My crimson covered hands clutch heart strings newly broken Moths breed in my entrails hate washes through my fucking veins Friendship turns to disease afflicting the weak of mind and heart You are the growing cancer eating at my fondest memories 7 abandoned years thwart all affection A million whispered lies push fingernails into my palms The knife slipped in pushed by the most familiar hands I fell upon the comfort of your words A flash of light taught me a lesson in betrayal I fell upon the solace in your smile 7 wasted years boiling in vomit I will erase you I will erase you from this heart From my memory I cut away Youre just a name to me a friend is now a ghost I will never give again You have forsaken any faith I had in you All the love I had for you I am reborn Baptized in flame Clean of your deceitful looming Friends are beneath me I cant face this pain again Ill die alone But at least Ill know who loves me I am a shadow of myself pent up in walls of human shit Annihilating anything that bears your name I am a hollowed wooden shell made strong by that which I abhor Committing only to creating your demise And so I pray for sleep and to see anything but red All purpose has been drained from me A friendship ends in pain morose claims my every word All trust has been carved out of me Wasted years boiling in vomit I will erase you I will erase you from this heart From my memory I cut away Youre just a name to me a friend is now a ghost
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