Afraid to open my eyes Horror of facing the day Mist of the morning is fading While cancer burn in my bones Horror of facing the pain Years ago I had plans What to do with my life But now it all is so futile Oh.. again my fears come true And painkillers are out of effect To the pain I must reconcile The color of my desperation If I wouldnt be heading to Christ Would even be darker than now My dream is to wake one morning Without these tears of pain Oh.. why cant I just die? The color of my desperation If I wouldnt be heading to Christ Would even be darker than now My dream is to wake one morning Without these tears of pain Oh.. why cant I just die?
darker, desperation, pain, facing, horror