[Verse 1] Ashtrays, cheap cigars, backroads and broken hearts Thats just what I feel like, nothing thatll fill right, stuck into my past life Wonder if youre thanking me, thanking me Wonder if youre needing me, needing me Hope that you see now that I gave it my all and you realize everything we could be Well, fuck that, I dont wanna be nice Rather scream back, when youre screaming at night Just forget about the truth, youre always right Life aint given no directions so Im left to right, left to right Feels just like Im losing the fight, losing my fight Darkness overtaken the light, well, fuck that Relapse on love, but it only seems that Im never enough So pour me a drink, pour me a drink Fuck what you think, Im sitting here waiting to break Saying who have I become, looking in mirror now I just wanna run She never wanna stay now she just wanna come Tell me where the love at, I just feel numb Only thing I feel these days is this rum, only thing I feel these days is this rum [Hook] I need more alcohol and more weed I cant take the thoughts in my mind Im sick of all the places I see Feel Im always wasting my time right now I need my parachute when no ones around When no ones around And I cant get you out of my head Im still holding on to the past Repeat all the words that you said Shouldve known that we wouldnt last right now I need my parachute when no ones around When no ones around I hit the ground When no ones around, when no ones around I hit the ground When no ones around, when no ones around [Verse 2] Small town, local bar Order more shots like were Hollywood stars Im saying fuck tonight, honestly, girl, I just wanna fuck tonight Forget love, Im feeling like its kryptonite, shit Is that the reason that I choose to write, shit Is that the reason that Im stuck in this life Is that the reason that Im doing what Im doing tonight? I dont get you, never could Thought that you loved me, misunderstood You promised me that you would never leave And honestly I never thought that you would Love when theres blessings, hate when theres lessons Years worth of love could be crushed in just seconds And I dont get it, never will I just need drinks and some more of these pills Swear Im so reckless, am so reckless You never wanna say now you just wanna text it I dont need affection, I just need direction Fuck with these blogs thats giving me rejection I dont need it, I dont need it Do it on my own and Im let em all see it Like damn, Im the best in the biz, best with the griz Dropping all my pain with this shit, like None of yall been in my shoes Right now Im just feeling so used And when Im crashing down tryna leave this town The truth is I wanna be with you [Hook] I need more alcohol and more weed I cant take the thoughts in my mind Im sick of all the places I see Feel Im always wasting my time right now I need my parachute when no ones around When no ones around And I cant get you out of my head Im still holding on to the past Repeat all the words that you said Shouldve known that we wouldnt last right now I need my parachute when no ones around When no ones around I hit the ground When no ones around, when no ones around I hit the ground When no ones around, when no ones around When no ones around, when no ones around When no ones around, when no ones around I hit the ground, ground, ground Ground, ground ground
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