Paranoia rips through my head Wonder what its like to be dead Intense hatred all about Left alone to figure it out Truth and justice just a joke Entire system just a hoax Weakening with insecurity No such thing as racial purity Life and death become a game Live or die its all the same Lost my sense of morality Got no place in reality Got no point of reference Got no religious preference Must have really lost my mind Time to leave this world behind Heard too many lies Afraid to close my eyes Just dont know whats real Whats the fucking deal? Total darkness without a clue Not much choice what can I do Used to believe now I dont Make a difference you know I wont Product of my environment Wont live to see retirement Fight while Im still young and bold Probably die before Im old With my back against the wall What to do cant take a fall The heaviness is pressing down Trying to force me to the ground Cant give up must somehow win Cant go through this hell again Have to give it one more try One more time before I die Heard too many lies Afraid to close my eyes Just dont know whats real Whats the fucking deal? I cant believe what I see Only my thoughts are free Its morbid reality
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