9 today and i fucked up my life so bad i suffer from some medical problem which ha consumed my marriage pushing my wife away i know she s having a affair because i suffer from ed and must take a pill somehow she hold all that against me we live in the same house but she refuse to go to counseling let s face a fact we were both not always so kind to each other for year thing started getting better a couple year ago or so i though can t sleep can t eat ha been well over a month without rem sleep i get maybe a couple hour then wake up for hour doze off for another about my body is tired my mind is tired i just want this to end the only way i know how trying some sleeping pill w muscle relaxer even going to take higher dose of insulin to put me out she s in another room so won t know till morning if best
9 today and i fucked up my life so bad i suffer from some medical problem which ha consumed my marriage pushing my wife awayi know she s having a affair because i suffer from ed and must take a pill somehow she hold all that against me we live in the same housebut she refuse to go to counseling let s face a fact we were both not always so kind to each other for year thing started getting better a couple year agoor so i though can t sleep can t eat ha been well over a month without rem sleep i get maybe a couple hour then wake up for hour doze off for another about my body is tired my mind is tired i just want this to end the only way i know how trying some sleeping pill w muscle relaxer even going to take higher dose of insulin to put me out she s in another room so won t know till morning if best
9 hoy y me jodí la vida tan mal que sufro de algún problema médico que ha consumido mi matrimonio empujando a mi esposa lejos sé que ella está teniendo una aventura porque sufro de Ed y debo tomar una píldora de alguna manera ella sostiene todo eso contra mí vivimos en la misma casa pero ella se niega a ir a la terapia vamos a enfrentar un hecho que no siempre fuimos tan amable el uno con el otro durante el año la cosa comenzó a mejorar hace un par de años o así que yo aunque no puedo dormir no puede comer ha estado bien durante un mes sin rem sueño tengo tal vez un par de horas entonces despertar por hora dormita apagado para otro sobre mi cuerpo está cansado mi mente está cansada sólo quiero que esto termine la única manera que sé cómo intentar alguna píldora durmiente w relajante muscular incluso va a tomar una dosis más alta de insulina para poner fuera ella es en otra habitación así que no sé hasta la mañana si mejor