i ve been dealing with depression for pretty much a long a i can remember wa diagnosed with it a a child some day are better than others the same can be said about the month and even year to be honest i never thought i would make it to the age i am now and have never really given any thought to what i wanted out of life besides the basic thing like friend loved one and many even a romantic partner outside of that i am lost i don t have a dream job in mind really and i don t have any set goal i m getting older and it feel like the wall are closing in on what time i have left and i don t know what to do i have friend and family who love me but they have their life pretty much together at this point or are close to their goal i have a job i hate no career option i can t drive and don t have any education outside of high school i feel like i just exist i have to rely on people for ride which make me feel like a burden i don t have enough money to make it on my own so i live with my parent i feel like friend keep me around out of pitty because i tend to be the one to start every conversation i m a part of people s life but have nothing of my own i don t know what to do anymore i know i m not at my worst yet because some thing still bring me some joy but none of that fix the problem i have no motivation i try to reach out for help but i don t exactly get any i pretty much get pushed to the back burner a lot and i get it people have their own thing to deal with but i need help i can t do this alone because doing it on my own isn t working i just want to leave this place i m in the job the town the everything probably and find what i want whatever that is i don t even know if i m looking for advice or just to have someone tell me i m not crazy
i ve been dealing with depression for pretty much a long a i can remember wa diagnosed with it a a child some day are better than others the same can be said about the month and even year to be honest i never thought i would make it to the age i am now and have never really given any thought to what i wanted out of life besides the basic thing like friend loved one and many even a romantic partner outside of that i am losti don t have a dream job in mind reallyand i don t have any set goal i m getting older and it feel like the wall are closing in on what time i have leftand i don t know what to do i have friend and family who love mebut they have their life pretty much together at this point or are close to their goal i have a job i hate no career option i can t drive and don t have any education outside of high school i feel like i just exist i have to rely on people for ride which make me feel like a burden i don t have enough money to make it on my own so i live with my parent i feel like friend keep me around out of pitty because i tend to be the one to start every conversation i m a part of people s life but have nothing of my owni don t know what to doanymore i know i m not at my worst yet because some thing still bring me some joy but none of that fix the problem i have no motivation i try to reach out for helpbut i don t exactly get any i pretty much get pushed to the back burner a lotand i get it people have their own thing to deal withbut i need help i can t do this alone because doing it on my own isn t workingi just want to leave this place i m in the job the town the everything probably and find what i want whatever that is i don t even know if i m looking for advice or just to have someone tell me i m not crazy
He estado lidiando con la depresión durante bastante tiempo a puedo recordar wa diagnosticado con él un niño algún día son mejores que otros lo mismo se puede decir sobre el mes e incluso el año para ser honesto nunca pensé que lo haría a la edad que soy ahora y nunca he realmente dado ningún pensamiento a lo que quería fuera de la vida además de la cosa básica como amigo querido y muchos incluso un socio romántico fuera de que estoy perdido no tengo un trabajo de ensueño en mente realmente y no tengo ningún objetivo establecido me estoy haciendo mayor y siento como si el muro se están cerrando en el tiempo que he dejado y no sé qué hacer tengo amigo y familia que me quieren pero tienen su vida bastante juntos en este punto o están cerca de su objetivo tengo una carga tengo un trabajo no odio ninguna opción de carrera no puedo conducir y no tengo ninguna educación fuera de la escuela secundaria siento que sólo existo tengo que confiar en la gente para montar que me hacen sentir como una carga tengo suficiente dinero para hacerlo en mi propia familia así que me siento como amigo mantener fuera de la pitty porque tengo que ser dueño de una cosa de mi vida pero no tengo suficiente dinero para empezar de mi propia vida