i m 9 year old and i have been depressed and lonely since i wa i have had some ups and some people that i connected with over the year but i have lost them all or wa betrayed by them i don t know how to talk with other people even people who have similar interest to me and i always think i make everyone feel awkward when they are around me or that i m imposing myself on them every month i tell myself that thing will get better and sometimes they do but then i lose what made me happy and everything else go wrong too it s been year of telling myself that thing will get better only to have them turn worse and i m so tired of it i am really afraid of death and i realize that i don t want my life to end i just want another life but suicide is starting to sound like the most bearable option
i m 9 year old and i have been depressed and lonely since i wa i have had some ups and some people that i connected with over the yearbut i have lost them all or wa betrayed by themi don t know how to talk with other people even people who have similar interest to meand i always think i make everyone feel awkward when they are around me or that i m imposing myself on them every month i tell myself that thing will get better and sometimes they dobut then i lose what made me happy and everything else go wrong too it s been year of telling myself that thing will get better only to have them turn worse and i m so tired of iti am really afraid of death and i realize that i don t want my life to end i just want another life but suicide is starting to sound like the most bearable option
I m 9 años y he estado deprimido y solo desde que he tenido algunos ups y algunas personas con las que me he conectado durante el año pero he perdido a todos o wa traicionado por themi no sé cómo hablar con otras personas incluso personas que tienen interés similar a significar siempre creo que hago que todo el mundo se sienta incómodo cuando están a mi alrededor o que me estoy imponiendo a mí mismo en ellos cada mes me digo que la cosa se pondrá mejor y a veces lo hacen pero entonces pierdo lo que me hizo feliz y todo lo demás va mal también ha sido año de decirme que la cosa se pondrá mejor sólo para que se vuelvan peores y estoy tan cansado de que estoy realmente asustado de la muerte y me doy cuenta de que no quiero que mi vida termine sólo quiero otra vida pero el suicidio está empezando a sonar como la opción más soportable