[Verse 1] And Im just trying to pay an insurmountable debt Just trying to forget about my inevitable death Chris threw up in the diner and I was sick in the snow Got a selfdestructive instinct constructive summer complex In the shadows of urban development Ill mark my footprints in wet cement Like the first man on some kind of temporary moon [Chorus] But I had to get out before I dove in Surrey Dive But Im coming home, Im coming home tonight [Verse 2] Can we hold on for a sec while I wipe cold sweat from my brow? She said we might have met somewhere, but thats all news to me now And hey, look, I achieved something Can we go back to bed? [Chorus] But I had to get out before I dove in Surrey Dive But Im coming home, Im coming home tonight [Bridge] We used to be proud of each other We used to take care of each other I wanna make something without foundations built on bullshit and whatever The loudest person says cause its never really right But the beating and the puffing up of chests Has beaten every argument Ive had tonight Come on, just punch me in the face so then at least youll think youre right Maybe you will leave this place, lose the war and win the fight And Im running scared, Im running scared, Im running scared Im running scared from the house that I helped build Im running scared, Im running scared, Im running scared [Chorus] So why dont you fuck off? Stop bringing hate into our lives Cause all we ever really wanted was to feel at home Was to feel at home tonight
scared, running, surrey, home, tonight