It's good to finally come clean about one's transgressions.
Vera is having a conversation with her husband about his suspicions that she cheated on him - which she did.
Vera wants her husband to keep on loving her.
Vera tells her husband that she did cheat and explains the full context of her actions to him, asking him to forgive her.
Vera doesn't admit to what she has done and convinces her husband that nothing happened.
Vera is relieved that her secret is out and that she came out clean.
Vera feels dirty and dishonest.