man atrodo, kad būtų pavojinga priimti jus į jūsų pasiūlymus atvykti pasilikti ir pan., nes praeityje, kuri visada baigdavosi siaubinga scena, kai pasijutau kaip šiukšlė
i would feel it was dangerous to take you up on your offers of coming to stay etc as in the past that has always ended up with a terrible scene where i end up feeling like rubbish