I see that the problem is not just in me. Sometimes it's on the stick and you can see that it also bothers the teacher. Will I end up like this too? And there's the mood again when I wonder if I can handle it. And who is to blame? Me? The teacher? Children? Their parents? We can blame each other here, but it probably won't be the right way.
And again, the mood of wondering if I can handle it.