[Voicemail] Hey, I was just calling to check up on you And uhmm, just see how things were going I guess just give me a call back around 6 or so I just uhmm, honestly babe, like I wish we were at a different place I wish we could talk about our issues and just be on better terms So just give me a call back around 6 [Intro D. Ciano] While Im out here dreaming, wish I was perfect Wish I was everything you needed, cause you deserved it Yea you were worth it so selfless, unselfish, hard working So deserving of more than anything I could purchase Wish my purpose didnt come as a disservice [Verse D. Ciano] I put my dreams on hold for you, thought you were meant for me But late nights, eyes wide, I lied to myself for years while feeling incomplete And that regret grew, to neglectful, yet you, still respectful, always helpful.. special Glad I met you, shoulda kept you, let you, be the blessing you were meant to. be We spoke on going back to school, you pursuing your second degree While tuition I was through with, you werent cool with me and music Cause that dream made you second to me So I questioned me, ignored the stories that were left in me, just to give you the best of me But instead in my head while a part of me was dead, the irony was that I couldnt rest in peace Waking up with the thoughts of who believe in me If I couldnt give you my all, how could you be with me? So I started to question what did you see in me Then I left town the moment that you needed me Pursue a life of my purpose, or a life with you Which one is right to do My time was ticking, my dream my vision, it seemed so distant I need to get it, that wasnt right to you After the trust left, I grew suspect and upset to the one who was always there When down to our last we would always share And always care, we were always fair well for the most part Youd impose while I composed the most art My decisions cost me the lost of my whole heart Whats a full tank if the car that dont start But I gotta take responsibly for my part I took for granted, I took advantage, I didnt appreciate, and started to deviate So my word began to depreciate Cause the early stages we couldnt recreate Yea, Then the text wed abbreviate, just hoping promises could alleviate Some of the pain or the rain, or at least just sustain instead of drain in vein so wed be straight You built a life in the same city, that I preferred to leave And while I didnt want to leave us, I could no longer defer my dreams I know youre closer to yours of playing pro ball, in the WNBA Tho I write you cause Im too afraid to call, I always pray for blessings to send your way Yea, cause youre an Angel Whom I cant thank enough And tho theres Enoch in me, I cant wake him up When I look back at the time, I didnt take enough And looking back at the money, I didnt make enough Patience is a virtue, I didnt wait enough When our demise arrived, It hurt inside.. [Phone Static] [Voice on the phone] Hello Hello, Hello? Babe, Your breaking up
ciano, uhmm, didnt, wish, always