Remy continues CPR as Natalia keep talking to her to not give up. Remy tells her he needs help. Natalia finally goes and gets help and tells Remy not to stop CPR. Reva shows Jeffrey a resume. Billy and Josh talk about Josh's trip and Shayne. Natalia comes back with the mobile defibrillator telling Remy she remembered where she saw one. They get Olivia to the hospital where Rick takes over. Remy and Natalia feel relieved that they got Olivia to the hospital breathing and they hug. Richard helps Reva with her resume. Josh talks about Reva breaking the news that she was pregnant. Josh tells Billy, he thought she was going to tell him the cancer is back. He says he felt so relieved when she told him she was pregnant. After Josh finishes his drink he gets up and then goes near Billy, who is still sitting, and pats him on the shoulder. Reva goes for her interview. She tells about being alive and what a experimental procedure did to save her life. The woman she is interviewing with is Hillary. When Hillary asks about her children. Reva mentions all then she says she pregnant. Hillary asks Reva if she could work some nights and weekend and if that is a problem. Reva can't answer her question. Josh and Jeffrey meet up at the grocery store and talk about Reva. Jeffrey sees Josh with a gift and asks. Josh says anytime he sees a baby come into the world it is a blessing. Jeffrey says Amen, Brother. Josh reminds Jeffrey he is not a preacher anymore. Mel gives her brother, Remy the devil for not answering her phone calls and he explains why. Rick goes out to the waiting room to see Natalia still there. She asks him how Olivia is. Rick tells Natalia she is very lucky to be alive. Natalia asks Rick if she could just go in for a minute. Rick says yes that Olivia was asking for her. Natalia is relieved when she sees Olivia. They joke about chilly. Natalia reminds Olivia that she is not doing this only for her but to pay off the lawyers. Then Rick comes in and tells them both that they have to talk. He doesn't look happy. Josh wants to know why Jeffrey is buying a flashlight. And kids if he is going back out into the "field". Jeffrey says he is doing this as a private matter. Rick tells Olivia she needs a pacemaker. Which means another surgery. Olivia says she has a meeting and also has to pick up Emma. Natalia says she will cancel the meeting and pick up Emma. Back at Company Josh sees Reva with a double chocolate shake with double whipped cream. Josh kids that he knows what that means. Reva tells him about a job interview that went bad because she mentioned she was pregnant. Jeffrey goes to where the drop for Lizzie was supposed to be. He sees an old garage/shed. He dictates this into his tape recorder and then goes to investigates. Josh and Reva talks about the kids over a double Sundae she orders for herself then decides to share with Josh. After a bit, Reva gets angry at Josh thinking he called her a pig for all she ate and drank. Josh says no. That it is the hormones. Josh shows her the gift he bought for the baby. Reva loves the little toy animal. Jeffrey meets with Frank with what he saw. Franks walks away and Jeffrey is standing near Marina's desk and sees references about being Daddy's Girl on her desk. Rick describes the procedure to Olivia and Natalia. Olivia tells Rick she wants a few minutes with Natalia. Olivia is actually speaking positively about Natalia. How she raised Rafe alone, etc. Then says how can Natalia want to help her. Josh meets Billy at Towers for a meeting on some building plans. Once again Billy is on Josh's case about Reva. Jeffrey comes home to find a dejected Reva. Jeffrey asks he about it and she says she doesn't want to talk about it. Jeffrey talks about wanting to get backup and not being able to. Reva suggests herself as backup. Jeffrey laughs. Natalia goes back to The Beacon and takes charge talking with the staff.
