When Im feeling so low, I deal with it solo Carefree living from a distance, but the roads closed Apparently too vocal Spare it if its social World Jay Garrick, living careless, but Im stuck in slow mo Normalcys a no go, normally I show no Sight of livin in fight or flight But tonight Im snappin photos Thats for show though, I need show dough More promo, tryna be that team logo rocked by Tony Romo Shes bringing out the worst, but shit, I might let her Start every verse tryna explain life better Lately Ive been learning to say no better In fair weather, feelin like I should know better Tryna hold it together, pull at my strings Prayin for the fame that the darkness brings I know you give a fuck, cuz I just proved it John Daniel, if you wanna know whos the new shit [Hook] Every pull of the bottle, another drowned victim If only you could see, the crowd he brought with him Play this side of the wall, I gotta take this call Loyal to my mind, for that Ill take the fall [Verse 2] Yeah, Phil, the air is real intrusive Every guy walks away from that bitch feelin stupid I used to walk the halls, being someone that Im not at all Never taking calls, its better if theyre uninvolved End up missing tryna acquire thick skin Dismiss it, admire that theyre listenin Beneath the surface, nerves released and workin Im still me, just not the preferred version They say Im chill, I find it hard to believe But I dont know whos been deceived Its either them or me Countin every time I breathe, I never felt free I gave hell free to those that ever helped me Somedays I need time, some theres not enough I give you my all, never mind a fuck Somedays I need space, some theres too much Leave it in the dust, I need a new crutch [Hook] Every pull of the bottle, another drowned victim If only you could see, the crowd he brought with him Play this side of the wall, I gotta take this call Loyal to my mind, for that Ill take the fall
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