i wish i wa dead im too much of a fucking pussy to kill myself i rely on pot to function there isn t a single moment of my day that i m not thinking about my ex girlfriend i m extremely pretentious while also being insanely insecure i hate my friend i hate my town i hate the way that i am i m unsure of my view and future i have debilitating anxiety i fall into the same loop over and over of making progress in life only to fall back into depression and start again my passion is guitar and writing song and all of them are garbage my parent suck i m afraid of sleeping at night because of nightmare that trigger my trauma and make me dissociate i can t drink anymore because it make me want to attempt suicide fuck
i wish i wa dead im too much of a fucking pussy to kill myself i rely on pot to function there isn t a single moment of my day that i m not thinking about my ex girlfriend i m extremely pretentious while also being insanely insecure i hate my friendi hate my town i hate the way that i am i m unsure of my view and future i have debilitating anxiety i fall into the same loop over and over of making progress in life only to fall back into depression and start again my passion is guitar and writing song and all of them are garbage my parent suck i m afraid of sleeping at night because of nightmare that trigger my trauma and make me dissociate i can t drink anymore because it make me want to attempt suicide fuck
Me gustaría estar muerto demasiado de un coño de mierda para suicidarme. Confío en la hierba para funcionar. No hay un solo momento de mi día que no estoy pensando en mi ex novia. Estoy extremadamente pretencioso mientras también estoy locamente inseguro. Odio a mi amigo. Odio mi ciudad. Odio la forma en que estoy inseguro de mi visión y futuro. Tengo ansiedad debilitante. Caigo en el mismo bucle una y otra vez de hacer progresos en la vida. Sólo para volver a caer en la depresión y empezar de nuevo. Mi pasión es la guitarra y escribir canciones. Y todos ellos son basura. Mi padre chupa. Tengo miedo de dormir por la noche.