it still suck m that ha a job that a lot of people wish they had hr showed me that they received over 00 application for my position i moved to a new city for this job right before covid took over can t seem to make friend or meaningful connection with anyone in just over year i don t really have hobby and dread coming home to an empty house every night i ve always struggled with self esteem and this crushing loneliness ha me struggling yo get out of bed nobody call or even sends me text message i have no one that care about me i m already hiding so much including my emotion just desperately hoping someone i know reach out to me life is hard i get that and i know it s not easy for anyone but so many people i know have it so much easier their constant smile and laughter hurt but i hurt even more pretending to smile and laugh with them i ve ended up losing the passion and drive i once had got my career and am truly lost no friend no family no career no future fml
it still suck m that ha a job that a lot of people wish they had hr showed me that they received over 00 application for my position i moved to a new city for this job right before covid took over can t seem to make friend or meaningful connection with anyone in just over year i don t really have hobby and dread coming home to an empty house every night i ve always struggled with self esteem and this crushing loneliness ha me struggling yo get out of bed nobody call or even sends me text message i have no one that care about mei m already hiding so much including my emotion just desperately hoping someone i know reach out to me life is hard i get thatand i know it s not easy for anyonebut so many people i know have it so much easier their constant smile and laughter hurtbut i hurt even more pretending to smile and laugh with them i ve ended up losing the passion and drive i once had got my career and am truly lost no friend no family no careerno future fml
it still chup m that ha a job that many of people wish they had hr me mostró que recibieron más de 00 solicitud para mi puesto me mudé a una nueva ciudad para este trabajo justo antes de que covid se hiciera cargo no puede parecer hacer amigo o conexión significativa con nadie en poco más de año realmente no tengo hobby y miedo volver a casa a una casa vacía cada noche siempre he luchado con autoestima y esta soledad aplastante me ha luchado me sale de la cama nadie me llama o incluso me envía mensaje de texto no tengo a nadie que se preocupa por mí ya ocultando tanto incluyendo mi emoción sólo con la esperanza desesperadamente alguien que sé llegar a mí la vida es difícil lo entiendo y sé que no es fácil para nadie pero muchas personas que conozco tienen mucho más fácil su sonrisa constante y risa duele pero me duele aún más fingiendo sonreír y reír con ellos he terminado perdiendo la pasión y conducir una vez había conseguido mi carrera y soy realmente ningún amigo perdido ninguna familia ninguna carrera futuro fml