I am across the street, in our neighbor's. She has several small children - one is a pretty blonde girl who I make a fuss over. (This is the house I was born in). I am tearing up bread crumbs (I had to do this in cooking class today and remembered doing it for my mother). The little girl wanted me to come & play but I couldn't because a fellow I date was upstairs in the bathroom, and I was waiting for him. Finally fellow came down - he had become someone else.* He came in, grasping neighbor's hand, & her father's hand, firmly. From then on he seems to wander, being either L. or P. without much discrimination. The little blonde girl & her sister & 2 brothers are going to a party, and leave, all bundled up. They all disappear - trouping into the fraternity house across the street - blonde leading. Interpretation I like two men - one is my childhood sweetheart, a member of the fraternity mentioned - the other is a stranger - someone who must be endlessly introduced.  Bread - the symbol of life - of "My body" - I am tearing up while I sit waiting.  The little girl wants to play - but instead must go on a date - desire to regress?  The firm handshake & its meanings were recently discussed by my friends. "Firm" is a good sign.  Little girl goes into fraternity house - and she is I - little blonde girl is what I was when I lived there.There is a very subtle similarity between the two - they are both kind & loving, but I'm afraid of the routineness of life with either of them.  Conclusion - I am confused. Answers to questions 1. Both fellows are about 22.  Neighbor moved away years ago - had only 2 children2. I was impatient anxious annoyed.  I seemed to be always waiting for someone.3. Participant4. Neither5. Their living room. The occupants I put in the house were the only people who lived there well enough to drop in casually6. No.7. The children bundled up - a green scarf - blue mittens - brown hair. One man's red hair -