jaučiuosi nusivylęs, kad negaliu pasirūpinti savo poreikiais, žinodamas, kad nors jis miega, jei bandysiu jį nuleisti, jis gali pabusti ir ar tai verta
i feel frustrated that i can t take care of my own needs knowing that even though he s asleep if i try to put him down he may wake up and is it worth it