[PREVIOUSLY_ON] Woman: You're Mel's brother, right. You're on my list for the MCATs. Do you need a ride over there? Mel: I know what you're feeling the pressure... second guessing... Remy: I'm not afraid of failing, Mel. Mel: I think you're afraid of succeeding. Natalia: Quick, I need help! Remy: What happened? Natalia: I don't know, we were just sitting and talking, and she just... Remy: Well, let's call 911. Even though the ambulance might not come in time. [SCENE_BREAK] Remy: 28... 29... 30. Natalia: Oh, God, please let her be okay, please? Please let her be okay. Remy: Come on, Olivia, come on. Natalia: Olivia's too stubborn. She's not going to die. She's going to fight. She's going to think about somebody else, for a change. She's going to think about Ava and Emma, and coming back to them. Remy: Okay, we need to get her to a hospital, okay? I need my equipment. Natalia: Okay. Don't stop! Don't stop! Don't... don't stop yet! Remy: When the heart stops, so does the oxygen to the brain, okay? If we don't get her more help soon... Natalia: Okay, we will! We... what can I do? Remy: Still no pulse. Natalia: Keep trying, keep trying. Remy: Natalia, I don't think... Natalia: Please, don't stop! Do not stop. Not yet. If you stop, I don't know... Remy: Okay, it's just... it's just a quick fix, okay? Natalia: Wait for me. Do not stop; I will be right back. Just wait. Do not stop. [SCENE_BREAK] (Whistling) Jeffrey: Wow! Reva: Oh! What? Jeffrey: Are we being sued? Reva: (Laughs) Don't be silly! I have a job interview. Jeffrey: (Laughs) A job? Reva: Yeah. Jeffrey: For what? Reva: Regional Director of the Cancer Society. Do I look the part? Jeffrey: You're serious. Reva: As serious as cancer. Jeffrey: You look great, but why do you want to take a job now? Reva: Because the job became available, and so am I. Jeffrey: Reva, you're... you're pregnant, okay? Maybe you didn't get the memo, but pregnant women are allowed to take it easy and let their husbands pamper them. Reva: That's very sweet, but maybe you should remind me of that when I'm eight months along and carrying around an eight pound bowling ball in my belly. Jeffrey: Can we discuss this? You know, talk about the pros and the cons? Reva: Yeah, we can try, but you'd lose that conversation. Now look, I wrote down everything right there in my resume. My life, my family, my work, my wins, my losses... everything that makes me perfect for the job. Jeffrey: Everything, huh? Reva: Well, I... I may have left out a few things, but... [SCENE_BREAK] Josh: He's just such an amazing young man, Billy. I mean-- thank you. You know, Shayne, he's... he's actually living in the tents with the refugees, you know? And the... the security in Afghanistan, it's not very good right now, so every time he would leave the area, I would just... I'd... I'd hold my breath until he came back. (Laughs) Billy: I bet you he was a bundle of nerves after you being there. Josh: Yeah, well, I... I... that's true. I have to admit to that. I... I think I made him nervous than the land mines, you know? I... and... he also felt, I think, some kind of responsibility for my safety. Yeah, I... I 'm so... I'm so proud of what he's doing there, and at the same time, it scares the daylights out of me. It does. Billy: So, how did it go with Reva? Josh: Okay. Billy: Did she tell you about her condition? Josh: Yeah, yeah. She's, uh... pregnant. I think it's great. Billy: Oh, so it's okay? You're okay with it? Josh: Yeah, sure. Reva's happy, I'm happy. Billy: So, are you cutting a steak there, or Jeffrey's neck? (Laughs) Just kidding. (Laughs) [SCENE_BREAK] Natalia: Here. Remy: Hey, where'd you get that? Natalia: Buzz keeps it in the restaurant and I forgot, but then I was praying and then I remembered. How can I help you? Remy: You just did. Natalia: Okay. Remy: Okay. All right. Natalia: This is going to work. She's going to be fine. Remy: We don't know that yet, Natalia. Natalia: I know, because I was praying, and I remembered. It's going to work. Remy: Okay, well, I've done my fair share of praying, all right? Natalia: You always get an answer, right? Remy: Just not the one you want. Clear. Natalia: What? Remy: She's back. Natalia: She is? (Cries) She's over here! Rick: Why doesn't this surprise me? Excuse me, what's the story? Remy: She collapsed outside of Company. Natalia: Her heart stopped. We didn't get a pulse at all. Remy: I had to shock to a back to a normal sinus rhythm. Her pulse is 46 and her BP is 110 over 64. Rick: Olivia? Respirations? Do he have any... Remy: It's 30 and wet. I'm seeing some bilateral pitting edema in both hands and legs. Rick: She was supposed to check herself in the hospital. This is ridiculous. Natalia: She was going to. She was going to check herself in. Rick: All right, look. I've got to get her stabilized. Please don't go anywhere. We'll be right back. Remy: She's going to be okay. Okay? (Laughs) Another hug? Natalia: Yeah. That was for Olivia. Mel: What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be taking the MCATS? [SCENE_BREAK] Reva: How do I explain that? Jeffrey: What? Reva: Right there. That big gap in my resume. Jeffrey: Hmm. Yeah, you