[Verse 1] Kiss the barrel with the tip in my lips Guess I slipped, fucking loaded six in the clip Put it in my mouth, click cabang Blow my brains out, nobody miss a thang If only it was that easy but its hard Ive been waiting years just to pull this motherfucking card Bottle of pain pills, push down and turn A whole handful swallowed and nobodys concerned Nother handful and a fucking cat nap Next thing you know, Im laying in the back Of a hearse in a coffin, do I regret it? Fuck no Im glad my brains look like shredded lettuce Everything I do is influenced or straight copied Walking round town with my wrist all sloppy I aint fucking unique, Im worthless as the rest Thats why Im bout to stop this heartbeat in my chest [Hook x2] All these thoughts run through my head I wanna be gone, I wanna be dead All these thoughts run through my brain Put a bullet in my head and an end to the pain [Verse 2] Get behind the wheel going 185 On an 85 stretch bitch Im ready to die Either head on collision or rolled in a ditch Fuck this, slam the breaks car pileup, bitch Tying the noose, making sure it aint loose Make sure its real tight with my neck in the loop Chair in my closet, fasten my throat Kick the chair out from underneath me, here goes Watch as it all fades to black As my vision shuts off and I choke and hack My body laying lifeless in the closet for years Til somebody finally checks on me, no tears Cut my wrist and finally hit the vein And thats the day that I finally forget the pain Now Im bleeding to death, in my bedroom crying Ive been waiting for this day, shit I aint lying [Hook x2] [Verse 3] Cyanide capsules will put me away When I shut off my lights and everythings gray Swallow them both with a glass of water Then I can finally surpass this monster Im sick of my thoughts, Im sick of my brain Im sick of my life and Im sick of my pain Thats why I got this blade and Im slittin my veins And Im bout to leave my brains all over the paint I wish I wouldve been a fucking miscarriage Or abortion or SIDS killed me off in the carriage I wish my mom was PROChoice not PROLife And the doctors had to remove me I wouldve had no life I wrote this sitting in the bathtub, close my eyes Go to sleep underneath watch the water rise Lungs fill up with hot water and death Thats all I inhaled with my very last breath [Hook x2] [Outro] Fuck this shit! BANG! Uh! Ha ha ha ha Yeah, right Freek Shit Well never die Bitch!
ha, finally, brain, handful, sick