HOOK x2 Everything change when you pick up the reigns And now you feel ashamed from saying those things You never know where your words are about to go They could be messing with my head, going out of control VERSE ONE So, father father, it has been in honor You know its all good.... SIKE never mind it was never no honor It makes me sad for having a man I should have had You wasnt even there and expect me to call you dad But I couldnt, different lingo It hurts inside, but I still smile, with my head high Few little cries, but I survived, and I have tried To do something with my life Sick of tired twiddling my thumbs you gotta recognize... And youre surprised!? Looking at me on the inside, stuck and confined Sitting here wondering, WHY GOD WHY From the things you put us through, and your other daughter hating you You was my superman, then I started finding out the truth Our familys lost without you, it really hurt us all Even though she said some things, it really hurt my mom But its over now, youre out soon, it really made me see If you was really here, I would never become me So thank you. [HOOK x2] VERSE TWO Hold on, silence, everybody stop Youre not supposed to nod your head until the beat drops There it goes, I recall my momma feeding me when I was three When we moved back to live with our family Since Ive known, youve always made dad seem small You always gave yourself the credit but you couldnt have it all Understand, you cannot play the victim when you say that ish But theres two sides to the story, dont say whats irrelevant I mean its hard, what should I say, who should I blame Maybe its God sent lessons to us, it aint a shame I mean, we didnt have alot, but we did have enough We should those tears, been through much, that all made us tough Im sick of the pettiness, and I want it to be better Forever, well forget about it like its whatever Your ways showed me the way to be more unified If we talked a little more, I wouldnt be writing these rhymes [HOOK x2] VERSE THREE Its very hard growing up and wondering Why youre too shy to talk to someone to make a friend Youre like, Why am I the way that I am? You blame yourself, and need some help, and saying that you cant Theres nothing wrong with who you are Being you sets you apart And you would only find that in your heart Cuz lifes not guaranteed, so you better start embracing Living someone elses life is time that could be wasted So be smart, and dont give into the pressure Because you gotta make moves for what only works for you And friends are not forever, but theres some who stays true Who wants the best for you, wholl never turn on you I just wanna be accepted in this world Cuz I am only human, and like a womans worth And everyday, I become a little stronger And destined to be bigger, and have a little honor
honor, hurt, twiddling, little, x2