Verse 1 B Dynasty Alright this is it lemme get this in I cant find my pen I dont know where Im going Im traveling down this tunnel and I dont know at him here for Turn the corner and I see it there every single insecurity about me I dont have enough faith and I dont feel like I Could be changing lives And I dont know why but every time I hear a voice in the background yelling out [Stop it what are you doing right now they dont like you how do you think that youre better] Quiet right now who are you? Stop I dont like it I wanna be left alone theres not enough room in my head for you There cant be two of you Its just me no double personalities Who are you anyway? [Well Im you of course, of course you see it dont try to forget it] I dont know what youre talking about [Go ahead deny the truth we do it all the time me and you never do we have to prove ourselves to anyone I mean why would we need to theres no proof anywhere that what are is trouble] Bridge B Dynasty What is thisIm in? I dont know Is this real? x2 Verse 2 B Dynasty Let me breathe listen up please I have something I need to say My nightmares follow me everyday Curse my eyes those guys they never satisfied I take a look at a girl and I start to lust [You cant blame me I mean look at her, dang] There I go again I probably lust more than I write [You know thats right, whats wrong with it? Its not a problem shes just there in front of me why not look and think and fantasize some things] Get out my head I wont stop fighting until Im dead This reality of me cant be real someone please wake me up Cuz I cant keep going I dont have no strength No matter how much I bench press Im still pressed with this pressing matter of lusting after women It gets so bad I think about em when I close my eyes Hold up lemme count to three maybe this aint real life Bridge Verse 3 B Dynasty Im running, running, running quickly But it seems I just tripped over something [Where you tryna go you cant escape everywhere you turn its me right there you cant shake this its no use, give up now] I must keep fighting you have no strength if Im dead Maybe thats what Ill do Ill kill myself its no use I cant win The fight is just too long and I still dont know who I am I feel Im wasting space and time Maybe its time to end my time Cuz my real life seems like a nightmare Im staring in the mirror Bridge Verse 4 B Dynasty Lord please help me here Stop calling out youll never find help you cant get out your own head But ima try until Im dead and your dead cuz my head cant take it And talking to you makes me crazy and I want my life back I cant relive these nightmares and guilt and going back to you [Why not, were so good together] But together what are we? We arent a thing [No, youre not a thing youre just a willless mold of dirt that always gets hurt, you wont succeed at anything so why do you keep trying] I dont wanna succeed I jus dont wanna lose myself Please God give me strength These voices of temptations are calling me I feel Im being attacked and walled in on all sides Lord give me real life Bridge
dynasty, nightmare, strength, dead, please