i quit my job today after being told yesterday that i m bad at it and could be fired if i fuck up again i figure that i d rather remove myself before i cause anymore problem because i know that i m intrinsically fucked since middle school i ve become convinced that i m retarded and that i m a fucking waste of space who should be put down i left this job hoping it d maybe remove some stress from my shoulder but instead i m more angry than ever and i really want to start cutting i m so sick of all of this i m sick of people telling me i should stay here and lying to me about how good i am i m sick of putting in effort only to fail at every turn i m really sick of all it
i quit my job today after being told yesterday that i m bad at it and could be fired if i fuck up again i figure that i d rather remove myself before i cause anymore problem because i know that i m intrinsically fucked since middle school i ve become convinced that i m retarded and that i m a fucking waste of space who should be put downi left this job hoping itd maybe remove some stress from my shoulder but instead i m more angry than everand i really want to start cutting i m so sick of all of thisi m sick of people telling me i should stay here and lying to me about how good i am i m sick of putting in effort only to fail at every turn i m really sick of all it
Dejé mi trabajo hoy después de haber sido dicho ayer que soy malo en ello y podría ser despedido si jodo de nuevo me imagino que prefiero quitarme antes de que cause más problema porque sé que estoy intrínsecamente jodido desde la escuela secundaria me he convencido de que soy retrasado y que soy un maldito desperdicio de espacio que debería ser puesto a punto dejó este trabajo con la esperanza de que tal vez quitar un poco de estrés de mi hombro pero en cambio estoy más enojado que nunca y realmente quiero empezar a cortar estoy tan harto de todo esto estoy harto de la gente diciéndome que debería quedarme aquí y mentirme sobre lo bueno que soy estoy harto de poner en esfuerzo sólo para fallar en cada vuelta estoy realmente harto de todo esto