[ WP ] A new antidepressant is launched . It does the job , but it radically changes who you are and what you like to do . People who take it like their new personality and who they 've become . Their ( former ) friends miss the original person .

I hate baseball, I mean I REALLY hate baseball. But Thomas loves it now. So here I sit, not knowing what is happening or why I even let myself buy and eat a $ 8 hotdog. A man in tight pants hit a ball and Thomas cheers. 
 
 I mean sure I guess this is better than him moping around the house all day. That's not a very understanding or kind way to think, I'm sorry. This is for the best, I mean look at how happy he is. Looking at him laugh it's almost impossible to recognize the scrawny little boy with stringy hair. Unless you knew him before the big change you would n't know that this charming charismatic man used to cry when confronted with a large crowd, and would second guess himself all the time. He likes country music and drinks awful flavourless beer. He's told me he thinks he's a Christian and that he's going to get baptized. The guy with the number 25 just caught the ball and now he's losing it. He and his Fiancee kiss. They tweet and snapchat this glorious moment for all of their followers to see. 
 
 I dislike his Fiancee as much as I dislike the new him. She's like one of those Bright and Shiny people that are always super happy and gasp whenever you voice an unpopular opinion or cruse. She makes him do everything with her, and she even has them wear matching outfits. She brags about how they have the same vision prescription and like the same gross foods. I think they even take the same antidepressants. 
 
 I've thought about taking his pills away, I'd swap them with my mother's old ones if they even looked the same. I'm being selfish again, I should really stop. Maybe this is what happy looks like. Maybe I'm not really happy and I'm just coasting. admittedly I'm a little envious of the confidence and satisfaction that seem to come coupled with the change. He used to hate his job at the Mall but now he loves it, he's there so much and working so much off the clock they made him the manager. now he never has time for out Pathfinder sessions, or Magic the Gathering events. He does n't even join our monthly movie night meetups. Is it wrong if I just ca n't accept who my best friend has become? would it make me a bad person for not wanting to be around him anymore because of this?
