i don t think i m being irrational i know that nobody will ever want to be with me romantically im getting more depressed by the day and i already notice my few friend distancing themselves i can t blame them i m sure i m not fun to be around there s very few people with whom i feel like i can share how i m really feeling but doing so just push them away i need my life to be different not to be stuck in this worthless body i need optimism but there s none left in me i don t think i ll ever be able to kill myself so it s just going to be 0 0 0 maybe even 0 or 0 more year of this void maybe i ll be struck by lightning or something finger crossed
i don t think i m being irrationali know that nobody will ever want to be with me romantically im getting more depressed by the dayand i already notice my few friend distancing themselves i can t blame themi m sure i m not fun to be around there s very few people with whom i feel like i can share how i m really feeling but doing so just push them away i need my life to be different not to be stuck in this worthless body i need optimism but there s none left in mei don t think i ll ever be able to kill myself so it s just going to be 0 0 0maybe even 0 or 0 more year of this void maybe i ll be struck by lightning or something finger crossed
No creo que estoy siendo irracional sé que nadie va a querer estar conmigo románticamente me estoy deprimiendo más por el día y ya me doy cuenta de que mi pocos amigos distanciarse a sí mismos no puedo culpar a mí estoy seguro de que no me divierto estar por ahí muy pocas personas con las que me siento como puedo compartir cómo me siento realmente pero haciendo tan sólo empujarlos lejos necesito mi vida para ser diferente para no estar atascado en este cuerpo inútil necesito optimismo pero no queda ninguno en mei no creo que nunca seré capaz de matarme así que sólo va a ser 0 0 0 o 0 más año de este vacío tal vez voy a ser golpeado por un rayo o algo dedo cruzado