[ EU ] Judas Iscariot was a member of an order of assassins , and Jesus was his first/final target .

How could I? 
 
 This man that I have devoted myself to, a man whose cause I believe in… 
 
 …I have seen miracles through him, I have watched as he has cured the sick, and granted the blind sight. I have watch with wonder in my eyes has thousands were feed from nearly nothing. They call him false, but crime has he committed, why must he die? I joined The Order to give me purpose, but I have already found one, and it is in him. Now, they tell me to kill the man…. 
 
 I won ’ t….I won ’ t, I won ’ t…. 
 
 “ The Nazarene must be silenced ” The counsel said “ He will raise an army, to lead the world astray ” 
 
 Why now though, why me? I wanted to make a difference but for five years they never contacted me, they never gave me a purpose, a reason. Jesus, though, he has given me all that and more. How can I kill the only man who has ever loved me? 
 
 I will follow through on my oath…. if he is to die, my hands will not spill his blood. 
 
 I will hand him over to the authorities. If he is truly what I believe him to be, he will show them all why they must follow him, and if he does n't then the counsel was right. They call him a false prophet, but I will prove them wrong…he will prove them wrong. 
 
 I know he will show them, he won ’ t die… 
 
 How could he? 
 
 

