i ve been feeling a lot and going through a lot for the past few week i can t talk to anyone i m emotionally and mentally drained i m not even diagnosed with anything but i feel like i m having anxiety and just want to be done with everything i sometimes feel like i just want to jump off our building or drown myself in the pool so that i wouldn t feel anything i m really scared i know what happened to me wa careless and full of stupidity i guess this is my karma just letting out a little bit i don t know who else to talk to i feel like i m dying inside i m afraid to go to the beach with my friend because i might do something really stupid i ve been cry and cry every night so that i could hide all my feeling but it s really killing me i want to get out of this situation but i can t escape i know i have to help myself but i can t do it there s no one else to blame but me i m so sorry for this i just have no one to talk to i don t want to be a burden to the people around me
i ve been feeling a lot and going through a lot for the past few week i can t talk to anyone i m emotionally and mentally drained i m not even diagnosed with anythingbut i feel like i m having anxiety and just want to be done with everything i sometimes feel like i just want to jump off our building or drown myself in the pool so that i wouldn t feel anything i m really scared i know what happened to me wa careless and full of stupidity i guess this is my karma just letting out a little biti don t know who else to talk to i feel like i m dying insidei m afraid to go to the beach with my friend because i might do something really stupid i ve been cry and cry every night so that i could hide all my feelingbut it s really killing me i want to get out of this situationbut i can t escape i know i have to help myselfbut i can t do it there s no one else to blamebut mei m so sorry for this i just have no one to talk to i don t want to be a burden to the people around me
He estado sintiendo mucho y pasando por muchas cosas durante las últimas semanas no puedo hablar con nadie emocionalmente y mentalmente drenado ni siquiera estoy diagnosticada con cualquier cosa pero siento que estoy teniendo ansiedad y sólo quiero hacer con todo lo que a veces siento que sólo quiero saltar de nuestro edificio o ahogarme en la piscina para que no sienta nada estoy realmente asustado sé lo que me pasó wa descuidado y lleno de estupidez supongo que este es mi karma sólo dejar salir un poco de dejar salir un poco no sé quién más para hablar me siento como me muero dentro tengo miedo de ir a la playa con mi amigo porque podría hacer algo realmente estúpido he estado llorando y llorando todas las noches así que podría ocultar todo mi sentimiento pero realmente me está matando quiero salir de esta situación pero no puedo escapar sé que tengo que ayudarme pero no puedo hacerlo nadie más que me culpe pero me siento tan mal por esto que no tengo a nadie que hablar con quien no quiero ser una carga para la gente que me rodea