[ CW ] `` Save yourself . '' - use this line of dialogue in a story without using action movie tropes

I feel bad. There's really no other way to describe it, just bad. Not in the sense that I did something wrong, but in the sense that I'm ill. Very ill. I know that I'm dying. Leukaemia. 
 
 People keep on telling me `` you're gon na be okay!'' `` You'll beat this thing!'' But I know I wo n't. I'm just too sick. And sure I feel sad about dying at twelve years old, but it sure does n't mean that everyone has to keep reminding me. Coming around, being so quiet when they talk, with this depression in their eyes. 
 
 The only people that do n't do that are my older brother and sister. They just kind of sit there, in silence, with me, until visiting hours are over. My parents are constantly crying. My dad especially. He always waits until the very end, but he always does. He's just a crier. 
 
 But right now I'm dying. Through and through. I can feel it. I can hear it, the monitor slowly going and going. This is tearing my brother and sister apart, I can tell. My parents are on a trip, a vacation, that I told them to take, from constantly putting up with this dying crap. So it's just my brother and sister. For now, at least, they called mom and dad and they're flying home. 
 
 It's tearin' them apart though. Looking at them hurts. My sister is holding her breath, she's just so terrified. My brother is distant, staring at the floor, hand on my sister's back. They are going to be the people that will watch me die. They will watch me die, they will feel terrible, they will be guilty. 
 
 So that's why I tell them, `` save yourselves.'' 
 
 `` Save yourselves.'' 
 
 They stare at me. My voice is raspy and weak. 
 
 `` Save yourselves.'' 
 
 I point to the door. 
 
 They get up and leave. They sit outside the door. I'm alone, left to die in peace.
