Ive begged for death one too many times Singing and screaming these useless rhymes But this time Ill take control Ill lay down and accept my role My heart is turning fucking black You had your fingers crossed behind your back My heart is turning fucking black Im screaming oliolioxenfree Cause I cant find my sanity Where could it be? Is this even me? Is this even me? Im not suicidal I swear Oops I forgot that I dont care To appease your standards To be the better man Withering dry doing everything I can I dont get shit back And Im tired of that Because everything you hate in me is everything you lack Get up Get out Fuck me till I can think again Fuck me till I can feel again Fuck me till I can feel My worlds collapsed So its time to relapse Where I shut myself down And pull apart the scraps So long who you knew Cause I changed before you withdrew Its true, Im through, I have no clue who I am Just a useless fucking shell of a bitter broken man I hate my own head I wish I was dead I dream of knives and blood dripping red dripping red This isnt a scene from a silver screen And theres no fucking way to wipe myself clean The pieces I stole just turned into coal Always knew it was my role Always knew I was a dead soul
fucking, knew, till, fuck, role