[Intro JT Kidd] Everyday I used to wonder why, all these bad things are happening to me But then I look around and realize that, its a cold world And I have to find my place in the middle of all this madness But I cant know my path, without knowing my past [Verse 1] Its just a bunch of revelations Trials and tribulations Slandering allegations And oppressive situations Congregations, put limitations, on these generations To live up to regulations, expectations, and reputations We have different destinations, I make my own obligations Its bunch of confrontations, my whole life is complications How can I compete when I cant even make it to the finish line? So little time, but so much in my mind I was a loner, living up to a persona Actually hoping that the end could come sooner Actually hoping I fall in a coma Thinking If when they see you in that bed would they hold ya If you died, would they mourn ya Or would they just disowned ya I cant afford to think any longer Cause every single night this world gets colder Cause theres no one I could trust [Hook] Theres no one I could trust, It makes me sick to my guts yuck I just want to give up, through the dust, my middle fingers up, like what? What? I guess I asked for rain rain I guess I asked for pain pain But I only asked for change, and I guess thats what trashed my brain Its a Cold world In the middle of your misery Cold world Where death is your strongest memory Cold world Where everything is about surviving When you open your eyelids, you wish you were dying, Lord, Im trying, uh [Verse 2] The pain and the agony Is rapidly, stabbing me It seems gradually Everyone is turning their backs at me It seems everybody in the world wanna break me It seems like nobody in the world really wanna save me Uh, Its feeling deep, cause when I speak, its pointless cause my whole life is a soliloquy Step in my shoes you wont last ten feet Cause youll probably have a ticketout within reach Its funny, these dummies, try to take from me The girl or money, but listen sunny, I am hungry I hate life in a world thats bummy, cold and never sunny I been Romeo and Clyde but Juliet and Bonnie, didnt want me Uh They say be the man thats bigger But its hard because the person youll take the bullet for is the same one behind the trigger Yall were gone when I was thinking who am I Where the hell where yall when I was thinking of suicide Living in this world, thinking Ill be a fool to try Just wondering if I died who would cry Theres parasites in my skin Is there only paradise in a sin? Why paralyze and then grin!? WHY TERRORIZE THEN TEND!!?? So forget that, Imma go harder If I had to Imma be a martyr To prove that we all are Stars of The market We set our own markers Regardless of what everyone thought of And I think Imma start winning, I figure my life is worth living figure my life is worth living And Lord if youre forgiving, please forgive me of my sinning Its just theres no one I could trust [Hook] [Verse 3] In this cold world, an umbrella, doesnt stop the rain In this cold world, lots of cheddar, doesnt stop the pain I care about the people, I dont need a Grammy And for those who hate me though, just recognize I got family If you real to me you my fam, yall my brothers and sisters Im trying to be a man, living by these scriptures So take out your cam, and take a picture Cause when things hit the fan, these moments will die with ya
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