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The price has increased, Hunter. One weeks worth of ration cards.
One week? Are you out of your mind? Ive paid you exactly what you asked each time you raise the price.
I know, but Im raising the price again. You pay the fee or you will no longer have conjugal visits.
I dont have that much with me right now. Let me pay you after. You know this is the only chance during the week I can see her. Please, let me see her now and I swear I will pay you tonight.
Fine, go ahead. I expect my payment immediately, though.
Thanks, Eric.
A male three years older than the 17-year-old Jason Hunter collected the ration cards and turned his back. Eric Rivera took shift on the solitary confinement section of the Sky Box on Saturday evenings. It just so happened that Jason was close friends with Eric. Their fathers both worked in the factory station and they were close friends for a long time.
As they grew older, they slowly drifted apart without a real reason. When Jason found Eric again, he suggested something risky: three days of Jasons ration cards for access into solitary. This went on for three months and then the price was raised to five days. At this point, Jason was almost starving. How could he survive with seven days of his cards gone? It was another problem for later tonight. That mattered little now. What could make a man starve himself just to have twenty minutes each week spent with one person? It was love.
Clarke Griffin was Jasons best friend since he was in diapers. When they became old enough where dating was first a thing, that was exactly what they did. As stated earlier, his father, Michael, worked in the factory station while his mother, Sarah, worked in the medical station. She was not the chief of medicine like Abigail Griffin was, but she worked close with Clarkes mother and they were best friends. They were both pregnant with Clarke and Jason around the same time. It was how the couple became so close at an early age. Neither Jasons mother nor father knew about this scheme. This was literally risking everything. If Jason was caught, he would be arrested and tossed into the Sky Box as well.
He did not care. The only thing he cared about was seeing Clarke and thinking of some wild way to rescue her from solitary and keep her safe. In a few months, she would be floated when she had come of age. She was arrested for treason since she knew about her fathers plans to spill the information about the decreasing oxygen on the Ark. They only had a few months to live, at best. Her mother turned Jake in but did not mean for Clarke to be arrested as well. Clarke already knew this and Jason understood how she was upset with her mother. So many things were going wrong so far.
Reaching her room, Jason slipped the key inside the door and slowly turned the lock, pushing open the door. Once he stepped inside, the male closed the door behind him and immediately walked towards Clarke, embracing her in a tight hug wherever she was in her room at that time. Clarke Jason breathed out, knowing that each visit meant their time together was growing shorter and shorter. He had to think of something. Despite how many times she told him not to do this and not risk getting himself killed, he was too stubborn and too protective to stop.
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The blonde turned at the sound of her name. She locked eyes with her boyfriend, and when he hugged her, she hugged him back just as tightly. "I told you that you shouldn't come here anymore. It's too dangerous. What if the guard you've been paying off, decides not to honor your deal anymore? Or what if he asks for something you can't or won't give? I don't want
you to get caught and thrown in here, too. After this visit, you need to stop trying to get in to see me. It's only going to end badly for you. I don't want them to float you, like they're going to do to me."
"I have a few months until it happens, and I couldn't live with myself knowing that you keep putting yourself at risk because of me. I want you to meet somebody else. Someone who
will love you and who won't put you at risk like I've been doing. I've been selfish, but I refuse to be that way anymore. Our families won't survive if both of us get floated. You need
to be here to be there for them. Your parents need you. So does my Mom," Clarke said softly. She was still so angry at her mother, for turning her father in. But she still loved her mother, despite it.
And the thought of her mother not having anyone to be there for her, after the loss of both her husband and her daughter, was more than Clarke could bare to think about. "I need you to promise me two things. One, that you won't come here anymore. It's just too hard knowing what's going to happen in a few months. And two, take care of my mother. Tell her that I love her. I'm still angry over my father's death, but I know she was only doing what she thought was best. That she never thought they would float him. I can't say that I've forgiven her for turning him in. But I can say that I love her. And I love you."
"And you continuing to come here when it's useless, as my fate is sealed, is unfair to you. I want you to move on. Find a new girlfriend and be happy. That's what I want for you. Find a nice girl, fall in love with her, get married, and have the family that we've always talked about. I can't give that to you, but you can find someone who can." She paused for a moment and then met his eyes and said, "I don't want you to remember me like this when I'm gone. I want you to remember how I looked the night of our first kiss. The best night of my life."
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Clarke had warned him not to visit her anymore. It was dangerous but Jason did not care. Even if he was arrested and floated, it would have been worth it just to see his girlfriend again. She talked about being unable to live with herself if he was caught, how their families each needed him. She made a valid point but he was being selfish, too. The only thing he cared about was being with Clarke, not even thinking about their families. It was difficult to accept these promises and listen as Clarke talked about him finding another girl, falling in love, getting married, and starting a family. That, he could not do.
Clarke, its not that simple. I love you more than anything in this world. I think about whats happening in a few months. I think about how I am going to lose you and that breaks my heart. Id rather die than lose you. Thats why I keep coming back. I dont want you to feel bad if I get caught doing this. I did this myself. You never asked me to do this. It wont be anyones fault but my own. During this conversation, he kept hugging Clarke.
But finding another girl to fall in love with? Never. If I cant have you, Clarke, if youre being taken from me like this, Id rather live alone. I could never be unfaithful to you. I promised you forever, Clarke. This doesnt change anything. Yes, we did talk about marriage and kids but that will only work for me if it happens with you. I cant bring myself to ever think about another girl the same way I think about you. Youre my world, my sun, my start, my everything. The love they shared was deep and Jason could not accept this.
I wont make any promises other than that I will try. I know you want your mother taken care of and I cant think of anything to get you out of this mess. If this is our last time, though, I want to hold you every second and kiss you every second. I love you Clarke. I will never, ever forget you. I will think about how much I love you each and every day. I love you. He was saying those words over and over again, tightly hugging Clarke just so she was not taken from him.
This is so wrong. This is so unfair. Your father and you did the right thing. It shouldnt be like this. He murmured, thinking about how unfair and unjust everything was. You mean the world to me, you know? This is going to be difficult for me. I cant picture a life without Clarke Griffin. Youve been my best friend for as long as I could remember. I dont know how to live any other way. The past few months have been treacherous for Jason. Without Clarke, he had no idea how to act.
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"After today, you won't be able to come back here. I'm going to tell Eric to stop letting you in. So you need to stop bribing him with your ration cards and use them for yourself." The words were hard and painful to say, but they needed to be said. To spare both of them the pain of continuing this heart-wrenching cycle for the last few months of her life. "I meant
what I said when I told you that I want you to move on. I'll never truly be at rest when they float me, if you don't have someone loving you and looking after you, when I'm gone."
"That's my last request, and I hope you won't just ignore it. I know that you love me, and I love you more than anything or anyone. If I didn't love you, then I wouldn't want what's
best for you, which is to move on. I don't want you to die. I want you to live, and be happy, since I can't. I need you to do that for me. I hate knowing that in a few months, I'll never
see you again. I'll never touch you or kiss you. I'll never feel you in my arms, or feel your arms around me." She pressed a sweet kiss to Jason's lips, then pulled back and whispered: "Make love to me one last time."
"I need one final memory of you to take with me. Please, Jase." Clarke moved out of her boyfriend's arms a few moments later and began to remove her clothes. Once all of her clothes were dropped onto the floor, she stood there naked and waited to see if Jason was going to join her. The anger, pain, and sadness she felt, was pushed down into some dark place that she only ever allowed herself to think of, when she was alone. The last thing Jason needed was for her to break down in front of him. She had to keep being strong, just a little longer.
Once this visit was over, Clarke would no longer have to put on a brave face, as no one would be visiting her again until her birthday in a few months, and the day she would be floated. Knowing that she would be dead in three months, both scared the hell out of the blonde, and caused her to feel relief. Relief if only to know that it would all be over soon. Scared her, because she hated the idea of leaving her family and friends behind. The only thing that kept her sane right now, was knowing that Jason would still be alive once she was gone.
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Fine, Clarke. I will honor your request. Ill force myself to stop after this visit. I cant promise that I will find someone else. If I find someone that interests me, I promise to not hold myself back but Im not going to just go out and find anyone. Just know that no girl can ever fully replace you, Clarke. I want you to know that you will always have the first place in my heart. Jason whispered, wanting her to understand. Make me a promise, too. Promise me that you will always know that. Nobody can take your place. I dont think I can truly ever move on. I will never forget you.
Since Clarke was being strong, Jason would stay strong too. Undoubtedly, he would cry rivers of tears that would flood the Ark when he left tonight and especially when she was floated. At her next request, he watched her strip down and immediately did the same. This was not about having some rough, hardcore fucking. This was about making love and taking time to enjoy each other one final time. Nodding his head, Jason smiled at the blonde and removed his clothing while pushing the negativity beside. The last thing either of them needed was a darkness clouding their making love session. Plus, they did not have long before Jason must leave.
Finally, Jason pushed the blonde down onto her back slowly and crawled on top of her. He wanted to remember her like this forever, in the most pure state while they kissed. This kiss was something special, too. It was not just a peck on the lips or just touching their lips together and holding it: no, Jason was using his tongue, sliding it into her mouth and deepening the kiss as much as he possibly could. Reaching down, he grabbed both of her hands and held them, lacing their fingers together. He wanted to have every inch of Clarkes body pressed into his. This was an important night for the couple.
I love you, Clarke Griffin. I love you so much. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. That will never change. I love you. I will love you forever. Whispering this into her mouth, he stopped the kiss just long enough to say that but he returned to kissing her seconds later. He was already semi-erect from seeing his lover nude and feeling her skin against his own so he immediately thrust forward, sliding his long, thick manhood inside of the blonde. Once he entered inside of her, Jason breathed out heavily and sighed against her lips, just focusing on how her tight, perfect pussy lips felt with her walls clenching on his cock.
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"I love you, too." Clarke said softly, moaning as Jason finally slipped inside of her. She planned to enjoy their last time together and pushed away thoughts of the future. Knowing that her birthday would be remembered by her family and friends as one of the worst days of their life. The blonde held back the tears that wanted to gather in her eyes. She absolutely refused to cry in front of Jason. She hadn't done it yet, and never planned to do it. Their bodies moved together as one, and she continued to kiss him. After a few moments, the young woman gently rested her hands on her boyfriend's arms, to get him to stop moving.
The blonde lifted one of her wrists, and showed him the bandage that had been there for several weeks now. Her excuse at the first appearance of it had been that she'd hurt herself,
and while she'd hated lying, hadn't wanted Jason to know what it really was just yet. Now, she took the large bandage off and showed her boyfriend the tattoo on her wrist that had a large heart and their initials JH & CG in the middle of it. "I belong to you," Clarke said, whispering the words to him. She resumed thrusting her hips against his as the two of them resumed making love once more.
"Being with you, will be the thing that I miss the most..." She told him, still whispering. A moment later, Clarke resumed kissing Jason, and as their bodies joined together again and again, she cherished this last time that they would ever make love, and stored the memory in her mind. Knowing this day and their first kiss would be the two best things that had
ever happened in her life. Her back arched and that delicious feeling went through her, and she kept the kiss going. Knowing that their time was almost up. Clarke's hands gripped
onto Jason's tightly, and she locked eyes with him.
"I love you.." She said one last time, as they continued to move their bodies together.
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When they started, Jason had looked into Clarkes eyes and the emotions were obvious. It hurt him knowing that Clarke was on the brink of tears yet he could not help his girlfriend. Up until she stopped him, the male kept a slow, gentle pace of thrusting. When her hands gripped his arms. Jason stopped his movements but looked towards Clarkes wrist. Why was she showing him her cuts? It pained him to know that she had hurt herself. He had been none the wiser until she revealed the tattoo. It was special and it almost made him tear up as well. It was perfect that Clarke had done this. There was never any doubt about her love or him, but this just topped the cake.
I belong to you, too. He whispered quietly and pressed a kiss onto her wrist before they started again. They continued kissing and his tongue slipped into her mouth trying to kiss her with the most passion he had ever used because he knew how important this was. I love you, too. I will miss being with you but I know youll always be in my heart, Clarke. I know youll always be with me through everything I do. He whispered and it pained him to say this but it was true. Even with her passing, Jason knew that this did not mean she was never in his life again. Maybe not physically, but she would be in his heart.
His hips began thrusting a little faster and because he wanted to give Clarke another amazing orgasm before she was taken from him, Jason slipped one hand in between her legs and started rubbing her clit slowly in clockwise rotations. The smile grew wider on his face since the sadness had left him for the moment and the only thing on his mind was Clarke and how amazing she made him feel. The love he felt for her was unyielding and the physical sensations were incredible. Cum for me, Princess. Soak my cock one more time and I will fill you with my semen. He promised her, giving her another kiss, sliding his tongue to pin down hers and take control of the kiss.
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Clarke didn't need to be told twice. With a few more thrusts of their hips between them, the blonde clenched him inside of her and came hard. Their lips remained locked together
as they continued to make love. Her arms wrapped around Jason's waist and she shoved her tongue into his mouth, putting all of the love that she had for him, into the kiss, and
into their love making. Telling him with her lips and with her body, just how much he meant to her. The blonde's heart beat quickly in her chest, as each minute ticked by and they
got closer and closer to that final goodbye.
When Jason came inside of her, she felt her pulse start to speed up. Both because of her love for him, and what this now meant. They would only have a few more minutes with each other, before Eric showed up to get Jason and make him leave. The blonde removed her arms from around her boyfriend's waist, and lifted her hands to cup his face. "No matter what happens, I don't regret anything that's happened between us and I never will. Everything that we're going through has been worth it. You've made my life better in every possible way,
as both my best friend and my boyfriend."
Clarke pressed one final kiss to his lips, and then gently pushed him back so that they could separate and get dressed once more. Once they were both dressed, she took Jason's hands into hers and gripped them tightly in her own. They locked eyes and just continued to stare into each other's eyes as they prepared for Eric to show up and separate them this final time. "Stay strong, okay? For me? You can get past this, I know you can. You're the strongest person that I know." A moment later she said softly, "I'm sorry that our relationship has to end this way."
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It was not long after Clarke clenched around his cock and came when Jason reached his own orgasm. After his sex juices filled her to the brim, Jason looked deep into her eyes, listening to what the blonde said. I dont regret anything either, Clarke. I just wish we had more time. This isnt right. You will always be the most important woman in my life. I love you more than anything or any person in the world. Dont ever forget that. The young man whispered softly, nuzzling their noses together. It took everything within him to pull back from the blonde as he quickly gathered his clothes, knowing that they must dress quickly.
I will stay strong. I know that you will give me strength each day. I love you so much Clarke Griffin. We are still together forever. Then, Jason kissed her hand and then kissed her lips. After that, the male pulled back when there was a knock at the door. May we meet again. He whispered and gave her one more kiss, holding it until there was more knocking. When the door opened, he expected to see Eric again. It was not. There were two guards he had never seemed and his heart dropped. Unsure of what to do, Jason froze.
Before he knew it, one of the electric batons struck his leg and he was suddenly taken to the ground. They slammed the door shut on Clarkes room and proceeded to arrest Jason. Once he was taken into custody, they moved him into the general population of the Sky Box. He was not in solitary like Clarke since his crime did not put anyone else at risk while her secret could be deadly. Once that was finished, he was tossed into his own cell and released of the handcuffs and now he was in the same boat as Clarke, going to be floated at the age of 18 when his case went for the review.
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"What the hell are you doing? Why are you attacking him?" Clarke demanded, shouting, when the door opened and two guards, neither of who were Eric, used a shock baton on
Jason's leg. "What's going on? He didn't do anything! Get the hell off of him!" The blonde shouted, quickly moving over to them and trying to push the two older males away from
her boyfriend. She was able to slam one of the men into the wall and punched him in the face, but as they fought, the blonde felt the harsh sting of the shock baton on her back.
