[ WP ] You take your own life but just after the deed is finished the person you love/loves you the most appears and you are allowed a final goodbye

I did n't expect you to see me like this. 
 
 I did n't _want_ you to see me like this. 
 
 Descending into a pit of my own dispair after having lost you to myself. 
 
 If only I could take back some of the things I've said and done. 
 
 I know that you would, too. God, we were so perfect for one another. 
 
 How were we unable to see that? But now here I am, unable to do anything. Unable to hold you. Unable to kiss you and unable to talk to you the way that I used to. 
 
 You said you had fallen out of love with me, and it was the truth. 
 
 It was the truth, and it utterly crushed me. 
 
 Ever since I heard those words come from you it's just been nothing but an endless spiral into depression and insanity and dispair that I've only ever been able to peek out of when you'd say hello to me or when we would happen to see each other. 
 
 Those were the happiest days of my life as of late. Those days when you'd take the time to acknowledge my existence. 
 
 You knew that I still loved you. But you did n't love me. 
 
 That's what really killed me. 
 
 I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for being a shell of a man when I should have been there for you. I'm sorry for not listening to you when I should have. 
 
 You are the one who gave me the light of the day, and I was an idiot to have not acknowledged that every day of my life. 
 
 So I guess I deserve this hurt. This near endless suffering. 
 
 I just could n't take it any more. 
 
 I'm sorry. 
 
 I love you. 
 
 I love you more than life itself.
