[ WP ] In a futuristic world , you can relive any memory through advance simulation . However , the only downside is that you will lose that memory once the simulation ends .

I signed up for this MemoRelive program a few years ago, but the lines were so long I never actually thought I would get a turn. I thought of so many different memories that I wanted to be in again, but vividly instead of blurred by time. The only downside was that I would lose that memory; that instantly knocked out almost half of my ideal scenarios. 
 
 As I thought this, the man who had welcomed me into the MemoRelive Chamber had apparently hooked me up and was waiting for my go ahead on starting up the memory I had decided on. I shrugged, my stomach quivering and my shoulders shaking just enough for me to feel it. The machine whirred, the chair I was sitting in starting to hum as everything booted up. I would n't say that having my memory pulled out and coded hurt, but it was like a tugging at my brain that was unpleasant. 
 
 The memory started, a garage building itself around my eyes and suddenly I was 16 again. Warm hands pulled me close and he smelled so good. 
 
 `` It's okay.'' He said softly, touching my naked hip as I lowered myself onto the cement of the floor. It was cold, and my tears were so hot on my face, but he had told me that no one would hear me. No one had come running, so I guess he was right. 
 
 `` It's okay.'' He kept repeating that stupid phrase over and over and I could n't stop crying. He was so gentle, no matter how much I fought or told him I did n't want to; he was just too strong and Mom had always told me to just go along with whatever boys wanted because it hurt less. 
 
 She lied. 
 
 I woke up gasping, tears dried on my cheeks while one of the on-staff nurses gently touched my shoulders and murmured that I was all right. 
 
 I wonder what memory I chose.
