i wanted to share some of what i ve written because i find that writing is an outlet that help me to calm down sometimes i sit in a room full of people and stay quiet the loud chatter and the chaos of laughter will fill the room fill my head yet i keep my opinion and question to myself i keep my thought contained in my mind i watch a the girl who betrayed me smile and continues to talk i watch a my friend all happily converse with one another i watch a the boy throw their head back unable to control their laughter they ask if i am okay more quiet than usual and all i can say is that i am tired what they do not know is that i am not physically tired but mentally exhausted my mind is constantly racing overthinking every word that leaf my tongue every move i make and every awkward gesture that display itself during conversation with people i need a rest
i wanted to share some of what i ve written because i find that writing is an outlet that help me to calm down sometimes i sit in a room full of people and stay quiet the loud chatter and the chaos of laughter will fill the room fill my headyet i keep my opinion and question to myself i keep my thought contained in my mind i watch a the girl who betrayed me smile and continues to talk i watch a my friend all happily converse with one anotheri watch a the boy throw their head back unable to control their laughter they ask if i am okay more quiet than usual and all i can say is that i am tired what they do not know is that i am not physically tired but mentally exhausted my mind is constantly racing overthinking every word that leaf my tongue every move i make and every awkward gesture that display itself during conversation with people i need a rest
Quiero compartir algo de lo que he escrito porque encuentro que escribir es una salida que me ayuda a calmarme a veces me siento en una habitación llena de gente y me quedo callada la charla ruidosa y el caos de risa llenará la habitación llenaré mi cabeza aún así mantengo mi opinión y pregunta a mí mismo mantengo mi pensamiento contenido en mi mente veo a una chica que me traicionó sonrisa y continúa hablando veo a un amigo conversando felizmente con otro miro a un chico tirar su cabeza hacia atrás incapaz de controlar su risa preguntan si estoy bien más tranquilo de lo habitual y todo lo que puedo decir es que estoy cansado lo que no saben es que no estoy físicamente cansado pero mentalmente agotado mi mente está constantemente corriendo sobrepensando cada palabra que hojea mi lengua cada movimiento que hago y cada gesto incómodo que se muestra durante la conversación con la gente necesito un descanso