look i know everyone ha a sad story to tell i m no different and i know that in reality no one truly care about your past i don t even give a shit about my past anymore but i have nothing left in me i don t have anything to fight for even out of spite the world suck as my life ha had plenty of shitty time and a handful of good one but i m at my final limit rent is due again in about a week after month of being unemployed i still have no job i interview constantly i research how to be better i have a degree i have applied to anything and everything i m practically begging for work now and still nothing i have no money left i have no family i have applied at job i m qualified for with all of my experience but also grocery store coffee shop restaurant anything that say it s hiring i m not going to be able to pay my half of the rent next week and when i think about it it make me so ill that i ll puke thinking about how am i going to look my partner in the face and tell him that i just don t have any money left he ha seen me struggling he know i haven t had a job since november i have credit card debt i don t spend any extra money ever i have food stamp i think about ending everything every day all i do is try to not cry constantly i can barely muster up fake smile anymore i have never felt so down in my entire life i feel a though i have been cursed but even then that would give me hope a that would mean it could be broken somehow maybe i have never felt so close mentally to believing truly believing that i wanted to die i just don t want to face this i really can t exist like this in this life anymore i don t see a way out
look i know everyone ha a sad story to tell i m no differentand i know that in reality no one truly care about your past i don t even give a shit about my pastanymorebut i have nothing left in mei don t have anything to fight for even out of spite the world suck as my life ha had plenty of shitty time and a handful of good onebut i m at my final limit rent is due again in about a week after month of being unemployed i still have no job i interview constantly i research how to be better i have a degree i have applied to anything and everything i m practically begging for work now and still nothing i have no money left i have no family i have applied at job i m qualified for with all of my experience but also grocery store coffee shop restaurant anything that say it s hiring i m not going to be able to pay my half of the rent next week and when i think about it it make me so ill that i ll puke thinking about how am i going to look my partner in the face and tell him that i just don t have any money left he ha seen me struggling he know i haven t had a job since november i have credit card debt i don t spend any extra money ever i have food stamp i think about ending everything every day all i do is try to not cry constantly i can barely muster up fake smile anymorei have never felt so down in my entire life i feel a though i have been cursed but even then that would give me hope a that would mean it could be broken somehow maybe i have never felt so close mentally to believing truly believing that i wanted to die i just don t want to face this i really can t exist like this in this lifeanymorei don t see a way out
Mira, sé que todo el mundo tiene una triste historia para contar no soy diferente y sé que en realidad nadie realmente se preocupa por su pasado ni siquiera me importa una mierda sobre mi pasado, pero no tengo nada más en mei no tengo nada para luchar por incluso por despecho el mundo chupar como mi vida ha tenido un montón de tiempo de mierda y un puñado de buena pero estoy en mi alquiler límite final se debe de nuevo en alrededor de una semana después de mes de estar desempleado todavía no tengo trabajo entrevista constantemente investigo cómo ser mejor tengo un título que he aplicado a cualquier cosa y todo lo que estoy prácticamente rogando por trabajo ahora y todavía nada tengo dinero que queda no tengo familia que he solicitado en el trabajo