The fear to not belong gnaws deep inside my brain Spreading like a disease it boils to a pain and it says to me Pretend, cheat and lie. Leave all your worries behind Everything will be alright just close your eyes and let it go! Let it Pain will flood. Blood will come Suffering, consuming life The will of mind is at its end Death is righteous to us all! Violent thoughts appear in turn to poison my young mind The anger calling me, pulling at my life line Come on! Lash it out now! Burn everything you love For what you love has turned on you and made you hate! Made you Pain will flood. Blood will come Suffering, consuming life The will of mind is at its end Death is righteous to us all! Im scared, Im lost Im not sure that the cost Is worth my pain Dont know if its just shame I fear to fail I fear to try I lose control of fear at times Lash out at goals that seem too far I burn them to the ground After this life of suffering Sickness of fear and doubt to no end I think that death, death will be righteous I think that death should be OK
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