man gaila savo vaiko, kad esu taip toli, tai nesąžininga jos atžvilgiu, bet aš tikrai nesirūpinu savimi, nes man nėra jokios vilties net su visomis konsultacijomis ir narkotikais
i feel sorry for my child that i am so distant its not fair to her but i dont really care about myself because there is no hope for me even with all the consuling and drugs