i have never thought i d reach my 0 cuz since my early year i have been suicidal my life ha always been the worst i wa given the worst family my parent were when i wa born they were totally unable to raise a kid yet they decided to keep their pregnancy being a teen parent in a country where abortion is 00 legal since 9 is at least a huge stupidity i don t even have to say that my childhood and teenage year were creepy i went still do through need i had the worst and cheapest toy basic clothes the cheapest cell phone etc people are like forget about the past and focus on the present how do y all think it s easy to forget about poverty no it s not i can t forget all the humiliation abuse and privation i had to go through i m now totally hopeless still suicidal and i m pretty sure death is the only thing that can take my pain away and sooner or later i ll end up a a suicidal person i ve already tried to wait and see if thing get better but nothing changed thing get easier for a short period of time and then get unbearable again i just hope i die soon and all my pain fade
i have never thought i d reach my 0 cuz since my early year i have been suicidal my life ha always been the worst i wa given the worst family my parent were when i wa born they were totally unable to raise a kid yet they decided to keep their pregnancy being a teen parent in a country where abortion is 00 legal since 9 is at least a huge stupidity i don t even have to say that my childhood and teenage year were creepy i went still do through needi had the worst and cheapest toy basic clothes the cheapest cell phone etc people are like forget about the past and focus on the present how do y all think it s easy to forget about povertyno it s not i can t forget all the humiliation abuse and privation i had to go through i m now totally hopeless still suicidaland i m pretty sure death is the only thing that can take my pain away and sooner or later i ll end up a a suicidal person i ve already tried to wait and see if thing get better but nothing changed thing get easier for a short period of time and then get unbearable againi just hope i die soon and all my pain fade
Nunca he pensado que llegaría a mi 0 cuz desde mi primer año he sido suicida mi vida ha sido siempre el peor i wa dada la peor familia que mi padre era cuando nací que eran totalmente incapaces de criar a un niño sin embargo decidieron mantener su embarazo siendo un padre adolescente en un país donde el aborto es 00 legal ya que 9 es al menos una gran estupidez ni siquiera tengo que decir que mi infancia y el año adolescente eran espeluznantes todavía fui hacer a través de necesidad tenía la peor y más barata ropa básica juguete el teléfono celular más barato etc la gente son como olvidar el pasado y centrarse en el presente cómo y todos piensan que es fácil olvidar la pobreza no es que no puedo olvidar todo el abuso humillación y la privatización que tuve que pasar ahora totalmente desesperada todavía suicida y estoy bastante seguro de que la muerte es la única cosa que puede tomar mi dolor lejos y tarde o temprano voy a terminar una persona suicida que ya he tratado de esperar y ver si las cosas mejoran pero nada cambia más fácil por un corto período de tiempo y luego volver a ser insoportable sólo espero morir pronto y todo mi dolor se desvanecen