i just need to figure out a fool proof plan and figure out how to say goodbye to my friend and family without being suspicious and getting hospitalized again i really don t wan na hurt my loved one but they don t act like they really care anyways i wa living for other people but i have no one anymore so there s not much to live for anymore i have bipolar and borderline personality disorder and my existence is painful day by day i m just posting here basically to get advice because if i do this wrong again and live through it i will hate myself even more also i have tried getting help from any and everywhere that i can and it s still this way i ve lived my year and i m at peace with my choice at this point
i just need to figure out a fool proof plan and figure out how to say goodbye to my friend and family without being suspicious and getting hospitalized again i really don t wan na hurt my loved onebut they don t act like they really careanyways i wa living for other peoplebut i have no one anymoreso there s not much to live for anymore i have bipolar and borderline personality disorder and my existence is painful day by day i m just posting here basically to get advice because if i do this wrong again and live through it i will hate myself even more also i have tried getting help from any and everywhere that i can and it s still this way i ve lived my year and i m at peace with my choice at this point
Sólo tengo que averiguar un plan de prueba tonta y averiguar cómo decir adiós a mi amigo y familia sin ser sospechoso y ser hospitalizado de nuevo realmente no quiero lastimar a mi ser querido pero no actuar como realmente importa de todos modos voy a vivir para otras personas pero ya no tengo a nadie por lo que ya no hay mucho para vivir por más que tengo trastorno bipolar y borderline personalidad y mi existencia es doloroso día a día sólo estoy publicando aquí básicamente para obtener consejos porque si hago esto mal de nuevo y vivir a través de él me voy a odiar aún más también he tratado de conseguir ayuda de cualquier y en todas partes que puedo y sigue siendo de esta manera he vivido mi año y estoy en paz con mi elección en este punto