it s been five year and a couple day now since my first major attempt i m not too sure how i feel to be honest ha life improved well not really of course after that first attempt i tried a couple more time i think if we look at the net value i m relatively in the same spot a i wa five year ago vibing on the bridge thankfully i m not too upset about that i think sadness and my inability to get out of said sadness is something that i will have to live with i m getting better at fighting it that s for sure are some day tiring and fucking unbearable of course but now i m just content with existing sad day are hard some day are easy i think i m just shocked that i m still alive well i definitely know that younger me would be shocked i m still kicking around maybe he d be happy that i stayed for this long there really isn t any point to this post just a bit of selfish self congratulation and the ability to say i m still alive guy i hope everyone ha a good day it s raining where i am but it s really nice to look at
it s been five year and a couple day now since my first major attempt i m not too sure how i feel to be honest ha life improved well not really of course after that first attempt i tried a couple more time i think if we look at the net value i m relatively in the same spot a i wa five year ago vibing on the bridge thankfully i m not too upset about that i think sadness and my inability to get out of said sadness is something that i will have to live with i m getting better at fighting it that s for sure are some day tiring and fucking unbearable of coursebut now i m just content with existing sad day are hard some day are easy i think i m just shocked that i m still alivewell i definitely know that younger me would be shocked i m still kicking around maybe he d be happy that i stayed for this long there really isn t any point to this post just a bit of selfish self congratulation and the ability to say i m still alive guy i hope everyone ha a good dayit s raining where i ambut it s really nice to look at
Ha pasado cinco años y un par de días desde mi primer intento mayor no estoy muy seguro de cómo me siento ser honesto ha vida mejoró bien, por supuesto, después de ese primer intento he intentado un par de más tiempo creo que si miramos el valor neto i m relativamente en el mismo lugar a i wa hace cinco años vibing en el puente afortunadamente no estoy demasiado molesto por eso creo que tristeza y mi incapacidad para salir de dicha tristeza es algo que voy a tener que vivir con i m mejorando en la lucha que s seguro que son algún día agotador y jodidamente insoportable por supuesto pero ahora estoy contento con la existencia de un día triste son difíciles algún día son fáciles creo que estoy sorprendido de que todavía estoy vivo definitivamente sé que me sorprendería todavía estoy dando vueltas tal vez él estaría feliz de que me quedé por este tiempo realmente no hay ningún punto a este post sólo un poco de autofelicitación egoísta y la capacidad de decir que todavía vivo chico espero que todos tienen un buen día lloviendo donde estoy pero es realmente agradable mirar