[ CW ] Start with `` Everyone knew trying to run was futile , yet so far all of them tried anyway '' , end with `` I do n't make the rules , I just enforce them . ''

`` Everyone knew trying to run was futile, yet so far all of them tried anyway'', the words still rang through my head as if she was whispering them in my ear this very moment. I had asked her many times what she was talking about, but she always just gave me that faint smile as she would turn around and leave me again. 
 
 I was 20 years old when I first met Libitina and I had always felt this strange attraction towards her since that first day. She seemed familiar, but at the same time I knew that I had never met her before, or at least had not spoken to her directly. People come and go and you see many new faces each day, so I had always just waved that thought away as if her face was one that passed me on the streets. She had the sweetest voice and it was smooth like thick coffee cream liquor sliding down your throat. She had a face like a peach, soft and pink but with a little blush shining through on her cheeks. Beautiful red lips that contrasted her face accompanied by oak brown doe eyes. Her petite figure had haunted my dreams many times and her hips were shaped as if perfection itself had came to life. She was, to me, the true meaning of the word lust. 
 
 We had never spoken much, it was usually a hello or how are you, but we never went deep into conversation. Hence the surprise when she spoke those words to me. I had not understood what they meant for the longest time, but she would never tell me the truth. Days, weeks, months I had yearned for more conversation, but she would always say goodbye after she found out how I was doing. The strange feeling was unlike any other, she seemed interested but never in anything more than how I was feeling. 
 
 Today I was fed up, I wanted more from her than just hello, I wanted to be the first hello she would hear in the morning as we would wake up in the same bed. I wanted to be the one that was allowed to slide his hands across her hips, the one that could kiss the bright red lips that contrasted her soft pink face. I wanted to be the one that she would call her darling. When I came home after speaking to her once more I hastily turned on my laptop to see if I could find any results. I swiftly but gently typed her name `` Libitina''... The first result was some website that gave advice for baby names, the second was a brand of clothing I had never heard of and the third... The third one gave me the chills... `` Libitina, the Roman goddess of corpses and death'', I softly shrieked whilst reading it, who would give their daughter such a name? 
 
 That was when it happened... I felt slender fingers around my neck, thumbs pressing upward on the back of it. No clue of what was going on I gasped for air and turned around to see what was there and it was... Libitina was staring at me, her once oak brown eyes were pitch black as they looked down upon me. `` Why did you have to go and find out, darling? I did n't want it to end this way, but you had to go and find out!'' She said, while a black tear rolled down her cheek. In that moment I realized something, I had met death and realizing that I had done so had brought me to my end. `` Why...'' I stuttered before I could feel myself spiraling into nothingness. As I looked up all I could see was Libitina standing there, black tears rolling as she whispered me off into the afterlife. `` I do n't make the rules, I just enforce them...'' 
 
 
 
 
 Apologies for any mistakes in grammar and/or spelling. Non native English speaker so advice would be much appreciated, though it would be nice if you could go easy on me < 3
