[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear Marisa, 
 
 I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry I could n't be the man you wanted me to be. Again and again you told me you cared for me, you loved me, you wanted to be with me, and every time I was too scared to go through with it. I'm sorry my actions did not reflect how I felt. I remember meeting you for the first time In high school, in our English class. You would laugh at my dumb jokes and told some pretty bad ones yourself. I remember people teasing us that we liked each other, and we would deny it, not because we did n't, but because whenever you would tell me you wanted me, I would say no because I knew I did n't deserve you. I was so selfish to think that, because by saying no to the only girl I ever loved, I was also denying you what you wanted. I'm sorry we stopped talking after we moved away from each other, and nothing pains me more than the day you moved back, I can to pick you up from the airport and I saw that wedding ring on your finger. Now we do n't even talk to each other, because even being near to one another brings back to us the painful memories of what could have been. You ca n't leave him because he's been everything to you when I was not. It tears my heart apart knowing that we love each other but can never be. 
 
 i know it's too late to change things, but I'm sorry for my weakness Marisa. I'm sorry I was n't the man you needed me to be. 
 
 Yours always, 
 
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