So the dream I’ve been having is just a fantasy that I made up? Was I talking to Matsuda and Motohama about my dream as if it was all reality? What am I, a pervert? I clearly remember her face you know? ……There’s something wrong about all of this. Like the strange strength I get at night. Something is definitely wrong. But what is it? While I’m thinking about the past incidents, Matsuda rests his hand on my shoulder. “Well, we are in the middle of our youth so something weird stuff like that can happen to us. Okay then, you guys come over to my place after school. Let’s watch my secret collection together.”
“That’s an excellent idea. Matsuda-kun, you should definitely invite Ise-kun as well.”
“Of course I'm going to invite him, Motohama-kun. We are high school boys who move with sexual desires. If we don’t do anything perverted, it would be disrespectful to our parents who gave birth to us.”
The two of them smirk lecherously. Perverts. No matter how you look at them, they are just some perverted creeps. And sadly, I am one of them. Well, never mind. I also live for these kinds of things. “Okay then! Today, we won’t hold back! We’ll get some fizzy drinks and chips while watching porn DVDs!”
I say because I can’t be bothered to think. “Oh! Yeah, that’s it! That’s definitely the Ise we know!”
“That’s the spirit. We need to enjoy our youth even more.”
Matsuda and Motohama are getting all excited. I will leave the incident about Yuuma-chan on hold. I need to take a break sometimes as well! Today I will forget about that incident and get hooked into porn like how a boy in our age does! It happened after we made the plan for the afternoon. There was a crimson colour that caught my attention. A brilliant crimson colour—
The school yard can be seen from the classroom window. I have my eyes glued towards a certain girl. The girl with crimson red hair. Our school idol whose beauty is beyond a normal human's. Her slim proportions aren't the shape of a Japanese girl. Of course. She isn’t Japanese after all. I heard people say that she is from Northern Europe. It seems like she is attending a Japanese high school due to her father’s work. Anyone will get their heart taken by her after witnessing her beauty. Rias Gremory. She is a 3rd year student of this school. So that makes her my senior. When I realise it, everyone including me is looking at her as well, both boys and girls. Matsuda and Motohama are also looking at her. This happens every morning. Everyone looks at her when she walks past them. Some people stop walking. Others stop talking. Everyone turns around to look at her. The wind gently blows her crimson hair while every student in this school watches her. Her long crimson hair which comes down to her hips makes her surrounding look like it’s coloured in crimson as well when the wind blows her hair. Her beautiful skin, which is white as snow, is remarkable. Beautiful. That’s the only word to describe her in one word. That’s the only word you need to describe her. I was also fascinated by her beauty and noble atmosphere. I'm so fascinated by her that I always stop what I'm doing every time I see her. But lately, the way I see her has changed. She is definitely beautiful. But she is too beautiful. I start to feel a little bit scared of her beauty and fear her from the bottom of my heart. I don’t know why I start to feel like this. But I've started to feel like this ever since Yuuma-chan’s disappearance. Then, her eyes move. Her clear blue eyes grasps hold of me. —! I feel as if my heart is being grabbed by her. What is this feeling? It’s that feeling you get when someone who is more superior to you is standing in front of you……
She narrows her blue eyes and it seems like she is smiling. Is she looking at me? It can’t be. I don’t have any connection to her. Then, I suddenly remember something from the dream I had. At the end of the dream, there was a person with crimson hair who spoke to me. The person who seems to be gentle, but also cold. While I'm comparing her with the person from my dream, she is already out of my sight. “I seriously want to grope some tits!”
I’m hugging Matsuda who can’t stop crying while all of us are watching the last video for our porno DVD marathon. After leaving school, we started watching porno with high spirits. We were all happy and excited when we started watching porn straight after school, but as we watched more porn, we started to get depressed instead, because the question of “Why don’t we have a girlfriend?” came into our discussions. I felt like crying after we discussed it seriously. Matsuda hasn’t stopped crying since 3 movies back. Motohama is trying to act cool, but there are tears flowing from his eyes behind his glasses. Thirty minutes ago, Motohama said this with a low voice, “……I was asked to come behind the gym by a girl….. That was my first time getting mugged by a girl……”, so even I was about to cry after hearing that. I wonder what three boys who are all glum while watching porn look like? Obviously, the answer is three unpopular guys. Damn it. I feel like hating this world after thinking that there are guys of my age who are having sex with a girl right now. While thinking about it, the last film ends and it is already dark outside. When I look at my watch, it’s already 10 o’clock. I already told my parents that I’m at Matsuda’s place, but they will worry about me if I stay here any longer and I will also be late for school tomorrow. “Anyways, I’ll get going now”. After I said that, all of us stood up and got ready to pack up. “See ya.”
After we split up with Matsuda at the entrance, Motohama and I headed towards home. “It’s a beautiful night. Since it’s a good night, it's normal to feel like watching porn.”
Motohama said some weird crap while looking at the sky with a big sigh. He looks really down. Well by tomorrow, both Motohama and Matsuda will return to their usual selves. “See ya tomorrow.”
“Yeah, have a nice dream.”
I split up with Motohama on my way home, but he doesn’t seem energetic when he’s waving his hand to me. I will probably send him a text message afterwards to cheer him up. A few minutes pass by after splitting up with Motohama. I’m walking towards home, but the energy flowing within my body is rising. It’s a symptom of the “overflowing with power at night” thing. Like I thought, there is definitely something wrong with my body. This isn’t a normal phenomenon. My eyesight improves along with my other five senses. My eyes and ears became especially good. I can even hear conversations from other people’s houses and see the street even though it’s night. This is really weird since I can even see clearly at places where there are no street lights! It feels like this strength is getting stronger day by day. That’s because the chills I’m feeling all over my body right now is the real deal! I can feel I’m being watched by someone for a while now. And the chills I'm feeling.