i dont want to die but i dont want to live life is so lonely i can not for the life of me connect with anyone anymore and my brain taunt me with the past connection that i did have but now gone because thats life people and thing come and go and i need to be okay with being alone and working hard for my future alone but i see no point we work we meet people we eat healthy we work out we take care of ourselves but for what to just die at the end it miserable everyday is miserable and the good time are so quick to end and then youre back in your miserable loneley relality but after every good moment the bad moment just get worse and worse i have been excluded all my fucking life and i dont feel a purpose or community anywhere i dont feel wanted
i dont want to diebut i dont want to live life is so lonely i can not for the life of me connect with anyone anymore and my brain taunt me with the past connection that i did have but now gone because thats life people and thing come and go and i need to be okay with being alone and working hard for my future alonebut i see no point we work we meet people we eat healthy we work outwe take care of ourselves but for what to just die at the end it miserable everyday is miserable and the good time are so quick to endand then youre back in your miserable loneley relality but after every good moment the bad moment just get worse and worse i have been excluded all my fucking lifeand i dont feel a purpose or community anywhere i dont feel wanted
No quiero morir pero no quiero vivir la vida es tan solo que no puedo por la vida de mí conectar con nadie más y mi cerebro burlarse de mí con la conexión pasada que he tenido pero ahora se fue porque esa es la vida la gente y la cosa vienen y van y tengo que estar bien con estar solo y trabajar duro para mi futuro solo pero no veo ningún punto que trabajamos nos encontramos personas que comemos sano trabajamos nos cuidamos de nosotros mismos pero para qué morir al final miserable cada día es miserable y el buen momento son tan rápidos de terminar y luego estás de vuelta en su miserable relación solitario pero después de cada buen momento el mal momento sólo se ponen peor y peor he sido excluido toda mi puta vida y no siento un propósito o comunidad en cualquier lugar que no me siento querido