living is hard every day i try to get up and do better for myself so i can prove to the people that call me an ultimate failure or warn other people that i m no good that i am good and i can be successful but what good is that if in my quiet moment which is a lot my brain eats my heart up sometimes i give into the thought other people have of me what if this what if that what if i wasn t here will this constant pain stop will this ache in my brain and heart disappear or will i be punished by the god i ve prayed to for peace of mind i m sorry for trauma dumping
living is hard every day i try to get up and do better for myself so i can prove to the people that call me an ultimate failure or warn other people that i m no good that i am good and i can be successful but what good is that if in my quiet moment which is a lot my brain eats my heart up sometimes i give into the thought other people have of me what if this what if that what if i wasn t here will this constant pain stop will this ache in my brain and heart disappear or will i be punished by the god i ve prayed to for peace of mindi m sorry for trauma dumping
vivir es difícil cada día trato de levantarme y hacerlo mejor para mí mismo así que puedo probar a la gente que me llama un fracaso final o advertir a otras personas que no soy bueno que soy bueno y puedo ser exitoso pero qué bueno es que si en mi momento tranquilo que es mucho mi cerebro se come mi corazón a veces me doy en el pensamiento que otras personas tienen de mí qué pasa si esto y si no estoy aquí este dolor constante se detendrá desaparecerá este dolor en mi cerebro y corazón o seré castigado por el dios que he rezado por la paz de Mindi.