Feeling BiPolar My minds colder than solar systems Feeling so imprisoned like a freezer Ive been frozen in Always find a good girl Get bored and turn to hoes again Sluts are into older men, its so hard to say no to them Holding in emotions that people would never know Drowning in this dark depression I wish I could rent a boat I wish I could let it go, its like hell is my second home Rarely smiled in my life, still people get jealous woah People ask what motivates me, and I think theyd hate me If they knew I took pills for depression and motivation But fuck it I gotta live, and my dark thoughts haunt me And anything to get me through the day like drinking coffee These rappers forgot their content, they act like its a contest To go and grab the mic and just recite a bunch of nonsense All my interest been lost, right when swag became a topic And rap became an object just to better peoples pockets But music is taking over my mind, body, and soul Alone on this lonely road, thats why I was always stoned To run away from my thoughts, Im praying to every god That the devil dont take me and put me in any harm Im on a road with a dead end, cant even trust my best friends Or the girl Ive been seeing I come home to and have sex with Im going fucking crazy within the house that I rest in But still theres a percentage thats telling me that Im blessed But still Ive been losing hope, cause they dont know what I go through Or how fucking close that I came to tying a rope noose If god gave you happiness just be glad that he chose you Cause I still aint found mine and Im searching like Sudoku Life stories and pro tools, people think fame is so cool Im hesitant to blow cause when you do they miss the old you I see the future and I feel success is right here It started with a dream but it becomes a nightmare For Real Everywhere we go Nobody knows Where time will take us And even though Were lost in time We keep on moving so we dont get left behind Lost in time
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