I have never thrown a book away after I read it until this one. I read the book with one eye open...I was drawn in like a bad tabloid story. I felt guilty the whole time I was reading it and when I finished, I tossed it in the trash. The book just feels like it is shrouded in evil. It is an interesting read, especially the whole pro-wrestling thing but by the end, I felt like I needed a bath. Sick pathetic criminal that really doesn't deserve to have her story told although the author did a good job painting Ellen Boehm as a fat, ugly, delusional loser. By the way, if you read it, pay close attention to the Paula Sims references and get the book on her, Precious Victims, because THAT is an AWESOME read!