When I was about that age, after I was adopted I used to stare into the darkness of my bedroom making out the faint lines of the corners and perimeter of the door and bookshelf and watch coloured lights zoom around them like something straight out of Tron. I also had never seen a movie like that or those neon lights which progressively illuminated the tubes they were in. Speaking of which - what are they called and why don't they exist any more? Pixelated or LED driven light shows that "grow" in a discrete manner look comparably shit. I also remember the exact day and time it stopped. I had just asked myself in my head, *why am I watching this if it clearly isn't real* - then the colours vanished from my vision and I begged myself to accept that I could enjoy watching things I was making up in my head and they never returned to my vision again. In the same respect, I have never had unrealistic dreams as they cause me to immediately wake up or realise that I'm dreaming and that in turn rapidly wakes me up. I do believe that I was actually imagining these things and they obviously weren't real. In fact the whole time I could hallucinate them I knew they weren't - it was just at the age of 6 or so that I consciously thought about them not being real whilst watching them that caused them to stop.