[Intro] [Verse 1 A.M. M00dz] Its my first time but its not my first lap Ive been wishing all my life since the time I was sat in my mothers Lap Letters to Santa Claus Of course I pause To laugh at that. Santa Claus Is a dream in fact of that I know is fact But what I dont know is how long am I supposed to go through all This extra bozo red tape with white face and Clown around while I Hear Youre not good for life here. My dear Gracious oh my god Im speechless why do I even try. Fear Grips Me looking in the mirror Truth grips me apparently my existence is to be The Independent Worker of a machine That is mostly making people more not less selfishly looking out For their own welfare What in the hell happened to community am I alone in this? Apparently not Why then do I seem to feel like I am constantly trotting In the same Spot in the same part, listening To the same conversations? Life is not Beautiful sometimes and yet we play our part [Hook A.M. M00dz] It gets hard sometimes, moving through tough times, Following Guidelines But its beautiful Its beautiful [Verse 2 A.M. M00dz] Dark and heartless I sometimes feel like Ive reached bottom stop this Madness Crazy gases Closing in upon my heart stopping me from moving on And nauseous Puking up the food for thought colossus Road blocks are in my way I struggle enough every single day One hand I hold the sickle and another reaches for the Pavement Im pulled away and The demons never sway, I Swim to gasp for air again I pull up on the anchor and Attempt to sail away So long New Mexico. So long Connecticut. Fuck You Hartford. Ill Never miss your broken roads Your broken dreams your heavy snows Your miles of separation from everyone I know Who used to be beside me till the point that I was fully grown Missed the point is Im alone, life is so beautiful but the thing that Really bothers Is the other side is greener but the road gets even harder Hope is such a pretty thing to hold once you are starving, but dont Forget to love once your life becomes a target [Hook A.M. M00dz] It gets hard sometimes, moving through tough times Following guidelines But its beautiful Its beautiful [Verse 3 A.M. M00dz] Im sitting here, Im riding around Im writing it down, Im liking my new spot History has been good to me its good to give a lot, Planting seeds For the world to see Im not Gonna get in my own way again, Im rising up to the top. Its beautiful Im grateful, the glass is half full And the shelves are fully stocked No pressure in depression because mentally Ive stopped Debating On my life choice I speak easily with a new voice Im tired of being a baby man in other words Im proChoice I write songs on my own time, to get me through the hard times, it Might seem easy to you, but youre looking at All the highlights Its my life, you with me, si nada then its byebye Ill pass go Then breaststroke and push the judgments to the side As I walk upon the shoreline Kiss this city byebye And as it turns to backhand Ill jump and give it a high five Understand that I dont do this for the fortune and the Fame Despite that I am hungry artistry has got to be paid, Dont think I Want your pity for the sacrifices Ive made, Dont think I want Forgiveness for the bricks Ive already Laid I call things by their right name a spades already a Spade In other words you lie to me, Ill put you into your Grave A civil mans gotta be strong enough to break through the chains Of a world that seems hell bent to put me into my place. Our Country loves its freedom but at birth were only Its slave Get me outta this cage Save me with your grace oh god silence the demons at bay. Give The strength to defend my friends and cleanse my Unspoken rage Dont think Ive forgiven the things that youve done The hatred I harbor out powers the sun You were never there when all that I need was help, so you Will Never be, when all that you are is an ant compared to The Champion that I have become I remember the times that you laughed at me, your numbers were 20 to 1 But Ive spent all these years perfecting my hide I ride Cool when Im under the gun Forgive me for using the pun, when I burn down your family Tree, Run little forest run This song is for anyone who ever doubted my story has only Begun The choices are yours to watch or record or strictly to Flee and be Done Its A.M. M00dz, its time to choose, once and for all or All for one
m00dz, beautiful, guideline, byebye, claus