Screaming in silence, dying all alone. How could you give me a broken heart? Everything was just fine from the start. But now I know you, I know your game. How do you walk with the burden of shame? Running far away, leaving this mess. No place called home. My mind is in turmoil, thats driving me insane. Its never at ease. I fall way behind, theres nothing to grasp. Always trying to please. I love you and I hate you, I decided we are through. You destroyed my heart. Ripped it and than tossed it. You broke my heart. Suffering on the inside, letting go of lies. Im stuck in a pattern that I cant shake. You sit by and watch it break. The dark thoughts they take over. The truth no one will know. I stumble through each day, barely scraping by. I travel in circles and fall far behind. Losing my sanity, losing my mind. Bitch, I really hate you I wish for you to die. Thats all I think about every time I close my eyes. Youre so oblivious. You dont see what you do, you always hurt me. And you dont have a clue. I cant take it anymore! I want to give in! Ive told you once and now Im telling you twice. This is the last time Im gonna say it. Stay the fuck out of my life! Youre always right and Im always wrong. You think youre perfect and I just dont belong. It isnt worth it, this is too much pain. I want to watch you burn in hell and hear your screams of agony. I want to see you torn apart by the demons in your soul. No one can fix what you have done The anger inside me, I cant repress. I want your life to be ruined!
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