Pamela is disillusioned,the fact is their "wicca wedding" wasn't anything Jim took seriously.Pam courson was his cosmic mate.For all you lame people who say others are jealous of pamela because she was with Jim Morrison you are just as disillusioned maybe more then pamela herself.she didn't know Jim for very long,he wasn't with her that much and his heart belonged to pam courson although they both screwed around on one another alot.But if you are a disillusioned "wicca" or mental patient this book is for you.