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I bet you cant stay like this forever. Her father in good humor teased at his daughter. All three of them were in different position, stretched out on a twister board in the family room. John, her mother laughed, trying to keep her knees locked so she didnt fall. Just spin the damn thing Rachel. John said competitively trying to keep a straight face. Jennifer was letting out small noises, trying not to laugh. She was stuck, tangled in-between both her parents, both of her arms and legs spread out of different colored circles. Her mother, Rachel carefully reached out, balancing on her three limbs, while spinning it.
Right food red. She read out atJohn. Her father did his best to move one leg in-between his wives two legs and his daughters one arm. He was in an awkward position, almost provocative, his wife laughing made him collapse flat. Jennifer plopped down knowing the game was over, she laughed out. A little to excitedly than one should be even for the joyful situation. Her adoptive parents were in each others arms laughing, not minding. The sweet sound of their adopted daughters energetic laugh brought happiness.
Jennifer laugh was a little jumpy, heated with high breaths as her eyes lit up like a little kid. She coughed out a little, holding herself up with one fist, using her other to cover her mouth. Easy there Jen Her father said not wanting her to get to wound out and start an asthma attack, she nodded, still breathing hard trying to simmer down her laughing. The doorbell started going off, someone was at the front door. Both of her parents looked at each other curious, her mother shrugged. Jennifer while still laughing somewhat pushed up, but her father was already on his feet saying he would get it. Jennifer took the bottle of water her mother gave her, Rachel winked at her rubbing her shoulder lovingly. Her mother took a slight glance on her daughters Fitbit, they got one that tracked her heartrate and breathing. It was a little higher than normal but still within the safe range.
Suddenly her father was yelling at her mother, but his tone automatically alerted Jennifer.RACHEL. GET JENNIFER IN HER ROOM, NOW!Rachael also looked concerned. You could hear John giving threats to whoever was at the front door.CALL THE POLICE ONCE YOU GET HER UPSTAIRS. He called back. Rachaels facial features changed to motherly and protective, as if she knew.
MumJennifer asked confused as her mother grabbed her hand pulling her down the hall away from the family room, the opposite end from the front of the house. Rachael guided Jennifer up the stairs to the second floor from the kitchen entryway, she rushed them down the hall toward her daughters bedroom. Mumwho is that, whats going onis Dad ok? She asked, scared. As they passed the stairs that led down to the living room, Jennifer looked down and could hear her fathers angry words.
You have no damn right to be here. We clearly told Dr. Fletcher we wanted no communication, no visitation. We dont want her to know!He yelled at the unknown visitor.
Jennifer grounded herself, planting her socks into the thick carpet, making her mother stop. Who is that?She whispered, in a desperate tone. She continued to hear her father and the unknown man argue, making her father more and more pissed.
RACHARL CALL THE GOD DAMN POLICE PLEASE! He yelled. Jennifer pushed her mom off and started descending the stairs in at a rapid pace. Her father looked back, looking worried she was approaching and tried to motion for her to stop but she didnt listen. She got almost to the end of the staircase, and could see past her father at a rather strange, bald man standing outside, he had a hand behind his neck rubbing it nervously. His blue eyes peered up to meet hers, he had the same exact shade of blue eyes. Soon as eye contact was made, Jennifer felt her body go weak, leaning into the banister. She had seen the man before, at the local Philadelphia Zoo several times, each time was meaningless, as he was just a janitor or working concession. She fell to one knee, holding into the banister railings as she started breathing very hard.
John had tried to slam the door but the bald man had wedged himself in-between and was stronger, so strong he caught the door holding it back. She saw what looked like his eyes glossing as he kept eye contact. There was some weird connection, she recognized him, as if she had been across the line and pulled through, as if she had broken time and fallen through to this specific moment. That frontiers had been torn apart.
WhoWho-Who are you. She asked, her eyes swelling with big tears. Her mother was behind, consoling her, she had already called the police. The man had kept eye contact, tears silently decorating his face as he has this weird, attractive smile.
Your fatherher mother whispered, burying her face in her daughters hair, almost tearful, holding her protectively at a distance on the stairs.
Heaven's distraction
There's no persuasion
Stronger than sorrow
It's stronger than
It's a matter of choice
Learning to trust
My hand to you
My hand to you
Just as simple
Just as simple as that
You're only human
An observer at that
And if you're wary
Don't believe me at that
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Dr. Fletcher already warned him. Jennifers adoptive parents did not want him involved in her life. For far too long, Kevin had not known his daughter. The urge to keep her was becoming too much to handle, lately. After a late session with the doctor, Kevin managed to sort through all his psychiatrists files and find the address. He was met with animosity and refused to leave. Recently, Kevin showed signs of being more stable than ever before. This emotional tension was not going to help keep that stability. Despite the police being called, Kevin was not budging. When his eyes landed onto Jennifers, something extravagant happened. She felt it too. She was practically begging him to save her. His mind was running wild. Look how violent her adoptive father was. She was in tears! They were hurting her and she needed to be saved.
Dennis had taken over. Arguably the most violent personality that lived inside of Kevin was Dennis. When this personality came to light, nothing could stop this man. It was almost like he could squat and bench press two hundred more pounds than he could without Dennis help. With one violent shove, Kevin threw a shoulder into the door and aptly broke one of the hinges. John grunted and was sent flying into a glass table that was near the door. With nothing standing in between him and his daughter, Kevin stormed towards Jennifer.
Once arriving, his hands tightly gripped her biceps. Rachel tried to push him away but she was no match. With only one hand wrapping around the older womans neck, Kevin tossed her down like a ragdoll. Her head slammed onto the ground and the back of her head was busted wide open. Returning his attention onto Jennifer, a sinister smile spread to his lips.
My daughter my beautiful daughter. You look just like your mother.
Their eyes were locked and Kevin almost forgot where he was. His lips leaned down and gently tickled her earlobe before his warm breath was whispering into her ear. The whir of sirens outside meant he needed to get his ass out of the house.
You and I will be together soon. I have missed you and thought about you every day. You belong to me. I will save you from these people. I will save you from this world.
Although he was violent towards her adoptive parents, he was gentle with his daughter. Ten bruises on her upper arms would be visible though from where he grabbed her. Standing up from the blonde, Kevin turned to walk away just as John charged at him again. John had taken a shard of glass from the table and swung at Kevin. It sliced part of Kevins forehead before a swift kick was sent into the older males abdomen and he toppled back onto the ground.
With enough time to make his getaway, Kevin turned back around and playfully winked at Jennifer one more time before walking out of the house. The police were getting closer so he took off sprinting and disappeared behind some houses in the neighborhood. He followed backroads and bridges until arriving back home.
Well, his home was underneath the zoo where he worked. Nobody knew this even existed. Once he arrived, Kevin locked up and found some old medical supplies to clean his head. Patricia seemed rather upset that he was thinking about his daughter in the context while Dennis was defending himself. Besides, Jennifer was gorgeous.
Their whore of a mother should have never given her away. She asked for this. His mother abused him and was asking to be raped. When he turned eighteen, he took advantage of his mother and ended up impregnating her. He thought this was going to be a good thing. It was not because she sent the baby away.
Ever since that day, Kevin could not stop thinking about her. They first locked eyes at the zoo a few months prior. Since then, Kevin was fixated on finding her and bringing her home where she belonged. Every day was spent preparing her room and making sure nobody would ever find them. If John and Rachel would not allow him to take Jennifer freely, he would take her by force.
Believe it or not, Kevin did not intend to hurt anyone today. He merely wanted to talk. It was all Johns fault for triggering the violent personality and refusing to give up Kevins daughter. Besides, a parent always deserved to have their child. He wanted to be with Jennifer like his mother was with him. Except, he wanted to add the aspect of caring for her. They could both stimulate each other and love each other until the end of days. Nobody was going to stop him from accomplishing that.
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Jennifer felt her breaths become harder, her throat tightening, more saliva being produced made her gulp. She didnt scream, or cry out, not verbally. Even when her adoptive mother was thrown down the stairs, one of the last steps making her head bust open. She didnt dare move. Kevins had a death grip, firmly on each of her upper arms, her skin exposed because she was just in a tee. His words, his tone of voice which was a combination of comfort and promise wrung in her ears. His hot breath tickled her ear. He had leaned down, easily crouched on the stairs as he whispered into her ear.
You and I will be together soon. I have missed you and thought about you every day. You belong to me. I will save you from these people. I will save you from this world.
Her exhale quivered as he let go to get charged and attached by her adoptive father. John had let a sharp shard of glass make a laceration against the assailants forehead. She covered her mouth, trying to control her breathing as silent tears made rivers down her cheeks. John was sent toppling back to the ground. Jennifer got one last wink, a gesture out of place, sealing the promise before he took off sprinting. Jennifer pushed up, climbed down the last few steps, stepping over her mother and running outside just enough to see him disappear down a few horses, jumping a fence. He was perfect shape; his running was fast and he was athletic. She stood outside, shaken but more stunned than any other emotion. The police and ambulances was rushing down the street, flashing colored lights shining brightly.
A paramedic came to the young girls aid but she just motioned for them to go inside, the one stayed with her as others quickly went inside to help her adoptive parents. A blanket was thrown around the girl once she was visibly checked over for any injuries. They were all taken to the hospital.
Later that night Jennifer sat on a hospital bed crossed legged. Even though she had no psychical injuries other than bruising on her arms, she had been admitted to have her mental state and asthma monitored. Her mother had to have stitches, and her father had some broken ribs and a few cuts. They had pressed charges on Kevin Windle Crumb, but Jennifer refused to do so herself. Her father was furious, trying not to yell at her, trying to get her reasoning. All she said was if both her parents had restraining orders, there wasnt any need for an unnecessary third. She was of age; she was nineteen and therefore was legally able to make her own decisions. She also had lied, when asked if Kevin had said anything directly to her, anything alarming.
She should have informed the police and hospital staff that Kevin and her would be together soon, that she belonged to him, that she would save her from everybody. Those were dangerous promises. Her mind was in too much shock from meeting the man who had conceived her. She had no idea any more than that. Her parents had never told her a damn thing other than she was adopted and her mother had died giving birth, which also was a lie. She had heard her father threaten to take his psychologist to court, suing her. He had even called his lawyer at midnight.

Hours later, they had all been discharged from the hospital, the small family a sheer mess, torn apart. Rachel hadnt left Jennifers side since she could be with her. Once they had gotten home, police were stationed outside of the house. Rachael had gone up with Jennifer to get ready for bed. Jennifer was so exhausted, she didnt even change out of her leggings and tee, leaving on her hospital bracelet. Her mother crawled in bed with her, holding her. John was to worried and furious to sleep, so he left his wife and child to rest while he kept watch.
Baby are you ok? Rachel asked, pulling the covers over them, asking such a question when she was the one with stitches and a minor concussion.
Yeah. Jennifer mumbled, her back to her mother, as her mother held her tight, ruffling her hair as they watched one of her lights project different colored stars on the wall.
Hes a very sick manwe kept him away to protect you. He shouldnt have tried to make contact. Your father is thinking about having us move if he can transfer, this is an emergency so they will probably do him that favor. He can do business trips up here.Her mother said, Jennifer stayed quiet.
Why is he sick, what didnt you tell me? She purposely didnt mention she had seen him several times at the zoo while growing up.
Her mother sounded like she was trying to hide her own emotions, her fear for her daughter and empathy for the whole situation.
Hes sick Jenvery very sick. His mother abused him brutally, he formed some sort of mental illness," she said not knowing which one, they hadnt let the doctor get that far into conversation when she made contact,He raped his mother, and thats how. you were conceived.She cried, burying her head into her daughters back.
Jennifer stayed still, not moving, not crying, she stayed focus on the different colored lights absorbing the horrifying taboo truth of her past. She was a child conceived of incest. She had been giving breathing treatment so her airways were very open and she just took slow silent breaths. She let her mother pull her as close as possible. Silence was the best thing as her thoughts spiraled into one another as she fell asleep.
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The last step in preparing his home for Jennifers arrival was reinforcing the defenses around his area. Nobody ventured around the lower area of the zoo. Most people were unaware of the existence. Every entrance was reinforced with a pattern and system of locks on every door. In the area outside the entrance to his home, Kevin set up different traps. Despite having dissociative identity disorder, Kevin was a genius. One personality was named Spencer. Spencer was a male in his early thirties with multiple degrees in the technology field. Spencer had the highest IQ and general intelligence of all personalities. He was the thinker.
Thanks to regular tools from a local hardware store and everyday items, Spencer rigged explosives and pressure plates and cameras everywhere. One of the smallest rooms inside his home was full of monitors. A camera was in every room and in every possible invasion angle from outside. A single switch was placed inside that room to trigger the traps or make them stay in a rest mode. He was smart enough to not have the traps activated if he was out and about. One wrong step and he would be ripped to shreds or blown into a million pieces.
For the past ten years, Kevin lived here. The gift offered the location as a courtesy. It was the lowest of living conditions but Kevin would likely not function anywhere else. Over the past decade, multiple rooms have been developed. The room he paid most attention to was for Jennifer. A bed, a functioning bathroom and shower, books, television, and other items for her living space. Most of his time and focus went into building her room. The hope she would one day come home to him kept the process moving along. The room was only missing the girl.
Kevin had a feeling he was close to finding Jennifer. Ever since they locked eyes at the zoo, the male started researching about Jennifer. Most of the work was done by Spencer. The intelligent and rational personality needed to research about Jennifer. Different medical conditions were found after researching what hospital and doctor she sought. Through the sly tactics of another personality, Jessica, he found the proper documents. Jessica was a young woman. She was sultry and seductive naturally. Even without using her body to lure her way into trouble, she had a sly set of skills to sneak around parameters to find what information she needed. It took keeping track of nurse shifts and security cameras before a window opened. Her exact medical documents were sitting in that room. A copy, anyways.
Kevin had an appointment with Dr. Fletcher the next day. While it was risky going out in public, he knew the good doctor had his back. She was informed of the outbreak and upon his arrival, police were waiting. Dr. Fletcher explained that he had no idea what he was doing. It would be unfair to process him as criminal, it was his first outbreak of the kind. It was just a momentary relapse. Begrudgingly, the commanding officer called off the dogs and merely handed Kevin two restraining orders. The names read Rachael and John. Nothing about Jennifer was listed. It felt reassuring. The focus of the session was how it made Kevin feel to know Jennifer was living with the adoptive parents. She assured him that she was safe. Keeping up the faade, he claimed to learn his lesson and exhibited acknowledgement of his wrongdoing. By the end of the day, Kevin moved onto his next order of business: preparing for the kidnapping.
Dennis was a psychopath but Kevin also had another controlled psychopath. That meant he was less violent than Dennis. It was a middle-aged serial rapist and kidnapper named Charles. He specialized in using chloroform to bring his victims to an unconscious state. He knew how to tie the tightest knots and keep the women secured. He visited multiple hardware and grocery stores to find chemicals to mix for a variant of chloroform. With her breathing problems, he needed to avoid certain ingredients. This would be harmless to her if you do not count making her go unconscious as harmful. She would be in more danger of falling and hitting her head than the chemical causing a breathing problem.
Final preparations were finished and Kevin was prepared to kidnap Jennifer. Dennis was brought back into the light for kidnapping the blonde. It was now a matter of picking his spot carefully. The abduction must happen perfectly. Kevin could not be discovered kidnapping Jennifer or bringing her into his home. Kevin knew her schedule by heart and knew exactly when he could find her alone. Since she did not file for a restraining order, the male assumed she did not inform anyone about what he told her. She might not take any extra precaution in her schedule.
Late at night, Jennifer often attended a dancing class. One night after she entered inside, Kevin disconnected a few wires underneath the car. It was not going to start. In his own vehicle parked beside the corner without any security cameras, an electronic jammer was set to dislodge the girl's phone so she was unable to call for help when the car would not start. All he did was wait behind the wall, watching for the blonde to appear.
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A couple of weeks had passed and things had simmered down. All the furniture that had been broken in the scene was replaced, a door installed. Her parents had only calmed down when the police stated they had direct contact with Kevin and he acknowledge the restraining orders and request, that he would cause no more problems. That didnt mean her father wasnt still trying to on the side see if he could get a transfer to another state. He was trying to surprise his family by seeing if he could move them to California or New York, some place new where they felt safer. They kept this away from Jennifer, not wanting to put her in distress, making her move from where she had been born and raised. Rachael was an occupational therapist so it would be easy for her to get another job in almost any hospital.
Jennifer had kept her thoughts to herself, lying multiple times to both her parents about the incident. She told them she was fine, that she barely knew him and they were all that mattered, them and all their safety. Inside of her mind, she thought about him constantly. Who he was, how he lived, what illnesses he had, what their mother had done to him, why he raped her. It petrified her but it also hit strings in her she didnt know she had.
Until then, they resumed to their normal lives. By the third week Jennifer was back in classes and going to dance rehearsal. It was Thursday night, she had been in school most of the day, she changed and headed to the dance studio in town. Her rehearsal was a couple of hours; they were training for an upcoming competition. The rehearsal ended, a few of the girls followed Jennifer out, they were all cutting up, like young kids did. Jennifer rubbed her hands on herblack leggings, she was in a turquoise henley pulled over a tankwith white converse.
They parted ways as Jennifer had parked down the street. She waived, laughing at one of her friends as she kept going on about liking one of the guys in the class. She turned to start toward her car, pulling out her lanyard that had her keys. It was when a small cool crisp waive of autumn air came, blowing her hair everywhere that she stood there. Feeling different, energetic, overly excited, impulsive. She looked around, admiring the night of the city. Her eyes lit up, her hyperactivity made her take every little thing for more than another person would see it. She could take note of the city lights, the distant sound of cars and busses, she could feel the energy.
Something else also felt intense, she couldnt place it. Deep down her mind had detected something was about to happen, that something or someone important was near but it was so subconscious she thought nothing of it, blaming it on her hyperactivity and overthinking like her family always did. She unlocked her car and slid in shutting the door to her honda civic. She threw her duffle bag in the back seat and leaned back in the driver seat, taking a moment. Her adrenaline was racing and she couldnt understand it. She tried to calm her breathing and looked at her fitbit, her heartrate was elevated, as much as it had been when she was dancing minutes ago.
She leaned forward putting her key in the ignition and turning, but it wouldnt start. It just clicked. She kept turning it over and over and looked confused, her battery couldnt be dead. Her father made sure everything was in top condition. She gave up, and rubbed her head. She would have to call somebody to come give her a jump, or get it towed if it was something else. She grabbed her cell but noticed she had no service. She had just had service back in the studio and it was weird because she was outside in the city.
The hell. She breathed.
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With undetectable footsteps, Kevin (outfit) slowly approached Jennifer. A white cloth with plenty of the chloroform chemical had been sprayed moments before. From behind, he admired how gorgeous his daughter was. When they arrived home, he could take more time to admire the blonde. When the male reached the desired range, his right hand reached out and clamped the cloth over her nose and mouth. She was forced to inhale the chemicals. Even with the toughest of men, chloroform would knock them out in ten seconds. Jennifer would go to sleep easier. Right before her eyes closed, Kevin leaned his lips close to her ears much as he did weeks earlier.
Daddys here. Youre going to be okay.
That should be the last thing Jennifer heard before she fell lifeless in his arms. It sucked having to make her endure this but it was necessary. She would not join him in another way. Carrying her bridal style, the unconscious blonde was brought back to hid old,gray sedan. After popping the trunk, Kevin placed her face down into the back. After finding the rope he brought, Kevin tiedher hands together behind of her backalong withbinding her ankles together.
This was the doing of Charles. He knew how to intricately tie up a woman. The prowess showed. The rope was tied tight with no possibility of the knot coming loose without outside help. After she was tied up nice and tight, Kevin slammed the trunk lid shut and slipped inside the drivers seat. After taking a deep breath, he wiped his face and started driving forward. The ride from the dance studio to his place would take hardly any time. Within the hour, he was parking and ready to carry Jennifer inside. This amount of chloroform was specific and usually would keep the victim knocked out two to three hours.
From the car to his home, Kevin carried her over his shoulder. It felt like an instant relief once he hit the door of his home. Jennifer was finally safe after all these years. Everything felt right. The real Kevin had shown himself now because he wanted nothing more than to protect Jennifer and show her that he was the only person she needed.
Once he reached her room, he sat the woman down onto the bed face down so she would not have extra pressure on her tied hands. Would he untie her? Sure. First, he needed to make sure she was not going to do anything erratic. During the day, he might have to gag her. Nobody should be over this close but the rational beings inside of Kevin made him think. It became a waiting game. Jennifer had been kidnapped by her real father. The inner turmoil continued inside of his brain.
Of course, Dennis wanted to just take her right there on the spot or at least strip the clothes. Patricia banned Dennis from touching her. Hedwig wanted to stay in the room so they could play when she woke up. Charles wanted to wait and take her later. There was no fun in fucking an unconscious victim. Finally, the personality and reason of Spencer won out. Just go sit in his room and watch the TV monitors. When she woke up, he could decide what to do. Almost one dozen different combinations of locks were set on the door to her room. It took a few seconds but soon she was locked away and Kevin rested peacefully.
When he reached the computer room, he pulled out the leather chair and sat down. It was almost like he could smell something different in the air. For the first time in a long time, the real Kevin smiled and relaxed. There was audio from these cameras and they were embedded inside the walls. She would never know anyone was watching her unless he told her or she found this room. Since he was tired, Kevin closed his eyes and tried to take a nap while waiting on his beautiful daughter to come around so he could determine his next plan of action.
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Her body was lying face forward, her head turned to one side so she could properly breathe. Her eyes slowly opened, she felt like she was waking up from anesthesia. Her eyelids felt heavier than usual, her mouth was dry. She made movement with her tongue, trying to create saliva and scrunched her face together. Thats when she tried to move and noticed the restraints, on her wrists and ankles. Her tired drugged eyes jerked open. She exhaled as she tested the bounds and rolled back on her side, making faces as her mind started racing. She rolled onto her back, her back in an arch as she looked around the bedroom. She would have never guessed she was underground, other than there were no windows. Her memory was foggy, her eyes a little hazy. She cried out, it was almost like a pitiful hysterical laugh disguised as a cry. She weakly tried to break the restraints but it only made her skin raw, they were tight, unbreakable.
Her heart rate was rapidly beating, she started panicking. It didnt take her long before she shimmied off the bed, bad decision. She toppled in a mess on the thick padded carpet, it was just as padded, thick and smelled new. She noticed these small details, focusing on the carpet with tearful eyes until she surrendered as her airway was constricted. She started coughing. Then she remembered, her car wouldnt start, her phone wouldnt work. She was so distraught, about to get out of the car to try to get signal when her driver side door opened.it was him, it was him again. He was quick, so deadly quick as he pulled her out, behind, holding her as he held the soaked cloth to her mouth. Her big inhales put her out in seconds, but not before hearing his words. It was him, he did this, he had taken her, had kept his word.She kept coughing, sounding horrible as if she was sick with bronchitis. Snot was coming down her mouth, as mucus was now drooling out of her mouth. Her eyes fluttered, as she tried to stay conscious in her coughing fit, she was having an attack. She would need her inhaler soon, on top of a possible muscle relaxer.
Her mind tried to rationalize the situation but she wasnt stupid, she knew how unstable he was just from a few weeks ago. She hadnt told ANYONE; she had brought this on herself. She cried out, choking. She didnt say anything; she didnt want anyone to know. She didnt want to put criminal charges on him.
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When Jennifer cried out, the piercing sound woke Kevin. A smile spread wide on his face for a brief moment. Why was the happiness short lived? It was because he saw what Jennifer did when she woke up. Instead of calling for her father or acting happy, she started crying! This truly pissed of the male watching from the monitors. He just saved her from the world, from those adoptive parents, and from any harm that could happen. She was crying. It was heartbreaking and Kevin was starting to fume. It was not until he heard the violent coughing when he realized she was having an asthma attack. All malice left the door and his fatherly instinct kicked in. Sporadically, he gathered her special asthma inhaler full of medicine and a couple pills of cyclobenzaprine.
With a bottle of water in hand, Kevin literally sprinted to her room and incessantly undid the locks from the door. Bursting inside, he knelt down onto the carpet beside of the blonde and pulled her onto her knees. He shoved the inhaler inside of her mouth and gave her one puff of the medicine. He waited for the girl to inhale completely before giving her the second puff.
After administering the medicine, Kevin tossed the red inhaler onto the bed. Opening his hand with the pills, he forced them inside of her mouth and pressed the bottle of water to her lips. After she had swallowed, he fed her another sip of the water to wet her lips and mouth. Standing back up, Kevin screwed the lid back on tight and placed the water and inhaler on a desk in the room.
Without saying a word, Kevin helped Jennifer back onto the bed.
You do not have anything to worry about. I know what medicine you need and that was just a muscle relaxer.
Her father spoke with a neutral tone, using the pad of his thumbs to wipe away her tears.
Dont cry Jennifer. You and I are finally reunited. I have dreamed of this day ever since that whore of our mother took you away from me.
He cringed when he said this. Patricia never liked when Kevin or anyone talked bad about Kevins mother. She understood his distaste for the woman but hate was not moral. He muttered something to himself in a feminine voice and his head twitched before he recovered.
How are you feeling right now? The effects of the chloroform should wear off soon. You should not feel groggy too much longer.
Again, Kevin was speaking like this was meant to happen and that they already had an established relationship. His eyes looked into hers, searching for answers and her feelings.
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Jennifer was struggling to get as much oxygen in her lungs that her constricted throat would allow, by the time Kevin dropped to her side. She was swiftly brought to her knees as he forced her to take puffs from an inhaler. She knew what it was and shakily let the medicine coat her throat, he gave her two doses before shoving pills in her mouth, tilting her head back, feeding her water to wash it down. He lifted her back onto the bed, this time her back lying correctly, he put pillows underneath to cushion her back and behind. She closed her eyes as more tears came, as his thumb tried to wipe them, but only more came.
You do not have anything to worry about. I know what medicine you need and that was just a muscle relaxer.
She was relieved she wasnt dead, she had survived an attack as if she would have at home. He had somehow had her medication. She knew the muscle relaxer would sedate her soon, not entirely, just enough to let her lungs relax. She peered up at him with reddened eyes.
Dont cry Jennifer. You and I are finally reunited. I have dreamed of this day ever since that whore of our mother took you away from me.
At his words, it only made more silent tears, he looked just like her. He had her eyes, her nose, her smile. It was so obvious it was heart wrenching. She noticed her socks and shoes had been taken off, but that was the last of her worries in the moment. He spoke of their mother and saw him cringe. She had so many questions, so many emotions were coursing through her body but all she could do was silently cry, as he body calmed. He mentioned using chloroform like something out of a horror movie, you couldnt even get that over the counter or prescription, it was kind of banned.
You wanted to keep me?Was the only words that came out in a pitiful weak voice, scratchy.
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Of course, I wanted to keep you. You are my daughter and my little sister. Not many people understand that kind of connection. We are special, Jennifer. The entire world abhors us because we are different. Everyone has been out to get you. John and Rachel would never protect you like I can. They do not understand you. They dont even share your same blood. Do you really think they look at you so purely? They know our secret. I am the only person that wont judge you. I understand. We are fighting this world together. It is the only way to survive. I tried so long to find you and we are finally reunited.
Another personality named Henry showed himself. He was threatening to come to the light. He was the most paranoid of them all. If Henry showed up then all Kevin would talk about was the world being after them. Thankfully, Barry, the mediator of all the personalities, was able to squash down the transition.
Kevin reached forward with a gentle hand again. He caressed her face and noticed how soft it felt underneath his fingertips. She was his own flesh and blood. His mother did unspeakable things to him but the worse was disposing of their baby like garbage. As each tear fell, he wiped the salty liquid away with a fingertip or two. Soon, one hand started to stroke through her hair repeatedly.
As twisted the average person would find this, Kevin was at peace. Even though Jennifer was still tied up, he knew she wanted to be here. He saw the look in her eyes. She might not accept the situation at first but Kevin knew better. Father knew best.
This is your new home and your new life. You are going to grow into an amazing young woman. Nobody can hurt you here. You will find peace.
A soft smile spread across his lips and he continued stroking through her hair. Kevin was set on calming her down and having a conversation with her. She needed to see the truth.
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Jennifer wasnt exactly sure why those words came out. What father wouldnt want their daughter. Like Kevin or whoever he was now was saying, she wasnt just his daughter. In a way, she was also his sibling, it was a fucked up intertwined incest nightmare. Maybe his mother was doing it realizing deep down inside she had created a monster and didnt want her to go through the same. The money she had gotten from the adoption went into a savings for Kevin Wendell before not to long after, committing suicide. She had overdosed on heroine.
Over the years of her mind deteriorating and being overly compulsive she turned into a junkie. Kevin would have hidden scars from how brutal she was to him. Things like putting his hand on a hot stove burner, beating him so badly he bled and formed infections, making him drink house cleaners and being admitted to the hospital. Somehow overtime child services stuck their nose in, she would turn into a gospel mother, changing personalities until they left them alone. As Kevin got older, she would sexually abuse him.
Therefore, all the identities formed, to protect Kevin, to help him deal with what his mother made him endure. If she had tried to do anything to Jennifer, he probably would have killed her. She had disappeared days before going into labor, working with social workers and Jennifers adoptive parents who had paid for her to go to another state, to stay in another hospital, leaving Kevin out of the loop.
He kept stating how her adoptive parents couldnt protect her like he could, didnt truly understand her. His words were filled with so much paranoid irrational beliefs. She was amazed, in a mortified awe of his crazed obsession to be reunited and care for her. His hands continued to wipe her tears, until his hand gently combed through her hair. She was terrified but also relaxed at the same time, and not just by the medication but his touch. She swallowed spit, letting her breathing steady. Even though she was supposed to be alert as the chemical he used to knock her out detoxed out of her body by now, the muscle relaxers, with his touch and words somehow soothed her fragile broken state. She fell asleep, her head falling into his hand that combed her hair.
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Different personalities competed but Hedwig was brought into the light. The attire was not fit for a nine-year-old boy so Hedwig went into his bedroom and changed into a white t-shirt, blue jeans, black sneakers, and a jacket that was half yellow and half blue. Once Hedwig had taken control, he entered inside the bedroom again. With such a young personality, he was not thinking about anything sexual. Instead, he was just wanting to be held and lay beside of somebody. Hedwig never was given the chance to have any close contact with another human.
Approaching Jennifer, he curiously looked at her body before deciding to untie her. It was tough for the child at first but he eventually untied the ropes from around her wrists and ankles. She had not waken up so he tossed the ropes onto the ground and crawled beside of her. One arm wrapped around her waist and the other reached underneath her back.
His leg gently wrapped in between one of hers as he closed his eyes and nestled his head against her shoulder. Hedwig had never felt so happy. Being a child and forgetful of things, he closed the door but had forgotten to lock it. The key was inside his pocket but it was useless without the door being closed. He was just so happy to have found a companion that nothing else mattered.
Hedwig wanted to protect her from the bad men that existed. They did not want her for anything good. They would hurt her and do things that made Hedwig blush. That allowed him to hold her protectively, seeking protection from her as well. He hummed quietly to himself a tune that made him happy and he was smiling as he closed his eyes. It took hardly any time before Hedwig closed his eyes and fell asleep. The smile remained on his face while relaxing against the blondes body and just rested his eyes while sleeping on top of her body.
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The girl had slept soundly. Her mind had been pushed to emotional points it never had been in her two decades of living. The muscle relaxer had eased her stiffness and allowed her muscles, especially her throat to expand, allowing her to breathe normally. She would sleep straight through her fathers reappearance, only slightly moving as Hedwig struggled to untie the ropes. The skin around her ankles was slightly red and puffy but no sign of any other damage, her wrist had taken some bruising and had some scabs. Nothing that wouldnt heal in a few days. As Hedwig climbed into her queen bed, he tangled himself in her warmth under the thick duvets. The bed had been purchased new, he had used some of his savings to buy her a new bedroom set. He also had invested in super comfortable mattresses, like laying on feathers, even with memory foam.
He also remodeled thesmall kitchenand lounge area. She hadnt taken the time to notice but he had made this place, remodeled it and fortified it for her. He didnt want her living in a murky dungeon. Most of the remodeling and designing had been done by the more fashionable Barry. He knew exactly what Jennifer would like. He had studied her.
To get into detailsthe room was medium sized, there was a small bathroom connected. Thick paddedcarpethad been put down, dry wall and new paint. Her furniture, he had let Barry go on a shopping spree buying her clothing, lotions and other products even as far as cute little nick knacksand stuffed animals. It may have been a little overly girly but only the best for his little one.
A flat screen had been placed on the wall, it had Netflix and Hulu installed. She had an iPad that had been reprogrammed by Spencer, so she could access iTunes, Kindle and other gaming apps but she couldnt download any applications without his password or surf the internet. That she could buy music, movies and books. He had thought every little detail out. Thats not to say further down the road he wouldnt give her more access, once he knew she was loyal.
As Hedwig cuddled and fell asleep, the both would sleep better than they had in a long time, especially Kevin. For him it would almost be nurturing. According to the clock on her wall, it was almost eleven in the morning. There were no windows anywhere down in the service area. Jennifer was super comfortable and had even in her sleep pulled closer to Kevin. His breathing and warmth and soft breath was like a security blanket. She stirred and opened her eyes, seeing him asleep. She didnt jerk, she didnt flinch. Her mind was tired but alert enough to process everything that had happened. She felt she wasnt restrained anymore.
She took the time to wake up, not moving, only for the first time getting intimate contact with her real father. During their sleeping, he had moved up slightly, to sleep on a pillow, right next to her head. It was kind of cute to see how tangled they was. She had the idea he didnt get good sleep. He was bald, but still looked very peaceful, attractive. She could notice distinct features they both had, his lips, his nose, the jawline, same as hers.
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For the greatest part of Kevins life, the male struggled to sleep well. It derived from unspeakable trauma his mother put him through. Night terrors and nightmares plagued most nights. As he grew older and his personalities developed for protection, Kevin found everyone active while he tried to sleep. Sometimes he could hardly stand the activity and Kevins physical body never rested. Probably for the first time in his entire life, Kevin not only slept through the entire night but he slept peacefully. Before when he slept all night, he would wake up and feel exhausted. His body was asleep but his mind was racing. Not tonight.
It was almost noon when Kevin woke from his slumber. Jennifer would have been awake for nearly an hour. As Kevins eyes opened wide, he shifted slightly against the body beside of him. He never realized how comfortable this bed actually was. Barry did an excellent job designing this place. Barry did especially well with the comfort of the bed. It was so soft and conformed perfectly to the body placed upon it. Next, Hedwig pouted and groaned as his arm underneath her body was going to sleep. He pulled it back and muttered anOwin a very child-like mannerism and tone.
Looking down at the blonde, he realized that she was actually awake. With the sliest, cutest of grins, Hedwig placed his chin onto her closest shoulder and continued cheesing.
Hi
His voice was softer and more high-pitched than before. Almost immediately after saying these words, he burst out into a childish fit of giggles and rolled around slightly to remove his arms from her completely.
I heard so much about you. You are pretty They were right.
Again, he giggled just like a child might after complimenting someone. He felt shy around her in a way, curious too. He knew how important this woman was to Kevin and everyone took a different kind of interest in her.
We both got sleep now we can play!
With almost bouncing excitement, Hedwig hopped off the bed and went to recover one of the pink teddy bears. Pouting, he looked at all they toys.
Aww Barry only got toys for you. These are all girls stuff!
Not wanting to let that hamper his good spirits, he brought one of the bears over to the bed and placed it into her abdomen for her to hold.
Do you know what his name is going to be?He asked sweetly and sat onto the bed beside of Jennifer with criss-cross legs. Even without any of his own toys and in a room filled with pink, Kevin related to her. She is the closest to his age that anyone has been. Though she was not nine, he could not make that connection yet. He just tried to talk to her like he would want to be spoken to. That was the best a young boy could do anyways. All of his actions have shown that his mind was not even close to maturing. It was starkly different from anything before.
