i have irrational fear of a home invasion being attacked by a stranger for context even thing like elderly woman with cane walking behind me sends me into panic mode me and my fianc just bought our first home together after renting for year instead of me being able to rest after a long day of moving i am instead laying awake because the house is settling every 0 second and i keep thinking it s an intruder coming to kill me this ha been going on for two hour my heart keep pounding out of my chest randomly and i keep getting so frozen with fear that i hold my breath my mind is working overtime playing escape plan confrontation scenario on repeat so i can t relax this is so fucking irrational i hate it i ve been this way a long a i can remember but ugh i know why house creek i also know this home is older which is something i love about it during the day but i can not seem to think logically about this every pop creek and bang is sending me into panic mode and i don t have any remedy i m sick of being constantly on alert for no reason this is an extremely safe neighborhood and i should not need to be this worried over nothing some night are better than others but why do i even have to go through this at all i apologize for the rant but i am so exhausted and i just want to sleep but i keep getting snapped awake
i have irrational fear of a home invasion being attacked by a stranger for context even thing like elderly woman with cane walking behind me sends me into panic mode me and my fianc just bought our first home together after renting for year instead of me being able to rest after a long day of moving i am instead laying awake because the house is settling every 0 secondand i keep thinking it s an intruder coming to kill me this ha been going on for two hour my heart keep pounding out of my chest randomlyand i keep getting so frozen with fear that i hold my breath my mind is working overtime playing escape plan confrontation scenario on repeatso i can t relax this is so fucking irrationali hate iti ve been this way a long a i can remember but ughi know why house creek i also know this home is older which is something i love about it during the daybut i can not seem to think logically about this every pop creek and bang is sending me into panic mode and i don t have any remedy i m sick of being constantly on alert for no reason this is an extremely safe neighborhood and i should not need to be this worried over nothing some night are better than others but why do i even have to go through this at all i apologize for the rantbut i am so exhausted and i just want to sleepbut i keep getting snapped awake
Tengo miedo irracional de una invasión de casa siendo atacado por un extraño por contexto incluso cosa como la mujer mayor con bastón caminando detrás de mí me envía en modo de pánico yo y mi prometido acaba de comprar nuestra primera casa juntos después de alquilar durante el año en lugar de mí ser capaz de descansar después de un largo día de mudanza estoy en lugar de permanecer despierto porque la casa se está instalando cada 0 segundo y sigo pensando que es un intruso que viene a matarme este ha estado pasando por dos horas mi corazón sigue latiendo fuera de mi pecho al azar y sigo congelando con miedo de que mantenga mi respiración mi mente está trabajando horas extras jugando escape plan confrontación escenario en repeticiónso no puedo relajar esto es tan irracional odio iti he sido de esta manera un largo a que puedo recordar pero ughi sabe por qué casa arroyo yo también sé que este hogar es más viejo que es algo que me encanta sobre él durante el día pero no puedo parecer pensar lógicamente sobre esto cada pop arroyo y bang me está enviando a modo de pánico