Light Pulsations - The VOLAH Blog 2020-03-25T01:19:00-07:00 Light Pulsations 2020-03-25T01:19:00-07:00 2020-03-25T01:19:32-07:00 Rolling Thunder Emissary of Volah LISTEN

When we communicate with each other neither of us actually listens to what is being said and we only hear whatever corresponds to what matches our own thoughts and concepts.

Still, over and above that, we never take the time to stop and pay attention to the subtle thoughts and feelings that emanate from the inner voice that we call intuition. When we do pay attention to such intuitions, it is not with our ears but in the quietness that we hear the voice of God.

Over the last twenty years, we have witnessed a multitude of disastrous events that have changed the way by which we live. These events have produced death and hardship that has kept us in a state of fear and anxiety for the future. And we have to ask whether something is trying to grab our attention?

At the beginning of this century, we were assailed by an earthquake high on the Richter scale that caused a tsunami that destroyed life and property across South Asia and the Sub Continent.

Such was the first stage of fear and insecurity that gripped the world, which was followed by increasing numbers of earthquakes and volcanic eruptions.

Although this generated fear no one was listening.

Following on during the ongoing years, the world experienced damage, floods, and loss of life through massive cyclones, hurricanes, monsoons. 

Greater fear and insecurity followed, but they were still not listening. Who or what is seeking our attention?

Then a second tsunami hit northern Japan destroying life and whole cities. Then the answer appeared, not from within, that the cause of all these catastrophes was climate change, or at that was the outcome of the discussions of a group of scientists.

The events continue with disastrous fires over Europe, Russia, California  Australia and the Amazon with the death of many people and the destruction of forests and property, and maybe now some are beginning to hear murmurs, but not loud enough.

Now the plague has come in the form of a virus, something unseen that has no way of being stopped until it has run its course. Governments scramble to try and contain it through activating measures that only place people in comprimizing positions of hardship and fear. But the virus will still run its course. What people do not understand that in the greater scheme of consciousness there is nothing they can do.

As well the global warming at present is forgotten, because there is a more dangerous thing occurring, than something that was activated by a group of activists and not the earth’s consciousness.

But they are still not listening, perhaps they never will.

What are we supposed to be hearing? Obviously it is not a wrathful God nor the Earth getting its revenge or the result of human ignorance needing to fix circumstances that they have caused. What is happening is a spontaneous occurrence in consciousness that is attempting to readjust itself.

So what is being readjusted? All the suffering that as human beings experience is the result of the belief that the body is their self. This is an illusion, because the Self is eternal without beginning or end, whereas the body is finite having a birth and death. But by identifying our consciousness with the body we become isolated and separated from our true nature and Self.

It is this separation that led us to accept a world that is based on our senses and the knowledge we accept as being true knowledge has no reality. It is only by casting aside the value of this outer knowledge based on concepts and turning our attention within that we will communicate with the pure consciousness within intuitively and live in love, peace, and joy free from all ignorance, selfishness, suffering, and insecurity. Right now we are being forced to restrict our outer contact with the world and look more deeply into what is our real nature and consciousness. This is why all these disasters have been occurring, and it is now we should realize this and change our lives for the better. If we ignore this opportunity and when the virus passes fall asleep again then we will have to continue to experience further catastrophes until we recognize the error of our ways.

When you experience the inner oneness and peace then no matter whatever occurs in this world will have no meaning for you because you are no longer of the world, as Jesus once said.

Turn away from all fear and illusion and experience the peace and joy of living in the fulfillment of being what you are. Turn inward and listen with your heart.

]]> 2020-01-07T19:55:00-07:00 2020-01-07T19:56:01-07:00 Disassociation Emissary of Volah In one way or another, we are all conditioned and connected to a similar way of living that is repetitious and reassuring. However, such reassurance is limited, because most individuals are locked into the fear of death or the loss of someone who is close to them.

 It has been said that in life we should have a ‘shock’ that will jolt us out of complacency and the sleep state in which we live, where we think that this sleep state is our awakened reality.

What do I mean by a ‘shock? We cannot just instigate a shock because it just happens, and when it happens our complacency is shattered and we move into fear, then we become disconnected.

When such shocks occur they are meant for us to deeply question what we think and what constitutes our stability in life.

These shocks involve our personal sense of survival; the death of a loved one; of the diagnosis of a terminal disease; our life being threatened by another; natural disasters such as cyclones, floods, earthquakes, wildfires, wars, and displacement.

We never see them coming and when this happens there are always feelings of aloneness.

Facing us internationally are those wars that displace and disconnect millions of people. Their homes are destroyed and they flee to with limited possessions to the nearest border seeking sanctuary which is often denied them.

All countries draw lines around them on maps that create an exclusion from anyone attempting to cross this border. Obviously, there is no compassion for those that are fleeing terror which could easily impact on those rejecting others, in the future. They think by giving them tents and water this solves the problem.

What I am writing about here is the disconnection from our inner relationship and how we have allowed ourselves to be conditioned into believing that we are something we are not and that is, we are separate individuals who act, think and live independently from one another.

It is also a separation from our true nature and Self.

So, does not this shock just happen, no different from any war or disaster? Does this not show that this illusional and ignorant life has no reality?

Who then are the lost souls? Is it the complacent ones who think they are safe from what happens beyond their illusional borders, or those who are suffering and homeless?

However, possibly the worst event is extinction due to the varying change in Nature, be it global warming, droughts, earthquakes, volcanic eruptions, floods, and rising ocean levels?

All this is generating fear in the mass of humanity, and the religionists have linked all this to a prophecy in the New Testament.

In the VOLAH Transmissions, we have also read about the impact of the two Time-loops that occurred during the last 80,000 years and the downturn in civilization following the end of each Time-loop.

We are aware that the present Time-loop is nearing its end, and what is occurring now points to the beginning of this Time-loop’s end.

We have been told in the Transmissions that Earth changes do not relate to the destruction of the planet, rather to its ascension in consciousness, which also create changes to humanity, in that it will manifest in harmony with the altered Earth consciousness.

We know that this physical/chemical body, that is dependent on food and water for its consciousness, is only a projection of the true body, which is one of pure energy radiated from the Sun to the Earth.

Realizing this we should not go into fear, but seek understanding within, and then in awareness and consciousness continue to be what we are beyond all illusion.

]]> 2019-12-10T17:15:00-07:00 2019-12-10T17:15:59-07:00 The River Emissary of Volah THE COMPASSIONATE ONE

The sun was weak and the cold strong

He had his first meal in three days

And now sat on the riverbank

He had just come to think.

The old military coat

Now thin and frayed

Did little to allay the cold

And the river called him - Come.

Sitting on a park bench

That morning

An old man sat beside him

His hands shook and trembled

‘Parkinson’s’ he said

‘As a young man’, he continued

His voice wavering

‘I lived in India

And know what suffering is

As do homeless people here’.

Now alone on the shore

With only memories

Where he came to think

And the river called him - Come.

‘I know where we can get food

Why not come with me? 

It’s nearly mid-day.’

They went to the Charity Kitchen

Where it was warm and so too was the food.

He came to the riverbank to think

The peel of the church bell

The confetti, a bouquet rising high above them

A new beginning...

And the river called - Come

At lunch, Jacob talked about the Love

That everyone shared

And how it was not lost

In despair and sorrow

They parted and Jacob gave him a one-pound note

He had gone to the river-bank to think

Of needles and institutions

Of deep hopelessness - a marriage ended

Of nothingness 

The river of tears glistened on his cheeks

And the river called - Come

3.30 in the afternoon

Already the daylight was fading 

He pulled the old coat 

Tightly around him

Still, the cold air pierced his body deeply

He came to the river to think

Of years of wandering the streets,

Broken bottles - rotting garbage

Sleeping bodies beside a dumpster

Ever-increasing loneliness

And the river called - Come

Evening traffic rolls across 

The old bridge

Groaning and complaining 

They are all going home

To a warm house

They are bored and frightened

No different from him

A moment of love and compassion

When Jacob passed through his life

This morning

No judgement - no promises

Only love and compassion

Now the air is cold

And the early night frost 

Is settling

On the grass around him.

He gazed into the dark sky

The evening star shone brightly

And he knew that was home

He had come to the river to think 

And the river called Come - Come

A one-pound note clasped 

In his hand

And the river called him Come -Come…!

Who pays the ferryman?

]]> 2019-11-26T16:36:00-07:00 2019-11-26T16:37:40-07:00 Whisperings from Within - Five Emissary of Volah Prayer to the Earth

The sky is clear and blue

Tall trees are still and silently waiting

The mist in the forest exudes peace and tranquility

The early morning sun’s long rays reveal the dewdrop diamonds

The earth awaits the new day

Through shining eyes

The beauty of the Earth is revealed

Its quiet peace reflects

The inner peace within my being

And all is One

Our bodies are the fruits of the Earth

Fruits that exude the perfume

Of the sweetness of beauty and Light

That wafts its presence

Throughout the Universe

I have become unaware of

The beauty of its all-pervading perfume

And ceased to love the Earth

Believing that I am

Superior to the whole creation

Having forgotten all through the pain of separation

Of the child from the mother

Where all love is free and unconditioned

I vaguely hear the joyful singing of the Earth


Having forgotten the love of the Earth

And now remembering

I remember my true Self

One of moving Light

Into the growing Earth consciousness

I feel my awareness expand

And know that I too have been guilty

Of creating barrenness on this planet and destruction of life

For by participating in this destruction

I also destroy a part of my body

Let me become open to my Light

Let it shine throughout the nature of the Earth

And into the Earth’s body

Create a beautiful rainbow

Make it a bridge to Light

Turn away from all illusion

Ego of mine

Allow the Light Child, Adasha

To flow through this body and the Earth

Allow healing to flow

As the Earth becomes whole

And free from all intrusion

Emissary of VOLAH 2019

]]> 2019-11-25T22:12:00-07:00 2019-11-25T22:12:49-07:00 Waiting Without Waiting Emissary of Volah Jesus stood with Lazerus watching John the Baptizer standing in the Jordan with hundreds of people waiting on the shore to be baptized. After Lazarus had departed, Jesus contemplated his journey so far into the Light.

‘How often did I seek to know the Eternal Father by utilizing the power of my individual mind? Eventually, it was obvious that following this way was only vanity. Throughout my youth, I studied in the Temple scriptures, dogma and rituals believing that this would lead me, through practice to knowing the Eternal Father, but this too was vanity’.

Jesus knew that mind and action were incapable of leading him to experience his true nature and he accepted that ignorance and illusion kept humanity from becoming one with their own true nature.

The way to Light requires understanding that we know nothing and that we depend on waiting. 

Looking down at John he knew now the waiting had ended and walked down to the river where John was baptizing.

‘He stood face to face with the Baptizer … who raised his hands as a prelude and a sign that the one to be baptized should be prepared to submit.

‘Jesus rose again out of the water and the water streamed off him and flew about in beads of crystalline Light.

‘Jesus stood within the Sun where the flame of Zadore burned at the core, and from that center flame, the Light of Ma Kwa Jesu appeared coming toward him, with radiant arms and hands out-reaching, and eyes shining with love. Jesus extended his hands and they clasped in a loving embrace, blending together indissolubly. They were ONE.

‘He was at peace and the stillness of peace was upon him, such peace and such stillness as he had not experienced before.

‘His consciousness was moved to tender love for this creation and his heart flowed into the Earth and through it and beyond. If he had wanted once to dance the pathway of the Stars, he did it now, and he was the Stars he danced upon, for their Light was his Light.

‘And he danced beyond even the Stars into …’

(The Thread of Infinity - The Golden Shore: Healer 5. By Kao Wa Mai)

From this Oneness of Light experienced in the River Jordan, we received the pure teachings that Jesus gave humanity in the Gospels for our salvation and assent into Light.

However, history shows a different version of where they ended. Following Calvery and the Pentecost, the Apostles choose to concentrate on mass conversion based on Calvery and baptism in the name of the Holy Ghost and ignoring the basic tenants of the Gospel. They had taken possession of Jesus’ name to make his life something of which to marvel; to make his personality an idol for adoration, and seized on the Gospel to make it a sacred writing; to be learned, recited and translated.

 They founded a religion and expanded it into many sects; built cathedrals and churches adorning them with statues; established dogmas, scriptures, rules, disciplines, and practices. They fell into the trap of all other religions by making the Church the only true way as the intermediary between women and men and God, denying them the access to their True Nature as Jesus taught.

Religions have always taken away from the individual the right of their own salvation, by being ignorant of the fact that everyone already is in the Light of their true Self. Everyone is unaware of this because the religions have conditioned them otherwise.

I will digress here with a parable: A man was working in a field and his only wealth was a diamond that he had inherited. He always kept it in his pocket because there was no other place for its safe keeping . He had not known that the diamond had worn a hole in the pocket and the diamond fell to the ground. When he got home that night he discovered the loss. The next morning he went searching for the diamond and could not find it. 

As the seasons progressed the diamond became covered with dirt and then mud and lay close to the surface. By now the man had given up all hope of finding his lost diamond and was clearing stones from the soil and throwing them to the side, and the mud-covered diamond was cast aside with the other stones Bur, when it was thrown away with the other stones a small chip of mud, was scraped off.

The next day he returned to the field to continue digging the stoners out of the soil. He stopped for a rest and a small glint of light caught his eye. He walked over and he saw it was on one of the stones, and he picked it up. He rubbed the stone and to his astonishment saw it was his lost diamond.

Your inner Light has ceased to shine because it is covered with ignorance, negative emotions, vanity, self-justification, passion, false concepts, and illusion.

This is the mud covering your Light, your true nature, and has caused a hardened shell around your Light. However, when you begin to remove all this ignorance and the “mud” begins to crack and wash away, what remains is the pure Oneness of Light shining forth. 

When asked what the Kingdom of Heaven was like, Jesus often answered with a parable about lost and found, rather than teaching the following of rituals and so on, to still the mind. For him, everything was simple and easily understood, making it easy for us to break out of the prison of darkness that we have drawn around our consciousness. Finding the Kingdom was like losing something, searching and finding it.

