[Verse 1] I have no idea whats going through my head Some one said That Lots of people will end up dead Walls will turn red Bodies in the shed Copies of the lead All these fucking meds Oxys and the meth I think i might be falling in a trance Look at all the blood falling in my hands The place is filled with all the evidence Left all the finger prints Left all murder weapons But no one will find me I wont even find me I dont know whats behind me Whats with all these people dying G All these picket signs see? Look at this blade its so shiny These thoughts are so grimy I think ive slipped in poison ivy But no one feels safe in my spot They hate what ive got No mistakes in my plot All i wanna do is control myself But theres no way i could get a hold of myself Better pick up the colt by the shelf Put it against my head feels cold on my scalp [Hook] I want to know the truth but a brother lied People want to explore me but i have a covered mind Am i going insane i see another sign Or maybe were just exploring the other side [Verse 2 AxE Rifle] Im only a good guy losing his mind Becoming a monster inside Hurting the people that I love the most no lie I gotta open my eyes, I gotta open them wide But most of the time Im an evil man in a disguise And the rest of the time Im just looking for a good vibe One thing I regret is going on the wrong ride Because now I know Im gonna die But when my evil takes over me dont hide Because Im actually a good guy with no pride Haha let me show some you evil Let me cut a throat and watch someone choke as if it was a funny joke Because Ill cut throats with a knife and a good slice Ill do it twice I told you that I wasnt very nice Killing every human including cats dogs and mice Ill rob a bank and kill all the civilians as if it was a heist I see why ISIS is killing kids guys wifes and taking lifes Maybe because they were heartless in the past Theyre fucked up because of their path They were influenced the wrong way Now their evil people killing everyone including gays This whole fucking planet isnt straight Maybe if people were a little decent then there wouldnt be evil because everyone would be happy Now this earth grew out to be so fucking crappy Dont complain about me because Im evil because you made me like this Maybe if you were nice and gave me a kiss I wouldnt be so fucking piss Instead u decide to punch me with a fist Your life is done so enjoy this diss Because [Hook] I want to know the truth but a brother lied People want to explore me but i have a covered mind Am i going insane i see another sign Or maybe were just exploring to the other side [Verse 3] Im going crazy i cant get a hold of this shit What Im facing gives me the creeps i feel cold whats this pit Doing on my lawn Screw it im done Im using this gun No refusing im gone Cause i dont know whats going on Ive lost sleep nothings shows that im calm Maybe a prayer will make it go away Before i become a slayer oh no way Thats not gonna be reality Therell be no casualties Its time to invalidate The thought of fatalities God please help me I feel empty Ive cried plenty Ive lied plenty This other side is hefty All this homocide has kept me From one thing i need One thing that i plead Please give me the strength Dont let me blow the tank Im going through this pain Not knowing if im sane I need to step into the sanctuary Cause this pain is scary Shut up and kill the bitch quit staring Wait what the fuck was that man i keep hearing Shit i never meant to say now look at me and him and start comparing [Hook] I want to know the truth but a brother lied People want to explore me but i have a covered mind Im going insane i see another sign Or maybe were just exploring the other side
evil, lied, maybe, exploring, going