[Intro] Its way darker this time [Verse 1] Never ending nightmare Im so lost Still putting this junk in my stomach I cant stop When will I be freed from doing dope Started out doing it cause everyone said it was dope I fell off my life is now in pieces Now Im hustling just to get these tiny little pieces I just want peace I cant take this anymore Spent all my money on this addiction now Im poor Slave to this disease Im a fiend Out here tryna get what I need by any means They said it wouldnt hurt, just try once Now Im always on the run and always on the hunt Ah! Take my life I beg of you If only I knew what I was gonna go through If only I listened and hadnt been so dumb I wouldnt have done all the things that Ive done [Bridge] Sigma Iron maiden from the stigma Yeah! [Verse 2] Im disgusted in the things that I lust in Touching another woman like its nothing Im so ashamed I cant even look at my wifes face A slave to sin the devil has got me tamed She at home working, cleaning, and cooking And Im out here doing something I really shouldnt Wifey calling but I dont answer the ring I took it off so I could indulge myself in peace My will turns weak when I see bikinis and thongs The temptations too strong, so much for this bond Just like James that man always saves the day But his relationships are always in vain I come back home and open the door My wife turns with a smile and my heart sinks to the floor Sin is in control and Im losing this fight Guess Ill hold these dark secrets for the rest of my life
always, sigma, slave, wife, sin