[Verse One MikelWJ] Ive spent the last six years in a pit full of self pity Mood shitty, but saw myself as clever and witty I barely made it through school, and never once was i cool So honestly it feels like all I did was act as the fool Im kind of shocked I survived, but loved the look in their eyes After I showed them my paycheck, and all my views on the rise Suddenly now I have friends, or a bunch of loose ends But I dont really give a fuck because Im glad Im a trend This fights been raging inside, between my heart and my pride While I just switch from sad to manic, wishing one of them died My egos starting to show, Guess I allowed it to grow But Im a kid, and its still better than the times I feel low I pick my friends out with care, no more than 5 or 6 pairs And only those who think my time is as important as theirs No one who brings my mood down, since I dont need them around And now Im done playing the hero just to feel like a clown [Chorus Cryptic Wisdom] My sweet escape, all the wounds that I have made Are reminders of a time, a time in darker days And now I can stand up proud Look at me now, I can stand up proud Look at me now [Verse Two MikelWJ] Im seeing much better days, now fifty shades of these grays And I would say it makes me happy, but Im stuck in a daze My mind is cluttered with thought, things that I thought I forgot Or things I tried to abandon to feel the feelings I sought They say I only complain, and only mention my pain But if I wasnt doing this, Id probably end up insane But I found darkness is light, to those who walk without sight Simply looking for some help to see the end of the night So Ill remain in the dark, hold up my lighter and spark Since people come to me like moths when I speak from the heart I found some beauty and peace, let serotonin increase And Ill be writing out these demons till they finally cease Who needs a shrink to be sane? Im just another dumb name On the list of all the people theyll be seeing that day I just need pills and a drink, to help me learn not to think Since If I keep that thinking up, I know Ill end up extinct [Chorus Cryptic Wisdom] My sweet escape, all the wounds that I have made Are reminders of a time, a time in darker days And now I can stand up proud Look at me now, I can stand up proud Look at me now [Verse Three MikelWJ] My knees both buckled then broke, and I was lost in the smoke I told myself it was a dream, but then I never awoke And then the calm began to come when I heard angels that spoke But now Im looking at the scroll, and its just murder she wrote Im feeling lonely, thats all, my run has slowed to a crawl Since Ive been stuck on a tightrope, and I fear I might fall My safety net has been cut, and so theres fear in my gut Since if I fall, this will be my last attempt at the stunt So Ill change up my strut, to make my balance more perfect Since my goal is at the end, and I was told it was worth it Im hearing people that cheer, unlike my friends that all jeer And when Im ever feeling lost, I found they all disappear So I found love on the shelf, said Im deserving of help And if they dont want to give it, then Ill just do it myself I smiled slightly and laughed, I said the past is the past It didnt fix all of my problems, but it helped me relax Michael Hello? Fan 1 Is this the guy that made that Please Dont cut song on Youtube? Michael Uhh, yeah that was me. Why do you All in unison Oh my god! I cant believe its you! You are, like seriously, my idol! You really saved my life! Michael Oh Well that was Loud Fan 1 Hey Mikel! Could you write me a song? I love your music, I listen to it every single day! Michael My name isnt pronounced Mikel Fan 2 I love your music more! Especially that one song about Anorexia! It is the best! Michael Have you even heard any other songs of mine? Fan 2 Yeah! Part two was also amazing. Oh! And Please Dont Cut. You dont understand how much your music means to me Michael Youre right, I dont understand Fan 3 She forgot about Smile Little Princess! That song is so good, it always makes me feel better! Michael Im so glad that... Fan 1 So, can we like text or something. Ill give you my number. You are my Idol and Id love to get to know you a little bit more Michael Im not really that into giving out Fan 2 I want it too! Michael But I just said Fan 3 Can I please have it too! It would absolutely make my life to be able to talk to you all the time Michael All the time? That seems like... Fan 1 Really though, can you write me a song? Fan 2 Can you also write me one? All three in unison Please Michael, write a song for me! Michael Fine, fine. Ill see what I can do. Now I have to go, I am working on some stuff All three in unison Awhh, no. please stay
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