[Verse 1] On a scale of 110, my self esteem is negative I fucking hate myself, I am my own nemesis I look in the mirror and see a hideous bastard My reflections been tarnished from continuous laughter Dont know what Im after, dont know what my dreams are Im a fantastic rapper but being one seems hard Fuck fame and being constantly out on the road I want a family, man this shit is outta control But this rap shit its all I can conquer Why couldnt I do magic or be a damn doctor Not to mention my dark thoughts, I aint no saint Im fucking crazy, I need a brain constraint Im throwin myself into panic attacks Wanting to load the .9 up and cram it with brass But fuck it, I guess Ill carry on with this legacy And stay strong till Im gone and nothings left of me [Hook] God said love thy neighbors and thy enemy But I am my enemy, so whats my remedy? I hate myself, you dont have to feel empathy But you dont know what Ive gone through mentally Youre hurtful words that I chose to swallow Made me bite my tongue and soak in sorrow Now Im empty like a broken bottle And clenching this blade like theres no tomorrow [Verse 2] [Hook] [Verse 3] Lately, it feels like my brain hates me Hate me, shit It basically makes me So I give in and let the blade serrate me Make the gun face me, let it erase me
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