a if the storyline wasn not depress enough and this movie show cow be butcher graphically in a slaughterhouse for all of five minute while the protagonist be narrate her early life a a butcher . weird stuff . then there the core premise of the hero or heroine who go and cut his dick off because a he besot ten with at work say he would have go with him if he be a girl . be this person a psycho and a masochist and just a doomed queen who take thing too far . and what sort of traumatic childhood do he have . just that he do not get adopt and have to live it out with nun who at first love him and then later hat him because he be unruly . he try to explain to u the reason he do what he do and but it really really so hard to empathize . such sad and unusual self destruction . be it suppose to be funny . what be it all about really .