[ WP ] Suicidal Thoughts in Heaven

`` Why? ``, God asked. GOD ASKED. It was n't rhetorical, I even felt that he did n't ask to teach me something, or to convey a message to me he really asked because he wanted to know. I was honestly impressed for the first time since I've wandered through the gates of heaven. I answered with a question myself: 
 
 `` You should know that, should n't you?'' 
 
 `` If I would know everything, I would also know how to create information I do n't know, and that's exactly why I created your species.'' 
 
 `` Interesting, alright I'll stay alive a few minutes longer and tell you. 
 You know why the stars are shining in the sky?'' 
 
 `` You do n't want me to answer that question, answer it yourself like you intend to.'' 
 
 `` The stars are shining only because there is darkness in between, if the whole sky would shine you could n't see even the biggest star. It's the same with happiness. I'm living here in heaven absolutely happy, however there is no unhappiness anymore, there is no darkness anymore. I ca n't be happy here, because happiness here does n't exist. It's all the same. And that's why I want you to kill me, I do n't want to feel this happiness anymore, because it's no different from any other time. In fact I already ceased to exist, the moment I died and achieved the immortal happiness.'' 
 
 `` So you finally realized.'' 
 
 And that was when the last piece of the puzzle fell in place. 
 With this last bit of information my soul finally found peace. 
 However with the last bit of my consciousness I decided to impress God a second time. 
 
 `` What will happen to me now?'' 
 
 `` Your the first soul I have ever tried this out on, so I'll tell you. Not that it matters anyway. I'll take all your memories from you, and put you into one of those bodies again. You may really cease to exist in the process, however that's all I can do for you. You're fine with that?'' 
 
 The moment I agreed the last bit of my mind was obliterated. 
 And in that same moment on a little unimportant planet in an unimportant solar system in an unimportant galaxy in an unimportant universe, a new living being started to exist.
