[ WP ] Your romantic life is n't real .

`` No... No you are playing a joke on me'' I stammered, my voice cracking and quivering `` You have to be real, we've been together for two years, I told you everything, we shared everything, this ca n't just be... fake'' 
 
 Madison's faced turned to the side, almost as if she did n't want to keep telling me this, but when she looked at me, I could see her eyes were different, the love and affection I had seen a thousands times before was n't the same anymore, almost like the falsehood had finally ended and she was only keeping up its semblance to spare me. `` I'm so sorry Connor'' her voice wavered a bit `` I meant to tell you so much sooner, I never meant it to go on this long, you deserve so much better than this, you did n't deserve to be led on by me like this''. 
 
 I stared at the ground, feeling as if all the life had been pulled out of me, like the only thing that held me up was the bracing of all my shattered pieces against each other. `` Was any of it real, any tiny part, was there even a moment when you actually felt any of the things for me you said you did?'' I asked, my voice moving from despondency into anger and disbelief. 
 
 `` I... I'' She stuttered 
 
 `` Just... Tell me'' I paused, looking into her eyes, the eyes I had rhapsodized over a million times, the eyes I'd gazed into and professed love that I'd never felt for anyone else on this planet, the eyes who's look could calm me from the highest peaks of stress. 
 
 She took a long moment, as if she could n't bring herself to say what I already knew she would. After a what seemed like an eternity of silence a single world escaped her lips. 
 
 `` No...''
