Head in the clouds as we lay down, static on the tv in the background Empty wine glass from the last round next to old pill bottles that we tracked down No sheets on stained mattress, keeping warm with our passion Most of you would see a basket case but to us we feel the attraction Make up smearing on my white tee, surviving with love and a pipe dream On our own and just 19 against the world and what life brings Had no family now, they were just tearing us down See our parents apparently pairing together when panicking now With a spliff in our mouth that we bought with the change we had picked from the couch Another month of rent due, landlord pissed threatening on kicking us out But we sharing the sickness, dont tell me this an addiction Im way too man to admit this, my pride and mind is afflicted As the light flickers, sit back drink spiked liquors Mix that with wine swishers pill crushed sniffed up get high quicker Never dine out, no, nowhere that wed rather go Both agoraphobic and we at atonement and in fact it attracts us both, so Leave us alone, just leave us alone, overdose on you, I just wanna overdose on love Withhold our aggression, share antidepressants Make out till the pill dissolves and our problems solved for a second Our love and affection, kept close by drugs and depression Only people we trust is ourselves we a team but we overprotected What we feel is love, no, what we feel is numb We dont feel at all, oblivious to what weve become While our pupils dilate, calling pizza shops we dial late 5 in the morning and wide awake, minutes later we snoring our mind erased Made a pact if we cant adapt without raising glass gotta change the path Saying that well start next week never happens then take it back Residue from this glass pipe, empty bottles on night stands Chain smoking on Newports, I dont think this the right plan But I plead, please, were living on our knees but we dont see this disease we inhale till we feel free While the ash will burn our jeans seems were past the point to leave so Ill hold you close and sleep
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