We have all heard of people losing their spectacles and searching everywhere and not finding them. Then someone asks them what they have lost? ‘My spectacles’ is the reply. ‘Why they are on your head!’ They were never lost and still close by. So too is your Self that you ardently search for, and it to is so close that you cannot see it.

When you stop searching and realize that there is nothing to do and that you know nothing, then you stop searching and surrender  to the Light, God or whatever you hold as your highest aspiration, then the Light, which is the core of your being burns away the shell you have created, and the Light of Awareness flows through your consciousness and you realize what you are and that this has always been and is Eternal.

The waiting has ended and you were waiting without waiting, because you are what waited.

‘And he danced beyond even the Stars into …’

]]> 2019-11-18T01:57:00-07:00 2019-11-18T02:19:14-07:00 Rivers of Light Emissary of Volah  

A Horse With Wings

Imagine this:

You are riding a horse with wings. Clinging precariously to the back of something that feels like silk stretched over a volcano. Your heart is in your mouth. Suns, planets, moons - spin past. Your winged horse carries you into the sweep of a galactic arm scooping endless stars into a river of light.

The river dashes into the whirling eddy of the galactic core. You have never seen so much energy in one place - boiling, bubbling, churning. The blood of suns, boiling: the incandescent bubbling of one hundred-billion stars; the churning of constellations like white foam: all that surging malstrom of life.

And the horse with wings is plunging headlong into the chaos.

Will you survive?

Blink, and you are there. One second inside the largest tornado in existence, then - blink - and absolute peace surrounds you. The horse folds its wings and allows you to slide off.

What dimension is this? Everywhere you look spheres are stringing like shining beads on crystalline threads. You think of dewdrops on a never-ending spider web  until you see the transparent skin that connects each dewdrop to the other. And you think of bubbles in a pool of water. A pool that continues for ever and ever.

Each bubble is a world - a universe. In rainbow colored waves, ripples of feeling flicker across the endless trembling skin of light, from universe to universe. Look deep into one shining world. Something is changing there - something is happening. And the rainbows flicker the message, and every other universe feels and knows.

There is no finish to it, and no beginning.

It is everything.

Worlds without end.

Now look deeper into that pulsing world. The changes you see are the ripples of your own Self.Make it count!

There is no End

There is no Beginning

All there really is … is Living.

Kao Wa Mai

Tell Me A Story

‘Tell me a story,’ said Little Hoss.

‘All right,’ said Granny Hoss. ‘Sit down comfortably, because this is going to be the best story you will ever hear,’ 

Little Hoss cuddled up next to Granny on the soft grass. Over their heads the sky began to fill up with with stars that twinkled like distant fires. Granny looked up at the stars.

‘This is a story of how you were born, Little Hoss. Here on earth. Mom and Pop were waiting for you to arrive. Your little body was in your Mom’s tummy and was waiting for the right moment to come out of its warm nest and begin living on its own.’

‘But not all on its own,’ said Little Hoss. ‘Because I live with Mom and Pop and you.’

‘Of course,’ said Granny. ‘But you can run around and do things by yourself. Now, Little Hoss, shall I keep telling you the story or not?’

‘Yes Granny!’ Little Hoss shouted. ‘Tell the story!’

‘Then cuddle up a little closer,’ said Granny

‘Now here on earth Mom and Pop waited. And inside Mommy’s tummy your baby body waited for the moment to be born. But you were not there with it … No’

‘Where was I, Granny?’ asked Little Hoss.

‘You were in the Great Light, Little Hoss. You were a Light living in the Great Light, and you were waiting for the right moment to enter the little baby body, so that you could enter the Earth.

‘Then the right moment came. You started on a wonderful journey. You were a Light brighter than any of those stars up there, and when you walked along through the star fields you sprinkled the Light like stardust, so that it fell on everything and rippled out like the waves of the sea, all light and shining and alive.

‘You were a most beautiful sight, You danced amongst the stars and spread your Light, and the stars called you then Star Dancer. They gathered around you to watch you dance your way down to Earth, and there were so many stars crowding together that they looked like fluffy, piled-up clouds.

‘Down you went, dancing towards the wonderful blue-lit Earth. It was waiting for you to come, and so was the little baby-body, and the little baby body breathed and cried out its first “Hello”! Then you were in the baby-body and looked through its beautiful eyes and saw the Earth’

‘Granny, are you a Light too? Did you dance down the Star-path to a baby-body and be born too?’ asked Little Hoss.

‘Of course I did. That is how we all come to Earth. And while we live here and grow, we have to shine our Light on everything and love everything, and keep on shining and loving all the time. Then one day, when our body gets too old and worn out to shine any more, we leave it behind on the Earth. Off we go dancing up the Star-path and meeting our friends the star-clouds we dance and dance our way back to the Great Light.’

Little Hoss thought this was story she had ever heard. Because now she knew how she was born. She was a Light that danced its way to Earth, and now poured out its Light - sprinkles over everything. And when she grew up and was a Mom herself, she told Grannys story to her own Little Hoss, because she knew this was everyone’s story and not just hers.

By Kao Wa Mai - A native American children’s story.

On The Way To … Somewhere

I did that once: put my foot in a dinosaur’s footprint.

Somewhere in New Mexico.

Under the shadow of Black Mesa.

In an arroyo of scorched sides,

Worn to dust by a vanished river.

Dry everywhere, only the soak of last night’s rain

In patches of damp clay

Thin brown stalks of waving grass

And the proof in stone that a dinosaur walked this way.

I measured my shoe in the canyon of its print

Seeing the mighty leg above the foot

The mighty head and body above the leg

A mountain plodding across a mud flat on its way to … somewhere.

The sky is blue clear and empty

The land is golden, still and curiously silent

What thundered by here once, has gone forever,

Leaving us with a petrified message; I existed.

Crossing the damp mud, my footsteps made their own impression

Of life on the way to … somewhere

Under the baking sun, will it remain

Turned into stone; the memory of a brief moment in this place?

Kao Wa Mai


]]> 2019-05-24T11:19:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:37:27-07:00 Whisperings from Within – Four Douglas Jesse Whisperings from Within - Four

The concept of guilt and forgiveness have effectively been served up to the human race more often than any other segment of the Astral Illusion. This has effectively distanced you from living as One Light.

Guilt is used as a means of control, and it is a powerful negative tool which is understood and used by every Ego manifesting through the Earth-bodies.

Governments use guilt to prevent individuals from asserting their freedom; all religions use fear to maintain allegiance to their concepts and precepts; and every human uses it to their own advantage. Parents use guilt to control their children and vice versa; people use guilt as an advantage in the workplace. Everyone bemoans their suffering from guilt and seeks forgiveness. That in itself demonstrates the depth of the illusion of guilt into consciousness.

]]> 2019-05-09T11:18:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:37:16-07:00 Whisperings from Within - Three Douglas Jesse Whisperings from Within - Three

It is said that the night has a thousand eyes, but within the darkness of your being there are many more watching, flowing from many past life recurrences, still seeking their ultimate outcome, because they too, have journeyed with you to this moment in consciousness.

Open your inner eyes and perceive what you are. Accept those eyes you were and by relating them to what you are now, you will be free from their control.

Know that these are but the phantoms of your life experiences, which you have accepted by following your ego’s involvement in the illusion.

Know your real feelings and experience the truth if your being, which
is One Light, because in that Light there is no fear.

]]> 2019-05-01T11:18:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:37:04-07:00 Whisperings from Within - Two Douglas Jesse Whisperings from Within - Two

The Good
Cast aside any occupation which is destructive to the Earth and Life, because should you continue to be employed by those who create goods and services which destroy all life on earth, then you cut off your connection with your Light. You cannot change something which is destructive in character by being involved with it. You must disconnect yourself from such operations, because without your support they will cease to exist.

By expressing the Good, you, like a beautiful tree, will live constantly in the Moment of creation and One Light. In the Moment there is no stress, no desire, only joy and love.

]]> 2019-04-25T11:15:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:36:53-07:00 Whisperings from Within - One Douglas Jesse Whisperings from Within - One

The Moment
Life is the moment of Being, one which encompasses many experiences, and is always focused to giving Light to the Earth. Everything which you have ever thought, done or lived, represents the Moment of Truth within you – what is real – the timeless Self.

Every day you run this way or that attempting to discover the secret to attract success, immortality, love, possessions and power. In fact, you think that these will make you happy and free. Once you attain these desires they lose their glamour and appeal, and you become once more dissatisfied and in turn, seek different goals.

This is living in the illusion, because it cannot lead you to greater freedom , and by creating goals in the illusion you become further separated from the Light, which is you.


]]> 2019-04-23T11:14:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:36:42-07:00 The Secret Flame - Two Douglas Jesse This Transmission has often been overlooked by most seekers because it appears at the beginning of the book One Light and establishes the message that Zadore has given to humanity.

We suggest that you read again this transmission relative to events in the world now.

The First Transmission of Zadore

I am Zadore, keeper of the Solar Gate. I have sent this capsule to Earth to awaken Mankind to the destruction it is causing to the planet. You, mankind, have forgotten why you came to this planet and what your original purpose was. In your sickness you are now approaching a time in the Earth’s consciousness where, if you do not awaken to your destructive habits, you and those who wilfully work to destroy the planet will meet your own destruction and live in the darkness for many millennia.

Soon I will send a Vortex of Light and Healing (VOLAH) that will allow those who are now awakening their consciousness in the higher dimensions to move through the Vortex to the Light of their own being.

Listen and I will enlighten your hearts and minds so that this message will reach out to those who are ready to seek the change. The days of your continual destructiveness are numbered. Take heed of my warning.

Your own Essence or Light Frequency belongs to the star system, which at the command of the Higher Dimensional Light Beings, directed that the Earth receive energies necessary to empower it with the Light and Consciousness of the Galaxy. This was to assist the Earth in its elevation to the position of a conscious star in the ever expanding Galaxy.

Thus the radiant beams of Light from the various star systems were focused through the Sun and directed to the Earth (and the other planets in the solar system), grounding the Light frequencies into human organisms or bodies. So the Earth’s consciousness is seeded by the Light and consciousness of the Galaxy, and that is the Light which is YOU.

Once your light rays were grounded through the lowest frequencies, (which is termed Ego or I amness), your consciousness was directed to your new found freedom, or separation. Due to the attractive power of the physical senses of the body into which your consciousness is projected, you fell in love with the illusion of separateness, and that illusion has been woven into the DNA structure of the Earth Body you now inhabit. You have forgotten your original purpose, and have been trapped in this illusion of power and separateness.

Instead of granting Light and empowerment to the Earth, you have enslaved your consciousness by turning your back on your Light. You have entered into agreement to the ascension of the Earth’s consciousness and create those conditions for its obliteration.

I have come to you at this time to awaken you to see your true destiny, before it is too late and the powers of darkness take your essence and Light with them. You, as well as they, will be cut off from the Light source of the Star systems and will be absorbed into the eternal nothingness, to become once more prime matter for the Creator – the Light; to await another time when the outflow of consciousness will allow the opportunity for you to build a Light body in the image of Light, and co-create forever in the Light of all that is – I AM THAT I AM.

]]> 2019-03-09T11:13:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:36:29-07:00 The Secret Flame – One Douglas Jesse Jon Whistler and Zadore

Beyond all Illusion and Time we are presenting a series of commentaries on the Transmissions of Jon Whistler and Zadore that will stimulate and open our mind to the realization of the truth of Being and oneness in the Light of the Eternal Absolute Consciousness.

Zadore’s message of Light and Freedom first entered the manifest consciousness in 1986 when Jon Whistler was working on a USGS dig in California with his work companions, Rose Medlin and Carl Ressinger.

The message was first communitated by Zadore through a communication capsule. It has been asked the purpose of using such a device and we summize that this technology was more readily acceptable to the present day status of humanity.

Obviously, such a device was an attention getter and was soon replaced by direct contact between Zadore and Jon Whistler

Now in the 21st century the importance of the message for humanity is clear, and we are witnessing the changing consciousness of humanity following thousands of years of ignorance and illusion. The Earth is re-balancing its energies due to the destructive human efforts caused by greed, power, and a total disregard for Life.

Zadore has said that all the negative sensual forces emanate from the concepts developed in the human consciousness that perpetuate separation and fragmentation within consciousness at the level of the manifest universe.

Although limited in the Earth’s consciousness, the human consciousness believes that it somehow holds the seeds within its body to be greater than the whole consciousness of the earth, such is human vanity.

The human being having developed a mind and intellect that under the illusion, they believe that the total external manifestation, the Universe, exists for their own satisfaction, power and self domination.

Zadore’s consciousness entered the world manifestation at the beginning of the first time-loop to monitor the progress of the outer consciousness of humanity – a change of mind from the total dependence on the outer senses to the realization of the Inner Flame of Light.

By being dependent on the sensual world that humanity has created, they have become dominated by a body/mind that believes all knowledge is objectified through interaction with each other and the Earth’s nature.

How then is such knowledge and thinking developed in human consciousness?

To arrive at any understanding we have to begin with consciousness.

There can be no definitive definition for consciousness, because thoughts and words are restricted to the body/mind and incapable of knowing what lies behind this outer limitation.

For instance: ‘I think, therefore I am’, It follows then who is it that thinks and what constitutes thought?

Consciousness has no source in the world. Consciousness is everything and everywhere. There is only one consciousness, the Pure Absolute Eternal Consciousness in which all that is exists.

Is it possible for something that is part of the whole to define what is? Only the egoistic human being could think thus.

Human beings cannot think, because they are only a reactionary organism. What the intellect considers thinking to be is only the recall function of memories stored in the mind. One of the major fallacies is that people believe in segmentation, creating various levels of consciousness in the mind. They promote an objective, subjective and subconscious mind each operating separate from the other. We find this concept of separation common in the outer knowledge bank of humanity, which is the cornerstone of illusion.

When we are faced with a situation that we do not know how to handle, the mind begins the process of recall, bringing up similar past situations and how we approached the solving of that problem. Because every new situation seems different from previous experiences, then other deeper memories appear, as well similar problems are portrayed in movies that offer an alternate outcome. We feel we are thinking, but we have no control over the information released,

How many thoughts do we have? Only one, and that is ‘I am a separate individual’. We are incapable of creating any other thoughts, because all other thoughts are further reflections of that one thought ’I am’. Such as, I am the body, male, female, American, school student, policeman, train driver, handsome, pretty, tall, short, fat or thin, accountant, lawyer and so on, and these are definitive thoughts that arise out of the prime thought ‘I am’.

