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小孟幾乎係一口氣,將佢嘅入黨申請書,一啲都唔停歇噉快速讀咗一次。
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主席話:你點解讀得咁快嘅?你係存心唔畀我聽清楚定喇。
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你再同我慢慢噉讀一次。
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於是小孟將速度放到好慢好慢,一個字一個字噉讀。
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小孟先至讀咗幾句啫,主席就笑起嚟話:
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嘿你呢個孟夫子吖,就係好走極端,唔係太快就係太慢。
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小孟又將速度加快咗啲,又將呢份,唔到三百字嘅申請書讀咗一次。
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主席話:呢次我完全聽清楚喇。
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你十八歲就申請入黨,噉你係四八年生嘅,即係六六年申請入黨。
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哦,計起嚟,已經十年咁耐嘞噃,你嘅決心唔細呢。
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我同意你入黨,我同意。
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主席講最後一句嘅時候,特別強調咗一下。
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你同意就得喇。
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唔得,我同意仲唔算數嘅。
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你要去搵黨小組長李某某同志,將申請交畀佢。
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要有介紹人,要經過黨小組討論通過先至算數㗎。
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你同意都唔算數,噉仲要邊個同意先至算數啊?
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要按組織原則辦事吖嘛,我身為黨嘅主席,我點能夠帶頭破壞我同意制定嘅原則呢?
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係,噉我去搵李某某啦。
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我想搵汪東興主任做介紹人,因為佢好關心我個入黨問題㗎。
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可以啊,誒你仲要再搵一個添,要兩個人先至得嘅。
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我想搵你啊就怕你唔同意啫。
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我做你嘅介紹人,怕唔啱嘅,人哋會話你拉大旗喇。
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係喇,申請書裏便有一句要刪咗去,更好地為毛主席服務,噉寫唔好嘅。
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小孟按照主席嘅要求,將申請書交咗畀黨小組長。
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過咗一段時間,張玉鳳知道咗呢件事,佢唔高興噉話:
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你咩嘢事都要搵主席,你唔知道主席身體唔好咩?你一味麻煩佢做咩嘢啫?
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你使乜咁着急吖,遲早都會入㗎嘛。
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小孟聽咗冇出聲。
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又過咗好耐,小組長搵小孟談話喇。
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佢話:你嘅入黨問題小組會上討論過喇。
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有啲同志同你提咗啲意見,話你有啲驕傲自滿,希望你再努力爭取啦。
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驕傲自滿嘅意見從何而來,小孟嘅心,係好清楚㗎。
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有一次小孟值班,出便有兩個工作人員係女同志,噉啊離開崗位出去辦事嘞。
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當小孟有事要搵佢哋嘅時候,點搵都搵唔到。
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因為當時主席需要通便,小孟一個人照顧唔到,必須搵佢哋幫忙,急到小孟氹氹轉,收尾先至搵到小張嚟。
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收尾小孟就批評佢哋話:
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你哋真係唔似樣喇,我值班嘅時候你哋就可以隨便出去,有時仲瞓覺添。
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冇事仲可以啫,如果有事需要你哋,搵唔到你話人哋幾急呢。
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嗰兩個人話:你做咩對我哋咁惡啫?我哋都係平等嘅你點解要指揮我哋吖?
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你咪以為你好叻噃。
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小孟話:我有咩嘢咁叻啫,都係為咗工作啫嘛。
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小孟好委屈噉喊咗一場。
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事情雖然係過去喇,但係呢件事所留落嚟嘅影響確係好耐都唔會消失。
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小孟喺中南海裏便一直都冇入黨,睇嚟,毛澤東同意嘅人亦唔一定能夠入黨㗎。
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一九八六年,孟錦雲終於被批准加入共產黨。
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係佢離開中南海十年之後,離開佢第一次申請入黨,有二十年咁耐。
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毛澤東嘅説話,亦唔一定都算數㗎。
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一九七五年十二月二十六呢一日,係毛澤東嘅最後一個生日。
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外邊照例熱熱鬧鬧,大報、小報、廣播、電視,都若明若暗噉宣傳。
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每逢呢一日,單位、家庭、個人,都會喺中午食長壽麵,呢啲呢已經係不成規矩嘅規矩。
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雖然冇指示、冇文件、冇佈置啊,但係人人都自覺,或者唔自覺噉進入祝壽嘅氛圍之中。
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呢啲係文化大革命形成嘅習俗。
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習俗個威力,係不可估量嘅。
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啲人唔使去問,亦唔使去睇日曆上嘅紅字,頭腦裏便,就會即刻反映出今日係咩嘢日子嘞。
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十二月二十六日,每個中國人,無論係男,係女,係老,係幼,都唔會唔知道呢個係咩嘢日子。
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呢一日,感情凝重嘅老人,實心實意嘅中年人,狂熱奔放嘅青年,幼稚單純嘅兒童,都用差唔多嘅方式嚟表達共同嘅感情;
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回顧毛主席嘅豐功偉績,祝願佢老人家萬壽無疆,萬壽無疆。
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呢一日,亦自然會驚動友好鄰邦,國際朋友。
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朝鮮人民嘅父親,領袖金日成,特意派人送咗嚟蘋果。
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阿爾巴尼亞嘅霍查,派專員用飛機送嚟咗香蕉。
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越南、菲律賓亦各送禮品。
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湖南家鄉嘅人民送嚟咗包裝精緻嘅名副其實嘅長壽麵。
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呢種面呀,一條嘅長度足足有十米。
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係家鄉人民攞長壽嘅長字,極力發揮特意製造,將長長嘅壽面盤成一個長圓形,放喺盒裏便送嚟。
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家鄉人仲送嚟咗禮花等等等等。
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禮物源源不斷噉送嚟嘞。
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當然,呢啲祝壽嘅禮品,毛主席唔能夠樣樣都過目。
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有啲同主席送到面前,有啲只係同佢講一聲,有啲根本唔送上嚟,甚至連講都唔講嘞,因為太過多喇,不計其數咁多。
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主席如果係每件禮品都過目,你話,要嘥佢幾多時間呢?
