[ WP ] One day it just started snowing , in the middle of the summer , and it has n't stopped since .

So school's out. I ca n't belive i'm not happy schools out... 
 
 
 
 
 Ok fuck... I may not pull through this so if you're reading, or find this notebook frozen solid, here's how it all went. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Things started being weird on the 1st of august, i can remember it prerfectly, i am going out to the mall to pick up some stuff for cousin's birthday which is tomorrow. I can remember yesterday was the hottes day in like, forever. I think i even saw on the news they said it's the warmest summer in 10 years or something, anyway... So i was walking to the mall in this absolutly beautiful summer day. When it starts raining. And that's nomal right? Yesterday was hot, water turns to steam, steam to clouds, clouds to rain. I started walking at a bit faster pace, thinking i'll get to the mall and wait it out. Only... it did n't stop. I bet it's still going too... 
 
 
 
 
 Anyway, i picked up what got him, i still have it with me here actually, i bought him a book about some astronomy stuff and some sweets. Yeah, i'm that type of person, the kid wanted some videogame and i get him a book. So i reach the mall, and i can hear people joking about the weather forecast. It's gon na rain this whole week. 
 
 
 
 
 
 *Yeah right, maybe it's gon na keep going for like one more hour and then it's back to sweating my ass off on the bus. * 
 
 
 
 
 I walk around, check out some shoes, grab a bite at the food court, swing by the cinema to see what movies are on. My shopping trip stretches as long as 3 hours. And the rain did n't stop, it only seemed to have gotten worse. So, as any sensible person would, i give my dad a ring to come pick me up. 
 
 
 
 
 
 No signal. 
 
 
 
 
 
 That's when i started worrying a bit, i mean, i did n't think it'd get as bad as it is now, at that time i was just pissed off i had to walk home through the damned rain. I bite the bullet and step outside. 
 
 
 
 
 Every single drop of rain felt like the coldest liquid on this forsaken, frosted earth. Nonetheless, i solider through it, by the time i was home i was shaking like Japan after a little boy tripped and fell face-first in it ( fuck, that may have been out of place, but at this time, i really do n't give two shits about social justice warriors, and it's a pretty good analogy ). I went ahead and took the hottest shower in my life. 
 
 
 
 
 Other than constant rain the rest of the day went on without anything out of the normal happening. 
 
 
 
 
 
 So the next day was my cousin's birthday. I woke up pretty early for some reason. And it was still raining. Hard. It was really weird. It started getting a bit cold too, i remember having to wear socks around the house that day, and i never wear socks, not even in the winter. 
 
 
 
 
 I got ready, got dressed, packed his gift and away i went. I remember the second i entered his house i could hear the news were on. There was some sort of warning regarding the weather, my ears were already tuned for this kind of thing, as everything started to give off a weird vibe lately. The weatherman said something about it being something unperecedented, but then someone quickly flipped the channel to some music stuff. 
 
 
 
 
 
 After some laughs and a bit too much cake for a day it was time to go home. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 I do n't think i have experienced a colder summer day in my life, and judging by how things are going... i do n't know... 
 
 
 
 
 
 Same as yesterday, ran through the rain, got home shower, sleep. Only that night i could n't sleep. I got scared. I remeber it was around 2 am, really chilly, when i decided to get out of bed to fix the AC. I was convinced the AC was broken, it must have been blowing cold air on the for ages. As soon as i got up i saw the rain stopped. I was sort of relieved, summer was going to go on as planned. Only, it did n't stop. I rubbed my eyes to take a closer look and it turns out it did indeed stop raining, because it started snowing. 
 
 
 
 
 Ice crystals were froming around the edges of my windows. 
 
 
 
 
 
 I got scared, but i did n't call anyone, what sort of pussy get scared of some cold weather... right? Yeah... 
 
 
 
 
 
 I decided to go back to sleep after a while. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 When i woke up i could n't belive my eyes, the most picturesque winter scenary. At that moment i knew something went terribly wrong. But that's the thing about nature, it's no one fault. There's no one to blame, and there's nothing to do but feel powerless.. 
 
 
 
 
 
 Phone was out, internet was aswell. I was feeling like it was the end of the world. I've seen movies about this. All that was going through my mind was Snowpiercer. That fucking movie. It may aswell be the end of the world and all i can think about is that stupid movie. 
 
 
 
 
 
 *Heh, guess i should have gotten my train tickets ealier* 
 
 
 
 
 
 I muttered to myself, clinging to my sanity. This must be some sort of elaborate fuck-up. I'm sure it's fixable. 
 
 
 
 
 
 I decided to take up reading. It was relaxing, i suppose, kept me distracted at least. Until i got hungry. 
 
 
 
 
 
 It was not hunger that was the problem, but the realization that hit me i the stomach like punch. I have some food, some canned goods, but how long will it last? 
 
 
 
 
 I could barely open the front door, and it was so cold outisde... So very cold. 
 Going out was out of the question. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 I wanted to wait it through. I did for a few days. It all went, good, i suppose. It was all really cold, but it was quite, for once. No, friends, not family, no moron Jason yelling at me to bring him is fucking inventory raport. By the way, if i do make it through this; Fuck you Jason. 
 
 
 
 
 
 Anyway, i could hear people walk around sometimes, after a few days the snow was about the level of my windows, all i could see was a bit fo their legs sometimes. Just walking around, runinng, panicked. It was horrifying. 
 
 
 
 
 
 But then one night, the worst happened. I woke up heing a loud bang, a mechanic bang, if that's even a definition. You can immagine everything went through my mind at that moment. Intruders? That must be it. 
 
 
 
 
 *Oh god, i'm done for. * 
 
 
 
 
 
 There was no one. Apparently my water heater thing blew. It must have been the temperature difference. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Fuck. 
 
 
 
 
 
 That's the exact moment shit hit the fan. I had to move all of my electric heaters to my room, an turn the on to full blast just to get a mear 60 farenheit. 
 
 
 
 
 That went on for about 2 days. All as quiet at that time. Snow was well above my window, well above my house even. 
 
 
 
 
 
 I think by that point i came to terms with dying. Frozen, hungry, alone. That was it. 
 
 
 
 
 
 Then the heaters short circuited. I unplugged them all, put my jacket on and... 
 
 
 
 
 
 Started crying... 
 
 
 
 
 I do n't know why, i just did. I broke down. It was over. It is over. 
 
 
 
 
 And here i lay, in my candle-lit room, writing my my last words. I am indeed, frozen, hungry and alone. Not a few minutes ago, ice crystals started forming on the inside of my windows, and everytime i'm exhaling it's like i'm a steam engine. 
 
 
 
 
 I do n't know what day it is, i do n't know what time it is, all i know is that is's august and it's well below freezing. 
 
 
 
 
 That's pretty much it, my hands hurt from writing this and the cold so i'll stop here. 
 
 
 
 
 I'm going to sleep now. I know what this means, hypothermia. Is is really that bad? Dying in your sleep? As oppsed to what? Freezing alive? I'll take may chances. 
 
 
 
 
 
 I hope i'll wake up in a warmer place. I'm tired of this cold.
