nobody will probably see this anyways nobody saw my last one i just wanted to vent my current thought so i can at least alleviate some form of pain that s going on internally at the moment ever since my ex left i ve had nobody to talk to i have no bond with anyone no friend or anything all i fricken do now is lay in bed all day go to work when it s time come back and go to sleep i don t live anymore then again what is living anyways if you have nobody to experience it with i just live a lonely existence and i m fricken tired of it i either want to be dead or just drugged up on pill so i can at least feel something beyond this emptiness inside i hate my fucking retarded existence anyways i wasn t meant to be born and i ve felt nothing but pain growing up what do i even have to feel happy about that i make decent money so fucking what money only buy me temporary happiness it isn t eternal i want to feel what true happiness feel like i m sick and tired of this life and i want to just be different or gone completely
nobody will probably see this anyways nobody saw my last one i just wanted to vent my current thoughtso i can at least alleviate some form of pain that s going on internally at the moment ever since my ex left i ve had nobody to talk to i have no bond with anyone no friend or anything all i fricken do now is lay in bed all day go to work when it s time come back and go to sleep i don t live anymore then again what is living anyways if you have nobody to experience it with i just live a lonely existence and i m fricken tired of iti either want to be dead or just drugged up on pillso i can at least feel something beyond this emptiness inside i hate my fucking retarded existence anyways i wasn t meant to be born and i ve felt nothing but pain growing up what do i even have to feel happy about that i make decent money so fucking what money only buy me temporary happiness it isn teternali want to feel what true happiness feel like i m sick and tired of this life and i want to just be different or gone completely
Nadie va a ver esto de todos modos nadie ha visto mi último yo sólo quería desahogar mi pensamiento actualso al menos puedo aliviar alguna forma de dolor que está pasando internamente en el momento desde mi ex izquierda no he tenido a nadie a hablar no tengo ningún vínculo con nadie ningún amigo o cualquier cosa todo lo que hago ahora es tumbarse en la cama todo el día ir a trabajar cuando es tiempo volver y ir a dormir no vivo más entonces de nuevo lo que está viviendo de todos modos si no tienes a nadie a vivir con yo sólo vivir una existencia solitaria y yo fricken cansado de iti o bien quiero estar muerto o sólo drogado en píldoras yo al menos puedo sentir algo más allá de este vacío dentro odio mi puta existencia retrasada de todos modos no estaba destinado a nacer y he sentido nada más que dolor crecer lo que incluso tengo que sentir feliz de que hago dinero decente tan mierda lo que el dinero sólo me compra felicidad temporal es teternali quiero sentir lo que la verdadera felicidad se siente como estoy enfermo y cansado de esta vida y quiero ser completamente diferente o quiero ser completamente diferente o ir completamente diferente