man reikia skausmo ir noriu skausmo bei kovos, nes jaučiuosi kaip privilegijuota arba turiu ką nors įrodyti smith elitistams, bet nepaisant to, žinau, noriu kovos ir skurdo patirties, ar ne, aš tai gausiu
i need the pain and want the pain and struggle because i feel like i am somewhat privileged or i have to prove something to the smith elitists but regardless i know whether or not i want the experience of struggle and poverty i will get it