i now think about suicide constantly i feel like it is my only option in the long term i will never finish school and be able to hold down a job i will never be able to be stable enough to give my wife child i can t live up to anything anyone expects of me i am stuck though my death would be a catastrophe in my wife s life and my brother s life and i have a few friend who would be devastated a well also and i really hate to say this but the biggest reason i can t is because i can t leave my dog with anyone else he is very attached to me and no one else and would be very unhappy without me so i am stuck i can t function despite 0 year of trying medication and therapy i have no will to live except not to hurt people around me i hate this
i now think about suicide constantly i feel like it is my only option in the long term i will never finish school and be able to hold down a job i will never be able to be stable enough to give my wife child i can t live up to anything anyone expects of me i am stuck though my death would be a catastrophe in my wife s life and my brother s life and i have a few friend who would be devastated a well alsoand i really hate to say this but the biggest reason i can t is because i can t leave my dog with anyone else he is very attached to me and no one else and would be very unhappy without me so i am stuck i can t function despite 0 year of trying medication and therapy i have no will to live except not to hurt people around me i hate this
Ahora pienso en el suicidio constantemente siento que es mi única opción en el largo plazo nunca terminar la escuela y ser capaz de mantener un trabajo que nunca será capaz de ser lo suficientemente estable para dar a mi esposa hijo no puedo vivir a la altura de cualquier cosa que alguien espera de mí estoy atascado aunque mi muerte sería una catástrofe en la vida de mi esposa y mi hermano y tengo un amigo que sería devastado un bien también y realmente odio decir esto, pero la mayor razón que no puedo es porque no puedo dejar mi perro con nadie más que está muy apegado a mí y nadie más y sería muy infeliz sin mí, así que estoy atascado no puedo funcionar a pesar de 0 año de tratar de medicamentos y terapia no tengo voluntad de vivir excepto no lastimar a la gente a mi alrededor odio esto