I dealt with death in my family, I thought my heart would never heal When I was young, I never understood the pressure paying bills I was lost and I was confused when my daddy disappeared If I had to raise my kids by myself, I wonder how that would feel I could they lay my Auntie off after 27 years She got four kids and a grandbaby she try to take care My lil niece 13, got her on birth control pills There are some mornings I wake up feel like a slave in the fields Started feeling like Pac cause I done shed so many tears This pressure on me still, I hold my head in the air I refuse to let it break me cause the world dont give a damn You wont ever hear me complain even though it aint fair Your mistakes in this world is another persons smile I may fall and I maybut I will never lay down Dig deep in my soul and pick my soul up off the ground Fore I let myself sink Imma turn it all around [Chorus] I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I cant look back, too many problems in my past I cant stand still cause my life aint beaten path I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I often ask the question why is God punishing me He try to make me strong but thats all that, it cant be I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I was born in the hood, I was born to be a fighter Wont care about being perfect, cause it wont make you wiser Some things I could control, some things werent my fault Aint ever had regrets, even after I took the loss I never fear a human, my only fear is God cause I dont know when he coming, and thats a scary thought Or know my future whole, or when my last supper But one thing that I do know, when I die, Imma die hustler [Chorus]
pushing, ta, keep, maybut, grandbaby