I was nowhere near ready when all it ended So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you You gave me the chance, time and again, in vain Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full Break the chain, but no longer can I take the pain Its hard for me to love myself right now, Ive waited, hated, blamed it all on you Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak So I can only blame myself for this state we are in I will take what you have for me now, if its not too late Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain Its hard for me to love myself right now, Ive waited, hated, blamed it all on... You... I need you...less and less... Every day feeds this moral decay Yet I have grown to love you even more I fall back, and I turn another cheek. You mouth the words youre not ready to speak Youre scared of me now no I never had a clue That Id become so much stronger than you. I will take what you have for me now, if its not too late If you like, I will leave I will not miss the last train again Its hard for me to love myself right now, Ive waited, hated, blamed it all on you... Its hard for me to love your face right now Im waiting, hating, needing being Me... I need you...less and less... Every day leads us farther away... From that moment It hard for me to hate myself right now Finally Im understanding me One day we may have whole new mes and yous But first I need to learn to love me too...
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