hey god, why are you doing this to me ? am I not living up to what Im supposed to be ? why am I seething with this animosity ? hey god, I think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey god, I really dont know what you mean seems like salvation comes only in our dreams I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme hey god, can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie dont take it away from me I need someone to hold on to dont take it away from me I need someone to hold on to hey god, theres nothing left for me to hide I lost my ignorance, security and pride Im all alone in a world you must despise hey god, I believed that promises, your promises and lies terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away my morals left to decay how many you betray youve taken everything terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie my head is filled with disease my skin is begging you please Im on my hands and knees I want so much to believe terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie I give you everything my sweet everything hey god, I really dont know who I am in this world of piss
terrible, lie, hey, god, really