[ WP ] You are on a midnight walk alone with your thoughts .

Fuck is it cold. I should have brought a hat. I'm not going back to get it though. I would have to open the door to my hall with this stupid key card, go back down the hallway with the disgusting yellow light, walk past the obnoxious drunks in the T.V. room, and finally I would have to deal with my stupid mouth breathing roommate who would stare daggers at me. God forbid I open and shut the door more than one or two time's an hour. At least he does n't say anything to me. He's to passive aggressive to ever actually talk to me like a man. Yeah, fuck that. I'll just let my ears be cold. 
 
 I think I'll just walk to the end of campus and back. I do n't know, maybe I'll figure out where I'm going when I reach Jammirich. Or maybe I'll go talk to the kid's outside West. Maybe I'll bum a cigarette of one of them. I'll stand in the tight huddle they form to escape the cold and try to hide how lonely I am under the fact that I do n't even smoke. 
 
 I miss summertime. It's not even that I hate the cold. I just miss how everything is alive. In the summer a midnight walk around campus has the potential of turning into a chance meeting or something. In the winter people only shuffle from one destination to the next. They keep their heads down when they past. They pop their collar against the wind and miss everything going on around them. Or maybe I'm just staring to much. I do n't know. 
 
 Fuck it's cold. I kind of like it though. As much as I miss the people I love the way the quad looks completely devoid of people. I did n't even know I liked this level of peace and quiet until I was walking out here one night. The cold air feel's good in my lungs and the dark open sky feel's good against my eyes. Tomorrow morning it wo n't be like this. People shuffling from class to class. The darkness, the quiet, just this general feeling of tranquility is going to be gone. I guess that's why I do n't mind cold winter nights. This feeling is still here. 
 
 In the end, what am I really bitching about? My ear's arent *that* cold. That stupid key card usually works pretty well. Those disgusting yellow lights do a pretty good job keeping the hallway light. The drunks are just having fun, and my roommate....well my roommate is still a passive aggressive dick, but at least he does n't say anything to me. 
 
 Plus, there's always tomorrow night.
