[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Hey big bro, 
 
 I wish I knew what to say and that it would come easy but it feels so weird talking to you after so long. I used to be so proud of you when I'd tell my friends about my amazing older brother and how much fun we had, and some of them could empathize because they had older brothers too. 
 
 I was so little at the time, I wonder now what I'd really been thinking and what role you actually played in my life. It was lonely for me after, being the only boy in the family and not having you there. I'd think about you and all the cool things you'd say and how we would have talked at night on our bunkbeds. I wanted to have someone to share the awkward things about puberty with and I wished I had someone to turn to when a schoolyard fight was inevitable. 
 
 I missed you and now I rarely think of you, which may be a good thing. 
 
 I've come to terms with it though, that rather than an imaginary friend, I had an imaginary brother. 
 
 Your baby bro
