[ WP ] Write a story based off of what you think is the most important lesson in life .

In life, the only thing you're guaranteed is a wide spectrum of feeling. 
 
 Delete that. It's stupid. _Taptaptaptap taptap_, okay, it's gone. 
 
 It can get difficult to be who you are sometimes. It's like, somehow, every force in the world will seem to be pushing you away from 
 
 Get rid of that, too, actually. Fuck that. _Taptaptaptaptap_. 
 
 I do n't know. Flat out, I do n't have a fucking clue. Life is a true bitch, a real fucking cunt, and after almost 19 years, that's the only thing I've learned so far. Nobody will love you unless you let them save you. You have to be weak to be deserving of some things, smart enough to know when you have to be strong, and strong enough to pull your entire life out of a shit stack if you have to. 
 
 Life has a certain weight to it, it's changing all the time. Sometimes, it's airy and breezy, it drifts around you in wisps, and you can practically breathe it in. Other times it weighs a ton and then some. It pushes down on your shoulders so hard that surely your heart will burst, surely you should n't dare to take another step, and your muscles are so sore and tired that they feel sorry. You ca n't stop life. There is no way to control the fluctuation in heaviness. You can step lightly, or you can watch where you're going, but in truth; You ca n't stop life. It will do what it wants to you. 
 
 Does n't that make life a bully? A huge fucking shit? Yep. The most beautiful bitch in the world with the kindest smile, spitting the harshest words. That's life. 
 
 So you have no control, and almost everything you do is just trying to regain that control. Go to school so you can get a job, so you can have a house that life will hopefully not evict you from. Find a girl and make her your wife, raise two lovely children together, and hope like hell that life does n't have a different plan for you in mind. Go to the gym. Take your vitamins. Read books. It does n't matter. 
 
 All that we do, as a race, is try and try and try to control a turbulent thing that hopelessly controls us. That's all that separates us from animals, they're smart enough to know better. 
 
 Sure, we're smart enough to make machines. Smart enough to make stupid things easier. We have cures for shit. We have NSAIDS. But in reality, we're the dumbest animals around, and that's it. That's all I learned. We are all so hopelessly fucked because life is just a whole bunch of chaos. 
 
 I guess the most important lesson would be to ignore it. Do n't think like this. Try not to realize that you never asked to be born, try to not focus on the overpopulation of the earth and the ever-spewing pollution. Try not to think of yourself as a hopeless, out-of-control chump. Do n't dwell on the fact that your stream of consciousness will end, could end at any time. 
 
 Sometimes, I wish I could unsee and unlearn.
