im so confused and frustrated and conflicted and angry and want to cry i feel like my friend have abandoned me all except one of them in our friend group never make plan or ask to hang out and all of them have new friend group this year they re closer with and it almost like there s no one to talk to anymore it s my last year of highschool and i just feel like i don t wan na be surrounded by any familiar face from school anymore and that i don t actually have any friend and people will just tolerate me or they just ignore me all together a bunch of other stuff is going on but idk i just feel so lost and unproductive and like i have no goal i never finish project i start like hobby wise i never finish show and it just make me feel stupid and lazy whenever i try to talk to anyone in my family about something important or good i want to share i feel like most of the time it s an unenthusiastic oh that s great or just not now i m stressed i have to get xyz done which i understand but i don t like opening up for this reason i also just can rarely describe my emotion properly or even know what i m feeling but i don t even like talking about my emotion it make me feel gross and pathetic
im so confused and frustrated and conflicted and angry and want to cry i feel like my friend have abandoned me all except one of them in our friend group never make plan or ask to hang out and all of them have new friend group this year they re closer with and it almost like there s no one to talk to anymore it s my last year of highschool and i just feel like i don t wan na be surrounded by any familiar face from school anymore and that i don t actually have any friend and people will just tolerate me or they just ignore me all together a bunch of other stuff is going on but idk i just feel so lost and unproductive and like i have no goal i never finish project i start like hobby wise i never finish show and it just make me feel stupid and lazy whenever i try to talk to anyone in my family about something important or good i want to share i feel like most of the time it s an unenthusiasticoh that s great or just not now i m stressed i have to get xyz done which i understandbut i don t like opening up for this reason i also just can rarely describe my emotion properly or even know what i m feelingbut i don t even like talking about my emotion it make me feel gross and pathetic
Me siento como si mi amigo me hubiera abandonado a todos excepto a uno de ellos en nuestro grupo de amigos nunca hacer planes o pedir pasar el rato y todos ellos tienen nuevo grupo de amigos este año que se acercan y casi como si no hubiera nadie con quien hablar más, es mi último año de secundaria y me siento como si no quisiera estar rodeado de ninguna cara familiar de la escuela más y que en realidad no tengo ningún amigo y la gente simplemente me tolerará o simplemente me ignorarán todos juntos un montón de otras cosas que están pasando, pero me siento tan perdido y improductivo y como si no tengo ningún objetivo que nunca termine proyecto empiezo como un hobby sabio nunca terminar de mostrar y me hace sentir estúpido y perezoso cada vez que trato de hablar con alguien en mi familia sobre algo importante o bueno quiero compartir me siento como la mayor parte del tiempo que es un un unenthusticathoh que es genial o simplemente no tengo que hablar de lo que tengo que entender pero me gusta abrirme por esta razón.