about three week ago i quit my job of year after believing spending all my time at work wa making me severely depressed day after i quit were the happiest i ve been in a long time but it quickly went away and i got trapped into another very depressed cycle i haven t put any work towards anything in week just moping around all day until i have to go to sleep my biggest problem is that i feel like i m watching my dream die i would love to entertain people like how most people do on youtube etc but i have no talent no skill and a horrible lisp i ve started many project but have stopped all of them really early a i have no motivation to keep doing them anyway the only option i have left in life is to go work another job be unhappy and live the same miserable life or i can kill myself it sound bad but i don t have any problem with suicide my whole life is built on regret and failure with nothing that i can truly be proud of honestly i don t want to go through with this but it feel like the better choice
about three week ago i quit my job of year after believing spending all my time at work wa making me severely depressed day after i quit were the happiest i ve been in a long time but it quickly went away and i got trapped into another very depressed cycle i haven t put any work towards anything in week just moping around all day until i have to go to sleep my biggest problem is that i feel like i m watching my dream diei would love to entertain people like how most people do on youtube etcbut i have no talent no skill and a horrible lisp i ve started many project but have stopped all of them really early ai have no motivation to keep doing them anyway the only option i have left in life is to go work another job be unhappy and live the same miserable life or i can kill myself it sound badbut i don t have any problem with suicide my whole life is built on regret and failure with nothing that i can truly be proud of honestly i don t want to go through with thisbut it feel like the better choice
Hace unas tres semanas renuncié a mi trabajo del año después de creer que pasaba todo mi tiempo en el trabajo haciéndome severamente deprimido el día después de que me fui era el más feliz que he estado en mucho tiempo pero rápidamente se fue y me quedé atrapado en otro ciclo muy deprimido no he puesto ningún trabajo a cualquier cosa en la semana sólo moviéndose alrededor todo el día hasta que tengo que ir a dormir mi mayor problema es que siento que estoy viendo mi sueño diei amaría entretener a la gente como la mayoría de la gente hace en youtube etc pero no tengo talento ninguna habilidad y un horrible lisp he comenzado muchos proyectos pero he parado todos ellos realmente temprano ai no tienen ninguna motivación para seguir haciéndolos de todos modos la única opción que me queda en la vida es ir a trabajar otro trabajo ser infeliz y vivir la misma vida miserable o puedo suicidarme suena mal pero no tengo ningún problema con el suicidio mi vida entera se construye sobre arrepentimiento y fracaso con nada que pueda estar realmente orgulloso de honestamente no quiero seguir con esto pero me siento como la mejor elección hace tres semanas que me siento