i ve been lying for year about how i feel right to people face i feel like i can never be the real me a it would burden other people with my feeling i always sabotage myself by keeping to myself until i break and hurt the other people around me but i just can t get out of the hole i ve dug for myself i m completely burnt out and don t have any motivation to do anything anymore i mean my day literally consist of listening to music and not much else because it s one of the few thing i find joy in i don t enjoy many thing anymore because everything i care about always get taken away i don t understand why i exist at this point is it just to lie to and hurt the people i care for
i ve been lying for year about how i feel right to people face i feel like i can never be the real me a it would burden other people with my feeling i always sabotage myself by keeping to myself until i break and hurt the other people around mebut i just can t get out of the hole i ve dug for myself i m completely burnt out and don t have any motivation to do anythinganymorei mean my day literally consist of listening to music and not much else because it s one of the few thing i find joy in i don t enjoy many thing anymore because everything i care about always get taken away i don t understand why i exist at this point is it just to lie to and hurt the people i care for
He estado mintiendo durante un año sobre cómo me siento derecho a la cara de la gente me siento como si nunca puede ser el verdadero yo a que cargaría a otras personas con mi sensación siempre sabotearme a mí mismo manteniendome hasta que me rompa y lastime a la gente alrededor de mí pero yo sólo no puedo salir del agujero que he cavado para mí mismo estoy completamente quemado y no tengo ninguna motivación para hacer cualquier cosa quiero decir que mi día literalmente consiste en escuchar música y no mucho más porque es una de las pocas cosas que encuentro alegría en no disfrutar de muchas cosas más porque todo lo que me importa siempre me llevan lejos no entiendo por qué existo en este punto es sólo para mentir y herir a la gente que me importa