Here I drown as seasons change Tried to cope with anxiety I cant see what is slowly killing me The force of evil penetrates my dreams Now I turn into insanity The fire is alive and burns inside of me Hope dead and buried of a life with any sleep A mindcontrolled disease will be my legacy Violent raging thoughts save me from this endless war Violent misplaced trust, stop me from misguided lust Tear apart rationality To find the key that lifts me off my knees consequence that Im fighting my beliefs To understand this mind kills stability I have not seen through this war Ive reached up to the sky but crashed and almost died The journeys almost over I can see it in my eyes Ten thousand needles piercing at my skin This sickness over time has shattered my last fuse Rage and brutality beckons my next move Before I am dormant I will take you1 into my next world. Bastard! And sleep will no longer be my downfall. Anymore! As I watch this brain decay As I run through obscured rain Into darkness I feel the shame And it crushes me again And the reaper has seen my face Seen it wither and waste away Time forgotten, these endless days This fading mind a cold embrace
seen, you1, mindcontrolled, almost, violent