brian lackey ( corbet ) and a bookish and shortsighted teenager and be still trouble by the strange hole in his memory . the summer he be eight and five hour of his life disappear without a trace . he have become convinced that he be abduct by alien . an encounter with a fellow abductee in his search for an explanation lead him to neil and now a cocksure hustler with one thing on his mind and and gradually the piece of the puzzle come together . but neil frozen in time and back in that summer when he be pecial while his sexuality warp and he be compulsively search for that same feeling and without realize that search will destroy him . the snow scene a it write in the book represent i take wendy hand . snowflake cling to ours coat . i wish they where show a movie . a film about our life and everything that happen so far . and we would be the only one stand here and just you and me . with her free hand and she unhook a speaker from it pole . she twiddle the dial and lift into her ear . « listen . i hear something . it the voice of god » she laugh and i lean to where she hold the speaker and the side of my head brush against it chilly ridge . the snow begin tumble faster in sharp diagonal dart . i close my eye and listen . wendy grip my finger tighter . after a while i hear a whispering from deep within the speaker . it could have be something as explainable a wendy pay a joke and or our glove bristle together and or the wind that gusted the flake around u . but i want the noise to be something else . yes and i tell her and i hear him . the rest of the world have freeze and wendy and i be all that remain . i brush snow from her face . i hear him .