[ WP ] You are at the Pearly Gates . You find out the only reason you get to go to Heaven is because a previously deceased loved one took your spot in Hell .

Days come and go. What are days they really? Nothing but hours, minutes, and seconds. Day after day, minute after minute. We are all slowly dying, we will all slowly be nothing. We are a passing face on the street. That guy you call an ass hole in the parking lot. We are your boss, your maid, we are everything you wanted to be, and everything you did n't. When our time is up when my final day ticks on my final minute, I will be nothing. I will look at this world, and realize I contributed nothing, no one will remember me. 
 
 I accomplished nothing of value, I made people hurt including what family I have left. No one will miss me if I just happened to slip over this edge. Let gravity eradicate me, and make me believe I am finally making a difference. I am going to better people by not being around. Where I am going wo n't be so pretty hehe. Well I always did like the heat, hopefully I can take my sunglasses anyways. 
 
 If my parents Could see me now. Pathetic, I could never be the man my father was. He was so strong. He would tell me to stop being such a pansy. The life I have lived would disgust my mother. She was what you would call your typical christian. She hardly ever had anything bad to say about people. Here I am a recovering drug addict, with a couple break, and enters. Not to mention unemployed. 
 
 `` Sorry dad, I am just a fucking pansy!'' 
 those words almost hurt my throat. This breeze feels nice, could do without the ear popping though. 
 
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 2 
 
 1 
 
 Times up. 
 
 `` Hello James, could you come this way?'' 
 What is that, who is that. 
 
 `` Please come this way james'' why does he sound so hurried. 
 
 `` Ok I'm up already!'' wait I'm up? How am I up, where the fuck am I? 
 
 `` It's ok James, you are in heaven.'' his voice chimes again. 
 
 `` How am I in heaven? out of everyone that is dying currently on earth why does the end of my time signify me going to heaven?'' I ca n't help but to scream at him, I do not deserve to be here. 
 
 `` James you had very special parents, very special indeed.'' 
 
 `` My parents?'' 
 
 `` Yes James in return for all four of their children to be allowed into heaven they sacrificed their souls for an eternity in hell.'' 
 
 My face is wet, tears are salty I forgot that. To have felt love when my time is up, I feel truly blessed. I wish I had lived a better life in honor of them. I wish I could talk to them one last time. I deserve to be down there not them. 
 
 `` Is there any way we can reverse the deal?'' the shakiness in my voice is apparent, hell still scares me. 
 
 `` I am sorry James there is not, please move along.'' the sound of the gate opening is noisy but beautiful at the same time. 
 
 `` Can we get a message to them then?'' There has to be someway to do this, these people are all powerful. 
 
 `` I am sure that can be arranged James.'' 
 
 `` Please tell them I love them, and hope they still love this sorry old loser, and that I will take care of the girls once they get here.''
