I was agnostic like you, I read most of the religious texts, none of them made sense, too contradictory, what pushed me from Islam was some distorted version I was spoon fed by others, I did my own research  and now hmdlh I'm a revert for 4 years now, my advice, do some actual honest to god research, read the holy books, find all the plot holes, watch religious debates, Islam vs atheism, Islam vs satanism, Hinduism and especially Christianity, and they will almost answer any question u have, I recommend Mohammed hijab for the debates the guy is exceptional, and alas, do ur own research, may Allah guide you