i used to be a swimmer back in elementary 0yrs old it s so quiet underwater and everything feel so light after a year in sport my mom started pressuring me she would compare me a lot to my other teammate and eventually it made me lose my passion for it i tried drowning myself a lot of time and one of my teammate would eventually pull me up i left swimming and suffered half of my junior high life being blamed financially by my mother up to this day i m still afraid of receiving thing because what if they ll blame for losing money for it so instead i would try to get high grade so it ll feel like i deserve it and now i m being pressured a lot again by my family i ll be in college next year and they re expecting me to get into one of those state university i just want to be dissappear at this point
i used to be a swimmer back inelementary 0yrs oldit s so quiet underwater and everything feel so light after a year in sport my mom started pressuring me she would compare me a lot to my other teammate and eventually it made me lose my passion for it i tried drowning myself a lot of time and one of my teammate would eventually pull me up i left swimming and suffered half of my junior high life being blamed financially by my mother up to this day i m still afraid of receiving thing because what if they ll blame for losing money for it so instead i would try to get high grade so it ll feel like i deserve itand now i m being pressured a lot again by my family i ll be in college next yearand they re expecting me to get into one of those state university i just want to be dissappear at this point
Solía ser un nadador de vuelta inelementary 0yrs viejo s tan tranquilo bajo el agua y todo se siente tan ligero después de un año en el deporte mi mamá comenzó a presionarme ella me compararía mucho con mi otro compañero de equipo y eventualmente me hizo perder mi pasión por él intenté ahogarme mucho tiempo y uno de mi compañero de equipo finalmente me tiraría hacia arriba me dejó nadar y sufrió la mitad de mi vida secundaria siendo culpado financieramente por mi madre hasta este día todavía tengo miedo de recibir cosas porque lo que si van a culpar por perder dinero por ello en lugar de lo que trataría de conseguir alto grado así que se sentirá como me lo merezco y ahora estoy siendo presionado mucho de nuevo por mi familia estaré en la universidad el próximo año y me esperan para entrar en una de esas universidades estatales que sólo quiero ser desaparecidos en este punto