[ WP ] Write a story about a student slowly going insane .

She sits across from me in social studies class. She's beautiful, popular, hopelessly unattainable. Sometimes she says hi to me, but I try not to read anything into it. I'm friends with a guy in her clique, but he'd just laugh if I mentioned it. As far as I can tell, she's single. I've been watching her for a while, and she does n't seem to intimate with any straight guys. That's a plus. 
 
 I want her, really bad. I've been caught up with her for years, to no effect. Is it bad that it does n't fade? She's beautiful. 
 
 I hope she can tell that I love her, but I need her not to find out. More than that, I need *her. * She's beautiful. 
 
 The.357 is in the closet above the shoe rack. They never did choose a new hiding spot for it. They keep it loaded- another plus. I'm a good shot- three points. 
 
 I need her. I do n't have her, and I'll never get her. She's beautiful. 
 
 *Beautiful. *