From this one thought all other thoughts arise, but there is still only one thought always ‘I am’.

Human consciousness when limited to the body exists solely through the ingestion of food. Without food the body dies and consciousness ceases to exist for a so called individual.

It is important that we recognize the value of the body’s consciousness, because only through this body consciousness can we become aware of our own true nature , which is the Eternal Self Consciousness.

The Universe is the outer manifestation of Being expressing the Consciousness and Nature of the Eternal Self Consciousness.

Everything that manifests through Being as the Universe is the reflection of the Nature of the Absolute Eternal Consciousness. However, the outer manifestation is distorted by the appearance of the I amness or Ego, which restricts our awareness of the true reality of Beings Nature.

We can never know what consciousness is, nor create a concept or memory of it, because it has its root within the Pure State of the Absolute.


Through the consciousness of the body we can become aware of our true nature. Therefore, we have to find how to utilize the body’s consciousness for our liberation and return to our true state in the Eternal Self Consciousness.

The purpose of Zadore’s Transmissions provides us with the work needed to break down all illusion and ignorance that has entered human consciousness, maintaining separation from self realization.

The saying: ‘There is nothing new under the Sun’ covers all aspects of life on this planet. We can never create anything new, whether it is thoughts or objects, so, we have to reach that level of awareness where Self is Self Evident, because there is nothing to discover, only remember.

In relation to this there are certain changes we have to make to understand what we consider is reality, because we have based everything on erroneous concepts, ideas and attitudes that we have accepted through the sensual knowledge of the world,

All this ignorance and illusion is based on what others in the world claim to be the truth, whereas, all worldly knowledge reflects the appearance of objects in consciousness, based on duality, cause and effect and the limitation of time and space.

Zadore is not of or on this world on Earth. Since the morphogenesis of the human body and consciousness, Zadore has continually influenced human consciousness in the direction of Light and Oneness.

It should be noted here that the human body and consciousness has no direct relationship with older body forms that appeared over various periods on the Earth. There is no evolution of forms as many experts attempt to proclaim to give credence to their theories on the evolution of the different species.

Morphogenesis are patterns that originate in the Sun’s consciousness and utilize the Earth’s extensive forms to produce a new form capable of utilizing a higher form of consciousness. Further on we will enlarge on the purpose of the human body’s morphogenesis in the Universal Consciousness.

Zadore has no human qualities, no body or gender but is pure Universal Consciousness manifesting through Being.

In the ‘Thread of Infinity’ Jon Whistler documented the movement of human consciousness through three time-loops, which were initially designed to create oneness in consciousness through a progression in the physical, mental and emotional development of the human consciousness within Being.

When the morphogenetic patterns of the human body became manifest on the Earth, with it rose the awareness of existence, and without any apparent influence on the human consciousness came the thought ‘I am’. Then a separation in consciousness occurred and this thought was the beginning of the illusion.

The human body pattern was physically a modification of all other patterns that preceded it. For instance in the early development in the womb, the fetus passes through different patterns before reaching its final pattern.

The body/mind is incapable of being aware of the totality of Being because it is dependent on the thoughts that manifest from the “I” thought, the I amness, which is only an illusion separated from Being.

Our consciousness is so limited that we cannot know the Earth’s Being, although we vainly attempt to understand the underlying forces that reflect the Earth’s nature on an outer sensual level.

Like all morphogenetic patterns the human organism is limited to its present need in consciousness, and will be replaced when this need is finalized.
The identification of the “I” thought with the body has limited the scale of Being to that of an Earth-body. This limitation has created av dependence for knowledge on the body’s five senses.

It is out of ignorance that humanity began to be solely sensual beings that have created their world in the image of their sensual knowledge and illusion, where the I amness has become their God.

Through interaction with each other as separate individuals, they developed negative sensual desires, self importance, passions and the need to possess wealth and power and control over others, living in fear and suffering.

For consciousness to reach a higher level in Being we need to recognize that the illusion, the I amness, has to be seen for what it s, and cast aside from its attachment with the body. This can only be accomplished by clearing the body/mind from all identification with the body, and allowing the body to be what it is, a form within the Pure Consciousness.

Because awareness of Self within the Earth’s consciousness outwardly moves at the flow of the Universe in time and space, the higher consciousness through the Light of Zadore in Being , bypasses consciousness linked to time and space and began to influence the the process where through the human being and its potential would develop that awareness where Self becomes conscious of Its Self.

This began with the movement through the Sun by Zadore, where the essence of Self entered the Consciousness during the development of the fetus. This then began with the activation of the human morphogenetic patterns ninety thousand years earlier and the Light Essence entered the human consciousness in every fe

The Light Essence is the Sacred Flame that awaits our awareness during our time within a body.

The Higher Consciousness of Zadore has created the VOLAH through which the Light Essence will transcend all limitation and darkness of the external manifestation.

We shall journey together now through these Transmissions with Zadore to be that Light forever.

]]> 2019-01-10T11:11:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:36:18-07:00 Prayer Douglas Jesse Prayer

Prayer is the direct contact between the inner Light Essence and the Eternal Self. Here, in silence, we become one with the Absolute Consciousness.

Jesus said: ’When you wish to pray, enter into your private room and when you have shut the door pray to your Father who dwells in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will render your due.

‘In your prayer, do not reply on empty repetition, as the pagans do, thinking that their many words will ensure them hearing. Do not copy them, for God your Father know your wants before you ask Him.
‘This is how you should pray:
‘Our Father in Heaven
Your name be hallowed; Your kingdom come;
Your will be done;
As in heaven, so on earth;
Give us the bread of life to-day;
And forgive us our debts,
As we have forgiven our debtors
And do not bring us to ordeal;
And save us from evil.’

As Jesus said, that unlike the pagans, who repeat their repetitious prayers loudly using a shopping list; and different aids such as beads and prayer wheels; say prayers from prayer books written by others; expecting that their God will answer what they want, and not need.

Who then is the god that different sects pray to? The gods of humanity are created by the religious followers in their own human image, and are only male. As such, humanity’s gods are only as great as the power attributed to them by those who believe in a particular god. When a religion no longer provides the level of security, the power of their god declines.

The question that needs to be asked is, are there any gods, or is it only a figment of one’s imagination based on religious conditioning, fear and insecurity?

In previous Transmissions we have established that the mass of humanity is taught in the illusion believing that their body is their real self and that they are separate individuals, having the power to create their own destiny. As such, do they need a god?

Jesus did not teach that heaven and hell are specific places in the manifestation, rather, he taught that the Kingdom of Heaven exists within our consciousness; and we can only experience this kingdom by changing the way we think and act in the world, here on earth; that it is not a separate world that exists for everyone following the body’s death. The Kingdom of Heaven is for the living and not the dead.

We need the manifestation of the body in consciousness in order that we can, through becoming aware of what this body conscious is reflecting, realize the truth of our being.

For consciousness to manifest as a body there is the necessity that the body regularly consumes food and water, without which, the body dies, and everything returns to its original source, and there is no consciousness after the death state.

If there is no particular god then what is the need for prayer? In the present time it has become quite obvious that many preachers, priests and church leaders do not believe that there is a god, but they do not openly voice this. Some of the disbelievers suggest that god then is love, peace and bliss, however, they are unable to experience this state through the religious theology and creeds.

Jesus said that we should love others as we love our self. ‘If you love the people who love you, what reward do you get? Do not even tax-collectors do as much? And if you are gracious to your brothers only what special goodness have you shown? Do not even the pagans show as much?

‘You must be perfect, as your Father in heaven is perfect. In all respects then, treat your fellow man as you would wish them to treat you.’

By understanding our true nature we reflect our true Self, and this does not include the personality and body which are finite and not perfect. In the world love is considered as having a sexual relationship, which is basically only entertainment with limited pleasure.

Love, Peace and Bliss do not belong to the world and cannot be experienced through bodily contact.

We begin to love others initially by allowing them to be, to do whatever they have to without any interference on our part. In other words, we should not exert our will or ideas on others, which have little value in the world. All we have to do is apply the rule Jesus gave us, which is now called the golden rule.

How do you apply this rule in your life? You cannot love another until you perceive in them the Self that underlies everyone’s consciousness. Unfortunately, now you only perceive the illusionary personality in others and this results in separation and individuality.

When you perceive what exists beyond the limited personality, which is the realized Self, then you will be aware of the Self that is your true nature. So how can you not love another, which reflects your true nature.

When you retire from the outer world and pray, your prayers are directed to the Eternal Self, which is you. We should ask what is the underlying purpose of the prayer Jesus taught. First we realize that we should not pray for material things or the power over others.

It is a prayer for the recognition of the Eternal Self; and the true nature that we have forgotten. This is our trespass. We ask for understanding where we can love the whole consciousness of the true Self.

It is a prayer is turned inward, and is an example of how we should pray. WE must first acknowledge the truth of our being and our true nature. In this way we can pray for guidance and turn away from the world to the peace that exists beyond all illusion.

We can pray for others who are in pain and suffering; caught in the horror of wars .

Our prayer of Love should be directed to those close to us who are in pain and suffering from bodily ills and pain.

All our prayers should end in – Thy will – not my will – be done.
When you pray to the Eternal Self, which has no personality, individuality, body or concepts, you will draw your consciousness away from the world and reside in the Eternal consciousness which is everywhere, awaiting our oneness in Self’

]]> 2018-11-29T11:10:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:36:06-07:00 The Child Douglas Jesse Time and space give the apparent feeling of the progression from the past to now, it is always from the past to the eternal moment.





























]]> 2018-11-12T11:09:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:35:53-07:00 What is an Individual Douglas Jesse What is an Individual

The ‘I’ which appears following the body’s birth is outwardly seen as being real and remains so in consciousness until it is proven to be unreal. What then creates the awareness that this ‘I’ or I-amness is not real? It is the inner knowledge which is the consciousness of the I AM.

The outer consciousness of the body/mind is an illusion or imagination that is the result of the I-thought’s identification with the body.

The body consciousness depends on food for its continual existence. It is the essence within the food that maintains the body’s consciousness, and without the vital food essence the body cannot exist.

In our identified state in the outer manifestation we are totally unaware of our true nature, which is pure bliss. However, in our ignorance and illusion we are unaware of its presence.

When you go to sleep and begin to dream you see many forms that manifest in the dream, which is due to your beingness that dwells in your body.

When you return to the apparent waking state the concept of I-am appears. The I-am concept which is in love with the I-amness ‘wakes up’, but what it wakes up to is only illusion based on ignorance.

Beingness just appears and emerges in our body/mind consciousness and with it we accept that we live in time and space. Everything we are aware of in our illusionary world is beingness, but “i”, the absolute Self is not beingness.

As a dreamer you are asleep on your bed, but in your dreamworld you see a particular body and you assume that you are that body; and everything you do in the dream is acted out in that dream body. We need to understand that in our so-called waking state bodies are created in the same way.

What does it mean to be an individual?

There are no individuals, only bodies, which have the thought that they are I-am, or I-amness.

Only consciousness manifests – nothing else.

Who is it that walks, talks and does things?

It is the I-amness which is the expression of duality’

Who or what is it that believes it is an individual? We believe that being an individual is the outcome of the I-thought. But this thought that suggests we are an individual is not the result of the I-thought. The thoughts that suggest we are individuals are the collected thoughts of the world.

There are very few thoughts that are personal to each one of us. Actually we share the collective thoughts of the world that act to condition us to function in a particular way.

For instance, what is it that perpetuates every human being to condition each other following the birth of a body, believing they are that body, and unique from every other body?

This is automatically done in ignorance. However, you think that all thoughts that appear in your consciousness are yours, but actually all thoughts only arise in consciousness. You have to realize that the I-thought, which attaches itself to your body believes it exists and is separate from everything in consciousness. But, although the I-thought is personal to this body its total amness revolves around its identification with your body, whereas, the world thoughts are the collection of all the external sensual knowledge that maintains the illusion over Humanity.

All external based knowledge is fragmented and maintains the feeling that one is an individual with a personality, someone unique in the world.

As our inner understanding and knowledge increases, our identification with the body/mind diminishes and our consciousness expands into the Universal Consciousness or Beingness. The vital force continues to act in the body but thoughts and actions are no longer limited to an individual.

This means that because of our diminishing identification with our body , the I-amness becomes aware of Beingness and is no longer centered in the body or the world. Consciousness becomes the total manifestation. At this level of being we are no longer identifying with the body and having transcended the body/mind we are aware of our oneness with all that exists in Being.

It is difficult to give up the inclination of identifying the body as being the self. However, it is not the individual but the consciousness that must seek the source.

Expanding consciousness and realizing our oneness with the Universe, the universal consciousness takes our consciousness out of all limination and attachment with the world.

In Consciousness this is seen by many as being the ultimate state sought, and most people remain in this state until their body’s death.

Of course, the Universe and Being are of the outer manifestation and are not the ultimate source of the Eternal Self and Absolute.

Being and the Universe have a beginning and also ultimately an end. It has a period of expansion and retraction, and is dependent on time and space for its manifestation.

Consciousness must move deeper into the source which is beyond all conditioning. It is not the individual, but the Consciousness that must seek its source.

When the I-amness is the total Universal Consciousness it needs nothing else, because it is everything. However, the “I” has cramped itself into a small thing, the body, making itself a fragment in consciousness, and in so doing it has become needful. “I” needs so many things as a body.

Before the body came into the world did you exist?

Out of the no-being state the beingness quietly appears in consciousness with the feeling I am, then suddenly it is there. Out of your consciousness all this happens. There is no individual. There is only you and the total functioning of the I-thought, the consciousness is you.

You are the consciousness. By clinging to the body you become deceived into living in time and death, and through your conditioning in the world you impose this on yourself.

Before your body was born did you exist? When you attain that state of understanding, which is and was prior to the body, your true nature opens and you are free. However, previously you have covered up your true nature through desires and concepts which are of your sensual nature. You believe that the body and its senses are portraying your reality.

