literally a im typing this im sat with my friend just feeling sorry for myself i said i would do something with them a i wanted to but when i actually started talking to them i felt like complete shit i havent said a word in about 0 min and it almost like there just this weird dead air 00 they can hear me typing this and know that it just me being quiet and not any other factor i hate myself in the sense that i agreed to do this but i just feel like a dick for not inputting anything they dont even really know that anything is going on because im too afraid to tell them too much so i just have this horrible feeling that they are starting to hate me and want to make me go away so they can actually enjoy themselves i think the worst part is is that i dont even blame them im really just not fun to be around anymore a i dont find anything overly enjoyable anymore i apologise if my punctuation or my spelling or whatever is off i just felt like i really needed to say something
literally a im typing this im sat with my friend just feeling sorry for myself i said i would do something with them a i wanted to but when i actually started talking to them i felt like complete shit i havent said a word in about 0 min and it almost like there just this weird dead air 00they can hear me typing this and know that it just me being quiet and not any other factor i hate myself in the sense that i agreed to do thisbut i just feel like a dick for not inputting anything they dont even really know that anything is going on because im too afraid to tell them too muchso i just have this horrible feeling that they are starting to hate me and want to make me go away so they can actually enjoy themselves i think the worst part is is that i dont even blame them im really just not fun to be around anymorea i dont find anything overly enjoyableanymorei apologise if my punctuation or my spelling or whatever is off i just felt like i really needed to say something
Literalmente un im tipeo este im se sentó con mi amigo sólo sentir lástima por mí mismo dije que haría algo con ellos a que quería pero cuando empecé a hablar con ellos me sentí como una mierda completa no he dicho una palabra en cerca de 0 min y casi como allí sólo este aire muerto raro 00pueden oírme escribir esto y saber que sólo yo siendo callado y no cualquier otro factor me odio a mí mismo en el sentido de que acepté hacer esto pero me siento como una polla por no introducir nada que ni siquiera realmente saben que algo está pasando porque estoy demasiado asustado para decirles demasiado así que tengo esta horrible sensación de que están empezando a odiarme y quiero que me vaya así que realmente pueden disfrutar de sí mismos creo que la peor parte es que ni siquiera les culpo Im realmente no es divertido estar alrededor de más ya no encuentro nada demasiado agradableanymorei disculparme si mi puntuación o mi ortografía o lo que sea me sentí como si realmente necesitaba decir algo