And even though she tried to fight against it, once the level on the baton raised, she fell to the ground, passing out. Apparently she had only passed out for a few minutes, because
the next time she opened her eyes it was to see that she was handcuffed to the legs of her bed. The guards were in the process of dragging Jason out of her room. "No! JASON! Let
him go! He doesn't deserve this!" Clarke shouted at them, and the tears that she had been forcing back for so long, finally filled her eyes and started streaming down her cheeks.
The door was slammed shut as she kept struggling against the handcuffs that chained her to the legs of the bed. "JASON! I love you!" The blonde screamed the words at the top
of her lungs as she laid there on the floor and tugged uselessly against the handcuffs that chained her to the bed. The bed was made of heavy materials and wouldn't move, no
matter how much she pushed or pulled on it, trying to get it to do something. Eventually her strength gave out, and Clarke collapsed back onto the floor. She didn't know what
else to do.
Was there anything shecoulddo? Her hands and wrists were bloody and bruised from both fighting with the guards and from trying to get free of the handcuffs. It took her a long
time, hours to accept that it was finally over. She closed her eyes as the tears kept falling, and rubbed the fingers of her right hand against the tattoo on her left wrist. It gave her comfort, if only a little. After a few moments, Clarke forced herself to stop crying. She wiped her eyes and straightened her spine. If they were going to float her now instead of
on her birthday, they weren't going to take anything else from her or Jason.
The blonde wouldn't give them the satisfaction of letting them see her pain. "May we meet again.." The young woman whispered the words to her boyfriend and prepared for the
guards to come back for the final time. Clarke remained lying on the floor for a long time. She didn't know how long, only that eventually someone came by with food, which she
simply stared at, but didn't eat. She was never going to see Jason or her mother again. The thought broke something inside of her, but she refused to show how much it hurt.
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The following months were torturous. Through obligatory classes like Earth Skills and recreation time, Jason met different juvenile offenders. Despite this, a void left open. Clarke was locked away in solitary confinement which prevented Jason from seeing her. The days toiled by and his birthday was one day away. When the cell opened and two guards approached, Jason figured this was the end. Not fighting the inevitable, Jason presented himself to the guards. However, something unexpected happened. A metal wristband was locked onto his wrist and instead of being lead towards the area where the floating occurred, he was taken to a dropship.
Other similarly aged offenders were present. Though Jason desperately searched for the one he truly cared about seeing, he felt defeated because Clarke was not there. At least, he had not seen her when he boarded the ship. Not much was explained other than the fact they were going down to Earth. As far as the Sky People knew, the planet was not livable for another hundred years. Even so, Jason knew better. Clarke had disclosed her secret to him before her arrest. The Ark was dying. This must have been a final attempt to sustain life before the oxygen ran out in the Ark.
Within a couple hours, one hundred juvenile delinquents were strapped onto the dropship and launched towards earth. It was a bumpy ride, especially when the atmosphere was reached. On a large television screen, the Chancellor Thelonious Jaha appeared with a message.
Prisoners of The Ark, hear me now. Youve been given a second chance, and as your Chancellor, it is my hope that you see this as not just a chance for you, but a chance for all of us, indeed for mankind itself. We have no idea what is waiting for you down there. If the odds of survival were better, we wouldve sent others. Frankly, were sending you because your crimes have made you expendable. Those crimes will be forgiven, your records wiped clean. The drop site has been chosen carefully. Before the last war, Mount Weather was a military base built within a mountain. It was to be stocked with enough non-perishables to sustain three hundred people for up to two years. Mount Weather is life. You must locate those supplies immediately. Your one responsibility is stay alive.
Before landing, there were three or four idiots that unstrapped from their seat and floated in the air. Jason was not that dumb and refused to join these people. Even though he did not presently see Clarke, he remained hopeful. The ship was gigantic. There were multiple sections. There were various conversations in other locations but he just could not located Clarke anywhere. Soon, the retrorockets fired and sent those that were floating into a wall. It killed all three on impact. The other 97 landed safely and after the machine hum ceased, everyone began safely unbuckling, tentatively moving towards the ladder that led to the exit. Slowly moving, Jason stood around this area, searching for Clarke in the sea of people. It was not easy to spot anyone in specific.
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Months had passed, including her 18 birthday. Clarke had been terrified of being floated, but that hadn't happened. Her mother had showed up at one point, and said that she was to start taking a class called 'Earth Skill's' with Pike. There were only a few other people in the class she was in, and unfortunately, Jason wasn't one of them. The next few months were spent taking the classes, and only having contact with the guards that kept an eye on her room, the few other teenagers in the class, and Pike. The morning started out just like any other.
Eric knocked on the door to her room and then opened it without waiting for her to reply. She knew that he did it on purpose in the hopes of trying to catch her undressed one of these days, but the blonde refused to give him the satisfaction. However, today was different. Clarke was told to take a shower, and to prepare for a visit from her mother. The shower was quick and the teenager enjoyed the feel of the water on her skin. Once she was done and dressed, she went back into her room and a gasp left her lips at the sight of her mother.
"Sweetheart, it's so good to see you."
"Mom!" Clarke said happily, and the tears started once more. She crossed the room and hugged her mother, a surprised look on her face, when the blonde felt the pinch of a needle
in one of her arms. The sight of her mother's face turned blurry, and she felt something encircle her wrist, looking down to see a metal wristband. Before she could say anything
else, the last thing she heard was her saying:
"I love you, Clarke... Be safe.."
The next time the young woman opened her eyes, she found herself strapped into a seat belt and on a dropship. Everyone else had unbuckled themselves, and within a few moments,
she had done the same. "Jason!" Clarke shouted as she freed herself and rushed to pull open the hatch to the level below her. She wasted no time going down the ladder and pushing through the crowd, looking for her boyfriend. The other teenagers from the Earth Skills class she had been forced to take, were there. Along with a bunch of others. Including Jason. Moments later, the blonde pushed people out of her way and darted across the ship, racing over to her boyfriend and throwing her arms around him.
"We made it.." She said happily, tearfully.
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Despite wanting to stay back and look for Clarke, Jason was swallowed into the crowd and pushed forward. When they reached the ladder, he saw an older male at the front of the door preparing to open it. Just then, he listened to a familiar voice call his name. Turning, Jason spotted Clarke and merely a second later she had leapt into his arms. Of course, he received his girlfriend with open arms and a tight hug. It was tough to believe she was real and actually here within his arms. A smile grew on his face, a smile wider than he had smiled in months.
Clarke Jason breathed out in pure disbelief. We made it. Youre here. Youre really here. He breathed out again, holding back his own tears. From spending months thinking that the love of his life was dead to seeing her again on Earth was incredible. Not only were they reunited against all odds, but they were actually on the planet Earth again. There was still low murmuring among the crowd and nobody knew exactly what to do yet but Jason could not care less about everything going on around him. Instead, the male focus solely on Clarke and hugging her as tightly as he could.
The embrace lasted for multiple minutes before Jason finally pulled back and offered this same smile at Clarke, suddenly leaning down and kissing her lips. Not caring how many people were around him, he kissed her as passionately as one could, sliding his tongue into her mouth and playfully battling with her tongue, pinning it down underneath his own. He moaned out softly, titling his head slightly to the right as they kissed. He wanted to get everything out of this kiss that he could as both hands cupped her soft, sweet face. His eyes were wide open just to take in the sight of her again. It was like a dream come true.
I dreamt of your lips every night. I dreamt of you every night. I love you so much. I hope this is not a dream. The male murmured lowly, pushing harder against Clarkes body as if he would lose her if he let her go. The male wanted to avoid that at all costs, just keeping his arms tight around the girl while sometimes moving his hands to cup her face instead. The love he felt for her was undying and perservered even through this mess. I love you. He repeated.
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Against all odds, against everything that had happened to them, around them, and because of them. They had made it. The tears that Clarke had been holding back, fell from her eyes and down her cheeks as she and Jason embraced, not wanting to let each other go. Their lips joined together, once, twice, three times, several more times, as she couldn't get enough
of her boyfriend. The fear, the pain and the horror of the last few months was finally over. They were finally reunited and back on Earth, too. The blonde didn't want to let him go.
She finally pulled back from the kiss and stared into her boyfriend's eyes for a few moments, before pulling away and clearing her throat. The tears were still in her eyes, as the young woman looked around as the others. "Don't open the door just yet. We don't know if the air is safe for us." Clarke grasped one of Jason's hands tightly in her own, refusing to let go of it. "I thought that I'd never get to see you again. That I'd lost you.." She said softly, wrapping her arms back around his waist, hugging him close and squeezing him with all of her strength.
Clarke finally made herself let go of Jason, though she made sure to stick close to his side. She watched as Bellamy Blake opened the door on the dropship and they were all immediately blinded by sunlight. The blonde placed her hand over her eyes to block the sun, and stared in wonder and amazement at the Earth that laid out before all of them. It was all so beautiful and exciting. The fresh air blew a small breeze into the dropship, that ruffled her hair, and a smile lit up her face. They were officially back on Earth now. The urge to go off and explore was a strong one, but she remained with Jason, not knowing if there were any dangers nearby.
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Following each teardrop was Jasons thumb, wiping it away from her cheek. I know, Princess. I thought Id lost you, too. This is a miracle. I love you. During their embrace, Jason hugged Clarke tightly and kissed her passionately. Despite her warning about opening the door, Bellamy Blake did not obey. After having a reunion of his own with a girl that Jason had become close with during different classes, the older Blake opened the door. If the air was truly toxic, they would have been dead the second the ship hit the atmosphere, but that was not the case. When the door opened, Octavia Blake was the first to step out onto the planet.
She took a few tentative steps before shouting with her arms raised in the air. Then, the remainder of the delinquents followed suite, sprinting from the dropship exit and entrance into the world. Some shouted, some even cried, but everyone basked in the glory of actually being on Earth when it was thought impossible for at least another hundred years if they were lucky. Looking down to Clarke, Jasons mouth stood agape and he reached down to hold her hand. Lets check it out. He whispered, pulling her beside him eagerly. Sure, there could be dangers and they would assess the situation, but Jason wanted to enjoy and explore for a few minutes.
Besides, there were many nights where they stayed in her room together, watching her draw how she pictured the ground. Even then, Jason was not prepared to see trees and ground and the sun in person. This is amazing. Jason breathed out with this big smile on his face. Once they touched the ground, he pulled Clarke against his chest again for another kiss, finding it fitting for them to share a kiss as soon as they were on land. Everything in this moment was a miracle for the couple. I love you. Jason repeated yet again, wanting Clarke to hear those words as often as she could.
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"I love you, too, and everything about you. Even how stupid you were to put yourself at risk when I told you not to do it." Clarke took this moment to just keep kissing her boyfriend.
It was a miracle that they were both alive after everything, and an even bigger one that they had found each other again. After they spent a few more minutes together, just taking
each other in, she pulled back and wiped away her tears that kept falling, even after Jason wiped them away. The blonde glanced around them at all of the trees and wildlife, and
looked around at the other delinquents, keeping an eye on all of them.
They were already down three people. Teenage males who had died from not being in their seats and belted in, when the dropship landed. As horrible as that was, it could have been
a lot worse. She pushed those thoughts away and stepped a few inches away from Jason to pull out the map that was in the small bag at her hip. "We need to get some people and use this map to locate Mount Weather, so that we can get all of the supplies that are in there." Clarke ran a hand through her hair as she studied the map. "Who should we bring with us?"
"There's no telling how long it's going to take us to get to Mount Weather and get the supplies. We're going to need to bring a decent sized group, if we plan to bring back enough supplies for 98 people. There's also some gun depots that are marked on the map and that Jaha mentioned. We need to send another group out and pick one of the locations to send that group to." Clarke sighed, as she immediately started to make plans. They had a lot to figure out if they were all going to survive on Earth. "What do you think we should do?" She asked Jason.
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The male studied the map closely and Jason started thinking in-depth. I think we should concentrate on Mount Weather, first. Supplies are there and we need as many people as we can take with us. Once we are well fed and protected then we can look at the gun depots. Jason mused out loud. Theres also a problem. It looks like they missed the drop zone. I might be wrong but according to this map, it looks like were about 20 miles west of Mount Weather. Plus, there is a radiation-soaked forest in between us and Mount Weather. Dont you agree?
Reading maps was not exactly a specialty but Jason felt confident about his observation. He waited and let Clarke look at the map and then observe their surroundings to see if she agreed. After it was confirmed, Jason looked towards the center of camp. Someone was already scuffling with Wells Jaha because of his father. It was a poor thing to see. Wells really did not have any friends here at all. He could not imagine how horrible it was. Bellamy Blake, the oldest who somehow was on the ship, led the attack on Wells. Jason stepped in between John Murphy who just shoved down Wells. What is wrong with you people? We have to work together. Myself and Clarke are heading to Mount Weather. We were dropped on the wrong mountain and we need people to help us gather supplies.
Unfortunately, nobody was stepping up. Instead, Bellamy answered Jason with a scoff. Just let Clarke do it. Let the privileged work for once. She can bring everything back for us. This earned a shout of agreement from the entire camp followed by various cheering. This made Jasons blood boil because they were insulting Clarke and looking at her a different way just because her mother was on the council. Holding his tongue, Jason returned to Clarke and shook his head. Thats not good. Surely we can find at least a few people that want to go. Even then, Jason did not sound so sure.
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Clarke was tired of the way Bellamy acted, and in a quick move she knew that no one expected, the blonde spotted the gun sticking out of the back of the brunette's pants and went for it, taking the gun before anyone, much less Bellamy could react. She fired a shot into the air to get everyone's attention. "I don't care what you think of me, or my mother for being on the council. She's done things that I'd never agree with. Had people floated for things that shouldn't have been considered crimes. But I'm not my mother, and we're not on the Ark anymore."
"So, if you want to eat, or if you want any of your friends to eat, then stop acting like children, and come with us. We need the help. There are 97 of us left, plus Bellamy, and we need help. We need supplies and food, guns, and lots more, if we're going to survive here on Earth. You talk about things being unfair on the Ark? Well, here's a chance to change the status quo. Now, you can sit here and bitch and moan about how life sucked on the Ark, and how you don't want to contribute anything because you don't want to listen to me. Fine, that's up
to you."
"But I'm done screwing around and wasting time. Come or don't come. But keep in mind, you won't last long without any supplies like food, water, blankets, or guns. So, go ahead and keep dicking around, that's fine. That'll just mean there's more for those who aren't afraid to work for it." Once she had spoken, Clarke rolled her eyes and turned back to Jason. "We need to gather up anyone who wants to go with us.." She was surprised when Octavia Blake of all people, walked up to them and said that she would go with them to find supplies.
This was followed by Jasper Jordan and Monty Green joining them and saying they would help, too.
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Jason listened to Clarke take a stand. It surprised him but nobody was moved by her words except for three people. Five was better than two, it seemed. The group of five started walking through the lush forest. The trees were blooming and it looked like a beautiful sight. Jason walked right beside of Clarke but stopped at one point to grab a flower blooming from the ground. The young man stopped for only a second to bend down and pick it up. Now he had no idea what it was called. All he knew was that it was not poisonous.
Even though Clarke might not be the typical girl that wanted flowers or jewelry, Jason thought she might appreciate the thought. Jogging to catch up with her again, he placed the flower behind her ear with a chuckle. I dont care what you do with it. Ive always wanted to do that, actually. It looks so cute on you. The male murmured as they walked. Yes, he did keep an eye out for anything suspicious but he also did not block everything out. They had overcome so much and had been through too many tough times to ignore the beauty around them. The sun was radiating on his face and it felt incredible.
