Trying to understand why [Verse 1] You know lately Ive been trying to get it Where Im going. Why Im heading that way Why I keep the most high embedded inside the rhymes. So whats my religion? Just across the booth is them islams, and fuckthesystems My exgirl wonder why I left her I wondered why I depended on her. Had to ask if Id be better on my own. And thats getting to be a lot of questions But Id me alright even if this is goodbye forever You go from talking what kind of wedding to saying who moves out, and who gets what Its messed up And Ill admit I felt lost, even cried a bit Thinking bout the plans we made. Even retirement I need a psychologist. Maybe psychiatrist Somebody to prescribe some shit. I cant describe this I need a psychic. Nah, I need a scientist Tell me whats happening in my heart Look inside of it [Hook] You go uh, ah ah, uh ah So sincere... You go uh, ah ah, uh ah That I believe you loved me... Yes I do. You know I do Cant understand why [Verse 2] See, I thought I had it figured out The early bird get the worm The rich man get the model chick and ?? her out The love the rapper with the big ego, bigger mouth What is it about? You got the answer give the kid a shout Im trying to navigate the mazing you do But its a stone cold world. Got me dazed and confused Hard to balance doing me and tryina play by the rules Never waited for my turn when I was making my move Gave very little of my knowledge staying in school So yes Im a drop out, quitter, and a copout I talk educated though. Collar still pop out Sweater still clever looking. Doing what they said I couldnt And thats the stuff dreams are made of This is soulfood for thought. Something you need to play ?? Feedback? Yeah Ill take it all. Hate. Love But no indifference, and please no fake love [Hook] [Verse 3] Pops said be a lawyer. Moms said be a doctor So you go to school for a while to keep em off ya At least I did, but no degree, no diploma Tryina make it through the world shit you gotta be a boxer Stay up on your toes. Dont let these people stop you They hit below the belt. Now, that aint even proper Ill make something of myself before I need a walker Your girl used to diss me, now she fin to be a stalker Its funny how the tables turn, but never think youre better than no one Shit, we all the same. We all made of sperm I see this money like its made to burn. Mistakes like they meant to be made You live and every day you learn I got questions. Wonder if God can answer them Why I get that cancer, man? Why you take my grandma? Damn My memories caught her face like a camera lens And I know Ill see her again when I get there [Outro] Keep on trying So sincere I want to go with my heart That I believe you loved me Keep on trying Keep on trying
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