EVER SINCE THIS PANDEMIC HAS EMERGED IT JUST SEEMS LIKE THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING DOWN INSTEAD OF UP.  PRIOR TO THE PANDEMIC, I HAD A JOB OF 10 YEARS, CHILDREN WERE GROWING INTO TEENAGERS, AND THE HUSBAND WAS OUT OF TOWN WORKING AS HE HAS DONE OUR ENTIRE 21 YEAR MARRIAGE. WELL SINCE THE PANDEMIC, I WAS IMMEDIATELY LET GO AT WORK. THE TEENAGERS WERE SCENTENCED TO DITIGITAL LEARNING AND MY HUSBAND DID EVERYTHING HE COULD POSSIBLY DO TO HOLD THE ONLY JOB AND INCOME THE WAS COMING INTO THE HOME. BUT EVENTUALLY JUST A MONTH AGO THAT WAS TAKEN OUT FROM UNDER US AS WELL.  I DIDNT MIND NOT WORKING ALTHOUGH IT WAS AN ESCAPE FROM MY MOTHERLY DUTIES AND THE REALITY OF BEING A FULL TIME WIFE.  BUT NOW THAT WE HAVE REACHED JUST OVER A YEAR OF THE PANDEMIC IT HAS BROKEN ME DOWN IN SO MANY WAYS IT FEELS LIKE.  THE WHOLE YEAR WITH JUST THE HUSBAND WORKING WEVE STRUGGLED TO PUT FOOD ON THE TABLE AND PAY THE MONTHLY EXPENSES THAT COME WITH THE ADULT LIFE AND NOW IM A MESS
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Hey! How are you?
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Im tired how are you
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I'm good but what makes you tired?
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I dont sleep well anymore. Doctor says its part of the depression. Up 4 or 5 times a night. Eventually i give up and just stay up
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What makes you depressed?
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Life!!!!! Bills!!! Feels like im drowning instead of keeping my head above the water!!! I feel like ill be okay though!!! I still have a little bit of positiveness in my head
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You will be able to keep your head above the water thats the spirit!
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Just keep swimming right? Lol
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Keep that positivity inside your head :) And lol yeah do that
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Will do thanks for the encouragment. It helps
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Yeah do your best :) Your welcome!
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God bless you Hope all is well Stay safe suring ths crazy pandemic
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God bless you aswell :) I hope you get through this
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You aswell stay safe
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Im from florida where are you from?
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Im from new york
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Ah ive been to new york once. Just before all this stuff with the pandemic started. Very pretty state Traveled trough it a few times as well
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Yeah new york is a bit crowded than many other states, but its good
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Flordia isnt far behind it but it has a ways to go to catch up. It was nice chatting with you. Hope your day is great
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