[ WP ] After you die , you wake up on the morning of the worst day of your life .

I get up to take my math test and I think about him. He's been gone a couple days now and I'm starting to miss his presence. It was my idea for him to visit his family so I'm happy for him. I'm taking the test and thinking about calling him after I'm done. I get done fast thanks to my tutor and his due diligence. I walk outside into the bright sunlight and fish my phone out of my purse. Can not wait to hear his voice. I call him. He answers. I notice right away that something is n't right by the tone of his voice. He says he's happy there. That he's been back for a day now and has decided to move there for good. I'm devastated. I ask him `` well, what about us?'' 
 `` what about us? `` he says. His tone is getting angrier by the minute and I do n't know how to stop it. I can feel it coming in the pit of my stomach and I just start walking around the campus. Just walking... He asks'' what are you doing? `` I say I'm walking because thats all I can do right now. Just putting one foot in front of the other and I end up in the bathroom of another building as a class is letting out. I do n't want them to see my face. I'm sure what's happening is all over it. Then I ask `` do n't you love me? Because I love you'' 
 `` No. I do n't love you'' 
 The pain of a broken heart is as real as someone ripping off your arm. I felt my world destroy in those words. I somehow hang up the phone and I call my best friend. She answers and the tears do n't stop. Ca n't breathe, ca n't speak. Just pain.
