Its not supposed to be like this. This wasnt how I had it all mapped out. It seems as though every person in this world just lets me down. Its not supposed to happen like this, where do I go from here. Seventeen and Im fearing for my life and I dont know if Ill make it out alive. Take a step back and look at what youve done with your life. Are you proud of who you become? What makes you better then me? Is it the fact you can lie through your teeth? Youre a fake, youre a cowered and I wont let you live this down. You will never live this down. I have tried to make the best of my life. I have tried, but I only let myself down. I have tried. I only let myself down. I cant stand to look in the mirror, I cant stand who I am. Im so uncomfortable in my own skin, I shouldnt feel like this. I dont know what Im doing with my life, I dont know where I stand. What am I fighting for? Im fighting for THIS, IS, MY. This is my chance to prove myself. THAT, I. I am worth the effort, Im worth the struggle. Ive heard it time and time again you wont amount to anything I pushed my self, I made it this far. Nothing can stop me now if I am willing, you cant stop me now. Stop me now. You cant stop me now. You will pay for your ignorance and selfabsorption, you will pay for everything. You will pay for your ignorance and selfabsorption, you will pay for everything you did
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