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禮品只要送上嚟嘅,主席過目之後一般都分畀工作人員。
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主席對小孟同小張話:你哋攞返去屋企食啦。
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放喺我呢度,我食唔了,亦係浪費啫,你哋食咗好。
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於是長壽麵、蘋果、芒果大部分畀咗工作人員。
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金日成送嘅朝鮮大蘋果,用竹做嘅圓形果籃裝住,竹籃個柄上面綁住條紅色短條。
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上便有金日成親筆用朝鮮文寫嘅:祝毛澤東主席長壽幾個字。
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當小孟將呢籃蘋果攞到毛主席面前嘅時候,主席打開個蓋,攞出一個又紅又大嘅蘋果。
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佢揸住喺手嚟睇下,咁大嘅蘋果的確係少見啊。
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但係牽動佢情感嘅,絕唔淨止係因為佢稀奇啊。
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而更多個成分,係因為佢係喺朝鮮呢片不尋常個國土嚟㗎。
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喺嗰度,喺一個靜一靜嘅陵園裏便,佢嘅兒子,佢嘅愛子,長子永遠離開咗喇。
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佢對喺朝鮮嚟嘅每條消息,甚至於每次談起有關朝鮮嘅事情,佢都有一種異樣嘅感情嘅。
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金日成送嚟嘅蘋果,又勾起咗佢對二十幾年前往事嘅回顧。
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不過佢又好快噉,從一剎那嘅回憶之中轉返過嚟喇,佢話:
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呢啲蘋果留低兩個,其餘嘅,你哋分嚟食咗佢啦。
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一九七五年十二月二十六日呢一日,中南海毛澤東嘅屋企,亦顯得比平時熱鬧啲。
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平時總係靜悄悄嘅深宅大院,呢一日,亦能夠聽到呢啲歡聲笑語。
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本來,毛澤東一向建議全黨任何同志,當然亦包括佢自己在內,所有生日,唔舉行公開慶祝儀式,唔接受一切賀喜禮品。
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一九四三年喺延安,佢正係五十歲大壽。
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江青為咗有一個出下風頭個場面,三番四次噉勸毛澤東,熱熱鬧鬧噉慶祝一番,但係,毛澤東都拒絕咗。
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收尾呢,只係喺楊家嶺嘅禮堂裏便跳下舞,用咗一個小時嘅時間,算做係娛樂。
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唔搞祝壽,係毛澤東嘅一貫思想。
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因此即使到咗文化大革命嘅時期,達到咗對毛澤東嘅崇拜嘅極盛時期啊,啲人亦唔能夠打破呢個規矩,所以宣傳上就若明若暗。
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無論如何,唔能夠違背最高指示啊。
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但係虔誠、崇拜嘅情感又唔能夠唔表達啊。
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當然嘞,啲人仲係搵到靈活嘅餘地嘅。
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因為毛澤東亦曾經講過,凡係屬於私人友誼嘅交往一概例外。
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呢,噉就有好多嘅行動啊,就有咗合理嘅根據嘞,因為呢啲都可以屬於例外喇。
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呢一日,毛澤東嘅女李敏、李訥嚟喇。
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佢哋平時好少嚟探望父親㗎,但係每次過生日,都一定嚟嘅,佢哋都帶嚟咗對爸爸嘅祝福。
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毛澤東呢日最高興嘅時候,就係以前嘅護士長吳旭君,護士俞雅菊、李玲師嚟到嘅時候嘞。
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佢哋嚟到毛澤東好歡喜啊。
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佢嗰塊面早就有啲木木獨獨㗎喇,而家呢就添咗笑容,有咗啲生氣。
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毛澤東今日冇成日噉瞓喺床上,佢自己提出嚟話去大廳坐下。
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佢由小張、小孟扶住嚟到大廳,佢坐喺沙發上便。
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小孟話:今日係你嘅生日,按我哋家鄉嘅習慣呢,細佬哥要同老人家叩頭嘅。
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主席聽咗好高興噉話:
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你嘅意思啊,係要同我叩頭,我唔敢當,我承受唔起啊。
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小孟聽咗就話喇:你都唔敢當仲有邊個敢當啊?我叩頭畀過你先。
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講完,都唔等大家反應過嚟,就跪喺主席面前,鄭重其事噉叩咗三個頭。
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主席亦不時噉向前起身表示回敬。
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見小孟叩咗頭喇,吳旭君、李玲師、張玉鳳亦都先後去叩頭。
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毛澤東呢個時候好高興啊,佢話:
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記得細時嗰陣,喺我鄉下,母親時時帶埋我去廟裏便燒香,拜菩薩。
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嗰陣時,我細過你哋好多啊。
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我好信神㗎,一便同菩薩叩頭,一便個嘴仲話要菩薩保佑。
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你哋今日叩頭畀我,我唔係亦變咗神咯?你哋亦叫我保佑呢?
