Aš leidau sau jausti jausmus ir tai mane išgąsdino ir mane išgąsdino, ir aš supratau, koks tuščias tapau ir kaip tiek daug laiko praleidau jam ir vengiant jo pykčio, kad dabar mano gyvenimas tiesiog
i allowed myself to have feelings and it frightened me and got the best of me and i realized how empty id become and how so much of my time had been spent on him and avoiding his anger that now my life just