I dressed myself for my own funeral tonight. Cmon! Tonight I drank myself into a fucking coma. Fuck this shit world. Each day I am growing colder. Tonight intended to be, the end of everything me. My blood is burning through my veins, fucking urgently. Im decomposing and Im not even dead. My bodys breaking down until it is shed. My chest, a coffin closed where you used to be. Time heals nothing. Trust is so fucked. Youre dead to me. Trust is so fucked. Believing is just another word for self defeat. Nothing you give will ever mean a fucking thing. Disappointment is certain, and so I fall to my knees. Ive handed down my life with every breath I breathe. Im decomposing and Im not even dead. My bodys breaking down until it is shed. My chest, a coffin closed where you used to be. Time heals nothing. Trust is so fucked. Youre dead to me. I dressed myself for my own funeral tonight. Cmon! Night after fucking night, knife at my throat. Endless fucking tears for you, Ive lost all hope.
fucking, fucked, tonight, decomposing, heals