i have plenty of people who pity me i often feel like a project to them instead of a person calling me to see if i m okay and then hang up 0 second later when i say i m fine check in on text once in a while it seems more like a task than concern and for the people who don t pity me it seems to me that they re more just people i know than a person to call a friend if i m being honest i m not the type of person to actively seek friend but fuck man i just want a person to talk shit with once in a while but i ve come to realize my mind is too fucked to poison other people so best to leave them be of my presence it s honestly got to the point where my mind is going numb we all know what happens then
i have plenty of people who pity me i often feel like a project to them instead of a person calling me to see if i m okay and then hang up 0 second later when i say i m fine check in on text once in a while it seems more like a task than concern and for the people who don t pity me it seems to me that they re morejust peoplei know than a person to call a friend if i m being honest i m not the type of person to actively seek friend but fuck man i just want a person to talk shit with once in a whilebut i ve come to realize my mind is too fucked to poison other people so best to leave them be of my presence it s honestly got to the point where my mind is going numb we all know what happens then
Tengo un montón de gente que me compadezco a menudo me siento como un proyecto para ellos en lugar de una persona que me llama para ver si estoy bien y luego colgar 0 segundo más tarde cuando digo que estoy bien check in en el texto de vez en cuando parece más como una tarea que preocupación y para la gente que no me compadezco me parece que ellos rejust peoplei saben más que una persona para llamar a un amigo si soy honesto no soy el tipo de persona para buscar activamente amigo pero joder hombre sólo quiero una persona para hablar mierda con de vez en cuando pero he llegado a darme cuenta de que mi mente es demasiado jodido para envenenar a otras personas así que mejor dejarlos ser de mi presencia es honestamente llegar al punto en el que mi mente se va a entumecer todos sabemos lo que pasa entonces