[Verse 1] Im seating here staring at the wheel Eyes reder than the break lights Parked with the keys in the ignition But Im drunk so I cant drive, yeah You can tell by the speech there was something in the water Plus Im smoking on them Leaves same colour as the dress that I bought her [Hook] Im sorry, Shes Sorry Everybodys got some fucked up apologies Thank you mama, for tryna raise me Though I wish I wasnt alive somedays No Palm trees, no corn greens Just a young corn underneath this concrete Its your fault, We could have had it all So tonight Im gonn ball till I fall But uhm [Hook] Im not addicted to drugs Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah Im not a victim of love Everyones jus hatin, they jus hatin yeah, yeah You said Im missing something beautiful I jus wanna see the same things that you saw But uhm Im not addicted to drugs Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah [Verse 2] Im Puffing lye on a saturday night Thinkin Im losing my religion The next morning hung over At the sunday service qouting scriptures, yeah I know Im not afraid of dying But maybe Im afraid of living Cause life aint promised to us all But I know death is given [Hook] He is sorry, she is sorry Everybodys got some fucked up apologies Thank you mama, for tryna raise me Though I wish I wasnt alive most days No Palm trees, no corn greens Just a young corn buried in the concrete Its your fault, We could have had it all So tonight Im gonn ball till I fall But uhm [Hook] Im not addicted to drugs Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah Im not a victim of love Everyones jus hatin, they jus hatin yeah, yeah You said Im missing something beautiful I jus wanna see the same things that you saw But uhm Im not addicted to drugs Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah Im just self medicating, medicating Yeah [Instrumentals] [Hook]
medicating, jus, self, uhm, yeah