[Verse] Mother is there when I get home from school Im happy there, hyper and playing the fool But as I pull on the handle and turn the key I feel a sense of dread and fear fill me I have a secret, a dark one A secret Ive never told anyone Everyday when I come home Mother waits till Im alone Then shell hit me with a spoon or shoe Till I bleed, till Im black and blue Dad left us when I was three Since then all shes done is blame it on me Im ugly, stupid, tarty, and fat It was my fault he left us, You hear that you brat?! With a duck and a dive, I sometimes manage to swerve But I know in the end Im going to, Get what I deserve Hospital a few times, I was playing with my brother Its one lame excuse after another One of these days, Im going to break free One of these days, Ill be truly happy [Outro] But until then I tell no one I have a secret Im not telling anyone I have a secret that Ill be taking to my grave
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