Aš kūriau santykius, siekdamas atremti save priimtą ir leisti sau apibrėžti, kad esu prastesnis už juos, o tai reiškia, kad jaučiausi blogai galvodamas, kad esu mažesnis, nei todėl, kad nebuvau dėmesio centre
i was creating a relationship to counter a self accepted and allowed self definition of being inferior to them which means i was feeling lousy thinking i was less than because i was not being in the limelight of praise of gain