[ WP ] You were the last human on earth after the zombie apocalypse destroyed civilization . One day , you finally get infected by a zombie , but after turning , you realize what you 've been missing out on .

Wow. 
 
 This is it. 
 
 It was fuzzy, and harder to get there, but I imagined this is what heroin junkies felt like after a fix. Before the world turned. 
 
 A steady haze of euphoria and drowsiness. I felt tired and somewhat hungry. The stomach growling was n't deafening, it didnt define my direction. It was more of a hollow feeling. 
 
 The only thing I could akin it to is a trip I had to the ER before. I was in a car accident, hit by a drunk driver, and was put in a medically induced coma. I woke up four days later once my brain stopped swelling, with an IV and a neck brace. My right leg was broken in two different places and my sister told me I had a collapsed lung from some broken ribs. I was in pain, a dull pain. Having not eaten any solid food since before the accident my stomach was completely empty. I was n't hungry though, the IV took care of that. It was like there was something missing in the middle of me that I needed to get back. Like somebody removed something structural from my gut. No hunger, I just missed it... Physically. Mentally. At some level there was an emotional effect. 
 
 This is what I felt now. 
 
 I quickly became aware my motor functions were off. Walking in a straight line was tough, talking was impossible. My tongue decided he didnt want to work anymore. Saying hello came out'hehhho'. 
 
 And honestly, I did n't give a shit. 
 
 I had my share of drugs, before and after the turn. Alcohol, weed, some ecstasy after high school. I tried coke and ice but was n't much of an upper guy. I preferred the floating feeling of pills like hydrocodon and xanax. I liked the water, did n't like the wings. 
 
 But this, this nasty, evil, and unstoppable thing that took everything I loved, was the best damn high I ever had. 
 
 Best part? 
 
 I do n't have to chase a fix. It never leaves me.
