[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Hey cous, 
 
 It's been what 2 years now? Almost 3? Ahaha. I hope you're happy where ever you ended up. I miss you and the family misses you. I wish you could see how big the kids have gotten. Not to brag or anything but I'm the favorite uncle, ahaha. Though... I do n't think I could top how much love and genuine affection you've shown them when you were here. I do n't know how to say some of the things I've been holding onto or even what to say. I've never been good with expressing myself. I ca n't even words sometimes, most of the times.: P 
 
 Anyways, 
 
 I'm sorry for how things went down aye. It was a total shit show when you left but I tried. I tried keeping everyone together, I really did. It was n't the greatest send off and there were so many things I wanted to do `` right'' but life. I know how watching everyone act the way they did must have broken your heart but we both know they're all good people. They just do n't know how to act sometimes ahaha, old country aye? Your brothers miss you and, as much as you two argued, so does your sister. Your mom and dad are well, they're still batshit crazy ahaha and so are the rest of the oldies. 
 
 To be honest though, I'm still coping. 
 
 I was always taking care of all of us when we were younger, *sigh* remember the fights I would get into because of you brats? Those really were good times... Anyways, I'm gon na go now. I've written this with nowhere to send it. 
 
 Miss you forever, J.I
