[Verse 1] I like to be empty, just so you cant get me I know that Im skinny, I know Im not trendy I know Im not perfect, so dont go and hang me Im drowning in my sorrows, so I dont suffer pain And Im living in this moment, Ive captured and owned it My last breaths an omen It only takes a second, for my mouth to open And the whole world changes with the last words Ive spoken And I aint event mad, and I am not sorry So dont go expecting another apology Id like to say bye to all those who followed me And supported each move that I made chronologically And, Im sorry that I couldnt do better But at least be happy that weve got some good weather Be more optimistic, it makes your life longer Which is why Im still drowning under 30 feet of water [Verse 2] Ya see, all it really does is just cloud up your brain In a minute, I saw it, surround in flame Take it all back, back, back again To the days when we were young trying to figure out our lanes When did it all change, when did I become insane? I started losing sleep, but psychos what I became Just waiting for the day when I could take my life back Get it on track, rewind, realize its whack Time gets turned so that, I had never rapped Never wrote a song, never reached a hundred drafts We cant change the past, in fact were too fast All my judgments are lapsed, and thatll always last And I will always grasp every moment that I can To be who I want to be, not realizing that I am I dont need to change anything to make it grand I just need to keep trying to make you understand [Verse 3] So Id like to say thank you to all my enemies All the little pipsqueaks whove been trying to stop my dreams You couldve joined the team but you brought me to the stream And held my head under, until I couldnt breath I feel Im stuck between blatant hate and ignorance Take the gate, or hop the fence, make a name and stop these gents They were here from the start and will stay until the end But wont make it to my brain unless I let them come in Theyre all just parasites, out of sight, out of mind Feeding off the lights that are blinding my eyes Being blinded my the lies that are right in front of me The truth is right here but I cant bring myself to see Past all the lies I think I need to come clean But I dont know what about I dont know can you please just tell me Please tell me, tell me how to feel Before I die all alone, and spin like a wheel
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