Mind racing, its no time to be complacent Just trying to find a place Im not preoccupied with hatred Feeling pretty stationary, shit is scary Im not ready for this shit, Im an adult but fucking barely Mommy wasnt there for me But I dont care, nah Shit I mean at least I wish thats how I felt but Honestly I probably need some help Cause this shits been fucking with me like, you probably couldnt tell, huh? But nah I keep it to myself Shit thats got me twisted inside, nobody gets it Need to refill my prescription, or else Im finna flip shit Just trying to get a grip, stupid fucking idiot As long as I can see a profit I dont really see a problem Probably I dont really give a fuck as much as I say it I dont really believe it, Im on a precipice stressing shit And preventing from sleeping Cause Ive been tossing and turning Im toe to toe with some shit I see myself Im second guessing Guess Im supposed to be sick So tie a knot the spot the rosary supposedly sit She says she knows me, hold it Yall dont really know me for shit Cause every day is different than the last one My shit is bumper to bumper Yall need to back up Ass on the couch, got my head through the ceiling Just trying to get it sorted And I dont really fuck with opinions And Im not really trying to talk Shit I need someone to listen I used to wear my heart on my arm and now its different Made mistakes I admit it Im not too proud to be honest But honestly Im focusing on getting food in my stomach And putting thoughts on the page To put my thoughts on display Im embarrassed and well aware of all the trouble I make And lately my train of thought been on some other shit My shit been crazy lately I dont really fuck with it But this spliff, my lungs are hazy and congested Ive been shady and defensive If you hate me you dont get it Bet you hate me, I dont sweat it I been knowing shit is petty Complacent and pathetic Evasive and independent You hate me, Im fucking right there with you Stay away because the night is simple Its quite the pickle but Ive been paying dues And trying to keep the costs minimal Smoking weed out the window in my living room Shit, apparently depressions an accessory now And honestly, that shits been stressing me out I took a trip to the limits of sanity Left my brain on Saturn And came back to Earth to act like nothing fucking happened? Shouldnt people ask me why Im not happy? I act like everythings kosher But actually Im panicking Package up my anxieties Put it inside this rapping shit And cross my fingers I can figure out whats happening Its no good Its no good Its no good Its no good
shit, really, fucking, honestly, bumper