VERSE 01 I thought I had it all figured out, I admit I thought I was smart enough to stick it out with her But I never was the type to cure two things at once I found myself cryin on my knees at night That should have been the day that I could of cured my stuff And just leave, how come I couldnt see this shit myself Call me a freak, nobody was as ugly as me I couldnt see the way that people watched me fall Help me, no one was there when I was stabbed and left to stale I couldnt even see my reflection when it showed itself I couldnt even fit the shoes that my dad showed me now I cant pass fuckin Algebra, I dont need that to be my hell Im not about to lose my life to this fuckin course I need to calm down, try and get my feet on solid ground, so for now HOOK VERSE 02 Bury my face into wrestling, cause I dont want to look At nothin, the worlds too much, Ive tried all I could If I could inhale some of Mary I would And end my life for good, just say goodbye to all for good I probably should, these problems are piling all at once Cause everything that bothers me, I keep it bothered up I think Im losing touch, but I wont fuckin give up I gotta get up, Thank God, I got that baby girl Im a fuckin brother, I know she aint mine But its like she my daughter, but I leave her in the mud My hands are full of blood cause I cant fuckin touch All I know is I dont want to follow in the footsteps Of them kids, cause I hate them so bad The worst fear that I have is growing up to be like there fuckin ass Man, if you only understood why I am the way that I am What do I say to my mom when I tell em HOOK VERSE 03 I feel the need to quit, but shit, I feel like this is it For me to experience this I feel so fuckin sick I am not a game, this shit is real this shit is sick Please listen to your ass, conceal your fuckin spit Fuck the violence, Im done, Im never lookin back When I quit, Ima move on with the life that I should of had I love my family, but no one ever gives me time On the fact that I try to be positive for the life I have I never asked that Id be born with a man that wasnt my dad What the fack, this is more than I coulda asked Everywhere I go, someone is always on my ass What about math, how come I wasnt ever good at that? Its like I was a boy in a bubble, who never could of adapt Im trapped, I wish mom would of loved my fuckin dad I pray to god that I will be able to live with my life intact Imagine going from being poor to seeing Everything that you always dreamed of when you was growing up Im fuckin crazy, cause all I live for is my baby sister But what about the life that I live so now I live alienated so Im sayin HOOK
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