1 00:00:26,195 --> 00:00:30,657 毛澤東飲咗啖水,又繼續議論于連喇: 2 00:00:32,670 --> 00:00:41,360 你話于連一啲都唔值得同情呀?不過,我仲係多少有啲同情佢。 3 00:00:42,805 --> 00:00:45,069 你睇佢,幾可憐: 4 00:00:46,116 --> 00:00:50,510 想講嘅説話,吞吞吐吐唔敢講晒出嚟; 5 00:00:51,332 --> 00:00:58,921 想做嘅事,躲躲閃閃,唔敢做出嚟,噉仲唔可憐呀? 6 00:00:59,803 --> 00:01:07,076 你話佢不安於職守,嗯,呢點,噉你係講得啱嘅。 7 00:01:08,021 --> 00:01:10,331 但係嗰啲係咩嘢職守呢? 8 00:01:11,687 --> 00:01:15,694 職守同感情係另外一回事噃。 9 00:01:16,456 --> 00:01:23,286 人係有理智嘅動物,不過更緊要嘅,係有感情嘅動物。 10 00:01:24,355 --> 00:01:27,636 感情一嚟喇,乜嘢都擋唔住。 11 00:01:28,340 --> 00:01:37,411 所以,為咗感情影響咗佢嘅職守,我睇,亦唔怪得咁多嘅,你話係唔係呢? 12 00:01:38,066 --> 00:01:42,622 小孟話:不過亦唔能夠,淨係感情用事㗎。 13 00:01:44,390 --> 00:01:49,634 感情嘅力量,有時係不可戰勝㗎。 14 00:01:50,955 --> 00:02:04,813 你話于連想入非非,孟子曰,哦,呢句説話係嗰個真嘅孟夫子講㗎吓:心之官則思啊。 15 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:10,954 頭腦呢樣嘢,天生落嚟,就係要想嘢嘅。 16 00:02:11,781 --> 00:02:16,116 你要佢唔想嘢,除非佢係個傻仔啦。 17 00:02:16,681 --> 00:02:20,974 所以佢要想,仲係要想得厲害。 18 00:02:21,704 --> 00:02:26,067 佢係知識分子吖嘛,頭腦好好使嘅。 19 00:02:26,705 --> 00:02:35,969 你話佢非非,佢話佢是是,孰是孰非,好難講嘅。 20 00:02:37,197 --> 00:02:46,985 你仲話于連破壞咗人哋嘅家庭,仲係個幸福家庭添,嗯,帽子好大啊。 21 00:02:47,821 --> 00:02:51,788 真嘅幸福家庭,係破壞唔到嘅; 22 00:02:52,539 --> 00:02:55,619 破壞咗嘞,可見唔幸福。 23 00:02:56,741 --> 00:03:01,161 嗰個家庭係有壓迫㗎,當然就有反抗。 24 00:03:02,247 --> 00:03:10,749 呢啲叫做作用力同,我睇于連係個幫助夫人進行反抗嘅解放者。 25 00:03:11,554 --> 00:03:17,104 主席講到呢度,似乎仲好有興致,睇唔到一啲疲勞嘅神色。 26 00:03:18,169 --> 00:03:24,110 睇嚟,佢對家庭、婚姻幸福,係思考過好多次嘅。 27 00:03:24,723 --> 00:03:30,409 雖然,佢並冇寫過呢方面嘅文章,作過呢種題目嘅報告。 28 00:03:31,206 --> 00:03:38,836 當然,或者冇畀佢適當嘅機會,嚟闡述自己呢方面嘅觀點發表自己嘅意見。 29 00:03:40,222 --> 00:03:51,645 呢次同小孟談到呢方面問題嘅時候,佢顯然好有興致,簡直好似打開咗閘門嘅水一樣,㗾㗾聲噉沖出嚟。 30 00:03:52,723 --> 00:03:55,795 佢按捺唔住自己嘅激動,又講起嚟喇: 31 00:03:57,236 --> 00:04:09,142 你唔了解嗰陣時,就係十九世紀西方嘅家庭,你尤其是唔了解嗰啲家庭裏便嘅殘忍同虛偽。 32 00:04:10,489 --> 00:04:17,418 國外有一種舞會,參加嘅人都戴住個假面具跳舞㗎。 33 00:04:18,397 --> 00:04:28,078 我睇,佢哋不單止喺舞會上跳,喺屋企、喺社會,都仲係戴住個假面具跳。 