I shade myself into the backlight of a room My shadow apes my movements, the needle and the spoon Now I cant sleep without going numb, so many nightmares forming Left alone, with no force for resistance Dont you dare tell anyone Raped, abused, and shaken Darkminded maturation Closed fist domination Im still alive Cold vengeance, just for fun Sickle to brains the sum Gut string violins, dark movement begins Closing haunted hymns Ill stab your eyes Ill tear you apart Left in a unmarked burial mound Quartered and bound to the corpse of a pig Youll be together underground The scenes replay, haunting me again The killer and the wound, bound in an endless dance So tell me how the fuck am I supposed to move on? Please tell me how to forgive those who took my youth away I prayed to a God that never was My screams fell on deaf ears Im alone with my time in hell If I cant die then please let me sleep Sad little man, born of sin Blood dripping from your blade Ask your God why youre alive You only wanted to be saved No salvation for the rapist priest, so many lies, so many truths to bend Now you can fuck yourself with your cross Youre gonna burn in your fucking hell So tell me how the fuck am I supposed to move on? Please tell me how to forgive those who took my youth away Please just let me sleep again, again I prayed to a God that never was My screams fell on deaf ears Im alone with my time in hell If I cant die then please let me sleep Scars that never will heal over They always remain They always remain I prayed to a God that never was My screams fell on deaf ears Im alone with my time in hell If I cant die then please let me sleep
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