nemaniau, kad pulsiu į paniką, kai jis to nepaėmė taip greitai, kaip tikėjausi, ir tikrai nemaniau, kad tai privers mane jaustis taip nesaugiai dėl savo, kaip tėvo, galimybių
i did not think i was going to panic when he didnt pick it up as quickly as id hoped and i definitely didnt think it was going to make me feel so insecure about my ability as a parent