hey everyone i ve been a long time reader of this sub and i wan na say first of all that i wish you all the best of life truly i m writing this in great sadness my life isn t bad i ve got a good family awesome friend there s nothing obviously wrong about me i study i work i m in my early 0 i ve made the life for myself that i thought i should and needed to have the problem is there s absolutely nothing about my life that make me happy that i can say that truly satisfies and fulfills me about two year ago i decided to made some radical change in my life i lost a ton of weight i started working more on my look my social skill budding up my confidence i got a job that despite being shitty af ha made me somewhat independent financially i feel like i ve come so far like i ve overcome so much yet right now i m writing you this in such a deep sadness i simply feel sad i feel empty i feel alone mostly i feel alone i feel misunderstood i feel like i m out of place i don t belong anywhere that i try to go t i don t belong to anyone and it s been like this every single day for the last year i feel like i m going mad i ve tried all i can and i truly mean this all that i possible could have done to find even the slightest resemblance of happiness but i haven t sometimes it feel like i m finding a way like i m finding some light but then suddenly it all go away i m tired guy it s my biggest shame in life to have to admit this that i somehow find myself in my early 0 saying i don t have any will to live the many year of life that i still have ahead of me and yet this is the truth i m tired and i don t want to continue not this way at least sometimes i wonder why me why did it happen to me
hey everyone i ve been a long time reader of this suband i wan na say first of all that i wish you all the best of life truly i m writing this in great sadness my life isn t badi ve got a good family awesome friend there s nothing obviously wrong about mei study i work i m in my early 0i ve made the life for myself that i thought i should and needed to have the problem is there s absolutely nothing about my life that make me happy that i can say that truly satisfies and fulfills me about two year ago i decided to made some radical change in my life i lost a ton of weight i started working more on my look my social skill budding up my confidence i got a job that despite being shitty af ha made me somewhat independent financially i feel like i ve come so far like i ve overcome so muchyet right now i m writing you this in such a deep sadness i simply feel sad i feel empty i feel alone mostly i feel alonei feel misunderstood i feel like i m out of place i don t belong anywhere that i try to go ti don t belong to anyone and it s been like this every single day for the last year i feel like i m going mad i ve tried all i can and i truly mean this all that i possible could have done to find even the slightest resemblance of happinessbut i haven t sometimes it feel like i m finding a way like i m finding some lightbut then suddenly it all go away i mtired guyit s my biggest shame in life to have to admit this that i somehow find myself in my early 0 saying i don t have any will to live the many year of life that i still have ahead of meand yet this is the truth i m tiredand i don t want to continue not this way at least sometimes i wonder why me why did it happen to me
Hola a todos he sido un lector de mucho tiempo de este subi y quiero decir en primer lugar que les deseo todo lo mejor de la vida realmente estoy escribiendo esto en gran tristeza mi vida no es badi he conseguido una buena familia amigo impresionante no hay nada obviamente mal sobre mei estudio i trabajo i m en mi primer 0i he hecho la vida para mí mismo que pensé que debía y necesitaba tener el problema es absolutamente nada sobre mi vida que me hace feliz que puedo decir que realmente satisface y me cumple cerca de hace dos años decidí hacer un cambio radical en mi vida he perdido un montón de peso empecé a trabajar más en mi mirada mi habilidad social enderezando mi confianza conseguí un trabajo que a pesar de ser mierda af me hizo algo independiente financieramente me siento como he venido tan lejos como he superado mucho ahora mismo te escribo esto en tal tristeza profunda me siento triste me siento solo me siento solo me siento un poco independiente me siento como me he sentido fuera de lugar me siento mucho más lejos de lo que me he sentido ahora mismo te estoy escribiendo esto en una tristeza tan profunda que me siento triste me siento todo el día me he sentido