i think this is mental breakdown but over the past few month thing have been slowly building up for me and i seem to have finally snapped last week my daily routine is basically wake up shit shower brush and sit on the pc until i go back to bed i eat whenever i feel like it i know it sound and it a shit schedule but it s like the only structure i have in my life a boring and shitty a it is it s always the one thing i can kinda find comfort and stability in anyways the final thing happened that made me snap last week i now wake up and just kinda sit in my bed for a while brush my teeth go walk outside for an hour and then drive around for a few hour then i come back shit shower and the only thing i have left is to sit on my pc but it is borderline painful to do that idk what it is but i just can t handle wasting my time on the pc anymore i ve more or le ditched my online friend and any game video song that i used to enjoy all day i want to be out of the house a much q possible and dread the place that i ve spent so much time in comfort i dread going back to my safe space and wan na avoid it for a long a possible
i think this is mental breakdown but over the past few month thing have been slowly building up for me and i seem to have finally snapped last week my daily routine is basically wake up shit shower brush and sit on the pc until i go back to bed i eat whenever i feel like iti know it soundand it a shit schedulebut it s like the only structure i have in my life a boring and shitty ait is it s always the one thing i can kinda find comfort and stability in anyways the final thing happened that made me snap last week i now wake up and just kinda sit in my bed for a while brush my teeth go walk outside for an hour and then drive around for a few hour then i come back shit shower and the only thing i have left is to sit on my pcbut it is borderline painful to do that idk what it isbut i just can t handle wasting my time on the pcanymore i ve more or le ditched my online friend and any game video song that i used to enjoy all day i want to be out of the house a much q possible and dread the place that i ve spent so much time in comfort i dread going back to my safe space and wan na avoid it for a long a possible
Creo que esto es una crisis mental, pero durante los últimos pocos meses la cosa se ha ido acumulando lentamente para mí y parece que finalmente se ha roto la semana pasada mi rutina diaria es básicamente despertar mierda cepillo de ducha y sentarse en el PC hasta que me voy a la cama me como cuando me siento que sé que suena y es un horario de mierda pero es como la única estructura que tengo en mi vida un aburrido y mierda es siempre la única cosa que puedo encontrar comodidad y estabilidad en de todos modos lo último que me pasó que me hizo estallar la semana pasada ahora me despierto y simplemente me siento en mi cama durante un rato cepillar mis dientes ir a caminar fuera durante una hora y luego conducir alrededor por unas pocas horas entonces vuelvo mierda ducha y la única cosa que me queda es sentarme en mi PC pero es borderline doloroso hacer que idk lo que es pero no puedo manejar desperdiciar mi tiempo en el pcanymore i ve más o le dejó mi amigo en línea y cualquier canción de video que solía disfrutar de todo el día que quiero estar fuera de la casa un q posible y tener miedo el lugar que he pasado mucho tiempo en la comodidad y que voy a evitar mucho tiempo en la comodidad