(02/09/92)"Men are immature and have plastic hearts." I finally find the VR place I'm supposed to be at and I am waiting. I see a line of magazines that people can take free copies of. I am amazed you can have Life magazines for free. They are very oversized. I see a magazine with a picture of Diane B on it and another one with Ellie. I realize these are my articles that I wrote. I want to see them. Diane is there looking over my shoulder. I see they printed my name exactly as I sent it, with errors and not in very large print. I realize I should have taken more care in the finishing details. What you see is what you get, I guess. I go look at a Life magazine. The front cover is moving pictures that look real. It's a bunch of tiny newborn male monkeys that are translucent, they are so new. The headline says, "UGH." The article is about how immature males are and we now have clinical proof with these monkeys. They lack a female hormone so they don't mature till much later than females. I think, "Huh, that explains why they act so immature." I go through a series of rooms, looking for someone, maybe my wife because now I'm Howard. He/I are sort of hiding from some authorities, perhaps medical or military. He/I goes up a circular tube cloth thing and squeeze through the small opening at the top. Now we are hidden in the second story area. But now the authorities are gone so he/I squeeze through and go down, in a hurry before someone thinks this tube is empty and uses it. He/I goes from room to room looking for my wife. We find her. There is some picture, maybe in a magazine, of a red plastic heart. It may be an advertisement. There is a son, a small boy.