i hate myself right now because of my anxiety i hate the anxiety and i hate that it make me hate myself i hate that i didn t ask to have anxiety i hate that i didn t ask to be raised in a culty religion that wired my brain to have such a narrow view of the world i hate that i wa raised in that religion by a manipulative mother so now it is difficult to believe anyone i just freaking hate it all ultimately i hate myself for hating myself because i didn t cause this and i shouldn t have to suffer because of how other people treated me
i hate myself right now because of my anxiety i hate the anxiety and i hate that it make me hate myself i hate that i didn t ask to have anxiety i hate that i didn t ask to be raised in a culty religion that wired my brain to have such a narrow view of the world i hate that i wa raised in that religion by a manipulative mother so now it is difficult to believe anyone i just freaking hate it all ultimately i hate myself for hating myself because i didn t cause thisand i shouldn t have to suffer because of how other people treated me
Me odio a mí mismo ahora mismo debido a mi ansiedad odio la ansiedad y odio que me haga odiar a mí mismo odio que no pedí tener ansiedad odio que no pedí ser criado en una religión de culto que cableó mi cerebro para tener una visión tan estrecha del mundo odio que yo wa criado en esa religión por una madre manipuladora así que ahora es difícil creer a alguien que sólo odio todo en última instancia me odio a mí mismo por odiarme a mí mismo porque no causé esto y no debería tener que sufrir debido a cómo otras personas me trataron