i hate myself i am the reason i m sad i have no excuse some day i m so happy and blissful but then there are a lot of day most of them where the only thing in my mind is killing myself in multiple way i overthink i plan to perfection i have ish plan to kill myself without my family cleaning anything up i already have an unofficial will written for when i do kill myself i don t want my family to struggle to pick up the piece of why i killed myself so there s always a note then i just do something where no one can find my body i m sad for no reason there is no porpoise to existing i want to help people but i fail to do so all the damn time i joke about killing myself but those joke are getting more specific and i m pretty sure people are catching on that i actually wan na kill myself i actually tried but thankfully failed i didn t have a rope or gun so i started choking myself to do the job i really wan na but i just can t please help me
i hate myself i am the reason i m sad i have no excuse some day i m so happy and blissfulbut then there are a lot of day most of them where the only thing in my mind is killing myself in multiple way i overthink i plan to perfection i have ish plan to kill myself without my family cleaning anything up i already have an unofficial will written for when i do kill myselfi don t want my family to struggle to pick up the piece of why i killed myself so there s always a notethen i just do something where no one can find my body i m sad for no reason there is no porpoise to existing i want to help people but i fail to do so all the damn time i joke about killing myself but those joke are getting more specific and i m pretty sure people are catching on that i actually wan na kill myself i actually tried but thankfully failed i didn t have a rope or gunso i started choking myself to do the job i really wan nabut i just can t please help me
Yo me odio a mí mismo Soy la razón por la que estoy triste No tengo excusa algún día Estoy tan feliz y feliz Pero entonces hay un montón de día La mayoría de ellos donde la única cosa en mi mente es matarme de múltiples maneras Yo creo que planeo a la perfección Tengo un plan ish suicidarme sin mi familia Limpieza de nada Ya tengo una voluntad no oficial escrito para cuando me mate a mí mismo No quiero que mi familia lucha para recoger la pieza de por qué me maté Así que siempre hay una nota, entonces sólo hago algo donde nadie puede encontrar mi cuerpo Estoy triste Por ninguna razón no hay marsoise a existente Quiero ayudar a la gente Pero no lo hago todo el maldito tiempo Bromeo sobre suicidarme Pero esas bromas son cada vez más específicos Y estoy bastante seguro de que la gente se está dando cuenta de que en realidad quiero Na me mataba Realmente intenté pero afortunadamente fallé