He can help protect you sometimes Dennis can be mean. He just likes you though, he doesnt mean anything bad.
Hedwig was in that stage of seeing everyone as inherently good. He knew Dennis was mean but he hoped Dennis wouldnt hurt her. He liked Jennifer so far.
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Jennifer watched him sleep for what felt like ever but it didnt bother her. As he woke up, she stayed still. He shifted, pressing into her, he groaned out from his hand underneath her falling asleep. He propped his chin on her shoulder, peeking up at her giving the cheesiest childlike grin.
Hi. She breathed back, she noticed a drastic change, in his energy, body posture, his facial expression. He started giggling which made her look at him curiously but with a faint, a very faint smile.
I heard so much about you. You are pretty They were right.
His words were innocent, though she had gotten her answer immediately, he had said THEY. She knew he must be referring to other personalities and it made sense. Her parents never told her what disorder he had, he had multiple personalities. She was fascinated and completely taken away. She had remembered learning about the disorder in a chapter in college but hearing a lecture was nothing like experiencing this. She watched him climbed off the bed, she noticed he had changed, being in his yellow running suit, but was in socks. It was a little deranged to see a grown man acting this way. She propped up on one elbow as he pouted about the toys. He grabbed a teddy bear and took it over, placing it on her stomach.
Do you know what his name is going to be?
Jennifer sat up pushing off some off the thick covers and crossed her own legs holding the bear. She gently smiled, somehow distracted by the fact she was a victim of kidnapping. Compared to some of the most horrible kidnappings, she was lucky as hell, treated like a princess.What should I name him.why dont you help think of a name? She said giving him a big smile. She looked a little concered with his next set of words. He had spoken of Dennis and somehow she had a feeling she had came across him a few times. Jennifersqueezed the bear looking at him.
Will Dennis be mean to me? You think if I show him the bear if Im scared.he will be nice? Jennifer asked, getting on his level. She patted the spot beside her on the bed and watched him crawl up, looking proud she invited him up to sit beside her.
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Hmm I dont know. I never named any toys before. I never had any.
Hedwig looked sad. His childhood was miserable. At least, his childhood up to this point. He never had the chance to play with others or have any toys so he was absolutely unsure what to do. When the blonde invited him back onto the bed, he happily accepted the offer and continued to grin widely. He jumped onto the bed and bounced a couple times on his bottom when he landed. His eyes flickered back from the bear to her eyes and he swallowed nervously.
Dennis doesnt like when people talk about him.He admitted with a shy smile but his new friend was able to coax him to tell her things just by being there for him so he continued.
But youre not going to like him. He wants you. He means good. He doesnt want to hurt you. He just thinks youre really pretty and he wants to do things Im not supposed to know about it he said. Im too young but I think I know what he is talking about.
Hedwig visibly and visibly blushed. A young child would find sex disgusting and he did that exactly. He kind of knew what Dennis wanted to do and nothing sounded pleasant. He heard that he wanted to tie her up while he did things to her and that was when Hedwig tried to find his happy place and stop listening.
Patricia normally keeps him well-behaved. Im the only one she allowed to be around you right now. Everyone wants to meet you. I just got lucky, I guess.
Kevin shrugged his shoulders and eventually relaxed against Jennifer. Showing the bear to Dennis was not going to help her. He just thought like all kids did. Their favorite stuffed animal would protect them from the monsters under the bed. However, nothing could protect her from Dennis if he got loose. Hedwig did not want to be around when that happened.
Im Hedwig, by the way. I already know your name. Kevin talks about you all the time. Everyone helped to find you.He spoke, showing that each personality really had a specific duty that led to this. That was how they were helping and protecting Kevin now that his mother was no longer a threat.
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He climbed on the bed and bounced a little making Jennifer stifle a laugh. It was almost hard not laugh at such a comical weird situation. It was when he mentioned never having any toys and then spoke of Dennis she felt uneasy. That Dennis didnt like it when people talked about him, that she wasnt going to like him. There this sort of innocent mischievous tone to his voice when he said it, then he said HE wanted her. But he tried to reassure her that he didnt want to harm her, that he just wanted to do things. She looked a little lost but nodded her head. She noticed he blushed and shied his eyes away from her. Then he spoke of Patricia, she assumed that was another personality. Hedwig relaxed, leaning into her. He introduced himself, and mentioned the others how everyone helped to find her. It was a lot to take in and this was the only beginning.
He wont hurt you, he wont hurt you, he admitted himself, kind of. Hes just attracted. Hes not well, he was mentally traumatized. He didnt raise you. This is all logical. He WONT hurt you.
Jennifer had to coach herself, trying not to worry. She kept nodding to herself and then focused back on Hedwig. She was starting to get a big picture of how fucked up their mother had been, how she had caused all of this. That if she was normal, perhaps she wouldnt have been conceived from their mother and some other woman where he was normal and happy. Still, even though she had anxiety about Dennis and some of the other unknown identities, she still wasnt reacting rationally. Other females would have been a mess, trying to escape.
Well Hedwig its nice to meet you. I like you.She said leaned into him, acting almost a little immature herself.
I know there not boy toys but your welcome to play with any of my toys. She said holding the teddy bear. Hedwig seemed a little interested in her fitbit. She showed her wrist, rolling up her long sleeve Henley a little. It had a small screen on it.
It a fancy monitor type thingy. I have issues with my heart and breathing. If I get too excited, this lets me know. I get excited and it makes it hard to breathe. But like Im different becauseI get excited, sometimes for no reason.She said shrugging, smiling at him.
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The fitbit was important to Jennifer. Hedwig made a mental note. Though he was young, he knew breathing was important and knew about some breathing problems. If Jennifer got too excited, then she would have problems. Nobody wanted that to happen. Carefully, Hedwig used his index finger to poke the band wrapping around her wrist. Since it was important, he treated the item carefully and fragilely. The last thing he wanted to do was break something else. Even if he did not comprehend the details, he generally knew this was something that Jennifer needed to be safe. He could not damage it.
Hedwig had never seen a woman without any clothes. His eyes traveled into Jennifers and he shifted uncomfortable. Even children knew what beauty looked like. Jennifer was gorgeous. The innocent mind started wandering into darker places. His hips shifted uncomfortably against her thigh and Hedwig did not know what was happening to his body. His first semblance of sexual arousal was starting to occur. It was the first time for Hedwig anyways. Kevin was clearly experienced and had been with women before. They just never did the trick like he thought Jennifer would do for him. He wanted her to be his in every possible way.
I I think I have to go now. We can play later. Hedwig offered a gentle smile across his lips and continued to stare deeply into the womans eyes. He gave her a little, cute hug and finally removed their bodies from tangling. Within minutes, Hedwig exited the bed and walked across the room to the door and left the room. He closed it and locked the door like he was supposed to. Hedwig was starting to panic and it caused Patricia to take over. Hedwig was having a tough time and nobody was thinking about the girls needs right now.
She must be hungry. After changing into ablack skirt with a red top with knee-high white socks and black heels, Patricia was ready to start cooking a meal.Ranch chicken with mashed potatoes and steamed green beans were prepared along with a glass of water. Patricia brought it to the room, unlocked the door and sat the plate of food on the table inside the room.
I have to apologize for Hedwig earlier. I am sure he caused a ruckus. Everyone is just so excited to see you but I know you must be starving. I fixed your favorite.
Patricia spoke In an acutely feminine voiceas her motions were somewhat feminine as well.Can I get you anything else? She asked casually while standing at the door, looking deep into Jennifers eyes.
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Hedwig was silent, poking her fitbit and then just sitting there. He started moving his bottom around, fidgeting while leaning into her. Kind of like a small child being impatient or having to go to the bathroom. She didnt realize it was arousal and that in this identity he had never experienced it. She was soon to understand her father wasnt just attracted but infatuated with her. She could gather that from how Hedwig spoke about her and the others. He was quick to retreat and gave her a half hug, she wasnt even able to hug him back before he darted across the room leaving her speechless. She could hear him locking several locks and that made her stomach sink. She had no idea what was in store for her. She was so intrigued by her own father and his disorder that she didnt think about being a prisoner, not until she heard the locks. She frowned and just sat there, stretching out her legs. She rubbed the areas of her ankles where it was a little red from the ropes which were still on the floor in two piles.
While she was left alone, she got off the bed exploring the room. She looked at all the trinkets, the net of stuffed animals, the shelf of various lotions and perfumes, some were expensive. She looked in a small closet to see clothes, her exact size. Which lead her to the bathroom, it was also small, but cutely decorated with pink and floral. She relieved herself, she hadnt gone to the bathroom since last night. She thought about taking a shower but decided against it when she noticed a tablet at her desk. She turned it on, thinking she might be able to download something but the internet browser was turned off and she couldnt download any applications. She was starting to understand how planned this reunion was.
She was sitting at the desk when the door opened, to the same man that was her father but he was dressed in a red turtleneck, a long skirt and high heels. She kind of just stared at him dumbfound. He walked perfectly on the heels setting down the tray of food and ice water. It smelled good. She looked up at the women as she asked if she needed anything else. She shook her head and started digging in the food. Patricia was being pleased she was enjoying her first meal here, she would offer seconds if the girl finished her plate. There was plenty.
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Patricia remained silent at first. Judging by how quickly Jennifer dug into the meal, she had likely not eaten since late yesterday. Jennifer was nearly halfway finished when Patricia realized she would probably eat the entire plate and more.
You can eat everything you want. I will fix you seconds just in case.
Even if she did not consume all the food Patricia fixed, she had no issue throwing out the extra food or eating it herself or saving it for later for someone else. She expertly strutted out the doorway and locked the latches again. There were nearly one dozen latches and they all pointed differently and were mechanically different. It would take the worlds greatest lockpicker to ever undo the door. Well, that or an explosive device would do the trick. It was unlikely that Jennifer had access to either.
Since Patricia cooked a smaller portion for one individual, the food was finished quickly. After another hot, steaming plate was served, she returned into Jennifers room with another plate and another glass of water. It was important to keep her hydrated. If she had any medicine she took routinely then Patricia gathered the bottle and poured out the correct number of tablets. To ensure the time was accurately tracked, she wrote down the time she would take the medication and mark down when she needed it again.
Though every personality was different, they all held one core value: keeping Jennifer safe. Everyone would remember to feed her, nurture her, and give her access to pills. Everyone was also smart enough to keep the pills out of her room. If something tragic happened and she attempted to overdose, there would be no saving her.
Returning to the door, Patricia took her time and unlocked each latch. Once inside, she placed the second place of food down right in front of the blonde. The empty plate was brought closer to the door and sat to be picked up at a later time. Professionally and sternly, she stood in the doorway and crossed her arms after offering the second plate of food.
I will do my best to mediate everyone. I will make sure nobody hurts you. You are going to like it here. Kevin has been excited to have you home. Everyone is. Feel welcome here. You might be confined to this room now but when we can trust you, a new world will open to you. Just be a good girl and everything will be alright.
Nobody wanted to hurt her anyways. They would not allow her to roam freely though. If she escaped then horrible things might happen.
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Jennifer had finished the first plate of food within minutes, chugging down the glass of purified ice water. She noticed it wasnt tap water and wondered oddly if the ice cubes were even purified. The women said she would fix her seconds and after taking her empty plate and glass she left the girl alone. Jennifer sat there, wide eyed, counting the latches. There were literally twelve fucking locks on the outside of her door. She used her tongue to get pieces of green bean out of her back teethe and sat here.
Normal rational thoughts started to slowly claw at the forefront. Would she see her adoptive parents again? Would she get to finish school, see her friends? Would she ever be allowed above ground. Was she already forming Stockholm syndrome to her own father and his personalities. Would she be able to gain his trust to have some freedom? These thoughts made her slouch over the desk, holding her head.
She heard the locks being unlatched and looked up to see Patricia re-entered with another hot plate of food, another glass of ice water and the usual medication she took. She had forgotten about her medication but he hadnt. The woman crossed her eyes, telling Jennifer she had nothing to worry about, that everyone was delighted she was home and safe and that in time if she behaved, a whole new world would be exposed. Jennifer nodded, showing she understood. The woman winked, giving a weird sassy grin before leaving her to eat in peace.
Jennifer started eating the second plate of food, this time a little slower, savoring how juicy the chicken was, the vegetables had so much flavor. She popped the pills in her mouth downing it with the ice water. So far half an hour had passed and no one had returned. She finished half the plate of food. Jennifer got up, as a way of battling her own paranoid thoughts she rooted through her clothes. A lot of them were brand new with the tag. She picked an outfit to sleep in,solid sleep shorts with another light gray long sleeve shirt. Stepping into her bathroom she closed the door, there was a simple doorknob lock and she turned it, as if that gave her some feeling of privacy. She stripped, throwing her dirty clothes in a pile and took the quickest shower, the water was very hot. She used the floral hygiene products Barry had ordered for her. There were notes of rose petals and orchids. She shampooed and conditioned her hair and dried off changing into her clothes over her underwear and bra. Everything fit so perfectly she wondered how he knew her measurements and sizes.
She thought someone might be waiting for her in the bedroom and opened the door to find her room empty. She saw Patricia must have been in while she was showering, because her plate was taken and dessert had been wrapped and left. Her bed and been perfectly made, her pillows fluffed. The rope on the floor had been picked up and discarded. There was a little posted beside the dessert that told her to sleep well, she was safe and toenjoy the unicorn bars. Jennifer was eating the dessert, when she noticed of all things, an iPod. Somehow it was brand new but connected to her iTunes, well to be exact a new account had been made but all her music transferred and all her playlist. She was amazed at every little damn detail of all of this. It was overwhelming.
Jennifer pulled the covers back and climbed in the bed, leaving the bathroom door open as it shined a warm glow into the bedroom as she turned off the lights. Her medicine was make her a little tired, just a little. She laid in bed putting in the earbuds. She clicked one of her electro gothic playlist and figured the loud music would entertain her wild hyper mind into exhaustion. She closed her eyes, turning the volume up so loud it could have been harmful but she also did that at home often. The words made her think of him.
I don't dream much anymore,
'cos sleep don't come easy for,
A fool who's failed at everything,
There's no way that I'm making it through,
I don't feel myself at all, As you rise I slowly fall,
So I choke and I ache,
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Nobody liked to be watched while they ate. Patricia understood and exited the room without an issue. She waited and watched the monitor inside of her room. She finished and headed for the bathroom. For privacy, Barry did not install any cameras inside the bathroom. Though a couple of the personalities might have gotten off on that, he would not allow such a thing. They could not invade that much of her personal space. After the blonde disappeared into the bathroom, Patricia found his way back inside of the young womans room. The place was somewhat of a mess because of Hedwig.
She retrieved the plate and sat all empty dishes and cooking pots in the sink. Next, she returned inside and made up the bed and cleared off all the ropes. Everything looked spick and span. It was spotless and looked just like the room did before Jennifer arrived. Once again, Patricia exited the room and brought back some dessert. It was on a disposable plate she could throw away in the trash can in her room in the corner. That ended Kevins interference today. Patricia locked the door again and washed all the dishes. When they were washed, she dried them and packed everything away.
Kevin was back in control now. It was getting late and he was tired. He undressed and showered inside his own bathroom. It was smaller and not as magnificent as his daughters. A good father does not care if he lived without luxuries. His child would have the best luxuries and chances possible. Kevin was going to make sure of that. Her room was full of the most up to date technology. She might not have access to everything she would need but it was impossible for her to get bored. She was surrounded by the latest advances in technology.
After showering, Kevin dressed himself in a pair of boxers and pajama pants before readying for bed. He took care of himself and performed the proper hygiene to upkeep his body. Before he went to sleep, he looked in on his daughters room one more time. She was relaxing or sleeping, he was not sure. She had the iPod plugged in and was jamming into her music. He could even hear it briefly through the audio of the cameras. He would have to warn her about that later. She did not need to damage her ears.
After some time passed, Kevin felt comfortable enough. Jennifer was doing fine and assimilating well. He was ready for bed. His bedroom was also smaller than his daughters. It was more bland and not decorated at all. He crawled underneath the covers and pulled it tight around his neck and tried to sleep. It would not come to him as easily as the sleep with Jennifer did when Hedwig had taken over earlier during the day. Tonight was like normal for Kevin. It was restless and he tossed and turn with a restless mind. It was uncomfortable.
Despite this, he was incredibly happy. After a long time, he was reunited with Jennifer. Tomorrow would bring new opportunities and they could further their relationship together. His mind was heavy with thoughts other than the usual. He no longer had to only dream about being with Jennifer. She was truly here. She was okay. She was safe. This could not have gone any better. Kevin wanted to make sure she was happy and had done a great job so far. Tomorrow would only continue to deepen that bond.
Back at her old house, her adoptive parents were going crazy. They wanted to file a missing persons report because it was unlike her to be gone so long. Plus, her car was found abandoned but the wires that were cut could not be deciphered to have happened with mal intent. The only thing anybody knew was that the car was broken down and it had not been 48 hours yet so nothing could be done as they just hopelessly waited for Jennifer to return home. They called her and could not reach her. The phone would be unable to traced but they already had an idea of what happened.
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Jennifer fell asleep to her music, the playlist played through several songs before comming to a silence. She had only been awake a few hours or more earlier after she had taken up to meet Hedwig, the clock said it was only 1 PM. She knew it was the weekend but figured at some point he would return to work. What would he do if people started interrogating him, wanting to come down here? Did he have this place set up so they didnt see all of this? That was exactly the truth. The service area underneath the zoo was like a whole other level, Kevin had over the years built on, turning other parts into where he would live with Jen.
If someone came down to check on him, his first living area would look livable, shabby and occupied. It was connected to this part of the layout, but hidden. So far they still had over a day before her parents could file a police report. Jennifer was going to try to reason with him, so some sort of contact could be made to them to prevent them from doing such a thing. Even though she was partially a victim of abduction, she didnt any criminal charges put on Kevin. He had what he wanted and she was going to just deal with it.
By the time she had woke back up, it was seven PM at night, it was hard to tell what time of day it was down here, it always felt like the night with no windows. She pulled out her earbuds, she rolled onto her side and thought about just trying to sleep more. Did her sleeping schedule matter down here right now? She was a little hungry again but she had eaten all the sweet dessert and drank all the water. She wondered if she would ever be allowed to have access to feely explore wherever it was he lived. In time, she would be permitted, but certain areas would be blocked off but she would be able to leave and enter her room to the kitchen, lounge area and his bedroom. She wouldnt have access to the security room unless he let her in. That all depended on her behavior. Having access to the kitchen would be nice, she was a fat kid deep inside and with her energy she had a big appetite, her body digested sugar quicker.
She decided to just be lazy and bury herself under the thick covers, they smelled cleaned like fabric softener and it was comforting. She randomly thought of waking up to him here, Hedwig. How she felt calm, at peace, she felt more anxiety when he wasnt around as if then anything could happen to her.
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Undoubtedly, Jennifer was here to stay. Everyone would have to get used to her being here. Nobody struggled more than Dennis did. As the most violent personality, it was difficult for the male to stay contained. No matter how many times someone scolded him, his thoughts remained the same. Dennis concluded there was only one way to ease these feelings he had. Dennis must approach Jennifer, talk to her, and control himself. If he came into close contact with her and eased his urges, everything would start falling into place. He would be brought to the light more often. He was always hidden because of his behavioral issues.
As a janitor for the zoo, he would have to work tomorrow and clean the area in preparation for the new week. Tonight, Kevin was going to relax and spend time with his beloved daughter. To avoid suspicion, he had to keep up the act. It would give him something pleasurable to think about during the day at work to get him through. It would instill a new happiness in his life. It filled a void that was missing and has been missing for almost two decades. Nonetheless, it was time for Dennis to face his deepest threat.
Standing in front of his wardrobe, Dennis pulled his pajama pants down. The same outfit he wore when he abducted Jennifer was recovered on his body. Dress pants and a button-up t-shirt with his glasses. After double checking his look in the mirror, Dennis took a deep breath. Patricias words about not being a pig fumbled through his head a few times before he slipped on his socks and shoes. It was time to visit the blonde and talk to her, get to know her. She was going to be safe around him. Dennis knew he had a bad reputation.
Approaching the door, he slowly undid all the locks. Because of his OCD, he would keep the pin straight until reaching the end of the slot, allowing it to drop down. His hand twisted the door open and entered her room. Not even looking at her yet, Dennis shut the door and reapplied the locks from the inside. It might function slightly different from locking the outside door but the locks served the same purpose. Jennifer was trapped inside this room with Dennis and it was up to Dennis to control himself and not hurt Jennifer. He knew how much it meant to Kevin.
His chest heaved up and down. His breathing rate increased while turning around to face Jennifer. Fidgeting, his fingers pushed his glasses onto the bridge of his nose twice, never satisfied with the location.
Hello I-Im Dennis
He was not nervous talking to her. It was just difficult to not think those dirty thoughts about the woman. He tried to think clean but she was just so gorgeous and scantily clad. That was not helping.
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Jennifer had zoned out, staring at the darkened ceiling. Her eyes every now and then would fall over the cute night lamp on her nightstand. She almost felt like Sarah from the labyrinth. There was a part of the movie where she couldnt make out if it was a dream or not and she was in this perfect little girls room with this old goblin lady piling her with toys and stuffed animals. She had to break free, to reality to go back to finding toby, her little brother. In a way Kevin was like the gobbling king, he was obsessed with Sarah. His words to her was almost close to words Kevin had said to her. Jareth had saidEverything I've done, I've done for you. I move the stars for no one. Jennifer felt like she was in the fairy tale world.
She heard locks unlatching and sat up, staring at the door. Her father re-appeared but he was once again different from the little boy personality Hedwig and the older women Patricia, this must have been Dennis as he had glasses and his facial features were more sharp and focused. He entered, shutting the door not facing her. She could notice his heavy breathing. Hedwig had said he meant no harm, that he just had bad thoughts, wanted to do things to her. Jennifer kept silent, sitting cross legged, most of her bare legs visible. He looked up, adjusting his glasses twice introducing himself.
Hello I-Im Dennis
Jennifer gulped but nodded giving a faint smile.HiI know you know who I am.She didnt know what to do. She decided to lean forward crawled toward the edge of the bed to reach her hand out, bad idea as he she was on all fours on the bed, he would get a good glimpse of her breast. Well not her breast but her sports bra and tank top underneath the unbuttoned Henley. Jennifer wouldnt think of this. Dennis would get wide eyed looking angry and stepped back.
Can you please sit up please and cover yourself.He said in a demanding tone. She looked lost, almost hurt and embarrassed and sat up and noticed her shirt and gulped again. She pulled the covers up, all the way up, holding them like a wrap around her body.
I can put on some more clothes.
Thats not necessary. His tone was flat. Jennifer slouched holding the covers tighter around her small petite body.
Ill be right back. He said and quickly departed, slamming the door making her flinch. He started locking the latches leaving the girl lost, almost tearful. She threw the covers off and darted off the bed opening the closet, searching till she found baggie sweat pants. She tore the tag off and pulledthe sweatsover her shorts and underwear. A little bit of her shorts was showing but not much. She searched the closet and rippeda sweatshirt offand pulled it over her Henley. It was good timing as the locks were not being unlocked. She spun facing he door as it opened. Dennis was there but now holding bags, gift bags and flower bouquet. Dennis, saw she had changed and he breathed out seeming angry but more at himself.
Thank you but that wasnt necessary. you shouldnt have to hide yourself around me. I wont hurt you. I promise you my word. I uhh. I got these for you. He said putting down the bags andbeautiful flowers. He sat them on the bed and then stepped away making distance. Jennifer walked to the bed picking up the flowers, they smelled wonderful, like a flower garden. They must have costed a good fortune. She held the flowers while standing and pulling out tissue paper from the gift bag. She pulled out astuffed olaffrom the frozen movie, and then also pulledout a tinkerbell hoodie. She loved Disney and somehow he had picked that up too.
ThankTh-thank you. She said with glossy eyes, emotional. She sat on the bed holding all her things, feeling like Sarah. In this case, she didnt hate the goblin king, she was a part of him. Dennis rubbed his head seeming anxious.
I know you like Disney, Barry had found out and helped me. I know its not much. I know for a long time we must keep you safe, but down the roadwhen everyone forgets you. We can go to Disney World together.He said. Jennifer looked at him, silent tears streaming down her cheeks.
D-D-Denisyou have less than 24 hours before they file a report. You know this. If you make contact, if you let me make contact. Im eighteenthey cant turn it in if I tell them I am ok. She said, putting down everything but the olaf plush. She stood as Dennis backed up.
An e-mail.you know my email.let me write an email. Even if they still think its kidnapping if we show proof I ran away, they cant file chargespl-please. She begged.
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Indeed, Dennis knew exactly who Jennifer was. Countless hours were spent thinking about the blonde. At first, he only saw photographs until the day Kevin saw Jennifer at the zoo. Her picture became much more vivid. When he first grabbed her from the dance studio parking lot, she became real to him. It did not help his overactive sexual drive and desire for Jennifer when she leaned forward on all fours. God, that was the most sultry look possible and Dennis had to wrench his face away from looking down her shirt. God knew he would love to look though. Dennis wanted to do so much more than look.
Anger was boiling within his skin but not really at Jennifer. Dennis felt more anger with himself than anything. He practiced so hard to not feel this way about Jennifer yet he was only inside the room for a few minutes and those emotions returned. He was absolutely helpless against the feelings and the desires. It was only natural but his desires were deeper than just wanting her body. It was what he wanted to do with her body that irked Dennis. It was not normal in the eyes of most people and he did not want to scare or hurt Jennifer. Kevin would be so mad at him and they had to protect Kevin. In protecting Kevin, they had to all watch over Jennifer.
Before things got out of hand, Dennis left the room. He did not last as long as he wanted. While fuming, he grabbed the flowers and animals before returning. It was still difficult to concentrate. His breathing was ragged and his hands were clenching and flexing repeatedly before loosening the grip of his fingertips on his palms. He felt each fingertip digging into a metacarpal bone at the beginning of each finger and he tried to calm himself down while handing the gifts to her. At least it seemed like she enjoyed those gifts. That was a good start Dennis figured. He even spoke about going to Disney World with Jennifer. That was something Kevin always wanted to do and how Barry knew to arrange these trips and these things. It was a wonderful thought. It was more of a thing a father would do with a young child but even teenagers and young women could still enjoy Disney world. That was a big deal for Kevin later. But they had such a long way to go before that happened.
Dennis felt his heartbeat quicken further when she talked about letting her contact her parents. Oh boy. Dennis was not the rational one here. He fidgeted with his collar, something he did when he was nervous. Absently, he flipped a book back upright on the shelf because it was at an angle and his OCD flared up because of it. He began to fervently shake her had at Jennifer. Though he knew not what would happen, the one rule that everyone had was not to allow her talking with anyone outside of this place. Besides, Dennis did not even have the codes to do this. It was only unlockable by Barry.
I-Im sorry Jennifer. I cant do that. They wont let me. They say you cant have any conversation with anyone outside our home. They wont find you here. It wont matter what happens. You might pull a trick on us. She said we could not trust you yet. Is that what this is? Do you want to leave that bad? Kevin will be heartbroken. Do you have any idea how badly losing you upset him?
Now he was getting pissed at Jennifer. Dennis saw this as her trying to call for help to someone outside of the house. His moment of weakness was replaced by a moment of clarity and he would stand his ground. He could easily get the codes from Barry if he wanted but he would withhold.
Simply, Barry crossed his arms and looked at Jennifer.
This place can be perfect. You just have to be a good girl. Nobody wants to hurt you but bad girls do get punished. You cant talk about that ever again. I wont tell anyone. But you cant say anything like that again.It was taking all Dennis had to stay back. His hands were clenching again and he almost felt sorrowful that she had dressed up over her previous clothing. It was so revealing and so sexy. It was almost a shame to see her wearing something else. Again, Dennis chewed nervously on the inside of his lip.
Please, sit back down. Youre making me anxiousHe added, feeling both a general anxiety and a sexual anxiety. It was a mistake to allow Dennis to come to light so far. The fight inside his mind was taking a mental and physical toil on Kevin and everyone else for that matter.
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Jennifer stood there, alarmed, cautious of how Dennis was reacting. His words making her silent. She could see he was internally struggling and she knew it was because of his disorder, his apparent sexual desire for her. For each identity, it was easier to be attracted because they were all different from Kevin. Jennifer stood there but didnt return to the bed like he asked.
You dont seem to understand. They will file a report and I will become missing, my face will be plastered all over America. The moment that happens this becomes a kidnapping. You mentioned Disney Worldhow would you ever go anywhere with me years later if I was considered missing?
Jennifer walked up and grabbed his hands, her hands would be so soft and warm against his strong sweaty palms. His eyes would be wide as she gazed up at him.
I just need to be able to write an email. Any of you can check it. I dont have to talk to anybody verbally. Just let me write an email telling them I chose to run away; I chose to leave. they cant file it the report then. Please Dennis..
Dennis glared at her and lost control, he grabbed her and lifted her up making her yelp. He threw her on the bed. He bent over, pinning her arms down, hovering over her, panting. Fighting his urges, fighting his own demons.
I said not to talk about it anymore. you being very bad Jennifer.He breathed, his nostrils flaring.
Your not stupid! Your smart.I dont want to run.Im trying to make it easier for you to have me.She said in very careful precise words, but not without a shaky emotional voice.
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The bruises around Jennifers wrists from their first encounter had faded. Dennis just supplied the blonde with fresh markings around both wrists. The enraged personality also felt bewildered and directionless. He already struggled against the immoral sexual urges. A second struggle developed between allowing Jennifer to email her family versus preventing contact.
Whatever you do, you cannot let Jennifer speak to anyone other than us.
You cannot let her go outside.
You cannot let her leave her room.
Keep the internet turned off. She might email somebody for help.
They can trace the address of where the email was sent.
She must learn the rules.
You cannot let her email her parents.
She is right. She can relay that she was okay. Nobody will look for her if she ran away.
She was lying. She was going to give away her position.
If this goes bad, this would be ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT.
GOD DAMN IT. I KNOW.
From internal to external conflict, Dennis was losing his mind. Such a simple choice was becoming impossible to make. Jumping backwards off the bed, Dennis clenched his fist and slammed it against the nearest wall. Because of the special, metal material, his hand and forearm were likely broken. A violent shout elicited from his lips as the personalities jockeyed for position to bring into the light.
Millions of thoughts continued rushing through Dennis head. It was almost like all twenty-two others were giving their input. Kevin needed to keep Jennifer away from other people. They would hurt her. On the other hand, the logical part of Kevin thought about how much easier it would make the situation if John and Rachael thought Jennifer ran away. Nobody could report her missing. If the blonde was spotted outside somewhere, nobody would pay any attention.
If a statewide alert for Jennifer escaped, she would be noticed immediately. Dennis chewed so hard on the interior of his cheek that it was bleeding and a drop slipped down the corner of his lip. It almost felt like an anxiety attack was happening. People with dissociative identity order could not deal with the stressful situation especially when one of the weaker minded personalities was showing.
Fine, okay. You fucking win. I will let you fucking email your parents. Barry will send it. Write down what you want to say and Barry will log-in and send the email later.
It was the best solution. She would write down what she wanted to send and Barry could send the email from outside the room. Jennifer would never have direct access to the internet or contact with her parents.
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Jennifer was left on the bed in silent tears, stunned as he let go and back away. He punched one wall which was metal underneath the wallpapering. You would hear his knuckles crack and hear him cry out hunched over against the wall. Then as Jennifer sat up, her own breathing heavy small cries saw blood drip from his mouth. It was bad enough he already had a bandage around his head that was from the laceration he had gotten a few weeks ago from her stepfather. His eyes were bloodshot and bulging and he screamed out making Jennifer shudder, silently shaking.
GOD DAMN IT. I KNOW.
Jennifer sat there, scared but more concerned for her fathers well-being and state of mind than her own. To see a grown man this distraught, to have been pushed this far. His mental health was declining right in front of his own blood. Then he leaned against the wall, sounding pissed as he spoke, that she could write what she wanted to say and Barry would email it. Jennifer let out another cry, but of relief, thinking he wouldnt even do that. Seeing Jennifer this upset, this scare because of his actions made him furious at himself, at the whole situation. He was failing Kevin.
Jennifer slowly got off the bed, standing next to it. Her face a mess, she could see his rage and psychical pain. His hand wasnt positioned right.
Can C-C-Can I hug you..Pl-Pl-Please. She cried, she needed comfort, needed human contact, she needed him, she wanted to help HIM right now.Pl-pl-please.She begged. She knew he was scared of contact with her but she didnt care.
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Dennis had already failed. He was allowing her to (indirectly) contact someone outside of the house. Barry would send the message but Jennifer was still talking to her parents figuratively. Secondly, Kevin never wanted to scare Jennifer. She should be safe and happy. The woman was crying, clearly scared, and Dennis could do nothing to stop what happened. Dennis was a failure and he hated himself. Not only that, it was likely he would be kept in the dark for a long time after todays events.
Making things worse, Jennifer approached him and wanted to hug him. The words from the others replayed inside of Dennis mind.
Dont ever touch her. You cant touch her. Control your urges, Dennis. You know if you have one touch, you cant stop yourself.
It was true. Dennis biggest fear was hugging Jennifer then being unable to stop himself from going further. With a throbbing pain stemming from his wrist all the way down to his elbow, Dennis felt himself breathing heavy. He backed up until he reached the wall beside of her bed.
N-No I cant touch you.
She kept coming and begging him for a hug. It was just a hug, right? One look into those gorgeous eyes and Dennis finally gave in. After cursing underneath his breath, he tentatively wrapped his right, injured arm around her shoulders followed by his left arm. With a small squeeze, he pulled Jennifer into his chest and hugged her. Strangely enough, he felt relief after touching her like this and his breathing was calming down.
Though his urges returned, Dennis tried to keep his mind off those dark thoughts and focus on helping Jennifer feel better.
Its okay nothing bad is going to happen.
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Dennis was leaning against the wall, putting most of his heavy weight into his side. He was holding his injured arm. He told her he couldnt touch her and that only made her keep active at begging him. She wanted to console him, wanted to be in his arms, it didnt matter who in the fuck he was at the moment. There was this thick heavy cloud that consumed Dennis, this cloud of vulnerability. Then he looked at her tearful eyes. They would have never seen a young girl, this upset, this emotional wanting his to be this close.
Lots of people tolerated him, his co-workers, Dr. Fletcher seemed to genuinely care for all of him, but most people shunned him. He had to normally stay one personality, keep them in the light if he made a public appearance above ground. There was a short period he had a break, he was more stable than he had ever been, only a few personalities, the good ones had light. He had even attended adult education classes the Philadelphia zoo had paid for, had a little social contact with a few people, who now were long gone. That was a long time ago, maybe almost a decade ago when he was in his middle twenties.
He nodded, motioning her over as he pushed off the wall cursing under his breath. Jennifer may have caught him off guard because she attacked him in a desperate, tight hug. Her body impacting his sent him back into the wall, she was surrendering to all of him. Sobs couldnt help coming out, it was her emotions, her hyperactivity, she had been called a cry baby growing up. It was her only way of expressing her intense emotions. She felt him hug her back, keeping him against his chest. Finally, she felt his breath calming down. His low voice softer.
Its okay nothing bad is going to happen.
Dont leave me. you cant keep leaving me in here alone. Please,she cried into his chest, You said you wouldnt hurt me. She looked up at him, there was a small height difference. She squeezed him tighter, burying her head into his buttoned-up shirt. He would normally be super OCD, about dirt, germs, but somehow, even though she was a mess getting fluids on him he didnt care, she was a part of him.
You need to fix your hand, its broken.do you need to go to the hospital? She said fearful she would be left alone here for hours but it least he would be ok. He shook his hand; Dennis could bear a horrible amount of pain. He could reset it and bandage it. He had more medical supplies down here than they needed. She bit her lip, sucking in a breath wiping snot, pulling back to delicately take his hand, it was shaking.
