i ve had this thought for several year now and i can t break out of my thought i hope you guy would understand me venting here i have no friend well i have friend who always seem to be busy around me but not around others pandemic didn t help with my loneliness i am extremely lonely i might be going crazy the thought struck me when i realized that if i were to kill myself in my home literally no one would notice me being gone what s the point of living on i am only passive suicidal but i am worried my thought would one day consume my entire body and drive me to kill myself in fact i wa very close to actually committing suicide a few day ago i tried calling the hotline and wa not helpful i can not afford to go to get proper help i m sorry i hope you guy weren t bothered too much reading this somebody please help me please
i ve had this thought for several year nowand i can t break out of my thought i hope you guy would understand me venting here i have no friendwell i have friend who always seem to be busy around me but not around others pandemic didn t help with my loneliness i am extremely lonely i might be going crazy the thought struck me when i realized that if i were to kill myself in my home literally no one would notice me being gone what s the point of living on i am only passive suicidal but i am worried my thought would one day consume my entire body and drive me to kill myself in fact i wa very close to actually committing suicide a few day ago i tried calling the hotline and wa not helpful i can not afford to go to get proper help i msorry i hope you guy weren t bothered too much reading this somebody please help me please
He tenido este pensamiento durante varios años ahora y no puedo romper de mi pensamiento espero que usted me entendería ventilando aquí no tengo amigo bueno tengo amigo que siempre parece estar ocupado a mi alrededor pero no alrededor de otros pandemia no ayudó con mi soledad estoy extremadamente solo que podría estar volviendo loco el pensamiento me golpeó cuando me di cuenta de que si me iba a matar en mi casa literalmente nadie me notaría siendo fuera lo que es el punto de vivir en soy sólo suicida pasivo pero me preocupa mi pensamiento consumiría un día todo mi cuerpo y me conduciría a matarme en hecho me wa muy cerca de realmente cometer suicidio hace unos días traté de llamar a la línea directa y no ayuda no puedo permitirme ir a conseguir la ayuda adecuada i msorry espero que usted chico no se molestó demasiado leer este alguien por favor ayúdame por favor