so i ve always feared going crazy a few day ago someone made fun of a stutter in front of me cause they didn t know i stuttered after that realized how easy it is for others to talk badly behind my back and wondered who can i really trust i realized a few day later anyone can be made fun of for many thing and i m no different rather if it s a stutter lisp religion sexuality appearance you can be made fun of it for all of that i stopped worry about it and later in the day someone commented on a post about it and said they became psychotic and paranoid thinking about people talking behind their back after they did that for a long period of time this freaked me out because this thought wasn t from ocd although later that first day i thought this i thought i feel crazy thinking this way it took 0 0 minute after reading that comment to not feel like i wa about to have a panic attack and ever since that happened yesterday i ve been extremely anxious i wa laying in bed and realized 99 of people won t make fun of me and the one that do i ll never be friend with and if i am they ll show themselves with time but i wa laying in bed and it feel like a weight wa lifted off of me i realized it s best to take this stutter le serious i ve been letting it defy me instead of treating it like an aspect of me i wa thinking about it i stuttered during sex and literally started laughing because i found it funny and i remembered my cousin making fun of my stutter when i said pork i stuttered and she said ah yes i love pork pork pork i wa offended at the time but i find it funny now i m learning there s joke that devalue me and joke that are lightheaded and i m beginning to not be offended at the light hearted joke now that i see that difference i heard people before going insane end up really happy sometimes and i feel great now that i realized i m going to take it le serious and just joke about my stutter because it doesn t define me doe it sound like i m going insane or did i just figure out what i needed to do after becoming scared but turning that into a plus for me
so i ve always feared going crazy a few day ago someone made fun of a stutter in front of me cause they didnt know i stuttered after that realized how easy it is for others to talk badly behind my back and wondered who can i really trust i realized a few day later anyone can be made fun of for many thing and i m no different rather if it s a stutter lisp religion sexuality appearance you can be made fun of it for all of that i stopped worry about it and later in the day someone commented on a post about it and said they became psychotic and paranoid thinking about people talking behind their back after they did that for a long period of time this freaked me out because this thought wasn t from ocd although later that first day i thought this i thought i feel crazy thinking this way it took 0 0 minute after reading that comment to not feel like i wa about to have a panic attack and ever since that happened yesterday i ve been extremely anxious i wa laying in bed and realized 99 of people won t make fun of me and the one that do i ll never be friend with and if i am they ll show themselves with time but i wa laying in bed and it feel like a weight wa lifted off of me i realized it s best to take this stutter le serious i ve been letting it defy me instead of treating it like an aspect of me i wa thinking about it i stuttered during sex and literally started laughing because i found it funnyand i remembered my cousin making fun of my stutter when i said pork i stutteredand she said ah yes i love pork pork pork i wa offended at the timebut i find it funnynow i m learning there s joke that devalue me and joke that are lightheaded and i m beginning to not be offended at the light hearted joke now that i see that difference i heard people before going insane end up really happy sometimesand i feel great now that i realized i m going to take it le serious and just joke about my stutter because it doesn t define me doe it sound like i m going insane or did i just figure out what i needed to do after becoming scared but turning that into a plus for me
Así que siempre he temido volverse loco hace unos días alguien se burló de un tartamudeo delante de mí porque no sabía que tartamudeaba después de que se dio cuenta de lo fácil que es para otros hablar mal a mis espaldas y se preguntó quién puedo realmente confiar me di cuenta unos días más tarde alguien se puede burlar de para muchas cosas y no soy diferente en lugar de si es un tartamudeo lisp religión sexualidad apariencia se puede burlarse de él por todo eso dejé de preocuparme por ello y más tarde en el día alguien comentó en un post sobre él y dijo que se convirtió en psicótico y paranoico pensando en la gente hablando a sus espaldas después de que lo hicieron por un largo período de tiempo esto me asustó porque este pensamiento no era de ocd aunque más tarde ese primer día pensé que pensaba que me sentía loco pensando de esta manera tomó 0 0 minuto después de leer ese comentario para no sentirme como si fuera a tener un ataque de pánico y siempre desde que eso sucedió ayer he estado muy ansioso me voy a acostar en la cama y me di cuenta de que 99 de la gente no se burlará de mí y de la que nunca me voy a ser amigo con y si me van a mostrarse ellos mismos con el tiempo con ellos mismos