there s nothing left for me in life and i ve kept this calm cool facade that i m fine for so long it s impressive i m failing school i have zero love life and i have no idea what to do for a living and i don t think there is anything i want to do i have no passion keeping me alive i ve literally just been having sex and dling drug literally anything to give me some small momentary bit of joy at this point it barely doe that i m a failure and god taken away every piece of happiness i could possibly have i ve disappointed the people who love me most and i can t keep being a drain on their life if i kill myself it ll hurt them but no one will truly miss me after a couple year it would be so much better for my parent if i died i m such a fucking failure it hurt i never wanted this life i had potential at one point but i never realized how quickly god can turn it all around
there s nothing left for me in life and i ve kept this calm cool facade that i m fine for so long it s impressivei m failing schooli have zero love lifeand i have no idea what to do for a livingand i don t think there is anything i want to do i have no passion keeping me alive i ve literally just been having sex and dling drug literally anything to give me some small momentary bit of joy at this point it barely doe that i m a failure and god taken away every piece of happiness i could possibly have i ve disappointed the people who love me mostand i can t keep being a drain on their life if i kill myself it ll hurt thembut no one will truly miss me after a couple year it would be so much better for my parent if i died i m such a fucking failure it hurt i never wanted this life i had potential at one point but i never realized how quickly god can turn it all around
No hay nada que me quede en la vida y he mantenido esta fachada tranquila y fresca que estoy bien por tanto tiempo es impresionante mi falta de escuela tengo cero vida amorosa y no tengo idea de qué hacer para vivir y no creo que hay nada que quiero hacer no tengo pasión que me mantenga vivo literalmente he estado teniendo sexo y hornear drogas literalmente cualquier cosa para darme un poco de alegría momentánea en este punto apenas hace que yo soy un fracaso y Dios se llevó cada pedazo de felicidad que posiblemente podría haber decepcionado a la gente que me quiere más y no puedo seguir siendo un drenaje en su vida si me mato les hará daño pero nadie realmente me echará de menos después de un par de años sería mucho mejor para mi padre si me muero tanto fracaso que nunca quise esta vida que tenía potencial en un punto pero nunca me di cuenta de lo rápido que dios puede girarlo todo alrededor