[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Hello old friend, 
 
 It's been a while, has n't it? Over a year since the last time I think. My god, but that was a wonderful day. 
 
 I miss you. Not that I pine after you. And not just because of the sex. Not just because I love you, and will likely always love you in a way. I miss you because you are my friend. 
 
 You radiate happiness. You are a pleasure to just listen to. You are... FUN. You are just so damn fun. So many people forget how to be fun, how to have fun. The simplest things are enjoyable with you along for the ride. Just going for a cup of coffee becomes a damn adventure with you riding shotgun. 
 
 I'm not going to lie and say I do n't still want to be with you. That I do n't want to roll around on the floor and screw your brains out. That I do n't want to say `` I do. and hear you say it. That do n't want to grow old with you in my arms. 
 
 But more than all of that, I just want my friend back. I want to have stupid conversations about nothing. I want to go for a walk to the 24 hour convenience store five miles away at three in the morning to get ice cream again. I want to sit around a camp fire and hear your shitty ghost stories. I want to bitch about work to you. 
 
 I miss you old friend. I want more than the few weeks we get every couple years when you finally work up the courage to defy that worthless abusive sack of shit you are with. You deserve so much more. You give so much and get so little. 
 
 I miss you old friend. Someday I hope I never have to miss you again.
