Verse 1 Everyday Im waking the boy has got a heavy heart Knowing what my talent is, I feel like demigod Any given day, you could catch me up on plenty blogs Yet I live uncomfortably, why Im saving pennies for? Anxietys kicking in so I got them sweaty palms Cause I have a nephew I want to provide for Hes my inspiration, the reason that I rhyme for Hopefully the sunset is where were gonna ride off But they keeping asking me, wheres my next mixtape? Nigga, Im just living life, trying to get my shit straight Student loans over my head, interest at fixed rates But they gon tell me bout success and what it takes Im questioning life choices choices Searching for a job and feeling voiceless voiceless The world is my ocean, wheres the oysters? Can I go back and avoid this? Chorus 2x Cant turn back the hands of time Im come to far to turn behind I put it all on the line I put it all on the line I put it all on the line I put it all on the line Verse 2 I dont question if shes got love for me, I question if shes in love with me Cause when shes around her friends, she dont show it publicly Then I get to thinking that this whole thing is fuckery Knowing that shes hiding stuff, things she wont discuss with me Then I look into her eyes, it just starts digusting me Cause she knows Im hurt and allowing all the suffering I thought you were the one, now Im like fuck a ring Because Ive turned numb, I wont discuss a thing I opened up my heart to you Whats worst is I still love every part of you I put up with your antics like a carnival Why do I feel insecure if my name is incomparable? There is only one of me, there are like a thousand yous I can find another pretty face thats really down for dude Investments of the heart arent like US bonds You aint guaranteed returns less its the truest love Chorus 2x Im at the crossroads, thats right at the crossroads Opportunity had knocked, now all of them doors closed But I keep on knocking and Im hoping they know morse code It wasnt a soft blow, lost everything I fought for But I keep on screaming til boy has got a sore throat It wasnt a grassy knoll. Somehow I went off road First Im seeing Mase stop. Then I see Kanye rock Polo Teddy Bears, and all my friends saying, thats Shakes spot Right under his nose, but Jay is cosigning State Prop Fast forward on the blogs, now Im seeing Drake pop Asking, Did I miss my boat?, Why isnt my name hot? Going no where fast cause Im standing in the same spot Cant go back, I cant go back, sacrificed everything I had Cant go back, I wont go back, wont accept failure as my path Chorus
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