Do try to behave like a gentleman, now do! If thou werent more a lass than a lad, Id fell thee this minute, I would; pitiful lath of a crater! retorted the angry boor, retreating, while his face burnt with mingled rage and mortification! for he was conscious of being insulted, and embarrassed how to resent it. Mr. Heathcliff having overheard the conversation, as well as I, smiled when he saw him go; but immediately afterwards cast a look of singular aversion on the flippant pair, who remained chattering in the doorway the boy finding animation enough while discussing Haretons faults and deficiencies, and relating anecdotes of his goings on; and the girl relishing his pert and spiteful sayings, without considering the illnature they evinced. I began to dislike, more than to compassionate Linton, and to excuse his father in some measure for holding him cheap. We stayed till afternoon I could not tear Miss Cathy away sooner; but happily my master had not quitted his apartment, and remained ignorant of our prolonged absence. As we walked home, I would fain have enlightened my charge on the characters of the people we had quitted but she got it into her head that I was prejudiced against them. Aha! she cried, you take papas side, Ellen you are partial I know; or else you wouldnt have cheated me so many years into the notion that Linton lived a long way from here. Im really extremely angry; only Im so pleased I cant show it! But you must hold your tongue about my uncle; hes my uncle, remember; and Ill scold papa for quarrelling with him. And so she ran on, till I relinquished the endeavour to convince her of her mistake. She did not mention the visit that night, because she did not see Mr. Linton. Next day it all came out, sadly to my chagrin; and still I was not altogether sorry I thought the burden of directing and warning would be more efficiently borne by him than me. But he was too timid in giving satisfactory reasons for his wish that she should shun connection with the household of the Heights, and Catherine liked good reasons for every restraint that harassed her petted will. Papa! she exclaimed, after the mornings salutations, guess whom I saw yesterday, in my walk on the moors. Ah, papa, you started! youve not done right, have you, now? I sawbut listen, and you shall hear how I found you out; and Ellen, who is in league with you, and yet pretended to pity me so, when I kept hoping, and was always disappointed about Lintons coming back! She gave a faithful account of her excursion and its consequences; and my master, though he cast more than one reproachful look at me, said nothing till she had concluded. Then he drew her to him, and asked if she knew why he had concealed Lintons near neighbourhood from her? Could she think it was to deny her a pleasure that she might harmlessly enjoy? It was because you disliked Mr. Heathcliff, she answered. Then you believe I care more for my own feelings than yours, Cathy? he said. No, it was not because I disliked Mr. Heathcliff, but because Mr. Heathcliff dislikes me; and is a most diabolical man, delighting to wrong and ruin those he hates, if they give him the slightest opportunity. I knew that you could not keep up an acquaintance with your cousin without being brought into contact with him; and I knew he would detest you on my account; so for your own good, and nothing else, I took precautions that you should not see Linton again. I meant to explain this some time as you grew older, and Im sorry I delayed it. But Mr. Heathcliff was quite cordial, papa, observed Catherine, not at all convinced; and he didnt object to our seeing each other he said I might come to his house when I pleased; only I must not tell you, because you had quarrelled with him, and would not forgive him for marrying aunt Isabella. And you wont. You are the one to be blamed he is willing to let us be friends, at least; Linton and I; and you are not. My master, perceiving that she would not take his word for her uncleinlaws evil disposition, gave a hasty sketch of his conduct to Isabella, and the manner in which Wuthering Heights became his property. He could not bear to discourse long upon the topic; for though he spoke little of it, he still felt the same horror and detestation of his ancient enemy that had occupied his heart ever since Mrs. Lintons death. She might have been living yet, if it had not been for him! was his constant bitter reflection; and, in his eyes, Heathcliff seemed a murderer. Miss Cathyconversant with no bad deeds except her own slight acts of disobedience, injustice, and passion, arising from hot temper and thoughtlessness, and repented of on the day they were committedwas amazed at the blackness of spirit that could brood on and cover revenge for years, and deliberately prosecute its plans without a visitation of remorse. She appeared so deeply impressed and shocked at this new view of human natureexcluded from all her studies and all her ideas till nowthat Mr. Edgar deemed it unnecessary to pursue the subject. He merely added You will know hereafter, darling, why I wish you to avoid his house and family; now return to your old employments and amusements, and think no more about them. Catherine kissed her father, and sat down quietly to her lessons for a couple of hours, according to custom; then she accompanied him into the grounds, and the whole day passed as usual but in the evening, when she had retired to her room, and I went to help her to undress, I found her crying, on her knees by the bedside. Oh, fie, silly child! I exclaimed. If you had any real griefs youd be ashamed to waste a tear on this little contrariety. You never had one shadow of substantial sorrow, Miss Catherine. Suppose, for a minute, that master and I were dead, and you were by yourself in the world how would you feel, then? Compare the present occasion with such an affliction as that, and be thankful for the friends you have, instead of coveting more. Im not crying for myself, Ellen, she answered, its for him. He expected to see me again tomorrow, and there hell be so disappointed and hell wait for me, and I shant come! Nonsense! said I, do you imagine he has thought as much of you as you have of him? Hasnt he Hareton for a companion? Not one in a hundred would weep at losing a relation they had just seen twice, for two afternoons. Linton will conjecture how it is, and trouble himself no further about you. But may I not write a note to tell him why I cannot come? she asked, rising to her feet. And just send those books I promised to lend him? His books are not as nice as mine, and he wanted to have them extremely, when I told him how interesting they were. May I not, Ellen? No, indeed! no, indeed! replied I with decision. Then he would write to you, and thered never be an end of it. No, Miss Catherine, the acquaintance must be dropped entirely so papa expects, and I shall see that it is done. But how can one little note? she recommenced, putting on an imploring countenance. Silence! I interrupted. Well not begin with your little notes. Get into bed. She threw at me a very naughty look, so naughty that I would not kiss her good night at first I covered her up, and shut her door, in great displeasure; but, repenting halfway, I returned softly, and lo! there was Miss standing at the table with a bit of blank paper before her and a pencil in her hand, which she guiltily slipped out of sight on my entrance. Youll get nobody to take that, Catherine, I said, if you write it; and at present I shall put out your candle. I set the extinguisher on the flame, receiving as I did so a slap on my hand and a petulant cross thing! I then quitted her again, and she drew the bolt in one of her worst, most peevish humours. The letter was finished and forwarded to its destination by a milkfetcher who came from the village; but that I didnt learn till some time afterwards. Weeks passed on, and Cathy recovered her temper; though she grew wondrous fond of stealing off to corners by herself and often, if I came near her suddenly while reading, she would start and bend over the book, evidently desirous to hide it; and I detected edges of loose paper sticking out beyond the leaves. She also got a trick of coming down early in the morning and lingering about the kitchen, as if she were expecting the arrival of something; and she had a small drawer in a cabinet in the library, which she would trifle over for hours, and whose key she took special care to remove when she left it. One day, as she inspected this drawer, I observed that the playthings and trinkets which recently formed its contents were transmuted into bits of folded paper. My curiosity and suspicions were roused; I determined to take a peep at her mysterious treasures; so, at night, as soon as she and my master were safe upstairs, I searched, and readily found among my house keys one that would fit the lock. Having opened, I emptied the whole contents into my apron, and took them with me to examine at leisure in my own chamber. Though I could not but suspect, I was still surprised to discover that they were a mass of correspondencedaily almost, it must have beenfrom Linton Heathcliff answers to documents forwarded by her. The earlier dated were embarrassed and short; gradually, however, they expanded into copious loveletters, foolish, as the age of the writer rendered natural, yet with touches here and there which I thought were borrowed from a more experienced source. Some of them struck me as singularly odd compounds of ardour and flatness; commencing in strong feeling, and concluding in the affected, wordy style that a schoolboy might use to a fancied, incorporeal sweetheart. Whether they satisfied Cathy I dont know; but they appeared very worthless trash to me. After turning over as many as I thought proper, I tied them in a handkerchief and set them aside, relocking the vacant drawer. Following her habit, my young lady descended early, and visited the kitchen I watched her go to the door, on the arrival of a certain little boy; and, while the dairymaid filled his can, she tucked something into his jacket pocket, and plucked something out. I went round by the garden, and laid wait for the messenger; who fought valorously to defend his trust, and we spilt the milk between us; but I succeeded in abstracting the epistle; and, threatening serious consequences if he did not look sharp home, I remained under the wall and perused Miss Cathys affectionate composition. It was more simple and more eloquent than her cousins very pretty and very silly. I shook my head, and went meditating into the house. The day being wet, she could not divert herself with rambling about the park; so, at the conclusion of her morning studies, she resorted to the solace of the drawer. Her father sat reading at the table; and I, on purpose, had sought a bit of work in some unripped fringes of the windowcurtain, keeping my eye steadily fixed on her proceedings. Never did any bird flying back to a plundered nest, which it had left brimful of chirping young ones, express more complete despair, in its anguished cries and flutterings, than she by her single Oh! and the change that transfigured her late happy countenance. Mr. Linton looked up. What is the matter, love? Have you hurt yourself? he said. His tone and look assured her he had not been the discoverer of the hoard. No, papa! she gasped. Ellen! Ellen! come upstairsIm sick! I obeyed her summons, and accompanied her out. Oh, Ellen! you have got them, she commenced immediately, dropping on her knees, when we were enclosed alone. Oh, give them to me, and Ill never, never do so again! Dont tell papa. You have not told papa, Ellen? say you have not? Ive been exceedingly naughty, but I wont do it any more! With a grave severity in my manner I bade her stand up. So, I exclaimed, Miss Catherine, you are tolerably far on, it seems you may well be ashamed of them! A fine bundle of trash you study