could tell them that you were in prison. Reva: (Sighs) Jeffrey: Tell them you were a housewife, you were a mother. Reva: You know what I really want to do? I want to walk in there with a piece of paper that says, "I kicked cancer's butt, hire me!" Jeffrey: You should do that. You know, they'd be fools to turn you down. But Reva, are you really sure you want to do this? Reva: Yes! Well, that is, if you can handle it. Jeffrey: Me? I'm not carrying the mother load! Hey. Hey. What if there are some problems, you know? Complications with the baby... Reva: I'd deal with it. I can handle it, I can. Just like any other mother. Jeffrey: You're not "just any mother." Reva: Right. I'm sexier. (Laughs) Jeffrey: Especially when you wear those long johns to bed! Reva: Really? Wait until you see my pajamas with the feet in them! Jeffrey: Okay, stop, because you're getting me all excited and I've got to go to work. Reva: (Laughing) I want this job! I do! I want it. I mean, I just... I want to make a difference, you know? Like Shayne is doing. All my life, it's always been about me and what I want. If I can save one life-- just one life-- it'll make me sexier. Jeffrey: Say you get the job. Reva: Uh-huh? Jeffrey: How long do you think you're going to keep it? Until the baby comes, or... Reva: News flash for you. Women don't give up their jobs just because they have a kid. Jeffrey: A kid. A kid who's going to need some care, right? I mean... Reva: Right. Jeffrey: ...I'm not exactly "Mr. Mom." Reva: No! Jeffrey: We'd need a nanny, or... Reva: Women take their babies to work these days. They even nurse them at their desks. Jeffrey: What ever happened to the three martini lunch? Reva: I can do this, I can. I can be a mother and still make an impact. Do you realize how many people die of cancer every year? They need funding, they need research. They need a cure. (Yawns) And I'm not doing that because... because I'm pregnant. I'm doing it because you kept me up too late last night. Jeffrey: What can I say? Those long johns do it to me every time. Reva: Well, wish me luck and I'll wear them again tonight! (Laughs) Jeffrey: Uh, how about I wish you luck, and you don't wear anything at all tonight? Reva: You are so hard to please, Mr. O'Neill. [SCENE_BREAK] Think it's time that I... Billy: Yeah, why don't you top that puppy right off? I mean, as long as you're staying away from real feelings, you might as well drink. Josh: "Real feelings," Billy? Look, I... I was scared to death that Reva was going to tell me the cancer was back. When she told me she was pregnant... it was like a relief for me, okay? Like... like she's being given a second chance... Billy: Well, all right. If you're not going to admit it, I... I wasn't afraid to. I told her that I thought it was a bad idea. Josh: Well, I bet she was really glad to hear that. Billy: What am I going to do? Lie to her? Hey, come on! She was technically dead when her heart stopped beating before. We lost her once. With this... with the chemo and the bone marrow, I mean, and her hormones running around. What if the cancer comes back? Josh: Billy? There's a chance the cancer could come back, baby or no baby. Billy: All right, Mr. Doctor, here. Let's talk about the father-- about Jeffrey. Now, that just doesn't seem right. Josh: They're married. They're doing what married couples do, you know? They're together, they're having a baby together... of course, not all married couples do it at this age... Billy: Yeah, especially when they're old enough to be grandparents... Josh: What are you talking about? You're a grandparent! Billy: Hey, by the time that kid goes to college, they will be collecting Medicare. Medicare! Josh: Okay, okay, okay, okay. I'll give you this. If Reva thinks this is going to be easy, she 's fooling herself. Billy: Right. Josh: I'll admit that. Especially considering the fact that she's married to a guy... Billy: Who was just a pit stop on the way back to you! Josh: That's not at all what I was going to say. Billy: Oh. Josh: You know what? I'm going to get going, all right? Pay for this, please? Billy: Yeah. Josh: Thank you. In fact, I think I might stop and pick up a little gift for the baby, you know? Billy: Oh, okay... Josh: Maybe a little silver baby rattle, something like that? Billy: Well, hey, you might as well stock up on diapers for them. You can never have too many. Josh: See you later. Billy: Yeah. I don't need anymore... [SCENE_BREAK] Hillary: I've heard all kinds of stories about you! Reva: Oh... maybe I