i just got done with my psychiatrist appointment i don t feel good about it medication dosage got increased again that s all my life is medication therapy trying to make thing work and get better but it never happens i feel numb i don t feel anything at all right now the pain is so overwhelming i just can t feel anything i m one day away from being three week clean it doesn t matter i really feel like i m going to kill myself today i don t have enough medication to do it here and i need another method i know nobody care not really at the end of the day nobody care i m tired of being alone i m sure it s my own fault somehow everything s always my own fault i m tired i don t want to sleep i want to die
i just got done with my psychiatrist appointment i don t feel good about it medication dosage got increased again that s all my life is medication therapy trying to make thing work and get better but it never happens i feelnumbi don t feel anything at all right now the pain is so overwhelming i just can t feel anything i m one day away from being three week clean it doesntmatter i really feel like i m going to kill myself todayi don t have enough medication to do it here and i need another method i know nobody care not really at the end of the day nobody care i m tired of being alonei m sure it s my own fault somehow everything s always my own fault i m tiredi don t want to sleep i want to die
Acabo de terminar con mi cita con el psiquiatra no me siento bien acerca de la medicación dosis se aumentó de nuevo que s toda mi vida es la terapia de medicamentos tratando de hacer que las cosas funcionen y mejorar pero nunca sucede que me sientonumbi no siento nada en absoluto en este momento el dolor es tan abrumador yo sólo no puedo sentir nada i m un día lejos de ser tres semanas limpio no importa me siento realmente como me voy a matar hoy no tengo suficiente medicación para hacerlo aquí y necesito otro método sé que a nadie le importa realmente no al final del día nadie me importa estoy cansado de estar solo estoy seguro de que es mi propia culpa de alguna manera todo es siempre mi propia culpa i m tinthi no quiero dormir quiero morir