i have a lazy eye and am overweight and i have a bowel problem which make me smell even with these attribute i ve managed to fall in love get married and have a daughter but i keep getting this urge since i wa to end it all it doesn t help that my family doesn t want anything to do with me or my child hell my baby is year old and my mother ha yet to see her or even call the shitty part is she life an hour away i keep on thinking what s the point of trying so hard to keep people who don t even want you in their life i love my daughter but i just want ti end it i ve been fighting off and on with my wife over small stuff because i m not home enough i have to travel for work week at a time because we can t afford for me to quit and honestly sometimes it feel like she s just with me because she can stay at home and not work long story short i m tired of trying to keep up the illusion that i m happy the only thing that make me happy is reminiscing about holding my daughter when i m on the road but it s getting harder and harder to keep going
i have a lazy eye and am overweight and i have a bowel problem which make me smell even with these attribute i ve managed to fall in love get married and have a daughter but i keep getting this urge since i wa to end it all it doesn t help that my family doesn t want anything to do with me or my childhell my baby is year old and my mother ha yet to see her or even call the shitty part is she lifean hour away i keep on thinking what s the point of trying so hard to keep people who don t even want you in their life i love my daughterbut i just want ti end iti ve been fighting off and on with my wife over small stuff because i m not home enough i have to travel for work week at a time because we can t afford for me to quit and honestly sometimes it feel like she s just with me because she can stay at home and not work long story shorti m tired of trying to keep up the illusion that i m happy the only thing that make me happy is reminiscing about holding my daughter when i m on the roadbut it s getting harder and harder to keep going
Tengo un ojo perezoso y tengo sobrepeso y tengo un problema intestinal que me hace oler incluso con estos atributos he logrado enamorarme casarse y tener una hija pero sigo teniendo este impulso ya que voy a terminarlo todo no ayuda que mi familia no quiera nada que tenga que ver conmigo o mi hijo mi bebé tiene año y mi madre todavía tiene que verla o incluso llamar a la parte de mierda es ella de por vida a una hora de distancia sigo pensando lo que es el punto de tratar tan duro de mantener a la gente que ni siquiera te quiere en su vida amo a mi hija pero sólo quiero que termine he estado luchando fuera y en adelante con mi esposa por cosas pequeñas porque no estoy en casa lo suficiente tengo que viajar para trabajar semana a la vez porque no podemos permitirnos renunciar y honestamente a veces siento que ella es justo conmigo porque ella puede quedarse en casa y no trabajar larga historia shorti m cansado de tratar de mantener la ilusión de que soy feliz la única cosa que me hace feliz es recordar tener a mi hija cuando estoy en el camino pero es cada vez más difícil y difícil de seguir adelante