Aš juos sulaukiu, kai jaučiuosi nusilpęs ir kovoju su potraukiais žaloti save, ir jie tapo tokie intensyvūs, kad susilieja su mintimis apie savižudybę, nes nebenoriu su jomis kovoti
i get them when i feel low and i am struggling with urges of self harm and they have become so intense that they then merge in to suicidal thoughts as i dont want to deal with those anymore