[Verse 1] Been trying to fit in for the last two decades Been standing out since I was flowing in the 10th grade How I spit it? I got about 10 ways A first friend? That took about 10 days Forget small talk, a waste of time Id rather stay at home and solve the puzzle in my mind But if you get me out, just know that it be worth it Never follow the crowd, but that dont mean that I aint perfect My life is an identity crisis Found freedom as soon as I was getting my license He rap? Oh he mean. Nah instead he the nicest Never had a chance, like watching Kennedy dying Was I taking it for granted? Nah I never had it People think Im crazy but my life as been abandoned The definition of I do me When I write true speech, I drop it like youd see I aint really trying to say too much But I dont need school to meet my true love I aint afraid of speaking out up in the public Give me the ball, and you will never see me fumble it [Hook] Im an introvert, yeah I said it Never got it first, then youre never gonna get it Im not the first, Im the first to admit it Me and the crowd split and I gave up trying to fit in [Verse 2] You might be thinking that Im probably hella shy But if you geniune youd meet a hell of a guy I aint tryna kick it, for the sake of kicking it I aint tryna look like, I didnt take my Ritalin Cool, calm, collect this money when I spit it Lonely? Nah, Im individualistic I aint tryna just keep my distance If you lazy when you live it, then Im saying Good Riddance You going with the flow? I make my own path You taking life slow? Im taking life fast You living day to day? Im living by the year You tryna stay awake? I got breakfast right here I wake at 8, get a plate and bake And then I take the day, so I can shape my fate [Hook] [Verse 3] I dont need to be fixed, I just need to be me If my tape in the mix, or if it stay on CD See me, shine. See these, lines You be thinking that Im rude, but I need time To chill up in my room, let me find The person Ima turn into, lets rewind The person Ima turn into, was chilling in my room Im thinking that Im cool, but you thinking he be rude Ima tryna be honest and get to know you Beating on the bush will be leaving us confused Im thinking for myself, priorities in order Not a hoarder, Im absorbing more than coke and blow snorters They mind is a disorder, they living on the border Distorted in a storm, its probably more than what they ordered But life aint fair Relaxing in my room, you think Im living in despair? You thinking that I dont know how to share it? Im in it for me, I think I found my merit Goals in order, life is shaking them up Raking them up, thats because my tape in the cut So go and drink your beer I think Im innovative but you thinking that Im weird Talking Ima pollenate, and dominate, Im on my way To rocking on em often, demolished em in a proper way Approximate, off to cop McDoubles for a dollar eight My mind is going off in space, youll find out when we conversate [Hook x2]
thinking, tryna, ima, geniune, living