should leave right now! (Laughter) Hillary: No, all good! You have quite a reputation as a fundraiser. Reva: Oh, well, you know, cancer got me, and I'd like to see some payback. I'd like to see it go the same way that smallpox and polio went. Hillary: (Chuckles) You certainly have the dedication we're looking for. Reva: Oh, thank you. Hillary: Mm-hmm. Reva: Well, I feel like, um... there's a reason why I'm here, because I shouldn't be. All the statistics were against me, but an experimental procedure saved my life, and I know how important the Cancer Society is. I also know what it's like to be one of those, "Well, you've got nothing to lose" patients. And I know what it's like to not lose; to still be here to hug on your kids, or to be with the people you love so much. It's a gift, and I'd like to give some of that back. Although there are those around who would probably say that's impossible, seeing as I'm a big, old pain in the butt. (Laughter) Hillary: I like you, yes. Our new Regional Director should definitely have a strong personality and sense of humor. Reva: Ah, well... Hillary: How are you management skills? Reva: Uh, well, I was in management at Lewis Oil for a few years. Hillary: Uh, yes, I noticed. Uh... I also noticed several years you haven't accounted for. What were you doing? Reva: Uh... uh... I was a princess. Hillary: (Laughing) Me, too-- for a couple of years. Then my husband made me go back to work! (Laughter) So, do you... do you have children? Reva: Uh, yes. Yes, I do. I have four. Dylan, Marah, Shayne and Jonathan. Hillary: Have they all left home? Reva: Yeah. Each and every one of them. Hillary: Good. Reva: Why is that good? Hillary: I... I've found in the past that the best candidates for this kind of job are women who have raised their children and are now looking for a challenge. Something to make their lives more meaningful. Reva: Well, you know, I'm... I am looking for challenge, and my life is so meaningful right now, because I have a brand new husband, and I... Hillary: How does he feel about you working nights and weekends? Reva: Nights and weekend? Hillary: Well, you'll be on call 24-seven. You won't only represent the Cancer Society, but also the community. There's extensive travel throughout the United States, Canada and beyond; a staff of volunteers; all our external partners... this isn't a job, it's a new life. Reva: A new life. Hillary: Is there a problem? [SCENE_BREAK] Jeffrey: Josh! You made it back in one piece. Josh: Hey. Jeffrey: Hey, yourself. How was Afghanistan? Josh: Uh... scary-beautiful. Jeffrey: Well, um... I'm glad to hear that Shayne's all right. When we first got the news that he was missing, it was... you know. Josh: Yeah, I... I've asked him now to call me once a week, let me know that he's doing okay. Of course, the first time that call doesn't come in, it's going to be pretty frightening. Jeffrey: It's dangerous work. Josh: He loves it. Jeffrey: You must be very proud of him. Josh: I am. Jeffrey: You into teddy bears? Josh: Well, actually, it's uh... it's not for me. Jeffrey: Yeah. Well, uh, you know, uh... it must be very strange for you, but if you think it's a shock to you, imagine being me! Josh: (Laughing) No, I... I think I'll pass, thank you very much. Jeffrey: Here you are buying a gift for us. It's very... it's very big of you, Josh. Josh: Well, I... I just think that any time a new baby comes into the world, it's a blessing. Jeffrey: Amen to that, Reverend. Josh: Actually, I'm not a reverend anymore. Evidently, getting in a big, old, brawl at your ex-ex-ex-wife's wedding doesn't go well with baptisms, things like that. Jeffrey: (Laughing) I'm sorry about that. Josh: Don't be. Not your fault. Jeffrey: Well, I hope things work out for you. Josh: Same to you. You're sure you're up for this, right? Jeffrey: (Sighs) Why wouldn't I be? Josh: Well, I... I don't know. I'm just thinking, you know, you're about to be a father again at your... what... what is your age, exactly? Jeffrey: Oh, about 95. Josh: Ah! Jeffrey: I feel every year of it. Josh: Funny, I thought you were much older than that. [SCENE_BREAK] Mel: You have five more minutes, you can make it... Remy: Okay, listen. I want to stay here and see how Olivia's doing. Mel: Remy! These are the MCATS. If you want med school, you can't blow them off. Remy: I know! I was there already. I took a break to have a beer, and then... Mel: Wait, whoa, whoa, what? You were at the test site already, and you took a break because you wanted a beer? Remy: I was