Selamat Hari Raya.

I,hereby,want to wish all the foes and friends selamat hari raya.Lets stop fighting for a day,at least.Ahaha.Maaf zahir dan batin di minta.


Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

tulus ikhlas.dari saya.
salah dan silap harap di maafkan.

Bozell Worldwide.

Yo.Today,lets skip the emotional part okay? Move on,life is like a series of room.Today u stuck with that person and tomorrow u'll stuck with another person.One day,one room.Nuff said.

I went to Kelana Jaya do to a simple but noooot that simple research for the professional project paper.So we decided to pursue one of the prominent Print Advertiser in Malaysia which is Bozell Worldwide.The team consists of 4 individuals which is Marlina the boss,Cik Ah the secretary,Pork Yeah the camera/video&audio guy and i the designer/creative director.Yes we're 4 people Miss ****,not 5,and we didnt think that were so weak without Abe Roe with us cuz were stronger than u think Miss ****.Yes we didnt know how to speak english fluently like u do and we dont have an accent like u do Miss ****.Oh i dont give a damn fuck to ur Ireland slangs n so.Or Scottish can kiss my arse goodbye.Fuck you and ur seniors work.Piece of shit.Ops sorry cuz being emotional.I hate when people talk about Abe Roe.They think without Abe Roe,we cudnt survive.Hell no.Abe Roe also takes us as his biggest enemy now,FYI Miss ****.

So our topic is a bout "Print Advertisment,is it worth,expensive and how does the impact towards people" Only 2 groups dare to proceed with advertising.And i wanna seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee how Miss **** do with that Phucking Rapeshiiit (PR) projects.

In advertising,all i can say is money,money,money(Donald Trump's theme song).U did this = money.That money.The simple work is just to take a pen,jolt down a simple tagline for example :

Product : Miss **** Babi Doll Figure.
Tagline : Buy me and i'll be ur whore forever.

The tagline here,is paid by hourly.On the AAAA's rate (advertisers associate article blah3),1 hour of brainstorming cost 285 for the comercial media and 411 on non-comercial media.WHOAAA.MONEY RULES.If u take more time,the more creative tagline will prompt,means MORE MONEHHHHH.FYI copywriter is the easiest job.Mcm tukang buat kopi LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.Apa tah lagi designers,photographers,creative and art director.Satu jam brainstorm tapi takde hasil kau tgk bape banyak duit bole bwat.LOLOL were are richer from doctors perhaps.Doctors perhaps, will run out of patients but the world will never run out of product and services.Ni blom kira yg TVC,baru print ad sahaja.

Oh the findings n the outcome of the interview tabole kasi tau.Karang ada parasitisma + plagraism berlaku.Bahaya.So based on our case,we can conclude.

1.The more u(client) spend,the more u'll get(advertiser).
2.Eventho expensive or cheap,the impact are beyond the imaginary.(ad yg mana sucks org ingat,yg mana top pon org still ingat.)

Btw company yg kiteorg approach ni agak besar gak peranan,diorang handle Volvo,Dumex,Astro's Bolos,Naza,Toyota,blahblahblahblah..

Okie im done with the jakunese attitude.Here's the sneak preak =DDD

aku dgn ina depan kaunter.

real je tanye si kelvin ni pasal quotation.dia pon ntah tau ntah along je la.ahaha

kat tangan aku ni yg cerah tu RM 32,120.40 FINE ART and yg dull tu RM 17.201.17 tuk completed to publish.kaye sial skali upah je sesenang je RM baru ada 7-8 org.LOL KAYA!

"Wall of Ads"


yang,gimme that mac G5,sumpah tak cari lain.gyahaha

Mabok meh.Ahahaha XDDDDD

Okay.Im done with tonssss of assignments and series of test.Jom balik kampong.Uwa tapi tak bli tiket.Sure dah abis.Sedang memikir cara balik ke kampung.Koteh sungguh.Anybody,ada kosong? aku nak tumpang pls.

