idk why life is like this i put in so much time and hour into working and working and escaping from fcking situation venezuela economy is so destroyed that i left to per only to treated like a second class person and given a cold shoulder whenever i got into a job i didn t care i keep going and i got myself into collegue working hr day for month on fish i literally would go to class with my fishing boot because i wouldnt have time in my shift to chance and right now i m just sad the pandemic made me loss everything again i havent eaten anything in day i m short a 00 buck on rent i still havent graduated i have tried nobody want to hire an inmigrant nobody want to rent his apartment to an inmigrant even this place i m renting rn is more expensive for the mere fact that i wa not born here i just want rest some freedom not waking up and be uncertain if i m gon na have food that day or not i m feeling relaxed if i actually think about it my mom would be the only person sad about it which is the only reason i still havent done it i m literally right here with a blade on a hand just thinking about my mom and damn doe it hurt
idk why life is like this i put in so much time and hour into working and working and escaping from fcking situation venezuela economy is so destroyed that i left to per only to treated like a second class person and given a cold shoulder whenever i got into a jobi didn t carei keep goingand i got myself into collegue working hr day for month on fish i literally would go to class with my fishing boot because i wouldnt have time in my shift to chance and right now i m just sad the pandemic made me loss everything again i havent eaten anything in dayi m short a 00 buck on rent i still havent graduated i have tried nobody want to hire an inmigrant nobody want to rent his apartment to an inmigrant even this place i m renting rn is more expensive for the mere fact that i wa not born here i just want rest some freedom not waking up and be uncertain if i m gon na have food that day or not i m feeling relaxed if i actually think about it my mom would be the only person sad about it which is the only reason i still havent done iti m literally right here with a blade on a hand just thinking about my mom and damn doe it hurt
idk por qué la vida es como esto puse tanto tiempo y hora en trabajar y trabajar y escapar de la situación fcking economía venezuela es tan destruido que me fui a por sólo para tratar como una persona de segunda clase y dado un hombro frío cada vez que me metí en un trabajo no me importó seguir y me me metí en collegue trabajo h día durante el mes en pescado literalmente iría a clase con mi bota de pesca porque no tendría tiempo en mi turno a la oportunidad y ahora mismo estoy triste la pandemia me hizo perder todo de nuevo no he comido nada en dai m corto un 00 buck en alquiler todavía no me he graduado he intentado nadie quiere contratar a un inmigrante nadie quiere alquilar su apartamento a un inmigrante incluso este lugar estoy alquilando rn es más caro por el mero hecho de que no he nacido aquí sólo quiero descansar una libertad no despertar y ser incierto si voy a tener comida ese día o no me siento relajado si realmente pienso en ella mi mamá sería la única persona triste sobre ella que es la única razón por la que todavía tengo que hacer aquí literalmente con mi madre y lo hago pensando en mi