Aš žinau, kad tai atrodo netikra, ieškau dėmesio, o gal bandau tai išspręsti savo galvoje, kol rašau, nes man atrodo, kad šiuo metu tai man labai svarbu. ne mano ir yra saugus, geras ir tikrinamas
i know that so it feels fake or attantion seeking or maybe trying to work this out here in my head while i am typing cause this seems to feel rally important fr me right now maybe its that i want to care like hes real but i know hes not and not mine and is safe and fine and testing