[ WP ] At the age of 18 , everyone picks an unlikely life event . They will be reborn at 18 every time they die until that event happens . After that , death is permanent .

He figured he'd be a cool guy, someone who is n't afraid to die; but he is afraid to die, regretted the decision the moment he made it. 
 
 When asked what his `` event'' would be, he replied `` when I'm no longer useful to anyone. He thought that this may take a while, but not too long, unfortunately it happened near his 82nd birthday. All of his friends, family, acquaintances were gone. He could no longer work. He sat in his study, agonizing on whether or not he was still useful, wondering if it was too late to kill himself, start again. 
 
 He pulled the trigger.
