hi update two i definitely go through a lot of mood swing throughout my day sometimes i feel pretty good but sometimes i feel very lonely and isolated it doesn t help that i m extremely insecure about my appearance right now and i don t even want to go out to social situation because i stress about how terrible i look i just want to look good i ve been trying very hard i ve been keeping to a strict skin care regimen i nearly cut carbs out of my diet in hope it ll help my acne and i eat like 000 calorie a day so i can be shredded it s a little rough honestly i m a male so that s not a lot of calorie to work with i guess at least it get me cooking because i can t afford to waste any calorie i ve gone from about 9 to about in like a month though i workout almost every day and i go very hard for over an hour non stop exercise i feel lonely a lot i want to talk to girl very badly but i don t have the confidence in my appearance to bother i know i m ugly so it s not like i ll be able to go anywhere with them im trying to change it though i just wish i had clear skin honestly that would erase of my problem anyways i m doing okay i guess not really satisfied with my life or all that happy but my thought have stayed away from certain subject for a few day now i guess i d call that an improvement peace out much love and good luck to everyone
hi update two i definitely go through a lot of mood swing throughout my day sometimes i feel pretty goodbut sometimes i feel very lonely and isolated it doesn t help that i m extremely insecure about my appearance right nowand i don t even want to go out to social situation because i stress about how terrible i look i just want to look good i ve been trying very hard i ve been keeping to a strict skin care regimen i nearly cut carbs out of my diet in hope it ll help my acneand i eat like 000 calorie a dayso i can be shredded it s a little rough honestlyi m a male so that s not a lot of calorie to work with i guess at least it get me cooking because i can t afford to waste any calorie i ve gone from about 9 to about in like a month though i workout almost every dayand i go very hard for over an hour non stop exercise i feel lonely a lot i want to talk to girl very badlybut i don t have the confidence in my appearance to bother i knowi m ugly so it s not like i ll be able to go anywhere with them im trying to change it though i just wish i had clear skin honestly that would erase of my problemanyways i m doingokayi guess not really satisfied with my life or all that happy but my thought have stayed away from certain subject for a few day now i guessid call that an improvement peace out much love and good luck to everyone
Hola actualización dos definitivamente pasar por un montón de cambios de humor a lo largo de mi día a veces me siento bastante bien, pero a veces me siento muy solo y aislado no ayuda que estoy extremadamente inseguro acerca de mi apariencia en este momento y ni siquiera quiero salir a la situación social porque me estresa sobre lo terrible que me veo sólo quiero lucir bien he estado intentando muy duro he estado manteniendo un estricto régimen de cuidado de la piel casi cortar carbohidratos fuera de mi dieta con la esperanza de que ayudará a mi acné y me comer como 000 calorías a dayso puedo ser triturado es un poco áspera honestamente m un hombre así que no es una gran cantidad de calorías para trabajar con supongo que al menos me hace cocinar porque no puedo permitirme perder cualquier calorie he ido de alrededor de 9 a alrededor en como un mes aunque me entreno casi todos los días y voy muy duro para más de una hora no dejar de ejercicio me siento solo mucho quiero hablar con chica muy mal pero no tengo la confianza en mi apariencia me gusta mucho y no me gusta ir a cualquier lugar con todos los que me gustaría hacer bien que me gustar con mi piel bien o me gustaría tener la confianza en mi apariencia que me gustar no me gusta mucho