By Lydia Warren and Beth Stebner PUBLISHED: 02:02 EST, 7 December 2012 | UPDATED: 14:38 EST, 7 December 2012 The mother who lost her three young daughters as well as her parents during a horrific house fire last Christmas told Piers Morgan about how losing the people she loved shook her to her very core. ‘I screamed at God forever,’ Madonna Badger told the CNN host. She and then-boyfriend, contractor Michael Borcina, were the only two who survived the deadly inferno that swept through her $1.7million-dollar home. She emotionally spoke of how she ‘wanted to die too’ after she found out that her daughters Grace, Sarah, and Lily, all perished, as well as her parents, Lomer Johnson, 71, and his wife Pauline, 69.
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Madonna Badger appeared at ease nearly a year after the tragedy, speaking both on the 'TODAY' show and 'Piers Morgan Tonight'
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Said her daughters have spoken to her and comforted her as she cried
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Also said she knows her daughters are alright now
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Going to Thailand this Christmas to take the girls' toys to an orphanage
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Daughters Sarah, Lily and Grace, and parents, Lomer and Pauline Johnson, died in fire at her Connecticut home while she and her boyfriend escaped
Emotional: Madonna Badger gave an emotional interview with CNN's Piers Morgan on Thursday night, saying how she was at first furious with @placeholder