[ WP ] Make us fall in love with your character , and then immediately kill them off .

`` I feel deep'' I say to myself 
 `` Too deep'' I continue 
 No one is around me to hear my words, and my ears are n't exactly functioning as they usually would, I've notice that since over the past..... `` wait how do I tell time down here'' I begin to wonder distracting myself away from the thought of my fall. 
 I think for a moment deciding that the skills I learned in Havada would apply to this gravityless world I fell into. 
 `` I knew this was a trap'' I say to my muffled hearing. 
 `` Jump into the hole and face your adventure like any man ready for adulthood'' I sarcastically repeat the words of my elder. Although I did n't choose to go in, I fell. 
 I just wanted to roam Havada collecting plants and documenting the natural wonders. I did n't want to go through adulthood. I did n't want to follow the path of Ral'godal and seek my adventure. A painful feeling of anger flowed up through me. `` I did n't want to enter or fall into the Relptah. I was n't ready. I wasn't.. 
 
 A tear flows down my cheek as the colourful emptiness continues to disorientate me. `` Maybe this is part of adulthood'' I say allowed. 
 `` No'' a response from no where meets my ears. 
 `` You did not accept adventure in your heart'' the voice continues. 
 I look around to meet no one 
 `` You did not accept fate'' it continues. I see no one, but I'm distracted from looking around as I notice my arm begins to tingle. 
 `` You had the opportunity to document and follow a new path away from Havada to return with skills you had not known you had prior, but you refused the gift when you reluctantly fell into Relptah. `` The voice pounds on me. I remember the feeling I had when I fell in. It was of reject and discomfort. I did not accept my fate. I was ignorant. 
 `` You will not progress'' the voice states. 
 `` PLEASE!'' I scream. My heart had changed. Not just spiritually, physically it began to beat in fear, it noticed the mistake my mind had made. I did n't want anything to end. I just was n't ready for anything to begin. 
 My arm raises itself. I could n't control it. It had a strength I never possessed which dominated my control. A light appeared in my palm. 
 `` You end, Bleh'algma'' 
 My hand forces itself through my chest with a painful pressure I had never experienced. 
 `` Maybe I was ready for an adventure'' I say as my tears float off into the nothingness distance. As my sight blurs I see a being stand before me. Stocky and muscular. `` Who..'' I being to say as I realize the future me fades off into ash as my vision darkens. 
 
 ( Word meanings ) 
 Relptah ( Hole of Adventure ) 
 Bleh'algma: Literal translation is an insult `` not adult''
