[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear me, 
 
 I am sorry. Sorry for not looking out for you. Sorry for being stupid sometimes, and a moron a lot of times. Sorry for panicking in those situations and sorry for going blank during vivas. Sorry for not being there for you and sorry for making you cry so many fucking times. Sorry for stuttering and sorry for being shy. Sorry for being ambivalent ( but I was just trying to choose the best ), sorry for not listening to you and being incorrigible. Sorry for making you feel sorry. Sorry for all those times I did n't speak. Sorry for the times I gave in to my urges. 
 
 Dear kitty, sorry that I might have ruined your life, and lungs too. Sorry for running away and thinking about not being there. Sorry all the times I hurt the ones you love. The times I made a big deal out of small things and let them grow big. Sorry for escaping and feeling sorry for existing. 
 
 
 Sorry for not being strong. And for being strong for too long. Sorry for overgauging your calibre to take it all in and not asking for help. 
 
 Sorry for ignoring you and dealing with other's shit. For not making you feel beautiful. 
 
 
 But you know I am always there for you. I live for you and breathe for you. I may make stupid decisions tho. Like now, staying on reddit. But I do out all for you. I promise to be wiser..no, to be smarter. To work for you, the heroine of my story. It's all for you. 
 
 I am going to make you feel beautiful, and happy and blessed. Coz you are the hero of this story. Coz you deserve it. 
 
 From love
