so i made a similar post in confession but i guess it belongs here maybe maybe not i don t think anyone really care anyway well when i wa m i ve been tortured by two girl aged around they d wait up for me after school take me to a secluded area and sodomize me when they were finished they would repeatedly kick my private part and punch my stomach when i would cry they said they would not stop until i stopped my cry since then i ve never cried anymore in my life and i wish i could my feeling have faded away and i thought that wa part of becoming an adult i would lay for hour in pain and then come home telling my parent i wa at a friend s this ha been going on for about a year no matter if i took a different route home or tried to run they would do this almost daily i wouldn t tell my parent because they were threatening to kill my dog and family if i did my parent started to distrust me and thought i wa doing bad thing after school since i wouldn t share my friend s name after this i mainly focused on school and avoided most people i ve built up major trust issue and only had a few bad relationship where my trust issue would always ruin thing and while i hate to admit it i hate most woman or my inability to deal with them i had to man up since in my thought this wouldn t happen to a man by some girl my way of being a manly man wa to be strong and not have emotion i have thought a lot about this part of my childhood and always blamed myself for not thinking recently i feel hate towards the person that did this to me one of them died because of drug overdose which to this day make me smile i have made a plan for an accident to happen to this person i have planned out all the detail for this to happen and i wholeheartedly believe she deserves to die right now i am year of age recently been diagnosed with bipolar syndrome and some other anti social disorder i have been depressed for the most part of my life and instead of taking someone s life i ll just end my own thanks for letting me share this i have been embarrassed about it all my life and i ve never felt either manly or adult i could never bring myself to tell anyone
so i made a similar post in confessionbut i guess it belongs heremaybe maybe not i don t think anyone really careanyway well when i wa mi ve been tortured by two girl aged around they d wait up for me after school take me to a secluded area and sodomize me when they were finished they would repeatedly kick my private part and punch my stomach when i would cry they said they would not stop until i stopped my cry since then i ve never cried anymore in my lifeand i wish i could my feeling have faded awayand i thought that wa part of becoming an adult i would lay for hour in pain and then come home telling my parenti wa at a friend s this ha been going on for about a year no matter if i took a different route home or tried to run they would do this almost daily i wouldn t tell my parent because they were threatening to kill my dog and family if i did my parent started to distrust me and thought i wa doing bad thing after school since i wouldn t share my friend s name after this i mainly focused on school and avoided most people i ve built up major trust issue and only had a few bad relationship where my trust issue would always ruin thing and while i hate to admit it i hate most woman or my inability to deal with them i had to man up since in my thought this wouldn t happen to a man by some girl my way of being a manly man wa to be strong and not have emotion i have thought a lot about this part of my childhood and always blamed myself for not thinking recently i feel hate towards the person that did this to me one of them died because of drug overdose which to this day make me smile i have made a plan for an accident to happen to this person i have planned out all the detail for this to happen and i wholeheartedly believe she deserves to die right now i am year of age recently been diagnosed with bipolar syndrome and some other anti social disorder i have been depressed for the most part of my life and instead of taking someone s life i ll just end my own thanks for letting me share this i have been embarrassed about it all my lifeand i ve never felt either manly or adult i could never bring myself to tell anyone
Así que hice un post similar en la confesión pero supongo que pertenece aquí tal vez no creo que nadie realmente cuidado de todos modos bien cuando yo wa mi han sido torturados por dos niñas envejecidos alrededor me esperarán después de la escuela me llevan a una zona aislada y sodomizarme cuando estaban terminado que repetidamente patearía mi parte privada y golpearía mi estómago cuando lloraría dijeron que no se detendrían hasta que detuviera mi llanto desde entonces nunca he llorado más en mi vida y me gustaría que mi sentimiento se hubiera desvanecido y pensé que era parte de convertirse en un adulto que estaría acostado durante una hora en dolor y luego volver a casa diciendo a mi padre o madre a un amigo s esto ha estado pasando durante aproximadamente un año no importa si tomé una ruta diferente a casa o traté de correr que harían esto casi todos los días no le diría a mi padre porque estaban amenazando con matar a mi perro y familia si mi padre comenzó a desconfiar de mí y pensé que iba a hacer algo malo después de la escuela ya que no compartiría el nombre de mi amigo después de esto me centraba principalmente en la escuela y evitaba a la mayoría de la gente que he construido gran problema y sólo unos pocos mala relación con mi confianza y con ella y con ella y con que siempre lo admití