In two hotel rooms: I am in a room with a man I am in love with; looks like a young boy; really Eli. My friend Karina Palmer says: "Go and sleep with him already; he loves you and you love him." We get ready for a movie. Then we get undressed; embraces; very exciting; beautiful orgasm.
- I am in a big car - back up and bump into another car: very angry about it; Frank angry too.
Zena in bed in the 2nd room; suddenly window and window frame fall away as in an earthquake; I scream "The child, my child." Someone saves her and puts her on a bus; but I get to her and hold her close; very tender feeling. I look to see why it happened. It was an annex that was not structurally too good.
- See Father Andrew and tell him about the incident. I say "Here is a sermon topic for you... and I didn't really get scared; and that's progress isn't it?"