What were you thinking? Your actions breaking apart their lives with the worst of intentions You got what you want, it wasnt your choice to make These decisions have consequences, I live them every day Endless malice, a life filled with rage A bitter person, Im dying alone and afraid Never forgiving, I will not forget These demons haunt me till I let out my final breath Scornful, dedicated to contempt Ill make you pay for this, oh yes, Ill make you pay Id give my life just to see you bleed At least thats what youd expect from me I wont waste my days hating you Instead my life will be the proof you didnt win in the end No, Im not gonna hide from the truth Is it worth living life filled with hate? Ive been given this chance, a shot at being greater than you could ever hope to be Wont let it slip, wont let it fade away This darkness is swelling up inside, dont let it take over Fighting fire with fire leaves everything in ashes You watch your soul burn to the ground So why wrap your heart in all the anger and pain? An existence of regret is a soul lived in vain Day after day, watch yourself slip away into the fire of this burden fearing things will never change My thoughts can taunt me all they want, pick at every corner of my mind Wont be consumed by a thirst for revenge The past reminds me that its not worth it in the end I wont waste my days hating you Instead my life will be the proof you didnt win in the end No, Im not gonna hide from the truth If you could see me today, you wouldnt recognize my face Ive come so far, Ive paved my own way No, I refuse to be a mistake I will not let this hold me back, I wont see you in my reflection This is my life Though it was given to me through the failures of a callow man, I refuse to be a mistake Shamefully hidden, stigma of living I will not hate you or what you did Ive grown to accept my life for what it is For everything, I have to thank you
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