nuropojau į lovą su juo kankindamas save mintimis apie tai, kokios cheminės reakcijos gali vykti jo smegenyse ir ar jos kelia jam siaubą, ar priverčia jaustis apsvaigusiu ir sutrikusiu
i crawled into bed with him torturing myself with thoughts of what chemical reactions could be taking place in his brain and if they were terrifying him or making him feel dazed and confused