February 5, 2018:

Ecstasy, cocaine, MDMA, alcohol, nitrous, peyote, heroin, DMT: all in the same day. At the festival she denied attending.

There are emails in which she describes her experiences. Sending it hard. Returning to her money moves.

How can someone so tiny ingest so many controlled substances and live?

Is there anything I can do to help her?

Is that the role she wants from me?