[Verse 1] Long time coming, long time running Im like nothing you heard before, furthermore Im not frontin, you wont hear nothin bout All my riches with allwhite bitches Future misgivings, and this is not living No seatbelt cause Im just not driven Lacking ambition, with twentyten vision Pulled to the ground by my minds apparition Slipping, slipping, this shit is my mission Blueprints of darker depths built without architects Markin text, heart effects, everyones grinning Starter kit marketed only for startin shit Wishing Im different, Im sick of misgivings What is the point when the world keeps on spinning? Spinning, spinning, inflicted condition Im just not winning and I cant compete with it Im just a freak I guess, is there a bleaker test? I need to reconnect with my deceitfulness This must be why no one ever does speak of this Bleak abyss, fighting a well of emotions and notions Commotion provoking just to evoke an emotion Just hoping Im not too late to become relevant Roommates with elephants, twofaced intelligence Who placed the suitcase of shoelace as evidence? That was a separate incident, dont mention it The fuck am I saying? I put it on paper and Now its recorded, reported, distorted I should be mortified, but Im not Im just not, Im just gettin my second wind Stuck in a hole, fill this plot of a pessimist [Verse 2] Yo, Im mildly out of wack mixed with an ounce of that Now not just bouncing back, bouncin off the walls Yeah, powerful, bountiful No doubt Im to bound to fall down but right now I feel Like Ill surmount it all, feel like Im mountain tall Like cherries on chocolate swirls, I am on Top of the world, beatin my chest Reekin of cess, no sleepin, no rest Thinking success is arbitrary Shoulders gettin hard to carry Locked with thoughts that start to scare me I can barely clear my head Yeah, and if you wanna meet this walkin charity charity Find me on the path skipping merrily Online shopping carelessly Fuck a fixed budget, Im coppin a pair of these Rarities, starin me, darin me, over and Over like parakeets, someone take care of me Therapy, clarity, hanging on barely Hearing the Narrow Seas say that theyll carry me So close to hopeless, Im like Adele, not Crying a river but Im like compelled to Keep drowning in my sorrows and go right to hell The fuck am I saying? You think that Im playing? Im stuck fluctuating tween manic depressive and this Damn hypomanic thing cant understand a thing Damn, I was doing so well until I fell Smackin the mat, but aint hearin no bell
misgiving, spinning, charity, hypomanic, slipping