[ WP ] Write a deep , philosophical piece about anything you choose , however all it builds up to is a reference .

I have this habit of really enjoying describing everything. 
 From what I see, feel, hear, touch or smell. 
 From the daily surroundings and tasks, whether it ’ s on mind or I speak it out loud ( on rare occasions ), I ’ ve always wanted to spill out playful and descriptive words to things that catches my attention. 
 But there is always an exception to the rule. 
 And I guess it ’ s you. 
 I could see you, feel and touch you, hear and even smell you ( lol ). 
 I have all the means yet I can not describe. 
 I have all the facts yet I can not understand. 
 I am with you yet I don ’ t have the perfect words to say how I feel. 
 Indefinite. 
 Uncapable. 
 I can not adequately describe everything. 
 I wanted to be accurate and I ’ m sure there are feelings and emotions that I have felt. 
 Being with you paralyzes my deep desire to describe and comprehend everything. 
 Being with you drowns my own soul. Sometimes I can ’ t breathe, but most of the time I just love being soaked in cold blue waters. 
 I know this is the dilemma of being too sensitive and attune with myself. 
 I felt something and I want to write it. 
 In words. 
 Even if I ’ m having some hard time, I still want to.
