i m a yr old female and i wa diagnosed with bipolar when i wa almost been a month but i ve noticed that my anger ha totally converted into full rage when i wa just depressed a month before it s been year since my dad death but it isn t a normal death he wa murdered in cold blood because he wa running for politics i have been trying to seek help from therapist but it isn t enough for me to let go and move on my older brother and boyfriend have been trying to convince me to move on but it s not easy i don t think i can i ve been feeling very vengeful more than before about this situation but every time i let out my anger i go full rage and when that episode is over i can t help but feel hopeless and fucking worthless i cry my heart out but then i m filled with anger and rage again even conversation with my boyfriend would make me snap but instead of taking it out on him i simply tell him i need to call him back then i self destruct sometimes i feel like he doesn t really care since he sends me one worded text but it s whatever it isn t his problem don t know if i m alone in this one or if anyone feel the same a me
i m a yr old female and i wa diagnosed with bipolar when i wa almost been a monthbut i ve noticed that my anger ha totally converted into full rage when i wa just depressed a month before it s been year since my dad death but it isn t a normal death he wa murdered in cold blood because he wa running for politics i have been trying to seek help from therapistbut it isn t enough for me to let go and move on my older brother and boyfriend have been trying to convince me to move onbut it s not easyi don t think i can i ve been feeling very vengeful more than before about this situation but every time i let out my anger i go full rage and when that episode is over i can t help but feel hopeless and fucking worthless i cry my heart outbut then i m filled with anger and rage again even conversation with my boyfriend would make me snap but instead of taking it out on him i simply tell him i need to call him back then i self destruct sometimes i feel like he doesn t really care since he sends me one worded textbut it s whatever it isn t his problemdon t know if i m alone in this one or if anyone feel the same a me
I m a yr old female and i wa diagnosticada con bipolar when I wa casi ha sido un mes pero he notado que mi ira se ha convertido totalmente en rabia cuando me voy deprimido un mes antes de que fuera el año desde mi padre muerte pero no es una muerte normal que se mató en sangre fría porque él va a correr por la política he estado tratando de buscar ayuda de terapeuta pero no es suficiente para mí para dejar ir y mudarme en mi hermano mayor y novio han estado tratando de convencerme para seguir adelante pero no es fácil no creo que pueda me he estado sintiendo muy vengativo más que antes sobre esta situación pero cada vez que dejo salir mi ira me voy rabia total y cuando ese episodio es más no puedo ayudar pero me siento sin esperanza y mierda inútil lloro mi corazón pero entonces estoy lleno de ira y rabia de nuevo incluso conversación con mi novio me haría estallar pero en lugar de llevarlo a cabo en él simplemente le digo que necesito llamarlo de vuelta entonces me autodestrucción a veces me siento como si realmente no me importa desde que me envía un mensaje de texto pero lo que sea que es su problema t sé si yo solo me siento en esta persona o si me siento como alguien