Trying to separate the outside from the inside Trying to remain calm, though they mix in subtle manner Chaos inside, losing all hope, basking in pain that seems endless Alone in this life and its futile signs of malignant forms Silent hatred for nothing, weakened for everything Gloom is no more the same, light increases the pain in this suffering Feelings have shriveled to death, awaiting to die with no idolatry Believing in nothing at all These bleeding veins are as indifferent as existence in itself No sorrow behind these wounds, just hatred and pain Reaching the end for good I might as well just sleep and awake no more to watch the dilapidation of all I might as well just dream there would be a life instead of growing nothingness Who told you that I wouldnt come back to you I am inside and growing, destroying your mind and your worthless dreams Corrupting your senses, erasing the reason and all thats left of you You cant escape for Ive become you forevermore! The sight is darkening and chaos reigns in here Theres no more explanations for this seems like the end All your precious memories and wishes are gone The swirl of damnation furls you to this nightmare Touching the cosmic horror beyond the space and time Reaching for inhuman experience, the journey to afar The limits of mind are gone, hallucinating the death of the universe Vortex of chaos and hell leaves only ash and dust There was none to witness the death of a man who saw it all coming
chaos, furls, dilapidation, reaching, growing