i don t really feel like i could talk to anyone here about it i sure a hell don t have the motivation to get a therapist though it would likely help honestly sometimes i wonder how i m expected to make it so many year there s just no way i can afford to smoke enough weed to get through even though i graduate in a couple month and move to college i know it s not gon na get better it s the same but new and ill just get to relive this hell again truthfully i have no hope for the future despite my inability to pull my own plug i realized however i don t think i could kill myself not anymore so i ll just keep sitting here though i really don t want to
i don t really feel like i could talk to anyone here about iti sure a hell don t have the motivation to get a therapist though it would likely help honestly sometimes i wonder how i m expected to make it so many year there s just no way i can afford to smoke enough weed to get through even though i graduate in a couple month and move to collegei know it s not gon na get betterit s the same but new and ill just get to relive this hell againtruthfully i have no hope for the future despite my inability to pull my own plug i realized howeveri don t think i could kill myself not anymoreso i ll just keep sitting here though i really don t want to
No me siento realmente como si pudiera hablar con alguien aquí sobre iti seguro que un infierno no tiene la motivación para conseguir un terapeuta aunque probablemente ayudaría honestamente a veces me pregunto cómo se espera que lo haga tantos años no hay manera de que pueda permitirme fumar suficiente hierba para conseguir a través de aunque me gradué en un par de meses y me mudé a la universidad sé que no va a ser mejor s igual pero nuevo y mal sólo llegar a revivir este infierno de nuevo con la verdad que no tengo ninguna esperanza para el futuro a pesar de mi incapacidad para tirar de mi propio enchufe me di cuenta sin embargo no creo que podría matarme ya no más así que voy a seguir sentado aquí aunque realmente no quiero