There are nude women in my brother John's room in my childhood home to watch a movie. Someone is lying on the couch and the women all begin to undress. I get very excited and then before I reach orgasm they are finished. I want them to change once more. And one changes half. A friend of John's asks, "What will you bet" (in the sense of when you grow up). "But I am already," I respond. "But what will you be, " he repeats. I tell him I have a solid analytical practice in Cambridge, where people come from all over to see me. An Australian colleague who is listening supports me. He says, "Many people are out of work but he has work."