[ CW ] Without using the letter `` E '' , describe a friendship that 's falling apart .

As a child I thought that it would last. It was magic, goofing off, playing with him. It was too fun, and I thought I would never grow up. 
 
 I did. Jon did n't. 
 
 As an adult, I know I am with maturity that Jon wo n't accept. Alcoholism, ca n't hold a job, partying with school girls, it's hard to find any common ground now days. I know that if I do n't call him nobody will. His family cut losses with him long ago. If only I could do so too. But I ca n't, what was in our youth holds chains that I can not drop. Tomorrow I'll stop calling, bringing him to clubs, picking him up off floors. I wo n't pick up that call. Not now, not again. It's all about Jon, but not for long. That spotlight' s burnt out.
