[ WP ] An angry/depressed dictionary writer ca n't keep his personal problems out of word examples

Writing. 
 
 To fail and fail, again. To be inadequate. To die instead of live. 
 
 ex: There's not much going for me in the realm of writing. I should probably just give up and work at Arby's for the rest of my life. 
 
 Shit. 
 
 Poop. A bad thing. Scum of the Earth. 
 
 ex: That's me! I am shit, and I ca n't do shit. Perhaps I should revel in this fact. Why feel bad about it when I can revel in it, instead? Ha! 
 
 Pathetic. 
 
 Everyone. Everyone including me. Does its meaning matter if it applies to everybody? 
 
 ex: I'm pathetic. You're pathetic. We're all pathetic in some way, but we hide our pathetic selves from each other. One of us ca n't get a date. One of us is lazy. This is the way of the world that everyone avoids. 
 
 Fuck. 
 
 A verb. A verb for everyone else. Not me. A noun for me. 
 
 ex: She would never fuck me. That old man is a fuck. 
 
 Calm. 
 
 Something I shall remain. I must remain this way because I need to survive. I need to attract. I want some progeny. 
 
 ex: Remain calm when it happens again and again.
