while hungover and puking in the shower i would often congratulate myself for being witty at a party the previous night wasn t it so funny when i yelled who care about the planet anyway while i puked into the recycling people laughed for year before my first drink i hated myself for being socially inept i hate being shy when i drink i m not shy after eight year of heavy drinking i began to accept that what i wa feeling wa social anxiety and it wa not going away after another two year i began to accept that i had developed a new problem while trying to overcome anxiety another two year i finally quit drinking on my rd day sober i admitted to myself that i hate the person i am when i drink i ve spent 0 year hating the person i am when i m sober so where doe this leave me now day 0 of my sobriety wa friendsgiving sara made bourbon sweet potato that tasted too strongly of bourbon i always preferred rye whiskey i spent a lot of that night sucking a fruit flavored vape pen the vice i took up in lieu of drinking on our way home tolemy apologized for getting too drunk but i didn t mind he remembers better than i do all the time i got too drunk
while hungover and puking in the shower i would often congratulate myself for being witty at a party the previous night wasn t it so funnywhen i yelled who care about the planet anyway while i puked into the recycling people laughed for year before my first drink i hated myself for being socially inept i hate being shy when i drink i m not shy after eight year of heavy drinking i began to accept that what i wa feeling wa social anxiety and it wa not going away after another two year i began to accept that i had developed a new problem while trying to overcome anxiety another two year i finally quit drinking on my rd day sober i admitted to myself that i hate the person i am when i drink i ve spent 0 year hating the person i am when i m sober so where doe this leave me now day 0 of my sobriety wa friendsgiving sara made bourbon sweet potato that tasted too strongly of bourbon i always preferred rye whiskey i spent a lot of that night sucking a fruit flavored vape pen the vice i took up in lieu of drinking on our way home tolemy apologized for getting too drunkbut i didn t mind he remembers better than i do all the time i got too drunk
Mientras que la resaca y el vómito en la ducha a menudo me felicitaba por ser ingenioso en una fiesta la noche anterior no era tan divertido cuando gritaba que se preocupaban por el planeta de todos modos mientras vomitó en el reciclaje la gente se rió durante el año antes de mi primera bebida me odiaba por ser socialmente inepto odio ser tímido cuando bebo no soy tímido después de ocho año de beber mucho comencé a aceptar que lo que yo sentía era ansiedad social y no se iba después de otro dos año empecé a aceptar que había desarrollado un nuevo problema mientras trataba de superar la ansiedad otro dos año por fin dejé de beber en mi tercer día sobrio admití que odio a la persona que soy cuando bebo he pasado 0 año odiando a la persona que soy cuando estoy sobrio así que ¿dónde me deja esto ahora día 0 de mi sobriety wa friending sara hizo bourbon batata que sabía demasiado fuerte de bourbon yo siempre preferí rye whisky pasé mucho de esa noche chupando una fruta con sabor a pluma el vicio me tomé en la mentira de beber en nuestro hogar alemy me dispendí demasiado borracho pero me moví mucho tiempo me moví demasiado borracho