[ WP ] You have just purchased a new 2015 calendar from the bookstore . When you open it at home , you find a date already circled . It has your name written on the day .

s always english is not my mothertongue. grammar nazis youre welcome to rewrite it better if you like the idea: ) 
 
 I stare at the date. Its my birthdate. Why was it cyrcled i asked myself. Hunger! I take a sausage out of the fridge. `` Slam'' thats our front door. i live alone! an elderly woman enters. hi honey im back. i stare at her and ask:'' who are you?''. `` I am your wife!'' and without letting me reply `` have you wrote down all the important dates on the calendar youve bought?''. Now im starting to get angry. I dont have a wife! Dont try to confuse me. i wont give you any money GET OUT! She starts crying. `` But john'' she whispers as tears run down her face, `` dont you remember me?'' I try to remember but high beep interrupts my thoughts. Who left the fridge open? The constant beeping is driving me crazy it remibds me of the beep of the strange looking machine in the room of the doctor who told me i had alzheimer. alzheimer? i need to sit down. i look at my wife. `` im sorry! i now remember everything.'' she smiles and hugs me tight. my heart hurts. i lied. i dont know this woman. A few hours later shes preparing dinner. we laughed about the fact she tought my alzheimers already reached the next stadium. I excuse myself. i need to have some time for myself. i need to take some fresh air. about fifty minutes later i stand atop of a bridge. i decided to use my last good phases to do what i need to doo. i prepare to jump. What a nice day to die. for the last time i take a deep breath and close my eyes. I wonder what im doing here on that bridge? but the weather is nice so why dont i walk a bit further then?
