[ IP ] The gateway to true darkness

You are swallowed by the darkness, it consumes you whole. It crawls into your eyes and ears, seeps into your skin, ingrains itself into your bones. Your lungs are filled with black smog, you can not breathe. Your blood is colder than ice and your heart nearly stops. Your vision becomes clouded with the dark. It is all you see and think. It becomes you, it absorbs you into its being and accepts you. You are the darkness and the darkness is you. 
 
 Minutes pass, hours, days, maybe years. It is impossible to tell in the void. There is no meaning for either time or space. They are impossible ideas in your matter of existence. All other ideas of life are incapable of actuality: Your arts, your emotions, your family, your career and your life are all incomprehensible at this point. Any previous knowledge of who and what you were, has been expunged. 
 
 One thing remains, one thought that gives you the ability of identity. An idea from what was. It is full of pain and spite, malevolence and malice. It floods whatever is left of your mind, your consciousness. It grows, it multiplies and proliferates. There is now only this thought side by side with the darkness. Darkness and Evil are one. 
 
 It returns, your sense of body and existence, only this time the darkness fuels it. You feel everything that you did before, your old memories even return. Now your heart pumps black oil instead of blood. Your skin is ash and your eyes are filled with thick tar. You return. You remember now. The street where the darkness first killed you and remade you. 
 
 You see the world again. You see other souls looking at you, but you see into their deepest darkness. You see it all. Every shred of night within every soul. Only you have truly been embraced by it. Now you will show them true darkness. You will unleash the blackest pits of darkness upon the world and consume it whole.
