I can. I will. 
Good.
Tonight after you were gone, I thought a lot...
about you and how you've been treating me,
and I thought, "Why do I love you?"
And then, I felt everything in me let go of 
everything I was holding onto so tightly. And it hit me. 
I don't have an intellectual reason, I don't need one.
I trust myself, I trust my feelings. 
I'm not gonna try to be anything other than who I am anymore, 
and I hope you can accept that.