it been year 0 month and 9 day since i last self harmed i m really trying to keep the streak going but honestly i don t know if i can make it much longer i ve been thinking of suicide heavily the past few day and i m just so tired every aspect of my life all seemed to crash and burn within the same couple day and i m so tired of cry and hurting i just feel numb but at the same time i feel so much something that i have to scream i ve been trying to be better about being positive or telling myself to keep going but is it really worth it i spent all of last night thinking about killing myself and really what would happen i hope you all have a better day tomorrow
it been year 0 month and 9 day since i last self harmed i m really trying to keep the streak going but honestly i dont know if i can make it much longer i ve been thinking of suicide heavily the past few day and i m just so tired every aspect of my life all seemed to crash and burn within the same couple day and i m so tired of cry and hurting i just feel numb but at the same time i feel so much something that i have to scream i ve been trying to be better about being positive or telling myself to keep going but is it really worth it i spent all of last night thinking about killing myself and really what would happeni hope you all have a better day tomorrow
Ha sido el año 0 mes y 9 día desde que me lastimé por última vez estoy realmente tratando de mantener la racha en marcha, pero honestamente no sé si puedo hacerlo mucho más tiempo he estado pensando en suicidio fuertemente el pasado pocos día y estoy tan cansado cada aspecto de mi vida todo parecía estrellarse y quemarse dentro de la misma pareja día y estoy tan cansado de llorar y doler me siento entumecido pero al mismo tiempo siento tanto algo que tengo que gritar he estado tratando de ser mejor sobre ser positivo o decirme a mí mismo que siga adelante pero es realmente vale la pena que me pasé toda la noche pensando en matarme y realmente lo que pasaría espero que todos tienen un mejor día mañana