[Verse 1 Bless] I sit back, remembering my infatuation with happiness They laugh it, theres no escaping, so I relax a bit Let everyone know your accident had purpose Live a lie before you act with hurt, I feel like I deserve a mask Im certain this school is probably just trouble on the record Its a disease these rainy days dont ever seem to let up With good reason, I believe that somehow well get up, please The sky matches the ground made of cement, its like the world is bleeding Leave it at that, some of you people are so conspicuous Sticking your nose right into the business of others Im trying to deal with the sickness Just in case Im losing it why Sometimes I feel its just me thats stuck in the past Or am I a loner that cant let go of what wont leave? I look in the mirror for the first time in a while Man Im exhausted, this is costing me As I was crashing down, you had to land me at Bonnabel So where do I go from here? Fear is no obstacle, but still I wish that someone cared enough to listen [Hook] [Verse 2 Bless] As I board this train I look at life in a new perspective Like, if you knew me back then, I wasnt used to actors Tired, feeling useless Backwards dive tried to focus on our lives Because this ish would hurt my pride if I had it But now I stand as a broken teen in the street in the middle of Kenner, Louisiana Feeling the heat of the pressure placed on my back by another dozen The reasons Im knee deep beneath the people I still speak to Leave it to me Spilling my feelings because I need to get it together Id rather sooner than never Dont ever bury me, flames are better Chains were severed am I insane, sane, or clever Am I changing? Why did you even think that Id let up Thats what they came for, never mind what they claim This is my life on the line, against all odds Dawg, this is all wrong I will murder your witnesses While I murder your vigilantes that yall call stars [Hook] [Verse Bless] Plenty of people dont mind neglect Its harder to find when looking around these dying walkers Why is that? Remember the sound as you hit the ground Im bound to be an insomniac That combined with Byron buys you time to go get it popping Yes, thats what Byron lacked Isnt it ironic that they believe in me now? Ill be honest, Ive met believers Though they may not have regrets I would honestly bet, the light you see me in is evil Distant why are you digging for dude? Yes, Im spraying with techs to prove I really dont have much else to lose So if I sneeze, Ill go atchoo Shame is, my pain is an unbearable truth Not even this train is containing our unbearable youth Home boy, its crunch time and Im low on time So its only fair that I shoot Doing this for Hali, Vale, Wyatt, Diaz, Berry and Lozier too You killed my innocence and Im proof When Im off this train, my life is renewed Fictitious pictures showing my distance from my own sisters shall ensue This has been killing me, and its sickening because dissing me wont do So until I get free, keep it up and see how Bless will be without you [Hook]
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