Aš žinau, kad tai neturi būti neigiama, kad galiu tai paversti kažkuo teigiamu, net jei tai nėra idealu, bet kol kas tai atrodo pernelyg netvarkinga ir nepakankamai aišku nei mano galvoje, nei širdyje
i know it doesnt have to be a negative that i can turn it into something positive even if it isnt ideal but for now it feels too messy and not clear enough in either my head or my heart