i had struggled with this decision for month and finally i did it today i think i had been thinking a lot about how to say it and what my bos would say and i didn t even think about how i would feel after doing it maybe bc deep down i kinda knew i wa postponing it for a long time kinda surprised myself today when i did it the thing is i m just really weirded out bc i know it s the best for me and my bos even said so that there s in fact no room for growth there but i think my discomfort come from a deep attachment to this routine i ve had for almost year even if it wasn t the best and not knowing what s gon na happen with my job life from now on bc i don t have a new one yet amp x 00b anyway don t wan na let my anxiety win and revolve around this weird feeling bc i think i should be proud of myself for taking the matter into my own hand for once and for all amp x 00b if you read this hi and ty
i had struggled with this decision for month and finally i did it todayi think i had been thinking a lot about how to say it and what my bos would say and i didn t even think about how i would feel after doing it maybe bc deep down i kinda knew i wa postponing it for a long time kinda surprised myself today when i did it the thing is i m just really weirded out bci know it s the best for me and my bos even said so that there s in fact no room for growth therebut i think my discomfort come from a deep attachment to this routine i ve had for almost year even if it wasn t the best and not knowing what s gon na happen with my job life from now on bci don t have a new one yet amp x 00b anyway don t wan na let my anxiety win and revolve around this weird feelingbci think i should be proud of myself for taking the matter into my own hand for once and for all amp x 00b if you read this hi and ty
Yo había luchado con esta decisión durante el mes y finalmente lo hice hoy creo que había estado pensando mucho sobre cómo decirlo y lo que mi jefe diría y yo ni siquiera pensar en cómo me sentiría después de hacerlo tal vez bc en el fondo yo un poco sabía que iba a posponerlo durante mucho tiempo un poco sorprendido hoy cuando lo hice la cosa es que yo soy realmente extraño BCI sabe que es lo mejor para mí y mi jefe incluso dijo que hay de hecho no hay lugar para el crecimiento allí pero creo que mi incomodidad viene de un apego profundo a esta rutina que he tenido durante casi un año, incluso si no era el mejor y no sabiendo lo que s gon na pasar con mi vida laboral desde ahora en bci no tienen un nuevo todavía amp x 00b de todos modos don t wan na dejar que mi ansiedad gane y gire alrededor de este sentimiento raro bci creo que debería estar orgulloso de mí mismo por tomar el asunto en mi propia mano por una vez y por todas amp x 00b si lees esto hi y ty na