i m have fucked up my whole life and i dont really want to kill myself but im really running out of option when i wa 9 year old i wa diagnosed with borderline disorder and all my life i have been fucking everything up relationship friendship family member job my study i have been acting very impulsive and i have aways been blaming my disorder instead for everything i ded drug use victimless crime somehow i still have some principal left hooker now today s situation is i havent felt fine in year or something like that i am on the edge of getting myself in seriously debt i live in a small shitty appartement and the only thing that ha stayed with me during all these time is my weed maybe it sound retarded i dont really know but it true i even lost my momma on the way she is not dead just doesnt want to speak to me anymore i lost all my friend because of ly shit behaviour and lie i lost a relationship of year recently and to be honest i deserve it because i can blame my disorder or the drug or whatever deep down i know it were my action and my saying that fucked it all up i know it may not be the best solution but i feel like killing myself would most certainly be the easiest way out for me sorry if this storry is shit but i am high right now and my english isnt that good
i m have fucked up my whole life and i dont really want to kill myself but im really running out of option when i wa 9 year oldi wa diagnosed with borderline disorder and all my life i have been fucking everything up relationship friendship family member job my study i have been acting very impulsiveand i have aways been blaming my disorder instead for everything i ded drug use victimless crime somehow i still have some principal left hooker now today s situation is i havent felt fine in year or something like that i am on the edge of getting myself in seriously debt i live in a small shitty appartement and the only thing that ha stayed with me during all these time is my weed maybe it sound retardedi dont really knowbut it truei even lost my momma on the way she is not dead just doesnt want to speak to me anymore i lost all my friend because of ly shit behaviour and lie i lost a relationship of year recently and to be honest i deserve it because i can blame my disorder or the drug or whatever deep down i know it were my action and my saying that fucked it all up i know it may not be the best solution but i feel like killing myself would most certainly be the easiest way out for me sorry if this storry is shitbut i am high right now and my english isnt that good
Yo he jodido toda mi vida y realmente no quiero suicidarme pero realmente me estoy quedando sin opción cuando yo wa 9 años de edad wa diagnosticada con desorden borderline y toda mi vida he estado jodiendo todo relación amistad miembro de la familia trabajo mi estudio he estado actuando muy impulsivo y he estado lejos culpando a mi trastorno en lugar de todo yo ded drogas uso crimen sin víctimas de alguna manera todavía tengo alguna principal prostituta izquierda ahora hoy s situación es que no me he sentido bien en año o algo como que estoy al borde de conseguirme a mí mismo en serio deuda vivo en una pequeña mierda appartement y lo único que se ha quedado conmigo durante todo este tiempo es mi hierba tal vez suena retardodi realmente no lo sé pero es verdad incluso perdió mi mamá en la forma en que ella no está muerta simplemente no quiere hablar conmigo más