Aš taip pat kovojau su visais valgiais iki nutirpimo, kuris visada atsiliepia, nes tada jaučiuosi pasibjaurėtis savimi, kad valgiau, o tada valgau, kad nubausčiau save už tai, kad valgiau.
ive also been fighting the whole eat my way to numbness thing which always backfires because then i feel disgusted with myself for having eaten and then eat to punish myself for having eaten