[Intro] When I was a child I used to dream of what life would be like when I grew up... I never dreamed it would be like this [Verse 1] Somewhere along the way I lost myself, can you see me? Somewhere between my dreams and hell Ive given up everything I believed in But I had a name once, and now Im someone that no one knows I had a life once, but this aint the life I chose Now Im empty, drowning myself in my pain and nothing can fill me but this addiction for cocaine [Verse 2] Just one more time and I can leave this life behind Now once again Im stuck between a rock and a hard place, this hell I call home Its got me lookin like a madman, tryin to understand this lust for substance that burns in my bones Suicide on a daily basis, Im too high to face this pointless, helpless, hopeless, heartless, God forsaken life Ive wasted Could you even fathom what its like to be broken, steady lookin for a reason for breathing except this evil youre smoking? And I never get a moment of peace, Im living to feed the need for me to get geeked cause I cant eat and I cant sleep and I cant think what it is I do and what I dont believe [Verse 3] I dont see how something so small could take control of me Ive given up everything Ive loved Everything Ive owned and now theres nothing left but this skin hanging from my bones I dont know how something so small could rip the life out of my soul I know that I must be blind but its taking over my mind All I want to do is hit it just one more time and Ill be find with this pain that I feel when Im lonely Im lonely, its got my mind gone, my mind blown, now Im gone praying for Jesus to take me home Because I had a God once, but this aint the God I chose Now Im empty, drowning myself in my pain and nothing can fill me but this addiction for cocaine
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