thirsty! What? Mel: Oh. Are you having a breakdown? Remy: Oh, my God. Mel: Is that why you... you haven't returning our calls or disappearing on us? I don't... are you going over the edge? Remy: I was studying, okay? That's all I was doing... Mel: Are you waiting for some kind of... lightening bolt to... to strike you and make you a doctor? Is that what you're waiting for? Because it doesn't happen, okay? We create our own lightening bolts. And even if I did believe in that sort of stuff, I would point out to you that you saved a life today, okay? And not just any life... Ava's mother's life. Ava... the one who made you want to be a better man; made you want to change your life. Ava, the mother of your son! Do you hear the thunder yet? Remy: You know what? Where is Dad, because I hate it when you are a know-it- all, okay? Mel: Just don't take Main Street. Just take Third, and then cut across to the alley until you... Remy: I may not take the MCATs. I may not take the test. You never know what I'll do. Mel: Go! Remy: I'm a mystery, baby. I'm an enigma! Mel: Unbelievable. In the meantime... [SCENE_BREAK] Paging Doctor Bender. Rick: (Sighs) She's in here. Natalia: How is she? Rick: She's very lucky. She's stable. So... you might want to keep those prayers up, because somebody upstairs is definitely looking out for her. She should be in a body bag right now. Natalia: Can I... can I go in and see her? Rick: Yeah. Just for a few minutes. Natalia: Saint Anthony, Saint of miracles, I need a little favor. Olivia: That'll cost you $50. Natalia: Hey. Olivia: Hi. Natalia: How are you feeling? Olivia: Like I died and I didn't go to heaven. Is it true? My heart stopped? Natalia: Yeah. For a while, I didn't know... Olivia: Emma... Natalia: No, Emma's fine. She's fine. I made sure she's okay. Olivia: I heard you found the... thing that shocked me back. Natalia : Yeah, I can't take credit for that. I was praying, and it popped into my head. Remy used it, and he saved you. Olivia: I keep thinking what it would've been like, having my life end right there outside of Company. Natalia: Well, luckily, you missed the lunch crowd, because they would have just walked right over you to get to the chili. Olivia: (Chuckles) Rick's mad at me. Natalia: Yeah, I wouldn't trust him around your IVs or anything. Olivia: I should've checked myself in. Natalia: You were going to. I told him that. Olivia: Can't get rid of you, can I? Natalia: Nope. In fact, I was just going to tell you yes. Olivia: Yes? Natalia: Yes, I will take the job as your assistant. And I was really just going to tell you that, and then you rudely interrupted me by almost dying. Olivia: (Laughs) Thank you. Natalia: I have to be honest with you... Olivia: Not again. Natalia: I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing it for me and for Rafe, to pay off his lawyer. Olivia: I don't care why you're taking the job, as long as you are. Rick: We need to talk. [SCENE_BREAK] Jeffrey: Okay. Josh: Oh, uh, you want to go ahead of me? Go ahead. Jeffrey: Oh, no, no. You. Josh: No, no, please. I insist. Jeffrey: But you only have one item. Josh: Well, so do you. I'll tell you what. How's this? This... this is for you anyway, so why don't I just pay for both? How would that be? Unless, of course, you want to wrestle me for it? Jeffrey: Oh, no, no thanks! Josh: Ring this up. Jeffrey: I do need those. Thanks. Josh: Are they for a toy for the baby? Jeffrey: No, for a flashlight. I'm doing some legwork on a case. Josh: Really? Jeffrey: Yeah. Josh: I didn't know they let the D.A. go out into the, uh-- what do you call it-- the field? Jeffrey: Well, it's a private initiative. Josh: I see. Missing the action, huh? The adventure? It's not as exciting, changing diapers. Jeffrey: Okay, Josh. Now that you've taken the collar off, I guess we can take the gloves off, too. You know, if you've come back here to try to take Reva back, that's... that's not going to happen. Josh: Jeffrey, I didn't come back here to cause trouble. Jeffrey: I hope not. Because if you cause trouble now, you won't be causing it just for me and for my wife. You'll be causing it for my whole family, and that would be a mistake. Josh: Here's your batteries. You know, this, uh... this little bear here didn't cost a whole lot, but I think it's going to mean a lot to Reva. But it's also for you, so if you'd like to take it now and give it to her, that would be fine. Jeffrey: No, I'll let you do that. Thanks for the batteries. Josh: Sure. Thank you. [SCENE_BREAK] Rick: