my appetite extremely lost itself day by day and week by week i can t even enjoy eating sweet anymore or even the most delicious food make me want to throw up except for liquid such a coke im addicted to soda and milk tea i feel sad and pity myself im fully aware how my health is deteriorating yet i dont know how to deal with it i suffer from did mdd bipolar and cptsd i m in early phase of therapy so thing aren t really going good these day im really concerned about my health im already severely wasted underweight sometimes i just think thats it better to not eat cause everytime i eat i get depressed feel discomfort and idk why from one cup of rice to one half cup to and now i only eat spoon per meal i don t even drink much water i want to change it but i just dont know how
my appetite extremely lost itself day by day and week by week i can t even enjoy eating sweet anymore or even the most delicious food make me want to throw up except for liquid such a coke im addicted to soda and milk tea i feel sad and pity myself im fully aware how my health is deterioratingyet i dont know how to deal with it i suffer from did mdd bipolar andcptsd i m in early phase of therapy so thing aren t really going good these day im really concerned about my healthim already severely wasted underweightsometimes i just think thats it better to not eat causeeverytime i eat i get depressed feel discomfort and idk why from one cup of rice to one half cup to and now i only eat spoon per meal i don t even drink much water i want to change itbut i just dont know how
mi apetito extremadamente perdido día a día y semana a la semana no puedo incluso disfrutar comer dulce más o incluso la comida más deliciosa me hacen querer vomitar excepto por líquido tal coca im adicto a refrescos y té de leche me siento triste y compadezco de mí mismo im plenamente consciente de cómo mi salud se está deteriorando todavía no sé cómo lidiar con él sufro de mdd bipolar andcptsd i m en la fase temprana de la terapia así que la cosa no va realmente bien estos días im realmente preocupado por mi salud ya gravemente desperdiciado bajo peso a veces sólo creo que es mejor no comer porque cada vez que como me deprimo siento malestar y idk por qué de una taza de arroz a una media taza y ahora sólo como cuchara por comida ni siquiera beber mucha agua quiero cambiarlo pero no sé cómo