[ WP ] If I had known he was going to come after me , I would have never done what I did .

*If I had known he was going to come after me, I would have never done what I did. * 
 
 I always had the hope that I would find the perfect man. Since I was a little girl I watched those movies about princes and heroes: perfect bodies and charming smiles, always outgoing and even when getting attention from every girl in the kingdom, they would have eyes only for me. *Nobody else than me. * 
 
 Then I grew up. *Well, at least my body did. * 
 I started dating, it was a whole new world full of possibilities. I thought the time when I would find my Prince Charming was near... *I mean, when he would find me. * 
 
 I already feel like everything happened years ago. I spent my time with people who fit the stereotype, and I just realize what a disappointment it was. I did n't realize they wanted the same thing I wanted: just a pretty body; a thing; a trophy. 
 
 At the beggining I felt I was just settling for less. As I said before, I'm just realizing how blind I was. But that does n't matter anymore. 
 
 *Where was I? Right. * Well, he is different. *Was different. * He looked so weak compared to others, but there was something inside him that made me feel attracted. He was strange, in a good way. His smile was something I did n't see frequently, basically the only time was... when he said he loved me. 
 
 *I think not every girl catch the small things, eh? * 
 
 The first time we were together, alone. *I should n't feel ashamed. I'm already... talking. * 
 The first time we had sex, was like nothing before it. I did n't felt used. It was cute, in some way. But I remember thinking about how nothing was like I imagined. 
 
 At the moment I did n't notice how much I was dragging him down. *Honestly, I just realized. * I was lost in my own stupid fantasy world. 
 
 My breaking point ocurred days ago. *Or maybe just hours? Time now means nothing. * All I repeated again and again was how much a failure my life was, maybe I never was the princess they needed. At the end, the Hero does n't take the random lady in the background. 
 
 It was n't supposed to be like this. *The Prince should n't have come after a girl like me, he should have... Why did n't he just run away? * I'm so sorry. I am responsible for my own choice, but I was never prepared to take this weight. 
 
 Maybe you never noticed you were one of those Heroes I always dreamed of. I would have done anything to save you, but the rope was too tight. 
 
 *If I had known he was going to come after me, I would have never done what I did. *
