i m so sick of life and the suffering and bullshit i have to go through just to get a small and short lived taste of fake happiness i want to kill myself but i m afraid that the light at the end of the tunnel is right there but it never is i just can t bring myself to do it and i hate myself for it i m stuck on the edge of just barley getting by and trying to convince myself to give up i feel pathetic even typing this anyone else going through what i am would ve found help by now and become a normal person not vented to a website since they feel like they can t tell anyone else i just want it to be over i don t know how i blew the opportunity of a life i wa given so many people do so much more with so much le but i wasn t given the tool to deal with this i m too emotionally and mentally weak i don t know what else the problem could be and i m not brave enough to choose the only solution and end it i hope this didn t bring anyone else down i know everyone out there ha it in them to be happy i m not sure about myself though i can t provide myself that same kind of confidence
i m so sick of life and the suffering and bullshit i have to go through just to get a small and short lived taste of fake happiness i want to kill myselfbut i m afraid that the light at the end of the tunnel is right therebut it never is i just can t bring myself to do itand i hate myself for iti m stuck on the edge of just barley getting by and trying to convince myself to give up i feel pathetic even typing this anyone else going through what i am would ve found help by now and become a normal person not vented to a website since they feel like they can t tell anyone else i just want it to be overi dont know how i blew the opportunity of a life i wa given so many people do so much more with so muchlebut i wasn t given the tool to deal with this i m too emotionally and mentally weaki don t know what else the problem could beand i m not brave enough to choose the only solution and end iti hope this didn t bring anyone else downi know everyone out there ha it in them to be happy i m not sure about myself though i can t provide myself that same kind of confidence
Estoy tan harto de la vida y el sufrimiento y la mierda que tengo que pasar sólo para obtener un pequeño y corto sabor de vida de felicidad falsa quiero matarme a mí mismo pero me temo que la luz al final del túnel es justo allí pero nunca es que simplemente no me puedo llevar a hacerlo y me odio a mí mismo por iti m atascado en el borde de sólo cebada pasando y tratando de convencerme de renunciar me siento patético incluso escribiendo esto a alguien más pasando por lo que soy he encontrado ayuda por ahora y convertirse en una persona normal no ventilado a un sitio web ya que se sienten como que no pueden decirle a nadie más que sólo quiero ser overi no sé cómo arruiné la oportunidad de una vida que he dado tanta gente hace mucho más con mucho pero no se me dio la herramienta para lidiar con esto demasiado emocional y mentalmente weaki no sé qué otra cosa el problema podría ser y no soy lo suficientemente valiente para elegir la única solución y terminar que espero que esto no trajo a nadie más abajo sé que todos tienen en ellos para ser feliz sobre mí mismo aunque no puedo proporcionarme el mismo tipo de confianza.