jaučiuosi taip, lyg visiškai nustosiu rūpintis viskuo, prie ko laikiausi, tiesiog išslys iš mano gniaužtų, tarsi visai nesistengčiau jo laikytis
i feel as though if i completely stop caring everything that i have held onto will just slip from my grasp as though i wasnt trying to hold on to it at all