[ WP ] You are LGBT in a place where coming out can put your life in danger . You have recently developed a serious crush on someone .

I saw her, and her familiar smile. I sat beside her, at school, and I could constantly smell the sweet strawberry shampoo she used. I remembered how she'd nudge me during a math test, offering to share answers because she knew I was stuck on a question. 
 
 I remember the birthmark on her right cheek, shaped like a triangle. I remember reading her poetry in awe. 
 
 I remember thinking that I may love her, and I remember a sharp fear and dread accompanying that feeling. 
 
 I was terrified of loving her. I was terrified of loving. 
 
 
 Based on a true story; lesbian in Malaysia.