You know, we havent seen any animals yet, Clarke. Surely there are some animals left, arent there? If not, were in for trouble. We cant survive without meat. I dont know what wed do. Jason murmured as he thought about their classes. Forests areas like these should have been crawling with animals: squirrels, rabbits, deer, or anything, really. The radiation wiped out the entire planet and might have taken the entire population of animals, too. This was no easy hike and it was becoming more treacherous if everything had been killed along with humans. These supplies in Mount Weather and other depots would not sustain them forever.
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Clarke smiled when Jason caught back up to her and placed the flower behind her ear. "You're showing your sentimental side," She teased him. The five of them kept walking, and the blonde continued to read from the map, marking their current path on it with a pen from the bag she had had on her hip. "It's going to take us a while to get there. We'll have to stop
in a few hours to eat and drink. I'll test the berries and water and make sure it's okay for us to eat and drink. This way if something happens, it only happens to me, and the rest of
you can keep going."
The small group walked for hours and true to her word, 5 hours later, she suggested they all take a break. Rest, eat and drink. Get their strength back before they keep going. They
each had a backpack with minimal supplies in it that they had been sent to Earth with. There was a few bottles of water in each pack. A tent for them each to sleep in, a few cans
of uncooked food, which was better than nothing. They had enough to hopefully get them to Mount Weather and back. But if Mount Weather turned out to be a bust, then they were screwed.
"You're right about the animals. I'm almost afraid to know what's happened to them," She admitted.
Clarke was surprised when another of the 100 ended up catching up to them a few hours later, as they were taking their break. It was Atom, and the blonde figured that Bellamy had sent the teenager to look after his sister since they were currently separated. She tried out some of the berries and drank the water from the nearby pond. And when she didn't immediately feel sick or die, they waited half an hour, and then the others started to pick and save the berries in their packs, and they filled up their water bottles which had been nearly empty, from walking for so long.
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Jason did not allow Clarke to taste random berries since they might be poisonous. It was ridiculous she would even think that way. Plus, they all had Earth Skills class and Jason was a great student. It was easy for him to decipher safe and unsafe berries just like the others did. There was no need for Clarke so easily willing to sacrifice herself and leave Jason again. Finally, nightfall reached and the group of six stopped for the night. A tent was set up for each of them. Two people shared one tent. Of course, Jason shared with Clarke. Atom shared with Octavia while Monty and Jasper shared the third. They had picked berries and filled their water, ready to eat for the night and then get some rest.
During their day of hiking, they did spot one animal. It was a deer. Unfortunately, it was mutated and it had two faces. That did not bode well. What if all animals were mutated because of the radiation? Would it be safe to eat the meat? Sitting in the tent, Jason sat down first and pulled Clarke to sit against him. He sat upright and pulled the blonde comfortably in between his legs after spreading them, pulling her back against his chest. His arms wrapped around the blonde while holding his can of food. Jason began eating on the uncooked food and berries.
The berries tasted the best and they had picked a heavy supply. What are you thinking, Princess? Jason asked, leaning down to press sweet kisses along her neck while they ate. We should reach Mount Weather tomorrow if all goes well. With only six of us to carry supplies, I cant imagine how much we can return with. Hopefully, that will at least give other people a reason to join us. Yet, they did not know the real dangers that awaited them in other humans. For now, Jason chose to enjoy his night with Clarke, happy that he would once again sleep with her in his arms, where she rightfully belonged.
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"I'm thinking that we shouldn't have left Bellamy in charge of the others. I don't like the attitude he has, and he's either going to get someone killed, or start a problem with possible other people, that we can't overcome. He likes to start trouble where there doesn't have to be any and it both irritates and worries me. The others listen to him, and he should be
putting that platform to good use, instead of just trying to make things harder for all of us."
"It's bad enough that we're all away from our families, the Ark's systems are failing, and we don't even know if we're alone down here. But for him to purposely start problems where they're not needed?" Clarke sighed. "I just wish he would put as much care in his regular actions and words, as he does when he interacts with Octavia. Speaking of Octavia... the two
of you seemed pretty close. Closer than I thought you'd be when you first told me about her. I'm not jealous, promise. I'm more concerned. I assume that something has changed now that we're on Earth?"
"I know, it's none of my business. It's just that the two of you don't seem as close anymore as I had originally assumed. I don't have a problem with you and Octavia being friends, if that's what you're worried about. I know what I mean to you, and what you mean to me. And it's good that you had a best friend while we were locked up. That doesn't have to change just because we're not locked up anymore. I just want you to know that, okay? You don't have to explain anything to me. I don't want to get in the way of your friendship." After speaking, Clarke kissed his lips.
She pulled back after several minutes and nodded about Jason's words about the animals. "I'm sure that not all animals are messed up from the radiation. We just have to find those animals, is all. As for supplies, we'll take what we can carry, and we'll try to find a large pack or bag or we'll make one if we have to. I'm not sure how many more people we can
get to listen to us, with Bellamy thinking that he's going to be in charge. Though maybe we could get Octavia to get him on our side. He listens to her, and wants the best for her.
So maybe she could talk him into it."
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Jason was not happy about Bellamy, either. However, with the entire camp rallying behind the older male, what could they do? Then, the conversation shifted towards Octavia and Jason quirked his eyebrows slightly. After the kiss, he needed to make something clear. I promise that you are not interfering with anything, Clarke. I guess myself and Octavia had our own reunion and we were too excited about that to really speak to one another much. We are close and I promise that you are not messing with the friendship. Jason assured Clarke, not wanting his girlfriend to feel that way.
However, he did want to make something else clear. By the way, she was NOT my best friend. She is not my best friend now, either. Even when I was locked up, YOU were my best friend and you still are. Nothing will ever change that. I know youre not jealous and I am not just saying this because I think it is what you want to hear. I am saying this because it is true. Clarke Griffin, you are my best friend and my girlfriend. I love you and nobody else will ever come close to being my best friend.
Sure, some people argued that a person needed a best friend that was not their significant other, but not for Jason. He was more than happy to consider Clarke to be his best friend and his girlfriend. It was certainly not Octavia. Sure, he liked Octavia as a friend and cared about her. She might be his second closest friend, but Clarke was infinitely more important to him. Plus, Jason was sure he could convince Octavia to convince Bellamy to change his ways. Granted, Octavia did not enjoy the fact that Jasons girlfriend was a daughter of a council member, but that did not bother her enough where she hated Jason.
Looking deep into Clarkes eyes after they finished their meal, Jason gave her another kiss. Lets get some rest now, Princess. Well need it for tomorrow. He whispered before moving to lie down while pulling Clarke with him. I was so afraid I would never hold you in my arms again. Now, here we are. I love you so much Clarke Griffin. I am never letting you out of my sight, I hope you know that. Jason teased, nuzzling their noses together before moving to kiss her lips again, playfully nipping at her lower lip.
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"Okay," Clarke said to him softly, once Jason had said everything that he needed to say. "But I just want to say one final time for the record, that I don't have a problem with you and Octavia's friendship. If anything, I think it's going to be interesting to see how she and I and you and Bellamy get along with each other now, knowing that the two of you are friends.
But anyway, that doesn't matter at this moment. I love you," The blonde told her boyfriend. She laid there in his arms as Jason fell asleep. The young woman wasn't tired yet, and
had a few things on her mind.
She was worried about the rest of their community. Friends and family members who were still on the Ark. The situation that she and the rest of the 100 and Bellamy faced now that
they were back on Earth. It was up to them to all get along and to protect each other. They couldn't afford to fight or turn on each other, not when they only had each other to depend
on. There were no more stations in life. Not here on Earth. Everyone was now going to be treated equally, and the others needed to understand that so that they could all start working together and come up with a way to survive.
The night was spent with Clarke worrying and trying to come up with solutions to things that hadn't happened yet, but that she had a bad feeling were going to be need to be dealt with soon. The wind blew through the trees and the tent and the peace of the wind and the night should have soothed her, but it didn't. The blonde felt like they were too exposed. To what,
she didn't know. They hadn't come across anyone else on Earth yet. But for some reason, this feeling of concern and worry just settled inside of her and wouldn't go away. Not knowing what else to do, she sighed and checked the knife at her side, and felt a little calmer, having it and Jason close.
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Actually, Jason did not go to sleep after this. Well, he closed his eyes and tried for a minute or two but his mind was too busy. There were so many uncertainties the delinquents faced. It was easy to get caught up in the horrible things that were waiting for them. However, there was something that Jason thought about that was not so horrible. He and Clarke had been dreaming of being on Earth together for so long. They were finally here and too worried about things going on around them to appreciate the beauty of what this meant. Opening his eyes, the male saw that Clarke was already restless after only a few minutes. That was perfect because she needed to be restless for what he wanted.
I cant believe that we are actually spending our first night on Earth and about to go to sleep without making love. Jason whispered and decided to put a stop to that immediately. He sat upright and pushed Clarke onto her back. Then, he crawled on top of the blonde and kissed her slowly. They had all night and neither of them felt tired so there was no rush. While kissing the blonde, Jason kept his eyes close while one hand gently cupped her face and the other slipped into her jeans. All this talk about everyone else but themselves was tiring. Jason wanted to be selfish tonight with Clarke and block out everything bad and get lost in one another.
When his hand slipped inside her jeans, he pushed it into her panties where he started rubbing her clitoris, slowly massaging the mound of flesh with a growing smirk on his face. He kept their eyes locked together after opening them, keeping the kiss going. With a smile on his face, the young man pressed his lips down her neck now, using his other hand to grope Clarkes breasts through the material of her shirt. Already, he could not get enough of Clarke. It had been too damn long.
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"We can't have that," Clarke whispered back, a smile on her lips. She smiled when Jason pushed her onto her back and crawled on top of her. Their lips met and the blonde happily kissed her boyfriend. The feeling of one of his hands cupping her face was nice, and then she moaned when his other hand slipped into her jeans and then underwear and started to rub her. "I've missed being with you like this," She whispered, the words turning into another moan. The young woman looked deep into her boyfriend's eyes, more happy than words could express, that they were together again.
She felt Jason end the kiss and then started to kiss her neck, while his free hand moved to her breasts, groping them through her shirt. Clarke took just a moment to push her shirt up, and made quick work of undoing the snap of her bra in the front. The blonde didn't remove her shirt or bra, but just pushed them up over her breasts, so that her boyfriend could have free access to her skin. "I love you, Jase.." She said softly, and brought their lips back together a few moments later. After a few moments, she moved her hands down his body and started pulling at his pants.
"I need you, I need this... To remind us that we're together after everything, and that we're still alive." The words were whispered and desperate, and right after speaking them, the blonde slammed their lips together once more, as she got rid of his pants and started pulling his boxers down and then off. "Make love to me, Jase.. Make me forget every horrible
thing that's happened to both of us over the last few months, please.." The words were desperate, needy. A side of herself that she rarely exposed to anyone, but felt safe exposing
to her boyfriend.
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I need you, too. I love you, Clarke. Not a day went by without me thinking of your lips or your smile or your body. I want to make sure we make love every chance we get here on Earth. We both understand how quickly things change, how quickly the people we love can be taken away. Were here on Earth away from everything we have ever known on the Ark. Just know that I will always love you and I will always be here by your side. I promise you that, Clarke. Were together, forever. I will protect you with my life. Jason whispered quietly, leaning down and kissing her again. Since they were out in the open, they would have to make some adjustments.
For Clarke, he did not bother completely removing her shirt or bra as his pants and boxers were only pulled down to his ankles. His shirt, however, did leave his body entirely. When they were back in a safe area, Jason had a few ideas he wanted to share with Clarke, things he wanted to try. Until then, they were here in the open so their love making might have been different than he wanted, but it was alright. Besides, nothing with Clarke was boring and it was always perfect.
Jason finally stopped kissing the blonde so he could undo the button of her jeans and slowly slide them down to her ankles. The male also worked on pulling down her panties just afterwards. He did not care if anyone heard them. The tents were close, but Jason needed this just like Clarke did. Once Clarke was exposed, he crawled back on top of her and let his flaccid girth rest against her crotch, slowly rotating his hips against hers so he would grow hard. Two fingers slipped inside of Clarke, rubbing and massaging on her inner walls while his lips attacked her neck again.
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Soft moans left Clarke's lips once the touching started. Jason's fingers worked her body, and his lips trailed over her neck. The blonde couldn't stop running her own hands over her boyfriend's body. Her back was on a blanket that covered the floor of the tent they were in. She reached up and cupped one of his cheeks with one of her hands. "I spent the last
few months while in the Sky Box, thinking about you, and hoping you were okay. You're in every one of my best memories and I never want that to change." The young woman
said softly.
"I can't imagine my life without you in it. It just wouldn't work, and it wouldn't make sense. I don't make sense without you.." She could feel him starting to get hard, as he rubbed himself against her. Clarke slipped a hand behind the back of Jason's head, and brought their lips together, kissing him. Even before they had been separated from each other, she
could never get enough of kissing her boyfriend. Maybe it was stupid and child like, but she loved kissing him. It was one of her favorite things to do with Jason. Next to having sex, obviously.
"Daily," The blonde said softly. "You and me.. we do this every day. Just to remind each other how much the other means to us. That okay with you?" The words were said between kisses, and Clarke moved both of her hands to cup his face, gently stroking the skin of Jason's cheeks as they kissed. More moans left her lips as they kissed, as he kept rubbing
himself against her. At one point, she slipped a hand between their bodies, grasped his cock and began to stroke it, to help him get hard. "I'm glad you're back in my life.." She
whispered to him.
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Clarkes touch meant Jason would grow erect immediately. As expected, his arousal did grow the second her hand touched his cock. With their eyes locked together, Jason smiled at Clarke and used his own hand to continue rubbing her clitoris as she stroked his cock. Yes, my sweet Princess. We will make love daily. I think that is a wonderful idea. No matter how busy we become, no matter how dangerous things are, we should always make time for each other. You are the most important person in my life. I will love you and protect you forever. Besides, what man would not want to bed Clarke Griffin each and every day? It was a no-brainer.
When we have a chance back at camp, when we are safer and less exposed there are things I want to try with you, Clarke. I just want to plant that seed in your head. There are kinky things. I found some books on the Ark about sex and things couples did. We never had the chance to try it before and now that we do not have to worry about anyone catching us in the act or getting in trouble, I want to experiment with you. Well talk about it later. For now, Jason just wanted to get Clarkes mind thinking.
Nonetheless, he focused in the present again. While the forefinger and his middle finger continued rubbing slow, clockwise circles on her bundle of nerves, Jason stopped talking and pressed a kiss onto each of Clarkes exposed nipples. Then, he sucked one into his mouth and continue toying with her breasts, using his free hand to massage either breast that was not being attack by his mouth. The smirk grew wider on his face and soon he had reached a full erection but he wanted Clarke to continue stroking him. So far, he did not enter her yet. Instead, he switched the breast that he was attacking and still rubbing her clit as he gave her time to think about what he said.
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Clarke moaned softly as Jason continued to rub her, while she stroked him. His smile made her produce one of her own. "Is your answer coming more from your upstairs brain, or your downstairs one?" She asked her boyfriend teasingly, a grin on her lips as she said it. "Oh, you have some ideas? Now you've got me wondering what they are. Don't tell me that you're not gonna share with the class," The blonde said and kissed his lips eagerly. Her hand continued to work his cock, adding a little more force to her strokes, knowing that the action was something that he'd enjoy.
At Jason's sudden silence after mentioning that he had plans for them, the blonde reached out with her free hand and tugged on his hair. "It's not nice to hold things back," She said, trying to convince him to tell her what he had planned for them. "And those books that you said you read, I wanna know all about them. Whatever ideas you might have, no matter
how weird they might seem, I want us to try them. I don't want you to ever be afraid to suggest that we try something you really really want. I'm willing to do anything at least
once."
