i m 9 male and autistic i have never had a relationship with anyone not even a date i had a few crush but i m too shy and socially awkward to act on them when girl try to flirt or hit on me i miss the sign because my brain doesn t work properly so i accidentaly reject them just to realize what i did a few hour later and get even sadder because i blew another chance i don t understand how i m supposed to find a romantic partner but i really want one i also don t think i would make a good partner my sex drive is high every slight mention of anything sex related give me a semi i really want to lose my virginity but the idea of being that intimate with another person is terrifying to me i would have to break so many social boundary to let anyone get so close to me and i wouldn t be comfortable breaking those boundary for another person either i stopped trying to talk about this with people close to me because no one understands i just wish i didn t have to deal with all these urge i ll never be able to fulfill i hate my life
i m 9 male and autistic i have never had a relationship with anyone not even a date i had a few crushbut i m too shy and socially awkward to act on them when girl try to flirt or hit on mei miss the sign because my brain doesn t work properly so i accidentaly reject them just to realize what i did a few hour later and get even sadder because i blew another chance i don t understand how i m supposed to find a romantic partnerbut i really want one i also don t think i would make a good partner my sex drive is high every slight mention of anything sex related give me a semii really want to lose my virginity but the idea of being that intimate with another person is terrifying to me i would have to break so many social boundary to let anyone get so close to meand i wouldn t be comfortable breaking those boundary for another person either i stopped trying to talk about this with people close to me because no one understands i just wish i didn t have to deal with all these urge i ll never be able to fulfill i hate my life
i m 9 macho y autista nunca he tenido una relación con nadie ni siquiera una cita tuve un poco de aplastamiento pero soy demasiado tímido y socialmente incómodo para actuar en ellos cuando chica tratar de coquetear o golpear en mei perder el signo porque mi cerebro no funciona correctamente así que accidentalmente rechazarlos sólo para darse cuenta de lo que hice unas horas más tarde y conseguir aún más triste porque soplé otra oportunidad no entiendo cómo se supone que encontrar una pareja romántica pero realmente quiero uno yo también no creo que haría un buen compañero mi deseo sexual es alta cada pequeña mención de cualquier cosa relacionada con el sexo me dan un semii realmente quiero perder mi virginidad pero la idea de ser tan íntimo con otra persona es aterrador para mí tendría que romper tantos límites sociales para dejar que nadie se acerque tan cerca de significado yo no estaría cómodo rompiendo esos límites para otra persona o dejé de tratar de hablar de esto con la gente cerca de mí porque nadie entiende que sólo deseo que no tenga que tratar con todos estos impulsos nunca seré capaz de cumplir mi odio a mi vida