doe anyone else feel helpless every day i just feel like i am passing time from one shitty situation to the next what is the point i am a m father or two with two kid early teen and college age and married to my best friend career marriage etc i can t stand my job it s not the company rather the job itself i am an account manager in the pharmaceutical industry which translates to constantly apologizing for other worker s fuck ups and dealing with burnt out frustrated pharmacist all the time i never cause the problem but i am treated a such and shit get taken out on me there is absolutely no joy in this position and it suck whatever remaining happiness i have i am looking for another job i have mental health issue gad depression ptsd etc which do not help i never know how i am going to react behave or feel each day sadly no matter how i try to hide it my family always know i am seeing a therapist which help at the time but the effect always wear off in a day or two i want nothing more than for my kid and wife to be happy and content with their life i am sure that hard to do with me around following them like a storm cloud or eeyore i had a classmate i grew up with she wa awesome beautiful inside and out the type of person who make the world better just by existing she recently had a freak medical condition that caused her to have a massive stroke and pas away positive humble great mother wife she didn t deserve it no one doe i suppose in any case i wish i could have taken one for the team and taken her place she wanted to be here i don t anymore it s not fair i very rarely find joy in anything anymore kid wife family excluded i should be and want to be okay not happy or content it s just not there sorry just venting thank you for listening
doe anyone else feel helpless every day i just feel like i am passing time from one shitty situation to the next what is the point i am a m father or two with two kid early teen and college age and married to my best friend career marriage etc i can t stand my job it s not the company rather the job itself i am an account manager in the pharmaceutical industry which translates to constantly apologizing for other worker s fuck ups and dealing with burnt out frustrated pharmacist all the time i never cause the problem but i am treated a such and shit get taken out on me there is absolutely no joy in this position and it suck whatever remaining happiness i have i am looking for another job i have mental health issue gad depression ptsd etc which do not help i never know how i am going to react behave or feel each day sadly no matter how i try to hide it my family always know i am seeing a therapist which help at the time but the effect always wear off in a day or two i want nothing more than for my kid and wife to be happy and content with their life i am sure that hard to do with me around following them like a storm cloud or eeyore i had a classmate i grew up with she wa awesome beautiful inside and out the type of person who make the world better just by existing she recently had a freak medical condition that caused her to have a massive stroke and pas away positive humble great mother wife she didn t deserve it no one doe i suppose in any case i wish i could have taken one for the team and taken her place she wanted to be here i don tanymore it s not fair i very rarely find joy in anything anymore kid wife family excluded i should be and want to be okay not happy or content it s just not there sorry just venting thank you for listening
Si alguien más se siente impotente todos los días siento que estoy pasando el tiempo de una situación de mierda a la siguiente lo que es el punto de que soy un padre o dos con dos hijos adolescente temprano y edad universitaria y casado con mi mejor amigo carrera matrimonio etc no puedo soportar mi trabajo no es la empresa más bien el trabajo en sí mismo soy un gerente de cuenta en la industria farmacéutica que se traduce en constantemente disculparse para otros trabajadores mierda s s s ups y lidiar con quemados frustrado farmacéutico todo el tiempo nunca causo el problema, pero soy tratado tal y mierda me sacan a cabo no hay absolutamente ninguna alegría en esta posición y apesta cualquier felicidad restante tengo que estoy buscando otro trabajo tengo problemas de salud mental gad depresión ptsd etc que no ayudan nunca sé cómo voy a reaccionar comportamiento o sentir cada día tristemente no importa cómo trato de ocultarlo mi familia siempre sé que estoy viendo a un terapeuta que ayuda en el tiempo pero el efecto siempre se desgasta en un día o dos no quiero nada más que para mi hijo y esposa para ser feliz y contento con su vida estoy seguro de que estoy seguro de que como siguieran a ellos una tormenta o ea con la que he crecido.