nusprendžiu nustoti jaustis tokia auka ir visa tai, bet tuo pat metu taip pat nustosiu versti save optimistiškai mąstyti, kai noriu tik susirangyti ir pasislėpti nuo visko
im resolving to stop feeling so victimized and all that but at the same time im also going to stop forcing myself to think optimistically when all i want to do is curl up and hide from everything