[ CW ] Write a story that begins with `` I should n't have said [ yes/no ] to [ him/her . ] ''

I should n't have said yes to her. 
 
 Listen, I know, it's impossible to say no to her. I understand I'm being let off because I was coerced. I'm not denying that I was, either, it's true. Every cell of me was screaming `` NO GOD PLEASE NO'' as I pulled the trigger. I felt my muscles contract and my soul die the same second. 
 
 But it does n't fix anything. It does n't erase their faces from my mind. 
 
 I should have stopped it. I should have known how to stop it. I should have been stronger. 
 
 I should n't have said yes to her. 
 
 I'll die remembering that I did.
