It was such the beginning of everything, when I didn't know how to react to it at all, and somehow I slowly went over it and probably tried not to notice. But that feeling came back to me during the very hour when the children asked me how long I would be here and if I really had to leave. It started to think about me all the time. Furt and constantly only these stimuli.
But that feeling came back to me during the very hour when the children asked me how long I would be here and if I really had to leave.