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new journal [30 May 2005|08:31pm]

alrighty so my new lj is _gone_country 

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[26 May 2005|12:43pm]
so yesterday was my last day as a freshman. no i have to reflect on my freshman year.

overall it was good. my grades and performace in class has dropped greatly since 8th grade. and i've grown closer to some and farther away from others. i expected that to happen, but it just kinda hit me. people have changed too. i dunno if it was for better or worse but i reckon it'll all work out in the end. i've also realised that i care about people more than they care about me. i guess i'm just the kind of person that wants everyone to be happy, and all that junk. i'm gonna try and not care as much. my real friends are the greatest and i'm gonna miss 'em like crazy but we'll hang out during the summer.

so thats about it and since the end of the year is here, another el jay is called for. i have set up one _gone_country and i'm gonna start using that one. so yup. thats pretty much it. i love yall and i hope yall ahve a good summer.
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fa-la fa-la fa-la fa-la fa-la fa--la 1-2-3-4-5 [24 May 2005|08:12pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so today was an alright day.

it totally doesnt seem like the end of the year. it makes me sad that i'm leaving history cause we just got started good on WW2 but i reckon we'll cover that in US History. anywho i took notes like crazy in History, listened to my iPod in science then played balloon volleyball. (yesterday we watched a video of him taking out his mom's fake eye!! it=hawt) in gym we sat in the little theater and goofed off. we mostly picked on this yankee for the way she said crayon. she pronounced it like ... well i dunno how to type it but i at first thought she said crown. it was lovley. then at lunch me and emily sat w. her brother. it was nice. then in english i took the freaking exam... me=totally guessed on most of the grammar. i hope i do well. then i went to my grandma's house. nothing exciting happened, i came home nothing exciting happened here either.

so i got this letter thing from a college called Erskine..its in Abbeville. it looks really interesting. i mean its a christian college, but they accept people that arent christians, and you dotn ahve to major in religion to go there so thats cool. the student:teacher ratio is like 13:1 so thats really good, but it'd be soo much easier if i knew what i wanted to do when i grow up. picking out what you wanna do for the rest of your life is hard, ya know. i have soo many interest and i'm not like focused on one thing. history has been a big thing for me and it looks like it's becoming a big possibility, but WTF kind of jobs are there for history majors? teacher=gosh no. i'd kill them. and the obvious answer, historian...were would i go to find a job? i dunno i'm really confused when it comes to that, but i need to find out casue i know that we dont have enough money for me to change my majors 50 zillion times. ::sigh::

well i love yall. last day of school is tomorrow i better enjoy it cause i wont see many of yall for like 2 months. and in like 2-3 weeks i'll be like OMG i'm ready to go back to school. =D i'm a geek what can i say.

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pictures [23 May 2005|08:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]

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[22 May 2005|07:12pm]
[ mood | =D ]

hello loves,

well um... i havent updated in forever, not that it matters cause no one updates anymore.

so thursday was lovely.
friday was lovely.

after school on friday it was pouring, my phone died, and i had no ride home b.c. my bro is a fag. so i called my grandma and she picked me up. so we hung around and went to the baja place on old chapin road to see "Going Commando" they were pretty good, but i was crowed so we went home and i finished a puzzle and watched my Dukes of hazzard. [off subject] i dunno why but that show has roped me in. i looooveee it. then read carrie and went to bed.

saturday morning daddy fixed breakfast. then we tried to find my great aunt ruths car a battery but the one we bought was dead so we didnt get one. then i went to my cousin's baseball game. my dad sponsers the team so it's the SAS Services team and i got all these weird stares cause i was wearing one of his work shirts cause i was cold. =D i came home and helped donna fix my daddy birthday supper. donna's kids were there. it weird when they're around. it just dont feel like family. but i took a bunch of random pictures i'll post 'em later. then i stayed up till 3:00 cause i wanted to finish my book.

