[ WP ] When you die , your life is stuck in a repeating loop . You figure this out & do everything you can to end the loop once and for all .

`` Life is boring, what else is there to do after you've lived countless of them?'' I randomly mention to my assistant. 
 
 `` What? Sounds like you need to go out more'' he replies ignoring half of what I said. 
 
 `` Sure, reliving your life sounds amazing the first time. After all my first life was pretty bland and boring. When I was born again, as a baby I did n't cry, as soon as I realized I was ecstatic to fix my mistakes and live a better life and I did. I thought it was a one time thing, but again, again and again I was born again and after what have to be millions of lives, it's torture, everything feels the same.'' I continue my monologue. `` Countless times I've lived as a billionaire, a president, I stopped wars, all wars, and started several, I was the king of the world, in some lives even worshipped as a god, both vengeful and merciful, I even was THE God. And I remember all of it.'' 
 
 `` Should n't you focus on the task at hand instead of making up some stories?'' he responds. 
 
 `` Of course it was n't always great, I've also spent lives as a hermit or a slave ( gambling... it never ends well, it's far easier to play the stock market or create Facebook before Zuckerberg even had the idea ). I've found my one true love, and over thousands of lifespans I grew tired of him.'' I ramble on. 
 
 `` You've always been excentric, but today takes the cake. We're minutes away from turning on the most complex machine humanity has ever built and advancing science by years, or if something goes wrong, destroying the earth as far as the media is concerned and you talk about some lame story you came up with for /r/WritingPrompts! If you were n't such a genius no one would put up with you. It's hard to believe that we're the same age'' he replies in anger. 
 
 I ignore his anger and continue my external monologue. `` I've read every book, seen every movie, even when I completely changed the course of history. I've studied every field of science trying to explore something new, but in the end, no matter how glorious I am, how far I advance humanity, just like everyone else, I can not escape death. Sure with my medical knowledge I can advance a humans lifespan to 500 years, but that seems to be the limit. At least with my intelligence I ca n't get past that, maybe I'm stupid, maybe immortality is impossible. More intelligent people have neither the knowledge nor the lifespan to contribute significantly, but to their credit they helped me get there in a previous lives. While I've explored every major object in this solar system, I ca n't even expand technology far enough to reach the nearest star, same as with immortality. So while I have pretty much all of humanities knowledge and can acquire everything, I'm still imprisoned within both space and time. I do n't even know what happens after I die. Does life continue and I switch to a different time line or does the universe reset with me? All my knowledge and I still know nothing about this space time. All the theories are untestable, even when you can violate the the flow of time the way I do, although that alone can disprove some of them.'' 
 
 `` Wha...'' He started to believe me, after all by those few that know, I'm hailed as the modern Einstein, single handedly advancing the field by decades, maybe centuries. 
 
 `` I just want to end it all, it's the only way to escape this prison. There's nothing of value left for me to see, for I have seen it all. All my emotions have dulled. I have to end it. There's nothing left for me than the desire to end it all. I tried suffocating myself as a baby and countless other methods of suicide, but all of it was in vain. By now I focus on nothing more than ending my life once and for all. I do n't care for Musk or Zuckerberg-like fame, been there done that, it's all just distractions from my goal, therefore I learned to control the world from the shadows and have done nothing else for thousands of lives trying various methods to end it all.'' barely realizing that I'm starting to sound like a manic Bond villain. 
 
 His confused face turned fearful as he glanced at the configurations of the experiment. 
 
 `` Do n't you find it odd that that with all the differences between countries and all their unwillingness to support science for sciences sake, we still get things like the LHC that cost billions through collaborations from several countries? What do they stand to gain from that except'understanding of the universe'? 
 I'll tell you what - nothing! It's all for my sake, controlled by me. I've promised them my knowledge, but once I succeed, it wo n't just be the end of me, it will be the end of them as well. You see, my current attempt focuses on black holes, even though I ca n't reach any, maybe I can create them. Maybe those tears in space-time can remove me from my space-time prison and it will take everything else with it.'' I bark out furious at the countless failed attempt in previous lives. 
 
 `` Why tell me that?'' 
 
 `` Why? You see, sometimes I still get get the desire to talk, seeing the reactions of other humans it's the last bit of pleasure I have left, it helps me keep my sanity. Soon I'll flip this switch and everything will be gone, you, I, everyone. Hopefully for good this time. I know it's pointless, telling you this, but it always is, when I die it always just resets anyways. Even if you could stop me, I could just not tell you next time.'' 
 
 After a short and pointless fight, I overpower him. In this life I have n't trained my body, but the countless lives of combat training are still there. I smile as I flip the switch and seconds later it all turns black... 
 
 I wake up, my thoughts are a mess and I'm barely conscious, a familiar and warm feeling surrounds me, as if I was floating in a sensory deprivation chamber. Suddenly a sharp pain and a rapid change in my surrounding. It's cold. I open my blurry eyes and see a doctor, when some of my thoughts return to me... I failed and start crying like the baby I have become again. 
 
 Unknown to me, the same year a baby was born that did not cry.
