Does it eat you up thinking way too hard or not enough? Waiting on a change that never comes, as if the way its been could be enough Does it kill you now to love her like the floor boards of a house? Ignore the things that creep and crawl around and let the termites eat you inside out You dont know when it went out, but theres no fire in you now And you cant seem to find the words worth talking about Love mistook for trying not to look I felt you pulsing through like a phone left off its hook Exhaustion by the book. Were both trying not to look How do I break myself from it when youre on my chest like a coughing fit? Nothing grows and nothing feels alright I dont know if you can see the way you turn yourself from me I think youre somewhere in your darkness and youre searching for the light
eat, termite, mistook, exhaustion, pulsing