I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know its true While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to But now Im saying fuck that Imma be alright guess what you will too I used to be one of the kids that would over think, I never had no shows I just to act like it was cool when really I was bugging about it on the low I used to do a lot of singing making some beats and yeah I still do both I used to give a fuck about you and then I deleted your number on my phone Not even on some Hollywood shit Im fucked up and I play these girls I do this shit to boost my ego dont really talk about it on the low And if Im really being honest Id just lie said I was on the road But I aint never been on tour man this is just something that you should know I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know its true While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to But now Im saying fuck that Imma be alright guess what you will too I love the way that life has a particular way of working out Im sitting thinking bout all the decisions I made back when I was just a dumb fool And now I know more so I can act upon my actions more appropriate so you wont walk out the door I hear the words you say to me like slow piano loops Sits inside my head throughout the day until I think oh shoot I wasted another day doing nothing, no motivation Wrapped inside depressions that you put me in after we stopped having sex and To add on top of that I got stressed out with music shit Starting writing songs that I didnt even like to spit But fuck that shit, I guess one day Ill finally find my sound And leave my mark upon this lonely blood sucking underground I worked so hard for this and thought it was all useless So I had to ask myself why it is I really do this I have dreams of buying a house finding a wife and a family I wanna be around for my kids so they can see their dad and be like yeah that shits awesome, so how do I accomplish that Its not with major labels fucking me until I got no ass So Ill just keep it real, try to relax a bit Until all my stars align and I aint worried bout shit I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know its true While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to But now Im saying fuck that Imma be alright guess what you will too I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know its true While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to But now Im saying fuck that Imma be alright guess what you will too
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