Aš drįstu net pabandyti žudytis, bet manau, kad tai mintis, kad mirsiu, man atrodo būdas jaustis dar labiau apgailėtina ir verčia mane paskęsti neapykantoje sau
im that daring to even attempt suicide but i guess its the idea of me dying that seems like a way for me to feel even more pathetic and it makes me drown deeper in my self hate