over lockdown i started binge eating to get through it wa fucking fantastic i d just get unbelievably stoned and eat and then suddenly it s tomorrow i didn t have to deal with anything but i don t enjoy eating anymore i don t like food it suck and i m at work and i pig out just to try make myself feel better because i guess that s what i do and i felt horrible so i thought hey is a good a year a any to develop an eating disorder so i tried throwing up in the toilet and literally couldn t get anything up i just gagged and then i pull back and suddenly the cloud change and i m just bathed in sunlight kneeling on the floor of a bathroom and i just couldn t stop thinking of those prayer add that say try praying and couldn t stop laughing for like 0 minute i wanted to share because i think it s really funny but who tf am i telling this story to so you get it anyways now i feel spewy af and need a smoke hope you enjoyed xo
over lockdown i started binge eating to get through it wafucking fantastici d just get unbelievably stoned and eatand then suddenly it s tomorrowi didn t have to deal with anythingbut i don t enjoy eating anymorei don t like food it suckand i m at workand i pig out just to try make myself feel better because i guess that s what i doand i felt horrible so i thought hey is a good a year a any to develop an eating disorder so i tried throwing up in the toilet and literally couldn t get anything up i just gaggedand then i pull back and suddenly the cloud change and i m just bathed in sunlight kneeling on the floor of a bathroomand i just couldn t stop thinking of those prayer add that say try praying and couldn t stop laughing for like 0 minute i wanted to share because i think it s really funny but who tf am i telling this story to so you get it anyways now i feel spewy af and need a smoke hope you enjoyed xo
y luego de repente s mañana no tenía que lidiar con nada pero no me gusta comer más ya no me gusta la comida chupar y estoy en el trabajo y me cerco sólo para tratar de hacerme sentir mejor porque supongo que s lo que hago y me siento horrible así que pensé que oye es un buen año para desarrollar un trastorno alimenticio así que intenté vomitar en el inodoro y literalmente no pude conseguir nada me levanto y luego me tire hacia atrás y de repente la nube cambia y estoy bañado en la luz del sol arrodillado en el suelo de un baño y simplemente no podía dejar de pensar en esas oraciones añadir que decir rezar y no podía dejar de reírme por como 0 minuto quería compartir porque creo que es muy divertido pero ¿quién soy yo le digo esta historia así que de todos modos me siento spewy af y necesito un humo esperanza que disfrutaste xo