My time alone was well spent but now seems wasted Even thought I had grown old enough to shy away from childish decisions Keeping occupied with limited pleasure and hours of sorrow to hide Im burning alive every moment on fire everyday of my life [Chorus] Tried facing the world one on one Yet fairness has always remained unknown Letting go Changing inside hidden by my expressions on the outside Praying that sunrise will brighten the darkness of a once peaceful mind Sleepless again drenched in sweat pillows collapse with sheets to shed the fragile wood Frame bends beneath my head This knife stuck in my side crooked and wide The blocking of blood steal bone collide Leaving me helpless completely defenseless My access denied [x4] Who was it that said all wounds will heal Guess they were never ill Explanations only for some of us How close can one come to the doorstep of death? Before the bell is rung A few already know... already know My time alone was well spent but now seems wasted Even thought I had grown old enough to shy away from childish decisions Keeping occupied with limited pleasure and hours of sorrow to hide Im burning alive every moment on fire everyday of my life
occupied, limited, childish, decision, shy