Let me help you. I can help.She said, looking up at him. Can you bring in some bandagesanything you have. She asked breathing hard, still holding his arm. He nodded, breathing hard and pushed off the wall heading toward the door and opened it with his good arm. Jennifer stood there, scared he wouldnt come back, not as Dennis. She walked to the door as he walked out about it shut it, he eyed her, his eyes were dominant but kind, telling her to back away.
NoIll stay heredoor open, dont shut it. Dont leave me.Dennis dont leave me.She said sucking in breaths.
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It was becoming shamelessly difficult to ignore Jennifer. Second to only Kevin, Dennis felt the most attraction and attachment to Jennifer for obvious reasons. She was weaving her way inside of his heart. Did Dennis want to leave her alone? Nope. She did not understand that Dennis had no choice. The consequences for his actions were already going to be severe enough. Dennis would also punish himself. The obsessive male normally controlled his desires and actions. This young woman was a glaring weak spot in his nature. It felt impossible to tell her no. Dennis gritted his teeth uncomfortably while deducing his next course of action.
The metallic taste of his blood from the previous fits of chewing on his cheek still existed. Dennis felt a small drop running out of his mouth so he licked his lips to cease the blood trail. It felt amazing to hug Jennifer. Her body was so small and so soft compared to his own body. They almost molded together perfectly. As strong as Dennis fought against the desires, he wanted to hold Jennifer again. He wanted to stay inside with Jennifer. He wanted so many things but he felt torn apart. His arm continued to throb and something had to be done.
Jennifer, you do NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!
Dennis became infuriated again and started shouting. Catching himself, the male whimpered quietly and apologized.
Im sorry that I yell at you. This is so difficult for me. Im trying to be good. Im trying to help but I cant stop thinking about you and the rules that we have. I cant let you out of the room yet. Only Kevin can make that decision. Ill find the medical supplies and you can help my hand. That is the best I can do. Im sorry. Im so sorry.
Before Jennifer had another chance to keep talking, Dennis slipped into the hallway and slammed the door close before locking all locks again. It was a hassle to lock twelve locks before entering and exiting. Kevin decided it was a necessity and approved the combination of locks. If Dennis stood inside that room another second long, he might never leave. Jennifer might have convinced him to let her outside. Everything that could have resulted would have been treacherous. Dennis was operating on damage control mode now. His hand fucking hurt. Why did he punch the metal? His temper flared and all logic left his mind.
Dennis was not medically inclined. One of the personalities was a doctor. Her name was Sarah and she was one of the most minor personalities. She formed whenever Kevin was hurt as a child: it was often. Whether his mother did something or he was bullied, Sarah always showed up to heal Kevin and give him the medical attention he needed. A tub of medical supplies was tucked away into the corner of Kevins bedroom. Dennis hoped Jennifer would know what to do because he sure as hell did not.
He groaned loudly after trying to lift the tub. His injured hand would not bear any weight. He dragged the tub all the way into Jennifers room. Following protocol, he unlocked the door and locked it immediately before looking at Jennifer. With a kick, he slid the tub of supplies closer to the blonde and sat down with a grunt on a nearby chair.
I dont know what is there. Thats just where she keeps the medical supplies. I hope you know what youre doing. It hurts so muchThe adrenaline wore off and the pain was taking place. Dennis was nearly in tears.
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Im sorry that I yell at you. This is so difficult for me. Im trying to be good. Im trying to help but I cant stop thinking about you and the rules that we have. I cant let you out of the room yet. Only Kevin can make that decision. Ill find the medical supplies and you can help my hand. That is the best I can do. Im sorry. Im so sorry.
His voice reverberated through the room, it had a dangerous tone to it. It was a tone you froze in the moment, her own breath caught in her throat as he quickly slipped away, slamming the door with so much force the walls shook. One of her wall decorations had collapsed on the carpet. She stood there, numb, empty and sniffled. Her eyes were so damn raw, so red. They made the blues of her eyes more vibrant. The locks were latched and she was so out of it she didnt count as he struggled to lock them with one hand.
She held her hands together, repeating his words in her mind. Im trying to be good, Im trying to help but I cant stop thinking about you and the rules we have. She had remembered Hedwig speaking of his desires, that he was sexually attracted and fighting every moment. Was he a sex addict? Some reason the thought of him being very sexually active with other women constantly was sickening, not because of the act but because she was starting to fall deeper into this dark fairy tale. Hedwig had said he didnt mean harm. She had to remain calm. She was about to go to the bathroom when she turned, gasping as she heard the doors being unlocked the same way, with struggle, she could feel his weight against the door. It was Dennis, it had to be.
The door opened and he fell back against it making it slam shut, he turned to follow protocol. He kicked the tub of medical supplies across the carpet, some of the supplies falling out as he slumpedinto a recliner, one that was covered in a fancy floral pattern.The corner had been made to be like a small little lounge/reading nook for her. She pulled the supplies over to where he was, she dropped to her knees. Hersweat pants being a little lose, had fallen slightly over her behind,showing her pajama shorts and underwear, she was still very clothed it least. She pulled out brand new packages of ace bandages and clips. Normally this would be done in some medical clinic, his hand would be numbed. She would have asked if he had access to pain killers, but she didnt want to risk him leaving or struggling to get up. She luckily enough found gauze and ripped them open and looked around the room. She got up and started rummaging through all the random brand new items in her room.
She found a hard-back book, it was an adult coloring book but it could be replaced, it had hard cardboard material for the cover. She sat down and torn the book apart, using a medical knife to cut it into a few different flat sections, it would be used as a splint. She positioned everything out very organized, he would almost admire how efficient she was. There was so much of him in her. She got back up on her knees unbuttoned his cuff, rolling it up to his elbow, revealing his toned arm. He was in silent tears, forcing himself back.
I have to reset this. Ive never done that.She breathed, her own eyes tearing again, it stung, it hurt so fucking bad. She ignored it and held his arm as straight as possible, you could see where it was positioned incorrectly. He just nodded, clenching his teethe, she noticed blood coming out of his mouth. She panic and used one hand to grab open fresh gauze, she wadded them together, opening another package of a dressing bandage. She pushed off his knees and bravely forced his mouth open, forcing all the material, a huge wad into his mouth, keeping it open, as he made weird noises. He would know what she was doing, so he didnt do any more damage. She used one gauze to wipe blood off his lips and chin. She dropped to the ground on her knees, gently cradling his hand. She exhaled, she could feel him shaking and then without warning him used both hands to force it back into place. You could hear slight crunching, but nothing major.
Dennis would let out a horrible low scream, muffled by the makeshift gag. He would bend forward, his eyes letting loose tears as his head fell into her. She stood up holding him, holding his shaven head straight into her soft breast to rest as he dealt with the adjustment. He was holding his injured arm. She let her head, she couldnt help it, rest on the top of his head. Her snot, wet tears and wet swollen lips pressed against his head. He used his free hand to wrap around her waist, pulling him into her, so tightly she let out a small noise. She dealt with it.
She pried herself away enough to drop back to his knees, to grab the home-made splint. She used peroxide to clean his hand, gently patting it dry and placed it in the splint made of thick cardboard and medical tape. She made sure it molded to his wrist and hand, keeping it straight and tightly bound the splint with ace bandages. She used a few clips to keep the bandages in place.Only his fingers and thumb was exposed.
Shefell back on her behind laying flat, breathing out. She literally had to lie flat down, her legs propped up as she stared at the ceiling, eyes bloodshot and dilated. Recovering herself from the intense moment. Even though she had a long sleeve Henley, tank andsweatshirt pulled over,her stomach would be visible. She silently tried to steady her breathing. The only light shining into the room was the bathroom, besides her soft night lamp.
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From the beginning, Dennis noticed how Jennifers body was becoming slightly exposed. The sweatpants sneaked down her backside and the shirt rolled off her belly. Thankfully, the pain was too intense for Dennis to even think about her body. The adrenaline had completely vanished and the pain was too apparent. He felt an intense throbbing sensation all the way down his wrist and forearm. Of course, the most damaged part was his wrist. It felt like even the air touching his skin caused a sharp pain. The male could hardly contain himself and he was almost desperate for Jennifer to do something.
For the first time in a long time, Dennis was shedding tears. It hurt so fucking bad. Words could not explain this kind of pain. It had been years since his abuse felt this bad. After he turned eighteen and disconnected from his other, Kevin was not subject to the same physical abuse. The emotional and physical damage was done but nobody beat on him or hurt him anymore. He was used to not feeling pain and feeling somewhat comfortable at times. This was one hell of a wake up call for Dennis, that was for sure. He hoped Jennifer knew what she was doing and would not make it worse.
His eyes intently watched Jennifer rummage through the box of supplies and then around the room looking for something. She started cutting some book and he grunted to himself. What was that going to do? How was that going to help him? Barry would probably be pissed that she had to sacrifice one of her own books to help his dumb ass. Dennis hoped they could find a replacement for her because that was certainly something they needed. He wanted to ask her questions but he decided to just put his faith into Jennifer and watch.
His eyes went wide after his mouth was stuffed with the medical gauze but he knew exactly what she was doing. He might have bitten part of his tongue or cheek off if not for the gauze. He expected her to give him some kind of count before snapping his hand but she did not. It was surprising and he nearly leapt from the recliner and violently yelled in a low voice when that happened. Finally, he pushed back and took a deep breath. It hurt less than it did before after realigning the joint.
She wrapped him up and soon was finished. Dennis actually felt much better and plucked the gauze from his mouth, wetting his lips and coughing because it did not exactly taste too great. He looked at the girl as she fell back onto the ground and kept ignoring her exposed body before simply shaking his head and inspecting his wrist. He was such an idiot. Dennis could not control his anger at times and punched holes in walls regularly. That habit would have to be broken soon because of what just happened. He could not do this again.
Thank you, Jennifer. It feels better already. Where did you learn that?
He questioned softly and tried to touch the injury but retracted his hand rather quickly because it still fucking hurt when someone touched it. Nonetheless, Dennis would sit on the recliner and take a few minutes to recover his breath from what just happened. After he felt better, Dennis sat up on the edge and looked to Jennifer to everything else in the floor. He grabbed one of the trash bags from inside of her room that they would use for changing her personal trash can and collected whatever bloody pieces of material he found. Then, everything else was packed neatly back into the tub. Being OCD, dennis took his time and ensured it was all packed securely and snugly. Once that was finished, he took another look around and felt happy with the outcome.
Thank you, again. I guess Ill be heading out now.
Dennis said this and grabbed the material, dragging it out towards the door. The grueling process of unlocking everything occurred before he slipped outside and shut the door again so Jennifer had no time to talk him out of it like she did before. All locks were latched and the medical tub was returned to the proper location. Dennis found his way into Kevins bedroom and just plopped down onto the bed. It should be night time now and he needed to get some rest because he had to work tomorrow and prepare the zoo for the new week. He took off his glasses and shed off some clothing until he was comfortable then closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep.
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I didnt really learn to do thatnot the resetting. I took basic first aid but that didnt include learning how to reset bones.She said lying on her back, trying to steady her breathing so she didnt have a damn asthma attack. It was quiet, you could only hear both of their breathing. You could still hear the pain in his breaths. Dennis bent forward and started going out of his way to clean up the mess that had been made. He tossed all the empty wrappers and unused gauze and bandages in the trash and used his good hand to put all the medical supplies back in the bin. Jennifer sat up watching him and helped him put a few things in.
He thanked her before starting the process of unlocking the door to leave, Jennifer didnt stay anything. She looked pitiful, emotionally compromised at watching him leave, without looking back. The door shut, he began locking the locks from the other side, slower because of one hand. She clenched her face, bringing fist to her eyes, holding back her sobs, screaming silently falling to the floor. She stayed, a wild hot mess on the floor, curled, shaking, crying. Her eyes were so raw, blood veins had busted, showing in the white part.
She stayed on the floor for several minutes until her tears dried, and she looked fucked up zoning out, looking underneath her bed, focused on the bed skirt. Her unblinking bloodshot eyes would finally close as she passed out, falling limp in the small curled position she was on the floor. It would only be an hour or so later when Kevin returned. He wouldnt be able to sleep as usual, checking the security cameras, replaying back when he left to see her reaction, being hurt. He didnt want hersleeping on the god damn floor an emotional mess because of him!He changed into clean clothes, wanting to spend the rest of the morning with her before he had to get up to prepare her meals for the day and leave for his long shift.
He quietly entered her room, still slower because of one hand. He had taken some pain medication he had access to, only because Hedwig wouldnt be able to handle the pain, so he needed narcotics. Hedwig would be the right security for her until Kevin could find his way to the light, to explain everything. She seemed to like Hedwig and a part of him had already seen her attach to Dennis, which amazed him.
Hedwig was quiet, behaving, not giggling, not laughing, tip toeing, he used one arm and used his weight to lift her, he made a few small noises doing that with just one hand but he was strong and built to bench three times her weight. She would only stir as he laid her in bed, pulling back the covers. She would make soft cute noises in her sleep from being moved, her body limp, like a puppet in his arms. He would tuck her in and crawl in the queen-sized bed, it was soft, and so warm. He had to hold his breath, trying not to cry from his hurt hand. He cuddled, beside her, resting his injured hand over her stomach.
Once again he would fall asleep to the peaceful sounds of her safe with him. She wasnt even giving him any trouble,SHE had helped him, had accepted him. He knew this could go so many ways, his little girl was accepting him when so many others hadnt. He fell asleep. An alarm would go off, it was Kevins phone, he had set it in the bathroom. So he could get to it before she could, she wouldnt be able to unlock it. Cadence stirred, she saw he was with her and was a little out of it. Hedwig sat up, yawning.
Sleepy head..your adorable, they let me have a stay over with you. I told them I wanted to nap with you. He said proudly, with the childish tone. But we gotta go, they have to go to work.but they will bring you food and be back later and we can play they promised. He said getting out of bed. Jennifer watch him walk in, turning off the alarm on hiss phone and he giggled.
Jennifer scrambled out of bed like a bat out of hell and pressed herself hard against the door, so hard it shook, possible brusing her back. She didnt care as she gulped and breathed out. Hedwig poked his head out, looking worried, confused at her sudden bolt.Wh-what.what are you doin, youre going to get hurt.wha.He said walking towards her. He saw her bloodshot eyes, they were horrible, he could see actual blood in them, she was emotionally dependent on him at this point.
Call off.call off today. Dont go.please. You keep leaving and then showing up.I cant. Dont leave me, dontShe said, holding her hands out against the door.
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Hedwig looked confused. Why was Jennifer blocking the door from him? It was important to leave Jennifers room after the alarm sounded. Hedwig was told that specifically. Even though he would easily overpower Jennifer, Hedwig did not have the mindset to fight. He would do nothing but flail his arms in a fight like a child. That was his thought process and she was a giant to him. Besides, guys did not hit girls. That was something that Hedwig learned despite Kevins past with abusing his mother, Hedwig always learned to respect girls and to not harm them. Especially, he could not harm Jennifer.
Besides, Hedwigs hand hurt too much to try and use it. He might not comprehend why his hand hurt but he knew what pain was and how to avoid pain. He kept his injured hand pressed rather close into his abdomen while looking at Jennifer. She was actually starting to make Hedwig panic. Seeing this woman that he viewed as the adult in this situation starting to panic was bothering the male. He had no idea what to do next and he knew how much trouble he would be in if Jennifer kept him from getting out the room so Kevin could go to work.
Besides, they still needed to get Jennifers letter. They still needed to email that. It would only be a few hours before that rule was lifted and a missing persons report was going to be set out for Jennifer. Her adoptive parents were probably already looking for her anyways and asking for tips. Nonetheless, Hedwig knew they were on a schedule for more reasons than just one. If he did not show up to work and Jennifer went missing, then everyone would know that something was going on here and something was wrong.
On the other hand, Hedwig looked at how much of a wreck Jennifer looked to be. She looked so sad and so pitiful. It broke Hedwigs young heart. He wanted her to be happy because if she was happy then everyone else felt happy. Furthermore, Hedwig wanted nothing more than to make Jennifer smile because he was growing attached to her. He felt attached because she was adorable and she cared for him like nobody else had. With his rough background without any parental love, she was an adult showing care for him and he felt so loved and happy compared to ever before.
I-Im sorry Jennifer. But they told me I had to leave when the alarm sounded.After Hedwig said this, he pouted slightly like a young kid did when he did not get his way. His arms crossed and he grew angry, or a cute kind of angry like a kid did. It was all playful though. Youre gonna get me in trouble. They are going to be mad at me. They told me if I did not leave then they might take you away. They told me I need you to write the letter for Barry.
His instruction and reasoning to Jennifer was brief and on a lower level of intelligence but it should have been enough for the woman to understand. Hedwig knew it was important that Jennifer wrote the letter so her parents could be emailed. The last thing he wanted to do was be the reason they took Jennifer away. He had no idea who they were or how they could take her from this place but that was all Hedwig was told to simplify it for a childs reasoning. That was the only way Hedwig could transfer that information into a few words for Jennifer.
Chewing on his lower lip, Hedwig finally just jumped down onto her bed and uncrossed his eyes.Im sorry. I dont want to mess anything up again. Ive done nothing but mess things up since I was born.Hedwig said and felt emotional, dropping his head down and frowning just like one might expect a child from his background. He knew his parents blamed him for everything and everyone else often picked on him and chastised him. Nobody understood Hedwig and nobody took him seriously. He was the least mature of everyone and the youngest so it was only normal for that to happen.
If she wanted him to stay then Hedwig might think about staying. However, he was unsure of how he would explain the information to anyone that asked. He hoped Jennifer could shed some light on the issue at hand.
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Jennifer stayed, her bare feet planted in the thick carpeting. Her face showing pain, anxiety and heartache. Hedwig was the youngest, but inside these things on hit his core, they all shared the core. She listened to him, he sounded nervous himself. Like a kid that might get scolded because he was getting bullied to do something that he wasnt supposed to be doing. He pouted, he started biting his lip. Jennifer could see his lips were slightly a little chapped, scabbed. The man was in a bad shape, he had a faded laceration, with stitches healing and bandage on his head. His arm was now badly injured and his lips and mouth. Katniss had faded bruises on her biceps, her skin was a little raw from the rope restrains and now bruises would be on her back from slamming into the door and the locks.
Jennifer wasnt stupid, she was very intelligent, she was intelligent because Kevin was a mad man genius. She listened to his words and let her arms pathetically fall to her sides, heaving out, giving pitiful weak cries. Her eyes had hurt so fucking much. His words let her know how much abuse the older man had been through, she could only imagine what their mother did. What kind of trauma you had to endure to create different personalities as a defense mechanism? This child was the root of all his personalities, he was Kevin when he was little.
Im sorry. I dont want to mess anything up again. Ive done nothing but mess things up since I was born.
Jennifer walked over to the bed where Hedwig was sitting and cupped his face, her bloodshot eyes gazing into his. Her blue eyes reflecting his, the same color but hers was more colorful because of the strain of her tired worn eyes. I dont want you get you in trouble. I dont.but you dont mess things up. Youre a good little boy. She shouldnt have hurt youshe shouldnt have laid a fucking hand on you. she didnt love you. I am so sorry. I wish I would have been born sooner, to help you.to fight for you like a big sister would but I wasnt born yet. She kissed his forehead as he shifted, seeming to get emotional himself. No one ever brought up things about his mother, except Dr. Fletcher. "But....you made me, you brought me into this world, I'm here now. I'll protect you."She said smiling swallowing spit.
Ill write the letter.I just dont want to be left alone. Im probably developing some complex from all of this and Im sorry. She let go and stood back, wiping her face. She saw the time, and they only had a few hours. She grabbed a note book and cute pen from her desk and sat down trying to calm herself. She put on headphones andlistened to musicas she took time to write it. Hedwig hugged her.
I have to go so we can get ready, one of us will be back before we leave to say goodbye and get the letter. Hedwig blushed but kissed her forehead, like she did him. It felt right and nice, maybe that could be their friendship handshake. As Hedwig left, so the others could get ready for work and prepare her food for the day she wrote a medium length letter, her hand writing very fine, almost like Kevins, though each identity had different styles of writing. She basically said she was safe, no injuries, that she was of legal age and wanted to leave. That she did not want them to file a report and if they did, if the police ever contacted her she was deny wanting to see them, that they had to respect her. She was furious for them ever keeping her past hidden from her, kept her away from her real father. She also stated if they went after him, she hated them. She knew at some point, maybe even today at work Kevin would have to deal with the cops. At some point, he might have to let her speak with them and even though that would the perfect chance to call out for help, she wouldnt. She wasnt abandoning him
As she was pulling off her headphones, she saw Dennis appear. She could tell by his furrowed brows, glasses and posture. He had a small bag of what looked like Tupperware, neatly packed and organized with a few meals, snacks and dessert. He also had a cooler with water bottles and other drinks, he put some coke cola in them for her. He sat it on the floor, letting the strap for the cooler slide off his arm as he was careful not to use his injured hand. She ripped out the letter handing it to him. He took it and nodded putting it in his pocket, he would let Barry deal with it before they left.
I wanted to apologize for last night, for losing control a little and for leaving.it was for your own safety. Thank you for fixing my hand, its very good work. You make an excellent nurse. He said, trying to compliment her, he wasnt the best at compliments. Were be gone for a while, ten hoursI know thats a long time and youre in a bad state. Ill try to see if we can leave work early today. We discussed it be better for one of us to be with you when were hereummm, he used his good hand to scratch his chin, to stay with you overnight if you wanted it.the boy seems fond of you. Dennis said, he was secretly jealous of the young boy, but understood he wouldnt hurt Jennifer, he wouldnt do things to her.
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It seemed the mood Hedwig encountered after plopping down onto the bed cured whatever was wrong with Jennifer for the moment. She removed herself from the door and approached the boy. On instinct, he tensed up. Whenever he got into an argument with someone before, he was hit. Whenever he disagreed with someone before, he was hit. Hedwig had been through so much just like Kevin had. Hedwig was supposed to enjoy the childhood that Kevin never got but he was quickly broken of that. The years of pain and turmoil was evident on his face most of the time though he did have his bright spots of feeling giddy and happy. Those usually only existed with Jennifer though.
Hedwig felt her soft hands touch his face. After he realized that she was not going to do anything harmful, Hedwig visibly relaxed against the blondes touch. Their eyes locked and he could see how red they looked. They actually looked an unhealthy shade of red. Hedwig might not know much but he knew that eyes turned red after crying for a long time and he had never seen such a red eye before. Secondly, he still noticed the blue color of her eyes. They looked just like his own and that caught his breath for a moment. At this time, Hedwig completely relaxed.
What she said next caught his attention. She did not want to get him into trouble and he already knew that. She merely wanted someone to stay with her and Hedwig knew exactly how that felt. However, he was not anticipating the next few words she was using to him. Jennifer did not think he was a screw-up. Jennifer did not blame him for anything. Everything Jennifer said to him was reinforcing. The woman even wanted to protect him and talked about how wrong his mother was for doing things to him.
It almost brought tears to Hedwigs eyes. Nobody had ever said something good about Hedwig. Nobody talked about his mother other than Dr. Fletcher. Hedwig felt himself growing happier and trusting Jennifer much more than ever before. He felt safe around her and leaned into her touch. To Hedwig, she was a big sister to him and that was the pedestal he held her on. It was incredible how quickly his mood changed from being upset to being happy because of just a few words. That was special.
Thankfully, Jen decided she was going to write the letter for him. Hedwig realized he was not going to get in trouble. He was told to keep Jennifer happy and comfortable and most importantly, he needed to get the letter from the woman so it could be sent. From there, Dennis returned and slipped into his clothing. It was not Kevins work clothing. They needed someone else for giving her the food and retrieving the letter instead of Hedwig. If Hedwig went back, he would not have wanted to leave and would not give them the chance to do anything they needed.
After giving Jennifer the information she needed, Dennis left the room and locked the doors. After it was locked, Dennis was able to get ready for work, dressing in his janitorial attire. He regretted leaving Jennifer for a long time but it was necessary. Barry took the time before work to bring up Jennifers email and send it to her parents. It was proof they needed or it would at least keep Jennifer from having a missing persons report filed on her. Of course her parents would single Kevin out immediately.
With this letter even if the cops would show up to Kevins place or work and speak with him, they would never have reasonable cause to search his house. That was because her parents were sent an email saying she was fine and she wanted to leave on her own. They could not check his home for a missing person that was not actually missing or in trouble. He figured the worst problem would be from the actual adoptive parents themselves. If they tried to do anything crazy, Kevin would have no problem taking care of them once and for all.
Nobody would take Jennifer from him again. If anyone tried, he would probably kill them. It did not matter who it was. From there, Barry left and went to work. He performed the required duties that Kevin had. All the pens were cleaned, all the viewing areas were cleaned, and all the bathrooms were cleaned. The male continued to ensure that everything was spotless so the bosses would be happy and let him keep this place. Plus, he was acting like normal to everyone around the workplace and nobody would ever think he would be capable of doing something like this. Even if he was capable, nobody had reason to believe it was happening now.
Barry was unable to leave earlier than the job actually required so it was ten hours exactly before he returned home. After relieving himself, Barry would immediately approach Jennifers room. He knocked on the door before undoing the locks. This was the first time she met Barry face to face and he was nervous but confident in himself. She was a nice woman. He knew he needed to check on her to see If she needed anything after the long day.
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Jennifer was left alone for the long grueling day. In her fragile emotional unstable state, it was torturous. She let her mind go crazy thinking about how her parents would react, if anyone would give Kevin trouble, if they would show up at his work. She had no idea she was below his place of employment or that he worked at a zoo. She worried about his injured hand, she was more concerned with him than what should have been going through her young mind. She should have been concerned about how much danger she was in, how long he would keep her down here, if he would hurt her, even if sexually? None of that seemed important to her. She was starving so she sat on the floor and started going through what he had so elegantly prepared. Between Patricia and Dennis everything was perfect, even the way all the Tupperware was store in the bags and the drinks in the cooler.
One of the food containers had double stacked lunch meat deluxe sandwiches, all with what she like. How did he know so much about her? It had honey roasted turkey, pastrami, tomatos, lettuce, cheese and mayo, cut in perfect triangles. She ate one full sandwich in minutes, grabbing a cold bottle of water. She had pulled out a bag of sun chips and started snacking on those, looking around at her room. She got hot and disposed of her sweatshirt and sweat pants, folding them and laying them on the chair, if she needed to run to them again because of Dennis. She randomly checked her Fitbit and saw her vitals were normal. Her eyes had hurt so bad and she saw there was ointment with a post it notes attached, for her eyes. She didnt hesitate and squeezed the clear gel on her fingertips and rubs it gently underneath her eyes and closed them. He had also given her eye drops. She tilted her head back dropping two in each, they stung so bad but she just inhaled. Afterwards her eyes teared more but she felt minor relief.
To kill the rest of the day she listened to music and believe it or not read. He had made her a new kindle account with all her books. Between reading and listening to music, she would get up and pace. It be like watching someone on a security camera as it was sped up and stopped at different time increments. She spent time, looking through all the new clothes he had gotten her, there was so much.
She looked at every cute stuffed animal. She discovered in one of the shelves that there was a shit ton of overly expensive art supplies, stuff her wealthy adoptive parents hadnt even gotten her yet, mainly because she didnt want to burden them with spending so much cash on just art supplies. She was too tired to pull everything out and be blown away so she closed the door and crawled back into her bed and fell asleep.
Hours later, she would hear the doors being unlocked and sit up, with the covers still over her, leaning on her elbow as she squinted at him entering. She would look like a mess still, but cute, her eyes would look a little horrible but it least he would see they were shiny with the medication applied.
Hedwig.?She asked groggily but saw it was someone different. He was dressed casually, comfortably and had a handsome smile on. She was tired and laid on her back. It was getting stressful with all the personalities but she just kept that to herself.
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Not quite, dear. I know it must be confusing to meet so many people. I understand. My name is Barry. It is a pleasure to finally meet you in person, Jennifer. Everyone speaks of you with such high regard. I have heard much about you.
Barry sported a charming smile on his face while speaking. He stood with perfect posture and an aura of professionalism about him. Barry was one of the more sophisticated personalities that Kevin had. Along with being technologically sound, Barry possessed other skills that allowed Kevin to function normally in the presence of others.
I appreciate you taking the time to write your letter to your adoptive parents. I took time and looked everything over. I sent it from your personal e-mail account. I sent the message to both John and Rachael. You did well. You made it clear that you were an adult and could make your own choices. That is correct. They will be unable to file a legitimate police report. Nothing can be done if you are spotted in public. This makes our lives here much easier. We can rest easier knowing that is aired out. I can only imagine what your parents might do. They know where Kevin works. Regardless, just know that everyone is here to protect you. You will always be safe here.
As exhibited already, Barry was one of the more talkative personalities. He could ramble all day if someone allowed him. The males social skills reflected what one might expect the average individual to hold. Barrys role was essential to Kevins existence. From the doorway, Barry allowed his eyes to scan the floor and tables. Jennifer looked to have gone through most of the food and water presented to her before Kevin left this morning. The blonde was a growing young woman and needed all the nutrients she could get. Still, everyone would make sure she was treated to various delicacies and treats every now and again.
I apologize for leaving you alone for such a long time. I know you would want someone to be with you at all times. Trust me when I say that everyone wishes it were possible. I know you have been told before but I just want to reiterate that fact. It is imperative that everything appears normal for Kevin going to work and living. Even though there is no legal standing to look for you, we want to avoid all problems. I hope you can understand. Whenever someone is present, I promise you will not be alone. Hedwig seemed to enjoy spending the night. That could likely become a common occurrence.
After stating this, Barry picked up all of Jennifers trash piece by piece. Everything was disposed of into a clear trash bag. Although an actual trash can was placed in her room, Barry felt the need to pack everything away and remove it from the room now. Any leftovers were placed inside of her refrigerator for later use if desired. It took less than two minutes before the room was cleaned.
how was your day? Did you get too bored? Can I get you anything else to have in your room? How about the food? Did you dislike anything?
The blondes feedback was critically important. Kevin and the others would take into consideration every single word Jennifer spoke. They would take non-verbal cues as well. Keeping the woman safe was obviously the primary objective. The secondary objective was ensuring that Jennifer was comfortable as possible. Some of her desires would be sacrificed in favor of her well-being. For example, they could not let her roam around freely yet or stay home with her full time. They tried their best to accommodate though.
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Hearing his distinct voice, how its accent and tone was different than the others. She hadnt ever met this one but he introduced himself as Barry. She sat up in the bed, still with the covers firmly over her legs, she wanted to rub her eyes. They had hurt so bad and she could feel crust in them but kept from doing so, only blinking to create natural tears. It was remarkable to see how this identity was so different from Dennis, Hedwig or Patricia. He seemed more balanced, sophisticated, had a little bit of a sass, just a tiny. She listened to him go into detail about the letter, about her safety and how she was still safe, how her parents might go to extremes to get her back. She was almost worried they would try to hire a private detective, they had the money. Her first thought was to ask to see them, to just settle everything but that couldnt happen. She knew she had gained the trust she needed, it just wasnt to that point and that was fine but she didnt want anyone getting hurt and she had a bad feeling Kevin might do something criminal if they tried to find her.
He started to pick up her empty storage containers and cooler, telling her that they hated to leave her alone and would try to have someone with her always when he was here. Thats when she had noticed in one corner a shelf was designed as a fancy small refrigerator. He asked her about the food, if she liked or disliked anything thing, if she needed anything. She pulled off the covers scooting to the edge of the bed.
Everything tasted really good. Whoever prepared it, thank them. It was delicious. You seem to know exactly what I like. She said. That was because he had studied her while preparing to abduct her. The other half of it was they had the same taste and likes in so many things. Patricia and Barry would equites cooks.
My day was alright, I mostly ate, slept and listened to music. Im still adjusting so Im really tired but Im ok.who will be staying with me tonight? She asked, eager, watching Barry.
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Thankfully, Barry heard Jennifer proclaim that she loved the food. It was relieving to hear his meal and food preparation was a success. Without a doubt, everyone knew the foods she liked but it was a matter of if they cooked or prepared the food well enough for Jennifer that her taste for the food continued. Barry presented Jennifer with a soft smile on his face, waiting to hear what she said next. The question was something he figured they needed to discuss soon, anyways. She would never have to spend another night alone again and that was something she must have expected judging by her question.
With the same warm smile as before, Barry remained in the same position and allowed his arms to fall down to his side. His eyes locked right onto Jennifers when he gave her the response she was asking for.
Ultimately, you can decide who you want to stay with you if you ever have a preference. If not, Hedwig will come stay with you most nights if not every night. You two seemed to like each other significantly and you two connected well. You both slept peacefully and I think that is the best scenario. Like I said, though, if you want someone else to spend the night in here with you, all you have to do is ask.
Everyone agreed that Jennifer seemed much better after Hedwig slept inside of her room the other night. She had somebody to cuddle with and keep her company. Besides, she always seemed to melt down whenever she was alone for an extended period of time. Barry and the others could only imagine that she would hate sleeping alone as well. No worries because it was a simple fix. Plus, she could always dictate the personality she wanted to be with her that night. They could switch whenever she wanted.
Oh, I almost forgot. I have your daily medicine for you to take. Your well-being is of the upmost importance to everyone here.
Smiling, the male placed everything inside of a small container onto the nightstand. Nothing more than she needed and nothing less. They were taking care of her in every way possible.
Is there anything else you require as of now?
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Barry had a inquisitive smile spread across his face as he nonchalantly explained every night one of them would stay with her, of her choice.Was that even possible? He could change who came to light just by her request?He had mentioned if she didnt request anyone specifically Hedwig would join her as they seemed to bond well. It had caught her by surprise and her mouth opened slightly but no words came. Barry then left her medication on her night stand. She walked over and saw the pills were exactly the prescriptions she took at home. At some point, she imagined she would find out how he could have access to all the medications she needed. Taking the pills, she washed it down with water. One pill was for her hyperactivity, the other was for her lungs to help keep her airways open, kind of like a muscle relaxer but more of stimulant. She sat on the edge of the bed, holding the bottle of water. She shook her head at Barry letting him know there was nothing she needed.
As he was leaving towards the door, pulling out keys Jennifer scratched her neck nervously.Is Dennis allowed to see me? Can he stay with me? She asked softly, pressing. She watched Barry at the door, his back to her.
Well of course, he turned with his brows in a curious stance, but wouldnt you rather see one of the others. Dennis isnt well. The last word lingered on the tip of his mouth, as he had one hand on his hip. I want to see Dennis. she said, her voice flatter, demanding almost. Barry leaned against the door, amused, curious. Okayno need to get all worked up, you should get ready. He needs everything pristine. Please for your own safety put on some more clothing.Barry said watching her. Jennifer started picking up things in her room, making sure it was clean, neat. She stepped in the bathroom, it looked clean.
Barry left without saying goodbye, locking the door. They were all a little concerned with her request to see Dennis. They had to obey and let him come to the light, if just for a little while. Jennifer grabbed a towel and stripped, taking a shower. She took extra care to completely scrub down, even between her fingers and toes, which wasnt necessary, but doing it for him for some reason. She wanted to make it easier for him in any possible way. She had spurts of being OCD when at home, with her room or random cleaning when she was depressed. She washed her hair and cleaned by behind her ears. She let the water rinse her clean and turned off the shower, dripping. She grabbed a towel and started working on her hair, towel drying it while still in the tub. She grabbed another towel and dried off her body. She stepped out wrapping a towel around her, as she made her way out into the bedroom to her closet. She looked through her closet, still a little overwhelmed with the amount of clothes he had purchased her. She pulled at-shirt down thinkingit would be something basic but smiled when she saw it had one of her favorite little characters on the front, a chibi cat. She had pulled that andblack leggingson overa cute floral set of lingerie. It wasnt exactly lingerie as it was just a cute bra and panties. She didnt waste time getting dressed in case one of them returned.
