[Zen Verse 1]Phe Nightmares been keeping me up I aint been sleeping lately I hate to see her face I hate to see her face Her face been creepy lately Its fixated in place Memories vivid lately Reminded that I fucked up And that aint no secret lady My past been haunting me Take a breath and calm down But Im so shaken I hate that shit, had to go down I cant escape that fact Dark visions all in my dreams I killed us though I killed myself it would seem So I pen this ballad of requiem [Hook] Phe Youre in my thoughts Hey Youre in my soul Hey Youre another loss Loss all control Loss all control And I think Im never going back Think Im never going back I think I lost my focus I focused on the enemy But lost it to a foe I know they see no difference I know they see no difference babe But you and I, we know Youre in my thoughts Hey Youre in my soul Hey Youre another loss Loss all control And I think Im never going back Think Im never going back I think I lost my focus I focused on the enemy But lost it to a foe I know they see no difference I know they see no difference babe But you and I, we know We do [Zen Verse 2] Phe I hate the pain, I hate the pain Embedded in my veins And all that extra strain Embedded in my brain It keeps on stressing me out And now Ive gone insane Take me away, take me away Itll never be the same In her eyes is malice Through my eyes theres damage Now she is damaged goods Now she is damaged goods, and there aint no way And I see no way round it We were living in the moment But now I cannot stand it Cause I lost not in a moment With no understanding Of reality around me Shit, Im so astounded Damn I lost my heart I just wish someone had found it To return it to its place The place where it was founded [Hook] [Zen] So I set it all motion When I wrote this Lost focus I threw this all away Hope you noticed that I noticed Thats potent No fun And I know I have no right Because were done Im just lost inside my thoughts You can tell them that they won That they won x2 [Phe] I tried, I cried Just waiting and hoping that youd stay You walked out I saw you see it, then let go when it came around Its not me, Im not her, Ill find it somehow I do, do I do babe, I do baby I do
phe, loss, lost, zen, difference