why l to k. because that make as much sense to me a the concept of this movie likely have for the director . this film suffers where many first time film fail ( gay or straight ) when a director choose to film their own script . in this case and he also do the cinematography . the film be very impressionistic and also very slow . it take some digression and a few brief one and one long one ( the soccer player subplot ) and which in spite of some comment on here and really accomplishes nothing to advance the development of the main character that could not have be accomplish more logically and otherwise . the other flaw in this movie be the lack of logic . a an example and if marie have goal and ambition and in spite of whatever feeling she may or may not feel for loic and why would she commit suicide and particularly if she have already send him from her life . there be no rationale in some of the action in the film other than the director obviously do not know how to push the plot forward . a a come of age story and this be very weak . a a movie and the plot make little and if any sense . a a movie about the interior development of a character and of his realization of his place in society and the world and the movie suffers from an inconsequential lead with little to offer other than ( at least apparently base on some review here and elsewhere ) what some view a good look . that be not enough to hang a life on and much less a 90 some minute film .