Ian Curtis' dreams had come true and were even surpassed. The band he fronted, Joy Division, put out two major albums, a single off each, and went on several tours. But just days before they were to leave for their first American tour, Ian achieved his final goal: dying young. He died by his own hand. This is the story by his wife Deborah, of their life together and apart. It is a wonderful portrait of Ian's complicated life. It is highly recommended for anyone, not just fans of Ian or Joy Division.