[ WP ] Everyone has a mark on their chest that is indentical only to their soulmate 's .

A lot of people ask themselves, will I ever find love? Am I destined to be alone forever? Yeah well those sayings are only in history books now. My great- grandfather told me the thrill of finding his soul mate. I could n't believe how much he had to go through! He had like 3 long term'intimate relationships' or'girlfriends and boyfriends.' Whatever they were called back then is history and irrelevant. I always wonder what those are like, but this is the world we live in now. Let me tell you how the world is now through my own experience. 
 
 I met my soulmate on the 20th of March and it has truly been a glorious ride. The day before I turned 16, but I already knew everything about Robin since I was 14. They allow us to know who our soulmate is for two years before we get to officially meet. But we had talked a few times before that, with supervision of course. I was counting down the days of meeting Robin, and I knew instantly that that was the one true soulmate that I had only dreamed of. 
 
 When we met, we instantly clicked and the days turned to seconds. We officially let the world know that we were soulmates with the quintessence of love ceremony two weeks into our everlasting love. It would've been faster, but my father was away. Waiting that long just made everything more special we figured. My best friend Taylor only had to wait three days! Talk about being fast, usually its only a weeks time. 
 
 So this is a perfect love story right? I've been with Robin for 30 amazing years. My mind, body, and spirit have reached new levels being with Robin. 30 years is a long time nevertheless, and still my grandfathers story of thinking that he found his soulmate after 2 tries is such a terrible thought! I could never stand being rejected by someone, or investing so much time into someone and learn it was all for naught. How can someone just approach someone they barely know and'ask them out'? The textbooks say that people used those kinds of relationships to'practice for the right one'. That logic is completely flawed! You only have one soulmate! Why waste time on someone else? That person can not help you grow at all! You'll never know a true thing about yourself being caught up with a person who distracts you from your soulmate! How could anyone ever do it again, finding a'new' soulmate? 
 
 I just do n't understand. How does someone do that. How can people willingly go into a relationship without knowing if they are their soulmate? 
 
 If I could have one question answered, it would be: how does one try to have more than one soulmate? Clearly, my great-grandfather knew. Although his logic was flawed, I do wish I knew how he moved from one to another. What kind of mental deformity he must have had to be able to do so. 
 
 Because I ca n't imagine life without my Robin. And and instead of imagining it, I must live it. My dearest died a few hours ago. The details do n't matter, not to me, nor should they to anyone. Robin is dead, and there is nothing I can do about it. Half of me is gone. I honestly do n't know what to do with my life anymore, and I know the only thing I can do is wait. `` There is no such thing as life without my soulmate,'' as was spoken in the quintessence ceremony of love. With the death of my half, I wait for death of my half. Everyone knows that my life ended with Robin's, there are no exceptions. The only thing I have left to do in this life is finish this. 
 
 As I wait for my life to end by the hand of the witnesses of my quintessence ceremony, a single quote keeps replaying in my mind: “ Inhale when I inhale. Exhale when I exhale. Breathe with me, for two beating hearts breathing one breath together become one. ” 
 
 Robin, our breath will be together again one more time, forever and ever.
