[ WP ] Write the most angry , vitriolic thing you have ever written . Make it a love letter .

Fuck you for killing yourself. 
 
 Fuck you for your assumption that you were n't worth our love. Fuck you for the insult that we'd love someone who was n't worth it. Fuck you for ripping out our hearts. 
 
 Fuck you for twenty-five years later the way I still remember your laugh and the joy you seemed to go through life with, the way you hid everything from everyone. Fuck you for the way your memory makes my stomach clench and my blood pressure shoot up. 
 
 Fuck you for the years I spent wondering what I could have done because I must have been able to do something. Fuck you for making me continually evaluate everyone I care about to see if they're harboring that secret wish. Fuck you for making me wonder if it'll be my kid doing this to me one day, just the way you did it to your parents and to us. 
 
 Fuck you, my friend. Fuck you. 
 
 I still miss you.
