Theres no greater freedom than the one of eliminating ourselves It instills into us a swelled force that makes us Dominates the burden of life And humiliates religions that see in it the absolute disobedience This freedom is our only gate to the real salvation The idea of killing ourselves is one of the most comforting Act that God himself is unable to fulfill It makes us triumph over the cosmic carrion That can take anything but our own death The worthlessness of life and its infinity of vacuity Have been revealed in the course of my existence Through reflections, meditations, and disillusions Having forged my black heart now painfully beating But awakened far too late, my instincts established and guides From the innocence of childhood to the wounds of youth Stunned by the findings of my reflections I have postponed the time of my own annihilation I cant remember having loved life one day But my hate towards the existence has grown stronger Now that Ive perceived the divine beyond death And my self destruction has begun As the only arbiter of my existence I have honorably chosen the day of my demise Like the ancient wise men Ill take my life Rather than accepting the agony of the natural laws
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