Sitting on her bed she pulled on socks and wondered randomly how her adoptive parents were doing. A part of her, a rational part felt sympathy for them. They had raised her, given her the best life they could. Its why her real mother had chosen them, they had more than enough to make sure she could have anything she ever wanted. She still wondered if they would keep trying to find her? What parents wouldnt? She started zoning out.
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Most people dealing with dissociative identity disorder were unable to call someone to the light. Kevin was able to do this because of the special situation. No rational or logical reason existed for why Kevin could do this. It just seemed that whatever personality was needed to protect Jennifer or keep her happy would come forward because of the strong bond everyone has with Jennifer. They no longer had to do as much to protect Kevin like they used to do. It was time to be used for helping Jennifer and keeping her satisfied as much as possible. It would be no issue to have someone else for the night.
Barry felt surprised when she asked for Dennis. All logic said to keep Dennis far away from her right now. There was a small argument that ensued and it caused Kevin a great headache but it subsided after Dennis had been called into the light. There was not much anyone could do to stop it. Since it was time for bed, Dennis took a shower and got ready for the night. He wore some relaxing sweatpants and a plain black t-shirt that he usually slept in. After getting clean, he took a deep breath and went over all the words in his mind.
He had to keep his hands off her body. He could not do anything to her. Dennis had to resist his temptations. She was gorgeous and he hoped her clothing would try to conceal anything else extra that could arouse him. Besides, what could really stop a man from wanting the woman that he loved? What could stop a man from living out his fantasy? It did not help that the male was primal and animalistic already. It would take a great deal of self-control for him to calm down.
After building up the courage, Dennis took a deep breath and turned the handle to the door after unlocking it. Once entering, he immediately turned his back away to lock up all the doors. After it was locked, he sighed softly and looked to Jennifer. The shirt did not really reveal any cleavage and that was fine. However, her leggings were not helping. Well, they were helping his arousal but not helping his mind. Her ass was already so big and perfect but these pants showed off the shape and size perfectly. He took a minute to relax before giving her a smile.
Hey there, Jennifer. How are you doing? I heard that you wanted me to sleep in here tonight. That means a lot to me. I would love to accompany you tonight. Should I just sleep on the other chair? Or what do you want?Dennis asked softly while looking into her eyes. Surely she did not want him to sleep in the same bed as her, right? Dennis stood there stiffly, just looking throughout the room and crossed his arms across his chest, just waiting for the woman to answer or show him what she wanted to do right now.
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Jennifers train of thought was broken as she heard the familiar sounds of locks being unlatched. She slowly turned to see him enter, he turned letting his back face her as he secured the door. She briefly looked away, she didnt give much thought to the process of that. Most would have already tried to escape or grab hold of the keys he kept with him. Dennis would smile, speaking while putting the keys high up on a shelf, out of reach. He was in the room, so it be easy to overpower her, especially as Dennis to retrieve them back if she tried anything sketchy. She watched him with an awkward expression, admiring, almost curious as he attempted a smile, his brow still furrowed. You could tell the man, this identity never got the opportunity to smile often, it was a sight to behold, almost comical. Even his words, seemed a little offish, not so direct and strict as if he was trying, but inside was crumbling to keep his faade together.
Hey there, Jennifer. How are you doing? I heard that you wanted me to sleep in here tonight. That means a lot to me. I would love to accompany you tonight. Should I just sleep on the other chair? Or what do you want?
Jennifer let out a small laugh, it was bizarre reaction, it sounded it was a laugh of relief and humor. She looked towards the chair, trying not to laugh anymore. The last time she had seen him, it was before they left to work hours previously and before that was the intense moment he had lost control and she had to fix his hand, it still looked in good shape with her homemade bandages and splint. It was hard to believe this man was her father, in a weird way her older brother, it was fucked up come to think about it. She avoided his question, pushing conversation.
Hows your handcan I see it?She said, challenging him. Come mere. She said, she saw he was very clean, she could smell the fresh shower gel, his clean clothes and aftershave. Dennis lit a hand nervously run over his head.
You cant be afraid.you brought me here, it was youShe said, her voice casual, but firm as he stood in front of her slowly exposing his injured hand. Her eyes drilled his and she let her hands hold his hand, inspecting it, she put pressure. He clenched his eyes, biting his tongue in the places that were still tender.You have to let this heal she said with a tone, one that wanted him to obey her. She looked up at him.
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Dennis watched Jennifer closely, again. She avoided his question for some reason he did not understand. Shaking his head, he listened to the woman start talking about something else. His hand. It still hurt like a bitch but he knew she helped him already with the bandages. Tentatively, he placed his larger, rougher hand in her softer, small hands and palms. Her squeezing around the affected area drew a hiss of pain as she checked him out. As soon as possible, Dennis retracted his hand when she ordered him to let it heal. Yes, he already knew this and he did not know why she had to hurt him to tell him this.
You are correct. I have not used this hand unless I have to. Thank you for helping me when I hurt myself. I dont know what I would have done if you did not help. I would be in so much more pain. You were really good at that.
It was Dennis turn to try and start some conversation with the blonde. Her words about not being afraid of her was ringing through his mind. It was not that, though. She did not understand. Dennis was more afraid of himself than of Jennifer. He understood himself, believe it or not, and knew his impulses were sometimes impossible to control. Thankfully, he had done a much better job over the recent months. He had to shape up and groom himself up mentally if Jennifer was going to be living here. That was a lesson he learned the difficult way. He had done well and been praised accordingly. It was something Dennis was not exactly used to hearing about but he was certainly happy he did what was needed. Nonetheless, he brought himself back in time and slowly sat down on the edge of her bed.
Okay, then. You dont look very sleepy. What do you want us to do?He asked curiously, tilting his head at the blonde. At the moment, he felt no urges. All he had to do was keep his eyes away from her leggings and it was much easier to focus. Her ass was probably the most sexualized part in Dennis mind as he much preferred a lady with a nice ass rather than a large bust. Jennifer had both, though. They weakened Dennis so he tried to just stare at her face and nowhere else.
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Do I need to change clothing or something? Youre not looking at me. Jennifer bluntly blurted out noticing his posture, noticing his eyes adverting away. How he repetitively tried to smooth out the wrinkles in her bedsheets. She looked at one of the electronic devices and saw it was eight in the evening. He would more than likely work earlier in the morning. She would watch as his eyes traveled over her room, checking for anything out of place, anything that would need cleaned or put back in place.
Jennifer remembered Hedwigs voice, his lips and the innocent creepy way he had said, But youre not going to like him. He wants you. He means good. He doesnt want to hurt you. He just thinks youre really pretty and he wants to do things Im not supposed to know about it he said. Im too young but I think I know what he is talking about.
How long do you all plan to keep me down here? Im not going to run from you. She stated a little uneasily. She didnt like being alone, and he worked long shifts and she was starting to feel the effects of being stir crazy after a few days.
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Im not in charge of that.Dennis answered her second question, ignoring her first statement.We want you to roam freely and have more access to our home. However, we cannot risk anything happening. It has only been a few days since you arrived. We have to make sure you wont try and run away.It was not that they did not trust Jennifer. They just spent so much time and effort to make this possible that they could not take any chances yet.
I promise it will be worth it. You are going to be safe here, even when you are alone.Dennis added and tentatively approached the bed. His eyes locked onto her eyes this time, trying to refuse looking at her body.I appreciate you asking me to stay with you tonight. Why exactly did you choose me, though? I thought you would have chosen someone else.
Everyone thought that. Dennis was not complaining but he was curious. This was the first time anyone ever wanted to willingly spend time with him. He took this as a sign of caution because he never experienced this before. It made it even more important to him to not do anything that could mess this up. The last thing he wanted was to damage their friendship.
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Jennifer let a hand run through her messy bed hair seeming a little disappointed in his answer but nothing more. She wondered how long she would have to be cooped up in this room before being permitted to leave, what was beyond that door? Where was they? She still wasnt that home-sick, she missed her adoptive parents but she wasnt experiencing normal reactions. If someone as observing Jennifer they would be very alarmed, it would show she was unstable herself. She wasnt in any real danger, maybe emotionally but she was luckier than any girl to have ever been swept away to some underground prison.
How long is that going to take?She asked through an exhale, looking up at him as he had direct eye contact, throwing her off.
I appreciate you asking me to stay with you tonight. Why exactly did you choose me, though? I thought you would have chosen someone else.
His voice was low and strained, one hand was down at his side, clenched, his other injured arm hanging at his other side. He looked clean, shaven, always pristine. She could tell he was tired.
I like you Dennis. Im.She stopped mid-sentence, her eyes hard, she quickly looked away not knowing if she should continue. This was a vital moment; she could fuck everything out by speaking.The others dont favor you.but your strong and empowering. She said, while looking away, doing her best to compliment him. Im .Im a-a-at-attracted to you.She stammered, almost choking on her words. Even though it was a different personality, different identity, that she had never even met the original man that was her father yet, the bodythe blood, it was her father, her brother. How fucked up was it that she was attracted to him? She had been the first e-mail Dr. Fletcher sent. Thepictures captured so many sides to him.His smile, his intelligence, how he existed. Her eyes swelled,fuck. they hurt so bad. She closed her eyes as they burned. Then there was so many signs that her father deeply cared, that parts of him was also attracted to her. She knew Dennis was, she had a feeling Hedwig liked her. This was all to fucking much at times.
Ims-so-sorryShe said getting off the bed, she darted for the bathroom. She shut the door but it didnt close staying cracked. She climbed into the bathtub, sitting in it, curling up to herself as more tears started coming down, her heartbeat was elevated, her breathing heavier than it should be. Her monitor would be one stage below alerting her.
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Dennis had no idea how long Jennifer would be kept in her room. Before he could answer, she started stammering a response to his other question. If he already felt surprised, then his mind was about to be blown. She felt attracted to him? She liked his dominance and power? Dennis figured she was afraid of him. Everyone else acted afraid of Dennis. He did not scare Jennifer, though. For the first time in his miserable life, Dennis felt an emotion of happiness. Nobody ever said that to him until now. Just when he was preparing to respond, Jennifer turned away with tearful eyes and hid herself inside the bathroom.
Breath still was caught in Dennis throat before he could move. Slowly, the male shuffled his feet towards the bathroom door. Why did Jennifer admit something good and automatically leave? She must have feared she screwed up by saying this. It was up to Dennis to show Jennifer she did not make a mistake. He was attracted to her as well. If they were both attracted to one another, then opinions of other people should not matter. Dennis knew he might be scolded for his thoughts and what he hoped this night consisted of, but Dennis was not going to care.
After working up some courage, Dennis approached the door. With his good hand, he clenched a fist together and lightly tapped his middle three knuckles onto the door. Because this situation was unusual, he did not exactly know what he wanted to say. However, he knew what he needed to say but wording it was a problem. Finally, Dennis took a deep breath and started to speak. He made sure his voice sounded soft and approachable but his voice was loud enough to be heard past the closed door and Jennifers swirling emotions.
Please come back outside, Jennifer. I know what you said too some courage. I find myself attracted to you as well. If we are both attracted to each other, then we should spend some more time together. You have nothing to be ashamed of, Jennifer. I had so much fun with you earlier and now I want to continue. This is actually a good thing. I am so happy you told me this. You make me feel unlike I have ever felt before. Nobody ever admitted they were attracted to me. I want to be with you.
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Jennifer sat helpless, ashamed and broken in the bathtub. Her eyes had cried so many tears, so many she had broken small blood vessels in her eye still making the white part red. She had let out weak sobs, not even trying to hide them anymore when she heard the three precise gentle knocks on the bathroom door hushing her. She sat up, silent tears trickling down her face as she heard Dennis speak. His words were gruff, but masked by something, he was trying to sound approachable, to not be intimidating even though he was. Even the way he presented the situation, he made it sound accepting and was very blunt, straight forward with his thoughts. It was a little creepy but she hadnt expected anything less. Well she didnt know what to expect anymore.
Please come back outside, Jennifer. I know what you said too some courage. I find myself attracted to you as well. If we are both attracted to each other, then we should spend some more time together. You have nothing to be ashamed of, Jennifer. I had so much fun with you earlier and now I want to continue. This is actually a good thing. I am so happy you told me this. You make me feel unlike I have ever felt before. Nobody ever admitted they were attracted to me. I want to be with you.
He encouraged her to come out, that she was brave, he said what she already knew. It was obvious Kevin, deep inside loved her, cherished her, enough to break moral ethics to protect her and that part of him was attracted. The parts that were attracted resided in the different alters. He said he had fun, that was almost out of context and comical in a weird way, she had only seen him briefly, the biggest moment being the other night he lost control and broke his hand. He was very restrained; she was humble his ways. Then he said something that awestruck her, that he wanted to be with her. What did that exactly mean? She had been attracted, but she hadnt thought that far ahead. Wasnt that incest even though it wasnt who her father was or was it? It was so confusing. Baffled she pushed out of the tub, clumsily crawling over the ceramic tub. She let out a cough, spitting into the sink and rubbed her eyes which was a mistake. She would need to put more medicine on them and eye drops.
She took a deep breath and opened the door, as Dennis was standing there, his strong posture and expression was placid. She let out a breath, looking at him. He raised his arm, doing that thing he did when he was nervous, or it was some tick, though now her eyes watched his arm, how it was toned, muscled, his thick veins showing. She stood there peering up at him.
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Truthfully, Dennis did not expect Jennifer to exit soon. When he heard coughing from behind the closed door, he thought about the pessimistic view. She could cough or choke on her vomit if he was not around to protect her. She was probably stressed and breathed unevenly. Would she need her medicine again? Did she need an inhaler? An innate drive to protect Jennifer resonated in everyone, regardless of personality or other innate desires that might occur as they do with Dennis. If she did not make any movement towards the door soon, he would simply unlock the door and barge inside to see if she was alright.
Of course, there was a key made for Kevin and the others to every single door or lock inside this place, especially Jennifers room. Every possible precaution was taken and it was almost foolproof. Dennis paced and insisted on scratching the back of his head every so often. The nervous tick he had existed ever since he was young. Nonetheless, he heard the door squeak open and he became ridged, only fidgeting with the smoothness of the back of his head momentarily before stopping and locking eyes with Jennifer. She looked like a mess.
My God, Jennifer. Your eyes are so red. Here, come on outside and lets get some eyedrops on you. Ill make some tea for you and hopefully that will help you. Dennis had to let her know that he was here for her. After helping her onto the bed, Dennis lay her body down flat onto her back. Next, Dennis took her special eyedrops and placed the proper amounts into each eye. The results were almost instant. They did not clear up immediately but they were starting to get better and Dennis already had some tea brewing so he just needed to leave for a moment and fill her a cup.
Once returning to Jens room and locking the door again, he brought the cup onto her side of the bed. From there, he just stood up on the floor on the side of her bed, looking into her eyes. How do you feel now? Can I get you anything else? Dennis continued to try and sound approachable. He did not want to sound intimidating or look intimidating so he pulled a chair up to sit. He learned that if he was standing and someone was sitting, it just gave the appearance of intimidation. She was more likely to respond on equal ground.
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Jennifer didnt have to think; she didnt have to do anything. Dennis looked concerned with her state, he knew her eyes were in a bad condition. The poor young girl had shed so many tears. They also worried about her energy level and her breathing, she was so fragile, her health was the most important thing. He knew because she was genetically conceived from him and their mother, she had suffered some degenerative traits with her asthma, hyperactivity and emotions. It could have been a lot worse, she could have been handicapped or mentally retarded, though the percentage of that was a little rare. The media and history over the years had used scare tactics and stories to further distant family members from reproducing with each other.
Kevin was surely not Kevin when he raped his mother, no one quite knew which identity he was or if that alter had faded. After it happened, he had a huge break down falling further into pieces. Their mother knew she was mentally unstable, that she had been the sole reason Kevin was ill. She blamed herself, it broke her retched hart how her pregnancy had changed the teenage Kevin who was a young adult. He had such high hopes, they could change, raise her and be some sweet family. Kevin had secretly planned to turn his mother the first signs she showed of hurting their baby. He had reasoned they could both get therapy, that she could get admitted to a rehabilitation place. That they could make this work, that she could start over, raise a child like she should have, a beautiful baby girl. She betrayed all of them, even Jennifer by lying, manipulating Kevin until she disappeared weeks before being due, destroying Kevin.
Dennis had returned with hot tea; he had put eye drops in each of her bloodshot eyes and put gel like ointment below her eyes and eyelids. She sat up, propped up against pillows as she sipped the honey lavender tea. It felt hot and soothing down her raw throat. She wondered if Patricia had made this too but Dennis had left, was only gone for minutes and returned as Dennis.
No thank you.Im good, I think. She mumbled shifting trying to get comfortable, she sighed leaning back. She kept her eyes closed. She drank more of the hot tea and sat it on her nightstand, pulling a thick cover over her. She was drained, every time she cried, it took a lot out of her. She looked over, seeing Dennis in her desk chair, pulled up. He was acting awkward which seemed normal, she was quiet. They both were.
I heard you think Im pretty and want to do things to me.She said propping herself up more against the headboard, using her elbow to make the pillow mold to her back, still trying to uncomfortable. She had a half weak hidden smirk on her face as she sighed, letting her eyes watch his reaction. She noticed he stiffened, he cracked his neck, his uninjured hand rubbing his leg a little rough. Her eyes would go from his hand, up to his face. She didnt even know why she said that, that was a little direct and overly hormonal. Its not like she was ever experienced with come ons. It just came out.
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Dennis felt somewhat relieved when Jennifer said she did not need anything else. He hoped she was well on her way to recovering and feeling better. The last thing he wanted was for the blonde to feel discomfort around him. She thanked him but it was not necessary. Dennis was only doing what he knew he needed to do for her. He did it with love and care just how everyone else acted with the blonde. They all shared a common goal together and so far they had done a decent job of reaching it. However, Dennis knew they still had a long ways to go before everything was idealistic.
The quiet bothered Dennis because he was afraid he did something wrong to Jennifer. She looked so peaceful while she sipped her tea and covered up on the bed. He could listen closely and hear how her breathing sounded normal again without any problem. This brought a smile to his face when he looked down. He felt accomplished and proud that he was able to calm Jennifer down and make her somewhat happy or at least remove all the anxiety for the time being. It was a step in the right direction, he figured.
He did not expect the next part of her statement though. She knew what he thought of her. She knew what he wanted to do to her. He picked up his arm and scratched at his head nervously. This time, he dug harder into his scalp and anxiously tapped his foot on the floor with a rhythm. He would try to play it off. Well, she knew his desires so he could not avoid them. Dennis would have to convince her that he could control himself and that she had nothing to worry about. After composing himself, Dennis took a deep breath and decided how to respond.
He was too flustered to even notice her smirk.I Yeah, you heard correctly. I am so sorry I feel that way. I just cant help it. You are so beautiful and I just think it would feel good. But I promise you I will control myself. I wont ever touch you or do anything to you like that. I dont want to scare you. I was surprised you wanted me here knowing that. It takes a lot out of me to keep away from you but I do it. I dont want anything to upset you.
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Jennifer listened, Dennis was internally battling a lot. Through his thick low voice, you could hear his embarrassment, hear the shame and concern and almost disgust within himself. The way he scratched his head and one of his foot silently tapped the carper. She still somehow kept the faint grin on her face. His words dug deep, this alter was doing his best to avoid anything he thought might hurt or jeopardize Jennifer.
I Yeah, you heard correctly. I am so sorry I feel that way. I just cant help it. You are so beautiful and I just think it would feel good. But I promise you I will control myself. I wont ever touch you or do anything to you like that. I dont want to scare you. I was surprised you wanted me here knowing that. It takes a lot out of me to keep away from you but I do it. I dont want anything to upset you.
She could understand his denial, his regret of his thought, his actions. She imagined Kevin must have been pretty tore up about his feelings for her, that they were so strong he had to of acted, to get her here. Jennifer found herself mutually attracted, from the minute she saw him, through each alter she had met, even Patricia.he was a unique individual and the fact he could unlock parts of his brain, that he had so many talents, showed how truly special he was.
What if I want you to touch me. She said gaging his reaction, Can I kiss you?
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Dennis scoffed because it was unbelievable. Do you actually want me to touch you? Are you serious? Dennis questioned softly while continuing to scratch the back of his head nervously. It was stunning to even comprehend that Jennifer might want Dennis to touch her. Did she know about him? Everyone had told her Dennis was dangerous so far. However, she was attracted to this personality. What did she see in him? Furthermore, she knew about their relation. Dennis found himself further attracted to the blonde because of everything that happened. This was something new for sure. Dennis had never been around someone like her.
However, Dennis felt even more surprised when she asked to kiss him. Did he hear her correctly? What did you say? You want to kiss me? He asked with a huge look of surprise on his face. His eyes were wide and Dennis felt his body trembling. The male started breathing heavily and almost panicked. This was a new situation and he wanted to ensure that Jennifer did not become disgusted by him.
Yeah-yeah. I would really like to do that. If you want to. I dont want to push you further or anything. I dont want to mess anything up. Just tell me what you want to do.Dennis continued to ask Jennifer what she wanted to do. He was a dominant person but he did not want to lose control and screw up. He felt confident that if Jennifer had control. This would be the safest thing for Dennis to do right now.
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Dennis had scoffed and Jennifer just sat there quietly observing him. He kept scratching his head and doing some ticks, showing his nerves. He looked surprised and she noticed he was shaking and it alarmed her. She pushed off the covers and scooted to the edge of her bed, her feed hanging off the side dangling. He was so awkward; his response was very humble but direct. She noticed his breathing. She wondered if her hyperactivity wasnt just a health issue or if it was just genetic, passed from Kevin to her. That made more sense.
Just stay still. okay, very still. breathe. She said, somehow she was ungodly calm, calmer than she had ever been in such an intense moment. She had never focused on boys, and even if she remotely liked any guy or had a crush in school, it was nothing like she felt now. Jennifer eased off, so she was teetering off the edge of the bed, her heels touching the carpet, leaning forward as Dennis was at her level sitting on the chair. She let her hands cup either side of his face. He was burning up.You wont hurt me. Your just make me feel good.She breathed before slowly letting her lips close distance, gently pressing her mouth against his. His body was stiff and he didnt move. She slowly moved her mouth over his and used her tongue to open his mouth, she felt him react and gripped his face slightly harder to prevent him from pulling away. While kissing, him she moved off the bed and sat on his lap, straddling him, either of her legs hanging off his sides on the chair, giving her the advantage as she turned to kiss him.
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Dennis was so unsure of how to act. Jennifer only moved closer to him and seemed so calm. She was acting the polar opposite of him tonight. It confused the male to great lengths and caused him to shift uncomfortably in his chair. Their hands touched and he felt his body freeze. Every part of his resolve tried to make him pull away. Just get up. Just get out the room. Thats what he needed to do. However, it was not so simple. He chewed on the inside of his cheek and wanted to keep scratching his head nervously because it helped him somewhat. However, his hand was against her body now and she was in his lap. Before he knew what hit him, Jennifer touched their lips together and her tongue was peeking inside of his mouth. Dennis gasped and tried to pull away but his back just pressed into the back of the chair harder and Jennifer chased him with her mouth.
Finally, he gave into his desires. It did not help that at this angle, her crotch was straddling his and that was driving him wild. His hands rested on her waist and he finally reciprocated the kiss. Feeling her tongue inside of his mouth was special so he used his own tongue to start rubbing against hers and the inside of her mouth. He moaned softly and tilted his head to deepen the kiss. Now he was allowing his innate and primal desires to take over without worrying about anything else. This was enjoyable for Dennis and his anxiety disappeared now. It was easy to get lost in the moment.
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It didnt take long for Dennis to give in. He started kissing her back, letting his tongue explore and wrestle with her mouth. At one point Jennifer grabbed his tongue with her own and just started sucking, wanting to taste him. She could feel him growing hard as she was straddling him on the chair, he was in pajama bottoms as she was leggings, perfect for grinding and pressure. She wondered if her father had been with anybody, had kissed anybody, but now here he was in some isolated location making out with his daughter who was half his age. Did it count because it felt like someone else, through his personality? There was still this taboo of his body, of deep down Kevin was her blood but that just gave her security, reassurance.
Jennifer broke the kiss after sucking his tongue and let go, she watched his reaction, his big beady eyes, his breathing, his body and his hardness giving pressure to her own neither region. She leaned forward almost as if she was going to kiss him but instead started kissing his cheek, moving down to his strong jawline, trailing down to his neck and biting down, sucking hard. He smelled good, he tasted good. She let her hands sneak underneath his shirt, feeling his chiseled stomach and chest. She probably shouldnt have done this but she was a little immature at the moment and started giving him hickines all over his neck, even pulled down his shirt to expose his shoulder. That couldnt get him trouble, right? Hickies meant someone wanted him, maybe it would make others thing he was seeing somebody outside of work.
She was close to his ear, and her body moved with his heavy breathing but he held her so she didnt fall. She took a few moments and leaned her head into his, to where her mouth was closer to his left ear. What are all those things you wanted to do to me..?She breathed into his ear. Show me.Im giving you permission. Ill let you know if I dont want to do something..I trust you. She finished before kissing his cheek, sucking on it.
This would be a whole other side of Jennifer none of them had seen or witnessed. Hell she had witnessed it because she never had a steady boyfriend. She sounded comfortable, there was something sweet and sexy about how opens he was.
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Dennis loved how Jennifer tasted. Her lips and tongue both had a distinct taste. He could not explain in words what the taste was, but he knew he wanted to feel more of her lips. All of his negative emotions were shoved to the back of his brain and the only thing in his mind right now was Jennifer. Her body, her lips, and everything about her was turning him on and making him lose all will and reserve. It took him so long to build it up just to have it all lost by a few touches from this beautiful young woman.
Finally, Dennis started reacting naturally. His erection almost pierced through his pajama pants. It felt like it was going to, at least. Dennis pressed the tip of his length against the blonde and started grinding against her. The first moan finally left his lips and went right into Jens mouth. Their mouths were still captured together in a passionate embrace. Dennis was not getting any oxygen so his lungs were burning. However, the need and desire for her kiss and touch greatly outweighed the need to pull back for oxygen. He felt dizzy in the most wonderful way right now.
When the kiss was broken, Dennis showed all signs of being aroused and feeling full of desire. A smirk grew to his lips and he looked satisfied. At the same time, he wanted more. He could not get enough of Jennifer. In this position, it was easy to slide his hands down the small of her back and rest on her ass, squeezing the flesh firmly. They broke the kiss but he leaned forward for one more peck on the lips. He felt at ease now and fully relaxed. Whatever happened next, he was ready for it to happen. Everything was going to swell and he wanted it to continue.
A smile spread on his lips when she gave him a few hickeys and ran her hands all along his body. A few more moans left his lips. She trusted him and he decided to go through with it. With that in mind, Dennis stood and carried the blonde over towards the bed. He dropped her down and crawled on top of the woman. His lips went right towards her neck and he moaned softly. His hands gripped her bust tightly and squeezed on her flesh while grinding a bit harder against her leggings.Are you sure, Jennifer?He asked breathlessly one more time. If she said yes this time, Dennis was going to let his fantasies run free
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A smile had spread across the older mans face. It looked genuine and gorgeous as if Dennis was somehow slipping out of the light. As if he was slowly becoming a new personality. Dennis but with more compassion, trust and less strict and dynamic. She could observe all this by his reactions, how his body relaxed. His voice was still quite thick, quite deep, ever leaving him present. Dennis had lifted her from sitting on him, carrying her to the bed and gently placing her on it. He crawled right on top of her, making sure her head was propped on a mound of pillows before attacking her neck with his mouth, sucking, kissing, licking. His hand squeezed one of her breast through her shirt and she felt him grind into her. He had used his knee to spread her legs enough for him to kneel in front before letting his hard-erect member press into spot over and over. Jennifer let out soft noises, between moans and pants letting him know she loved what he was doing.
Jennifer had never had sex, but like any girl she had gotten turned on occasionally, normally from some obsessive phase over an actor or celebrity from the confines of her own bedroom. Never had she been so attracted to another human in life, especially not one of her own blood relation. She had masturbated periodically but that had nothing on what she was experiencing. Her body was starting to rise in temperature, her neither region was starting to ache, she had never felt the ache be so strong, sending this feeling through her every time his hardness pressed against it. She had already been a little moist from subconsciously being attracted, kind of aroused without noticing it so now more nectar was seeping out, getting her ready.
Are you sure, Jennifer?
His husky breathless voice, his hungry desire in his eyes, they were such a beautiful blue made her wreath underneath, arching into him more as a low moan came out as she nodded. Please.. She begged, he would hear her desperate plea. She kissed him again.How long have you fantasized, how long have you wanted me.. she kissed him briefly before continuing to speak, I thought you were so cute, so gorgeous the first day Dr. Fletcher seen me pictures.I was so amazed someone so strong and happy was my real father. She didnt seem the least bit disgusted when saying that, even though Dennis wasnt Kevin, they all were at the core. Ive never had sex before..she said, smiling eagerly up at him, knowing it might send him off the edge.You conceived me.Im only yours.She said, not even realizing how fucked up and taboo her sentence was.
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The only thing Jennifer needed to do was say please after Dennis asked for reaffirmation. Once the blonde confirmed that she wanted him, Dennis promised himself to enjoy the interaction with Jennifer. Dennis promised he would hide his negative self-talk and fears for the next hour and have fun. It was unlike Dennis to lose his rigidity, but this situation was understandably unlike any previous situation he encountered. After another kiss following her desperate plea, Dennis kept his eyes locked onto Jennifers. She wanted to know how long he fantasized about her before she started speaking about seeing his picture from Dr. Fletcher.
Nobody had spoken about his appearance in this way before. Dennis found himself falling deeper over the edge for Jennifer. His erection had officially reached the maximum levels he could ever remember in his entire life. The last part of her words surprised Dennis. It was difficult to believe that she never had sex before. However, he was not complaining. He loved that she was a virgin. She was going to belong to him completely. That was an incredible thing to behold and understand. Before responding, Dennis allowed another smile to capture his expression while leaning down for another kiss.
I have fantasized about you the first time I saw you. Kevin was working in the Zoo and you stopped by. He recognized you immediately and told us everything. From that point forward, I wanted to have you. I cant believe you never had sex before. You are so beautiful and so charming. I am sure guys would have been lined up for miles to touch you, to have sex with you. I am honored to hear this. I will make sure you do not regret it.
A seductive smirk twitched the corners of his lips before Dennis pulled back, gripping her shirt at the hem and slowly lifting it off her body. Next, the male started kissing her from the neck and traveled inferiorly towards her abdomen. He kissed across every inch of her collarbone, arms, chest, and belly. When he reached the leggings, he was quick to dispose of them as well. His lips planted kisses on the inner part of her thighs along with trailing kisses just above her panties. He spotted the wetness leaking through and he felt a rejuvenation knowing he caused this arousal. Pushing his index finger and middle finger together, Dennis slipped them inside of her panties and felt around for her clitoris. Once reaching it, he started rubbing circles and returned their lips together.
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Jennifer gazed at him with a passive happiness, admiring the man who was above her. She had never known where he worked at before, the zoo? That sounded incredible, did he still work there? Her mind got distracted with the location. He had left to go to work today, is that where? He kept talking, he seemed so surprised she was a virgin as if they had all expected her not to be. He was never a part of her life until now, she was so over-protected, so isolated even in her perfect life with her adoptive parents and no one had never even come close to grabbing her attraction, not like him, not like this. He was honored and promised she wouldnt regret it. His words were once again charming but direct, a little awkward but thats what she liked about him. He had given her this adorable smile and her heart rate started going higher, not high enough to make her Fitbit go off, but enough to show she was working her lungs and body. She would do her best to keep calm so she didnt have an attack. She took deep breaths and exhaled, which helped.
His kisses felt amazing, his lips were soft and so warm trailing his own saliva all over her fresh skin. She used this to control her breathing and watched as he easily peeled off her leggings. He saw her floral panties and the wetness, he pushed his two fingers inside her swollen lips to be soaked with her gel like nectar, it was still forming, leaking out. It was a little over excessive but it was normal for Jennifer given her condition, mental state, high arousal and medications. She moaned out loudly, into his mouth as she felt his fingers brush and rub her little nub. He did it delicately not to give her to much stimulation but it felt so fucking good. She gyrated her bottom, spreading her legs as he messaged her blossom and little flower bud, his hand getting soaked in her fluids. Between kissing she exhaled out heavily. Is that normal.am I supposed to be that wet?by now you could hear the lewd sounds of him exploring her
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Although his eyes were firmly planted against Jennifers eyes, Dennis knew her legs spread apart. He felt the separation and found it adorable when he thought about her practically inviting him in between her legs. The smile grew wider and Dennis decided to apply more pressure. His intention was not to harm her. The intention was to create a pleasurable feeling. The pressure was not too much but it was still ample. Dennis knew how to pleasure a woman. Although Kevin himself had not had too many interactions with women, Dennis happened to have this as one of his skills more than anyone else.
All problems floated away at once. It was like Jennifer took them from his life and made them disappear. His awkwardness and rigid personality dissipated and he became carefree and happy. It was an exhilarating feeling. Dennis allowed his lips to kiss down her collarbone while feeling her wetness. Her words made him smile.
Everything is perfectly normal. All it does is shows me how much you want this and how much you are turned on. The wetter, the better.
The last sentence might sound corny but it was true. There was no such thing as being too wet. Finally, Dennis was ready to get started. The male sat upright and broke the kiss to remove his shirt. His body was toned. His muscles were defined. And he was clearly fit and tanned. His appearance had always been underrated. Besides, nobody could think he was so handsome underneath the thick, ugly janitor uniform he was forced to wear. His eyes returned to Jennifers and he began kissing her again, sliding his tongue into her mouth one more time as his fingers began stroking through her hair. He rubbed the crotch of his pants again against her.
You can touch me, Jennifer. Go on. Pull down my pants.
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Jennifer nodded at his explanation. He reassured her that her being soaking wet already was perfectly normal. He seemed excited, happy that he was the core root of her arousal right now. He broke the kiss and stood up on his knees, towering over her small curvy form as he pulled of his shirt. His muscles flexed and she saw his body, and exhaled, gulping. Her eyes would travel up his abs, across his board chest and down his fine toned arms. He was beastly in a way . He leaned back down to kiss her passionately while letting his hands comb through her tousled blonde hair.
Jennifer licked her lips and pushed up a little, to a sitting positon as he was resting back on his knees in front of her. Then she seemed very distracted for the moment. She lifted and used her hand to slide over the floral sheets, you could feel they were slightly moist but nothing else. She looked back up to him. She knew he was turned on, completely focused on just her but she didnt want him melting down afterwards.
You can touch me, Jennifer. Go on. Pull down my pants.
Give me one second. She said pushing up, on her knees to kiss him and then crawled off the bed, her bare legs visible, walking in just her panties and t-shirt to her closet. She opened it and pulled out a solid plane sheet and unfolded it. It was folded so neatly as if it could been put on display. She walked back over and pushed the thick duvets and sheets back to lay out the new sheet on the bed. Then she went into the bathroom and came out with a few folded towels and unfolded one laying it out and keeping the other two close.
Dennis would have realized she feared making a mess on her bed from them having intercourse, that he was overly compulsive and might freak out. All they would have to do is roll up the sheets and towel, they had extra to use for cleaning up. So, he wouldnt have to completely change her bed. Would he find comfort in knowing how concerned she was for his mental condition, his ways? She climbed back with his help back onto the bed. She felt him hugging her, tightly, it wasnt just sexual. Her body was pressed against hot skin. She hugged him back.
That wasnt necessary as nothing from you could be degusting, any mess from you I would deal with, but thank you
Jennifer pulled back, smiling at seeing him so different. Easy clean up so you can get rest before work. She felt him kiss her forehead, it was affectionate, maybe parts were showing through Dennis through other personalities or Kevins core.
