[Verse 1 Cee Magic] So here I am alone again, trapped in my own mind I just wanna say theres not a moment that goes by Where I feel true happiness, my life is just so dry Thats why, I relax in my room alone with closed eyes Thinking what Im gonna write about, lights are out The room is as dark as my life is, cant fight this Undeniable tightness, this tension, alright then Pop so many pills I feel Im gonna die, ride it out Even though I dont feel anyone would mourn my death Bored of this, more or less, climb aboard my ship Well sail to misery ville, Im sweaty with chills And honestly its probably from sniffing these pills They take me places giving me a different feel Like I love life when Im on em living is real Tight, but then I come down feeling shitty for real Ive been high for three days and I skipped all my meals [Hook ?] [?] [Verse 2 Cee Magic] I dont understand why I feel like I do Im a drug addict now man, I realize its true Im a winner when I rhyme but in real life I lose Ive got no money so I rob, lie and steal for my booze If it wasnt for my family backing me Id probly be dead Drink myself to death, just another shot to the head Which is ironic, because if I had a shotgun I bet Itd be click, BANG and then the walls would be red Is it all in my head? all these suicidal thoughts But I keep marching on, its always do or die I walk Through the valley of the shadow of death, fear no evil I hear no people walking with me just my silhouette Feeling like Im gonna need me pills to get Through the day and even try to write me a rhyme Its likely Im blind, to the facts, well no shit The white in these lines, hits me right in my mind ALONE AGAIN [Hook]
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