i wa on the edge of killing myself i wa dissociating and experiencing derealization on a daily basis i didn t think i would ever make a decision to pull the trigger but i wa convinced one day i would sleepwalk into doing it it wa strange but maybe some of you know what that feel like i quit drinking and doing all drug i wa depressed for a week but now i have not felt this good in year five year maybe i feel like myself again i tell joke i think clearly about thing and find enjoyment in life nothing else ha changed in my life but the weight of my emotional problem just doe not feel a heavy and it is not something that i am burdened by every minute of every day like it wa before i don t care what anyone else doe with their life i ll probably have a drink when i go out again starting in a few week but before anyone take drastic measure please try cleaning up just to see what your mind feel like in it natural state it ha worked for me and i did not ever think i would feel normal again it is working and i really really hope it can work for some of you too nobody should have to feel the way we have felt
i wa on the edge of killing myself i wa dissociating and experiencing derealization on a daily basis i didn t think i would ever make a decision to pull the triggerbut i wa convinced one day i would sleepwalk into doing itit wa strangebut maybe some of you know what that feel like i quit drinking and doing all drug i wa depressed for a weekbut now i have not felt this good in year five year maybe i feel like myself again i tell joke i think clearly about thing and find enjoyment in life nothing else ha changed in my life but the weight of my emotional problem just doe not feel a heavy and it is not something that i am burdened by every minute of every day like it wa before i don t care what anyone else doe with their life i ll probably have a drink when i go out again starting in a few weekbut before anyone take drastic measure please try cleaning up just to see what your mind feel like in it natural state it ha worked for me and i did not ever think i would feel normal again it is workingand i really really hope it can work for some of you too nobody should have to feel the way we have felt
I wa al borde de matarme a mí mismo I wa disociating and experimenting derealization on a daily base I didd not think I wa make a decision to tire the triggerbut wa convented one day I would sánmwalk in to do it wa strangebut tal vez algunos de ustedes saben lo que se siente como dejar de beber y hacer todas las drogas I wa deprimido durante una semana pero ahora no me he sentido tan bien en el año cinco año tal vez me siento como me siento a mí mismo de nuevo digo broma pienso claramente acerca de cosa y encontrar disfrute en la vida nada más ha cambiado en mi vida pero el peso de mi problema emocional no se siente pesado y no es algo que yo estoy agobiado por cada minuto de cada día como wa antes de que no me importe lo que cualquier otra persona hace con su vida voy probablemente tomar una bebida cuando salgo de nuevo comenzando en unas pocas semanas pero antes de que alguien tome medidas drásticas por favor trate de limpiar sólo para ver lo que su mente se siente como en estado natural que ha funcionado para mí y nunca pensé que me sentiría normal de nuevo está trabajando y realmente espero que puede trabajar para algunos de verdad que puede trabajar para algunos de ti.