No, I do not believe myself Nor do I trust your truth To draw the curtains close To shut the dreaming mouth Thats the final pain Pullpush the drug in vein Stare... stare and retreat Drifting away from the light Betrayed my life All the dreams and expectations Jampacked pleasure It shoots me through the roof No, I do not have the faith A future day would be a disgrace Seal the box and feed it into fire... Swallowed by the flame of desire Slow motion towards a conscious defeat Intended and cherished in mind Sucked and pumped throughout the life No faith to carry on
jampacked, pullpush, stare, pumped, faith