this ha ruined my life the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my baby boy his mother manipulates me she s emotionally abusive and i don t know how to stand up to her i can t i m so afraid she ll take him away from me i can t keep doing this and i can t kill myself but i think i will i think he ll be better off without me i m a mess my finance are a mess my emotion i can barely take care of my own thing i m in so much turmoil i constantly fantasize about offing myself and every few day i sit there with a gun to my head and i just can t do it i think of my boy and then the pain is worse fyi we were engaged and shit fell apart for good last year october we still live together because we have a lease on a house and housing right now is a bitch nothing available so i m trapped here
this ha ruined my life the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my baby boy his mother manipulates me she s emotionally abusive and i don t know how to stand up to heri can ti m so afraid she ll take him away from mei can t keep doing thisand i can t kill myselfbut i think i will i think he ll be better off without mei m a mess my finance are a mess my emotioni can barely take care of my own thing i m in so much turmoil i constantly fantasize about offing myself and every few day i sit there with a gun to my headand i just can t do iti think of my boy and then the pain is worse fyi we were engaged and shit fell apart for good last year october we still live together because we have a lease on a house and housing right now is a bitch nothing availableso i m trapped here
Esta ha arruinado mi vida la única cosa que me impide suicidarme es mi bebé su madre me manipula emocionalmente abusivo y no sé cómo hacer frente a heri puede ti m tan miedo que ella lo llevará lejos de mei no puede seguir haciendo esto y no puedo matarme pero creo que voy a pensar que va a estar mejor sin mei m un desastre mis finanzas son un desastre mi emoción apenas puedo cuidar de mi propia cosa i m en tanta confusión constantemente fantasear con quitarme a mí mismo y cada pocos días me siento allí con un arma a mi cabeza y simplemente no puedo hacerlo pienso en mi chico y luego el dolor es peor fii nos comprometimos y mierda se cayó por buen año pasado pulgo todavía vivimos juntos porque tenemos un alquiler en una casa y vivienda ahora es una perra nada disponibleso que estoy atrapado aquí