my depression ha been at it worst this year after suffering some significant loss i m going to college in the fall and i want to look forward to it but i cant i chose a state school so i wouldnt have debt and figured i d find a way to pay for it easily all my plan fell through and i only have a couple thousand in scholarship nowhere near enough to cover it i missed so many deadline and screwed up so much because i have no one to help me in my life no reliable adult or friend one of my best friend wa awarded a full tuition scholarship and i want to be overjoyed for her but i just feel so horrible about myself i tried so hard in high school with my grade and music and it amounted to nothing thousand dollar in scholarship is all i have to show for it i cant get any help from fafsa and i have a job but working is horrible when i can barely get out of bed how do i keep going when i have no one to support me and nothing to keep going for
my depression ha been at it worst this year after suffering some significant loss i m going to college in the falland i want to look forward to itbut i cant i chose a state schoolso i wouldnt have debt and figured i d find a way to pay for it easily all my plan fell through and i only have a couple thousand in scholarship nowhere near enough to cover it i missed so many deadline and screwed up so much because i have no one to help me in my life no reliable adult or friend one of my best friend wa awarded a full tuition scholarship and i want to be overjoyed for herbut i just feel so horrible about myself i tried so hard in high school with my grade and music and it amounted to nothing thousand dollar in scholarship is all i have to show for it i cant get any help from fafsaand i have a job but working is horrible when i can barely get out of bed how do i keep going when i have no one to support me and nothing to keep going for
Mi depresión ha estado en peor este año después de sufrir alguna pérdida significativa me voy a la universidad en el otoño y quiero mirar hacia adelante a él pero no puedo elegir una escuela estatal no tendría deuda y pensé que yo encontraría una manera de pagar por ella fácilmente todo mi plan cayó a través y sólo tengo un par de miles en la beca en ninguna parte lo suficientemente cerca como para cubrirlo me perdí tantos plazos y la jodí tanto porque no tengo a nadie que me ayude en mi vida ningún adulto confiable o amigo uno de mi mejor amigo wa galardonado con una beca de matrícula completa y quiero estar muy contento por ella pero me siento tan horrible acerca de mí mismo me intenté tan duro en la escuela secundaria con mi grado y música y ascendió a nada mil dólares en la beca es todo lo que tengo que mostrar por ello no puedo obtener ninguna ayuda de fafsa y tengo un trabajo pero trabajar es horrible cuando apenas puedo salir de la cama cómo sigo yendo cuando no tengo a nadie que me apoye y nada que seguir adelante