which came first the chicken or the egg do i hate myself because of the constant rejection i ve experienced my whole life or am i constantly rejected because i hate myself both are true negative experience are what made me doubt myself so much if this keep happening over and over again then it must be because there s something wrong with me that people want to run away from i take it entirely personally but on the other hand people don t want a person who hate themselves in their life so they reject me and distance themselves i can never sustain positive self worth because every single time i m rejected i feel that they ve judged my character in some way and determined me either insignificant or toxic to them it s a never ending loop that ultimately leaf me alone and bitter i don t know how to fix it nothing seems to work it s like my mind is broken i feel like an evolutionary failure a cancerous lump meant to be excised from a healthy society i feel like i ve given up on myself
which came first the chicken or the egg do i hate myself because of the constant rejection i ve experienced my whole life or am i constantly rejected because i hate myself both are true negative experience are what made me doubt myself so much if this keep happening over and over again then it must be because there s something wrong with me that people want to run away from i take it entirely personally but on the other hand people don t want a person who hate themselves in their life so they reject me and distance themselves i can never sustain positive self worth because every single time i m rejected i feel that they ve judged my character in some way and determined me either insignificant or toxic to them it s a never ending loop that ultimately leaf me alone and bitteri don t know how to fix itnothing seems to work it s like my mind is broken i feel like an evolutionary failure a cancerous lump meant to be excised from a healthy society i feel like i ve given up on myself
Que vino primero el pollo o el huevo me odio a mí mismo debido al rechazo constante he experimentado toda mi vida o soy constantemente rechazado porque me odio a mí mismo ambos son experiencia negativa verdadera son lo que me hizo dudar de mí mismo tanto si esto sigue sucediendo una y otra vez entonces debe ser porque hay algo malo en mí que la gente quiere huir de lo que me tomo totalmente personalmente pero por otro lado la gente no quiere una persona que se odia a sí mismo en su vida así que me rechazan y se distancian a sí mismos nunca puedo mantener positivo yo vale la pena porque cada vez que me rechazan siento que han juzgado mi carácter de alguna manera y me han determinado o insignificante o tóxico para ellos es un bucle sin fin que en última instancia me hoja sola y amargo no sé cómo solucionar nada parece trabajar s como mi mente está roto me siento como un fracaso evolutivo un bulto canceroso destinado a ser extirpado de una sociedad sana me siento como he renunciado a mí mismo