i am mentally exhausted i have so many problem that i can not deal with my older brother bully me daily and all i do is just sit and listen to it if i tell him to stop he will just continue to be more annoying i have a lot of health problem my parent dont want to take me to a doctor because they think i am lying so i have to do it myself i am not legal in my country i go to school and put on a fake personality and laugh people bully me even there not physcally but mentally they tell me i am dumb weird skinny crazy i have zero friend in real life i have online friend that used to help me with everything and even made a workout plan for me all of that faded since my health is sucking rn my parent call me crazy daily becayse i like ti play video game for hour a day that is crazy to them even tho everyone else tell them it normal all i feel inside if me is just fear sadness and hopelessness 0 good or happy thought i thoght dozen if time about suicide i can t do it i have ocd and that top of everything and obliderates my life and make me suffer even more i can t take it anymore i don t knoe where to go or what to do it like i don t belong anywhere or cant do anything all i can do is whine on random subbredit because i have no one to talk to is this all life really is i know you might say ohh but if you try to get yourself up and get motivated and do stuff trust me i tried it many time it fails because of family problem etc am i worth saving is my life really worth living
i am mentally exhausted i have so many problem that i can not deal with my older brother bully me daily and all i do is just sit and listen to it if i tell him to stop he will just continue to be more annoying i have a lot of health problem my parent dont want to take me to a doctor because they think i am lying so i have to do it myself i am not legal in my country i go to school and put on a fake personality and laugh people bully me even there not physcally but mentally they tell me i am dumb weird skinny crazy i have zero friend in real life i have online friend that used to help me with everything and even made a workout plan for me all of that faded since my health is sucking rn my parent call me crazy daily becayse i like ti play video game for hour a day that is crazy to them even tho everyone else tell them it normal all i feel inside if me is just fear sadness and hopelessness 0 good or happy thought i thoght dozen if time about suicide i can t do iti have ocd and that top of everything and obliderates my life and make me suffer even more i can t take it anymore i don t knoe where to go or what to do it like i don t belong anywhere or cant do anything all i can do is whine on random subbredit because i have no one to talk to is this all life really isi know you might say ohhbut if you try to get yourself up and get motivated and do stuff trust me i tried it many time it fails because of family problem etc am i worth saving is my life really worth living
Estoy mentalmente exhausto tengo tantos problemas que no puedo lidiar con mi hermano mayor me acosan diariamente y todo lo que hago es simplemente sentarme y escucharlo si le digo que pare que va a seguir siendo más molesto tengo un montón de problemas de salud mi padre no quiere llevarme a un médico porque piensan que estoy mintiendo así que tengo que hacerlo yo mismo no soy legal en mi país voy a la escuela y poner en una personalidad falsa y la gente se ríe me molesta incluso allí no fiscally pero mentalmente me dicen que soy tonto raro loco flaco tengo cero amigo en la vida real tengo amigo en línea que solía ayudarme con todo e incluso hizo un plan de entrenamiento para mí todo eso se desvaneció ya que mi salud es chupar rn mi padre me llaman loco diario becayse i like ti jugar videojuego por hora un día que es loco para ellos incluso tho todos los demás les dicen lo normal todo me siento dentro si es miedo tristeza y desesperanza me puede tomar