i woke up late this morning. it was 11:00. lunch was at 11:30 so i showered and dressed in record time. lol and i rolled up the cresent rolls for my grandma. (YESS) and me and my daddy ate and left at 12:15. so we were at the carolina baseball game like an hour early. it was senior day, and they announced the seniors and the announcer spent the most time on Aaron Rawl. lol it was lovely. he got the biggest cheer too. my dad was like i want ice cream and kept going on about how much he wanted ice cream so i listened to that the whole baseball game then we were making fun of the people that announce the baseball games. we were pretty much being announcers and doing all the things they do and junk. it was omg funny. so we swept the series and we'er officially in the SEC tournament. when we got home, chris was like hurry up and lets go cause he had to go to the whole bacculaurette service for seniors. i didnt go, but momma was pissed cause she was like yall should have come home earlier....he's got a car, he could've come home earlier. but oh well.

my room is pretty much trashed cause my brother "couldnt find his pants" and he said he had a pair of mine in his room so he put those in my room and then called mom cause he needed them. so she threw everything out of my closet looking for them and it turns out that the pants he thought were mine....were actually his. -_- 1)hes freaking could he mistake his pants for mine? 2)he's pants are from american eagle...i've only been in american eagle once. 3)i have only like 1 pair of khaki pants that i only wear on special occasions. i could seriously thump him in the back of the head.

ok so i'm done complaining/updating.

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mmmhmm muffins.. muffins muffins muffis! [17 May 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | alright. ]

so um today was lovley

history=we went over a bunch of stuff. and i pretty much filled out the list of dictators for the class. i really wish the class was a whole year long. it'd be an awesome class. he told us that Sadam Hussein was writing an autobiography. and we erupted in laughter. me and the chick beside me were like muffins. mmhmm the muffins are good. i loove muffins. i did it all from the muffins. it was grand.

science=gay we have a ton of stuff comming up like turning in our notebooks and all of my doodles are like of me killing him or the kkk or something like that.

gym=we hung out and took naps and stuff liek that.

english=took both test. i think i did alright on them

after school it was the usual. then momma came home and we fixed supper. i read the paper and then i decided to get a new lj. so i'm gonna wrapp this one up in a few days and i'll start my new one.

i love yall. =D

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subjects are for losers. thats why i dont have one. [16 May 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | alright. ]

so today has been pretty much cool.

history=he was still kinda pissed at us, but he got over it pretty quick. we had our discussion today. my group leader wasnt here so we got dispersed. so my group had a relativly good discussion. it was about the 1st amendment and stuff. so that was a ton of fun.
science=gay EOCT that i probably failed, but who cares.
gym=me and emily in the library. she did her project and i read Carrie. (great book) i tottally have to check it out from the public library.
english=the hobanator was back!! we have 2 test tomorrow and i got a 84 on my research paper!

afterschool we hung with my grandma for like 20 minutes. then we came home and i took a bunch of quizes! and then i went over to my cousins and then went for a walk cause it was nice then came home and now i'm doing this.

i want to make a new "friends only" lj but i have no name and if i make it friends only no one would comment to be added. so i'm like maybe a new lj but not friends only...

and i was gonna say something else but i forgot. oh well.

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im totally not using an lj-cut cause i wanna eff up yall's friends page. [16 May 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | =D i love yall ]

You scored as Romanticist. Romanticism encourages society to look backwards to find our solutions. Your rationale is that things were much better a few hundred years ago so we should thus look back to those times and replace them in our modern society. You believe in a simple life and that the complexities of the modern world have turned it upside down.








Cultural Creative










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You scored as Vivaldi. You are Vivaldi, a Viennese composer known for writing bold concertos. You developed methods of securing greater thematic unity.










Which Classical Composer are you?
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You scored as NASCAR obessed.


NASCAR obessed


Kind of


I don't like NASCAR


are you NASCAR obessed?
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You scored as You Are An Acoustic Guitar.. You like to be laid-back, and you love a good slow-song. You would much rather sit by a camp-fre and sturm away than be up on stage rockin.

