[ WP ] You 're just notified upon arrest that your spouse overdosed and u were both homeless heroin addicts residing in a Forrest . Your entire recollection of time spent with them was make believe . The wedding , daily 9-5 work/home routine ; everything except the 3 year child you are left to raise alone .

I couldn ’ t tell her. I just could not do it no matter how bad or how hard i tried. It sort of feels as if the ocean had a wall of glass and I could see someone drowning and I could do was watch and hope they notice that someone is wary. But that's not what I did. I broke that fucking glass and let the water seep in until we both drowned. Dedicated ourselves to shut out the world we knew. I don ’ t believe it was entirely my fault. Oh no, I bought it into it as well. Who would n't? After all being surrounded by nature and so much green instead of the padded walls of a cubicle would make anyone look forward to waking up each day. But when things started to go really bad, that's when they were the most enjoyable. This is not how things can be remembered. Things should be remembered for what they were not what we wanted them to be. Or should they? Why not? Whats so bad about something being good regardless of its consequence? I guess that something that I ’ ll have to find out all on my own.
