over the past couple month i have been suffering a lot with my anxiety i am in an environment where i am surrounded by people who dont care for me are blantantly rude and fake and pressure me beyond belief i am exhausted and want to be happy i m not saying for a second that i am perfect and nice all the time im a know it all socially awkward lack of an ability to stand up for myself but i miss being around the few people that love me and share my interest while i am around bad people i am in a place where i am in a place surrounded by thing i love i cant miss out on this i need to grow and be more confident i can live an adventurous life alone i dont need company i dont need a boyfriend and i don t need friend with me all the time i have been taking leap and going to museum and social public setting all by myself ivd been taking it slow and going to one place everyday or every other day i allow myself to lay in bed after and sleep i am so unbelieveably anxiois and distressed when i am out doing these thing but i am seeing thing i truly love i am experiemcing life i am going on an oit of city trip for a few day soon and i am excited to push my limit a i lay im bed stressed in pain and sleep deprived i am still pushing myself in the morning to go on another adventure by myself
over the past couple month i have been suffering a lot with my anxiety i am in an environment where i am surrounded by people who dont care for me are blantantly rude and fake and pressure me beyond belief i am exhausted and want to be happy i m not saying for a second that i am perfect and nice all the time im a know it all socially awkward lack of an ability to stand up for myselfbut i miss being around the few people that love me and share my interest while i am around bad people i am in a place where i am in a place surrounded by thing i love i cant miss out on this i need to grow and be more confident i can live an adventurous life alonei dont need company i dont need a boyfriendand i don t need friend with me all the time i have been taking leap and going to museum and social public setting all by myself ivd been taking it slow and going to one place everyday or every other day i allow myself to lay in bed after and sleep i am so unbelieveably anxiois and distressed when i am out doing these thing but i am seeing thing i truly love i am experiemcing life i am going on an oit of city trip for a few day soon and i am excited to push my limit a i lay im bed stressed in pain and sleep deprived i am still pushing myself in the morning to go on another adventure by myself
Durante el último par de meses he estado sufriendo mucho con mi ansiedad estoy en un ambiente donde estoy rodeado de personas que no me cuidan son blantamente groseros y falsos y me presionan más allá de la creencia estoy agotado y quiero ser feliz no estoy diciendo por un segundo que soy perfecto y agradable todo el tiempo lo sé todo socialmente torpe falta de una capacidad de ponerse de pie para mí mismo pero extraño estar alrededor de las pocas personas que me aman y comparten mi interés mientras estoy alrededor de la gente mala estoy en un lugar donde estoy en un lugar rodeado por lo que amo no puedo perderme en esto necesito crecer y estar más seguro de que puedo vivir una vida aventurera sola no necesito compañía no necesito un novio y no necesito amigo conmigo todo el tiempo que he estado dando saltos y yendo al museo y entorno social público todo por mí mismo he estado tomando lento y yendo a un lugar todos los días o cada otro día me permito estar en la cama después de y dormir soy increíblemente anxiois y angustiado cuando estoy fuera de esta cosa pero estoy viendo lo que soy realmente expering i city am a life o going o