[Verse 1 Proof] Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam Here I stand as a dysfunctional man Quicktempered, shortfused and pissed at God Demons pullin at my soul til its ripped apart Secrets out, Momma that fire, I started it Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit Whats positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up And a momma that dont show her son enough love? Shit, thats why I run from my first son And force these chickenhead bitches to get abortions I married the Game, my mistress is Fame My girl packed her clothes, she know I aint gon change Go insane in a world evil as ours I done shot at houses, people and cars The deeper the scars, the worse is the history God, you aint gotta forgive me, just dont forget me, you hear me? [Chorus 50 Cent] Lord, forgive me, for Ive sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again and again [Verse 2 Proof] And most importantly Im tryin to support my seeds Cant seem to get away from them courtin fees Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly Breakin in houses of people who aint got more than me Accordingly, I move in error Gotta face the fact though, I cant fool this mirror Neglected my daughter And tryin to blame on how I was brought up Like Im a product of this environment, why aint I shot up? Got up today like, Why you let me breathe again? And with each breath I feel death is creepin in Thinkin sinners are winners and Ima finish last My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs I did right by you, but still you took Bugz Then caught me in adultery, fought me For not knowin through the dark streets You walked me, talked to me [Chorus 50 Cent] Lord, forgive me, for Ive sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again and again [Verse 3 Proof] Its the risk thats a rush, so rush my wrists into cuffs Its like a fight for your attention and love Speakin of Bugz, give me a hint from above If he not, you know I wanna be sent when Im done Kid out of wedlock so my ladys frontin I love Em cause he gave me somethin A positive anything is better than a negative nothin I was on the edge of death, ready to jump in Its hard when you cant find love anywhere And just because the reverend listen dont mean he care Pops on crack with a sufferin past I dream in black and white, the world color me bad Other than sad, painful and stressed Life is good with the webs that tangle with death Control the border, control the score I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours [Chorus 50 Cent] Lord, forgive me, for Ive sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again and again Lord, forgive me, for Ive sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again and again
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