life just fucking suck i hate everything but above anything else the most i hate is religion i cant help it but say that i do not understand religion and their concept guess what i had to be born in a religious family fuck yeah because of that i am constantly threatened by religious friend and family looking at me like i am a disgusting being constant physical abuse by my mother just because i disagree with their belief i never wa disrepectful to them i just hoped that i could be free and decied wetehr or not follow the religion but no my mother is more worried of what other family member think of her so she try to force me to not reject religion or else my family will think that she is a bad mother and look down on her my family is a fucking joke this is not my only reason that made me start having suicidal thought i am a teenager male so i unfortunately still depend of my mother but that doe not matter because i decided that after finishing uni i will kill msyelf i am weak i cant even handle a full time job i have no realistic goal i have no ambition and even le motivation to do anything it seems i am not suitable fort this world so the only thing i am able to do is fuck this shit i give up i am not strong enough and i know it is pathetic and cowardly yes you are right i am a fucking coward piece of scum so please kill me already
life just fucking suck i hate everything but above anything else the most i hate is religion i cant help it but say that i do not understand religion and their concept guess what i had to be born in a religious family fuckyeah because of that i am constantly threatened by religious friend and family looking at me like i am a disgusting being constant physical abuse by my mother just because i disagree with their belief i never wa disrepectful to them i just hoped that i could be free and decied wetehr or not follow the religion but no my mother is more worried of what other family member think of herso she try to force me to not reject religion or else my family will think that she is a bad mother and look down on her my family is a fucking joke this is not my only reason that made me start having suicidal thought i am a teenager maleso i unfortunately still depend of my mother but that doe not matter because i decided that after finishing uni i will kill msyelf i am weak i cant even handle a full time job i have no realistic goal i have no ambition and even le motivation to do anything it seems i am not suitable fort this world so the only thing i am able to do is fuck this shit i give up i am not strong enoughand i know it is pathetic andcowardlyyes you are right i am a fucking coward piece of scum so please kill me already
La vida sólo chupar mierda odio todo, pero por encima de cualquier otra cosa lo más odio es la religión no puedo ayudar pero decir que no entiendo la religión y su concepto adivinar lo que tenía que nacer en una familia religiosa mierda debido a que estoy constantemente amenazado por amigo religioso y la familia mirándome como soy un asqueroso ser constante abuso físico por mi madre sólo porque no estoy de acuerdo con su creencia nunca he estado desapercibida a ellos sólo esperaba que podría ser libre y decidido Wetehr o no seguir la religión pero no mi madre está más preocupada de lo que otros miembros de la familia piensan de ellaso ella trata de obligarme a no rechazar la religión o de lo contrario mi familia pensará que ella es una mala madre y mirar hacia abajo en ella mi familia es una broma de mierda esta no es mi única razón que me hizo empezar a tener pensamientos suicidas pensar que soy un adolescente malso yo desafortunadamente todavía depende de mi madre pero que no importa porque decidí que después de terminar uni voy a matar a msyelf yo soy débil ni siquiera puedo manejar un trabajo completo no tengo objetivo realista que no tengo ambición e incluso la motivación para hacer nada parece que no soy adecuado para este mundo