[ WP ] `` Well ... why do you want to be in a relationship ? '' Sam asks .

-Stability, mostly. 
 
 -Stablity? 
 
 I sigh. I hate it when she repeats what I said, just to make me talk more. 
 
 -Stability. 
 
 -Why? 
 
 -Because. 
 
 Now she's the one who sighs. We both know this conversation is n't going anywhere. But we also both know that this is not a conversation - it should not be a conversation. It's a monologue. 
 
 -Stability. I've changed homes, friends, fields of work, interests.. and in the end, nothing is stable. Maybe being in a relationship would give me something to cling to. Do n't you think it is? 
 
 I bite my lip immediately. I'm not supposed to ask her. I should just tell her and look at the ceiling. 
 
 -That's enough for this week. I think you're really making progress, Jonathan, and you should keep on doing this, all right? Try and run or bike a little this week, tell me if the physical activity helps you feel better. I'll tell them. 
 
 -See you next week, Sam, I say with a small smile. 
 
 I am, in fact, getting better. She told me last time that in two or three months, if all goes well, I should n't need to come to the hospital every week anymore. It's just another thing that changes.
