[Intro Jay Stilla Spoken WordPoem] Pray that God see my heart Like my chest made of glass I pray I pray for answers to the questions I never asked I know Temporary Pleasures Those Treasures Never Last All the women and the cash that Aint forever Never, but I Still keep my heart on the future But my mind Stay off the past Its a race, The human race I got to finish first never last At last, at last I [Rap Verse 1 Jay Stilla] I Been up three days, No time to put that sleep in The only time my eyes close Is slowly when they blinking I tried to drown my sorrows for tomorrow With that drinking But that drinking had me sinking So I rose up out that deep end And Im,,, gone Keep moving on no looking back for it! I keep my past like my past I dont basque on it I guess Im shooting for the future Im a smash forward And If I miss Im off the back board They wonder what I passionately laugh for Maybe cause Im getting what I ask for Im separate from you Niggas like the last four Digits of my phone number and Nigga this the last call! Calling for you Niggas if you sipping on that alcohol I dont even drink no more too worried about the law Waiting for probation to pull up and pull me out the car Then Search through my possessions and violate me for Tylenol... [Hook Jay Stilla] Melodic Singing This aint life, This aint living, This aint living! This aint life Take me to Paradise, Take me to Paradise I pray that Im forgiven I pray that Im forgiven I just pray that Im forgiven I pray that Im forgiven This aint life [Rap Verse 2 Jay Stilla] Questions resting on my head like an antler I just know Im S.T.I.L.L.A and what that stand for? Surviving til I learn lifes answer And thats like trying to find a cure for cancer Its so hard, I know its so hard! My close friend keeps telling me Im going so hard My family keeps saying that I need to take a long break But I keep working hard because I know destiny aint gonna wait Hold up, I need to hold up! I see my glass over flowing but Im grabbing more Cups Its no rush, Im saying its no rush but my Life moving fast like Evora Lotus And Trust no woman or no man especially in a romance Only God can judge me i know god he Loves me So Im down on both knees and both hands Forgive all these sins that Im making Im praying And thank you for being so patient and waiting Im part of your plan, All that Sayings my hearts in your hands [Hook Jay Stilla] Melodic Singing This aint life, This aint living, This aint living! This aint life Take me to Paradise, Take me to Paradise I pray that Im forgiven I pray that Im forgiven I just pray that Im forgiven I pray that Im forgiven This aint life
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