i m a volunteer coach at the h i went to the pst year here i ve seen a lot of thing i didn t like like how the head coach ran it and it felt very low effort and try to avoid problem and a large lack of discipline i tried for year and nothing ha changed and this off season ha been low number since march and my position group fell apart to some transfer and kid not taking the leadership of those transfer i tried but it ha stressed me out and i ve been fixated the last few month on leaving just because of how poorly ran it wa i feel guilty and anxious to spring it on the coach and team but i can t keep hurting myself especially if i have more interest and care than the player and some coach everyone that know the program ha been telling me to get out it s not a bad decision in my eye to leave i just feel crappy about doing it and super anxious after i wa done any advice on coping in these scenario i take a ssri but these scenario it doesn t matter for me i ll get worked up no matter what i really hate the guilt part because i know it s the best choice for myself in both coaching career and just mental health in general
i m a volunteer coach at the h i went to the pst year here i ve seen a lot of thing i didnt like like how the head coach ran it and it felt very low effort and try to avoid problem and a large lack of discipline i tried for year and nothing ha changed and this off season ha been low number since march and my position group fell apart to some transfer and kid not taking the leadership of those transfer i triedbut it ha stressed me outand i ve been fixated the last few month on leaving just because of how poorly ran it wa i feel guilty and anxious to spring it on the coach and teambut i can t keep hurting myself especially if i have more interest and care than the player and some coach everyone that know the program ha been telling me to get out it s not a bad decision in my eye to leave i just feel crappy about doing it and super anxious after i wa done any advice on coping in these scenario i take a ssribut these scenario it doesn t matter for me i ll get worked up no matter what i really hate the guilt part because i know it s the best choice for myself in both coaching career and just mental health in general
Yo soy un entrenador voluntario en el h fui a la pst año aquí he visto un montón de cosas que no me gusta cómo el entrenador jefe corrió y se sentía muy poco esfuerzo y tratar de evitar el problema y una gran falta de disciplina que he intentado durante el año y nada ha cambiado y esta temporada ha sido un número bajo desde marzo y mi grupo de posición se desmoronó a alguna transferencia y chico no tomar el liderazgo de esas transferencias lo intenté pero me estresó y he sido fijado el último mes en salir sólo por lo mal que corrió me siento culpable y ansioso de primavera en el entrenador y equipo, pero no puedo seguir lastimándome especialmente si tengo más interés y cuidado que el jugador y algún entrenador todo el mundo que sabe que el programa ha estado diciéndome que salir no es una mala decisión en mi ojo para salir me siento horrible sobre hacerlo y súper ansioso después de que yo haga cualquier consejo sobre cómo afrontar en este escenario tomo un sribut este escenario no importa para mí me voy a trabajar no importa lo que realmente odio la parte de la culpa porque sé que es la mejor para mí mismo en el entrenamiento y la salud general