i barely function and can t do basic thing due to how bad my anxiety is can get i berate and criticize myself for being such a pathetic worthless piece of shit i m almost live with my parent and have accomplished nothing i never passed the high school ged i have some minor learning difficulty but too embarrassed to get help i suffer from depression but i don t feel comfortable seeing a therapist and where i live there are few health care resource i don t own a driver license because being in and near car cause me to have panic attack i m terrified of being in a car accident or causing one so i have to avoid it and there isn t public transport near me but even if there wa i can t handle being around a crowd or in a small group in a limited space i m just a fucking wreck and feel so awkward and abnormal compared to most of the world i have no friend irl only a few online friend and haven t been completely honest with them and sometimes lie so they don t see how fucking pathetic i am i m ashamed of my existence and wish i wa never born i m just a burden the people around me don t understand and get frustrated with me i don t want to be this way but whenever i go out an inch from my comfort zone i have an anxiety attack
i barely function and can t do basic thing due to how bad my anxiety is can get i berate and criticize myself for being such a pathetic worthless piece of shit i m almost live with my parent and have accomplished nothing i never passed the high school ged i have some minor learning difficulty but too embarrassed to get help i suffer from depressionbut i don t feel comfortable seeing a therapist and where i live there are few health care resource i don t own a driver license because being in and near car cause me to have panic attack i m terrified of being in a car accident or causing oneso i have to avoid it and there isn t public transport near me but even if there wa i can t handle being around a crowd or in a small group in a limited space i m just a fucking wreck and feel so awkward and abnormal compared to most of the world i have no friend irl only a few online friend and haven t been completely honest with them and sometimes lie so they don t see how fucking pathetic i am i m ashamed of my existence and wish i wa never born i m just a burden the people around me don t understand and get frustrated with mei don t want to be this way but whenever i go out an inch from my comfort zone i have an anxiety attack
Yo apenas funciono y no puedo hacer cosas básicas debido a lo mal que mi ansiedad es puede conseguir berrate y criticarme a mí mismo por ser tan patético pedazo sin valor de mierda casi vivo con mi padre y no he logrado nada nunca he pasado la secundaria ged tengo alguna dificultad de aprendizaje menor pero demasiado avergonzado para conseguir ayuda sufro de depresión pero no me siento cómodo viendo a un terapeuta y donde vivo hay pocos recursos de atención médica no tengo licencia de conducir porque estar en y cerca de coche me causa tener un ataque de pánico estoy aterrorizado de estar en un accidente de coche o causar unoso tengo que evitarlo y no hay transporte público cerca de mí pero incluso si no puedo manejar estar alrededor de una multitud o en un pequeño grupo en un espacio limitado i m sólo un puto naufragio y me siento tan incómodo y anormal en comparación con la mayor parte del mundo no tengo ningún amigo Irl sólo unos pocos amigos en línea y no he sido completamente honesto con ellos y a veces mentir así que no ven lo patético que estoy avergonzado de mi existencia y deseo que nunca nazca una carga a la gente alrededor de mí don t entender y conseguir frustrado con mí quiero ser de esta manera