[ cw ] write about the strangest/scariest/saddest dream you 've ever had in less than 200 words .

Of course she was going to have her surgery at my hospital. I mean, I know many of the surgeons personally. It will be routine, simple, quick, and because she is with Dr. Lee, who is always generous with the hydromorphone, she'll be comfortable. I check my watch. She is about an hour and a half into the procedure and should be wrapping up soon. 
 
 `` Code blue surgery room 4, Code blue surgery room 4'' My heart turns to ice. I put my hand on the phone. The first sound jerks my hand to my ear. Ephedrine. They need ephedrine now. I grab the emergency envelope by the door with the tiny vial in it and race upstairs. I slip on a mask and buffont as rush back to the surgery suites. Four, four, four... back and left? No. The room numbers are going up not down, I have to go back. Four, four, four, *four* got it! 
 
 There is n't supposed to be that much blood. There are footprints all over the floor. Why is n't anyone moving? Why is n't someone doing compressions! Do n't disconnect the vent! She is n't done yet! 
 
 *She is n't done. * 
 
 wake up WAKE UP 
 Wake up 
 
 baby, please.
