over the past few month i ve felt like shit i ve been tired lonely and the depressed and on the verge of just doing it i ve had multiple occasion where parent haven t been home and i m just sitting there thinking about committing to doing it i can t handle the pressure of everyone around i feel like no body would really care even if i did end it all i don t have many friend and verbally abusive family member brother and mom i feel like nobody would miss me i m told several time a day at school to km and that no body would care i have alot of child hood trauma from growing up that i don t want to get into my home life and school is very verbally abusive to me i get shoved into locker at school jumped one kid even broke my tibia in the hallway i m never happy and haven t been happy in several year a soon a i get happy i go back to having bad thought again for example today my mom wa out picking up furniture and i wa at home watching tv she wa out for at least an hour at this point but then a little bit after i just had the sudden urge to do it i then called mom and tolled her that i threw up which wa a lie so she could come home and stop me from hurting myself tomorrow i m going to tell her everything that ha been happening and hopefully getting some therapy and medication do you guy have any suggestion for what i could do to be a little more happier sometimes
over the past few month i ve felt like shit i ve been tired lonely and the depressed and on the verge of just doing it i ve had multiple occasion where parent haven t been home and i m just sitting there thinking about committing to doing iti can t handle the pressure of everyone around i feel like no body would really care even if i did end it all i don t have many friend and verbally abusive family member brother and mom i feel like nobody would miss me i m told several time a day at school to km and that no body would care i have alot of child hood trauma from growing up that i don t want to get into my home life and school is very verbally abusive to me i get shoved into locker at school jumped one kid even broke my tibia in the hallway i m never happy and haven t been happy in several year a soona i get happy i go back to having bad thought again for example today my mom wa out picking up furnitureand i wa at home watching tvshe wa out for at least an hour at this pointbut then a little bit after i just had the sudden urge to do it i then called mom and tolled her that i threw up which wa a lie so she could come home and stop me from hurting myself tomorrow i m going to tell her everything that ha been happening and hopefully getting some therapy and medication do you guy have any suggestion for what i could do to be a little more happier sometimes
Durante los últimos meses me he sentido como una mierda he estado cansado solo y el deprimido y al borde de hacerlo he tenido múltiples ocasiones donde los padres no han estado en casa y me siento allí sentado pensando en comprometerse a hacer iti no puede manejar la presión de todo el mundo a mi alrededor siento que ningún cuerpo realmente se preocuparía incluso si lo terminara todo no tengo muchos amigos y verbalmente abusivo miembro de la familia hermano y mamá siento que nadie me extrañaría me dijeron varias veces al día en la escuela a km y que ningún cuerpo me importaría tener un montón de trauma en la capucha infantil de crecer que no quiero entrar en mi vida en casa y la escuela es muy verbalmente abusivo para mí me me empujaron a la taquilla en la escuela saltó un niño incluso rompió mi tibia en el pasillo nunca estoy feliz y no he sido feliz en varios años un pronto me siento feliz volver a tener mala idea otra vez por ejemplo hoy mi mamá wa out get up furnitures and wa at home tvshe wa por lo menos una hora en este punto pero entonces un poco después de que tuve el impulso repentino de hacerlo