[ WP ] `` I wish I was real . I wish I was alive . But I am neither ... ''

I was born 16 years ago when I was 10 years old. I live in fear of that moment every day of my life. When that stranger touched me in the park. When he slid his hand down my arm and breathed on me. When he told me I was a good girl. I am still disgusted by his kiss of my hand. 
 
 I must protect the rest of me from ever being touched by the stranger again. The rest of me does n't fully realize but the stranger is every where, he covers the ground with his filth. We can not touch the ground because the ground is covered in the essence of bad men. Their piss and feces is tracked everywhere. They spill it in bathrooms and people carry it all over the world on their shoes. 
 
 If anything from the ground touches us the bad men will once again be covering our bodies with their filth. I must protect us from the ground. 
 
 I wish I was the one in charge, I wish I was the one that was alive. I wish I was the one that could protect us 
 
 But I am only one of many and I'm too deep to be in control so for now I must remind the other alters through fear, remind them that the ground is dirty, that men are dirty. I must keep us safe
