[ WP ] Hello darkness , my old friend .

I was a hero, one in a billions for her. 
 
 She loved me. Always. When I was afraid or little tensed, she made me laugh. Once I got lonely because my parents left me. It was she, Nathalie, who stood by me, like a lioness takes a stand for her lion. 
 
 But life is uncertain. 
 
 Nathalie left me one day, alone in this darkness again, like everyone else did. Why? I do n't know. 
 
 No, I know. I know why she left me. Yes I do. 
 
 Many a time, in the past, she tried to give me a cue, through her hints. But, I, the ignorant and careless, kept my eyes shut. 
 
 And now, here I am. Cold. Or may be sad. Or may be both. 
 
 My brain tried, so many times, to explain to the heart `` she hates you!''. But guess what? My heart is ignorant. It does n't agree. 
 
 On the same streets, I turned back thinking that she might be waiving, again and again. Alas! I found no one. 
 
 Tonight, on the same street, I mustered the courage to turn back again, and like always, I saw no one. It again wrecked me like card castle. 
 
 So, I paced again! again to say hello to my best friend - the darkness! like I do always. 
 
 **P.S. **: I am a 17 years old, a newbie from India who find, sometimes, difficult to convey his thought. English is hard for me. I make a lots of mistakes. I want to be the best. Please if you spot any error, do let me know. I'll improve. Thanks.: )
