<text>  HLNNick Gordon, romantic partner of Bobbi Kristina Brown, sat down recently with Dr. Phil McGraw for his first on-camera interview since Whitney Houstons daughter was rushed to the hospital in January after being found face down in her bathtub. The interview aired Wednesday on NBC. When his team traveled to Atlanta and initially approached Gordon about the interview, Dr. Phil says they found him in a hysterical state. Video showed an intoxicated Gordon crying and mumbling about missing Krissy, as Browns family calls her. Brown was found unresponsive in her Roswell, Georgia, home on January 31 and remains hospitalized. Authorities say theyre approaching her case as a criminal investigation. See more: Whos who: Bobbi Kristinas small family circle . Dr. Phil first spoke with Nick Gordons mother, Michelle Gordon, who said her son had admitted to her his desire to take his own life. Even though shes never known him to abuse drugs or alcohol in the past, she said she has recently spoken to her son on the phone when he appeared to be drunk or high. He has blamed himself for Krissy being in the condition that shes in, hes torn up by that, Michelle Gordon told Dr. Phil. Hes dealing with it by drinking. Ive begged him to stop. She said repeatedly that Nick Gordon is at a breaking point and that hes even attempted to kill himself by taking Xanax and Unisom. Left to his own devices, hell be dead inside a week, Dr. Phil told her. Thats when Dr. Phil went up to Nick Gordons hotel room to persuade him that he needs an intervention. On the way back to the interview room, Gordon admitted that hed had two shots of alcohol earlier that morning and later started crying in the elevator while showing Dr. Phil his new tattoo: Bobbi Kristinas name on his forearm. Read more: Bobbi Kristina Browns life in the public eye . Throughout the interview, Gordon appeared distracted and distraught. He stood up and walked out of the room multiple times, only to come back to continue the interview. He constantly interrupted both Dr. Phil and his own mother with random interjections about Krissys engagement ring or how much he hates Bobby Brown. I miss Krissy and Whitney so much! Gordon repeated several times, adding that hes lost the most legendary singer ever and that he cannot lose Krissy, too. Gordon kept switching from crying in his mothers arms, to laughing at Dr. Phils multiple requests to go to rehab, to agreeing that he needs to get sober in order to help Krissy. He admitted to drinking too much and taking too many pills, only to say hes fine and doesnt care about rehab later in the interview. He told Dr. Phil he hasnt been sleeping and has been waking up in the middle of the night, praying for Krissy. He also explained to the host how much emotional pain hes in, saying, My heart hurts. I have panic attacks. At one point, Gordon broke down crying, uttering, Im going to seem so weak in front of the world. Read more: Whats the truth about Bobbi Kristinas marriage? Doc, please help me see Krissy, Gordon pleaded with Dr. Phil, to which the doctor responded, Weve got to get you cleaned up first. Eventually, he shook Dr. Phils hand, promising, as a man, to go directly to rehab after this taping. The audience didnt see him leave with the representatives from Willingway, an addiction treatment center in Georgia, but Dr. Phil later told the media Gordon did check into the facility after the interview, according to Fox News. 