Now you have reached that level of maturity where you have given up body/mind identification and desires for material needs. Once the I-ego is discarded you remain in the consciousness of your true nature. All body activities will continue until the body dies, but you always remain in the consciousness of your true Self.

When you stabilize in consciousness, dispassion for the body and its experiences occurs spontaneously. This is a natural renunciation and non-deliberate so you must not neglect your worldly duties.

Consciousness is the mind; thought is all phenomena and manifestation; knowing this is being dead to the I-am and the body, and you are above all illusion. As Jesus said, ‘I am in the world, but not of the world’.

This knowledge is intuitive understanding and those who intuitively grasp this understanding lose interest in worldly affairs. Whatever appears to the outer world as being lost, all that is lost is being an ordinary person.

Now you do not ask for anything, because everything comes to you spontaneously. There is no desire for anything, because it is always there.

This does not happen for an individual, rather it happens for the one who has become one with their true nature.

Here we experience that consciousness is experiencing itself.

]]> 2018-10-28T11:08:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:35:42-07:00 The ’I’ Thought Douglas Jesse The ‘I’ Thought
Our world begins with one thought, which is ‘I’, and because of the ‘I’ thought, the mind becomes sentient and it becomes the container for all thoughts.
In order for it to exist separate from the Self Consciousness, this ‘I’, being a thought, needs to attach and identify itself to an object that is manifesting in consciousness, and that object is the human body.

All objects and forms that manifest in consciousness are the reflection of Being.
Within Being everything has the desire to Be, to manifest in consciousness. By identifying and becoming attached to a body the ‘I’ thought believes that it is that body.

The mind now becomes a body/mind, and from this original ‘I’ thought all other thoughts proceed, such as, I am a boy or girl, I want, I can do, I am happy, in endless repetitions. It is all these ‘I’ thoughts that constantly appear in the mind during our waking hours and maintain our separation from our natural source in Being.
All concepts we assume represent knowledge in our world, and are based on sensory information where outer impressions create knowledge about our world that has no foundation or true understanding in reality.

The ‘I’ thought is often called the ego or I am, and through its identification with the body believes the body to be its self. It then forms a personality that differentiates, in the mind, one individual from another.

This separation from all that Is alienates us from knowing and being our True Self. We live in a state of limitation in consciousness because we are dependent on the mind and our memories of past experiences in what we call ‘life’ and the world.
For us this world is what we believe to be our reality, and because of this we are conditioned to say, ’the only things real are what we can touch, see, hear taste and smell; anything else is only in our imagination’.

If this is our reality then it reveals a life that is fraught with danger, fear, unhappiness and ignorance.

This attitude is seen as acceptable, because everyone else has the same or similar experiences in life. Being limited to this sensual world a life appears to end with the body’s death, because when the body dies, nothing is left. The body breaks down; there is no more breathing; all thoughts disappear; and there are no memories.
Where there is nothing remaining, then this bodily life has disappeared, as well as the world, because it was all a thought and illusion. If the whole life is only an illusion it becomes obvious that consciousness for the body is dependent on one thought, which is the I am.

Our life is an externalization of the mind which forms our world. This is important for us to understand. For instance, when we dream, a whole world appears, with trees, mountains, rivers and so on. When we have a dream everything happens without any prior creation. When we awaken we know it was only a dream, but during the dream we do not usually know we are dreaming.

When we wake up after sleeping our world suddenly appears. Everything in this world reforms through the memories in the mind, and the ‘I’ thought creates a sensation of continuation. However, this is actually another dream, albeit a longer dream.

Why can we say this awakening is also a dream? We know that eventually this life dream will end when the body dies; then do we awaken? Probably not. We can only awaken from this dream here and now.

What existed prior to the body’s birth? And what continues to exist when the body dies? What people call the external soul, which is promoted by the religions, is only the ego or ‘I’ thought, which creates the personality that is considered as being the self or soul.

It has often been said that god created the world, and if that were so, then god is the ‘I’ thought, which is the creator of the world illusion.

So there is an apparent separation between the Eternal Self and the body that appears in the outer manifestation. But this is only a concept of the mind, because there is no actual separation, only the thought that it exists. The body manifests in consciousness the moment of its birth and has no awareness that it exists, because it remains in the Eternal Consciousness.

A small baby animal, which the human body is, reflects the nature of the Eternal Consciousness, which is love, joy, and peace. Unfortunately, words such as these cannot reflect our inner nature or Self, because words are only the outflowing of thoughts which are limited by the intellect.

Due to the identification of the ‘I’ thought, human beings seek to maintain a separation between themselves and everything else in the manifestation by naming everything. However, all objects and forms manifesting in consciousness reflect the true nature of the Eternal Self. All manifestation is only a reflection of the oneness of Being in Self, and it is this oneness that is true nature of all forms and objects, including ourself.

When we move consciousness out of the mind and stop building concepts and attitudes that give power to the ‘I’ thought, and cease being selfish, we begin to become aware of the eternal moment, the unchanging Self. Then we realize our true nature and oneness.

The body now remains in consciousness free of the influence of the ‘I’ thought, being in harmony with all other forms manifesting in consciousness in the pure consciousness.

This represents our work which requires developing awareness through continually passively watching the flow of illusionary thoughts, and dismissing them as they appear. Do not challenge or follow them, allowing them to draw your attention from being what you are. Your world is not that of the mind and the ‘I’ thought, but that of the Eternal Self, which exists without thought or the outer sensual and illusional manifestation.

Become aware that you are I AM, which is total reality. Feel the presence of Self, which is ever present, only you do not listen. It is ever here unchanging in the moment free from the past, present and future. Within Self there is no time or space, everything is perfection and one.

You do not have to do anything or be anything, you only have to become empty of all outer illusion and thoughts that identify and attach you to a body. Become empty of all this outer illusion and be filled with the Light and power of the Eternal Self.

]]> 2018-10-18T11:07:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:35:30-07:00 World Illusion – Your Illusion Douglas Jesse Your mind is active and constantly asks unanswerable questions that draw your consciousness further into illusion. This illusion is based on the mind’s ignorance, which keeps our consciousness locked in the sensual realizations of the body. The mind is filled with thoughts, words and memories that create the illusion of our body and its world.

Our world is our own private secretive domain where no one else can enter; but it is a fabrication of the consciousness of our body/mind, which is limited to time and space.

As such, our world, which is based on information we have accepted, ideas, attitudes and concepts; is finite, and ends with the body’s death. Our world is our illusion, and we believe it is our reality.

Although there are billions of people on the Earth at any particular moment, they all have a personal world that is separate from each other’s, but linked by an illusion, which suggests a shared world.

We all share the same illusion, which gives our life creditability, and this sharing results from the conditioning that everyone is subject to, following the body’s birth.

Already being conditioned to believe in individualization, our parents, devoid of any thought, repeat the conditioning, and we too continue the process into further generations. This is the result of repetition that was created by the time loop in consciousness, where humanity lives in ignorance, believing that they are doing something , whereas they are unaware that they are repeating the same experiences over and over, day after day.

So humanity is locked in a process of repetition, asleep to who or what they really are; subject to limitation in consciousness, and live in the fear of death, which ends their sense of separation and individuality.

This state of non-awareness and ignorance creates a repetitive loop, of cycles of war, debt and greed and other so-called natural disasters. Nothing ever changes in human consciousness since the first human bodies were morphed by the Earth. Technology changes, but the state of being remains locked in the darkness of illusion, generating pain, suffering and fear.

We need to awaken in our consciousness to what is running the world in which we share, and develop the awareness of who and what we are. While we continue to believe we are a body with a mind and personality separate from all manifestation and the Universe, we remain asleep, and continue to suffer in pain and isolation.

Over thousands of years Teachers have arisen, first seeking within them the reason for suffering, and following the realization for this, they attempt to have humanity outwardly change their habits and attitudes in their thoughts and living.

No matter how many teachers have lived on the earth, the majority of people have remained asleep and continue to pursue pleasure and greed in the sensual world consciousness, thinking this is life’s reality.

What then is reality? It is the Truth, the Oneness of the Eternal Self Consciousness. Truth is the Eternal Consciousness where all is perfection. Perfection is where everything is complete, without beginning or end. What appears in the outer manifestation, such as our bodies, appears in consciousness and disappears when they expire. The body is finite and imperfect, without Truth and reality.

We believe we are the body, yet we have little awareness of what it is. We never outwardly see our whole body, and only assume what it is through its reflection, in a mirror or a photographic reproduction. It is common that most people do not consider that the photograph is a true reflection of their body, passing it off as taking a bad photo. Whereas, they accept the mirror reflection because they impose their own personality over the reflected image.

We know that the body ages, having stages of growing, but even though we look in the mirror every day, we are never aware of the changes, unless we are very vain. The body we believe is us, acts completely differently from our real Self.

The Watcher provides us with a glimpse of our inner nature, which appears as consciousness in time and, unlike the body, never changes nor ages, but always is.

This enduring consciousness continually watches the functioning of the body and mind, and how these thoughts and reactions have no relationship with our true nature. Through these observations we become aware of the separation from the truth that is our real nature, and that of our illusional world.

In this illusion we think we are experiencing life through the body; however, these experiences are only mental impressions of our sensual nature. Mostly these sensual impressions are only expectations of some achievements in the world.

The mind relies on past memories which overlay what we are experiencing now, and these past memories determine our present reaction. Only through the passive observation by the Watcher can we break free from this repetitive control of the I am, and personality.

Often we are told that we that we have look inwardly to find the truth of our being, but when first turning inwards we are faced with the phantoms of the stored memories, pain and guilt that keep us living constantly in the past.

We have to develop a strong desire to find what life is and who or what we are. This involves knowing the answer to all the pain and suffering that dominates our consciousness here and now. Then we see that we have set up blocks between all the negative and immoral actions in our interactions with others over the years. These blockages tend to act as a buffer between what we have done in the past and how we portray our personality in the present moment. Of course we are living a lie, and condone this lie through constant justification.

If all these blockages were immediately removed instantaneously, and we were able to perceive what we have hidden, we would go mad, and possibly commit suicide. When we gradually remove these blockages one at a time, we begin to strengthen our inner reserve. These blockages are all the “I” thoughts that constantly invade our outer consciousness, and are what the Watcher observes, and eliminates.

There is no quick method which the world promotes. We see this where groups of individuals who put together information from various sources as courses, holding seminars, which are designed to develop a profitable business, giving little or nothing to earnest seekers.

There are no manuals for freedom, because all information of the world has no reference in consciousness. Everything you need is already in your being, and what you have to do is become open to it.

Allow the Watcher to reveal the way. You have to apply yourself every day to perceiving through this observation what thoughts are passing through your mind, and you take away their power by not following them in your mind, knowing that they are pointing outwardly, and have no use for you, so ignore them, and become free.

Eventually you will come to the realization that your mind seems clear and uncluttered by all these negative “I” thoughts.

There is nothing that separates you from being what you are, because the only separation is in your mind.

]]> 2018-09-10T11:07:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:35:14-07:00 The Desire for Bliss Douglas Jesse In these Transmissions we focus on the knowledge of our true nature. The word knowledge is used here in relation to the realization of truth, in other words, establishing ourselves in what we truly are.

This activity implies the absence of any pre-conceived ideas. We must not set goals that belong to the mind and imagination, because the unknown cannot be imagined or conceived. Generally, in the world, we use analogy and reasoning to achieve our goals and expectations, but working within we are dealing with a formless absolute, the Self, which cannot be apprehended by the mind.

We must lay aside all concepts of a personal God or Self. The only technique to use is one based on the art of listening in silence.

Our daily activities are made up of reactions, which are the expression of our ego or personality. We are a personality surrounded by pleasant or unpleasant, or friendly or hostile objects, and everything that impinges on our outer consciousness causes us to react according to our desires and fears. Consequently, these reactions are false, fragmentary and inadequate, because they are rooted in our selfish outlook, which is born out of the illusion that we are a separate self.

All traditional teachings, whether religious or esoteric, give us methods that attempt to help reach a non attached state where all reactions cease to be, leading to impersonal feelings that are impartial and produce an adequate outcome.

This must be properly understood if we want to become one with our true nature. The state of listening is the first true step to oneness. Next we must observe all our desires and understand what it is that we are actually seeking in all the objects and relationships that seem to give us pleasure. Only then we will realize that, when the desired object is stripped of all its peculiarities, there remains the truth, which is fullness, bliss and peace.

Nothing in the world of objects possesses perfect fullness and unconditional bliss. After the fulfilment of a desired object, we experience a short period of desirelessness, however, new desires reappear, and we start a new search. This indicates that what we desire is not the object, because if it were, its possession would eliminate all other desire. What is desired is bliss, which exists at all times in everything. The realization of the presence of bliss was lost when we became a separate ego, thereby losing sight of our true Self.

From that moment the world of objects and duality was born. This duality makes it impossible for us to perceive the presence of bliss, which abides in everything. We think we can experirnce bliss sensually, but that is impossible, because all we experience is short-lived pleasure.

We are compelled to strive in a world where the pleasant and unpleasant oppose the other. Most of the time we are content to waver between pleasure and pain, having no knowledge of true joy, because pleasure is only a shadow of what is.

Sometimes we come face to face with an object which is in exceptional harmony with us and we transcend the pleasure it gives, experiencing joy, discovering that perfect joy lies beyond the pleasure/pain duality. When pleasure becomes intense and pure, it may do more than end a desire but completely satisfy it, if only for a moment, and then it gives way to joy. This joy can only arise by the suppression of desire. True joy is impersonal, and is beyond the I amness. When immersed in perfect joy, we cease to be our personality. Now only joy remains, and the personality has disappeared.

]]> 2018-08-24T11:06:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:35:02-07:00 Lost and Found Douglas Jesse When we begin our search for greater understanding, we ask the question ‘Why am I here?’ In seeking the answer we spend many years following different systems in the world, which always leads us nowhere. Eventually we begin to perceive that all those ideas, concepts and ignorance act as conflicting buffers that blind our consciousness of the realization of our true nature. Zadore rightly outlined how we have to respond to this.

