[ WP ] The most hateful , spiteful , bitter confession of undying love .

I kind of drew from personal feelings with this one: 
 
 I love you. I ’ ve loved you ever since you slapped me on our first night of living together. But no matter how much I love you, I hate you so much more. I ’ ve spent the last four months trying my best to get you to love me too, but instead you just fucking ignore me. I know you know how I truly feel, and yet you won ’ t even acknowledge it. Is your purpose to just string me along until something better comes along? Until you spend a year in Greece and leave me an emotionless void? You sicken me. And yet, I love you. I would do anything for you. I would throw myself into a fire for you. I would literally die for you, and sometimes it seems dying would be easier than continuing on like this. I dread the day that you bring a guy back to our apartment; knowing that this will probably happen kills me. Know that when you do, I will die on the inside, at least for the time being. The only thing I will have to give to him will be the utmost disdain for his entire existence. At least my feelings for him will match my feelings for you. And yet, I love you.
