so i have depression and anxiety for maybe 0 month and month i opened about it to my mom got a therapist and pysologist whatever at starting i wa like everything is gon na be good but it s not i realized ii dont wan na take the high dosage antidepressant and the therapist ain t for me and during all this i had my final for class 9 freshman of highschool i did not study and bit and just wa escaping the reality by playing game all day and avoiding my life and everything so i got my result and i passed all subject but did not pas science so i have to give retest it on and today is and i have been ignoring everything myself my problem my family and just talking to some people i made friend all day to avoid my life i can not avoid it anymore i dont wan na play my life on repeat everyday i also wan na redo the 9th grade but everyone think im dumb to waste a year but i really think i am not ready for the next year cuz of learning nothin this year and i just can not do it i think if i redo 9th grade it s a second chance im giving to meto make thing better slow and without taking hell lotta stress i used to be the perfect child i wish i never got depression it s ruining me and my mom s problem are increasing too i wan na study but i can not i just dont know why i feel so numb anyone got any advice plz
so i have depression and anxiety for maybe 0 month and month i opened about it to my mom got a therapist and pysologist whatever at starting iwa like everything is gon na be goodbut it s not i realized ii dont wan na take the high dosage antidepressant and the therapist ain t for me and during all this i had my final for class 9 freshman of highschooli did not study and bit and just wa escaping the reality by playing game all day and avoiding my life and everythingso i got my resultand i passed all subject but did not pas science so i have to give retest it on and today is and i have been ignoring everything myself my problem my family and just talking to some people i made friend all day to avoid my life i can not avoid itanymore i dont wan na play my life on repeat everyday i also wan na redo the 9th grade but everyone think im dumb to waste a yearbut i really think i am not ready for the next year cuz of learning nothin this yearand i just can not do it i think if i redo 9th grade it s a second chance im giving to meto make thing better slow and without taking hell lotta stress i used to be the perfect child i wish i never got depression it s ruining me and my mom s problem are increasing too i wan na studybut i can not i just dont know why i feel so numb anyone got any advice plz
Así que tengo depresión y ansiedad por tal vez 0 mes y mes que abrí sobre él a mi mamá consiguió un terapeuta y pysologist lo que sea a partir de iwa como todo es gon na ser bueno pero no me di cuenta ii dont wan na tomar la alta dosis antidepresivo y el terapeuta no es para mí y durante todo esto tuve mi final para la clase 9 de primer año de secundaria no estudiar y poco y sólo wa escapar de la realidad jugando todo el día y evitando mi vida y todoso así que conseguí mi resultado y pasé todo el tema pero no pasó la ciencia así que tengo que dar una nueva prueba en y hoy es y he estado ignorando todo mi familia problema y hablando con algunas personas que hice amigo todo el día para evitar mi vida no puedo evitarlo cualquier vez que no quiero jugar mi vida en repetir todos los días también quiero hacer el noveno grado, pero todo el mundo piensa im mudo a desperdiciar un año pero realmente creo que no estoy listo para el próximo año porque no estoy listo para aprender en este año y no puedo hacerlo