it s like knowing your place in this world i ve always been proud of me i always felt i ve done thing a they should be done fairly loving good people listen to others helping them always trying to draw a smile on their face and making their world a better place because life is short and everyone deserves to be happy no matter what and i thought i deserved that too but all i can see is that i m lonier than ever i never felt what is being loved the only partner i had abused and cheated on me leaving me memory like me cry next to him and he sleeping peacefully i ve been in love recently again but i got rejected like a few time before that previous relationship i guess i m not good enough a always there s always prettier people than me i lost friend and people i thought they were my friend family and the two three friend i have now can t understand how lonely i feel some of my friend deceived me when i thought they would be here for me at hard time like i always did for them all i try to be happy seems to be in vain i will never be precious to someone i m sure that people who know me will still live if i die so i don t care anymore if i die right now life go on for them but i want to stop mine now my place isn t in this world i m hoping for a sudden death like a car accident a domestic accident or something that kill me because i m a coward and i won t kill myself hoping my parent donate my organ so someone with force of will life a happy life a life i wanted for me but i never got
it s like knowing your place in this world i ve always been proud of mei always felt i ve done thing a they should be done fairly loving good people listen to others helping them always trying to draw a smile on their face and making their world a better place because life is short and everyone deserves to be happy no matter whatand i thought i deserved that toobut all i can see is that i m lonier than ever i never felt what is being loved the only partner i had abused and cheated on me leaving me memory like me cry next to him and he sleeping peacefully i ve been in love recently againbut i got rejected like a few time before that previous relationship i guess i m not good enough a always there s always prettier people than me i lost friend and peoplei thought they were my friend family and the two three friend i have now can t understand how lonely i feel some of my friend deceived me when i thought they would be here for me at hard time like i always did for them all i try to be happy seems to be in vain i will never be precious to someone i m sure that people who know me will still live if i dieso i don t care anymore if i die right now life go on for them but i want to stop mine now my place isn t in this world i m hoping for a sudden death like a car accident a domestic accident or something that kill me because i m a cowardand i won t kill myself hoping my parent donate my organ so someone with force of will life a happy life a life i wanted for mebut i never got
Es como saber que tu lugar en este mundo siempre he estado orgulloso de mei siempre he sentido que he hecho cosas que deben ser hechas personas buenas bastante amorosas escuchar a otros siempre tratando de dibujar una sonrisa en su cara y hacer de su mundo un lugar mejor porque la vida es corta y todo el mundo merece ser feliz no importa qué y pensé que me merecía que también pero todo lo que puedo ver es que yo soy más solitario que nunca nunca sentí lo que es ser amado el único compañero que había abusado y engañado en mí dejandome memoria como si llorara junto a él y él durmiendo tranquilamente he estado enamorado recientemente otra vez pero me rechacé como unas pocas veces antes de esa relación anterior supongo que no soy lo suficientemente bueno siempre hay gente más bonita que yo siempre he perdido amigo y gente pensé que eran mi familia amiga y los dos tres amigos que tengo ahora no puedo entender lo solitario que siento algunos de mis amigos me engañaron cuando pensé que estarían aquí por mí en un momento difícil como siempre lo he hecho por ellos todos los que trato de ser feliz parece ser en vano nunca seré precioso con alguien que estoy seguro de que la gente que todavía me va a vivir si me muero yo me importa más si me voy a seguir adelante si trato más bien por ellos