i ve recently been planning out my suicide i probably sound like an attention seeker but i feel really terrible right now i can t get therapy and i have no where else to turn to i wa planning on attempting on the st of march right after my birthday i m so young life s barley started for me i can t handle the stress my parent don t believe there s anything wrong with me and they think therapist are corrupt people all i can do is cry and hope thing turn around for me i live in an average neighborhood middle class but just barley all my parent ever do is complain about money and recently my mom threatening to divorce my dad meaning i ll have to go live alone with my mother who s an alcoholic i don t want to die but i also don t want to live it feel like this is my only option to finally be happy
i ve recently been planning out my suicide i probably sound like an attention seeker but i feel really terrible right now i can t get therapy and i have no where else to turn to i wa planning on attempting on the st of march right after my birthday i m so young life s barley started for me i can t handle the stress my parent don t believe there s anything wrong with me and they think therapist are corrupt people all i can do is cry and hope thing turn around for me i live in an average neighborhood middle class but just barley all my parent ever do is complain about money and recently my mom threatening to divorce my dad meaning i ll have to go live alone with my mother who s an alcoholic i don t want to diebut i also don t want to live it feel like this is my only option to finally be happy
He estado planeando recientemente mi suicidio probablemente suene como un buscador de atención pero me siento realmente terrible ahora mismo no puedo conseguir terapia y no tengo ningún otro lugar a la que acudir voy a planear intentar en el st de marcha justo después de mi cumpleaños yo soy tan joven vida s cebada comenzó para mí no puedo manejar el estrés mi padre no creo que hay nada malo conmigo y piensan que terapeuta son personas corruptas todo lo que puedo hacer es llorar y espero que la cosa vuelta para mí vivo en un barrio promedio clase media pero sólo cebada todo lo que mi padre siempre hacer es quejarse del dinero y recientemente mi mamá amenaza con divorciarse mi padre significa que voy a tener que ir a vivir a solas con mi madre que es un alcohólico no quiero morir pero también no quiero vivir que se siente como esta es mi única opción para finalmente ser feliz