(02/12/91)(Tuesday) Rick and I sit on a couch. He is sitting very close and puts his arm around me. I feel a little uncomfortable and try to move away slightly. Now I'm married to someone like Josh We're seated at a restaurant table. Someone shows us a 12 step list of people who are in theatre and points out they are very similar to the OCUCA steps for counselors. I read the first three and see I fit the first two. The third one says people memorize large sections of Shakespeare. I haven't, so I don't fit. I see a word "fillias" and someone says that's "feet" as in meters or units in a poem. I am surprised it's spelled that way. Josh says we can't go to the workshop. Too bad, but we can go out to eat where the keynote speaker is at and hear most of the stuff anyway. I think it odd to get up from eating to go out to eat, but feel spontaneous, and go with them.