I wrote it down when I was fourteen Not to slouch, just to seem like I was shorter than the boys And I started carving out the weak parts Till I was a woman I became by choice And now Im looking at you picking out a record Trying to find one you think Id like And it dont come naturally But youre giving me a reason to try Im learning to let go Im learning to let go Despite my disposition, Ive made my decision Im learning to let go Something about the way she waxes nostalgic Makes me think I mightshould check her glass Its a fine line between watered down vodka And vodka in your water glass Each time I go back home, the fear takes hold One day, I too could lose control It aint just the drinkin, its a toxic way of thinkin And Im terrified Im vulnerable Im learning to let go Im learning to let go Despite my disposition, Ive made my decision Im learning to let go
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