i just want to get it over with i hate living every day knowing one day it s going to end i hate the fact that i exist at all i try to get advice from people they either tell me basically to deal with it or turn back to religion which isn t happening neither one of those doe a damn thing for me what the fuck do i do i want to blow my brain out so i don t have to worry about it anymore just get it over with losing religion wa the worst thing that ever happened to me i wa so happy when i thought god wa real now i know the truth and life mean nothing pointless
i just want to get it over with i hate living every day knowing one day it s going to end i hate the fact that i exist at all i try to get advice from people they either tell me basically to deal with it or turn back to religion which isn t happening neither one of those doe a damn thing for me what the fuck do i do i want to blow my brain outso i don t have to worry about it anymore just get it over with losing religion wa the worst thing that ever happened to mei wa so happy when i thought god wareal now i know the truth and life mean nothing pointless
Sólo quiero acabar con esto con odio vivir todos los días sabiendo que un día va a terminar odio el hecho de que existo en absoluto intento obtener consejos de la gente que o bien me dicen básicamente para lidiar con él o volver a la religión que no está sucediendo ni uno de esos hace una maldita cosa para mí lo que carajo hago quiero volar mi cerebro fuera así que no tengo que preocuparme por ello más sólo acaba con perder la religión wa la peor cosa que nunca me ha pasado wa tan feliz cuando pensé que Dios Wareal ahora sé la verdad y la vida no significa nada sin sentido