in your leisure hours, to be sure why, its good enough to be printed! And what do you suppose the master will think when I display it before him? I havent shown it yet, but you neednt imagine I shall keep your ridiculous secrets. For shame! and you must have led the way in writing such absurdities he would not have thought of beginning, Im certain. I didnt! I didnt! sobbed Cathy, fit to break her heart. I didnt once think of loving him till Loving! cried I, as scornfully as I could utter the word. Loving! Did anybody ever hear the like! I might just as well talk of loving the miller who comes once a year to buy our corn. Pretty loving, indeed! and both times together you have seen Linton hardly four hours in your life! Now here is the babyish trash. Im going with it to the library; and well see what your father says to such loving. She sprang at her precious epistles, but I held them above my head; and then she poured out further frantic entreaties that I would burn themdo anything rather than show them. And being really fully as much inclined to laugh as scoldfor I esteemed it all girlish vanityI at length relented in a measure, and askedIf I consent to burn them, will you promise faithfully neither to send nor receive a letter again, nor a book (for I perceive you have sent him books), nor locks of hair, nor rings, nor playthings? We dont send playthings, cried Catherine, her pride overcoming her shame. Nor anything at all, then, my lady? I said. Unless you will, here I go. I promise, Ellen! she cried, catching my dress. Oh, put them in the fire, do, do! But when I proceeded to open a place with the poker the sacrifice was too painful to be borne. She earnestly supplicated that I would spare her one or two. One or two, Ellen, to keep for Lintons sake! I unknotted the handkerchief, and commenced dropping them in from an angle, and the flame curled up the chimney. I will have one, you cruel wretch! she screamed, darting her hand into the fire, and drawing forth some halfconsumed fragments, at the expense of her fingers. Very welland I will have some to exhibit to papa! I answered, shaking back the rest into the bundle, and turning anew to the door. She emptied her blackened pieces into the flames, and motioned me to finish the immolation. It was done; I stirred up the ashes, and interred them under a shovelful of coals; and she mutely, and with a sense of intense injury, retired to her private apartment. I descended to tell my master that the young ladys qualm of sickness was almost gone, but I judged it best for her to lie down a while. She wouldnt dine; but she reappeared at tea, pale, and red about the eyes, and marvellously subdued in outward aspect. Next morning I answered the letter by a slip of paper, inscribed, Master Heathcliff is requested to send no more notes to Miss Linton, as she will not receive them. And, henceforth, the little boy came with vacant pockets. XXII Summer drew to an end, and early autumn it was past Michaelmas, but the harvest was late that year, and a few of our fields were still uncleared. Mr. Linton and his daughter would frequently walk out among the reapers; at the carrying of the last sheaves they stayed till dusk, and the evening happening to be chill and damp, my master caught a bad cold, that settled obstinately on his lungs, and confined him indoors throughout the whole of the winter, nearly without intermission. Poor Cathy, frightened from her little romance, had been considerably sadder and duller since its abandonment; and her father insisted on her reading less, and taking more exercise. She had his companionship no longer; I esteemed it a duty to supply its lack, as much as possible, with mine an inefficient substitute; for I could only spare two or three hours, from my numerous diurnal occupations, to follow her footsteps, and then my society was obviously less desirable than his. On an afternoon in October, or the beginning of Novembera fresh watery afternoon, when the turf and paths were rustling with moist, withered leaves, and the cold blue sky was half hidden by cloudsdark grey streamers, rapidly mounting from the west, and boding abundant rainI requested my young lady to forego her ramble, because I was certain of showers. She refused; and I unwillingly donned a cloak, and took my umbrella to accompany her on a stroll to the bottom of the park a formal walk which she generally affected if lowspiritedand that she invariably was when Mr. Edgar had been worse than ordinary, a thing never known from his confession, but guessed both by her and me from his increased silence and the melancholy of his countenance. She went sadly on there was no running or bounding now, though the chill wind might well have tempted her to race. And often, from the side of my eye, I could detect her raising a hand, and brushing something off her cheek. I gazed round for a means of diverting her thoughts. On one side of the road rose a high, rough bank, where hazels and stunted oaks, with their roots half exposed, held uncertain tenure the soil was too loose for the latter; and strong winds had blown some nearly horizontal. In summer Miss Catherine delighted to climb along these trunks, and sit in the branches, swinging twenty feet above the ground; and I, pleased with her agility and her light, childish heart, still considered it proper to scold every time I caught her at such an elevation, but so that she knew there was no necessity for descending. From dinner to tea she would lie in her breezerocked cradle, doing nothing except singing old songsmy nursery loreto herself, or watching the birds, joint tenants, feed and entice their young ones to fly or nestling with closed lids, half thinking, half dreaming, happier than words can express. Look, Miss! I exclaimed, pointing to a nook under the roots of one twisted tree. Winter is not here yet. Theres a little flower up yonder, the last bud from the multitude of bluebells that clouded those turf steps in July with a lilac mist. Will you clamber up, and pluck it to show to papa? Cathy stared a long time at the lonely blossom trembling in its earthy shelter, and replied, at lengthNo, Ill not touch it but it looks melancholy, does it not, Ellen? Yes, I observed, about as starved and suckless as you your cheeks are bloodless; let us take hold of hands and run. Youre so low, I daresay I shall keep up with you. No, she repeated, and continued sauntering on, pausing at intervals to muse over a bit of moss, or a tuft of blanched grass, or a fungus spreading its bright orange among the heaps of brown foliage; and, ever and anon, her hand was lifted to her averted face. Catherine, why are you crying, love? I asked, approaching and putting my arm over her shoulder. You mustnt cry because papa has a cold; be thankful it is nothing worse. She now put no further restraint on her tears; her breath was stifled by sobs. Oh, it will be something worse, she said. And what shall I do when papa and you leave me, and I am by myself? I cant forget your words, Ellen; they are always in my ear. How life will be changed, how dreary the world will be, when papa and you are dead. None can tell whether you wont die before us, I replied. Its wrong to anticipate evil. Well hope there are years and years to come before any of us go master is young, and I am strong, and hardly fortyfive. My mother lived till eighty, a canty dame to the last. And suppose Mr. Linton were spared till he saw sixty, that would be more years than you have counted, Miss. And would it not be foolish to mourn a calamity above twenty years beforehand? But Aunt Isabella was younger than papa, she remarked, gazing up with timid hope to seek further consolation. Aunt Isabella had not you and me to nurse her, I replied. She wasnt as happy as Master she hadnt as much to live for. All you need do, is to wait well on your father, and cheer him by letting him see you cheerful; and avoid giving him anxiety on any subject mind that, Cathy! Ill not disguise but you might kill him if you were wild and reckless, and cherished a foolish, fanciful affection for the son of a person who would be glad to have him in his grave; and allowed him to discover that you fretted over the separation he has judged it expedient to make. I fret about nothing on earth except papas illness, answered my companion. I care for nothing in comparison with papa. And Ill neverneveroh, never, while I have my senses, do an act or say a word to vex him. I love him better than myself, Ellen; and I know it by this I pray every night that I may live after him; because I would rather be miserable than that he should be that proves I love him better than myself. Good words, I replied. But deeds must prove it also; and after he is well, remember you dont forget resolutions formed in the hour of fear. As we talked, we neared a door that opened on the road; and my young lady, lightening into sunshine again, climbed up and seated herself on the top of the wall, reaching over to gather some hips that bloomed scarlet on the summit branches of the wildrose trees shadowing the highway side the lower fruit had disappeared, but only birds could touch the upper, except from Cathys present station. In stretching to pull them, her hat fell off; and as the door was locked, she proposed scrambling down to recover it. I bid her be cautious lest she got a fall, and she nimbly disappeared. But the return was no such easy matter the stones were smooth and neatly cemented, and the rosebushes and blackberry stragglers could yield no assistance in reascending. I, like a fool, didnt recollect that, till I heard her laughing and exclaimingEllen! youll have to fetch the key, or else I must run round to the porters lodge. I cant scale the ramparts on this side! Stay where you are, I answered; I have my bundle of keys in my pocket perhaps I may manage to open it; if not, Ill go. Catherine amused herself with dancing to and fro before the door, while I tried all the large keys in succession. I had applied the last, and found that none would do; so, repeating my desire that she would remain there, I was about to hurry home as fast as I could, when an approaching sound arrested me. It was the trot of a horse; Cathys dance stopped also. Who is that? I whispered. Ellen, I wish you could open the door, whispered back my companion, anxiously. Ho, Miss Linton! cried a deep voice (the riders), Im glad to meet you. Dont be in haste to enter, for I have an explanation to ask and obtain. I shant speak to you, Mr. Heathcliff, answered Catherine. Papa says you are a wicked man, and you hate both him and me; and Ellen says the same. That is nothing to the purpose, said Heathcliff. (He it was.) I dont hate my son, I suppose; and it is concerning him that I demand your attention. Yes; you have cause to blush. Two or three months since, were you not in the habit of writing to Linton? making love in play, eh? You deserved, both of you, flogging for that! You especially, the elder; and less sensitive, as it turns out. Ive got your letters, and if you give me any pertness Ill send them to your father. I presume you grew weary of the amusement and dropped it, didnt you? Well, you dropped Linton with it into a Slough of Despond. He was in earnest in love, really. As true as I live, hes dying for you; breaking his heart at your fickleness not figuratively, but actually. Though Hareton has made him a standing jest for six weeks, and I have used more serious measures, and attempted to frighten him out of his idiotcy, he gets worse daily; and hell be under the sod before summer, unless you restore him! How can you lie so glaringly to the poor child? I called from the inside. Pray ride on! How can you deliberately get up such paltry falsehoods? Miss Cathy, Ill knock the lock off with a stone you wont believe that vile nonsense. You can feel in yourself it is impossible that a person should die for love of a stranger. I was not aware there were