the only thing that s keeping me from ending it all is because it would upset my family i seriously don t know what to do i lack ambition and that lack of ambition go too well with my lazy habit i m stuck taking care of my diabetic mother that doesn t really leave much for a social life my sibling have their own life with their partner my dad is off with his secret family or something i ve deleted my fb account year ago because i wa sick of seeing every one of my h friend being better off but i think i just isolated myself further and ended up worse for it i feel lately like i m just gon na snap i end up cry at night and i don t remember why afterwards trying out new thing is a bit limited with budget and me being ashamed of leeching off my sibling dropped out of college twice since 0 0
the only thing that s keeping me from ending it all is because it would upset my family i seriously don t know what to do i lack ambition and that lack of ambition go too well with my lazy habit i m stuck taking care of my diabetic mother that doesn t really leave much for a social life my sibling have their own life with their partner my dad is off with his secret family or something i ve deleted my fb account year ago because i wa sick of seeing every one of my h friend being better offbut i think i just isolated myself further and ended up worse for it i feel lately like i m just gon na snap i end up cry at nightand i don t remember why afterwards trying out new thing is a bit limited with budget and me being ashamed of leeching off my sibling dropped out of college twice since 0 0
Lo único que me impide terminarlo todo es porque molestaría a mi familia en serio no sé qué hacer me falta ambición y que la falta de ambición va demasiado bien con mi hábito perezoso me atasco cuidando de mi madre diabética que realmente no deja mucho para una vida social mi hermano tiene su propia vida con su pareja mi padre se va con su familia secreta o algo que he borrado mi cuenta fb hace un año porque estoy harto de ver a cada uno de mi amigo h estar mejor pero creo que me aislé más y terminé peor por ello me siento últimamente como si sólo fuera na snap acabar llorando por la noche y no recuerdo por qué después de probar algo nuevo es un poco limitado con el presupuesto y que me avergüence de salir de mi hermano dejado de la universidad dos veces desde 0 0