i am struggling with depression for about a year now it make me do thing i don t want to do i ve lost a good friend that i ve known over year because my mind told me to hate him i started calling him name and told him that i want this friendship to end i apologized so many time explained everything and tried to stay in contact but now we just go our way my best friend know about my depression and always support me but today they started arguing with me i think they are getting sick of me my mind tell me to hate them too but i luckily can t bring myself to cut them off my body is very often freezing i m sometimes even heavily shaking because of this idk why is this related to my depression my suicidal thought are getting worse i don t really want to die but i don t want to live either wait no i do want to die but i am too afraid of failing an attempt and having to live with the injury i might get doe anyone else have these problem doe anyone know how to deal with this also doe anyone wan na talk i feel lonely and i don t want to bother my friend
i am struggling with depression for about a year now it make me do thingi don t want to do i ve lost a good friend that i ve known over year because my mind told me to hate himi started calling him name and told him that i want this friendship to end i apologized so many time explained everything and tried to stay in contact but now we just go our way my best friend know about my depression and always support me but today they started arguing with mei think they are getting sick of me my mind tell me to hate them toobut i luckily can t bring myself to cut them off my body is very often freezing i m sometimes even heavily shaking because of this idk why is this related to my depression my suicidal thought are getting worse i don t really want to diebut i don t want to live either waitno i do want to diebut i am too afraid of failing an attempt and having to live with the injury i might get doe anyone else have these problem doe anyone know how to deal with this also doe anyone wan na talk i feel lonely and i don t want to bother my friend
Estoy luchando con la depresión por cerca de un año ahora me hace hacer thingi no quiero hacer he perdido a un buen amigo que he conocido durante el año porque mi mente me dijo que odio hemi comenzó a llamarlo nombre y le dijo que quiero que esta amistad para terminar me disculpé tanto tiempo lo expliqué todo y traté de permanecer en contacto, pero ahora sólo vamos nuestro camino mi mejor amigo sabe sobre mi depresión y siempre me apoyan, pero hoy empezaron a discutir con mei creo que se están enfermando de mí mi mente me dicen que los odio también, pero por suerte puedo traerme a mí mismo para cortarlos de mi cuerpo es muy a menudo congelándome a veces incluso fuertemente temblando debido a esta idk por qué esto está relacionado con mi depresión mi pensamiento suicida está empeorando realmente no quiero morir pero no quiero vivir ni esperar no quiero morir pero tengo demasiado miedo de fallar un intento y tener que vivir con la lesión que podría conseguir cualquier otra persona tiene estos problemas nadie sabe cómo lidiar con esto también quiero hablar y me siento sola y quiero molestar a mi amigo