i m tired two month clean in hour and yet i am still so hollow i ve driven everyone away i tell myself that it s fine when the suicidal ideation come i tell myself to shut up just one more hour i ll tell myself live another day and maybe you won t fuck it up but i always do maybe i have done some good maybe i m not wholly horrible it s all a lie deep down i know that i am on six attempt to kill myself i m sure this one will be my seventh it s fine
i m tired two month clean in hour and yet i am still so hollow i ve driven everyone awayi tell myself that it s fine when the suicidal ideation come i tell myself to shut up just one more hour i ll tell myself live another dayand maybe you won t fuck it upbut i always do maybe i have done some good maybe i m not wholly horrible it s all a lie deep downi know that i am on six attempt to kill myself i m sure this one will be my seventh it s fine
Estoy cansado dos meses limpio en hora y sin embargo todavía estoy tan hueco que he llevado a todos lejos me digo que está bien cuando la idea suicida viene me digo a mí mismo a callar sólo una hora más me voy a decir vivir otro día y tal vez no lo va a joder pero siempre lo he hecho tal vez he hecho algún bien tal vez no soy totalmente horrible todo una mentira profunda sé que estoy en seis intento de matarme estoy seguro de que este será mi séptimo s bien