[Verse1 MC Cevek] Lost in my thoughts I dont know whats real Everyday is to be fought Too many problems Im drowning in my sarrow I hope everything gets better tomorrow I got no hope left in me Having dreams of being wealthy Like 2pac said before I see death around the corner The grim reaper is very close Please god is this what you chose Tears of lonely sadness I have a pain in my chest I have nothing left Howcan I escape The only way is the grave The life of the cursed Living life as a blur Doing drugs to forget the pain Sometime I dont know my own name I seem to find my own place Im my own disgrace Fuck it suicide is the only way [Verse2 MC Cevel] Please god can you help me Sometimes it feels like you left me An ocean full of tears Realizing my worst fears Im stuck in thse lonely years My life is not full of cheers But full of drugs and beers Im a bad guy yeah I think so My life is full of lies Nobody hears my cries Ill be the firs to testify To this life of crime Watching time fly One day closer to death Consuming my last breath Im numb because I cant feel nothing Everyday I give thanks Eventhough my bank account is blank A loner and a stoner Whats my purpose I feel worthless Soul full of sadness my destiny is to be in madness So I shed my tears on this track There is no looking back
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