hey reddit this may be long and just me talking about random shit but i just feel like it would make me feel better so a you guy saw it wa my th birthday today and today wa probably one of the shittier day i have my best friend had a pretty bad panic attack today and i chilled with him to comfort him but it made me kinda realize how lonely i am i have friend and a loving family but i just feel deep and dark loneliness during most day i can kinda just ignore it and have mediocre day but most day like today i just think about it i don t want to make it a big deal because my friend is going through some tuff shit right now and i need to help him a much a i can but i just feel like laying down and doing nothing for a while obviously i can t do that with all the homework and exam coming up but i just don t know what to do like i wa saying earlier i just feel so empty when i m by myself and sometimes i feel like a have no personality i feel like people only like being around me when i m high because i m a lot more talkative and just more enjoyable to be around i don t know it s hard for me to talk to people about it because i feel like they might just blow it off or something and my friend deserves all the attention i just feel bad that i m feeling bad if that make sense like my friend is hurting and i feel bad that i feel so empty i m starting to think that life won t have a lot to offer for me i m not suicidal or anything but i wouldn t mind just like disappearing and just chilling on the top of a mountain or something like that i m sorry that this is so long i just feel really empty and it s my birthday i feel bad that i can t be happy for my parent i love them so much and i wish they knew how much i do but i m just feeling really exhausted all the time i don t know sorry if i selfish in this post i don t mean to i just feel really empty when i can think clearly almost like i built my personality around being with people thanks for listening whoever read this it really mean a lot to me
hey reddit this may be long and just me talking about random shitbut i just feel like it would make me feel better so a you guy saw it wa my th birthday today and today wa probably one of the shittier day i have my best friend had a pretty bad panic attack todayand i chilled with him to comfort himbut it made me kinda realize how lonely i am i have friend and a loving familybut i just feel deep and dark loneliness during most day i can kinda just ignore it and have mediocre day but most day like today i just think about it i don t want to make it a big deal because my friend is going through some tuff shit right nowand i need to help him a much a i canbut i just feel like laying down and doing nothing for a while obviously i can t do that with all the homework and exam coming upbut i just don t know what to do like i wa saying earlier i just feel so empty when i m by myself and sometimes i feel like a have no personality i feel like people only like being around me when i m high because i m a lot more talkative and just more enjoyable to be aroundi don t know it s hard for me to talk to people about it because i feel like they might just blow it off or something and my friend deserves all the attention i just feel bad that i m feeling bad if that make sense like my friend is hurting and i feel bad that i feel so empty i m starting to think that life won t have a lot to offer for me i m not suicidal or anythingbut i wouldn t mind just like disappearing and just chilling on the top of a mountain or something like that i m sorry that this is so long i just feel really empty and it s my birthday i feel bad that i can t be happy for my parent i love them so muchand i wish they knew how much i dobut i m just feeling really exhausted all the time i don t know sorry if i selfish in this post i dont mean to i just feel really empty when i can think clearly almost like i built my personality around being with people thanks for listening whoever read this it really mean a lot to me
Hey reddit esto puede ser largo y sólo yo hablando de mierda al azar pero me siento como si me haría sentir mejor así que un chico usted lo vio wa mi cumpleaños hoy y hoy wa probablemente uno de los días de mierda tengo mi mejor amigo tuvo un ataque de pánico bastante malo hoy y me refrigeré con él para consolarlo pero me hizo un poco darse cuenta de lo solo que soy tengo un amigo y una familia amorosa pero sólo me siento profunda y oscura soledad durante la mayoría de los días puedo como simplemente ignorarlo y tener día mediocre pero la mayoría del día como hoy sólo pienso en ello no quiero hacer una gran cosa porque mi amigo está pasando por una mierda toff ahora mismo y necesito ayudarle un montón de yo puedo pero me siento como tumbarme y no hacer nada por un tiempo obviamente no puedo hacer eso con toda la tarea y examen que viene pero no sé qué hacer como voy a decir antes me siento tan vacía cuando estoy por mí mismo y a veces siento que no tengo personalidad me gusta estar cerca de mí porque me siento mucho más platicando y más agradable estar cerca de mí mismo y a veces me siento como que no tengo personalidad.