it come by surprise . . . the impact and resoloution this film have on my automatic way of be reactive to people and situation . most vividly be the stirring of the emotion anger . much like the way a spoiled child would be when react to not get their way . . . a temper tantrum if you will . think i be hide this anger from others be the most ridiculous farce of all . what be this cost me . soooo much love . . . sooo many blessing . now i be present to how incredible humble myself feel and and have an ongoing attitude of gratitude for life . . . for what be happen in the moment and without my wild expectation for life to be a particular way and the way i think life or people should be . this film have contribute to the freedom i now feel to connect with others and without limit and expectation . . . and to connect with genuine love . . . without fear of loss . . . just to love first and and accept what love be give .