I am diseased Cant take the pain Id rather die than be alive Inside of the sobriety Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free Throw it away, throw it away This is my new reckoning Now here me scream The suffering It burns like gasoline So I self medicate the pain To escape this world of shame Obscurity leads to severity So I self medicate the pain To escape this world I hate I self medicate I am dizzy From suffocating on the lies you feed Deny deny your hope of sanity Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free Throw me away, blow me away, throw me away This is my new reckoning Now here me scream The suffering It burns like gasoline So I self medicate the pain To escape this world of shame Obscurity leads to severity So I self medicate the pain To escape this world I hate I self medicate Standing above myself and watching a part of me die I see it all just starting to fade away Though its true Ive always wondered How I would say goodbye to myself So now I fall again And I can not pretend There is no resurrection So now I fall again Now hear me scream I am diseased Cant take the pain Id rather die than be alive Inside of the sobriety Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free Throw it away, throw it away, throw it away The suffering It burns like gasoline So I self medicate the pain To escape this world of shame Obscurity leads to severity So I self medicate the pain To escape this world I hate I self medicate
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