[ WP ] You are a member of a counter-culture movement whose recreational drug use has escalated to ingesting drugs that are known to only have negative side effects .

Death beads, they call them. But they do n't know. They do n't know what its like to fly through the corridors of your mind and visit any moment you ever lived. To see lost friends, dead relatives, old lovers, and feel what you had felt before. Back when you were happy. Back when life mattered. 
 
 Young people, they do n't understand. They tell us that we need to enjoy our golden years. The only golden part is when we piss our pants. No... not for me. Give me a `` Death bead''. Let me go back to that Christmas where Martha and I got John his first lego set. Let me hold him as the smile comes over his face. Let me take Martha upstairs and show her why she married me in the first place. Let me be a man again. 
 
 They say each time you swallow a Death Bead, it takes a day off of your life. So I'm thinking, that's a double benefit.