Can I pull down your pants now? She asked, out of nowhere seeing his weird grin, almost a laugh. She took his pajama bottoms and easily pushed them down revealing his thick, clean shaven cock, immaculate like the rest of him. She had never seen a mans anatomy, not in person. She breathed out taking in the site, he was so large, would it hurt? She didnt seem to care. She looked up at him, as he looked intense as if worried what she might think. She let one hand gently but firmly grasp around, her fingers squeezing the hot flesh.
Your so big..will it hurt?She felt herself aching for him, feeling more of her fluids seeping, soaking her panties.
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When Jennifer first moved away from the bed, Dennis pessimistic thoughts returned. Was she going to hide in the bathroom again? Did he do something wrong? He had no idea what he could have possibly done wrong to upset her. However, he quickly learned what she was doing and appreciated the gesture. At least now she knew it was unnecessary. When she pulled down his pants and felt him, an immediate moan left his lips. He was so aroused from merely thinking about this that all the blonde needed to do was touch him and it would send him into a whirlwind of pleasure.
Honestly, it will hurt at first. Thats just how it happens. When we get into it, though, it should go away. Dennis knew what women expected during their first time having sex. Everyone knew that it hurt at first but the pain did not last. Dennis was ready to continue, now undoing the bra from her chest and exposing her breasts. He welcomed them by kissing the bottom, top, and sides of each mound of flesh before wrapping his lips around each of her nipples and tracing her areolas with his tongue. The next order of business was removing her panties.
He did this in an unorthodox way. His hands rested on her thighs and his teeth animalistically gripped her panties and slowly pulled them down off her body. He could see the wetness seeping out and it made him grin even wider. This was going to be incredible. He pressed his lips together and kissed her sweet, wet pussy lips and playfully nipped at the outer folds and labia before sliding his tongue inside of her. Next, the male pressed two fingers onto her clitoris and started rubbing slow circles, wanting to bring her some pleasure first before they actually had sex. That might help her feel more comfortable and less pain when they started.
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Jennifer let out small breaths as Dennis explored her perky beast with his tongue. He traced the out edges before kissing and sucking on the nipples, making her arch back, his hand around her waist holding her up. His mouth was warm and her nipples got harder with the touch of his tongue. He gently pushed her down onto the bed and both of his hands hovered on her waist as he gave her intense blue eyes. He had explained thoroughly it would only hurt in the beginning. He was blunt and it was rather comforting to not play all the mind games or have the mushy romantic comments.
He bent low until the edge of his mouth bit her panties, looking at her so she would watch as she pulled them down her legs, his hand arching her back so her bum lifted enough for him to do so, they slid right off exposing her swollen sex. He would be amazed at how aroused she was, her clear fluid was leaking out. He grinned and pushed her legs apart, breathing, teasing her, making her try to move but not before he kissed her wet folds, giving them each attention before parting them with his tongue, letting it dance over her little nub.
Jennifer was wide eyed, dilated in a drug like pleasured state staring at the ceiling, her body would convulse or move as he hit certain spots, it felt so good, it felt so good and he was making her wetter. She could feel it coming out and coating her walls While letting his tongue explore the inside of her sex, he let two fingers rub slow circles on her clit making her buck, which forced him to suck on her harder, she could even hear the noises, like suction.
Oh..god. She breathed out, tossing her head, biting her lips. She was completely in the moment, enjoying the sexual touch from him.
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Dennis realized how Jennifer reacted to his kissing, touching, and sucking on her breasts. He would admit it, that was probably his favorite part of her body. Her ass and her bust were both big in a good way. It was difficult to discern which aspect he liked better. He figured he would never have to choose because he could touch them both whenever he pleased. However, her breasts just looked so perky and sexy. It was difficult to explain in words but seeing them, kissing them, and just touching them drove the young man wild. They were perfect for in his mind.
Dennis kept this up for a few minutes, letting her sweet nectar coat his tongue. He released a moan against her wet, tight pussy, letting the voice reverberate throughout her entire body. A smirk grew across his face and Dennis decided to change things up. Instead of sliding his tongue inside of the woman, he placed his tongue onto her clitoris. He switched around from tracing circles to tracing random shapes or sometimes just moving laterally and vertically across her mound of nerves. Regardless of what he did, his tongue touched every inch of her clit a few times. At the end, he was letting his tongue trace a figure eight over the nerves.
For maximum pleasure, he pushed his index finger inside of Jennifer. Since she was a virgin and incredibly tight, Dennis decided one finger was enough. If she got used to the feeling, he could add two later. However, he was happy to take things slow. His teeth would playfully nip at her folds before returning his lips to her clit. His finger slowly thrust in and out of her interest in a motion just like he was fucking her. His free hand continued to fondle her ass, squeezing the flesh with a firm grip, making sure both cheeks were given attention.
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The older man seemed to know exactly how and where to give the young blonde attention. Her senses were heightened and the stimulation was perfect. As he moaned, she felt it, throughout her body. She let out a light gasp, exhaling hard, trying to remain still, trying to keep calm but it was difficult not to squirm. Then he started toying with her rose bud and while doing so he fondled with her rear, not letting once place get lonely. He started using his one index finger to simulate the process of sex and it felt good, she was started to drip onto the bed, with her thick clear gel like nectar. She could moan out as she felt Dennis sucking it up, as much of it as he could, cleaning her.
Den-de-dennis She stammered through a raspy breath. He stopped to peer up at her and knew she also needed physical and mental contact. He crawled back over, looking down at her. The way his eyes traveled. He looked a little different without his glasses, but still gorgeous.
You might not like the way you taste. He got out before she pulled him down, needing him. She kissed him, hard, passionately, she tasted herself but it didnt bother her, it didnt smell the greatest but she knew it was natural and if he was a clean freak and this wasnt bothering him, it must be ok.
Will the others be upset? Will Kevin.I know, I mean I know technically Im related She felt Dennis kiss her softly interrupting her.
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We dont need to worry about the others.Dennis answered without hesitation. There might be real consequences later but he did not let that thought cross his mind right now. Nothing was going to bother the male and ruin this moment. After the kiss ended, Dennis pressed kisses onto the blondes neck. He traveled up and down every inch of her neck with his lips. Her skin was so soft and even tasted distinctively. Dennis loved this and he was enjoying everything. Since she was wet enough now, the male figured it was time for them to start making love together. The smile grew on his face and he kept their eyes locked together.
Next, Dennis placed both hands onto her breasts and started squeezing the mounds of flesh firmly. Their eyes were locked together still and Dennis let his fingers play with her nipples. He started pinching and gripping the rosebuds and pulling on them. The teasing was done well enough in Dennis opinion so he decided to rub the tip of his cock against her entrance, letting her feel him. Dennis began kissing her, sliding his tongue inside of her mouth and against her lips.
Get ready, baby. This might hurt at first but it is going to feel good. I promise. With that, Dennis kept eye contact and slowly pushed inside of the blonde, filling her tight womanhood with his thick, hard cock for the first time.
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She let out a gasp into his lips as she finally felt his engorged flesh against her swollen folds, the tips nuzzled its way into her entrance teasing. She kissed him eagerly. This was about to happen, she was about to lose her innocence, her purity to her own flesh and blood, to one of his alters who loved her unconditionally. Get ready, baby. This might hurt at first but it is going to feel good. I promise. Then she felt him push himself slowly, very slowly inside her tight insides, his eyes never leaving hers, his face only inches away. Her mouth opened silently, he nodded, kissing her in pecks. She clenched her eyes as it stung, he stopped letting her exhale, her insides stretching to his thickness, she was in discomfort but let out an adorable breathy smile and he pushed deeper till he was hilt in, he stayed that way for the longest time. He was so large, so hard. He must have already broke her hymn, as thick blood would also coat his dick, making it slicker and easier. She was already leaking nectar. He would know, she was emotionally and physically aroused by him, that would give him gratification, confidence.
She would feel both of his hands intertwine with her fingers, closing them and gently putting them above her head. He still hadnt started moving and slowly he pulled in and out, but not completely coming all the way out. It took a couple thrust before he noticed her reacting. Then slowly she started grounding, pushing herself, he made sure not to thrust to hard, knowing she was almost forcing herself to be as close to him.
Shhhhhh.let me do the work, relax.dont make yourself sore.shhhh. She heard his husky passionate tone say.
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Even though Dennis already enjoyed himself, this session of making love to Jennifer was not about him. Rather, it was all about the blonde beneath him. It was her first time so Dennis needed to make it memorable. He also needed to take things slow so he did not harm her. The last thing he wanted was for her first experience having sex with him to end with a negative taste. If everything went well, Dennis hoped she wanted to do this again in the future. Dennis loved how it felt but he was only focused on Jennifers pleasure, not his own.
Once she seemed to be adjusted to his girth, Dennis slowly began rubbing his hips in a circular motion. There was no thrusting involve and his cock simply rubbed around every inch of her walls. It seemed the pain went away when she tried grinding back into him. At least she felt good enough and eager enough to do that. Dennis decided to add some thrusting now. While he did not pull as far back as he could, Dennis did pull back a few inches before pushing forward again. His cock was so thick and long, so it pressed against her cervix each time his hips moved forward.
He thought about other ways to pleasure her. One hand snaked in between their bodies and his index finger and middle finger pressed onto the blondes clitoris. Dennis used those fingers and started rubbing circles on her sensitive bundle of nerves. His remaining hand started fondling her breasts. He took his time with her bust, squeezing and kneading one of the breasts for a few seconds before playfully pulling and pinching her nipples. After playing with one breast, he alternated and repeated the same process with the other. Finally, he leaned down to kiss her again, sliding his tongue immediately into her mouth. The kiss lasted for a good two or three minutes before Dennis pulled away, keeping his pace pumping inside of her.
How do you feel so far, Jennifer?
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Jennifer gasped out for breath from Dennis passionately kissing her for a few minutes. His kisses were deep and aggressive. That wasnt before started slowly moving his hips in a circular motion to make love to her, never completely pulling out, never being aggressive in motions down there. His length was thick she still had to take deep breaths every deep thrust to get adjusted. Every thrust made her untouched tight walls mold to his size. Her own blood and fluids would coat his member, making it easier for him to please her.
He was somehow able to continue stimulating with one hand giving attention to her rose bud, messaging circles around the gentle nerves, but nothing to stimulating, just light touches with his firm hands and the other gave attention her breasts. Her mind was trying to comprehend whole being in pleasure how his bandage and broken hand was still giving her pleasure, though he was just using his unbroken fingers. That somehow got to her. He still had a healing cut from when her step father had attached him a week or so ago.
Her breathing was a little to labored and her Fitbit turned orange, one level below red and started flashing. She took large inhale and exhale; her mouth was creating to much saliva again as it was harder to breathe.
Before she could say anything, Dennis stopped but didnt pull out, he kept still using one hand to hold himself up, to keep his weight off monitoring her, his eyes lustful but more concerned. His bandage hand gently grabbed her wrist which was stretched outright and checked her pulse and vitals. She was close to an attack. He had that look where his face contorted. Jennifer gulped. He pulled out and before she could plead he darted for his keys on top of the shelf and then frantically unlocked the door and left, but the door was left open, cracked. She was breathing hard, left laying naked on the bed and pulled the covers over, sitting up.
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Although Dennis had enjoyed his time with Jennifer tonight, her safety was of his utmost concern. The intelligence everyone possessed allowed each personality to understand what Jennifers condition was. In fact, some of them related to her because one of the personalities had diabetes. It was a phenomenon that confused Doctor Fletcher and aided in her research. Nonetheless, having to deal with those issues gave everyone a knowledge of what to do in medical emergencies and how to prepare. Dennis grabbed her inhaler along with other medicines she needed to calm down. The nude male made haste and returned to the bedroom.
Since Jennifers breathing was a problem, Dennis hurried his step and even left the door wide open this time. Sitting down onto the bed, he handed her the inhaler and other medicine she might need. Additionally, he grabbed a bottle of the cold water from her refrigerator in case she needed something to drink.
Breathe, Jennifer. In through your nose and out through your mouth. Youre going to be alright. Everythings okay.The male kept his voice deep, low, and quiet. One hand placed onto the upper part of her left thigh and he started stroking her skin. That contact was non-sexual and meant to simply ease her and calm her down.
He even breathed in sync with Jennifer, giving her a visual representation of the calm breathing. When the blonde finally calmed down, he adjusted her pillows slightly and relinquished the medicine from her grasp.Are you feeling better yet?He knew she was breathing better because her fitbit showed safe levels. However, he was thinking more about her mental state and emotions at the time. He wondered what her reaction to all of this was going to be. He hoped she did not feel like she messed up.
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Jennifer was left in a hell of state, breathing heavy. Had she done something wrong? Then soon as she doubted herself the door bust open, he didnt even close it and she could see the hallway. He handed her an inhaler and she quickly knew what to do and everything made sense. She took two large breaths and held the medicine in her throat and then slowly let it out slumping forward. She was controlling her breathing as Dennis grabbed a bottle, already opening it. She rubbed her nose and took the water, chugging it, trying to calm down her saliva.
Breathe, Jennifer. In through your nose and out through your mouth. Youre going to be alright. Everythings okay.
She watched his thick chiseled chest as he gave her visuals of how to breathe, deep breaths in and out and she followed, until her breathing was in sync. They did that for a while before he adjusted her pillow, leaned back pulling the covers over. She could feel how soaking wet she was, she was dripping even making a mess underneath her. She wondered if that was normal? Luckily a towel had somehow stuck beneath her, even though it was wrinkled from all her moving after her attack. Then she leaned back, putting into retrospect what actually just happened, not just her asthma attack from over stimulation but she had tried to have sex with Kevin, her father, even though she hadnt met Kevin yet, that or she didnt know.
Are you feeling better yet?
She opened her eyes and looked at him, her face lost. I cant even do THAT right.fuckin asthma,she muttered trying not to get worked up and leaned back further looking annoyed and ashamed of herself. She looked down to see Dennis beside her on the bed but on the floor, on his knees, holding her hand, which completely blew her mind.
Your very special. you did nothing wrong. I should have remembered; I should have taken responsibility and not put you in danger. I am sorry Jennifer.He said, as if he was blaming himself.
Bu-bu-b-b-but I-I. She felt him squeeze her hand, his other hand, his injured bandage hand was in a fist.
Stop.Dennis stop itShe put her free hand over his, loosening his fingers. Her eyes went from him on the floor, to the door wide open. His eyes drilled into hers, as if preparing if she tried to do something stupid, while dealing with his own anger at himself.
Im not running.She breathed out locking her eyes with him.
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Dennis swallowed thickly and allowed his hand to remain resting in hers. The door. He forgot to close the damn thing in such a hurry. Though his intuition told him to close the door and lock all the locks, another emotion took over. That was an emotion he did not understand very well but Jennifer was close to changing everything.
Jennifer. I know youre not going to run. Why dont you get yourself cleaned up and get dressed? I-I will show you around. Outside your room. We cant go much further but I can show you that much. I trust you. Im not scared that you will run.
Trust was huge. Trust was something that they both needed to learn. So far, Dennis learned that he did not trust Jennifer because of all the locks and the incessant need to keep her under his watch. His biggest fear was this magical place to collapse because he let Jennifer out. However, he also knew she would never stop asking to see outside her room and there was no kind of existence that should be, to be kept in a locked room all the time. Besides, she just had an anxiety attack and he did not control himself or help control her breathing. It might make her feel better about the situation if he showed her around.
Dennis pulled the covers loose and allowed Jennifer to clean herself from using a clean towel to being escorted to the bathroom. Dennis found all of his clothing and wiped himself, too. The mood for now was probably drained but they could always try again later. Dennis realized he jumped too far ahead with her and he saw that now. When they were both ready, Dennis did something that even surprised himself. Reaching down, he took the blondes hand and squeezed it firmly. Physical contact usually abhorred Dennis. All those damn germs, it was not sanitary! However, he was breaking out of his comfort zone and more importantly, facing his OCD with force and dealing with it better than ever because of Jennifer.
He took a deep breath and stepped out forward first into the hallway before unlocking the second door that was in between her room and the rest of the house.Here we are. Maybe we can have a real, properly cooked meal at the dinner table when you get hungry again.He whispered, figuring Patricia might have to be called for the meal preparation.
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Her mind had been mind-fucked when he spoke saying he trusted she wasnt going to run. He offered for her to get dressed so he could finally show her where she now lived. That there was more than this perfect room. He rose, her eyes never left his until he pulled the sheets loose from around her body, helping her off the bed. He handed her a towel to half clean herself before guiding her to the bathroom. He gave her some privacy as he cleaned himself off and found his clothes. Jennifer was a little slow, her mind racing and foggy at the fact he had offered to let her leave her room and had tried to make love to her.
She wondered if this was some erotic fantasy her own mind had created while living her perfect little bubble life at home, if this indeed wasnt real. She grabbed a clean rag, and some fancy floral heart shaped soap that smelled of roses and washed off, using another towel to dry. She then sat down to relieve herself and awkwardly felt how wet she still was. Luckily enough there were baby wipes among other hygiene products stores in a cabinet. She used them to clean herself off and sat on the toilet mind boggled about the thick gel like fluid that seemed to never end. She threw all the sued wipes in the trash and was going to walk out nude to her closet but Dennis was already dressed and had a neatly folded pile of clothes for her. She gulped, flushed in the face and took them, nodding in thanks.
She clumsily got dressed in clean clothing and left the bathroom. She awkwardly stood watching him, his face was back to normal, contorted, like he was in pain or observing something. She looked down and felt him intertwine his fingers with his good hand, squeezing hers. She gulped again and squeezed back, leaning into his side. They didnt need to talk, she already understood, he cared for her. He hadnt said the word love, but he cared, they all did, she just didnt know that yet. He pulled away gently and walked out, unlocking the second bolted door.
Here we are. Maybe we can have a real, properly cooked meal at the dinner table when you get hungry again.
Jennifer took a deep silent breath, holding it oddly. He had stepped out intothe hallway looking at her, she seemed almost comically overwhelmed. She poked her head out, looking at the dull dimly lit halls. Everything was white but rugs had been thrown down, a random table with a lamp on it and your typical rustic signs, something Patricia or Barry would have picked out. One said, Family is where a home starts. She stepped out and had her hands on the wall as if she was blind and needed to touch to navigate. She followed Dennis down a short way to an opening to what was this littlecute rustic vintage kitchen. She seemed captivated by everything, and stood in the small kitchen.
Your welcome to anything in here. just ask. The others always keep it stocked, there is a pantry, anything you need or want just write it down. I think we can safely here soon let you freely roam within guidelines. You cant leave these quarters; they were built to keep you safe. Dennis said, eyeing her, she nodded obediently.
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Each personality was distinctly different. Everyone had certain skills or quirks unique to them. Some personalities had common traits. Cooking was something Dennis faltered with. Other personalities possessed some cooking skills while others did not. Patricia was easily the best cook. Sure, she had fixed Jennifer plenty food already but this was different. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner were not just times when people ate in Patricias mind. That was a time to spend with family, friends, and loved ones. It was a time to grow closer together and enjoy the presence of another person. Jennifer had been void of that since she arrived.
Patricia had long been pulling for a chance to do this. She wanted Jennifer out in the open to share a meal with her. That one-on-one contact was imperative. Although Dennis enjoyed the light, it was time for someone else to take over. He politely excused himself and gave Jennifer instructions to choose whatever food she might want from the stocked pantries. Ones thing for sure and that was that the food was always stocked here. Jen could eat whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted. If a new food developed that she wanted to try, Patricia would ensure that happened.
Dennis exited the kitchen and dining room area before returning to his bedroom. From there, Patricia was brought into the light and a change of clothing was warranted. A red top, a black skirt, and black heels were pulled on. It was now Patricia. In record time, Patricia returned to the dining area where Jennifer was sitting at the table now. If she had a certain request for food, then Patricia would jump onto the objective and prepare the meal just like she wanted. If there was no request, she decided on a grilled cheese sandwich with some vegetable soup and baked dinner rolls.
It might not be a six-course gourmet meal but it was fulfilling and substantive for the time being. Pots and pans were brought out and the food was being cooked. Patricia made small talk with Jennifer, giving her a few random facts about different animals she enjoyed talking about. Her accent was heavy and her posture remained straight the entire time. She did upset herself by not perfecting the cut through the sandwich. It angered Patricia and she slammed the handle of the knife against the counter until she started over and made it correctly.
Patricia was a perfectionist. She and everyone wanted the best for her. Kevin said that.Im sorry that I had to make some things again. Kevin wants everything perfect for you. I want everything perfect for you. It might take a few tries but it will be perfect.Patricia muttered, setting the plate down in front of her.What can I get you to drink, dear? What are you in the mood forPromptly, she found a glass and filled it with whatever liquid she desired. Her own food was finishing and she took a seat at the table across from the blonde.
This is how dinner should be. Contact with another person. Openness. Im sorry it took so long. Kevin just wanted us to make sure there was a smooth transition but now he says we can all trust you to have more freedom. He really cares about you so much.
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Jennifer was left alone and she just sat there looking around the kitchen silently. She had never seen quite a cute little kitchen, something out of pin-interest. What she did note is she hadnt seen one window anywhere. That made her secretly wonder where this place was but she was almost positive in time she would find out. She was completely safe, wasnt she? The man with different alters who was her father had taken so many measures, he even had her medication, had prepped the perfect room and spent so much money to do all of this? He hadnt even touched her, she had foolishly initiated sex with the man who was her own father even though it was a different altar. She felt attached to Dennis for some reason despite all his flaws. The young blonde didnt have much time to dwell before she heard footsteps, thick footsteps. Then to her surprise, Kevin returned, but he was different, so so different. He was dressed in women clothing, particularly a long black skirt, red turtleneck with a necklace and Shaw, the biggest detail was his high heels.
Her eyes did a double take, she looked so confused. She watched her give her this amusing grin and she walked with her head high over to start preparing a meal. There was this long silence, besides the noises of her making dinner. Jennifer just kind of watched her with curiosity. She had never been told all of Kevins twenty-three different personalities. She never had a proper chance to find out anything because her adoptive parents decided it was best to keep him hidden, all that did in the end was push him to do something severe to get her back. Even now, in her own mind, she felt regret, anger toward her own adoptive parents despite all they had done to give her a perfect sheltered safe life. She was startled as Patricia slammed down a knife upset with herself, shaking her head.
Im sorry that I had to make some things again. Kevin wants everything perfect for you. I want everything perfect for you. It might take a few tries but it will be perfect.
She had set down a plate of deliciously cooked grill cheese sandwiches, with a few different kinds of cheese, perfectly melted and toasted right. She poured Jennifer a glass of milk, she took a huge drink, it was fresh, it tasted thick like it was organic and whole. She started eating the grilled cheese without question and that seemed to make Patricia pleased. She sat down a perfect bowl of creamy tomato soup.Can I have.pop please?She asked after finishing one half of her sandwhich and taking another gulp of her milk. Patrica grinned, seeming amused but saddened she seemed a little on edge, but this was their first meeting.
Of course.your welcome to have anything you want. Go get it,she motioned toward the fridge. Jennifer looked at her and slowly pushed from the small table and walked over opening the fridge, it was stocked with everything. The fridge was very large. It was organized better than her fridge back at home. She stood there looking at everything but then grabbed a bottle coke cola from the side door and shut it. She sat back down and Patricia grabbed it opening it from her before she could even think to do it.
Jennifer took a sip from the bottle, letting the crisp cola tingle down her throat from carbonation.
This is how dinner should be. Contact with another person. Openness. Im sorry it took so long. Kevin just wanted us to make sure there was a smooth transition but now he says we can all trust you to have more freedom. He really cares about you so much.
When will I see Kevin? Does he. appear often? Patricias back was facing her and she sighed.
He normally lets us take care of everythinghe has been sleeping but is slowly waking up. He can only be present when everything is stable, when everything is perfect.but believe me darling when I say he is in all of us and loves you very much. Jennifer had never heard anyone talk to her about Kevin, about the man who was her actual father. The core of all these ideneties, the man that had raped their mother to conceive her?
Im also so sorry about Dennis.he isnt exactly well, thats very kind of you to be so willing to love all of us in every way but you do not need to do anything you do not want to do, mhhmmmmm mnnnn,she said shaking her head looking at her,If you want to continue.well, you need to start birth control. We have it herewe was prepared for everything, not because we wanted you to do anything of that nature but because sometimes its used for other medical reasons.do you want to take it?She asked.
Jennifer was taking spoonful of her soup slurping it when Patricia when into explicit detail about what had happened. She hadnt exactly been thinking of that and shrugged, she nodded. She had been on birth control back at home, but to start her periods because of all her health issues. She had been off it a few days, but it still wasnt likely she would get pregnant, not now. Patricia returned with a birth control packet, already with the sticker labeled to start today which was Tuesday, she had been here since last Friday four days. She popped it out and gulped it down with coke.
Good girl.you want more food?Patricia asked taking her dirty dishes and she shook her head.
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While cleaning the dishes, Patricia continued to make conversation.
We are sorry that you reacted poorly with Dennis. Understand that you did nothing wrong. Dennis recognizes his fault for not taking better care of you. Everyone understands how quickly your breathing can worsen. He was careless and he feels regret for doing that to you. Though he did calm you down. Ive never seen Dennis interact so much with a person before. He is almost like a different man when hes around you. I think thats a good thing. We all love you, Jennifer. You have brought the best out of everyone so far. I enjoyed making meals for you. I will continue making food for you, making them perfect.
Patricia paused and turned to smile at Jennifer. They all understood Kevins love for his daughter now. She had truly brought out the best in each of them. Dennis was containing himself so well with Jennifer. His OCD was controlled and he became intimate with someone without using force or feeling too awkward. He made a mistake with Jennifer but that was only his first time with a woman that has her needs. Nothing can prepare a man for something like that. Instead of punishing Dennis, they would help him, they would have to teach him how to calm her down if things got too heated again. They could not risk anything medically critical happening to Jennifer because of her anxiety attack. Thankfully, everyone had access and knowledge of her medicine and knew what to give her and what to do in the event of an attack. Sometimes, it might not be that simple but it was explained in detail already. The worst fear anybody had was Jennifer suffering an attack while she was alone. They could not risk leaving the medicine in her room on her own now. Sure, they trusted her, but they knew stories of other families that loved each other and someone still took their own life or overdosed or did something harmful to themselves. Call it paranoia, but they did not want to even give the chance for that to happen. That opportunity was squashed and locked away forever. Thats why they had to make sure she stayed busy and calm while Kevin was gone to work. She was locked in her room and the medicine was outside. There were so many variables.
The dishes were cleaned and neatly packed away into the cabinets. The table was wiped twice and any excess crumbs was swept up until the kitchen and dining area became spotless. Pleased with the result, Patricia looked at Jennifer with a soft smile.
I hope you enjoyed being able to leave your room. As time passes, you can explore further. For now, we will have to escort you back into your room. Dont worry, though, you wont stay alone for long. Someone has been dying to see you again and we are allowing it.
With a smile, Patricia beckoned for Jennifer to follow back down the corridor before helping her inside the room. This time, she only locked back one latch on the door. She wanted to leave it open but she also realized that changing someone into the light took a couple minutes and in those minutes, Jennifer could have fled the entire place if she wanted. Again, they trusted her but it had only been a few days. They could not jump too far ahead. That was disastrous. Who was this person back in the light? It was none other than Hedwig.
Getting dressed in some jeans, boots, and a blue t-shirt, the kid walked from his room with a piece of paper in his hand. He reached the door and unlocked the locked before stepping in and smiling shyly and Jennifer.
HiHe whispered lowly, a kiddish grin on his face.
I got something for youHe said in a sing-song voice, that playful grin growing. He approached her and handed her a folded piece of paper. It was a picture he drew, much like kids do with drawing pictures for someone they liked. It was supposed to be a picture of her but it was nothing good at all. It was mainly scribbles but it was still determinable what it was.
I spent a long time on it. I hope you like it. Some of the others have been trying to teach me how to draw. I wanted you to have this.
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Jennifer followed Patricia back to her room, she wasnt sad. There were these unsettling feelings eating at her nerves, that she still was a victim of kidnap but she kept purposely pushing it away. She had been taken care of and she got to leave her room today and they made it sound like more privileges would come, would she say daylight again? She stood in her room and Patricia left with a satisfied smile, Jennifer could hear just the one latch being fastened behind the door. Jennifer stood there and then went back over to her bed, everything was neatly tidied up, her bed made looking ready for bed. Jennifer was sitting on the bed, looking slightly down when she heard the door, she looked up, seeming somewhat curious, but tired.
She was almost hopeful it would be Dennis. It was Hedwig, she hadnt seen him in a day or so and his shy smile made her laugh out, her eyes watering from emotion. He walked over, shyly handing her a folded piece of paper. She took it and unfolded it and saw it was a child like drawing, it was very colorful, she saw hearts above the stick persons head, she also saw marks resembling grass, a sun and animals maybe in the background.
She sniffled and laughed out, she randomly sprung up hugging him, he was so tall, even as any alter. It caught Hedwig off guard, he felt something was wrong but he didnt know what.
Are you staying with me? She asked in the most pitiful desperate tone. She heard Hedwig snort, looking down at her, he didnt look disgusted she was hugging him but he did that confused slightly weirded out kid face, duhyeah, he said, he saw her face and it alarmed him. He almost wondered if he should leave to go tell Mr. Dennis or Patricia, but she was gripping onto him. She let go, using her hand to rub her eyes laughing out.
Im sorry.Im just, Im stupid.sorry, she rubbed her hands on her shirt, I love the drawing. She looked down at it still in her hand.
What does the hearts mean?She asked bluntly, looking at the picture, trying not to let more tears escape, her eyes still had so much healing to do, she looked rough. You could tell this was still emotionally traumatizing at times.
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The hearts? They are a symbol of love, silly!Hedwig giggled and playfully hugged her again. Their previous hug made him feel more loved and cared for than ever before. The poor child just wanted one more. When he pulled back, he remembered that Mrs. Patricia told him to elaborate about the picture.
I drew this but it was Kevins idea. He has a hard time showing his emotions. Mrs. Patricia said he wanted me to draw it so he could say that he loved you because he didnt know how else to say it et cetera.
Hedwig knew giving her the picture was a good thing but she still looked sad. He was too young to understand the ambiguity of emotion.
Are you sure that you like it? He pouted cutely. It looks like youre crying. People dont cry when they are happy, do they?Hedwig asked, still so confused. He propped himself up beside of Jennifer and saw that she was crying. To him, crying meant sad. If Jennifer was sad, that was not good. Mr. Dennis told him to always keep Jennifer happy, that was their jobs. He wrapped one arm around her neck and the other reached down to stroke through her hair. Her warm body against his own felt nice but Hedwig was not cracking a smile again until he knew that Jennifer was happy.
I want you to be happy. We all do. I heard you had a rough day but they wont tell me what happened. They said it was grown-up things. They said I couldnt really help right now but I want to. I like to draw when Im sad. Do you want me to get you my pencils and pens so you can draw, too? He asked in a hopeful voice, thinking maybe this would help her as well.
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The hearts? They are a symbol of love, silly!
Jennifer smiled at the sight of him giggling, it was something else to see. This grown man who was an adult acting so carefree and childish. She looked at the picture as the tears started to trail down her cheeks, she nodded. Hedwig continued talking, looking at the picture with her, as if taking it very importantly he had to explain what it meant.
Are you sure that you like it?
Jennifer kept nodding repetitively, sniffling. There were feelings she didnt even comprehend. Here was her biological father expressing to her through his alters that he truly cared for her and she had never even met him. How she had been kept from him all her life, how he had suffered because of the horrible things their mother did to him. She had no idea but could only imagine. How she had went through so much in the past few days but was loving him back, but possibly more than you should and it was already a fucked situation because she was conceived by incest.
He propped himself up on the bed besides, wrapping an arm around her, she leaned into his shoulder weakly sobbing lightly. She nodded to his question, she didnt know what else to say to Hedwig to make him understand. She was falling apart, but for all the right reasons.
I want you to be happy. We all do. I heard you had a rough day but they wont tell me what happened. They said it was grown-up things. They said I couldnt really help right now but I want to. I like to draw when Im sad. Do you want me to get you my pencils and pens so you can draw, too?
She made a face, wiping her nose, like a half sarcastic grin, and rubbed her eyes, sobbing out more shaking her head. She looked up at Hedwig, trying not to cry harder. Then she got the sudden urge to just go with whatever was racing in her fragile emotional mind. She was a pitiful hot mess.
Can I come with you.can I see your room? Dont goIll be good.I promise, just show me your room.She pleaded, her red cheeks so brightly red, her eyes glossed, looking horrible from how much she had cried. Hedwig looked horrified, not directly at her but what was happening. He would feel her hug him the best she could from how they were side by side on the edge of the bed, her clutching onto him.
I.I dont know if that is ok, Miss M-Miss Patriciaor Mr. Dennis might His lisp was starting to be more noticeable as his own mouth formed more saliva from his nerves.Were get in trouble.they want you safe.He felt her grip get stronger, almost to the point of pulling him closer to her level as she was loosing it.
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When Kevins alter into the light was Hedwig, then he gained the same strength as a child. So, when Jennifer started hugging him tightly and not letting him go, it was impossible for Hedwig to move. As small as Jennifer was, she definitely had more muscle than a child. It became impossible for Hedwig to get away and he was starting to panic now. She was trying to get him in trouble, wasnt she? She was going to make Mr. Dennis and Mr. Patricia mad! They told him that he had to be careful with what he did with Jennifer. They realized a child would be the most vulnerable.
N-No. Jennifer. Y-Youre hurting me! Owe!Hedwig half yelled and kept wiggling away but Jennifer was holding him together. I-Im gonna scream for them Jennifer. I cant do it. Im sorry. They already hate me enough. They said if I did good, they wouldnt pick on me anymore. They said I could be loved. They said you might trick me and get out of your room. They said it was a big step letting you out earlier but I couldnt. Only Mr. Dennis or Ms. Patricia can let you out et cetera.
By this point, Hedwig was almost in tears from panic and pain. Jennifer was hurting him and it was hurting his heart. He looked behind of her and saw the drawing. Since he was already mad, Hedwig grabbed the paper and tried to rip it up. That was his way of getting back at the girl, somewhat making up for the love that was given to her. These actions might become something that Hedwig regretted later but he was not thinking. When he could finally get loose, he squirmed away and toppled down onto the floor off her bed. He smacked the side of his face onto the floor and it made a little cut right underneath his eye.
When he reached up and touched it, a teardrop fell from his eye. He looked at Jennifer like she had just betrayed all of his trust. An innocent child was here to make her happy and give her a nice picture but now it was ripped and represented the tattered feeling Hedwig felt in his heart right now. In his mind, she hurt him and he all but curled up on the floor. He was not sure what to do? How was he going to explain this to Dennis or Patricia? He was scared mindless.
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N-No. Jennifer. Y-Youre hurting me! Owe!
Jennifer couldnt help desperately clutching onto him. His cry only made her dig her nails, trying to keep him beside her, to have the contact as she broke inside but he was so much stronger. Then he started being a little more threatening while panicking.I-Im gonna scream for them Jennifer. I cant do it. Im sorry. They already hate me enough. They said if I did good, they wouldnt pick on me anymore. They said I could be loved. They said you might trick me and get out of your room. They said it was a big step letting you out earlier but I couldnt. Only Mr. Dennis or Ms. Patricia can let you out et cetera.
Jennifer looked up at him, in awe of his words. She could understand even in her own state that he was scared, that he couldnt handle what was happening. Then he said they hated him, that if he did the right thing, they wouldnt bully him. That made her mind wonder who was even doing that, it made her want to yell at Dennis and Patricia or anybody, he was just a kid! He had reached over and ripped the paper from her grip, tearing it shreds, tears in his own eyes from how upset he was. He squirmed loose from her grip making her fall back a little as he tumbled to the floor. She wanted to cry out, to help him but he was just as emotional if not throwing a fit.
Jennifer looked petrified, her face showing so much pain. She glared at Hedwig, sobbing out. She looked at the shredded picture on the floor. He was curled on the floor. Jennifer dropped to the carper on all floors.
