[ CW ] create a character I feel strongly for ( love/hate/sympathize ) using a monologue from their perspective .

He has n't called. He promised and promised and promised, but what does that do in the end? The joy that was brought by the promise was too easily destroyed by him not calling me. Now that I explain it, I feel pathetic. And even this is worse than him not being in my life or bailing out. At least before there were no risks, there were no unpredictable events, and best of all was that everything was planned out. 
 
 I knew that I would come home to an empty country house with two cats, one dog, and one bunny. I also knew that I would make my own meal, eat it, get changed, then head to bed. Next I would head back to my career in Washington D.C. after two hours of sleep. Yeah, that was my life. 
 
 Now I am twisting the phone cord, and it feels as if I am transported back to my teenage years. Life does n't look too good if that is true. `` History repeats itself.'' Ah, I hope not. Though it looks as if it is true. Because here I am twisting the phone cord waiting for a man to call me that promised he loved me and that he would call so I can hear if he is going to bail on me and it. No, not bailing on the pets.
