Manau, kad panikavau, nes taip bijojau susisiekti su kuo nors, kurio nematau dažnai, ypač dėl jausmų, kurie yra tokie beviltiški, privatūs ir nepakeliamai skausmingi
i think i panicked because i was so scared to reach out to someone i don t see very often at all especially about feelings that are so despairing and private and excruciatingly painful