buvau priimtas dalyvauti konferencijoje lapkritį ir beveik pasitraukiau, nes jaučiausi toks nusivylęs, bet nusprendžiau eiti ir atsikratyti ankstesnio negatyvo
i had been accepted to present at a conference in november and nearly withdrew because i was feeling so disheartened but decided to go and shake off the previous negativity