since i can remember a a kid i had problem with anxiety it is not that i can not hide it except tremor but sometimes it is too tough and overwhelming whole my life i used to be compared to others and rejected at first instance of any kind of trouble it troubled me a lot because of bullying body shaming physical abuse even i developt chronic disease and had suicidal thought because of it the worst one wa rejection by the close one who said nice thing about me and thought otherwise my spirit in a way kept me feeling better because i made myself go against anything even if it is that stressful and i am hyperactive i know i am strong willed on one side but there is huge unsettlment on other side which is very hard sometimes to control i can have 0 bpm doing just nothing the worst thing actually are my thought and overthinking every single decision that i ever made i am thinking about going this time to have a talk because i do not know how much i can take more and when will my will break at some point even tho i make myself do thing to feel better
since i can remember a a kid i had problem with anxiety it is not that i can not hide it except tremor but sometimes it is too tough and overwhelming whole my lifei used to be compared to others and rejected at first instance of any kind of trouble it troubled me a lot because of bullying body shaming physical abuse even i developt chronic disease and had suicidal thought because of it the worst one wa rejection by the close one who said nice thing about me and thought otherwise my spirit in a way kept me feeling better because i made myself go against anything even if it is that stressful and i am hyperactive i know i am strong willed on one side but there is huge unsettlment on other side which is very hard sometimes to control i can have 0 bpm doing just nothing the worst thing actually are my thought and overthinking every single decision that i ever made i am thinking about going this time to have a talk because i do not know how much i can take more and when will my will break at some point even tho i make myself do thing to feel better
ya que puedo recordar a un niño que tenía un problema con la ansiedad no es que no puedo ocultarlo excepto temblor, pero a veces es demasiado duro y abrumador toda mi vida solía ser comparado con otros y rechazado en primera instancia de cualquier tipo de problema que me preocupaba mucho debido a bullying cuerpo vergüenza abuso físico incluso yo desarrollado enfermedad crónica y tenía pensamiento suicida debido a que el peor wa rechazo por el cercano que dijo buena cosa sobre mí y pensó de otro modo mi espíritu de una manera me mantuvo sintiéndose mejor porque me hice ir contra cualquier cosa incluso si es que estresante y soy hiperactivo sé que soy fuerte voluntad por un lado pero hay un gran malestar en el otro lado que es muy difícil de controlar a veces puedo tener 0 lpm haciendo nada lo peor en realidad son mis pensamientos y sobrepensando cada decisión que alguna vez he hecho estoy pensando en ir esta vez a tener una charla porque no sé lo mucho que puedo tomar más y cuando mi se romperá en algún punto incluso me hago sentir mejor