hi i am 9m from india and i am currently going through a major crisis of my life my mother is a very abusive person she ha been physically abusing me since i wa i have burnt knife mark on my body which she called punishment she once threw me off the stair because i cracked two egg while bringing them home i have been subject to her verbal abuse since my birth i believe one of the incident which is still intact in my head is when i wa and she threw the knife on my face because i told her i do not want to go to some place with her i have been with her and growing up all along i always thought these thing were normal until i met new people i really get suicidal thought at night and i want to move out of here my father is separated and i have no idea where he is ita been more than a decade since i ve met or even talked to him all i know is that he sends money to my mother last year he did not send a single rupee for many month because if covid so i had to do some meagre job to earn something i had been doing that but now i want to complete my education and get a degree education here is very expensive i have graduated from my high school in the year 0 0 and had to take drop year because of pandemic and to basically stay alive now the situation is quite better at my home my dad is sending enough for u to eat when i talk about my study my mother straightforwardly decline and asks me work i really don t want to work i have to move out but i have zero backup and there are no part time job here in my country to move to another country is a very difficult task but it might change my life i would really need some advice and if you could just help me a bit it would be really great thank you for reading so far also i am sorry if i offended you by talking about my own mother like that i really do not know how to handle thing right now i am really sorry and thank you for reading i d appreciate if you can talk to me
hi i am 9m from indiaand i am currently going through a major crisis of my life my mother is a very abusive person she ha been physically abusing mesince i wa i have burnt knife mark on my body which she called punishment she once threw me off the stair because i cracked two egg while bringing them home i have been subject to her verbal abuse since my birth i believe one of the incident which is still intact in my head is when i waand she threw the knife on my face because i told her i do not want to go to some place with her i have been with her and growing up all along i always thought these thing were normal until i met new people i really get suicidal thought at nightand i want to move out of here my father is separatedand i have no idea where he is ita been more than a decade since i ve met or even talked to him all i know is that he sends money to my mother last year he did not send a single rupee for many month because if covid so i had to do some meagre job to earn something i had been doing that but now i want to complete my education and get a degree education here is very expensive i have graduated from my high school in the year 0 0 and had to take drop year because of pandemic and to basically stay alive now the situation is quite better at my home my dad is sending enough for u to eat when i talk about my study my mother straightforwardly decline and asks me work i really don t want to work i have to move outbut i have zero backup and there are no part time job here in my country to move to another country is a very difficult taskbut it might change my life i would really need some advice and if you could just help me a bit it would be really great thank you for reading so far also i am sorry if i offended you by talking about my own mother like that i really do not know how to handle thing right now i am really sorry and thank you for reading i d appreciate if you can talk to me
Hola soy 9m de India y actualmente estoy pasando por una gran crisis de mi vida mi madre es una persona muy abusiva que ha estado abusando físicamente de mí ya que he quemado la marca de un cuchillo en mi cuerpo que ella llamó castigo que una vez me tiró de la escalera porque he roto dos huevos mientras los llevaba a casa he estado sujeto a su abuso verbal desde mi nacimiento creo que uno de los incidentes que todavía está intacto en mi cabeza es cuando yo way ella tiró el cuchillo en mi cara porque le dije que no quiero ir a algún lugar con ella he estado con ella y creciendo siempre he pensado que estas cosas eran normales hasta que conocí a gente nueva realmente tengo pensamientos suicidas por la noche y quiero mudarme de aquí mi padre está separado y no tengo ni idea de dónde es que ha estado más de una década desde que me he conocido o incluso hablado con él todo lo que sé es que él envía dinero a mi madre el año pasado y no me envió una sola rupia por muchos meses porque si covid tan tuve que hacer algún trabajo magro para ganar algo que había estado haciendo pero ahora quiero completar mi educación y obtener un grado muy caro aquí tengo un año de alta