(11/15/98)["Nate Returns"]  I am preparing information. It is on a video tape which as I feed it into a machine keeps getting kinked up. I smooth it out with my hands. There are people waiting for this information. Nate comes in. We haven't seen each other for years. He approaches me slowly, a bit shy. He gives me a soft kiss. We gently move closer and begin to make love. It is hesitant and gentle at first. Mostly he is kissing me. But I become sexually excited and become the one reaching out to him. He loves that. I roll him over and get on top. I feel his penis hard against my vagina. I love that feeling. We make love. Now the people have arrived to get the information.