34 00:04:29,201 --> 00:04:35,034 由於大家都跳咯,久而久之,習慣成自然嘞。 35 00:04:36,259 --> 00:04:41,759 睇嘅習慣,跳嘅自然,邊個都見怪不怪啦。 36 00:04:42,670 --> 00:04:51,032 就好似人嘅眼睛,從科學嘅觀點上睇,嗰個圖像應該係倒轉嘅。 37 00:04:51,983 --> 00:04:54,654 不過點解大家都覺得係正嘅呢? 38 00:04:55,448 --> 00:05:02,480 噉亦係習慣成自然啫嘛,大家都係噉樣睇,都係噉樣覺得。 39 00:05:03,298 --> 00:05:09,325 所以,反嘅就變成正嘅;正嘅呢,又變成反嘅。 40 00:05:10,148 --> 00:05:15,736 錯嘅,往往變成係對嘅;對嘅呢,又變成係錯㗎喇。 41 00:05:16,984 --> 00:05:23,132 啲人時時話:旁觀者清,當局者迷吖。 42 00:05:24,023 --> 00:05:26,993 呢句説話唔能夠絕對噉睇。 43 00:05:28,019 --> 00:05:35,898 有時會係旁觀者迷,當局者清嘅噃,因為佢深受其害嘛。 44 00:05:37,261 --> 00:05:44,835 有一次,有人同我講:紅樓夢裏便嘅賈寶玉真係有福都唔會享。 45 00:05:45,848 --> 00:05:55,453 大觀園裏便咁多丫頭、小姐,邊個都唔錯,點解非要林妹妹不可呢? 46 00:05:56,280 --> 00:05:58,865 佢亦係旁觀者迷啊。 47 00:05:59,609 --> 00:06:05,815 所以唔好以為旁觀者就一定清,要睇你點樣觀。 48 00:06:06,669 --> 00:06:11,713 我睇呢,就要慢慢觀,多觀幾個方面。 49 00:06:12,509 --> 00:06:20,417 如果唔係,觀得唔啱,不但會迷啊,有時,仲要執迷不悟。 50 00:06:21,114 --> 00:06:23,878 噉樣嘅人,真係唔少㗎。 51 00:06:25,823 --> 00:06:37,929 至於家庭,我睇東西方加埋一齊,真正幸福嘅就唔多,大多數係求求其其噉過嘅啫。 52 00:06:39,335 --> 00:06:46,159 因為呢啲家庭,本來就係求求其其噉樣夾起上嚟嘅。 53 00:06:47,299 --> 00:06:52,659 真正獨立自主選擇,同建立家庭嘅有幾多呢? 54 00:06:53,319 --> 00:06:55,032 我睇,唔多。 55 00:06:56,319 --> 00:07:03,872 咩嘢父母、兄弟、親戚、朋友,邊個唔想講幾句説話? 56 00:07:04,733 --> 00:07:10,119 呢幾句説話唔係隨便講㗎,唔係僅供參考㗎。 57 00:07:10,534 --> 00:07:12,684 唔聽?你試下啦。 58 00:07:13,589 --> 00:07:21,124 建立家庭嘅時候都將將就就咯,過起嚟就難免係求求其其啦。 59 00:07:21,819 --> 00:07:26,943 表面上係平平靜靜,或者係熱熱鬧鬧。 60 00:07:27,676 --> 00:07:30,856 裏便嘅事呀,邊個講得清啊。 61 00:07:31,982 --> 00:07:42,327 越大嘅家庭,矛盾就越多,派系越多,對外就越需要掩蓋,越要裝門面。 62 00:07:43,363 --> 00:07:50,296 你睇,紅樓夢裏便寫嘅係幾個家庭,主要係一個家庭。 63 00:07:51,269 --> 00:07:54,704 紅與黑,亦係寫咗一個家庭啫。 64 00:07:55,383 --> 00:08:04,724 不過都係有代表性㗎,通過家庭反映社會,家庭係社會嘅縮影。 65 00:08:05,977 --> 00:08:12,694 所以我講過,唔睇紅樓夢,就唔了解中國嘅封建社會。 66 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:18,023 書裏便嗰啲人,都代表咗一定嘅階級。 