so i have finally come to realize that i have had this fantasy that i have a family that care my mother ha her own issue bi polar my mom life partner just doesn t care and tell me to get over it my sperm donor of a bio dad remarried and ha his own family now and is ecstatic about his grand kid i feel like i wa the throw away tossed out with the garbage when it come to my parent it ha taken me 0 year to come to this conclusion why did it take me so long when my sister said f ck you when she wa hope is the only thing i can come up with to answer that question they say blood is thicker than water when it come to family i now disagree i have finally come to the conclusion that my parent can kick rock if they fell off of a cliff i would watch them fall some would say that is a heartless thing to say about your parent but i am done done placing myself in a situation that allows my heart to be trampled by one that claim to love me or one i would think should care all of these thought and outcome in life have lead me to being suicidal and depressed i am now working hard to manage my thought of suicide and depression first thing is to get my finance in check pay down my debt so i can become financially free to do what i want with my money second and really while i am working on my finance lose some weight and get my physical health back on track it is time for me to start living this life i have been gifted with and see were it take me all i ask of you is your support and prayer if interested check my profile from time to time a i make journal entry posting them to my personal profile god bless i love you all
so i have finally come to realize that i have had this fantasy that i have a family that care my mother ha her own issue bi polar my mom life partner just doesn t care and tell me to get over it my sperm donor of a bio dad remarried and ha his own family now and is ecstatic about his grand kid i feel like i wa the throw away tossed out with the garbage when it come to my parent it ha taken me 0 year to come to this conclusion why did it take me so long when my sister said f ck you when she wa hope is the only thing i can come up with to answer that question they say blood is thicker than water when it come to family i now disagree i have finally come to the conclusion that my parent can kick rock if they fell off of a cliff i would watch them fall some would say that is a heartless thing to say about your parentbut i am done done placing myself in a situation that allows my heart to be trampled by one that claim to love me or one i would think should care all of these thought and outcome in life have lead me to being suicidal and depressed i am now working hard to manage my thought of suicide and depression first thing is to get my finance in check pay down my debt so i can become financially free to do what i want with my money second and really while i am working on my finance lose some weight and get my physical health back on track it is time for me to start living this life i have been gifted with and see were it take me all i ask of you is your support and prayer if interested check my profile from time to time a i make journal entry posting them to my personal profile god bless i love you all
Así que finalmente he llegado a darme cuenta de que he tenido esta fantasía de que tengo una familia que cuida a mi madre tiene su propio tema bi polar mi mamá pareja de la vida sólo no le importa y me dicen que para superarlo mi donante de esperma de un padre biológico se volvió a casar y ha tenido su propia familia ahora y está extasiado acerca de su nieto me siento como si fuera el tiro lanzado con la basura cuando viene a mi padre me ha tomado 0 año para llegar a esta conclusión ¿por qué me tomó tanto tiempo cuando mi hermana dijo f ck you cuando ella espera es la única cosa que puedo llegar a responder a esa pregunta que dicen que la sangre es más espesa que el agua cuando viene a la familia ahora no estoy de acuerdo por fin he llegado a la conclusión de que mi padre puede patear rock si se cayó de un acantilado me gustaría verlos caer algunos dirían que es una cosa sin corazón decir sobre tu padre pero he terminado poniéndome en una situación que permite a mi corazón ser pisoteado por uno de los que dicen que me amaría o uno de los que pensaría que debería cuidar de todos estos pensamientos y resultados en la vida me han llevado a ser suicida y depresión estoy en deuda con mi trabajo duro para controlar mi idea de mi opinión o de que debería