i m so tired of trying and i know i m not even trying that hard anymore i used to be more enthusiastic and put more effort in but now even if the smallest thing go wrong i give up i just don t have the strength to try anymore my self hatred ha been getting worse nothing i do is good enough i am continually disrespected by the people in my life i just don t see the point if i have to continue to struggle like this i never asked to be born so why do i have to continue suffering through life i just want to lay down and wither away i have no value anyway i m not convinced that i can continue to do this anymore
i m so tired of trying and i know i m not even trying that hardanymore i used to be more enthusiastic and put more effort in but now even if the smallest thing go wrong i give up i just don t have the strength to try anymore my self hatred ha been getting worse nothingi do is good enough i am continually disrespected by the people in my life i just don t see the point if i have to continue to struggle like this i never asked to be born so why do i have to continue suffering through life i just want to lay down and wither awayi have no valueanyway i m not convinced that i can continue to do this anymore
Estoy tan cansado de intentarlo y sé que ni siquiera estoy tratando de que Hardany más que solía ser más entusiasta y poner más esfuerzo en, pero ahora incluso si la cosa más pequeña va mal me rindo yo sólo no tengo la fuerza para intentar más mi odio propio ha estado empeorando nada hacer es suficientemente bueno estoy continuamente faltado al respeto por la gente en mi vida simplemente no veo el punto si tengo que seguir luchando como esto nunca pedí nacer así que tengo que seguir sufriendo a través de la vida sólo quiero tumbarme y marchitar awayi no tengo ningún valor de ninguna manera no estoy convencido de que puedo seguir haciendo esto más