Panic Disorde
"I&#039;ve been back on this (150mg) for 5 days, after being on it a few years as a teenager and taking a 4 year break. I&#039;m not seeing any Beginning This Drug stories so I&#039;m adding mine!

I have borderline and complex-ptsd, as well as some undiagnosed odds and ends of symptoms (delusions and hallucinations). 
-day 1 hit me like a truck. Weird visual warping and feeling hazy and clumsy, but not sick. In a good mood!
-weed appears to hit faster and harder, but no ill effects otherwise
-dry mouth
-racing thoughts are slow and quiet for the first time in years
-suicidal thoughts still there, but different
-fear replaced by static"