eavesdroppers, muttered the detected villain. Worthy Mrs. Dean, I like you, but I dont like your doubledealing, he added aloud. How could you lie so glaringly as to affirm I hated the poor child? and invent bugbear stories to terrify her from my doorstones? Catherine Linton (the very name warms me), my bonny lass, I shall be from home all this week; go and see if I have not spoken truth do, theres a darling! Just imagine your father in my place, and Linton in yours; then think how you would value your careless lover if he refused to stir a step to comfort you, when your father himself entreated him; and dont, from pure stupidity, fall into the same error. I swear, on my salvation, hes going to his grave, and none but you can save him! The lock gave way and I issued out. I swear Linton is dying, repeated Heathcliff, looking hard at me. And grief and disappointment are hastening his death. Nelly, if you wont let her go, you can walk over yourself. But I shall not return till this time next week; and I think your master himself would scarcely object to her visiting her cousin. Come in, said I, taking Cathy by the arm and half forcing her to reenter; for she lingered, viewing with troubled eyes the features of the speaker, too stern to express his inward deceit. He pushed his horse close, and, bending down, observedMiss Catherine, Ill own to you that I have little patience with Linton; and Hareton and Joseph have less. Ill own that hes with a harsh set. He pines for kindness, as well as love; and a kind word from you would be his best medicine. Dont mind Mrs. Deans cruel cautions; but be generous, and contrive to see him. He dreams of you day and night, and cannot be persuaded that you dont hate him, since you neither write nor call. I closed the door, and rolled a stone to assist the loosened lock in holding it; and spreading my umbrella, I drew my charge underneath for the rain began to drive through the moaning branches of the trees, and warned us to avoid delay. Our hurry prevented any comment on the encounter with Heathcliff, as we stretched towards home; but I divined instinctively that Catherines heart was clouded now in double darkness. Her features were so sad, they did not seem hers she evidently regarded what she had heard as every syllable true. The master had retired to rest before we came in. Cathy stole to his room to inquire how he was; he had fallen asleep. She returned, and asked me to sit with her in the library. We took our tea together; and afterwards she lay down on the rug, and told me not to talk, for she was weary. I got a book, and pretended to read. As soon as she supposed me absorbed in my occupation, she recommenced her silent weeping it appeared, at present, her favourite diversion. I suffered her to enjoy it a while; then I expostulated deriding and ridiculing all Mr. Heathcliffs assertions about his son, as if I were certain she would coincide. Alas! I hadnt skill to counteract the effect his account had produced it was just what he intended. You may be right, Ellen, she answered; but I shall never feel at ease till I know. And I must tell Linton it is not my fault that I dont write, and convince him that I shall not change. What use were anger and protestations against her silly credulity? We parted that nighthostile; but next day beheld me on the road to Wuthering Heights, by the side of my wilful young mistresss pony. I couldnt bear to witness her sorrow to see her pale, dejected countenance, and heavy eyes and I yielded, in the faint hope that Linton himself might prove, by his reception of us, how little of the tale was founded on fact. XXIII The rainy night had ushered in a misty morninghalf frost, half drizzleand temporary brooks crossed our pathgurgling from the uplands. My feet were thoroughly wetted; I was cross and low; exactly the humour suited for making the most of these disagreeable things. We entered the farmhouse by the kitchen way, to ascertain whether Mr. Heathcliff were really absent because I put slight faith in his own affirmation. Joseph seemed sitting in a sort of elysium alone, beside a roaring fire; a quart of ale on the table near him, bristling with large pieces of toasted oatcake; and his black, short pipe in his mouth. Catherine ran to the hearth to warm herself. I asked if the master was in? My question remained so long unanswered, that I thought the old man had grown deaf, and repeated it louder. Naay! he snarled, or rather screamed through his nose. Naay! yah muh goa back whear yah coom frough. Joseph! cried a peevish voice, simultaneously with me, from the inner room. How often am I to call you? There are only a few red ashes now. Joseph! come this moment. Vigorous puffs, and a resolute stare into the grate, declared he had no ear for this appeal. The housekeeper and Hareton were invisible; one gone on an errand, and the other at his work, probably. We knew Lintons tones, and entered. Oh, I hope youll die in a garret, starved to death! said the boy, mistaking our approach for that of his negligent attendant. He stopped on observing his error his cousin flew to him. Is that you, Miss Linton? he said, raising his head from the arm of the great chair, in which he reclined. Nodont kiss me it takes my breath. Dear me! Papa said you would call, continued he, after recovering a little from Catherines embrace; while she stood by looking very contrite. Will you shut the door, if you please? you left it open; and thosethose detestable creatures wont bring coals to the fire. Its so cold! I stirred up the cinders, and fetched a scuttleful myself. The invalid complained of being covered with ashes; but he had a tiresome cough, and looked feverish and ill, so I did not rebuke his temper. Well, Linton, murmured Catherine, when his corrugated brow relaxed, are you glad to see me? Can I do you any good? Why didnt you come before? he asked. You should have come, instead of writing. It tired me dreadfully writing those long letters. Id far rather have talked to you. Now, I can neither bear to talk, nor anything else. I wonder where Zillah is! Will you (looking at me) step into the kitchen and see? I had received no thanks for my other service; and being unwilling to run to and fro at his behest, I repliedNobody is out there but Joseph. I want to drink, he exclaimed fretfully, turning away. Zillah is constantly gadding off to Gimmerton since papa went its miserable! And Im obliged to come down herethey resolved never to hear me upstairs. Is your father attentive to you, Master Heathcliff? I asked, perceiving Catherine to be checked in her friendly advances. Attentive? He makes them a little more attentive at least, he cried. The wretches! Do you know, Miss Linton, that brute Hareton laughs at me! I hate him! indeed, I hate them all they are odious beings. Cathy began searching for some water; she lighted on a pitcher in the dresser, filled a tumbler, and brought it. He bid her add a spoonful of wine from a bottle on the table; and having swallowed a small portion, appeared more tranquil, and said she was very kind. And are you glad to see me? asked she, reiterating her former question and pleased to detect the faint dawn of a smile. Yes, I am. Its something new to hear a voice like yours! he replied. But I have been vexed, because you wouldnt come. And papa swore it was owing to me he called me a pitiful, shuffling, worthless thing; and said you despised me; and if he had been in my place, he would be more the master of the Grange than your father by this time. But you dont despise me, do you, Miss? I wish you would say Catherine, or Cathy, interrupted my young lady. Despise you? No! Next to papa and Ellen, I love you better than anybody living. I dont love Mr. Heathcliff, though; and I dare not come when he returns will he stay away many days? Not many, answered Linton; but he goes on to the moors frequently, since the shooting season commenced; and you might spend an hour or two with me in his absence. Do say you will.


I think I should not be peevish with you youd not provoke me, and youd always be ready to help me, wouldnt you? Yes, said Catherine, stroking his long soft hair if I could only get papas consent, Id spend half my time with you. Pretty Linton! I wish you were my brother. And then you would like me as well as your father? observed he, more cheerfully. But papa says you would love me better than him and all the world, if you were my wife; so Id rather you were that. No, I should never love anybody better than papa, she returned gravely. And people hate their wives, sometimes; but not their sisters and brothers and if you were the latter, you would live with us, and papa would be as fond of you as he is of me. Linton denied that people ever hated their wives; but Cathy affirmed they did, and, in her wisdom, instanced his own fathers aversion to her aunt. I endeavoured to stop her thoughtless tongue. I couldnt succeed till everything she knew was out. Master Heathcliff, much irritated, asserted her relation was false. Papa told me; and papa does not tell falsehoods, she answered pertly. My papa scorns yours! cried Linton. He calls him a sneaking fool. Yours is a wicked man, retorted Catherine; and you are very naughty to dare to repeat what he says. He must be wicked to have made Aunt Isabella leave him as she did. She didnt leave him, said the boy; you shant contradict me. She did, cried my young lady. Well, Ill tell you something! said Linton. Your mother hated your father now then. Oh! exclaimed Catherine, too enraged to continue. And she loved mine, added he. You little liar! I hate you now! she panted, and her face grew red with passion. She did! she did! sang Linton, sinking into the recess of his chair, and leaning back his head to enjoy the agitation of the other disputant, who stood behind. Hush, Master Heathcliff! I said; thats your fathers tale, too, I suppose. It isnt you hold your tongue! he answered. She did, she did, Catherine! she did, she did! Cathy, beside herself, gave the chair a violent push, and caused him to fall against one arm. He was immediately seized by a suffocating cough that soon ended his triumph. It lasted so long that it frightened even me. As to his cousin, she wept with all her might, aghast at the mischief she had done though she said nothing. I held him till the fit exhausted itself. Then he thrust me away, and leant his head down silently. Catherine quelled her lamentations also, took a seat opposite, and looked solemnly into the fire. How do you feel now, Master Heathcliff? I inquired, after waiting ten minutes. I wish she felt as I do, he replied spiteful, cruel thing! Hareton never touches me he never struck me in his life. And I was better today and there his voice died in a whimper. I didnt strike you! muttered Cathy, chewing her lip to prevent another burst of emotion. He sighed and moaned like one under great suffering, and kept it up for a quarter of an hour; on purpose to distress his cousin apparently, for whenever he caught a stifled sob from her he put renewed pain and pathos into the inflections of his voice. Im sorry I hurt you, Linton, she said at length, racked beyond endurance. But I couldnt have been hurt by that little push, and I had no idea that you could, either youre not much, are you, Linton? Dont let me go home thinking Ive done you harm. Answer! speak to me. I cant speak to you, he murmured; youve hurt me so that I shall lie awake all night choking with this cough. If you had it youd know what it was; but youll be comfortably asleep while Im in agony, and nobody near me. I wonder how you would like to pass those fearful nights! And he began to wail aloud, for very pity of himself. Since you are in the habit of passing dreadful nights, I said, it wont be Miss who spoils your ease youd be the same had she never come. However, she shall not disturb you again; and perhaps youll get quieter when we leave you. Must I go? asked Catherine dolefully, bending