[Produced by Balistiq] [Verse 1] I know people read my tweets and think that Ive gone crazy But so do I, Ive lost my mind So good at helping others, I should help myself sometimes Dont like to be a burden on anybody else Went to the doctors, said he couldnt help Made me tick a couple boxes about how I felt Answered some awkward questions he asked Left out the drugs, dabbled in my past Said whens the last time you laughed, or went through a day without grieving? Tried not to crumble, stared at the ceiling Whos this weak bitch consumed by feelings? I used to be flying, but now Im here kneeling [Hook] Youre an impostor, I dont know your name Feel completely different, but, looking just the same Whos that bitch in the mirror? Getting thinner by the day Two days later, swear Ive put back on the weight I go up and down A bit like throwing rocks at the ground I go up and down Put in the toast, take out the bread what? I think theres something wrong inside my head [Verse 2] Oh my God, lets all go fucking crazy Get things started, knock back drinks and act retarded Hit some parties Maybe Ill convince myself Im not mardy Went for a shit, all you got was a fart Told a couple jokes but nobody laughed Futures bright, past is dark When youre close to the end, where the fuck do you start? Friends went missing All these actors show up when they think youve got a pot to piss in Making all these tunes but nobodys listening so whats coming next? I dont know what songs I wanna make I dont know what path I wanna take Everybodys trying to point out real to the fake I take their advice, so what, now youre my mate? Great! Were best friends! Ill never be sad again Fuck my stage name, call me Hen Keeping it real in a world pretend where girls talk less than the men Oi bruv did you hear? Theyll disappear, and Ill still be here, even more alone than before Guess theres more space for me when I walk through the door Head held high and my feet on the floor [Hook]
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