age gender m i ve been dealing with my depression for a while now and some people including my parent know although my biggest regret is telling my girlfriend when i told her that i have been trying to take my life everything changed i understand it s just her caring and not knowing how to deal with it but it s been such a burden on the relationship i m not longer human to her i m mainly a ticking time bomb i m starting to feel like i ve locked her in this relationship because of this disease i have we can t go a hang out without her cry about the fact that my life is hanging on by a thread and i know this is extremely selfish of me how could i not be appreciative for this caring girl to be honest i couldn t care le just every time i see her break because of me it make me hate myself more i wish i just kept that side of me hidden away from her to protect her from it the worst part is she can t help me even though she try so hard and she know it every day feel like a toss of a dice whether i will live or die and she is watching it all helpless i love her so much she keep me going but god i wish i had a time machine to go back and make sure i never told her just then she could be happy until the end i m sorry vesna
age gender mi ve been dealing with my depression for a while now and some people including my parent know although my biggest regret is telling my girlfriend when i told her that i have been trying to take my life everything changed i understand it s just her caring and not knowing how to deal with itbut it s been such a burden on the relationship i m not longer human to heri m mainly a ticking time bomb i m starting to feel like i ve locked her in this relationship because of this disease i have we can t go a hang out without her cry about the fact that my life is hanging on by a thread and i know this is extremely selfish of me how could i not be appreciative for this caring girl to be honest i couldn t carele just every time i see her break because of me it make me hate myself more i wish i just kept that side of me hidden away from her to protect her from it the worst part is she can t help me even though she try so hardand she know it every day feel like a toss of a dice whether i will live or die and she is watching it all helpless i love her so much she keep me going but god i wish i had a time machine to go back and make sure i never told her just then she could be happy until the end i msorry vesna
sexo edad mi he estado lidiando con mi depresión por un tiempo ahora y algunas personas incluyendo a mi padre saben aunque mi mayor pesar es decirle a mi novia cuando le dije que he estado tratando de tomar mi vida todo cambió entiendo que es sólo su cuidado y no saber cómo lidiar con él pero ha sido una carga en la relación i m más largo humano a heri m principalmente un tictac bomba de tiempo me estoy empezando a sentir como me he encerrado en esta relación debido a esta enfermedad tengo que no podemos ir a pasar el rato sin su llanto sobre el hecho de que mi vida está colgando de un hilo y sé que esto es extremadamente egoísta de mí cómo no podría ser apreciativo para esta chica cariñosa para ser honesto no podía cuidarme sólo cada vez que veo su rotura por mí me hace odiar más me deseo que simplemente mantenga ese lado de mí escondido lejos de ella para protegerla de ella la peor parte es que ella no puede ayudarme aunque ella intenta tan duro y ella sabe que cada día se siente como un tirón de un dado si voy a vivir o morir