[ WP ] `` I 'm fourteen , father . It 's time . ''

It's time to face the truth, time to face everything. 
 I no longer want to live in a world where everything is numbed by antidepressants and syringes and lies. I no longer want to be ignorant to everything around me, I want to feel pain and experience it, I want to see others suffer, I want to see the reality we live in. Sure life is not an unspoiled lotus or even a daffodil, but I want to experience everything. Suffering is beautiful because without it we have no empathy for eachother, there is no excitement or pain, there is no actual happiness or feeling. Father, I want to be like the others, be friends with the others, hug the others and live like them. I am too fed up of being isolated in a painless palace where I feel the heat of the sun and the cooling winds, I want to encapsulate myself in the wind and the rain and the sandstorms. I want to understand the mortality of life and the preciousness of it and understand the promise of simplicity. Without that feeling of sadness or negativity life is a mere painting, I do n't want to be in this house anymore, and if you are n't going to let me explore I will never come back! 
 > And so he never did, and that boy grew up to be Bhudda.
