Supratau, kad visada tai apibūdindavau kaip labai gerą, nepaisant dviprasmiškumo, netikrumo ir netinkamumo jausmo, nes man visada rūpėjo mirties ir mirties klausimai
i realised i always described it as very good despite the ambiguity the uncertainty and feelings of inadequacies because i have always been keen on death and dying issues