[ WP ] Either tell us a true story from your own experience that slips into erotic fiction OR tell us a fake story that slips into a real sexual encounter you 've had . We 'll guess which you chose . [ NSFW ]

Do you know what happens when you let two polar opposite ends of the spectrum in one enviroment? 
 
 
 Well, that was something I learned in one of my ordinary days of hormonal teenagehood. Though I was only 16 year old midget, in my minds eye, I was somehing more. I was a persona. I was a man. I was a centre of the universe. I marched through the corridors of my high school like I was a 7 foot tall ruler of my own kingdom. Kingdom of awkwardness, insecurity and overcompensation. 
 
 
 I went outside on a break between periods, in the middle of winter with nothing but a t-shirt and a paper thin sweater on. I walked to the near-by apartament building. The windows on the first floor force shut, they knew what who we are. I whip out my Marlboro Reds. 
 
 
 The girl next to me was a notoriously dumb freak. She had no fashion sense. She wore bright pink shoes combined with black leggings and a bright shirt that was a disaster and looked like it's from 1960's. Her personality was no better. She was abused as a child, she lives alone with her sister, because her parents are working in a different state. She is piss poor, was raped several times. How do I know that? She keeps telling that to every single stranger. She's basically a definition of white trash. 
 
 
 But God was she endowed. Her breast were spilling from her deep cut disaster shirt. And the butt.... you could see it from a mile away. It almost looked like it was painted upon her. She looked very awkward when she walked. With all those giant jiggly puffs flapping around on her skinny frame. Turns out it is true, that if God does n't gift you one thing, then hell does he makes sure to overcomensate on something else. 
 
 
 She kept telling me some stories. Something about cocaine and friends. What friends? What cocaine? Is this a metaphore for the snow that's around us? Do I really care? I did not. My eyes were set on her. I looked at her as disposable object that could fullfill my needs and be thrown away, then dissasolve without causing any harm to the enviroment... or my consiousness. 
 
 
 We finished our smokes and we walked back. 
 
 
 `` What do I do now?'' - I asked on unrelatated subject about maths. 
 `` Well you could do me me...'' -she said as she furiously winked at me like she's having a seizure 
 
 Is that all? Is that how sex happens? My hormonal virgin mind could n't wrap her head around this... 
 
 We locked ourselves in a bathroom stall and did sex. Nothing fancy. I was rough and dominating. She could n't complain for physical reasons of having her mouth forcefully shut. 
 
 I finished rather quickly and we exited the stall. We went to a nea by abandoned factory and climbed up rusty ladders to the roof. 
 
 I guess sex, even if it's short and unsatisfying does connect people. I started looking at this poor girl differently. She was flesh and bones just like me. Only circumstances made her a different person. What would have happened, if she popped out in a family like mine. Would the money and caring parents really made her different? And what would have happened if I... I.. the insecure, overcompensating skinny teenager, who likes to pretend to be someone who he is not.... what if I was born in her... I can hardly even call it a family, more like a congregation of junkies. 
 
 I realised, that my life could be worse. After all, I have my life set for me and she will end up in prison or on the street. For the first time in my life I felt sorry. I just wanted to hug her and keep in my arms and hope my undamaged soul would somehow heal her's. 
 
 Her snorting coke, made that kind of difficult. 
 
 Had to go though a bottle of cheap vodka that night. 
 
 The vodka was awful, but the experience was great. In a different way. I no longer felt the need to pretend to be someone who I am not and felt comfortable with my awkward and clumsy self. 
 
 BASED ON A TRUE STORY. 
 
 

