i don t know if i could able to live another day or another year i hear everyday people judge who i talked to or what i m planning to do they hated my presence and how my thought is they hated my love of interest and my hobby because it s useless and not get you anywhere in life my mom constantly telling me i m not going anywhere in life because of the many failed attempt on planning to go to school or planning to get the job but no my self esteem and my joy for socializing people is ruined by my mom i m still in a constant unresolved trauma going on in on through my childhood where i get brutally beaten by people whose used to be kid and now grow up to be the same thing a me but selfishly beat me to the ground i couldn t able to save my dad through a stroke back in october 0 nobody understands me when i talked about my issue at home or my life they only thought i m a well rounded person who got lot of achievement and so called hope on me and now i m on my computer scrolling though which rope i could buy and how sturdy the fall is and use it before my birthday because nobody understands me
i don t know if i could able to live another day or another year i hear everyday people judge who i talked to or what i m planning to do they hated my presence and how my thought is they hated my love of interest and my hobby because it s useless and not get you anywhere in life my mom constantly telling me i m not going anywhere in life because of the many failed attempt on planning to go to school or planning to get the jobbut no my self esteem and my joy for socializing people is ruined by my mom i m still in a constant unresolved trauma going on in on through my childhood where i get brutally beaten by people whose used to be kid and now grow up to be the same thing a me but selfishly beat me to the ground i couldn t able to save my dad through a stroke back in october 0nobody understands me when i talked about my issue at home or my life they only thought i m a well rounded person who got lot of achievement and so called hope on me and now i m on my computer scrolling though which rope i could buy and how sturdy the fall is and use it before my birthday because nobody understands me
No sé si podría vivir otro día o otro año. Oigo a la gente de todos los días juzgar con quién he hablado o lo que estoy planeando hacer. Odiaron mi presencia y cómo mi pensamiento es que odiaron mi amor por los intereses y mi hobby porque es inútil y no te llevan a ninguna parte en la vida. Mi mamá me dice constantemente que no voy a ninguna parte de la vida. Por el intento fallido de muchos de planear ir a la escuela o planear conseguir el trabajo. Pero no mi autoestima y mi alegría por socializar a la gente es arruinada por mi mamá. Todavía estoy en un trauma constante y sin resolver que sigue en mi infancia. Me golpean brutalmente personas que solían ser niños y ahora crecen para ser lo mismo que yo, pero egoístamente me golpearon hasta el suelo. No pude salvar a mi padre a través de un golpe de espalda en octubre. Nadie me entiende cuando hablé de mi problema en casa o en mi vida. Sólo pensaban que soy una persona bien redondeada.