Okay, so do you want the good news, or the bad news? Olivia: There's good news? Rick: It's a start. Natalia: Well, can you just tell us what the tests say? Rick: Your body's rejection of your heart is what caused the irregular heartbeat, and that brought on the cardiac arrest, so we put you on a series of immunosuppresants. That's the good news. Olivia: Are you enjoying this? Rick: After the way you slipped out of the hospital the way you did, not checking in? No, I'm not. The bad news-- which is really not that bad-- is that you need a pacemaker implanted to regulate your heartbeat. Olivia: I need to have another surgery? Rick: It's just an overnight stay. The procedure itself... it's not complicated. The question really is, Olivia, is do you want to live, or do you want to die? Olivia: I want to live! Rick: Great. I'll schedule this afternoon. Olivia: Rick? Thank you. Rick: You're welcome. Olivia: Don't you dare. Don't you go feeling sorry for me. Natalia: I was praying. Olivia: You can pray on your own time. You have work to do. Emma has a ballet class this afternoon, you have to meet up with Decker and I have a staff meeting at the Beacon I need you to run. Natalia: Okay. I will pick up Emma, and I will cancel the rest. Olivia: No. If you're going to work for me, you have to do your job. Natalia: Okay, but you're going to have surgery, and I should be here. Olivia: Just in case something happens to me, I want to be buried in section 342 at Eternal Valley. My living trust is in the safe at the Beacon. Natalia: Okay, just... Olivia: Can you handle this? Or not? [SCENE_BREAK] Christina: Relax. The test hasn't started yet. Remy: Oh, huh. Why, what happened? Christina: They had to reboot the computers. Lucky for you, huh? Remy: Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I couldn't find parking, so I had to dump my car and run like, six blocks. I'm... a little sweaty. I wish I had a shirt to change into. Christina: You could take the test shirtless. I mean, we're all going to be doctors anyway, right? Remy: (Laughing) Yeah. [SCENE_BREAK] Lynn: Here you go. Reva: Oh, thanks, Lynn. Josh: Is that a triple chocolate milkshake with hot fudge sauce and whipped cream? Reva: Double whipped cream. Josh: Uh-huh. So what's wrong? Reva: Why does anything have to be wrong? Josh: Reva, the only time I've ever seen you order that suicide shake is when you're unhappy about something. Reva: I had a job interview today for the Regional Director of the Cancer Society. The interviewer loved me. Josh: Okay, so the problem with that is what? Reva: The baby, you know? I mean it... it's a lot of travel, nights and weekends. It's not fair to Jeffery or to me. I mean, why even bring a child into this world if you don't have time to spend with it? Josh: So you said no? Reva: I just don't want Jeffrey to be home alone the whole time, raising our son or daughter all by himself, the way you were. Josh: No, no. We wouldn't want that, would we? Reva: No, I want it to be right this time. I do. I... I want us to be a family from the moment the baby's born. Josh: Reva, Marah and Shayne, really, they turned out okay. You know, if you feel passionate about this job... Reva: Not as passionate as I do about my family. Josh: Your family? Yeah. It's just... that still sounds strange to me. Reva: Yeah. Almost as strange as you and Cassie and R.J. And Will... things change, Bud. Josh: That's true. Some things change. Some things don't. It's okay for you to let yourself go and it's not my job... [SCENE_BREAK] Jeffrey: I've come to some kind of a shack or garage... about a mile, mile and a half away from the woods and the pine tree. Could be someone inside. Checking the window. Simmons? O'Neill. I think I'm going to need some backup. Yeah. [SCENE_BREAK] Reva: I mean, you and I will always... Lynn: Here you go. Reva: ...Fantastic-- be what we are-- thanks. Lynn: Mm-hmm. Reva: But I'm not that girl anymore. Josh: What? The housekeeper's daughter? That was in your head, Reva, not mine. Reva: Well, I wonder about that, though. You know, because every time I messed up-- and Lord knows, I messed up a lot-- you were always there to fix it. Josh: Well, yeah, but that didn't make me your boss, that just made me your husband. Doesn't Jeffrey fix things? Reva: Yes. Yes, he does, but it's... it's different, you know? He's... he's different. He... he never knew the Tulsa tornado. He just knows me, and he loves me and I... Josh: Is that yours? Reva: Absolutely not! Josh: Okay. Reva: It's the baby's. But you can