over him. Do you want me to go, Linton? You cant alter what youve done, he replied pettishly, shrinking from her, unless you alter it for the worse by teasing me into a fever. Well, then, I must go? she repeated. Let me alone, at least, said he; I cant bear your talking. She lingered, and resisted my persuasions to departure a tiresome while; but as he neither looked up nor spoke, she finally made a movement to the door, and I followed. We were recalled by a scream. Linton had slid from his seat on to the hearthstone, and lay writhing in the mere perverseness of an indulged plague of a child, determined to be as grievous and harassing as it can. I thoroughly gauged his disposition from his behaviour, and saw at once it would be folly to attempt humouring him. Not so my companion she ran back in terror, knelt down, and cried, and soothed, and entreated, till he grew quiet from lack of breath by no means from compunction at distressing her. I shall lift him on to the settle, I said, and he may roll about as he pleases we cant stop to watch him. I hope you are satisfied, Miss Cathy, that you are not the person to benefit him; and that his condition of health is not occasioned by attachment to you. Now, then, there he is! Come away as soon as he knows there is nobody by to care for his nonsense, hell be glad to lie still. She placed a cushion under his head, and offered him some water; he rejected the latter, and tossed uneasily on the former, as if it were a stone or a block of wood. She tried to put it more comfortably. I cant do with that, he said; its not high enough. Catherine brought another to lay above it. Thats too high, murmured the provoking thing. How must I arrange it, then? she asked despairingly. He twined himself up to her, as she half knelt by the settle, and converted her shoulder into a support. No, that wont do, I said. Youll be content with the cushion, Master Heathcliff. Miss has wasted too much time on you already we cannot remain five minutes longer. Yes, yes, we can! replied Cathy. Hes good and patient now. Hes beginning to think I shall have far greater misery than he will tonight, if I believe he is the worse for my visit and then I dare not come again. Tell the truth about it, Linton; for I musnt come, if I have hurt you. You must come, to cure me, he answered. You ought to come, because you have hurt me you know you have extremely! I was not as ill when you entered as I am at presentwas I? But youve made yourself ill by crying and being in a passion.I didnt do it all, said his cousin. However, well be friends now. And you want me you would wish to see me sometimes, really? I told you I did, he replied impatiently. Sit on the settle and let me lean on your knee. Thats as mamma used to do, whole afternoons together. Sit quite still and dont talk but you may sing a song, if you can sing; or you may say a nice long interesting balladone of those you promised to teach me; or a story. Id rather have a ballad, though begin. Catherine repeated the longest she could remember. The employment pleased both mightily. Linton would have another, and after that another, notwithstanding my strenuous objections; and so they went on until the clock struck twelve, and we heard Hareton in the court, returning for his dinner. And tomorrow, Catherine, will you be here tomorrow? asked young Heathcliff, holding her frock as she rose reluctantly. No, I answered, nor next day neither. She, however, gave a different response evidently, for his forehead cleared as she stooped and whispered in his ear. You wont go tomorrow, recollect, Miss! I commenced, when we were out of the house. You are not dreaming of it, are you? She smiled. Oh, Ill take good care, I continued Ill have that lock mended, and you can escape by no way else. I can get over the wall, she said laughing. The Grange is not a prison, Ellen, and you are not my gaoler. And besides, Im almost seventeen Im a woman. And Im certain Linton would recover quickly if he had me to look after him. Im older than he is, you know, and wiser less childish, am I not? And hell soon do as I direct him, with some slight coaxing. Hes a pretty little darling when hes good. Id make such a pet of him, if he were mine. We should never quarrel, should we after we were used to each other? Dont you like him, Ellen? Like him! I exclaimed. The worsttempered bit of a sickly slip that ever struggled into its teens. Happily, as Mr. Heathcliff conjectured, hell not win twenty. I doubt whether hell see spring, indeed. And small loss to his family whenever he drops off. And lucky it is for us that his father took him the kinder he was treated, the more tedious and selfish hed be. Im glad you have no chance of having him for a husband, Miss Catherine. My companion waxed serious at hearing this speech. To speak of his death so regardlessly wounded her feelings. Hes younger than I, she answered, after a protracted pause of meditation, and he ought to live the longest he willhe must live as long as I do. Hes as strong now as when he first came into the north; Im positive of that. Its only a cold that ails him, the same as papa has. You say papa will get better, and why shouldnt he? Well, well, I cried, after all, we neednt trouble ourselves; for listen, Missand mind, Ill keep my wordif you attempt going to Wuthering Heights again, with or without me, I shall inform Mr. Linton, and, unless he allow it, the intimacy with your cousin must not be revived. It has been revived, muttered Cathy, sulkily. Must not be continued, then, I said. Well see, was her reply, and she set off at a gallop, leaving me to toil in the rear. We both reached home before our dinnertime; my master supposed we had been wandering through the park, and therefore he demanded no explanation of our absence. As soon as I entered I hastened to change my soaked shoes and stockings; but sitting such awhile at the Heights had done the mischief. On the succeeding morning I was laid up, and during three weeks I remained incapacitated for attending to my duties a calamity never experienced prior to that period, and never, I am thankful to say, since. My little mistress behaved like an angel in coming to wait on me, and cheer my solitude; the confinement brought me exceedingly low. It is wearisome, to a stirring active body but few have slighter reasons for complaint than I had. The moment Catherine left Mr. Lintons room she appeared at my bedside. Her day was divided between us; no amusement usurped a minute she neglected her meals, her studies, and her play; and she was the fondest nurse that ever watched. She must have had a warm heart, when she loved her father so, to give so much to me. I said her days were divided between us; but the master retired early, and I generally needed nothing after six oclock, thus the evening was her own. Poor thing! I never considered what she did with herself after tea. And though frequently, when she looked in to bid me good night, I remarked a fresh colour in her cheeks and a pinkness over her slender fingers, instead of fancying the line borrowed from a cold ride across the moors, I laid it to the charge of a hot fire in the library. XXIV At the close of three weeks I was able to quit my chamber and move about the house. And on the first occasion of my sitting up in the evening I asked Catherine to read to me, because my eyes were weak. We were in the library, the master having gone to bed she consented, rather unwillingly, I fancied; and imagining my sort of books did not suit her, I bid her please herself in the choice of what she perused. She selected one of her own favourites, and got forward steadily about an hour; then came frequent questions. Ellen, are not you tired? Hadnt you better lie down now? Youll be sick, keeping up so long, Ellen. No, no, dear, Im not tired, I returned, continually. Perceiving me immovable, she essayed another method of showing her disrelish for her occupation. It changed to yawning, and stretching, and Ellen, Im tired. Give over then and talk, I answered. That was worse she fretted and sighed, and looked at her watch till eight, and finally went to her room, completely overdone with sleep; judging by her peevish, heavy look, and the constant rubbing she inflicted on her eyes. The following night she seemed more impatient still; and on the third from recovering my company she complained of a headache, and left me. I thought her conduct odd; and having remained alone a long while, I resolved on going and inquiring whether she were better, and asking her to come and lie on the sofa, instead of upstairs in the dark. No Catherine could I discover upstairs, and none below. The servants affirmed they had not seen her. I listened at Mr. Edgars door; all was silence. I returned to her apartment, extinguished my candle, and seated myself in the window. The moon shone bright; a sprinkling of snow covered the ground, and I reflected that she might, possibly, have taken it into her head to walk about the garden, for refreshment. I did detect a figure creeping along the inner fence of the park; but it was not my young mistress on its emerging into the light, I recognised one of the grooms. He stood a considerable period, viewing the carriageroad through the grounds; then started off at a brisk pace, as if he had detected something, and reappeared presently, leading Misss pony; and there she was, just dismounted, and walking by its side. The man took his charge stealthily across the grass towards the stable. Cathy entered by the casementwindow of the drawingroom, and glided noiselessly up to where I awaited her. She put the door gently too, slipped off her snowy shoes, untied her hat, and was proceeding, unconscious of my espionage, to lay aside her mantle, when I suddenly rose and revealed myself. The surprise petrified her an instant she uttered an inarticulate exclamation, and stood fixed. My dear Miss Catherine, I began, too vividly impressed by her recent kindness to break into a scold, where have you been riding out at this hour? And why should you try to deceive me by telling a tale? Where have you been? Speak! To the bottom of the park, she stammered. I didnt tell a tale. And nowhere else? I demanded. No, was the muttered reply. Oh, Catherine! I cried, sorrowfully. You know you have been doing wrong, or you wouldnt be driven to uttering an untruth to me. That does grieve me. Id rather be three months ill, than hear you frame a deliberate lie. She sprang forward, and bursting into tears, threw her arms round my neck. Well, Ellen, Im so afraid of you being angry, she said. Promise not to be angry, and you shall know the very truth I hate to hide it. We sat down in the windowseat; I assured her I would not scold, whatever her secret might be, and I guessed it, of course; so she commenced Ive been to Wuthering Heights, Ellen, and Ive never missed going a day since you fell ill; except thrice before, and twice after you left your room. I gave Michael books and pictures to prepare Minny every evening, and to put her back in the stable you mustnt scold him either, mind. I was at the Heights by halfpast six, and generally stayed till halfpast eight, and then galloped home. It was not to amuse myself that I went I was often wretched all the time. Now and then I was happy once in a week perhaps. At first, I expected there would be sad work persuading you to let me keep my word to Linton for I had engaged to call again next day, when we quitted him; but, as you stayed upstairs on the morrow, I escaped that trouble. While Michael was refastening the lock of the park door in the afternoon, I got possession of the key, and told him how my cousin wished me to visit him, because he was sick, and couldnt come to the Grange; and how papa would object to my going and then I negotiated with him about the pony. He is fond of reading, and he thinks of leaving soon to get married; so he offered, if I would lend him books out of the