Hey 3AM! This is you 45 years from now Writing you this letter to make you sober Hope you get this one I know you loved writing raps more than anyone Most nights you were awake till 3am Trying to write shit which would help you make your career You fucked up so bad you wanted to pop a gun But deep down you knew you are inches away from saying I Won Thats why you worked hard You became nobody to everybody after writing raps and shit Their hate made you so strong you said Ill never Quit You enjoyed all the fame But still someone was calling you lame You faced things,Even Looking back at them was a shame I remember when you were 10 you wrote your first rap Top of the world Haha man that was a crap You still aimed on being on top even after the shit you had to face Like When you were Nine All those mom dad Whippin School kids gigglin Teachers bitchin Your best friend snitchin You cried all night thinking how you would benefit the world But if anything the world gave you was making your voice unheard While others spent nights to let you live like themselves Man you hated that shit Everybody lying made you look like a hypocrite Even the priest assed so irrelevant shit You stopped believing in God Making you hit all alone that shot Then this guy came who was in your block Telling you stuff that nobody would rock Making you go back to your God And there you were in the beast mode I remember when you had crush on them chicks Trying to hit them like a bid You went through a lot for making yourself Big You met this one girl Tried to say I.L.Y But you never did The only thing you said Man fuck this shit,She was the last one thats it But then many girls tried to fix in But all you did was omit You do know that was quite early,No? But anyways let me talk about other stuff real quick You were like that shy kid who would never spit But rappin made you that kid who would never submit Just so you know im still like that Freddie Mercury get it? You talked to yourself when nobody wanted to talk to you Man that was the best times of life,Do you agree with it? Remember when your homie Picked you up And you would go out to smoke a cigarette Then you both would act like pussies so you couldnt get there hands on your new Rick like Shit Many people came went You were that guy who would easily get attracted to others But you never had courage to say Please be back You lost many people and on top of that Most importantly people like Uncle F Always remember him in your prayers especially when you feel left Cuz i guess till now hes the only one whos worth that And 3! believe me fuck the rest Not even if they fed you from there breast Cuz later on they were the same peeps who would throw you out when you were only 6 Would punch you in your eye make it look sick ,Ah Stay tough kid cuz you gotta face alotta shit after this Yours Truly Mujtaba Aamer Somewhere from between Heaven Earth
shit, 3am, remember, making, writing