the only reason i can t bring myself to do it is the thought of my mom coming to wake me up and finding me dead or the rest of my family feeling burdened by it we ve already lost a cousin of mine to suicide barely two year ago i don t want to do that to them it s the only reason i haven t yet if only i could stop being so damn empathetic to my own detriment i could just stab myself and finally be free
the only reason i can t bring myself to do it is the thought of my mom coming to wake me up and finding me dead or the rest of my family feeling burdened by it we ve already lost a cousin of mine to suicide barely two year ago i don t want to do that to them it s the only reason i haven tyet if only i could stop being so damn empathetic to my own detriment i could just stab myself and finally be free
La única razón por la que no puedo hacerlo es la idea de que mi madre venga a despertarme y encontrarme muerto o el resto de mi familia sintiéndose agobiado por ello ya hemos perdido a un primo mío por suicidarme hace apenas dos años. No quiero hacerles eso. Es la única razón por la que tengo a Tyet. Si tan sólo pudiera dejar de ser tan empática en mi propio detrimento. Podría apuñalarme a mí misma y finalmente ser libre.