i m year old and i ve been depressed since sophomore in high school during those year i ve tried my best to keeping myself together not showing my true emotion try to make friend make people laugh etc and of course i still go through battle within myself but i ve been the victor so far recently it s been incredibly difficult i ve been contemplating suicide more often than usual now i am not saying that i m going to go through with it because it would absolutely destroy my family especially my mom they love me and i m lucky to have friend that care about me a well however i can t help but notice that my life is a complete and utter joke i ve made no accomplishment really nothing of value that i ve made a a year old person and it s getting to me i m not an intelligent person i have no ambition i have no drive and i have no goal in life compared myself to everyone else i m a loser i m a loser and i know it for a fact and i feel like my friend and family even my peer at work know it a well i m a joke now it ha been a struggle to keep my emotion and thought under control people start to notice a change in my demeanor when i talk to them noticing how i m not acting a my usual self my true emotion is starting to show itself and unending thought of suicide ha gone rampant i believe i am losing myself day by day and i m trying my damnedest to keep up appearance and not letting people worry about me of course i can t afford to go to therapy session or get my hand on prescribed medication so i m only left with limited resource hell i just got denied health insurance without a clue a to why honestly i m not sure what i m expecting by posting here i just appreciate anyone that took the time of their day to read my run of the mill sob story and perhaps giving their two cent thanks
i m year old and i ve been depressed since sophomore in high school during those year i ve tried my best to keeping myself together not showing my true emotion try to make friend make people laugh etc and of course i still go through battle within myself but i ve been the victor so far recently it s been incredibly difficult i ve been contemplating suicide more often than usual now i am not saying that i m going to go through with it because it would absolutely destroy my family especially my mom they love me and i m lucky to have friend that care about mea well however i can t help but notice that my life is a complete and utter joke i ve made no accomplishment really nothing of value that i ve made a a year old person and it s getting to mei m not an intelligent person i have no ambition i have no drive and i have no goal in life compared myself to everyone elsei m a loseri m a loserand i know it for a factand i feel like my friend and family even my peer at work know it a well i m a joke now it ha been a struggle to keep my emotion and thought under control people start to notice a change in my demeanor when i talk to them noticing how i m not acting a my usual self my true emotion is starting to show itself and unending thought of suicide ha gone rampant i believe i am losing myself day by dayand i m trying my damnedest to keep up appearance and not letting people worry about me of course i can t afford to go to therapy session or get my hand on prescribed medication so i m only left with limited resource helli just got denied health insurance without a clue a to why honestly i m not sure what i m expecting by posting here i just appreciate anyone that took the time of their day to read my run of the mill sob story and perhaps giving their two cent thanks
I m año de edad y he estado deprimido desde segundo año en la escuela secundaria durante ese año he intentado mi mejor esfuerzo para mantenerme unido no mostrar mi verdadera emoción tratar de hacer amigos hacer reír a la gente etc y por supuesto todavía pasar por la batalla dentro de mí mismo pero he sido el vencedor hasta ahora ha sido increíblemente difícil he estado contemplando el suicidio más a menudo de lo habitual ahora no estoy diciendo que voy a ir a través de ella porque absolutamente destruiría a mi familia especialmente mi mamá me quieren y tengo suerte de tener amigo que se preocupan por mí bien sin embargo no puedo ayudar pero noto que mi vida es una broma completa y absoluta he hecho ningún logro realmente nada de valor que he hecho una persona de edad y es llegar a mei m no es una persona inteligente no tengo ambición no tengo ninguna unidad y no tengo ningún objetivo en la vida en comparación con todos los demás m