Which kind of band instrument are you?(not including drums)
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You scored as Country. You like Country!! Yee Haw!! Kenny Chesney is awesome and so is that there Tim McGraw. Actually, that's a picture of Tim over there.






Music Guru










What music are you into?
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Go figure right?

You scored as Baseball.












What's The Best Sport?
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You scored as Country Living Index. ALright, if you fall into this catagory, the odds are that you have already moved from the insanity of urban living. You enjoy watching the city folk discover nature then discover that critter with a white stripe down its back is just as dangerous as a pissed off couger.


Country Living Index


Urban Living Index


City hell or Country Paradise, where do you want to live?
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You scored as Fascist. YOu are a Fascist. You can be compared to Saddam Hussein and Hitler.






Communist or Fascist?
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::throws hands in the air::

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rarrr [14 May 2005|07:11pm]
[ mood | ehh ]

w0w so today was suprisingly alright.

this morning me and my momma left at like 10:00 to go shopping.

so i got 2 pair of blue jeans, 3 shirts, 2 pair of flip-flops, socks, The Emperor's New Groove, and Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.

then i came home and we had to go back again cuase we forgot stuff at wally world. so we went back and then i came home and i was gonna watch The Emperor's New Groove, but i started doing laundry and then i was like hey the baseball game is on so i started listening to that. then i was like hey i forgot to cut my tv off so i was liek ::singing:: Emperor's New Groooove. and so i watched like 20 minutes of it and then momma asked me to help her make the pizza and so i made the pizza and she was like "hey kayla, Casper is in your room" (meaning my tv is on) and so i was like Oh snap so i cut my tv off and read yalls el jays. so that was my day. its been alright.

and i got the sneezes. i cant stop! now my momma has them hehhe!

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=P [13 May 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

lovely day even though it rained.

history=worked on bread downs that i didnt finish. i hope he doesnt really check them

science=listen to him talk except for i really didnt listen

gym=went to the wrestling room and hung with kira, allie, mereidith, and pauline

english="read" a play called i never sang to my father or something like that. the reason read is in "" is cause i fell asleep

i had another driving thingie today and i was going down in interstate when it started to pour down rain so i couldn't hardly see. parallel parked perfectly 3 times, did 3 3-point turns perfectly, and almost got hit by a car cause the mo fo was turning in my lane when i was like 2 ft. behind him. so i was like ::pee in my pants:: lol

i came home hung out, listened to the radio, read the paper, did some stuff outside, had watermelon, listened to the carolina baseball game (we won 2-0 and Aaron Rawl pitched possibly the best game of his 4 yr career). and played cards.

and that was bout it. i love yall

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abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz [12 May 2005|05:48pm]
[ mood | next time won't you ]

today has been grand

[history]=yea um. we had a notebook check today and 14 out of 22 made a 70 or below so he was extremely mad. he was like "we will do this everyday until your grade is sucked dry." he lectured us on how it was no ones fault but ours and we ended up not having our discussion b.c. he "didnt want to hear us talk" and he didn't teach us anything b.c. he "didnt feel like talking to us" so we did a study guide. i thought the whole thing was pretty funny

[science]=people were being all whiney about the hottness of the room so we went out to the commons. i sat beside meagan so i pretty much learned nothing. i untied her shoe like 50729465 time and she threw my cell phone on the ground infront of mr. p it was lovely. i also drew a nazi sign on her hand and put boo britian. =D

[gym]=the last day of actually doing stuff was yesterday so today we sat in the locker room (although some wanted to go outside so they complained until they got their way) and played BopIt, Simon, and hackysack. it was ok. i dunno where we're gonna be after the 18th cause they're taking our locker rooms away.

