i don t know if this is the right place to write this but before quarantine 0 9 i just thought i wa an introvert and just a very organized and methodic person but then on quarantine i started to realize that i seem to get a lot more anxious than most people and always keep thinking about stuff that happened a second ago always think about what someone s thinking about me if i did or said something wrong always think about everything that can go wrong everywhere i go memorizing the menu a week before etc and i thought the problem for a big part of the anxiety wa online class and being stuck at home with my parent they re nice tho so when i finally got to go do an exchange semester abroad i get to be outside all the time i meet new people gt the freaking anxiety is still here and that make me think that nothing is gon na make it go away but i need it to go away cause i feel like i am an introvert but i make one wrong move i just go from quiet introvert to weird and lose all the people i met i mean met that s really the right word because i just can t seem to do the right thing i don t know some of my roommate that got here the same week a me go out every night with friend and i m just stuck at the same awkward convo phase and it s not like that i scared to talk to people or i don t like talking to people i do it s just when i come back home i start to rethink every single word that i said and blame myself for the smalled little mistake i m just really lost sometimes i think what i do how i think is normal but then it doesn t i didn t even know what anxiety wa until a year or so ago so
i don t know if this is the right place to write this but before quarantine 0 9i just thought i wa an introvert and just a very organized and methodic person but then on quarantine i started to realize that i seem to get a lot more anxious than most people and always keep thinking about stuff that happened a second ago always think about what someone s thinking about me if i did or said something wrong always think about everything that can go wrong everywhere i go memorizing the menu a week before etcand i thought the problem for a big part of the anxiety wa online class and being stuck at home with my parent they re nice thoso when i finally got to go do an exchange semester abroad i get to be outside all the time i meet new people gt the freaking anxiety is still here and that make me think that nothing is gon na make it go awaybut i need it to go away cause i feel like i am an introvertbut i make one wrong move i just go from quiet introvert to weird and lose all the people i met i mean met that s really the right word because i just can t seem to do the right thing i dont know some of my roommate that got here the same week a me go out every night with friend and i m just stuck at the same awkward convo phase and it s not like that i scared to talk to people or i don t like talking to peoplei do it s just when i come back homei start to rethink every single word that i said and blame myself for the smalled little mistake i m just really lost sometimes i think what i do how i think is normalbut then it doesn ti didn t even know what anxiety wa until a year or so agoso
No sé si este es el lugar correcto para escribir esto, pero antes de la cuarentena 0 9i sólo pensé que iba a una introvertida y sólo una persona muy organizada y metódica, pero luego en la cuarentena empecé a darme cuenta de que me parece que me pongo mucho más ansioso que la mayoría de la gente y siempre seguir pensando en cosas que pasaron hace un segundo siempre pensar en lo que alguien está pensando sobre mí si hice o dijo algo mal siempre pensar en todo lo que puede ir mal en todas partes voy memorizando el menú una semana antes etc y pensé que el problema para una gran parte de la clase de ansiedad wa online y estar atascado en casa con mi padre que son agradables thoso cuando finalmente tengo que ir a hacer un semestre de intercambio en el extranjero tengo que estar fuera todo el tiempo me encuentro con gente nueva gt la ansiedad maldita todavía está aquí y que me hacen pensar que nada es gon na hacer que se vaya lejos pero lo necesito porque me siento como si soy un introvertido pero hago un movimiento equivocado me voy de una introversión tranquila a perder a toda la gente que me encontré realmente la palabra correcta porque puedo hacer lo correcto con mi compañero cada semana