my mind is in such a negative space i m overstimulated but every noise and word someone in my family passed away my period amplifies every emotion i just can t do it anymore my negativity is like a cancer and i d rather not infect anyone with it i want to die daily but i can t although i fantasize about it a lot i cut myself instead in order to stay alive to numb myself from the insanity and madness inside of me i feel unheard i feel burdened by my own existence and i ve been made to feel so bothersome to others i don t know i don t have much hope i m not angry i m maybe sad mostly i m so depressed and misunderstood by everyone because at the end of the day no one care to listen to me they think they re listening but people only have a limited amount of time that they ll let you talk anyway nobody need to be my therapist i hope my life end soon because i am unable to deal with the turmoil inside of me i just can t do it anymore i m desperate i m sorry
my mind is in such a negative space i m overstimulated but every noise and word someone in my family passed away my period amplifies every emotioni just can t do it anymore my negativity is like a cancer and i d rather not infect anyone with it i want to die dailybut i can t although i fantasize about it a lot i cut myself instead in order to stay alive to numb myself from the insanity and madness inside of me i feel unheard i feel burdened by my own existence and i ve been made to feel so bothersome to others i dont knowi don t have much hope i m not angryi m maybe sad mostly i m so depressed and misunderstood by everyone because at the end of the day no one care to listen to methey think they re listening but people only have a limited amount of time that they ll let you talk anyway nobody need to be my therapisti hope my life end soon because i am unable to deal with the turmoil inside of me i just can t do it anymorei m desperatei m sorry
Mi mente está en un espacio tan negativo que estoy sobreestimulada pero cada ruido y palabra alguien en mi familia falleció mi período amplifica cada emoción simplemente no puedo hacerlo más mi negatividad es como un cáncer y yo no infecto a nadie con él quiero morir diariamente pero yo no puedo aunque fantasear sobre ello mucho me corte en lugar de para permanecer vivo para adormecerme de la locura y la locura dentro de mí me siento inaudito me siento agobiado por mi propia existencia y me he hecho sentir tan molesto a los demás no sé no tengo mucha esperanza no estoy enojado m tal vez triste mayormente estoy tan deprimida y malentendida por todos porque al final del día nadie se preocupa de escucharme piensan que escuchan pero la gente sólo tiene una cantidad limitada de tiempo que te dejarán hablar de todos modos nadie necesita ser mi terapeuta espero que mi vida termine pronto porque soy incapaz de lidiar con la agitación dentro de mí ya no puedo hacerlo más ni más ni menos