hello if anyone listens that s okay but it s okay if not i just have to vent because i m so anxious and a little depressed i have anxiety and take medication for it recently i ve been getting interview for job that i am unsure about i m basically just applying to everything i will have a bachelor degree in education but i will not have a teaching license a i have decided i do not want to teach in a classroom student teaching wa not a good experience i have no idea what my purpose in life is i don t have much money but i used a lot of it to buy my girlfriend an engagement ring i love her more than anything i m just so terrified i ll be a failure and won t be able to support her i just want a decent paying job where my anxiety doesn t get in the way i ve gotten some offer but they are all sale position and i just don t want to work for a company that is essentially a revolving door my anxiety lately is crippling me i ate nothing yesterday today is a little better but i don t know what to do with myself i want to cry i m a year old male and i don t care i want to cry and i have i feel so far behind everyone else i just want to be a normal person i m worried my anxiety will cause me to lose everything i love in life my girlfriend is beyond supportive but i know my mental health ha had an impact on her a she is in nursing school idk why i came here i feel alone and isolated and have to vent i feel like i m dying inside im so great when my anxiety isn t there to screw it up it s like i m a shell of my self right now
hello if anyone listens that s okaybut it s okay if not i just have to vent because i m so anxious and a little depressed i have anxiety and take medication for it recently i ve been getting interview for job that i am unsure about i m basically just applying to everything i will have a bachelor degree in educationbut i will not have a teaching license a i have decided i do not want to teach in a classroom student teaching wa not a good experience i have no idea what my purpose in life is i don t have much moneybut i used a lot of it to buy my girlfriend an engagement ring i love her more than anything i m just so terrifiedi ll be a failure and won t be able to support her i just want a decent paying job where my anxiety doesn t get in the way i ve gotten some offer but they are all sale position and i just don t want to work for a company that is essentially a revolving door my anxiety lately is crippling me i ate nothing yesterday today is a little betterbut i don t know what to do with myself i want to cry i m a year old maleand i don t carei want to cry and i have i feel so far behind everyone else i just want to be a normal person i m worried my anxiety will cause me to lose everything i love in life my girlfriend is beyond supportivebut i know my mental health ha had an impact on her a she is in nursing school idk why i came here i feel alone and isolated and have to vent i feel like i m dying inside im so great when my anxiety isn t there to screw it up it s like i m a shell of my self right now
Hola si alguien escucha que está bien pero está bien si no sólo tengo que desahogarme porque estoy tan ansioso y un poco deprimido tengo ansiedad y tomar medicamentos para ello recientemente he estado recibiendo entrevista para el trabajo que estoy seguro de que básicamente sólo aplicar a todo voy a tener una licenciatura en educación pero no voy a tener una licencia de enseñanza he decidido que no quiero enseñar en un aula estudiante enseñanza wa no es una buena experiencia no tengo idea cuál es mi propósito en la vida no tengo mucho dinero pero he utilizado mucho de ella para comprar a mi novia un anillo de compromiso la amo más que cualquier cosa estoy tan aterrorizado voy a ser un fracaso y no voy a ser capaz de apoyarla sólo quiero un trabajo decente de pago donde mi ansiedad no consigue en la forma en que he conseguido alguna oferta pero son todos posición de venta y yo sólo no quiero trabajar para una empresa que es esencialmente una puerta giratoria mi ansiedad últimamente es me crippling nada ayer es un poco mejor pero no sé qué hacer con mí mismo quiero llorar m año viejo hombre y yo quiero llorar