mane taip kankino pykčio ugnis ir nuolatinis spaudimas dėl traumų, kurios stengėsi įveikti sieną, kad jas įstrigo už tai, kad jausti tirpimą buvo nuostabu
i had been so tormented by the fire of anger and the constant pressure from traumas that were fighting to get past the wall i had them trapped behind that to feel numbness was wonderful