so this is going to sound stupid so im sorry if it is but im honestly not sure if im actually depressed ive had thought about commiting for about three year but it not thought like oh i need to die it more like im not going to accomplish anything in life so why bother going through any more pain little bit of background one of my friend killed himself freshman year and now im going to be graduating with out him most people at my school view me a that one immature kid due to the fact that thats just my sense of humor ive been bullied for the way i act and my height since th grade im taller now but it still hurt and my mother left me at year old on my father doorstep and she show up every once in a while looking worse and worse every time telling me how she miss me and my brother and sister are missing me i later on learned that she left because the cop were coming for her and she ran all the way to florida to get away were in maine also my stepmother ha issue do to her father being messed up and she tends to take out her anger on those arounder so she wont snap at work there a fight roughly once a week and about a week ago durring one of those fight my father yelled at her saying that it my mother fault im like this because she would take pill when she wa pregnant with me and also smoke amp x 00b sorry if this turned into something else and got of topic i just need some advise is all if thats okay
so this is going to sound stupid so im sorry if it isbut im honestly not sure if im actually depressed ive had thought about commiting for about three year but it not thought likeoh i need to die it more like im not going to accomplish anything in life so why bother going through any more pain little bit of background one of my friend killed himself freshman year and now im going to be graduating with out him most people at my school view me a that one immature kid due to the fact that thats just my sense of humor ive been bullied for the way i act and my height since th grade im taller nowbut it still hurt and my mother left me at year old on my father doorstepand she show up every once in a while looking worse and worse every time telling me how she miss me and my brother and sister are missing me i later on learned that she left because the cop were coming for herand she ran all the way to florida to get away were in maine also my stepmother ha issue do to her father being messed up and she tends to take out her anger on those arounder so she wont snap at work there a fight roughly once a week and about a week ago durring one of those fight my father yelled at her saying that it my mother fault im like this because she would take pill when she wa pregnant with me and also smoke amp x 00b sorry if this turned into something else and got of topic i just need some advise is all if thats okay
Así que esto va a sonar estúpido así que lo siento si es pero honestamente no estoy seguro si im realmente deprimido ive había pensado en cometer por cerca de tres años pero no pensé como oh necesito morir más como yo no voy a lograr nada en la vida así que ¿por qué molestarse en pasar por más dolor poco de fondo uno de mi amigo se mató a sí mismo primer año y ahora voy a graduarse con él la mayoría de la gente en mi escuela me ve un que un niño inmaduro debido a que eso es sólo mi sentido del humor he sido acosado por la forma en que actúo y mi altura desde el grado im más alto ahora pero todavía me duele y mi madre me dejó en el año de edad en mi puerta de mi padre y ella aparece cada vez que se ve peor y peor cada vez que me dice cómo me extraña a mí y a mi hermano y hermana me echan de menos más tarde supe que ella se fue porque el policía y ella corrió todo el camino a Florida para escapar estaban en majone también mi hijastra ha problema a su padre siendo molestado