[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear Alan, 
 
 Fuck you. You should n't have done that. Since the day I met you, I absolutely loved having you by my side, as a friend. My greatest friend actually, the first one I felt I could be completely honest with, and have no repercussions whatsoever. Until you got me hospitalized, by force, *against my will*, for a full two weeks. A lot happens in two weeks, it's a really bad time to be out of school, *especially* high school, in two extremely important weeks for me, but you were never really concerned for what was in my best interests anyway. Since then I everyone of our interactions feels like I'm lying, because when I see you I can only think of what you did, and I ca n't say how I really feel, because of the bullshit emotionless male stigma in our school. Here's the kicker, I actually still *enjoy* hanging around you. After all the shit you made me go through after that day, your presence is enjoyable, but you wo n't even make an effort to speak to me anymore. Why the hell did you put me in a hospital to get me help if you were n't going to try and speak to me anymore? I never wanted the help. I just wanted a friend to listen. But now I'm here, laying in bed, emailing you, because I just ca n't stand life anymore. I'm going to try again eventually. Now that we're graduated, I do n't need to worry about your self-serving attitude to get in the way, because this time, no one will appreciate your help. I wo n't appreciate your help. Go to your Ivy league and stop thinking about me, not that you still do. You have a life ahead of you that I always wanted, so please live it out. 
 
 I have a bottle waiting for me. 
 
 
 Still looking up at you from below, 
 Kevin 
 
 
 Authors note: I feel free now. 
 
 
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