Friday, July 25, 2008

I don't know

It's a sad way to live.

Yes,...yes it is.

Not much of a life then?

No, I guess not.

Could you make it better?

I don't think so.

What do we do?

I don't know.

I don't know either.

I'm sorry.

I know you are.


Suzanne said...

You're in a dip and it will get better. Just a few months ago you were talking about your secret desires for friends and for a family of your own. These desires will come back - and when they do start creeping back don't treat them as the dirty secret polar bear isn't allowed to think of.

As for being tired emotionally, spirtitually, physically et al, I don't know what the answer to that is - keep the weekends busy? Skiing? looking at polar bears? I do know that I thought I'd take a LONG holiday and it was a waste of time & money because I just slept and slept. Pointless.

mandy lifeboats appeal said...

Hi Polar Bear

the dips are so pants. I was there yesterday. Am on a bit of a weird high, today.

Am classed as rapid cycling. Not sure I would use that term myself because it seems to have this reference to something moving and motivational. er not quite where i am at.

Good news is teddy done good. :>)

Hope you can find some comforts in your day.

Hugs to you x

Banjk said...

I won't tell you it will get better, you are the one who is in control of that.

I will tell you that you've just published a direct quote from the "script that is my life"...from about 4 years ago.


Anonymous Drifter said...

Sounds like a conversation I've had in my own head. Hang in there.