okay long text post here i been depressed the past year of my life 9 now you know just typical depression not until recently i started getting like suicidal thought and ideation not so sure why i started dating my boyfriend about a year ago and he is the light of my world and had helped me pretty much a lot i m not too sure why these thought and feeling are coming back to me harder than ever my med cymbalta quit working so i switched them then the new one make me actually fucking insane pristiq i can t even trust myself to be alone i am just thinking about killing myself and dying all that mumbo jumbo my anxiety ha been through the roof a well i also have insomnia which we have not found the right med for that yet either so my whole life and brain is a cluster fuck it would be so easy to end it i never have had panic attack until this new pristiq i ve also tried lexapro prozac and a few others which weren t for me they either make me zombie or literally nothing at all is different can someone give me your input on what i should maybe try to do my sleep ha also been fucked the past few year i stay up for day at a time bc i can t fall asleep i m either not tired or j literally can t actually fall asleep now i have seroquel a needed i don t take that make me feel weird zaleplon a needed it literally doesn t work on me not too sure why but whatever and hydroxyzine and guess what that one doesn t work either sleep ha make me fail in school cant concentrate cant study cant do work mood brain fog every day oh but back to my bf just typing about him make me tear up i miss him so much i m afraid that i m going to scare him away with my craziness i m also pretty sure i m bipolar but maybe i m not but his family doe not have problem like that i m thinking i need to kill myself before he leaf me or after he leaf me bc after he leaf that will be it he s like my last string of hope to keep me from ending it anyone relate
okay long text post here i been depressed the past year of my life 9now you know just typical depression not until recently i started getting like suicidal thought and ideation not so sure why i started dating my boyfriend about a year ago and he is the light of my world and had helped me pretty much a lot i m not too sure why these thought and feeling are coming back to me harder than ever my med cymbalta quit workingso i switched them then the new one make me actually fucking insanepristiq i can t even trust myself to be alone i am just thinking about killing myself and dying all that mumbo jumbo my anxiety ha been through the roofa well i also have insomnia which we have not found the right med for that yet either so my whole life and brain is a cluster fuck it would be so easy to end iti never have had panic attack until this new pristiqi ve also tried lexapro prozac and a few others which weren t for me they either make me zombie or literally nothing at all is different can someone give me your input on what i should maybe try to do my sleep ha also been fucked the past few year i stay up for day at a time bc i can t fall asleep i m either not tired or j literally can t actually fall asleep now i have seroquel a needed i don t take that make me feel weird zaleplon a needed it literally doesn t work on me not too sure why but whatever and hydroxyzine and guess what that one doesn t work either sleep ha make me fail in school cant concentrate cant study cant do work mood brain fog every dayoh but back to my bf just typing about him make me tear upi miss him so much i m afraid that i m going to scare him away with my craziness i m also pretty sure i m bipolarbut maybe i m notbut his family doe not have problem like that i m thinking i need to kill myself before he leaf me or after he leaf me bc after he leaf that will be it he s like my last string of hope to keep me from ending it anyone relate
Ok, largo texto post aquí he estado deprimido el último año de mi vida 9ahora sabes sólo típica depresión no hasta hace poco empecé a conseguir como pensamiento suicida e ideación no tan seguro por qué empecé a salir con mi novio hace aproximadamente un año y él es la luz de mi mundo y me había ayudado bastante no estoy demasiado seguro de por qué estos pensamientos y sentimientos están volviendo a mí más difícil que nunca mi med cymbalta dejar de trabajarso yo los cambié entonces el nuevo me hizo realmente locopristiq no puedo incluso confiar en mí mismo para estar solo estoy pensando en matarme a mí mismo y morir todo lo que mumbo jumbo mi ansiedad ha sido a través de la roofea bien también tengo insomnio que no hemos encontrado el derecho med para que sin embargo o bien mi vida entera y cerebro es un grupo de mierda sería tan fácil de terminar iti nunca han tenido ataque de pánico hasta que este nuevo pristiqi ha probado también lexapro prozac y algunos otros que eran t para mí o me hacen zombi o literalmente nada es diferente puede alguien darme su entrada en lo que yo debería intentar hacer mi sueño también ha sido follada durante el último año durante el tiempo que bc