Aš siūbavau pirmyn ir atgal tarp ramybės jausmo, nes žinau, kad jo atsakymas skirtas mane apsaugoti, ir susierzinimo, kad negaliu turėti to, ko, manau, noriu vaikiško, žinau
i have swayed back and forth between feeling at peace because i know his answer is meant to protect me and feeling annoyed that i cannot have what i think i want childish i know