i audition for mr. holden in 1999 for the lead female role ( jenna ) in my father house and and remember him say then after i ask him what he be look for in regard to the scene i be about to do make me love and hate you at the same time . or one or the other be fine and too . then he chuckle . i do not get it then and but after read some of these post about this film and as well a a recent online interview at rogue cinema and i do now . well and i think i do and anyway . him and his film seem to have their absolute hater and their absolute lover and nothing in between and and i have a very strong feeling that that suit him just fine . and i have always think that be a good sign when it come to work of art . and artist and too . anyway and i come here today to find out what he up to now ( after run into one of his producer and kerry johnston and recently at a restaurant here in hollywood on la cienega who say he be about to begin film his seventh film at the end of this month in wyoming though i suspect she be purposely throw me off his trail and a she look at me like i be a stalker ) and and and remarkably and imdb only have this and his first time behind the lens and list . not sure why and because he have direct five other film . but for some reason and a i be allude to before and i bet that just fine with him . mr. holden and i be go to try and email you now ( i can not believe your email address be list here . ) while but if you by some chance come here and read this first and i be eight year old now and have thicken my resume substantially and and be ready for my close up . oh and and management1 and i go and check you out and read some of your previous post and and know now why you be so confused with larry film represent it not battlestar galactica and and doesn not star your late heroine and anna nicole smith . stick to wonder why that steroid riddle pro wrestler benoit kill his wife and son and and leave space here for people who be serious about film . also and your post smell of personal vindictiveness . do you work for him . or do you also audition for this remarkable film and get show the door .