[Verse 1 Rowlan] Hey To my fans right now, my life is looking perfect And Im happy every day But theres still stuff below the surface That I never show But only cause there aint a need But let me tell you what Im thinking Aint no money, clothes, and weed Im thinking lets get rich, so my family is good Cause if you seen how we were living You would think we in the hood Little logic on my mind Adrenaline pumping daily You either high all the time Or paranoia drove me crazy Im sick of the question And I dont wanna know But if you really aint high Well then Im proud of you bro Hey, hey And its confusing but sometimes I feel Im to blame Feel like you think I got it made I put myself on this train I know my start wasnt as bad Wish I could heal all that pain But dont think I didnt work for this We came from the same Struggle Robbing early, reminiscing is healing Lets take em back to the times Before you knew all them feelings I wanna start up the tours And show the world you a king I guess Im scared to hear That maybe you dont want the same thing [Chorus Diana Inez] Do you feel the heaviness Weighing down your soul Dont let these demons From long ago Feel at home We got a past And we got the scars And we got the stories to tell Through all the pain And suffering Well find our way [Verse 2 Rowlan] My biggest fan is struggling She called me up crying We Spoke for like an hour Said she wish she was dying I know how it feels But count up your blessings And understand that these materials Are nothing but lessons Man, just take it Beautiful kids, and a husband Sixteen in trap houses You cant tell me you wasnt You could have been dead And money cant bring you back I know your blood pressures high So think of that and relax But really, think about it Analyze it all and breath And before you get all mad About this song listen to me I havent said your name once Your inspired my start You brought this culture to my mind And diversity to my heart You know Im gonna blow More faith in me than myself You watched this baby boy grow To a man who can bring us wealth And when this run over Youll have everything you planned And youll look back at times I mentioned Like Im Tommys biggest fan [Chorus Diana Inez] Do you feel the heaviness Weighing down your soul Dont let these demons From long ago Feel at home We got a past And we got the scars And we got the stories to tell Through all the pain And suffering Well find our way [Verse 3 Rowlan] Im living good I guess, but not living great I guess, I cant afford things I want on my plate I guess, the time will come where I aint worried on rent I guess, the things I want, will just arrive, when the time is meant I guess a lot, I guess But some things are certain Until my mom is living like the queen she is Im working Until the bills are paid, Im focused on the frame Thinking of ways that I can paint a picture Thatll change the game Hey I know its in me The legend breaking the surface Verses changing impacting, making Paving roads for the worthless Purpose Is what they tell me to call it Mom go quit that nine to five And tell your boss kiss your wallet You raised me like a king You gave birth to a legend You taught me disregard the judgement From a crowd to a reverend And follow your heart Cause I got faith in you son Momma I promise you good Now watch what your baby becomes [Chorus Diana Inez] Do you feel the heaviness Weighing down your soul Dont let these demons From long ago Feel at home We got a past And we got the scars And we got the stories to tell Through all the pain And suffering Well find our way
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