I was visiting home. Mom and Dad had a huge old white house, sort of like ours now except it was on a large field with a forest in the distance. I was supposed to be flying home that day. I noticed that the sky was getting a little dark and the wind was picking up. I wondered what this might do to an airplane in the sky. The wind was getting stronger and stronger - almost viscious. I looked to the trees as indication. They weren't even swaying, they were being blown and bent. The trees were bent half the way over. I couldn't believe how strong this wind was.  There was a stream in our field. The wind was pushing the water and making tidal waves. The wind was a continuous thing but more like one strong travelling gust that was blowing everything in it's path. The gust was approaching and water was everywhere. When it finally passed, I watched it push the water of the stream so that huge rapids formed. After it passed the water receded like a wave on the beach.  We went outside and found all of these army greenish metallic pods on the ground about the size of a smushed softball. I broke one open and it was black inside like charcoal. The green skin was soft. I dont know what they were but they were left over from the big wind storm.  I was at a sort of inside picnic. Set up with table of families I've know in the past....the Martinez's, the Jenkins. I was given a plate of sort of TV dinner'ish turkey and mashed potatoes. I hardly ate a thing because I was talking the whole time about the big wind. No one seemed to be interested.  I went over to the table where Camilla and Jenkins sat. They had had a new baby that I wanted to see. It was a little boy that looked just like Richard. He must've been the size of my thumb and he was sitting in one of those baby harnesses in a tea cup filled with milk. I went to touch him - everyone jumped. The teacup was broken - right in straight halves and they had been balancing together somehow holding the milk. When I touched it the milk went all over. They seemed annoyed so I said I'd go get some more milk and maybe a container if I could find one.  I was at a store. I think there were a whole bunch of raver-type people there. I saw Dolores in a bathroom. We didn't have much to say. I asked her what she was doing now and she said "working for peace".  I go to a party with Jessica and someone else. We all take Ecstasy and go to the 1st floor of this place. Not much is going on and I dont feel anything. There's hardly anyone around and no music. I think I hear stuff going on on the 3rd floor so we begin to go. On the way I see a guy with a bunch of packages. One is for me from my mother. Inside are 8 or 9 E's. A crowd starts to form around the guy and he throws a few E's out. I catch one. Walking away back to Jessica, people are throwing balls around. I keep catching a lot of them with that nice hard smack in the hand. We go upstairs and nothing's up except Diane is there and Yelena from work is trying to get people to sign up for the World Health Organization. I try to avoid her because I don't like her. I still can't feel anything. I think about my mom sending me the pills and conclude that she looked it up in her nursing medicine books. All of sudden the party is over and people are leaving. [The Martinez's, Camilla and Jenkins = families of my bestfriends from 4th through 8th grade; Richard Jenkins = The Jenkins' son; Dolores = best friend in the 4th grade; Diane = an aquaintence from college that I was never really friends with; Yelena = woman I worked with that I didn't like; Jessica = my best friend since college]