[Hook] This time, I feel lost In a world so cold and so lonely This time, I feel broke And if I left no one would even know me X2 [Verse 1] Would you? You wouldnt, I dont even know me Who Am I? God I keep wishing if only Could I work it out then maybe, hopefully I wouldnt feel so broken, maybe its hopeless Noones even noticed, Ive got the diagnosis It seems I cant focus, minds always in motion This isnt me joking, Im trying to be open Theres always this notion that I hate being social It often just depends on the moment at hand Ya dont understand my lifes far from grand Just cause Ive been to the states several times Doesnt mean that my life is lead without a tear In the past 3 years, its been quite severe Its not a healthy life when you need to escape, constantly So dont be green, cause I have no mates In the same country... its drove me insane [Hook] This time, I feel lost In a world so cold and so lonely This time, I feel broke And if I left no one would even know me X2 [Verse 2] Lost and secluded I feel like a fool its Getting the best of me I feel like Im useless But I try to use it, as a fuel to, my fire My entire mind and thoughts are confusing My train of thoughts wandering, its never been stopping Its all so loud my heads constantly throbbing The irony is that I suffer in silence its likely Part of my depression stems from my shyness This engine is ending, getting closer to heaven its Like a virus, Im trying, I cant triumph Anxiety is quite and Im a prisoner to my mind its Solitary confinement, I cant keep from crying Im sick with depression and Im sick of pretending I think Robin knew his ending then chose to end it Im really upset that he lost to depression Theres no use in dwelling lets live in the present [Hook] This time, I feel lost In a world so cold and so lonely This time, I feel broke And if I left no one would even know me X2 [Verse 3] I feel like a loser, like some kinda mutant Anxiety is for those that live in the future And depression affects those stuck in the past its Not youre problem Im trying my hardest Im here, Im there, Im everywhere man I cant control my feelings, its my burden damn! I know that Im broken you dont have to fix me I cant do this to you it wont change too quickly I need some help but its hard to admit And I cant pile my shit on top of yours this Isnt fair to you, Ive always found it hard To let people in, Im holding up this guard I know that you love me but please dont judge me Cause Ive felt so alone, my lifes been ugly This isnt something I can keep tryna hide I cant help the lying, fuck it Im not fine!! [Hook] Ft. LilRamsic This time, I feel lost In a world so cold and so lonely This time, I feel broke And if I left no one would even know me X2
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