[Verse 1] All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me And everybody wanna tell me that Im out of my head When Im on the mic, thats fine, but that dont scare me Its been a long time, but Im back now Rap pow, welcome to the rap house Rap pow, will live til I pass out Blackout, blackout, everybody keep on wonderin if I still rap now Are you serious? Anybody out there hearin this? Yo, I came in the game as a lyricist And Ima leave like that, period You sniff lines, I write lines Youve now entered in my mind And you better get ready cause you might find Im from a different place, and my kind Its a little bit different than yours is Quit snoring, hiphop isnt dead Its just been in mournin From the moment I quit recording Quick, record this Listen, Im warming up and youre misinformed if You think that Im slipping up, this aint sick enough Then Ill skip the chorus Ive been here, aint nobody heard of me? Yeah Ima turn this beat to a murder scene I dont live for the world I live for the King, I live for the King, focus Wrote this with emotion Its hard to get a break when the doors aint open Its hard to get a shot when the gun aint loaded And its hard to make a living when nobody wanna notice, hold it What am I insane maybe? Plain crazy You put me in a room with a mic you will not restrain me You do what you wanna but you cant contain me, lazy Is not a character trait of mine, dont wait in line This is the current condition of my state of mind [Chorus] Dont tell me that this isnt real Dont tell me this aint how I feel This is all I have, all I have [Verse 2] All I ever wanted was somebody to get this All I ever wanted was somebody to play this Yeah, take my song, put it on their playlist And get goosebumps every time they play it, rate us If thats my calling or not, Father, maybe I should just not bother Go back to that ninetofive, but I am not a quitter so quit that I never been a killer but I guarantee I kill tracks Put them in a coffin, lost in, rip that Tryin to make an impact in rap, is that insane? Well, I guess so Rap though, better give me that pencil And you aint ever gonna make it, its all mental I am in a place where I cant let go, agh! I still work a job and do this, and yall know whats stupid? I thought all you had to do was get a record deal, and, your things start moving But thats not the case, because most of the timesthe artists you hear You keep on thinking that artist is new, but that artist has prolly been at it for years Yeah, in the back of my mind thinking, am I wasting my time dreamin? And I aint got no money in my wallet, but I guarantee there aint no way that I am gonna leave this I need this, I swear to yall, I need this And this hiphops in my veins, if you cut me Ima bleed it And, yo, what you think I write raps for? No reason? No Take my pain and I put em in a songever since them pills, they took my mom Ive been a different person, dont try to predict my verses What youre hearing now is me whether Im in front or behind that curtain I stand behind these words and, Im a Christian but Im not perfect Dont tell me to calm down, Im calm now, listen, Im just working Yeah, it might take a minute to get it, but once you get it everything will be crystal clear I dont think they see my vision here, I dont think they see my vision here! [Chorus] Dont tell me that this isnt real Dont tell me this aint how I feel This is all I have, all I have Dont tell me that this isnt real Dont tell me this aint how I feel This is all I have, all I have Dont tell me that this isnt real Dont tell me this aint how I feel This is all I have, all I have All I have Dont tell me that this isnt real this isnt real, this isnt real This is all that I have, this is all that I have
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