[ WP ] Two victims of bullying make a plan to shoot up their high school together . However , they both secretly plan to betray the other in order to become a hero .

There's one little fucking circle on my head that's cold as the steel that's touching it. The muzzle of my dad's nine millimeter is pressed against it while the rest of my body is boiling with a cocktail of feelings. Betrayal is one, but that's not really fair. Embarrassment is another, which makes a whole lot more sense, but both of those are outweighed by the panic of having a gun pressed to your forehead. 
 
 I guess I should clarify things and mention that my dad is n't actually holding the gun to my head. My best friend is. At least, I thought he was my best friend, only friend, whatever friend, but I suppose it's not fair to make this distinction because he sure as shit thought the same of me. I guess I should also mention that I have a forty-five lined up just beneath his cheekbone. The tables have n't turned as much as they've flipped. 
 
 We did n't even start yet. The bell's about to ring. Here we are, halfway down the hallway we planned to start in and I'm not sure what to do. Carry on, and I'll die somehow more alone than I thought I would have, or bail on the whole thing and live somehow more alone than I thought I was.
