Lord, youre always there for me rescuing when the enemy set a snare for me theres no deceiving you so its necessary I speak the truth confessing Im a sinner in need of you and all I need is you, but it seems, though I believe its true theres tons of other things I be clinging to I see my need for loot, not for luxuries just for eating food feels like Im grinding but rarely see the fruit but thats deceiving too, sometimes my heart betrays me and I believe it too, sometimes it calls me lazy back when we lost our baby, part of me celebrated cause I was goin crazy, I thought that wed never make it make no mistakes though its hard to say this my thoughts about it are complicated, and far from painless cause I can be emotionally separated it kept me strong for both of us when she was devastated16 but later she wondered if I cared she wanted someone to suffer with and I wasnt there she didnt sense my despair, and if I showed no love for this one how would I respond when other kids come but now the kids are here, thank you for being faithful you have dispelled or fears, how can we say were grateful they always get a plateful, she knows i love my seeds I travel but I hate to, were crying when I leave now me and Trish are closer, Im learning how to give my soul exposure writing is helping me, this is therapy issues we never spoke of help us grow up as we get to know us in all sincerity, it gets very deep and since youre there for me, I know youre there for us so i declare my trust, but Im aware my lusts can lead astray, keep me Im praying because I need your grace give me the discipline thats needed to seek your face help me endure the race give me the discipline thats needed to seek your face Lord, you know I need your grace give me the discipline thats needed to seek your face Hook Tell me what you think of me at nights I get quiet she gets lonely And I dont know what to say to her she dont know what to say to me Lord God are you shaping us show me what its meant to be Im screaming out...Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh...
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