hi reddit i m not sure who else to turn to a i recently had to stop seeing my therapist because i moved state and she is only licensed in my previous state of residence i am looking for a new therapist but i simply can t keep this inside me anymore and i need a place to get it out this year and the last few month of 0 ha been the absolute worst of my entire life i can not believe the amount of negativity loss tragedy and pure bad luck that i ve been experiencing since fall of 0 it s been blow after blow and i can feel myself giving up i m giving up hope i m giving up my optimistic attitude i m giving up my will to continue existing in august of 0 my boyfriend of two year and i began our descent into what eventually led to our breakup in mid december we shared an apartment in oregon and i had to move out in january and move across the country back to my hometown in illinois i wa devastated about the breakup and under immense stress trying to find a moving company to haul my belonging such a long distance i finally found one and it turned out to be a scam they stole all my belonging and i m in the middle of several complaint with them but still have yet to see my thing and i don t think i ever will i lost my boyfriend and my life s worth of item at the same time living back at home ha been difficult a my sister life here and we do not have the best relationship she is severely mentally ill with addiction depression and borderline personality disorder so it s been very hard trying to manage her mood outburst destruction etc she ha attacked me many time said countless hurtful thing and done endless physical damage to the house living with her is very stressful on top of all this my grandpa just died tonight i got a call from my brother out of the blue i can t process this right now and i m at my wit end in the past month i ve lost my boyfriend whom i still love my old apartment and old life in oregon all of my life s worth of belonging and now my grandpa it s almost funny how insanely negative this year ha been i simply can not see myself recovering from all this loss and sadness and i don t know what to do it is just too much and i have no hope or light left i m feeling suicidal
hi reddit i m not sure who else to turn to a i recently had to stop seeing my therapist because i moved stateand she is only licensed in my previous state of residence i am looking for a new therapistbut i simply can t keep this inside me anymoreand i need a place to get it out this year and the last few month of 0 ha been the absolute worst of my entire life i can not believe the amount of negativity loss tragedy and pure bad luck that i ve been experiencing since fall of 0it s been blow after blow and i can feel myself giving up i m giving up hope i m giving up my optimistic attitude i m giving up my will to continue existing in august of 0 my boyfriend of two year and i began our descent into what eventually led to our breakup in mid december we shared an apartment in oregonand i had to move out in january and move across the country back to my hometown in illinois i wa devastated about the breakup and under immense stress trying to find a moving company to haul my belonging such a long distance i finally found one and it turned out to be a scam they stole all my belongingand i m in the middle of several complaint with them but still have yet to see my thing and i don t think i ever will i lost my boyfriend and my life s worth of item at the same time living back at home ha been difficult a my sister life hereand we do not have the best relationship she is severely mentally ill with addiction depression and borderline personality disorder so it s been very hard trying to manage her mood outburst destructionetc she ha attacked me many time said countless hurtful thing and done endless physical damage to the house living with her is very stressful on top of all this my grandpa just died tonight i got a call from my brother out of the blue i can t process this right nowand i m at my wit end in the past month i ve lost my boyfriend whom i still love my old apartment and old life in oregon all of my life s worth of belonging and now my grandpa it s almost funny how insanely negative this year ha been i simply can not see myself recovering from all this loss and sadnessand i don t know what to do it is just too muchand i have no hope or light left i m feeling suicidal
Hola reddit i no estoy seguro de quién más para recurrir a un i recientemente tuvo que dejar de ver a mi terapeuta porque me mudé estado y ella es sólo licencia en mi estado anterior de residencia estoy buscando un nuevo terapeuta pero simplemente no puedo mantener esto dentro de mí ya y necesito un lugar para sacarlo este año y el último mes de 0 ha sido la peor absoluta de mi vida no puedo creer la cantidad de tragedia pérdida de negatividad y pura mala suerte que he estado experimentando desde la caída de 0 que ha sido soplado después de golpe y me puedo sentir a mí mismo renunciar i m renunciar a mi esperanza estoy renunciando a mi actitud optimista estoy renunciando a mi voluntad de continuar existiendo en agosto de 0 mi novio de dos años y empecé nuestro descenso en lo que finalmente llevó a nuestra ruptura en medio de diciembre compartimos un apartamento en Oregonand tuve que mudarme en enero y finalmente se convirtió en un país de vuelta a mi ciudad natal en Illinois I wa devastado por la ruptura y bajo inmenso estrés que trató de transportar a una empresa en movimiento tal distancia que finalmente encontré en enero y se convirtió en una estafa de todos los que todavía tienen en la mitad de mi