library, to do what I wished but I preferred giving him my own, and that satisfied him better. On my second visit Linton seemed in lively spirits; and Zillah (that is their housekeeper) made us a clean room and a good fire, and told us that, as Joseph was out at a prayermeeting and Hareton Earnshaw was off with his dogsrobbing our woods of pheasants, as I heard afterwardswe might do what we liked. She brought me some warm wine and gingerbread, and appeared exceedingly goodnatured, and Linton sat in the armchair, and I in the little rocking chair on the hearthstone, and we laughed and talked so merrily, and found so much to say we planned where we would go, and what we would do in summer. I neednt repeat that, because you would call it silly. One time, however, we were near quarrelling. He said the pleasantest manner of spending a hot July day was lying from morning till evening on a bank of heath in the middle of the moors, with the bees humming dreamily about among the bloom, and the larks singing high up overhead, and the blue sky and bright sun shining steadily and cloudlessly. That was his most perfect idea of heavens happiness mine was rocking in a rustling green tree, with a west wind blowing, and bright white clouds flitting rapidly above; and not only larks, but throstles, and blackbirds, and linnets, and cuckoos pouring out music on every side, and the moors seen at a distance, broken into cool dusky dells; but close by great swells of long grass undulating in waves to the breeze; and woods and sounding water, and the whole world awake and wild with joy. He wanted all to lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and dance in a glorious jubilee. I said his heaven would be only half alive; and he said mine would be drunk I said I should fall asleep in his; and he said he could not breathe in mine, and began to grow very snappish. At last, we agreed to try both, as soon as the right weather came; and then we kissed each other and were friends. After sitting still an hour, I looked at the great room with its smooth uncarpeted floor, and thought how nice it would be to play in, if we removed the table; and I asked Linton to call Zillah in to help us, and wed have a game at blindmansbuff; she should try to catch us you used to, you know, Ellen. He wouldnt there was no pleasure in it, he said; but he consented to play at ball with me. We found two in a cupboard, among a heap of old toys, tops, and hoops, and battledores and shuttlecocks. One was marked C., and the other H.; I wished to have the C., because that stood for Catherine, and the H. might be for Heathcliff, his name; but the bran came out of H., and Linton didnt like it. I beat him constantly and he got cross again, and coughed, and returned to his chair. That night, though, he easily recovered his good humour he was charmed with two or three pretty songsyour songs, Ellen; and when I was obliged to go, he begged and entreated me to come the following evening; and I promised. Minny and I went flying home as light as air; and I dreamt of Wuthering Heights and my sweet, darling cousin, till morning. On the morrow I was sad; partly because you were poorly, and partly that I wished my father knew, and approved of my excursions but it was beautiful moonlight after tea; and, as I rode on, the gloom cleared. I shall have another happy evening, I thought to myself; and what delights me more, my pretty Linton will. I trotted up their garden, and was turning round to the back, when that fellow Earnshaw met me, took my bridle, and bid me go in by the front entrance. He patted Minnys neck, and said she was a bonny beast, and appeared as if he wanted me to speak to him. I only told him to leave my horse alone, or else it would kick him. He answered in his vulgar accent, It wouldnt do mitch hurt if it did; and surveyed its legs with a smile. I was half inclined to make it try; however, he moved off to open the door, and, as he raised the latch, he looked up to the inscription above, and said, with a stupid mixture of awkwardness and elation Miss Catherine! I can read yon, now.  Wonderful, I exclaimed. Pray let us hear youyou are grown clever! He spelt, and drawled over by syllables, the nameHareton Earnshaw.  And the figures? I cried, encouragingly, perceiving that he came to a dead halt.  I cannot tell them yet, he answered.  Oh, you dunce! I said, laughing heartily at his failure. The fool stared, with a grin hovering about his lips, and a scowl gathering over his eyes, as if uncertain whether he might not join in my mirth whether it were not pleasant familiarity, or what it really was, contempt. I settled his doubts, by suddenly retrieving my gravity and desiring him to walk away, for I came to see Linton, not him. He reddenedI saw that by the moonlightdropped his hand from the latch, and skulked off, a picture of mortified vanity. He imagined himself to be as accomplished as Linton, I suppose, because he could spell his own name; and was marvellously discomfited that I didnt think the same. Stop, Miss Catherine, dear!I interrupted. I shall not scold, but I dont like your conduct there. If you had remembered that Hareton was your cousin as much as Master Heathcliff, you would have felt how improper it was to behave in that way. At least, it was praiseworthy ambition for him to desire to be as accomplished as Linton; and probably he did not learn merely to show off you had made him ashamed of his ignorance before, I have no doubt; and he wished to remedy it and please you. To sneer at his imperfect attempt was very bad breeding. Had you been brought up in his circumstances, would you be less rude? He was as quick and as intelligent a child as ever you were; and Im hurt that he should be despised now, because that base Heathcliff has treated him so unjustly. Well, Ellen, you wont cry about it, will you? she exclaimed, surprised at my earnestness. But wait, and you shall hear if he conned his A.B.C. to please me; and if it were worth while being civil to the brute. I entered; Linton was lying on the settle, and half got up to welcome me.  Im ill tonight, Catherine, love, he said; and you must have all the talk, and let me listen. Come, and sit by me. I was sure you wouldnt break your word, and Ill make you promise again, before you go. I knew now that I mustnt tease him, as he was ill; and I spoke softly and put no questions, and avoided irritating him in any way. I had brought some of my nicest books for him he asked me to read a little of one, and I was about to comply, when Earnshaw burst the door open having gathered venom with reflection. He advanced direct to us, seized Linton by the arm, and swung him off the seat.  Get to thy own room! he said, in a voice almost inarticulate with passion; and his face looked swelled and furious. Take her there if she comes to see thee thou shallnt keep me out of this. Begone wi ye both! He swore at us, and left Linton no time to answer, nearly throwing him into the kitchen; and he clenched his fist as I followed, seemingly longing to knock me down. I was afraid for a moment, and I let one volume fall; he kicked it after me, and shut us out. I heard a malignant, crackly laugh by the fire, and turning, beheld that odious Joseph standing rubbing his bony hands, and quivering.  I wer sure hed sarve ye out! Hes a grand lad! Hes getten t raight sperrit in him! He knawsay, he knaws, as weel as I do, who sud be t maister yonderEch, ech, ech! He made ye skift properly! Ech, ech, ech!  Where must we go? I asked of my cousin, disregarding the old wretchs mockery. Linton was white and trembling. He was not pretty then, Ellen oh, no! he looked frightful; for his thin face and large eyes were wrought into an expression of frantic, powerless fury. He grasped the handle of the door, and shook it it was fastened inside.  If you dont let me in, Ill kill you!If you dont let me in, Ill kill you! he rather shrieked than said. Devil! devil!Ill kill youIll kill you! Joseph uttered his croaking laugh again.  Thear, thats t father! he cried. Thats father! Weve allas summut o either side in us. Niver heed, Hareton, laddunnut be feardhe cannot get at thee! I took hold of Lintons hands, and tried to pull him away; but he shrieked so shockingly that I dared not proceed. At last his cries were choked by a dreadful fit of coughing; blood gushed from his mouth, and he fell on the ground. I ran into the yard, sick with terror; and called for Zillah, as loud as I could. She soon heard me she was milking the cows in a shed behind the barn, and hurrying from her work, she inquired what there was to do? I hadnt breath to explain; dragging her in, I looked about for Linton. Earnshaw had come out to examine the mischief he had caused, and he was then conveying the poor thing upstairs. Zillah and I ascended after him; but he stopped me at the top of the steps, and said I shouldnt go in I must go home. I exclaimed that he had killed Linton, and I would enter. Joseph locked the door, and declared I should do no sich stuff, and asked me whether I were bahn to be as mad as him. I stood crying till the housekeeper reappeared. She affirmed he would be better in a bit, but he couldnt do with that shrieking and din; and she took me, and nearly carried me into the house. Ellen, I was ready to tear my hair off my head! I sobbed and wept so that my eyes were almost blind; and the ruffian you have such sympathy with stood opposite presuming every now and then to bid me wisht, and denying that it was his fault; and, finally, frightened by my assertions that I would tell papa, and that he should be put in prison and hanged, he commenced blubbering himself, and hurried out to hide his cowardly agitation. Still, I was not rid of him when at length they compelled me to depart, and I had got some hundred yards off the premises, he suddenly issued from the shadow of the roadside, and checked Minny and took hold of me.  Miss Catherine, Im ill grieved, he began, but its rayther too bad I gave him a cut with my whip, thinking perhaps he would murder me. He let go, thundering one of his horrid curses, and I galloped home more than half out of my senses. I didnt bid you good night that evening, and I didnt go to Wuthering Heights the next I wished to go exceedingly; but I was strangely excited, and dreaded to hear that Linton was dead, sometimes; and sometimes shuddered at the thought of encountering Hareton. On the third day I took courage at least, I couldnt bear longer suspense, and stole off once more. I went at five oclock, and walked; fancying I might manage to creep into the house, and up to Lintons room, unobserved. However, the dogs gave notice of my approach. Zillah received me, and saying the lad was mending nicely, showed me into a small, tidy, carpeted apartment, where, to my inexpressible joy, I beheld Linton laid on a little sofa, reading one of my books. But he would neither speak to me nor look at me, through a whole hour, Ellen he has such an unhappy temper. And what quite confounded me, when he did open his mouth, it was to utter the falsehood that I had occasioned the uproar, and Hareton was not to blame! Unable to reply, except passionately, I got up and walked from the room. He sent after me a faint Catherine! He did not reckon on being answered so but I wouldnt turn back; and the morrow was the second day on which I stayed at home, nearly determined to visit him no more. But it was so miserable going to bed and getting up, and never hearing anything about him, that my resolution melted into air before it was properly formed. It had appeared wrong to take the journey once; now it seemed wrong to refrain. Michael came to ask if he must saddle Minny; I said Yes, and considered myself doing a duty as she bore me over the hills. I was forced to pass the front windows to get to the court it was no use trying to conceal my presence.  