On the one hand, I laughed, everyone laughed, how funny it was. On the other hand, it's hopelessness again and a fear of what awaits me. On the other hand, it's hopelessness again and a fear of what awaits me in the future. burnout? Will I not end this career at the beginning? Feelings mix in me and I can't formulate exactly what is really going on in me.
On the other hand, it is again hopeless and worried about what awaits me in the future.