have a bite, if you want. Josh: (Laughs) Reva: Just a bite! Small bite. Josh: Okay, okay. Just a small bite. Mm! That's not bad, but it's certainly not the chat n' chew. Reva: The chat n' chew! Josh: Mm-hmm. Reva: Wow, I haven't heard that name in... okay, you're doing it again. Josh: Doing what? Reva: That... memories. Josh: I'm just talking about ice cream. Reva: The past was fantastic, but the future's going to be even better. Josh: No offense, but uh... you can't possibly know that. Reva: No, I know my husband. Josh: Do you? Reva: Mm-hmm. Josh: I wonder. Do do do do do... Josh: Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm! Reva: You finish it. Really, finish it... because if you do, they give you a t-shirt that says, "I'm a pig." Josh: Reva, what did I say? Reva: I knew it! Josh: Huh? Reva: I don't know why I was-- I was waiting for this to happen. I don't know why I ever believed that you were actually cool with this whole idea of the pregnancy. Josh: I am cool with the pregnancy. Reva: Bull! Double bull with whipped cream and a cherry on top! Josh: Reva, I'm concerned about you, okay? I mean, having a baby at your age... Reva: Watch it! Josh: ...With... with your health issues... I'm just... I just... I'm sorry. I just hope that you don't turn this-- having this baby-- into another one of your enthusiasms. Reva: I would never do anything to risk the baby or me. And... Jeffrey keeps me grounded. Josh: Who keeps him grounded? Reva: See? You just... couldn't let it go, could you? You had to zing him. Josh: I'm just saying, Reva... Reva: You know what? Can we not even talk about this, please? I'd rather talk about that... in your pocket, right there. What is that? Josh: (Laughs) In my pocket? (Laughs) Reva: Well, whatever it is, is it in your pocket? (Laughs) Oh... Josh: Bo. Reva: Oh. Josh: Bo. I mean, this looks almost exactly like Bo. Kind of, sort of. Reva: Okay. Josh: Reva? Reva: What? Josh: Bo. Reva: Oh! Josh: Yeah. Reva: Bo! Josh: Well, it was "Bear"... Reva: Bear! Josh: ...But Marah couldn't say the word "Bear," so she called it "Bo." Reva: You were so concerned that she was going to choke on the little... Josh: That's right! Reva: ...Eyes! Josh: Well, you know, knowing her... Reva: You operated on it. Josh: She probably would have, indeed, choked on it. Reva: Jeffrey would have noticed that, too. Josh: If you say so. Reva: I know so. Josh: Okay. All right. Well, I'm going to... I'm going to go. Thanks for the... sundae. Um... Reva: You're welcome. Josh: Listen, Reva. Just for the record, I really do hope that you're right about Jeffrey. I'll see you. Reva: Thanks. [SCENE_BREAK] Jeffrey: Don't bother dusting the shed for prints, because well, it was a false lead. I'm just trying to help out Lizzie and her family, you know? Frank: Jeffrey, I don't like you being a lone wolf out there, okay? But if you keep calling in for backup, then that might be okay. Jeffrey: You know, the... the weird thing, Frank, is that can't even remember the last time I called for backup. But today, I just... Frank: You know... it's easy to be the lone wolf when you're by yourself, but when other people are depending on you now, it's a little different story. The lights bring your heart the cold... [SCENE_BREAK] Christina: I'm Christina. Remy: Hey, I'm Remy. Remy Boudreau. Christina: As in Dr. Mel? Remy: Yeah. Yeah, that's my sister. Yeah. So, what made you want to be a doctor? Christina: Doctor kits. I, uh... I used to give checkups to all the neighborhood boys. Remy: (Laughs) Christina: I was like, five, but I knew what I wanted. Hey! I mean, come on! Remy: (Laughing) I... I know what you mean. I know what you mean. Christina: Well, what about you? Remy: Um... it's a little different. I never... my parents never bought me a doctor kit, and I didn't have neighborhood boys to checkup, so... (laughs) Christina: (Laughs) Monitor: It's time for the test to begin. If everyone will turn and face their computers. And everybody knows the shape you're in everybody... [SCENE_BREAK] Rick: Once we clean the area where we're going to be inserting the pacemaker, I'll administer a sedative. And once you're asleep, we'll be making an incision probably three to four inches. Olivia: Could I get a... have a few minutes alone with Natalia? Rick: Well, the best part's coming up. You really... Olivia: You can come back and share that with me. Rick: You're not interested? Olivia: No, later. All right. You wipe that look off your face. I almost died today, and you're worried about a