SO many things I don't know where to begin, but I'm empty inside for sure.
it was liberating
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Hi! How are you this evening?
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Question
pretty depressed all in all. I dont know how to get out of this slump
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Sorry to hear that. How long have you been in a slump?
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Quite a while, of course it really got worse once the pandemic hit I am in a pretty bad marriage he is not supportive in any way. It's getting worse instead of better. I suppose I used to be able to distract myself with the outside world and right now I cant
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I can understand that. It's been hard on a lot of people. Sometimes marriages need a bit of help during tough times, have you considered a counselor?
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I have tried, he won't go again. We have before and it didn't really help. He argued with her
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My husband and I have gone a few times and it really helped having an objective person give us a few tips. We learned a lot even in just a few short months. We set goals, achieved them and then years passed and went again. That's too bad that he won't go again. I would still go for yourself. I have gone by myself because I needed extra help. And it's hard to deal with someone who doesn't want to grow and change.
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Self-disclosure,Self-disclosure
I am happy it worked for you :) I just dont see it working with us. Hes pretty stubborn. I also struggle with a severe auto immune disorder so that is always weighing on me as well
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I had an auto immune disorder too, actually, the counseling helped that a lot. Emotions have a way of wreaking havoc on our bodies. And it sounds like life has been stressful for you lately. Having a physical problem is really hard to deal with in addition to problems in marriage. Do you have any goals set?
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Self-disclosure,Reflection of feelings
Yes, stress is terrible for chronic illness. I had goals to get back in check with myself, I've been worried about everyone else for so long and not really about me. The pandemic haulted a lot of that. I used to take rides and go out and enjoy nature or something simple by myself to rejuvinate but it's harder now being worried to be around people. I also have an 8 and 1 year old. While they are my world, it's taxing having littles depend on you 24/7 without a breather :)
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It sounds like you have a full plate with the little one. I know a lot of people are fearful now, but rest assured, children are really resilient to disease. The CDC has not even one record of a healthy child dying. Can you still go to the park and let them run and play? I think it's healthier to be around people then to isolate. That's my personal observation. It's really taking a toll on all of us emotionally to be distant. little ones . . .
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Reflection of feelings,Others
For a few months I eased up and let them play at the park, but we live in MI which is having another huge spike, especially our county. Thank goodness we have a pretty large yard for them to run and play in but I also know its not the same
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One thing that comes to mind about your marriage is how I continued to work on myself, and surprisingly, some of the changes I made in myself helped my husband change. For example. I realized I didn't speak respectfully to him all the time. So I changed my tone. Sometimes I didn't FEEL respectful, but I read this book explaining how men really need that. So I changed me. And you know what, he really responded well to that. Became more kind and loving. I prayed a lot and that is one thing God showed me. I read a few books on what men were like and how I could help my marriage. My husband often oblivious, but when I worked on me and doing things that men like, he actually became a better man. Hard to explain. I would encourage you to write out some goals and things you want to change about yourself, ideas for you and your children to do. And fight the blues as hard as you can. I find that if I have a list of things I need to do, I can follow that even when I don't feel like it, and sometimes I get out of the slump.
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Self-disclosure,Providing Suggestions
It makes total sense. I have tried to do some research and yes work on myself as well. I have done a ton of praying. I do need to make new goals. They help me stay on track, thats for sure. Of course now that I'm home schooling my oldest I'm tearing my hair out there as welll. lol! I always had a huge amount of respect for teachers, but wow!
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It sounds like you do know good things to do, and that sometimes you need that encouragement and and support. Do you have friends maybe to check in with? Just to chat. I have been doing that myself. Just phoning people to connect. It has helped so much. Just to say hi and share my life. Life has a way of handing us curveballs. It upsets us then we don't know what to do, we fall down and get in a slump. And I find that writing lists, making goals, calling friends, doing things differently, brainstorming solutions can help me get back on track.
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Affirmation and Reassurance,Others
I need to do that more! When my maternal grandma passed away in 2013 I kind of fell away from just calling people up. She was my go to person to call, always. She and my grandpa raised me and its been hard to pick up a phone knowing I cannot call her. Sounds weird I know
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It is NOT weird. I'm like a granma to you! hahaha I'm almost 60. We need people in our lives, older, younger, all ages. We all learn from each other. Perhaps call and aunt and check in with them. Sometimes it makes us feel better to reach out and encourage others.
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Affirmation and Reassurance
I will try to do this more, for sure! Thank you for this conversation, I feel like it has helped me remember the things I can do to start working on myself again!
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As for your son and homeschooling, I'm sure you are challenged but think of this as a great opportunity. Perhaps teach him to cook? Make games up that are learning games about how to care for a home, perhaps repair things, all kinds of ideas. Perhaps have him test you on things.
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Sounds like a plan for sure :) I will do this, he would really enjoy it!
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