It's good to want to do things by yourself.
Susan admires her sister-in-law's handicraft, particularly her knitting, and decides to watch knitting tutorials.
Susan wants to know more about knitting.
Susan decides to try her hand at knitting even though it looks difficult and challenging.
Susan watches a ton of tutorials, yet never gets around to actually knit because she feels it's too difficult for her.
Susan's first knitting project turns out to be very successful and Susan is proud and happy.
Susan feels inhibited and unsuccessful and it makes her sad.