[ WP ] Your baby starts crying everytime you leave their room . Finally , you pick up your child and leave the room together . As soon as you step out , you hear crying coming from the room .

I hear one cry. Then another joins in. And another. Soon, a chorus of cries echo from the nursery. 
 
 I sigh and set down my baby daughter. 
 
 *It's time, * I tell myself. 
 
 Seven pregnancies. The doctor warned us against trying again. Another miscarriage could be life-threatening. Growing up in foster care, I never had a real family. I wanted it so bad. 
 
 I prayed day and night. I went to every doctor in the state. I read every book and followed every advice. And then – a miracle. 
 
 I look down at my darling. I love her so much it hurts. 
 
 “ Mommy will be right back alright, Hope? ” She giggles. 
 
 I turn to the nursery. On my way inside, I throw away the pills on the counter. 
 
 *I love you all. But darlings, it ’ s time to let go. *