‘By the power of Light, you will know the innermost selves of men’. Zadore said. ‘As the Light shines upon each one that comes before you, you will know them but will not judge them. You will easily see who are the unbelievers, even as they profess to believe in you and will go along with you for quite a time, but in the end they will fall back asleep, preferring the ease of old habits and behavior to the struggle out of illusion.

‘But it does not matter if many do not believe. For what you do at this deciding moment in the Time Loop in Human Consciousness will be the greatest thing the world has ever known – the beginning of the end of illusion’. (The Golden Shore)

Jesus gave the people the parable of the sower of the seed, which outlines the different stages that we have to move in consciousness before we reach the understanding of the nature of Self:

‘When anyone hears the Word of the Kingdom and does not understand it, the Evil One comes and flies away with what was sown in his heart. There you have the man who received his seed by the path.

‘The man who received it on rocky ground is one that hears the Word and accepts it at once with joy. But he has no roots in him, he cannot hold out for long; and when suffering or persecution comes on account of the Word, he promptly recants.

‘The man who received it among the thistles is also one who hears the Word: but the cares of this world and the lure of riches choke the Word, and he becomes unfruitful.

‘Finally, the man who received the seed on rich soil is one who hears the Word and understands it. He indeed bears fruit, producing in some cases a hundredfold, in others sixty, in others thirty.’ (Matthew)

Here the Word means Truth and Understanding, which only develops as one begins to cast aside all ignorance and illusion.

The only reality is the Self, which is the Eternal Consciousness. In the general sense, the ego, which is another word for the ‘I’ thought that arises in the consciousness following the body’s birth, is the thought that I am, or the I amness.

This ‘I’ thought contains the seeds of all the unresolved tendencies acquired in previous life experiences. The Self reveals the unresolved tendencies, through the ‘I’ thought and the five senses that materialize as our world and the universe, which then becomes perceptible to the ‘I’ thought or ego. The ‘I’ thought or ego is a reflection of the Eternal Consciousness.

The I amness identifies itself with the body and loses sight of the Self, which results in a state of darkness, ignorance and misery in the present life.

The ‘I’ thought arises from the Self, and forgets the Self. It then believes it is not only the body, but was born with the body. This is the beginning of all illusion. There is always the feeling that something is missing, hence the question, ‘Who am I’? or ‘What existed before I was born?’ This desire to know is, in reality, the desire to regain Self, or the death of the I amness; to surrender to the Self in order to eternally Be. The answer is always in the question ‘Who am I?’ – You are the answer!

Jesus illustrated this in the parable of the prodigal son – Lost and Found.

‘A man had two sons. The younger of them said to him, “Father, let me have my share of the estate.” So he divided the property between them.

‘The younger son realised his whole share and left home after a few days for a distant country, where he squandered his money in extravagant living. But when he had spent it all, there was a serious famine in the country and he faced starvation. So he attached himself to one of the local people; and the man sent him out to look after the pigs on his farm, where no one gave him anything, and he would have gladly gorged himself with the husks the pigs fed on.

‘This brought him to himself and he said, “To think of all my father’s paid hands, with more bread than they can eat, while I am dying of starvation here! I will set out and go up to my father and say, Father, I have sinned against Heaven and yourself. I am no longer worthy to be your son. Treat me as one of your hired men.” And he set out and went to his father.

‘His father saw him when he was still a long way off, and was filled with pity. He ran and fell on his neck and kissed him tenderly. “Father,” said the young man, “I have sinned against Heaven and yourself. I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired men.”

‘But the father said to his servants: “Quick! Bring me out a robe, the best we have, and put it on him. Give him a ring for his hand and sandals for his feet. And bring the fatted calf and kill it. Let us eat and make merry; for this son of mine was dead and has come back to life, he was lost and he is found.’
Luke: 15.

Many times in the Gospel, Jesus describes the Kingdom of Heaven as something that is lost and eventually found. In this parable Jesus relates that the father, his two sons and servants are living outside the manifestation, in a state of pure consciousness. The young son decides to leave and experience consciousness in another country, which is the outer manifestation in Being. As he aligns his consciousness with a body, he becomes immersed in the sensual relationship with the body and forgets his true nature, which is said in the parable as his money or wealth.

Now he is lost, driven to feed on the husks provided for the pigs. He remembers his lost state, and how his father’s servants have more bread than they need. Jesus always refers to bread as meaning the truth and understanding, of which the young man now had little.

We have said that the ego, or ‘I’ arises from Self, as does everything, and the forgetting is the birth of the individual. Once one remembers that there is something that is lost, then there is the desire to regain what is lost, which is Self, and it lives eternally.

]]> 2018-07-17T11:05:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:34:49-07:00 Pure Awareness and Consciousness Douglas Jesse Pure Awareness and Consciousness

What we have understood from studying the Transmissions is that our knowledge of consciousness is limited to the body and the illusory world we live in.

This worldly consciousness is based on duality, which means that there is me and something separate from me. We are the manifestation of those thoughts and concepts that maintain our sense of duality.

Zadore’s Transmissions are based on oneness, or no duality; hence, Jon Whistler’s first book, ‘One Light’ reflects this non dual state of being and consciousness.

We have already looked at the duality of concepts and desires, as well as the I am, thoughts and personality. We know that these states limit consciousness and foster the feeling of duality, which is enhanced by the sensual knowledge we rely on to function in the world.

In the previous two transmissions we reached the understanding of Being and the universal state of consciousness. To elevate our awareness beyond the limitation of I am, we have to separate our outer consciousness from all identification with the body, because as long as we continue to identify with the body we remain in a state of duality.

When we reach that level of awareness of the universal consciousness, we are still living in a state of duality; however, it is at a new level of consciousness. Here, it is where Being is separated from the Eternal Self.

Everything has its existence within the Eternal Self and is not separate from Self. However, as we related in the last Transmission, that to reach a state of mind where we are no longer inhibited by a constant flow of thoughts from the body/mind, we have to still the mind.

While we continue to identify with the body we cannot still the mind. Thoughts will continue to generate and we become frustrated, because we believe we can actually stop our thoughts from rising in the mind. How can the mind control its own function? It can’t. Often some people resort to the practice of meditation to exclude extraneous thoughts. They continually focus their attention on a single thought to the exclusion of all other thoughts. If they are successful then their meditation is complete, because they have attained what they set out to do, and now have to somehow eliminate that thought. Then what remains? Nothing. They return to the body and the world.

Stilling thoughts is not an active process. It is the outcome of passive observation that reduces the power of thoughts entering consciousness. You stop these thoughts and weaken them by ignoring them. If you meet someone who is annoying and negative, you will eventually ignore them and shun their company. The same applies to these unwanted thoughts, ignore them.

Once these thoughts are stilled, what remains? Is it not your ever present Self?

You may reach this state and experience nothing. You try harder to return to that state of nothingness, always expecting something that you have read or been told that you should now be experiencing, and still nothing happens.

So what has gone wrong? You have to realize that you are still expecting something that you have developed by your mind, something that is a fantasy and imagination.
We have been taught by the world to live in expectation and set goals, and even now, after all this work, we still resort to old habits, which is comparing the inner consciousness with the outer world consciousness.

Where you are now is that you have to come to an understanding and realization that you have to stop limiting your consciousness with the body and mind, because that is still happening .

You cannot compare the outer consciousness with what’s within, they are separate states within Self, where one is an illusion and the other a reality. In the world everyone lives out their life clinging to past experiences, thoughts and memories.

We think there is a future which is based on expectations and perceived results that are only illusions. We say there is a past, which we remember, and what we are presently experiencing is the future of our past actions. However, we will say again there is only the present moment, and only in this moment you are the consciousness of the I AM. You cannot experience the Pure Consciousness in the past or future, it is only in the present moment that you can be what you are.

Within the Eternal Consciousness everything is complete and perfect. The problem lies with the mind and thoughts that identify with the world, time and space, where we see everything from our limited perspective.

When you seek to be that consciousness which is your true nature, you cannot become locked into the outer world of thoughts and emotions based on body actions.

You cannot become one in perfection and return to the sensual consciousness. You have to realize this and become quiet without any expectations. Another reason you experience nothing when thought stops, is because you have not listened to your inner feelings. We just said that when you become quiet during the day, the I AM is present, but you never give this any thought and begin the thought process in the mind again. During the day there are periods when the mind rests, and it is then that you should direct your awareness to Being. How can you experience what you continually ignore?

You have to come to the realization of what it means to Be. To Be means that you know that there is nothing you can do, and nothing to desire, even to Be. All you have to do is allow. Do not want or expect, just allow. Move out of your head, because while you continue to live in your head you cannot become anything. When you know that you live every day just being, allowing and accepting everything as it is, then you are becoming one in consciousness.

Then, without thought or expectation, the inner Light shines. There are no words or thoughts, because these are non existent in Self. You are Self – allow everything to be.

Know this: I am everything; I do not have to go anywhere, because I am everywhere; I have no desires or wants, because I have all; I know nothing because I know everything. The only knowledge there is, is that I AM.

Live then in this pure Light where there are no thoughts, time, space or illusion.

Now you are forever.

]]> 2018-06-29T10:51:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:34:38-07:00 I amness to I AM - part two of two Douglas Jesse We have to become aware that everything appears and disappears in consciousness, and if there were no bodies, then there would be no I-amness, in fact there would be nothing. As such, for us to experience consciousness we require the presence of a body.

Often we ask why we have to become aware that we are not the body, when it is an essential object for consciousness to manifest?

To find this answer we have to realize what is the source of the I-thought and the I-amness. When we expand our consciousness beyond the body and body/mind we will know that the source of the I-amness and I-thought is the I AM. However,  locked into a body the I-amness is only a small reflection of the I AM.

In the outer manifestation the I AM has become limited to the consciousness of the body, the senses and the body mind, which effectively separates the I-amness from the consciousness of the total Being.

Cramping the I AM into an object, in this case the human body, creates frustration and feelings of insecurity, hopelessness and a separation from one’s real nature.

We have to realize that the body, being a host to the I amness, separates us from the total consciousness . When we realize this we know that what stands between our true nature and Being is the body, and this realization is not based on an intellectual understanding, but arises through the feeling I AM. So what is the I AM?

When we use different words that have various meanings relative to different concepts this creates conflict and confusion. We have seen how people confuse the world and the Earth when referring to human behaviour and the planet. The same is seen when referring to Being and the Universe, where many people think they are the same thing.

Being brings the totality of Self into existence and manifestation, and the Universe is the outer manifestation of Being. Being mirrors the inner nature of Self into manifestation where Self becomes aware of Its Self.

It is the Light of Pure Awareness that is reflected on the manifest forms of Being in consciousness, that allows Self to be conscious of Self.

Often people refer to this as the Universal Consciousness or the Consciousness of the Universe. However, this is limiting the manifestation of Self and Being. Within Being there is the total reflection of Self, so the manifestation cannot be limited to one Universe.

Early last century there appeared a thought  that we should seek to attain a state of consciousness called Cosmic Consciousness. This became, in the West, the ultimate goal of spiritual attainment. Cosmic Consciousness was described as becoming one in consciousness, or a state of oneness with the whole creation.

In the late 1960’s young people sought to experience altered states in consciousness by taking hallucinating drugs such as LSD, which certainly altered their consciousness leading to self-destruction of the body.

People seeking mystical experiences, through desire and imagination, have altered states in consciousness where they experience their god concept, and believe they have reached the desired heaven. Following the experience they return to their daily life and proceed to tell others what is needed to reach this high spiritual state. However, it is the body/mind that fulfils their desires by creating the expected  experience.

We have to understand what is true and what is imaginary. To experience oneness within Being differs from the imaginary state of the body/mind in that with the mystical state one moves into the experience which ends when one returns to the outer sensual life. When one becomes in consciousness what they already are, there is no return to the old state of sensual consciousness, because you are that
I AM permanently.

What then is the I AM? The I AM is the total consciousness in Being, where you are conscious of all; you are the Creation; the total manfistation of Being. I AM is what people ignorantly call God.

What is needed to move from being, the limited I-amness consciousness, to being I AM?

We come back to what is understood regarding the body, body/mind and the I- amness. We have to learn how to disassociate our identification with the body, which we have already discussed. As you witness the continual flow of thoughts and memories, and do not become attached to them, and ignore them, the mind becomes quieter and quieter until all thoughts and memories vanish.

Then when there are no thoughts, the I-amness begins to depart and moves back into the consciousness of Being, from which it arose. Now you have to follow the I- amness, to where it returns to in Being,  and you, the Light of the Essence, will become one in Being – the IAM.

This is the experience that has been thought of as Cosmic Consciousness, a free and universal state of being.  Most seekers reaching this state in consciousness remain, believing they have reached the ultimate experience. It is an expanded and permanent state within Being, where there is no more I-amness. It is a transformation of consciousness from the limitation of being imprisoned in a body to being the consciousness of the whole manifestation where you are that manifestation;  you have moved from the I amness to the I AM.

Know that there is only one way and that is knowing, and feeling that you are not the body/ mind or body.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:50:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:34:25-07:00 I amness to I AM – part one of two Douglas Jesse We have often been told that the world is an illusion; however, many people are unaware of what the world is. Mostly these people are confused and think the world and the Earth are one and the same thing.

The Earth is a part of the universe and exists in consciousness in the outer manifestation of the Eternal Self.

The world is a concept, accepted by humanity, that underlies all knowledge, desires, behaviours and fears shared by everyone. Because it is a state of mind it has no reality and is only an illusion. Every individual lives in their own created world which is not visible to others, and this world is limited and private, which ends when the body dies. Every human being shares a common interest in the world that is based on conditioned concepts and desires, and this is the outer world that everyone shares.

Our world is limited and isolated, where we think we have a body  to satisfy our desires, to injure it, and make a slave to do our bidding.

But who is it that exerts this control over a body?

It is the I-thought, the I amness that arises in consciousness early in the life of the body and asserts its control by attaching itself to the body, and then that world begins to develop in the body/mind in the succeeding years. This follows the basic conditioning by the parents over the child, which continues after the mind is led to accept that its body is its self and is dependent on the world thought in its daily life, a life built on lies and ignorance.

The I amness creates a sense of being in the body reflecting the idea that both the body and it constitute a separate being from the total consciousness.