67 00:08:19,024 --> 00:08:26,768 要噉樣嚟睇佢哋嘅矛盾衝突,矛盾糾葛,矛盾嘅產生同發展。 68 00:08:28,089 --> 00:08:32,667 小孟完全畀主席嘅呢種漫談式嘅學術探討吸引住嘞。 69 00:08:33,891 --> 00:08:40,551 但係佢又唔甘心自己嘅觀點畀佢完全否定啊,於是佢又提出咗自己嘅睇法: 70 00:08:41,861 --> 00:08:48,081 噉,于連將人哋嘅家庭搞到四分五裂,總係唔好嘅啩? 71 00:08:49,201 --> 00:08:51,828 主席聽咗竟然間哈哈大笑起嚟。 72 00:08:52,739 --> 00:08:59,979 佢一便笑一便講佢嗰句講過唔止一次嘅説話:不破不立嘛。 73 00:09:00,564 --> 00:09:01,958 小孟又反駁佢話: 74 00:09:03,141 --> 00:09:11,204 于連到處鑽營,一心向上爬,簡直係不擇手段,都唔似個男子漢,唔似個堂堂正正嘅人嘅。 75 00:09:12,395 --> 00:09:15,890 主席聽咗收起咗笑容,亦都嚴肅起嚟嘞。 76 00:09:16,878 --> 00:09:21,258 呢啲係佢探索問題嘅時候,經常出現嘅一種神情。 77 00:09:22,383 --> 00:09:36,081 主席話:照你嘅睇法,男子漢,堂堂正正嘅人,就唔應該向上爬,而應該向下爬咯噃? 78 00:09:37,248 --> 00:09:44,845 人往高處走,水往低處流,關鍵,係唔好爬。 79 00:09:45,729 --> 00:09:48,664 爬,係動物嘅一種動作。 80 00:09:49,407 --> 00:09:56,115 啲狗就爬,啲馬騮就爬,人呢,可以行,可以跑。 81 00:09:57,138 --> 00:10:00,739 但係有時,亦要手腳並用噉爬一下。 82 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:04,887 好似上山,亦叫做爬山吖嘛。 83 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:11,581 但係人只能夠偶然爬一下,唔能夠一世都喺度爬嘅。 84 00:10:12,377 --> 00:10:16,263 偶然爬一下,大家都承認你係人。 85 00:10:17,137 --> 00:10:27,588 如果一生一世都喺度爬,為咗個人嘅名譽、地位不停噉爬,大家就要懷疑你係唔係人咯。 86 00:10:29,457 --> 00:10:33,342 當然,對于連仲要分析一下: 87 00:10:34,604 --> 00:10:38,956 佢面前冇路行,都係懸崖峭壁。 88 00:10:39,953 --> 00:10:45,695 佢要嘅嘢,又喺懸崖上便嘅,睇得見,摸唔到。 89 00:10:46,433 --> 00:10:57,834 佢又唔能夠走唔能夠跑,所以只有爬,搏命咁爬,直至喺懸崖上面跌落嚟,粉身碎骨。 90 00:10:59,326 --> 00:11:04,912 講到呢度,主席停咗一下,突然向小孟提咗個問題: 91 00:11:06,674 --> 00:11:16,738 如果于連係個有錢有勢嘅人,而夫人係個窮人屋企嘅女仔,你話結果會點樣呢? 92 00:11:17,590 --> 00:11:23,836 小孟冇想到主席會向佢提問題,尤其是係冇想到會提出噉樣嘅問題。 93 00:11:24,947 --> 00:11:27,403 佢眼定定咗好耐先至回答話: 94 00:11:28,755 --> 00:11:32,302 噉咪冇問題啦,于連就娶咗呢個女仔咪得咯。 95 00:11:33,231 --> 00:11:40,902 主席話:換個位置就好辦得多喇,有錢有勢就可以得到一切。 96 00:11:42,022 --> 00:11:47,824 關鍵係德瑞那夫人,冇實實在在嘅錢同勢。 97 00:11:49,437 --> 00:11:56,585 于連雖然失敗喇,但係佢嘅雄心勃勃,係值得讚揚嘅。 98 00:11:57,656 --> 00:12:03,203 講到底,仲係階級嘅壓迫,階級嘅較量。 