i m not sure of even how to put it into word i m exhausted i ve moved into my own place i ve recently started a new job i m overwhelmed i don t want to die but i also feel like i don t want to exist if that make sense i m trying my best but at this point i feel like my best isn t actually my best i m not sure how to fight these feeling of inadequacy or how to fight off regret over thing i have acknowledged my mistake i ve made and will never make them again but somehow still manage to beat myself up and regret every mistake i ve ever made i hate feeling like this can i just not be tired for one day not be overwhelmed for a day
i m not sure of even how to put it into word i m exhausted i ve moved into my own place i ve recently started a new job i m overwhelmedi don t want to diebut i also feel like i don t want to exist if that make sense i m trying my best but at this point i feel like my best isn t actually my best i m not sure how to fight these feeling of inadequacy or how to fight off regret over thing i have acknowledged my mistake i ve made and will never make them again but somehow still manage to beat myself up and regret every mistake i ve ever made i hate feeling like this can i just not be tired for one day not be overwhelmed for a day
No estoy seguro de incluso cómo ponerlo en la palabra estoy exhausto me he mudado a mi propio lugar he comenzado recientemente un nuevo trabajo i m abrumado no quiero morir pero también siento que no quiero existir si eso tiene sentido estoy haciendo mi mejor esfuerzo pero en este punto me siento como mi mejor no es en realidad mi mejor no estoy seguro de cómo luchar contra esta sensación de insuficiencia o cómo luchar contra el arrepentimiento por lo que he reconocido mi error he hecho y nunca volverá a hacerlos, pero de alguna manera todavía se las arreglan para golpearme y arrepentirme de cada error que he cometido nunca odio sentir como esto no puedo estar cansado por un día no ser abrumado por un día