what be it . be a mish mash of bizarre recur motif ( snail and shirley temple and swastika and and overtly racist music and among others ) unfettered by any sort of narrative or plot or character development . the whole thing strike me a self consciously freak show and and i do not mean only the unusual casting decision . it have the feel of a bad acid trip and far beyond any level of drug use one might attribute to hunter s. thompson or william s. burroughs . the only movie to which i can compare it be eraserhead ( my second least favorite film of all time ) and which be by intent much more depressing and but i still find what be it . a total waste of my time . it one thing to give me a peek into the inner working of someone else mind even someone else chemically altered consciousness but quite another to just throw weird visuals at me purely for the sake of weirdness .