another day i do not feel alive i do not feel like i matter i do feel like i am in the way and i do feel like my dream are my only escape lately i have had more anxiety or stress dream tho last one wa about the world ending and everyone rich enough could get a ticket to go on lot of huge spaceship ticket price wa low enough for my aunt and uncle to afford it left without a bother at all for me being alone it felt so strange seeing them board that ship and how little they cared the price wa like 00 000 dollar per person then added in wa pet and i have cat cat cost 00 per cat i could not afford it so i wa left alone just watching ship after ship leaving some malfunctioned and crashed it wa weird watching idk im just tired of feeling alone or abandoned even in my dream and how people dont get how much my cat matter to me they are here for me every day wish insomnia would go away too just another post from a living dead soul sorry
another day i do not feel alive i do not feel like i matter i do feel like i am in the way and i do feel like my dream are my only escape lately i have had more anxiety or stress dream tho last one wa about the world ending and everyone rich enough could get a ticket to go on lot of huge spaceship ticket price wa low enough for my aunt and uncle to afford it left without a bother at all for me being alone it felt so strange seeing them board that ship and how little they cared the price wa like 00 000 dollar per person then added in wa pet and i have cat cat cost 00 per cati could not afford itso i wa left alone just watching ship after ship leaving some malfunctioned and crashed it wa weird watching idkim just tired of feeling alone or abandoned even in my dream and how people dont get how much my cat matter to me they are here for me every day wish insomnia would go away too just another post from a living dead soul sorry
otro día no me siento vivo no me siento como me importa me siento como soy en el camino y me siento como mi sueño son mi única escape últimamente he tenido más ansiedad o estrés sueño tho último wa sobre el mundo final y todo el mundo lo suficientemente rico podría conseguir un boleto para ir en un montón de enorme barco espacial billete precio o lo suficientemente bajo para que mi tía y tío para permitirse que se fue sin una molestia en absoluto para mí estar solo se sentía tan extraño al verlos subir a ese barco y lo poco que les importaba el precio wa como $ 00 000 dólares por persona luego añadido en wa mascota y tengo gato costo 00 por gato no podía permitirse Iso i wa dejar solo viendo barco después de barco dejando algunos mal funcionamiento y se estrelló wa raro viendo idkim sólo cansado de sentirse solo o abandonado incluso en mi sueño y cómo la gente no consigue cuánto mi gato importa para mí están aquí cada día deseo insomnio se iría demasiado otro puesto de un alma muerta viviente lo siento