i am 0 year old and genderfluid they she he and every day i am alive i have no clue what is going on my depression is mostly caused by my other disorder asd adhd and ocd and i ve had it since junior high often i feel so hopeless because those disorder all have their own comorbidities that mess with me on the day to day i struggle with writing spelling understanding verbal word social cue my own emotion if my thinking or the disorder and more there is just so much happening all the time at a nightmare level of complexity it exhaust me and paint the world dull i feel like i am always on the verge of imploding and exploding at the same time people get mad at me for thing i didn t know and expect so much from me when right now this is all i got my goal is to move far away onto a hill in the middle of nowhere it seems like the more the world asks of me the le i do instead of a big moment breakdown it little one like a car sputtering to a stop this all being said i know that my life will keep moving forward and thing will change but right now it s just so hard to believe that a if the world wa against me since day one ya know thank you for listening if anyone can offer advice on dealing with this i would v much appreciate it
i am 0 year old and genderfluidthey she he and every day i am alive i have no clue what is going on my depression is mostly caused by my other disorder asd adhd and ocdand i ve had it since junior high often i feel so hopeless because those disorder all have their own comorbidities that mess with me on the day to day i struggle with writing spelling understanding verbal word social cue my own emotion if my thinking or the disorder and more there is just so much happening all the time at a nightmare level of complexity it exhaust me and paint the world dull i feel like i am always on the verge of imploding and exploding at the same time people get mad at me for thingi didn t know and expect so much from me when right now this is all i got my goal is to move far away onto a hill in the middle of nowhere it seems like the more the world asks of me the le i do instead of a big moment breakdown it little one like a car sputtering to a stop this all being said i know that my life will keep moving forward and thing will change but right now it s just so hard to believe that a if the world wa against me since day one ya know thank you for listening if anyone can offer advice on dealing with this i would v much appreciate it
Tengo 0 años de edad y generofluidthey ella y todos los días estoy vivo no tengo idea de lo que está pasando en mi depresión es mayormente causada por mi otro trastorno asd adhd y ocdand he tenido desde secundaria a menudo me siento tan desesperante porque esos desordenes todos tienen sus propias comorbilidades que me molestan en el día a día lucho con escribir ortografía palabra verbal social señal mi propia emoción si mi pensamiento o el desorden y más hay tanto que sucede todo el tiempo en un nivel de pesadilla de complejidad que me agota y pintar el mundo aburrido me siento como estoy siempre al borde de implosionar y explotar al mismo tiempo la gente se enoja conmigo por lo que no sabía y esperaba tanto de mí cuando ahora mismo esto es todo lo que tengo mi objetivo es moverme lejos a una colina en medio de ninguna parte parece que más el mundo me pide lo que hago en lugar de un gran momento se separa poco como un coche sputtering a una parada todo lo que se dice que mi vida va a seguir adelante y va a cambiar