(CNN) -- The mother of passenger No. 63 aboard Malaysia Airlines Flight 370 is unable to come out of the shadows of her son's misdeed to mourn with the rest of the families whose loved ones disappeared on March 8. "As a human being, as a mother, nobody thought of me. I am alone with no support except for God," she wrote after CNN tried to contact her about her son. She is suffering alone because she has shied away from the epicenter of information in Kuala Lumpur. She isn't there to attend the briefings, or to get the grief counseling provided by Malaysia Airlines. She is a mother whose son broke the law to get on the plane, and she is now paying for it.
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Pouria Nourmohammadi used a stolen passport to board the airliner, investigators say
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"He boarded the plane with a plan to live in Germany with his mother," his friend says
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Nourmohammadi's mother has shied away from attention
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She says that although her son broke the law, "all 239 persons are the same"
CNN met with a friend who dropped @placeholder off at the airport on March 8 in Kuala Lumpur.