[ WP ] So apparently , I swear a ****ing lot .

Do n't be fooled by these 8.4 oz fuckin cans of Red Bull, these motherfuckers were like 2 for $ 3.50. I ca n't even fuckin use caffeine like a `` normal person'' - what the fuck is normal anyway? And do n't fucking give me that retarded cliche that normal is a fuckin `` setting on the washing machine''. These fuckin AA cliches are simple and stupid as fuck most of the time. `` The only thing you have to change is everything.'' What the fuck? How fuckin trite. I did n't change shit other than not slamming dope into my fuckin arm until my veins gave out on me. I've been clean for 40 fuckin days since I moved down here - let me just say, as much as these SoCal sunshine bros are fuckin pussies, the bitches are phenomenal. 
 
 I feel fuckin alone all the time even though I'm surrounded by people constantly. I ca n't even take a shit without the motherfuckin techs bitching at me about art therapy group and shit like that. There, I made a stupid ass watercolor of a road map of my fuckin stupid life, and it's winding down to the seventh circle of Hell and I guess there's nowhere to go but fuckin UP. 
 
 My counselor is telling me that I'm fuckin angry and got ta watch my fuckin mouth, but fuck it. Apparently, I swear a fucking lot. You take away my dope and my girlfriend and drag my ass down to Rockford, where it's so ghetto you can buy Newport shorts with foodstamps, and tell me I can only have cigarettes every ninety fuckin minutes and guess what, I'm gon na take full fuckin advantage of saying whatever the fuck I want to. Fuck your vocabulary, fuck these rules and art projects, and fuck these candy ass meetings. 
 
 I do n't give a fuck. You could hand me a loaded gun and I'd rather fuckin shoot myself than stay here. I'd take that fuckin gun over the dope too. I'm fuckin over this.
