went in for problem i won t disclose had blood drawn and they had it sent in my symptom just keep getting worse and it s making me fear getting the dreaded cancer call back i m making it worse for myself by googling symptom after symptom illness after illness treatment after treatment and it s filling me with more dread i can t stop shaking i can t sleep i don t know what to do this is the worst attack i ve had in a long time and all i want is to go back day to before my symptom appeared so i can feel normal again and not have to fear the worst i don t know what else to say i m just so scared of what might be and i m just psyching myself out and making it worse i wouldn t be surprised if my symptom are getting worse because of the anxiety i want my doctor to see me on the weekend and i want to be comforted i don t want to die i don t want to go through treatment i m afraid of medication i m just so fucking scared right now and i just want it all to calm down i m afraid to call people i m afraid to wake up family but i don t know where to go or what to do
went in for problem i won t disclose had blood drawn and they had it sent in my symptom just keep getting worse and it s making me fear getting the dreaded cancer call back i m making it worse for myself by googling symptom after symptom illness after illness treatment after treatment and it s filling me with more dread i can t stop shakingi can t sleepi don t know what to do this is the worst attack i ve had in a long time and all i want is to go back day to before my symptom appeared so i can feel normal again and not have to fear the worst i dont know what else to say i m just so scared of what might beand i m just psyching myself out and making it worse i wouldn t be surprised if my symptom are getting worse because of the anxiety i want my doctor to see me on the weekend and i want to be comforted i don t want to die i don t want to go through treatment i m afraid of medication i m just so fucking scared right nowand i just want it all to calm down i m afraid to call people i m afraid to wake up familybut i don t know where to go or what to do
me dio miedo tener el cáncer temido llamar de nuevo me estoy haciendo peor para mí mismo googleing síntoma después de la enfermedad después de la enfermedad tratamiento después del tratamiento y me está llenando de más miedo no puedo dejar de temblar no puedo dormir no sé qué hacer esto es el peor ataque que he tenido en mucho tiempo y todo lo que quiero es volver el día a antes de que mi síntoma apareciera así que puedo sentirme normal de nuevo y no tengo que temer lo peor no sé qué más decir estoy tan asustado de lo que podría ser y sólo me quiero mentar y hacer peor no me sorprendería si mi síntoma está empeorando debido a la ansiedad que quiero que mi médico me vea en el fin de semana y quiero estar reconfortada no quiero morir no quiero ir a través de tratamiento tengo miedo de la medicación estoy tan asustado ahora y sólo quiero que todo se calme para llamar a la gente que tengo miedo de despertar a la familia pero no quiero ir a través de la familia