Clarke said, wanting to assure her boyfriend that he could always ask her anything. Her moans got louder and louder and she began to buck against Jason's hand as his fingers kept pleasuring her. She tugged roughly on his hair when he lowered his head and kissed both of her nipples. She alternated between moaning and sighing when her boyfriend started to
suck on one of her nipples, as one of his hands played with the other. Her hand never stopped working him as this happened. "I love being like this with you," she whispered to him.
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So far, Clarke had been convincing. Jason felt more relaxed about suggesting his own ideas. Well, now that I think about it, we could try something small. Pulling back from Clarkes breasts, Jason remained straddled over her body but he reached into one of the backpacks. As expected, there was a length of rope inside. Perfect. Showing her the rope, Jason told Clarke what he wanted. Out of everything I imagined, my hottest fantasy involves using bondage, tying you up, gagging you, and dominating you. I know you are independent, youre strong, youre brave but I want you to be my submissive in the bedroom.
Jason paused, reaching down to wrap his hands around her wrists, pulling them together in front of Clarkes body. I want to be dominate you. I want to be rough with you sometimes but be gentle other times. There are so many other things I want but this is all we can really do right now. What do you say? He asked his girlfriend softly and waited for her to confirm that she wanted to try bondage with him. After it was confirmed, Jason smiled at the blonde and pecked a kiss onto her lips sweetly and then pulled right back.
Thank you, Princess. I love you so much. This makes me so fucking excited already. He admitted softly before using the rope to bind her wrists. He used the rope and wrapped the ends around her wrists six or seven times before using the remaining rope to weave underneath the length he already wrapped around her wrists. Lastly, Jason tied a tight knot on the top of her wrists and the knot was tight, too far away for her fingers to reach. Clarke was really helpless. What do you think? Do you like being my sexy little bondage submissive Princess so far? Jason teased, his eyes growing wide at seeing just how huge her breasts looked since they were pressed together against her arms as they were bound in front.
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"I like it fine, but I'd like it even more if you told me, or even better, showed me what else you had in mind." After speaking, the blonde leaned forward as much as she could and kissed Jason's lips. Since her wrists were tied together, it made her breasts stick out more, and it made her laugh. She knew that her boyfriend had a thing for her breasts, and this just proved it. Clarke continued to kiss his lips, and then pulled back, ending the kiss a few moments later. "Babe, don't tease, okay? Just fuck me," She said softly, and then smiled eagerly at him.
Her eyes moved over his naked body, drinking in the sight that she had missed seeing for so long. Every time they came together like this was special, whether it was making love, or fucking the hell out of each other. What mattered was that they were together again, after all this time. A small smile came over her lips, and Clarke found herself unable to stop staring at her boyfriend. Not just because he was sexy, but also because she still worried that this was a dream and that she'd wake up back in the Sky Box, alone and waiting to be floated.
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Well, I would love to show you everything I want, but we need more room, more time, and more equipment. I can tell you what I want, though. Id love to tie you up with more rope: hands behind your back, elbows, ankles, thighs Id love to find some nipple clamps. Id love to spank you with my hand and my belt. Id love to rough you up, pin you down. Id love to keep a gag in your mouth for a while and listen to your sexy muffled noises. I want to fuck your tits. I want to fuck your feet. I want to fuck your ass, too. There are so many things I would love to try with you but we cant do them all tonight. Just think about those things. Maybe we can try everything soon.
Jason stopped talking after that, letting Clarke know about his bondage fetish, his foot fetish, and his desire to explore things other than just vanilla, vaginal sex with her. He wanted to be rough, tie her up, and especially gag her. For now, though, this was enough. Besides, it was quite attractive to see her breasts so perky and pushed out like this.
Finally, he decided that Clarke was right about the teasing. It was time to fuck her. I love you. He whispered softly and delicately, leaning down to kiss her lips. His hands gripped her bound ones and he could not help but lean down to kiss each of her nipples, now rubbing his cock against her tight, wet pussy. I also would love for you to fight against me. To make me chase you down and tie you up as you tried to escape. The male added, going deeper into his fantasy as he pulled her bound hands down to feel and rub his cock again to make him a little harder before they started as he slipped a couple fingers back inside the blonde, wanting to make her soaking.
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"I love all of those ideas that you have in mind," Clarke said and then she smiled once Jason finished telling her what he wanted them to do together. "I don't have a problem with any of that. But, you know, if we do, uh.. anal.." She said, and a small blush covered her cheeks. "It would have to be slow, since we've never done that before," The blonde reminded him. His confession of love to her was nothing new, but she loved hearing it all the same. "I love you, too. I have for as long as I can remember." Their lips met after they spoke, the kiss slow and sweet.
She was happy as Jason grabbed her bound hands. The smile she was wearing fell away and a moan left her lips as her boyfriend started to kiss both of her nipples. The feel of his mouth on her skin was amazing. And when he rubbed his cock against her, the young woman thrust against him. "We can't do that right now, but later, we'll definitely have some fun doing that." Clarke let him pull her hands closer to his cock, and she didn't waste any time and rubbed it with her hands, slipping her fingers around it and getting a decent grip.
The blonde had never had a problem with touching or stroking her boyfriend before and she wasn't going to have a problem with it now. Her hands eagerly worked his cock, squeezing just enough to arouse him, and then resuming stroking and teasing her hands and fingers over Jason's skin. Unable to help herself and wanting more out of what they were doing, she leaned over and kissed his lips once more, sliding her tongue against his lower lips and seeking entry to his mouth. Clarke sighed happily against his lips. She loved the things they did together.
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It made Jason happy when Clarke agreed to try everything he suggested, especially when she agreed to trying anal sex. Yes, he understood that they would have to take it slowly but Jason was willing to do that. He knew there was not much they could do right now, but Jason was just so damn excited and eager to try new things with Clarke now. Each night, they could try something different. It would never become repetitive and Jason loved that idea. Just when he thought his girlfriend could not become anymore perfect, she always surprised him in the most amazing ways.
Now, he was ready to actually have sex with her. Reaching down, Jason stopped her hands from stroking him and pulled her bound, tied hands against his chest where his own hands held hers. The kiss was not broken as Jason moved his hips around, creating friction against the blondes tight, wet sheath. Even though she was tied up and everything about this was kinky: having sex in such an open spot, having sex with other people around, and using bondage. That did not matter. Jason wanted to take it slow and be gentle with Clarke. It was still making love in his opinion.
He continued kissing the love of his life, using as much tongue in the kiss as he could manage. Finally, he raised his hips high and slowly lowered them, sliding his thick, long, throbbing cock inside of Clarke. She barely touched him yet he was already as hard as he could be, mainly because of seeing her hands tied together. He slowly started thrusting inside of Clarke, sliding the tip of his cock as far inside of her as he could. While one hand continued holding Clarkes bound hands, Jason moved his free one to start freely fondling and massaging her breasts. I love you. Jason breathed out yet again against her lips as they kissed.
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"I love you too," Clarke said, and smiled as she replied. She lifted her bound hands as much as she could, and cupped Jason's face in her hands. His body still moved against hers, and the blonde moaned as their hips kept rocking into each other. Her moans got louder and louder as they continued to have sex. The young woman rubbed one of her feet, against her boyfriend's ankle, and a grin appeared on her lips. "Think the others can hear us?" She asked, and a few moments later, she began to slam her hips back against his with dangerous force.
"When we get back to camp after checking out Mount Weather and getting the supplies, what's the first that you wanna do to me?" The words were said with a smirk, and she reached
out and tugged on Jason's hair a little, laughing softly after doing so. "Hey Jase..." She said a few moments later, after silence had fallen between them. They were enjoying each other's bodies, and the blonde figured that they could put one of his ideas into action now, instead of having to wait and do everything later. "Maybe we could... try one of your ideas. We don't have to wait to do everything when we're back at camp," Clarke suggested and gave him a smile. "I mean, I was hoping we could... maybe try anal? Though we would need to start off slow since it's a new thing for us."
After saying what she had to say, the blonde fell silent once more and she just waited to see what her boyfriend would say. She didn't know if he would agree or not. It had only been mentioned in passing earlier when they were discussing all of the things that he wanted to do to her. "It's okay if you wanna go ahead and do it now. And it's okay if you don't. If you
want to just wait until later. All you have to do is tell me what you want to happen here." An easy smile came over her lips now and she reached out to caress his face as she waited
for his answer.
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Jason was truly getting into the moment with Clarke, unable to think about anything else. However, when she mentioned the idea of trying anal sex right now, Jason could not resist. The male had just assumed his girlfriend would not want to try that tonight when they were in an unsafe location. She had surprised him though. Of course, he would love to do it. After thrusting inside of Clarke one more time, Jason kissed her passionately on the lips and spoke after the kiss had ended. Yes, Princess. Id love to try anal sex right now. I promise to be slow with it, like you said. I think Im going to gag you as well. The male whispered softly, looking deep into her eyes again.
He looked in a nearby backpack they had and found some white cloth. It might be used to bandage a wound or something, but he found it far more useful now. He unfolded it until it was slightly rolled up and could fit in between her teeth. Open your mouth, my love. Jason ordered softly and pressed the cloth in between her teeth and in between her lips. Once Clarke was properly gagged, Jason kissed her over the lips and the cloth. This wont keep you silent, but it will muffle your moans. I am not doing this because I want you quiet. Actually, this is because I bet your muffled moans will sound so fucking sexy. I hope you will entertain me with them. The dark-haired male smirked before kissing down her neck.
Finally, he pulled out of Clarke and flipped the girl onto her stomach. Both of their pants slid down even more. Since her hands were tied in front, it was perfect for this. She could sit on her hands and knees like this so it would hopefully be easier. Once she was upright on her knees, Jason sat upright as well and used his hands to part her ass cheeks, revealing her tight little rosebud. He moaned softly at the sight, of his deep fantasy coming true after so long. Jason rubbed the head of his cock against her entrance and just slowly pushed forward, sliding inside of her ass for the first time ever, but stopping after a couple inches entered her so she could get used to the feeling.
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Clarke paused where she was as a harsh pain came over her. She remained on her hands and knees and breathed through the pain, not moving, not doing much of anything but biting down on her lower lip and working through it. The blonde really did want to do this with her boyfriend. It would just take her some time to get used to it. Jason wasn't small below the waist, and after making sure to take the time to get used to it, she finally started to move her body back against his, a while later. "I love you," The young woman told her boyfriend,
as she pushed back against him and took him deeper inside of her.
The gag that was on her lips muffled her words, but she knew that he had understood her. They had been together for so long, that they knew each other better than anyone else did. She prepared herself to take the rest of Jason's cock inside of her ass, and then the young woman nodded to her boyfriend that he could keep going. A small smile formed on her lips and the blonde grabbed onto the blankets that were underneath her, as much as she could to keep her balance, as he started to thrust against her. It was a good thing that he had gagged her.
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When Jason felt Clarke thrusting her ass against him, he knew that she was ready for more of his cock. Then, he finally entered deeper inside of her and listened to the blonde say that she loved him. However, the cleave gag muffled her words and damn Jason nearly came that instant. It was the first time she ever said anything to him with a gag in her mouth and the words she chose were special. It turned him on and made him swell with love. Now, though, he focused on sending his entire manhood inside of Clarke when she was ready for him. Once the tip of his cock reached as deep inside her anal cavity as he could, the male pulled back until the tip was almost out of her ass before thrusting forward again.
He filled her up each time, moaning softly each time as his breathing became raspy and his chest heaved heavily. He could barely contain himself and wanted Clarke to know how he felt. Oh, fuck this is better than I ever imagined, Princess. I love you so much. I love tying you up. I love gagging you. It wont be long before I cum inside of your ass. He promised her, eager to fill the blonde with his seed as it was definitely his favorite activity. That much was fore certain.
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"You've always been a little obsessed with my ass," Clarke said and laughed softly, moaning as Jason thrust against her. "I love you, too, Jase. You're the most important person in the world to me," The blonde admitted, and smiled a little, embarrassed. She fell silent a moment later, as the two of them kept thrusting against each other. The young woman was eager for her boyfriend to start pounding her, and making her scream. They had been playing it safe so far, but at the moment, she really didn't care about playing it safe. She wanted a hard and fast fuck, and for him to give it to her.
"I want you to grab onto my breasts and then let loose on me," The blonde told her boyfriend a second later. "Don't worry about hurting me or scaring me, I'll be fine. I trust you and love you, and I know that you would never cause any permanent damage to me or my body. I just really need you, need this right now. I want to forget about what's waiting for us back at camp, and just use these next few hours alone to remind each other how much we love each other. What do you say?" Clarke asked and used one of her hands to reach out for his.
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With the gag in between her lips, it was more difficult to understand Clarke but he did understand. Not only did she communicate what she wanted to Jason, but she also turned on her boyfriend immensely by just talking. It helped that she was talking about him fucking her, too. He agreed with what she said. Ok, Princess. I think thats a wonderful idea. The male murmured and held her bound hands for a moment. Then, he released them and reached down to grab her large, perky breasts. He squeezed them roughly and helped Clarke sit upright on her knees, her back against his chest. With a smile on his face, he began kissing down her neck as he rotated his hips against her ass.
Finally, he was ready to give Clarke exactly what she needed. The male suddenly thrust forward and forced his cock inside of the blonde. He moaned out her name lowly against her ear. It made the man so turned on as he thrust harder and faster than ever before, just ripping her anal wall apart and forcing her to accept his girth. He turned her face so he could kiss her over the gag. His moans picked up pace again as he thrust as hard as he could, slamming his hips violently into her ass with each thrust.
Trikru and Azgeda have been at war for years. Queen Nia sought out to destroy all of Trikru, especially the commander of Trikru, Lexa. Even though traditional Grounder culture abhorred warriors from loving, a recent change of ideals sent shockwaves through the ranks. It did start at the top with the commander. For as long as Carter could remember, he had loved Lexa. They were best friends as children and grew up fighting together. Not being a nightblood, Carter never fought in the conclave but he sure as hell helped Lexa train. Years later, Lexa was the commander and Carter was the most feared warrior in the Woods Clan.
Over one year ago, things changed. Carter led a troop of Trikru warriors out into the open. Ice Nation had attacked. They received a distress call from an area near the boundary of Ice Nation. In the end, the distress call was a hoax. It was a trap. The small group of warriors were all killed: except for Carter. He was taken hostage and brought into the heart of Ice Nation. Queen Nia and various members of Azgeda tortured him throughout the year. They tried to break him and give up secrets about Lexa and his clan. Somehow, the male endured it all and never spoke a single word.
His entire body was bruised, beaten, battered, and scarred. He was currently held captive in a cell deep in the heart of the Azgeda people. It looked hopeless but he would never give up and he would never tell anything to the enemy about the woman he loved. He would endure every ounce of pain they gave him if it meant keeping her safe. Little did he know that Trikru was marching, intending to attack and finally Free Carter from this place.
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They attacked each other like the world was going up in flames. The grip they had on each other was tight, and the force with which they thrust against each other was harsh and unrelenting, and they both loved it. The gag that was on Clarke's lips was sure getting a work out as she moaned against it loudly, and as she kept fucking back against Jason. It
was a good thing that it was never far from them, otherwise doing this and her loud moans would have been pretty embarrassing, since it would normally be loud enough for the
others to hear.
Clarke cried out in pleasure at a particular brutal thrust from her boyfriend, as Jason pounded away at her. She nearly lost her balance from where she was on her hands and knees,
but thankfully, he seemed to realize this and corrected his actions. The pace was still frantic and rough, but it had paused for a few seconds, to let the blonde find her grip once more. And once she had, they were back at it, slamming into each other and moaning like whores, but who cared as long as they enjoyed it? It's not like anyone could stop them, anyway.
