here the reason we used to stay in a nice house everything went well for several year all this time he father ha been borrowing money in mother s name now we stay in tiny home fight everyday mom in horrible health condition and he just sits and watch tv the whole fucking day no way to pay back debt he doesnt care about me or my mother at all he speaks to others like he is thier owner and they are his slave no care for anyone just smoke all day my life is ruined i have no one to talk to no real friend and about to relapse into old bad coping mechanism i dont know why i am living but once i graduate i want to take my mom and go away from him forever i live scared thinking and hoping he doesnt abuse my mother he doe but not physically only way for me and my mom to recover is his death or ours
here the reason we used to stay in a nice house everything went well for several year all this time he father ha been borrowing money in mother s name now we stay in tiny home fight everyday mom in horrible health condition and he just sits and watch tv the whole fucking day no way to pay back debt he doesnt care about me or my mother at all he speaks to others like he is thier owner and they are his slave no care for anyone just smoke all day my life is ruined i have no one to talk to no real friend and about to relapse into old bad coping mechanism i dont know why i am living but once i graduate i want to take my mom and go away from him forever i live scared thinking and hoping he doesnt abuse my mother he doe but not physically only way for me and my mom to recover is his death or ours
Aquí la razón por la que solíamos quedarnos en una casa agradable todo fue bien durante varios años todo este tiempo él padre ha estado pidiendo prestado dinero en nombre de la madre ahora nos quedamos en pequeña casa pelea diaria mamá en horrible estado de salud y él sólo se sienta y ver televisión todo el maldito día no hay manera de pagar la deuda que no se preocupa por mí o mi madre en todo lo que habla a otros como él es su dueño y son su esclavo no cuida de nadie sólo fumar todo el día mi vida está arruinada no tengo a nadie para hablar con ningún amigo de verdad y a punto de recaer en el viejo mal mecanismo de afrontamiento no sé por qué estoy viviendo pero una vez que me gradúo quiero tomar a mi madre y alejarme de él para siempre vivo asustado pensando y esperando que no abusa de mi madre lo hace pero no físicamente sólo manera para mí y mi mamá para recuperar es su muerte o la nuestra