[ WP ] You are the crazy cat lady . One night , you wake , and hear your cats making fun of you .

I miss Johnnie. 
 
 That's the main problem really, I just miss him. I mean, I see him all the time, but not like I used to. 
 
 I used to make his breakfast for him before he went out, make his dinner for him before he came back, like clockwork, out at 9, back at 9. I used to hold him before he- It was a good life. Now I just put the wrong number of bowls down. Stupid really. 
 
 Like I said, I still see him all the time, of course, in the faces of others I keep around for their company, but it's not the same. I tried calling one of them by his name, but he did n't like it; gave me a look, you know, that'what the hell are you talking about' look that they get when they do n't understand what you've said. Which is stupid because at least I'm trying to talk, trying to get them to understand, they do n't even try. 
 
 It was just one after Johnnie, then two, then three, then... I started to feel like a slut, but he was there. Not any of them but in between them all. I just wish they'd say something back.
