Since the mournful day she died Ive committed no crime Im living with my black heart Huddled up like a child Gold dust underneath my feet Ill reach Heavens gates Im living by the black light I sense the smell of blood I remember her dress of blood My face drowning in there Just screaming in the black night Praying not to be there Heartache, pain all that remain Its raining in my heart I can still hear their sad barks Of the dogs of hell [Chorus] I cant turn around Deaths ghost is behind I cant go away I need to cast off my bonds I cant live I can play By the Devils rules But I cant like a game When the dice are loaded By a sadistic cheater I can play with madness But I cant bring her back Back to life... My heart spills out all over the floor I dont want to live anymore I only stay in the dark I cry every blessed day I wont say that Im innocent But Ive paid for my crimes I have explored my dark side Im very close to death
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