I see and hear enough disgusting stuff around us in real life. I read to entertain myself in the world of Romance. My heroines have to be good, not ex-whores. I would understand circumstances of bad childhood and I am 100% on redemption. This book is NOT what I read, sorry, I could not get past the first Chapter at all. I dumped it - glad it was a free download. I am a Christian reader who is happily married (29 years). I am not prudish, not by a long shot, I do enjoy a little steam in my books, but I just felt dirty reading this first Chapter, sorry.