I wasnt trying to run!! She screamed in rage at him. Im not fucking running!!! She sobbed, falling back into the bed, looking helpless.
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Slowly, Hedwig struggled to his feet. His legs were shaking and threatening to collapse. His breathing had picked up at an alarming rate, his chest expanding and collapsing in rapid, successive contractions. Veins were popping out on top of his forehead and anger was bubbling in the young boy. His hands were also shaking, much like Jade did when her blood sugar reached low levels except his was fueled by rage, fear, and despair. The one person that Hedwig was starting to like had betrayed him. She was angry with him just like everyone always was. He finally settled down enough to talk again.
I never said you were going to run! I just wanted you to let go of me because you were hurting me! I wish you were never brought here!
Clearly, Hedwig did not mean his last sentence but that made Jennifer upset. Her eyes watered more than before a tear slid down her cheek. Hedwig realized what he had done and he realized that in the heat of the moment, his word choice was less than ideal. Besides, he had the mind of a child, it was not like he could think that clearly in an emotionally stressful situation.
He watched Jennifer stand up before he could even say anything else. She took both of the palms of her hands onto his chest and shoved Hedwig, sending him flying on the door. His head almost slammed into the corner of a desk but he barely missed it. That could have been disastrous if his head hit the corner at just the right angle. He slammed down with a grunt and watched Jen flee inside of the bathroom and shut the door, but Hedwig did not hear a lot.
Finally, he pushed himself up to stand again before walking back towards the door. He stood outside but did not enter and just slumped down outside, unsure of what to say now. Minutes of silence passed before he creaked the door open and stepped inside. His eyes locked with Jennifer as she was huddled up in a small form, cradling herself in the bathtub.
"I'm sorry... I don't know what to do!" He half-shouted, his own eyes briming with tears since it was such an emotional time.
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This wasnt exactly the best day. It had started out intending to be better but had a slow intense decline. Jennifer was upset and over analyzing everything, she was devastated with the knowledge that Kevin was severely traumatized to the point he hardly came to light. Emotional because she was falling for her own biological father/brother. She had attached to Dennis the quickest, needing that human contact and that didnt go well and they both blamed their selves. Then just when she saw Hedwig and thought things would get better, they got worse. What Jennifer didnt understand is she was reacting normal to her situation. There were logically a few different ways she would respond to what she had endured but this was more than likely. She also didnt realize she was slightly unstable because of Kevin, not by force but genetics. They needed to work through things, they both needed positive reinforcement and most of all love, which they were slowly both just experiencing. Sure, Kevin had been more functional at one time and had something close to a girlfriend and friends but he would throw all that down the drain, even though he was better for this. all paths led to this moment, being with her.
Jennifer had climbed back into the bathtub and was silently balling her eyes out. She just didnt know how else to show her emotions and how she felt. It didnt matter how fucked her eyes already were, she just couldnt stop. She cried for minutes until it faded into pitiful weak breaths. Eventually Hedwig creaked the door open and slid in, leaving it open. He looked pitiful, scared, he seemed upset that he had fucked up AGAIN! He would get in so much trouble and not be allowed to see her.
"I'm sorry... I don't know what to do!"His half shouting made her weakly look up at him, her face showing how bad she was. Her eyes were bloodshot, you could see the whites were blood red which made her eye color stand out more, her face was flushed a puffy red, her nose dripping snot.
Right now, even though Kevin was Hedwig, all Jennifer could process was it was him in some way. She knew Hedwig couldnt handle was happening, neither could she. She had the right to act out, to be this way. She just needed constant attention and human contact from the man who had taken her away. Hedwig looked in bad shape himself, his bandaged hand needed tended, his stitches were healing, now he had a new cut and bruises in different places, he had a fading black eye from the attack from her step father.
Jennifer pushed, her body heavy and weak to get out of the bathtub, giving out weak cries. She watched Hedwig watch in pain at what he had done to her. Im so sorry.so so sorry!! They wont let me see you again. why did you have to mess it up!He said, in a loud voice but it was turning into something more desperate, like a kid who knew it was in bad trouble.
Jennifer had climbed out of the tub, had to use the toilet for support, balancing herself as she glared at him. He started slowly backing up, like he might run.No No, nonoIm sorry, I fucked up he said now in tears. That was when Jennifer sprinted, it was a little surprising to see how fast she got, she sprinted the short distance in the small bathroom. She used one hand to shove Hedwig back into the corner while slamming the bathroom door shut, she locked it breathing out heavy, sniffling, tears silently streaming down her eyes. Hedwig was taken off guard, he slid down, crying. He angrily tried to reach out for the knob but Jennifer screamed out pitifully throwing it off.
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At first, Hedwig had been furious with Jennifer. She yelled at him, she pushed him, and she hurt him both mentally and physically. Moments later, he was not angry with both her and himself. The young male was still smart enough to realize that he could have handled things better, but he did not. This situation was fucked up on so many different levels and it made Hedwig overwhelmed. He knew that Ms. Patricia wanted him to enter Jennifers room with the picture and give it to the girl. He could fall asleep with her and they would be happy for their night together.
Well, plans do not always work out and that was the case here. That did not happen and things went down the shitter in record time. Hedwig watched Jennifer closely as he curled up in a ball in the corner. Now, he was shivering and shuddering. His aggressiveness had gave way to fear and the way he looked up at Jennifer, it showed that he truly feared her right now. What was she going to do? He would even dare say that he feared Jennifers actions more than he feared what Mr. Dennis or Ms. Patricia might do. All he wanted as to leave immediately and get out of here. If Dennis was here, he would know what to do.
All of his body spasms and shaking from earlier increased. Even while sitting on the ground with his knees tucked into his chest, the boys legs were shaking and making this patting sound onto the ground with his sneakers. His arms curled up against his knees and he was shivering all over like Hedwig was freezing to death even though he was sweating, his face and bald head shining with the sweat. The salted sweat dripped down into his new, fresh cut underneath his eye and it sizzled but that was the least of his worries right now.
His breathing sounded much like Jennifers when she had the panic attack earlier. Hedwig was panicking but thank God he did not have a breathing disorder or anything. If he did, now would be the right time for an attack and there was nothing either of them could do. The boy kept on getting smaller and smaller in the corner. His lower lip quivered and a tear dropped from his eye again although the quickly tried to blink it away. Now, he looked into Jennifers eyes again.
She was already a giant to him since she was a grown woman and this alter was a young boy. But now with him shriveled in a corner, that only heightened that sensation for Hedwig and he became more terrified than ever before.
P-Please dont hurt me, Jennifer. What do you want from me?!He whimpered, trying to yell at her but his voice caught in his throat, causing him to audibly sob a few times, feeling so uncomfortable in this position.
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Jennifer wasnt mentally prepared for any of the traumatic shit that had been tossed at her over the past month. From finding out about her biological father, to how she was conceived, to being kidnapped and having to interact with all her fathers alters, luckily it had been only a few of his twenty-three personalities. She was fortunate that her parent/captor loved her despite his severe mental illness. She could have been thrown into a basement, tortured, raped and killed or led to believe she would be free in return of doing horrible acts. It was far from that but still traumatizing in its own ways. She had grown up in such a safe environment, away from impurities and negativity. Even Kevin deep down would have been thankful for how her adoptive parents had taken care of her but there was regret and hatred towards his own mother, he could have done it! He could have done it and been functional, he swore by it. He believed at a few times in his life he could have raised her and had a somewhat normal life, even being with somebody while raising her. That was when he was younger, had just started working his job at the zoo and was in part time college classes while juggling all his therapy and doctor appointments.
From the moment Jennifer, had run and slammed the door. Hedwig had slid to the floor, holding his knees. He looked just as bad emotionally as Jennifer, his breathing so severe it frightened Jennifer. He was sweating, his new cut bleeding. The worst thing is he looked like this was possibly triggered, she had done this, they both had but she knew her mother must have beaten the shit out of him. To beat a human so senseless, to torture him to the brink of him dissociating with himself and forming new personalities to deal with the situation. He had weakly tried to reach for the door knob and she threw his hand off as he cried.
P-Please dont hurt me, Jennifer. What do you want from me?!
His own voice made her heart break, his lisp thick, fear sunk into the pit of her stomach. She wondered how many times her mother had cornered him and if any of those times had been in his bedroom or the bathroom. She was zoning out, her eyes dilating. Luckily her own breathing was stable enough to not cause another attack, not yet. Her Fitbit would show how of control her heart rate and pulse was. She was so angry, had so much adrenaline in her, she was raging with hormones she didnt understand and had been emotionally compromised. She dropped to Hedwigs level.
I didnt mean to hurt you..I just need you. Jennifer cried she weakly crawled upattempting to hug him. He didnt want to move his arms that were cradling his knees to his chest.Let go. please, Im not going to hurt you.. She begged, using her hands on his wrists, to pry them away. Hedwig seemed to be scared, panicking and persistent on fighting her, it least with that. Only because he was Hedwig was she able to get him to let go, pushing away his arms as he was curled up in the corner. Her fragile body moved from how badly he was breathing, his chest heaving in and out. Jennifer just needed that paternal nurturing or more? Hedwig was crying, a mess."I won't leave....I'll protect you from Dennis and Patrica....I'm sorry!!!"
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Jennifer didnt mean to hurt him? That was comical. How many times did Kevins mother say that? How many times did Hedwigs mother say that with this alter Kevin developed? It was not okay and Hedwig was trembling. He did not believe her for one second, even when she leaned forward and attempted to wrap her arms around him. It was obviously a hugging motion but Hedwig did not see that. Rather, he saw an aggressive step towards him, making the poor boy cower down in fear while looking at Jennifers eyes. He could not hold the gaze and eventually lowered it.
When she gripped his wrists, Hedwig closed his eyes and whimpered audibly. It felt like the same sensation when his mother pulled him from his hiding spot out into the middle of the floor so she could beat him nearly to death. The male finally gave up and let his arms hang limp. There was no getting out of this. He was representing the learned helplessness that Hedwig developed throughout his life. There was no getting out of this situation. If Jennifer meant harm, she was going to do it. He could not stop her and he should not even try.
His breathing worsened, as if that were possible, and his sobbing turned into large heaves of breath that he was not getting. In his childish mental state, it was difficult to understand anything going on and it was difficult to empathize with Jennifer and how fucked up this must have been for her. Nonetheless, Hedwig was no longer thinking about Jennifer happy because she hurt him so bad and he wondered why it mattered if she was happy. He was only thinking about one goal right now and that was survival and getting out of this damn bathroom but she was in the fucking way!
The hug she finally pushed into him made the male tremble underneath the physical contact, still apprehensive about everything to say the least. Watching her closely, Hedwig finally and tentatively wrapped his arms around Jennifer because he thought if he did that, then maybe she would leave him alone. However, Hedwig was curious about something.
H-How can you protect me? Nobody can protect me? Ms. Patrica and Mr. Dennis can do whatever they want. Barry used to protect me but he cant anymore. Nobody can help me.He whispered rather pitifully, casting a glance upwards towards Jennifer.
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H-How can you protect me? Nobody can protect me? Ms. Patrica and Mr. Dennis can do whatever they want. Barry used to protect me but he cant anymore. Nobody can help me.
His breathing was frightening her. His chest rising and falling so aggressively was unsettling. Her body would move because she was trying to get as close to him as possible. He eventually gave in, wrapping his arms around her but not with the force she craved. Dennis would have been the ideal alter to be in the light, but he couldnt pull Hedwig out of the light unless Hedwig wanted to leave the chair. Normally he would change altars out of sight, it would be easier for Jennifer to transition, to react positively to all of them that way. Only if Kevin was severely unstable, would he start switching uncontrollably. The only way to do that was to recite his full name in a tone that would let him know he was needed, then all the others might fight to get the chair. It would be total and utter chaos; it would be dangerous. Jennifer knew none of this. Kevin was in a deep sleep, only he could show a little of himself in every light.
Jennifer didnt even look down at him, but kept her face in the crook of his neck. She could smell the laundry softener of his navy-blue shirt. With the awkward position, they were in she was slightly elevated on his propped-up legs, her body wedge in-between his thighs and stomach with her arms wrapped underneath his arms.
They wont hurt you.I wont let them. She said choking on her own words, I didnt mean to hurt you, I just need you.I cant explain to you what I need, Im a total fuck up and Im so s-s-s sorry.She said through deep breaths, her Fitbit was in the orange, above yellow but not in the red yet. Luckily Dennis had given her treatment over an hour or so ago before this situation escalated. They want me happyin order for me to be happy, you need to be happy.what have they done to you Hedwig.no one is going to hurt you. Jennifer felt helpless, she couldnt crawl inside of his mind, it was a mess but she could only try.I love you. Jennifer looked at him with brave honest eyes, he was peering up at her. Her words seemed foreign to him. How could she possibly love him? What had he done to deserve it? They all were supposed to make her happy and he had failed so badly, he messed things up like he always did, thats why they said he was stupid before. She squeezed him tighter, or tried too.Dont leave me.dont. She breathed, wide eyed, scared he might.
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Jennifer insisted that Dennis and Patricia would not hurt Hedwig. She was not going to allow that. The boy was still confused on how she would pull this off. In his mind, they were so powerful and nothing in the world could stop them. Then, she started talking about being a fuck up and she started apologizing to him. That really hit home with Hedwig. The other alters bullied Hedwig so often. Being called a fuck up was actually a common occurrence. In fact, that was one of the most hurtful things anyone had ever said to him. Hearing that Jennifer felt this way about herself was so disheartening and Hedwig needed to change her mind.
Suddenly, he felt his breathing level out though there was a burning sensation in his chest. Jennifer sounded sincere and Hedwig felt awful that Jennifer saw herself in such a negative light. Better yet, how did Jennifer think her happiness had to correlate with his? Why did he have to be happy for her to be happy? Was that love? Was that how it felt? Was love when you could only be happy when the other person was happy? Hell, Hedwig did not know. It was an emotion he heard Kevin talk about all the time with Jennifer but the male had no idea how love worked.
Then, as if she was reading his thoughts, she said those three words. Hedwig started to cry, but not in a bad way. His arms finally wrapped around Jennifer and he hugged her with that force she craved earlier and he buried his face into her neck.
Love me? No-Nobody has ever said that to me. Ever, ever, ever
His lisp continued to show and he was speaking like a child.
Its okay. Im sorry, too. I didnt know that you loved me. I didnt know that anyone could love me. Dennis and Patricia always said nobody could love me, that I was worthless. Do you think Im worthless, et cetera?
By now, Hedwig was looking into Jennifers eyes ,tears brimming his eyelids and flowing out with a mixture of pain and now happiness because of what she just said.
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Jennifer hugged him tighter, needing his strong embrace. This time he hugged back. She was pulled, wedged closer to his broad hard chest. His bittersweet broken face made her heart ache for a man she had only been into contact for less than a week. You could see the pain and suffering one man alone had suffered.
Youre not worthless She smiled up at him with her horrible bloodshot eyes. Lets get ready for bed.... She didnt want to move from the position they were in because of how awkwardly close she was but cuddling could be just the same. She struggled to get up and he helped her giggling, pitifully using his oversized sleeves to wipe his eyes and nose. Jennifer let her eyes dry which took a few minutes and she used the medicated ointment Dennis had given her. She gently applied it underneath her eyes, around the eyelids, it made it look like she grossly rubbed Vaseline around her eyes but it was to keep her as comfortable as she could with raw skin. Blood vessels had broken in the white parts of her eye. Hedwig watched her, he fidgeted with his fingers. He knew how important it was that Jennifer was happy and healthy and he knew she may not fully be either.
Jennifer came back into the bedroom and found herself exhausted. She pulled back the thick covers and sheets looking up at Hedwig. She gave an adorable weak smile as he was taking off his dirty tennis shoes. He kicked them off. He crawled into the bed first, making her bite her mouth trying not to laugh out and cry all at once. She crawled in pulling the covers over, she had already turned off the lights, minus her nightlight and the bathroom light had even been turned off, making the room cozier.
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It was the first time Hedwig had been told he was not worthless. It was tough to believe, though. If you were told something every day for most of your life, it would be difficult to accept something else. However, Jennifer seemed sincere and the childish hope that maybe not the entire world was evil kept Hedwig smiling and hoping she was right. When they crawled in bed together, he felt her body lie down beside of him so he crawled and inched closer.
She was on her side and Hedwig had his chest against her back, one arm underneath her and the other overtop of her shoulders. His face nuzzled against the back of her neck and the hand dangling over her body was reaching down to find one of her hands, wanting to gently hold it while he rested. He could not sleep at first, though. He was having a tough time relaxing and he needed to say something else to her.
J-Jennifer Im sorry that I ripped up the picture.That was bugging him the most right now. But he could make a new one! A better one! That was something he felt determined to do tomorrow if he thought about it and was in the light. He just hoped she could forgive him.
Do you really think Im not worthless?Hedwig continued, unable to get those words out of his head. He was not sleepy but he was tired. His body ached and his heart ached. There were just so many emotions flowing through his mind right now that he could not turn off the switch and rest. It was impossible.
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Jennifer was in Hedwigs gentle embrace. His human contact must have been what she needed as she had relaxed, her breathing slowed dramatically, her muscles loosening. She had her eyes closed as the medical ointment soothed the burning of her eyes. The skin below was so irritated it was sensitive to the lightest touch. She had rapidly started to fall asleep when she heard his soft innocent voice speak. She didnt even open her eyes as it was too painful and would take too much effort. She shifted, somehow arching her body into his front, curling. He apologized about the picture, right now she wasnt worried about it but would be touched when he drew her a new one. Then she had arched herself back into him so much she ended up partially being on her back positioned so he could easily look down at her face.
Your not worthless Hedwig.are mother was a cruel dangerous women. You have done nothing wrong.She softly said, letting her head toss toward him. It wasnt too long after he would know she had let sleep take her over. She needed as much rest as she could get. They would have to leave for work. They would almost have to think if it was safe to leave her alone in her mental and emotional state. Even though there wasnt a missing case report, that didnt mean her family could hire a private investigator and still be doing whatever they could to locate her. It was vital to make sure she was stable enough as they slowly gave her privileges. She had already done things they were not prepared for. Although several of Kevins alters loved and was attracted to Jennifer, especially a few such as Dennis, Barry and Jade they wasnt expecting anything in return. They had all made sure she would be perfectly safe, not neglected or abuse in anyway even if that meant putting some alters out of the light.
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Hedwig felt generally surprised when Jennifer did not pull away from his contact. This was the first time ever that somebody actually WANTED to be touched by him. That alone was enough to make his big heart beat faster. It was foreign and it was new but he loved it, he truly did. This was something special and he hoped that Jennifer continued to allow this as they grew together. He realized she might have been starting to fall asleep and he felt bad for talking but he wanted her to hear this, seeing her move so she could look at him and vice versa. Maybe she was not going to be too upset about all of this but he was more than surprised when Jennifer said he was not worthless. Again, he had never been told that.
He smiled sweetly and knew that she had fallen asleep soon after. The next morning, Hedwig woke up early because he knew that the rule was he had to leave before Jennifer woke up. Dennis and Ms. Patricia wanted him out so Kevin could get ready for the day. They did do some heavy debating about whether they could leave Jennifer alone, but they had no choice. If he did not show up for work, things could go awry and they would have a shit load of trouble to deal with. They had enough trying to keep Jennifer stable but she was well worth the trouble and the tears. Barry came into the light again to function throughout the day, getting Kevin ready though Patricia did switch long enough to bring Jennifer some fresh food and snacks for the day, while informing her what was going on. She was still asleep when Patricia entered so she just wrote a note.
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Jennifer slept soundly unaware of when Hedwig quietly snuck out for all of them to get ready for work. She woke up suddenly feeling anxiety. She knew instantly she was alone and he must have left for work. Her lights were still off, the only illumination from her nightlight. She lay there with her eyes open, they were already glossing over and they hurt so fucking bad. She pushed up from the pillows to see she had been tucked in, food was left over on the desk with a note. She sighed and let her head fall back into the pillow, half groaning, half pitifully crying. She didnt want to be alone, not now, not ever. She collapsed back on the bed. She numbly laid there trying to count the days she had been here. Yesterday so much had happened. Minutes turned into an hour or so as she zoned out in her own mind.
She randomly pushed the covers off lazily sitting up, letting her feet hang over the bed, she leaned over taking a slow silent breath, looking at the arrangement of things they had left. She looked down clenching the bed covers as her chest heaved out.
FUCCCCKKKKKKK!!! She screamed, trembling, her hands gripping the sheets. She got up and paced over to the food and was about to knock it over and start going ballistic. She had so much pent up energy, so much anger, sadness, confusion and fear, she wanted to be loved and wanted to fix Kevin. There were so many complex strings tangled in the young girls fragile brain. She didnt even read the post it note not caring what Patricia had to say. What caught her attention was a neatly placed piece of white construction paper. The drawing was by Hedwig. It looked better than any other childlike drawing. She saw two characters, both herself and Hedwig specifically. She could tell by his attempt to draw his yellow windbreaker. He was holding her hand and there was a little speech box had just a heart drawn in it, it was all done by crayons.
Jennifer gulped, covering her mouth trying to hold everything back as her hand shook. She wiped her nose and looked around the room, wondering if he had cameras. Maybe he had it linked to his phone if he had one, he had too.
Come home..come back!!! PLEASE!!! Dont leave me.She backed slowly toward the bed, silent tears. Once her back-bottom legs hit the bed she dropped to her knees holding herself looking around.
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Barry left for work feeling confident. Jennifer handled herself well in the past when she was left alone. To be honest, it hurt Kevin leaving his daughter alone. God, he loved her so much. He would give anything to let someone stay with her every second of the day. He already picked up on how emotional she became when she was not being kept company by someone. It was tough, though. They needed to balance out keeping a normal life going while keeping Jennifer safe and happy. Clearly, the latter was most important. If she was not happy, then it felt like a piece of Kevins heart was missing.
The day went well until noon. Yes, Barry had arranged something to his phone where the cameras inside of her bedroom streamed live video feed into the an app on his phone. It was not smart to keep it up all the time but on his lunch break when he ate alone inside his car, it was the perfect time to watch. It just happened that Barry saw Jennifers reaction. She was crying and begging for someone to come home to her. This was difficult to watch because of the powerful emotions it illicited from Kevin and everyone, for that matter.
Personalities switched to the light again and again. It could not be stopped. Finally, Kevin ended up slamming his lunch box into the car seat beside of him and screaming. He could not leave her alone. He could not do it. Without another thought, he gritted his teeth and drove his car at a blistering pace back towards the zoo. He was not supposed to be back at work for another twenty minutes but he assumed his day was cut short. With the personality of Patricia, they arrived back to the zoo and headed towards his home underneath the place. She needed to remind Jennifer that she needed to control herself. Right now, they were trying to use some tough love with Jennifer so as soon as patrica entered the room, she shook her head in a slightly displeasant manner.
What is the problem, Jennifer?She asked, her own accent showing through.
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Jennifer was zoning out curled in a ball on the floor beside her bed. Her head resting and focusing on the white fibers of the newly installed carpet. She didnt move when she heard heavy footfalls coming from outside the locked door. It was only when she heard the one latch being undid that she turned to face the door. Patricia entered, you could tell by her strong prominent facial expression it was her. She wasnt dressed as Patricia; she was in dark grey coveralls with boots. He normally wore a basic baseball cap with the uniform but had taken it off and the zoo logo was printed on the front right pocket and shoulder along with an ID badge clipped to the left pocket. Right now, she wouldnt notice those specific details, not knowing where he worked. It wasnt where he worked that matter, it was his absence and her emotional fragile state. Patricia looked a little agitated, they all were. She could remain clam in the most difficult situations.
What is the problem, Jennifer?
Jennifer pushed up with just one elbow looking at her, amazed she was even there. She didnt know what time it was. She tried not to cry but everything seemed to be a trigger to emotions she couldnt deal with. Jennifer got the strength to push herself up, clumsily using the bed for leverage. Patricia had her eyes narrowed, observing.
The problem...the problem is I am stuck in this room for hours straight going insane, waiting. Jennifer bent over grabbing the picture Hedwig drew.
You have to be strong dear, she said as if it was only fact, The others need to be able to leave you unattended to provide for all of us. You have more than enough to keep you busy. anything you want on top of that can discussed. There is access to technology to read, watch anything you desire, there is art supplies, there is musicwhat isnt there to do?Patricia said.
Jennifer bit her lip, you could tell she was holding her tongue, trying to keep it together. She nodded at Patricias words and sat on the bed. She inhaled and exhaled doing her own silent meditation.
Let me go make you something yummy.I wont be long, good girl.She said and politely closed the door, locking it, just one latch again. Ten or so minutes later she would return with a hot mug ofsteaming lavender honey teawith some strawberry streusel muffinsthat had been baked a few days prior. She used one leg to kick the door close, not locking it but walking over the tray and sitting it down. Jennifer noticed he was using his bandage hand a little more, and his new cut was still visible, the older one from her step father fading. Patricia walked over giving her the tea cup. Jennifer watched it steam. It looked something straight off Pinterest, garnished with actual lavender leaves and a piece of cut honeycomb. Jennifer took a sip; it was warm but not too hot. She downed the cup of tea in one gulp and eyed Patricia. Without any words, she put the cup in her hand and crawled back into bed, slumping over on her side. There didnt need to be any words, both knew Patricia had put something in there to help her sleep. Patricia tidied up her area with all her Tupperware and cooler of food, leaving the plate of wrapped muffins. She walked over and bent down kissing Jennifer on the forehead, lingering.
Were be home before you know it.please get some rest. Jennifer just looked at her with no expression.
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Kevin had explained to everyone that it was not going to be easy taking care of Jennifer. The various disorders she had made it difficult for her to cope with something like this. However, love was not easy, no matter what form it came in. Kevin made sure everyone knew that. At the end of the day, it was worth it, though. Kevin wanted to make sure Jennifer was taken care of and had everything she wanted or needed. Thats what he wanted but he knew there would be some conflicting desires. She might want someone to stay with her ever second of every day. While Kevin would love that, it was not logical or possible.
Patricia exited the room, hoping the girl was going to be alright. Barry took over again and redressed himself in the proper gear before heading back out of the underground house and back to work. The remainder of the day went smoothly and finally Barry clocked out of work for Kevin. He did not bother taking his time when the work was over. It was so imperative that they got home to Jennifer. Poor girl. She must be feeling so horrible. At least the weekend was approaching and that would give them more time together.
Quickly, he entered the house and made sure everything was in tact. He pulled off the majority of the work clothing and decided to immediately enter Jennifers room. Throughout the day, he had checked his phone when possible and thanked his lucky stars that Jennifer was doing somewhat better. She might not be in the best state but she was not falling apart. Well, maybe she was but at least it was manageable for now. He figured this would be the best time to ask for which personality she needed in the light.
Since Jennifer was at the core of what everyone wanted, Barry had the ability to bring anyone to the light and would never go against what Jennifer wanted unless it was absolutely necessary. He loved her just like they all did and whenever she needed something, he and everyone else would do everything possible to give it to her. He entered her bedroom, standing at the doorway with a polite smile, not overly emotional but still maintaining a body posture that was very open and non-intimidating.
Hey Jennifer how are you feeling this evening? Are you doing any better?He asked, his voice so soft and sweet and calm.
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Jennifer had fallen asleep for the remainder of hours Kevin was at work. It was total of four to five hours. Patricia had put a sufficient amount of fast acting Melatonin which was natural to help aid her sleeping. She was already mentally exhausted so they didnt want to use anything to harmful. Only a few employees and peers at the zoo had questioned Barrys minor injuries but nothing was thought of it with the type of manteince and janitorial work he did, it wasnt always safe which is why it paid well.
Barry had taken the light for now. He hadnt had too much contact with Jennifer and he was ready to give the light to any of the others, they were hesitant to let Dennis but they were all confident they still had everything under control. Barry had quickly changed into something more comfortable, cleaning his work uniform for the next day. As he unlocked the door, he stood in the doorway watching her slowly stir. She heard his voice and knew it was another identity and she was too tired to try to pinpoint which one it was, it got to be so confusing at times. She pushed up on one hand, still underneath layers of blankets, blinking her eyes which were still awfully red, puffy, bloodshot and raw. Her eyes still looked shiny from the medical ointment that was on them as a protectant layer. They would see she hadnt been awake enough to touch any of the pre-made food. She collapsed back down feeling weak and just kept her eyes closed.
Whats your work schedule. Im guessing your full time or more. I cant be locked down here foreverShe said, right now she was so tired that she had no filters. At the same time, she was half coherent, while speaking about it.Youre lucky the police still arent questioning you.my adoptive parents are still going to want some sort of proof Im not dead. Jennifer pushed out of bed and tried to keep her balance using one hand as she made her way around the bed toward the bathroom. The lights were off minus her night light which was better because she was sentive to lights right now.
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Kevin felt thankful that Jennifer was sleeping. However, he did not know for sure if her sleep was peaceful or not. He could only hope it was. Some rest should do Jennifer well. The melatonin seemed to help Jennifer just like Patricia knew it would. Barry wondered if Jennifer knew who he was or remembered him well. That did not matter much, though. Barry only wanted Jennifer to be alright, just like they all did. He was not much of an emotional personality. He took care of the business that needed to be done. He was the more logical one, the functional one. He did not allow emotions to get in the way of what he had to do for Kevin.
Barry, and everyone else understood it might be confusing for Jennifer and overwhelming to say the least. Nobody wore a sticker that said hello, my name is and showed Jennifer who he was at that time but most of the time, the appearance, clothing, and voice was enough to show her what was going on. They all understood the need to make it clear who they were if she was confused and could not pinpoint who was available in the light right now.
He listened to the blonde talk and watched her shakily stand while trying to move about the room. Calmly, Barry approached Jennifer and took both of her hands in his while speaking in a calm, gentle voice while leading her towards the bed, sitting her down on the edge of the bed before pulling up a chair and looking deep into her eyes, watching the woman closely while he started speaking.
Jennifer I need you to calm down, okay. Youre not looking well right now. You need to relax, please. We dont want you hurting yourself. Its going to be alright. You wont be down here forever, sweetheart. Dont think that. Its only been about a week or so. Were doing all we can so we dont have to worry about anyone questioning us about anything. Thats why we work full time and we have to make sure nobody thinks something is going on. You understand, right? We all love you and want whats best for you. We have to make some sacrifices to do that. Believe me, wed all be here every second of the day with you if we could.
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Jennifer was in the bathroom not even less than a minute before Barry grabbed her and brought her back into the bedroom to sit her down on the bed. He held her hands as he pulled her deckchair close, to calmly and charmingly speak. His voice was soothing, in a different way than Patricia. He was charismatic and ideal for the moment. Barry said she would only be down here a few weeks, was that true? Being down here a week had her an emotional unstable. She nodded as he squeezed her hands, bringing them up to his face. He didnt kiss them but let his head lightly rest on them. She nodded being silent.
Jennifer eyes hurt like hell and the lights were off besides her night light and the bathroom. The bathroom light was bright enough for her to see how Barry was dressed sharply and casually in a verylong basic designer tee, but underneath was an even longer gray layer, with black skinny torn jeans. He was barefooted. He looked very different, different than Hedwig, Patricia and Dennis who was clean cut. Inside she noticed he seemed to be beautiful in almost every way. How unstable was he? Was it impossible for him to have a normal life? He did work but where? Why wasnt he with anybody or had their mother destroyed his life.
Though with her not being too familiar there came these strangeness, like meeting a stranger but somehow knowing there shouldnt be in awkward tension. Are you staying with me tonight?She asked as Barry gently released her hands, giving a beautiful grin.
If you desire.He said leaning back in a certain loose fitting posture. Jennifer red eyes got wide, showing him just how fucked her eyes were, but her expression was still amusing at his response. She breathed and looked away. He might pick up she was nervous, agitated.maybe possibly flustered or was it attraction? The poor child was exposed to different personalities, some strong, some insecure, all over the spectrum.
Who are you. are you straight? She asked watching his eyes and he laughed out in a breath readjusting his posture, throwing one leg over the other while leaning back on one arm over the back of the desk chair.
Inquisitive, are we? Baby girlI dont decimate. He said winking. That got her to make a weird face, almost laughing but not. In a way each personality would bring something new out of Jennifer and though Kevin was buried or sleep, all of them would witness her in every way.
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Jennifer asked if he was going to stay the night with her. Well, Barry was not exactly the perfect personality to spend the night with her, but he had no qualms with it. If that was what she needed to feel alright and to feel happy, then Barry was willing to do it for her and for Kevin to make them both happy. At the center of all the personalities universes was Kevin and Jennifer. Of course, they wanted to love and protect Jennifer but they still helped Kevin, too. Though the best way to help Kevin now was making sure Jennifer was safe and sound. That was simple.
The male figured he was staying here tonight so he was going to get comfortable but he watched Jennifers eyes closely. Yeah, they were red and puffy. He already knew that but he saw some confusion in her pupils and he wondered what was going through her mind. Finally, she asked who he was and if he was straight. That made him chuckle and he gave a nice little answer to make her smile and giggle some because she had a beautiful smile. Plus, if she was laughing, that meant she was happy. If she was happy, then that meant her worries had at least subsided for a second. It did not matter to Kevin or anyone if Jennifer only got two seconds of happiness, they would deal with two lifetimes of pain just for that to happen.
Okay, Jennifer. Lets talk about you now. Have you taken your medicine? Have you done your eye drops yet?Barry would find out that she had not done everything she needed and that made him frown, but he was not upset.Oh dear. Thats okay, Jennifer. Lets just get you to sit right there and relax. Let me take care of everything. Im Barry, by the way.He responded to her earlier question before finding her eye drops and giving her the pills that she needed.You seem stressed. Would you like a massage? A back rub? Can I do anything for you? Im here for the night so Id like to help you as much as I can.
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Barry had brought in just the right amount of medication for Jennifer to take, her daily dose. It was in a little plastic pill container. He made her stay on the bed as he got her a fresh bottle of water from the cooler on the desk. He also brought over the other lunch box and plate of snacks Patricia left for Jennifer to eat. She hadnt touched a thing from being an emotional mess so they all knew she needed to eat. Jennifer quickly took the medication and sat cross legged scooting back on the bed for Barry to lay out on the food containers. Barry was very precise to lay out every Tupperware container for Jennifer to see everything that was prepared for her. He handed her silverware and napkins that were left. Jennifer grabbed a container that had three sectionals in it dividing the different foods. It had greek seasoned chicken with cooked sauted vegetables and rice. Jennifer starting eating quickly, taking huge bites. Soon as the declivous food hit her mouth, it watered and she realized she was starving. She finished the first container in minutes and Barry already had another one opened, he smiled entertained as she took it from him. The second one was cilantro lime chicken and cauliflower rice. She started chowing down on the second dish, and stopped to gulp down almost a whole water bottle.
You should have eaten earlier..you must be famished. Barry teased in a good hearted sassy way and Jennifer had a mouth full of food just looking at him as she ate. Jennifer swallowed a bite of chicken, savoring the taste and let out a slow breath licking her lips. She blinked her eyes as Barry had put eye drops in earlier that slightly sting and made her eyes water more.
You said you dont discriminate.how many people have you been with? Both male and female? When the last time you was with---She ignored his comment earlier, still interested in him. Barry eyed her curiously making a cute face observing her and took a piece of her vegetables and ate it, chewing it winking at her. Jennifer watched him, lost by how her own biological father could all these different people, so damn different, each somehow attractive in their own way. She was curious if any part of him was stable enough to be with anybody. It distracted her from the actual situation.
Is this twenty questions now.. he leaned back with his mouth closed, licking his teeth and Jennifer pretended to close her eyes out of pain. She battled with herself, she felt so many things and was trying to think about five different things at once and it was slowing her down.
Are you with anybody now?She asked slowly opening her eyes, she wanted to rub her eyes but knew she couldnt, not with the eye drops and ointment.
