[ WP ] Write the third episode of non-existant series . Make us curious about what happened before episode 3 , and what happens after .

I did n't know what he'd expected after all that happened. It was the only solution to me anyway: I had to leave the country.I cried during takeoff. After that, I acquired a comforting numbess that hibernated for 4 months- maybe I should call it apathy? Apathy for the reasons, apathy for the present, and a strangling fear of the future. 
 
 I expected him to do the same- or atleast, to feel the same. He'd always had that solid stance when faced with life's cruelties ( I mastered repression and diversion at his hands ). But for the first time since that day, I was wrong. I was shaken to the core -this was much more extreme than my recurrent nightmares. 
 
 I booked my ticket back before I hung up. My subconscious had been anticipating news of a failed suicidal attempt, but the effects of the gravity of guilt are always underestimated.
