i m about to be living in nyc and have never done anything worth wilde with my life and im sure im doomed to become one of those in the way people who don t do anything in their life which i feared most of my life nothing i seem to attempt to accomplish work out no matter how hard i work or how right i do it i gave so much time to job organization to further my career path only to used a free labor studying only to use up all my forgiveness credit and flunk out i ve been wanting to end it all for a while every time i sleep i see the bk bridge the spot i picked out year ago to end it i feel like i rather be gone than keep living with fact that i m a grown man that s not worth anything hell my mom ha told me that i haven t done anything for her to be proud me and i won t let my partner destroy herself trying to help me i wanted to be an engineer for nasa when i wa younger but here i am today the world shitist it guy that hasn t been able to find a secure job in the past year i ve been desperate for work for a while today i wa given a work assignment from my contract company only to be told i don t exist in the company so i can t work
i m about to be living in nyc and have never done anything worth wilde with my life and im sure im doomed to become one of those in the way people who don t do anything in their life which i feared most of my life nothing i seem to attempt to accomplish work out no matter how hard i work or how right i do iti gave so much time to job organization to further my career path only to used a free labor studying only to use up all my forgiveness credit and flunk out i ve been wanting to end it all for a while every time i sleep i see the bk bridge the spot i picked out year ago to end it i feel like i rather be gone than keep living with fact that i m a grown man that s not worth anythinghellmy mom ha told me that i haven t done anything for her to be proud meand i won t let my partner destroy herself trying to help me i wanted to be an engineer for nasa when i wa youngerbut here i am today the world shitist it guy that hasnt been able to find a secure job in the past year i ve been desperate for work for a while today i wa given a work assignment from my contract company only to be told i don t exist in the company so i can t work
Estoy a punto de vivir en Nueva York y nunca he hecho nada que valga la pena wide con mi vida y estoy seguro de que estoy condenado a convertirse en uno de los que en la forma en que la gente que no hace nada en su vida que yo temía la mayor parte de mi vida nada que parece intentar realizar trabajo no importa lo duro que trabajo o cómo derecho que lo hago dio tanto tiempo a la organización del trabajo para seguir mi trayectoria profesional sólo para utilizar un trabajo libre estudiando sólo para usar todo mi crédito de perdón y fracaso he estado deseando terminarlo todo durante un tiempo cada vez que duermo veo el bk puente el punto que escogí hace un año para terminar que siento que prefiero estar fuera que seguir viviendo con el hecho de que soy un hombre adulto que no vale la pena nadaHellmy mamá me ha dicho que no he hecho nada por ella ser orgulloso significado no dejaré que mi pareja se destruya tratando de ayudarme yo quería ser un ingeniero para nasa cuando yo sea joven pero aquí estoy sólo el hombre de mierda mundo que no ha sido capaz de encontrar un trabajo seguro en el pasado he estado desesperado por un trabajo de hoy en día i wa para ser un trabajo de la empresa t