[ WP ] A new law is enacted that erases soldiers memories of their time at war .

In response to your survey question, yes, the procedure did indeed work. I have no recollection of the events that took place between Jan 2013 and May 2013. However I am left with this sinking feeling in my heart and some kind of lingering regret in my mind and do n't know why. I must of done something or lost someone or I do n't know something must have happened. Whatever it was has touched me much further then some disoriented memories. It's like its attached itself to the very core of me. Whatever events that used to play out in my head are gone and whats left now are a million questions with unreachable answers. I think its worse then before. It has to be. At least before I knew whatever unforgivable actions took place. Now all I can do is speculate what I did and whatever story I tell myself this feeling in my gut tells me its much worse. I knew it sounded to good to be true. Theres not a fix for this. The gun with the bullet in my drawer still makes sense to me...
