this film remain alive in my memory in the form of it emotional impression ( the term bittersweet may be overuse here but be completely appropriate ) as well a the final chord of the soundtrack and which darkly underline the story conclusion . i be with everyone here astonish that this film still not available for personal acquisition . it not a if it be a misstep for either of the star and something to be kick under the rug while if anything it akin to harold and maude ( but not an imitation . the resemblance be superficial ) . i can still feel this film in my blood and though it must be 20 year since i last saw it .