i always issue and now they are catching up with me my blood pressure is dangerously high most day i m dizzy and disoriented worst of all i m tired the last one wa here for a long time but it got to the point where i no longer have the energy to do anything no matter how hard i try to push it i wa passively suicidal for a long time i didn t have the courage to actually kill myself but i wouldn t look both way when i crossed the street i drank and smoked did stuff that i knew wa dangerous and now it seems it worked and now i m scared i don t care about myself but i have man who love me i have a month old little brother and i m terrified what how they would feel if i died but my condition is getting worse and i can t bring myself to do anything about it
i always issue and now they are catching up with me my blood pressure is dangerously high most day i m dizzy and disoriented worst of all i m tired the last one wa here for a long time but it got to the point where i no longer have the energy to do anything no matter how hard i try to push it i wa passively suicidal for a long time i didn t have the courage to actually kill myselfbut i wouldn t look both way when i crossed the street i drank and smoked did stuff that i knew wa dangerousand now it seems it workedand now i m scaredi dontcare about myself but i have man who love me i have a month old little brotherand i m terrified what how they would feel if i died but my condition is getting worse and i can t bring myself to do anything about it
Siempre tengo un problema y ahora me están poniendo al día mi presión arterial es peligrosamente alta la mayoría del día estoy mareado y desorientado peor de todos estoy cansado el último wa aquí durante mucho tiempo pero llegó al punto en el que ya no tengo la energía para hacer nada no importa lo difícil que intento empujarlo pasivamente suicida durante mucho tiempo no tuve el valor de matarme realmente pero no miraría tanto cuando crucé la calle bebí y fumé hizo cosas que sabía que era peligroso y ahora parece que funcionó y ahora me temo que no me importa pero tengo un hombre que me ama tengo un mes hermano pequeño y estoy aterrorizado lo que se sentirían si muriera pero mi condición es cada vez peor y no puedo hacer nada al respecto