(08/08/98)["Unusual sexual organs"]  Darryl is there. I want us to be together but he somehow is there and yet not available to be with. There is some narration going on. I see the images of two male  penis's, both extremely  slim and small, like a baboon's. The narrator is explaining to these men how to enter my vagina. I see my butt as I am curled up sleeping, naked. The narrator describes how to open the vagina to insert the penis. As I watch, I see my skinny butt, and the vagina opening. I see eyes in the vagina, looking around. Later, I am knitting a sweater. In a class with other women. The sweater is on the wall. I say to it. Become as big as the wall, and it transforms to that size. I keep giving it instructions and it keeps changing.