[Hook Joseph Kay] Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here [Verse 1 Jaytekz] What is life if you cant make the most of it? What is love if you cant get a hold of it? Whats a smile if youre not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, Im so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind Im trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I dont know, I dont know Its been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I dont really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But Im sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgements, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck em all, yo Im done talking Stay the fuck away when Im inside my coffin [Hook Joseph Kay] Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here [Verse 2 Jaytekz] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didnt drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But its sad to say that thats not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single day as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when theres tears in my eyes? Do I move on when Im hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when Im finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain Thats been hidden within me so deep [Hook Joseph Kay] Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I dont know if I should be here, be here
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