bandžiau įtikinti save, kad negaliu būti šalia tavęs, kad nekenčiu tavo mielumo, nes tu privertei mane jaustis ypatinga, o tada supratau, kad sakei panašius dalykus kitiems ir aš nebesijaučiau niekam ypatinga
i tried to convince myself that i couldn t be around you that i hated your sweetness because you made me feel special and then realizing you said similar things to others and i no longer felt special to anyone