[Verse 1 Phaze Jackson] Dear lord Now I wont say I dont believe in you Ill just be honest Ima tell you what I see in you I swear sometimes its like your word is so misleading you Tell us not to be jealous, but youre a jealous God It says that in your teachings too Now Im so confused Its like what you tell us is wrong you just go and do Im tryna show and prove Im worthy of your love But your actions have me wondering if youre worthy of us You took my great grandma and grandpa they aint have to die But thou shall not kill so now Im asking why If you dont follow your word it dont amount to nothing But all of our lies upon earth amount to repercussions We might be denied entry up to heavens gates Just bare with us lord, for heavens sake It looks like youre not perfect either But youre not burned by this perfect either Its like I feel like Im in hail You knows what gonna happen feeling like Im set up to fail Just when I starting thinking everything is going well Everything starts crashing down like the foundation on its frail Im just asking to help me Sometimes I feel like you resent me Like everything I do is wrong please dont exempt me From feelings of your grace my insides are feeling empty Just a lost soul looking for an answer Why you have to give me other grandma cancer Whyd you take my homies life she could have been a dancer Whyd that baby die like she took that morning after Why are other people born retarded Why cant father act like fathers Why dont people stick around Why are my emotions guarded I cant let nobody in see what you started Whyd my mother have to leave me Do I not deserve her honor Lord I guess that Ill just never know I got emotions that I try my best to never show Dreaming of a heaven a place I might never get to go But as long as youre listening I thought Id let you know That this is exactly how I feel you I hope that you dont punish me for thing and being real
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