Verse 1 [Top Flight] Ever since my head on collision My heads been filled with visions Some good, some evil Its like a mix of Golem and Smeagol Most people dont know where Im coming from Those people dont know what Im running from See my mind runs more then a track star The only time it stops, is when I rap bars But honestly, Ive had enough this I wanna pull it, and put a bullet in my esophagus Though if I do, I know its a mistake So I wont fall through theres to much at stake But, I cant lie, suicides been a thought Over my past thank God Ive been taught Never back down even when it seems hopeless Always hold on even when it seems ropeless Theres no dosage of medicine That keeps these thoughts from embedding in Believe me Ive I tried, believed me Ive lied A smile doesnt mean Im not bleeding inside Why cant I figure out how to make the pain numb? Why cant I figure out where it came from? Lord I know Im going through this for a reason So Im tryna stay warm in this world that is freezing Seized in, since the day of my birth Ive had a fear of not reaching my worth But Im the only one keeping me from it If I dont overcome it, then Im probably gonna plummet Forget that, Im never gonna fall over Ill fight for whats right, until its all over Cause I already know about the outcome I just have to get to the X, no Malcolm But how come I cant think or brainstorm? On how to find the link out this brain storm See, me and this demon are in the same form But no matter what, Ill never change for him Lord why is this war so consecutive? Why are my thoughts so competitive? Why is my pain so repetitive? And why is my brain the executive? Man, can someone just show me where the exit is? I cant stand this, I need to grow a leg for this But I am this, So wheres Krieg for this? I just wanna fly free, wheres Pegasus Urgently, I need to disperse of these, thoughts that are cursed in me. Certainly theyll vanish, but when? and if they dont, does it end?
krieg, ropeless, thought, embedding, smeagol