After much planning and lots of time had passed, they were finally ready. Lexa stood before her troops and allies. There were hundreds of people here that were ready to launch this attack on Ice Nation. The people of Azgeda had been causing problems and pain for too long, and now it was time to end this. Trikru had banded together with two other clans, Floukru and Broadleaf and were in agreement that the time had come to get rid of the threat. Everything had been planned out and now they were on the border that led to the home of their enemies.
After saying a Grounder prayer for her partner and for everyone involved, she stepped forward, raised her sword into the air and shouted the Grounder work for attack. As soon as the words left her lips, chaos ensued. There was an agreement between the clans that no children would be hurt or killed in this attack. Children were not to blame for what was happening. Babies, toddlers, and preteens would be taken in and looked after by most of the women. Teenagers would be held until after the war, and then they would be killed if found to be a threat.
If they weren't found to be a threat, the teenagers would be welcomed into one of the three clans. Lexa made her way through the fighting and killing, killing any adult from Azgeda that got in her way. 15 minutes after they had reached Ice Nation, it became apparent that Roan and the throne were aware of the attack and were now fighting back. Good. That was what they wanted. It didn't mean anything if they just slaughtered their enemies without any kind of fight. She kicked and punched one Ice Nation soldier, and then rammed her sword through his chest.
This was followed by another attack where she slipped her sword into the sheath on her back and jumped another Ice Nation soldier, wrapping her arms around his neck and moving her hands to his face, where she hooked her fingers into the man's eyes, clawing at them like an animal, never releasing the man even as blood fell from his eyes, until he went limp in her arms, dead. A satisfied and violent smile appeared on her lips as she continued. There was screaming and crying and fire all around her and she enjoyed it. This is what they had come here for.
Lexa made her move on a male guard who was both twice her size and twice her weight, but she didn't care. He was in her way, and the only way to rectify that, was by killing him. The brunette managed to duck a blow from the man and countered with one of her own, punching him in the stomach, and then stepping back. He countered with thrusting his sword at her, and hers hit his with a clang. The male kicked her knee which caused her to lose her balance and go down, and then he kicked her sword out of her hand. But that didn't matter to her.
He brought his sword down, ready for the killing blow, but she was ready for it. The young woman looked up just as the sword came down, and gripped it tightly in one hand, blood flowing freely as she kept her grip on the sword and got to her feet once more. Lexa tightened her grip even more, and then kicked out and ripped the sword from the man's hand.
Just as she was about to execute him, she heard the sound of feet approaching her, and used the sword to stab the soldier in the chest, just she was attacked by two other Ice Nation soldiers.
Lexa fought, but a third one joined in and came up behind her. She was unable to do anything as a hand went around her neck, a sword was rammed into her hip, and then some kind of cloth was shoved over her mouth. It only took a few moments for whatever was on the cloth to take effect. The brunette knew that something was wrong when everything around her began to blur before her.
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Even though Jason wished this could last forever, his orgasm was swiftly approaching. The male pressed another harsh kiss onto her gagged lips after thrusting one more time inside of his girlfriends ass. When he thrust as deep into the blonde as he could, he felt his orgasm reach. His entire cock felt like it was electrified. The muscles clenched and flexed repeatedly until he spurted out four massive explosions of his hot, sticky semen. The cum from his cock exploded in ropes inside of Clarkes ass, filling up her tight hole to his pleasure. A moan of her name left his lips as he emptied inside of Clarke.
Once he reached that orgasm, he started calming down but he kept his cock buried inside of her rear, their bodies pressed together. He dropped Clarke back down and rested against her as well. He looked deep into her eyes while slowly untying the knots on the rope around her wrists. It was not exactly easy to untie her since he bound her so firmly, but he did it and soon her hands were free. Of course, he had to get one more kiss in over the gag before he untied the gag from her lips as well. Once that fell away, his arms wrapped tight around the blonde, pulling her into his body.
Deep inside the heart of Ice Nation, Carter lay lifeless in the same cell he had been held in for the past year. The male had been long stripped of his clothing. There were dozens of scars, cuts, and stab wounds along his back, chest, and abdomen. His face was all bruised and beaten. His hair had become unruly and his beard had grown thick as well. Right now, the male was currently handcuffed with his hands behind his back and around a metal pole in the center of the cell. There was another pole just like that, six feet away from him.
Even when the attack started, Carter had not known what was going on. There was so much commotion but he hardly comprehended anything anymore. There was only one thing that kept him moving each day, and that was the thought of Lexa. If he stayed strong, she would be safe. Trikru would be safe. He could die with honor and with love, knowing that he did not betray Lexa. It meant she could move on and find someone else and live out her days as the commander. Even moreover, Carter had no idea about the new threats they were dealing with outside of Azgeda.
Back outside, the soldiers that knocked Lexa out with the cloth dragged her towards the Capitol building. Roan, the Queen, and anyone who was someone important gathered to see Lexa. Now, they could torture her just like they did with Carter. They knew that. However, Lexa was a warrior and they figured it would be useless just like it had been with Carter. Plus, they needed Lexa so hurting her physically and literally was not on their list of priorities. Now that they had Lexa, they could do away with Carter.
The Queen ordered for the soldiers to take the unconscious woman down into the basement where the prisoners were kept. Chain her up to the post beside her boyfriend and then start torturing Carter again until she agreed to their terms. They would keep Carter alive long enough for Lexa to cooperate. They noticed how she was wounded on her palm and her hip. Before taking her down, they did ensure to clean up her wound and wrap it up so nothing became infected. Even while this happened, the chaos ensued outside and the war continued outside as the Capitol building was still too strong to penetrate so far.
Finally, the soldiers brought Lexa down into Carters cell. Still, he was out of it and unaware of what was happening. They stripped Lexa of all her weapons and sat her down onto the ground, her back against the pole. They bound her hands behind her back with rope, tying a tight knot around her hands. Then, they used more rope to bind her ankles together to prevent her from doing anything with her legs as well. After Lexa was bound like this, they left the couple alone in the cell. It would be up to Lexa to wake up now as they would all wait outside and listen out of sight. Carter still was not coherent enough to understand who was in the same room as him.
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Clarke was happy to curl into Jason's side, once they had made love and once he had removed the gag from her lips. "I love you, Jase." She told him softly, and then peppered kisses all over his neck. Once her boyfriend had fallen asleep, the blonde just laid there for a while, ran her fingers through his hair and enjoyed the peace and quiet that surrounded them. The sound of rain started and the sound of it against the tent they were using, was soothing. The young woman laid there and continued to run her fingers through his hair, letting her mind
go blank.
Jason was her family now. They were all that was left of their families and it scared her, though she would never admit it. Yes, she loved her boyfriend more than anything in the world. But it was hard to know and accept that each other were the only things they had left of their old life. With both of their families gone, they were all that remained and it made her sad. Many thoughts swirled around in her mind for a long time, and Clarke was unable to sleep. But eventually, the young woman forced her thoughts towards focusing on the future, and eventually she finally found enough peace to sleep.
Lexa was immediately aware of where she was, once she opened her eyes and looked around. Her wounds were stitched up and the young woman found herself chained to a post. The brunette looked at the person beside her, and her breath froze in her throat at the sight of a bruised and beaten Carter. She didn't know if he was still alive, as he wasn't moving, but
she hoped for the best. A sad smile came to her lips as she kept her eyes on him and forced herself to remain calm as she spoke. The words were kind, and of no use to anyone who might be listening.
But they were how she felt. And all that mattered was that he hopefully heard them. "Your strength, stubbornness, and sheer force of will will continue to get you through this. You are
the strongest person I know, and the most stubborn. For you to have survived this long, it just reminds me what I already know. Which is how special you are. How loyal you are. How strong you are. You are mine. You have been for as long as I can remember. That will never change. If you need permission to let go, then you have it. I will never deny you what you need."
"But if you can hear me, and if you have any fight left in you, I ask you to cling to that and let it guide you. We will get through this. We are both strong and we will NOT be broken by someone who does not understand love and loyalty. You need to keep fighting. We have not fought so hard and so long for us to lose each other now. I will NOT allow it," Lexa said,
her expression turning fierce and angry. "Listen to my voice, and let it guide you. I have never steered you wrong before and I never will. Remember, you are mine. And I refuse to
give up on what is mine."
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Jason slept peacefully for most of the night. He did toss and turn occasionally but the feeling of a familiar body pressed against his own helped soothe him. It was early into the next morning hours when the sound of a scream woke Jason up from his slumber. The male jumped up quickly and saw that Clarke was alright beside him. Looking at the blonde, he pressed a finger to his nose to keep her quiet. Lets check it out. You still have that gun you took from Bellamy, right? Jason asked his girlfriend before looking out the entrance.
Just then, he heard a gunshot sound. He looked to Clarke and they realized that the gun was missing. It was unlikely anyone took it during the night inside their tent so someone must have taken it yesterday before they made camp. Nonetheless, Jason grabbed a knife from camp and slowly peered out first, motioning for Clarke behind him. He would not let her stay anywhere alone. Monty and Jasper were both emerging as well. They were unharmed but the middle tent with Atom and Octavia was empty. Did anyone hear anything else before that scream? Jason asked but nobody did.
Lexa? The commanders name sounded like a statement, a question, a prayer, and confusion all at once. Carter thought he heard Lexas voice. Perhaps he was only imagining it. This would not be the first time. Where did he go when the pain became unbearable? He went to Polis and Lexas chambers where they slept together every night in the same bed. They could sit and talk for hours because Lexa always asked him for advice. It seemed the past commanders approved of Carter and approved of this newfound love. Being a commander did not mean being alone anymore. Carter showed that to Lexa, the woman that he loved more than anything in this world. He became a great warrior because he wanted to protect their clan and Lexa, especially.
Even if Lexa said anything else after this, Carter was still too out of things to respond. Just then, the sound of clapping hands erupted. It was none other than Roan with his mother, Queen Nia. Isnt this just sweet? The queen drawled with an evil smirk on her face. You know what, Lexa? I have to hand it to him. We tortured him each and every day over the past year. Still, he hasnt said a word that will help us. Honestly, Im getting tired of dealing with it each day. Love is a mysterious thing, isnt it? Itll make him endure unimaginable pain just because it meant keeping you and the clan safe. Weve tried everything but he wont talk.
Roan looked down at Carter and scoffed. It doesnt look like hes in any condition to talk anyways. Now, we have you here. Thats even better. Dont be surprised if Carters not the same. Weve filled his mind with stories about you, how you gave up on finding him, how you started whoring yourself around to the clan. Yet, he still believed in you and wont accept a word we say. I dont know how youve done this. Roan mused, showing how Carter would never believe Lexa would give up on him just as he did not give up on her. That was true love.
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"We need to find Octavia and Atom," Clarke said to the other teenagers, once Jasper and Monty had joined them. "Keep your knives and any other weapons you have, handy just in case." A few moments later, they started to leave the camp they had made. Looking for their two missing friends. "Wait, there's a blood trail," She said and motioned for the three males to kneel down to where she was so they could see it. The blonde poked at the blood with one of her fingers and then wiped that same finger off on some nearby grass. "It's fresh blood.
We should keep following the trail and hopefully it'll lead us to them."
The four of them walked for about 15 minutes, following the trail of blood. There was the sound of footsteps, and the blonde raised her knife, as did the others, ready to attack. A sigh of relief left her lips when it turned out to be Octavia, though the relief quickly left, when she got a good look at the other girl. The brunette's clothes were ripped, she had deep scratches all over her face, neck and arms. The gun dangled from her hand, and a lost expression was on her face. "Octavia, are you alright? What happened?" Clarke asked, moving to her side quickly.
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"I killed Atom," Octavia said softly. The gun slipped from her hand and fell to the ground. "He tried... He tried... It doesn't matter," The young woman said a moment later, not going into more detail. Her face was pale and she felt like she was about to be sick. "You can have the gun back now. I'm going back to camp in a few hours. Don't bother trying to follow me." After she spoke, she pushed past the four of them and walked back to the small camp they had made together, sitting down on the ground, with her back against a tree. A few moments later, the brunette closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep.
Lexa looked up at the sound of clapping, and saw Queen Nia, and Roan. The older woman's words caused her to gain strength from them. "He is more loyal than you could ever hope to be. You are a power hungry snake and it does not matter what you do to us. You will get what is coming to you one day. Maybe not now, but karma will eventually catch up to you and kick your ass. So when you leave here, just know that you have not won. There are plenty of other clans out there that will fight you and will kill your people. If you were smart, you would put an end to the needless violence."
"But you are not smart. You are greedy, a traitor, and a liar. To your own flesh and blood, and to your people. Your people deserve better than a leader like you, who does not truly care about them. I know they will one day see through the lies you have told them. And when that happens, they will kill you. Whether I am dead or alive when that happens, I will celebrate. Because it will mean an end to the misery you have caused too many people for too many years. So it does not matter if you kill me, there are still smart and capable people who see through your lies and who will resist you."
Lexa stopped speaking a moment later, and listened to Roan speak. After a few minutes, she spoke again. "Whatever Carter is or is not, is NONE of your business. He knows where my loyalties lie, as I know where his lie. He knows me and I know him. He is not foolish to accept the words of strangers, over his own experiences that we have shared together. So, go make yourself useful and slit your own throat, before someone smarter comes along and does it for you. You will get nothing out of either of us. But, it does not bother me. It is your time that is wasted."
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Yes, they needed to find Atom and Octavia. Bellamy would have their heads on a spike if something happened to his sister on this trip even if it was not their fault. The group of four teenagers walked until Clarke spotted the fresh blood. Now, Jason was an excellent tracker so he knelt down and spotted the two distinct footprints that followed along the blood trail. Jesus, there was so much blood! Jason had no idea what could have happened. He was almost afraid to find out but he made sure to keep close by Clarke in case he needed to protect her from something.
This continued for another 15 minutes until Octavia appeared behind them. Jasper looked the most concerned out of everyone. It was obvious that he already felt attracted to Octavia. She looked beaten, battered, and bruised. Jason felt bad for his friend but he wondered what did this to her. Wheres Atom? Were you two attacked? Jason questioned, not thinking about the reality of the situation and what actually happened between her and Atom. It was not until she admitted that she killed Atom and then she dropped the gun after refusing to explain anything to the others. Not knowing her true intentions, Jason grabbed the gun immediately and held it so Octavia did not shoot anyone else.
Clearly, they could not just let Octavia sit there. Jasper volunteered to talk to her. Nodding, Jason watched as Jasper followed Octavia. They watched from afar as he spoke, crouching down beside her. Octavia, what happened? What did he try to do? It does matter? If you killed him, I know you have a good reason. Just tell me what happened, please. Help me understand why you killed him. Did he try to hurt you? Jasper asked, clearly not going anywhere until Octavia gave him an answer. Jason was wary as he stayed with Clarke and Monty. They could not let just anyone kill someone else. He hoped Octavia had a good reason for this.
Queen Nia found it almost laughable when she listened to Lexa berate both herself and her son. She really thought that the Woods Clan could win this war. Ice Nation had better warriors and had so many people in their cause. She was not worried about Lexa and certainly not about Trikru. As far as she knew, Trikru was being slaughtered right above them this very moment. Nonetheless, she approached Lexa with a sadistic smirk on her face. She reached down and placed some hair strands behind Lexas ear as she spoke to her. Stupid girl. Your youth shows. You know nothing. Ive been doing this three times as long as youve been alive. I know what we need to do to get what we want. You speak about peace but war is the only way. Soon, I will be the Queen of all the clans and all of your people will serve me if they do not fight for me. I dont think youll be around to see that day, though. You will be the first casualty when the time comes.
