[ WP ] Your entire life has theme music . Every day up until now it has been upbeat and melodic , today you wake up and it is sad and ominous .

I used to dream of angels sitting in heaven, playing their golden harps, serenading me, with the music of god flowing from their fingertips, and halos illuminating the cloudy and dreary days. But now I see past the glow, my own eyes illuminated and I see the lamps that once blinded me from the angels. The angels sit, mindlessly strumming, eyes of ebony from an elephant glazed over, and their halos of painted tin foil sliding around with every sway of their heads. Their harps of happiness have only been golden plastic, and with their strings of plastic made no sound, only the whisper of sadness of silence, now the speakers of heaven lay dormant with their static filling the silence of the cotton clouds of heaven. 
 I rose, to the ruddy blush of the morning sky, and no music filled my mind. Only the music of my panting, of my pacing, and of my cleaving to the memories of the happy daze I had been in for all my life. The feeble vigil for the music, now long gone, was my unused Walkman, long forgotten in the dust and chaos of technology, had a cassette labeled simply in block scarlet letters, `` TO MY MIND.'' A love letter to the angels. 
 Static, and the smoky black and white of the image dancing across my mind. Nothing, nothing absolutely nothing; and in my new found anger, I slammed the lonely Walkman down. 
 A slow melody of a lonely guitarist, coming from the distant region of my head, a place which the cherubs of plastic and false crosses blockaded from my understanding; a place of sadness and emptiness. 
 Nothing felt real 
 Because nothing is real 
 The crown of thorns is now a draped ring of velour 
 And the splinters of the cross have been worn down. 
 The lone guitarist plays on, begging me to show them my world. My world of the gone, of the false idols and singers that I once relied on. 
 
 ( EDIT: First post like, ever. Literally any form of constructive criticism welcome, and I'm really not that angsty was just listening to this: https: //www.youtube.com/watch? v=wIuBcb2T55Q & index=5 & list=PLpnw-VoDqNnEAEQlPyppOln05DFLe-nPW )
