i m beyond worthless i will never be able to provide anything to anyone in any capacity i m no more than a worm i just want to break everything in my house smash everything in a complete rage and finish it off with a bullet to the brain i ve never been so furious in my entire year of living im in a perpetual state of anger lately i ve started burning myself with cigarette again i push them into myself until the pain fade i do it far up my arm so no one see them at work i don t need those stupid fuck questioning me i never liked cutting myself burning hurt a lot more in my opinion it s what i deserve me being alive is fucking crime i should just fucking end it now so nobody get hurt from me i m sure my family won t give a shit they ll probably be happier with the load off their shoulder and my friend will get over it quickly it s been over a year since i ve seen them in person we ve already drifted to far from each other in our life we re basically stranger
i m beyond worthless i will never be able to provide anything to anyone in any capacity i m no more than a worm i just want to break everything in my house smash everything in a complete rage and finish it off with a bullet to the brain i ve never been so furious in my entire year of living im in a perpetual state of anger lately i ve started burning myself with cigarette again i push them into myself until the pain fade i do it far up my armso no one see them at work i don t need those stupid fuck questioning me i never liked cutting myself burning hurt a lot more in my opinion it s what i deserve me being alive is fucking crimei should just fucking end it nowso nobody get hurt from mei m sure my family won t give a shit they ll probably be happier with the load off their shoulder and my friend will get over it quickly it s been over a year since i ve seen them in person we ve already drifted to far from each other in our life we re basically stranger
Nunca seré capaz de proporcionar nada a nadie en cualquier capacidad no soy más que un gusano sólo quiero romper todo en mi casa romper todo en una rabia completa y terminarlo con una bala al cerebro nunca he estado tan furioso en todo mi año de vida im en un estado perpetuo de ira últimamente he comenzado a quemarme con cigarrillos otra vez los empujo en mí mismo hasta que el dolor se desvanezca lo hago muy lejos en mi armso nadie los veo en el trabajo no necesito esos estúpidos mierda que me cuestionan nunca me gusta cortarme a mí mismo me duele mucho más en mi opinión es lo que me merezco estar vivo es maldito crimen debería terminar ahora así que nadie se lastime de mi mei m seguro de que mi familia no va a dar una mierda que probablemente serán más felices con la carga de su hombro y mi amigo lo superará rápidamente ha sido durante un año ya que los he visto en persona que ya nos hemos arrastrado lejos de nuestra vida que básicamente extraño