[ WP ] It 's becoming embarassingly apparent to everyone that you 've never actually killed a zombie before .

*Log entry* 
 
 *January 31^st, 2036* 
 
 I've never actually killed any zombies before. I could never bring myself to do such a thing. I always thought, what if a human is still in there, thinking, and trying to stop doing harm, but is unable, due to this disease. I have always lied about killing zombies to my group, and they seem to believe me, but I ca n't tell them the truth. If I do tell them, they might kick me out or kill me, for not helping end this issue. 
 
 Recently, I've become pretty bad at lying, and I've said things that seem *too* good to be true. The other day I claimed that I had single handedly killed a horde of zombies ( a horde in our group is 10 zombies or more ) and everyone told me that was BS and I do n't even have the tools to do that. Later on, I found a dead zombie lying on the ground that looked hacked to death and I brought it back and told my group that this was my doing. 
 
 `` Do n't lie, I killed that exact zombie with a hatchet this morning!'' are the exact words one of our group leaders said. Everyone looked at me like I was on fire, and I walked to my tent with shame. It has become apparent that I have n't killed a single zombie. Everyday, each group member goes out in his/her own and gathers resources to help keep the group sustained. I always come back with a good amount of supplies, but little to no marks on me saying I was in a fight. The only reason I can get these supplies is because I know where a supermarket is hidden within the trees that has n't been found by anyone else as of yet. There are no zombies there that I have seen, and I've only seen very few wandering around that area, so I just waltz in, take some supplies, and waltz out. 
 
 Every time people see me come back with a ton of resources, but no marks, they always get mad at me and make me feel embarrassed due to not fighting like I should be. I always walk around the camp with eyes looking down on me, and some people have even offered to take me with them on their resource runs and teach me how to actually kill something, because obviously I ca n't do it myself. 
 
 I just keep to my tent and write down in my journal. I hope nobody reads today's log. 
 
 *Log entry* 
 
 *February 1^st, 2036* 
 
 Remember when I said I was offered to be taken along with others on a resource run to kill some zombies? Well this time it's not an offer, they're forcing me to go. I do n't know what they'll do if they find out I ca n't kill a zombie, but I hope it's not too bad. I have to go now, they're leaving in a few minutes. 
 
 *Log entry* 
 
 *February 6^th, 2036* 
 
 If you're going to survive a zombie apocalypse, you have to kill zombies. No freeloaders in our group. To the next person that reads this log: 
 
 *Zombies ca n't think rationally. They only kill. In this world, it is kill or be killed. The owner of this log could n't do the first, so he was finished with the second. *
