my depression is taking a turn for the worst the thought about offing myself are starting to become more frequent again there s barely anything going on in my life yet my anxiety feel so overwhelming that one would think i live a busy life i feel so hollow all the time and i don t like it it s starting to get to the point where i can t even do anything because my depressive thought just intrude on every part of my day that it s preventing me to actually be productive i have essay to write for my uni class but all i do is stare at my laptop because i can t even cry i attend my lecture and join class discussion because everyone say that engaging in those thing will increase the likelihood i ll pas but i barely remember what s going on at all or what i m saying how do i function to live at least until the semester is over
my depression is taking a turn for the worst the thought about offing myself are starting to become more frequent again there s barely anything going on in my life yet my anxiety feel so overwhelming that one would think i live a busy life i feel so hollow all the timeand i don tlike it it s starting to get to the point where i can t even do anything because my depressive thought just intrude on every part of my day that it s preventing me to actually be productive i have essay to write for my uni classbut all i do is stare at my laptop because i can t even cry i attend my lecture and join class discussion because everyone say that engaging in those thing will increase the likelihood i ll pasbut i barely remember what s going on at all or what i m saying how do i function to live at least until the semester is over
mi depresión está tomando un giro para el peor el pensamiento de offing mí mismo están empezando a ser más frecuentes otra vez hay apenas algo pasando en mi vida sin embargo mi ansiedad se siente tan abrumadora que uno pensaría que vivo una vida ajetreada me siento tan vacío todo el tiempo y no me gusta que esté empezando a llegar al punto en que ni siquiera puedo hacer nada porque mi pensamiento depresivo sólo se entromete en cada parte de mi día que me impide realmente ser productivo tengo ensayo para escribir para mi clase uni pero todo lo que hago es mirar fijamente a mi portátil porque no puedo llorar incluso asistir a mi conferencia y unirse a la discusión de clase porque todo el mundo dice que involucrarse en esa cosa aumentará la probabilidad i ll pasbut apenas recuerdo lo que está pasando en absoluto o lo que estoy diciendo cómo funciona para vivir al menos hasta que el semestre es más