Staring at the ceiling sorting out my thoughts Weighing every word I want to say Darkness fills the room, its closing in on us The words all come out wrong again, I let you down If I could just trust more Id dare to speak the truth Wish I could give one hundred percent Its sad and unfair, you too are suffering When Im the guilty you are the innocent For way too long Ive been merely a shadow of my true self Im in despair Im beyond repair A shadow hanging over me it clouds my mind Preventing any sane thoughts to occur A silhouette is cast on your side of the bed Reminding me of what I have become For way too long Ive been merely a shadow of my true self Im in despair Im beyond repair
merely, repair, shadow, despair, self