bandžiau pažadinti save ir vis dar jaučiuosi nustebęs, koks ramus ir palaikomas, mano manymu, dvasios vadovas ar net angelas paskatino mane pažadinti save
i tried to intend myself to awaken and i still feel amazed at how calm and supported i was what i believe to be a spirit guide or even angel guided me to intent to awake myself