this film be about a young man painful journey to discover his sexuality . the film be raw and unpretentious . it do not rely on steamy sex scene to attract the viewer . though the plot may seem incoherent and disconnect at time and and some event be not properly explain . i can understand it though and because this film be a collection of memory that be highly personal to the director . the subplot of about his sister and mother probably do not need to exist in the film and but i can certainly imagine that these be very important event in his life . the low budget of the film be clearly discernible . it be a pity that the sound effect be poorly do . the narration and some dialog ( particularly the scene in the classroom with the french teacher ) have so much echo and which make it hard to make out what be say . the ambient noise and notable traffic noise and be also capture throughout the film . when a scene cut into another and the level of traffic noise change . this film be probably not entertaining and but it certainly serve a an insightful diary of a young man journey to embrace his sexuality .