[Verse 1] I walk in and shes got a devilish grin Like Where the Hell have you been? Ive been waiting for an hour Almost got ready to take my shower As Im settlin in Im thinking I said never again The walk only took me ten So I sat on her step For fifty Just thinking is she Worth it? I know my man dont deserve this Cant believe Id hurt him Im worthless My thoughts are racing Cant even sit, Im pacing I look over shes layin Naked I cant take it The words Im looking for, I cant say it So I lay down and begin hatin Myself My health is depletin But no one can see it My souls freezin Who I am, I cant be him Broke my rules, my own freedom I need to leash it And I see it My indecent demons Will make my best friend fleein By the next season, I need him I need to beat it But cant seem to leave it Its like Im fiendin Its like I need it He cant read it So if I can gain the courage to see him And speak it Then maybe we can continue bein Then maybe, just maybe, hell understand, man I just hope he can Forgive me [Verse 2] She got him up all night, all hes singing is love songs And Im stuck thinking what Ive done wrong My frozen soul was unthawed But now its melting Burning up with anger, Hell brings Less pain then the way her cell rings Hes texting her While Im sexing her If I tell him hell kill the messenger But its deserved Shouldnt have messed with her But its a curse I cant deal with dinner, gotta have dessert But rest assured You can bet your ass there was a lesson learned Im blessed to hurt Any fault was less than her This mess hurts worse Than anything, gotta let it burn Hear my words The pain in my brain is insane Keep going down this lane, Im in danger I wish I could mame her Or at least name her So her boyfriend knows this dames worth But it aint work Theyre the same person So thered be no hurtin My words are worthless Nothing is possible I brought myself to this obstacle I brought myself into this awful mood Seems my brain is often doomed Looking at the big picture, no longer lost in zoom Wondering my house, Im lost in the rooms Just staring at the sky, man, Im lost in the moon Lost in the mood Im a fool, man I just hope I can Forgive me
hell, lost, worthless, unthawed, depletin