[Verse 1] I take a walk outside to remind myself Im not the only one living in this hell I know Ill probably need some help, cause I cant take it I walk a couple blocks to the liquor store I know Ive been down this path before Lost so many friends to addiction, but I still cant shake it Should I pray to a God that I dont see Should I fake a smile when you all see me Knowing if you knew the real me, youd drown me out like Jason And I cant seem to love myself I guess Staring at the ugly I possess Hoping youll forgive me for the mess Im finally at peace, no one could save me Im finally at peace, no one could save me Couldnt take it [Hook] Breakdown inside of me Hold it inside of me Breakdown inside of me Till Im dead Hoping reality finds me some sanity Breakdown inside of me Till Im dead [Verse 2] In my time alone, all that I find is fear Visions of your face, slowly disappear You dont know you killed me, do you? You dont know Ill die just despite you? Ive waited by the phone, my visions not so clear This poison calms my soul, I really wish you were here But it seems like all I am just fades away Fades away! [Hook] [Verse 3] The saint and the sinner talk with each other, walk with one another Drugged out on needles, two sided people please come together Can we find a reason for peace this evening, no more crying mothers Were blinded for a reason, lets go fight the demons, lets conquer ourselves first Not harm one another, kill one another, shoot one another No more crying mothers, dont take our brothers, we war with each other Its such a saddening thing to see, we cant trust, trust one another If youve seen what Ive seen, then youd know why we suffer [Hook]
breakdown, another, one, inside, peace