[ WP ] Write the letter that you always wanted to , but never did .

Dear S, 
 
 It still hurts a lot. You made it clear to me then that you were over our relationship, but I still ca n't bring myself to come to terms with it. Sure, with time, the feelings are numbed and I try my best to suppress it. 
 It hurts a lot to know that you've moved on while I'm still in grief here. But every time I remember the things we did together, my emotions flow back and I feel completely overwhelmed. You were the first girl I loved truly with all my heart, and it was my first serious relationship. It may been only 8 months but those 8 months with you were the best I ever shared with anyone. Looking back, I know now that I was naive and did n't notice or understand the things that were important to you like the way you felt when I took very long to reply to texts. Our exams got in the way and stuff and you decided that it was n't meant to be. 
 
 But for me, I will always love you. You will always hold a special place in my heart. I will never forget the feeling of your hands in mine, the feeling of you lying on my shoulder and the feeling of your lips on mine. Now they're all pleasant memories that I'll look back upon and a painful lesson to me. 
 
 I'm going into the army ( mandatory conscription ) next year and you'll be continuing your studies ahead of me. I hope you'll find that something in life you told me you were looking for. I'm sorry and I love you. 
 
 Ps. I still keep that photo of you and I in my wallet, I ca n't bring myself to put it away even though my buddies said otherwise.
