ok going to start with i had originally posted this on a different account but i don t really want this to be traced back to me from anyone i may potentially know who may stumble upon that other account there s way too much that i could say so i will just say a few thing i think i ve been suffering from anxiety for a long time and it s pretty crippling to my social interaction and the choice i make i miss out on a lot of stuff because of it and tend to have self destructive behavior when i make friend i have this problem where i feel like oversharing because someone is actually listening to me but due to some thing lately i ve started putting up more wall i joke around a lot and tease to distract from people actually knowing me because i think that people knowing me is really scary i ve been closing my circle and any time i speak to people i m just overwhelmingly anxious i fear that i ll say something that will make people start disliking me or finding me annoying i work at a customer service place and i get really anxious when customer start asking question i don t know the answer to or get even remotely frustrated with me i also get really anxious when a bigger group of customer come in and it just feel really embarrassing i have a really hard time with phone call too it really stress me out when i have to call someone or talk to like authority figure on the phone i wish i could be able to fix it and make it easier to leave my house or message people etc i just want to be able to exist without being afraid you know
ok going to start with i had originally posted this on a different account but i don t really want this to be traced back to me from anyone i may potentially know who may stumble upon that other account there s way too much that i could say so i will just say a few thing i think i ve been suffering from anxiety for a long time and it s pretty crippling to my social interaction and the choice i make i miss out on a lot of stuff because of it and tend to have self destructive behavior when i make friend i have this problem where i feel like oversharing because someone is actually listening to me but due to some thing lately i ve started putting up more wall i joke around a lot and tease to distract from people actually knowing me because i think that people knowing me is really scary i ve been closing my circle and any time i speak to people i m just overwhelmingly anxious i fear that i ll say something that will make people start disliking me or finding me annoying i work at a customer service place and i get really anxious when customer start asking question i don t know the answer to or get even remotely frustrated with me i also get really anxious when a bigger group of customer come inand it just feel really embarrassing i have a really hard time with phone call too it really stress me out when i have to call someone or talk to like authority figure on the phone i wish i could be able to fix it and make it easier to leave my house or message peopleetci just want to be able to exist without being afraid you know
ok va a empezar con que originalmente había publicado esto en una cuenta diferente, pero realmente no quiero que esto se remonta a mí de cualquier persona que pueda potencialmente saber que puede tropezar con que otra cuenta hay demasiado que podría decir así que sólo voy a decir unas pocas cosas que creo que he estado sufriendo de ansiedad durante mucho tiempo y es bastante paralizante a mi interacción social y la elección que hago que me pierda en un montón de cosas debido a que y tienden a tener comportamiento autodestructivo cuando hago amigo tengo este problema en el que me siento como compartir porque alguien en realidad está escuchando a mí pero debido a algunas cosas últimamente he empezado a poner más pared bromeo alrededor de un montón y se burlan de distraer a la gente realmente me conocen porque creo que la gente que me conoce es realmente aterrador he estado cerrando mi círculo y cada vez que hablo con la gente estoy abrumadoramente ansioso temo que voy a decir algo que va a hacer que la gente comience a disgustarme o encontrarme molesto trabajo en un lugar de servicio al cliente y me pongo ansioso cuando el cliente comienza a preguntar pregunta