They say they wanted pain, they want it lyrically I been through pain mentally and physically Remember everyday me and Sam would link up Now hes behind bars literally Now hes behind bars looking at a bird Rocking on the wing, gonna have to do a third Burns me to have to watch my dawg do a sentence But Im here when he lands, hes got my word Thinking bout the days when bricks were phones Youth club, me, stiff, rick and tones As a yout man everything was sticks and stones 10 years later its all sticks and stones So how can I be genuine I fall for someone with a whole load of skeletons Forgive me girl if I just wanna bone You tryna get a baby crib, I just want a home My mum would lie about not having paper But she was smoking trees in Jamaica My big sister famous but I hate her How could you leave your little brother on his face ah Living life while I was struggling to live We grew up together but now your struggling to give No shit, you aint even my sister actually Cause that just showed me blood dont make you family I couldnt give a fuck about reputation Gotta see it to believe, fuck speculation I just wanna get my family out the hood And Id die for that, thats dedication In this fast lane, tryna make this car start Theres someone just like you, if youre a halfheart We hustle hard, tryna bring maths to music I just pray that I can make a bar chart Never took drugs, never got buzzing I was trapping in the golf, man I wasnt clubbing I used to think about death, now I dont fear nothing But deaths the only thing you wont hear coming Nightmares every night Im on Elm Street On the roadside, hear about jail beef 2012 man, its really rapping bitches But I aint tryna get caught up in girl beef Uh chicks come and go Nah literally, chicks come and go Instead of being stressed Im working hard getting dough No more hugs, no more kisses cause my ex was a ho Lost family, lost a best friend Repping for a dead ends, when its a dead end Everybodies looking fame, tryna set trends Youts are even dying in West End For the worse man, a block can change your life Deal or no deal, a box can change your life You feel youre getting left, only you can make it right Still screaming skys the limit, man you can take the flight Or you can stay on these bait roads Me and Krept and Kone are on our way to stage shows Them man fit in, were the outfit I do whatever suits me, case closed
tryna, literally, struggling, man, halfheart