[ WP ] A diary entry by a girl who was sexually abused by her father .

Dear Diary, 
 
 My dad came into my room last night. He thought I was sleeping. I was n't. I thought about saying something to him but pretended to be asleep because I was up too late anyways. He just stood there for a long time. I felt him coming closer and I felt afraid. There was something wrong. He kissed my cheek but then stopped and again stood there staring at me. 
 
 I felt his hand slowly come under the covers and he touched my foot. He rested it there and then moved up my leg. He reached my panties and was rubbing the outside of it. He started too go inside when I coughed and turned to my side. He jumped. I do n't know how he could n't of felt my shaking. He left my room fast. 
 
 I'm scared. Why would he do this to me. I thought he loved me. How am I supposed to sleep now. I ca n't lock my doors. Do I tell mommy? No one would believe me. It would tear the family apart. It was just one time he wo n't do it again. What about Alice.. she is a heavy sleeper is he going to touch her. He wo n't do it anymore. Please. Do n't do it anymore.
