[ WP ] Your whole life you had an ability that seemed normal to you . Now you realized you 're the only one with this ability .

Their blank stares told me simultaneously nothing and everything. 
 
 I was about to die, I knew it, they knew it, it was obvious. My kidneys and liver had shut down and I only had a day or two before I was going to see the bright lights again. It was this `` again'' statement that had them going. I could see their eyebrows shoot up, jaws opening ready to correct me. 
 
 Had n't they done this before? Jogged the rewind a few decades? I mean, I knew it was n't legal or moral or something, so no-one talked about doing it, but was n't it common? Just go back a few years and live them again, try to do it better? I mean it was just like smoking weed, was n't it? Most people have, just precious few admit it? 
 
 I shrugged, `` Believe me or not, you just concentrate on a time in your life you want to revisit, and the light at the end of the tunnel is your eyes opening that day. Sure you forget a bunch, but it's not rocket science!'' My son looked to be on the verge of tears, turned to my sister and asked her how long I'd been delirious. My own flesh and blood! 
 
 Well, what did it matter. I could go early if I tried hard enough, no way they could stop me, and I'd just explain it more gently next time. Eyes screwed tight, hold my breath, GO!
