[Part 1] Its all hard to stop when my hearts in a dark place Thus before I go on lemme part from my ways My thought process changes from the start of the race Cuz this is harder than I thought Its not as easy when its all on you Remember everything we see can be further from the truth Is there any specific reason the devil calls on you? Just to fall to, this is much more than we thought Were all to fall from the very damn start Without the help of god just so it could watch How I overcome this moment right now Cuz the future holds nothing Just a possibility, and a hope that I reach it But theres always the possibility that I wont be able to see it Maybe if heaven was real, id never come back To this muthafuckin war of what we call a home If prayers became true im sure wed take it for granted With no more pain comes the nonstop parties Cuz we should all only care so much Yet we are all so quick to judge Keep in mind my words are in my own name If im here for some purpose or whatever yall sayin about What god has planned, I want no part in Remember were here on earth for a reason The Place of no perfection no matter how much we desire I know I will always want more Where mistakes become lessons unless we end up in the fire Cuz we all have our evil ways, its balance And karma, does circle around Even though it seem like it dont Even though it seem like it dont And it just isnt the same when my heart just isnt in it The Song sounds different, I couldnt recognize your voice And the scar in your eye tells a different story Its not the star in my life no more This road just doesnt cut it you left way out the picture But id wish it wasnt the way we left it now But I should only care so much I should only care so much [Part 2] But its all hard to stop when my hearts in this dark place And when you came around I was no longer a lost trace Now my heart isnt in this, not today Thus before I go on I part from your way Its not as easy when the pressures all on me To try to find the right words that would get you to stay If I knew heaven was real I would never come back So I consider myself lucky im alive another day The Goddamn devil mustve had a fucking epiphany Hes never shown himself when ive fallen Cuz its all hard to stop when my hearts in this dark place Thus before I go on let me part from my ways If prayers became true, nothing would matter And before I blame you, id say nothing after So dont worry much for me, I wont worry much for you This could last forever but thas somethin you dont need to know That and the devil never showed up As I look in your eyes and tell you youll hear from me In the back of my mind I know that aint true Its just this isnt enough anymore Fairbanks was always a great place But I see a lot of dead ends God could watch me overcome Because the future holds nothing No limits and a promise of something new, I aint worried to much With alot to do, atleast im still young We should only care so much Yet I care just to much Its not the same when your heart just isnt in this The Song sounds different, I couldnt recognize your voice If only prayers became true If only prayers became true Luckily the goddamn devil had an epiphany It didnt show up when I called it to me Thus before I go on lemme part from my ways Instead my hearts in this dark place Its all hard to stop because its harder being sober And I wont pray no more Ill only focus on fixing this myself Lord watch me
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