[Intro cottie P.] And the people say... And the people say... [Verse cottie P.] I wonder if God actually hate me Or if this money will ever save me Its kinda crazy, but lately I been thinkin That maybe it be so different if my girl kept that baby I wonder if rapping will make me famous I wonder if Ill find a way to say this I wonder if I go to a place with a different language Will they know what my name is, and praise it I dont know I wonder if people will remember my last breath I wonder if theres a place to go after death I wonder if when I die, will I meet Jimi Hendrix I wonder if when I cry, do God actually listen I wonder if people know I almost didnt go to prom Cause Im scared of commitment I aint to UConn cause Im scared of commitment Wonder if Kevin and Earl hate the idea of my triplets Even though we kicked it since we was younger I wonder if my mother would cry, if she found out how Im living I spent my whole damn life trynna triple my digits Just so I could buy some time to find out what Im missin I wonder if the thugs still say whats up to me I wonder if my little brother still look up to me I wonder if my sisters friends stopped lovin me Callin me and textin me bout nights up at the Double Tree I wonder if happiness is just a myth or Ignorance is bliss or If Ill find out what Im here for If my ex still got them pictures But I aint really worried about her, thats just the liquor I wonder if theres any truth behind an old soul Oh no, Kevin said I shouldve brought that Rose Gold I wont stop until the game up in a chokehold How many shots you had? I stopped countin after ocho I wonder if my Mama know that I lie to her Because I would die for her Kiana my sister, and you know that I would ride for her Confide in her, late nights I would cry to her So if you touch me, you dont want to see that side of her I wonder if the hoes still jealous of me I wonder if theres something my friends aint telling to me This my story and you know I aint selling for free But if nobody buying then you know Im just selling to fiends Sadly, lying every single day to keep my parents happy Wonder if my white friends is calling me Blacky Say my hair is nappy I wonder if Jamie know it was me who robbed her daddy He was sitting at the red light in his caddy Then we pulled up in a cabby Took everything he had, and put it up in a bag I did it without a mask, they sayin that this a fad This a lifestyle God taking everybody when its nice out Aint no tellin what she do with the lights out Taking all these drugs to find out what the hype bout Man, I wonder what it feel like to die right now Ooo, this is life now Ooh, this is life now I guess this life now Life now, Lights out [Bridge cottie P. and Imani D.] If rain drops fall on to my window I hope it dont wake me x2 If rain drops fall on to my window I hope it dont wake me I hope it dont break me [Intro x2]
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