for the most part my life is perfect in the grand scheme of thing i am probably in the of well off people on this planet globally speaking i have a home car no debt a family etc it is all there however i am so riddle with anxiety and depression that i feel i am just wasting my life away all i do is see red and fear the worst all day every day i just turned 0 in looking back i ve become very sad how ironic sigh realizing how i ve spent from the 0 to 0 being anxious and wasted away all this potential brain space i have no other way to describe it and a i look to the next 0 year ahead i fear i will do the same can you imagine laying on your death bed thinking i worried and anxiously walked through life i had all this pent up anxiety depression anger insert your ailment here and that is what defined my time here i could elaborate but almost every activity whether banal or extreme is met with a flood of negative thought worry emotion etc i sometimes feel like i am vibrating from so much anxiety it s fucking crushing every day is just a struggle to be normal
for the most part my life is perfect in the grand scheme of thing i am probably in the of well off people on this planet globally speaking i have a home car no debt a family etc it is all there however i am so riddle with anxiety and depression that i feel i am just wasting my life away all i do is see red and fear the worst all day every day i just turned 0 in looking back i ve become very sad how ironic sigh realizing how i ve spent from the 0 to 0 being anxious and wasted away all this potential brain space i have no other way to describe it and a i look to the next 0 year aheadi fear i will do the same can you imagine laying on your death bed thinking i worried and anxiously walked through life i had all this pent up anxiety depression anger insert your ailment here and that is what defined my time here i could elaborate but almost every activity whether banal or extreme is met with a flood of negative thought worry emotion etc i sometimes feel like i am vibrating from so much anxiety it s fucking crushing every day is just a struggle to be normal
Para la mayoría de la parte mi vida es perfecta en el gran esquema de cosa que estoy probablemente en la gente bien fuera en este planeta globalmente hablando tengo un coche casero sin deuda una familia etc es todo allí sin embargo estoy tan enigma con ansiedad y depresión que siento que estoy desperdiciando mi vida todo lo que hago es ver rojo y miedo lo peor todos los días todos los días he vuelto 0 en mirar hacia atrás me he vuelto muy triste cómo irónico suspiro darme cuenta de cómo he pasado de 0 a 0 siendo ansioso y desperdiciado todo este potencial espacio cerebral no tengo otra manera de describirlo y un miro a la próxima 0 año antes de miedo voy a hacer lo mismo te imaginas tumbarse en tu lecho de muerte pensando preocupado y ansiosamente caminaba a través de la vida tenía toda esta ansiedad reprimida depresión ira inserta tu dolencia aquí y eso es lo que definí mi tiempo aquí podría elaborar pero casi todas las actividades si banal o extremo se encuentra con una inundación de pensamiento negativo emoción preocupación etc me siento a veces como estoy vibrando de tanta ansiedad es aplastante cada día es simplemente una lucha para ser normal