Let them know Let them know Ya know Okay From growing up poor Seeing what they all got, making me want more My life was shit, yeah I been through it all Never needed room service for no wake up call Is this life? Im still not sure Used to be love sick over girls then I found the cure Was a lot of shit trying to get my foot in the door But grass only come out greener with a little manure So I take that detour, I hit the record And fames allure only made me more insecure Especially when its premature and I aint mature And my whole life was spent in doubt and feeling so unsure Cause when youre the only person that believes in yourself Everyday feels like youre going through hell So dont try to tell me I dont deserve Heaven Thatll make me 180, pull a 187 I told everyone I love Imma buy them nice things So it seems if I fail, I let down both our dreams I had a team, they gave up on me Kind of friends are those? That change they minds like bitches change clothes But maybe Im not the same Nove? But its bros before hoes Unless your bros become hoes You know? So, please dont call my phone Tell people you know me, the old me Or brag how we was homies When I make it, just be complacent In your choice to not stick with me When shit got risky with wealth When I was trying to help And you still aint did shit with yourself Because Im going to make it, dont worry about me Further I get, little further I see and I know Its just a road from here Its just a road from here That aint the chorus, it just need some singing Oh shit, wait a second, oh, we reconvening? Cause I was scheming, thinking of my next move And I was beaming, fighting what the stress do, yeah Its a lot of work acting like the coolest guy When Save Me was my song about suicide Made some mistakes, but how new was I? Look at my first mixtape, how true was I? Theres nothing fake, listen, escape and truly vibe And youll completely understand why they truly lie Im so unruly, I ratio tears to laughs Why am I so angry? Well, why the fuck would you ask?!? Cause its hard enough living, let alone staying on task While people who worked this hard to a half are having a blast While Im constantly depressed, having lots to say Almost feeling like if I make it, I hope it stay this was Cause I dont want to lose my balance for the hatreds green When you cant purchase passion or important things And Grandma, shit, I aint trying to seem rude But we was so poor, cereals my favourite food And if you listening, I miss you Sorry I never come to visit, Im just so busy trying to get you That new six coupe for putting up with my shit through The years and helping me through my pain and tears Cause now kids say Im a lyrical genius And I say thanks for actually listening Cause its all thats actually missing Its all that I ask And Im glad youre a fan at last Cause on my path Ive seen so many fucked up things Drugs and alcohol steal peoples dreams Money reach out, drown and steal peoples teams And lies bag up until it breaks the seam Or so it seem, people love you till you have no use! Goddamn, aint that the truth Cause you here one day and then the next day poof And if you a nobody, nobody going to need the proof I cant explain who I am for certain Itd be like explaining a rainbow to a blind person But lifes funny, aint it? That picture in your head never comes out The same when you paint it But I place blame so much to a certain degree Its almost obvious, the person to blame is me Its almost obvious, the person to blame is me
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