nice weather here where i live spent a few hour outside grocery shopping i just feel like shit again couple everywhere guy with girl i like young mother father carrying baby or pushing pram around most of which are either my age or younger i never had a girlfriend i find it so hard to even meet woman platonically i never wanted to be a childless man i only have a few friend but they don t want to do much i struggle to push myself to try new thing these day a everything i ever done in life wa a failure obstacle or a setback i really want to kill myself i have been suicidal for year now suffered with general anxiety and depression for almost 0 year either i stay in my flat and just not get triggered by the outside world i e seeing couple and young parent or i end it the latter sound more appealing
nice weather here where i live spent a few hour outside grocery shopping i just feel like shit again couple everywhere guy with girli like young mother father carrying baby or pushing pram around most of which are either my age or younger i never had a girlfriend i find it so hard to even meet woman platonically i never wanted to be a childless man i only have a few friendbut they don t want to do much i struggle to push myself to try new thing these day a everything i ever done in life wa a failure obstacle or a setback i really want to kill myself i have been suicidal for year now suffered with general anxiety and depression for almost 0 year either i stay in my flat and just not get triggered by the outside world i e seeing couple and young parent or i end it the latter sound more appealing
buen tiempo aquí donde vivo pasó unas horas fuera de la tienda de comestibles me siento como mierda de nuevo pareja en todas partes chico con chica como madre joven padre portando bebé o empujando cochecito alrededor de la mayoría de los cuales son o bien mi edad o más joven nunca tuve una novia me resulta tan difícil incluso conocer mujer platónicamente nunca quise ser un hombre sin hijos sólo tengo un poco de amigo pero no quieren hacer mucho lucha para empujarme a mí mismo para tratar de nuevo este día todo lo que he hecho en la vida wa un obstáculo de fracaso o un revés realmente quiero matarme he sido suicida durante el año ahora sufro con ansiedad general y depresión durante casi 0 año o me quedo en mi piso y simplemente no me disparan por el mundo exterior i e ver pareja y joven padre o termino el último sonido más atractivo