[Intro] They want me to say it all Ive been waiting for the moment Yeah [Verse] I aint slept in months, got a lot thats on my mind Bout to take the ride of my life, a lot up on the line Life got its moments, some of em define you Like losing the love of your life to try to find you Numb to it now, cant feel a damn thing Far from reality, closer to my damn dream Far from family, closer to my damn team More and more, it feel like the same damn thing And so I ride for my brothers til the wheels fall I told em wed be stackin paper til its real tall People whinin bout the hands that I deal yall Go and get it on your own, I dont really feel yall This shit is cutthroat, I aint never been the type But if you carry dead weight, its hard to get your money right And so Im on a diet, Ive been cuttin back I was givin everything and gettin nothing back and Im through with it I still remember sittin in the car You would get emotional, I never felt so far removed From the feeling of having to make it better My mind is all in the future, I left my heart in a letter Im cold now Cold now, everything we had is old now Least thats what I tell myself, it helps me on the road now We used to talk about everything Now I feel like when we talk again, someone will have you in a wedding ring Its like my best moves hurt the ones close to me They be asking when the hell did money mean the most to me? Since I got a taste and I left the comfort zone Now its either money or blowin up everything weve grown This rap shit feels like everything Ive ever known Locked up in the studio, never picking up my phone Its always some bullshit, I just need to be alone I dont want no distraction, I been in my zone Word is we getting love in the city Funny, I feel its like all I wanted from the beginning And now Im too far away, figures though Its always been motivation for me to get bigger though Friends were ashamed of my little hobby until the women they wanted Were digging my music and now they all be thinking its chronic Pardon my trouble, was separating real from the fake Everyone gassin me up, I just be needing a break I just tell it like it is and they be feeling a way They say Im trippin, I say Im finally feelin awake Too much at stake, I aint playing no games People guessin the suspects, I aint saying no names Its family biz, you suckers dont know what family is Family is I promise I see it clear Told the team we on the verge, guess that well see this year My fear is Ill get everything I wanted and nothin I need
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