i already failed out of college once but i thought i might try again at a community college well i m about to fail out of this too and for some reason nothing in me care a a child i always kind of assumed my life would be in a great place at how na ve since i ve been miserable for a long a i can remember why would life magically get any easier i just recently pieced together that my earliest memory which i never really allowed myself to understand wa my narcissistic mother attempting to drown me when i wa about year old no wonder i m so fucked up i ve been planning on killing myself before my rd birthday for the past month or so i suppose she ll get what she wanted all along
i already failed out of college oncebut i thought i might try again at a community collegewell i m about to fail out of this too and for some reason nothing in me care a a child i always kind of assumed my life would be in a great place at how na ve since i ve been miserable for a long a i can remember why would life magically get any easier i just recently pieced together that my earliest memory which i never really allowed myself to understand wa my narcissistic mother attempting to drown me when i wa about year old no wonder i m so fucked up i ve been planning on killing myself before my rd birthday for the past month or so i suppose she ll get what she wanted all along
Ya fallé fuera de la universidad una vez pero pensé que podría intentar de nuevo en una universidad comunitaria bueno estoy a punto de fallar fuera de esto también y por alguna razón nada en mí cuidado de un niño que siempre tipo de asumir mi vida sería en un gran lugar en cómo nave desde que he sido miserable durante mucho tiempo un puedo recordar por qué la vida mágicamente conseguiría cualquier más fácil que hace poco se unieron que mi primer recuerdo que nunca me permití realmente entender wa mi madre narcisista tratando de ahogarme cuando yo wa alrededor de año de edad no me sorprende que estoy tan jodido he estado planeando suicidarme antes de mi rd cumpleaños durante el mes pasado o así que supongo que ella va a conseguir lo que quería todo el tiempo