please help me i don t want to kill myself but the world ha nothing to offer me nothing that s making me want to keep going i m terrified of death but i don t know if that s reason enough to keep going if i m going to die anyway maybe i should speed up the process already save the world the trouble because the world clearly doesn t want me i m not even a real girl i m ugly and i m not good enough at anything everybody else is so much better than me people would rather be with each other instead of me i m so forgettable but i don t want to be death is permanent isolation permanent darkness permanent loneliness and that s not what i want but i don t think me being alive is what the world want i feel like i m always the last person anybody would ever want to see at any given moment i don t want it to be that way but everybody else doe i ve tried so hard to find reason to keep going they never work they never last people leave me behind everything stop being fun people stop playing with me i m excluded from everything i m not good enough to make it in this world everything about me is wrong nothing i do is good enough i want to keep going but i have no reason to do so nobody is waiting for me nobody is coming to rescue me i have nothing why should i keep going if i m going to die anyways i m begging you for an answer because i have none
please help me i don t want to kill myself but the world ha nothing to offer me nothing that s making me want to keep going i m terrified of death but i don t know if that s reason enough to keep going if i m going to dieanyway maybe i should speed up the process already save the world the trouble because the world clearly doesn t want mei m not even a real girli m uglyand i m not good enough at anything everybody else is so much better than me people would rather be with each other instead of mei m so forgettablebut i don t want to be death is permanent isolation permanent darkness permanent loneliness and that s not what i wantbut i don t think me being alive is what the world want i feel like i m always the last person anybody would ever want to see at any given moment i don t want it to be that waybut everybody else doe i ve tried so hard to find reason to keep going they never work they never last people leave me behind everything stop being fun people stop playing with me i m excluded from everything i m not good enough to make it in this world everything about me is wrong nothingi do is good enough i want to keep going but i have no reason to do so nobody is waiting for me nobody is coming to rescue me i have nothing why should i keep going if i m going to die anywaysi m begging you for an answer because i have none
Por favor, ayúdame, no quiero suicidarme, pero el mundo no tiene nada que ofrecerme nada que me haga querer seguir aterrado de la muerte, pero no sé si esa es razón suficiente para seguir adelante si voy a morir de cualquier manera tal vez debería acelerar el proceso ya salvar el mundo el problema porque el mundo claramente no quiere mei m ni siquiera una verdadera chica m fea y no soy lo suficientemente bueno en cualquier cosa todo el mundo es mucho mejor que yo la gente preferiría estar con el otro en lugar de mei m tan olvidable pero no quiero ser la muerte es aislamiento permanente oscuridad permanente soledad permanente y eso no es lo que quiero pero no creo que estar vivo es lo que el mundo quiere me siento como siempre la última persona que alguien querría ver en cualquier momento dado no quiero que sea esa manera pero todos los demás lo hacen me he intentado tan duro encontrar razón para seguir trabajando nunca la última gente me deja de estar detrás de todo lo que me excluyo de todo lo que no soy lo suficientemente bueno para hacerlo en este mundo todo lo que es malo no lo hago es lo suficientemente bueno es lo que quiero seguir lo suficiente para ir