[ WP ] Someone threw himself under my train today . I want to know more about him , to be able to put a story behind his face . Tell me who he was .

The train flew by, the clanging rang out as it always had. As he walked on, people pushed by him as they always had. Life went on and on, as it always had. Graham wondered whether or not it had an end. Not only that, did it have a point? Where was it all going? What would happen if he just gave up? Why did... 
 
 His thoughts came to a halt, along with the train, as he felt the heat of the coffee soak into his shirt. It burned. The offending stranger gave him an apologetic smile and pushed his way off the train. Graham was left standing in the middle of the train, his stomach soaking and his pants permanently stained. Last year, he would have felt anger, sadness, or annoyance. Now he simply felt sad. `` Good.'' he thought sarcastically. Had he still been able to feel emotion, a tear would have run down his face. 
 
 This interview had been doomed from the start. Terry, his only real friend at the moment, had really put his neck on the line to get Graham this meeting. `` Do n't fuck it up'', he had said, only half-jokingly. Well, here Graham was, about to fuck it up. `` And no one will be surprised'', he thought. Ever since Linda had walked out on him in the diner, things just seemed to get darker, with no end in sight. 
 
 He really had been toying the idea of putting an end to it all. `` Would it be easier just to not exist?'' he thought, as he pushed past the bodies and exited the train. He stood on the platform, for what seemed like hours. No one looked at him. He pondered again, `` See? Look, no one cares. No one gives a shit about you''. Lots of people tried to commit suicide, but they backed out. Or sometimes they would purposely make some sort of half-assed attempt, just for attention - like his cousin Lianne. `` Not me.'' he reckoned. 
 
 The lights of the train stared into his eyes, and Graham stared back. He was n't afraid. Leaning forward, arms outstretched, ready for what comes after, he fell forward.
