[ WP ] Your best friend is shooting up your middle school , and hands you a gun , without your prior knowledge to the event .

It all started that morning, I woke up at 6:45 am in the morning as I always do. “ Shouldn ’ t have stayed up so late to study for my test, we all know it doesn ’ t mean anything. ” I had been real down in the dumps lately, as all 14 year olds are at one point or another. I couldn ’ t wait to hang out with my friend Jerry. He was one of the only people that could pull me through some of my toughest times. I throw on some shoes and head over to the bus-stop. “ Hey, Fatass! ” this dick named Josh said as I walked over. I was sick of dealing with his crap, but knew I had to deal with it if I wanted to have a chance at doing anything worth shit this weekend. I sat on the bus listening to my phone, man Sublime and Nirvana can feel like they almost talk to you when you ’ re feeling like trash. Oddly though, Jerry was not on the bus as he usually was. I was surprised as he is too lazy to walk to school even though he is only 3 blocks away. I decided he must be sick or be on a vacation, as we were only a few months away from school ending. 
 
 As I got into school I sat down and ate my breakfast as I usually do. “ Pop-Tarts? ” I saw my friend Jerry say. I was surprised to see him, as I had assumed he was either sick or doing something. I asked what happened. “ I had to make some final preparations ” he said mysteriously. “ Preparations for what, your science report? ” I asked. “ Nah, fuck that shit man I ain ’ t doin ’ my science report, I got other stuff to do today… ” he said. I wondered why he was acting so weird. Oh well, maybe it ’ s just an off day for him. The bell rang and I hurried along to my locker. I found a not in it that said “ Meet me at my locker before we go to computer lab ” it was Jerry ’ s handwriting. He seemed a little off tod… SLAP! “ Damn it Josh why do you have to be such a dick to everyone? ” I yelled as I was picking up my stuff from the tiled floor on which they fell. I was pissed off at this point and just headed to my home-room class. After my teacher finished taking attendance I talked to Jerry. He told me he had a surprise for me and not to miss it. I said ok and went about my way. 
 
 Computer Lab was right after lunch. As I was walking down to lunch I went to go sit with my other friends Hugh and Aaron as I hadn ’ t talked to them today at all. As I walked through the lunch line and went to sit down Josh came by and gave me all his lunch. “ You like that you fatass pig? Or do you think you need some more? Are you just trying to kill yourself with food? ” I am not that overweight, being 5 ft. 6 in. and 140 pounds, but damn does he like to give me shit about me being merely 20-25 pounds overweight I think as I walk away ignoring him. “ Goddamn it, why can ’ t I just fucking kill him! ” I say to Hugh. “ I think you just need to calm down and then think about how stupid you sound right now ” he said. “ I mean if someone gave you a gun right now would you do it? ” Hugh asked. “ Fuck yeah I would! I ’ d kill everyone in this fucking school minus a select few. ” I said to him. “ Well that is disheartening, I think if you ever got that decision you should really think about what you ’ re going to do before you do it, and I ’ m always here for you. Josh is a prick and we all know it.. ” He said as he was clasping his hands together. “ Well I ’ ll be seeing you. ” I said to my friend Hugh as I got up and starting heading to computer lab, since lunch had just ended. I starting heading over to the computer lab and remembered that my friend Jerry wanted me to meet him at his locker. I head over to his locker and saw him putting on some kind of vest. “ Are we doing some kind of film today in Computer Lab? ” I asked Jerry. “ Nope now shut the fuck up and put these on! ” he screamed at me. He had just handed me a bullet proof vest, and a black body suit. Don ’ t forget the gun too dumb shit ” he exclaimed at me as he tossed me a handgun. Having no knowledge on the different models of guns, I had no clue what it was. Now was my moment to get revenge for all the shit I had to put up with, but was that really what I wanted? Did I just want to put an end to my pain by giving pain to others? Should I just shoot Jerry and drop the gun and let a counselor know what the hell just happened? Damn it! Too many fucking decisions. As I was deciding I realised one thing. Bringing pain to others would just bring pain to myself, so why not skip the middle man? I said my farewells to Jerry and put the gun pointing up under my chin. “ Goodbye World! ” I said as my finger put force onto the trigger. One loud bang later and I saw nothing and heard nothing. I had just eliminated the world of one pathetic human, and it sure as hell felt good.
