[ WP ] In this world , everything is determined by the number floating over your head . Everything . And when numbers ahead of you die or get killed , yours moves closer to the coveted position of # 1 . You 're number 22 . For now .

I caressed the smooth, sharp edge of my blade. I love blades, but Hannah doesn ’ t. I like to cut myself in random places to see how much it will hurt. I don ’ t want to hurt my friends. I know they are my friends, but hannaH told me they needed to go. She told me that if I didn ’ t “ get rid of them ” then I would die. I don ’ t want to die. I want to protect Hannah, but how do I do that if hannaH told me I have to kill people to save her. Im so torn. I should just kill her right now. Yes. Yes then… then I can protect Hannah and I won ’ t have to kill my friends. It ’ s hard though, I see 21 right now, I could just get her. hannaH wants me to kill her. Hannah doesn ’ t want me to kill myself but it ’ s the only way. Maybe I can warn 21, then she can run away, so hannaH thinks I tried, but no one dies. Yes that ’ s what ill do. 
 
 What, why is 21 so scared? Im trying to tell her to run but she won ’ t run, she just stood up and went for her pocket. She ’ s going to capture me and take me for ransom. Maybe if I kill her now she can leave me alone, and then hannaH can be happy, its bad when I ’ m not happy. Hmm, what ’ s that black thing in her hands, she ’ s pointing it at me. 
 
 Oh god the way it feels. She killed hannaH, now Hannah can be safe forever with me. Wait, where is Hannah? Is she… dead? Where is my number, where is Hannah… Oh god, where… where am I… 
 
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 **BACKGROUND** So yeah this is my first post on /r/writingprompts, and I wanted to take a bit of a messed up spin with it. I saw this as being a girl who was so used to killing to climb the ranks, but was so filled with guilt, that she created an alternate persona to bottle up all her negativity in. I do n't know how I did but I think I did alright for my first prompt here. Leave me with some suggestions on how to improve. 
 

