[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

[ REDACTED ], 
 
 My love. When I met you, I swore I would never say goodbye, but I suppose I will have to eventually. I want you to be happy and it breaks my heart to know that I ca n't bring you the happiness you deserve. It hurts so much to know that our time together will eventually end. I hope some day you can know how deeply I love you: when I let myself feel all of my feelings towards you my heart feels like it might burn through my chest. My love like it might burn through my skin. 
 
 I'm glad you found [ REDACTED ], I did n't know you could be as happy as she has made you. Letting you go is the hardest thing I'll ever do, but I am consoled by the fact that you are in her care. She is the only person I've met amazing enough to deserve you. You are the most wonderful human being I have ever encountered and I want you to have the best of everything. 
 
 I sometimes lament the lot I have been cast, but I'd rather suffer in silence as your friend then not know you at all. If I could be your lover, I would do it in a heartbeat. I'd bring you the world on a silver platter; even as your friend I will do anything you ask of me. If I can, I would like to help you make your dreams come true. 
 
 If I have ever hurt you, I apologize. If I have ever made you sad, I'm sorry. Whatever I might have done, I did n't mean it. I'm even sorry I wrote this letter, though I meant every word of it. I do n't want to ruin what we have; it may not be what I want, but I'll take what I can get. You will always be worth it. 
 
 Your friend, 
 
 /u/throwaway3893d
