[ WP ] At the age of 18 , everyone picks an unlikely life event . They will be reborn at 18 every time they die until that event happens . After that , death is permanent .

I am old now, far older than I ever thought I'd be when the doctors asked me what I wanted my event to be. All my life I've seen people trying to trick the system and live forever, few succeed and many who do end up wishing they had n't. When my turn came I gave the doctors the best answer I could think of `` I want to live until it's time for me to die permanently.'' Fast forward a few hundred years and here I am, on my death bed for what I think will be the last time. It ’ s funny when I think about it, last time I died thought I was ready. It was about 80 years ago now, the previous centuries had been very fulfilling so when I woke up young and strong again I was surprised. I tried giving to the world and leaving behind a legacy, I feel the world is a better place now for it and if I'm forgotten then so be it. I can feel it now, my heart slowing. It's one of the things they forget to mention, after you've died a few times you can start to pin point when you've hit the point of no return and your body is giving up. My eyes feel heavy too... 
 
 The air feels cool, I guess the afterlife is supposed to feel that way, but I do n't feel dead. Feels almost like waking up again, but no. I was ready to die. Why? Why God? What else do you want me to do here? 
 
 Edit: formatting is n't my friend 

