Inhale... Waiting to ex. from the speculation As my mind rotates in that 360 rotation Verbal sedations eliminating the hesitation From the fascination that Im facing But why am I facing fascination in the first place? The first taste of simple rejection would be the worst case, in my thoughts... The first taste of should be the most unforgettable But the curse is laced with strict questions thats hypothetical Like how pathetically am I facing this situation? Will I ever make it real Or forever will it be a simulation of constant struggle and frustration Immediate thoughts of lost motivation fills my brain capacity While drasticaly ill put in effort, and your response is fast asleep But still many men are passing me, really it has to be An offering that you can accept That I possess, but still I stress And ponder the thought of you just saying yes But we all know that will never be cause qualities in my anamotomy Could all be postive and that still wont matter see And again and again I try, you say no, and I say why? Then I try to lie to myself and say youre really not that fly But then I face reality and come to senses with my self And put my egotistical ways, way back up on the shelf... Cause on my impulses Ill act With a major effort to get my sight back Hook X2 If love is blind, why cant I hand it vision? And how did I get myself in this position? But I got to keep switching...Back and forth, forth and back... Side to side with an effort to get my sight back... Elevate while my thoughts stay between that fine line Which be seperating life from love and hate I close my eyes and slowly meditate, hesitate, trying to set it straight Taking in big pictures while observations try to evaluate The scences that revolve around me, suspiciously Worshipping qualities religiousley, while physically not catching a vibe It seems that Im always so underrated Cause the longer that Im waiting lets others start escalating To the plateau that I had so anticipated Then I finally reach my peak and find the premises evacuated Obstacles that were faced left me infatuated Fascinated at the third degree, you see... I plea and contemplate, try to rebalance my situation Words merely for conversation My feelings are based upon a pure relationship Blew a kiss then said peace and salutations Hook X2 Paradoxically elusive, but yet intrusive into my life This girl as wife...conductive to nice, love to seduce this Abusive? Ill never get, girl bet Hard to hit somebody when youre steady lying up in bed for weeks on end Which succinctly describes our scenario Moving together at a rhythm that be very slow Up and down til we reach that delectable crescendo Somewhat like a sexual merrygoround On the agenda next? More sex I suspect At least thats what I select Might as well my shit remains erect for hours on end With the power to bend girlfriend Like wilted flower stems When were done we take a shower and then Mutual backrubs to ease those kinks From kinky athletics where the stress is on aesthetics But never prosthetics cuz I cant get with incisions If the love aint natural, Ill leave blind and keep the vision missing Hook X2
facing, effort, fascination, drasticaly, anamotomy