Pedro and I go home together after a party and lie in the same bed together without moving; very peaceful feeling. In the morning he asks me if I like his new pyjamas, blue/mauve pattern? We sit in the sun and it is warm. --At a different Dinner party I offer a man a drink made of peanut butter and chocolate. When I clear the table there are tiny ants crawling all over the table top; I brush them off..