[Verse 1 IllNoize] Shit been gettin personal now... I been steady watching out the window Too afraid to leave the house... Cause its the middle of the Summer the birds are flyin south, Wild West is callin out! Its been teasin me for years, whisper softly in my ears, knowing I dont know the route Or that Ill panic cop out before I wade my way through waves of fucking crowds... I dont deal with people too well Asking for help is like a personal Hell Headphones in, hoodie up With my hands in my pockets But I know to stay alert when Im walkin People shady so I stay with a blade Nothing big, just enough to leave a message Wake up everyday count my blessings But Id rather stay inside Than get caught in intersections While the kids up in my city livin reckless... Ima hide away... [Hook IllNoize] Looking for Gold, but all I find is shit... In a City filled with crime violence Thats all they show on the News on TV When I look at the screen, man I hate what I see So I turn it off quickly, I turn my speakers up With a pad, a pen, my mac, a blunt, uhh Just close the blinds, Ive been livin like a recluse Leave me behind, to keep livin like a recluse... lately I dont want to leave my room I been livin on the edge Sort of scared what I might do Im finna snap like your neck if you testin me Im trying not to let this cold world get the best of me, So I... Sit inside write for days days Only to hate all the words, so I burn the pages Just close the blinds, Ive been livin like a recluse Leave me behind, to keep livin like a recluse... [Verse 2 IllNoize] 6 brews in... still at the crib... Finally a day off... what a fuckin life I live... its, been like 3 weeks since we last fucked Why dont, you come over let me bust my nut Light up a blunt Put a movie on let you pass out Wake up alone hours later Guess you let yourself out Why I always gotta stress myself out? Overthink everything, or is it just a dream? Cant separate reality from my escape But it keeps taking more to get high... My tolerance gets higher But my patience gets shorter Sick of the worlds lies, segregation borders the way people look at me like Im an outcast, but I do everything I can to outlast... [Hook IllNoize] Looking for Gold, but all I find is shit... In a City filled with crime violence Thats all they show on the News on TV When I look at the screen, man I hate what I see So I turn it off quickly, I turn my speakers up With a pad, a pen, my mac, a blunt, uhh Just close the blinds, Ive been livin like a recluse Leave me behind, to keep livin like a recluse... lately I dont want to leave my room I been livin on the edge Sort of scared what I might do Im finna snap like your neck if you testin me Im trying not to let this cold world get the best of me, So I... Sit inside write for days days Only to hate all the words, so I burn the pages Just close the blinds, Ive been livin like a recluse Leave me behind, to keep livin like a recluse...
recluse, livin, illnoize, leave, blind