[ WP ] A schizophrenic falls in love with one of her hallucinations .

You're just the best thing that's ever happened to me, y'know? And it's not hard for me to forgive you for disappearing so suddenly. I know I tend to do the same sometimes, and friends always disappear too. I guess it's just the nature of people, to disappear. 
 
 But when you're here, i finally feel quiet. It's like i forget what I've been so bent out of shape about. I feel this confused anger, like I'm mad at myself but mad at everything all at once but my `` self'' is part of everything all at once so naturally i have to be mad at myself. But mostly I think I'm mad at me. Until, of course, you're here. When you're gone, i totally forget what it was like to have you in my arms, in my eyes. But when you come back to me, you are the only thing i can concentrate on. 
 
 You're just so much a part of everything and you're not apart from it. 
 You're just like me. 
 
 Even when you just sit there, staring at me and off into the distance, I'm so glad to be with you. Though i must say, i appreciate you not coming around when I'm with my family... for some reason, they do n't seem to like you. I guess they just do n't understand. But you understand. You understand me and i understand you. That's what makes you so much like me. 
 
 And your voice, mercy me oh my your voice can set me free! When you leave me next time, do you think you could sing to me like you always sing me to sleep? You do n't have to stick around if you do n't want, but you really know how to get inside my head and you're always invited. Even if it's just to sing. I understand that you have places to disappear to. What if i came along with you next time so you do n't have to come looking for me? Do n't you want to disappear together?
