hi i m intense uncomfort in social setting worsening hygiene teeth pretty bad body pain from not eating properly anymore like almost fainting from the stair my body is really weak feeling too and like these fucking muscle twitching and joint pain no motivation just wanting to lay down fucked sleep and loneliness is making school suffocating i think body pain is the worst but even if i actually go to the doctor she ll just fucking tell me to eat better which i know that s the issue i m prob not going to do i m in charge of my meal and om mazy so i ve been eating frozen i just lay down everyday after coming home usually nap like usually my body feel like it s breaking down while i m there i always feel like cry at school which is fine but i have to keep dealing w this by myself is hard i m not realistically going whine about this to anyone i can t open up i tried to speak to the counselor but i only mentioned not eating properly so she just told me to eat and join a study group people don t like me generally esp adult so it s kinda no use fot me i have definitely thought about dying or getting beat up i prob won t but i m a bit stupid and hopeless at this point so my weekend i just lay in bed all day literally that s it my single parent father doesn t value thing like this it s just financial if i get hurt it s generally a burden which i m used to i just need to get my shit together
hi i m intense uncomfort in social setting worsening hygiene teeth pretty bad body pain from not eating properly anymore like almost fainting from the stair my body is really weak feeling too and like these fucking muscle twitching and joint pain no motivation just wanting to lay down fucked sleep and loneliness is making school suffocating i think body pain is the worst but even if i actually go to the doctor she ll just fucking tell me to eat better which i know that s the issue i m prob not going to do i m in charge of my meal and ommazyso i ve been eating frozeni just lay down everyday after coming home usually nap like usually my body feel like it s breaking down while i m there i always feel like cry at school which is finebut i have to keep dealing w this by myself is hard i m not realistically going whine about this to anyone i can t open up i tried to speak to the counselorbut i only mentioned not eating properly so she just told me to eat and join a study group people don t like me generally esp adult so it skindano use fot me i have definitely thought about dying or getting beat up i prob won t but i m a bit stupid and hopeless at this point so my weekend i just lay in bed all day literally that s it my single parent father doesn t value thing like thisit s just financial if i get hurt it s generally a burden which i m used to i just need to get my shit together
Hola intenso malestar en el entorno social empeoramiento dientes de higiene bastante mal dolor corporal de no comer correctamente más como casi desmayarse de la escalera mi cuerpo es realmente débil sensación también y como estos putos espasmos musculares y dolor articular ninguna motivación sólo querer tumbarse sueño jodido y soledad está haciendo escuela asfixiando creo que el dolor corporal es lo peor pero incluso si realmente voy al médico ella sólo me dirá que comer mejor que sé que es el problema i m prob no va a hacer yo soy responsable de mi comida y ommazyso he estado comiendo congelado sólo acostarse todos los días después de venir a casa generalmente siesta como por lo general mi cuerpo siento que se rompe mientras estoy allí siempre me siento como llorar en la escuela que está bien pero tengo que seguir lidiando con esto por mí mismo es difícil no realísticamente ir a whine sobre esto a cualquiera que no pueda abrirme traté de hablar con el consejero pero sólo mencioné no comer adecuadamente así que ella acaba de decirme a comer y unirse a un grupo de estudio gente no me gusta generalmente esp adulto tan skindano uset me he pensado mori o golpear prob