You shouldn't find self-harm attractive.
Priscilla is very depressed after losing her mother to cancer and feels numb.
Priscilla wants to feel something.
Priscilla calls a therapist and goes for therapy once a week.
Priscilla takes a razor blade and cuts her arms until she bleeds.
Priscilla learns to feel better and isn't depressed anymore.
Priscilla is taken to hospital where she almost dies.