just to start off i do work but i really don t want to for some reason i get a crazy amount of dread when thinking about working especially going into a shift i especially have anxiety thinking about how it mess with my schedule i had a really bad experience with a lazy employer and i would work totally alone for shift without much instruction it wasn t very bad but my anxiety would not leave me alone it keep me up at night and that s really hard to do because i fall asleep in literal second i don t even know where to go from here everyone i tell this to say i have to work a if i will never get a job for this reason even when i specifically say i will work but i won t like it
just to start off i do workbut i really don t want to for some reason i get a crazy amount of dread when thinking about working especially going into a shift i especially have anxiety thinking about how it mess with my schedule i had a really bad experience with a lazy employer and i would work totally alone for shift without much instruction it wasn t very bad but my anxiety would not leave me alone it keep me up at night and that s really hard to do because i fall asleep in literal second i don t even know where to go from here everyone i tell this to say i have to work a if i will never get a job for this reason even when i specifically say i will workbut i won t like it
Sólo para empezar hago trabajo pero realmente no quiero por alguna razón tengo una cantidad loca de miedo al pensar en trabajar especialmente yendo a un turno, especialmente tengo ansiedad pensando en cómo se mete con mi horario tuve una muy mala experiencia con un empleador perezoso y yo trabajaría totalmente solo para el turno sin mucha instrucción no era muy malo, pero mi ansiedad no me dejaría solo me mantiene despierto en la noche y eso es muy difícil de hacer porque me quedo dormido en segundo literal ni siquiera sé a dónde ir desde aquí todos le digo esto para decir que tengo que trabajar un si nunca conseguiré un trabajo por esta razón, incluso cuando digo específicamente que voy a trabajar pero no me gusta