and i feel nothing nothing at all i almost flunked out of college twice and here i am with straight a s last quarter and i m slated for a similar gpa this quarter and yet i don t feel a thing about it everyone is telling me how proud i should be i went from a high school slacker to the one looking into med school to the family fuck up and now the one doing ok all within a few year fuck i should be proud and yet i literally do not give a shit all i feel is apathy i m just so fucking tired i feel like i m just going through the motion not sure what i m looking for with this post i just had to tell someone that i lack the capacity to care my parent and partner were so happy when i told them the grade i don t have the heart to tell them i don t really feel anything about it doe anyone else just not care about achievement anymore it d feel nice to know i m not the only one
and i feel nothing nothing at all i almost flunked out of college twice and here i am with straight a s last quarter and i m slated for a similar gpa this quarterand yet i don t feel a thing about it everyone is telling me how proud i should be i went from a high school slacker to the one looking into med school to the family fuck upand now the one doing ok all within a few yearfuck i should be proud and yet i literally do not give a shit all i feel is apathyi m just so fucking tired i feel like i m just going through the motion not sure what i m looking for with this post i just had to tell someone that i lack the capacity to care my parent and partner were so happy when i told them the gradei don t have the heart to tell them i don t really feel anything about it doe anyone else just not care about achievement anymoreit d feel nice to know i m not the only one
Y no siento nada en absoluto casi reprobado fuera de la universidad dos veces y aquí estoy con derecho un s último trimestre y estoy programado para un gpa similar este trimestre y sin embargo no siento nada al respecto todo el mundo me está diciendo lo orgulloso que debería ser fui de un vago de la escuela secundaria a la que mira en la escuela de medicina a la mierda familiar y ahora el que está haciendo bien todo dentro de unos pocos años mierda debería estar orgulloso y sin embargo literalmente no me importa una mierda todo lo que siento es apathyi m tan jodidamente cansado me siento como estoy yendo a través de la moción no estoy seguro de lo que estoy buscando con este post yo sólo tenía que decirle a alguien que me falta la capacidad de cuidar a mi padre y compañero eran tan felices cuando les dije que el grado no tienen el corazón para decirles que realmente no siento nada sobre él hace nadie más que no se preocupan por el logro más d se siente agradable saber que no soy el único