[Verse 1] I hate life, cuz nothing seems right The more I understand, the less I sleep at night From when I was a tyke, growing up feeling bites From my fatherless existence, which kept me out of line I know that no ones perfect, so its not I dont deserve it. Its just it dont seem worth it If Im only feeling worthless But I want it and its pertinent And I wont stop till I earn it Level heads dont chase what crazy fuckers yearning So Im burning through this bag of weed Mass appeal means shit to me In the eyes of peers, I will always be the happy me Little do they know that Ive been trying to break free Of this life that Ive known living in reality Im calling out for help but you take it as a joke Cant you see me struggling? Reasons why I smoke? To all my friends that care, theres one thing I invoke Please help me out, this aint a fucking hoax [Hook] I know trying to wake up All cuz reality sucks No one tell me what my life is like You dont fucking live it every single fucking night And I know you want to be cured Low selfesteem or feeling insecure Every night I try not to be depressed But no matter what I do I cant get rid of the stress [Verse 2] I get weaker, and weaker, with every attempt I need to let it out, I need someone to vent Before I lose my mind, and the message is sent To my brain, Im insane Theres no reason for my shame How much can I take? How much longer in this cage? How many more years before I snap and slash my veins? Yea I do complain for reasons I cant explain The same reasons I contemplate the same shit every day Tears fall down my face, but only when alone No one seems to notice cuz, no one tries my phone When its clear that whats not shown really matters the most I admit and you dismiss like its just another poem Cant you see behind it? Im crying out for help Slip past the simple minded when Im tying up this belt No more trying, Im in Hell Tried to find it all myself Ive been blinded by emotions that are prying at my health
weaker, reason, help, cuz, fucking