i just fucking hate my self i m turning into a fucking loser i ve recently pushed my girlfriend away by being a fucking depressed loser i fucked it all up just by not trying hard enough and i hate myself for it she wa the only person who actually loved me and now she doesn t want to see me anymore i don t know why i m surprised how could i be able to maintain a serious relationship when i can t even show up to work on time i never thought i would ever find love but i did and i fucked it all up fucked up the only good thing i had in my life work suck life suck and i m just soooo fucking over it i m not cut out for the ups and down of life i m just not cut out for life in general i m a fucking lost depressed loser that at the end of the day ha nothing to be proud of tonight i really just want to kill myself and end this hell i don t think i can take this shit anymore man
i just fucking hate my self i m turning into a fucking loser i ve recently pushed my girlfriend away by being a fucking depressed loser i fucked it all up just by not trying hard enough and i hate myself for itshe wa the only person who actually loved me and now she doesn t want to see me anymorei don t know why i m surprised how could i be able to maintain a serious relationship when i can t even show up to work on time i never thought i would ever find lovebut i didand i fucked it all up fucked up the only good thing i had in my life work suck life suckand i m just soooo fucking over iti m not cut out for the ups and down of life i m just not cut out for life in general i m a fucking lost depressed loser that at the end of the day ha nothing to be proud of tonight i really just want to kill myself and end this helli don t think i can take this shit anymore man
Me he vuelto un maldito perdedor hace poco empujé a mi novia lejos por ser un maldito perdedor deprimido me lo he jodido todo sólo por no esforzarme lo suficiente y me odio a mí mismo por ella ella era la única persona que realmente me amaba y ahora ella no quiere verme más no sé por qué me sorprende cómo podría ser capaz de mantener una relación seria cuando no puedo ni siquiera llegar a trabajar a tiempo nunca pensé que encontraría el amor pero lo hice y lo jodí todo jodido la única cosa buena que tenía en mi vida el trabajo chupar la vida chupar y yo soy tanooo mierda sobre iti no estoy cortado para los altibajos y abajo de la vida simplemente no estoy cortado para la vida en general soy un maldito perdedor deprimido que al final del día no tiene nada de lo que estar orgulloso de esta noche realmente quiero matarme y terminar este helni no creo que pueda tomar esta mierda más hombre