Young master is in the house, said Zillah, as she saw me making for the parlour. I went in; Earnshaw was there also, but he quitted the room directly. Linton sat in the great armchair half asleep; walking up to the fire, I began in a serious tone, partly meaning it to be true  As you dont like me, Linton, and as you think I come on purpose to hurt you, and pretend that I do so every time, this is our last meeting let us say goodbye; and tell Mr. Heathcliff that you have no wish to see me, and that he mustnt invent any more falsehoods on the subject.  Sit down and take your hat off, Catherine, he answered. You are so much happier than I am, you ought to be better. Papa talks enough of my defects, and shows enough scorn of me, to make it natural I should doubt myself. I doubt whether I am not altogether as worthless as he calls me, frequently; and then I feel so cross and bitter, I hate everybody! I am worthless, and bad in temper, and bad in spirit, almost always; and, if you choose, you may say goodbye youll get rid of an annoyance. Only, Catherine, do me this justice believe that if I might be as sweet, and as kind, and as good as you are, I would be; as willingly, and more so, than as happy and as healthy. And believe that your kindness has made me love you deeper than if I deserved your love and though I couldnt, and cannot help showing my nature to you, I regret it and repent it; and shall regret and repent it till I die! I felt he spoke the truth; and I felt I must forgive him and, though we should quarrel the next moment, I must forgive him again. We were reconciled; but we cried, both of us, the whole time I stayed not entirely for sorrow; yet I was sorry Linton had that distorted nature. Hell never let his friends be at ease, and hell never be at ease himself! I have always gone to his little parlour, since that night; because his father returned the day after. About three times, I think, we have been merry and hopeful, as we were the first evening; the rest of my visits were dreary and troubled now with his selfishness and spite, and now with his sufferings but Ive learned to endure the former with nearly as little resentment as the latter. Mr. Heathcliff purposely avoids me I have hardly seen him at all. Last Sunday, indeed, coming earlier than usual, I heard him abusing poor Linton cruelly for his conduct of the night before. I cant tell how he knew of it, unless he listened. Linton had certainly behaved provokingly however, it was the business of nobody but me, and I interrupted Mr. Heathcliffs lecture by entering and telling him so. He burst into a laugh, and went away, saying he was glad I took that view of the matter. Since then, Ive told Linton he must whisper his bitter things. Now, Ellen, you have heard all. I cant be prevented from going to Wuthering Heights, except by inflicting misery on two people; whereas, if youll only not tell papa, my going need disturb the tranquillity of none. Youll not tell, will you? It will be very heartless, if you do. Ill make up my mind on that point by tomorrow, Miss Catherine, I replied. It requires some study; and so Ill leave you to your rest, and go think it over. I thought it over aloud, in my masters presence; walking straight from her room to his, and relating the whole story with the exception of her conversations with her cousin, and any mention of Hareton. Mr. Linton was alarmed and distressed, more than he would acknowledge to me. In the morning, Catherine learnt my betrayal of her confidence, and she learnt also that her secret visits were to end. In vain she wept and writhed against the interdict, and implored her father to have pity on Linton all she got to comfort her was a promise that he would write and give him leave to come to the Grange when he pleased; but explaining that he must no longer expect to see Catherine at Wuthering Heights. Perhaps, had he been aware of his nephews disposition and state of health, he would have seen fit to withhold even that slight consolation. XXV These things happened last winter, sir, said Mrs. Dean; hardly more than a year ago.


Last winter, I did not think, at another twelve months end, I should be amusing a stranger to the family with relating them! Yet, who knows how long youll be a stranger? Youre too young to rest always contented, living by yourself; and I some way fancy no one could see Catherine Linton and not love her. You smile; but why do you look so lively and interested when I talk about her? and why have you asked me to hang her picture over your fireplace? and why? Stop, my good friend! I cried. It may be very possible that I should love her; but would she love me? I doubt it too much to venture my tranquillity by running into temptation and then my home is not here. Im of the busy world, and to its arms I must return. Go on. Was Catherine obedient to her fathers commands? She was, continued the housekeeper. Her affection for him was still the chief sentiment in her heart; and he spoke without anger he spoke in the deep tenderness of one about to leave his treasure amid perils and foes, where his remembered words would be the only aid that he could bequeath to guide her. He said to me, a few days afterwards, I wish my nephew would write, Ellen, or call. Tell me, sincerely, what you think of him is he changed for the better, or is there a prospect of improvement, as he grows a man?  Hes very delicate, sir, I replied; and scarcely likely to reach manhood but this I can say, he does not resemble his father; and if Miss Catherine had the misfortune to marry him, he would not be beyond her control unless she were extremely and foolishly indulgent. However, master, youll have plenty of time to get acquainted with him and see whether he would suit her it wants four years and more to his being of age.  Edgar sighed; and, walking to the window, looked out towards Gimmerton Kirk. It was a misty afternoon, but the February sun shone dimly, and we could just distinguish the two firtrees in the yard, and the sparelyscattered gravestones. Ive prayed often, he half soliloquised, for the approach of what is coming; and now I begin to shrink, and fear it. I thought the memory of the hour I came down that glen a bridegroom would be less sweet than the anticipation that I was soon, in a few months, or, possibly, weeks, to be carried up, and laid in its lonely hollow! Ellen, Ive been very happy with my little Cathy through winter nights and summer days she was a living hope at my side. But Ive been as happy musing by myself among those stones, under that old church lying, through the long June evenings, on the green mound of her mothers grave, and wishingyearning for the time when I might lie beneath it. What can I do for Cathy? How must I quit her? Id not care one moment for Linton being Heathcliffs son; nor for his taking her from me, if he could console her for my loss. Id not care that Heathcliff gained his ends, and triumphed in robbing me of my last blessing! But should Linton be unworthyonly a feeble tool to his fatherI cannot abandon her to him! And, hard though it be to crush her buoyant spirit, I must persevere in making her sad while I live, and leaving her solitary when I die. Darling! Id rather resign her to God, and lay her in the earth before me. Resign her to God as it is, sir, I answered, and if we should lose youwhich may He forbidunder His providence, Ill stand her friend and counsellor to the last. Miss Catherine is a good girl I dont fear that she will go wilfully wrong; and people who do their duty are always finally rewarded. Spring advanced; yet my master gathered no real strength, though he resumed his walks in the grounds with his daughter. To her inexperienced notions, this itself was a sign of convalescence; and then his cheek was often flushed, and his eyes were bright; she felt sure of his recovering. On her seventeenth birthday, he did not visit the churchyard it was raining, and I observedYoull surely not go out tonight, sir? He answeredNo, Ill defer it this year a little longer. He wrote again to Linton, expressing his great desire to see him; and, had the invalid been presentable, Ive no doubt his father would have permitted him to come. As it was, being instructed, he returned an answer, intimating that Mr. Heathcliff objected to his calling at the Grange; but his uncles kind remembrance delighted him, and he hoped to meet him sometimes in his rambles, and personally to petition that his cousin and he might not remain long so utterly divided. That part of his letter was simple, and probably his own. Heathcliff knew he could plead eloquently for Catherines company, then. I do not ask, he said, that she may visit here; but am I never to see her, because my father forbids me to go to her home, and you forbid her to come to mine? Do, now and then, ride with her towards the Heights; and let us exchange a few words, in your presence! We have done nothing to deserve this separation; and you are not angry with me you have no reason to dislike me, you allow, yourself. Dear uncle! send me a kind note tomorrow, and leave to join you anywhere you please, except at Thrushcross Grange. I believe an interview would convince you that my fathers character is not mine he affirms I am more your nephew than his son; and though I have faults which render me unworthy of Catherine, she has excused them, and for her sake, you should also. You inquire after my healthit is better; but while I remain cut off from all hope, and doomed to solitude, or the society of those who never did and never will like me, how can I be cheerful and well? Edgar, though he felt for the boy, could not consent to grant his request; because he could not accompany Catherine. He said, in summer, perhaps, they might meet meantime, he wished him to continue writing at intervals, and engaged to give him what advice and comfort he was able by letter; being well aware of his hard position in his family. Linton complied; and had he been unrestrained, would probably have spoiled all by filling his epistles with complaints and lamentations but his father kept a sharp watch over him; and, of course, insisted on every line that my master sent being shown; so, instead of penning his peculiar personal sufferings and distresses, the themes constantly uppermost in his thoughts, he harped on the cruel obligation of being held asunder from his friend and love; and gently intimated that Mr. Linton must allow an interview soon, or he should fear he was purposely deceiving him with empty promises. Cathy was a powerful ally at home; and between them they at length persuaded my master to acquiesce in their having a ride or a walk together about once a week, under my guardianship, and on the moors nearest the Grange for June found him still declining. Though he had set aside yearly a portion of his income for my young ladys fortune, he had a natural desire that she might retainor at least return in a short time tothe house of her ancestors; and he considered her only prospect of doing that was by a union with his heir; he had no idea that the latter was failing almost as fast as himself; nor had anyone, I believe no doctor visited the Heights, and no one saw Master Heathcliff to make report of his condition among us. I, for my part, began to fancy my forebodings were false, and that he must be actually rallying, when he mentioned riding and walking on the moors, and seemed so earnest in pursuing his object. I could not picture a father treating a dying child as tyrannically and wickedly as I afterwards learned Heathcliff had treated him, to compel this apparent eagerness his efforts redoubling the more imminently his avaricious and unfeeling plans were threatened with defeat by death. XXVI Summer was already past its prime, when Edgar reluctantly yielded his assent to their entreaties, and Catherine and I set out on our first ride to join her cousin. It was a close, sultry day devoid of sunshine, but with a sky too dappled and hazy to threaten rain and our place of