i m currently an art student at university and i m trying to pas the year but my anxiety coupled with my low self worth ha made it dangerously difficult to complete any kind of task or face up to any kind of challenge it s already taking what i have to take care of myself everyday and to give myself break whenever thing get tough but my work demand a lot and i want to get through it but whenever i look at what i have to do the thing i need to do i shut down i can t imagine myself ever completing these task or accomplishing thing and this is my last chance at university or i have to drop out i don t think i could take that kind of failure i want to be able to sit down and work hard face the challenge and either fail and try again or triumph and move onto the next so much of me is tied to the confidence i have in a task on a good day i ll create something i never thought i d do on my own but those day are rare i ve tried therapy but i can t afford it anymore and free healthcare here mean waiting month for a chance at a session ha anyone felt something similar to this or know what could help so far just typing this out ha helped a bit
i m currently an art student at university and i m trying to pas the year but my anxiety coupled with my low self worth ha made it dangerously difficult to complete any kind of task or face up to any kind of challenge it s already taking what i have to take care of myself everyday and to give myself break whenever thing get tough but my work demand a lot and i want to get through itbut whenever i look at what i have to do the thing i need to do i shut down i can t imagine myself ever completing these task or accomplishing thing and this is my last chance at university or i have to drop out i don t think i could take that kind of failure i want to be able to sit down and work hard face the challenge and either fail and try again or triumph and move onto the next so much of me is tied to the confidence i have in a task on a good day i ll create something i never thoughti d do on my own but those day are rare i ve tried therapybut i can t afford it anymore and free healthcare here mean waiting month for a chance at a session ha anyone felt something similar to this or know what could help so far just typing this out ha helped a bit
En la actualidad soy un estudiante de arte en la universidad y estoy tratando de pasar el año, pero mi ansiedad junto con mi baja autoestima ha hecho peligrosamente difícil completar cualquier tipo de tarea o hacer frente a cualquier tipo de desafío que ya está tomando lo que tengo que cuidar de mí mismo todos los días y dar mi descanso cada vez que las cosas se ponen difíciles pero mi trabajo demanda mucho y quiero conseguir a través de él, pero cada vez que miro lo que tengo que hacer lo que tengo que hacer me cierre no puedo imaginarme nunca completar esta tarea o lograr algo y esta es mi última oportunidad en la universidad o tengo que dejar de trabajar no creo que podría tomar ese tipo de fracaso que quiero ser capaz de sentarse y trabajar duro enfrentar el desafío y o bien fallar y tratar de nuevo o triunfar y pasar al siguiente así que gran parte de mí está atado a la confianza que tengo en una tarea en un buen día voy a crear algo que nunca pensé d hacer por mi cuenta pero ese día son raros he probado terapia pero no puedo permitirme más y gratis asistencia médica aquí significa esperar un mes por una oportunidad en una sesión que alguien ha sentido algo similar a esto o lo que podría ayudar tan lejos teclear