[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear me, at 16. 
 So ya, all that garbage happen.You did the right thing to tell your mom. You stopped him from touching that little girl.youre not responsible for his sickness. Your life is going by so slow right now but when you look back you will realize just how fast it went by. 
 
 Right now you are scared and tired and worn but to me you are a ghost. A ghost of strength. A poltergeist that follows me every time I'm faced with a trial and do n't stand up to the sweetness and light you emitted; even though you should of been entirely broken down. No one could of said anything about if you did break, but you did n't... and they still did. 
 
 You're afraid. But you are so pure. Just because he hurt you does n't mean you are tainted. You're beautiful. You'll be beautiful next year when all your hair falls out. You'll be allowed to go to school, in a few years when they ca n't stop you. You'll do good. You'll forge a few documents to get in, but you will.And you'll pass all your tests. His family, they'll still keep talking about you, but you'll soar. Im sad to say they will plague you for a long time. You let them beacsue you care so much regardless. 
 
 
 You'll get sicker... Alot sicker. But one day you'll look up, and you'll be o.k. 
 
 There's no shame in what happen and your not being punished. They are the ones who are wrong.He was the one wrong. Just because someone is related to you does n't mean it's o.k for them to abuse you. You're not dirty, you're not sexually tainted. It will be hard and you will run out of the room when people break the wall holding the tears and despair. 
 
 You will deny the pain the memories. Youll work 70 hours plus a week for the next decade, but heres a little spoiler we are buying our mom and step dad a house in two montha. But you'll make it. And you'll learn you do n't need to be approved by anyone but you. 
 
 You're beautiful. I'm beautiful. Beauty is what you decide to be and then work toward it. 
 P.s you get better. Our hair grows back and we help a sick little girl or boy somewhere get beautiful long wavy hair of their own.
