it can take me almost a week to clean something simple or put away a small pile of laundry i didn t even eat today by anxiety wa too high and when i brought it down the depression wa unbearable all i can think about is how i never asked to be in this life to be born especially in today society i have trouble connecting with people and my social anxiety is so bad all the therapist i ve seen never really cared and acted like i wa being over dramatic the pill made everything worse and now i m apparently treatment resistant i can t even finish my resume because i m terrified of being around people again yet i can t find anyone who care enough to help my friend don t understand and they ve given up on me i just want a simple stay at home job with very little human interaction my friend said that s impossible which made me even more suicidal i hate the phrase it s a permanent fix to a temporary situation this isn t temporary i ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for basically year now yes i ve tried to get help but nothing ha worked i just keep getting worse i don t want to wake up i m too afraid of messing up an attempt that i haven t gone through with it i m just stuck in this hellish existence and i just want it to end i have no purpose no meaning please i just want it to end
it can take me almost a week to clean something simple or put away a small pile of laundryi didn t even eat today by anxiety wa too highand when i brought it down the depression wa unbearable all i can think about is how i never asked to be in this life to be born especially in today society i have trouble connecting with people and my social anxiety is so bad all the therapist i ve seen never really cared and acted like i wa being over dramatic the pill made everything worse and now i m apparently treatment resistant i can t even finish my resume because i m terrified of being around people againyet i can t find anyone who care enough to help my friend don t understand and they ve given up on me i just want a simple stay at home job with very little human interaction my friend said that s impossible which made me even more suicidal i hate the phrase it s a permanent fix to a temporary situation this isn t temporary i ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for basically yearnow yes i ve tried to get help but nothing ha worked i just keep getting worse i don t want to wake up i m too afraid of messing up an attempt that i haven t gone through with it i m just stuck in this hellish existence and i just want it to end i have no purposeno meaning please i just want it to end
Me puede tomar casi una semana para limpiar algo simple o guardar un pequeño montón de ropa no he comido ni siquiera hoy por ansiedad wa demasiado alto y cuando lo traje abajo la depresión wa insoportable todo lo que puedo pensar es cómo nunca pedí ser en esta vida para nacer especialmente en la sociedad de hoy tengo problemas para conectar con la gente y mi ansiedad social es tan malo todo el terapeuta que he visto nunca realmente se preocupó y actuó como yo wa ser sobre dramático la píldora hizo todo peor y ahora soy aparentemente resistente al tratamiento que ni siquiera puedo terminar mi curriculum vitae porque estoy aterrorizado de estar alrededor de la gente otra vez todavía no puedo encontrar a nadie que se preocupe lo suficiente para ayudar a mi amigo no entender y que se han dado por vencido en mí sólo quiero una simple estancia en casa trabajo con muy poca interacción humana mi amigo dijo que es imposible que me hizo aún más suicida odio la frase es una solución permanente a una situación temporal esto es temporal he estado lidiando con depresión y ansiedad por básicamente año ahora sí he tratado de conseguir ayuda pero nada he trabajado sólo tengo que