[ CW ] Make me cry my eyes out in a single paragraph

It's strange the things we do out of instinct. There's some sort of evolutionary force within us that sometimes we just cant overcome despite our best efforts. I think about that a lot now. I think about whether I could've helped it; if I could've chosen somehow to not love her. I do n't think it would've made a difference either way, because she will never know. Someone else loved her more, someone who owned the red camaro I saw driving around town all the time. I do n't know his name or really what he looked like, it was far too gone by the time I could look. I thought he was the only one in the car. I let it burn. I was wrong.
