i have this tendency to abandon pretty much everything when something or someone becomes somewhat of a challenge i just leave them i have ghosted girlfriend i have completely disregarded good friend just because they invited me to do something i did t want to do i have abandoned friend who had lent me a hand i have abandoned work just because i didn t feel capable i make stupidi excuse and then run away yesterday i stood up from my new job and left made a bogus excuse v a text and quit via email the job had a lot of potential but it wa too stressful for me i have just noticed this is a pattern in how i cope with thing every time i feel trapped i just want to bust out i have a deep rooted belief that i need to be in control of my time and my space and when something or someone interferes with that i should be entitled to claim my supposed freedom i don t know how to deal with this i just noticed this pattern and i can see how it affect my life p english is not my first language typing on phone
i have this tendency to abandon pretty much everything when something or someone becomes somewhat of a challenge i just leave them i have ghosted girlfriend i have completely disregarded good friend just because they invited me to do something i did t want to do i have abandoned friend who had lent me a hand i have abandoned work just because i didn t feel capable i make stupidi excuse and then run away yesterday i stood up from my new job and left made a bogus excuse v a text and quit via email the job had a lot of potential but it wa too stressful for me i have just noticed this is a pattern in how i cope with thing every time i feel trappedi just want to bust out i have a deep rooted belief that i need to be in control of my time and my space and when something or someone interferes with that i should be entitled to claim my supposed freedom i dont know how to deal with this i just noticed this pattern and i can see how it affect my life p english is not my first language typing on phone
Tengo esta tendencia a abandonar casi todo cuando algo o alguien se convierte en algo de un desafío yo sólo les he dejado novia fantasma he ignorado por completo buen amigo sólo porque me invitaron a hacer algo que no quería hacer he abandonado amigo que me había prestado una mano he abandonado el trabajo sólo porque no me sentía capaz de hacer excusa estúpida y luego huir ayer me paré de mi nuevo trabajo y me fui hizo una excusa falsa v un texto y renunciar vía correo electrónico el trabajo tenía mucho potencial pero era demasiado estresante para mí me he dado cuenta de que este es un patrón en cómo hacer frente a las cosas cada vez que me siento atrapado sólo quiero reventar tengo una creencia profundamente arraigada que necesito estar en control de mi tiempo y mi espacio y cuando algo o alguien interfiere con que debería tener derecho a reclamar mi supuesta libertad no sé cómo lidiar con esto acabo de notar este patrón y puedo ver cómo afecta mi vida p Inglés no es mi primer idioma escribiendo en el teléfono