99 00:12:04,281 --> 00:12:08,738 最後呢一句既似係慨歎,又似係喺度總結。 100 00:12:09,946 --> 00:12:17,935 睇嚟,主席係慣於用佢嗰個階級、階級鬥爭嘅觀點去包容一切、解釋一切嘅。 101 00:12:19,515 --> 00:12:23,362 呢啲係佢嘅深刻吖?抑或係佢嘅局限呢? 102 00:12:24,587 --> 00:12:34,193 但係唔理點講都好,呢個係佢嘅習慣,一生如此,不過越到晚年呢就越見鮮明而已啫。 103 00:12:35,291 --> 00:12:37,905 毛澤東畢竟係個階級論者。 104 00:12:39,594 --> 00:12:51,287 但係毛澤東同小孟之間,呢次關於紅樓夢與紅與黑嘅談話,談得幾咁自然、通俗、超脫、深刻。 105 00:12:53,394 --> 00:13:01,465 毛澤東,從微觀上去分析探討問題嘅時候,佢又往往突破咗自己嘅階級鬥爭嘅學説。 106 00:13:02,651 --> 00:13:15,676 佢更多噉從人性論出發,從超階級、超時代、超國界、超民族嘅人性出發,用人道主義嘅觀點,去剖析人物。 107 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:24,565 呢個時候嘅毛澤東,似乎唔係個嚴肅嘅政治家,而係個有豐富知識嘅文學家。 108 00:13:25,911 --> 00:13:34,464 佢用自己特有嘅感受同經歷,分析問題嘅角度同側面,去看待文學作品裏便嘅形象。 109 00:13:35,554 --> 00:13:45,268 呢個時候嘅毛澤東絕唔係舊道德、舊倫理嘅捍衛者,而係一個尋求新道德、新倫理嘅開拓者。 110 00:13:46,900 --> 00:13:55,923 佢對于連、對德瑞那夫人、對賈寶玉、對王熙鳳,充滿住幾咁深厚嘅人情味啊。 111 00:13:57,028 --> 00:13:59,323 佢讚賞于連嘅膽大包天; 112 00:13:59,938 --> 00:14:02,754 佢同情德瑞那夫人嘅壓抑、柔弱; 113 00:14:03,881 --> 00:14:05,972 佢理解賈寶玉嘅叛逆性格; 114 00:14:06,573 --> 00:14:08,936 佢賞識王熙鳳嘅心狠手毒。 115 00:14:10,138 --> 00:14:17,047 喺佢突破咗階級論嘅觀點嘅時候,佢嘅思想裏便,更有閃閃發光嘅嘢: 116 00:14:18,002 --> 00:14:27,755 顯出咗對正義、善良、純情同生命嘅愛同珍惜,對邪惡、專制、反人道嘅仇恨同蔑視。 117 00:14:30,002 --> 00:14:51,047 但係毛澤東畢竟係個階級論嘅倡導者,佢從宏觀上睇問題嘅時候,又習慣噉,自然噉將自己嘅思想、自己嘅觀點、自己嘅論述,放入佢階級鬥爭嘅模式裏便,用階級鬥爭嘅框架將自己束縛起嚟。 118 00:14:52,555 --> 00:14:57,490 關於紅學嘅嗰次談話,畀小孟嘅印象係如此強烈。 119 00:14:58,500 --> 00:15:01,834 喺多少年之後,仲係咁清晰: 120 00:15:03,511 --> 00:15:13,078 嗰個難忘嘅初夏,嗰啲與眾不同嘅議論,嗰個永遠逝去咗嘅老人。 121 00:15:52,784 --> 00:15:58,360 毛澤東嘅客人唔多,可能,係因為佢嘅特殊地位嘞。 122 00:15:59,900 --> 00:16:09,372 中央政治局嘅常委、委員們,與及其他嘅領導同志,好少或者根本唔嚟毛澤東呢度作客嘅。 123 00:16:10,583 --> 00:16:19,270 談工作,請示報告多數唔會係面談,而係用文件、書信、電話嘅方式進行。 124 00:16:20,338 --> 00:16:27,766 只有周總理係例外,有時搵毛澤東面談工作,不過亦係次數甚少。 125 00:16:29,558 --> 00:16:35,263 毛澤東屋企裏便嘅人,子女、親屬嚟探望佢嘅機會亦係唔多嘅。 126 00:16:36,892 --> 00:16:40,674 因此毛澤東嘅客廳裏便,經常係寧靜嘅。 