my girlfriend finally left me my depression drove our relationship into ruin it also drove my relationship with my family into the ground i feel so hopeless i feel so much sorrow and so much rage toward myself i m not emotionally stable one negative thing can put my mental state so deep in the negative i don t know what to do anymore but killing myself i feel tired all the time i try to work for something but then i fail and can t pick it back up cause of my exhaustion why is it so painful watching the people you love leave knowing you can t blame anyone but yourself and they think i m not trying hard enough or i dont care about them i just can t win the battle in my head with my depression and my anxiety i wa never religious but i started praying for god lately to end my life please i just want to go and rest i just want to be at peace
my girlfriend finally left me my depression drove our relationship into ruin it also drove my relationship with my family into the ground i feel so hopeless i feel so much sorrow and so much rage toward myselfi m not emotionally stable one negative thing can put my mental state so deep in the negativei don t know what to do anymore but killing myself i feel tired all the time i try to work for somethingbut then i fail and can t pick it back up cause of my exhaustion why is it so painful watching the people you love leave knowing you can t blame anyone but yourselfand they think i m not trying hard enough or i dont care about them i just can t win the battle in my head with my depression and my anxiety i wa never religiousbut i started praying for god lately to end my life please i just want to go and rest i just want to be at peace
mi novia finalmente me dejó mi depresión condujo a nuestra relación en la ruina también condujo mi relación con mi familia en el suelo me siento tan desesperado siento tanto dolor y tanta rabia hacia mí mismo no emocionalmente estable una cosa negativa puede poner mi estado mental tan profundamente en el negativo no sé qué hacer más pero matarme me siento cansado todo el tiempo trato de trabajar para algo pero entonces fallo y no puedo recuperarlo causa de mi agotamiento ¿por qué es tan doloroso ver a la gente que amas salir sabiendo que no puedes culpar a nadie sino a ti mismo y piensan que no estoy tratando lo suficiente o no me importa que simplemente no puedo ganar la batalla en mi cabeza con mi depresión y mi ansiedad nunca religiosa pero empecé a rezar por Dios últimamente para terminar mi vida por favor sólo quiero ir y descansar sólo quiero estar en paz