[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear R, 
 
 It's crazy to think that in less than two weeks we should have been celebrating five months together. I know that's not a lot of time, but when we were together, I celebrated every single day I was with you. 
 
 When you think about it, the timing of us could n't have been much worse. It was the end of summer and we were destined to be almost half a day apart only a few weeks after we met. I had just come off the best summer of my life and you were the perfect cap to a great vacation. 
 
 I still remember shutting down that ice cream joint with you the first time we hung out. I could have just sat there and talked forever. 
 
 It's funny that we always said our relationship was like a fairytale. It's even funnier now that it does n't exist, just like the monsters and beasts in stories that parents tell their kids. What's the moral of this tale? Do n't love blindly if you do n't want to get blindsided. 
 
 I'm sorry. That was the frustration talking. The frustration that plagued me every waking second for a month while I tried desperately to help you and help us. The frustration that came from watching our `` movie-like'' romance crash and burn while you endured hardships that I could n't help with; hardships I would n't wish on anybody I know. 
 
 Life is n't fair. You should n't have to have gone through the shit that you did. You should n't have had to be unhealthy or lose you best friend. And sometimes I feel like I should n't have had to be cut out from your life in order for you to heal. But that's just the frustration. I really do understand why you needed us to go separate ways while you figured yourself out again. 
 
 I just get frustrated because, at the end of the day, I wish you were still mine. 
 
 I love you. 
 
 -D
