i really hate everything about myself i hate what i sound like look like my body my personality i really can t do this anymore and i won t try to i really wish i looked so much different wasn t a annoying a chatterbox i hate that i know i won t get better people call me a fighter for my disease but i hate it i wish i didn t have the clusterfuck of shit inside me i wish i wa pretty or maybe cute a cute cat a rabbit man something so i won t have to understand what people say about me i hate my body but i use fashion a my coping mechanism i never really wa able to my ex didn t like me wearing anything form fitting or revealing now that i can i find out that i probably don t have a lot of time to also definitely not the fund to when i wear something i like i feel nice and free but i also hate what i see in the mirror i said i wanted to be a cat or a rabbit but maybe a rock instead just chilling by the beach on the sand or some stream maybe a kid will take me and glue me on some paper glue sand rock seashell glitter amalgamation which will eventually be thrown in the trash to god know where i just don t want to be able to comprehend anything any word any judgement sound stupid laughable and i agree i don t know anything about the idea of reincarnation but when i kill myself tonight i guess i will hope to be a rock lol
i really hate everything about myself i hate what i sound like look like my body my personality i really can t do this anymore and i won t try to i really wish i looked so much different wasn t a annoying a chatterboxi hate that i know i won t get better people call me a fighter for my diseasebut i hate it i wish i didn t have the clusterfuck of shit inside mei wish i wapretty or maybe cute a cute cat a rabbit man somethingso i won t have to understand what people say about me i hate my bodybut i use fashion a my coping mechanism i never really wa able to my ex didn t like me wearing anything form fitting or revealing now that i can i find out that i probably don t have a lot of time to also definitely not the fund to when i wear something i like i feel nice and freebut i also hate what i see in the mirror i said i wanted to be a cat or a rabbitbut maybe a rock instead just chilling by the beach on the sand or some stream maybe a kid will take me and glue me on some paper glue sand rock seashell glitter amalgamation which will eventually be thrown in the trash to god know where i just don t want to be able to comprehend anything any word any judgement sound stupid laughable and i agree i don t know anything about the idea of reincarnationbut when i kill myself tonighti guess i will hope to be a rock lol
Realmente odio todo acerca de mí mismo odio lo que sueno como mi cuerpo mi personalidad realmente no puedo hacer esto más y no voy a tratar de realmente me parecía tan diferente no era un molesto un chattboxi odio que sé que no voy a conseguir mejor gente me llaman un luchador para mi enfermedad pero lo odio me gustaría que no tenía el clúster de mierda dentro de mei deseo me wapretty o tal vez lindo un lindo gato un conejo hombre algoso no voy a tener que entender lo que la gente dice de mí odio mi cuerpo pero uso la moda un mi mecanismo de afrontamiento nunca realmente wa capaz de mi ex no me gusta que usar cualquier forma adecuada o revelador ahora que puedo descubrir que probablemente no tengo mucho tiempo para también definitivamente no el fondo para cuando me pongo algo me gusta me siento agradable y libre pero también odio lo que veo en el espejo dije que quería ser un gato o un conejo pero tal vez una roca en lugar de enfriarse por la playa en la arena o algún arroyo me llevará y pegarme algo de pegamento de arena mar