or i be a really bad actor or i be sexually immature or i learn nothing in film schoolthe subject matter doesn not bother me . i be hop to see a somewhat insightful film about a man come to term with and and rationalize and his own sexual hang ups and craving . that be what the director or writer or star would like to say he do with this film and but he fail miserably . the story itself be essentially a history of his sexual experience and poorly reenact and complete with laughable orgasm sound . his flimsy directing and wooden acting be on a par with ed wood . the whole production and from set to camera movement and to act and come off like something make by a few twelve year old kid with their first camera . his story be not shock and merely self indulgent and boring . i could almost forgive him . almost . if this be his first film . it be his eighth . i beg his parent to please cut off his trust fund so he can not keep make these terrible movie .