[ WP ] Write the most lovable character possible , then kill them in the most heartbreaking way .

Emily, my dearest. 
 
 I am enamoured with you, and when I spend time with you, I feel so happy and relaxed! I constantly check your many social media profiles, not just to gaze upon your beautiful face, but to see what new adventure you have undertaken. 
 
 I know we have only known each other for a few years, and I wanted to ask you so many times... so often I would be waiting for you, but alas, you always had another man by your side. My pain grew inside me, I knew you were the one, but I could n't bring myself to ask. I should have asked, but that was so long ago. 
 
 Last year, when you approached me, eyes gleaming with excitement. Your mouth was trembling slightly and I never had seen you more happy than this. I was so excited, hoping that you at last would fall for me, that I would be your man. But as I steadied your trembling hands, calming you down, I whispered into your ear, `` its OK, everything will be fine Emily''. Then, I felt a cold metallic object between my fingers. What I saw next devastated me. The engagement ring Tim had bought you. 
 
 I am sad to say, I was not pleased for you at that moment, jealousy stole my heart for you. And I regret much, not attending the wedding, ignoring multiple text messages, distancing myself from you... I still would check social media, just to make sure you had n't changed your mind. But... I doubted even continuing to try. 
 
 I lost track of time, I met a new girl, Sarah, with time I forgot about you. I would drink myself to sleep, crying into my pillow as I watched you grow. Each day you got older and older, and I was without you. Buy Sarah helped me forget. We had such a good time together, Sarah and I would attend musicals, bowl, watch movies, and eventually, I forgot about you. 
 
 Then I found Sarah, cheating on me in my own bed. I began to resent her, and in turn, resented myself for trusting anyone but you. I needed to see you, to see your smile, to see your life. But when I checked social media, I noticed you had n't posted in a while. I checked every form of media. I even checked Tim's account, and there I saw another female, one I did not know, based on the ring she was wearing, apparently his fiancée. 
 
 I had a chance! You finally were available for me to ask on a date, or two, or four, I wanted be in your life for eternity, and I had a chance after so much time: waiting for you to find me! 
 
 I never expected the car crash. My love, lost before I can tell her what she means to me. My own stupidity letting this happen to the only person I care for. Dammit It was my fault, I should have been there to protect you, the thing that means the most to me. Is gone. 
 
 I know you will never get this letter, but I needed to say these words to you, and this is the best I can do now. So please, let me finally have peace, let us be together at last. 
 
 I'm sorry Emily. I know you would n't want me to, but I must end my torment. I'm sorry Emily. I have nothing left now. Nothing. 
 
 Please forgive me.
