[Verse 1] At my age I should be living life...but everyday I find myself in my feels See how Im supposed to live on the edge having fun when Im always worried about paying bills man? Look at the top of my head Im getting bald in the middle is it stress? This shit is getting scary I started early in the game but its wild seeing close friends having kids now and getting married Im pissed off seeing wack dudes shining Im the one grinding but I aint got no ends You thought you really had the person of your dreams? All of a sudden now they want to be friends Because my momma always told me that these things would happen but she never told me when Like she told me it would happen when I got older goddamn she was right again [Hook] [Verse 2] Its like everyday I find myself afflicted loves an addiction The consequences sicken me I need that prescription Do I know my worth? Who cares about the price In the worst times you see the good and trife like Being heartless is so hard to achieve when you always wear your heart on your sleeve You dont even wanna stay but its the hardest to leave All you achieved and you gave them everything that they need Is this karma for the wrong I did at nineteen? When I was smashing any girl near me in tight jeans Love will you have sitting in the mirror like Who am i? Wanting to hurt yourself contemplating suicide Because my momma always told me one day this would happen but she never told me when Cuz when Jan P The MCs a household name theyll be calling on my phone again It just blows me away [Hook]
told, happen, always, sicken, momma