[english]=sub again. we were suposed to do mythology worksheets but i didnt get it so i slept

[homeroom]=gay x496293

im fixing to go to guitar lessons and I was talking to becca so i'm going

love yall

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It's rabbit season! [11 May 2005|10:42pm]
[ mood | its duck season ]

the highlites

saw heather hambo
took the test
lab w. meagan and stephanie
got to leave for lunch early cuase i didnt leave early yesterday
read antigone

drivers training=me totally driving on the interstate!! =0
i totally hit the back of the car on the parallel parking thing...hehe
me momma and freddie went to fatz. it was lovely even though i ate like half a salad 3 chicken strips and 5 my brother ate the rest.
while waiting on the rents to get back to the car at k*mart i was blasting my country music and saw mrs. janet from church, Mrs. stone from english last year, AND Mr. Bolick. goodness. lets all congragate at K*mart.

i came home and played this really awesome game and i was going to my cousin's to have watermelon, but i forgot about my current events so i had to type that, didnt do my HW and i'm pretty tired.

thats about it.

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[10 May 2005|07:20pm]
[ mood | =/ so so ]

so um lemme think what happened today.

this morning i saw heather, walked around w. rachel, and we heard this really great song.

[history] took notes. test is tomorrow. current events thursday.
[science] i deff. dont know what happened. i slept most of the time.
[gym] i finished that fitness thingie cause i wasnt there last wednesday.
[english] copied vocab, turned it in, fell asleep while reading an Edgar Allen Poe story...the pit and the pendulum or something

me and chris went to see my grandma. then we came home. i talked to some of yall. freddie made supper, and we watched tv. i of course read the paper and i was trying to find out if anything good was on the History channel tonight so i was looking at the TV thing and i saw that Jaws: The Revenge was on, but I glancing around read it as Jews: The Revenge HAHAHAHAHA i died laughing and mom yelled at me cuase she couldn't hear the tv. so i had to enjoy the thought of that until the commercials. it was lovely. could you imagine a movie called Jews: The'd be soo funny. well that's about it except for i wish it'd stop stormin cause mother wont let me talk on my phone cause shes scared that i'll get electricuted... gosh that woman is paranoid all the time.

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I'm like a shooting star, i've come so far.... [09 May 2005|07:31pm]
[ mood | hakuna matata =D ]

I ♥ Disney!
today was lovely!

history: w00t we ended the WW1 chapter. we have a test wednesday and a current events discussion thrusday.

science: today was by far the most interesting in a while. first, the intercom came on and she was like we have aliens on the front lawn and they aren't leaving until ----- comes to the office. lol it was lovely. then a bee flew in the window and Mr. P was running around class trying to kill it. twas grand. I wish some people in that class weren't so stupid....sigh

gym: it was soo hot outside. nobody wanted to do anything and people were being whiney and complaining about the music and crap so Mrs. Ozzy let us stop early and go into the boys locker room to get water and then we sat and listened to music.

english: we had a sub that looked like he was a senior or something so nobody listened to him really. we finished julius Ceasar and then worked on Mythology except i didn't have mine so i slept.

i had my first driving lesson thing. it was alright. she kept telling me to go faster i was like WTF?? then she told me i wasnt turning right cause i didnt to the hand over hand thing. who actually does that? but i paralell parked, backed, did my 3-pt. turn really well. my next one is wednesday. it was cool cause she listened to country and she played some! w00t

after i came home i talked to becca some, she told me about this woman who had 27 w0w. and i played games. i cleaned up the dishes for momma after supper and now im doing this. its lovely.

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"you know you wanna kiss de girl" [08 May 2005|07:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]

last night i had possibly the worst dream ever. its was something like my daddy got in this really bad wreck and he could barely talk and he couldn't move and the doctors said he had like 18 hours left and he was trying to tell me he loved me and that he'll miss me. oh my gosh i was so scared and i woke up at like 6:00 crying, i havent done that in years. i wanted to hug dad really bad. But i went to sleep and then woke up at 9:30 and gave him a really big hug. i was so scared that it was real and that i actually lost my dad, i don't quite know what would happen if i acutally lost him...i know it'll happen one day, but i dont want to deal with it right now...or anytime soon.

