I'm just as disappointed as you are. Truth be told, I am hanging onto consciousness right now. I went to the bar and drank with my dad so much. I drank 3 to his 1 and he is paying because he is the old man in this small-town bar and I am his scion pretty fresh off probation. This was DUI because I left there and forgot to turn on headlights because I could see fine. I blew 3.4. Fucking wrecked my life and shit man. As if my life could be wrecked. I'm a blue-collar man now. I lift a lot and I eat a lot of steak from the old man's freezer. These cattles were my friends but now they are my gains. I lift and cut steel in a small-town machine shop. I mill, weld, and operate when the materials become too flooded for the more experienced peoples. I still can lift harder then anyone. I will wrestle the 800 pound beam somehow. Never skip leg day.