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internet confessional 3.0
by girlsetsfire

previous entry: i need you to need me.

then i guess you can hang with me.


I did the gym thing! The exercise room isn't fancy, but it's got everything I'll ever use: treadmills, elliptical, bike for cardio, then a bunch of weights/strength-training equipment. I did a solid 30 min on the treadmill today. I was going to do some strength stuff after that, but someone else came in, and I was honestly sort of intimidated, knowing that I had to adjust a bunch of positions on the equipment I wanted to use, and because it's a small space I'd be figuring it out literally right in front of her... I decided that today had been successful enough and I'll get into my groove with the weight machines tomorrow.
Apparently there's a therapy dog that comes to our hospital on Thursday mornings. I have to figure out how to get them to bring her to my department. I wanna pet the pupper!
Is it possible to be a 36-year-old overweight sugar baby who is married and doesn't have to do any of the squicky sex stuff? 'Cause I could really use a bunch of new clothes and bills paid, while giving very little in return. Surely someone out there is into that?

previous entry: i need you to need me.


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Lmao there is always Onlyfriends 😂 kidding
But on a serious note, fuck yes! I’m proud of you! And I would have noped the fuck out of that gym as soon as another person came in because, no thanks, but I’m know once you get a feel for it it will be okay in there ❤️ [head.above.water.Star] [reply]

I mean only fans 😂 [head.above.water.Star] [reply]

Logically I know that taking a test is the best course of action and I still can’t make myself do it. I’m giving it until Wednesday and if my period is still MIA then I’ll do it. [.like.a.drug.Star] [reply]

I could basically hear you screaming when I typed that entry 🤣 This is so surreal! [.like.a.drug.Star] [reply]