Žinau, kad prieš išvykdamas bijojau netekti namų ir kad išvykęs supratau, kad su tam tikru nuostabu supratau, kad nepajutau praradimo, nesijaučiau nuskriaustas
i know is that before i left i was terrified of losing home and that after i left i realized it was with a certain astonishment that i did not feel loss i did not feel deprived