II cant believe you left me, and abandoned the plan Started all over, replaced me with another man I stood by you, whwhen it all turned to shit Now this is unforgivable and its time to call it quits This is it, you meant more to me, ththan the heavens and the stars Now I might spend forever behind seventeen bars These scars havent healed, time aint fixed a thing Nnow Im gonna handle mine, and tried to numb the sting And since we have kids I know right where you live Bbut Ill wait til theyre at school, before I decide to give Into temptation, so Im patiently waitin Sittin down in your basement, back and forth and Im pacin And now, its just you, me, and my hate I creep up the stairs determined to start our final date You seem irate to see me so I reach for the heater Started firin, finally Im even with the cheater Thththe alarm goes off, I stretch out and yawn I look out the window, smile, its a new dawn I put my shoes on and my same old threads When I get to school... IIm gonna turn heads Didnt get much sleep last night but thats alright Im about to be a trend setter and reach new heights Ive got one in my sight, but I aint tryin to fight To be honest, Im nervous, anxious, and uptight But no time for that, ccuz now Im walkin the halls Kids and teachers litter the school, its almost wall to wall I catch a glimpse of the victim, I make out the call After I yell out his name... my heart begins to fall He looks right in my eyes, to my surprise I walk right up to him, and my pulse begins to rise Hey, Ive been a bully and I need to apologize From under his coat he slit my throat, I met my demise IIve got nothin left, I smell like death Im a waste of breath, Im on my last step After this tragedy, Im never lookin back I need a place to rest my weary head instead of this shack II wouldnt call it that, its just some tarp strung together Itll never get better, I cant storm the weather Thought I was tougher than leather, someone so clever Lost it, an alcoholic... ccouldnt handle the pressure Now Im a spector, a ghost of who I used to be Im skin and bones, and dingy clothes And fuck you, Im hungry Eeverything I was died many years ago Ive got no tears to show, just anger, and fear that grows I walk around the block, and start my devious plot I want three hots and a cot, motherfucker ready or not I stepped up and approached the victim without caution Smashed his head in with a brick, cuz prisons a better option
ththan, ccouldnt, ii, eeverything, ccuz