nusprendžiau pagerbti emocijas ar nerimą, kurį jaučiau, leisti sau jas jausti, bet tada paleisti juos ir pasinerti į drebančius kelius, drugelio pilvuką ir visa kita
i decided to make it my goal to honour the emotions or anxieties i felt to allow myself to feel them but then to let them go and to plunge shaky knees and butterfly tummy and all