[Intro] Some shit I keep to myself Theres some shit thats just ours Some shit thats sacred But I had to write this letter to you I wish I could do better for you Just tryin my best, Im tryin my motherfuckin best [Slaine] 18 years, some days are cloudy as shit Most of em are sunny for me to think now we should split Its fuckin horrifyin years, saw some cowardly shit We spent years together for you to hour hour me its Kust a slap in the face, like were trapped in a place We both took an oath, how could you be reactin this way? I admit, Ive been doin too much Captain and yay We grew up together, best friends from back in the day It wasnt my fault that destiny had happened this way I desperately, had a passion to be rappin this way I was testin roads from the rock bottom to a top problem Of this villainfilled killing field If Im not violent and they kill Im killed Every day Im tested if my will is real I come home and fill our drawers up with hundred dollar bills I take care of our son Love him with the fullest heart, and now were gettin pulled apart I dont wanna see this happen, I dont really It hurts me so much to touch you when you dont feel me I refuse to believe that well ever die We wont really, we both prayin my addiction dont kill me I love you so much Ill die for, lie for you Cry for you, pull every last one of the stars out the sky for you How can you doubt what I would do? Why would you? How could you ever think those lies are true? I love you [Hook repeat 2X] I still look to the sky and I pray you and I Stay together til the day that we die When you tell me we will fall back to Earth I will say we can fly so how crazy am I? [Slaine] Yeah I been crazy baby, now Ive never been as hated Maybe I degenerated, maybe Ive just been afraid of My sinnin and my ways of renegadeish pride And ever since we had Terrance Ive been afraid to die I wish my childhood was all lemonade and pie But everything the world told me always been a straight up lie I feel like Jesus Christ, just another made up guy And Im startin to feel like eating a fuckin grenade and I Hate my life, I hate my face I cant escape this place, I have turned to evil Im consumed by this paper chase If only we could reconnect with loneliness And beat this hectic freakin wreck that we grew up in I bet you that we could get, everything back I just want my family Its gonna take the man in me to conquer this insanity Fuck it, Im bitin 2Pac yeah, for my rhymes And I stuffed em in a shoebox there, you were there [Scratching from Pharcydes Passin Me By] I just play love by ear and hope she gets the picture Im shootin for her heart, got my finger on the trigger [Hook]
slaine, die, renegadeish, villainfilled, kust