[ WP ] The most hateful , spiteful , bitter confession of undying love .

I fucking hate you. Every time I look at you, my stomach heaves. You make me sick. I feel ill every time I think about you. My head spins and my breath dies - I hate you that fucking much. Every time you touch me my skin crawls with anger. When I talk to you my voice is caught by rage. I just want to scream at you get to out of my life; to stay out of my head. I hate myself for it even more than I hate you, which means I hate you even more. You reduce me to an animal, driven by desire. I fucking hate the way that no matter what I do I ca n't stop thinkig about you. The way that without you I feel like half a person makes my blood boil. The same repetive images in my head of you touching my fingers, putting your hands on my waist, brushing my cheek make me want to scream. I want to bang my head against the wall until my skull cracks and my brain bursts because of you. I want to hit you in the face and feel you break my arm. I want to feel your strength against mine. Your body with mine. I want to take it all away from you. All your pain, all your sorrow, all your anger, all your hate. I'll take it with me. I would do it all for you because I hate you. I'll hate you until my dying breath becuase I need you to be happy. And that means I ca n't ever be in love with you... Hate's the next best thing.
