By Carolyn Lazarus PUBLISHED: 19:06 EST, 29 January 2014 | UPDATED: 19:13 EST, 29 January 2014 Regrets: Carolyn Lazarus wishes she had never quit her job Recently, seething after a blistering row with my husband Marc, I plotted my escape from our marriage. I imagined packing a case and taking our children Chad, 16, and Daisy, 13, to a hotel. It’s a scenario I’ve played out numerous times in the aftermath of a marital humdinger but never actually made it a reality. Why? Well, mostly because Marc and I do still love each other. But also, because I couldn’t afford to leave if I wanted to.
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Carolyn Lazarus quit her job as a high flying lawyer to be a full time mother
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She now regrets her decision and blames it for problems in her marriage
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She has since created her own website to help women like herself
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