However, commander, your time is not today. I am afraid that today, you will say goodbye to your lover. He will die right in front of you and you will live on with the pain of knowing you couldnt stop it. I know that will break you more than anything we could do. One day, I will kill you but I need you for my cause. I dont need Carter anymore. For a year, we tried to get him to give you up, but he did not. If love was not a weakness, I would admire his courage: but I dont. Love is weakness, Commander. Thats the first mistake you made.
The Queen stopped talking and suddenly nodded her head. Roan approached the lifeless Carter and punched him over the face a couple times. After that, he grabbed a searing, hot piece of pipe that was dipped into some sort of molten fire and it was brandished against his abdomen. This woke Carter up as he screamed out in pain, but not as loud as some people would as he tried to hold onto his pride. After pulling back, now Carter was awake and grimacing, still not knowing that Lexa was there.
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Octavia felt like she was about to throw up. She didn't want to talk about what had happened with Atom. But the brunette knew that the others were worried and scared, and now that she had confirmed that she had killed Atom, they deserved to know the truth. "Atom and I had been flirting off and on with each other around camp for the last few weeks. And since you and Monty are best friend's and were bunking together and since Jason and Clarke are together and bunking together, that meant that he and I would need to bunk together and use the third tent."
"I didn't have a problem with that, because he was good friends with Bellamy, and that made me trust him. And so when the four of you went in your tents to relax and go to sleep, Atom and
I decided to go for a walk. I should also say that while all of us were walking earlier, I had stolen the gun from Clarke. I'm a decent pickpocket. But anyway, I had the gun on me in case of trouble, and we went out into the woods for some alone time. I had thought that he just wanted to talk or make out." Octavia looked at the ground, as she couldn't meet Jasper's eyes as she said this next part.
"We were making out and he kept trying to get me to do more. I refused and he got angry. Atom pinned me to the ground with all his body weight and tried to.. rape me.. He scratched my face, my arms, my neck, and grabbed one of my arms so tightly that I was afraid he was going to break it. He pinned that arm to the ground, and didn't stop. I fumbled for the gun with my other hand, as he ripped my shirt. I screamed and he slapped me and tried again, still pulling at my clothes. I finally had a good grip on the gun, and I shot him...." The whole thing was said softly, Octavia unable to believe that she had been stupid enough to trust someone that she didn't know.
"He will never tell you anything. It does not matter what you do to him. Just as I will never betray him, he will never betray me. You say love is weakness, but that only tells me that you have no idea what love is, and that you have never been in love. I can not believe I am saying this, but I feel sorry for you. You are a horrible person and a horrible mother. I am surprised that you let Roan back in the family, it only took you three damn years to get over a mistake that YOU made, not your son." Lexa fell silent after speaking, and listened to Nia go on and on for a while.
The hair on the back of her neck stood up when Nia made a suggestion, that made Lexa's blood run cold. "So, you get a sick pleasure out of seeing people do something you can no longer do? Is that it? You like to watch? You are a disgusting excuse for a human being.." The words were cut off when Roan called for some of the Ice Nation guards. A scream left the young woman's lips when one of the guards unchained her from the wall, pressed his hand tightly against her injured hip, and practically dropped her down beside Carter.
Lexa glared at her with as much hate as she could muster, promising herself and Carter that they would get revenge. Nia would be killed. Carter was conscious now, but she didn't know if he was fully aware of the situation they were in. "I love you," She told him, trying to make this easier on both of them. A few moments later she said, "I do not care if you kill me. I accepted my fate long ago. I am willing to die if it means protecting my people. At least I would die with honor. Something you know nothing about." The young woman swallowed harshly but otherwise didn't react, as Roan punched Carter several times, and then burned him with a hot pipe. Her eyes remained on her lover as he was tortured, talking soothingly to him in the Grounder language, saying a prayer for him.
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The other delinquents would be idiotic to not ask Octavia questions after a gunshot was fired and Atom was missing. Did she just expect them to ignore it? Jasper knew that Octavia did not feel great about it so he was trying to be tentative about the entire thing, thankful she did not have the gun anymore. She was being flirted with by Atom and that was fine, but they went for a walk and she had stolen the gun. Their alone time turned into something more. She was almost raped and the injuries she had proved consistent with her story. Jasper did not think that she was making this up. After she said that, jasper frowned and sat down beside Octavia. He wanted to hug her but figured that was the last thing she would want: human contact after almost being sexually assaulted.
I am so sorry about that, Octavia. I will tell the others. You just try to get some rest now. Is there anything I can do for you? he asked quietly and waited for her to finish and say what she wanted. After that, he left Octavias tent. By this time, Monty and the other two had returned. Jasper looked to Jason and Clarke, explaining what happened. They found the body on the way back and Jason wondered if they should bury him or not, but it was the middle of the night. Jason was pissed that Octavia took the gun but he could not stay pissed knowing what happened to her.
Fine. Well just try to get some sleep again. Theres nothing we can do with the body now anyways. We cant dig a grave out here. We dont have anything. Monty and Jasper, you two can take turns watching her tent from outside to make sure she doesnt try to do anything stupid. Obviously, dont go into her tent. Just sit outside and watch. When you two have had watch for equal time, just get me and Ill take it the rest of the night.
Finally, Carter become entirely conscious. He looked into Lexas eyes and realized that she was here. Lexa He breathed out, reaching to touch her face. Just then, he saw the many Ice Nation guards around them and listened to what the Queen wanted them to do. She said that this would give them one more time together before she called Carter in front of his lover. Since they were not worried about Carter attacking anyone, they waited until he had pulled all of Lexas clothes off. Then, they tossed him some chains. Roan told him to chain Lexas hands behind her back.
Having no choice but to comply, he wrapped the chains around her wrists and finally attached the lock onto her wrists. After chaining her, Carter sat down against the wall again and pulled Lexa down into his lap so she was straddling him. I love you so much, lexa. Dont ever forget that. It seemed that he was truly dying here today and that hurt, but at least he got to see Lexa one more time as they locked eyes. Even if this was sick for Nia to do, that did not matter. Carter just wanted to feel her one more time.
Since he had already been stripped, there was nothing less to do. When Lexa was on his lap again, he started kissing her on the lips and kissing her neck just like old times. If he closed his eyes, he could picture them back in her chambers in Polis where they were alone and they were together without a care in the world. He trapped her lower lip between his teeth and continued kissing her with all the passion that he could, moaning softly into her mouth. I love you, Lexa. I will always love you.
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"No, thanks. I just wanna get some sleep and then we can go to Mount Weather, get the supplies and go back to camp. I just wanna forget this ever happened," She said softly. Once Jasper had left, the brunette wrapped herself up in the blankets and laid there, unable to fall asleep. She had killed Atom. And though it was in self defense, it was still a horrible thing. As the hours passed, every little sound made her flinch. Even those that she knew were from nearby animals. Octavia liked to think that she was a strong person, but what happened, or almost happened, had shaken her more than she wanted to admit.
After a few hours of just laying there, she finally gave up on sleep. The brunette started to pack away the sleeping supplies. Then she took down the tent and stuffed it into the bag, and just sat down on the ground outside. "How long are we gonna walk for today?" The young woman asked, keeping some distance between them. Octavia was pretty sure that he wouldn't try to hurt her like Atom had, but she was still scared, and figured that putting a little distance between them was for the best. The brunette took out a bottle of water from her bag and took a few sips, before putting it away once more.
Lexa smiled when Carter reached out and touched her face. It was a simple action, but one that said so much. Nia's words filled her with disgust, that they would take something so personal and do that in front of them. But if it was the last time she would get to be with the man she loved, then she would. There was no doubt about it. She would not let him die without letting him know just how much he meant to her. She kept her eyes locked on Carter's when they told him to chain her hands behind her back. "Do not bother arguing, just do what they say," The young woman said gently.
The feel of his hands on her body usually meant that they were going to love each other in the best way possible. But this time it meant that they were not in control of themselves or the situation. And that scared her more than she would ever admit out loud. Carter pulled her onto his lap so that she now straddled him. "I will never forget what you mean to me. You have
been the most important person in my life for as long as I can remember. That will never change." Their lips met, and she put every bit of love and passion that she had inside of her, into
the kiss.
Lexa closed her eyes and imagined that they were anywhere but here. Carter kissed her lips and then her neck, and she moaned softly. He trapped her lip between his teeth as they kept kissing. "You are mine. I love you more than anything. Nothing they say or do will change that. I know you know that, but it needs to be said." The two of them remained sitting there, alternating between talking and kissing. The pain in her hip was strong, but she ignored that in favor of giving all of her attention to Carter. She did not want to waste a single moment
of their last time together.
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After everything had calmed down, Jason returned to his tent with Clarke. He wrapped the blonde up tightly in his arms after they talked about everything. Jason decided that he would tell Bellamy what almost happened to Octavia. That could be dangerous because he might blame this group for something that Atom did. Nonetheless, Jason was not worried about that right now. Instead, he fell right asleep and kept the blonde wrapped up tightly in his arms. Outside of the tents, Monty took watch for the first three hours before finding Jasper. Before Octavia exited the tent, Jasper was only ten minutes away from finding Jason since that was the instructions.
Jasper woke up when Octavia was moving around. He saw the girl hold her backpack like she was getting ready to go. What are you doing, Octavia? You cant possibly go out on your own. Do you realize how stupid that is? We are going to help you through this, Octavia. Besides, if something happens to you, nobody will ever know. Please, dont go anywhere Octavia. If not for yourself, then do it for the rest of us. Your brother is a maniac and hell probably, literally kill us if something happens to you. It was a fair point. Plus, jasper was genuinely worried about Octavias well being, hoping that she would recover from what almost happened. He was willing to help her.
Carter soaked in every word that Lexa said. He hoped that she realized just how important she was to him as well. They could have ripped him apart piece by piece but he would never speak a word against her or Trikru. They realized that, and finally decided that the only thing they could do was capture Lexa herself. Even then, they wanted to torture Carter and Lexa further. However, before doing anything physical, Ice Nation and Queen Nia wanted to give them a taste of one another one more time. She might even let them say a proper goodbye. Her thinking was that Lexa would never get over how close she was to helping Carter. She was literally touching him, he was inside of her, yet he was killed in front of her eyes and she was allowed to live.
Carter, on the other hand, successfully blocked out everyone else. Looking deep into the commanders eyes, he leaned up to kiss her, sliding his tongue into her mouth and pinning down her tongue. One thing he did not forget in over a year of being tortured was how to love ad how to show Lexa that he loved her. That was something they could never take from him no matter how hard they tried. His hands slipped down onto her rear, squeezing her ass as he helped the woman slide down onto his hips.
The males flaccid cock was growing harder against her thigh and now he slowly pushed himself inside of the brunettes tight, wet pussy lips. He tilted his head backwards, moaning her name softly while kissing down her neck and down to her collarbone. I love you too, Lexa. You mean the world to me. He whispered, slowly rolling his hips against hers, thrusting up as he could. He moaned out once again as they were kissing passionately, his breathing becoming rapid already.
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"Calm down, Jasper. I never said that I was leaving. I'm just packing everything up, because it's no use leaving a mess out here when I can't sleep. I'm not leaving you guys. I'm not going anywhere. I just felt stupid lying there, not able to sleep. As for Bellamy, he's fine. He's not gonna do anything stupid, because I'm not going to give him a reason to. So, relax. Besides,
one nightmare inducing encounter is more than enough to last me a lifetime. I just figured you could use some company. You've got to be bored and tired of being out here babysitting
me."
"I appreciate the gesture, but it's unnecessary. I'm not gonna do anything stupid. I'm not gonna hurt any of you. I'm not gonna hurt myself. I did what I had to do to protect myself, and to keep him from hurting anyone else. I hate that it had to come to that, but it did and there's no changing how things turned out. Bellamy has always tried to shelter me from things, and it worked for a while. But he can't do that anymore. Some things there's just no keeping from happening. Or almost happening. Also, I'm gonna make sure that Bellamy doesn't blame any of
you for what almost happened. It's not any of you guys fault. It's my own fault, and Atom's fault, for being a jerk."
Lexa accepted Carter's cock inside of her, a moan leaving her lips as he kept thrusting. She carefully moved her body back against his as much as she could, given that her hands were still bound behind her back. Her hip was throbbing, but she forced herself to keep the pain off her face and completely out of her expression. This time was about her focusing on Carter and only him, and how much they loved each other. Their eyes remained locked as their bodies came together again and again. "I am sorry," She whispered to her lover. "I wish that we had more time."
"There are so many things that I wanted to say to you. So many things that I wanted us to do together. No matter what happens here, I will never forget you, and I will never love anyone as much as I love you." Lexa linked their lips together after speaking, needing that time to pull herself together. She was a strong woman, and could withstand many things. But losing her lover was something she had never imagined happening in her wildest nightmares. And the fact that it was happening, that she was losing him, was tearing her apart inside. Even if she refused to show it.
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Even though Jasper appreciated what Octavia was saying, he figured that it was no use. Bellamy would blame them all for what happened. There was no telling what he would do. Her brother was a psycho, really. The next few hours passed and Jasper decided not to wake Jason since he enjoyed sitting and talking with Octavia. He tried to help calm her down and just talk things out with her. He tried to make her smile and forget about what happened to the best of her ability. Finally, first light was here and Jasper said it was time they should wake the others. Jasper went to Jason and Clarkes tent, calling for them both saying that the sun had just risen.
Inside the tent, Jason was curled up with Clarke. He slept well considering their circumstances. Plus, he was exhausted from their fun last night. His eyes opened when Jasper said their names. He realized that Jasper never woke him for a shift on watch. Nonetheless, he greeted Clarke with a kiss when her eyes open, giving her a soft smile. Good morning, Princess. I guess it is time for us to get moving now. He purred lowly, nuzzling their noses together before pecking her lips one more time. Finally, Jason forced himself to sit up. He stretched out all his limbs and yawned, still feeling tired since they were so exposed all night and it was tough to sleep well.
Despite their situation, Lexas moans never failed to make Carter feel amazing. This was no different. Dont be sorry, my love. I regret nothing that Ive done with you. He whispered softly, kissing the girl softly across her neck. His breathing was rapid as his manhood throbbed inside of the love of his life. Dont worry about the things we didnt get to do. Just focus on the good memories. He murmured, his hands squeezing her ass firmly. Even though their time together was short and the future was bleak, Carter did his best to tune that out. Instead, he only focused on how Lexa felt, moving up and down against his cock. Not only was she his commander, but she was the love of his life.
Carter truly did not regret anything that they had done together. His lips remained locked on hers, his tongue sliding into her mouth. At least she knew just how much he loved her. That was all he wanted her to take away from this. His emotions were running wild right now as he thrust his hips upwards to meet hers with each and every kiss. He gripped her lower lip with his teeth, trying to take everything from this kiss that he could, keeping his bruised eyes wide open and locked with hers.
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Octavia had enjoyed Jasper's company once she had packed up her tent and just sat down against a tree and given up on sleeping. He was a nice guy, and she had known that from the start. But originally, she had gotten it into her head that she was somehow better than him, but that wasn't true. Jasper was a nice guy, and he was being a really good friend to her. The brunette wished that she knew how to repay him, and the only thing she could think to do besides hug him, which she was nowhere near ready to do, was to give him a small smile, and hope that he could read her appreciation in it.
Once he left to go wake the others, she stepped away to go get cleaned up on her own. The young woman went to the nearest pond and stripped off her clothes, forcing herself to ignore the cuts, and the large bruises that had formed all over her body from Atom's attack. Once she was clean, she changed into the clothes she had stored in the bag, and then went to meet back up with the others once more. Just wanting to forget that last night had ever happened in the first place. The brunette pushed her hair out of her eyes, stood there silently, and waited for the others.