However, the personality which is the externalization of the I amness believes it has the power to create its own existence based on the desire to be.

Out of this desire to be, all other desires follow, such as all the I am thoughts: I am a boy or girl; I am a certain religion; I am a doctor or Indian chief, and so on, distancing them from their true state of being, leading to isolation and suffering.

To escape these inner feelings, people desire pleasure and happiness, but which always leads to experiencing pain and suffering. The desire for happiness is the memory of pleasure and fear is the memory of pain. It is the process of trying to recreate a pleasurable experience of the past into the present in the attempt to combat the pain occurring in their life now.

In a recent Transmission we saw that the ultimate desire was the realization of oneness with god or a higher being. This desire has limitation because it is constantly seeking something outside of itself.

We do not know what we are. We even do not know what the body is. We are associated with the body during our waking hours, and although we have been educated to having a limited knowledge of the body, it is all based on sensual observation and treats the body as something like a machine, where it is either treated chemically, or given spare parts to keep it working. This alone shows the ignorance of human understanding.

Because we are not a body, but pure consciousness and awareness, the body is only a manifestation in consciousness and it serves the purpose of acting as a means for communicating the Self Awareness in the world, and it is not the Self but has its existence in Self.

This then leaves the mind that is not of the body, but is created by the I amness in its vain attempt to manifest its presence in the world, a world that is the illusional creation of the I amness. To be aware of the I AM, the Self consciousness requires the elimination of the I-thought and subsequent I thoughts stored in the body/mind.

We have to reach an understanding of what we are, and such understanding supersedes the I amness, personality and I-thought, which is not an intellectual understanding, but one that comes from our deep contact within.

Only when we know we are not the body will the I amness become unattached to the body and return to its source.

There are two things that involve our being what we are, and that is eliminating all thoughts pertaining to the I-thought, and realizing that the body is separate, because we have no attachment with any other body,  human, or other life form.

The best attribute we have is consciousness, where we are aware that we have a personality and a body. This is basically where everyone in the world is, and at this level function in a state of dependence, having little understanding outside their  basic needs, such as food and shelter, and the protection from one another. Here everyone is conditioned in different ways to being subservient to a higher authority, whether religious, science, or political.

Beyond this passive life function are those individuals who erroneously believe they are the ‘doers’ or leaders, whether in business, religion or politics. They are dangerous because everything they do is directed at attaining wealth and the power they desire. From the ignorance of these leaders, the world is constantly plunged into wars, pain, creating suffering to the conditioned mass of people.

There are those individuals who think they can change this world by becoming involved in the different conditioning organizations; however, they are readily eaten up by the system and thrown out into the world as outsiders. Of course the mass of automatic humanity has little time for outsiders because they see them as threatening their stable world that gives them a sense of safety and protection.

So when you come to realize this, that you cannot change outwardly what is projecting the world illusion, which has been happening since humanity first moved into a body, only then can you change your world from within through the realization of what you are. When you change your world, the whole world around you changes, and you are what you have always been, I AM – that I AM.

We will continue our discussion on understanding in the next post, where we will seek to to learn what has to be done to remove the presence of the I amness and how the body returns to its status in the manifestation, and how you will realize that there is nothing you have to do to Be.

Here you are receiving the understanding needed to become free. Don’t just read it, but allow it to be digested inwardly without any intellectualization, and allow the understanding to flow.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:49:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:34:13-07:00 Don’t Believe Everything You Hear Douglas Jesse ‘Don’t believe everything you hear, your imagination has led you to extreme…’ the lyrics from an old song that are important in our quest for understanding of who and what we are. You may recall that when we began this site nine months ago, we suggested that you should not accept anything you read as being the truth; that you have to contemplate the inner meaning, and only then can you accept or discard the information.

Zadore has said in the transmissions that to know what is true or false, all you have to do is shine the light of understanding on it and the truth will be revealed.

Interestingly, one person reads a transmission and immediately accepts what is written. Whereas, another person reads the same transmission and immediately rejects it. You will see that both people are missing the mark, because they are applying what they have read to their conditioned understanding and, as such, neither can access the truth.

Truth is universal and non-dual, unlike our worldly concepts. It is only our conditioning that makes us believe that all Truth can only be apprehended by becoming attached to a guru or religion.

While we continue to accept the teachings, thoughts, ideas and concepts of so-called experts we will never know the reality of what is.

VOLAH has no organization, and what is presented on this site does not conform to a teaching or system.

If that were so, we would be wanting to convert others to study a set of organized teachings only available at a price. Whatever you read here is free, providing you with the knowledge that will help you to remember who and what you are, because the truth has no material value. The truth belongs to all of us, because it is our real nature, our real Self.

However, we have all lost our way and are asleep, having no contact with our reality. We live in a state of ignorance, in outward worldly knowledge conditioned by the State and Religion. Such commitment makes humanity automatons, willingly giving away their rights in the belief that they are protected from harm and misery.

VOLAH first appeared in 1986 when Jon Whistler and his two associates were contacted by Zadore, and from that contact the Transmissions were revealed to the world. All this is disclosed in Jon Whistler’s book ‘One Light’

Following the publication of One Light several thousand people around the world were drawn to the remarkable original information revealed by Zadore. Many of these people still study the continuing transmissions. For them, the transmissions were released on a regular basis as received by Jon, mainly through books and later through the Earthlight Transmissions and the VOLAH Series.

The effect of these transmissions over several years of study gradually changed the way we think, creating a change of mind, which altered the negative conditioning that everyone in the world is bound to by illusion and ignorance.

De-conditioning is essential, because without breaking down this state of ignorance and illusion, we cannot we cannot be the Light and awareness of what we are. Without breaking the hold over our consciousness by the Personal ‘I’ we are continually functioning under the false belief that we are the body.

These early transmissions are extremely important to be studied and understood because it is impossible to Be what we Are while still conditioned by old thoughts and memories.

You need to create a solid understanding where you cannot be controlled by the illusional outer knowledge.

When we begin to understand what Jesus taught in the early parables and the Sermon on the Mount, we know that he was de-conditioning morals and character, which were related to everyone’s personal behaviour and relationships. You cannot move into the Kingdom of Heaven within while you continue to live in the world of ignorance and illusion.

It is important to transform your mind by understanding what you are not; that you are ignorant, conditioned and separated from the Truth by this conditioning. Once you break down this barrier you will find that your mind is quieter, you have less fear, and you are experiencing a more peaceful state of mind free of all negativity where you no longer express anger and violence, not only to others but also to yourself.

Only now can you truly begin to become open to the presence or awareness within that will enlighten your understanding.

So it is important to follow the basic steps by studying the early transmissions such as the Oracle to Freedom and Enter the Vortex as One Light, as well as the VOLAH Series, where you will experience that understanding that flows from within without any effort.

No one can provide you with a manual for enlightenment. Do not to follow any system, because all these systems only isolate you from what you are, creating further separation. You are already what you seek, and one day you will know this and Be that Self.

Initially we think we have to do something; to make a concerted effort to reach an expected goal, illumination, where everything will be spectacular and exciting. But that is not the way; the way is through silence, where peace, love and bliss abide, where you are free of personality, mind and body.

We will continue to post transmissions here to help eliminate the years of negative conditioning that has been imposed over human consciousness and reaches deep within the human psyche.

You will be amazed by the changes that occur in your life when you cast aside all the ignorance in your world and, slowly but surely, you become free, and even though you are in the world through your body, you will know that you are not of this world, but you are I AM that I AM.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:48:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:33:51-07:00 Desire and Desireless Douglas Jesse How often have you heard or read that you have to become desireless to attain that level of consciousness in Self which you so desire?

Of course that whole statement is contradictory in that to achieve the desireless state you have to totally desire what you want to reach.

Desire is the need to possess something, whether it is a person or thing, and it also involves emotional input. Where, then, does desire arise?

Desire is not a thought or feeling, although these become attached to whatever is desired. It is energy inherent in the vital force – the desire to exist – which is the inherent nature of Being.

On the level of the body/mind desire is the energy within the vital force that is directed toward a specific outcome, which is happiness. However, at the body level of consciousness, most desires are never fulfilled. Although the movement of desire outwardly focuses on attaining pleasure and happiness, its true purpose is to prepare the outer consciousness to experience its true nature, which is peace, love, joy and bliss. This can never be attained in the world of the body and senses.

Desire underlies all levels of Being, where, at the worldly sensual level, one seeks to desire pleasure through the bodily senses, which includes sexual fulfillment.

Through the mind, desires are pursued using the intellect and emotions. Without desire the human experience in consciousness would cease to manifest.

Desire is an outer expression of Being that continually strives to be; that is, becoming aware of who or what you are. It is the underlying force that impels us to understand consciousness beyond the world, the universe and Being.

All desires in the outer sensual manifestation are limited in their outcome to attaining possessions. In the world all desires are personal, that is they are aligned to the personality and have negative outcomes.

If this is so, there has to be a positive aspect because all manifestation in the world is based on the concept of duality and separation.

Obviously, like all thoughts, concepts and ideas, desire is considered as being a dual force – good or bad – depending on the needs of each individual, where one person’s desires conflict with that of another person.

Inwardly we observe that there is only desire, which is non-dual, because here desire is the pure energy of Being that seeks to create the awareness of who and what we are, which is being bliss, joy and peace, the nature of Self.

Is it possible to become desireless when desire is an underlying force of Being? Without desire we can never be.

In the manifest world we live a limited and fragmented existence in consciousness due to the constant identification of the Personal I, or ego, with the body in an attempt to exist. Such existence is impossible because a thought has no being and no desire, it only has an illusory existence.

What has led you to reach this inner state of seeking real answers to your purpose in life? Eventually you will realize that this worldly life has no purpose, but only provides the consciousness for you to become aware of Self, the eternal consciousness that has no beginning or end.

Why have you continued to seek to be after having so many disappointments, after going down wrong paths, moving from one group to another, one organization to another, and listening to different teachers, becoming more and more confused? Yet there is always that unseen force that overrides these pursuits and never dulls what you inwardly know does exist. This desire is like a flame continually burning within your consciousness, and nothing can stop its movement once it has begun in earnest.

You desire to know, to have that knowledge that transcends the limitations of the intellect that creates your world of ignorance and limitation. Soon you will become open to this inner presence; then you cease to desire, because you have become what you desired, and there burns within your heart the flame that transmutes all obstacles, fears and doubts.

How do you become open to this desire to Be? In the world the consciousness depends for its knowledge on the body and mind, and desire begins at this level, where it faces limitation, and cannot communicate with our inner presence. When you use the body/mind to desire oneness with the Light of Self, nothing happens because your mind always selects those memories that relate to what a self-proclaimed enlightened person taught about enlightenment, and
taught that their system is the only true way.

You have to enlarge your understanding and become open to what you are, not what you think you are. Understanding at the inner level of Being is true knowing; the Truth; or as Jesus said, the Good. ‘Only God is Good.’

To Understand the Truth, Jesus told us in parable form, is akin to water, because water is always in constant movement. However, Jesus gave an example of how the water for the sheep was held back by a large stone. This represents where there was no understanding because the water was motionless. Once the stone was moved the water began to flow and the sheep began to drink. The flow of the water that was damned, he described as the knowledge of the Truth at the intellect. It is all in the mind.

Finally the water becomes living at the emotional level, in that the truth is manifested in life.

How does the Truth live in your consciousness? You have to transpose the understanding of the truth into living the truth; you become the truth by externalizing what you know and understand, without thought. You become the understanding because it is your true nature where you act out of this understanding without any thought.

This is living the Truth. You have to abandon the ego, the mind and the body. There is no further need to act out of the body/mind or memories.

All desire ends when you transpose the understanding, because you have all the knowledge needed – you are the I AM.

Within Self there is no thought because thought only exists within the illusion; within Self all activity and action are spontaneous.

You have to consciously be what you are, and often initially it takes effort to recognize the illusion of the ego and body/mind. You have to understand that you are not making any changes, because changes just happen, and all you are doing is opening your inner consciousness to what is.

As the mind becomes quieter and the ego disappears, all that is left is Self, which reveals Its Self. You can do nothing except Be what you are.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:47:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:33:39-07:00 The Kingdom of Heaven Douglas Jesse Jesus was teaching the people about the Kingdom of Heaven and his disciples came forward and said to him. ‘Why do you talk to them in parables?’

‘To you,’ replied Jesus, ‘the secrets of heaven are revealed; but not to them. For more shall be given to the man who has – he shall be enriched; from the man who has not, even what he has shall be taken. I talk to these people in parables because they have eyes but do not see; they have ears but do not hear or understand. It is in them that Isaiah’s prophesy is finding fulfilment: “You shall hear with your ears, but you shall not understand, you shall see with your eyes, but you shall not perceive.” For these people have become coarse within; they have ears that are hard of knowing, and they shut their eyes, lest one day they see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, understand in their hearts and be converted, and I heal them. But your eyes are privleged because they see, and your ears because they hear. Indeed I tell you, many prophets and upright men have longed to see what you see, and have not seen it; and to hear what you have heard, and have not heard it.

‘To you then I explain the parable of the sower…’

Everyone cannot understand the the truth when they hear it, because this knowledge emanates from a higher source within. How can you overcome the worldly ignorance that separates you from receiving and understanding the Truth of your being?

Jesus tells us that most people only understand the truth at a sensual level based on worldly knowledge, because they are conditioned by so-called authorities and institutions. The parables attempt to break conditioning by presenting a story with a moral recognized at that level.

When one begins to transcend the sensual level of understanding they begin to move their consciousness away from external things and become involved with their inner feelings. However, the process is slow, because we have to experience many recurrent lives before becoming aware of being under the control of the worldly sensual knowledge.

When a person acquires more understanding from recurrent lives, they stop relying on their desire for knowledge and open their consciousness to the inner presence of their being.

What is the Kingdom of Heaven that Jesus refers to? It is that oneness with the Truth, which is becoming one with the Self, our true nature. Often we are led to believe that by following some path or method of spiritual exercises we will enter this Kingdom and experience a oneness with god.

All methods like this involve working toward a set imagined goal, and there is always expectation of what this goal produces. Of course the more involved we are with the process, the further we are distancing our self from the Truth of our Being.

