sometimes my life seems great and i tend to blow off my emotion to make myself feel better about my current situation right after graduating college with honor i suddenly wa hit the truth about adulthood expectation weren t suddenly brought up to my face and if i wanted to improve it wa completely up to myself if i wanted to reach it yet i wa complacent i started drinking heavily since i couldn t depend on weed anymore due to my job search which lead to me getting arrested for a dwi which resulted in me getting fired from my job 000 dollar later i met a woman that made me happy with who i wa and what i stood for and i m about to start a job at a national bank more recently we ve started getting into fight and she want me to get mad at her but i start falling in a self pity party and instead of getting mad at her i tell myself i deserve every bit of anger coming out of her i cower and just want thing to start getting better emotionally and don t know how to get there
sometimes my life seems great and i tend to blow off my emotion to make myself feel better about my current situation right after graduating college with honor i suddenly wa hit the truth about adulthood expectation weren t suddenly brought up to my face and if i wanted to improve it wa completely up to myself if i wanted to reach ityeti wa complacenti started drinking heavily since i couldn t depend on weed anymore due to my job search which lead to me getting arrested for a dwi which resulted in me getting fired from my job 000 dollar lateri met a woman that made me happy with who i wa and what i stood for and i m about to start a job at a national bank more recently we ve started getting into fight and she want me to get mad at herbut i start falling in a self pity party and instead of getting mad at her i tell myself i deserve every bit of anger coming out of her i cower and just want thing to start getting better emotionally and don t know how to get there
A veces mi vida parece grande y tiendo a soplar de mi emoción para hacerme sentir mejor sobre mi situación actual justo después de graduarme de la universidad con honor de repente wa golpear la verdad sobre la edad adulta expectativa no se me acercó de repente a la cara y si quería mejorarlo wa completamente hasta mí mismo si quería llegar a ityeti wa complacenti comenzó a beber mucho ya que no podía depender de la hierba más debido a mi búsqueda de trabajo que me llevó a ser arrestado por un dwi que resultó en que me despidieron de mi trabajo 000 dólares más tarde conocí a una mujer que me hizo feliz con quien yo wa y lo que yo representaba y estoy a punto de empezar un trabajo en un banco nacional más recientemente hemos empezado a entrar en lucha y ella quiere que me enfade con ella pero empiezo a caer en una fiesta de autocompasión y en lugar de enojarme con ella me digo a mí mismo que merezco cada pedacito de ira saliendo de su encogimiento y sólo quiero algo para empezar a mejorar emocionalmente y no sé cómo llegar allí