gaila, kad pirmieji mėnesiai yra gana išlaisvinantys, viskas yra nauja ir jauti laisvę, kuri niekaip neatsiranda, bet po to yra tik nuobodus skausmas, kuris, atrodo, auga ir auga
ill grant that the first months are quite liberating everything is new and you have a feeling a freedom that doesnt come any other way but after that there is just a dull ache that seems to grow and grow