127 00:16:42,305 --> 00:16:46,856 佢嗰間寬敞嘅客廳,四季都係窗簾垂地。 128 00:16:47,899 --> 00:16:53,045 紫紅色嘅天鵝絨窗簾極少拉開,總係拉到密密實實。 129 00:16:54,031 --> 00:17:00,432 外便嘅風霜雨雪,春花秋月,似乎同呢處毫無關係。 130 00:17:01,856 --> 00:17:06,716 厚厚嘅紫紅色嘅純毛地毯,永遠係一塵不染。 131 00:17:07,859 --> 00:17:11,254 整間客廳,係一種暖暖嘅色調。 132 00:17:12,013 --> 00:17:17,918 燈光柔和,空氣温和,使人感到舒適、優雅。 133 00:17:18,959 --> 00:17:25,461 毛澤東喺卧室嘅床上瞓咗一段時間之後,佢哋嚟到客廳處坐下。 134 00:17:26,700 --> 00:17:33,374 呢間客廳同佢嘅卧室係連埋一齊嘅,經過一條十幾米嘅通道就可以嚟到呢處。 135 00:17:34,522 --> 00:17:40,169 佢晚年接見外賓,召開政治局嘅會議亦多數喺呢度進行。 136 00:17:41,838 --> 00:17:49,672 毛澤東嘅客廳有時係空蕩無人,有時,只有工作人員陪主席喺呢度坐下。 137 00:17:50,621 --> 00:18:01,606 主席讀書,睇大參考,睇電影、錄像,聽京劇、昆曲,亦有時喺呢度進行嘅。 138 00:18:03,455 --> 00:18:09,346 喺呢個寬大嘅客廳裏便,有時亦可以聽到一啲議論、談笑。 139 00:18:09,931 --> 00:18:16,308 呢啲多數係毛澤東同佢身邊嘅工作人員,與及佢好少嘅客人之間發生嘅。 140 00:18:17,601 --> 00:18:23,249 呢一日,講起咗冇幾耐之前睇過一部影片宮廷秘史。 141 00:18:24,019 --> 00:18:27,255 呢部係反映拿破崙生活嘅故事片。 142 00:18:28,918 --> 00:18:34,202 喺毛澤東嘅客廳裏便,有一個好高級嘅進口嘅電影屏幕。 143 00:18:34,990 --> 00:18:41,023 平時係用紫紅色嘅天鵝絨布擋住,放電影嘅時候呢就拉開。 144 00:18:42,023 --> 00:18:45,479 毛澤東經常同工作人員喺呢度睇電影。 145 00:18:46,815 --> 00:18:51,131 一般睇完電影之後,佢哋往往要議論一番。 146 00:18:51,611 --> 00:18:57,023 當然,氣氛係相當活躍嘅,各抒己見毫無顧慮。 147 00:18:58,488 --> 00:19:05,737 幾個工作人員由於同毛澤東經常接觸,生活喺一齊,所以多數都冇咩嘢拘束嘞。 148 00:19:07,429 --> 00:19:12,204 小孟話:拿破崙嘅情人呀,真係靚啊。 149 00:19:12,838 --> 00:19:17,998 小張就話喇:當然啦,拿破崙嘅情人唔通醜八怪係咩? 150 00:19:18,863 --> 00:19:26,963 毛澤東話:邊個都唔會喜歡醜嘅,成面豆皮,你喜歡呀? 151 00:19:28,346 --> 00:19:33,266 小孟好似忽然間諗起咗啲嘢噉,眼珠一轉,對主席話: 152 00:19:34,167 --> 00:19:39,035 細時我睇過一本畫冊,裏面有幾張裸體女人畫。 153 00:19:39,494 --> 00:19:42,195 我真係唔明白啊,點解要畫呢啲嘢啫。 154 00:19:43,341 --> 00:19:51,375 小余話:外國電影裏便啊亦時時有啲裸體鏡頭嘅,啲細路哥睇咗啊,影響太壞喇。 155 00:19:52,374 --> 00:19:56,969 小周話:聽講空軍大院裏便放一部外國電影。 156 00:19:57,674 --> 00:20:03,210 係喇,係反映拿破崙妹妹嘅,裏便有女人沖涼嘅鏡頭。 157 00:20:03,735 --> 00:20:09,201 放映嘅時候,到咗呢個場面,放映員就攞一張紙擋住鏡頭。 158 00:20:09,620 --> 00:20:13,113 真係吖,一係就唔好放,又要放又怕。