i m m and all i feel like i do is dissapoint everyone around me it suck i remember everyone used to tell me that i would have a bright life when i wa a kid and i look at myself now unable to talk to people hold down a conversation without saying sorry every second i just feel like such a dissapointment and feel like everyone in my life would be so much better without me i see my partner of year just thrive in her life and it just kill me so much knowing that someone who is so full of life love me i feel so bad for her sometimes since my anxiety get so bad to the point where i get panic attack going to her family house or even taking her out to a restaurant i ve never felt this low in my life and all i can think of now is just offing myself to spare everyone of my misery nobody deserves to have someone who is just a downer all the time
i m mand all i feel like i do is dissapoint everyone around me it suck i remember everyone used to tell me that i would have a bright life when i wa a kidand i look at myself now unable to talk to people hold down a conversation without saying sorry every second i just feel like such a dissapointment and feel like everyone in my life would be so much better without mei see my partner of year just thrive in her life and it just kill me so much knowing that someone who is so full of life love me i feel so bad for her sometimes since my anxiety get so bad to the point where i get panic attack going to her family house or even taking her out to a restaurant i ve never felt this low in my life and all i can think of now is just offing myself to spare everyone of my misery nobody deserves to have someone who is just a downer all the time
Todo lo que siento que hago es decepcionar a todos a mi alrededor. Es una mierda. Recuerdo que todo el mundo solía decirme que tendría una vida brillante cuando yo era un niño y me miro a mí mismo. Ahora no puedo hablar con la gente mantener una conversación sin decir lo siento cada segundo. Sólo me siento como una decepción y siento que todo el mundo en mi vida sería mucho mejor sin mei ver a mi pareja del año prosperar en su vida y me mata tanto sabiendo que alguien que está tan lleno de vida me ama. Me siento tan mal por ella a veces, ya que mi ansiedad se pone tan mal hasta el punto en que me da un ataque de pánico ir a su casa familiar o incluso llevarla a un restaurante. Nunca he sentido tan mal en mi vida.