[ WP ] The most saddest love story you can ever think of

She changed my life. She became the savior of my soul, the rescuer of the lost. To be honest I believed I was beyond hope. I think she thought so too, she never really thought about me until the car accident. 
 
 She used to be my world back when I wrote in my journal. Now that I think about it, I think it's somewhere under those rotting pizza boxes I always forgot to take out. Now that I recall, I never really took anything outside, even myself. I forgot what fresh air felt like until I woke up in the hospital. 
 
 She was there too, smiling down at me. I looked up meekly, and flashed a weak smile. I was hurt pretty bad, I recall hearing I broke a rib or two. It does n't matter though, soon I was out and about. I began to clear my apartment of junk, I threw away all the pornographic magazines and moldy leftovers. I scrubbed that apartment clean, and she helped too. I recall walking in the cool of the forest morning in silence, listening to each other's breath. She showed me the world, I who was a forgotten man, wasting in his world. I did n't tell her much about me, but she understood me. We were inseparable in those days. One late afternoon, in a hill overlooking the city, we sat together for a picnic. We'd been there all night, talking and relating to each other. I could barely listen to a word she said, my stomach was tense with nervousness. I grasped the ring in my pocket nervously as I looked into her eyes. She sensed that I was n't really present, and asked me what was wrong. I began to pull the ring out, I tried to get into position. 
 
 This was it. This was the moment. The grass swayed gently in the cool Autumn. I began to raise my hand to her beautiful face; it never made it. She held my hand where it was, and looked into my eyes with pity. She sighed and said, 
 
 `` You do n't see, do you? I'm already part of you, I always was.'' 
 
 I struggled to understand, my queasiness impeded me from speaking, and then she uttered the last words she would tell me before she left. 
 
 `` Wake up.'' 
 
 And I did.
