it be more than 48 hour since i watch this pitiful exercise in ego masturbation disguise a film and and i still can not erase that truly vile scene of the narrator receive oral sex and out of my mind . while i can admire anyone willing to open up and bare their soul on camera wart and all and throughout the entire movie and i never once get the feeling that the director or star ever felt a bit of remorse that his obsession with hooker lead to the demise of several of his relationship with woman . he also come across a an egomaniac as well represent none of the real woman he be in relationship with look anything like the porn star he use in the reenactment . find a good way to waste 90 minute of your life .