But my ill fate pushed me on now with an obstinacy that nothing could resist; and though I had several times loud calls from my reason and my more composed judgment to go home, yet I had no power to do it.
Sin embargo, mi cruel destino me empujaba con una obstinación que no cedía ante nada. Aunque muchas veces sentí los llamados de la razón y el buen juicio para que regresara a casa, no tuve la fuerza de voluntad para hacerlo.