[ WP ] you were given the choice of immortality , and you took it . Now , millions of years later , you are floating in space . Alone with your thoughts .

Well fuck. 
 
 It's all gone. 
 
 You see, when I was about eighteen hell to the yes immortality sounded great, not to mention I'd be forever young. I guess a'hey at least your kidneys are n't failing' is great but so would be Earth still existing so I guess we ca n't all be winners. 
 
 Chicka-Blao. 
 
 It's gone now. I lived through years and years of moving and pretending to have a past I had to warp to fit in. I made so many connections and got used to feeling less and less every time I had to throw on black attire and put a shell of someone I used to know in a grave. 
 
 I'm not suicidal, just regretful. It sounds insane but I wish I had n't been there to watch the first man land on Saturn. I wish I had n't seen everything I had. I wish I was n't there. It does n't matter now though, it's all gone. 
 
 Everything 
 
 I'm sorry
