hi everyone i find myself in a sad situation and i can t really seem to be able to find a way out or support so i thought i could write about it here i m 0 and moved to study abroad month ago i love college and i love what i do i am fairly aware i am privileged in more way than one and that i should be happy about it but it s not enough when i left i tried my best to leave everything behind a much a i could because i know i will never live in my home country again and that s sort of the goal anyways a someone who ha generalized anxiety overall i am also aware that this wa a very big step in itself i have been struggling with depression and anxiety that also take toll on my physical health from time to time since i moved but everything got worse a few week ago i had a week long break from university and i forced myself not to go home so i can be more accustomed to living here the problem wa that i barely went out for week being too anxious to do so and also my neighbour and friend wa also visiting her home country i felt very alone and isolated now i started college again and i realise every day how stupid that wa and i m stuck on wanting to turn back time which i know is impossible i cry every day i wish to go home and i have major problem performing at university i honestly don t know what to do i feel hopeless and alone if anyone ha any advice i would really appreciate it thank you
hi everyone i find myself in a sad situation and i can t really seem to be able to find a way out or support so i thought i could write about it herei m 0 and moved to study abroad month ago i love college and i love what i do i am fairly aware i am privileged in more way than one and that i should be happy about itbut it s not enough when i left i tried my best to leave everything behind a much a i could because i know i will never live in my home country again and that s sort of the goal anyways a someone who ha generalized anxiety overall i am also aware that this wa a very big step in itself i have been struggling with depression and anxiety that also take toll on my physical health from time to time since i movedbut everything got worse a few week ago i had a week long break from university and i forced myself not to go homeso i can be more accustomed to living here the problem wa that i barely went out for week being too anxious to do so and also my neighbour and friend wa also visiting her home country i felt very alone and isolated now i started college againand i realise every dayhow stupid that wa and i m stuck on wanting to turn back time which i know is impossible i cry every day i wish to go homeand i have major problem performing at university i honestly dont know what to do i feel hopeless and alone if anyone ha any advice i would really appreciate it thank you
Hola a todos me encuentro en una situación triste y no puedo realmente parecer ser capaz de encontrar una manera de salir o apoyar así que pensé que podría escribir sobre ello aquí m 0 y me mudé a estudiar en el extranjero hace un mes me encanta la universidad y me encanta lo que hago soy bastante consciente de que soy privilegiado en más de una manera y que debería estar feliz por ello, pero no es suficiente cuando me fui he intentado mi mejor esfuerzo para dejar todo detrás de un mucho que podría porque sé que nunca voy a vivir en mi país de origen de nuevo y que es una especie de objetivo de todos modos una persona que ha generalizado la ansiedad en general también soy consciente de que este wa un gran paso en sí mismo he estado luchando con depresión y ansiedad que también tiene un costo en mi salud física de vez en cuando desde que me mudé pero todo se puso peor hace unas semanas que tenía una semana de descanso largo de la universidad y me forcé a no ir a casa yo puedo estar más acostumbrado a vivir aquí el problema wa que apenas salí por semana siendo demasiado ansioso para hacerlo y también mi vecino y amigo wa visitar su país de origen me sentí muy solo y aislado ahora me di cuenta de nuevo universidad y me di cuenta de que cada día