for year now i ve always thought of suicide a a back up plan whenever somethings went wrong i just thought oh well i m not going to be here much longer it doesn t matter but i ve never thought of the aftermath i hate the thought of my decomposed possibly mangled body i hate the fact my family friend would have to see that i hate to put them in that position ive never thought of it in their perspective in general im just a coward it might sound good i don t want to kill myself but now i feel very claustrophobic i feel like i cant breathe there no escape
for year now i ve always thought of suicide a a back up plan whenever somethings went wrong i just thoughtoh well i m not going to be here much longer it doesn t matterbut i ve never thought of the aftermath i hate the thought of my decomposed possibly mangled body i hate the fact my family friend would have to see that i hate to put them in that position ive never thought of it in their perspective in general im just a coward it might sound goodi don t want to kill myself but now i feel very claustrophobic i feel like i cant breathe there no escape
Desde hace un año siempre he pensado en el suicidio un plan de respaldo cada vez que algo salió mal sólo pensé bien no voy a estar aquí mucho más tiempo no importa pero nunca he pensado en las secuelas odio el pensamiento de mi cuerpo posiblemente descompuesto descompuesto odio el hecho de que mi amigo de la familia tendría que ver que odio ponerlos en esa posición nunca pensé en ello en su perspectiva en general im sólo un cobarde puede sonar bueno no quiero matarme pero ahora me siento muy claustrofóbico me siento como no puedo respirar allí no escapar