hey guy i ve been depressed for a while now and have passive suicidal thought every day my younger sister is excelling earning lot of money travelling and living life to the full which is fantastic and i am so proud of her but i can t help comparing my low energy life lack of any friend and absence of any passion or achievement to hers a after all we came from the same weird parent if i end it the only people it would affect would be my mum she deserves better than what i have to offer but i don t know how to make her proud she must be so sick of me i just don t know what i am meant to do i m on a low income salary riddled with debt flunked university because of weed addiction i have essentially ruined my life i just wish i could press rewind on the last 0 year or at least start afresh by allowing my life energy to pas on to someone who could utilise it better what to do
hey guy i ve been depressed for a while now and have passive suicidal thought every day my younger sister is excelling earning lot of money travelling and living life to the full which is fantasticand i am so proud of herbut i can t help comparing my low energy life lack of any friend and absence of any passion or achievement to hers a after all we came from the same weird parent if i end it the only people it would affect would be my mum she deserves better than what i have to offerbut i don t know how to make her proud she must be so sick of mei just don t know what i am meant to do i m on a low income salary riddled with debt flunked university because of weed addiction i have essentially ruined my life i just wish i could press rewind on the last 0 year or at least start afresh by allowing my life energy to pas on to someone who could utilise it better what to do
Hola chico he estado deprimido por un tiempo ahora y tengo pensamientos suicidas pasivos cada día mi hermana menor está sobresaliendo ganando mucho dinero viajando y viviendo la vida al máximo lo que es fantástico y estoy tan orgulloso de ella pero no puedo ayudar a comparar mi baja vida de energía falta de cualquier amigo y ausencia de cualquier pasión o logro a su después de todo venimos de la misma extraña padre si lo termino la única gente que afectaría sería mi madre se merece mejor de lo que tengo que ofrecer pero no sé cómo hacer que ella orgulloso debe estar tan enfermo de mei sólo no sé lo que estoy destinado a hacer estoy en un salario de bajos ingresos plagado de deuda universidad debido a adicción a la hierba esencialmente he arruinado mi vida sólo deseo que pueda presionar rebobinar en el último 0 año o al menos empezar de nuevo permitiendo mi energía de vida a pasar a alguien que podría utilizar mejor lo que hacer