You 're moments late to literally everything . You watch busses pull away as you run behind them , girls get asked out as you walk up to them , and you have never caught a green light . One day though , you arrive on time . [ WP ]

I wake up and spring out of bed faster than I ever have before. This energy I'm feeling today is so abnormal I question what drugs I took last night. Uppers? No. Hallucinogens? No. Booze definitely does n't do this to people. It was at that moment I realized I had fallen asleep sober for the first time since 13 years of age. All these years of always being behind feeling like a loser and all it took was one day without. On that beautiful day when I awakened sober and refreshed from not drinking and over eating that I had a realization that these things were just a matter of choice. I have been shitting myself out of every conceivable opportunity. I run out of the house and see a girl I've approached three times and been late all three wearing a shirt and boy shorts as she waves to me. Hesitation was for the old me, it's time for action. As I get up the steps she smiles with a lusty glare. Right then her boyfriend comes outside with a big blunt and I fall right back down. I have seen it though and it, whatever it is was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. The freedom of choice.
