[ WP ] You are an omnipotent god . Out of boredom you decided to live an ordinary human life vowing not to use your power . 15 years has pass and you have a 9 to 5 working for a major tech company . Your boss has been tormenting you for years and you have reach your limit

Welp, this sucks. Maybe not starving child in Africa sucks, but suffering is universal am I right? 
 
 I'm stuck here till I die and I do n't know why I vowed to do this in the first place. I know it was out of boredom and I'm not bored, but I'm suffering. I feel like my boss has a god complex, but I do n't think anyone besides me knows what it's actually like to have a god complex. 
 
 All my friends tell me I'm such a nice guy, but I do n't feel nice. 
 I mean with what I know I could save the world, but I do n't think anyone will listen to me. There's so much work to be done in this world and now that I realize this, it's hard not to shy away from all the shitty things now that they've manifested in front of me. Pollution, world hunger, and the whole list of things mortals do to hurt one another. When will they realize they're only hurting themselves? 
 
 It's hard to be omnipotent when you forcibly take all the power away from yourself. That's where I fucked up and now I'm trying to rationalize what I'm feeling through this journal. Who listens to me when I speak out to nothingness? Who actually listens to me when I feel this pain? I mean I could've made something that did prior, but my omnipotent ass was n't smart enough to do that apparently. My dumb ass was bored and stupid enough to damn myself to a mortal life, but not smart enough to realize the hardships I was about to face. God knows how long I'll be here. 
 
 I'm thinking about this too hard, I've had some good times in the last decade and a half. I've loved, lost, and wandered. I've felt just about everything an omnipotent god has n't and maybe it's time to forget that I was one. Maybe it's time to move on with my life. It's so much easier that way is n't it? 
 
 When you have omnipotence, there's just so much pressure to do what you believe is right. I set high standards for myself as an omnipotent god, but as a mortal I think the only thing really asked of me is that I live my life. Maybe one day I'll just live like the others.
