i don t know how much longer i m gon na wait could be a few day or a couple week or month definitely by the end of the year though it all depends on if it get even worse and how much worse it get if it get better then i won t do it but i don t see that happening given the pattern it s like every month i lose someone else every day i get a bigger workload and enjoy the thing i like a little le i m an alcoholic and i m not even old enough to drink i ve promised it to myself so many time because it s comforting feeling like the way out is close even if it s not happening but this time is different this time i really don t think i can go on maybe i m just a baby maybe i m over dramatic maybe i m a piece of shit who deserves to die or deserves to live miserable it doesn t matter anymore the reason i have aren t gon na go away or get better just because people tell me they aren t good reason sorry to everyone i m glad i made a new account so they won t see this specific post at least i m probably gon na post the note to instagram right a it s happening just so it s out there and people know and i don t just disappear from everything and leave anyone worrying
i don t know how much longer i m gon na wait could be a few day or a couple week or month definitely by the end of the year though it all depends on if it get even worse and how much worse it get if it get better then i won t do itbut i don t see that happening given the pattern it s like every month i lose someone else every day i get a bigger workload and enjoy the thing i like a littlele i m an alcoholicand i m not even old enough to drink i ve promised it to myself so many time because it s comforting feeling like the way out is close even if it s not happening but this time is different this time i really don t think i can go onmaybe i m just a babymaybe i m over dramatic maybe i m a piece of shit who deserves to die or deserves to live miserable it doesn t matter anymore the reason i have aren t gon na go away or get better just because people tell me they aren t good reason sorry to everyone i m glad i made a new accountso they won t see this specific post at least i m probably gon na post the note to instagramrighta it s happening justso it s out there and people knowand i don t just disappear from everything and leave anyone worrying
No sé cuánto más tiempo voy a esperar podría ser un par de días o un par de semanas o meses definitivamente para el final del año, aunque todo depende de si se pone aún peor y cuánto peor se pone si se pone mejor entonces no lo haré pero no veo que sucediendo dado el patrón es como cada mes pierdo a alguien más cada día tengo una carga de trabajo más grande y disfruto de la cosa me gusta un poco soy un alcohólico y no soy ni siquiera lo suficientemente mayor para beber me lo he prometido a mí mismo tantas veces porque es reconfortante sentir como la manera de salir está cerca incluso si no está sucediendo pero esta vez es diferente esta vez realmente no creo que pueda ir en tal vez soy un bebé tal vez estoy sobre dramático tal vez soy un pedazo de mierda que merece morir o merece vivir miserable no importa más la razón por la que no tengo gon na ir lejos o conseguir mejor sólo porque la gente me dice que no son buena razón lo siento a todos me alegro de hacer una cuenta nueva que no van a ver este post específico en menos que probablemente van a salir de la nota a instarighta gente de todo lo que se preocupa y de