[Verse 1 John Wells] Starin at the light shinin on me Fuck em if they lyin on me, Im a Lion I aint dyin hungry I wasnt cryin when they told me I would Never walk again, I gotta Guard the spot Im on Im walkin through the lions den I been a king Its kingpins that grew up where I grew up And I grew up like I aint bout to die no time soon It aint for me And then I thought of suicide the first time at thirteen Now Im seventeen and Im just trying to tell the story right Cause it was hella lonely nights I saw pictures in my head Of somebody who nobody would love I cant find my best friends its voices in my head And Jeezy thinks hes schizophrenic that shoe fits like a glove My hands tied Im so tired of myself, so I started telling lies My momma said that aint my son go put that mask up on the shelf I wouldnt listen, I aint right, I said Im gonna kill myself But lor luckees still alive Starin at the light shinin on me Everybodys got a story Its two sides to every story I aint god I aint the jury Who the fuck am I to judge? Im a sinner too! Shordy look at what this hateful world did to you! Cause I was lookin at my phone in English class today Scrolling through my pictures looking at the covers that I made Its two hearts on it Karlee drew one of them But I wasnt called on it So Im walking through the halls Like if they check me it better have six zeroes on it I got ideas Imma manifest I lay to rest anyone who said Im a weirdo Cause where the fuck is they at? Everyone sees Im different from the most of yall And they still show respect The light shinin on me! I say what the fuck is on my mind and people fuck with it One time me, Rez, and Que were talkin bout Gen Y had came together for a reason Cause we never told each other we rapped And that shit just happened back when we would Stay up every night and play black ops on playstation Then when summer started we dropped DOPEBOY after Tone died And people fuck with it And they really fuck with us And I said I probably would have killed myself without them! They said theyre glad I didnt cause my talent needs to be Shared with the world, and Kayo said the same And Karlee said the same, and my momma said the same Cause how I think, and just think I could have blown my brains out I could have jumped head first off advanced auto parts Brains all over the pavement So when they give me my payment I should see a couple faces facing up and saying Luckee, you the greatest! So I know that god kept me for a reason Cause I could think of all the bad I did like every night Its demons in my bed, and last night I slept with The Light shinin on me! So fuck em if they lyin on me! [Interlude Beautiful by John Wells plays] [Verse 1 John Wells] I showed the school your picture They told me that it was beautiful I showed the world your image Just want you to know that your beautiful And I dont need no approval on what Im doin My daddy told me he dont care if I smoke crack And I dont need no approval on what Im sayin Sometimes I worry that I might go back And its cracks in that dirt And that light on that corner It goes out when its late When that light comes back on youd be gone And I dont trust a soul My G head got that tatted on his arm If he took a walk in my shoes Then he would be at home Just like me I showed the world your picture Took a minute to see exactly what it means I showed the school your image And they were focused on a message You sent from your email telling me you love me Even though we cant talk during the day Cause your school be trippin Talkin bout no outside communication Popped up on the screen [Outro] So Im the man now Just want you to know that youre beautiful
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