i am so unsatisfied with life no aspect of life is of any enjoyment to me the thought of getting a job working 9 every day of the week sleeping on the weekend because i m too tired slowly building up money to maybe have a vacation once a year for only a week and then going back into the grind continuing this a my body break down with age and eventually dying with nothing in my hand just sound like actual hell i have a girlfriend who want to marry me and have kid but i genuinely don t believe that i could give my kid or her a good life i doubt i could support a family financially because i have no money and can t afford a good education past high school i doubt i would be able to be a good father due to having to come home from a grind at work everyday too tired to play with them or properly parent and too tired on the weekend to do either why can t life be different i have no plan of suicide but holy fuck this world make me want to
i am so unsatisfied with life no aspect of life is of any enjoyment to me the thought of getting a job working 9 every day of the week sleeping on the weekend because i m too tired slowly building up money to maybe have a vacation once a year for only a week and then going back into the grind continuing this a my body break down with age and eventually dying with nothing in my hand just sound like actual helli have a girlfriend who want to marry me and have kidbut i genuinely don t believe that i could give my kid or her a good life i doubt i could support a family financially because i have no money and can t afford a good education past high school i doubt i would be able to be a good father due to having to come home from a grind at work everyday too tired to play with them or properly parent and too tired on the weekend to do either why can t life be different i have no plan of suicide but holy fuck this world make me want to
Estoy tan insatisfecho con la vida que ningún aspecto de la vida es de cualquier disfrute para mí la idea de conseguir un trabajo trabajando 9 todos los días de la semana durmiendo en el fin de semana porque estoy demasiado cansado poco a poco acumulando dinero para tal vez tener unas vacaciones una vez al año durante sólo una semana y luego volver a la rutina continuando este un mi cuerpo romper con la edad y finalmente morir con nada en mi mano sólo suena como real helli tener una novia que quiere casarse conmigo y tener hijos pero realmente no creo que pueda dar a mi hijo o su buena vida dudo que pueda mantener a una familia financieramente porque no tengo dinero y no puedo pagar una buena educación más allá de la escuela secundaria dudo que sería capaz de ser un buen padre debido a tener que volver a casa de una rutina en el trabajo demasiado cansado para jugar con ellos o adecuadamente padres y demasiado cansados en el fin de semana para hacer o bien por qué no puede ser diferente la vida no tengo ningún plan de suicidio pero santo mierda este mundo me hacen querer