[Intro] Ive been going through a lot of decisions in life They are usually hard for me because I am pretty hesitant And I am under so much stress when I know I gotta finally decide Before it will be too late [Verse 1] Dont know which one is right What if Ill pick wrong, question torturing my mind I cannot accept, I cannot deny Cannot do nothing when I know I aint have much time Its hard to describe what I feel inside When I gotta choose to lose something from one kind To earn something from another, sacrifice what is mine And its always haunting me and I dont know how to decide Being persecuted by thinking bout possible loss Aint no more undisputed when not knowing the possible cost Always saying pick whatever but when I be standing on crossroads I be thinking forever, thats what I be hating the most How does it even create and is it my fate and why am I so damn obssessed? Tormenting thoughts circulating and my mind is fading because of being always stressed And it is not even Satan, its all what Ive made and Im shocked that Ive done all this mess And I must take over my mind or else someday I will put myself into eternal rest [Chorus] Never could do it straight Never could decide, could only complicate But at least I know I gotta get out from that state Before it will be too late On the track I can accelerate But does it even matter when my mind suffocates? Its time to cut the noose and vanquish my selfhate Before it will be too late [Verse 2] Cannot strictly prove Where I want to move I really disapprove All my doubts but I know I cant remove What I will do and that makes it tough For me to choose, think bout it even rough I was never good in this selection stuff And...damn, I really have enough Im sick of being forced to hurry in every case Why I have to do this? I dont wanna be in that chase Because nobody gonna win this whole race When the darkness will start to embrace You can say I dont look like I need that much space Do you think youve ever seen the real me looking at my face? Again I am thinking that Im close to suffer from disgrace And I think I really gotta for some time leave this place Who wanna replace me? [Chorus] Never could do it straight Never could decide, could only complicate But at least I know I gotta get out from that state Before it will be too late On the track I can accelerate But does it even matter when my mind suffocates? Its time to cut the noose and vanquish my selfhate Before it will be too late [Verse 3] Thinking a while about being a rapper and why would I wanna be back on the track Thinking a while about being a chopper and why would I wanna just deck and then wreck All the beats that I found awesome, Im throwing these syllables in a split second attack Spit em all outta my mouth and I bring it to you by my flow like a MAC and I check Checking the microphone through this whole album making my mind bit close to break or to crack When I be writing these songs and I always wanna do my best and just wreck, not be whack I love to do weird things with the words so if you will see me hijack and then drag Sentences from my brain vocabulary then you will know that I will hack em and stack When I be keeping up that verbal stream and when Im preparing the next to arrive I will tell you all Im chasing my dream but as always there must be people who strive To bring me down saying there wont be cream from this, that I rap too fast I cut that strife And I keep going to reach that lightbeam to get out from darkness where I used to dive Not letting humiliate me by no one but myself, tell me why Ive Been thinking about things not uptodate and why even then I am fully alive Must decide before it will be too late to save for me much more time of my life At least I have passion for music, cause it lets me survive [Chorus x2] Never could do it straight Never could decide, could only complicate But at least I know I gotta get out from that state Before it will be too late On the track I can accelerate But does it even matter when my mind suffocates? Its time to cut the noose and vanquish my selfhate Before it will be too late
decide, late, suffocates, selfhate, vanquish