i struggle with school having to take all honor and ap class at home my parent insult me and treat me like a tool making me pick up their slack they give me the same excuse saying that since they work i need to do something my mom and step dad also think that my study are the most important thing in the world a i cant go out with friend having three sibling that are 0 year younger than me also build up this stress my family issue also include me not knowing my real dad my mom never told me anything about him but snooping through her phone let me know he in jail in another country i cant take my family anymore and i wan na cry but i cant my friend dont understand since they have loving family and big home the only person i can talk to is my closest friend but knowing that she ha her own issue worry me i have not cried ever since th grade and when i do it me tearing up i cant feel happiness anymore nor sadness it just me hating my family even more sport and videogames arent a good escape for me anymore a i lost interest in it and keeping up good grade to impress my parent make me want to cry but i cant i dont know anymore and im stooping really low talking on reddit i wish i could cry but i physically cant
i struggle with school having to take all honor and ap class at home my parent insult me and treat me like a tool making me pick up their slack they give me the same excuse saying that since they work i need to do something my mom and step dad also think that my study are the most important thing in the world a i cant go out with friend having three sibling that are 0 year younger than me also build up this stress my family issue also include me not knowing my real dad my mom never told me anything about him but snooping through her phone let me know he in jail in another country i cant take my family anymore and i wan na crybut i cant my friend dont understand since they have loving family and big home the only person i can talk to is my closest friend but knowing that she ha her own issue worry me i have not cried ever since th grade and when i do it me tearing up i cant feel happiness anymore nor sadness it just me hating my family even more sport and videogames arent a good escape for me anymorea i lost interest in it and keeping up good grade to impress my parent make me want to crybut i canti dont know anymoreand im stooping really low talking on reddit i wish i could cry but i physically cant
Yo lucho con la escuela teniendo que tomar todo honor y clase de ap en casa mi padre me insulta y me trata como una herramienta que me hace tomar su flojo me dan la misma excusa diciendo que como ellos trabajan necesito hacer algo mi mamá y mi padrastro también piensan que mi estudio son lo más importante en el mundo a no puedo salir con un amigo tener tres hermanos que son 0 años más jóvenes que yo también construir este estrés mi problema familiar también incluirme no conocer a mi verdadero papá mi mamá nunca me dijo nada sobre él pero fisgonear a través de su teléfono me dejó saber que él en la cárcel en otro país no puedo tomar mi familia más y quiero na crybut no puedo mi amigo no entender ya que tienen familia amorosa y gran hogar la única persona con la que puedo hablar es mi amigo más cercano pero sabiendo que ella tiene su propio problema me preocupa no he llorado nunca desde el grado y cuando lo hago yo lagrimeo no puedo sentir felicidad ya no puedo sentir más felicidad ni tristeza me odian más deporte y videojuegos rojos ya no son una buena fuga para mí ya no he perdido interés y mantener el buen grado para impresionar a mi padre me puedo hacer llorar pero puedo querer llorar y desear más