like the title say i m doing bad at work i work a a claim adjuster for a big insurance company and i m really bad at it the job requires a tremendous amount of organization and i just simply do not have those skill it s my first big job out of college and i m failing it embarrassing and it s crushing my confidence i constantly worry about my job security being this anxious all the time is making me run out of steam quickly i find it hard to even force myself to look for another job bc of the little free time i get and how tired i am at the end of the day i feel like a burden to my parent and girlfriend because i constantly vent break down to them i did start seeing a therapist recently and he s helped but it feel like it build up a lot until i get to talk it out with him what trigged me to write this today is i made another fuck up at work and had to tell my bos she s extremely nice but had to be honest with me that my performance could result in corrective action i know that doesn t mean termination exactly but that is definitely on the table i have so many case and i just know there s at least a couple more fuck ups in there that i haven t found yet i feel like it s inevitable that i get let go and i m just not prepared to deal with the embarrassment of it it s eating at me
like the title say i m doing bad at work i work a a claim adjuster for a big insurance company and i m really bad at it the job requires a tremendous amount of organization and i just simply do not have those skill it s my first big job out of college and i m failing it embarrassing and it s crushing my confidence i constantly worry about my job security being this anxious all the time is making me run out of steam quickly i find it hard to even force myself to look for another job bc of the little free time i get and how tired i am at the end of the day i feel like a burden to my parent and girlfriend because i constantly vent break down to them i did start seeing a therapist recently and he s helped but it feel like it build up a lot until i get to talk it out with him what trigged me to write this today is i made another fuck up at work and had to tell my bos she s extremely nice but had to be honest with me that my performance could result in corrective action i know that doesn t mean termination exactly but that is definitely on the table i have so many case and i just know there s at least a couple more fuck ups in there that i haven t found yet i feel like it s inevitable that i get let goand i m just not prepared to deal with the embarrassment of it it s eating at me
Como el título de decir que estoy haciendo mal en el trabajo trabajo trabajo un ajuste de reclamación para una gran compañía de seguros y estoy muy mal en él el trabajo requiere una gran cantidad de organización y simplemente no tengo esas habilidades es mi primer gran trabajo fuera de la universidad y estoy fallando embarazoso y es aplastando mi confianza constantemente me preocupa mi seguridad de trabajo siendo así de ansioso todo el tiempo me está haciendo correr de vapor rápidamente me resulta difícil incluso forzarme a buscar otro trabajo bc del poco tiempo libre que tengo y lo cansado que estoy al final del día me siento como una carga para mi padre y novia porque constantemente me desahogo abajo a ellos empecé a ver a un terapeuta recientemente y me ayudó pero me sentí como que se acumulaba mucho hasta que llegué a hablarlo con él lo que trigged me escribió esto hoy es que hice otra mierda en el trabajo y tuve que decirle a mi jefe que ella es extremadamente agradable pero tenía que ser honesto conmigo que mi rendimiento podría resultar en acción correctiva que no significa terminación exactamente pero que definitivamente está en la mesa tengo tanto caso y que al menos he encontrado en una pareja más