aš pradedu eiti tuo keliu, jaučiu, kad tai buvo veltui, tai reiškia, kad nuleidau nuo jo akis ir pradedu klaidingai manyti, kad atsiradimas ir galutinis taškas esu aš
i start to go down the path of feeling thinking it was in vain it means i have taken my eyes off him and starting believing wrongfully that the genesis and the end point is me