depression make no sense sometimes i have a great life family member who love me friend who care about me everything going for me in term of college relationship life etc and despite all of these thing i still find myself thinking about ending my life suicidal ideation is something that i have dealt with since i wa a young teenager but lately it ha become a half dozen to a dozen thought of taking my own life every day what i really don t understand is the fact that almost everyone else around me doesn t feel the same way i do doesn t see the world in the same way i do sometimes when i wake up i ll just have my mind scream at me that no one and nothing matter that despite what we do all of u will end up dying one day etc sometimes i just really don t see the point of life all of u are on a journey with the only thing promised to u are sorrow or death we are taught that we have to make our own happiness and value out of life but if that s true than there is definitely something wrong with me that can t be fixed because some of u just aren t made for your fairy dust fucking world and anyone who isn t thank you cause there are too many stupid as happy people in this fuckface of a wordl we live in
depression make no sense sometimes i have a great life family member who love me friend who care about me everything going for me in term of college relationship life etc and despite all of these thing i still find myself thinking about ending my life suicidal ideation is something that i have dealt with since i wa a young teenager but lately it ha become a half dozen to a dozen thought of taking my own life every day what i really don t understand is the fact that almost everyone else around me doesn t feel the same way i do doesn t see the world in the same way i do sometimes when i wake up i ll just have my mind scream at me that no one and nothing matter that despite what we do all of u will end up dying one day etc sometimes i just really don t see the point of life all of u are on a journey with the only thing promised to u are sorrow or death we are taught that we have to make our own happiness and value out of life but if that s true than there is definitely something wrong with me that can t be fixed because some of u just aren t made for your fairy dust fucking world and anyone who isn t thank you cause there are too many stupid as happy people in this fuckface of a wordl we live in
Depresión no tiene sentido a veces tengo un gran miembro de la familia de la vida que me ama amigo que se preocupa por mí todo va para mí en el término de la vida universitaria relación, etc y a pesar de todo esto todavía me encuentro pensando en terminar mi vida ideación suicida es algo que he tratado desde yo wa un joven adolescente pero últimamente se ha convertido en una media docena a una docena pensamiento de tomar mi propia vida cada día lo que realmente no entiendo es el hecho de que casi todos los demás a mi alrededor no se siente de la misma manera que no veo el mundo de la misma manera que yo a veces cuando me despierto me acaba de tener mi mente gritar a mí que nadie y nada importa que a pesar de lo que hacemos todos ustedes terminarán muriendo un día etc a veces realmente no veo el punto de la vida todos ustedes están en un viaje con la única cosa prometida a usted son pena o muerte se nos enseña que tenemos que hacer nuestra propia felicidad y valor fuera de la vida, pero si eso es cierto que definitivamente hay algo malo conmigo que no se puede arreglar porque algunos de u simplemente no están hechos para su mundo de hadas polvo y cualquiera que es t