so i have bad anxiety and it s been over a year since i ve worked within this past week i ve gotten job interview one i went to but then after i left the place i wa so anxious i developed a migraine and i vomited in my car the second job interviewed i completely ignored and this third one this third interview which i have tomorrow is for a prep cook position but i m considering quitting that too my brain always find some reason to tell me to quit and when i ask for people advice on this job or that job the bad experience discourage me i wa looking forward to trying to be in the kitchen but people tell me it s not worth it it s 0 hour work week little pay and no benefit and plus i don t want to be a manager either i just want to do something for income that i actually kind of enjoy everyone ha something bad to say and that on top of my past horrible work experience i have zero confidence in myself or that any employee or employer i work for will be considerate and relatable and not a total asshole to work with i m a horrible waitress bc my anxiety make me forget order and sometimes forget about a table entirely yet do i want to be in a hot oily kitchen all day and be responsible for people meal it s a tough choice between misery and misery i m depressed about the 9 work week humanity ha created my goal is to grow and sell my own produce and i m a current gardener a it is and my major is agriculture any job for money seems like hell and miserable and i hate having to dedicate myself and my time to a dumb fuck slew of ceo and higher ups who only see you a a number will i ever get over this enough to get myself a job my god this is just miserable day in and day out
so i have bad anxiety and it s been over a year since i ve worked within this past week i ve gotten job interview one i went to but then after i left the place i wa so anxious i developed a migraine and i vomited in my car the second job interviewed i completely ignored and this third one this third interview which i have tomorrow is for a prep cook position but i m considering quitting that too my brain always find some reason to tell me to quit and when i ask for people advice on this job or that job the bad experience discourage me i wa looking forward to trying to be in the kitchen but people tell me it s not worth itit s 0 hour work week little pay and no benefit and plus i don t want to be a manager either i just want to do something for income that i actually kind of enjoy everyone ha something bad to say and that on top of my past horrible work experience i have zero confidence in myself or that any employee or employer i work for will be considerate and relatable and not a total asshole to work with i m a horrible waitress bc my anxiety make me forget order and sometimes forget about a table entirely yet do i want to be in a hot oily kitchen all day and be responsible for people meal it s a tough choice between misery and misery i m depressed about the 9 work week humanity ha created my goal is to grow and sell my own produceand i m a current gardener a it isand my major is agriculture any job for money seems like hell and miserableand i hate having to dedicate myself and my time to a dumb fuck slew of ceo and higher ups who only see you a a number will i ever get over this enough to get myself a jobmy godthis is just miserable day in and day out
Así que tengo mala ansiedad y ha pasado más de un año desde que he trabajado dentro de esta última semana he conseguido entrevista de trabajo uno fui pero luego después de salir del lugar yo wa tan ansioso he desarrollado una migraña y vomité en mi coche el segundo trabajo entrevistado I completamente ignorado y este tercero esta tercera entrevista que tengo mañana es para una posición de cocinero de preparación pero estoy considerando dejar que también mi cerebro siempre encontrar alguna razón para decirme que renunciar y cuando pido a la gente consejos en este trabajo o que el trabajo la mala experiencia me desaniman I wa con ganas de tratar de estar en la cocina pero la gente me dicen que no vale la pena ititit s 0 hora de trabajo semana poco pago y ningún beneficio y además no quiero ser un gerente o bien sólo quiero hacer algo por ingresos que en realidad tipo de disfrutar todo el mundo ha algo malo que decir y que además de mi pasado horrible experiencia de trabajo tengo cero confianza en mí mismo o que cualquier empleado o empleador que trabaje será considerado y relatable y no un total imbécil para trabajar con i m m una horrible camarera bc hacer que mi ansiedad olvidar orden y a veces olvidarse de una mesa completamente