melavau sau, galvodamas, kad galbūt todėl, kad man taip patiko leisti laiką su šiuo vaikinu ir maniau, kad jam taip patinka laikas su manimi, kad galbūt tikslas pateisino priemones
i had been lying to myself feeling that maybe because i so loved spending time with this fellow and thought he enjoyed his time so equally with me that maybe the ends justified the means