my other alt account wa deleted so i m posting here today i had a mental breakdown on the basis of what i feel are good thing in my life disappearing inexplicably oftentimes whenever i attempt interaction with aforementioned good thing the last straw wa today over a fairly trivial issue but i broke down because of so many thing that had happened recently in my past that i wa unable to shrug off my life is fairly good and i am very lucky to be living in a household full of opportunity however it feel a though whenever i try to fully indulge in what s provided to me whether it be by my hand or anothers it s normally gone in no time flat about the call i wa in the middle of my breakdown and tried to take the rational course of action calling the hotline because i desperately needed to talk with somebody only to vent my frustration and promptly be hung up on by the person on the other end of the line i tried calling twice more ok case i hung up on then by accident but wa almost immediately disconnected and the last time wasn t able to be connected with anyone fuck what if i were actually about to commit suicide and just wanted someone to talk with only to find out that they didn t care about my problem either it anger me just typing this i m sick of living this way i don t think suicide is the answer but i really just need someone to talk with about my frustration thanks for reading and hopefully your day is better than mine
my other alt account wa deleted so i m posting here today i had a mental breakdown on the basis of what i feel are good thing in my life disappearing inexplicably oftentimes whenever i attempt interaction with aforementioned good thing the last straw wa today over a fairly trivial issue but i broke down because of so many thing that had happened recently in my past that i wa unable to shrug off my life is fairly goodand i am very lucky to be living in a household full of opportunity however it feel a thoughwhenever i try to fully indulge in what s provided to me whether it be by my hand or anothers it s normally gone in no time flat about the call i wa in the middle of my breakdown and tried to take the rational course of action calling the hotline because i desperately needed to talk with somebody only to vent my frustration and promptly be hung up on by the person on the other end of the line i tried calling twice more ok case i hung up on then by accident but wa almost immediately disconnected and the last time wasn t able to be connected with anyone fuck what if i were actually about to commit suicide and just wanted someone to talk with only to find out that they didn t care about my problem either it anger me just typing this i m sick of living this way i don t think suicide is the answerbut i really just need someone to talk with about my frustration thanks for reading and hopefully your day is better than mine
Mi otra cuenta alt wa eliminado así que estoy publicando aquí hoy tuve una crisis mental sobre la base de lo que siento que son cosas buenas en mi vida desaparecen inexplicablemente a menudo cada vez que intento interacción con lo bueno antes mencionado la última gota wa hoy sobre un tema bastante trivial, pero me rompí debido a tantas cosas que había sucedido recientemente en mi pasado que yo no podía encogerse de hombros de mi vida es bastante bueno y tengo mucha suerte de estar viviendo en un hogar lleno de oportunidades sin embargo se siente un aunque siempre que trato de disfrutar plenamente en lo que se proporciona a mí ya sea por mi mano u otros que normalmente se ha ido en ningún momento plano sobre la llamada i wa en medio de mi crisis e intenté tomar el curso racional de acción llamando a la línea directa porque necesitaba desesperadamente hablar con alguien sólo para desahogar mi frustración y rápidamente ser colgado por la persona en el otro extremo de la línea traté de llamar dos veces más ok caso me colgué entonces por accidente, pero wa casi inmediatamente desconectado y la última vez no fue capaz de ser conectado con alguien que si realmente estaba a punto de suicidarse y quería que alguien para hablar sólo con que se encontraran que se habían hecho