[verse] This is my autumn, this is my introduction to winter This is my holiday juggle of morals to face paint a sinner This is my battle of beautiful struggles, and card up the sleeve I love yous An earthquakejengaheadfuck, making cuddling so fucking uncomfortable This is a missed breath from a misled kiss meant to fake emotions belong My insecurity button that helps me pretend nothings wrong Hiding paintings reflections, hidings affections to fight them in And convince you to plant the seed of a flower that wouldnt grow in my environment I just wanted to feel normal, important, warm I wanted to feel cozy when it rained instead of depressed by a storm Wanted a hand to hold when my heart skips, maybe worth one tear in your eye I just wanted one person to love me so I wouldnt be so afraid to die So when I sleep I rest, not a psyche to fuck But a comfort to kill anxiety so I can swallow without it getting stuck I just wanted to breathe so I pretended to be Another reason youll never learn to trust, or forgive me [hook] Breathe, just remember to breathe... I just wanted to breathe, you ever forget to breathe? I forget to breathe, I forget to breathe, I forget to... [verse] This is the insecurity I choose to live in This is the compulsive life I choose to obsess over whether forgiven My anxiety forces lying sprees to cover up who I am Cause I dont lie to others, just myself, I dont feel like a real man I got youth problems, Im stubborn, I try to fit in other peoples molds To the point I cant be myself and every love Ive felt feels old Its hard cause everyones numb they built walls up to put their back on them They suck virginity to pledge youth, I got hair on my face I dont know how it happened But I loved you, all of you, everyone I touched I fall for nothing, left with nothing just to believe in your trust I loved you, I loved you, I loved a stranger and a player A forgetful fuck pecking at danger, at danger at... You will never be it, you will, no, no, no... I will not be another you can kill it, so kill it and let go You wanna kick me while Im down, stand on my back and be proud Well whos the monster now, bitch? Whos the monster now? [hook] Breathe, just remember to breathe.. I just want to breathe, I just wanted to breath..You ever forget to breath? I forget to breathe, I forget to breathe, I forget to breathe, I forgot to... ...Breathe I forget to breathe, I forgot to breathe [verse] No more, no more, no more, no more Every breath is worthless, it means nothing anymore Chop me down, go ahead I see right through I wasted tears, I wasted innocence on you I remember, I remember, I remember yesterday I remember, I remember, I remember you would say Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me its too late Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me its too late for butterflies, they flew away when you trapped them with a kiss Why would you pluck the thorns from beauty and leave nothing to protect with This is ridiculous, its disgust or mistrust, maybe cupid missed us Or the arrow hit you so sharply the pain makes you pissed off You can break for your fake piece, an artificial whole You cant erase the bruises on your neck from them ten foot poles This is my autumn, my life, my turn, my space we... Butter me up for love, black black black heart baby [hook] Breathe, just remember to breathe I just want to breathe I forget to breathe, I forgot to breathe I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe I forgot to ... Breathe I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe [verse] Whos the monster now, whos the monster now? Whos the monster now, whos the monster now? Whos the monster now, whos the monster now? Whos the monster now, whos the monster now? You cant touch me, I could care less about your love I grew on strength all cause you couldnt fathom, strictly you picked on what I was And built up, phony fake voice tone and all crazy Forgive me, forgive me black heart baby Dont please me, youre seethrough Ill break free, Ill break you No more mocking and blocking mental pictures, pretending youre innocent No more trusting stupid fucks, my arms are closed, youre never forgiven [hook] Breathe, I forgot to breathe, I just want to breathe I forget to breathe, who the fuck forgets to breathe? I forgot to breathe, you made me forget to breathe Made me forget to breathe, made me forget to breathe How do you forget to breathe? I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe You made me forget to breathe, I forgot to breathe I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe I forgot to... breathe, I forgot to... breathe I forgot to breathe...
breathe, forgot, forget, monster, forgive