so i live hour away from where i wa born and raised well my very best friend twin brother oded because someone put fentanyl into his drink smoke and he wa always like a brother to me but i can t make it to his funeral i hate myself for it i want to be there for my best friend and i want to be able to say goodbye to a good friend i haven t talked to him in a long time and the way we talked to each other wa just always giving each other a hard time and now i regret it so much and just wish i would ve kept up with him and been nicer and i have to miss his funeral because i don t know how to save my fucking money amp my job ha no one to replace me while i m gone fuck i wish i wasn t like this i can t stop cry about it or the fact that i feel like i m letting down my best friend by not being there for her she say it s okay and she understands but i can t help but feel like shit
so i live hour away from where i wa born and raised well my very best friend twin brother oded because someone put fentanyl into his drink smoke and he wa always like a brother to mebut i can t make it to his funeral i hate myself for it i want to be there for my best friendand i want to be able to say goodbye to a good friend i haven t talked to him in a long time and the way we talked to each other wa just always giving each other a hard timeand now i regret it so much and just wish i would ve kept up with him and been nicerand i have to miss his funeral because i don t know how to save my fucking money amp my job ha no one to replace me while i m gone fucki wish i wasn t like this i can t stop cry about it or the fact that i feel like i m letting down my best friend by not being there for her she say it sokayand she understandsbut i can t help but feel like shit
Así que vivo hora lejos de donde nací y crié bien a mi mejor amigo gemelo hermano odd porque alguien puso fentanilo en su humo de bebida y él wa siempre como un hermano para mí pero no puedo llegar a su funeral me odio a mí mismo por ello quiero estar allí para mi mejor amigo y quiero ser capaz de decir adiós a un buen amigo que no he hablado con él en mucho tiempo y la forma en que hemos hablado con los demás wa sólo siempre dando el uno al otro un momento difícil y ahora me arrepiento tanto y me gustaría que me hubiera mantenido al día con él y he sido amable tengo que perder su funeral porque no sé cómo ahorrar mi maldito dinero amp mi trabajo ha nadie para reemplazarme mientras me voy mierda deseo que no era como esto no puedo dejar de llorar por ello o el hecho de que me siento como estoy decepcionando a mi mejor amigo por no estar allí para ella ella decir que sokay y ella entiende pero no puedo ayudar pero puedo sentir como mierda