[ WP ] Once you die , Hell is meeting the person you could have been .

The truck hit fast, and then I was here. 
 
 I knew what had happened straight away. In the end I consider it a relief. 
 All around me was white, endless, infinite and without detail or texture. 
 For so long... So so long, there was nothing. I was sure it was hell, it is hell. 
 I was relieved however that hell was n't the fire and brimstone and never ending torture I'd assumed it would be. 
 Eventually, however, details emerged from the nothingness. A wisp of blue, a few weeks later a strand of shining gold. 
 This continued for years. More and more detailed it became before it started to take on a recognisable shape. 
 After growing and changing and taking form and figure, shifting from vague floating colours to the shape of a person and after eons of waiting *she* finally spoke. 
 
 She came to life in an instant. Her eyes fluttered and revealed their deep electric blue shade. I had so long to inspect every detail but she was just a shape for so long. A thing. Inanimate and perfectly still. But now she moved and colour filled her skin, tiny freckles dotted themselves along her arms and her golden hair glowed with humble brilliance. 
 
 `` Who are you?'' I demanded. A flutter of guilt weighed in my stomach as I grimaced at a ruined first impression. 
 `` I am that which was lost.'' She said as she exhaled deeply. 
 Her voice was melodious and sweet. 
 `` Lost? How? When?'''Idiot' I thought to myself. 
 `` Life was harsh to you Sam. But it need not have been. I am not truly who I appear, but an aspect of her, the her that could of helped you.'' 
 Angry bile filled my throat `` I died! And I was left here to go mad by myself! I've had a hundred life times to think about what I was, what I did. What happened to me. He used to **hit** me. My father. My mother left and I remained with him. Cruel and harsh he was. Drunken and neglectful.'' 
 By now tears had welled in my eyes, the beautiful woman nodded peacefully. 
 `` What do you want to hear?'' I said as I buried my face into my hands 
 `` Wan na hear how I played the victim? How I was lazy? How I procrastinated my assignments and then used my hardships as an excuse? PATHETIC! PATHETIC! PAATHETICC!!!'' 
'Stupid stupid stupid I hate myself I hate myself I wasted it and now here I am' my mind was swimming with volatile thoughts that bubbled crazily through my brain. 
 And then her arms were around me, my head pressed shoulder, the sound of her heart, the warmth of her body. It was bliss. 
 `` Shhh.. Shh.. My love, do not hate yourself. Do not hate. I would of loved you.'' Her voice took on crackled emotion, there was sincerity. `` This is hell. For all of us. I was you're soulmate and you were mine. This is what we are condemned to. To know things could of been better. To linger on the knowledge that there was someone who could fix everything. And then to exist here until time stops. Chances missed, mistakes made, regrets that will forever bourdon you. That is what hell shall be for us.'' 
 
 And she was gone. Everything was gone. 
 
 ** [ edit ] shit. I read the prompt as `` the person you could of been with. `` **
