Aš suabejojau, ar jo jausmai man buvo nuoširdūs, ar jis vaidina mane, nes aš buvau jo šeimininkas ir leidžiu dalykus jam išnaudoti, nes buvau malonus ir man buvo labai sunku atskirti savo šeimininko poziciją ir bet kokius santykius su juo
i questioned if his feeling for me were sincere or if he was playing me because i was his landlord and id allow things to his advantage because i was nice and had a really hard time differentiating my landlord position and my whatever my relationship with him was