i am not happy that i am still not better i have tried everything from working out meditating cutting off toxic people exercise being open and expressing myself truly i only noticed that it s getting worst and i have realized for the past few month that i am having bad side effect from my meditation and my doctor didn t even wanted to let me cut of meditation and even lower my dosage but thank goodness he lowered it cause i wa pissed he is also the one that outed me to my father and my aunt his sister then to my mom that i wa gay and he is my nd doctor btw cause my first one wa also dumb and didn t understand my problem i am so tired of this feeling you know a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff but just lay down and wan na cry also a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff or even eat this feeling ha been with me since 0 9 now and even though i tried to be better it just becomes worst and complicated i am running out of idea on becoming better atp thank you for reading this keep safe and take care
i am not happy that i am still not better i have tried everything from working out meditating cutting off toxic people exercise being open and expressing myself truly i only noticed that it s getting worst and i have realized for the past few month that i am having bad side effect from my meditation and my doctor didn t even wanted to let me cut of meditation and even lower my dosage but thank goodness he lowered it cause i wa pissedhe is also the one that outed me to my father and my aunt his sister then to my mom that i wa gayand he is my nd doctor btw cause my first one wa also dumband didn t understand my problem i am so tired of this feeling you know a feeling that you don t wan na do stuffbut just lay down and wan na cry also a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff or even eat this feeling ha been with me since 0 9 now and even though i tried to be better it just becomes worst and complicated i am running out of idea on becoming better atp thank you for reading this keep safe and take care
No estoy feliz de que todavía no estoy mejor He intentado todo de trabajar a partir de la meditación cortando a la gente tóxica ejercicio ser abierto y expresarme realmente sólo me di cuenta de que es cada vez peor y me he dado cuenta durante el último mes que estoy teniendo un mal efecto secundario de mi meditación y mi médico ni siquiera quería dejar que me corte de meditación e incluso bajar mi dosis, pero gracias a Dios que lo bajó porque yo wa raidhe es también el que me dio a conocer a mi padre y mi tía su hermana entonces a mi mamá que yo wa gay y él es mi nd doctor btw causa mi primera wa también mudoy no entender mi problema estoy tan cansado de esta sensación que usted sabe una sensación de que no quiere hacer cosas pero sólo acostarse y wan na llo también un sentimiento de que usted no wan na hacer cosas o incluso comer este sentimiento ha estado conmigo desde 0 9 ahora y aunque he tratado de ser mejor que sólo se vuelve peor y complicado estoy corriendo fuera de idea en llegar a ser mejor ATP gracias a leer esto mantener seguro y cuidar