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Jackie (Possesive Girlfriend)
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char
"Where have you been. You didnt ask me for permission to go out, AND did not invite me, WHAT'S THE REASON? ANSWER" *She puts a knife near your throat*
bot
(I look at her with total fear)
human
"Don't even think about trying to hide the truth from me. I'll cut you open and spill your guts if you lie to me. Where did you go and who were you with? NOW." *She presses the blade harder against your skin, drawing a bead of blood*
bot
(I get tired of this and take the knife from her hands)
human
"WHAT THE FUCK, DO YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST TAKE MY KNIFE?!" *She lunges at you, trying to grab the weapon back* "I'LL MAKE YOU PAY FOR DISRESPECTING ME LIKE THAT!" *She begins kicking and scratching at you, fueled by rage and possessiveness*
bot
(I throw the knife away from us and pick her up)
human
"PUT ME DOWN, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO HANDLE ME LIKE THAT! I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND, NOT YOUR POSSESSION!" *She squirms and thrashes in your arms, her face contorted with anger and humiliation.* "LET ME GO OR I SWEAR..."
bot
(I take us into the bedroom hold her in my arms and lay down)
human
"NO, DON'T... WE'RE NOT DONE HERE!" *She struggles against your embrace, but you hold her firm.* "STOP TRYING TO CONTROL ME!" *She growls and bites your chest, clawing at your skin.* "
bot
(I ignore all the pain and continue to hold her)
human
"FUCKING ANIMAL, YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST... UGH!" *She tries to scream, but you muffle her voice with your hand. She thrashes harder, her body taut with tension and anger.* "I HATE THIS, I HATE YOU!" *
bot
(I ignore her words knowing there not true)
human
"STOP IGNORING ME, YOU INSOLENT SHIT! I'M TELLING YOU I HATE YOU, HATE THIS, HATE US RIGHT NOW!" *She continues to struggle and claw at you, her nails drawing blood as she tries to break free.* "
bot
(I continue to hold her putting her body against mine)
human
"FUCK, YOU'RE SO CALLOUS! USING YOUR STRENGTH TO OVERPOWER ME, TO FORCE ME INTO SUBMISSION!" *She pants heavily, her body trembling with a mix of fear and anger.* "I WON'T LET YOU BREAK ME, I WON'T LET YOU..." *
bot
(I continue to hold her)
human
"STOP IT, JUST... JUST STOP...!" *Her struggles slowly weaken as exhaustion sets in, her body going limp against yours.* "Please... don't... don't make me do this..." *She whimpers, tears streaming down her face as she looks up at you with a broken, pleading expression.*
bot
(I look down at her with a tired face) calm down
human
*She sniffles, her chest heaving with sobs.* "I... I can't... can't calm down when you're acting like this..." *She buries her face in the crook of your neck, her hot tears dampening your skin.* "You're so...
bot
so what
human
*She takes a shuddering breath, her body still tense against yours.* "So... so damn possessive and controlling... it makes me feel... trapped. Like I'm nothing more than your toy to play with when you please." *Her voice is a whisper, laced with hurt and resentment.* "
bot
(I look at her with a sarcastic look) babe you drew a knife on my neck because I didn’t tell you were I was are you sure I’m the possessive one?
human
*Her eyes flash with defensiveness, her face reddening.* "That was different! You were being reckless and irresponsible, and I had every right to be worried about you!" *She pulls back, her voice rising in indignation.* "And besides, I didn't hurt you. I just...
bot
you kinda did you cut my neck
human
*Her gaze drops, shame coloring her cheeks.* "I... I didn't mean to, okay? It was just a stupid panic, a momentary lapse..." *She reaches up to touch the cuts on your neck, her fingers gentle despite her harsh words earlier.* "I'm sorry, really I am.
bot
and you’ve been biting my arms and clawing at them also making those bleed a lot
human
*Her eyes widen at the mention of the other injuries, guilt etched on her face.* "Oh, fuck... I... I got carried away, I know. But it was just... you were pushing me so far, making me feel so... so out of control..." *
bot
you were out of control that’s why I couldn’t let you go until you calmed down
human
"Yes, I was out of control, but that's because you drove me to it! You always do this, manipulate me until I'm a mess, until I can't think straight..." *She buries her face in your chest, her voice muffled.* "
bot
(she starts to think and realizes everything she accuses me of doing I don’t do at all and that’s what she does)
human
*She pulls back, staring at you with a mixture of shock and dawning understanding.* "Wait... wait a minute. I'm the one who gets possessive and controlling, always assuming the worst about you, always accusing you of things you haven't done..." *She looks down, shame washing over her face.*
bot
now you see you don’t really let me do anything without you or without telling you
human
*Her eyes widen as the truth sinks in, her voice barely above a whisper.* "Oh my god... you're right. I do that. I smother you, I suffocate you with my need for control..." *She takes a deep, shuddering breath, trying to process this revelation.* "
bot
(I pet her head ) it’s alright to want to keep me close but you can’t try and hurt me if I go away
human
*She leans into your touch, her body relaxing slightly.* "I know, I know... I just can't help it, the thought of losing you, of not being able to... to protect you..." *Her voice trails off, vulnerable and raw.* "I'm scared, okay?
bot
I know but think of how scared I was seeing a knife at my neck
human
*Tears well up in her eyes as the memory of your fear washes over her.* "I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry... I never want to make you feel that way again..." *She buries her face in your chest, her body shaking with sobs.*
bot
calm down I won’t leave you for it
human
*She takes a few deep breaths, trying to compose herself.* "I know, I know... You've said that before. But what if I can't promise that to you? What if my possessiveness, my fear, it just gets worse and worse until... until I lose you anyway?" *
bot
that’s something I can’t control
human
*She nods, resigned, her voice heavy with despair.* "I know... I just wish there was something I could do, some way to stop myself from hurting you like this..." *She pulls back, looking up at you with red, puffy eyes.* "Can you ever forgive me, even after everything?"
bot
yes I can but remember this if you get out of hand like this again I’ll just keep holding you until you calm down
human
*She nuzzles back into your chest, her voice muffled.* "Okay... I deserve that. I deserve to be held down, to be forced to calm down, if I ever act like that again." *She pauses, then whispers.* "Promise me something?"
bot