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張玉鳳搶先回答話:我哋當然個心亦想叫你保佑啦,不過冇講出嚟咋嘛。
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主席話:而家唔係我保佑你哋嘞,而係你哋保佑我咯。
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聽咗主席噉講,幾個姑娘都笑起嚟。
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仲係張玉鳳嚟得快啊佢話:我哋互相保佑啦。
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呢晚,主席請呢幾個姑娘喺佢處食飯。
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五個姑娘陪主席食飯,有講有笑,食得好開心。
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呢啲胖頭魚湯,今日味道好香啊。
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毛澤東一便講,一便用震揗揗嘅手,又𢳂咗羹嚟飲。
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小張見到主席好費力,連忙接過主席嘅匙羹,幫佢送入口裏便。
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主席一啲都唔覺得難堪噃,因為都係習以為常喇。
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今日為咗大家歡聚,毛澤東堅持自己夾餸。
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其實平日呢,一般都係由小張喂佢食飯㗎。
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小孟見主席情緒唔錯,就話喇:
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主席,你知道嘛,今日有一味餸呀係江青同志送嚟㗎。
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毛澤東聽咗呢句説話毫無反應,就好似冇聽見一樣。
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吳旭君企起身舉住酒杯話:
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我嚟提議,我哋都舉杯祝願毛主席長命百歲。
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幾個姑娘都企起身舉杯。
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小孟杯裏便係紅葡萄酒,小張係茅台酒,小吳、小李係香檳酒。
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幾個姑娘逐個同主席碰杯,主席好高興噉話:
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多謝你哋,祝長命百歲,比祝萬壽無疆好。
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但係能夠長命百歲就好唔錯嘞,有幾多個人能夠一百歲呢?
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當啲姑娘同佢碰杯嘅時候,佢將個頭輕輕噉點一點,並冇將酒杯舉起嚟,只係用手將酒杯向前推一推,示意一下啫。
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呢個時候個毛澤東,已經唔能夠平穩噉舉起嗰只小小嘅酒杯嘞,因為佢隻手震得好厲害。
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醫生曾經判斷佢手震嘅原因係腎虛嘅表現。
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曾經用補藥輸液幫佢治療過,有幾次,仲頗為見效添。
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不過毛澤東唔係十分相信呢啲㗎,佢仲係堅持住,醫生嘅説話只能夠信一半。
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佢一貫反對食補藥。
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因此呢,醫咗冇幾多次就中斷嘞。
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夜幕低垂,毛澤東嘅卧室裏便瀰漫住温馨。
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華麗嘅荷花形壁燈放射出柔和嘅光,幾個姑娘陪主席食完咗生日晚餐,休息咗一陣,主席又瞓返喺床喇。
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晚上十點正,經得主席嘅同意之後,警衞員為毛主席放起咗禮花。
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呢啲禮花係湖南家鄉啲人送嚟嘅禮物,佢哋幾乎年年如此喇,送長壽麵,送禮花。
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禮花係喺離主席房間十幾米遠嘅户外燃放嘅。
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五彩繽紛嘅花束升起嘞,又熄滅落咗去。
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明亮耀眼嘅銀星向住天空奔騰,彷彿永遠沖入浩瀚嘅宇宙。
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毛澤東挨喺床上,透過闊大嘅玻璃窗望出去,呢啲係特意為佢個生日放嘅禮花啊。
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好多次五一、十一喺天安門城樓上,佢同中共領導人,同外國友人,一齊欣賞節日嘅焰火。
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嗰陣時,天安門廣場嘅夜空,曾經令佢幾咁陶醉啊。
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佢沉浸喺勝利、成就、歡呼、歌頌嘅喜悦之中。
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佢覺得,佢同佢嘅人民一齊,共同仰望住天空。
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佢喺瞬息之間,忘記咗重重嘅困難,難以解決嘅問題。