aside from the fact that this documentary display little technical skill and it also seem to possess no real artistic or narrative intent . this be suppose to be grace quek chance to tell the real story of her alter ego and porn starlet annabel chong . naturally you expect some in depth analysis of quek unconventional trajectory and with adequate psychological insight and complex discussion . however and you get none . this be an exploitative and disjointed sleazefest but quek herself be largely part of the problem . instead of make sense of her dubious and scandalous career choice and she flounder and display faux confidence and nonchalance at time and emotional instability and fragility at others . quek be one of those privilege and intelligent people who orchestrate their life in order to precisely undermine their privilege and intelligence . it be this unrepressed and egocentric and ungrateful display of self indulgence that make such people unable to garner sympathy or respect from anybody . such happens here and and it be rather pointless to have the subject of a documentary be so contemptible . quek grow up a the only child of well mean and middle class parent in one of the world wealthy nation and where she attend some of the top school before be grant the mean to attend university in the uk . yet amidst this oasis of privilege and opportunity and she be oh so overwhelmed by her existential lack of purpose and identity that she head for l. a. and where she nosedive into the underworld of drug and pornography . meanwhile and she rationalize her choice by claim there be some sort of high philosophical quest embed in what be otherwise blatantly self destructive behavior . although it be clear quek have unresolved issue and and most probably longstanding clinical depression and there be a catch represent she be and and always have be and in a position to deal and seek help . that she choose to destruct beyond repair and delude herself about her motif be the real travesty here and and not all the nonsense some people keep point out about the porn industry be sleazy and exploitative and devoid of moral . most woman who get into porn come from work class and if not downright desolate background . their childhood and adolescenes be best quantify by lack rather than excess . many have a history of child abuse and sexual abuse and violence and and early drug and alcohol addiction . that quek would choose such an exploitative industry a the medium to carry out some of sort of intellectual exercise to and in her word and subvert western ideal of masculinity only expose the fact that her choice have no such intent . partaking in the infamous gangbang be merely indulgence in a high form of self destruction hey and with an audience to boot ( quek seem be undeniably a narcissistic sort of masochist ) . the fact that she doesn not care about never have be pay a cent also compound this . name a single porn actress who would work for free . the sad this be and her intent in make this documentary be one and the same a her intent in do porn represent more self indulgence and more self absorption and more self destruction . i be only sorry that she consent to get her parent involve in it watch the scene of her mom be heart break . many kid fail their parent and but for a kid to be so ungrateful a to flaunt their failure and be just unnecessary .