some of you on this sub probably have this a well i m about to be 9 and i have been depressed since i wa a child it ha taken away my ability to make friend be a functional human being and live a normal life i ve never felt wanted because i wasn t my narcissistic family wasn t of any help so i moved in with my boyfriend approximately a year ago i regret everything i have no support i m a disgrace to my family all i want to do is lay in bed and just stay there and the worst thing is i can t just kill myself or my boyfriend will be emotionally ruined i don t understand why i got into a relationship i m so selfish if it wasn t for him i would ve thrown myself off of an overpass a while ago i feel like i m going insane i want to die but i can t actually do it myself because of guilt fear so i m kinda just there trying to do what people expect of me
some of you on this sub probably have thisa well i m about to be 9and i have been depressed since i wa a child it ha taken away my ability to make friend be a functional human being and live a normal life i ve never felt wanted because i wasn t my narcissistic family wasn t of any help so i moved in with my boyfriend approximately a year ago i regret everything i have no support i m a disgrace to my family all i want to do is lay in bed and just stay there and the worst thing is i can t just kill myself or my boyfriend will be emotionally ruined i don t understand why i got into a relationship i m so selfish if it wasn t for him i would ve thrown myself off of an overpass a while ago i feel like i m going insanei want to diebut i can t actually do it myself because of guilt fearso i m kinda just there trying to do what people expect of me
Algunos de ustedes en este submarino probablemente tienen este bien estoy a punto de ser 9 y he estado deprimido desde que era un niño me ha quitado mi capacidad de hacer amigo ser un ser humano funcional y vivir una vida normal nunca me he sentido querido porque no era mi familia narcisista no era de ninguna ayuda así que me mudé con mi novio hace aproximadamente un año me arrepiento de todo lo que no tengo apoyo soy una vergüenza para mi familia todo lo que quiero hacer es acostarme en la cama y sólo me quedo allí y lo peor es que no puedo suicidarme o mi novio se arruinará emocionalmente no entiendo por qué me me metí en una relación soy tan egoísta si no era para él me habría arrojado de un paso excesivo hace un tiempo me siento como que me voy loco quiero morir pero no puedo hacerlo realmente yo mismo debido a la culpa miedoso yo estoy tratando de hacer lo que la gente espera de mí