[ WP ] The most hateful , spiteful , bitter confession of undying love .

I'd still have you. Even though you broke my heart in a million pieces that I'll never fit back together. Even though you lied about loving me to make me happy in that moment, for the briefest of moments when I thought you were mine, I was happy. 
 
 You walked into the bar that Friday and I felt the electricity between us in a way I'd never believed was real. When you kissed me, it was to my toes, every time, without fail. And that afternoon by the pier when we saw dolphins and you picked me up and spun me around, that's when I begun to fall, hard, harder then I've ever fallen before and harder than I will ever let myself fall again. The intensity of emotion still makes me want to paint the emotion onto canvas so that the rest of the world can know that love exists in the world. 
 
 I was finally at the point where I thought, maybe, just maybe, I'd found someone who I could spend the rest of my life with. Never saw you leaving. We were kissing on the couch when you uttered those horrific words, `` We need to talk''. I fell to the ground that night as I watched your silver hatchback drive away from my apartment. More then that, I fell apart without you. Always the responsible adult, in my grief, I could n't eat, I forgot to pay my bills, it was all a meaningless empty blur, without you by my side. 
 
 You can say, I'm better off without you. You can tell me I'll do better than you, but I do n't believe a word of it. And after all that heartbreak, given the chance, I'd still take you back. I still love you, even if you always knew you never wanted me.
