i shower and wash my hair naturally curly so it s a whole routine do my skin care routine and feel good for a day or two then i just don t even want to do it again i stop washing my hair for a week or two i completely stop taking care of my skin i fall off my routine until i get that motivation back to do it again i m getting so tired of this i miss how soft and fluffy my hair feel after washing it i miss how clean and soft my face feel after exfoliating moisturizing i wish i could do this everyday but i just fall off i get so depressed and watch my hair and skin turn into exactly how i feel for the past few day now i haven t even been able to get out of bed i lay there wanting to do thing but i just don t get up it feel like there s so much weight on top of me just holding me down the only one good thing i did yesterday wa getting up to wash the dish i like celebrating the smaller thing but i m kinda getting tired of that i wish i didn t have to i wish i wa functioning like everyone else i wish living didn t feel like such a chore i seriously wish i could give my life to someone who want to live this out anyone else probably would ve made better choice to get out of my situation and much earlier too i feel so useless if anyone s got tip for the getting back into routine thing please throw anything you ve got at me thank you for reading
i shower and wash my hair naturally curly so it s a whole routine do my skin care routine and feel good for a day or two then i just don t even want to do it again i stop washing my hair for a week or two i completely stop taking care of my skin i fall off my routine until i get that motivation back to do it again i m getting so tired of this i miss how soft and fluffy my hair feel after washing iti miss how clean and soft my face feel after exfoliating moisturizing i wish i could do this everydaybut i just fall off i get so depressed and watch my hair and skin turn into exactly how i feel for the past few day now i haven t even been able to get out of bed i lay there wanting to do thingbut i just don t get up it feel like there s so much weight on top of me just holding me down the only one good thing i did yesterday wa getting up to wash the dish i like celebrating the smaller thing but i m kinda getting tired of that i wish i didn t have to i wish i wa functioning like everyone else i wish living didn t feel like such a chore i seriously wish i could give my life to someone who want to live this out anyone else probably would ve made better choice to get out of my situation and much earlier too i feel so useless if anyone s got tip for the getting back into routine thing please throw anything you ve got at me thank you for reading
Me ducho y me lavo el pelo naturalmente rizado para que sea una rutina completa hacer mi rutina de cuidado de la piel y me siento bien para un día o dos entonces ni siquiera quiero hacerlo de nuevo dejar de lavar mi cabello durante una semana o dos me detengo completamente cuidar de mi piel me caigo de mi rutina hasta obtener esa motivación volver a hacerlo de nuevo me estoy cansando tanto de esto me echo de menos lo suave y esponjoso que siento mi cabello después de lavarme me falta lo limpio y suave que se siente mi cara después de exfoliar humectante me gustaría poder hacer esto todos los días pero me caigo me siento tan deprimida y ver mi cabello y piel convertirse en exactamente como me siento durante el pasado pocos días ahora no he sido capaz de salir de la cama me acosté allí con ganas de hacer cosas pero no me siento como que hay tanto peso encima de mí sólo me sostiene la única buena cosa que hice ayer wa levantarme para lavar el plato me gusta celebrar la cosa más pequeña