[ WP ] You are a junkie and can no longer distinguish reality from your hallucinations and delusions .

As I sit in my canoe paddling away, I wonder if I will reach the shore today, 
 
 Paddling until my fingers go numb, 
 
 Paddling as if night will never come… 
 
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 Fish and whales of all colors pass by quick, 
 
 I can ’ t stop paddling or I will be sick, 
 
 Should I really just stop? 
 
 Do I have a choice to not? 
 
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 My body is slowing up, 
 
 Oh here it comes….yup, 
 
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 Now this is the part that I hate, 
 
 As my paddle comes up, so does the heart rate, 
 
 The fish and whales start to seem concerned, 
 
 They ask their questions, no stone unturned. 
 
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 Sometimes they say, “ Why do you paddle with that stick? ” 
 
 Others just say, “ You ’ re sitting on a bench, you fucking lunatic… ” 
 
 I put my new paddle in to get away, I will reach that shore someday… 
 
 

