I dont feel like me Whatever thats supposed to be Ive crossed lines Ive never thought Id cross My only retreat is falling asleep But I lie awake every night of the week And think about how much worse its become I dont feel like me Whoever thats supposed to be Im a different person every time I come home How can I be so lonely When youre in the room right next to me Why has it been like this my whole life? I need to say it, I need more I need the feeling that I had before I got back and started on this whole routine again Always upstream, always against the grain [x2] And nothing will ever change Nothing will ever change Ever change Nothing will ever change
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