mušu save arba kas nors plaka mane lazda, botagu ar dideliu irklu, nes man patinka matyti, kiek skausmo galiu jausti, ir man patinka, kad nuo to nutirpsta mano užpakalis
i spank myself or have someone spank me with a stick or whip or large paddle because i like to see how much pain i can feel and i like the sensations of my butt getting numb from that