i tried to make my dream come true trying to make the law school thing work but it just won t happen i just wanted to succeed in law so bad but after the constant humiliation inability to compete with my peer and lack of a discernable future i ve realized i m not intelligent enough to succeed alcohol ha taken over my life recently trying to runaway from all the failure ha me in a drunken stooper most night so a would obviously follow im just thinking about escaping this world leaving it all behind and doing so in a responsible way in which only i would be harmed i m just not cut out for this world i know this with certainty i ve seen enough of life to where i just know im not strong enough to withstand it s horror i want this world to no longer have to deal with me i want no one to ever have to know me
i tried to make my dream come true trying to make the law school thing work but it just won t happen i just wanted to succeed in law so bad but after the constant humiliation inability to compete with my peer and lack of a discernable future i ve realized i m not intelligent enough to succeed alcohol ha taken over my life recently trying to runaway from all the failure ha me in a drunken stooper most night so a would obviously follow im just thinking about escaping this world leaving it all behind and doing so in a responsible way in which only i would be harmed i m just not cut out for this world i know this with certainty i ve seen enough of life to where i just know im not strong enough to withstand it s horrori want this world to no longer have to deal with me i want no one to ever have to know me
Traté de hacer mi sueño realidad tratando de hacer que la cosa de la escuela de derecho funcione, pero sólo no va a suceder que sólo quería tener éxito en la ley tan mal, pero después de la constante humillación incapacidad para competir con mi compañero y la falta de un futuro discernible me he dado cuenta de que no soy lo suficientemente inteligente para tener éxito alcohol ha tomado mi vida recientemente tratando de escapar de todo el fracaso ha me en un borracho stooper la mayor parte de la noche así que, obviamente, seguir im sólo pensar en escapar de este mundo dejando todo atrás y hacerlo de una manera responsable en la que sólo me haría daño yo sólo no estoy cortado para este mundo sé esto con certeza he visto suficiente de la vida a donde sólo sé que no lo suficientemente fuerte para soportarlo s horrori quiero que este mundo ya no tenga que lidiar conmigo quiero que nadie nunca me tenga que conocer