i feel so helpless like i have absolutely no say in my own life and i have no idea what to do anymore all i want to do is to kill myself but the way that i ve decided to do it is going to be painful and right now i ve become so mentally weak that i can t even tolerate or accept pain i wish i could just die in my sleep tonight or get hit by a bus tomorrow because i m not even strong enough to end my life no matter how much i want to
i feel so helpless like i have absolutely no say in my own life and i have no idea what to do anymore all i want to do is to kill myself but the way that i ve decided to do it is going to be painful and right now i ve become so mentally weak that i can t even tolerate or accept pain i wish i could just die in my sleep tonight or get hit by a bus tomorrow because i m not even strong enough to end my life no matter how much i want to
Me siento tan impotente como si no tuviera absolutamente nada que decir en mi propia vida y no tengo ni idea de qué hacer más todo lo que quiero hacer es suicidarme pero la forma en que he decidido hacerlo va a ser doloroso y ahora mismo me he vuelto tan mentalmente débil que ni siquiera puedo tolerar o aceptar el dolor me gustaría poder morir en mi sueño esta noche o ser atropellado por un autobús mañana porque ni siquiera soy lo suficientemente fuerte como para terminar mi vida no importa lo mucho que quiera