everyone say talk to u we re here but when i tell them i want to order off of uber eats and leave my door open so when the delivery guy come he ll find me hanging and that way my family and friend won t have to find my rotting corpse day later they re like what the fuck i don t know if i ll do it but i feel like buying a rope practice tying a noose and planning it out i don t know if it s dangerous to do this because i ll finally have everything i need to actually kill myself or maybe doing it will actually make me chicken out and want to stay around a little bit longer also i don t want to leave my family saddled with my death so i sometimes think about crashing my car on the highway so it look like an accident and my insurance pay them out i want to be able to tell people that this is what i m thinking but when i even begin to let them in it s terrifying for them they want to tell my best friend or my mom or my doctor but nobody is actually there to just listen and not react so i m stuck with these thought on my own
everyone say talk to u we re here but when i tell them i want to order off of uber eats and leave my door open so when the delivery guy come he ll find me hanging and that way my family and friend won t have to find my rotting corpse day later they re like what the fuck i dont know if i ll do itbut i feel like buying a rope practice tying a noose and planning it outi don t know if it s dangerous to do this because i ll finally have everything i need to actually kill myself or maybe doing it will actually make me chicken out and want to stay around a little bit longer also i don t want to leave my family saddled with my deathso i sometimes think about crashing my car on the highway so it look like an accident and my insurance pay them out i want to be able to tell people that this is what i m thinkingbut when i even begin to let them in it s terrifying for them they want to tell my best friend or my mom or my doctor but nobody is actually there to just listen and not react so i m stuck with these thought on my own
Todo el mundo dice hablar con nosotros aquí, pero cuando les digo que quiero pedir fuera de uber come y dejar mi puerta abierta así que cuando el repartidor viene él me encontrará colgando y de esa manera mi familia y amigo no tendrá que encontrar mi cadáver putrefacto día después ellos re como qué mierda yo no sé si lo haré pero me siento como comprar una práctica de cuerda atar un nudo y planearlo outi no sé si es peligroso hacer esto porque por fin tengo todo lo que necesito para realmente matarme o tal vez hacerlo realmente me hará pollo y quiero permanecer alrededor un poco más tiempo también no quiero dejar a mi familia atado con mi muerteo a veces pienso en chocar mi coche en la carretera así que parece un accidente y mi seguro les paga quiero ser capaz de decir a la gente que esto es lo que estoy pensando pero cuando incluso empiezo a dejarlos en es aterrador para ellos quieren decir a mi mejor amigo o mi madre o mi médico pero nadie está allí sólo para escuchar y no reaccionar así que me quedé con esto pensando en mi propia