obviously trigger warning for talk about sexual activity i don t know why and i don t know if i m supposed to do something about it or just ignore it since i don t necessarily have any interest in having sex with another person sometimes i ll want to masturbate but that s it i don t want to be having sex with anyone however when i do try and masturbate i ll suddenly get hit with emotion of anxiety and guilt and disgust and i have to immediately stop i then start cry and panicking and i don t know why a far a i can remember i ve never had a negative experience with sex or sexual harassment or sexual assault i mean i have experienced a friend that would try and touch me inappropriately but at the time it didn t really bother me since i didn t fully understand what she wa trying to do i d just push her off and after a few time she stopped otherwise that s it i don t know why this happens i don t know if this mean anything or i m just really weird
obviously trigger warning for talk about sexual activity i dont knowwhy and i don t know if i m supposed to do something about it or just ignore it since i don t necessarily have any interest in having sex with another person sometimes i ll want to masturbate but that s iti don t want to be having sex with anyone however when i do try and masturbate i ll suddenly get hit with emotion of anxiety and guilt and disgustand i have to immediately stop i then start cry and panickingand i don t know why a far ai can remember i ve never had a negative experience with sex or sexual harassment or sexual assaulti mean i have experienced a friend that would try and touch me inappropriately but at the timeitdidn t really bother me since i didn t fully understand what she wa trying to do i d just push her off and after a few time she stopped otherwise that s iti don t know why this happensi dont know if this mean anything or i m just really weird
No sé por qué y no sé si se supone que tengo que hacer algo al respecto o simplemente ignorarlo ya que no necesariamente tengo ningún interés en tener relaciones sexuales con otra persona a veces quiero masturbarme pero que s iti no quiero tener relaciones sexuales con alguien sin embargo cuando lo hago tratar y masturbarme de repente me golpearán con la emoción de ansiedad y culpa y disgusto y tengo que detenerme inmediatamente y empezar a llorar y a entrar en pánico y no sé por qué un ai lejano puede recordar que nunca he tenido una experiencia negativa con sexo o acoso sexual o agresión sexual quiero decir que he experimentado un amigo que intentaría y me tocaría inapropiadamente pero en el momento en que realmente no me molestaba ya que no entendía completamente lo que estaba tratando de hacer.