Late nights talking to myself again Spend a couple months I think Id probably need some help But most of yall aint really helping shit Yeah, Ive been minding my business And Ive been lonely as fuck Cause yall aint focus half as much As when Im toasted and such Searching frantic for the spliff I think Im sobering up Shit, and lately, Ive been causing damage when I speak Situations getting sticky like I came without the grease And Im just living how they raised me Im on my hands and knees Like Im scraping chalk on the pavement My mother, she wasnt shit Cause she was killing herself as a sub for loving her kids Now Im the one who has to suffer for this? Man Ive been stuck in this shit Im not the one to trust somebody when I meet them Never cuffing rather fuck them, then i leave them Shit, Ive learned my lesson twice I mixed tobacco with some reaper And my body got advice but it aint awful and I need it Ive been stubborn headed ever since I was a youngn Theres trouble where Im headed Ever since I was a youngn And I remember days when I was just a youngn When I make it where Im headed No you wont be saying nothing When its feeling like this order might be missing Shit, it aint no time for nostalgia Man, I got shit to do When its sunny, know I know Ive got the blinds all shut Im just trying to keep my mind off stuff Yesterday be feeling like a week ago I got issues Ive been dealing with I need a smoke And I remember thinking shit was plain and simple But now Im feeling like some bacon off the Griddle fried, raise your middle Fingers high, now tell them all That I dont give a fuck You dip your toes in the shallow While I was raking them up Bottom feeder, trying to eat Think Ive been patient enough So make your exit before I make you a punk Cause Ive been solo for a minute Think I know what Im doing My mother struggled with addiction Saw my father abuse her But Im not taking any shots Thats just the way that it went [?] Or at least I make an attempt Cause Im paying my rent 7316 is the spot While you can smell the trouble brewing Ive been mixing the pot Running from my demons Im quickest when Im ditching the cops Man Ive been stressing just to get what Ive got Ive been stubborn headed ever since I was a youngn Theres trouble where Im headed Ever since I was a youngn And I remember days when I was just a youngn When I make it where Im headed No you wont be saying nothing When the summer comes around I think Im over it If theres one thing that I know Its I aint been knowing shit So when its sunny know you know I got the blinds all shut And Im just trying to keep my mind off stuff Lately no shit with budget But opportunity cost Thats more than most of yall can say Im feeling stupid and lost And shit my confidence low I think I could use some applause And Im just trying to save some room for my thoughts so now I suppose comes the inherent fucking grilling about how I feel about all this? is that why youre here? I dont know what to say really I want to prove something. I want to prove how much youre [?]
youngn, headed, shit, stubborn, trouble