Standing in the back of the line I feel the others try to push me down And keep it away from me Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine Cant you see me with my head to the floor Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation Valued sentimental pieces of The life I thought I held in my hands Why do I always try To better what I am? Cant I realize That Ive always been sinking? Failing everyday It only helps to aggravate The sickening feeling inside That wont go away Fall down Pick yourself up and fall down Drink from my cup and fall down This is what its like to be me, me Cant you see what I see? Why do I always try To better what I am? Cant I realize That Ive always been sinking? Why do I always try To better what I am? Cant I realize That Ive always been sinking? What I am is what I feel But what I feel is nothing real And what I know is all I want Is to be saved from this spot To be saved from this spot To be saved from this spot Why do I always try To better what I am? Cant I realize That Ive always been sinking? Why do I always try To better what I am? Cant I realize That Ive always been sinking?
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