turiu pripažinti, kad produktyviau yra užsiimti veikla, kuri man padeda judėti laiku, o ne ieškoti to, kas tik dar labiau pablogins, per daug gyvendamas dėl jo nebuvimo
i must admit that it feels more productive to engage in activity that helps me move through the time rather than seek out that which will only make it worse by dwelling too much on his absence