[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear me, 
 It ’ s been so long since I ’ ve given you anything except all the criticism and anguish I ’ ve caused you. After all this time, I ’ m ready for you to hear the words you ’ ve been dying to hear from someone, from anyone, but never did. I didn ’ t mean to keep you waiting; I was just too afraid to be the one. You were so strong through every obstacle, so strong that I forgot you needed me. You were used and abused by people, by circumstance, by your own *mind*, and you still achieved success. I remain in such awe of you and the gentle warrior you have become. The world wanted to give you away, to let you collapse back into stardust. At least you felt it did when loneliness was more than just a habit. 
 
 Instead you let the world turn you soft towards everyone. Everyone, except yourself. I am sorry I never told you how undeserving you were of all that suffering. I guess I was never good at looking love straight in the face. Look at me now - I am hurting for you every day. I am with you when you ’ re alone and it feels like hell, and I am with you when it feels like heaven. I am with you when your tears are caged by pain, and when they ’ re finally flowing free. 
 I am with you. 
 This is to you, the woman I ’ ve become.
