I die to kill days of slaughter giving my life for the nation and his imperial majesty with rising sun the empire will come our kingdom could have been real Elysium to vanquish the enemy Oh ... look back your way to ruins and sorrows when silence will scream Porcelain eyed soldiers are marching on the street mobs of leaden beast are trampling down tranquility flocks of black flies are buzzing beyond the sky sound of hate, airraid sirens groan children are running around trying to escape when the flashing pale light dazed me I perceive, this is the holocaust Floating down, through the cloud my consciousness is fading away the edge of death I may have touched Im walking in a meadow of death peaceful, crisp winds pass through my hair I remember the feeling in my hands the feeling of mother your voiceless scream I cannot hear please, please let me hear the truth How many children have you killed, honey? I survive to die live to suffer oh, my immortal existence why cant you help me ? Mental disorder distorted laughter wasted years to ruins of oblivion grinning inside my brain No place to stay with me, peace has gone Dreamland was far illusion is fear the end is near in my dream still I can see her form dressed in black dew glistened in her eyes has changed to blood blasphemy ever done tortures me in my end redeem me from my sin release me from this hell I can feel death is creeping the darkness Im walking slowly to my mental vortex spinning round and round the punishment for my sin Im longing, longing to sleep forever ...
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