i can t stand the constant shitty feeling of depression in my chest head and stomach idk how to put it into word but pretty sure every depressed person know what i mean i can t shake the feeling and everything is starting to get under my skin and send me into such a downwards spiral of overthinking and overanalyzing everything so much to the point that i overanalyze feeling sad in the first place and minimize my own feeling i m not motivated to do anything except sit around like a blob and waste time and space my fiance is a blessing and doe so much to make me feel better but he can t be my savior and it s been so hard just to get through the work day and go through the motion i know it s temporary and will pas cause that s the illness but i feel so awful and helpless rn i forgot what i m supposed to do i hope typing this out will make me feel better thanks so much for reading and have a wonderful night
i can t stand the constant shitty feeling of depression in my chest head and stomach idk how to put it into word but pretty sure every depressed person know what i mean i can t shake the feeling and everything is starting to get under my skin and send me into such a downwards spiral of overthinking and overanalyzing everything so much to the point that i overanalyze feeling sad in the first place and minimize my own feeling i m not motivated to do anything except sit around like a blob and waste time and space my fiance is a blessing and doe so much to make me feel better but he can t be my savior and it s been so hard just to get through the work day and go through the motion i know it s temporary and will pas cause that s the illness but i feel so awful and helpless rn i forgot what i m supposed to do i hope typing this out will make me feel better thanks so much for reading and have a wonderful night
No puedo soportar la constante sensación de mierda de depresión en mi cabeza de pecho y estómago Idk cómo ponerlo en la palabra, pero bastante seguro que cada persona deprimida sabe lo que quiero decir que no puedo sacudir la sensación y todo está empezando a meterse bajo mi piel y me envía a tal espiral hacia abajo de pensar y sobreanalizar todo tanto al punto de que me sobreanaliza sentir triste en primer lugar y minimizar mi propia sensación no estoy motivado a hacer nada excepto sentarse alrededor como una mancha y perder tiempo y espacio mi prometido es una bendición y hacer tanto para hacerme sentir mejor pero no puede ser mi salvador y ha sido tan difícil sólo para conseguir a través del día de trabajo y pasar por la moción sé que es temporal y va a hacer que sea la enfermedad pero me siento tan horrible e impotente rn me olvidé lo que se supone que tengo que hacer espero escribir esto me hará sentir mejor gracias tanto por leer y tener una noche maravillosa