Verse 1 Not exactly sure what Im trying to say Feels like nowadays Im just finding the way Its obvious Im lost Somewhere on a road I got a solid plan Thats full of hollow holes I walk to work In hundred dollar clothes Cant afford a car to drive But blow a whole check on a new cardigan Trying too hard again Seems like everybodys trying too hard to win And evils in style Trying too hard to sin My mind is a mess My thoughts are eccentric Half of me is blessed But the other half is vexed Just tryna vent some stress These words are a pendant Closest to my heart they could ever be Dont have one boundary But still Im never free Contacts on my eyes But I never see And every time I look in the mirror its never me Working seven days a week Now its all cream Such a large gap between reality and dreams And as dreams are getting farther Reality gets darker Losing gets easier But life gets harder So why try so hard Why even bother? Feeling so far from a heavenly father They tell me that youre real But Im wondering where are ya? Im exposing the truth Once I lose all faith You just show me some proof After wandering all day You just show me the way Get that feeling then I pray Just for it to stay Knowing just what to say To end my dismay Transitioning from light To morally grey Yours cordially Jay Bridge I understand I need to get it back And I understand this is a lonely road But I also understand how to live with that Praying you never give my limits back Cause for a minute I was finished Just sick of rap Verse 2 Just missed death Guess Im just blessed What happened to the good girls? Guess its none left Used to get respect Now they get undressed Even the church girls cant get enough sex Damn shits changed Damn shits strange God shows us things pastors cant explain Its not complex Its candid plain I rhyme design name And brandish flame The chemistry is here The reaction present We cant take it back But we can regret it The pains on your face The expressions endless She took my soul Left me breathless
trying, get, understand, hard, transitioning