i ve been plagued with mental illness for almost half my life i ve done and tried everything i can up to this point to recover but it s a losing battle that i m tired of i ve missed out on so much in my life because of my mental health being so shit and honestly i don t ever see it getting any better i figure year or sooner is long enough for me to decide whether or not to go through with my plan of killing myself no one i know personally know about my plan not my family not the few friend i have not even my therapist i don t plan on telling them because i don t want to be stopped maybe they ll hate me for it or maybe they won t odds are they ll never hate me a much a i hate myself this post is gon na get buried under everything else so might a well be talking to myself if you did read this though thanks for reading
i ve been plagued with mental illness for almost half my life i ve done and tried everything i can up to this point to recover but it s a losing battle that i m tired of i ve missed out on so much in my life because of my mental health being so shitand honestly i don t ever see it getting any better i figure year or sooner is long enough for me to decide whether or not to go through with my plan of killing myself no one i know personally know about my plan not my family not the few friend i have not even my therapisti don t plan on telling them because i don t want to be stopped maybe they ll hate me for itor maybe they won t odds are they ll never hate me a much ai hate myself this post is gon na get buried under everything else so might a well be talking to myself if you did read this though thanks for reading
He estado plagado de enfermedad mental durante casi la mitad de mi vida he hecho y he intentado todo lo que puedo hasta este punto para recuperar pero es una batalla perdida que estoy cansado de me he perdido en tanto en mi vida debido a mi salud mental ser tan mierda y honestamente nunca lo veo cada vez mejor me imagino año o antes es suficiente para mí decidir si o no seguir adelante con mi plan de matarme a mí mismo nadie conozco personalmente saber acerca de mi plan no mi familia no el pocos amigos que no tengo ni siquiera mi terapeuta no planeo decirles porque no quiero ser detenido tal vez me odiarán por eso o tal vez no van a probabilidades de que nunca me odiarán un mucho ai odio a mí mismo este post es gon na conseguir enterrado bajo todo lo demás así que podría ser un bien estar hablando conmigo mismo si usted leyó esto aunque gracias por leer