I could endure it all, ill-usage, solitude, a life of deception, everything, as long as I could still cling to the hope that I had his love, but now I know that in this also I have been his dupe and his tool."
Jeg kunne tåle alt, mishandling, ensomhet, skuffelser hele livet igjennom, alt, så lenge jeg kunne klamre meg fast til håpet om at jeg eide hans kjærlighet, men nå vet jeg at også i det stykket har jeg vært hans narr og hans redskap.”