peers.
Not in physical form or anything, but in his psyche.
Though he didn't pay attention to much, because of his thinking.
*Oh here he goes again, talking about stuff that has little overall meaning*
What X doesn't realize is that it has so much meaning... to them, not to him.
X had a hard time putting himself in the perspective of others, usually he is always thinking
*let's go deeper into what life is trying to give us instead of all this less-meaningful stuff*

---------------------going to do a little perspective change here-------------------------------------
(let's go into X's head)

*what inclines people to use the words 'retarded', 'gay', 'fag'*
*I don't understand some people sometimes*
*Breathe, remember to breathe*
*Society is such a beast*
*What the fuck is wrong with people?! Are they asleep or something?*
*Oh wait.. yeah they are, I might actually just be the only person I know of that is conscious*
*But I don't really know that*
*I just want people to look at themselves*
*What ever happened to the golden rule? Treat others how you want to be treated?*
*I guess everybody wants to be treated like litter*
*What makes people want to litter?!*
*It's like people have lost respect for Earth!*

----------------------------------------time for another perspective change------------------------------------

Hey you, yes you.
Are you ever aware of what you're saying?
Are you ever aware of what you're thinking?
Are you ever aware of what others are saying?
Are you ever aware of how mean people can be?
Are you ever aware of the unconsciousness inside?
Are you ever aware that you can unlock this unconsciousness?
Are you ever aware that there is so much simple beauty that you're missing out on?
Are you ever aware that if you just pay attention it could change how you view life from here on out?


Last night I was with a friend of mine and we met up with a friend after work,
we got high, simple as that,
and we decided to walk.
We had some small conversation here or there, some more important than others.

Oh one thing I have to let you know, this friend we met up with is an ex-addict.
I'm speaking H and M man.
HOLY SHIT, H&M is also a store.
FUCK that store, fuck shopping stores in the first place, people are unconsciously distracting themselves by shopping -- I have a little male cousin around the age of 5, and this kid is addicted, literally, addicted to this H&M store, and new shoes/clothes/fashion/what have you. He's a spoiled kid (I was too a spoiled kid, I probably still am but the thing is, I'm aware of it and I'm trying to stop it, there's not much that I need). Let's give him a name, we'll call him (my little cousin) Itra. Itra is one of those kids that can get you incredibly pissed off, and at the same time make you feel incredibly happy when you're around him.
Anyways that's not the point of the story (the point is that you make up your own point to this story because I know my point to this story, it's for you. Yes You).

Anyways, H and M, if you have guessed, stands for heroin and meth.
That night while we were talking about how he got passed his addiction we ran into another ex-heroin-addict.
They made small talk and then we dispatched by saying "stay natural" (because Mary does many wonders, but now-a-days kids abuse her, so that's a big reason why I quit smoking)

Later that night we ran into a friend from the past.
The ex-addict and him talked for awhile and I noticed something.

The "friend from the past" wasn't even listening to what my ex-addict friend had to say.
I couldn't help but think "what is wrong with this right now".
I've been reflecting too much on so much of the negative stuff that happened yesterday (that night)
It just appeared like this "friend from the past" didn't give much of a shit.
It urked me an incredible amount.
I can't speak much though because I have been a victim of not paying much attention to what someone has to say.
But it showed me something.

Nowadays, we keep thinking we don't have enough time for anything anymore.
Not enough time for friends, not enough time for family, not enough time for ourselves, not enough time to think, not enough time to enjoy simplicity.

We are all caught up in playing games, doing crazy things, listening to repetitive music with ridiculously outrageous lyrics. Ask someone what their claimed favorite song is, you'll probably get an answer along the lines of something about the beat. It's usually not about the lyrics at all.

But the thing about all this..
It's not any of their faults.

It's not any of their faults at all.
Let's not point fingers, but it's all because of this society.

Talk to people about God, talk to people about Jesus.
Talk to them about religious/spiritual experiences.
It's like that topic gets on the bad side of people.

I used to not be to religious/spiritual.
Used to incredibly dislike church (I still find it boring)
but church has given me many messages about life.

What do you know about synchronicity?
What do you know about coincidences?
What do you know about consciousness?

I was reading a story from yoinkie
(http://highdeas.com/hd/The_Five_Questions) this one to be exact.
Yoinkie says quote
"What am I? A lost and confused soul, often times lacking purpose or direction, but constantly looking for signs and finding the synchronicity in the universe. I dont know if it exists, or if Karma is real, but just in case it is, I’ll be sure to live a life that would make “Karma” proud of me."

I hope you don't mind me borrowing that piece yoinks.
But, I have found that synchronicity.
Now, I might not be following it 100% of the time, but damn do I try!

TALK ABOUT LIVING, synchronicity; you haven't lived life until you have synchronized it.
Now what is my synchronicity guiding me to now?
That question is simple, here, writing this. For you, and whether you're aware of it or not,
you have unconsciously synchronized yourself here,
HI! :)

Anyways, I have some more stories to tell you.

I was talking to a friend of mine (whom I didn't know was homosexual), he's a funny guy, and I joined his circle of peers one day, rather high, and we got to talking and he said something.. funny.
"I don't want to be in a relationship, I just want to fool around"
That just hit me directly in my soul, in a negative way.
It got me thinking "what do you want to fool around for? Do you not want to look for something more intimate than fooling around?"

This goes for many many many many many people.
I know some of you might not agree with that, and hey, nobody's to blame but yourself.

My thoughts have temporarily left me.. Actually I'm just feeling a bit lazy as of right now, but I assure you I'll get around to putting more thoughts.
Thank God there's an edit button now! (I'm looking at you Nowfal!)

(I'll just post a part 2 instead)


Wed, 05/23/2012 - 8:57pm
GanjaKhan Says:

Herbs, like you had a moment with my highdea, I had a moment with yours.. As soon as I read the part ".. it's for you. Yes You." the tv said in character dialog"This is me yelling at YOU!"

Wed, 05/23/2012 - 9:03pm
GanjaKhan Says:

Were connecting on Deeper/ Higher levels now

Sat, 05/26/2012 - 12:16pm

You gave me chills Ganja!
You're right, we're definitely connecting!

Sun, 05/27/2012 - 2:15pm

I got around to reading it, and I must say that I enjoyed being synchronized. Thanks for the experience, brother. One love.

Wed, 06/13/2012 - 12:11am