[Verse 1] Im at my homeboys funeral, Im staring in his casket His eyes are closed he lays motionless His mothers face flooded with tears I kiss her on her forehead, as they confirm her worst fears I saw him changing since the seventh grade We were both good students with bright futures ahead He was a smart dude who didnt know what to do Cuz where we from being smart aint cool, sad but true I noticed his grades slipped, cuz he stopped trying Noticed he started stealing, Noticed he started lying Noticed he started thuggin Noticed he was changing But I didnt say nothing, cuz I didnt wanna sound lame And Im hating myself As I stare at his dead face Feel like if I said something he wouldnt be dead I watch him fall off right before my eyes And now I cant forgive myself, hard as I try [Hook Ambush and Alexis Jones] I check my watch every hour As time winds down before I leave Im looking at decisions that Im making And asking who do I aim to please I dont know, I dont know, I dont know Is it you is it them is it me? What is it to gain the world, but loose the ones you love? [Verse 2 Dee 1] Boy meets girl, boy likes girl, girl likes boy They become a couple Girl tells boy that she is a virgin Heavy into church, spiritual immersion Boy digs that, Boy understands But boy knows afterness is hard for a man Who already aint pure, but boy loves girl They pledge to abstain, numb to the world The was on the same page but day after day Waiting became hard thats when girl prayed That when she was weak, she would be strong And when he was weak, she would be strong They still tried to wait but that didnt last long It felt so right but she felt so wrong Eventually we broke up, Im sorry I took that from you Its been killing me, so its time I spoke up [Hook Ambush and Alexis Jones]
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