[ WP ] `` I have been sitting . Waiting on the edge of the world . Waiting for you to tell the truth to me . ''

Waiting and waiting. Wondering when will my waiting come to an end. It has been more than three decades and here I am, waiting to understand why. I saw a light in the horizon that gets bigger and bigger. 
 
 At least fifty years ago, the earth was containing all the life in the universe, at least we know it that way. In these times, technology was getting more and more developed in an increased speed. In times like these, people are getting more and more diverse about their beliefs and ideas. Like the time when we found out that our planet is not flat but a sphere. This time, by the enhancements in technology, we created virtual reality and simulations are getting harder to differ from reality. Therefore, some people start to think that this world can also be a simulation. Some others think that everything is lie and we are sitting in a flat world. These ideas merge at some point and people went crazy about it. There were riots everywhere. People wanted truth. After just seven months later from these incidents started, there was a wonderful thing happened. At least, it was wonderful when it started. First alien contact in the history happened. Aliens came and meet with our leaders. There was a press conference held after meeting. Aliens needed to interfere because our planet is an experiment that they made and because of the riots and anarchy, they started to worry that the experiment will not be concluded. They did not give any information about their experiment but they were not hostile towards us. People were informed and anarchy and riot is stopped almost immediately. We, the people in our planet, were so cheerful about the whole alien contact because for the first time, we have a very precise answer about why we are here. Although the answer was not what we wanted but still... 
 
 Almost ten years passed until the second contact. People were getting furious and angry about kept waiting for answers. Riots and anarchy were started again. This time, since people knew that they have the power to summon their creators, they exploit that. In these ten years, religions had lost their seriousness and their followers. The image of God was an image of a random alien. Just as expected, aliens were come. They meet our leaders again. The press conference was held and there were very important answers given in that conference. It was the biggest event in the history of humans. The reason for this experiment was to create a simulation for aliens who went to their dormant state. When aliens went to their dormant state, their consciousness gets weaker and weaker until they exit from this state by getting their body renewed and rejuvenated. So the idea of this simulation was to prevent the consciousness of an alien to remain strong. This was because the weakened mind lost lots of memory and strength and needs a long time to restore these qualities. The aliens inside the simulation would not know that they are aliens and when they die in simulation, they were put in another person's body until their rejuvenation was finished. Since the world technology was developing faster and faster, these alien minds started to realize that all of these can be a simulation. Therefore, global riots and anarchy happened and this started to harm simulation. The second coming of aliens answered lots of questions and most people were very upset and angry towards aliens. The riots were getting out of control, almost all countries were fallen and anarchy was everywhere. It went like this for ten years. Ten hard years for earth. 
 
 Thirty years ago, aliens came for the third time. But for this time, they came to prevent anarchy and establish a new world. There were mass disappearing of people and gunfights between aliens and people. They understand that they were unable to control the situation. They went for the last press conference on earth. They said that they would shut down the simulation and restart it, so that our own minds will be deleted but their alien minds would not get any harm. We did not like that. We ask them to not delete us. Kill some but not delete all. They were thinking about negotiation. They finally said, they will choose only one person and stop the simulation for thirty years. In these thirty human years, that person needed to decide what will be the outcome of the minds of their own people. 
 
 It was thirty years ago, when everything seemed strange. I heard that aliens would come again but never heard that it happened. In that day, I was in my bed, sick and sleeping. When I woke up, it took time for me to recover but when I got out of bed, my house was empty, streets were empty, there were no broadcasts and electricity was not present. It was a pure chaos for me. I did not quite understand what had happened. I stocked canned food in huge amounts and water. After a month has been past, I decided to find anybody other than me. I walked and walked. I built a portable solar panel and carried a fridge with me all the time. I found no body in that wander I had. Years and years of loneliness and thoughts. I wandered around the world. Used ships, because I feared height, to go and see the world. One day, what I saw was shocked me. Horizon was completely island-looking and very high mountains are towering over even maybe Everest mountain. I get closer and closer. One day, I reached the shore. After that point, I understood that I need to reach the top of the mountain. It was a hard climbing and even though I have a height fear, I managed to climb without looking back, over the course of two weeks. What I saw is beyond me. I was against the flat-earth theory and all the alien thing in TV because we never saw an alien, only governments told us that aliens say these and these. Flat-earth should be an unrealistic idea about earth when physics considered because we can calculate these kind of things and even other planets are sphere. What I saw was that I am at the edge of the planet and it was flat all along. Stars were everywhere. There was no horizon because I was in the horizon. I was alone at the top of the world, did not know what I was waiting for and getting confused about what is truth and what is lie. 
 
 Waiting and waiting. Wondering when will my waiting come to an end. It has been more than three decades and here I am, waiting to understand why. I saw a light in the horizon that gets bigger and bigger. Ship came and aliens took me to the ship. I ask them for truth and they explained that to me. For them, since they stopped the simulation, only moments were passed but for me, it was thirty years. I started getting furious and irrational. I got angry. I heard their voices inside my head. They told me to calm down. They told me that I need to decide something. They told me that they choose me because I was not believing them and unaware of the situations in that day. Therefore, I could make an unbiased decision. They asked me, should we delete the minds of the people in the simulation in order to finish rebellion or should we remain the minds of people untouched. I thought for a moment and decided that we people need one more chance. I tell them that I want everybody to remember anything. But I wanted one thing for people. Whenever an alien's mind is paired with a person's mind, make it so that our consciousness did not vanish when the alien's consciousness gets back to their body. Instead, make our consciousness remain with the alien's consciousness. So that our lives have a meaning. Aliens say they will consider. Because, they say, consciousness is the most important thing in universe and if you have it, you want to keep it and this, we should respect. But, they say, no one will know about it. I said of course and thanked them. I asked for one more thing. 
 
 After they leave, I opened my eyes in just fifty years ago. I was me but a lot more younger. I knew what happened. I remembered every single event. I knew what will happen next. And I decided to use it for people's sake. I became support eternal life and I said, when we die, our consciousness will not vanish away, instead, go one level above. I said, when we die, we will meet our maker. People started gathering around me. Simulation theory and flat-earth were crushed against my beliefs and lectures. People finally found the love and respect towards each other. World was at peace and people were happy. I prevented lots of bad things that I know will happen to people. Aliens never visited earth. For all of my life, I make world a place of happiness, joy and equality. In the last days of my life, in my death bed, I was visited by a very young boy, who bring me chocolate. He never speak but I hear him in my mind. He said, thank you, you sacrificed a lot to keep them happy and joyful, and with their consciousness remain intact. You saved the souls of everybody. You deserve the best of everything. In your biggest religions, there is a part where Jesus Christ will return and then there will be apocalypse. Today, you are the Jesus but fret not, there will be no apocalypse. You made the same sacrifices and just like him, you only talk about love and happiness and you made these positive feelings enter the hearts of everybody. Rest now, and we will welcome you with pure happiness and joy after you came to our side.
