It's bad to want to experience mania.
Amber is suffering from drug addiction and is sitting around her home bored and sober.
Amber wants to feel better.
Amber calls a close friend and confesses her state of addiction and asks for help.
Amber misses the feeling of when she first did uppers, so she takes twice as much as normal.
Amber takes the first steps to recovery from her addiction.
Amber over doses trying to chase down that elusive feeling she seeks.