It will always be a struggle in some ways. Its important to remember that you dont have to do anything in His favor, He already loves you, So the things that you do, Do because you want to, not because You have to for any reason. That is something I still struggle with, but knowing that helps free me. Dont let your failures keep you down, you are not disappointing God, He already knows, you are disappointing yourself. Which is understandable. However, dont let that discourage you, Dont dwell and keep walking forward. Dont dwell and keep walking forward.
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