but i woke up and was the "old grandma" octavia says i am cause i read the paper and dad made me coffee. i got all my clothes and stuff packed up and went outside to help daddy work on the thingie we were building. then me and ma beck took louie for a run and i threw a stick in the pond for louie. then me and dad were "fighting." the conversation follows.
him--"you better be good from now until september first"
me--"or what"
him--"your butt'll be sittin home the first game"
me--"whatever you'd be lost and crying w.o. me"
him--"yea i guess you're right."
so that was the fight. thats what all our fights are like...but we came back out to momma's house and i finished reading the paper, ate mother's day lunch w. her, went "visiting" (went over to reletives houses), washed blue jeans, and listened to enough of the baseball game to know that we got slaughtered. so my day after lunch pretty much sucked. but my uncle bought a watermelon from buddy's and we had our traditional watermelon-on-sunday thing.

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow, but i have my first driving lesson after school...::scarcasm:: w00!

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vndbduyebdsb [07 May 2005|05:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so a lot has happened with yall obviously.

friday was a pretty good day. school was good. we came out here, we had a b-day party for jaymie my stepsister. i helped cook and what not. donna's brother is here, i dont really want him to be here cause he's been here the last two times we were out here, but oh well. we set up the irrigation system in our garden, the string beans are up and cucumbers..we had to replant the squash though. at the birthday party me and derrick, my cousin, were sitting outside talking and we somehow got on the subject of gangs and i taught im the blood thing you do with your fingers...he was like kayla are you in the blood. lol it was grand.

today's been really long. this morning i woke up and went to lowes with my daddy to get lumber. we had to wait in line forever, but its all good. then i rode the gator with ma beck, helped my daddy with building a walk thingie kinda like an archway only with out the arch. lol so thats being built and looking good. then i took louie to the bottom again. and he went swimming in the pond. so i've been outside in the sun all day. im tired. its been quiet though cause chris is at a paintball tournement. w00t

gamecocks lost both of there last two games...both by one run too. pshh

we have to go home tomorrow morning cause its freaking mother's day. ::rolls eyes:: i dont wanna go though cause i dont wanna hear my mother. i love it out here.

i'm gonna go now. i love yall and hope yall have a good weekend.

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ahhhhh [05 May 2005|10:21pm]
[ mood | okay ]

so today was pretty lovely

history--we totally had an Impact, but we were like no, it's due friday. lol i got on my soapbox when writing my journal. took notes and thats about it.

science--i took the test and actually paid attention. surprising right?

gym--OMG it was soo much fun. all we did was sit in the locker room and talk, sign yearbooks, listen to music. it was so much fun cause all the preppyish people went to the wrestling room. it was grand.

english--i made a 92 on my Julius Ceasar test w00t. she was going over Act IV and the homework, but i fell asleep. i woke up when she was going over vocabulary, and we watched Act IV. i listened to RK.

chris decided to tell me that he couldn't take me home today cause he had a "study session" rar so i called ma beck and she came and got me, i hung out w. them for a bit. then i came home. i played this really really cool game on called slimy volleyball! i own that game now. then i drove to guitar lessons, bought strings and learned the Star Wars theme!! it is pimp. so then i got to drive through the drive through. we came home, played guitar. i played more games on that website... there was one where you shot arrows at people and the first to shoot the ohter in the head won! the blood went everwhere!!lol well i'm gonna go and finish watching whose line then dukes of hazzard so nite yall.

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[04 May 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so today was mostly lovely.

history was grand. instead of saying powder keg of europe i said kowder peg. lol it was grand. then we took notes.

science was stupid. i was about to kill someone but i got out of taking my test cause i had to go to the dentist.

i wasnt back in time for 3rd block so i went straight to lunch. emily started signing my yearbook. its omg funny.

english was okay. we took the test, i hope i did good, i copied vocab words, and i was suposed to read act IV but i fell asleep only to be woken up by emily.

afterschool we visted my grandma, then came home and i played guitar. then we went to that new place across from waffle house with my dad for my cousin's b-day. that was fun but chris was being a butt so i didnt even get to tell anyone bye or thanks for supper so i called after we got home.

sorry to those of you with the whole band auditions, i'm here for yall if yall need it...whenever you need it.

