[ WP ] Make me jealous of someone with a terrible life

I live a very good life. I have friends who enjoy me, a family that loves me, everything is right in its place... Everything, except for her. She left me 2 years ago and nothing can take her place. But beyond that I am well off. 
 
 I am envious of those who do not have my life. Those who have regular struggles, those who feel... truly human. In a world where you have someone to share your struggles with while they can hold you and snuggle... How can one find no comfort in that? 
 
 What good is happiness if it must be shared alone? How will it feel when there is something that is not happiness? The thought alone scares me...
