I found my mom murdered on the side of her house
felt less lonely
pay
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PLease let me be able to read case details before talking to the seeker
hello I have a real pickle of a problem
user
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I'm sorry to hear that, can you tell me what it is?
assistant
Question
I am depressed and all alone
user
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That's a hard situation to be in. Are you isolating due to the pandemic?
assistant
Question
I have been isolated for 2 years now ever since my wife decided to sneak out in the middle of the night and run away
user
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That's really rough. It sounds like you did not get to have any closure whatsoever.
assistant
Reflection of feelings
yeah what a peach she was, at least she didnt murder me like my brother did to my mom
user
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There's a lot of dark stuff happening in and around your life. Do you have any things that you like to do on your own that calm you down?
assistant
Question
drinking is the only thing that takes the pain away
user
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I have definitely been there.
assistant
Self-disclosure
everytime I say it cant get any worse I get a new illness
user
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It must seem like things are just piling on. Booze does this crazy thing where we think it's making things easier, but it's really making things 10x harder. 10x harder to process emotions, 10x harder to find the motivation, 10x harder to believe you are worth the effort to keep moving.
assistant
Self-disclosure
all I have to look forward to is fighting for pennies on mturk all day, who would ever countinue if thats all they had
user
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I think you could give the booze a break for a week, and see if you may see things in a different light. Zero judgment from me btw, I am also clearly on mturk, and I quit drinking in April after ten years of heavy heavy drinking. Almost lost my marriage to it. It's not easy, and I'm not preaching, but I am saying it was the best thing I could do to begin to improve my life and my health, mental and physical.
assistant
Self-disclosure
wait till everything is taken away from you and your left with nothing and noone and see how you feel then, it might be time for a drink
user
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I'm really sorry you're feeling this poorly. If you could be doing anything at all right now, what would it be?
assistant
Others
riding a motorcyle just one more thing I will never get to do again
user
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Oh shit I am so terrified of riding motorcycles Why can't you ride motorcycles any more?
assistant
Others,Question
poverty
user
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Ah, so you can still physically ride one! Your life isn't over, you are still breathing, you will ride a motorcycle again.
assistant
Affirmation and Reassurance
i was riding a motorcyle next to my brother about two years before he murdered our mom, got hit by a car and nearly died santa is bringing money this year?
user
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Maybe you could rent one
assistant
Providing Suggestions
or I could just steal one I would rather meet a woman that isnt a coocoo bird
user
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Maybe there are other alternative modes of transportation you could take up
assistant
Providing Suggestions
well my car is about to die so it will be walking soon
user
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Perhaps you'll meet someone on the bus?
assistant
Others
going over how horrible everything is for me all day has been a real treat that one really made me laugh
user
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You didn't seem to be responding to actual solutions so I thought a joke might help :-)
assistant
Others
there arent really any solutions, nothing women like more then a creepy guy talking to you on the bus
user
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You could be a peer-supporter instead of a seeker, you wouldn't have to talk about your personal stuff, and it's actually been kind of nice to just give people some advice in a vacuum.
assistant
Providing Suggestions
I tried but I kept failing the test I have got so much going for me, If only the volcano hadnt come and destroyed what little I had left
user
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That's horrible that happened to you, but don't you believe in yourself?
assistant
Question
no not really, nothing to believe in
user
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You should, you said yourself that you have got so much going for you.
assistant
Reflection of feelings
that was sarcasm, one of my only friends
user
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Ah I see
assistant
Others
well I tortured you enough thanks for listening
user
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