Nežinau, ar tai išvis padeda, bet visa tai parašęs šiek tiek apgailestauju, kad gėdau to, kas buvau, ir nors turiu kuo daugiau pasidalinti, tiesiog nemanau, kad dabar galiu
i don t know if this helps at all but writing all of this has made me feel somewhat regretful of ashamed of who i was and while i have more to share i just don t think i can right now