[ WP ] You are on a midnight walk alone with your thoughts .

It's nice out side feels like home... home. Dad, Mom... Nick? How old is nick now 21 or 20... Hmmm He's got ta be 21 now I think or 20. Home... Mike.. Jessica... Frankie.. Mika.. Home is fleeting. Home is where the heat is but my heart wanders out of sight. I should n't have gone out that night, god damn fucking idiot. Suicide. Home. Tucson.. Those fucking useless pricks. Who the fuck do I sue. How do I sue them. Fuck them. Eric. Tucson. Home. Suicide. 
 
 Freedom... Union Pacific. El Paso. California. New Orleans. Fuck New Orleans. Got rained on Christmas Eve, Christmas and the day after. Fucking so cold. I hate the rain. Houston 5 hours Soaked to the bone. Mika... Suicide. Seek Happiness. Trains. Trains. Choo Choo. Mika. Bryce. What a crazy fucker. Crack. Crack. Crack. Choo Choo. Freedom. No where left to go. 
 
 On my own. Been on my own for ever. Worst parents in the world. Growing up. Awesome. School sucked. So handsome. So smart. Do any thing you want. Civil Air Patrol. Air planes. Air force. Running. Running. Running. Ca n't catch my dreams. Running on E. Tired. Tried. What could I do with what I had. 3rd world American. No electricity. 
 
 No where to go. Eric. Help. Friends. Help. Scared. Run. Run. RUN. RUN NOW. I should have killed him. I could have killed him. No one gives a fuck why do I. Bull shit bull shit bull shit. I fucking hate every thing. 
 
 Peace. Traveling. Moving. Moving. Moving. I am at ease. Nikki. Santa Barbara. Marueen. Buffalo. Christian. Doplganging oogle. Identical. How. weird. 2106 Feb 6th ``?????????????????''. Tripping. Riding MY bike. Sitting in Semi Truck. Straped to gurney. C'thulu. 10101010101. Clairvoyance. 
 
 Enlightened. Following. Cultish. Why. Ca n't have any thing nice. Fuck people. Nikki. Eros. Zin. Zen. Love. Fear. Run. stay. RUN. stay. Calm. Love. Stella. Gone. Moment. Love. trust. fear. 
 

