i m nearing the end of a long project that i have worked on from the end of last november and my body is trying to shut down to prevent me from doing it i know this fatigue is psychosomatic there is no physical source for it but trying to ignore it can only take me so far if i could work at the same peak rate i did around january and feburary i would ve finished this thing already a week ago and knowing that piss me off every single day i manage to do half of what i planned to do and no matter how hard i push myself i can t do six hour worth of work in even if i sit my as down and tell myself i am not getting up before this fucking thing is finished it run me ragged at worst trying to force myself to pick up my tool and move my hand i get so tired i get out of breath from just sitting at a desk i m perfectly healthy and in my late 0 and i know this is psychosomatic but no matter what i try i can t get myself to fight my way through it without this i would ve been finished long ago how do i make this stop
i m nearing the end of a long project that i have worked on from the end of last november and my body is trying to shut down to prevent me from doing iti know this fatigue is psychosomatic there is no physical source for it but trying to ignore it can only take me so far if i could work at the same peak rate i did around january and feburary i would ve finished this thing already a week ago and knowing that piss me off every single day i manage to do half of what i planned to do and no matter how hard i push myself i can t do six hour worth of work in even if i sit my as down and tell myself i am not getting up before this fucking thing is finished it run me ragged at worst trying to force myself to pick up my tool and move my hand i get so tired i get out of breath from just sitting at a desk i m perfectly healthy and in my late 0and i know this is psychosomatic but no matter what i try i can t get myself to fight my way through it without this i would ve been finished long ago how do i make this stop
Me estoy acercando al final de un largo proyecto en el que he trabajado desde el final de la última noviembre y mi cuerpo está tratando de cerrar para evitar que lo haga sé que esta fatiga es psicosomática no hay ninguna fuente física para ello, pero tratando de ignorarlo sólo puede llevarme tan lejos si podría trabajar en la misma tasa máxima que hice alrededor de enero y febrero que habría terminado esta cosa hace ya una semana y sabiendo que me cabrea cada día que me las arregla para hacer la mitad de lo que planeé hacer y no importa lo duro que me empuje a mí mismo no puedo hacer seis horas de trabajo en incluso si me siento como abajo y me digo que no me estoy levantando antes de que esta maldita cosa se termine me ruge en el peor tratando de forzarme a recoger mi herramienta y mover mi mano me siento tan cansado que me dejo de sentarme en un escritorio que estoy perfectamente sano y en mi último 0 y sé que esto es psicosomático pero no importa lo que intento no puedo conseguir luchar a través de esto sin esto que me hubieran terminado hace mucho tiempo cómo hacer esta parada