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2011: 
 I heard that you fancied me. I started to take notice of you. That was the first time I realized that you look quite attractive. 
 We would message all day, but not talk face to face. We were never found alone. Always with a group of friends. We were shy like that. We would try to make physical contact with each other. Trying to tickle each other. You were extremely ticklish. What you did n't know was that I was n't ticklish. Things stayed like this. I liked it. I did n't tell you that I like you and did n't want to lose you as a friend. You had no idea about these things. 
 
 
 2012: 
 We graduated. We went to different schools. We stopped contacting after your first week of school. I had my heartbroken by a player. You did n't know that. You messaged me a few days after my breakup. You did n't know how much it meant to me. You have no idea about this matter. 
 
 
 2013: 
 We were still messaging on, and off. You told our group of friend that you had a crush on a cute girl in your school. I've never heard you speak about someone or something with such passion. I fell in love with the way you described her. You had no idea about these feelings which I have. 
 
 
 2014: 
 We decided to give us a try. Ah! Our friends said `` finally''. We thought so too. Waiting things out for three years might have been good too. 
 The first month was the first time we kissed. It was a wonderful month, and I was really happy everyday. 
 The second month was great too. I really enjoyed your company. 
 The third month was the first time I got angry at you. But the anger vanished and was replaced with a smile when I saw you. 
 The fourth month was the first time we fought. You tried to work things out with me. 
 The fifth month was when I got even more insecure. You did n't try to comfort me anymore. You just left me as I was. That broke my heart. 
 The sixth month is the month which we should end it all. You've no idea about this thought that's growing inside. 
 
 
 Thank you for all the wonderful memories, but I'm becoming more miserable each day. Each day which you do n't care breaks my heart. Each day which you leave me doubting if you treasure us makes me cry myself to sleep. Each day you love me lesser and lesser. Each day, I have to mentally breakup with you to not make myself feel that much hurt. You've no idea how much you're hurting me. You've no idea how much I've hurt myself because of you.
