dear who ever find this i m sorry so sorry i did try i know it wa never enough for anything but all i wanted wa to be okay i don t know how to be tho i m not enough and i will never be all i do is make trouble and upset people i m sorry i must of been a big burden on everyone i m deeply sorry for everything i ve done and now everything you have to do now i m gone i just don t know how to fix everything i m deep in this hole how am i meant to climb out when i ve never been taught too i m haunted by everything how am i meant to live my life when i m trapped in the past i just want to be normal and ok why doesn t anyone understand i suppose i haven t helped myself but it just suck suck i wa never worth enough to myself to help myself i honestly dont see myself going anywhere or doing anything worth while i m sorry i know this is so pathetic of me i just dont know what to do i want to live i want to see my sister grow up and my mum and dog i want to fall in love and draw and live on the beach with a balcony i just cant bear this anymore what am i meant to do i m so fucked i m scared and so unsure of everything i m so overwhelmed over everything i ve done this to myself i m so dumb no one can help me now i m sorry i tried in the end ok that count for something right i m just not a good person i realise that i never will be i love everything so much i wish they loved me aswell i tried everything to be happy but honestly they nothing left for me i could write more but what s the point i bet i won t even do it co i m a pussy i bet i ll just delete everything i don t want anyone seeing than clean and realise i m dumb and not kill myself i m a pathetic excuse for a daughter i m sorry all i do is sleep and dream all day this is no life for anymore i know compared to others i have a good life but that just make me feel even more pathetic for hating mine i love you lot goodnight
dear who ever find this i m sorryso sorry i did try i know it wa never enough for anything but all i wanted wa to beokayi don t know how to be tho i m not enoughand i will never be all i dois make trouble and upset peoplei m sorryi must of been a big burden on everyone i m deeply sorry for everything i ve done and now everything you have to do now i m gonei just don t know how to fix everything i m deep in this hole how am i meant to climb out when i ve never been taught too i m haunted by everything how am i meant to live my life when i m trapped in the past i just want to be normal and ok why doesn t anyone understand i suppose i haven t helped myselfbut it just suck suck i wa never worth enough to myself to help myself i honestly dont see myself going anywhere or doing anything worth while i msorryi know this is so pathetic of mei just dont know what to do i want to live i want to see my sister grow up and my mum and dog i want to fall in love and draw and live on the beach with a balcony i just cant bear this anymore what am i meant to do i m so fuckedi m scared and so unsure of everything i m so overwhelmed over everything i ve done this to myself i m so dumb no one can help me now i msorry i tried in the end ok that count for something righti m just not a good person i realise that i never will be i love everything so much i wish they loved me aswell i tried everything to be happy but honestly they nothing left for me i could write more but what s the point i bet i won t even do it co i m a pussyi bet i ll just delete everything i don t want anyone seeing than clean and realise i m dumb and not kill myself i m a pathetic excuse for a daughter i msorry all i do is sleep and dream all day this is no life foranymore i know compared to others i have a good life but that just make me feel even more pathetic for hating mine i love you lot goodnight
Querida que alguna vez encontrar esto lo siento mucho lo intenté lo sé nunca lo suficiente para nada pero todo lo que quería era beokayi no sé cómo ser yo no lo suficiente y nunca seré todo lo que yo dois hacer problemas y molestos gente yo lo siento debe de ser una gran carga para todos lo siento profundamente por todo lo que he hecho y ahora todo lo que tienes que hacer ahora yo soy goi simplemente no sé cómo arreglar todo lo que soy profundo en este agujero ¿cómo estoy destinado a salir cuando nunca he sido enseñado demasiado yo estoy encantado por todo lo que estoy destinado a vivir mi vida cuando estoy atrapado en el pasado yo sólo quiero ser normal y ok ¿por qué nadie entiende que me he ayudado a mí mismo pero sólo chupar chupar nunca vale la pena para mí mismo para ayudarme honestamente no me veo ir a cualquier lugar o hacer cualquier cosa que valga la pena mientras yo msorryi sé que esto es tan patético de mei no sé lo que quiero hacer todo lo que quiero ver crecer y mi mamá y mi perro me quiero caer en el amor y vivir en la playa y vivir en la playa yo me siento mucho más que me quiero hacer todo lo que quiero vivir y quiero vivir y mi