[Verse 1] Im on the edge, one step and Ill be over Unless I take those 12 steps, aimed at gettin sober Thats the shit I told myself Ill handle when Im older And now Im older and still got this devil on my shoulder Bottle up my problems, like prescriptions Im poppin All the liquor that I find myself drinkin so often Now these cards are dealt, told myself I dont need help Numb myself to everything, and keep on runnin from myself [Hook] Lets drink away the pain Lets make another toast Lets smoke another blunt Until its just a roach And pop another pill And drop another dose I havent lost it yet But now Im coming close Im just chemically imbalanced On that shit Im just chemically imbalanced Lost my grip Im just chemically imbalanced One way trip And now its too late for turnin back x5 [Verse 2] Left here to battle this addictive personality Thats got me living in this alternate reality Losing touch with what is real ever so gradually Cause at this point I need these chemicals to balance me Its like Im following a blueprint that the devil made Since I first took my Ritalin in the 7th grade The doctor gave me 60 milligrams, just a kid Barely weighed a buck, its like they used me as their guinea pig Crazy teen, medicated ADD Doctor said take only 1, but you know I was taking 3 Blazin tree and skippin class, getting drunk and missin math Bangin chicks without a rubber, crushin pills up on the dash Chemically imbalanced in this motherfucker, startin shit Still I was a smart kid, got myself a scholarship Private schools with it, buttondowns with the dockers And the JanSport full of weed stuffed into my locker [Hook] [Verse 3] See I was blacking out weekly, livin on repeat Still in highschool but the teachers could never reach me Always was the fuck up with a chip on my shoulder And a pocket full of anything to keep me from sober See I was livin like theres no tomorrow Chewin on a xany bar, rollin up the window smokin blunts up in family car Bottles to the head, got detention on the reg Never listenin to what my parents said I was always rollin with an ounce or two Everytime Im bouncin through Flippin everybody off like Shady taught me how to do Always thinkin that the more we burnin, the merrier Just a kid from middleclass suburban America And so many others like me, listen to me nightly Happy that somebody else is feelin what they might be So Christian pop a pill, oh yeah I bet you will Cause if that shit dont make your problems any less forreal [Hook]
imbalanced, chemically, pill, buttondowns, another