The concept suggests that we are a separate being from god, which creates a condition of duality, and this is a common belief shared by everyone in the world. Duality separates us from any understanding of oneness. As such, all methods involving expectations of a certain end result are illusory.

Jesus tells us that those who have developed an understanding within will be enriched and they will become open to the reality of the Kingdom of Heaven within. Whereas those who have little or no understanding beyond that of the sensual level, can even lose what little understanding they may already possess after listening to the parables.

The more a person lives in the body consciousness, the greater are the desires for the richess of the world, and the belief is that this is the way to experience happiness. However, because such happiness is only momentary, they continually strive to accumulate more possessions, hoping this will become a permanent state in their life. Everything in the world is transient and not permanent, so the only true happiness is found within. This is the Kingdom of Heaven that Jesus teaches.

Jesus also uses the the words ‘to see’ and ‘to hear’, but he is not referring to the use of the eyes and ears as such, which is a limitation of understanding based on sensual knowledge alone.

Jesus teaches that it requires inner perception to see the truth; a perception that is intuitive, requiring a mind that is quiet and not involved with with the movement of outer events. The Light of understanding flows into our consciousness and we ‘hear’ or understand the reality within.

Obviously, this inner understanding relies on the degree of perception available through our endeavours to become one with our Essence. So we find that everyone lives inwardly relative to the varying levels of perception and understanding.

When the truth is revealed through the inner teachings, either from advanced beings or our inner awakening, everyone receiving the teaching can only understand what is given relative the depth of their inner awareness.

In the parable of the loaves and fishes there are several thousand people who have spent the whole day listening to Jesus. It is late and everyone is hungry and the only food available is several loaves of bread and some fish.

Jesus breaks up the loaves and fish, blesses it and tells the disciples to distribute it. Everyone is satisfied with the food and there is still some left over.

We have to realize that being a parable there is an inner meaning distinct from the story. The loaves and fish represent the bread or manna from heaven, the higher understanding within. Did not Jesus say in his prayer, ‘give us this day our daily bread’?

All day these people had been listening to the truth. They were hungry for knowledge, and when the bread and fish were distributed there was ample left. The majority of people were satisfied with only a few crumbs, because that was the limit of their understanding; some consumed a few more crumbs than others.

Once you understand in your heart and not your mind, you are healed, and this healing refers to your entrance into the Kingdom of Heaven. No one can lead you to this understanding because you are already that truth.

It is only when you become desireless; that is, when you cease desiring happiness through the accumulation of wealth and objects, that you automatically become open to the presence within. You are Self, and as such you can only be the nature of Self. Because you are Self you cannot know or understand your true being. By becoming desireless for the things of the world your mind becomes quiet and you enter the peace that pervades all, and become one in the joy and bliss of Self.

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]]> 2018-06-14T10:46:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:33:25-07:00 Pure Consciousness Douglas Jesse In the outer manifestation, which is the universe, consciousness only manifests where there is an object present to reflect the light of pure awareness from the Absolute Consciousness. Without the manifestation of an object or form consciousness is only a potentiality, that is, it lacks the awareness to be.

Without the existence of your body there is no manifest consciousness. Therefore, for consciousness to manifest, pure awareness reflects its light on the body, and this light reflects the body in consciousness.

Understanding who or what you are requires contemplation on how the body came into manifestation. We know that the moment of conception is when there is a union between the male and female, the sperm attaches to the ovum which begins the body’s formation. However, the manifest body only appears in the world nine months later.

The Absolute Self, being ever present, modifies and nurtures the development of the body during the nine months in the womb and continues its presence following the birth, to shine through the outer consciousness as awareness. The body in the initial stages of growth reflects the Absolute consciousness; however, when this consciousness is limited by the I amness, the Absolute consciousness remains present in the background.

The moment the body leaves its host the vital force is breathed into the body,
and the pure awareness manifests. The pure awareness and the body are now subject to existing in time and space. Time is the duration the body manifests in consciousness, and space is where the body is reflected in consciousness.

Once the body’s consciousness is activated by the vital force, awareness arises and
with it the thought that ‘I am, and I have existence’. Now the I am is identified and attached to the body and pure consciousness becomes limited.

The outer manifestation is ever changing as forms are constantly emerging while other forms are breaking down and disappearing. This happens not only at the worldly level but also on a universal scale.

The limited consciousness that the human being has accepted prevents any understanding of any other existence outside its limited consciousness. Regardless of the presence of the personal ‘I’ or personality, the body always remains in the Absolute consciousness until it dies. What is important here is to realize that the body is in the Absolute consciousness and not, as everyone assumes, that the Absolute consciousness is in the body.

There is only one consciousness, and at the manifest level of the body this consciousness, for its continual existence, requires the frequent ingestion of food elements. There is only one Absolute Self and all forms have their being in the Self.

Every form is important and is connected to Self through the manifest consciousness. With the body consciousness the I am arises, limiting the Self consciousness to the body consciousness. This creates the separation between the body mind and the Self.

Such limitation prevents the Pure Awareness of Self from reflecting the eternal consciousness through the body to the manifest consciousness. All forms reflect awareness from Self to the manifest consciousness where consciousness becomes aware of consciousness. With the human being, this is limited and l the personality experiences pain, suffering and separation from its universal being.

The body consciousness is further reduced as the I amness develops concepts based on information through the outer body senses, creating a dependence on knowledge that is limited, imaginary, based on fantasy and illusion.

We can only return to being what we are, the Absolute Self consciousness and awareness, by understanding that we are not the body and its sensual nature. We cannot discard the body, but return it to its original state within the Absolute Self. To accomplish this we have to cut free the I amness, the Personal I and the illusion-based thought that I am.

This can only occur when we move our conscious away from the outer sensual body/mind attachment and release that pure awareness which has been called the ‘watcher’, which has always been present unchanging, while the body follows a continual changing pattern from birth to the grave.

The pure consciousness, through the ‘watcher’ function, dispassionately observes all the ‘I’ thoughts that surface from within the body/mind and sees that these are illusional thoughts belonging to the I amness and, being illusional, have no existence. Eventually, through the constant observations of the ‘watcher’, the I amness returns to its source in the Absolute consciousness. When this occurs, the ‘watcher’ also disappears, all that remains is the Absolute Self.

What is experienced when the watcher disappears into Self cannot be expressed by words, because in consciousness words do not exist. Thoughts and words belong to the body/mind, and, as such, what is beyond and higher than the mind cannot be reduced to speech or writing,

When you end all desires for things of the world and all forms of conditioning, including the thought that you have the power to do and change things in your life, you will reach your true reality, being what you are. You cannot know your Self, because you cannot know what you are, you can only be Self. To know Self would mean that you are separate from Self, and if you are separate, you remain in the illusion of the I amness.

In our consciousness the ‘watcher’ appears to arise from nowhere. However, this is not so, because the ‘watcher’ has always been present. It is of the Absolute awareness and is eternal. When we reach an inner state of awareness through questioning who or what we are and where we came from, we begin to sense the presence of the ‘watcher’.

The problem we all experience in life is why the I am or Personal I attaches itself to the body, even though this I am has no existence, and, being a thought, it cannot manifest in time and space. So having no existence, it is obviously illusionary. However, it identifies with the body, and uses the body/mind to assert its I amness. This assertion and attachment to the body creates a oneness with the body consciousness which, as we said earlier is dependent on the vital force for its continual existence. The I amness through the personality believes that it is the self in the body. The more this self desires sensual objects and feelings, the greater its separation from Self and the I AM.

Some people move their consciousness beyond the mass herd consciousness and become what the world calls ‘doers’. These people accrue greater attachment to the world where power and wealth are their goals. They use their personality to control the mass of humanity, who have always given their lives and rights to authorities. Unfortunately, these so-called leaders have completely separated their consciousness from the Absolute source of consciousness, and live within their sensual consciousness, becoming identified with their world and attachments to objects and relationships with others, believing this will lead to happiness.

Zadore has said that no one can change the world, but they have to change their concept of the world within. What is your world? It is the total externalization of your consciousness; your likes and dislikes; your ignorance; your concepts that are only imitation of other peoples concepts. Most of all, it is the desire to have, to increase your attachments to objects, such as wealth and possessions. You believe you have the power to change this world, and you use your wealth and attachments to create the desired changes in your favour. You do not know who or what you are so nothing changes. You continually live in the past and create a future based on expectations.

When people try and change the world as they perceive it to be, they become frustrated and unaware that they live in a mechanical repetitious state, which cannot be altered, and they fall asleep to the reality they seek. The outer world is in a constant flux and everything appears to happen. It is the flow of objects on a universal stage of consciousness which produces manifestations that are out of the control of individual personalities.

For instance, since the first manifestation of human consciousness with the body, there has existed within an inner conflict due to the separation from the I AM. This inner conflict is externalized as mass wars between communities and countries. Wars only happen, and for thousands of years war has been the constant companion of humanity, and nothing can be done to end this repetitious cycle. Humanity is unable to end their waring nature, and until they stop being at war within themselves and with one another on a personal level, there will never be an end to war.

When you begin to question the state of the world, your world, you begin to move your consciousness inwardly where eventually the ‘watcher’ appears and you begin to understand the function of the body mind. The deeper the level of observation, the more the I amness begins to lose its power over the body and the mind, and the result is that the mind becomes quieter and quieter and you begin to sense the presence of peace where all the thoughts become insignificant.

When the thoughts stop, realization appears. When the I amness returns to its source and disappears there is the silence of the Absolute awareness – the I AM that I AM.

As we have previously stated, no one can express in words what is inwardly experienced. There is nothing that you can do to reach this Oneness in Light. There is nothing to desire, because you can only Be, and allow everything, because you are everything.

Give no heed to what others are doing in the world. There is nothing for you to do. Go deeper within and your world ceases to exist, because it was only an illusion. Release all thoughts and concepts. Most of all become aware that you are not the body, because when you relate everything to the body you cannot be what you are.

You are consciousness and the body reflects that consciousness. The Absolute consciousness through its awareness of the reflected consciousness, becomes aware of Its Self.

Initially you have to make an effort to observe the body/mind and the I amness. Constantly passively observing the mind, you perceive the illusion of the I amness and its world.

Once you reach this understanding there is no need for any further effort, because you will realize that there is nothing you can do, because it is all illusion and you are nothing. Now you become quiet and be, still watching and observing the flow of thoughts. Allow, be and become.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:45:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:33:14-07:00 Complexity of Understanding Douglas Jesse One of the greatest problems facing an aspirant in the search for peace, freedom and the realization of oneness as Self is the conflicting messages that surround true understanding of ‘What Is’.

For instance, you may remember a previous discussion we had in an earlier post regarding our identification with the body and the body/mind. It is quite easy to say that we are not the body, and often that statement is basically only on the level of the intellect. However, true realization does not relate to thoughts and the intellect, nor does it relate to the feeling and emotional center.

Because of this, one generally becomes frustrated at not being able to separate their attachment with the body and the mind.

So, you come to a virtual stop in your progress and awareness. Often reason is involved when we attempt to disassociate our attachment to the body. Reason always brings us back to the memory relating to the birth of the body, suggesting that this birth constitutes our reality in consciousness. Often we have been told in these Transmissions that the Consciousness, the Self, was present before the body was born and continues to exist following the death of the body; however, we should realize that we are not the body, but the Eternal Consciousness.

Like all objects in the external manifestation, the body only manifests as a reflection in consciousness and is limited due to its manifestation in time and space.

Understanding is not a concept of the mind. It is something that flows from within Self. As such, we have to quieten the activity of the mind, and become aware of the inner perceptions, the truth of what is. In a state of openness and presence, this unchanging awareness within our Self Consciousness, which is understanding, is externalized as an intuitive knowing. What people seek as enlightenment is actually pure understanding.

We cannot wilfully quieten the mind; to attempt to do so only increases the mind’s dominance, creating a block to what we are wanting to reach. By now you will have realized that it is the process of observation of how the mind works every day that leads to a quiet mind. Such observation as this recognizes all the different I’s, the I thoughts, that constantly seek to control our mind throughout the day. Eventually, through observation, we eliminate these illusional thoughts and our mind becomes naturally quiet and we become more open to the Consciousness that we are.

Everyone functions at a different level in consciousness and their understanding is limited to that level, which is distinct from the external body/mind consciousness, which is based on the function of the five senses. Being caught up in a projected world consciousness, everyone has little contact with the inner intuitive flow of consciousness.

The personality, or personal I am, is continually seeking security through the body, because it knows that without a body identification and attachment it has no existence. Actually, even this attachment is only an illusion, so the I am is nothing, and it knows this, and it is this knowing that produces the insecurity. The I am seeks to be, by increasing its attachments to objects in the manifestation, as well as seeking relationships, all of which always end in pain and suffering.

This personal I has its root in the I AM, and understands that it is separated from its source, and this increases the tension as it strives to be, in the outer manifestation. The I thought moved into the outer body/mind consciousness to create the awareness of the Self, the I AM, to remember and be the true Self. However, it became identified with, and attached to a body, which separated it from its source. It is through these Transmissions that we learn how, through this separation, we have conditioned our mind to become allied to concepts and attitudes of the body’s sensual nature, forgetting our real being.

Recognizing the illusory nature of these concepts aligned to the multiple I thoughts, which are an extension of the prime thought, I am, we lessen the power of the personality and begin to turn our consciousness within and re-experience our natural state. This return occurs when the I am returns to its original state within I AM, like the raindrop falling into the ocean.

All bodies, whether human or otherwise, are objects manifesting in consciousness, and, being objects, move in and out of relationships. For our understanding in the world we mostly engage in relationships with other humans, because we believe we are human bodies.

Such relationships function without any deep consciousness, and have little foundation and permanence. Being driven by the I am, or personality, all relationships have a basis of mutual need, the fulfilment of insecurity, and when that ends, everyone moves on to a new relationship, and never experiences the sought after expectations or results. Everyone is always seeking happiness, which ends in displeasure and pain. This is the real illusion that everyone believes is the world, and it is based on conditioning and false concepts. Everything in this illusion is repetitive and shallow, and lacks any permanence. Humanity has no originality in that everyone copies others and lives in daily imitating so-called celebrities. It is only when one becomes aware that this life in the world is mechanical and only produces pain and suffering, that they begin to question what is, and they move away from the unreal and begin the search for the truth.

