i m year old and i am so sad because life is pointless i feel like i know everything i know how life is supposed to go get a good job find a significant other do exciting thing together maybe have kid meet new people do different activity all through out life travel to new place get old and die somehow then what this whole idea of life is so boring i hate that i keep looking so far into life so analytically thats how depression make me see everything analytically and it is exhausting because i can never truly truly enjoy something i know life can be beautiful and fun at time in the moment it can be but i don t know why it s just not enough for me there ha to be something else to life something better there ha to be more right how am i supposed to do this everyday until i die that is such a long time i don t know how long i m going to last thinking like this make me the literal most boring person ever i feel bad for my friend the few i have i m so boring i never put passion into conversation because i seriously do not care enough because none of it matter and it s all pointless i feel so bad about myself and for everyone around me i m horrible please please help me find meaning in this gut wrenching life
i m year old and i am so sad because life is pointlessi feel like i know everything i know how life is supposed to go get a good job find a significant other do exciting thing together maybe have kid meet new people do different activity all through out life travel to new place get old and die somehow then what this whole idea of life is so boring i hate that i keep looking so far into life so analytically thats how depression make me see everything analytically and it is exhausting because i can never truly truly enjoy something i know life can be beautiful and fun at time in the moment it can bebut i don t know why it s just not enough for me there ha to be something else to life something better there ha to be more right how am i supposed to do this everyday until i die that is such a long time i dont know how long i m going to last thinking like this make me the literal most boring personever i feel bad for my friend the few i have i m so boringi never put passion into conversation because i seriously do not care enough because none of it matterand it s all pointless i feel so bad about myself and for everyone around me i m horrible please please help me find meaning in this gut wrenching life
i m año y estoy tan triste porque la vida es inútil siento que sé todo lo que se supone que la vida tiene que ir a conseguir un buen trabajo encontrar una significativa otra cosa emocionante juntos tal vez tener niño conocer gente nueva hacer actividad diferente a través de la vida viajar a nuevo lugar envejecer y morir de alguna manera entonces lo que toda esta idea de la vida es tan aburrido odio que sigo mirando tan lejos en la vida tan analíticamente eso es cómo la depresión me hace ver todo analíticamente y es agotador porque nunca puedo realmente disfrutar de algo realmente sé que la vida puede ser hermosa y divertida en el momento en que puede ser pero no sé por qué no es suficiente para mí hay algo más a la vida algo mejor ha de ser más correcto cómo se supone que voy a hacer esto todos los días hasta que me muera que es tan largo tiempo no sé cuánto tiempo voy a durar pensando como esto me hace la persona más aburrida literal nunca me siento mal por mi amigo los pocos que tengo yo tan aburrido nunca poner pasión en la conversación porque no me importa lo suficiente porque ninguno de los puntos y todos me siento mal por todos alrededor de mí