what be mike retigs secret . this be the motivation for the sex scene that occur later in the scene . i connect very deeply with that mystery . i have sky dive and and i have love and lose and and i have love now . this movie theme be similar to the story with kirk douglas a a trapeze artist who do one last trapeze act with the woman he love without a net . the difference be that burt lancaster character be go to miss the handhold and embrace the consequence . very profound and yet the true dialogue be not in the dvd and may only exist in the book . but have similar experience right down to people often intentionally mistake use my quietness to provoke a fight by say i contempt humanity like burt lancaster character . this remain a powerful film and and make burt lancaster morally ambiguos character portrayal a reason i like film with actor who can portray that on film .