i m a very confident guy i m very socal and can speak to anyone but for some reason i have this weird like i dunno anxiety attack thing so basically i could be having a random chat but quite often if someone say something that could be deemed wrong or bad or something that i could potentually be hiding when im not i go bright red really hot itchy and im all awkward and can bairly make word out even if they arnt even talking to me directly here is some example i wa talking to a fellow work mate about our personal preference in woman i said i prefer smaller petite girl with small boob and he said nahh i dissagree it like a child s body and boom my brain somehow ha this attack that make me seem like i like kid or another one could be playing never have i ever and someone say never have i ever sucked a cock and boom it ll happen itll make it look like im hiding the fact that i ve sucked a cock which i havent could be anything along those line and i hate it and i always try my hardest to avoid any convos which could lead to anything like that i m a prison officer so sometimes they bring up corrupt officer in convos and it hit me so hard and they look at me funny like im hiding the fact that i m corrupt which i m not i hate it what is this and how can i fix it
i m a very confident guy i m very socal and can speak to anyone but for some reason i have this weird like i dunno anxiety attack thing so basically i could be having a random chat but quite often if someone say something that could be deemed wrong or bad or something that i could potentually be hiding when im not i go bright red really hot itchyand im all awkward and can bairly make word out even if they arnt even talking to me directly here issome examplei wa talking to a fellow work mate about our personal preference in woman i said i prefer smaller petite girl with small booband he said nahh i dissagree it like a child s body and boom my brain somehow ha this attack that make me seem like i like kid or another one could be playing never have i ever and someone say never have i ever sucked a cock and boom it ll happen itll make it look like im hiding the fact that i ve sucked a cock which i havent could be anything along those line and i hate itand i always try my hardest to avoid any convos which could lead to anything like that i m a prison officer so sometimes they bring up corrupt officer in convosand it hit me so hard and they look at me funny like im hiding the fact that i m corrupt which i m not i hate it what is thisand how can i fix it
Soy un tipo muy confiado soy muy socal y puedo hablar con cualquiera pero por alguna razón tengo este extraño como no sé cosa ataque de ansiedad así que básicamente podría estar teniendo un chat al azar pero muy a menudo si alguien dice algo que podría ser considerado mal o malo o algo que potentualmente podría estar ocultando cuando no voy rojo brillante realmente caliente picachiand im todos incómodo y puede bairly hacer voz incluso si ellos arnt incluso hablar conmigo directamente aquí es algunos ejemplo wa hablando con un compañero de trabajo sobre nuestra preferencia personal en mujer dije que prefiero chica pequeña con pequeño booband él dijo nah i dissagree él como un cuerpo de niño y boom mi cerebro de alguna manera ha este ataque que me hace parecer como niño u otro podría estar jugando nunca he tenido nunca y alguien dice nunca he chupado una polla y bum va a pasar le hará parecer como imvo cobijando el hecho de que he chupado una polla que no he podido estar a lo largo de esa línea y siempre lo odio y siempre intento más difícil evitar cualquier cosa que podría conducir a que un oficial de la prisión tan duro me golpeó