i m only and already have so many physical and mental health issue ptsd ocd autism adhd depression anxiety visual snow obesity fibromyalgia gender dysphoria im trans chronic fatigue binge eating disorder it s all so much not only all this but recently i ve been dealing with more health problem my heart been racing even when i m just laying down and it make me feel like i can t get enough breath in like i m constantly breathing but not fully or something i also have been having horrible cramp like pain and after getting a ultrasound apparently i have a bunch of cyst on my ovary but this apparently isn t the cause of my pain and that terrifies me they think it might be the testosterone and i m scared i ll have to stop taking it and they re not even sure that s what s causing the pain i ve been trying to cope by hanging out with friend and my boyfriend online and other stuff like that but it can t distract me enough from the physical issue so i ve been using weed and alcohol but i know i can t keep using these to cope forever i know it s likely i ll become an alcoholic and part of me doesn t even care a long a it distracts me from the pain enough i m trying to apply for government assistance for disability but it s a lot of work and i feel like it s pointless and they ll just reject me again i ve been in therapy for year take med and go to doctor a lot im still this way no matter how much help i get i m so tired i m so tired of the constant issue i cant keep doing this how long do i have to keep going thru this it feel like it ll never get better idk how much longer i can keep going when i have to deal with all of this it s so much
i m only and already have so many physical and mental health issue ptsd ocd autism adhd depression anxiety visual snow obesity fibromyalgia gender dysphoria im trans chronic fatigue binge eating disorder it s all so much not only all thisbut recently i ve been dealing with more health problem my heart been racing even when i m just laying down and it make me feel like i can t get enough breath in like i m constantly breathing but not fully or something i also have been having horrible cramp like pain and after getting a ultrasoundapparently i have a bunch of cyst on my ovary but this apparently isn t the cause of my pain and that terrifies me they think it might be the testosterone and i m scared i ll have to stop taking it and they re not even sure that s what s causing the pain i ve been trying to cope by hanging out with friend and my boyfriend online and other stuff like thatbut it can t distract me enough from the physical issue so i ve been using weed and alcoholbut i know i can t keep using these to cope foreveri know it s likely i ll become an alcoholic and part of me doesn t even care a long a it distracts me from the pain enough i m trying to apply for government assistance for disabilitybut it s a lot of workand i feel like it s pointlessand they ll just reject me again i ve been in therapy for year take med and go to doctor a lot im still this way no matter how much help i get i m so tired i m so tired of the constant issue i cant keep doing this how long do i have to keep going thru this it feel like it ll never get better idk how much longer i can keep going when i have to deal with all of this it s so much
i m sólo y ya tienen tantos problemas de salud física y mental ptsd autismo ocd depresión ansiedad nieve visual obesidad fibromialgia gender disphoria im fatiga crónica abucheo trastorno de alimentación es todo tanto no sólo todo esto pero recientemente he estado tratando con más problemas de salud mi corazón ha estado acelerando incluso cuando sólo estoy tumbado y me hace sentir que no puedo respirar lo suficiente como estoy respirando constantemente pero no totalmente o algo que también he estado teniendo calambres horribles como dolor y después de conseguir un ultrasonidoaparentemente tengo un montón de quistes en mi ovario pero esto aparentemente no es la causa de mi dolor y que me aterroriza que piensan que podría ser la testosterona y me da miedo voy a tener que dejar de tomarlo y ni siquiera están seguros de que lo que está causando el dolor que he estado tratando de hacer frente por pasar el tiempo con mi amigo y mi novio en línea y otras cosas como eso pero puede distraerme lo suficiente de la cuestión física así que he estado usando hierba y alcohol pero sé que puedo seguir usando estos para hacer frente a para siempre que se convierta en un alcohólico y parte de mí