Bipolar Disorde
"It&#039;s been a rough 29 years discovering, living with and losing things because of bipolar, ADHD,and OCD!  Tried literally every medicine under the sun, (ours and prob a couple other solar systems too.). So many my doc looked me in my eye and told me that I might &quot;just have to learn how to live&quot; with my head, mind, thoughts, and lack of actions, or intestinal fortitude as your father calls it, he&#039;s Air Force retired after 22 yrs. Suicidal thoughts all the time.  Given all my possessions away.  Stood on the bridge, the roof, and had the gun in my hand, but I always held on, cause I knew their was something like NUVIGIL out there somewhere, I just had to hang on long enough.  If not for NUVIGIL I wouldn&#039;t have been able to focus long enough to write this!"