[Verse 1 IllNoize] Thoughts runnin rampant in the back of my head Under attack by my past, but feeling passive again... Try to ascend, but always end up falling back into bed if I lay here forever, I might just sleep til Im dead, I... Havent been sober in weeks Faded, I cling to my sheets Hopin they give me relief from all these griefs Pull the comforter up over my head While looking for comfort in words once said Anything to fix my thoughts clear this mess I lay to rest, I feel my bed becoming my coffin These... visions of death they flash by often I keep on coughing, choking on the smoke I can feel the Reapers cold hands start to wrap around my throat... Lucid dream, my mind plays tricks on me Nothing is what it seems, I keep on trying to run, But it feels like I cant breathe Visions blurry, the scenery starts to change Stuck in this purgatory, everything starts to fade, maybe Ill sleep til the morning, hah... Maybe Ill never wake up It wouldnt be such a bad thing I feel stuck in a bad dream The bags under my eyes, theyre starting look like black holes they say the eyes are the window to the soul... [Hook IllNoize] if I fall asleep, please dont wake me up when I finally fall asleep, dont wake me up Eyes open, I lie awake, but my bodys numb Im wondering what my life has become? So if I fall asleep, please dont wake me up Yea when I finally fall asleep, dont wake me up My REM slowed from all of the drugs I feel them rushing through my veins, in my blood... [Verse 2Outro IllNoize] lately Ive been holding hands with the bottle Back to the weed smoke Another xanax to swallow, I feel hollow I need anything to put me at ease Something to clear my head give me peace Cure this disease... Just give me anything to make it stop... Or Ill just lay here in my darkened room until my fucking body rots, untying knots to everyone I know Seclude myself from everything... Living to die alone...lone...lone...
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