[VERSE 1] Its been a while Walked in your shoes Its been a mile Locked in these blues Im finna smile but I cant Got nothing to lose Your man cant understand The choices you choose Forced to move this course proves difficult Trying so hard but Im stuck like ellipticals Doctor give me a physical cause I dont feel right Getting way to drunk like your uncle on Christmas night Its traditional, hows that for a visual? Youre all in my head like my hair no literal Cut me open and see whats inside like a dinner roll Your boys crazy just look at his inner soul I can barely speak its like Im filling twitters role Constantly using people like a give and go Take a swig of jack and then I hit the road Sick of this earth always thinking of a distant globe Oh What am I going to do, who am I going to be Thoughts always going to you, more than they going to we Emotions changing faster than the tides of the flowing seas And like the breeze Ive been blowing trees Talking man to man with the older me Trying to make him a colder Tea like a summer drink So he dont feel like garbage, like hes under sinks Men lie, women lie, numbers dont, but the numbers stink [VERSE 2] My efforts are more disappointing than Julys Frank Ocean I feel like were divided I can almost see the quotient in front of my eyes Hundreds of lies have been told, bundled and sold to the foolish Im a fool for love and shes a lover of fools who knew this Encounter would be like any other shes experienced And through it all I still remained delirious Fearing she was the one and I didnt want to see the end fuck your period And even though I keep saying that you seem disgusting Not a night goes by that Im not dreaming of it Because youre like a movie that Ive seen a dozen times Where I remember every single scene and every punchline And I cant get through half of it anymore Im stuck on the front 9 But still convince myself to watch it, it should be just fine The consequences of wasted time are fair and expected like a just fine Preparing my message to give to you I think we both need some change like a missing tooth But its so hard to make sense of it all while Im missing you I like to think that we both felt the pain when we were ripped in two But Im still suffering like my heart was dipped in glue And now I struggle to see resolution like a distant view All that I want is restitution no more hidden blues Your best illusion was your emotions when I was kissing you Confessions of an adolescent ready to accept the truth
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