Aš negalėjau atsikratyti šio jausmo skrandyje, kad antradienį jo neteksiu, galbūt tai buvo gynybos mechanizmas, kurio nenustebsiu, galbūt aš praradau viltį arba tiesiog susitaikiau su mirties likimu net savo mylimam geriausiam draugui
i couldnt shake this feeling in my stomach that i was going to lose him on tuesday maybe it was a defence mechanism to not be taken by surprise perhaps i had given up hope or i had just accepted the fate of death even to my beloved best friend