[ WP ] I once remembered that I was God , but then I forgot again as quickly as I could .

It was a moment of clarity, but not like you would think. My life perspective was n't clear. The issues I had in life were not suddenly taken back and solved and my true purpose was laid out in front of me like perfect brick road. No, it was pure clarity of all of reality. There was so much to take in, as if every facet of details about every single possible object or event in the history of existence was suddenly mine to play with. If I wanted to know how Kurt Cobain really died, I would be there instantly in the room where he did actually shoot himself. If I wanted to know how particles get their characteristics I could see the strings that control it. But it was so much deeper than that, I could understand fully how each curve in each unique dimension caused that string to have it's particular effect. Each tiny movement growing into the more dymanic creation that is the universe. 
 
 It's possible this was all a hallucination, but it just so incredibly vivid. The moment was of pure clarity felt like a life time. All the worries I had ever had were gone, not even close to being remembered. At that point I was no longer myself, I was everything and everything was me. As I moved time moved, as I cried it rained, and life itself existed within and beyond me but I could focus in on each individual. I could focus on the heartbeat of unique creatures from planets unimaginable. 
 
 From the moment I stepped off of that skyscraper, everything in the universe had suddenly made sense. I was more comfortable with the knowledge of the universe in those final moments than I had been with the minute details of my entire life up until this point. I was taken back through time to see creatures that dwelled on earth before me, and creatures that still dwell else where in the universe. I was able to see dark matter, and hold a strange particle. I was able to influence politicians into passing laws for me, or convincing a man to hunt down someone who did n't believe in me. I saw both the good and the bad, I felt the balance on good and evil within me. 
 
 Unfortunately, this feeling was short lived as I quickly crashed back into reality long enough to realize that I had just killed myself. Just enough consciousness to regret jumping in the first. Yet, with no regret and sudden clarity, I drifted to death peacefully. For that one small moment in time, I was God. 
 
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