What Ive done, what Ive seen The lives Ive touched what does it mean? Losing track of everything I gave it all, but what did I gain? And I dont care what waits for me on the other side of lifes release Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see So even if I die Ill never rest in peace I was desperate just to shine Now I struggle constantly to survive I, I have nothing to prove to you What Ive done, what Ive seen The lives Ive touched what does it mean? Losing track of everything I gave it all, but what did I gain? And I dont care what waits for me on the other side of lifes release Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see So even if I die Ill never rest in peace And Ive tried so many times to show that what I feel is real No, this is not a joke But you keep pushing me Yeah, you keep pushing me And now youve gone too far And theres no turning back And now I hope you choke and fucking burn in hell Burn Nothing changes All I know is that Im alone in this Silently I wait Hoping youd come back for me Im alone in this Silently I wait Hoping youd come back for me Seems like Ill be Waiting till the end Knowing that I cant speak to you again Truth is you were never there I dont need your empty words or bullshit sympathy So heres a gift for all those years of mocking me Now I wish all this evil upon you You deserve to feel what Im going through Now I wish all this evil upon you You deserve to feel what Im going through
wait, silently, touched, gain, pushing