so i started having suicidal thought in april of last year and they lasted until around november in october i started hanging out with a girl and we started becoming good friend not romantic just friendship my mental health started getting a lot better after a couple month of friendship with her and it s kept getting better ever since a few day ago i made a passive aggressive comment that really upset her she won t text me back now i ve tried apologizing and trying to make thing right with her but i haven t heard back from her i m afraid i ve ruined this friendship forever and now my suicidal thought are back for the first time since last year i always hurt the people that i care about and i hate myself so much that i do this
so i started having suicidal thought in april of last year and they lasted until around november in october i started hanging out with a girl and we started becoming good friend not romantic just friendship my mental health started getting a lot better after a couple month of friendship with herand it s kept getting better ever since a few day ago i made a passive aggressive comment that really upset her she won t text me back now i ve tried apologizing and trying to make thing right with herbut i haven t heard back from heri m afraid i ve ruined this friendship forever and now my suicidal thought are back for the first time since last year i always hurt the people that i care aboutand i hate myself so much that i do this
Así que empecé a tener pensamientos suicidas en abril del año pasado y duraron hasta alrededor de noviembre en octubre empecé a salir con una chica y empezamos a convertirnos en buena amiga no romántica sólo amistad mi salud mental comenzó a conseguir mucho mejor después de un par de meses de amistad con ella y se mantuvo mejorando desde hace un par de días hice un comentario agresivo pasivo que realmente la molestaba ella no me enviaría un mensaje de texto ahora he tratado de disculparme y tratar de hacer las cosas bien con ella pero no he oído nada de heri me temo que he arruinado esta amistad para siempre y ahora mi pensamiento suicida están de vuelta por primera vez desde el año pasado siempre lastimo a la gente que me importa y me odio tanto que hago esto