[Verse 1] I lost faith in Jesus when I knew that I was living with Satan So much emotional pain, that all I know now is hate and Never experienced lovin, so all Ive got left is hatin Hopin my momma would change, But Im still standin here waitin Dont get me wrong, you know I got a lot of love for my mother Parents divorced, so it was her alone with me and my brother Working two jobs, in desperate need of a significant other They never worked, so she was always on the search for another When Im in school, I always seem to be the classroom comedian Im either funny or sad, theres never really a median Im with Adam and Eve in Eden, and apples we eatin We like to break the rules, because were disobedient deviants [Verse 2] My middle names Kurtis, I think its common courtesy For you to get to know me as I continue my story Im checkin my inventory, god dammit Im out of glory Ill bury you in a quarry, while telling you that Im sorry When youre determining who the best in the game would be Take a look around and realize that its none other than me I sit and wonder why Im so weird and its probably Cause Im an anomaly that is commonly a rapping wannabe Apology for my modesty, Im an oddity Im constantly causing harm to me, seeking harmony The prophecy tryna tell me that Im a prodigy But honestly I think Im just better off doing comedy This rap is helping me find myself like an odyssey Id probably do a better job if I studied psychology [Verse 3] Yall are rapping bout things you do not possess Who you tryna impress? I can probably guess I rap bout my experiences and why Im a mess But I just wanna progress, and maybe be a success There are things in need of address, I gotta get off my chest The things I need to express, emotions that I repress I had a fairly happy childhood, I gotta say Id never guess Id grow to be the man I am today But it just happened, my outlook on life just blackened As I progressively saddened, Im nothing what I imagined They say the happiest people are always the saddest Im definitely the maddest, you can tell by my Facebook status Theres a darker side to my mental, my life is so uneventful Why am I so resentful, Why am I wasting potential? Ill be a doctor if laughters the best medicine Id rather do standup than write more rhymes in my bed again All of you acting feminine, injectin estrogen regiments Im a genuine gentleman, rappin like I was Eminem
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