We are conditioned to believe we have a soul which exists somewhere in the body, and this concept is transferred to the presence of Self when we initially begin to question who or what we are. The truth is opposite to this. This soul concept is an extension of the personality, and the soul, personality and body all have their manifestation in Self, they have no separate existence. On a universal scale every thing is a manifestation of Being, and is a reflection of the Absolute consciousness and awareness.

Once we have the realization that this external life, our world, is a complete illusion, one of continual pain, suffering, insecurity and destruction, will we seek to find the truth beyond this illusion. In this sensual world we live in state of conflict and limitation. Each one one of our body’s senses has its own concept of what is. The sight or seeing sense creates its own understanding based on what is seen. Similarly the hearing sense creates its own world different from that of sight. The same occurs with taste, smell and feeling.

Based on the dominance of any particular sense at any particular moment, the mind becomes obsessed with the immediate sensations, and acts without any rapport to the information of the other four senses, which colors our perception of the world.

Every outcome in our world is based on expectations and outcomes. We believe we have the power to do things, that we can create the world to our liking through thought and desire within our limited environment. However, because all our expectations are based on sensual knowledge, the result is limited, so the desire for a happy and fulfilled result mostly ends in unhappiness and displeasure.

So where is the understanding?

There is none in the world, because we are continually making changes based on developing more concepts that have no reality. It is only when we see that this ‘doing’ leads nowhere, that we begin to listen, to see with our whole being. Only then do we become open to the consciousness that all manifesting objects reveal our true nature, the pure consciousness and awareness, and we just Be.

You do not have to try and stop identifying with the body. It is there, but you are no longer living in the world, you are now expressing your true nature. You are the I AM, the all pervading consciousness and awareness that you are.

What is it that you are aware of? You are Peace, Love, Joy and Pure Awareness. You are the Oneness, the Eternal Consciousness.

There is no understanding because you are that understanding.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:44:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:33:01-07:00 Life – The Timeless Moment Douglas Jesse He had the realization that in Consciousness everything was instant, and when sharing this with others, they could not understand what he was talking about, although to him it was clear and normal.

Obviously, when we are still attached to the illusion of time, we cannot see beyond our senses and our body, because the body, being limited to having an existence in space and time, cannot perceive beyond time.

How many people suggest they live life in the now? And what do they mean by that? Life to most people is having continual sensual experiences, and utilizing their memory to re-experience those experiences over and over. As such they are essentially living in the past, and not in the moment.

Life is present like consciousness; however, we believe we are thinking in the terms of the past or future. To live in the now suggests a mind free from achieving results and the recapitulation of a state free from striving and grasping for things.

In the present there are no thoughts, because all thought is fused into a whole. Life in the moment contains everything that can possibly occur, and that means no time. Being no time, everything has the possibility to spontaneously be without limitation.

Psychological time is based on memory, which is the past, and through memory we revive the past, and what we call the future is only a modification of the past. Psychological time is never in the eternal moment because it involves duality, such as having or becoming, pleasure or displeasure, grasping or avoidance, security or insecurity, which are the source of conflict and misery.

To reach that moment in consciousness, which is spontaneous action, all thought must end and all projections of the intellect have to stop. When you cultivate the intellect and will, you cannot integrate spontaneously in consciousness. The mind has to become passive, sensitive and free from all violence, vanity, pride and greed, because only then can your real intelligence function.

Life is spontaneous living untouched by time.

To become spontaneous and live in the eternal moment, you have to be free from all wanting, from expectation and anticipation. Seek nothing, and be.

You are constantly defending your image with the personality and intellect, an image you have created, which stimulates emotion and sensation.

When you let go of your name and body image, all that remains is the timeless awareness that you are. Everything appears to maintain its image and form and follow the same pattern, because the ‘I am’, being a subject, is always seeking security in objects. Once the search for security ends, you remain outside the subject-object state, and realize that all repetition is illusion.

Always perceive that the I AM is ever present, because you are the I AM, and be that.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:43:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:32:49-07:00 Faith and Oneness Douglas Jesse In the last post we briefly discussed the need for having faith in our lives. We read in the gospel that Jesus emphasized that unless we have faith in the Father (Self) we cannot enter the Kingdom of Heaven.

The father of a boy who was possessed by unclean spirits asked Jesus: ‘But if you can do anything, have pity on us and help us’.

Jesus replied: ‘IF I can? Everything is possible for one who has Faith!’

The father cried out at once: ‘I have faith. Help me when I falter.’

If we have faith, it never fails; however, gradually we begin to ‘develop faith’, but because sometimes we revert to the use of our memories and intellect, we always fail in our faith.

We need to understand what Jesus taught us about faith.

Faith is not something that we can read about, and use the intellect to decide what we should do to practice having faith. The mind does not know the meaning of faith, and in the mind there is no memory or experience of having faith.

Faith is not an objective experience, something we can relive through our memory. Faith does not belong to the world that bases all knowledge on the five senses.

Because faith has its seat in Self, it is impossible for you to objectivly have any understanding of faith. You can never know Self, but only be Self, so you can never know faith. You are already love, peace and bliss, and that includes faith, and you cannot know what you already are. Faith is the expression of the perfection of Self.

When you turn your consciousness inwardly you know that you are more than the mind and body. Here you enter a state that is often called ‘silence’. However, this word ‘silence’ is not a correct description of what is actualy being experienced.

Beyond the limitation of the mind, body and personality is limitless consciousness and pure awareness When you clear the mind of all thoughts and attitudes you realize that your body only exists as a temporary object in consciousness. Following the end of the body’s existence, all that remains is pure consciousness and awareness, which is the I AM that I A M – the Self.

In this state there is only the Light of the Absolute Self, which is experienced as Love, Peace and Joy, as well as the oneness of all consciousness. Faith is the knowledge that everything in Self is perfect, and when we trust and surrender to Faith, all things in heaven and earth are possible.

Silence is not a state of mind, but quite the opposite, because it is pure awareness, where we know that we are all consciousness.

How does awareness manifest in Consciousness? Without awareness there is no manifestation, externally or internally. All objects appear in consciousness due to the Light of Awareness being reflected on objects. When an object is reflected in consciousness the form reflects its nature, and the Absolute Self becomes aware of its own nature.

To understand this we have to know how objects enter the manifestation. For anything to exist or manifest it has to be. Within Being all objects that manifest are reflections out of the totality of the Eternal Absolute Self.

Without Being, the Eternal Absolute Self is pure consciousness unaware of its own nature, so Being is a mirror of Light where the Eternal Self perceives its own nature. It is only through Being outwardly manifesting the reflections of the Eternal nature of the Absolute, that the Absolute becomes aware of itself.

Objects, such as the human body, point the way to self awareness. Working through the understanding that we are not the body, we come to the awareness of what we already are, and that is the pure consciousness and awareness that I AM.

The body should show the way in consciousness of what we are. This does not occur because we have limited our consciousness by identification with the body where we become the object rather than the perception through the object.

The body may be strong or weak, healthy or ill at ease; however, while the body maintains the flow of the vital force it continues to reflect the potential for the awareness of what I AM.

The body has a limited manifestation in consciousness, and like all objects will eventually cease to exist. Unless we actually understand what is meant here through inner knowledge, and not intellectually in the mind, we will never become free to be the truth and realization of what we are and what we will always be.

The body has never been perfect because nothing in the outer manifestation can be perfect. All objects are only reflections in Being. The body was born and nurtured by the pure consciousness in the womb. At the time of birth, the body has no consciousness or awareness that it exists. Everything in the outer manifestation seeks to exist and be, and it is through this desire to be that the personal ‘I’ arises out of the light of pure awareness.

As we develop faith by trusting our inner urgings and surrender all to our inner Self, all our insecurities, fears and suffering vanish. Initially you suddenly realize that these old problems no longer appear in your mind. Actually they never existed but were only an illusion of the mind, an illusion we thought was a reality.

Once you begin to see that you do not have the power to change anything, that you are ignorant, insecure and live in fear of the future, you have to give all this suffering to the Self within; and when you have faith there is nothing outwardly left to impede your oneness in Light. Is not this what we read in the Gospel, ‘Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven’?

The whole inner movement in Light is one of becoming open to awareness, the pure awareness of Self. You do not become aware, because it is the Self that is awareness, and the Self becomes aware of Itself through your consciousness.

We think that, through our desires and actions, we are moving forward in some direction towards Self. There is no movement because Self is drawing our consciousness toward Itself, and experiences Its own nature through the awareness that it is the I AM that I AM.

You cannot do anything, and whatever you do to seek union and oneness with Self only takes you further away from what you are seeking.

All you have to do is nothing, be nothing, and just be. Then you have true humility. Then the body mind becomes quiet and the personal ‘I’ is reabsorbed into the pure awareness of Self.

Stop desiring and doing; realize that you are nothing; then experience the sublime, and just Be – the pure awareness of Self.

]]> 2018-06-14T10:43:00-07:00 2019-11-16T08:32:36-07:00 Self Perfection Douglas Jesse Jesus said:
‘No one can be the slave of two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will cling to one and despise the other. You cannot be a slave to God and Mammon too.

‘I bid you therefore not to fret about your lives and what to eat and drink; nor about your bodies, and what to put on them. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the sky. They neither sow nor reap, nor bring the harvest to the barns; and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of greater consequence than they?

‘Can anyone of you by fretting add a moment to his years? Then why be troubled about clothes? Learn from the lillies of the fields and how they grow. They do not work, they do not spin. But I tell you that not even Solomon in all his glory was robed like one of these. And if God so clothes the grass of the fields, which is there today and thrown into the oven tomorrow, will he not all the more clothe you, slow though you are to trust him?

‘Then do not fret and say “What are we going to eat or drink?” or “What will there be for us to wear?” – things that the pagan world pursues- for your Heavenly Father knows that all these things are your necessities. No, pursue the Kingdom and the Father’s goodness first, and these things too will all be yours.

‘Do not then be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will look after itself. Today’s trouble is enough for today.’

Most often people who study the Gospel intepret these principles on a limited worldly basis, rather than perceive and understand the Truth taught.

In the last post we wrote about Jacob Boheme’s experience where he described how, through centering his consciousness on Jesus, he attained oneness with the Absolute consciousness of Self.

We reproduced his experience to demonstrate that the way to Oneness in Light can be achieved by following Jesus’ understanding. Boheme wrote that Jesus was the way, and had demonstrated that. Often Jesus said to others “follow me”, and by this he meant- do what I have done, because the Kingdom of Light is within.

In this post we are going to study the above parable which, like all parables that Jesus gave us, is inspired to stimulate truth and understanding.

The parable begins by comparing our relationship to serving two masters, suggesting that we may hate one and love the other, and that we can only be a slave to one master.

Using the term “master”, Jesus is referring to the Self and the personal “I” or ego.

The body is an object reflected in consciousness and has a limited existence dependent on food and air for its consciousness.

Generally, we have been conditioned to believe that we are the I amness and it is through this body/mind that consciousness is attached to the body. Because this I amness is only a thought it cannot exist except through identification with the body, and the I amness has limited the outflow of pure consciousness by replacing it with the body’s consciousness, a consciousness that is dependent on food and air for its manifestation. When we believe we are the body, then we are a slave to the limited body consciousness, and cannot serve the Self – the I AM.

Jesus tells us that life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. He compares the human being with the birds which, like all other life forms, do not reason or fret about their existence. Every day for them is a new beginning, and they do not think about the past or future, because that only exists in the illusion of the human personality.

So now we begin to appreciate what is meant by the ‘way’. In the illusion of humanity everyone believes they have the capacity to do, to create a life and existence in their world. But this illusion is based on the concept that their personality and body reflect their true nature. We all exist in the limitation of a consciousness based on the body and mind, which constitutes the illusion of knowledge based on the concept ‘I am’, and the subsequent limited consciousness restricted by bodily identification.

When you become aware of the state of consciousness within and understand how your consciousness is limited by the personal ‘I’ thought that ‘I am the body’, you then perceive that everything you do involves a loop of repetitive thought and action, and you begin to change the function of your mind. Without any change in the way you think and act, your life is mechanical, operating through memories and habits. This pattern of existence leads to the death of the body and the separation of the vital force, with the pure consciousness remaining unchanged from when the body was born.

In this parable Jesus tells us that we are more than just the body and mind: ‘The Heavenly Father knows all your necessities. No, pursue the Kingdom and these things too will all be yours’.

You are unlimited consciousness, and you are asleep to your true state with the body. Already you know you are not the body. Why would you want to be something that has a limited existence in time and space, when you know you are eternal?

When you cast aside the thought that you are this limited consciousness in a body, and, with that, the I amness or personality, then there would be nothing left, and you will be what you have always been: pure consciousness and awareness.

Jesus taught that without faith you cannot enter the Kingdom of Light and Oneness in the Absolute Self Consciousness. Such faith is not blind belief, but it is the trust and confidence in Self. There is nothing you can do in this world, although you think you have the power to create everything you want. However, within the higher consciousness of Self everything IS, everything is perfect, because every thing that manifests, manifests in Self. We must know the Self is not within our body, but we are in Self.

Whatever we need is always known in Self. All our problems, which are the result of our thinking, disappear when we have faith. When we destroy all desires for the world and the body and live in pure awareness that we are, then there are no thoughts, just pure knowledge and awareness. Again, Jesus said: ‘Do not then be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will look after itself. Today’s trouble is enough for one day’.

Usually in our illusion we are living yesterday’s thoughts and problems, projecting yesterday’s events into an illusional future. When you cast aside all your learned concepts and desires in this world and just ‘be’, you live in the oneness of Self’s consciousness, outside time and space. Jesus said that the Heavenly Father knows all these things your body needs, as he does for the birds and all living creatures. All you have to do is have faith, and everything will be.

At this time of year many people in some countries are mounting up debt under the illusion and pretense that somehow it is a time for giving materially; however, life should be a constant giving and help to one another, because our true nature is love, peace and joy, not that of being limited to the illusion of time and space.