[Intro] Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff they comfort me [Verse 1] I honestly grow insecure as I get older Cause even when you hot there comes a day when you get colder Comes a day when you slower Time is takin its toll 45 on the back of the jersey upon yo soul Im scared of letting go I dont know what the future holds My nightmares are having nightmares Im quite scared of whats right and fair How I fare an eternity Will I hear well done when He turn to me Will I hear you care too much bout all of this stuff that really dont matter You chased the wind and you won it Got to the top of a two foot ladder Whats after I can capture all this mess my heart was after Will I end up empty handed when I stand before my master Did I master the mathematics of a passive disaster Adding my selfish ambition all the while subtracting what matters I dont know [Chorus Lecrae] Late nights I cant sleep Will I fall When I peek through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing at me And they watching, and they watching And Im wondering what they thinking, thinking bout At late nights I cant sleep Counting cash, counting sheep Through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing right at me And Im watching, and Im watching And Im wondering What they thinking, thinking bout it all [Verse 2] In high school we tried to act all tough I remember a couple times I couldnt back that up Like when I ran from them vatos Scuffin up my zapatos Scared of losing my hide I was so embarrassed inside If I could go back in time I would stand and say something like I aint never scared, never scared, never scared Im lyin Im scared of these thoughts in my head Im scared of possibly pushin people right over the ledge When I said I pledge allegiance to the struggle Then I turn around and buckle under stress and under pressure Bible on my dresser that could teach my pain a lesson But Id rather not address it Address is in depression Im scared if I confess it That you gon look at me like Im somethin less And Im such a mess [Break] Celui qui a peur dadmettre ses craintes Est celui qui ne pourra pas les surmonter On trouve la libert dans la confession Et la libert dans la reconnaissance [Verse 3] And it just so happens Im wrestling with my status Im tryna see me like He do, not focusing on this madness They count on me count me out On account of they fear and doubts Keep account of my wrongs Trying to keep me inside they house Some just keep me around Gotta wonder what thats about Yea, they wanna be politically correct I suppose But Im comfortable in my skin while they just pretend in they clothes Im scared of falling and failing in front of all of my foes And I feel some friends are unfaithful So I keep my small circle closed I dont want no handouts or favors No functional saviors Imma tell that truth till it kill me And Im chillin with my Creator Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus to all of my haters For the ones that think I forgot Him And the ones who wont let me say it I aint scared no mo [Chorus Lecrae] Late nights I cant sleep Will I fall When I peek through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing at me And they watching, and they watching And Im wondering what they thinking, thinking bout At late nights I cant sleep Counting cash, counting sheep Through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing right at me And Im watching, and Im watching And Im wondering What they thinking, thinking bout it all [Bridge Natalie Lauren] Everybody always They gon have something to say Whether you like it or not Everybody always They gone have something to say Baby, dont take it to heart Something to say [Outro]
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