i m so tired i really wish i could like myself i feel like all my thought are so complicated i can t do anything for myself every thing i do is for others yet i feel like such a selfish emotionally cut off and unempathetic person and i hate myself for it i have such high expectation for people and i get sad when they don t meet them i feel like that isn t normal i hate it i hate that i create scenario in my head of how people are going to treat me good and when they don t do what i expected i get sad that doesn t feel normal why am i like that i hate doing good and then falling into a dark hole that s so hard to get out of it feel like it s never going to end i m so tired i hate myself so much i just wish i could love myself i feel so shut off and all i want is someone to just hold me and tell me it s okay that s something i hate about myself too that i want people shouldn t i just feel happy alone am i too codependent am i ill am i too obsessive and optimistic in the worse way i m exhausted because of these thought i m so tired of my anxiety just myself it feel like everything that happens is all my fault even when i try to do good i m a bad person i try to do good for myself and i hurt other people i can t handle that i just want to love myself i can t figure myself out i m so so so tired
i m so tired i really wish i could like myself i feel like all my thought are so complicated i can t do anything for myself every thing i do is for othersyet i feel like such a selfish emotionally cut off and unempathetic personand i hate myself for it i have such high expectation for peopleand i get sad when they don t meet them i feel like that isn t normal i hate iti hate that i create scenario in my head of how people are going to treat megoodand when they don t do what i expected i get sad that doesn t feel normal why am i like that i hate doing good and then falling into a dark hole that s so hard to get out of it feel like it s never going to end i m so tired i hate myself so much i just wish i could love myself i feel so shut off and all i want is someone to just hold me and tell me it sokay that s something i hate about myself too that i want people shouldnti just feel happy alone am i too codependent am i ill am i too obsessive and optimistic in the worse way i m exhausted because of these thought i m so tired of my anxiety just myself it feel like everything that happens is all my fault even when i try to do good i m a bad person i try to do good for myself and i hurt other people i can t handle that i just want to love myself i can t figure myself out i mso so so tired
Estoy tan cansado que realmente deseo que me pueda gustar a mí mismo siento que todo mi pensamiento es tan complicado que no puedo hacer nada por mí mismo cada cosa que hago es para los demás todavía me siento como una persona egoísta emocionalmente cortada y sin empatía y me odio a mí mismo por ello tengo una expectativa tan alta para las personas y me pongo triste cuando no los conocen siento como que no es normal odio que crea un escenario en mi cabeza de cómo la gente va a tratarme bien y cuando no hacen lo que esperaba me entristezco que no me siento normal por qué odio hacer el bien y luego caer en un agujero oscuro que es tan difícil salir de él siento como que nunca va a terminar estoy tan cansado me odio tanto que sólo deseo que pueda amarme me siento tan cerrado y todo lo que quiero es alguien que me abra y me diga sokay que es algo que odio sobre mí mismo también que quiero que la gente solo me sienta feliz soy demasiado codependiente soy demasiado obsesivo y optimista en la peor manera en que estoy agotado porque de estos pensamientos me siento tan bien que me siento cansado me sucede todo lo que me siento yo mismo lo siento cuando me siento yo mismo