[ WP ] Make me jealous of someone with a terrible life

I write a lot, I draw a lot. 
 
 They called me talented, and they told me I could go somewhere with my work. I've been trying. I've ended up working a shitty job. 
 
 I've created worlds. I've spent countless hours lost in my own stories. I dream a lot of what it could be like if people would just look. 
 
 I make not nearly enough to get by, but yet there are those on the internet who say my music has moved them, who say my music was like how the mario brothers theme was to me. I feel proud sometimes. But at the same time, I sit around suffering from depression and with no one. 
 
 They all say I'm great. But no one helps me when I'm trying to make ends meet. I produce as much as I can, writing-wise, and they tell me how they'd buy books from me, and how they'll read that big novel of mine when it's published. The one I spent years on. The one I finished. 
 
 They say I've accomplished so much. Yet I have so little. Basically next to nothing. Barely any money to pay rent. I'm behind on bills. And my entire life was spent being ostracized and made fun of for being eccentric. 
 
 There are those that say they're so jealous of what I've done, and when I even try to talk about those things, they say I'm humblebragging or even just boasting my life. I only talk about them because they keep me alive, because I do n't have much else going for me.
