i m so tired of this i don t even know where to start so i ll just say what come up out of the top of my head a i write this i came here so that i could vent about some college related stuff at the beginning of the semester i decided to enroll in class to pick up the pace and get on schedule to graduate i wasn t necessarily looking forward to it but i wasn t regretting it either until now that is since the start of the semester i ve been feeling like i just can t pay attention i find all my class to be extremely uninteresting and i don t even take note every week is just a struggle to get through it without any prep time for the next one i swear there hasn t been one week where i don t have any homework all five of my class have already given the first partial exam later than usual and a expected they were all essentially at the same time it wasn t until this week that all the result came back and obviously it wasn t pretty so for the first partial exam out of all five i got f s in of them a c pretty proud of it actually and a b i know that perhaps i haven t been trying my hardest since i really don t pay attention in class i watch the recording and study for them later but i wa devastated regardless i spent countless hour studying for them only to see failure hit my liver i have so little energy that i can t even cry about how i failed the first exam of of my class i ve been so stressed out that a rash started popping up in my neck and chest i ve never been failing this hard in my life and frankly i m scared i can t show my true emotion because i don t want anyone to worry and i can t talk to my therapist because of the time my study consume at the end of the day all i feel is anxiety and the despair of having to repeat class and be even further behind schedule for graduation
i m so tired of this i don t even know where to start so i ll just say what come up out of the top of my head a i write this i came here so that i could vent about some college related stuff at the beginning of the semester i decided to enroll in class to pick up the pace and get on schedule to graduate i wasn t necessarily looking forward to itbut i wasn t regretting it either until now that is since the start of the semester i ve been feeling like i just can t pay attention i find all my class to be extremely uninterestingand i don t even take note every week is just a struggle to get through it without any prep time for the next one i swear there hasn t been one week where i don t have any homework all five of my class have already given the first partial exam later than usual and a expected they were all essentially at the same time it wasn t until this week that all the result came back and obviously it wasn t pretty so for the first partial exam out of all five i got f s in of them a c pretty proud of it actually and a b i know that perhaps i haven t been trying my hardest since i really don t pay attention in class i watch the recording and study for them later but i wa devastated regardless i spent countless hour studying for them only to see failure hit my liver i have so little energy that i can t even cry about how i failed the first exam of of my class i ve been so stressed out that a rash started popping up in my neck and chest i ve never been failing this hard in my life and frankly i m scared i can t show my true emotion because i don t want anyone to worry and i can t talk to my therapist because of the time my study consume at the end of the day all i feel is anxiety and the despair of having to repeat class and be even further behind schedule for graduation
Estoy tan cansado de esto que ni siquiera sé por dónde empezar así que voy a decir lo que sale de la parte superior de mi cabeza a escribir esto vine aquí para que pudiera desahogarme sobre algunas cosas relacionadas con la universidad al principio del semestre he decidido inscribirme en clase para recoger el ritmo y conseguir en horario para graduarme no estaba necesariamente mirando hacia adelante pero no me arrepentía de ello ya sea hasta ahora que es desde el comienzo del semestre he estado sintiendo que no puedo prestar atención me encuentro con toda mi clase para ser extremadamente poco interesante y ni siquiera tomar nota cada semana es sólo una lucha para conseguir a través de él sin ningún momento de preparación para el próximo que juro que ha habido una semana en la que no ha habido ninguna tarea todos los cinco de mi clase ya han dado el primer examen parcial más tarde de lo habitual y un esperado estaban todos esencialmente en el mismo momento que no fue hasta esta semana que todo el resultado volvió y obviamente no fue bastante para el primer examen parcial de todos los cinco que tengo en una c bastante orgulloso de ella y un b i saben que he estado más tarde en la grabación y he tenido que