this movie be amazing because the fact that the real people portray themselves and their real life experience and do such a good job it like theyre almost live the past over again . jia hongsheng play himself an actor who quit everything except music and drug struggle with depression and search for the meaning of life while be angry at everyone especially the people who care for him most . there moment in the movie that will make you wan na cry because the family especially the father do such a good job . however and this movie be not for everyone . many people who suffer from depression will understand hongsheng problem and why he do the thing he do for example keep himself shut in a dark room or go for walk or bike ride by himself . others might see the movie a boring because it just so real that it almost like a documentary . overall this movie be great and hongsheng deserve an oscar for this movie so do his dad .