aš vis dar ne toks geras kaip jis, bet nebepavydžiu ir nerimauju, kaip jis yra, ir apskritai nesureikšminu, kaip viskas klostosi, kol nesigailiu ar kaltas
im still not as good as he is but im not jealous and anxious anymore like he is and i generally dont give a shit how things turn out as long as i dont feel regretful or guilty