i am not sure if this is the right place for it but last friday one of my classmate told me jokingly to jump out of a window i ve had it up to here so i said i d blow my head off my other teacher know i don t mean it most of the time but we had a new teacher during that lesson and i guess he took it seriously will come back to that later on the weekend i tried to hurt myself and went to the hospital on monday they prescribed me some lexapro and i went home relieved that i finally got some help half an hour after i returned home cop stormed my apartment saying they received a hint from the school that i wa gon na hurt myself and they searched my whole apartment for a gun which i don t have so they obv didn t find one they then took me to the same hospital i wa at just half an hour ago and i spoke to the psychiatrist there again who told the police i am not a threat to myself or someone else so they let me go again during that they took my phone and it ran out of battery and i didn t have access to it for like hour or more during that time two of my classmate messaged me asking why i blocked them and they attacked me not knowing my phone ran out of battery and that s why i didn t answer they then blocked me and i explained to them on instagram what happened and they read it but didn t care apparently the police said they would send a car to the school to talk to the headmaster but idk what came out of it i am guessing my new teacher reported it i am so scared of getting kicked out of school god damn i have an exam today and now i am unsure if i am allowed to go to school again today i am currently on my way to find out and i am on the verge of a panic attack because even if i am allowed my classmate will hate me and attack me and it will be super awkward idk what i tried to do with this post but i just needed to tell someone i am so anxious and hate myself for not shutting up for once thanks for reading
i am not sure if this is the right place for it but last friday one of my classmate told me jokingly to jump out of a window i ve had it up to hereso i said i dblow my head off my other teacher knowi don t meanit most of the timebut we had a new teacher during that lessonand i guess he took it seriously will come back to that later on the weekend i tried to hurt myself and went to the hospital on monday they prescribed me some lexaproand i went home relieved that i finally got some help half an hour after i returned home cop stormed my apartment saying they received a hint from the school that i wa gon na hurt myself and they searched my whole apartment for a gun which i don t have so they obv didn t find one they then took me to the same hospital i wa at just half an hour ago and i spoke to the psychiatrist there again who told the police i am not a threat to myself or someone else so they let me go again during that they took my phone and it ran out of battery and i didn t have access to it for like hour or more during that time two of my classmate messaged me asking why i blocked them and they attacked me not knowing my phone ran out of battery and that s why i didn t answer they then blocked meand i explained to them on instagram what happenedand they read itbut didn t care apparently the police said they would send a car to the school to talk to the headmaster but idk what came out of it i am guessing my new teacher reported it i am so scared of getting kicked out of schoolgod damn i have an exam today and now i am unsure if i am allowed to go to school again today i am currently on my way to find out and i am on the verge of a panic attack because even if i am allowed my classmate will hate me and attack me and it will be super awkward idk what i tried to do with this post but i just needed to tell someone i am so anxious and hate myself for not shutting up for once thanks for reading
No estoy seguro de si este es el lugar adecuado para ello, pero el viernes pasado uno de mi compañero de clase me dijo en broma que saltara por una ventana que he tenido hasta aquí así que dije que me golpeé la cabeza de mi otro profesor sé que no significa la mayor parte del tiempo pero tuvimos un nuevo profesor durante esa clase y supongo que se lo tomó en serio volverá a que más tarde el fin de semana traté de lastimarme y fui al hospital el lunes me recetaron un poco de lexapro y me fui a casa aliviado que finalmente conseguí algo de ayuda media hora después de que volví a casa policía irrumpió en mi apartamento diciendo que recibieron una pista de la escuela que iba a hacer daño a mí mismo y buscaron todo mi apartamento para una pistola que no tengo así que obv no encontró uno que luego me llevaron al mismo hospital que hace apenas media hora wa