It's bad to compound your mental illness with drug use.
Vanessa who is bipolar and having a manic episode is at home buzzing around happily.
Vanessa wants to do something to release her feelings.
Vanessa takes out a notebook and begins to furiously write her feelings and thoughts on the paper.
Vanessa cooks up a needle full of black tar heroin and shoots it up her veins.
Vanessa feels a release and begins to appreciate writing more eventually turning it into a career.
Vanessa feels a release but overdoses on the heroin and goes into a deadly seizure that she does not come back from.