[ WP ] Ever since you were five , you could know every lie someone spoke . It is not body language or reading , you simply 'know ' . One day , you can no longer sense ...

`` It's aspergers, it's autism. Maybe she's schizophrenic...'' 
 
 
 It was all the same until I got old enough to hide it. Frick, it was destroying my life! My older sister said things were never the same after that night at dinner when I kept saying, `` daddy! Why are you saying that? Why is your face like that? ``. Mom probably knew at that point, but three-year-olds should n't. Never... never really met him. Not sure how I feel about that. 
 
 
 Grade school and middle school, hated it. Wanted to be alone. People talking just reminded me of dogs barking and cats hissing. Very little content, see right through it. 
 
 
.. until high school. Guess my teenage fluids started going off. Fall in love with some beautiful boy until he opened his mouth. Eyes flicker, gaze wander's, posture changes. Frickin lyin' again. What a shocker, right? Never had it in me, felt like I could n't be the only one, horrifying to be called out. Never had the guts to say anything to anyone, but they knew. They saw it in my eyes. I did n't have many friends. 
 
 
 Until Dorum, that is. What a stupid name! Was n't that great, never paid attention, always drawing and writing. Never talking, never lying. He was n't really that cute, either. 
 
 
 He came to me at lunch. Sat down and stared into my eyes. For the first time I felt what it was like to see into mine. So intense. So beautiful. 
 
 
 `` Do you ever get tired of all of this.... them?'' 
 
 
 Knot in my throat, could n't speak, nod, you have my everything 
 
 
 
 `` Come on, I want to show you something'' 
 
 
 Please, please do. 
 
 
 
 I mean, he is actually pretty cute. I guess you would have to see it for yourself. 
 
 

