i have suffered depression most of my life ever since i can remember i have always felt something wa off or wrong even when i wa a child i just didn t have a name for it i lived in a latin household so of course whenever i talked about it with someone i wa mostly met with man up it just a phase it all in your head or you are a kid you dont know im now i started therapy year ago started taking pill again this month i don t get any joy out of life i have had friend best friend girlfriend ive been to private island visited many country and met a lot of people im a very lucky person it just saddens me the amount of people that would have enjoyed those experience even more than me but didnt get to do it my parent tell me that they will always support me but all i want is to stop living im sorry if this doesn t fit the general theme of this subreddit i usually don t think my problem is a big or important a any of yours i just needed to vent and have somebody hear me out cause i don t have anyone else every person always end up either leaving or im the one leaving them because i dont want them to have to suffer even a little bit because of me i wish there wa a button i could press to end my existence however for anyone else that is going through what i am please don t stop trying to get better i know you can do it i may not be strong enough but im sure you will win this fight do it for everyone who ha already given up on themselves im sorry for the long post i hope you have a good life
i have suffered depression most of my life ever since i can remember i have always felt something wa off or wrong even when i wa a childi just didn t have a name for it i lived in a latin household so of course whenever i talked about it with someone i wa mostly met with man up it just a phase it all in your head or you are a kid you dont know im now i started therapy year ago started taking pill again this month i don t get any joy out of life i have had friend best friend girlfriend ive been to private island visited many country and met a lot of people im a very lucky person it just saddens me the amount of people that would have enjoyed those experience even more than me but didnt get to do it my parent tell me that they will always support me but all i want is to stop living im sorry if this doesn t fit the general theme of this subreddit i usually don t think my problem is a big or important a any of yours i just needed to vent and have somebody hear me out cause i don t have anyone else every person always end up either leaving or im the one leaving them because i dont want them to have to suffer even a little bit because of me i wish there wa a button i could press to end my existence however for anyone else that is going through what i am please don t stop trying to get betteri know you can do iti may not be strong enoughbut im sure you will win this fight do it for everyone who ha already given up on themselves im sorry for the long posti hope you have a good life
He sufrido depresión la mayor parte de mi vida desde que puedo recordar siempre he sentido algo fuera o mal incluso cuando yo wa a childi simplemente no tenía un nombre para ello yo vivía en una casa latina así que por supuesto cada vez que hablaba de ello con alguien me he reunido principalmente con el hombre hasta que sólo una fase todo en su cabeza o usted es un niño que no sé im ahora empecé terapia hace un año empecé a tomar píldoras de nuevo este mes no tengo ninguna alegría de la vida he tenido amigo mejor amiga novia he estado en isla privada visitó muchos países y conoció a mucha gente im una persona muy afortunada me entristece la cantidad de personas que hubiera disfrutado de esa experiencia incluso más que yo pero no llegar a hacerlo mi padre me dicen que siempre me apoyarán