like i the people i know would get very sad if i commited suicide they maybe wouldent what the fuck am i talking about i wa well i wa feeling good just a few day ago but like it wa painfull it wa better to just krep thinking negatively but that hurt too and i font know what i might do in the future i dont like it i font want anything the peeople in my class are just they feel like they are just stupid baby that somehow wa getting educated in my school i hate every one of them my mind is a mess i just want to talk about stuff i dont know what to do my plan to escape depression hasnt worked either i dont have any idea to what to do i dont whant to return to my old state of mind it is horrifiying but at the same time comfortable i wa realy desparate i batteked against deppresion with my weird thinking style and plan but i cant do it any more i dont ser amy bright future ahed of me i want to help people with deppresion but i cant even help my self i dont know if i want to die even tough i have friend i feel lonely and when some one say anything about lonileness or depression i just cant control myself i get so angry that if givven the chance i would tip their head off then i feel guilty at my self i dont know what the hell is going on i am sorry for wasting your time with this post i am realy sorry
like i the people i know would get very sad if i commited suicide they maybe wouldent what the fuck am i talking about iwa well i wa feeling good just a few day agobut like it wa painfull it wa better to just krep thinking negatively but that hurt tooand i font know what i might do in the future i dont like iti font want anything the peeople in my class are just they feel like they are just stupid baby that somehow wa getting educated in my school i hate every one of them my mind is a mess i just want to talk about stuff i dont know what to do my plan to escape depression hasnt worked either i dont have any idea to what to do i dont whant to return to my old state of mind it is horrifiying but at the same time comfortable i wa realydesparate i batteked against deppresion with my weird thinking style and planbut i cant do it any more i dont ser amy bright future ahed of mei want to help people with deppresion but i cant even help my self i dont know if i want to die even tough i have friend i feel lonely and when some one say anything about lonileness or depression i just cant control myself i get so angry that if givven the chance i would tip their head off then i feel guilty at my self i dont know what the hell is going on i am sorry for wasting your time with this post i am realy sorry
Como la gente que conozco se pondría muy triste si yo cometiera suicidio tal vez quisieran qué mierda soy yo hablando de iwa bien me siento bien hace un par de días pero como wa doloroso es mejor que simplemente krep pensar negativamente pero que duele demasiado y font sé lo que podría hacer en el futuro no me gusta it like font quiero cualquier cosa que el pióple en mi clase son sólo se sienten como si fueran estúpido bebé que de alguna manera wa conseguir educado en mi escuela odio cada uno de ellos mi mente es un desastre sólo quiero hablar de cosas que no sé qué hacer mi plan para escapar de la depresión ha funcionado o no tengo ninguna idea de lo que hacer no quiero volver a mi viejo estado de la mente es horrible pero al mismo tiempo cómodo yo wa realydesparate i batteked contra la depresión con mi estilo de pensamiento raro y plan pero no puedo hacerlo más I dont ser un futuro brillante ahed of mei