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Barry only hoped that Jennifers eating problem was not persistent. If she continued ignoring her bodys need for nourishment, so many things could go wrong. With all the disorders and medication she already used, it was dangerous to have an empty stomach. Barry was not budging until she had eaten every last bite of food that was given to her. Either that, or when she became full. The last thing anyone wanted was her to feel bloated and too full. The male propped up against the doorway and watched her closely, his entire being just exuding relaxation. Of course, Barry was calm. He had to be. It was the only way Kevin survived in the real world. Without Barry, Kevin would be too erratic. The others would be too spastic. Somebody had to control everything and mediate who got into light. That was Barrys job for now. Some of those other people with naughtier intentions wanted to take over. It was a tough fight, but it was a good fight. Barry was winning and it was important that he never lost. To keep Jennifer alive and safe was to keep Kevin going with his job and outside of these walls. Nobody could expect anything. If they did, the entire plan could crumble.
He could not help but chuckle a few times at everything Jennifer asked. How many people had he been with? She wanted specifics about male and female. Maybe Barry himself was not bisexual but so many of the personalities had differing sexualities. While Kevin did not exactly have a huge body count, it as not exactly small either. It all depended on the day and what personality was out. There was not much else to say about it and Barry found it amusing that she was curious about these things. Seriously. Out of all the things she could inquire about or ask about, that was on her mind. It was adorable. Barry loved it.
He would answer her last question, though.
Am I with anyone? Well, the only people we can really see is you, Jennifer. Seeing someone else, being in a relationship that takes time and effort. All our extra time and effort is all for you, Jennifer. There is no room for someone else. If were going to keep you happy, and we will, we cannot go on dates or invite anyone over for dinner. Its all about you. I assure you, if thats what youre worried about, Kevin and everyone else only has eyes for you. Take that however you want it to mean, but you are everyones focus and that will never change.Barry promised Jennifer, and it was true. With a smile, he continued watching.
can I get you anything else to eat now? Are you full?She was fed, had her medicine, and now she needed to rest. Perhaps that could happen now that Kevin was there with her and she had someone to talk to and be around.
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"Its all about you. I assure you, if thats what youre worried about, Kevin and everyone else only has eyes for you. Take that however you want it to mean, but you are everyones focus and that will never change.
Jennifer shook in response to if she needed anything. She literally had everything needed psychically, all her needs were met. It was just her emotional needs that was pulling her apart from the inside out. She almost wanted to beg for Dennis to come to light. She was positive she wouldnt have to beg but didnt ask. Another was Hedwig but her and Hedwig was both emotionally unable to handle the situation. She didnt know Barry very well but her mind kept analyzing his every word, his actions, his distinct traits that made him. She leaned over grabbing her iPod which was the closest thing she had to her old iPhone. It was nine at night, she knew they had work the next day. She couldnt just sleep even if it was platonic with this alter without confrontation, could she? It was different with Dennis and Hedwig, with Hedwig it just happened. She was confused because of her attraction; she had just had sex last night and that didnt even end well.
Jennifer sat there silently on the bed, she decided to blow out some air and fall back into the bed looking up at the ceiling. The lights were still out because of how sensitive her eyes were.
Can I kiss you? Igot so far with Dennis but I messed up. I dont know why but Im drawn to most of youwell besides Patricia at the moment.
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You want to kiss me, Jennifer? Would that make you feel better?
Clearly, it would make her feel better if she asked for a kiss. Barry was logical and did not focus much on physical attraction or even sensations. However, Barry would grant Jennifers wishes whenever she confirmed wanting to kiss him again. With this knowledge, Barry settled himself onto the edge of the bed, inches away from Jennifer.
We can kiss. We can do whatever makes you happy. Name it and I am willing.
After offering Jennifer the chance to suggest her hearts wildest desires, Barry adjusted his glasses a couple times before leaning forward to initiate the kiss. He tasted something salty, chalking it up to some of her tears from earlier that slid down her face and onto her lips.
Nonetheless, the male found himself enjoying the kiss. Automatically, his heartbeat began to rise and a small bead of sweat formed on his forehead. Subconsciously, Barry felt grateful that Jennifer asked for a kiss. A certain euphoria jolted through his body and one hand placed itself onto Jennifers left cheek without Barry even controlling it.
He started to deepen the kiss until he felt Jennifer shifting around. Taking it as a cue for her rising anxiety, Barry pulled away slowly.
I apologize. I may have been too fast. Why dont you control the kiss this time? You can even sit in my lap if you want.
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Jennifer was lying down as Barry had leaned over the edge of the bed, being tall enough to hover over as his lips met hers. His kiss was gently, almost hesitant but quickly she felt his energy change, his kiss deepened. She shifted underneath but that was only because of the overwhelming attraction she had to the man that held all these personalities, to the man that had conceived her with their own mother who had caused him to be this damaged. Did she look like the woman, was the women pretty? She had this horrible image of her in her mind but she had never seen her, she hadnt known any of it until the night Kevin showed up making a scene wanting to see Jennifer. He pulled back alarmed, his eyes went to her wrist but it was still yellow and it was only that because of her emotional state. It wasnt orange or green.
I apologize. I may have been too fast. Why dont you control the kiss this time? You can even sit in my lap if you want.
Jennifer breathed out looking at him, she could see him as clear as day but it hurt, even in the limited light from the bedroom. She knew he was handsome, no matter the personality. She pushed up on her elbows underneath him still hovering. He offered her to sit in his lap, did that mean a part of him remembered from Dennis last night, how she had straddled him in the desk chair. Her thoughts raced, even picturing him trying to make love, it had felt very different, there was discomfort but not enough to make her upset. She almost felt ashamed because this wasnt Dennis, was she betraying him. She wanted Dennis, but even though it didnt get far he would always be the first to have had her in some way. Jennifer even debated mentally if she should mention what had happened but decided against it.
She sat up facing him and allowed him to climb onto the bed, he did so letting his long legs stretch out, he was barefooted with his designer skinny jeans and layered shirts. He did still have the glasses on that Dennis wore but she didnt know if any of the personalities needed them.
No, dont apologize.you havent done anything. Im the one that attracted to you, to all of youI dont think Im supposed too.but I am.just anything to keep me distracted.
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Not many people might have thought Jennifer looked that appealing right now. Red eyes, puffy cheeks, red nose, dried tears, ragged breathing, and a few other normally unappealing appearances, Barry felt so attracted to Jennifer just like they all did. Underneath all of that was a flawless young woman that was gorgeous in every possible way. Seeing her like this only made everyone feel more love for Jennifer. In a time like this, the woman needed to be comforted and held, not pushed away or told to just get over it. They wondered how her parents dealt with the issues. Sure, maybe they gave her medicine and everything she needed, but did they love her like they should have?
No. That was impossible. Only Kevin could ever love Jennifer like she deserved. Only Kevin could give her what she really needed and wanted. Only Kevin, through the help of all his personalities formed to help him, now were being used to help him in a different way, by helping Jennifer. She was his entire world. If he lost her, no amount of personalities could save him. No doctor could save him. Without Jennifer, he was broken and lost. He hated that feeling. It was like that for so long but now they were reunited rightfully and he had never felt better. Never.
Dont say that youre supposed to do anything, Jennifer. In life, were always told were supposed to do things. Go to school, make good grades, dont do drugs but in reality, the only thing we really are supposed to do is be happy. Thats all we want from you. Dont feel like you have to do anything if you dont want to. You will never get that kind of treatment anywhere else. Act on your impulses. Be free. Happiness is the best medicine and once you feel happy, truly happy, you will understand. We all want that for you, Jennifer. We want you smiling and happy all the time. Its possible. We all believe in it.
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Jennifer sat up in the bed across from him, she was closer to the headboard with plenty of pillows scattered. This personality had just basically told her she could do anything she wanted if it made her happy. They had encouraged her to express her feelings, her desires. Her mind still fought, tried to reason if it was such a good thing to be physically attracted to a man that had conceived her, that was mentally unstable. His words seemed honest, pure in a way. They believed she could be happy all the time, was that even a thing? She didnt even know living with her adoptive parents if she was ever truly happy, she was safe and taken care of.
Jennifer leaned over and gently removed his glasses. She had a feeling he didnt need them, she had a feeling they were Denniss and was left on. She scooted closer, so she was sitting cross legged in-between his stretched-out legs. Instead of trying to kiss him, she did something a little brave but it was progress. She unfolded her legs and scooted into Barrys lap hugging him. She didnt know who he was other than from just meeting him tonight, but he was a part of Kevin. The only way to break the barrier was to make contact. She had already sensed he loved her as did the others just from the kiss before.She hugged him, leaning into his chest.She let her chin rest on his broad shoulder. He smelled unusual but it was welcoming, he smelled like someone did when they were outside for a long time and came in. She leaned up and kissed his temple, her hot settle breath blowing over his exposed ear before resting her head gently against his chest, closing her eyes letting them rest.
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Barry was intrigued. Jennifer was attractive and she was created from Kevins own semen. Jennifers mother was also Kevins mother. That sounded pretty fucked up but Kevin still found a way to love Jennifer not just as a daughter or even as a sister. That was the amazing thing about Kevins love. It spread beyond titles such as daughter or sister even though she was technically both. The male loved Jennifer on so many levels and he wanted to keep the woman safe. Watching how the young woman sat in his lap and he returned the hug, allowing her to remove the glasses from his face. She could do whatever she wanted, just like Barry told her beforehand. That was still true and the male nuzzled their noses together, pressing his hands onto her lower back. Barry felt himself also falling for Jennifer now. She was easily making each personality fall for her in one way or another.
His breathing was increasing to a heavy, heaving pace. His eyes were wide and the pupils were dilated. His spine felt a shiver, his head tilting backwards while watching Jennifer. She was incredible.You can do whatever you want.He whispered when she kissed his temple. While it was not Barry that she almost had sex with, they all knew what happened. Dennis took control and got too far too quick with Jennifer. Barry decided to let Jennifer take control and do what she wanted. If she was in command of the pace, then maybe she would be alright. He paid close attention to her fitbit, making sure it was alright.We all love you, Jennifer. Nothing you do can be wrong.He reminded her, noticing that she was hesitating on a few touches.
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There was something mysterious, beautiful, like an oncoming storm about the man and all the alters he was split into. Everyone adding their own ingredients to a delicious recipe. Barry was a strong personality, a leader, caring, inquisitive, slightly femiment and charming. From reading his reactions one would of socially thought he would be bi-sexual but right now he was falling for the one thing that was the center of his world, a girl he knew was conceived by Kevin and their mother. Just as she was like some mythological god, she was a goddess in retrospect. He could feel his excitement, his attraction, his love which he had never felt for another human happen in seconds. The girl did not shy away from exploring, making contact, making it even more artistic and intimate without going straight to sexual intercourse. It was intimate on different levels. She wasnt intending for it to be provocative but Barry seemed to enjoy it and responded kindly, his slight arousal somehow a turn on to her. As she kissed his temple and heard him she felt his chest rising and falling. She somehow just breathed out, her mouth still lingering on the side his shaved head beside his ear.
You can do whatever you want.
Jennifer decided on his next comment to be just a little bolder and let her lingering lips push back into a prolonged kiss below his ear, letting her breath hover as she traced down his neck. She could see his bone structure and some veins and somehow that made it more better. She could feel his own excitement as he was trying to just let her do whatever she wanted. She swallowed a mouthful of spit and gently leaned back and then nodded and motioned as she eased him down onto his back. She watched slowly even at that small action. His long layered shirts hung over his black designer skinny jeans, he wasnt scrawny so even his legs and thighs were a good size. Once again instead of taking any immediate action she crawled over and lied on his side, halfway on his chest, letting her leg hang over his in the bed. She did let her hand travel pulling up his shirt to see his naval and stomach. He was breathing so hard you could see his rib cage at times, not that he wasnt a good weight but because of his bone structure. She snuggled into him more. She was so exhausted, aroused and comfortable in minutes she fell asleep in his arms.
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Without expectations, Barry cruised through the moment allowing Jennifer the freedom to touch and kiss him however she pleased. When it became obvious she had reached the peak of her fatigue and satisfaction, he watched the girl use his chest as a pillow and fall asleep. The alter merely removed his smartphone and plugged the charger into the wall after setting his alarm for five oclock AM. At peace, Barry closed his blue eyes and slowly drifted into sleep. It was one oclock in the morning when he woke, four hours before Kevin needed to be up and preparing for the workday. Without a word and as silently as possible, Barry removed himself from Jens body and slipped out of the bed. He took his cell phone and cell phone charger from the nightstand beside the bed and slipped out of the bedroom. The locks to her room were latched and the lock on the door down the small hallway leading to her room was latched as well. From Jennifers room, Barry walked into his bedroom and started to strip down nude. A transition to a different alter was being made.
It was Hedwig! Poor kid was bouncing off the walls this morning, practically. He was a ball of energy and begging to play with Jennifer. Coming to the light, he found his boxer briefs, dark blue jogging pants, a long, green t-shirt, and a black hoodie. His shoes were old, torn sneakers and he did have a childish look. With an intention to bring Jennifer into his bedroom, Hedwig cleaned the floor and desk so it looked approachable. Once he had felt satisfied with his actions, Hedwig practically bounced with each step towards his friends room. Once he reached the door, he slowly opened it, almost unable to contain his giggles and laughs. Pushing the door open ever so slightly, he called out Jennifers name a couple times until she looked up and saw him. Come on! Its time! Come with me!He called out in a hushed voice, leaving her door open as he backed away, eager for Jennifer to follow.
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Jennifer had fallen asleep and was clueless when Barry had stirred earlier than expected, leaving Jennifer to sleep peacefully as he departed her room. He knew another personality was dying to take the light and they all agreed it would be a change of pace for her. She had gotten an adequate amount of sleep and they were almost wanting her schedule to slowly ease her into sleeping while he was at work so she was less emotionally stressed. Hedwig would eagerly open the door, poking his head into her cozy decorated room, trying to contain himself, whispering in a loud tone, encouraging her to get up.
Jennifer opened her eyes, which was the hardest part considering how sore, raw and covered in ointment they were. She had to blink several times to keep from using her hands. She looked confused when seeing Hedwig. She was really tired and groaned out looking at the time on a tablet close to her bed.
Hedwig its two in the morning.can we just sleep.She said and Hedwig rolled her eyes opening the door more.
I wanna show you my room.the others are asleep, come on. He urged with wide eyes as if trying to get the hint through. She seemed lost until she realized he was going to let her out of the room. She pushed the covers off and scooted to the edge, letting her bare feet touch the carpet. She pushed up and combed hair, it was a little messy. She was due for a shower and a change of clothes but didnt care right now. She followed Hedwig as he grinned, his grin stunned her. He moved so she could enter the hallway. This would be the second time within the week she had been allowed out of the room. Her heart was racing, just from the excitement of getting out of the room, the mystery of it. Hedwig had the biggest grin, it turned into a smile. He was so giddy, carefree, and maybe something else she didn't understand.
One day.Imma be bigtaller than you.He said sheepishly, winking at her, tiling his head, which was funny considering she was so small compared to him. He bit his lip, looking around and then pushed her a little rough making her fall back just a little.
TAG YOUR IT. He took off, his sneakers skidding as he ran down the hall.
Jennifer laughed out a little, taken by surprised and confused with the whole moment. She stood there, dumbfounded, with a weird smile, her eyes narrowed. She slowly continued down the hallway, admiring the coziness of it. She still assumed she was in an isolated place but she had no idea she lived underneath the most exotic place of employment. She randomly heard music start playing. The music was loud and coming from way down the hall. She walked one foot in front of the other, turning to look into the small kitchen.
Hedwig.. she whispered, as the woman song to some 80s retro rock jam with your typical female vocals, she loved it oddly enough. All of the personalities would have an assortment of taste, this being one of Jades burned cds. Jennifer didnt see Hedwig underneath the table, she bit her lip and spun on her heel, she started walking further down the hallway. She saw another room, she didn't enter it but it was made for her to lounge around when she was permitted to roam freely. She climbed stairs. The music got louder, the woman screaming the chorus. She looked into what was some sort of bedroom.
She jumped when Hedwig came from out of nowhere laughing, getting right in her face. She fell against his open door, her back being pressed to it. Hedwig bent down and quickly crushed his lips to hers but pulled back grinning and then kept his eyes on her but moved into his room. He started awkwardly, almost like a small kid or teen would dancing to the music.Jenniferwas amazed, flabbergasted was a better word. The way he moved, it was almost feminine, but in sync with the beat. He was lip syncing the music and Jennifer mouth was ajar, her fucked up eyes wide with laughter.
Good music isn't it..he yelled as if he was in a concert trying to impress her. She just nodded, caught in the moment, just only being able to take it in. Her hand came up to her lips, remembering his shy like kiss, she didn't have time to let that sink in. He pulled her towards, holding both of her arms swinging them as he sung the second verse, he spun her around clumsily, catching her. She laughed out, it was probably the best thing they had seen, all of them.
Full speed, no trace
they can't track us down, they can't track us down
heartbeats, don't stop
it keeps on, we'll keep on
It was imprinted in all their memories. The music continued, and so did Hedwigs energy. He bit his lip, trying to dance, moving her with him. As if trying to mock videos he had seen of couples dancing. Jennifer let him guide her which every way he wanted. Jennifer jumped back smiling, dancing a little on her own which she was good at. He had kidnapped her from her dance class. That's when she got lost in a little bit of her old self, already feeling out the song. Now it was Hedwigs turned to be stunned, at the girl he had come to have to share his new home with, a girl all the others worshipped, loved, one he didnt understand why he felt so emotional, so angry at times, so jealous, he didn't understand.but the adrenaline made him gulp. She was a good dancer..he watched a little shy but eager.
The music ended and Jennifer noticed he had a pet hamster in a cute intricate cage set. It was running on its wheel but stopped to show its chubby filled cheeks. She was flushed red, not just her sore eyes.
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The time was irrelevant to Hedwig. The young kid was bouncing, full of energy, hardly able to contain himself. With his emotional distress, he could not understand why Jennifer felt so tired. All of her problems and a lack of sleep played a role but Hedwig thought she should get up and be ready to run and play with him. He was not stupid, he was just mentally disturbed in horrible ways. Jennifer liked him and that was new to Hedwig. He was practically dying to get into the light and stay into the light because the treatment here compared with the others was like day and night in the differences.
Clearly, Hedwig was proud of his room. The drawings, the toys, and it was his home. This was the first time that someone had been inside other than the alters of course. It was a huge deal to Hedwig that he was allowing Jennifer inside. When she agreed to leave the room and go into his, the bouncing and happiness increased by tenfold at least. This was probably the best day of Hedwigs life. All the sadness and disappointment he ever faced faded into that moment. For the first time in his entire life, Hedwig was truly happy.
That emotion was extravagant and he could not put his finger on it. He just became lost in the moment, thinking that Jennifer really liked him and wanted to play and explore. Could a young boy be any happier? Could this day, or night, rather, get any better? Now, Hedwig was happy and he was excited. So excited that his mind could not stay still much like his body. First, it was hide and seek. Next, it was tag. When he ran down the hallway, he slid past his room and metaphorically spun his wheels, grabbing onto the door so he did not skid past.
This was his room. He pushed open the door and forgot completely about being chased or about the possibility of being tagged. Music! That was the only escape in his life up until that point with Jennifer. His music never hurt him. It gave him comfort. When he wanted to cry or feel bad, he had music to make him feel better. It was like the lyrics knew his thoughts and he had such a massive assortment collection of music from the hottest music today into something older. Hedwig had a vast taste in music. It depended on what he felt that time.
Then, he spotted a certain table and decided to hide. When Jennifer entered, he had to force himself not to laugh or giggle because of the bubbling fun and emotions he felt. When he jumped out and scared the woman, he had to just kiss her. He had no idea why or what it would accomplish but he did it anyways, following his desires and just started dancing along with her, wanting to make her smile and laugh. He wanted her to enjoy her time with him and that was his way of showing Kevins love.
After everything calmed down, Hedwig was sweating, his heart was beating fast, his fingers were twitching, the forehead veins were slightly popping out thanks to his increased physical activity and he walked towards the music and hit pause since the song ended.
Wow that was so cool Still, he was breathless, inhaling and exhaling at a controlled rate until he regained his breath.
You dance so good. I like watching you dance. Can I watch you dance and just sit here and watch and et cetera?Hedwig asked, giving Jennifer the best look possible that was like a kid pouting to his parent when he wanted something. Well, Hedwig did want something from Jennifer, and that was watching her dance. He did not understand it but the reason he liked it so much was that smile on Jennifers face. He might not know much about people and emotions but he remembered this was one of the only times it seemed like she was truly happy was when she was dancing.
I wish I could dance like you. Maybe you can teach me. I want to make you proud. Will you not like me if I cant dance? When I cant do something, the others dont like itHe murmured, shy and hesitant about admitting he couldnt dance, or at least he didnt think so. The others told him how he danced was stupid and they put him down. He didnt want to make Jennifer upset.
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Jennifer stopped mid in breath, reddened eyes in awe of Hedwig. She noticed his flush face, his heavy breathing, his chest rising and falling. He had a child's mind, a smart kids mind but the body of an adult male who was well built. He could overpower her and any moment. He was her father, he was so many other different people, he was crazy, he was broken, he was so many things. He was also one of the only humans to love her unconditionally, to be able to love her in different ways through each personality.
I am proud of you Hedwig..you dance fine,she breathed out with a smile that erased anything negative in the room. Even as she was broken and healing from her emotional melt downs she was a star shining brightly. He was heaving, smiling, giving her this creepy but inviting gaze.
Again..Hedwig panted pushed abutton repeating the same song. The same familiar beat with synths started, the glam singers voice smoothly repeating herself again. Jennifer rolled her eyes putting her hands on her hips, licking her lips and leaned on one bare foot. Hedwig smiled, twisting his head as he oddly enough slightly bent over taking off his tennis shoes, clumsily untying the laces and pulling it off, his eyes peering up at her frequently. His eyes wide, bigger than she had ever noticed. She felt like prey, she knew she had no reason to be nervous, she was safe, right? This was Hedwig. Her adrenaline was just pumping a little. She was like a hamster that got access to new tunnels connected to its original cage. He took off his green jacket, biting his lips as he tied it around his waist. Jennifer listened to the music, liking the song, distracting her mind with it, so she didn't run. For some reason she wanted to run away, to be chased, but she also wanted to run and tackle him. So many weird unnatural emotions.
your pretty, show me..teach me how to dance,his lisp was strong as he walked towards her, his sweaty palms grabbing hers. By now the chorus was playing and she was caught in looking up at him. Jennifer exhaled, and tried to pretend she wasnt a ball of nerves. She sung the chorus and used her hands to sway with Hedwig. Somehow his previous knowledge of dancing kicked in and he let go and spun her out and back into him, grabbing her as she was bent back but he didn't let her back up, gazing over her with a goofy smile.
They wont tell me what happened but you did bad things with Mr. Dennis didnt you? He panted, with a mischievous grin. He let her come back upright and spun her out and let go so she could turn to face him. Jennifer just ignored him, not breaking eye contact, singing the chorus. That was when she noticed Hedwig was just standing there, hyper but seeming lost himself. Jennifer noticed something she shouldnt have, he was excited. She adverted her eyes quickly. This was Hedwig. She had to be mature, right? What the hell was happening. He noticed her reaction and looked around his room and back at her.
What's wrong.what did I do.Jen?He stammered and darted forward so suddenly.
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Well, this was how Hedwig thought. On one hand, Jennifer commented how nice of a dancer he was. In the past, if he ever tried to dance, the others only scolded him and said stop being so childish. They squashed the poor kids dream. However, when Jennifer, the girl that they all adored said he was great at dancing, he loved that and it made him smile so wide! He put a few things together: one, this song was great because it was the song that he danced to that made Jennifer happy. And two, he should play it again and keep dancing because he thought the happier he made Jennifer, the better things would be!
Of course, his mind was not highly functioning because of the personality. Despite everything, he was more than twice Jennifers age and almost a foot taller yet from hedwigs point of view, he was practically a midget compared to the blonde. She was towering over him in his eyes and nothing could tell him different. So, he played the song again and danced his heart out. The physical activity made him sweat, made his heart beat wildly, and made him feel so alive. It was the most alive he had felt in forever, honestly. It was like nothing could bring him down from this high but all good things had to end.
Plus, he was so happy to get his own dancing lessons. Now, watching her body move was making a twofold impact. For Hedwig, it was just fun watching a friend dance and move around while he tried to mimic everything. But in reality he was a grown man so seeing a gorgeous woman doing this, was arousing. The attraction was there and he subconsciously thought about the memories with Dennis and thought about what the others said. In reality, he was remembering and his body was remembering the time with Jennifer and how arousing it was until it ended. Therefore, the arousal was showing and Jennifer must have noticed.
However, Hedwig did not understand. He did not even recognized what was happening. The closer he got to Jennifer, it just happened to rub against her crotch and he had no idea what was going on. Tilting his head at her, he tired again. Jennifer, whats the matter? Did I do something wrong? Im sorry, please dont yell at me. I want to be good. He whispered, almost whimpering now. He as hyper and he still breathed hard but his eyes looked sad as he thought he screwed something up again like others always aid he did.
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Jennifer saw how ultimately confused the adult male looked in his youngest form. He was panicking and Jennifer didnt want to draw attention to his excitement, that would be bad, right? She was a young girl in an emotional situation suffering from her own turmoil but she had to be the mature and responsible one around Hedwig. She breathed out blowing her bangs out of her face and faked a smile, even her faked smile shed light be Hedwig would know something was different, she couldnt hide anything from him. She may have been able to trick her adoptive familiy over the years and had, to pretend to be happy during moments when a child should be, like birthdays and holidays when she really wasn't. Even though Hedwig was the youngest personality of twenty or more, Kevin knew everything about his own blood that he needed to. Hedwig frowned catching his breath and was trying to figure out what had happened so suddenly.
What did I do.did I fuc-f-fuck everything up. He said with a thick lisp, adverting his eyes as he was fighting tears, his own eyes stung. Jennifer shook her head frantically and move forward to take his hands in her own to make him focus on her.
Im not mad at you.you didn't do anything. I promise. Im just tired.She breathed through a more presentable and believable grin trying to distract him from the over emotional moment. Hedwig nodded but you could tell he still wasnt convinced nothing was wrong. Then he noticed Jennifer oddly enough refusing to break eye contact, it made it more awkward now that they wasnt dancing or both hyper. He noticed a discomfort and subconiously looked down and saw his pitched tent. Jennifer didnt know what to do but couldnt help watching him just stare at himself. He looked back up at her.
You did this.He said breathless, his tone accusing but his actions remained steady. Jennifer didn't say anything, what was she supposed to say to that.
You want to show me something else?Jennifer said trying to change the conversation, direct it elsewhere. Hedwig seemed really distraught, as if he was mad at her but in awe.
It hurtsyour doing this! He yelled randomly scaring her. Jennifer stood there shocked, slightly frightened. She wanted to run, she should run.right? Back to her room, just run back to her room. Before she could react he stormed over glaring and walked passed, purposely slamming into her making her stumble as he slammed his door shut, he locked it. Luckily it was a basic lock. He wouldnt face her but she could see him breathing, his shoulders moving. He stayed silent forever and without turning his head, he spoke. One hand was gently grasping his erection over the material of his jogging pants. They were loose but it still hurt because of just how erect he was. He didn't quite understand what was going on but naturally his body did.
You cant run, no more running!..make it stop, you can.He said and looked back at her.
You have to think about something else.dont look at me and it will go away.She stammered backing up, further into his small room. She watched him look mad and saddened at once.
But I want to look at you..
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It wont go away! I cant stop looking at you, Jennifer. Do you think Im stupid or something?Hedwig barked, growing furious as his eyes narrowed and his pupils grew cold and rigid. Feeling this confusion of not quite understanding what happened within his body while struggling with the feelings experienced for Jennifer made Hedwig lose control. It hurt. Mr. Dennis and Ms. Patricia warned him about feeling this way. It was bad to do this when Jennifer was around.
Why does it hurt? I cant make it stop! Mr. Dennis said I had to control it but I cant!At this point, Hedwig was fuming. His eyes brimmed over with tears from both anger and confusion, the trails forming down his reddening cheeks in track marks. Since Kevin was quite the muscular young man, the veins were forming across his muscles, especially around his biceps and forearms. Open-mouthed breathing made his exhalations loud inside the room. Losing control, Hedwig did something that suddenly scared himself, representing something that he had never done before. Swiftly, Hedwig flipped over a small table that held some coloring utensils and paper. He just wanted to yell and demand answers from Jennifer.
It was just like a child throwing a tantrum when he or she did not get something he wanted or when an answer given did not make sense.You think Im stupid, dont you? Mr. Dennis told me that you would think Im stupid. I thought you were my friend! We played together! Im not stupid!The last sentence was shouted louder than any previous phrase. Stomping towards Jennifer, Hedwig suddenly shoved her. However, since he only utilized the strength of a child, she would hardly move. It was not like Kevin pushing her, it was Hedwig and there was a massive difference.
Hedwig had an increased heart rate, his hands were shaking, and he felt hot, causing him to shed off his jacket. His jaw was clenched and his mouth felt so dry, causing him to lick his lips a couple times. Standing feet away from the blonde, Hedwig had this dark stare in his eyes. All laughter, happiness, and curiosity had evaporated. Humans were interesting creatures. Anger was not learned, it must have been innate because Hedwig represented the physiological and psychological representations of the affliction. Belligerent, Hedwig clenched his eyes closed and mumbled to himself, trying to calm down.
It hurts!He groaned again, finally deciding to shed off his sweatpants, pulling them down to his ankles before stepping out. It showed off Kevins tone, muscular legs. There looked to be no ounce of fat on his body, from his thighs down to his ankles, there was only muscle. The bulge was now protruding against his boxers and it was massive. Kevin was well-endowed.Why wont you help me? Am I going to die?
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Jennifer could only watch frightened as Hedwig expressed his emotions of anger and confusion. His hormones were still highly active as it seemed his emotions only fueled his erection, even when he didnt understand it. He had knocked over a table that had colored pencils and coloring pages. It was a small distraction but she noticed they were crayola, a brand she used even as a young child. The others had bought her high end art supplies that was stored away in her room, that had costed way more than any box of crayola pencils or markers. What happened next is Hedwig shoved her but she only stumbled backwards. He was a little aggressive for a small kid but he was massive and muscular. A gladiator in disguise. His words got louder and louder like a kid throwing a tantrum. Then he shed his jogging pants, being only in his black briefs and a long green t-shirt. The shirt almost went over his erection but you could still see it. You could see the veins bulging on his fine thick thighs, legs, arms and even his neck. He looked terrifying and attractive all at once, like a beautiful flower that could kill you with its poison.
She knew she should have stood her ground and forced herself to keep distance, to distract Hedwig with other toys or matters but in the end, he was smart. He would only get more frustrated, angrier and it could happen again. On the other side she felt awkward because Hedwig was still apart of Kevin but she felt like a pedophile in a weird way when it was the exact opposite. He had the mind of a smart kid, there were natural memories and instincts from all the other adult personalities, and the body of a man. That was a dangerous recipe. This would of only happened because of Jennifer, of course Hedwig was crushing on her without understanding it.
Your not stupid.I never said you was. Your not going to die. Jennifer said weakly, looking exhausted all of a sudden.
It means you love me.The words came out before she could think, she was surprised she used the word love instead of like, they meant two different things and apparently she wanted to imply to Hedwig the stronger much meaningful word. Then again that could associated in a negative abusive way if every time he was hard and needed release he put it with love but that could go both ways.
I can help. She barely got out, a whisper. Hedwig would notice her change in behavior and tears would stream down as he blinked.
Am I scaring you.why are you like that ect.He said trying not to yell, knowing somehow that wasn't helping. Jennifer shook her head, trying not to cry just because of emotions and seeing him Ike this.
Come here..hug me, it might help. She had glossy eyes but opened her arms wide, almost like a child would herself wanting to be lifted. Hedwig didnt hesitate for some reason and walked forward. He scooped her up into a death grip of a hug. The way he was holding her, her stomach felt his erection pressing violently into it. Cant breathe. She got out over his shoulder and he loosened his grip. She could already feel his muscles relaxing. Hedwig would notice applying pressure helped, almost felt weird, good, so he pressed harder down there but loosened his arms.
Lets lie down..and cuddle, it might helpShe said, he was still hugging her, she was looking over his broad shoulder.
It hurts but feels better against you. He said and she nodded.
I know.
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This was not making any sense. Jennifer did not have to say that he was stupid. He just knew that he was. Hedwig thought about the different looks that Mr. Dennis and Mrs. Patricia gave him before calling him stupid or insulting him. They looked as confused or upset as Jennifer just did so that was why he put those cues together. Even for someone his age, he could put together verbal cues as all children could without exactly recognizing how or why it was going on or what was happening. Plus, it helped that his body was actually a male twice Jennifers age.
Asking if he was going to die just showed how nave he was and how this was so new to him. Hedwig did not know what to think. This had never happened before since Kevin was always alone and there was no gorgeous woman to look at or to think about. The things the other personalities thought, especially Dennis, would swirl in Hedwigs mind since they were technically the same mind. The best part, though, was that despite everyone knowing how Kevin and Jennifer were both father and daughter and brother and sister, nobody thought it was weird or disgusting. Everyone support Kevins love of Jennifer in this way.
The word love was also new to Hedwig. Nobody said they loved him and he had nobody to love. That was love? He wondered about that and wondered if it was true but Jennifer had not led him astray yet so he believed her. Something about her voice calmed him down. Plus, seeing the distress in her own eyes made him realize what he did to the blonde, not wanting to cause her anymore discomfort. Hedwig tried to calm himself down now so Jennifer did not cry or did not feel scared.
In the hug, he felt instant relief, his erection pressing hard against her. Once the hug ended and they went to the bed and cuddled, he continued pressing against her. However, the material of his boxers still bothered him and he wanted to get that feeling free. Not thinking too much about it, the male shoved down his boxers and revealed Kevins long, thick, veiny cock. It was now free and pressing directly into Jennifer as they cuddled on the bed. The throbbing continued and Hedwig groaned, not quite understanding what happened with his body right now.
Now he was nude from the lower body down but something did not feel right, still. Why is it pumping like that? It feels like its moving Jennifer. If it means I love you then why does it hurt? I dont know what to do I dont like this I dont think Something about it did feel good. The physiological aspects associated with all the neurotransmitters in his brain releasing dopamine and other chemicals that made him feel good, well, they made him feel good. That confused Hedwig even more because it had hurt but he felt amazing without being able to explain it. Im so scared please, make it stop Jennifer. He was hugging her tight again, almost begging for her to help him now.
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Hedwig was spooning Jennifer, her back was curled into his front. She was facing the wall in his room. The room was plastered and painted. She could still somewhat smell the fresh paint, even if this place had been built months back. She still had no idea where she was, a basement, some isolated building, maybe it was a house above ground. She tried not to think about that because it wasnt important. What was important was her interaction with Kevin and all his personalities. She was a bit overwhelmed with a lot of things, with dealing with each different personality, the sexual attraction that was evident between each personality, the emotions that flooded her thoughts but overall she was safe.
Her mind got distracted until she felt Hedwig squeeze her, grinding his hard erection into the exposed part of her back as he was confused and begged her to help him. She rolled back on her back to have Hedwig peering right into her face. You could see the pain, the confusion and the arousal. He was sweating, her eyes traveled down to his exposed bare legs, he was built like a solider. She couldnt see his erection as it was hidden underneath his long shirt but pressed now into her exposed side, her t-shirt was tailing up a little.
You dont need to be scared.whats happening is normal, it's grown up thing. Your safe, you might feel discomfort but its just blood rushing to that part of your body. She decided to be factual but reassure him that he overall would be fine. Jennifer pushed herself up just a little as Hedwig was holding her up as they laid down, with his left around underneath her arm. They were awkwardly close. She wanted to kiss him but she knew he might not be able to multitask, with needing stimulation. She gave some breathing room, just an inch or two so his erection was strong and free between them. She finally took the chance to look at it, it was a little scary. She had seen mens private parts online but it was nothing like this. She understood why it hurt just a little the night before but was thankful it didn't hurt as much as she would of thought.
