every opportunity i have i always end up embarrassing myself no matter what thing like just communicating and anything that ha to do with the real world is so hard for me to get right i m so insecure and soft spoken and everyone probably know me a that weird shy kid thing i do when i m on my own like talking to myself or doing anything weird would never be okay in front of others i m never aware of what i do until somebody notice me and i get embarrassed instantly and i m so ashamed of myself i probably will never see anyone romantically or have any close friend because i m so immature and childish
every opportunity i have i always end up embarrassing myself no matter what thing like just communicating and anything that ha to do with the real world is so hard for me to get right i mso insecure and soft spoken and everyone probably know mea that weird shy kid thingi do when i m on my own like talking to myself or doing anything weird would never be okay in front of othersi m never aware of what i do until somebody notice me and i get embarrassed instantly and i m so ashamed of myself i probably will never see anyone romantically or have any close friend because i m so immature and childish
Cada oportunidad que tengo siempre termino avergonzándome a mí mismo no importa qué cosa como simplemente comunicarse y cualquier cosa que tenga que ver con el mundo real es tan difícil para mí conseguir derecha i mso inseguro y suave hablado y todo el mundo probablemente sabe mea que cosa chico raro tímido hago cuando estoy por mi cuenta como hablar conmigo mismo o hacer algo raro nunca estaría bien delante de otros nunca estoy consciente de lo que hago hasta que alguien se da cuenta de mí y me avergüenzo instantáneamente y estoy tan avergonzado de mí mismo que probablemente nunca veré a nadie románticamente o tener un amigo cercano porque soy tan inmaduro e infantil