So many days I cant stop myself From fighting this monster that eats me alive So many times I have fought and I have tried To live for a moment without fearing my mind I hate this, yet live this, and its bringing me down I feel like Im standing on uneven ground The balance to life has been skewered so violent Im so sick of this deathinstinct silence So despondent and so somber so frail So scared to begin for the fear I will fail Im alone in this pattern and I cant call for grace Im left in this mess that is such a disgrace I fear for my mind more than I fear for life The one thing worth saving is the love I deny For I feel so hollow, and I yearn to relent The control for some peace and freedom from this torment Theres no one to save me and I cant save myself Id give my whole being for some kind of help But no one can stop this goddamn monster so great All hope is now lost and its too late I numb to forget, to quiet the noise I am deafened by silence, I cant live with myself I numb to forgive, for myself cant forget That I couldve been someone without any regret You lying man who tells a tale of flawless love and peace of mind Of parting seas and curing blind Your lies my faith, theres no remorse You spin Your tale with brutal force Your lies, my faith, my breathing grace I ran from life, I erased my faith Im so blind And seeing eyes are not so kind
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