ive always been a loser in your eyes. put my action down when you know ive tried. been trying for so many years. a losing battle ive been losing for years. my head is up, but my heart has sunk. i look for acceptance in actions ive done. i did it for you, not for myself. this time you die. i feel nothing. my head is up, my heart has sunk. negative reinforcement reinforced my anger. my anger never fades. id die for you.
sunk, action, losing, reinforcement, anger