my mom straight up asked me last night if i wa cutting my wrist in front of my entire family when she saw my scar i think she said that joking but it s the truth i m so scared she s going to push it further i m so scared she s going to hate me for it and punish me i feel so so stupid for doing it on my wrist so so stupid i just didn t think anyone would notice they haven t ever before i m not sure she actually suspect anything from me tonight i think i ll burn my wrist cooking something so that it cover up the scar and the story is more believable they re all going to hate me i didn t sleep all night last night because i m so scared i used to think i d be ok with people finding out i feel like this but i m not i m really really not
my mom straight up asked me last night if i wa cutting my wrist in front of my entire family when she saw my scar i think she said thatjokingbut it s the truth i m so scared she s going to push it furtheri m so scared she s going to hate me for it and punish me i feel so so stupid for doing it on my wrist so so stupidi just didn t think anyone would notice they haven t ever before i m not sure she actually suspect anything from me tonight i think i ll burn my wrist cooking something so that it cover up the scar and the story is more believable they re all going to hate me i didn t sleep all night last night because i m so scared i used to think i d be ok with people finding out i feel like thisbut i m not i m really really not
Mi madre me preguntó anoche si iba a cortarme la muñeca delante de toda mi familia cuando vio mi cicatriz creo que ella dijo que bromeaba pero es la verdad estoy tan asustada que va a empujarlo más lejos me temo que va a odiarme por ello y castigarme me siento tan estúpida por hacerlo en mi muñeca tan estúpida que no pensé que nadie se daría cuenta de que nunca antes no estoy segura de que realmente sospeche algo de mí esta noche creo que voy a quemar mi muñeca cocinando algo para que cubra la cicatriz y la historia sea más creíble que todos van a odiarme anoche no dormí toda la noche porque estoy tan asustada que solía pensar que estaría bien con la gente que se enteraba de que me siento así pero no estoy realmente realmente no me gusta