[Verse 1 Taylor James] I hope you know that I love you when you hear this song They say right before the storm you can feel the calm Leavings hard, if were strong, then well carry on Ive reached my darkest hours, I dont wanna see the dawn Its time to make decisions, the shit that you dids forgiven To be real with you Im missing the days I shut up and listened I wish I gave you more attention, I put you in tough positions In the midst of all this tension, lets forget it, I was trippin I was sipping fifths of liquor when we were bickering and arguing Girl, you made it hard to win, youd kiss my lips, itd always end Past the clouds my stars are dim, she disappeared, dont see her now I put the blame upon myself, she built me up, I tore me down To my divulsion as I punched the combination code in Her vault wont open, my heart is closing, I let her hold it If I could go back to that moment, you know Id treasure what was golden Im barely coping, but still, I keep on hoping My loves more powerful than all the waves in all the oceans Ive lost my raft and Im floating But no matter where Im going its for sure Im going straight to her I swear my life on this like witnesses do with the spoken word And that right there is some of the realest shit that shes ever heard The day I see her face again will be the day that I will learn my lesson Shes my blessing, no question My depression aint present when she is present From entrance to evanescence, her essence was from the heavens I watched her off, she ascended When will stop pretending loves always got happy endings, huh? Shes my best friend, shes my only love When push comes to shove, I say shes from above I miss her soft voice, I miss those pretty eyes I miss her warm kiss, I miss her gorgeous smile I dont wanna say goodbye to the one I love Its getting hard to rise, she was my moon and sun Well now look what Ive done, I heard theres someone else I hope he makes her laugh and lets my baby be herself I think I need some help so come and talk me off this ledge If I dont have my other half, then that is that, Im good as dead I think that i might lose my head cause i know theres no there At night Im going to bed and lying next to the ghost of her What is there to do? Lately, I dont have a clue Maybe you dont need me, but baby, I need you
shes, miss, divulsion, dids, love