[ WP ] Meeting yourself

`` I recognize this place it was my old elementary school'' I said to myself `` why am I here'' I walked down the side walk towards the black doors nervously wondering why I was put here. a few metres away from the doors I stopped, for myself, or rather a younger version of myself pushed open the doors, he looked at me and I at him, both of us frozen and speechless. over the past few years I had learned to control my fear but this was to overwhelming, I was shocked and confused it did n't make sense, finally I worked up the nerve to walk towards him, still frozen in fear he watched as I moved closer he was shaking and there were tears coming down his face. `` do n't come closer'' he screamed at me `` stay away''. I stopped walking but stayed silent. another minute passed `` who are you?'' he screamed, `` is n't it obvious'' I answered. seeing my young self brought back a flood of memories and thing I had n't thought about in so long, and for good reason as these memories only made me angry which is why I never thought about them but there was no controlling them now. like an army breaking down my inner defences I was becoming furious, clenching my fists and gritting my teeth I hated looking at my younger self, my fury and hatred weld up inside of me like a balloon filling with air. `` so what now?'' he asked and I did n't answer, `` what do you want with me?'' he said fearfully. `` you stupid, ugly, wimpy piece of shit'' I spoke without realizing what I was saying `` idiot, stupid, son of a whore''. he started to cry and ran away but I caught up with him, I tackled him to the ground and let loose fury on him, screaming and cursing I repeatedly punched him in the face. I felt the all of the hatred I had built up over the years and I could n't stand seeing my self, I finally realized what I was doing and stopped my younger version was laying on the ground screaming and crying. and I felt horrible, as I had become my own bully I felt a tremendous sadness, then it happened, I remembered everything the memories came rushing into my head and I could remember what I felt like lying on the ground with my future self beating me the terror, confusion, and hopelessness, and then I knew what I had to do I reached down and put my hands around his neck and squeezed. `` why?'' he whispered and then he drew his last breath. seconds later I felt a pair of invisible hands squeezing my own neck I collapsed onto the ground staring at the sky `` why?'' I said and then I drew my last breath.
