[ WP ] You have died and find yourself at a processing station . To gain admittance into 'heaven ' you have to admit your greatest sin , if you lie you go to 'hell ' . What 's yours ?

I should've handled it better. I was only twenty, not ready to be a father but I should n't have put my hands on her neck. Should n't have thrown her down. Should n't have kicked her over and over. 
 
 She claimed she got jumped and the cops did their best to find the attackers but to no avail. 
 
 She never told anyone what I did. Not after the beating, nor when she lost the kid. Not even when I dumped her for her best friend. 
 
 She ended getting married a few years later but could never conceive. Hung herself after fourteen fruitless months. The letter simply said, `` You know what you did.'' 
 
 I did know. And I never told anyone. Not until now. 

