i lost my ambition when i wa somewhat and now we re 0 going on failed everything don t know what to do or who to talk to i told myself in september that if i end up in the same position i wa in the year prior i d kill myself seeing a i wa unable to find some shred of purpose then time ha repeated itself and now i m obviously anxious about it but i don t know if i can find another purpose because of the backlash i would receive from my family for wasting their time i told myself thing would be different but they never changed even if i tried my best to change them so if this is my last post then it s my last post i chose reddit i just hope in the next life if there is one that god at least give me more willpower and or intelligence because i honestly can not traverse this planet in this meatbag
i lost my ambition when i wa somewhatand now we re 0 going on failed everything don t know what to do or who to talk to i told myself in september that if i end up in the same position i wa in the year priori d kill myself seeing a i wa unable to find some shred of purpose then time ha repeated itself and now i m obviously anxious about itbut i don t know if i can find another purpose because of the backlash i would receive from my family for wasting their time i told myself thing would be differentbut they never changed even if i tried my best to change them so if this is my last post then it s my last post i chose redditi just hope in the next life if there is one that god at least give me more willpower and or intelligence because i honestly can not traverse this planet in this meatbag
He perdido mi ambición cuando me wa algo y ahora estamos 0 pasando falló todo no sé qué hacer o con quién hablar me dije a mí mismo en septiembre que si termino en la misma posición yo wa en el año priori d matarme viendo a i wa incapaz de encontrar alguna pizca de propósito entonces el tiempo se ha repetido y ahora estoy obviamente ansioso por ello pero no sé si puedo encontrar otro propósito debido a la reacción negativa que recibiría de mi familia por perder su tiempo me dije que la cosa sería diferente pero nunca cambiaron incluso si he intentado mi mejor esfuerzo para cambiarlos así que si este es mi último post entonces es mi último post elegí redditi sólo esperanza en la próxima vida si hay uno que dios al menos me da más fuerza de voluntad y o inteligencia porque honestamente no puedo atravesar este planeta en esta bolsa de carne