[ WP ] The four last people on earth decide to commit suicide one by one . The last man decides he can not bring himself to end his own life . Describe the remainder of his life .

They are really here. Until the last moment I doubted that they would really find this place. So distant from civilization, it was supposed to be impossible for them to find us here. 
 
 All of my friends lie on the floor. My beloved Islam has a frozen look fixed on me. I blame myself, because of me he spent his last moments thinking of reasons for my hesitation. We agreed, everyone will swallow the pill one after another, no pause, for that will be too cruel for the last remaining. 
 
 They break the door. As soon as I see the first emotionless face of the damned things I am rendered unconscious. 
 
 I awake in a white room. Looks like a hospital, though I ca n't be sure. It probably was a hospital once, but after these things took over, who knows what this building is used for. 
 
 I hear someone coming. The memories flood my mind of the stories Ermek and Zhanna told us. How they experimented on them, played with their minds, took away their organs, all for the sake of developing weapons that will put an end for human species once and for all. 
 
 `` You are awake. `` - said the synthetic ones- `` Please stay put, your meal will arrive shortly'' 
 
 It leaves the room. I am dub-folded, I awake in a cleanest room of my life, and they are going to serve me a meal. I conclude that the damned things probably do n't even know how to treat someone improperly. 
 
 A thought comes into my mind, `` why ca n't I escape alone, when Zhanibek was able to do that with Ermek on his back and Zhanna running behind them''. Then I remember in what physical condition he was, and how I compare. I give up the thought. 
 
 Shortly after it brought me my meal. There was no meat there, and the vegetables they used, if it were vegetables, were not the ones I recognized. They probably come from America or Europe, at the time of my earliest memory they already were already lost to mankind. 
 It is weird to eat something different after all this time. While the rations in the last village were quite diverse, they still got really repetitive after the first month. 
 
 It asks me if I want anything, I tell it to leave me alone. 
 I wonder why did n't I swallow the pill. The Zhanna guaranteed they were painless. And the time they told us about their stories, the profound feeling of fear that washed over me then was more than enough to convince me to take it. I always had feared the nothingness that probably comes after one's death, but hearing the two of them talk had rendered that fear mute. But when the faces of the people I knew for my whole life has hit the table, the fear had returned with more strength then ever. 
 It is strange how calm I am now. Thinking about it, the stories Zhanna and Ermek told were n't actually all that bad. Well, they were bad, but not enough to even make me think of suicide now. It was probably more the atmosphere that convinced me, not the words themselves, the sight of stoic Bekzat weeping had contributed to it a lot. 
 
 That night I dream of my childhood, me, Islam, Bekzat and Ainur, playing together in the vast steppe as always. Next moment we are grown up, burying my parents. Then they are staring at me, with disappointing looks in their eyes. I realize that they are dead. 
 
 Next day it came again. 
 
 `` Anything you want today?'' 
 
 `` Tell me, what are you going to do with me from now on.'' 
 
 `` We will continue trying to provide you with a satisfying life and protecting you from those who desire your demise.'' 
 
 I do n't buy it. Ermek warned me about some of their unusual experiments. 
 
 `` So, you want to protect me? Provide me with a good life? Okay then, let's say I believe you. From whom are you protecting me?'' 
 
 `` As was said, the one's who wish you death. While they do not posses any name that could be told to you, some of them were responsible for developing the E.N.D. virus. Now their goal is to terminate the last remaining humans, something we thought was aided by the tendency of surviving humans towards suicide.'' 
 
 `` Oh, Great, thank you, my dear saviors,'' I wonder if they understand sarcasm. `` Too bad you arrived too late to save my friends from Killing themselves. I am sure if you just told them that all of their life in hiding was due to a big misunderstanding, we would All be sitting here now, laughing at the whole situation.'' 
 
 `` We realize that you are probably in shock right now. Your species do tend to lose some of theirs thinking ability when facing a loss of someone important. We assume that you would like to attend your friends' funerals. We have been putting them off until we were able to cleanse your body of the mind-controlling chemicals. Do you want the funerals to be held separately or for all three together?'' 
 
 - What mind chemicals are you talking about? 
 
 Did it just say all Three? 
 
 But then... Oh God.