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=) [03 May 2005|04:09pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

i'm doing better than yesterday, with the exception that my head hurts.

history--> I learned just how stupid some people are. here is the conversation.
Teacher: What does pandering mean? (asking the class a question)
Sophmore girl: Doesn't it mean like thinking?
The rest of the class: That's pondering!
Me: It means trying to make yourself look good to others or trying to sell yourself to them.
Teacher: yes Kayla.
that class was pretty good though. im really liking history.

science--> i absolutely abhor mr. patterson's class. he doesnt teach, he thinks we're all sheltered rich kids, treats us like we're stupid, and all together gets on my nerves. i was drawing violence on my paper. me poking my eyes out, some random person killing mr. p, you know the usual.

gym--> it was better than i expected. the gym is under construction so we're outside all the time. me and emily played "a tennis game" it was more like just hitting it back and forth. one time we got tired of chasing after the balls so emliy was like here kayla ::dropped an invisible ball and hit it to me:: so we were hitting the invisible ball around and the chick beside us was like kayla...what are you all doing? (shes a yankee) and gave us this really weird look.

lunch-->i signed emily's "yearbook" or autograph! i felt soo horrible though cause emily was reading it and i was like "Stop reading it you retard!" and when I said that the special ed kids were in hearing distance. OMG i felt so bad.

english-->we went over julis ceasar and vocabulary. Then we watched Act III of julis ceasar, he got stabbed, but it looked really fake.

so now i'm home doing just fine. I'd like to say happy two month aniversary to Meagan Cheek and her b/f, and to tell all the people going to the hawthorne heights concert have a ton of fun.

the end.

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Sorry [02 May 2005|04:35pm]
[ mood | RAR! ]

dont you just want to punch people in the face sometimes?
I cant stand it when people get in other's business. If they wanted you in the conversation they'd direct questions at you. I want to leave this place and the people. Dont get me wrong, i love it here, most of the time, but right now just about anywhere would be better. gosh...he makes me so mad. I piss him off? what the eff does he think he does to the people around him? hes so oblivious to stuff around him. if he'd take more time to think about others instead of himself, i think he'd realize what i'm talking about. he's immature, fake, and pretty much ignorant when it comes to other people. I've learned i have a tragic-flaw...i care to much about other people's feelings. Its a good thing sometimes but i need to learn to not care, cause if i dont i'm gonna be letting others do everything. i'm pretty much good at sensing when something is wrong and reading other people. I swear i should be the older child. I'm far from perfect, I know that I dont know everything, I know that I'm wrong sometimes, but what I dont understand is why people have to be such asses about everything. i reckon im just in a pissy mood, but i was fine until i came in contact with my family. he tries to make everyone thinks hes cool with his insluts and sharp comebacks but they're childish and immature. How is he suposed to survive in the world with an attitude like he has? He thinks just because someone doesnt look/dress/act like he does they're "weird", "strange", or "freaky". a quote that came from his mouth today while looking at the yearbook with donna, ::points to a picture:: "That girl right there, shes a freak, she dresses all weird and acts like...wooo." does that sound like someone about to graduate? a while back i was talking to my dad about NBT and the Hawthrone Heights concert and he butts in, "that place is full of gothic people and pot smokers and freaks." not everone that wears black is gothic, not everone that is gothic smokes pot, and not everyone who doesnt act/dress like the majority are freaks. Is it that complicated? Only a few more months and i wont have to put up with it anymore.

sorry yall that i've been complaining a lot, but this is the only place i can really say what i'm thinking. and sorry it was all ramble ramble ramble and all off topic, but i typed what i was thinking at the time.

thanks for putting up w. me

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