I think you're lost I mean you should know what you want first your purpose in the future does it really need a School certification as "shehdet lbac" or a certain degree if yes you know what you do and ofc don't feel afraid or hesitate because of ppl reaction as long as it has benefits for u, But if ur goal doesn't need all of that you should ofc complete what you've started in and try to improve your self without wasting time