it been like this for so long and my first problem ha always been there it will never go away if i were to change this problem i wouldnt be me anymore it started when i wa a mute child now i have social anxiety and depression i never received treatment the first time when i wa and got prescribed and then they stopped suddenly i dont have anything i dont even have a friend to tell nor an adult i cant just seek help i dont trust anyone at all and im far too scared to even speak about it because i go silent when i have to talk about thing like this im so i have no way to seek help for myself i dont have any friend at school and i havent had any for year every time i try to make one i just cant keep up and it so exhausting trying to talk and i just never speak again a lot of people hate me i wa verbally bullied in some school no one wa ever there to help me ive been alone for so long it been getting so much worse with constant de realization severe intrusive thought and at this point i cut myself everyday i genuinely dont see a future anymore
it been like this for so long and my first problem ha always been there it will never go away if i were to change this problem i wouldnt be me anymore it started when i wa a mute child now i have social anxiety and depression i never received treatment the first time when i wa and got prescribed and then they stopped suddenly i dont have anything i dont even have a friend to tell nor an adult i cant just seek help i dont trust anyone at all and im far too scared to even speak about it because i go silent when i have to talk about thing like this imso i have no way to seek help for myself i dont have any friend at school and i havent had any for year every time i try to make one i just cant keep up and it so exhausting trying to talkand i just never speak again a lot of people hate mei wa verbally bullied in some school no one wa ever there to help me ive been alone for so long it been getting so much worse with constant de realization severe intrusive thought and at this point i cut myself everyday i genuinely dont see a future anymore
Ha sido así durante tanto tiempo y mi primer problema siempre ha estado allí nunca se irá si fuera a cambiar este problema no sería yo más que comenzó cuando yo wa un niño mudo ahora tengo ansiedad social y depresión nunca he recibido tratamiento la primera vez que yo wa y me prescribí y luego se detuvieron de repente no tengo nada ni siquiera tengo un amigo a decir ni un adulto no puedo sólo buscar ayuda no confío en nadie en absoluto y estoy demasiado asustado para hablar de ello porque me quedo en silencio cuando tengo que hablar de cosas como esta imso no tengo manera de buscar ayuda para mí mismo no tengo ningún amigo en la escuela y no he tenido ningún amigo por año cada vez que intento hacer uno no puedo seguir y es tan agotador tratando de hablar y nunca hablo de nuevo mucha gente me odia verbalmente en alguna escuela no he estado allí para ayudarme a vivir solo por tanto tiempo que ha estado empeorando con la constante de la realización severa pensamiento y en este punto me corte cotidianamente ver un futuro más