i don t know if this is my depression or various other diagnosis i have ptsd anxiety etc but i ve been trying so hard to work on school stuff and i just can t do it i open the article i m supposed to read and i read the first sentence i know what word i m reading just like i know what word i m typing here but the time i get to the next sentence i ve completely forgotten what the previous one said it s become an awful cycle of re reading thing until i eventually give up and spiral into bad coping habit i feel like my brain is melting ha anyone else experienced this i feel awful because i m only i m supposed to be youthful and smart but i m just losing every part of who i used to be i have one job and that is being a student and i can t even do that right
i don t know if this is my depression or various other diagnosis i have ptsd anxiety etcbut i ve been trying so hard to work on school stuffand i just can t do iti open the article i m supposed to read and i read the first sentence i know what word i m reading just like i know what word i m typing here but the time i get to the next sentence i ve completely forgotten what the previous one said it s become an awful cycle of re reading thing until i eventually give up and spiral into bad coping habit i feel like my brain is melting ha anyone else experienced this i feel awful because i m only i m supposed to be youthful and smart but i m just losing every part of who i used to be i have one job and that is being a student and i can t even do that right
No sé si esto es mi depresión o varios otros diagnósticos tengo ansiedad ptsd etc pero he estado tratando tan duro para trabajar en cosas de la escuela y yo sólo puedo hacerlo abrir el artículo que se supone que leer y leer la primera frase sé qué palabra estoy leyendo al igual que sé qué palabra estoy escribiendo aquí pero el tiempo que llego a la siguiente frase he olvidado completamente lo que el anterior dijo que se convirtió en un ciclo horrible de re lectura hasta que finalmente me rindo y espiral en mal hábito de afrontamiento siento como si mi cerebro se está derritiendo ha alguien más experimentado esto me siento horrible porque sólo estoy supuesto a ser joven e inteligente pero estoy perdiendo cada parte de quien solía ser tengo un trabajo y que es ser un estudiante y no puedo ni siquiera hacer eso derecho