I left u a secret code.Decode it.Ur way too smart.

i didnt meant to treat u like that.DO
im writing the code so u dont have to wonder what do to.
yes.i sad and devastated after i know u cudnt come
em.haiz.imjust being empty soul which needed to be fill in.

what to do.ur a caged bird.
threw the ticket away so im not hurt anymore.

i think i overdo myself.

and im done fighting.
figure this out.
and maybe ?
cure me.


deleting people.deleting burden.deleting old memories.deleting unnecessary people and person.

keeping real-life people.keeping real-friends.keeping good memories.keeping necessary people and person.

learning to be more positive,learning to accept people.learning to be fair and square.

i am not cool.i am narrowminded.i am also conservative.i hate bookworms.i hate who people who wears songkok,kopiah,and so on just to keep their image looks innocent and skemical.i am not pious.i dont get along with people but i just play along with them.only people who had the same brainwave cud get along with me.for instance.attufah.

i hate those type of people because i find them hypocrite.and if i had my chance.i would like to step on their head and spit the shit out of them.there is no need to show that ur are that pious.who cares.its my grave not urs.wanna take out some sin in me? carry some for me dude.if u insist =]

to those who i call friends.i shall keep u tight in my those i know or met for 1-3 years.u are not allegedly yet to be call friend and buddies.please keep this in mind.

i shall do no more barrier on u.u shall have 100% free will and spirit.go out there and discover new people.i do cherish u meeting new people.

i am controlling my own fate.i do not believe in hope.i denies the existence of hope.i am empty at all heart is black,dark,cold and deep.i had lopsided,full of fuck you smiles.please dont tell me to smile.i had no feelings.i seldom cries.i seldom get help.

replace me if needed.uninstall me from ur memory if needed.i shall unregister myself from ur hard drive.i am usb cable.plug me in if u need me.discard me if u dont want me.i am also replaceable.if im broke and cudnt be repaired.just go and buy a new one.or simple just borrow from sumbody to replace me.

i shall delete my online meeting tools.friendster,myspace,facebook.and possibly this blog.i shall become a shadow.and i think this is enough to delete my existance from the internet world.and i will do the same in the reallity.i shall not go out from my gonna sit at the corner of my room and rot myself to die.i am not capable of handling and meeting people.whatever comes from me is lies and whatever happens from lies is despair.

this is me.
qayyum bin abdul razak.

till then.this is the last post from now.
i do accept emails.and the office-hp number is probably on.

i shall not regret this path i choose.either still empty.i had sumthing which i dont have at is Goodbye.till then.

ja ne~


wee dah siap download.bole jadi lagu tuk jamming prom nite.persembahan class pon blom decide lagi.ahahaha berangan je nak main j-rock.rock kapak pon terkial2 lagi aku XDDD

U have sombody,u dont have sombody.

U have somebody.Its close to ur heart.but not to ur eyes.
U have somebody.U talk to them.but with invisible walls of miles.
U have somebody.U get the chance to see them.But not with ur optical eyes.
U have somebody.U really think that u have somebody.but the fact is.u dont have them at all


i didnt meant to lie.or do summore lies.and then again lies and lies.but i've become null.
also i didnt meant not to tell i've become null.its complicated.loooongg way to go.
everytime / everysec i end up lying to myself.choose to fought the law of the nature by sleeping
in the day.just to kill the "lonesome".and at night i've become a "killer" just to divert away from being caught up in emotional state of talker/thinker.i kill just to had the adreneline pumped up so that i wont get emotional.and lost the ability to think normally apart from looking for a pretty stupid quarrel and fights which wud never ends.


i also denies and didnt believe in hope.hope is a fake tool for the weak people just to make them keep going and going for nothing.and hope is nothing had to do with GOD's Will or Qada/Qadar.its just our state of brain,trying to simulate the ending would be probably suit oneself,or a premeniton/vision of ourselves fullfilling what we want.its true.hope is a tool of a mindset/culture.believe me.go do a reseach about cognitive/in cognitive behavioral.or a pablov theory/gestalt.or much perhaps miracle does exist.who knows?


call me liar,call me pretender.i am the best at it.i never failed in lying to myself.
the truth is.the heart never lies.

if anybody,anybody,feels that themselves are mentioned or just feel anything bout this post.take a time to ur current value of life.dont let the emotion do the thinking.get in control in urself for the 1st time.