meeting had been fixed at the guidestone, by the crossroads. On arriving there, however, a little herdboy, despatched as a messenger, told us thatMaister Linton wer just o this side th Heights and hed be mitch obleeged to us to gang on a bit further. Then Master Linton has forgot the first injunction of his uncle, I observed he bid us keep on the Grange land, and here we are off at once. Well, well turn our horses heads round when we reach him, answered my companion; our excursion shall lie towards home. But when we reached him, and that was scarcely a quarter of a mile from his own door, we found he had no horse; and we were forced to dismount, and leave ours to graze. He lay on the heath, awaiting our approach, and did not rise till we came within a few yards. Then he walked so feebly, and looked so pale, that I immediately exclaimedWhy, Master Heathcliff, you are not fit for enjoying a ramble this morning. How ill you do look! Catherine surveyed him with grief and astonishment she changed the ejaculation of joy on her lips to one of alarm; and the congratulation on their longpostponed meeting to an anxious inquiry, whether he were worse than usual? Nobetterbetter! he panted, trembling, and retaining her hand as if he needed its support, while his large blue eyes wandered timidly over her; the hollowness round them transforming to haggard wildness the languid expression they once possessed. But you have been worse, persisted his cousin; worse than when I saw you last; you are thinner, and Im tired, he interrupted, hurriedly. It is too hot for walking, let us rest here. And, in the morning, I often feel sickpapa says I grow so fast. Badly satisfied, Cathy sat down, and he reclined beside her. This is something like your paradise, said she, making an effort at cheerfulness. You recollect the two days we agreed to spend in the place and way each thought pleasantest? This is nearly yours, only there are clouds; but then they are so soft and mellow it is nicer than sunshine. Next week, if you can, well ride down to the Grange Park, and try mine. Linton did not appear to remember what she talked of and he had evidently great difficulty in sustaining any kind of conversation. His lack of interest in the subjects she started, and his equal incapacity to contribute to her entertainment, were so obvious that she could not conceal her disappointment. An indefinite alteration had come over his whole person and manner. The pettishness that might be caressed into fondness, had yielded to a listless apathy; there was less of the peevish temper of a child which frets and teases on purpose to be soothed, and more of the selfabsorbed moroseness of a confirmed invalid, repelling consolation, and ready to regard the goodhumoured mirth of others as an insult. Catherine perceived, as well as I did, that he held it rather a punishment, than a gratification, to endure our company; and she made no scruple of proposing, presently, to depart. That proposal, unexpectedly, roused Linton from his lethargy, and threw him into a strange state of agitation. He glanced fearfully towards the Heights, begging she would remain another halfhour, at least. But I think, said Cathy, youd be more comfortable at home than sitting here; and I cannot amuse you today, I see, by my tales, and songs, and chatter you have grown wiser than I, in these six months; you have little taste for my diversions now or else, if I could amuse you, Id willingly stay. Stay to rest yourself, he replied. And, Catherine, dont think or say that Im very unwell it is the heavy weather and heat that make me dull; and I walked about, before you came, a great deal for me. Tell uncle Im in tolerable health, will you? Ill tell him that you say so, Linton. I couldnt affirm that you are, observed my young lady, wondering at his pertinacious assertion of what was evidently an untruth. And be here again next Thursday, continued he, shunning her puzzled gaze. And give him my thanks for permitting you to comemy best thanks, Catherine. Andand, if you did meet my father, and he asked you about me, dont lead him to suppose that Ive been extremely silent and stupid dont look sad and downcast, as you are doinghell be angry. I care nothing for his anger, exclaimed Cathy, imagining she would be its object. But I do, said her cousin, shuddering. Dont provoke him against me, Catherine, for he is very hard. Is he severe to you, Master Heathcliff? I inquired. Has he grown weary of indulgence, and passed from passive to active hatred? Linton looked at me, but did not answer; and, after keeping her seat by his side another ten minutes, during which his head fell drowsily on his breast, and he uttered nothing except suppressed moans of exhaustion or pain, Cathy began to seek solace in looking for bilberries, and sharing the produce of her researches with me she did not offer them to him, for she saw further notice would only weary and annoy. Is it halfanhour now, Ellen? she whispered in my ear, at last. I cant tell why we should stay. Hes asleep, and papa will be wanting us back. Well, we must not leave him asleep, I answered; wait till he wakes, and be patient. You were mighty eager to set off, but your longing to see poor Linton has soon evaporated! Why did he wish to see me? returned Catherine. In his crossest humours, formerly, I liked him better than I do in his present curious mood. Its just as if it were a task he was compelled to performthis interviewfor fear his father should scold him. But Im hardly going to come to give Mr. Heathcliff pleasure; whatever reason he may have for ordering Linton to undergo this penance. And, though Im glad hes better in health, Im sorry hes so much less pleasant, and so much less affectionate to me. You think he is better in health, then? I said. Yes, she answered; because he always made such a great deal of his sufferings, you know. He is not tolerably well, as he told me to tell papa; but hes better, very likely. There you differ with me, Miss Cathy, I remarked; I should conjecture him to be far worse. Linton here started from his slumber in bewildered terror, and asked if anyone had called his name. No, said Catherine; unless in dreams. I cannot conceive how you manage to doze out of doors, in the morning. I thought I heard my father, he gasped, glancing up to the frowning nab above us. You are sure nobody spoke? Quite sure, replied his cousin. Only Ellen and I were disputing concerning your health. Are you truly stronger, Linton, than when we separated in winter? If you be, Im certain one thing is not strongeryour regard for me speakare you? The tears gushed from Lintons eyes as he answered, Yes, yes, I am! And, still under the spell of the imaginary voice, his gaze wandered up and down to detect its owner. Cathy rose. For today we must part, she said. And I wont conceal that I have been sadly disappointed with our meeting; though Ill mention it to nobody but you not that I stand in awe of Mr. Heathcliff. Hush, murmured Linton; for Gods sake, hush! Hes coming. And he clung to Catherines arm, striving to detain her; but at that announcement she hastily disengaged herself, and whistled to Minny, who obeyed her like a dog. Ill be here next Thursday, she cried, springing to the saddle. Goodbye. Quick, Ellen! And so we left him, scarcely conscious of our departure, so absorbed was he in anticipating his fathers approach. Before we reached home, Catherines displeasure softened into a perplexed sensation of pity and regret, largely blended with vague, uneasy doubts about Lintons actual circumstances, physical and social in which I partook, though I counselled her not to say much; for a second journey would make us better judges. My master requested an account of our ongoings. His nephews offering of thanks was duly delivered, Miss Cathy gently touching on the rest I also threw little light on his inquiries, for I hardly knew what to hide and what to reveal. XXVII Seven days glided away, everyone marking its course by the henceforth rapid alteration of Edgar Lintons state. The havoc that months had previously wrought was now emulated by the inroads of hours. Catherine we would fain have deluded yet; but her own quick spirit refused to delude her it divined in secret, and brooded on the dreadful probability, gradually ripening into certainty. She had not the heart to mention her ride, when Thursday came round; I mentioned it for her, and obtained permission to order her out of doors for the library, where her father stopped a short time dailythe brief period he could bear to sit upand his chamber, had become her whole world. She grudged each moment that did not find her bending over his pillow, or seated by his side. Her countenance grew wan with watching and sorrow, and my master gladly dismissed her to what he flattered himself would be a happy change of scene and society; drawing comfort from the hope that she would not now be left entirely alone after his death. He had a fixed idea, I guessed by several observations he let fall, that, as his nephew resembled him in person, he would resemble him in mind; for Lintons letters bore few or no indications of his defective character. And I, through pardonable weakness, refrained from correcting the error; asking myself what good there would be in disturbing his last moments with information that he had neither power nor opportunity to turn to account. We deferred our excursion till the afternoon; a golden afternoon of August every breath from the hills so full of life, that it seemed whoever respired it, though dying, might revive. Catherines face was just like the landscapeshadows and sunshine flitting over it in rapid succession; but the shadows rested longer, and the sunshine was more transient; and her poor little heart reproached itself for even that passing forgetfulness of its cares. We discerned Linton watching at the same spot he had selected before. My young mistress alighted, and told me that, as she was resolved to stay a very little while, I had better hold the pony and remain on horseback; but I dissented I wouldnt risk losing sight of the charge committed to me a minute; so we climbed the slope of heath together. Master Heathcliff received us with greater animation on this occasion not the animation of high spirits though, nor yet of joy; it looked more like fear. It is late! he said, speaking short and with difficulty. Is not your father very ill? I thought you wouldnt come. Why wont you be candid? cried Catherine, swallowing her greeting. Why cannot you say at once you dont want me? It is strange, Linton, that for the second time you have brought me here on purpose, apparently to distress us both, and for no reason besides! Linton shivered, and glanced at her, half supplicating, half ashamed; but his cousins patience was not sufficient to endure this enigmatical behaviour. My father is very ill, she said; and why am I called from his bedside? Why didnt you send to absolve me from my promise, when you wished I wouldnt keep it? Come! I desire an explanation playing and trifling are completely banished out of my mind; and I cant dance attendance on your affectations now! My affectations! he murmured; what are they? For heavens sake, Catherine, dont look so angry! Despise me as much as you please; I am a worthless, cowardly wretch I cant be scorned enough; but Im too mean for your anger. Hate my father, and spare me for contempt. Nonsense! cried Catherine in a passion. Foolish, silly boy! And there! he trembles as if I were really going to touch him! You neednt bespeak contempt, Linton anybody will have it spontaneously at your service. Get off! I shall return home it is folly dragging you from the hearthstone, and pretendingwhat do we pretend? Let go my frock! If I pitied you for crying and looking so very frightened, you should spurn such pity. Ellen, tell him how disgraceful this conduct is. Rise, and dont degrade yourself into an abject reptiledont! With