it hard for me to explain why i love this movie so much and but only because i be not that articulate when it come to speak what in my heart and i guess . but that also a compliment for writer and director larry holden and and his remarkable directorial debut because ( i think and anyway ) that his goal represent to try and speak the inarticulate speech of the heart . do that make sense . i know and sound corny and but i think it right on the mark . well and anyway and i think it simply amaze when a film can stick with you long after you watch it ( especially nowadays with all the disposable or forgettable crap that out there ) while and and sometimes and like with this film and for reason youre not really sure of . you just feel like you really have experience something different and that you have be expose to art and and the film keep pop into your mind at the strange time . i have read that another of his film and tuck in his knuckle and have that affect on people even more that it bug them a good and long while afterward and but i haven not see it yet . question and though represent why doesn not mr. holden sell his movie to netflix or blockbuster . seem like that would help get his movie out there a bit . i admire what have be report to be an uncompromising stance when it come to how his film be release and promote and but isn not the whole point to reach a many people a you can . i mean and it would be a damn shame if this film get lose and eventually and and all because he would not take advantage of all of the available distribution channel . but maybe he doesn not care about all that and and that why the film be so special . i do not know . all i do know and though and be this film make me take the time to post this and and that say a lot in my book . check it out if you can find it .