~cheers mates~



this is shine.this PV is cool.psychedelic type of video.not much psychedelic video has been made.kanye west is the other who use this type of video.

okay.this is the other single by them too.its called Nexus 4.btw there is no PV for this song bcoz this song are released after "Drink It Down(Devil May Cry 4 theme)"

Nexus 4 from Music Fighter.Enjoy JROCK fans.The legend did it again XDDDD~

Lost cat returned home after nine years

LONDON (Reuters) - A couple have been reunited with their missing cat after nine years, the RSPCA said on Wednesday.

Dixie, a 15-year-old ginger cat, disappeared in 1999 and her owners thought she had been killed by a car.

She was found less than half a mile from her home in Birmingham after a concerned resident rang the animal charity to report a thin and dishevelled cat who had been in the area for a couple of months.

RSPCA Animal Collection Officer Alan Pittaway checked her microchip and confirmed it was Dixie. She was returned to her owners, Alan and Gilly Delaney, within half an hour.

"In 29 years of working for the RSPCA I have never seen anyone so excited and happy as Mrs Delaney," Pittaway said. "It made my day to return Dixie to her owners."

The couple were "overjoyed" to be reunited with their missing cat after so many years.

"Dixie's personality, behaviour and little mannerisms have not changed at all," said Gilly Delaney. "We don't think she has stopped purring since she came back through the door."

The RSPCA hope the story will encourage owners to have their pets microchipped.

(Reporting by Anna Legge; Editing by Steve Addison)

source :

p/s : kucing pun tau balik rumah.pulanglah ke rumah semperna hari raya ini =)


Two hearts fading, like a flower.
And all this waiting, for the power.
For some answer, to this fire.
Sinking slowly. The water’s higher.

With no secrets. No obsession.
This time I'm speeding with no direction.
Without a reason. What is this fire?
Burning slowly. My one and only.

You know me. You don't mind waiting.
You just can't show me, but God I'm praying,
That you'll find me, and that you'll see me,
That you run and never tire.

i dunno how to say this.em.happy anniversary.2 years.

Apakah yang tersirat.

It's already pre-end of the year. And these dreams of me flying keep on coming randomly. But, for each dream, I learnt to fly consistently. I wonder what was the meaning of these dreams? Hopefully its something profound. Cause its absurd if I had been able to fly, isn't it?

I heard being able to fly in your dream means that your life will get better in time. Especially if you learn how to fly and consistently keep on learning. Or is it that I'm gonna meet someone who can make me feel like I'm flying in a sense of love? Well, think I've already met that someone. But, still I had the dream last week. This time I learnt that I had to save people. Crap, I know.

Well, for what is worth. Eventhough its in my dreams, its awesome to be able to fly up high. The feeling is just undescribable.

Anyhow, it might be just a meaningless dreams. God gave me such opportunity to relieve the pain of living as an ordinary people and relive the feeling of being important and special. I feel like I'm floating now. Fantasy.

my mind is pure,and im naive XD

Please Stop Ruining The Language Already.

dear chit-chaters,myspace,facebook,friendster,texters,please stop using chat accent which im gonna listed down there.stop it.cuz i hate it.look stupid.dont have to act cute and cool using these stupid words arrangement.ur not eminem yaw.eminem himself said

"I'm some wigger who just tries to be black cause I talk
with an accent, and grab on my balls" goes the wordings.

the W family
all those which ended with W.

the YH family,
the word which end with YH

know what,kalau nak tambah2 words biar nampak cool,better use dialek je senang.for example org melaka and kelantan.

ex : handau - means mampus
sapan - means habis
or simply add u di setiap perkataan (sabau,lahabau,hawau) so biar nampak org melaka.

or kelantan

ex : make - makan
meta - sebentar,sekejap
kekgi - sikit lagi.
nate - binatang

kalau ubah sikit2 tu boleh di maafkan lagi.such as pendekkan ke.

so nampak la identiti kat sini.where ur belong.sakit mate dan sakit hati tgk.mcm bodoh je.wei bodoh la.PMR SPM tak lulus BM ke hape =.= pls la stop.jgn le jadi bodoh benau.tatau la kalau org lain suka tgk perkataan mcm ni.pada aku personally,sangat bodoh.peningkan + serabutkan kepala aku.bwat menyampah dan sakit hati.CRAP.

p/s : apabila cekgu bahasa melayu berkata2 dan mengajar tatabahasa dan mengeja back to basic.

