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Showing posts from January, 2018

Being human

Be grateful

The past few weeks I've been meeting a few of my very close friends for advise and support. To be honest, I'm really thankful to have them. I mean, they can really tolerate all my stupid thoughts, opinions, situations and without a question would just sit there and listen to me crap all the way.

I could not ask for any other people in the world to replace them. I know some of them may not be reading this but I just want to say, I'm truly grateful to have them in my life.

Been absorbing and taking in as much as I can from what has been said to me. Been trying to apply all the advise in my daily life as well as trying to live by it on a daily basis.

One of the most unforgettable advise that was given to me is to be grateful for all the things no matter big or small.

Are we grateful for all the things we have or do we only start to regret after its taken away?

I'm grateful for being able to see another day in my life and for having my loved ones with me.

But am I grateful…

Expect the unexpected

Third week of January 2018. Time is really really REALLY moving so darn slow! Was wishing it would move faster but in the end it still isn't. So shitty.

The sun still hasn't appear for five days I think? Though rain has stopped which is a good start but I would like some sun sometimes. I'm a sunny person.

Anyway, I'm kinda on a medical leave today. My tummy is acting up again and I really don't know what. It is really irritating and I'm just disliking it a lot. I think it is related to my gastric problem which I'm been facing for many years. Maybe I should get my self checked? I don't know. What if the doctor says I'm ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ?

I guess we have to expect the unexpected right?

Why do we

Till date, it has been a really slow start. We are only 10 days into 2018 and I'm already wishing time would move faster.

I feel things are really moving very slow and I really cannot take slowness.

29 to 30

What kind of world are we living in? Well a man made world of course. What is a man made world? Well, it is a world made by man. This debate can go on and on for God knows how long.

30 to 30

Its 4th of January 2018.
30 days to go.
What have I done thus far? I don't know.


Happy new year. Welcome 2018.

We are in the new year but somehow, all I have in me are mixed feelings of happiness, anger, sadness and so much more about welcoming the new year last night.

Among the many other years I've lived and can remember, 2017 has certainly been the toughest year I've ever faced filled with all sorts of life dramas and situations. As much I want to say "Oh 2017 has been a great year for me!" but the fact is I am not able to say so, because if I did it would all just be a pile of junk and lie. No, 2017 has not been a great year but somehow I've managed to pull through it and in a way, it has made me wiser and a better person.