A crazy dream riding a horse. We go over cliff. Fearful long drop to huge water (like round butte). We survive just barely. The horse and I swim forever to safety. Off to a house. My father is a strange "pervert" strapped to a table. He used to be a woman but now he's a man.  Two "doctors" are standing, peeking under the sheet at his penis. I catch glimpse of pubic hair, golden. The doctor says, "Oh, don't let her see." I allow pervert to suck my breasts. I started toward orgasm, but felt uneasy, sick about it. Weird!