just completely drained of all impulse feel like my body is a big doll and it just leaked all it air and i m just completely deflated i sold out gave up on my belief i wasted my young year loving someone who doesn t love me gave in to every compulsion and spent my year a a sidekick a a passerby a a ghost i don t even feel like dying or living or anything i m just deflated dissaociated i feel like i m just the memory that my body have and those memory are all terrible or associated with terribleness like i m stuck in a dark room and can only hear the same stupid dumb anticlimactic story over and over and over again there is no point or reason or value or meaning to anything i honestly don t understand how ppl can walk in city and think this urban hell is real we live in a horrible dystopian hell
just completely drained of all impulse feel like my body is a big doll and it just leaked all it airand i m just completely deflated i sold out gave up on my belief i wasted my young year loving someone who doesn t love me gave in to every compulsion and spent my year a a sidekick a a passerby a a ghosti don t even feel like dying or living or anything i m just deflated dissaociated i feel like i m just the memory that my body have and those memory are all terrible or associated with terribleness like i m stuck in a dark room and can only hear the same stupid dumb anticlimactic story over and over and over again there is no point or reason or value or meaning to anything i honestly don t understand how ppl can walk in city and think this urban hell is real we live in a horrible dystopian hell
Sólo completamente drenado de todo impulso sentir como mi cuerpo es una gran muñeca y se filtró todo el aire y yo sólo completamente desinflado me vendí renunciar a mi creencia que perdí mi año joven amar a alguien que no me ama me dio a cada compulsión y pasó mi año un compañero un transeúnte un fantasma ni siquiera se siente como morir o vivir o cualquier cosa yo soy simplemente desinflado disociado me siento como yo sólo la memoria que mi cuerpo tiene y esos recuerdos son todos terribles o asociados con la terribleidad como estoy atrapado en una habitación oscura y sólo se puede escuchar la misma estúpida historia anticlimática estúpida una y otra vez no hay ningún punto o razón o valor o significado a cualquier cosa que honestamente no entiendo cómo ppl puede caminar en la ciudad y creo que este infierno urbano es real que vivimos en un horrible infierno distopiano horrible