i have two younger brother and they mean everything to me they ve come to an age where they can take care of themselves my excuse for not hurting myself wa them but now they started to grow distant and honestly every single piece of my life ha fallen apart even my mind feel torn a i realized i m becoming crazy i m having lot of harmful thought towards others i really don t want to harm anyone and i rather end my life before i do any harm but i don t want my suicide to make my brother fall into depression a i did i have 0 motif to be alive i do not like this world i do not like most of it s people everyone betrayed me and there s no one that give a shit about me anymore besides my brother i feel like i really have to do it i know i have to i just lack the ball this might be the cruelest thing to say in this reddit but i admire the courage of those that did suicide it s not easy and it s not the coward way the coward way is probably to keep living a i am this ha to stop
i have two younger brother and they mean everything to me they ve come to an age where they can take care of themselves my excuse for not hurting myself wa thembut now they started to grow distant and honestly every single piece of my life ha fallen apart even my mind feel torn ai realized i m becoming crazy i m having lot of harmful thought towards others i really don t want to harm anyone and i rather end my life before i do any harmbut i don t want my suicide to make my brother fall into depressiona i did i have 0 motif to be alive i do not like this worldi do not like most of it s people everyone betrayed me and there s no one that give a shit about me anymore besides my brother i feel like i really have to do iti know i have to i just lack the ball this might be the cruelest thing to say in this redditbut i admire the courage of those that did suicide it s not easy and it s not the coward way the coward way is probably to keep living ai am this ha to stop
Tengo dos hermanos menores y significan todo para mí que han llegado a una edad en la que pueden cuidar de sí mismos mi excusa para no lastimarme a mí mismo wa ellos pero ahora comenzaron a crecer distante y honestamente cada pieza de mi vida ha caído a pedazos incluso mi mente se siente desgarrado ai me di cuenta de que me estoy volviendo loco estoy teniendo mucho pensamiento dañino hacia los demás realmente no quiero hacer daño a nadie y prefiero terminar mi vida antes de hacer cualquier daño pero no quiero que mi suicidio para hacer que mi hermano caiga en depresióna tengo 0 motivo para estar vivo no me gusta este mundo no me gusta la mayoría de la gente todo el mundo me traicionó y no hay nadie que me importa una mierda más además de mi hermano siento que realmente tengo que hacerlo sé que tengo que simplemente faltar la pelota esto podría ser la cosa más cruel de decir en este redditbut admiro el coraje de los que se suicidan no es fácil y no es la manera cobarde de cobarde es probablemente seguir viviendo ai am esto tiene que dejar de tener