hi all me again i ve f experienced a barrage of unfavorable stressful event since the beginning of 0 this ha created a constant baseline of lingering anxiety it s not subtle i am no longer able to function normally due to the chronic flight or fight response physical symptom include sweating tight chest and a pumping stomach adrenaline overload i can t perform simple task without losing my breath sleep is important to me yet i have an overhanging feeling of dread when going to bed sometimes i can sleep smoothly other time it s a war my main form of peace and solace ha become my enemy my doctor recommended i start on lexapro again – something that i had taken during my college day to cope with severe test anxiety by day it created a serotonin fueled brain overload my symptom intensified by a magnitude of 00 i wa unable to sleep for hour it caused me to pas out at work and chat with onsite medic my psychiatrist told me to stop the lexapro i wa instead given 0 mg propranolol taken twice daily and 0 mg hydroxyzine to help me fall asleep i wa also given 0 mg trazodone to knock myself out if needed but i only felt that i had to take this the first night to force reboot my body wa terrified of going into psychosis if i went another night with zero sleep i m at a loss everything is hard i m seeing a therapist to cope i m scared of losing my job it s physically and intellectually demanding but brain machine broke and i m unable to properly focus i m scared of having to move all the way back home because of my instability i often find myself wondering if this is a life worth living it doesn t help that i live alone in the middle of nowhere i ll use this thread to update my progress i know lot of folk are going through this keeping people informed of treatment and whatnot that may help them in turn is one of the small piece of hope that i m holding onto during these uncertain time much love thetipsyalchemist
hi all me again i ve f experienced a barrage of unfavorable stressful event since the beginning of 0 this ha created a constant baseline of lingering anxiety it s not subtle i am no longer able to function normally due to the chronic flight or fight response physical symptom include sweating tight chest and a pumping stomach adrenaline overload i can t perform simple task without losing my breath sleep is important to meyet i have an overhanging feeling of dread when going to bed sometimes i can sleep smoothly other time it s a war my main form of peace and solace ha become my enemy my doctor recommended i start on lexapro again – something that i had taken during my college day to cope with severe test anxiety by day it created a serotonin fueled brain overload my symptom intensified by a magnitude of 00i wa unable to sleep for hour it caused me to pas out at work and chat with onsite medic my psychiatrist told me to stop the lexapro i wa instead given 0mg propranolol taken twice daily and 0mg hydroxyzine to help me fall asleepi wa also given 0mg trazodone to knock myself out if needed but i only felt that i had to take this the first night to force reboot my body wa terrified of going into psychosis if i went another night with zero sleep i m at a loss everything is hard i m seeing a therapist to cope i m scared of losing my job it s physically and intellectually demanding but brain machine broke and i m unable to properly focus i m scared of having to move all the way back home because of my instability i often find myself wondering if this is a life worth living it doesn t help that i live alone in the middle of nowherei ll use this thread to update my progress i know lot of folk are going through this keeping people informed of treatment and whatnot that may help them in turn is one of the small piece of hope that i m holding onto during these uncertain time much love thetipsyalchemist
hola todo yo otra vez i ve f experimentó un aluvión de evento estresante desfavorable desde el comienzo de 0 esta ha creado una línea base constante de la ansiedad persistente no es sutil ya no soy capaz de funcionar normalmente debido al vuelo crónico o respuesta a la lucha síntomas físicos incluyen sudoración apretado pecho y una sobrecarga de adrenalina de bombeo estómago no puedo realizar una tarea sencilla sin perder mi respiración sueño es importante para mí tengo una sensación de miedo excesivo cuando me voy a la cama a veces puedo dormir suavemente otra vez es una guerra mi principal forma de paz y consuelo ha convertido en mi enemigo mi médico me recomendó comenzar en lexapro de nuevo – algo que había tomado durante mi día de universidad para hacer frente a la ansiedad severa prueba día que creó una sobrecarga cerebral alimentada por serotonina mi síntoma intensificado por una magnitud de 00i wa incapaz de dormir durante una hora me hizo pasar en el trabajo y chat con el médico en el lugar mi psiquiatra me dijo que detuviera la lexapro i wa en su lugar dado 0 mg propranolol dos veces al día y 0 mg hidroxizina para ayudarme a dormir wa dado 0 mg trazodone para golpearme fuera si fuera necesario