[ WP ] You unknowingly stop aging and become immortal at 20 years old . 50 years later you 're finally getting suspicious that you are n't normal .

He for a long time had a feeling that something was not right. `` I feel as though most people in my position would be happy to go day by day without aging yet I ca n't help but worry.'' 
 
 He did not fully understand what was going on but what he did know is that as time went by everyone around him was fading. `` Everyone around me is aging while I sit here looking exactly like I did when I was 20 years old, I am now 70. I have seen both my parents grow old and die, that was hard. I am now seeing the love of my life fade and she is fading fast. I have seen family and friends go, it has never been easy but I do n't know that I can bear it anymore. It's like I'm loosing her day by day and there is nothing I can do about it. My children have tried to console me, they will be all of I have after she's gone. That is no consolation because they will one day be gone as well. This is not a blessing but a curse.'' 
 
 He use to believe that the worst part about growing old would be aging but he now knew better. `` How can this be? Why have I been destined to watch everyone I have ever loved die? I know that it may seem selfish, maybe I would not want to go and leave my wife behind but parents are not suppose to outlive their children. I now understand that aging is not the worst thing time can do to us. As the clock ticks, all I can think about is that one day everyone I know will be gone.'' 
 
 No matter how hard he tired, he was slowly running out of hope. `` This world is full of people, maybe one day I can find another wife, create another family. What is the point? I would just be putting myself through this pain again. I would have to watch them age and die as well. I do n't know how I am going to get through this, I ca n't imagine doing it over and over again. This is no way of living, for me there is no hope.''
