i must say and every time i see this movie and i be deeply touch and not only by the most painful four year of hongsheng life and but also by how his family deal with his drug addiction . it be also true that get addict to anything and such a drug and alcohol and or pornography and can not only hurt you and but also hurt your most important people in the world represent your family . since family be the # 1 priority in the asian culture and it take gut for the circle to gather together and show one person how much the family love him or her . this be actually the first chinese movie that i actually enjoy and not for the fun of it and but the element surround it ( superb acting and touch story and great direction ) make this movie worth watch . what stand out the most be that hongsheng and his family act out the story themselves instead of have some b movie actor try to imitate the real person . it show the genuineness of the movie .