Obsession lies in counting down the days Afraid to die, cerebral maze Life, self preservation Decaying mind, disintegration Fear rises, the years go by Contemplation, psychoanalyze Protection complexion cant outrun imminent outcome, death prevention Deathly afraid to die, living a lie, waste of a life Fear of the reapers scythe Avoid inevitable doom, terror destroys and consumes Disillusions are resumed, consumed Release me from premeditated pain Hate consumes me Waste of life, already died Release from panic is the prize, futile existence realized Solution suicide Conquer despair, terror Meet death without a care
consumes, psychoanalyze, release, resumed, terror