Hei ho hei ho hei ho

Selamat Berpuasa Kengkawan.

Semoga Di Berkati Allah Di Bulan Ramadhan Ini.

p/s : puasa tapi ponteng class bwat hapa.puasa tapi bantai tido sampai kol 6 bwat hapa.haha XD pedih pedih.

Melayu.Tikam menikam sudah menjadi resam.

(berikut adalah petikan dari pada yahuu mesenger aku.aku telah menyamar menjadi org lain)

Anas Ayam: aku x layak pun nk ajak ko
Anas Ayam: xpe xpe
Qayyum: tak sempat
Anas Ayam: aku paham
Qayyum: kau ni
Qayyum: haihs
Qayyum: ajak **** dgn kawan2 dia
Qayyum: terrer diorang
Anas Ayam: terrer
Anas Ayam: **** sdiri ckp diorang men mh
Anas Ayam: bt ape
Qayyum: tak habis2 lagi isu mh ni dah 2-3 sem
Qayyum: napa tak main map amh je
Anas Ayam: itu map lame la
Anas Ayam: tp time tu diorang host
Qayyum: tapi kan dah ada ah
Anas Ayam: time kitorang host
Qayyum: bukan ke dah counter
Anas Ayam: mmg x dpt la men mh
Anas Ayam: hahha
Qayyum: then apa masalah lagi
Anas Ayam: baru kene titik
Qayyum: oh
Anas Ayam: aku ngan kengkawan **** mmg x ngam
Anas Ayam: ngna **** je
Qayyum: napa
Qayyum: gaduh2 lagi ke mcm dulu
Qayyum: hadui budak puncak ni memanjang gadoh
Anas Ayam: ntah le
Anas Ayam: masalah diorang la
Anas Ayam: **** yg cite
Anas Ayam: jenis xleh kawan ngan stranger la kononnye
Qayyum: aku pun dulu ada jugak gaduh pasal game tu la aku dah jarang main game.bole kata aku dah quit gaming lansung
Qayyum: baik aku duduk luar
Qayyum: duduk dalam main game pun gaduh
Anas Ayam: itu la
Anas Ayam: aku dulu duk blok 5
Qayyum: lepas tu
Anas Ayam: sem ni baru dok blok 4
Anas Ayam: mcm mcm jadi
Anas Ayam: sial tol
Qayyum: kau sure ke maphack tu
Qayyum: dah lama aku dengar
Qayyum: balik2 maphack
Anas Ayam: uih
Anas Ayam: kalo aku nk citer
Anas Ayam: panjang
Anas Ayam: lgpun
Qayyum: napa
Anas Ayam: **** sdiri yg naik bgtau
Qayyum: hmm
Qayyum: aku pun jarang dgn diorang
Qayyum: cuma kadang2 je
Qayyum: sbb dulu aku main dota dgn senior2
Qayyum: lepas tu senior2 aku dah naik degree aku tinggal lah sorang2
Qayyum: main kadang2 je
Anas Ayam: erm
Anas Ayam: ape ape je la
Anas Ayam: aku nk sahur jap
Qayyum: nnt esoklah kite main
Qayyum: esok aku balik
Anas Ayam: ye la
Anas Ayam: jumpe esok je la

p/s : nah hambekkkkkkkkkk kau nombo satu puncak.sila2.nombo satu pko.nombo satu PW.nombo satu HOLIC.SEGALA2 NOMBO 1.WCG pon kau peganglah.DEWAAAA.aku tamoh dah.takpe.aku bukan jenis suka memblakangkan kawan.jauh skali backstab dan memburukkan kawan.aku ada pride.thats y aku tendou.

tendou michiyoki,sumete-wa tsuka tsuru otoko.
"walking to the path of heaven,ruler of all"