Clarke gently kissed Jason back, and cuddled into his arms. "Morning Jase.." She said sleepily, kissing him back. She happily nuzzled her nose back against his, and then nodded at his words. "Yeah, I guess so." The blonde pecked another kiss against his lips, and then pulled back and moved to get up. "I'm gonna get dressed and then we can meet up with the others and continue walking to Mount Weather." A few moments later, she removed the little bit of clothes that she was wearing, reached out and grabbed her bag, and pulled out the new clothes to change into.
Once she was dressed, the blonde turned back to her boyfriend a few moments later. "Come on, Jase. Time to go, sleepy head." She laughed softly as she said the words, and when he didn't move, reached out and tickled him, knowing that it wouldn't allow him to stay asleep. "We really should get going before anything else happens," The young woman said, turning serious a few moments later. She sat down on the floor of the tent silently and watched as Jason got dressed.
"I feel like I wasted so much time in the beginning fighting this, fighting us. Fighting our feelings for each other. If I had known that our time together would be cut so short, I would have done
so much better by you.." Lexa told Carter, as they kept moving against each other. "You are the one that I wanted it all with. I have wanted it for years, and that will never change. I will never find someone like you. There is no one like you. You have made my life better by simply being in it." She finally stopped talking, and ran her lips over Carter's neck, kissing on the skin there.
Moans continued to leave her lips as their lovemaking got a little rougher, but not enough to do actual damage to each other. Lexa had forced the pain from her hip to the back of her mind. The only thing that she could focus on right now was the man she loved. Anything else could be dealt with later. If there even was a later for either or both of them. But she pushed those thoughts away, too. And just focused on the present, which was that she and the man she loved were still alive, and that was all that mattered. Her lips met his and she could feel their
time together ticking away.
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After Jason dressed, he climbed out of the tent with Clarke. Within minutes, he took down the tent and folded all the equipment back down to the smallest size. Then, all items he had used were packed into his particular backpack. Hopefully, they would only have to use this one more night before they were finished and could return back to camp without having to find a spot in the middle of the night. After making sure that everyone was ready to go, Jason led the charge with one of the maps in hand. He kept in mind that they needed to look for animals.
So far, they had seen none. Did the radiation wipe out all life, animals included? Jason feared it did. That would have not been the greatest thing. Surely, Mount Weather would have supplies. Even if it did, they could not sustain themselves for an eternity on those supplies. They would need to find more food. That thought pierced his mind until they found a deer grazing the ground. Unfortunately, it was mutated and had two faces. Because of that, now Jason worried if all remaining animals were mutated.
They did find a water source but before they could really explore to see if the water was fresh, they saw some movement of a large animal beneath the surface. It looked entirely unpleasant and told them that there were creatures in the water they did not know about or learn about on the Ark. Earth was a dangerous place and they had not even met the biggest threat at this time. The group continued on and Jason pointed out they were getting close according to the map, just hoping that everything worked out.
Carter chose not to dwell on the past. He might not have been as guilty as Lexa was in fighting the feelings, but he had at first. Nonetheless, it was not even important right now. All was important right now was making sure she knew how he felt. He continued to thrust up against her and kiss her passionately, holding her hands that were chained behind her back. He continued kissing her as hard as he could until his orgasm reached. He moaned out Lexas name and gave her one more passionate kiss on the lips as he released his hot, sticky semen inside the girl he loved.
Just after they both finished their orgasm, the Ice nation guards moved in. However, the sound of shouting down the hallway sounded. It was none other than Trikru warriors. They successfully reached the building. The Guards were killed and Queen Nia was speared in the chest, killing her on impact. However, Roan and others escaped. Trikru did not defeat Azgeda. They just slowed them down enough to help Lexa and Carter escape. They helped free Lexa and gave her clothing while they helped Carter at well though there was really nothing he could use to clothe himself. The male could barely walk so he had to be helped. They had no time to waste because Roan could be back with reinforcements since he escaped and was not captured by anyone.
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Octavia was quiet as they resumed the walk to Mount Weather. There wasn't much for any of them to say, except when Jason told them to turn left or right somewhere, as they continued
the walk. There were no signs of animals or wildlife for hours, until suddenly there was. The group came across a deer, but it was messed up from the radiation and had two faces. Seeing
that made her worry that all animals on earth were now poisoned by the radiation and useless for them to hunt to eat. A little while later they found some water, but it was inhabited by
an alligator or crocodile, and there was no way any of them were going after it.
She was glad when a few hours later, Jason pointed out that they were finally getting close to Mount Weather. "Let's take a small break and just rest for a few minutes," The brunette suggested to the rest of them. If there were almost there, then a small break wouldn't hurt them. And even if they weren't, well, a little rest never hurt anyone. They were all going
on hope, here. There was no telling if Mount Weather even still had the supplies that Jaha had told them about. She quickly pushed that thought away, determined not to let it stop
them from achieving their goal.
The sound of nearby shouting had never been more welcome in her opinion. Just as the Ice Nation guards had started to move in to kill both of them, the shouting in the hall started and
then the doors were shoved open and Trikru soldiers stormed the room. Relief filled every part of her being at the sight of the cavalry. Lexa had wasted no time getting Carter help, once
she had been freed. She barked out orders for some of the soldiers to locate clothes for him, and to make a pack to carry him home on. She made quick work of the clothes she was given.
And since they were unable to locate clothes for Carter, she just told them to cover him with any blankets they could find. Once that was done, all of them left as quickly as they could. Roan had managed to slip out during the madness and that was troubling, but something they would deal with later. Right now they needed to get the hell out of Ice Nation as soon as possible.
Lexa managed to stay upright the entire walk home, as she held Carter's hand, as some of the soldier's carried him on their back with packs. Her hip had started to bleed, and the pain was almost more than she could take.
But she refused to make their army stop. Carter and getting him help and the rest of their clan that was injured, and getting them looked after, was the most important thing. Their needs always came before hers, and she wouldn't have it any other way. As soon as they got home, she told the soldier's to bring Carter to get medical attention. Lexa also told them to find the
rest of their people that needed help and to give it to them. A few moments later, the pain in her hip had finally become more than she could take, and with her hands firmly against her
hip, she passed out.
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Only because Octavia had been through so much already, Jason decided they could rest. Alright. Well take a break. We can map out the last part of our route while we wait. Jason decided as he sat down against a tree, pulling Clarke down too. He saw as Jasper sat beside Octavia and Monty sat somewhat close to his friend and Octavia. While they were sitting, Jason wrapped his arms around Clarke, opening his legs and pulling her to sit in between them, her back against his chest. His arms tightly wrapped around her waist and he started kissing soft kisses down her neck just as a sign of affection.
Were almost there. I hope that when we return with the supplies we can carry, the others will agree with us and pitch in to help. Jason mused softly, their eyes locked together as he continued kissing her. They took a break for a good fifteen minutes before they got moving again. They were getting close it seemed. They reached the edge of some small cliff with a drop off above water. It looked like their only way across was to swing across. Jasper and Monty were afraid, not really wanting to go across. There was no chance Jason would let Octavia do that because Bellamy would have his head. Because of the unknown, he would not let Clarke do it either so Jason volunteer himself, reaching up to grab a vine overhead.
Even though they did not defeat Ice Nation, they did escape the most prominent place. Yes, they lost many warriors but they saved Lexa and Carter. They all returned to Polis. The first thing they did was take Carter and Lexa to the medical ward unit of Polis. It was not exactly the Commanders quarters, but it would function. With Lexas hip, some of the healers started working on her immediately while most of them worked with Carter. His wounds were much more severe than any injured warrior they had: burns, cuts, bruises, broken ribs, and other things they had no idea what could have caused such a mark. Clothes from his quarters with the commander were gathered and brought to him while they worked on him.
From everything that happened, Carter was passed out as well. However, he did have a bed in the medical unit right beside of Lexa. Within a few hours, they had helped the Commander and her boyfriend as much as possible. Their wounds were cleaned and stitched. All action that could be done had been taken. Now, they just had to wait for Lexa and Carter to wake up. The only one with the life threatening injury was Carter. His body endured so much this past year and it was preparing to shut down. Of course, Lexa would wake back up before Carter did. When that happened, he was just laying lifeless, his chest moving up and down slowly. At least he was back in Polis. Healers were constantly in and out of the area checking on these two important individuals along with the others.
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"Be careful, Jason." Clarke said immediately. She was worried about him falling into the water and getting bitten. Or about him falling somewhere else and just hurting himself. "Your huge
protective side is showing," The blonde teased her boyfriend and then pulled him close, kissing his lips, before letting him go and watching him grab the vine. "I'm not sure that's the best
way to go. But I don't see any other way for us to get across yet," She admitted, still unhappy with the idea. The young woman kept a close eye on the other three, as Jason got ready to swing across the water on the vine.
Jasper and Monty were afraid, and the blonde didn't blame them. She would have volunteered, but she knew that her boyfriend would never allow it. So, with a soft sigh, she stood there
and watched as Jason swung over to the other side of the water. Then let out a loud scream of alarm as her boyfriend suddenly let go of the vine and fell to the ground on the other side
of the water. "JASON!" The blonde screamed, worried about him, and she and the others tried to make their way over to him. It took them longer than Clarke wanted to think about, to
reach the area where Jason had gone down.
Lexa woke sometime later, and a sigh of relief left her lips as she realized that she and Carter were back at Polis, safe and sound. The young woman groaned as she moved off of her bed and walked over to her boyfriend, moving to sit in a chair that had been placed by his bed. She was careful of her damaged hip, and she was carefully seated, reached out with one hand, and took one of his hands into hers. "You are going to be okay now. I will not accept anything else. You did not make it through their cruelty for over a year, just to be taken from me now. You know how stubborn I am."
"You also know that I mostly get what I want. And what I want, is for you to be around for a long time. So you better not give out on me. I will not accept that." She glanced around the room and saw that the Healers were currently gone from their quarters, she leaned over and pressed a kiss to his lips. "You are the strongest person I know, and I need you to keep being strong for me. I am right here with you, and I will not leave you. I need you to get some rest, heal, and come back to me, my love." She reached out a hand and a moment later, gently stroked his face.
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When Jason landed, he barely reached the other side, but he was fine. Then, the male walked a few yards and found a sign. It read Mount Weather. At least they were in the correct location. Well, things were starting to change after that. He heard twigs snapping around him. At first, the male thought it was merely an animal. However, he soon realized that it was another human being. By the time he processed how impossible that was, he was being attacked! Jason fought back, jumping out of the way as a spear ripped through the right side of his body. It scraped the side of his body, probably hit a couple ribs but it missed most of him.
It hurt like hell and Jason pushed back against this person, throwing punches and eventually subduing him with a tight chokehold. Looking back to the others across the rocks, he called out. Dont you dare fucking swing over here. Just follow the water. Well see where I can cross back over! Jason called out like they had just went into a certain territory they were not supposed to be. They could talk about it later but the others tried to make sure that Clarke was following them down the rocky path near the water, hoping to find somewhere shallow enough where Jason could walk back or swing back across.
Even though his eyes were closed, Carter heard every word. It was like her voice spoke life back into him. When her hand touched his face, that was when his eyes finally fluttered open. After licking his dry lips, the tingle of her kiss remained there. When he came to fully, he saw that her eyes were locked on his own. Offering the woman a smile, Carter cleared his throat and greeted her. My love. Carter whispered lowly. I could never leave you. Youll have to deal with me for a long time. He teased lightly, offering her a grin and a weak squeeze of her hand. The once strong and brutal warrior was now weakened and barely hanging on. Despite that, carter had all intentions on returning to that form once he recovered.
The only thing that kept me going was thinking I might see you again one day. Whether you had moved on or not, that gave me peace. I love you, Commander Lexa. I will love you forever. He whispered softly, giving her hand a soft kiss. She was his and he was hers. That was all that mattered. I know youre busy. Youre the commander. I can only imagine what you must have to plan and think about after this. If you need to go, then do what you must. Im going to be fine.
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Jason, are you okay?" Clarke called out as she and the others kept running, trying to get to him and make sure that he was okay. When he had gone down after crossing the water, that had scared the hell out of her. But she told herself that he was okay, that he had to be. There was no other answer that the blonde would accept. She loved Jason too much to lose him now, after everything that they had been through both together and apart. The small group of them kept running and running, staying away from the water, seeing the creature inside it and just being careful.
Lexa gave her boyfriend a small smile. "I am not leaving you. I just told you that," She said, a bit sternly. "I can plan the attack from here. I just will have to make the others keep it down
so that you can get some more rest." The young woman pressed another kiss to his lips, and pulled away. She sat back in her chair, grabbed her spear and tapped it on the ground, to get
the attention of their Healers. Once three of them ran in, she told one of them to get some water and soft food for Carter. After she had done that, the young woman gently ran her fingers over one of his cheeks.
"Rest now. I will take care of everything. All you need to do is sleep." With a small smile at him, she thanked the Healers when they brought food and drink for Carter, and then told them to send in the other warriors, to discuss a plan of attack. "They will wait at the door, and one I have taken care of Carter, then will we discuss our plans of attack. That is all, leave us now. You will return later to clean Carter's bandages." Once the Healers had left again, Lexa carefully helped Carter sit up a bit, as she fed him, and gave him water, taking care of him.
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It took about ten minutes but Jason finally found a path across. There were a load of rocks in the center of the water. That was dangerous in itself because he could slip and fall into the water and whatever gigantic sea creature was waiting could kill him. However, he reached land beside Clarke and collapsed down, gasping and looking at the others. Jason was bleeding. The right side of his abdomen was bloodied. Thankfully, the spear did not hit him well enough where it was stuck in his body. It was just a graze. Standing up, he gripped himself before speaking.
What the fuck? There are other people here. They were not any of our people. Somethings wrong here. We need to get back to camp. Its like we crossed someones territory or something. Why did they wait so long to attack? They didnt even say anything. We have to regroup. Jason grunted as he tried to support himself while walking forward. Clarke would have to patch him up when they were back at camp but for now he could make it slowly. They would likely have to camp out another night and that would be painful for sure.
Honestly, Carter was happy to hear that Lexa was not leaving. He returned the kiss as he leaned into her touch. Okay, Ill rest as long as you are here by my side. I see that youre hurt, too. Please make sure that you get your rest, too. He whispered and sat up when she asked him to sit up. He did need her help but he was functioning by himself to an extent. When she fed him, Carter smiled at Lexa. It was tough to eat the food. He had nothing good like this for over a year. He had no idea what they fed him at Ice Nation. It was disgusting but it kept him alive long enough. He lost so much weight and he would have to gain that back once he was feeling better.
Im just afraid that Ill be seen as less of a warrior. I was caught for a year. No other warrior looks this skinny. I have to get back into shape, lexa. Will you help train with me again? I want to be up and moving the second I can. I dont like feeling weak. Carter admitted. That was his biggest fear now that they were both safe. In this state, he could not help out anyone and that was the worst pain of all.
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Clarke quickly caught up with Jason and wrapped an arm around his waist, taking some of his weight onto her. "Don't bother arguing, just let me help you." Her eyes took in the sight of trees all around them and sighed. They still had a ways to go before they got back to camp. They would have to camp out again for the night, which was dangerous. There was no telling who or what could happen to them as they tried to make their way back. They would have to settle for walking back for as long as they could. And once they were too tired to keep walking, that's when they would be forced to set up camp for the night once more.
What mattered is that they got as close to camp as possible, before they stopped for the night. The closer they were to the others, the better the blonde knew that she would feel. "We need to keep going, and figure something out. We won't last more than a day without food." She said, starting to worry.