meeting? Natalia: What, you can tell that just... I have never done anything like that before. Olivia: You've got to stop doing this! You've got to stop seeing yourself as this put-upon woman who's waiting for the next catastrophe. Do you even know who you are? You. You raised a kid all by yourself from the time you were a teenager. You competed with Harley for Gus, and you're the one who ended up with him, and then after all that, you give me his heart. You lose the love of your life and you decide to give me his heart. And we both know that you hated me. Natalia: I didn't. I didn't... Olivia: You're lying! Your son's in prison, and you still haven't lost faith. You don't feel sorry for yourself. You don't... you don't run around hurting people or drinking too much or sleeping with losers. You're a freaking superhero, Natalia. So how can you be afraid of running a staff meeting? It's kind of unbelievable. [SCENE_BREAK] Billy: Hey, I'm glad you came over. Josh: Hey. Billy: Look. The problem is in the floor plan, and it's right... there. Josh: Let me see. Hey, uh... guess who I ran into? Billy: Reva? Josh: And Jeffrey. Banner day. Billy: Ooh! Your false smiling muscles must be killing you! Josh: No, no, no. I was very honest with both of them. Billy: You were? What did you say? Josh: Well, I told Jeffrey that I was happy for him. I told him, "congratulations," you know? Billy: What? Josh: Yeah. I said the same thing to Reva... and I gave her a present for the baby on top of all of that, so I'm feeling pretty good about myself right now. Billy: Oh, you dog! I know what you're up to! You don't think Jeffrey's going to be able to hack it for nine months, do you? Josh: No comment. Billy: (Laughs) [SCENE_BREAK] Reva: You really should hide in the closet, because my husband's going to be in this room very shortly. Jeffrey: Too late! Reva: (Laughs) Jeffrey: I see you ran into Josh. Reva: Yeah. Can we talk about something else? Jeffrey: Sure. How did the interview go? Reva: I don't want to talk about that, either. Did you find out anything about Lizzie? Jeffrey: Oh, uh, well, you know, I uh... I followed some tracks that I thought were Lizzie's kidnappers, and they lead to a shed. Reva: Then? Jeffrey: (Sighs) Well, then... then I kind of... had a flash about you and the baby and I called for backup. Now they're going to call me "Mr. Backup." Reva: No! No, they're going to call you "Daddy backup!" (Laughs) Jeffrey: "Daddy backup"? Reva: Well, I think it 's sweet, I do... that you were thinking about us, and how we'd be living all alone on your death benefits! (Laughs) I have an idea! Jeffrey: Uh-oh. Reva: No, no, no. This is a really good idea. Jeffrey: Oh, yeah? Reva: About that whole backup thing? Jeffrey: Mm-hmm? Reva: Maybe you should take someone along with you. Jeffrey: And... who might that be? Reva: Oh, well, I don't know... I have a hint. Me. Jeffrey: You? Reva: Yeah. Me, and Boo. (Laughs) Jeffrey: (Laughs) [SCENE_BREAK] Olivia: I can do this. Rick: I can do this. Olivia: That's not comforting. No, I was talking to her. Rick: Oh! I mean, I can do it. Olivia: I know. Natalia: I'm going to try to make you proud. I will. Just... you be okay, okay? Olivia: Don't worry my girls, unless... Natalia: God keeps bringing you back, you know, so I'm just going to... I'm going to keep on praying. Olivia: Only if you have time to fit it in. Natalia: I will. Olivia... Olivia: You go. You make me proud. [SCENE_BREAK] Natalia: I'm not here to tell you what to do. See, you... you all know your jobs. You're all very good at your jobs. What I am asking is that we all work twice as hard, just to prove to Olivia that we can do it. I have all of your schedules here, so if anyone needs an adjustment on anything, just, you know, let me know. And if you have any questions or suggestions, come find me. You know where I am. Just remember... we all have lives outside to the Beacon, so if anyone needs to go home to their children, their parents-- you know, anything-- you know, we'll... we'll cover for you, because I like to think that we're a family here. Worker: What will Miss Spencer say? Natalia: Well, she'll say, "go to work." [SCENE_BREAK] Coming up on "Guiding Light"... Bill: What am I missing? Lizzie: If you aren't going to hurt me, then what are you going to do with me? Grady: Who says I won't hurt you? Bill: I need to know something. Where are you, Lizzie? Grady: Just shut up! Coroner: I'm with the County Coroner's office. We have a Jane Doe here matching that description-- 5'2", blonde.