[ WP ] You suddenly realize your true purpose in life ... and it 's a duty you do n't want .

Tip number one: Inhale. Exhale. Repeat. 
 
 Tip number two: Repeat step 1. 
 
 I never expected to have such clarity on the course of my life. The truth is, I'm no longer on course. I'm on route. If I were blindly flailing around through life, I'd be on my own course, going where the wind took me. I know now, and I wish I did n't. 
 
 The emotions you feel when you realize your purpose are pretty simple. You're either happy or sad. I am sad. So very, very sad. 
 
 Who wants to write their whole lives? I want to live a little. Now I have to live by writing down what all of you get to do. Most of it is not even that exciting, dammit! We only remember the big parts of ours and eachother's lives. To what purpose does knowing the order of groceries you purposed serve? None. I do n't care about it. The people who would possibly read about your life do n't care. Why would they? I do n't know. 
 
 There are not many instances where one can change their fate. In our world, many are content to `` let it be.'' They'd rather be unhappy, but comfortable instead of fighting for what they wish to have. My biggest problem is that I'm good at what I do. I wish I did n't have to do it. 
 
 Most of our lives are spent waiting for the most interesting events to occur. I miss the opportunities, the unknown, the unexpected, the surprises. Without them, life is Jeopardy with the answers under the questions. They kept life interesting. 
 
 I'm surviving, as it were. 
 
 I do n't want to survive. I want to live. 
 
 *Questions: * 
 
 * *What could be improved? * 
 
 * *What word choices would you include or exclude? * 
 
 * *Should I be more specific about the actual purpose, instead of explaining how `` I'' felt? *
