hi all i guess i just needed to share how i m feeling for year i ve been battling anxiety on and off for year it s been health anxiety primarily heart i ve had so much testing done that show i have rare benign pvc i m healthy and what not that s great and all but this past week i called 9 and wa in the hospital twice i haven t had to call since 0 i will start seeing a therapist and psychiatrist a of this week time a week i ve tried a lot of medicine and never had luck i m now on mg of buspirone with a potential of 0mg depending on how i do i have ativan a needed for emergency medicine now too i m on day of buspirone i know thing take time but before this past week i thought i wa the best i ve been in year i m sitting here sobbing because i can t believe i m back to square i m scared of medicine so i cry a i take the buspirone but i m scared of not be okay too i just feel so lost and hurt i m i want to have a family of my own soon and i can t even see past all my fear and confusion i miss the old me i know my trigger but i don t know what s truly deeply causing this i m so sad i just want to be okay to be my happy self i wa having so many more good than bad day why am i so scared of medicine i am sorry to anyone who feel how i do or struggle i am here for you
hi all i guess i just needed to share how i m feeling for year i ve been battling anxiety on and off for year it s been health anxiety primarily heart i ve had so much testing done that show i have rare benign pvci m healthy and what not that s great and all but this past week i called 9 and wa in the hospital twice i haven t had to call since 0i will start seeing a therapist and psychiatrist a of this week time a week i ve tried a lot of medicine and never had luck i m now on mg of buspirone with a potential of 0mg depending on how i do i have ativan a needed for emergency medicine now too i m on day of buspironei know thing take time but before this past week i thought i wa the best i ve been in year i m sitting here sobbing because i can t believe i m back to square i m scared of medicine so i cry ai take the buspironebut i m scared of not be okaytooi just feel so lost and hurt im i want to have a family of my own soonand i can t even see past all my fear and confusion i miss the old mei know my trigger but i don t know what s truly deeply causing this i m so sad i just want to be okay to be my happy self i wa having so many more good than bad day why am i so scared of medicine i am sorry to anyone who feel how i do or struggle i am here for you
Hola, supongo que he tenido que compartir cómo me siento durante el año he estado luchando contra la ansiedad en y fuera durante el año ha sido salud ansiedad principalmente corazón he tenido tantas pruebas realizadas que muestran que tengo pvci m raro benigno saludable y lo que no es genial y todo, pero esta última semana llamé 9 y wa en el hospital dos veces he tenido que llamar ya que 0i comenzará a ver a un terapeuta y psiquiatra una de esta semana tiempo de la semana he probado un montón de medicina y nunca he tenido suerte i m ahora en mg de buspirona con un potencial de 0 mg dependiendo de cómo tengo ativan una necesidad de medicina de emergencia ahora también estoy en el día de buspironei sé que cosa tomar tiempo pero antes de esta semana pasada pensé que era lo mejor que he estado en el año estoy sentado aquí sollozando porque no puedo creer que estoy de vuelta a la plaza estoy asustado de la medicina así que llore a tomar el buspirone pero me temo que no estoy bien me siento tan perdido y dolido quiero tener una familia de mi propia familia y pronto puedo ver más allá de mi miedo y la confusión que conozco el viejo me pierda mi