so first of all i know that this is all fucking messed up it is the way it is though i ve been depressed and suicidal for a while now and my ex know that aswell i promised him that i would never kill myself which i really regret but whatever i asked them a couple of time but they didn t want me to break my promise and they also said if i did they d commit suicide aswell however now my ex told me that if i told my younger brother i wa gon na do it how and why it would be okay to break the promise i just i can t i can t go to my younger brother tell him hey i m gon na km bc life suck and i m just gon na hang myself i know commiting suicide will hurt ppl around me but they will be fine except maybe my younger brother that s what i m scared for however it s so much worse though if i tell him i m gon na end my life before i do it he will feel so much more guilt and i just don t know what to do and everything hurt so much physically and mentally
so first of all i know that this is all fucking messed up it is the way it is though i ve been depressed and suicidal for a while now and my ex know that aswell i promised him that i would never kill myself which i really regret but whatever i asked them a couple of timebut they didn t want me to break my promise and they also said if i did they d commit suicide aswell however now my ex told me that if i told my younger brother i wa gon na do it how and why it would be okay to break the promise i just i can ti can t go to my younger brother tell himhey i m gon na km bc life suckand i m just gon na hang myself i know commiting suicide will hurt ppl around mebut they will be fine except maybe my younger brother that s what i m scared for however it s so much worse though if i tell him i m gon na end my life before i do it he will feel so much more guiltand i just don t know what to do and everything hurt so much physically and mentally
Así que en primer lugar sé que todo esto es jodidamente jodido es la forma en que es aunque he estado deprimido y suicida por un tiempo ahora y mi ex sé que también le prometí que nunca me mataría que realmente me arrepiento, pero lo que sea que les pedí un par de tiempo, pero no quieren que rompa mi promesa y también me dijeron si se suicidaron así que ahora mi ex me dijo que si le dije a mi hermano menor que iba a hacer cómo y por qué estaría bien romper la promesa que yo sólo puedo ti puede ir a mi hermano menor decirle a élhey i m gon na km bc vida chupar y sólo me voy a colgar yo mismo sé que cometer suicidio hará daño ppl alrededor de mí pero estarán bien excepto tal vez mi hermano menor que es lo que tengo miedo sin embargo es mucho peor aunque si le digo que voy a terminar mi vida antes de que lo haga se sentirá mucho más culpa y no sé qué hacer y todo lo que duele tanto física y mentalmente