I am sleeping with my mother. She hesitatingly puts her arms around me in a hug. I am touched. How sweet and I realize how hard this gesture is for her. Even though it is hard for me, I pat her arm and permit the affectionate embrace. Even as I relax into the niceness of it, my mother's head slips down and down and I become aware that she intends to have oral sex with me. I am frozen with shock. She starts and I push her head gently away. Ellie comes into the room and starts talking to me. With immense relief, my mother is gone. I look up above my head on the way and see shoes and purses and lots of things precariously perched and ready to tumble down on me. I ask Ellie to help move some of the things. I still feel disgusted at what had happened with my mother. [BL]