add as ptsd and general anxiety ive been on medication for my add a long a i can remember but after a let call it a mental breakdown i had a few week ago and spend the week after on xanax i am finally on anti depressant after saying no for over year they re supposed to help with my anxiety after a trauma i recently went through and it s helping my anxiety yes but it s scary af cause it a if i m on a tiny bit of party drug and everything seems fine even when i notice it isn t when there is an issue or a problem i used to see 9 bad thing happen all at once and felt the need to prepare myself for all of those 9 but now i can sort of calmy ass the issue and find a solution without the 9 possible scenario taking over my emotion and cognitive skill neurologically speaking i fully understand what the drug are doing to my brain scary and anxiety like thought get filtered now but who decides what to actually filter what if i m driving again and i see someone walking in front of my car and it s filtered not a danger very black and white question idk how else to make it clear anyway i wrote a poem about it hope there s someone out there understanding my question cause my therapist definitely doesn t and my shrink is on holiday it s weird not noticing what s changing in my brain but to know something is probably for the better but what if i don t like this person this new brain and way of thinking so many what ifs still even on this tiny pill that s changing me into something someone i m scared of even meeting but can never run from
add as ptsd and general anxiety ive been on medication for my add a long a i can remember but after a let call it a mental breakdown i had a few week ago and spend the week after on xanax i am finally on anti depressant after saying no for over year they re supposed to help with my anxiety after a trauma i recently went through and it s helping my anxietyyesbut it s scary afcause it a if i m on a tiny bit of party drug and everything seems fine even when i notice it isn t when there is an issue or a problem i used to see 9 bad thing happen all at once and felt the need to prepare myself for all of those9but now i can sort of calmy ass the issue and find a solution without the 9 possible scenario taking over my emotion and cognitive skill neurologically speaking i fully understand what the drug are doing to my brain scary and anxiety like thought get filtered now but who decides what to actually filter what if i m driving againand i see someone walking in front of my carand it s filtered not a danger very black and white question idk how else to make it clear anyway i wrote a poem about it hope there s someone out there understanding my question cause my therapist definitely doesn t and my shrink is on holiday it s weird not noticing what s changing in my brain but to know something is probably for the betterbut what if i don t like this person this new brain and way of thinking so many what ifs still even on this tiny pill that s changing me into something someone i m scared of even meeting but can never run from
Agregue como ptsd y ansiedad general he estado en la medicación para mi añadir un largo a puedo recordar pero después de un dejar llamar una crisis mental que tuve hace unas semanas y pasar la semana después de xanax estoy finalmente en antidepresivo después de decir que no durante más de un año se supone que ayudan con mi ansiedad después de un trauma que recientemente pasé y es ayudar a mi ansiedad y sí pero da miedo a causa de que si estoy en un poco de droga de fiesta y todo parece bien incluso cuando me doy cuenta de que no es cuando hay un problema o un problema que solía ver 9 cosas malas suceden todo a la vez y sentí la necesidad de prepararme para todos esos 9 pero ahora puedo tipo de calma culo el problema y encontrar una solución sin el 9 posible escenario tomando sobre mi emoción y habilidad cognitiva neurológica hablando entiendo plenamente lo que la droga está haciendo a mi cerebro miedo y ansiedad como pensamiento se filtran ahora pero quién decide qué realmente filtrar lo que estoy conduciendo otra vez y veo a alguien caminando frente a mi coche y se filtra una pregunta muy blanco y negro como si más claro que