i feel so trapped and stuck i don t do anything all day long because i simply don t want to do anything period no goal or dream i don t want to be anything or have material thing like a house or car i just want to sleep i don t work or do anything productive everyday is the same and it just so boring being here and feeling like this i m not good enough for anything or anyone and everyone just ignores me anyways i have no friend never dated i hate how i look and it can t be changed i m lazy worthless hopeless i just can t take this anymore nothing work i think about suicide all the time i ve even looked up handgun but even then i need money and i m broke i just don t want to be here anymore knowing i m never going to be content and just a waste
i feel so trapped and stuck i don t do anything all day long because i simply don t want to do anything period no goal or dreami don t want to be anything or have material thing like a house or car i just want to sleep i dont work or do anything productive everyday is the same and it just so boring being here and feeling like this i m not good enough for anything or anyone and everyone just ignores me anyways i have no friend never dated i hate how i lookand it can t be changed i m lazy worthless hopelessi just can t take this anymore nothing worki think about suicide all the time i ve even looked uphandgunbut even then i need money and i m brokei just don t want to be here anymore knowing i m never going to be content and just a waste
Me siento tan atrapado y atascado que no hago nada todo el día porque simplemente no quiero hacer nada período ningún objetivo o sueño no quiero ser nada o tener material como una casa o coche sólo quiero dormir no trabajo o hacer nada productivo todos los días es lo mismo y es tan aburrido estar aquí y sentir como esto no soy lo suficientemente bueno para nada o nadie y todo el mundo simplemente me ignora de todos modos no tengo ningún amigo nunca salir odio cómo me veo y no se puede cambiar soy perezoso inútil desesperanza simplemente no puedo tomar esto más nada trabajo pienso en suicidio todo el tiempo incluso he mirado hacia arriba pistola pero incluso entonces necesito dinero y estoy roto simplemente no quiero estar aquí más sabiendo que nunca voy a estar contento y sólo un desperdicio