Im 19 and all I want to do Is lIve my lIfe Settle down and fInd a gIrl that I can call my own and make a wIfe Too bad I lost the lIne between what Is wrong and what Is rIght PushIng for a better me but I feel lIke I already lost the fIght Stuck runnIng out of chances Im the artIst and every word I speak Is my canvas SometImes I paInt a pIece that can really do Its damage It remInds me that my crItIcs are some I cant take for granted So In response they set my work Into a blaze Say a couple words then we go our separate ways Heavy on my heart has me wonderIng what It weIghs To thInk back to a tIme and say damn It those were the days But hopefully Its lIke the moon so maybe It could be a phase Just because they know my song doesnt mean Its beIng played If Im always gettIng whIpped does that mean Im the KIng of Slaves? The ImplIcatIons of a war Is somethIng that needs to be explaIned Should I doubt the green sInce I burned It? I can only answer that If I fInd out was It worth It? Im sorry momma I couldnt do what you want You told me not to fIght so Instead I just hIt the blunt And I hIt the bottle you could say my gloves were up SkIppIng out on church cause I never lIked my button up Satan had me In the corner, always gettIn sucker punched LIfe chewed me up and spIt me out, should I ask whats for lunch? Hah, ChoIces put me on the menu But thats prolly for the best because Jesus became my refuge DespIte fIndIng LIberty It was easy to fInd CaptIvIty PrayIng to InfInIty to take me and DelIver me I bet you Dad and BrI have all sorts of questIons I guess thats okay because I have all sorts of confessIons FIrst off In Its essence I learned so many lessons WalkIng In the rIght dIrectIon Is always my fIrst IntentIon Weve all made mIstakes, but only stop them through reflectIon WhIch Is why my songs are mIrrors so I use them as protectIon I Say Whats Real, lIke when God spoke up the unIverse I took my old self and then burIed hIm Into a hearse I want to be known as the kId who wrItes the realest verses But sometImes I feel lIke the bIggest clown In the smallest cIrcus Call me All Purpose, Rap Is such a bIg part of me The more you hear me on the track Is the more Ill run It flawlessly And when I run It flawlessly I want you to be proud of me Cause when youre proud of me I have a Get Out My Way World mentalIty Unfortunately my bIggest opposItIon Is myself Too scared to ask a frIend or famIly that I really need some help SometImes I wIsh that I was born wIth It already made That way I dont have to try puttIng out thIs masquerade Keep prayIng to God that today wIll be the day That my days wIll become beautIful amazed I can go all the way ThIs once great natIon now needs Its bandages ConsumIng the land of the free lIke Im eatIng Uncle SamwhIches Get It? EatIng Uncle SamwhIches ConsumIng the land of the free so I could use all advantages People always claImIng that they really love me But everytIme I turn around I see that no one followed FollowIng the Son not the one that shInes yellow Not the one In the sky nor the one who cast a shadow Im talkIng about the One who beat death In a sIngle breath The One who came from heaven to earth so we could go from earth to heaven I have a KIngdom that wIll never fall even In the armageddon The One who keeps thIngs In check call It contraceptIon So keep an eye out lIke a monocle or a cyclops And If you have blurry vIsIon clean It out wIth some eyedrops LIke a hIdden drInkIng well they call me secretly deep People always trIppIn I guess Im secretly steep I want to chase my dreams but Ive been recently weak Though the way people treat me Its lIke Im IncreasIngly G Im just a bIg frog In a small pond lookIng to get maInstream But the only tIme I make It Is when I fall Into a daydream Yeah I want the money but thats not even the maIn thIng Money cant buy HappIness but they confuse em for the same thIng Every lyrIc spIt I wIsh my vIds would reach a 100 Thou Call me a Cartel Tunnel cause Im Dope In the Underground Bottom of the 9nth and Im swIngIng on my last strIke All about my grInd lIke Im lIvIng In the HalfPIpe BrIngIng home wIth me and youll and thInk, ThIs Isnt goIng well Because Im brIngIng the underworld up, lIterally Im raIsIng hell And by the way If you couldnt tell Most ArtIst In thIs game Sold Out because Sex Sells It sucks because Im a buyer lIke the Black Market But how can I do that when I want to become a ChrIstIan ArtIst You cant move toward God unless you move away from the thIngs competIng wIth HIm So how do I unbuckle the sIn thats already buckled In? All I want to do Is rap sIck lyrIcs so you could hear It But Instead I fInd myself wrItIng lInes about The SpIrIt DependIng on If they lIsten Is If they just gave It a mInute If I say It then I promIse you I meant It thats my merIt MerIts come a long way drop that out the bombay I have so much Heat on me adleast thats what Lebron say Want to walk the straIght and narrow but too bad thats the long way You Reap what you Sow so It sucks because I farm late Call my soul MIchael Jakckson cause It turned from Black to WhIte Got Black Pearls and WhIte DIamonds but when you have ChrIst they aInt even half as nIce Do stupId stuff wIthout screamIng YOLO I dont fear the afterlIfe SIns taken off me HIs perfect lIfe was the only prIce ThIs song would be more better If there was less God and more cheddar More brawds and One Squad to make thIngs ugly lIke Grams Sweater Want to be a dream chaser lIke Meek cause Im a go getter But I gotta put my KIng fIrst cause I read HIs Love Letter
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