[ WP ] A man decides he needs a break from his own mind & thoughts .

`` It's enough! ``, i screamed knowing that no one could ever hear me. 
 `` That's too much to bear!'' 
 
 I came here to get rid of the dullness, to get rid of my thoughts. But now that i'm all on my own it just gets worse. No moment of rest and my mind feels like it wants to burst out of my head. To crack it open and flee from the pictures i still see every day and night. 
 
 I remember every detail of it. Even the bright green color of his shirt and how it went dark, when soaking with blood. 
 The worst was his facial expression when i hit him. One split second from happy to terror. 
 His head hammered on my front lid, while my bumper crashed his legs. I stopped immediately, but his body was strangely sliding over the ground. Just then i noticed his wife screaming at the foot-walk. It sounded so strangely far away, like it came out of an old radio. 
 I freezed in fear and i could barely see through the smeared windshield, but i knew there was nothing to do anymore. I was too fast and i did n't even break before the impact. I instantly knew, that i just ended a man's life. 
 
 My body refuses as i step closer to the abyss, but my mind desires to fly. 
 Is there no other solution? How long will it take? 
 It's a long way down. Maybe long enough so it'll let me grow wings. 
 Maybe... 
 
 At least i do n't have to crawl any more.
