hello stranger this is just a vent post so i ll try to be thorough if i m going to suffer on account of my own bad decision i might a well try to get some upvotes out of it he blocked me on his snapchat although i have thought about reaching out and trying to patch thing up via other texting apps i m pretty sure he s done with me i need to mention that we weren t technically dating and i ve only been together with him about a month you wan na know the best part i wa the one who actually hurt him i can t even claim to be the victim here every shitty emotion currently pinning me down is 00 deserved all because i wa having a bad day and decided to smother my emotion in the company of another dude it wa only a month nothing ha really changed in my life i m still 9 year old i m still going to college i m still not attending class and i m still just a shitty a i wa before someone asked me once where i wan na be in five year if i m lucky my the time i m twenty four i ll be long dead i ve been thinking about ending my life almost every day i don t really see a way out of this endless cycle of bad emotion i m just scared that i m too much of a coward to go through with it i guess i want to know if it get better i want someone to tell me that i m not too far gone and there s still hope for me even if i don t believe it myself
hello stranger this is just a vent postso i ll try to be thorough if i m going to suffer on account of my own bad decision i might a well try to get some upvotes out of it he blocked me on his snapchat although i have thought about reaching out and trying to patch thing up via other texting apps i m pretty sure he s done with me i need to mention that we weren t technically dating and i ve only been together with him about a month you wan na know the best part i wa the one who actually hurt him i can t even claim to be the victim here every shitty emotion currently pinning me down is 00 deserved all because i wa having a bad day and decided to smother my emotion in the company of another dude it wa only a month nothing ha really changed in my life i m still 9 year old i m still going to collegei m still not attending classand i m still just a shitty ai wa before someone asked me once where i wan na be in five year if i m luckymy the time i m twenty fouri ll be long dead i ve been thinking about ending my life almost every day i don t really see a way out of this endless cycle of bad emotion i m just scared that i m too much of a coward to go through with it i guess i want to know if it get betteri want someone to tell me that i m not too far gone and there s still hope for me even if i don t believe it myself
Hola extraño esto es sólo un vent postso voy a tratar de ser minucioso si voy a sufrir a causa de mi propia mala decisión que podría un bien tratar de conseguir algunos votos fuera de ella que me bloqueó en su snapchat aunque he pensado en llegar a cabo y tratar de parchear cosas a través de otras aplicaciones de mensajes de texto estoy bastante seguro de que ha hecho conmigo tengo que mencionar que estábamos técnicamente saliendo y sólo he estado junto con él alrededor de un mes que quiere saber la mejor parte yo wa que realmente lo lastimé no puedo ni siquiera pretender ser la víctima aquí cada emoción de mierda que actualmente me pinche abajo es 00 merecido todo porque yo wa tener un mal día y decidí asfixiar mi emoción en compañía de otro tipo que era sólo un mes nada ha cambiado realmente en mi vida i m todavía 9 años de edad i m todavía va a la universidad m todavía no he estado asistiendo a clase y yo todavía un día de mierda ai wa antes de que alguien me preguntara una vez donde quiero estar en cinco año si tengo suerte de que el tiempo de veinte cuatro años esté mucho tiempo he estado pensando en terminar mi vida mucho tiempo con mi me voy a cabo mucho tiempo de