Make me love the person you love

He's intimidatingly big both physically and mentally. He's a flake to the point of being a liar. He strings me on by sending me photos and telling me how much he loves me. He ignores my calls, emails, texts, and facebook messages and makes it my fault when I show anything but gratitude for it. He knows my secrets and desires are twists them to his benefit. 
 
 But he's perfect in every way. Big where I am small, strong where I am weak, brave where I am afraid, he is everything I've ever wanted to be. 
 
 
 I hate and resent him for lording his superiority over me but I will always love him.
