Verse B Dynasty The pressure is it coming? Is it getting to me? Can I just stay calm in a song? Just one Not go off the handles when Im talking about the sickness that I got in the stomach And the headaches that I get and how fatigue that I am and the anger I feel when I try to fix relationships but they wont stick like Im using Elmers glue Tell the truth Yall tired of it Me screaming, yelling, crying just to be ignored, cant yall hear my voice No one does I think I may be in a box or Im talking with a sock in my mouth, my hearts heavy like a rock dont stop dont turn this off Yall Im only at 12 bars I see these things they hurt me And the pressure is concerning But Im done yearning for attention did I mention that Im learning everyday How to be a Godly man, not a boy or a toy that you can pick up move make it do what you want Call it what you want a breakdown, spazzing out or an over reaction But Im taking action The pressures drying me up I need moisturizer Advanced Therapy Suave Just take my side for once I know you want to and the feeling you feel to but Im telling you we arent the only ones I just pray you dont feel that way Lost and alone I feel everybody staring wondering what Im bout to do Lets see what my next move? Im jus tryna run this marathon despite all the injuries I go to my frame, to my brain, to this heart To these parts of me that they see They think now that they know me Cuz I showed em a couple thoughts dropped a couple songs dropped a mixtape but dont mistake my take as a regular depressed suicidal maniac Cuz I maybe act a little crazy sometimes but my minds intact Just a couple scratches that enable me to do these things write my feelings on a paper and then turn it to make it say and make it great Im not great the pressures slammed on me like an anvil and not an Advil could help release this this headache take a break Not yet Everything I do I overdo sometimes to a fault Is it really my fault that I lost it all that I cant hear my name called cuz I clogged up my ears and the tears are ruining my paper But Im not laboring Im releasing all the pressure thats built up all this stuff thats stuck not even a Mack truck could run over this like my flow did and no kid Im not playing Im not making up this stuff Im jus using what I got to beat the clock to beat the clock stop the clock Im climbing up but no Im not halfway done I just wanna be released and these thoughts may make me seem like I never smile at all But right now its just the fact that everywhere I turn is another burden Weighing me down on my shoulders I thank God for this verse Cuz this the only way I know to release Let go Let yall get a little closer to understanding my mind You see behind these eyes Cuz even when Im lying asleep Im awake My brains steady working never breaking always breaking down every interaction call it fractions Reduce Its time to call a truce between me and you Im pleading on the beat that gives you chills when you sleep Listen to it relate and then relay the message back to me Its clicking wit you Im just tryna let my thoughts break out this Isolation set me free
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