[Verse 1 Gillio] You dont know what its like To walk my shoes everyday Being forced to deal With all the shit that they say Cause theyre always making fun of me Always pushing me down Acting like fucking kings But I dont see no crown And they find it so good So entertaining Its like Im their favourite target and Theyre always aiming And theres no reason for it No possible explaining Its like they like destroying me With all the shit theyre saying But what if I told you That Im tired of it Tired of everyone treating me like Im their subject And what if I told you That I wont back down That Ill stand up to anyone Who will wear that crown What if I told you That I aint giving up till I die Im dreaming But I aint putting up With the shit they pull My rage limit is full Aint sucking up again I gotta follow my soul [Hook Gillio] And when Im gone Youll just move on While Im in the studio rapping till the break of dawn Following the beat Spilling my thoughts away Ill do it everyday While you just stay the same [Verse 2 Gillio] And its just everyday Man Im so tired of it I dont know how much longer I can deal with all of it Maybe it wont take that long till Im outta this place But it seems so far away Man at least at this pace Wake up everyday Knowing that its the same Not even sure if its myself Or them that I should blame But I dont even care Its just so much pain I just cant deal with it I just need to get away But maybe one day Ill look back at all of this and say Man it was worth dealing with that shit But its kinda hard Believing with no hope Not even sure if this will keep me from Going broke But I need to take a chance Try to climb this ladder Even if every step breaks Ill climb it better And if I walk past it Actually reach the top You can be sure that theres Nothing thatll ever make me pop [Hook Gillio] And when Im gone Youll just move on While Im in the studio rapping till the break of dawn Following the beat Spilling my thoughts away Ill do it everyday While you just stay the same [Verse 3 Gillio] And now Im up here Up in the atmosphere The dark clouds are gone and I can see clear Ill never forget Who walked up with me And all those who said Fames something Id never see Everyday I pray For that one true day Where Ill get the payback of those Who mock me today And maybe then Ill say With my true honesty That Im now watching What they said Id never see And Im seeing it up close Not from the far like you Bet you regret it now Wish you could be here too I would have brought you with me But you just had to do it I didnt need your support or Your help through it I just needed peace and quiet to work You did the opposite and drove me beserk me beserk Well that actually helped Got the rage out of myself Now its on the mic And Im at the top of the shelf And I wont back down This time Im up for good Go and mock me again Really, I think you should Give me the fuel I need To feed this fire Every time you insult me Man I just get a step higher step higher Higher to rap higher to rap Higher to spit higher to spit My swords the pen so I dont need No guns to hit no guns to hit But man dont think that I Wont raise my fists to you II aint joking man Im just speaking the truth Im just speaking the truth And now Im back You can say its wack Wont give a fuck My lifes hip hop and rap And in a couple years Youll hear this track again See me on tv and think How stupid you were back then And theres one more thing That I need to say And if you need to say it say it to my face not when Im away Dont make stupid jokes, face it like a man Lets take it outside so you can understand fully [Outro Gillio] And when Im gone Just move on You hear the sound of my voice and Just carry on
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