All the odds are against you. This is a test of strength. Will you contest till the end, or will you hang up the white flag? So I ask myself, what if everyone you love was hanging by a thread but every ounce of strength you have still wont be enough, what can you do? With all the pressure weighing down on you like iron rain, will you fail or somehow pull them in? The overwhelming self defeat, the promises I failed to keep, the ever growing lack of faith consumes me and it cant be undone. I tried the best that I could but inside these walls its just never enough. You could be leaving and I wouldnt know. As I think back to how it once was, the pressure was still there. I was building myself up to watch it all fall but no one seemed to care because they couldnt see all the pressure weighing down on me like iron rain. I just bit my tongue and hung my head. The overwhelming self defeat, the promises I failed to keep, the ever growing lack of faith consumes me and it cant be undone. I tried the best that I could but inside these walls its just never enough. If I keep bending I will break. If efforts not enough, Ill keep bending till I break. If efforts not enough then Ill hang up the white flag
enough, pressure, weighing, consumes, overwhelming