[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear Lauren, 
 
 
 
 You're a good person, sure, but you suck as a mother. You claim that you know how to raise kids, but two of your kids are in jail and more are heading there. You claim you know how to deal with childhood issues, but whenever i cut myself it was always me trying to manipulate you. Whenever i needed therapy, you would get a therapist that would break confidentiality laws and tell you everything. I do not love you, and i do not see a reason to. You do n't pay any attention to my anxiety, saying once again it is manipulation of lies, but your own sons have anxiety and you show utter care to them. You do n't care about my pain, as evident by a weekend of screaming pain from me only to be told by everyone to'shut up'. That monday i went to school and was still in extreme pain, tooth pain hurts you know. You do n't care about my feelings, as evident by you repeatedly stating that people who lack God are faking emotions. You call me a satanist when in reality i do not believe in satan, because he's not real, you're the one to actually think he exists. You are not a nice lady, you do not deserve my respect just because you're common law married to my dad. I have noticed that you've calmed down a lot, which is a first, since we moved into our new house. Thats good, but at the same time, you stated that i have calmed down. I've been nothing but calm for the past 3 years when dealing with you, even when you freak out over nothing, making up lies, then accusing me of lying myself. You are not a nice lady. You tell your kids `` Come hell or high water'' but you would rather quench your thirst rather than put me out if i were ablaze. You claim i am fine, but yourself is not. Sure, you had physical abuse for a while, but i was MANIPULATED from birth until age 10, and that needed to be undone. You bring up that situation often, using it to attack my emotions that you claim do not exist. How would you feel if i brought up your previous marriage? You'd get your children rallied together and bring forth the hatred of a thousand cunts. You say i need to stop telling people things that go on in our house, but how else am i to vent? You talk to all the therapists and over-exaggerate to no end, so i need to tell someone something. You are a hypocrite, a narcissistic cunt, and when you die your kids will be sad because of the death - Stockholm syndrome - grip you have on them, and i will be free to actually live peacefully and speak to my dad openly. Just because my birth brother sexually molested me, and your son, does n't mean i will molest anyone. Stop the assumptions and comparisons to him. Show me some sympathy, show me some love, and maybe, just maybe, when you get cancer and die i will be a little less fine with it. 
 
 
 
 You're a megasaurusCunt, 
 
 FDBS 
 
 
 
 PS: I changed my mind, you're not a good person. Not a good person to me. 

