My visions are all clouded I see nothing but red This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state Why do I remain here to weaken through the years? I am so confused my soul dies all the while I dont wish to coexist with this feeble human race I dont feel the need to be infected with the disease called life A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain In this emotional state I suffer from despondency Violent and murderous thoughts Form deep inside my mind Dwelling on these sights to the point where Im insane Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die? I am so distressed my soul rots all the while Im surrounded by lifeloving shapes that exist without a choice Your fears of death are covered up by the words Suicide is weak Released from the grip of lifes burdening chains My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain With death Ill grow in strength and might Fading away without remorse With death Ill leave this weakened earth To become at one with the night With death Ill grow in strength and might Fading away without remorse With death Ill leave this weakened earth I am at one with the night
state, weakened, death, lifeloving, remorse