i 9 f moved to a different state to support my partner while they re at school we went from a duel income household to me being the breadwinner i wa diagnosed with adhd anxiety and depression last year and am on med and in therapy i just keep screwing up at work the work isn t hard but i m making stupid mistake i feel like im not doing anything correctly i try to be thorough and am told by my bos that i m getting too caught up in the detail i try to be quick and cover the basic and am told that it isn t my best work i have no idea what to do i m told to ask question if i don t understand by my bos and when i do she s short with me example i asked if i should include document with a proposal because the last time i did there wa push back from someone saying they didn t need to provide the document she replied if i wa asking if i needed to follow to the standard operative procedure i feel stuck my performance ha been worse partially due to depression which ha affected my focus cue adhd issue med for that aren t working great i just feel so stuck i m literally cry once a week bc i feel like i m failing so badly i m literally doing working extra because i m behind and not charging for it bc i just feel like i m so behind i started this new job and wa immediately sent home to telework full time so i can t just ask the people around me for help
i 9 f moved to a different state to support my partner while they re at school we went from a duel income household to me being the breadwinner i wa diagnosed with adhd anxiety and depression last year and am on med and in therapy i just keep screwing up at work the work isn t hardbut i m making stupid mistake i feel like im not doing anything correctlyi try to be thorough and am told by my bos that i m getting too caught up in the detail i try to be quick and cover the basic and am told that it isn t my best work i have no idea what to do i m told to ask question if i don t understand by my bos and when i do she s short with meexamplei asked if i should include document with a proposal because the last time i did there wa push back from someone saying they didn t need to provide the document she replied if i wa asking if i needed to follow to the standard operative procedure i feel stuck my performance ha been worse partially due to depression which ha affected my focus cue adhd issue med for that aren t working greati just feel so stuck i m literally cry once a week bc i feel like i m failing so badly i m literally doing working extra because i m behind and not charging for it bc i just feel like i m so behind i started this new job and wa immediately sent home to telework full timeso i can t just ask the people around me for help
I 9 f se trasladó a un estado diferente para apoyar a mi pareja mientras estaban en la escuela nos fuimos de un hogar de ingresos de duelo a mí siendo el sostén de la familia i wa diagnosticado con ansiedad y depresión adhd el año pasado y estoy en la medicina y en la terapia yo sólo sigo jodiendo en el trabajo el trabajo no es duro pero estoy cometiendo un error estúpido me siento como no hacer nada correctamente trato de ser minucioso y me dicen por mi jefe que estoy demasiado atrapado en el detalle trato de ser rápido y cubrir lo básico y me dicen que no es mi mejor trabajo no tengo idea de qué hacer me dijeron que hacer pregunta si no entiendo por mi jefe y cuando lo hago es corto con meexamplei preguntó si debería incluir documento con una propuesta porque la última vez que lo hice se empujó atrás de alguien diciendo que no necesitaba proporcionar el documento que ella respondió si me preguntaba si tenía que seguir al procedimiento operativo estándar me sentí atascado parcialmente debido a la depresión que ha afectado mi enfoque adhd para que son greati me siento tan pegado literalmente que no me siento muy bien por hacer