[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear soandso, 
 
 I remember when we first met. Around five years ago now. How time flies. We were younger then, and I was so naïve to the suffering you had gone through at such a young and formative age. 
 
 I remember us singing in the choir, me helping you out when you could n't hit the notes right. Even though you were n't the best singer, it was still beautiful to my ears, it always will be. You were dating someone far older than you were, and I will never understand why. Were you insecure? Were you afraid? You were doing things that a person your age should n't have had any business doing. I always detested the group of people you would be with: They had and still do n't have a direction, and unfortunately, it rubbed off on you. 
 
 I graduated high school on time, you a little later. But on my graduation day, you told me your intentions with me. I always knew that you and I would be together, everyone did. Little did I know that life would not be easy. Love was n't easy. Learning to love you despite your flaws was hard. 
 
 I craved to be outside and experience the world around us, but you never did. You feared the outside. You feared leaving the hole, physically, emotionally and mentally. I had hope that love and time would help, but it made it worse. You played more PC Games, you met some people online. I hate these people. They took you away from me. You fell for all of them, regardless of their emotional abuse and empty suicidal threats. You believed them over me. You threw away five years and friendship and love, regardless of all that I did. Christmas would've been 2.5 years, and I had intended to give myself more to you. To start my life with you. But your intentions were different. I do n't know how you're doing, and vice versa. Maybe it's better that way, that way you wo n't feel the guilt and pain I have been. But it's alright, I'll be okay, at least I do n't live with the paranoia they put me through. I'm meeting people and I'm going to the north soon, like you always wanted to. Maybe you were n't singing the wrong notes; maybe you had n't found the right harmony. I hope you understand one day. Is brea liom tu. 
 
 PowerFalcons
