[ WP ] In the heat of an argument you shouted `` I wish you never even existed ! '' Now you are the only one who remembers them .

They say that you do n't truly die until the last person stops thinking about you. 
 
 I am the only person keeping my mother alive and I am also the only reason that she is gone. 
 
 We always bickered with each other, but that summer before I left for college was when all hell broke loose. We could n't be in the same room with each other without an uproar of screaming. We were both sick of each other. My poor father was sick of being in the crossfire. Always having to choose between his wife and his son. Rightfully so, he generally chose my moms side. Looking back at it, I deserved for no one to be on my side. I was a prick, but this also caused a pretty big rift between my dad and myself. 
 
 I was ready to get out of the house as fast as I could. My mom was n't ready for her son to leave her. 
 
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 I have to run now, I'll come back later and finish.
