i m had a suicide attempt around month ago and am struggling to move on after it i tried to overdose on my antidepressant i wa in the hospital for day on the psych floor until i got released since then i moved across the country and am living back at my parent s house in my childhood bedroom i applied for medical disability from my h teaching job am currently in therapy twice a week and thinking of outpatient program my antidepressant were increased along with adding a mood stabilizer all my life i ve never taken medicine and now i am on pill each day i am back at home and have no friend here i use no other social medium other than reddit due to my social anxiety i just adopted a cat for company but he hide from me all day i just feel so stuck and alone i ve been depressed for so long and am not sure how to move on i feel like i have regressed so much everything that i feared for my life when i wa young ha come true i am with no partner gay no job and no close friend my self esteem is shot and last night i cried for an hour when my dad sat beside my bed some day i feel ok but most day at some point i feel hopeless again honestly i don t know what to do with myself each day all my interest are gone and it is hard to just get out of bed anyone who ha been through this how do you move on i still feel i haven t completely processed the attempt
i m had a suicide attempt around month ago and am struggling to move on after it i tried to overdose on my antidepressant i wa in the hospital for day on the psych floor until i got released since then i moved across the country and am living back at my parent s house in my childhood bedroom i applied for medical disability from my h teaching job am currently in therapy twice a week and thinking of outpatient program my antidepressant were increased along with adding a mood stabilizer all my life i ve never taken medicine and now i am on pill each day i am back at home and have no friend here i use no other social medium other than reddit due to my social anxiety i just adopted a cat for company but he hide from me all day i just feel so stuck and alone i ve been depressed for so long and am not sure how to move on i feel like i have regressed so much everything that i feared for my life when i wa young ha come true i am with no partner gay no job and no close friend my self esteem is shot and last night i cried for an hour when my dad sat beside my bed some day i feel okbut most day at some point i feel hopeless again honestlyi don t know what to do with myself each day all my interest are gone and it is hard to just get out of bed anyone who ha been through this how do you move on i still feel i haven t completely processed the attempt
I m tuvo un intento de suicidio alrededor de hace un mes y estoy luchando para seguir adelante después de que traté de sobredosis en mi antidepresivo i wa en el hospital para el día en el piso de psiquiatría hasta que me dieron de alta desde entonces me mudé a través del país y estoy viviendo de nuevo en la casa de mis padres en mi habitación de la infancia he solicitado la discapacidad médica de mi trabajo de enseñanza h estoy actualmente en terapia dos veces a la semana y pensando en programa ambulatorio mi antidepresivo se incrementaron junto con la adición de un estabilizador de humor toda mi vida nunca he tomado medicina y ahora estoy en píldora cada día estoy de vuelta en casa y no tengo ningún amigo aquí uso de ningún otro medio social que reddit debido a mi ansiedad social acabo de adoptar un gato para la empresa, pero él se esconde de mí todo el día me siento tan atascado y solo he estado deprimido durante tanto tiempo y no estoy seguro de cómo seguir adelante me siento como he regredido tanto todo lo que temía por mi vida cuando yo wa joven ha llegado verdad no estoy con pareja gay trabajo y ningún amigo cercano autoestima me tiro y la última noche lloraba por una hora cuando mi papá se sentó al lado okbut he estado