[ WP ] Describe the final thoughts of a man whom is about to commit a terrible crime

I ca n't do this. I should n't do this. 
 
 I have to do this! There's no other way! 
 
 There is always another way. Do not do this! 
 
 It is too late to turn back now. If I do, my daughter will die. 
 
 What if the medicine does n't work, and she dies anyway? 
 
 I ca n't think about that. I ca n't think like that. it wo n't happen. It ca n't! 
 
 It can. You know the drug is still in experimental stage. You know there's no guarantee. Why do you think it's so expensive? 
 
 That does n't mean squat! It's being tested for approval in two months! That means they're certain enough of its ability to put it before the board. 
 
 Two months is a long time. There may be a few last minute issues they are working out with their chemical equations. They may still yet file for an extension. There's no guarantee. 
 
 I have to try. My daughter is dying. No parent should have to bury their child. Besides, it's only a supermarket. It's not like I'm going into a bank, armed, to rob it. And it's only a water pistol. I ca n't hurt anyone. 
 
 If I get caught, that's no legal defense. I'll still do time. 
 
 If Maria dies, all I'll have is time, anyway. I have to at least try. 
 
 No parent should have to bury their child. 
 
 No one should find out what it's like, not having the means to buy the medicine to save their life. 