Jennifer let her right hand hesitantly and softly grab his erection, she looked at him. She squeezed it, controlling her breathing and saw his reaction as she slowly and firmly started stroking it. She let her eyes closed briefly, feeling the veins, the texture, how hot it was, It helped, it made it less for intense for her. She heard Hedwig gasp, hard pants, almost surprised as she continued. He did something he nuzzled his head, pressing it against the side of hers, his nose and lips pressed softly as he panted. Already Jennifer felt a clear substance coating her fingers and hands, it was a pre-cum. Jennifer didn't say anything about it, she only used it purposely letting it smear, hoping it would make him feel better.
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Panicking, Hedwigs mind still raced with confusion when Jennifer turned over and their faces became within inches of each other. Even his young mind had the capacity to recognize and understand beauty. Jennifer was beautiful. Gorgeous, wide eyes, soft, pink lips, a perfectly shaped face and long, flowing blonde hair that cascaded down her back like an angel. Hedwig blushed. He felt embarrassed that something was happening to him within the presence of this girl the felt so highly about. He wanted to impress her, make her like him. What if she didnt like him anymore?! That was a thought in his mind.
Not only did these thoughts cloud his mind, but the physiological telltale signs of panic and anxiety showed. His heartbeat was racing. The thud was so loud in Hedwigs ears that it made him momentarily dizzy. He felt weak, like he was going to faint. There was a tingling and numbness in the tips of his fingers and toes. Overall, he had this sense of impending doom that was wavering across his being. It was difficult to breathe and it felt like the temperature in the room had been cranked over three digits with the sweat that was forming on his forehead and other places.
Wh-What? How is this normal? It hurts?He complained and gasped when Jennifer pulled at his boxers revealing his long, hard, thick cock.What are you doing? Why are you doing that? I dont think youre supposed to look at me like this. He questioned, feeling much better though now that the boxers were removed too but he still had that sense that this was wrong and nobody should have seen him without any clothing. Was this wrong? Hedwig was panicking even more, chewing firmly on his lower lip.
The next move truly made him shiver and shudder. He watched her hand wrap around his cock. Without even subconsciously thinking about it, the urge to moan took over and he did just that, his eyes rolled to the back of his head. He even smiled looking at Jennifer, feeling better.That actually feels good. I want to kiss you.He murmured, leaning down for a kiss and keeping their heads pressed together. He almost started to panic again when the fluid was showing but the look in Jennifers eyes made him feel better.Oh how are you doing this? Am I supposed to like this? I do like it.
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Jennifer felt partially in control. It was a distraction from her thoughts and the bigger picture. Hedwigs immature mind had mature parts to it. He wanted to kiss her and his head nuzzled hers until she looked upward and their lips met. Jennifers own desires were active as she breathed out into his open mouth and attempted to kiss him. Hedwig was only half prepared and gasped out but sloppily kissed back. Jennifer couldnt stop her hard breathing but her wristband was still only in the higher yellow, which meant she wasnt panicking. Her breathing was from her arousal, it was psychical and her airways were clear.
I think your supposed to like it.I think. She breathed and crushed her lips up against him harder. There was this force, this magnet where she couldnt keep herself contained. It's why she was the one to push her limits with Dennis, push her limits with Barry, the attraction between the both of them was fabricated deep into their souls, also could have been genetic.
Holyshit.he gasped, his tongue making his lisp very noticeable as his eyes were wide in amazement. You kiss good.you like kissing me..you want to kiss me, dont you. He said softly, his eyes soft but wide. Jennifer grinned, but only partially as she kept one hand firmly on his thick pulsating member. She could feel the blood coursing through his veins, even on his penis. She wondered if that was normal. Her had was coated in his pre-cum, so it was all over him. She nodded and let her hand squeeze the flesh harder as her lips once again attacked him,this time it was forceful he fell down on the bed. He had been hoisting himself up on his right elbow. Jennifer let her hair shelter them as she eagerly lapped him up. She stopped to see his eyes hadn't closed, he was wide eyed, surprised.
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Hedwig fully and utterly trusted Jennifer. Therefore, the male believed the woman when she said that he was supposed to like it. The male nodded his head towards Jennifer and took a deep breath, focusing on how good it felt instead of thinking about how it scared and confused him. The type of pleasure it had provided with Hedwig was not something he could explain. If he was asked why this felt good, he did not know. The liquid continued seeping out and he figured that meant he was really enjoying it. However, the panic returned soon after because a new sensation was starting to form in his body.
It started with the clenching of his abdomen. His breathing accelerated but not from nervousness or anxiety this time. His eyes were wide open and he was almost frozen in place, looking at Jennifer. Then, his member started pulsating more violently and there was an electrical pulse that ran from the base of his cock all the way to the tip. It traveled the distance a couple more times before he felt the feeling become stuck in the tip. After another thrust of Jennifers hand or two, then the male reached his orgasm. It was Hedwigs first orgasm despite Kevin and the other personalities having felt many of them before. It was foreign for this personality.
Four spurts of hot, sticky semen discharged from the tip. It spurted out and collected all over Jennifers hand, thigh, leg, and arm. He had no control over it but it made him feel so fucking good. He moaned loudly and ended up just falling down onto the bed. His breathing was rapid and he was trying to calm down from that high. The pleasure-inducing neurotransmitters were rapidly released and a smile graced his face without even know why he was smiling. That felt good, Jennifer. Can I make you feel good like that? How can I do that for you?
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Jennifer watched as Hedwig had his first orgasm. Naturally Kevin and all of his personalities were all adults, all grown men except Hedwig who was a child. Any other time another alter would take the light and Hedwig would let them. He didnt understand and didn't want to be belittled or bullied. Funny how one could bully themselves even within their own mind. Kevin had done plenty of it. You could be your own worst enemy. Hedwig was the little boy Kevin use to be, struggling to survive in the traumatizing abuse of their mother. He was a good kid, a normal kid, or he would have been had it not been from all the abuse thrown at him at such a young age when his father left and never came back. Kevin was scarred the day his father took that train trip and never returned because the train had a horrible accident and derailed. Kevin was left to fend as himself and shortly begin to develop methods of dealing with it early on.
Kevin may have had an irrational moment of clarity the night he forcefully raped his mother. In the moment it was perhaps the only revenge he could think of, the most brutal towards the woman who had given birth and neglected him, split him into so many shattered pieces. That night was forever buried in his core. It didnt feel good, it was all out of emotional rage even if lust was apart of it. His mother must have had instability and abuse growing up herself, she was just repeating a never ending cycle of hell, trying to hide her own pain through substance abuse and taking it out on her only little boy. There were times when Kevin pictured his mother beautiful, happy and he had found moments frozen in time from older photographs. She was gorgeous, but she let her own pain and insanity consume her. Kevin hated her for not being strong enough to break the cycle. The only relief he felt was after he had sexually assaulted his own mother and she had one small euphoric moment of pureness. As she apologized and cried for the both of them and ended with saying she loved him. She kissed him on the forehead and left him as if nothing had even happened when it had. That feeling of realizing the crime he had done, how fucked up it was and how it took such an awful deed for his mother to come to reality.
It was a few weeks later. He had to sneak and find out his mother was pregnant and there still had been no signs of abuse from her. Kevin was just a young man then, on the bring of the edge himself trying to contain what Split personalities he had. He had found out and questioned him and begged her not to get an abortion, emotionally hysterical. He could see the pain and devastation in his mothers eyes.
In her mind, she was doing what she thought was right, to keep the baby but to secretly adopt it off so she didn't destroy another child's life. At that point she didn't even know if it would be a boy or girl but pictures it would be a boy, one vert similar to the son hysterical in front of her. She lied and said they would keep it, pretended things would be ok. Faked happiness and hugged her son, still forgiving him, forgiving herself for the horrible life she had made them both endure.
In those first six months, Kevin took joy in caring for the house, his mother, taking her to appointments and working one full time job and a part time job for savings. He put his mother on his own insurance and started applying to college. He thought about seeking therapy to help with his personality disorder and trauma. It hurt his mother to see him doing all these positive things, it hurt because she knew she destroyed and damaged him, that he had so much potential and should have been with another woman, happily doing this for his own family, not his blood because of a disaster. She blindly led him on until the final days of her disappearance, to leave in the middle of the night, travel to another state to give birth and sign the adoption papers. She stayed gone under the financial care of the adopters. She refused to see or hold the baby after birth, caught in her own hell. Knowing she couldn't keep it and that she was a horrible womanor a woman now with awareness.
The adopters offered to continue to pay for her healthcare and means so she could get help but she refused. Took what large lump some of money she had received and transferred it into an account for Kevin. It would be more than enough to financially support him, so he could do whatever money could to help the burdens he bared. Then after making her own arrangements and a small living will she killed herself. She overdosed on pills in a luxurious motel, in the bathtub. In her mind it was the only way to take back control of her life, to save both of her children. To give one a normal happy life and to give what life she could do the one who had survived. With those thoughts she took her last breaths before overdosing and drowning unconsciously.
Kevin let Hedwig keep the light because he knew Jennifer was safe, he knew Jennifer was attracted to all of him. He had done his best to keep Dennis well behaved and keep Jennifer out of the harms way of any sexual advances but somehow Jennifer within days of her captivity opened up, the bond was there whether it was normal or not. He wasn't going to deny her of anything. Hedwig had the ability to take the spotlight whenever he wanted. He could grow and mature with Jennifer.
Jennifer breathed out, not closing her eyes as the grown man had cum making a small mess. He was panting, lying on his back looking at Jennifer exhausted but amazed, like a child would be at a festival, but it was more psychological than that. He had experienced an adult emotion. He wanted Jennifer in ways he didn't understand but he knew whatever he just felt, he wanted to share.
Jennifer was sitting upright peering down, smiling, a little heavy breathed herself. She was still rubbing her fingers of his pre-cum and actual semen. It wasnt clear but more milky and texturized. She had never ever seen it, felt it, been sexual with another male or female. She was almost just as fascinated in her own way. They both were exploring. She took her two fingers and wiped it off her arm and put the fingers in her mouth tasting it. Hedwig was breathing heavy and looked at her curious.
Does it taste good Her face was contorted and she laughed out but made a face but it put him at ease.
You dont have to eat it, right? He asked and she shrugged smiling. It didn't taste the greatest but she knew it was probably something you had to get use to. She wiped more off her thigh and looked down at him.
Do you want to try it.?She wondered if that was weird or not but he propped himself on both elbows, he probably thought she was going let him lick it but she licked her hand and then hovered over and stuck her tongue out and kissed him slowly, just enough to let him get it in his mouth. She pulled back enough to watch him.
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This was inherently foreign for Hedwig. He did not even understand what the fluid he produced was called or why it was produced. The only information he had was from Jennifer who had told him it meant that it felt good. Well, she was right. Hedwig felt phenomenal during that moment. Therefore, he accepted everything she said as the truth. His eyes grew wide and watched as she licked her fingers. Was that supposed to happen? Did he do that, too? How did it taste? Hedwig thought it was nasty and did not understand how her face was not disgusted afterwards.
Does it taste good? You dont have to eat it, right?
The male asked her this question and frowned when he was given a non-answer. It made him a little sad, wondering if he did something wrong again. When she asked him if he wanted to try it, he froze and did not know what to say. Not really, but he wondered if it would upset her if he said no. Everyone else got so mad at him when he said no to something when they asked him. Before the male could answer, he felt Jennifers lips on his, her tongue sliding against his own.
Again, unable to explain how it felt, Hedwig just knew that he liked kissing Jennifer. When it was over, he giggled softly and made a playful face at her.
That tasted weird. Did you like it?
After asking this question, he looked down at his flaccid manhood and chewed his lower lip. He did not hurt anymore. It was not throbbing. It was better now. This made him smile because nobody ever helped him with anything before and Jennifer made the pain stop. He was so thankful and wrapped his arms around her neck.
Thank you, Jennifer. I feel better now. I dont hurt anymore. Is that what I am supposed to do when it hurts again? Do I come to you?He asked softly, his eyes wide, bright and soft. His crotch was pressed perfectly against hers without even realizing it. The tip of his girth was right against her womanhood and he could feel his balls rubbing against her thigh. He did not even mean to do it, but that worked out perfectly. He wondered if there was a way to make her feel good. Hedwig knew she was different down there but that was all he knew.
The young man was feeling curious. With wide eyes, he slipped his hand inside of her underwear. Now, he understood that he would do something different to her than she did with him. He felt around until he found her clitoris but he had no idea what it was. Feeling how it was just a mound of flesh, he started rubbing circles on it and watching Jennifers reaction. It was almost like an instinct was taking over even if he did not understand it. It made sense to him unconsciously and he began rubbing faster and faster.
His free hand rested on her face and he smiled at the blonde. He really loved Jennifer and all he knew was that she made him feel the best he had ever felt in his life. All he wanted to do was return that favor but he did not know how.
How can I make you feel good, too? Tell me what to do. He tried again, whining now. He was tired of getting non-answers from Jennifer and he was annoyed that she kept ignoring his questions. It frustrated him but he did not understand any of it, so he just kept asking.
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Jennifer was overstimulated and aroused almost constantly being around many of Kevins alters, especially Hedwig. He was fighting and mysterious like a storm. Right now he was possibly experiencing important sexual milestones Kevin didnt get to growing up. Jennifer wondered what his teenage years were like living with their mother. Her mind was racing but somehow Hedwig panting and shoving his hand down her underwear was enough to make her go wide eyes and breathe out. He didnt exactly know what he was doing or did he? He was touching her down there, no one else had but herself.
The fact that he was, somehow was also overwhelming. He seemed eager, impatient, whining.wanting to know what else he could do. She looked at him wide eyed, her mouth only slightly opened as she gulped not knowing how to respond. Should she stop? Would the other alters be upset if she was sexual with Hedwig, would she get punished? She didnt want to be stuck in her room any longer. She wanted to love Kevinor right now just love any parts of him she could. She was afraid cops or the government would be waiting to take Kevin away for Kidnapping her. Realistically her parents could still have private investigators and the cops still high on his trail.
Hedwig kept trying to touch her, he moved his fingers softly but in a steady pace, he would feel her swollen petals around his hand and her wetness getting worse whether he understood or not.
Do you want to make me feel good? Will we get in trouble? She got out through heavy breaths, looking just as confused and aroused as him. Hedwig was so afraid of the others and had just gotten in good praises from Miss Patrica and Mr. Dennis but he didnt want to lose Jennifer, he wanted her whatever that meant, he only understood his emotions. All the others said everything revolved around her, he wanted her and he trusted her right now.
I wont tell..if you dont.He said gently stopping from messaging her but leaving his hand over her mound, feeling her nectar between his fingers, their eyes locked. Jennifer stared at him unsure, scared but nodded as he laughed out relieved. He pulled out his hand still breathing hard, grinning, looking at her and his hand.
Are you sure.this might be---
Just show me.He snapped, impatient, eyeing her, like a child would getting irritated but she could tell somewhere in that massive broken brain was other emotions, hormones and instincts.
Jennifer nodded, nervous, anxious, she was afraid of him but it was also complicated to explain. She was afraid but was also so strongly pulled towards him. She sucked in a breath and sat up rubbing her head as Hedwig watched, his chest rising and falling. She leaned on her knees and looked at him while slowly pushing down her leggings and underwear. She was left in only a shirt, like him. Right now she figured neither of them would be concerned with loving each other completely naked. She noticed he was still hard.
Jen.She heard him whine angry and she nodded.
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Without any real calculation or control, Hedwig just rubbed Jennifer everywhere down below. His fingers felt warm and wet after a while. Why was she wet? Did all girls feel like that down there? It made him curious. It felt like that warmth spread throughout his entire body.
Do you want to make me feel good? Will we get in trouble?
After hearing Jennifer ask this, Hedwig realized that they could be sneaky. Maybe Mr. Dennis and Mr. Patricia would never find out. He did not want to be punished but he wanted to make Jen happy.
I wont tell if you dont. He responded with a gentle smirk as he stopped rubbing her. Even though he smirked slightly, he was still confused and unsure how to continue so he requested more guidance.
Just show me.He said, cutting Jennifer off when she tried to talk to him, asking if he was sure about something. Hedwig was all In now. The young man was certain that this was exactly what he wanted to do. Hedwig would not hold back anymore. Those feelings of fear and anxiety were starting to die down and that was foreign. He was almost always afraid of something: one of the alters, a stranger, a new event something but with Jennifer, he felt unafraid most of the time. It was like she had a secret touch. His breathing was relaxed. His chest rose and fell naturally. His skin was starting to sweat, though. However, he did not tremble nor did his teeth chatter. Hedwig stayed upright and maintained his balance instead of feeling dizzy or nervous. This was going well so far and he only hoped it would continue. Hedwig thought that he was enjoying himself so far, but the real enjoyment was making Jennifer feel good. At that moment, he realized that making her happy was the best way to achieve his own happiness. It was a simple equation but Hedwig liked how that sounded.
He watched her continue stripping herself down as he grew harder when she was exposed. Hewdig did not even realize that he had grown this hard because of what Jen did, but he had. He looked at her with a gleam in his eyes, he was curious but also angry that she was not helping him.
Do you not want me to touch you? Is that what it is? Now, in his mindset, he was starting to think that Jennfier was avoiding him because she hated him.
Do you hate me now, Jen? Im sorry. All I wanted was to make you feel good I didnt mean to make you sad. I dont know what to do. He added with a pout, his voice deeper but not in an anger, more of a sadness than anything.
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NoNo! I dont hate you. I dont hate you one bit. This is big stuff thats happening.grown up stuff, She said breathing out but never breaking eye contact nodding. Jennifer saw they was both sitting on the bed, her in a basic tee over a tank and him in a long sleeve shirt. She hadnt given her self to anybody, living such an isolated protected life. She was still a teenager but also an adult. She knew this might scar them both in some ways, maybe it wouldnt. Sometimes she wondered if this was some bittersweet nightmare. Hedwig looked anxious now but he never stopped looking at her.
Jennifer looked down briefly to see his erection, it was massive. For having so many personalities and this one being the youngest, he was for sure a grown adult, one that was built, like a solider. It was a little frightening but breathtaking all at once. Jennifer gently put a firm palm on his chest, feeling the soft frantic of his cotton shirt. She pushed easing him to lie down. She watched him lay down, stretching out on the twin bed. He was almost so tall, his legs barely fit on the bed. He smiled, wide eyed curious, almost mischievous.
Jennifer rubbed her nose and crawled, putting either of her legs over his which was a task in it self. It was a stretch but she kept hovered as he watched her, he seemed memorized. Please.dont be scared.She said placing either of his hands beside his head as she adjusted herself. Hedwig would feel the cool air against his erect member until he felt heat, then warm and wetness as Jennifer straddled him but slowly did it. She breathed out hard, not quite gasping but wide eyed as she slowly let his length fill her.
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NoNo! I dont hate you. I dont hate you one bit. This is big stuff thats happening.grown up stuff,
Even though Hedwig desperately wanted to look away from Jennifer, he could not. Did she really not hate him? Why was she not helping him or helping him to help her? Hedwig was just so damn fragile. He did not understand anything that was going on. Not only did the male not understand what was happening to his body, but he did not understand what to do for Jennifer and he thought that every second that passed when Jennifer did not feel pleasure that it meant she was starting to dislike him.
When she pushed him down, Hedwig moved to lie flat down on his back as he shuddered. She crawled over him and he continued shivering. The room was cool but his body felt like it was on fire. Please, dont be scared. Jennifer said and that made Hedwig want to be afraid even more. However, his hands were placed beside his head and he let Jennifer lead him. Still not knowing what was happening, he felt a warm wetness cover his member. Without even understanding this, Hedwig moaned out softly.
That feels good, Jennifer.. Oh- How are you doing this?
Hedwig could barely talk. The Pleasure made his hearbeat quicken as he chewed on his lower lip, almost biting down hard enough to draw blood. Looking up at Jennifer, he smiled awkwardly at her but tried to keep a straight face, not wanting to mess up. He kept his arms pinned down on the bed behind his head since that was what Jennifer told him to do with her actions. She was totally in control right now, totally dominating him as the male looked to her for guidance and help. He was just sitting there and feeling what happened to him.
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Jennifer was trying to absorb the surprise, slight discomfort and pleasure of being on top of Hedwig with his full length buried in her. For now she just steadied her breathing, staying in one place looking at him as he gazed up at her. He had let out a moan and it was a sound that turned her on. He still Hedwig, a youthful mischievous intelligent personality. Parts of doing anything sexual felt wrong, like he was to young, perhaps he was, perhaps he wasnt. It was complicated and convoluted because Kevin as an individual was, all parts of him lived secretly through out each split personality. Hedwig had the mind of a child/teen but the body of a grown adult.
Does it feel good?She breathed out, gulping as he bit his lower lip and nodded. She smiled, somehow she was able bring all her emotions out and knew that might make this less intense. She smiled breathing out and leaned down to kiss his head but that made her grind as he was in her, making them both start to feel the slow waves of pleasure to come. Jennifer wasnt experienced, she didnt know what the hell she was doing. Jennifer wanted to be close, he was tall but it just meant she had to lean over so her face was inches from his. She didnt know if she started, or he did by instinct but they were slowly grinding in rhythm together. Hedwig was just as new to this as the young female was so he didnt pull out but just stayed within her wet walls. The friction mixed with his pre-cum and her natural lubricant was enough to make it pleasurable. Now and then small noises would erupt from her mouth in surprise as he was so big, there was a little discomfort but it would leave as soon as it disappeared.
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When Jennifer asked him if this felt good, he bit his lower lip and nodded, but kept silent. It was honestly too much going on for him to think and talk at the same time. It was hard enough to control his breathing. It felt like his chest was on fire and soon his entire body felt like it was on fire. Was this supposed to happen? He wondered silently but did not make any mention. When she moved harder against him and kissed him, Hedwig felt that pain from earlier between his legs subside and soon he felt wonderful.
The male now wore a smile similar to Jennifers smile. It might have seemed like a small thing, but that smile she gave him truly worked wonders and allowed him to feel this more than he ever could. His breathing was heavy and ragged now, beyond his control. He was sweating and his manhood was throbbing. He felt like there was something escaping the tip, not knowing that it was pre-cum nor did he understood how risky this was. When his orgasm reached, he would release his semen inside of Jennifer. The other personalities would know how determimental this could be. A woman born of incest between the man that should be her brother would be impregnated by this same man, whom was both her father and her brother.
That could mean something horrible but Hedwig was none the wiser. He finally let himself try to kiss her when she was close enough and he whined softly when he tried to move but his arms were still held down as Jen was in full control.
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As quickly as the intense awkward love making had started, it had stopped with both of them climaxing. Jennifer had collapsed on top of Hedwig, breathing hard, and sweating. What had happened with Hedwig was inevitable, it was just a matter of how long until it happened. No matter how sick, how fucked up it was, both of them were drawn to each other like magnets. You could get two magnets so close before the pull got to strong and they smashed together becoming one. That's how it was with Kevin, all of his personalities and innocent Jennifer.
Hedwig was the perfect example. Hedwig was the most powerful personality without knowing it, he was bullied and harassed for his mannerism, his young antics. He was unstable, he was what was left as Kevin as a young boy.hopeless, neglected. He was sneaky, mischievous, playful and easy to learn. He was scared by Jennifer, infatuated without knowing what that meant, so memorized and needy for her love and attention he got rebellious before. He had subconsciously teased and lead this on with Jennifer not caring about the consequences.
He tried to kiss and wined as she had a hard grip on his arms but she had let go, laying on his chest catching her breath. She used what little strength she had to hug him weakly, the right side of her face pressed against the moist material of his cotton shirt. Her body moved as his chest heaven in and out. She let her chin rest on his chest as she looked up at him.
"We made a mess"he laughed in a short breath, his eyes red. Jennifer knew he was panicking. "I have to go now.I'm so sorry, so sorry if I hurt you."Hedwig said biting his lip as tears came down his hot cheeks. Jennifer was alarmed, her own anxeity kicking In becausee Hedwig was scared. She knew he might split, this was hard enough on a young woman, but in her situation. She had just been intimate with the youngest most vulnerable personality and he was leaving the light. Jennifer rose up, shaking her head, her own eyes stinging. She barely got out a word before It happened.
Instantly she saw the change, his eyes stayed wide his facial features contorted, especially his eyebrows and jawline. It was Dennis, she breathed out, almost choking on a cry. He continued to stare at the ceiling, until his eyes slowly and darkly met hers.
"You shouldn't have done that Jennifer.its not safe, not yet. He's a child."He said gauging her reaction as she was still lying on him. Jennifer was crying but almost silently, her body shaking. She tried to push off the bed but Dennis was already off the bed, only clad in his long sleeve green shirt. He grabbed Jennifer gently but firmly but the shoulders, feeling her shaking. His eyes were already looking at her wristband, her vitals.
Jennifer sporadically screamed out while crying and got free just enough to crush herself against Dennis. Almost like a child might in the arms of their parents but this was more Intimate, un-appropriate.
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It was a confusing feeling. On one hand, Hedwig physically felt great. On the other hand, Hedwig thought he had screwed up. Now that the euphoria settled and the arousal left his body, Hedwig only thought about the consequences. Oh shit. Miss Patricia and Mr. Dennis would be displeased with Hedwig. It created a great deal of anxiety for the young man. He did not do well with these consequences. He was so afraid of what the two adults might do to them because of what he just did. It was at that time he felt his entire body shifting.
We made a mess. I have to go now. Im so sorry. Im so sorry if I hurt you. Tears spilled over his cheeks and he suddenly shifted into a new personality. Hedwig was not apt to handle this situation and these emotions. Dennis on the other hand, even though his sexual experiences were not Normal, he did understand how to handle things better. His eyes went wide and he stared blankly into the space above the wall until he shifted into Dennis. It seemed like Jennifer noticed the change to as she immediately noticed him when Dennis came into the light.
You shouldnt done that, Jennifer. Its not safe for him yet. Hes a child. He doesnt know how to deal with these things, but I do. Let a real man give you a good time. Dennis whispered with this smirk on his face. Yes, he had tried so fucking hard to resist these urges of his especially since Jennifer was here but seeing what she did to Hedwig and how Hedwig did not even fully appreciate the act pissed Dennis off. When she ran into his arms, he just held her tight and started to kiss on her neck. He attacked that spot where possibly every woman had a sensitive spot on her neck. He smirked against the skin of her neck as he kissed her, his hands stroking through her hair.
Jen, I can take care of you. I can make you happy. Lets calm you down before we do anything else. Focus on your breathing. Take a deep in through your nose and breathe out of your mouth. Calm down, Jennifer. We all love you and I can show you that better than anyone else. You are everything to us, to me especially. Lets just take it slow and easy. How much Dennis cared for her was obvious. He wanted to give her a fun time but it was important to calm her down first. He saw her wristband getting to dangerous levels and he wanted to calm her back down without having to use any of her medicine.
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"Don't take me back to my room!" She pleaded while closing her eyes as he put soft kisses against her. His strict alluring voice had a sense of calm. As if he was prepared for this type of situation. The poor girl has just made love to the youngest personality and he had switched just as they climaxed. It was emotional and devastating. She wanted Hedwig back, she wanted to make sure he was okay, that he liked it, that he liked her. Why she needed this reassurance was probably due to her predicament down here. She craved acceptance and love from each and every part of the man who was split Into different personalities but was her own blood.
"Please..don't"she cried out clutching onto him, both arms around his broad shoulders. She listened to him trying to calm her down and thats when she sunk back down into reality and heard her little watch alerting them she was in the orange. He then continued to soothe her, instructing her to breathe and she let her forehead rest against his as she did this. She took deep inhales and big exhales. She knew he might have to get ready to leave for work soon. Her mind distracted herself with where he worked. If he was In any danger because she was down here. If her family would ever find a way to find her. She didnt know if she still wanted to be found. She did and didn't.
After she calmed down she just stayed pressed against him, listening to his own breathing through the material of his shirt. They were both still awkwardly naked below the waist.
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When his sweet daughter finally calmed down and the numbers on her fitbit were safe, Dennis pulled back from the embrace. We all love you, Jennifer. I think I love you more than the others. I have tried to hold back from this but I see there is no point anymore. Pausing, Dennis stood from this bed and slowly removed his shirt. It left him completely bare now. Kevin was quite the chiseled man. That was probably obvious from his leg muscles but it was even more obvious now that he was shirtless. With a confident half-smile, he looked at Jennifer and gave her a second to look at him. When you were with Hedwig, you did not have time to appreciate or enjoy yourself. I know exactly what to do for you. I know exactly how I can make you feel better.
After he paused, Dennis slipped back onto the bed with Jennifer and gently pressed their lips together. This kiss was not awkward like her kiss with Hedwig was. Dennis knew exactly how to kiss a woman. When he pulled back from the chaste kiss, he lightly gripped the hem of her shirt. Let me help you with that. Let me see your perfect body in all your glory. I have wanted to see this for a long time, Jennifer. The young man whispered as he kissed her lips again. When she gave him the go ahead, Dennis slowly pulled the shirt off her body, wanting to see her exposed upper body. It made him lick his lips and his pupils dilated fully while taking in her body. My, you are gorgeous Jennifer. I know you dance. Do you work out, too?
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Jennifer wasn't quite prepared for the confidence of Dennis. He was normally strict, resolved, his mannerism very poised but closed in. He waited till she was calm enough before he pulled back, his eyes never left hers as he backed up enough to be in full view. He cracked his neck and slowly took off his long sleeve green shirt Hedwig had been wearing. The young females eyes were fascinated, glued to him as she slowly lowered herself into a sitting position on her hind legs, from being upright on her knee's. Dennis, Hedwig, Patrica, and Barry.it didn't matter the personality, they all had Kevin's body. He was tall, built, muscular and lean like a monster in ways. Funny something so dangerous could be hauntingly beautiful. There was this tension, awkwardness that was alway's there.it only fueled it.
"Whoah"Came out in a small breath, her eyes were beady, she was entranced. Her vitals were stable. He didn't waste time and move forward taking the young female in his hands as he crawled on the bed, kissing her. The kiss wasn't sloppy, it was deep, lustful and perches. Jennifer bit her lip looking up at him. He reached for the hem of her t-shirt which was over a tank. With a small kiss and nod he easily removed it off of her, leaving her only in a bra. She felt exposed, she would of instinctively tried to shelter herself but he was already near her, holding her in a way she wasn't able to shield. She wasn't in control anymore, he was, he was the adult.or the older one. Things had changed so dramatically. She had thought how she had become attached to Dennis for the very reason he had kept a distance, a wall up. He had imaginary horns like the devil, pointed at her, there was no where to run from the fire he breathed. He had asked her about dancing, he had a fetish of liking to watch young girls dance. Luckily there was the Internet, so he could be voyeur without getting in any real criminal trouble.until now.
"You don't remember?"She said bravely. "You kidnapped me from dance rehearsal."She said, eyeing him. Somehow verbally saying what had happened had made it real, gave clarification. Not that It worked to their advantage but it was fact. She shrugged, squirming until gave him the impression she wasn't ready to move further. He jaw clenched but she didn't move, just sat there, naked besides a bra for him to see. She was distressed, consumed in her thoughts and emotions.
"You guys shouldn't bully Hedwig.he didn't harm me. I lead him on in a way."She said wondering if that was true, or if she was covering up as it was probably equal.
"Also you can't keep locking me In that fucking room..you can't keep me down here forever. I don't want to go back living with my foster parents but do you realize how fucked this situation is."She said with tears.
The worst thing is Jennifer new he would leave for work soon, she had the time he left memorized by the minute. She figured he got ready around five thirty, six if he was in the room with her and then was gone by seven. It was five right now. Time spent with Hedwig went quicker than she thought.
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Dennis might not function strongly within social situations, but he did realize that Jennifer could not take her eyes off him. She was a young woman that apparently had little experience sexually. This was new territory and Kevin did not exactly have an unattractive body to show off anyways. Kissing Jennifer and removing her shirt and tank top was an incredible thing. Watching her body become slowly exposed was almost artistic. Dennis licked his lips and his pupils dilated as his nude body continued hovering over his daughter. She was such a beautiful young woman and Dennis did not want to take his eyes off her body.
It bothered Dennis when she went off on a tangent. Stop stalling, Jennifer. I do remember. Cant you hear? I said I know you dance. I know where we took you from. Dont insult my intelligence. Dont worry about Hedwig, you are not responsible for his mistakes. We wont punish you for it. You are far too fragile to deal with it. We can ensure that Hedwig does not come back for a while. Right now, hes not here. Its only you and I. Barry could no longer regulate who had the light.
It was Patricia. She did not have as many reservations as she should about what Dennis wanted. He started kissing her and she kept talking. It was a mood killer. Dennis, with less control than the others, was not worried about getting to work on time. Now, his own needs was greater than keeping Kevins cover. Would you fucking stop it, Jennifer? This is not fucked. Kevin is your biological father. This is the only correct thing. I dont know what youre talking about. Get that out of your mind. Dont tell me that we cant lock you in your room. You will learn to obey. We love you but we cant let you run wild. Not until we trust you enough. Crying wont work with me. Cry if you want but you will be back in your room whenever we deem fit. You might not understand it, but you must understand it and go with it. Dennis growled, reaching down to grab her bra as he ripped it off her chest. Now, just dont think about something else. Get that mind of yours on me. Kiss me. No more tears. Dennis ordered, cupping her face as he forced a kiss onto her lips.
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His words were factual but you could sense he was impatient, irritated she was focusing on things pulling them apart for the moment. He had ripped off her bra, making the young girl completely exposed. He commanded her to focus on him and cupped her in a heated kiss. Memories from the night she was abducted started to resurface. As he deepened the kiss, she saw flashes of being with her friends, walking out of the rehearsal and walking to her car without a clue of what was to come. He said they couldn't trust her yet. She pulled back from the kiss with a heavy breath, her red eyes still showing tears. The poor girl still looked like a hot mess, she hadn't had time to heal her eyes. She glared at him, wiping her mouth and nose sniffling.
"I'll take myself back to my room." She said pushing away, climbing off the bed. He would get a perfect view of all of her body as she moved. She dropped, she was shaking as she grabbed her shirt pulling it on, not caring about undergarments.
"DONT!"She barked randomly sensing his movement, breathing almost panting as she saw him eyeing her from the bed.
She was consumed with to many emotions and he had said she wouldn't see Hedwig for awhile. Everybody she got close to after intimacy left, it was leaving psychological scars that were invisible.
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Waiting until Jennifer was long gone, Dennis threw a nasty right hook through the wall in Hedwigs room. It busted a huge hole and now his knuckles were bruised and bloody. Kevin was a strong man and Dennis could have a temper at times. The blood made the obsessive compulsive side of him frustrated as he immediately was forced to go into the nearest bathroom to wash his knuckles off with soap and water over and over again. Once satisfied, he wrapped some ace wrap around the bloody knuckles and despite him knowing that he should start getting Kevin ready for work: he did not.
Barry was fighting tooth and nail to get into the light but Dennis had this completely. He picked up his cell phone and called into work, telling his boss that he was sick. In the middle of the boss barking orders and frustrations at Dennis, he disconnected the line. Still nude, the tall, strong man crossed from this room back to Jennifers room. It was easy to access the doors since it only locked from the outside. He entered and found wherever she was. Their eyes locked and he saw the hurt in her eyes but he did not quite understand.
Help me understand you, Jennifer. Please! I dont know what I keep doing to you that makes you upset. I watched Hedwig with you and I was so so fucking jealous. I wanted to be your first. I wanted to make you happy like this. I know how to do this Jen. Please, what do you want? I dont know why I keep making you cry. Im so sorry Do you need more of your drops? Youre running low on them already. You keep crying so much. That makes me hurt, too.