Well that's it ,sorry for the long post , and please don't be offended by what I said since I feel like I didn't sugarcoat my words and threw whatever I had in my mind , and one last thing do what you yourself find right , you are the protagonist of your life and others are nothing but side characters , face your setbacks and get back up, it is better to be a survivor than a loser and a quitter and a regreter(not an actual word but tou1adi l8arath) , I myself am trying to survive and get back up on my feet and am not even gay or bi or lesbian but life is hard sometimes and we can do nothing but keep on living