he ha cheated on me in the past we are working on making thing smooth he is tryig to be open and transparent which previously he didnt do i can see the difference in him he know i m a very paranoid being and with my anxiety i do become impulsive just about thinking him being around girl i even asked him to not go but he said he is just going there for fun and not to be around girl if there wa something fishy i wouldn t have even said you about girl being there the cheating part ha left me being an over thinker and paranoid or controlling person i know i have to give some space in the relationship and try n trust him more but most of the time i act out of impulsiveness the intrusive thought of past thing he did keep running through my mind all day and when i have these flashback i feel this rage and fit of anger and i think i shouldn t be with him because of the hurt he caused i think to myself i wouldn t talk to him for sometime or so but i can t be away from him it s like i m betraying myself the person he cheated on me with is a family friend so there is a high chance i might meet this person if i go around in any of party involving my bfs family the thought if just make me go crazy i know my bf is also at fault i feel the anger towards him a well how do i handle this with maturity tl dr i wa cheated on by my bf we both are working on it we are looking at this relationship for a long term one so there isn t breaking up involved and that is not an option so we are trying to work on it but the person he cheated on me with is a family friend so there is a high chance i might meet this person if i go around in any of party involving my bfs family the thought if just make me go crazy i know my bf is also at fault i feel the anger towards him a well how do i handle this with maturity i have also become very impulsive and a paranoid person i regard to the relationship
he ha cheated on me in the past we are working on making thing smooth he is tryig to be open and transparent which previously he didnt do i can see the difference in him he know i m a very paranoid being and with my anxiety i do become impulsive just about thinking him being around girl i even asked him to not go but he said he is just going there for fun and not to be around girl if there wa something fishy i wouldn t have even said you about girl being there the cheating part ha left me being an over thinker and paranoid or controlling person i know i have to give some space in the relationship and try n trust him more but most of the time i act out of impulsiveness the intrusive thought of past thing he did keep running through my mind all day and when i have these flashback i feel this rage and fit of anger and i think i shouldn t be with him because of the hurt he caused i think to myself i wouldn t talk to him for sometime or sobut i can t be away from him it s like i m betraying myself the person he cheated on me with is a family friend so there is a high chance i might meet this person if i go around in any of party involving my bfs family the thought if just make me go crazyi know my bf is also at fault i feel the anger towards hima well how do i handle this with maturity tl dr i wa cheated on by my bf we both are working on it we are looking at this relationship for a long termone so there isn t breaking up involved and that is not an option so we are trying to work on it but the person he cheated on me with is a family friend so there is a high chance i might meet this person if i go around in any of party involving my bfs family the thought if just make me go crazyi know my bf is also at fault i feel the anger towards hima well how do i handle this with maturity i have also become very impulsive and a paranoid person i regard to the relationship
Él me ha engañado en el pasado estamos trabajando en hacer las cosas suaves él está tratando de ser abierto y transparente que antes no lo hizo yo puedo ver la diferencia en él él sé que soy un ser muy paranoico y con mi ansiedad me vuelvo impulsivo sólo pensando que él está alrededor de chica Incluso le pedí que no fuera pero él dijo que él sólo va allí por diversión y no estar alrededor de chica si hay algo sospechoso yo no te habría dicho incluso acerca de la chica estar allí la parte de engañar me dejó siendo un pensador sobre y paranoico o controlador persona sé que tengo que dar un poco de espacio en la relación y tratar de confiar en él más, pero la mayoría de las veces actúo por impulsividad el pensamiento intrusivo de lo pasado que hizo seguir corriendo a través de mi mente todo el día y cuando tengo estos flashback siento esta rabia y encajo de ira y creo que no debería estar con él debido al daño que me causó Creo que no hablaría con él durante algún tiempo o así que no puedo estar lejos de él