ADHD
"I am productive but I am not myself, I can&#039;t sleep.  I stay up for days on end because there is so much I have to do.  My body just wants rest, my pulse is pounding behind my eyes.  I can&#039;t remember the last time my body or my mind allowed me to eat, hunger is a distant memory.  I am gregarious in conversations and go off like Charlie Sheen.  I have stayed up for days, until white walls turned orange.  I have been on Vyvanse for a year and before that Medidate, Stratera, Concerta, Daytrana, Ritalin, Adderall.  I don&#039;t know who I am outside of my daily dose because I&#039;ve been fed since I was 9, I&#039;m 21 now. I have a 4.0 GPA, I am miserable. None of these are good, the alternative is worse."