Monday, July 15, 2019

FAREWELL MY LIFE by Cynthia Sally Haggard


by Cynthia Sally Haggard

* Historical Fiction *


Author: Cynthia Sally Haggard

Publisher: Spun Stories Press

Pages: 585

Genre: Historical Fiction

Angelina led a life which required her to fib. When
Angelina, the black sheep of the Pagano family, meets the mysterious Mr.
Russell, she has no idea that she has seen him before…in another

And so begins Farewell My Life, a novel in three parts, which spins an operatic tale of dangerous love and loss.

The Lost Mother, the first part of this novel, slices back
and forth between time and space, opening in the charming village of
Georgetown, Washington D.C. while reflecting a family’s troubled past in
the lovely village of Marostica in the Italian Veneto.

An Unsuitable Suitor, the second part of the novel, is a
setting of 1920s Berlin.

Farewell My Life, the last part of the novel, set again in
Berlin, Germany, during the dark 1930s as the Nazis gain power, takes
comfortable lives, assumptions and civilizations and crumbles them into

And all of this revolves around Grace, Angelina’s younger daughter,
whose fabulous talent for the violin promises a shimmering career.

Washington, D.C.
2 September
led a life which required her to fib.
do you amuse yourself?” a stranger would ask. “I do a little dressmaking,” she
would reply. “It has not been easy, with all the good men taken by the war.”
She took pleasure in illicit trysts, in the veils and shadows of secrecy, until
one day, this world began to crumble.
is talking about us,” he said, standing by the window of the apartment he had
chosen for her, in the West Village of Georgetown. The late afternoon sun
slanted over his head, throwing his high cheekbones and the sharp bridge of his
nose into relief, illuminating his thick, corn-colored hair.
was bending over the wet bar, mixing up a Mary Pickford. “Who?” she said,
mainly for something to say. She was used to gossip and disapproving glances.
People were so jealous, especially other women, even married women. One would
think that women who had everything might be willing to help their less
fortunate sisters, but that had never been Angelina’s experience.
don’t know.”
about his voice caught her attention. She came around and handed him his drink.
“You do not know?”
He sipped without comment. Normally, he would wind one of her curls around his
pinky finger, or smile, or make some remark to show that he appreciated what
she had made for him. But not today.
back of Angelina’s neck stiffened. This was not good, something was worrying
he said, “A scandal would hurt my wife, and I cannot do that to a good woman.”
stood there, silent. If his wife was a good woman, what did that make her? She
had known Scott McNair since he was a college student, well before his
marriage, when she had been recently widowed, with two little girls to support.
had become complicit in satisfying his needs in return for money, jewelry, and
clothes in the latest fashions. She expected him to terminate things once he
married, but his wife did not like the pleasures of the marriage bed.
put his drink down. “You do see that, don’t you?” She did not see at all. Why
now? Why would a bit of gossip scare him off? She stared up into his face. Was
there any way to plead her case? But his face, usually so open, was closed
against her.
will give you something to cover your expenses for the next several months.” He
opened his billfold and dropped a wad of cash onto the mantle.
could not move. She felt like a leaf dropped from a tree, curled up, and dead
in the frosty air.
went to the hatstand and took his hat. “Believe me, Angie, if I had any
choice—” He hesitated for a long moment, his blue-gray eyes fixed on hers, and
then the landlady banged a door downstairs.
waited for a second, five seconds, then went to the mantle, counting out the
money. Five hundred dollars. At least he was generous, but it was not going to
last forever. She stuffed it into her bodice, then twitched the drapes aside to
survey the street.
was gone.


30 years ago she surfaced in the United States, inhabiting the
violinist, cognitive scientist, medical writer, and novelist.

Her first novel, Thwarted Queen a fictionalized biography of Lady
Cecylee Neville (1415-1495), the mother of Richard III (whose bones were
recently found under a car-park in Leicester,) was shortlisted for many
awards, including the 2012 Eric Hoffer New Horizon Award for debut
authors. To date, sales have surpassed 38,000 copies.

Cynthia graduated with an MFA in Creative Writing from Lesley
University, Cambridge MA, in June 2015. When she’s not annoying everyone
by insisting her fictional characters are more real than they are,
Cynthia likes to go for long walks, knit something glamorous, cook in
her wonderful kitchen, and play the piano.

You can visit her at



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