[ FF ] Tell the story of how a pacifist became a violent warmonger in 100 words .

I never hurt a fly before they came to our village, but they did not care about my choices, it was kill or die, i chose to die but even that choice was taken from me, a month of torture later they asked me again, this time i complied. 
 
 After shooting my parents i realized there was no way back, it was obey or be killed, so kill i did, ever death made it easier to do so again, in time i even started to enjoy it. 
 
 My fellow soldier started to fear and obey me, i lead them now.
