Im...loosing hope My...heads in the clouds Im...struggling to cope, with you not around These days are so....long Wishing you were...here Im try a stay...strong Holding back the tears... You know they tell me...times a HEALER And in good TIME, my MIND will be CLEARER...but Well, I find it does NEITHER Coz all I wanna do...is rewind time NEARER to... Me, downing a BEER with YOU DRESSED UP, SMART GEAR NEW SHOES yeh FRESH CUT, SHARP BEARED, YOU TWO just... Two young best PEERS with a love so TRUE Smart...BASKING in VANITY Two mad eggs just CLASPING at SANITY But now Im GRASPING this AGONY... Of loosing that friend who was PRACTICALLY FAMILY, yeh Im Stuck in this BLACK CAVITY Reaching for you to take me BACK to REALITY Coz we were on TRACK HAPPILY... Living out our dreams till this god damn TRAGEDY... HIT HARD and DROPPED me to the FLOOR RIPPED out my HEART and ROCKED me to the CORE See you were like my ADOPTED little BRO so Without you lifes STOPPED and I dont KNOW... How Im gonna get THROUGH these DAYS Its like this loss has GREW this MAZE Im lost inside these darkened WALLS Can you help me out? Can you here my CALLS cause..... Im...loosing hope My...heads in the clouds Im...struggling to cope, with you not around These days are so....long Wishing you were...here Im try a stay...strong Holding back the tears One thing which I find PUZZLING...though Is why you thought that COVERING...up Your pain and SMOTHERING, your ANGUISH Would make your SUFFERING...just...VANISH Bet You thought you could...MANAGE... But just ended up causing more...DAMAGE By letting it...BEAT you MORE By letting it fester and...EAT you soul up Guess then I...NEEDED to CALL... To help you win and DEFETE your WOES but... I failed at...READING the SIGNS Even though It was blatantly BETWEEN the LINES I... Guess Ive never BEEN the KIND....to Ask folk how they FEEL INSIDE so.. Deep down Im TAKING the BLAME..and Im left here, FACING the SHAME cause I could have stopped this...ACHING PAIN Could have helped to unlock your...AMAZING BRAIN when... You dropped me a couple of clues... You told me that you were STRUGGLING just too... Climb out of the RUBBLE which YOU HAD... Recently STUMBLED INTO LAD Right then I should have MADE more TIME TOO Sit down to with MATE of MINE WHO... Felt LOW...EMBRACING the ROPE As THOUGH there wasnt any TRACE of HOPE but... Somehow we FAILED to TALK just... Sat around INHALING SMOKE now... Looking back you were MAKING JOKES BUT Deep Down you were FRAIL and BROKE BRUV ... But you didnt have to CRY in VAIN I... Could have helped you to TRY AGAIN but now... Im...loosing hope My...heads in the clouds Im...struggling to cope, with you not around These days are so....long Wishing you were...here Im try a stay...strong Holding back my tears I was your DARK NIGHT You were my JAMES BOND Me and you were LIKE...two SHARKS in the SAME POND Member the NIGHTS riding ROUND getting RAINED on BMX BIKES looking SOUND with our NAMES on Then we swapped two WHEELS for FOUR We got a car and realised how it FEELS to ROLL Wed hit the GAS and...put our racing HEEL to the FLOOR We had a LAUGH until every fing SEAL was BLOWN Uh uw, ST.... PARDON me FRENCH BUT.... Remember SITTING on me GARDEN FENSE BUD Holding a note book and SHARPENING PENCILS Saying that we were gonna START something SPECIAL You said that we were gonna TEAR it UP So much that no crew could COMPARE with US but... While I SAT there WRITING them SONGS You were far too WRAPPED up in RIGHTING them WRONGS and... Thats why we didnt FINISH that DREAM cause... You were caught up in then SINISTER SCHEMES Bruv Now I know you just NEEDED a LESSON Someone to show you that it LEADS to DEPRESSION and... Now Im left here BLEEDING and STRESSING... Thinking of you alone PLEADING for BLESSINGS You had a habit of LEAVING me GUESSING... You never spoke up so I BELIEVED you were GETTING... Your life on the RIGHT TRACK BRO I guess I should have seen it wasnt LIKE THAT THOUGH Cause if I did you would have got it off your CHEST THEN.. I wouldnt be sitting here without me BEST FRIEND But like I told you at the CEMETERY MATE Im never ever gonna let your MEMORY FADE Im gonna... Make sure that...every body KNOWS HOW.... Beautiful you were BRO but right NOW Im... Im...loosing hope My...heads in the clouds Im...struggling to cope, with you not around These days are so....long Wishing you were...here Im try a stat...strong Holding back my tears
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