streaming face and an expression of agony, Linton had thrown his nerveless frame along the ground he seemed convulsed with exquisite terror. Oh! he sobbed, I cannot bear it! Catherine, Catherine, Im a traitor, too, and I dare not tell you! But leave me, and I shall be killed! Dear Catherine, my life is in your hands and you have said you loved me, and if you did, it wouldnt harm you. Youll not go, then? kind, sweet, good Catherine! And perhaps you will consentand hell let me die with you! My young lady, on witnessing his intense anguish, stooped to raise him. The old feeling of indulgent tenderness overcame her vexation, and she grew thoroughly moved and alarmed. Consent to what? she asked. To stay! tell me the meaning of this strange talk, and I will. You contradict your own words, and distract me! Be calm and frank, and confess at once all that weighs on your heart. You wouldnt injure me, Linton, would you? You wouldnt let any enemy hurt me, if you could prevent it? Ill believe you are a coward, for yourself, but not a cowardly betrayer of your best friend. But my father threatened me, gasped the boy, clasping his attenuated fingers, and I dread himI dread him! I dare not tell! Oh, well! said Catherine, with scornful compassion, keep your secret Im no coward. Save yourself Im not afraid! Her magnanimity provoked his tears he wept wildly, kissing her supporting hands, and yet could not summon courage to speak out. I was cogitating what the mystery might be, and determined Catherine should never suffer to benefit him or anyone else, by my good will; when, hearing a rustle among the ling, I looked up and saw Mr. Heathcliff almost close upon us, descending the Heights. He didnt cast a glance towards my companions, though they were sufficiently near for Lintons sobs to be audible; but hailing me in the almost hearty tone he assumed to none besides, and the sincerity of which I couldnt avoid doubting, he said It is something to see you so near to my house, Nelly. How are you at the Grange? Let us hear. The rumour goes, he added, in a lower tone, that Edgar Linton is on his deathbed perhaps they exaggerate his illness? No; my master is dying, I replied it is true enough. A sad thing it will be for us all, but a blessing for him! How long will he last, do you think? he asked. I dont know, I said. Because, he continued, looking at the two young people, who were fixed under his eyeLinton appeared as if he could not venture to stir or raise his head, and Catherine could not move, on his accountbecause that lad yonder seems determined to beat me; and Id thank his uncle to be quick, and go before him! Hallo! has the whelp been playing that game long? I did give him some lessons about snivelling. Is he pretty lively with Miss Linton generally? Lively? nohe has shown the greatest distress, I answered. To see him, I should say, that instead of rambling with his sweetheart on the hills, he ought to be in bed, under the hands of a doctor. He shall be, in a day or two, muttered Heathcliff. But firstget up, Linton! Get up! he shouted. Dont grovel on the ground there up, this moment! Linton had sunk prostrate again in another paroxysm of helpless fear, caused by his fathers glance towards him, I suppose there was nothing else to produce such humiliation. He made several efforts to obey, but his little strength was annihilated for the time, and he fell back again with a moan. Mr. Heathcliff advanced, and lifted him to lean against a ridge of turf. Now, said he, with curbed ferocity, Im getting angry and if you dont command that paltry spirit of yoursdamn you! get up directly! I will, father, he panted. Only, let me alone, or I shall faint. Ive done as you wished, Im sure. Catherine will tell you that Ithat Ihave been cheerful. Ah! keep by me, Catherine; give me your hand. Take mine, said his father; stand on your feet. There nowshell lend you her arm thats right, look at her. You would imagine I was the devil himself, Miss Linton, to excite such horror. Be so kind as to walk home with him, will you? He shudders if I touch him. Linton dear! whispered Catherine, I cant go to Wuthering Heights papa has forbidden me. Hell not harm you why are you so afraid? I can never reenter that house, he answered. Im not to reenter it without you! Stop! cried his father. Well respect Catherines filial scruples. Nelly, take him in, and Ill follow your advice concerning the doctor, without delay. Youll do well, replied I. But I must remain with my mistress to mind your son is not my business. You are very stiff, said Heathcliff, I know that but youll force me to pinch the baby and make it scream before it moves your charity. Come, then, my hero. Are you willing to return, escorted by me? He approached once more, and made as if he would seize the fragile being; but, shrinking back, Linton clung to his cousin, and implored her to accompany him, with a frantic importunity that admitted no denial. However I disapproved, I couldnt hinder her indeed, how could she have refused him herself? What was filling him with dread we had no means of discerning; but there he was, powerless under its grip, and any addition seemed capable of shocking him into idiotcy. We reached the threshold; Catherine walked in, and I stood waiting till she had conducted the invalid to a chair, expecting her out immediately; when Mr. Heathcliff, pushing me forward, exclaimedMy house is not stricken with the plague, Nelly; and I have a mind to be hospitable today sit down, and allow me to shut the door. He shut and locked it also. I started. You shall have tea before you go home, he added. I am by myself. Hareton is gone with some cattle to the Lees, and Zillah and Joseph are off on a journey of pleasure; and, though Im used to being alone, Id rather have some interesting company, if I can get it. Miss Linton, take your seat by him. I give you what I have the present is hardly worth accepting; but I have nothing else to offer. It is Linton, I mean. How she does stare! Its odd what a savage feeling I have to anything that seems afraid of me! Had I been born where laws are less strict and tastes less dainty, I should treat myself to a slow vivisection of those two, as an evenings amusement. He drew in his breath, struck the table, and swore to himself, By hell! I hate them. I am not afraid of you! exclaimed Catherine, who could not hear the latter part of his speech. She stepped close up; her black eyes flashing with passion and resolution. Give me that key I will have it! she said. I wouldnt eat or drink here, if I were starving. Heathcliff had the key in his hand that remained on the table. He looked up, seized with a sort of surprise at her boldness; or, possibly, reminded, by her voice and glance, of the person from whom she inherited it. She snatched at the instrument, and half succeeded in getting it out of his loosened fingers but her action recalled him to the present; he recovered it speedily. Now, Catherine Linton, he said, stand off, or I shall knock you down; and, that will make Mrs. Dean mad. Regardless of this warning, she captured his closed hand and its contents again. We will go! she repeated, exerting her utmost efforts to cause the iron muscles to relax; and finding that her nails made no impression, she applied her teeth pretty sharply. Heathcliff glanced at me a glance that kept me from interfering a moment. Catherine was too intent on his fingers to notice his face. He opened them suddenly, and resigned the object of dispute; but, ere she had well secured it, he seized her with the liberated hand, and, pulling her on his knee, administered with the other a shower of terrific slaps on both sides of the head, each sufficient to have fulfilled his threat, had she been able to fall. At this diabolical violence I rushed on him furiously. You villain! I began to cry, you villain! A touch on the chest silenced me I am stout, and soon put out of breath; and, what with that and the rage, I staggered dizzily back and felt ready to suffocate, or to burst a bloodvessel. The scene was over in two minutes; Catherine, released, put her two hands to her temples, and looked just as if she were not sure whether her ears were off or on. She trembled like a reed, poor thing, and leant against the table perfectly bewildered. I know how to chastise children, you see, said the scoundrel, grimly, as he stooped to repossess himself of the key, which had dropped to the floor. Go to Linton now, as I told you; and cry at your ease! I shall be your father, tomorrowall the father youll have in a few daysand you shall have plenty of that. You can bear plenty; youre no weakling you shall have a daily taste, if I catch such a devil of a temper in your eyes again! Cathy ran to me instead of Linton, and knelt down and put her burning cheek on my lap, weeping aloud. Her cousin had shrunk into a corner of the settle, as quiet as a mouse, congratulating himself, I dare say, that the correction had alighted on another than him. Mr. Heathcliff, perceiving us all confounded, rose, and expeditiously made the tea himself. The cups and saucers were laid ready. He poured it out, and handed me a cup. Wash away your spleen, he said. And help your own naughty pet and mine. It is not poisoned, though I prepared it. Im going out to seek your horses. Our first thought, on his departure, was to force an exit somewhere. We tried the kitchen door, but that was fastened outside we looked at the windowsthey were too narrow for even Cathys little figure. Master Linton, I cried, seeing we were regularly imprisoned, you know what your diabolical father is after, and you shall tell us, or Ill box your ears, as he has done your cousins. Yes, Linton, you must tell, said Catherine. It was for your sake I came; and it will be wickedly ungrateful if you refuse. Give me some tea, Im thirsty, and then Ill tell you, he answered. Mrs. Dean, go away. I dont like you standing over me. Now, Catherine, you are letting your tears fall into my cup. I wont drink that. Give me another. Catherine pushed another to him, and wiped her face. I felt disgusted at the little wretchs composure, since he was no longer in terror for himself. The anguish he had exhibited on the moor subsided as soon as ever he entered Wuthering Heights; so I guessed he had been menaced with an awful visitation of wrath if he failed in decoying us there; and, that accomplished, he had no further immediate fears. Papa wants us to be married, he continued, after sipping some of the liquid. And he knows your papa wouldnt let us marry now; and hes afraid of my dying if we wait; so we are to be married in the morning, and you are to stay here all night; and, if you do as he wishes, you shall return home next day, and take me with you. Take you with her, pitiful changeling! I exclaimed. You marry? Why, the man is mad! or he thinks us fools, everyone. And do you imagine that beautiful young lady, that healthy, hearty girl, will tie herself to a little perishing monkey like you? Are you cherishing the notion that anybody, let alone Miss Catherine Linton, would have you for a husband? You want whipping for bringing us in here at all, with your dastardly puling tricks anddont look so silly, now! Ive a very good mind to shake you severely, for your contemptible treachery, and your imbecile conceit. I did give him a slight shaking; but it brought on the cough, and he took to his ordinary resource of moaning and weeping, and Catherine rebuked me. Stay all night? No, she said, looking slowly round. Ellen, Ill burn that door down but Ill get out. And she would have commenced the execution of her threat directly, but Linton was up in alarm for his dear self again. He clasped her in his two feeble arms sobbingWont you have me, and save me? not let me come to the Grange? Oh, darling Catherine! you mustnt go and leave, after all. You must obey my fatheryou must! I must obey my own, she replied, and relieve him from this cruel suspense.