[ WP ] Someone threw himself under my train today . I want to know more about him , to be able to put a story behind his face . Tell me who he was .

He was really sorry, all these lovely people just wanting to go home and enjoy their evening and he had chosen today of all days to end it. If only he could stop time, walk up to each one of them, apologise, inform them that life is beautiful and hold on to your loved ones. If he could do that, he'd definitely spend some time with his supportive family and friends so that they would n't be so hurt when they found out later today what had happened. God.. his fiance... what will she think? 
 
 A soft rumble began in the station from the approaching train and time did begin to slow down. Every breath seemed fresh and full of life, almost as if he could breathe in deeply and hold onto what was about to end forever. The sick, hopelessness was still there, the pain behind the eyes that crushed the mind and obliterated all thought. He had died months ago and all the therapy and pills were like performing CPR on a patient in asystole. It maybe helped everyone around him cope, but he was long gone. 
 
 The last straw had been considering children if he had somehow survived a few more years. How could he tell her that, although he yearned for children, to be a parent, to sing to them, to read fantasy books to lull them to sleep each night... he could n't condemn his progeny to this disease. Depression is very much genetic, and this monster knows no mercy. It'd be cruel to bring a child into this world with such a monster hiding in the back of the mind, waiting to tear ones life down and poison every relationship you've ever had. 
 
 Bright lights ahead, he stood for the final time. Walking up to the yellow line with all the other people he felt terror. If only that terror was n't such a common feeling. Damn you body, damn you mind. I'm so sorry everyone. 
 
 He stepped off the platform, regret slammed into him as he realised what a grand mistake he had made. The screams of the commuters carried him into darkness.
