wandering through the refuge of my dreams nightmarish blessings to speak decay in shrouds and fragments this place steams in the mist of butchered mind I became nothingness I became abyss of expression embracing the poison as hunger that keeps me awake crushing eleos and pride through reign of contradiction clasping the dusty ruins reclaiming the throne of bones commanding a legion composed of tainted words and symbols erupting abyssal volcanism raising the omega of mind reasons to justify the fall seems eternal crumbling in rays of light blinding the clearest sight Chaque matin, quand le soleil se lve pour les autres, en rpandant la joie et la chaleur dans toute la nature, tandis quaucun de mes traits ne bouge, en regardant fixement lespace plein de tnbres, accroupi vers le fond de ma caverne aime, dans un dsespoir qui menivre comme le vin, je meurtris de mes puissantes mains ma poitrine en lambeaux. Objet de mes vux, je nappartenais plus lhumanit. Et je ne demanderais pas mieux que de ne pas puiser mon esprit rflchir continuellement. Rappelletoile bien nous sommes sur ce vaisseau dmt pour souffrir. embracing the poison as hunger that keeps me awake embracing the poison as hunger that keeps me addicted for I consciously perish in the bright shining embers of the golden sun one poisoned well to bail from, may be more effective than countless jars of venomous liquid why would I destroy myself on purpose, while speaking insensate curses against all that breathes and crying oceans of acid? for what I still fear the most is myself for lust burns deeper still than heartache until the poison devours me until the poison devours me until the poison devours you until the poison devours us
de, poison, devours, me, je