my life is meaningless im a junior in high school don t know what i wan na do when i grow up my whole friend group is senior who all are leaving me and moving away to knew college they don t know this but their quite literally the only reason im even alive right now they give me motivation to wake up in the morning the day im alone and don t see them im always just depressed it s almost like their my medicine i just know once i finally move away to be on my own im going to end my life so i just would rather not delay the inevitable i don t even think my friend would care that much they ve already told me thing about killing my self a a joke not knowing the state im in and it s really not their fault i know their just joking and that they mean no harm by it it s just that im obviously fucked up in the head i sometimes would just rather wish that i d get into a almost deadly car accident that wasn t my fault just so i can maybe appreciate life more id also like to know how my friend and love one would react to see if they d actually care i think about this a lot when im driving and it tends to make me speed and drive recklessly i just want a reason to live honestly
my life is meaningless im a junior in high schooldon t know what i wan na do when i grow up my whole friend group is senior who all are leaving me and moving away to knew college they don t know thisbut their quite literally the only reason im even alive right now they give me motivation to wake up in the morning the day im alone and don t see themim always just depressed it s almost like their my medicine i just know once i finally move away to be on my own im going to end my lifeso i just would rather not delay the inevitablei don t even think my friend would care that much they ve already told me thing about killing my self a a joke not knowing the state im inand it s really not their fault i know their just joking and that they mean no harm by it it s just that im obviously fucked up in the head i sometimes would just rather wish thati d get into a almost deadly car accident that wasn t my fault just so i can maybe appreciate life more id also like to know how my friend and love one would react to see if they d actually care i think about this a lot when im driving and it tends to make me speed and drive recklessly i just want a reason to live honestly
Mi vida es sin sentido im a junior in high schooldon t saber lo que quiero hacer cuando crezca todo mi grupo de amigos es senior que todos me están dejando y se van a mudar a la universidad sabía que no saben esto pero su muy literalmente la única razón im incluso vivo ahora mismo me dan motivación para despertar en la mañana el día im sola y no ver lesim siempre sólo deprimido es casi como su medicina sé que una vez que finalmente me muevo lejos para estar en mi propia im va a terminar mi vida así que preferiría no retrasar el inevitable ni siquiera pensar que mi amigo me importaría mucho que ya me han dicho que matar a mí mismo un chiste no conocer el estado im y realmente no es su culpa conozco sus sólo bromas y que no significan ningún daño por ello es simplemente que im obviamente jodido en la cabeza a veces desearía que me me me me me me metieran en un accidente de coche casi mortal que no fue mi culpa así que puedo apreciar la vida más id también como saber cómo mi amigo y amor uno reaccionaría si realmente se preocupara por esto im im y tiende a hacer que me maneje a la velocidad y a manejar