[Intro] I know its your first I will try to be gentle My love.... [Verse 1] I loved the Idea of being in love because Im a hopeless romantic Tried to make every detail work out I became pedantic I guess it was my fault for ever tiring to plan it But that was no excuses for every time I was left in panic Flirting with some girls of Facebook hoping to make this shit work Cause every night I was left alone was driving me berserk Always was a gentleman, see Platinum Disc is antijerk Showing you some of my songs, knowing that we were no thirsty merc You see I was blinded by lust But somehow confused that with trust I need some space to clear my head man, dam it I must After the public humiliation I was thrown out of infatuation I was left in devastation When realised my irritation Cause at that point I didnt care that my teacher wanted to fail me Cause all this shit started with a bitch named Haylee Nah man she pushed my buttons and just played me Made me feel so sick of checking my Facebook on the daily Telling the world that she wanted to go out on a date But said it was joke and my esteem started to deflate You didnt get that I was hurting till you got told off by my mate Toyed with my emotions and so I developed a strong hate So every time I see her face, I just want to stay away The one persons name that I feel comfortable to say So fuck you Haylee fucked me up in a different way But I guess I didnt think that anyone else could make me feel so gray But I was wrong, story for another day I felt betrayed by the same friend that helped me make her pay Made out with the chick I really liked and I found out the hard way Ill be honest I felt like I was stabbed in the heart like I was Lazy J I had no right in how I overreacted I just knew that to her I was greatly attracted It made things hard between us our friendship was impacted But you were my mate and she had us both distracted But are we mates? Are we really though? It took us months to get back into a similar flow And if shit ever got bad was I ready to go? I fucked up, I just thought Id let you know The things I would do to get girls to like me is so disgusting Pretending to be someone else, my personality always adjusting Like singing One Direction to make myself more interesting I cant stop fucking up cause I cant stop lusting Did I do something wrong? Or is it because Im a nice guy Im avoided in a romantic way and I have no Idea why So much time and effort, makes me wonder if I should even try It took me so much time and effort to stop being shy No, I think I might give up on women and just quit Meaning it would be for me when I try to get fit Meaning I dont need to impress any girls with my own wit Meaning no more time am I ever gonna give a shit But should I though? I dont want to die alone But I dont want to be by myself when I face the unknown This is crazy, heres my number so pick up the phone Who am I kidding Im unlovable and my heart is turning to stone Man what the fuck happened? I was just fine I was happy to write a rhythm of a different kind But I need to talk about this I cant just leave it on my mind It was fucking with me for a really long time Longshot
haylee, mate, meaning, romantic, antijerk