Your views on this author come off as fanatical. From my experience, people like you have had bad relationships, usually with their families and others close to them in their life. They use religion to show the world they're much better people than others but really there is a love void where they cannot relate well to others. I bet somebody had their hands full raising you and if you have children I feel sorry for them too. You need to lighten up and be more trusting and accepting of others, and I bet your life will be a lot happier.