im tired exhausted of overthinking i want peace i want my brain to relax and stop thinking for a second im not patient and i want to be in a different part of my life already my job is not helping me at all i have to hide my mental health issue because i feel judged at my job and i know they won t believe me i want to at least work from home because thinking every day about having to go back to that place and committing two hour of my life there and back and then having to deal with the greed they showcase is disgusting trying to find a new job but i live in a place where the average applicant is more than 00 apps per job post waiting on grad application received an acceptance but it s even more heartbreaking than a denial because i can t afford it this world and the decision other make for u is cruel im tired of a lot i want to help others more than i want to help myself but i know i need myself to be good to make a positive impact for others i m really stuck i just want to cry and cry
im tired exhausted of overthinking i want peace i want my brain to relax and stop thinking for a second im not patient and i want to be in a different part of my life already my job is not helping me at all i have to hide my mental health issue because i feel judged at my joband i know they won t believe me i want to at least work from home because thinking every day about having to go back to that place and committing two hour of my life there and back and then having to deal with the greed they showcase is disgusting trying to find a new jobbut i live in a place where the average applicant is more than 00 apps per job post waiting on grad application received an acceptance but it s even more heartbreaking than a denial because i can t afford it this world and the decision other make for u is cruel im tired of a lot i want to help others more than i want to help myselfbut i know i need myself to be good to make a positive impact for others i m really stuck i just want to cry and cry
Quiero que mi cerebro se relaje y deje de pensar por un segundo no paciente y quiero estar en una parte diferente de mi vida ya que mi trabajo no me está ayudando en absoluto tengo que ocultar mi problema de salud mental porque me siento juzgado en mi trabajo y sé que no me creerán que quiero al menos trabajar desde casa porque pensar cada día sobre tener que volver a ese lugar y comprometer dos horas de mi vida allí y allá y luego tener que lidiar con la codicia que muestran es repugnante tratando de encontrar un nuevo trabajo pero vivo en un lugar donde el solicitante promedio es más de 00 aplicaciones por puesto de trabajo esperando en la aplicación de grado recibido una aceptación, pero es aún más desgarrador que una negación porque no puedo permitírselo este mundo y la decisión que otros hacen para u es cruel im cansado de mucho quiero ayudar a otros más de lo que quiero ayudar a mí mismo pero sé que necesito ser bueno para hacer un impacto positivo para otros realmente me he quedado realmente quiero llorar y llorar