I imagined myself only to be regretting my loss, and thinking how to repair it; but when my reflections were concluded, and I looked up and found that the afternoon was gone, and evening far advanced, another discovery dawned on me, namely, that in the interval I had undergone a transforming process; that my mind had put off all it had borrowed of Miss Temple--or rather that she had taken with her the serene atmosphere I had been breathing in her vicinity--and that now I was left in my natural element, and beginning to feel the stirring of old emotions. It did not seem as if a prop were withdrawn, but rather as if a motive were gone: it was not the power to be tranquil which had failed me, but the reason for tranquillity was no more.
Al principio creí que sólo me hallaba triste por la pérdida de mi amiga. Pero al cabo de mis reflexiones llegué a otro descubrimiento, y era el de que, desaparecida Miss Temple y, con ella, la atmósfera de serenidad que la rodeaba y que yo asimilara, se esfumaban también todos los pensamientos y todas las inclinaciones que el contacto con ella me produjeran, y volvía a sentirme en mi elemento natural y a experimentar las antiguas emociones.