"I am plenty stubborn, but I am also not stupid. I will get some rest.. Eventually. But for now, I have to make sure that you are okay, and I have to start planning our next move against Ice Nation. They arenotgoing to get away with taking what is mine." She said seriously, a fierce look on her face as she said the words. Lexa moved to sit back down in her chair, only relaxing
as she held one of Carter's hands in her own. "Close your eyes and rest. I am right here and I will still be here when you wake up. The only way for you to get better, is to listen to the Healers, rest and let your injuries heal. You were gone for a long time and they did much damage to you. Just enjoy us taking care of you. Let the sound of my voice soothe you and coax you to rest and sleep."
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Because of the immense pain he felt, Jason did not argue with Clarke. He used her for support. Jasper even helped as well, taking the other side of Jason. He might have been injured in his ribs but it was so hard to breathe and that made it difficult to walk. Fuck. I hope this feels worse than it is. I feel like Im going to fucking suffocate. He muttered to himself. He was already wheezing because each inhale and exhale caused so much pain. He had a spear. How are other people even here? How did they survive? We have to make sure that we protect camp. Well have to make sure we build walls.
Jason murmured, trying to keep his mind off the pain. They kept going like this and soon it was dark. Of course, they were still far away since Jason was so slow. It was dangerous to be out in the night. Its getting dark. We really should stop until first light in the morning. We might get lost in the dark and we can at least watch ourselves better if we stop. Monty pointed out and Jasper was tending to agree with him as Jason toiled on forward, waiting to hear the final decision. He was not in any capacity to decide.
Carter felt relieved when Lexa said she would rest. He did understand that she needed to plan an attack, though. It made him happy when she talked about him that way, how they took what was hers. Carter could see how true their love was. He squeezed her hand, hoping to relax her the same way she did for him. I will help in whatever way I can. Well win this war. I know it. I will try to get some sleep now. Carter promised her and promised to listen to the Healers. He was stubborn but not stupid, either. Carter did not think he could just do anything that he would normally do now.
If he were to recover, he must be patient and take his time. After he closed his eyes, Carter gently gripped her hand again. Can you lay with me? That will help soothe me even more. Dont worry about hurting me. Im in pain either way so you might as well be by my side. I know I cant rest until I feel your body against mine. Carter pointed out with a soft little smile, their eyes locking together as he reached down to squeeze her hand.
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"Stop talking and just focus on breathing and staying upright," Clarke told Jason as they continued to walk for a few more hours, before she said that they needed to stop and set up camp so that they could all rest for the night. The blonde had Monty and Jasper continue to help Jason stay upright, and she and Octavia put all of their tents together. Once that was done, she had the two boys lay her boyfriend down as gently as possible on his back, on their sleeping bags. When that was done, she thanked them and then started to pull out first aid supplies, taking care of Jason's injury.
"It's gonna hurt," She told him. "But I'm gonna do my best to limit the amount of pain I put you through while I take care of you." For the next half hour, the blonde cleaned and examined Jason's wound, before slowly and carefully bandaging it. At one point, she even asked if he wanted some pain killers, to numb the pain. "I have a few bottles that I always carry with me in case something happens and I think this would help you to relax a little, and sleep tonight." Clarke laid down beside Jason, being careful not to touch him, except where she stroked his hair.
"Right now the way you can help me, help us, is for you to rest and get better. That is all you are going to worry about right now. I am right here beside you, and I am not going anywhere
any time soon. The soonest the attack will happen is within a week. We are going to take our time planning this, to make sure all of the kinks are worked out, and that we are going in with
the best plan we can come up with." She nodded when Carter said that he was going to try and sleep now. "Good. That makes me happy to hear. Are you comfortable?" The young woman asked, concerned.
When he gripped her hand, she gently squeezed his back. The brunette listened to her boyfriend speak and then nodded at his request. "Of course, I will. Helping you relax is the most important thing right now." Their eyes locked together and when he squeezed her hand once more, she returned the gesture. A few moments later, Lexa made sure to be as gentle and
careful as possible as she laid down beside Carter. "Rest now," She said softly, still holding his hand. "I'm right here beside you. You're home with me, and right where you belong."
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Yes, the cleaning and bandaging of his wound hurt like hell. Despite the pain, Jason understood it and knew it was necessary. Biting his lip gently, Jason tried to keep himself silent. When she finished, he thought about accepting the painkillers but finally decided against it. Let me try without the painkillers first. Someone might get injured worse than me one day. I hope not, but they might. I dont want to have wasted any pills on myself. I can take it. Jason murmured, trying to convince himself that was true. When Clarke moved to lay down beside him, though, the pain relief was much stronger than any medication on the Ark could have given him.
With a sweet smile, he leaned his head close into her hand. He was ever thankful he refused to let Clarke swing across first back at Mount Weather. Thank you for taking care of me, Princess. I will make sure that I make this up to you. Jason teased, just using this as a reason to play with her after he recovered. I think all I need right now is you in my arms. As silly as it sounded, Jason thought that was the only thing he needed. He was confident in her ability as a doctor so all that was left was the psychological aspect and just being around her helped.
Thank you. Carter responded to Lexa for both staying with him and taking her time with the attack. The last thing he wanted was for Lexa to react brashly and put her own self in danger. Carter knew how horrible these people were. Within the next week, Carter was unrealistic if he thought he could act in the battle. It would take him a long time to recover from a year of torture and starvation and other deprivations. The worst part was not being able to fight back and being unable to keep Lexa safe on the battlefield. He was confident, though. Even if he did kick her ass most of the time when they were younger and trained, she was a great warrior herself.
Lately when they had trained, she beat him more than she ever had before. I love you, Lexa. Thank you for getting me out. I knew they made up all those lies about you. I never doubted you for a second. Carter whispered and nuzzled his nose against hers. Finally, he closed his own eyes and gently wrapped his arms around the brunette, pulling her as taut against his chest as possible without hurting himself or his girlfriend as he slowly fell asleep.
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"It's not wasting pills if you're in pain," Clarke said sharply. She hated that he was refusing to take the pills, but in the end it was his choice. And as the only actual one with actual medical knowledge, she could only make suggestions for him to follow or not follow. And apparently he wasn't going to follow her suggestion. The blonde put the supplies away a few moments later and then moved to lay down beside her boyfriend, making sure to be careful of his injury. A small smile settled on her lips, when he leaned over and kissed her hand. "Stop being sweet, and rest. There's plenty of time for that later.."
She said and pressed a gentle kiss to his lips. "You don't have to thank me for taking care of you. I love you, even if you are stubborn as hell sometimes.." The young woman grumbled, though there was no real anger in the words. "The way for you to make it up to me, is for you to get better, and for you to be more careful from now on. I know that you want to protect
me, but I don't want anything else to happen to you. I love you, just as much as you love me.." Clarke said seriously. She kissed him once last time, and carefully snuggled into his side.
"Get some rest now. Doctor's orders."
Octavia was quiet as she sat down on the ground and and wrapped a blanket from her pack, around her body. Monty was inside the tent that he had Jasper had set up from before, and Jasper was a few feet away, and the brunette knew that he was watching her, wanting to make sure that she didn't do anything stupid or dangerous. "If you're going to keep watching me, you might as well do it with more blankets. Get over here," She told Jasper, not bothering to pretend they both didn't know that he was keeping a close eye on her. "I'm not gonna go and kill anyone else."
"Atom had it coming. It was self defense. If anyone questions that, then that's their problem. I'm only going to explain things one more time, and show them the proof, and then I just want
to forget about it." She wiped a tired hand over her face, and put a little bit of space between herself and Jasper, though they were both quite close to each other as they shared the three blankets between them. "I know that you like me, but you shouldn't. I know you probably think that I think that I'm better than you, because before now I never really gave you the time of day, but you're wrong."
"It was because you're better than me. I'm not a good person," Octavia said softly.
Lexa held Carter close as he rested. "I promise to be careful. I will do my utmost best to avoid putting myself in dangerous situations. The fighting is going to get vicious and ugly, there is no denying that. But the only thing I can truly promise is to do my very best to come back home to you. I have missed you and loved you and gone without you in my life, my heart, and my bed for far far too long now, to go out and do something stupid that would take me away from you. I will come home to you, no matter what. It does not matter what shape I am in when I do it."
A few moments later, she just laid there beside her boyfriend and rested as well. Her hip was a little achy, but it was nothing she could not handle. The young woman was just happy to have the love of her life back home, and back in her arms once more. She would deal with everything else soon enough. But for now, she was only focused on Carter and his needs, and wanting to make him safe, comfortable, and happy now that they were finally back together. "You were gone from me for so long, but I never truly gave up on you, my sweet man.." Lexa whispered the words and kissed his lips one final time, before closing her eyes and going to sleep beside him.
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Finally, Jason gave into the tiredness and fatigue he was feeling. His eyes closed and his body nuzzled close with Clarke. A smile remained on his face and the young man slowly drifted off to sleep. Under normal circumstances with this injury and the lack of pain relief, it would be almost impossible for a man to sleep. However, Jason had Clarke in his arm sand that alone helped him relax and slowly find his way to a peaceful slumber. It stayed that way until the next morning when the sun first rose. There was no time to be wasted. They must get moving and get back to camp as soon as they can.
Once Jason and Clarke were awake, they worked on getting everyone else up. Jason felt better, but he was more sore than anything. He still needed some assistance with moving from place to place each step but the improvement was noticeable. It took another few hours and by early afternoon, they were all returning to the camp together with everyone eyeing them curious, wondering what in the hell happened out there in this world. It did not look good, though. Everyone saw someone was hurt and they all fell silent.
Jasper did not say much else to Octavia that night. He hated being shot down like that and he thought she was acting quite rude to him but she had gone through some rough shit so Jasper did not hold that against her. When they walked back to camp the next morning, he did still keep a close eye on her but she had not given him a reason to think she would do anything rash. However, when they arrived to camp, he heard Bellamy practically bellowing for his sister, demanding to know if she was alright after seeing the scene before him with Jason.
Carter did not sleep well and that was expected. If it was not a nightmare or intense pain keeping him awake, it was a healer entering at certain periods of the night to check on him and apply other antidotes, powders, and creams. They told him it would be a long road to recovery and it had started out bumpy. More than anything, he hated that Lexa had to be bothered by being woken up each time he was since she had to move out of the way. Finally, the sun rose in the morning and there was much commotion around Polis.
When Carter awoke with Lexa in his arms, he just watched her sleep. There were whispers about people that fell from the sky were now on Earth. A village was supposedly burned down when they landed. There was so much going on now with that and planning to attack Ice Nation but Carter wanted nothing to do with anything. He greeted Lexa when she woke and gave her a kiss. Its morning now. You should get yourself something to eat if youre hungry. Ill be here when you get back. He pointed out, not wanting her to go without food if she was hungry.
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"I don't wanna talk about it, Bell. I just wanna go to sleep. Help Clarke get Jason into medical, and don't be a dick to them, or Jasper and Monty.." Octavia told her brother, as she walked past her brother and headed for their room. Just needing to be alone, and needing the familiar comfort and feelings of safety that their room gave them. The brunette walked into their room a few minutes later, closing the door behind her and letting out a shaky breath. She walked over to her bed and moved to sit down on it, resting her head in her hands. Everything over the last few days had happened quickly.
She was still trying to process it. After a few minutes of letting herself freak out, the young woman sighed and pulled herself together once more. Octavia walked over to the dresser and got out some clothes for her to change into. Her plan was to burn the clothes she currently wore, to try and forget what had gone out while they were out there. She took off her clothes, and stood there for a moment, naked, taking in the scratches, bruises and scars, unable to stop staring for several minutes. Eventually, the brunette forced herself to hurry up. She cleaned her scratches and scars and then changed into the new clothes, getting rid of the old clothing.
Clarke helped Jason into medical, gently helping him to lie down on a bed so that she could remove his clothing and then examine his wound once more. "How does it feel?" The blonde asked gently, as her hands and fingers ghosted over his skin ever so lightly, trying not to add to any pain that he felt. "I think that you should take some of the pain pills now. Your pain might be feeling a little better, but it's not going to go away that quickly." After she spoke, she pressed a gentle kiss to one of his cheek's, gently reaching out with one hand to caress his cheek.
"There is much to be done today. I can eat later. For now, I want to spend these last few moments here with you, before I have to go." Lexa said and then she ever so gently kissed Carter's lips, taking extreme care not to hurt him. "I will deal with Ice Nation, and I will deal with the Sky People, when I'm ready to do so. But for now, my attention is focused on you. How are you feeling?" She asked, and took one of his hands into one of her own, squeezing it gently. "I am so glad that you are alive. Seeing you again and having you back is the best thing in my life.." She whispered, smiling.
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It had been another week before Jason was fully recovered from his injury. During that time, the delinquents had to deal with different problems such as acid fog in the woods that took some of their lives and dealing with someone murdering Wells at the gates. They thought it was a Grounder attacked but found it was one of their own. The young girl ended up taking her own life and Murphy was exiled from camp. Now, it was late and Jason returned to his tent with Clarke. The walls were almost finished around the camp and they were doing well for themselves.
Jason moved to lie down in the tent first with Clarke, pulling her into his arms next. He offered her a sweet smile. Thank you for taking care of me this past week. I am glad to be back completely now. I hated not being able to do much. The young man commented as he nuzzled their noses together, just so happy to have made it through this last week and thankful to be alive really. They have encountered so many dangers already and that was likely to only grow.
It would take Carter a long time to recover, but in the past two weeks, he was doing much better. Now, he was finally able to stand up on his own and exercise his body. It was early morning and he was lying in bed with the commander. He had been helping plan another attack on Ice Nation even if he might not get the chance to take part in it, but they were making sure to plot another attack to keep the pressure on Azgeda. Carter woke first that morning and he was nude beside the brunette.
A smile was on his face while watching Lexa sleeping. Today, she would be helping him train again. It was not like he forgot how to fight, but he just needed to train his body again. It took them back to their younger days when they were first learning. Lexa could take what she learned in preparation for the conclave and practice with Carter. Until she woke up, the man just looked at her and felt thankful to be back. Things seemed almost normal again.
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"You're welcome," Clarke said and smiled, once Jason had come back to their tent, laying down and pulling her into his arms. She shifted in his arms and pressed soft kisses to his lips.
"Well, now that you're doing better, you don't have to worry about sitting around and feeling useless. How was your day with helping with working on the wall?" The blonde asked as she
pulled the blankets over their bodies, and pressed her body lightly against his. It wasn't a sexual move, she just wanted to have him close to her, as she had missed having him close all
day.
"You've done your part for the day. So just rest now. Take a nap, and I'll wake you up in an hour and we'll go and have dinner together.." The young woman told her boyfriend, not wanting him to worry about anything. "If it will help, you know that I'm right here, and I'll take a nap with you.." She said, and slipped one of her hands into his, squeezing it and moving to lay down and rest her body right beside his. "I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere any time soon. Now, close your eyes and just rest. You know you can always wake me up if you need anything."
"You always did enjoy watching me sleep," Lexa said as she woke up, opening her eyes and turning towards Carter. A smile was on her lips as she took in the sight of him. Leaning over to
kiss him. "How are you feeling this morning? Do you need me to call for the Healers to help treat your wounds?" She reached out with one hand and cupped his face with it, gently stroking her fingers over his cheek. "It has been wonderful having you back home. Honestly, most of the time I still worry that it is just a dream, and that when I wake up, you will be gone again."
"I am happy to be proven wrong every time. I find myself being the one to watch you sleep at night. Taking in the rising and falling of your chest, to make sure that you are still alive and breathing. I find that I can not fall asleep at night anymore unless I know for sure that you are okay and that you are beside me. I never want to risk losing you or almost losing you, ever again. You might think that I am being overprotective, but I do not ever want to go through that horrible pain of being without you ever again. I was broken for a long time, thinking that
I had lost you."