[ WP ] Your doctor has discovered cancer in both of your eyes . Tomorrow , you are having life-saving surgery to have them removed . Describe your final day with vision before you go blind .

A thin sliver of rich red blood blooms from my finger.'Dammit.' 
 The photo slips from my finger and I instinctively moisten the cut with my lips. Funny, I always imagined to be a vampire from my sleeping patterns but never realised how l close I was to its reality. The photo stares at me from the floor. Eyes into crescents with soft crinkles on the corners. Wispy strands of hair bellowing in the breeze and arms raised proudly with seashells enclosed. God my husband was a damn cute little kid. An air of cheekiness in the way his smile slightly slants upwards to one side. He was always one of those clever for his own good kinda boys. My eyes start stinging as I feel the tears collects and descend. 
'No. No. No. Get a grip woman.' 
 Hastly shake my head and try and stop the flow. Big exaggerated breath out and we're good. A strong internal push occurs from my stomach. This little one, he's gon na be an active one. I softly stroke my bulging belly. Looking at the reflection of the photo I see myself. Puffy eyed and blotchy. I sure hope this baby looks like his dad if this is really my reflection. I wonder what this baby will look like. Will he have my upturned nose? Will he have that cheeky grin like his daddy? I just want to see him. Just once. I want to see him look with recognition into my eyes and smile from his heart. I want to see him gaze up at me seeking approval for his drawing that amongst the chaos is his interpretation of me. I guess....I should be happy. I should be glad he even gets a mother at all. He will be loved. He will be adored. Deep swallow. I will be there for him and that's somethint he must always see.
