In my dream my mom and dad are never there and I live with my grandma. I am first in a bed and I see myself dying but I never know why. My grandma comes to me and asks me if I want to be buried or cremated and I say "Anything but buried." (I can never hear anything but I know what is being said!) Then I see myself stop breathing and everything goes black then a few seconds later. I see my Grandma saying she doesn't care what I wanted, she wants me buried and it doesn't matter because I'm dead anyway. Then everything goes black again. I then see myself roll over in my coffin and I start to scream and cry but nobody can hear me. Finally I kick it open and all this dirt and junk falls on me as I try to breathe. I suffocate and then I'm choking and coughing and then I wake up with a jolt and I'm actually coughing. I have this dream about two times every week!