well i have so much going on in my brain let me try to organize it having an existential crisis i m i ve done nothing with my life i m scared to death that a sizable chunk of my life is gone for nothing i work at fast food where there is no advancement whatsoever i just want to go back to school but i can t tired of my job like i said i work fast food i worked a a crew leader and the b i went through on a daily basis wa enough to have me walk out a year and a half of day a week of bull crap just piled up on top of me one and a half year of them playing music i can t stand and me being too nice to say anything because i didn t want to be the one to ruin it for everyone else so i endured with one ear bud in my ear until my bos told me no ear bud back to square one listening to others music for hour a day tired of life ever since 0 hell ever since i got out of the army my life ha been shit in the army i wa confident strong and proud my co took everything from me and gave me the boot ever since 009 my life ha been a struggle to get settled on two foot i ve abused drug been raped been abused been through natural disaster that have taken everything from me i have been kicked to my butt then kicked again while i wa down i hate being disabled i m ptsd ocd bipolar adhd i take so many medication that i don t know what to do with myself just to have a somewhat normal life i m so tired of getting my emotion dismissed and told that i m overreacting just because my disability isn t seen
well i have so much going on in my brain let me try to organize it having an existential crisisi mi ve done nothing with my life i m scared to death that a sizable chunk of my life is gone for nothing i work at fast food where there is no advancementwhatsoever i just want to go back to schoolbut i can t tired of my job like i said i work fast food i worked a a crew leader and the b i went through on a daily basis wa enough to have me walk out a year and a half of day a week of bull crap just piled up on top of me one and a half year of them playing music i can t stand and me being too nice to say anything because i didn t want to be the one to ruin it for everyone else so i endured with one ear bud in my ear until my bos told me no ear bud back to square one listening to others music for hour a day tired of life ever since 0 hell ever since i got out of the army my life ha been shit in the army i wa confident strong and proud my co took everything from me and gave me the boot ever since 009 my life ha been a struggle to get settled on two foot i ve abused drug been raped been abused been through natural disaster that have taken everything from me i have been kicked to my butt then kicked again while i wa down i hate being disabled i m ptsd ocd bipolar adhd i take so many medication that i don t know what to do with myself just to have a somewhat normal life i m so tired of getting my emotion dismissed and told that i m overreacting just because my disability isn t seen
Bueno, tengo tantas cosas en mi cerebro que me dejan tratar de organizarlo teniendo una crisis existencial mi no he hecho nada con mi vida me temo a la muerte que un pedazo considerable de mi vida se ha ido para nada trabajo en la comida rápida donde no hay ningún avance lo que sea que sólo quiero volver a la escuela pero no puedo cansado de mi trabajo como dije trabajo comida rápida trabajé un líder de la tripulación y el b que pasé a través de una base diaria lo suficiente para tener que salir de un año y medio de día de mierda toro sólo amontonado encima de mí un año y medio de ellos tocando música no puedo pararme y ser demasiado agradable para decir nada porque no quería ser el que lo arruinara para todos los demás así que soporté con un oído y una oreja en mi oreja hasta que mi bos me dijo que ningún oído y una oreja atrás escuchando música durante una hora y un día cansado de la vida desde 0 infiernos desde que salí del ejército mi vida ha estado cagando en el ejército