in recent week i ve been starting to learn how to live with my anxiety to the point where i very minimally get anxiety anymore anxiety itself happens a couple time a week still but it s nothing i can t handle today i had an amazing day with friend and of course we drank a lot to the point where i wa very drunk at the end which is okay bc i drink more than average i m 9 anyway it wa an unforgettable day and i went to sleep drunk af boom i wake up with the biggest anxiety attack i ve had in month out of nowhere you all understand anxiety attack so hopefully you get it when i say that i wa totally convinced my body woke me up because i wa dying in my sleep or that a heart attack wa nearing now i m calming down on the couch at 0 am watching the office when i just want to sleep what i just want to get off my chest is that i hate that this stupid disorder follows me around in every aspect of my life it s just really depressing there s nothing i can do to make it stop ever it s just depressing that it s always there around the corner waiting for me i wa so proud of myself for learning how to deal with anxiety but now this shit happened to me and i just feel tired about it i honestly wouldn t wish this on my worst enemy i wouldn t wish it on anyone if i had to choose between infinite money or not having to live with anxiety ever again i d choose the latter every fucking time sorry but i just had to vent about this im just tired
in recent week i ve been starting to learn how to live with my anxiety to the point where i very minimally get anxiety anymore anxiety itself happens a couple time a week stillbut it s nothing i can t handle today i had an amazing day with friend and of course we drank a lot to the point where i wa very drunk at the end which is okay bci drink more than average i m9anyway it wa an unforgettable dayand i went to sleep drunk af boom i wake up with the biggest anxiety attack i ve had in month out of nowhere you all understand anxiety attack so hopefully you get it when i say that i wa totally convinced my body woke me up because i wa dying in my sleep or that a heart attack wa nearing now i m calming down on the couch at 0 am watching the office when i just want to sleep what i just want to get off my chest is that i hate that this stupid disorder follows me around in every aspect of my life it s just really depressing there s nothing i can do to make it stop ever it s just depressing that it s always there around the corner waiting for me i wa so proud of myself for learning how to deal with anxiety but now this shit happened to me and i just feel tired about it i honestly wouldn t wish this on my worst enemy i wouldn t wish it on anyone if i had to choose between infinite money or not having to live with anxiety ever againi d choose the latter every fucking timesorrybut i just had to vent about this im just tired
En la semana reciente he estado empezando a aprender a vivir con mi ansiedad hasta el punto en que me da ansiedad muy mínimamente más ansiedad sí mismo sucede un par de veces a la semana todavía pero no es nada que no puedo manejar hoy tuve un día increíble con amigo y por supuesto hemos bebido mucho hasta el punto en que yo wa muy borracho al final que está bien bci beber más de media i m9en finway wa wa wa un día inolvidable y me fui a dormir borracho af boom me desperté con el mayor ataque de ansiedad que he tenido en el mes fuera de ninguna parte todos ustedes entienden ataque de ansiedad así que esperemos que lo consigues cuando digo que estoy totalmente convencido de mi cuerpo me despertó porque me voy a morir en mi sueño o que un ataque al corazón wa acercarse ahora estoy calmando en el sofá a 0 am viendo la oficina cuando sólo quiero dormir lo que sólo quiero salir de mi pecho es que odio que este trastorno estúpido me sigue en todos los aspectos de mi vida es realmente deprimente no hay nada que pueda hacer para que deje de ser simplemente deprimente que siempre alrededor de la esquina que me espera