žinojau, kad jis tikrai nusivils, bet buvo sunku nepavydėti, kad dabar jis bus nusiprausęs, persirengęs ir ilsėsis, o ne gulėdamas kieme jausdamasis kaip mirtis
i knew hed be really disappointed but it was hard not to feel envious that he would by now be washed and changed and resting as opposed to lying in a courtyard feeling like death