i m not sure if this a thought process shared by few or many but it s one i wanted some clarity on i ve suffered with mental illness since my later high school year and and now starting my rd year of university i have ambition and desire and all the intent in the world to do good with myself and be the best i can be i have goal not super defined which i think is a result of my illness but i just can t bring myself to really go for it i ve been skipping class cause of anxiety issue whilst simultaneously being completely aware of how much of my life is being wasted away because my brain won t let me do what i want to do is this a common thing it s a complete self awareness of what i m doing wrong but an incapability to change it really would like some thought on this
i m not sure if this a thought process shared by few or many but it s one i wanted some clarity on i ve suffered with mental illness since my later high school year and and now starting my rd year of university i have ambition and desire and all the intent in the world to do good with myself and be the best i can be i have goal not super defined which i think is a result of my illnessbut i just can t bring myself to really go for it i ve been skipping class cause of anxiety issue whilst simultaneously being completely aware of how much of my life is being wasted away because my brain won t let me do what i want to do is this a common thing it s a complete self awareness of what i m doing wrong but an incapability to change it really would like some thought on this
No estoy seguro de si este es un proceso de pensamiento compartido por pocos o muchos, pero es uno que quería un poco de claridad en he sufrido con enfermedad mental desde mi último año de secundaria y y ahora empezando mi tercer año de la universidad tengo ambición y deseo y toda la intención en el mundo para hacer el bien conmigo mismo y ser el mejor que puedo ser no tengo meta super definida que creo que es un resultado de mi enfermedad, pero yo sólo no puedo traer a mí mismo a ir por ello he estado saltando la causa de clase de problema de ansiedad, mientras que al mismo tiempo ser completamente consciente de lo mucho de mi vida se está desperdiciando porque mi cerebro no me deja hacer lo que quiero hacer es esto una cosa común es una completa autoconciencia de lo que estoy haciendo mal, pero una incapacidad para cambiar realmente gustaría que algún pensamiento en esto