i know they have good intention but lot of the time they make me feel worse i don t like it when they ask too many question when i withdraw yet when i go to tell them my actual problem they indirectly tell me to get over it and don t think im depressed sometimes it seems like my mood is an inconvenience for them so they want me to be happy so they can be happy it s draining i m tired of them being nosy when when i need to be alone stop asking me to who i m talking to stop asking me what i m doing when i m not doing anything stop looking at my stuff and asking me question stop getting upset with me for being in a bad mood or trying to force me to be happy again i can t this is why i hate socializing with anyone in general it take up too much energy that i don t have and i m tired of having to hide whatever this heaviness i m feeling inside to make others happy i m tired of being the caretaker and human note pad to vent at all day i m tired of putting on a mask and pretending to be happy when i feel like garbage i hate myself i m tired all the time i feel like a failure and a waste of space i just want to be alone i don t want anyone to look at me
i know they have good intention but lot of the time they make me feel worse i don t like it when they ask too many question when i withdraw yet when i go to tell them my actual problem they indirectly tell me to get over it and don t think im depressed sometimes it seems like my mood is an inconvenience for them so they want me to be happy so they can be happy it s draining i m tired of them being nosy when when i need to be alone stop asking me to who i m talking to stop asking me what i m doing when i m not doing anything stop looking at my stuff and asking me question stop getting upset with me for being in a bad mood or trying to force me to be happy again i can t this is why i hate socializing with anyone in general it take up too much energy that i don t have and i m tired of having to hide whatever this heaviness i m feeling inside to make others happy i m tired of being the caretaker and human note pad to vent at all day i m tired of putting on a mask and pretending to be happy when i feel like garbage i hate myself i m tired all the time i feel like a failure and a waste of space i just want to be alonei don t want anyone to look at me
Sé que tienen buena intención, pero la mayor parte del tiempo me hacen sentir peor no me gusta cuando me hacen demasiadas preguntas cuando me retiro todavía cuando voy a decirles mi problema real que indirectamente me dicen que lo supere y no creo que me depriman a veces parece que mi estado de ánimo es un inconveniente para ellos así que quieren que sea feliz para que puedan estar felices es drenando estoy cansado de ellos siendo entrometido cuando cuando necesito estar solo deja de preguntarme a quién estoy hablando para dejar de preguntarme qué estoy haciendo cuando no estoy haciendo nada deja de mirar mis cosas y me pregunta deja de molestarme por estar de mal humor o tratando de obligarme a ser feliz otra vez.