Cold has come to fill my heart To numb my head and bones Paralysed and torn apart Thick and heavy feelings flow Through my body turned to stone Stiffened mind thoughts running slow Dead mans image I can see Had been killed so silently Always been first to admit But the very last to know Didnt even know a bit Couldnt see the foe How could I have been so blind? Says the man stabbed from behind Every lie I had believed Everything you misconceived Every sign I didnt see The mirror showing me And what a long lying What a wrong trying And I knew I had to go Like it was the only thing to know And I know it was the only way Not a single word left to say So without a word I turned my back away Silently I shut the door To end the conflict stop the war All that was it will be nothing There is nothing left to say Not a word not a single word to say All that could have been it wont be Here comes the final day Nothings like it was before Just no connection anymore And what a long dying Such a wrong crying And I knew I had to grow Had to never let a weakness show Had to push the memory far away Had to try to find myself a better way Every tear I didnt hide A tiny little suicide Every second by your side A minute more of giving up my pride Cold has filled my heart again And turned my blood to stone No sun so warm to warm you when Youre naked and alone Pictures in my head again That never will be shown Ill return a stronger man Stronger than the one youve known All that was it will be nothing There is nothing left to say Not a word not a single word to say Nothing there is nothing Not a word no alert You might change the way you dress Change the color of your hair Youll always change your mind I guess Just like the clothes you wear So if we ever meet again A different time a different place Dont forget Ill know by then You will never change your ways Nothing will be nothing Not a word not a hurt You might have to wear a coat Weighing on you heavily You might have to share the load The load you put on me There aint no way now to disclaim Youll always be the one to blame So make a profit on the loss Be a party take your share Nail your conscience to the cross To the cross you let me bear Nothing will be nothing Not a word to be heard By the way I honestly Thank you so much for teaching me Ive learned a lot you made me see You are what I dont want to be
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